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The Silent Killer Taking Down Our Veterans | Sir Toshi · Chris Thrall's Bought the T-Shirt Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Hello friends, I'm your host, Chris Throw. I'm a former
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  Speaker 1: Brawleries commando.
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  Speaker 2: I've adventured for better and sometimes worse, across eighty countries
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  Speaker 2: on all seven confidents.
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  Speaker 3: Welcome to the Port the t Shirt Podcast.
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  Speaker 2: Satoshi, how are we doing?
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  Speaker 1: I'm all right, Chris. Thanks having me back on again.
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  Speaker 2: No problem, brother, It's an absolute pleasure. Excuse me, I'm
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  Speaker 2: just going to hit the record on the on the zoom.
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  Speaker 1: So recording in progress.
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  Speaker 2: We have a backup if necessary. Yes, So, Sutoshi. Before
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  Speaker 2: we've been talking about bitcoin, the bitcoin scam, how it originated,
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  Speaker 2: how what people think now is bitcoin is not what
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  Speaker 2: it actually is, and all the kind of control mechanisms therein.
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  Speaker 2: But last time we talked, I know you you started
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  Speaker 2: to talk about mental health. Yeah. Yeah, and obviously it's
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  Speaker 2: something that affects all of us two different extents. It is.
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  Speaker 2: It is quite It is quite interesting because as somebody
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  Speaker 2: like myself, for example, I mean technically my diagnosis will
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  Speaker 2: be complex PTSD tell you what that is. Yeah, But
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  Speaker 2: in my daily kind of you know, interactions, does anyone
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  Speaker 2: ever stop to think this person I'm dealing with might
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  Speaker 2: have been battling or overcome complex trauma in their life
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  Speaker 2: or have mechanisms in place to kind of deal with Well,
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  Speaker 2: of course they don't. They just treat you as well,
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  Speaker 2: you know, what's.
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  Speaker 1: The Yeah, what's the when they say you've got you know,
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  Speaker 1: complex PTSD. I mean that just sounds like a cop out.
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  Speaker 1: You know, what's what's the what's the actual true definition
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  Speaker 1: of complex PTSD? What's it doing to your mind? What's effect?
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  Speaker 1: What effect is it having on you?
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  Speaker 2: Well, personally, it's obviously something a monica that I don't
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  Speaker 2: attach anything to simply because I just want to live
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  Speaker 2: my life and I believe I've got my life to
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  Speaker 2: a good placemate, you know.
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  Speaker 3: And and.
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  Speaker 2: But it's not without you know, it's still not without
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  Speaker 2: its challenges, and it's not something that's understood by society.
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  Speaker 2: And you can just see by the hatred on the
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  Speaker 2: internet not only how people don't understand it, but how
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  Speaker 2: they're suffering from it. You know, they're suffering from some
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  Speaker 2: form of trauma itself. Hence what is it they call it?
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  Speaker 2: Like trauma responses?
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  Speaker 1: Well, this is this is what I'm trying to This
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  Speaker 1: is what I'm trying to get it. You know, people
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  Speaker 1: often say, oh, you know trauma's in the body, well,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I mean, is it in my little toe?
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  Speaker 1: Is it in my big toe? Is it in my
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  Speaker 1: little pinky finger? You know? Is it in my heart?
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  Speaker 1: Is it in my chest? Is in my head? You know?
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  Speaker 1: All these wishy washy terms are all bullshit if you
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  Speaker 1: ask me, because I went through serious mental health where
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  Speaker 1: literally I almost took my own life and there was
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  Speaker 1: something seriously wrong with me, like actually wrong with me. Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: The pain that I was experiencing in the center of
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  Speaker 1: my head was just unbearable. Literally, it was you know,
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  Speaker 1: like and it was right in the center, like I
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  Speaker 1: couldn't rob it, I couldn't press it. It was just
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  Speaker 1: like a constant ache that boarded on, you know, our pain.
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  Speaker 1: The ape was so painful, and I was just like, look,
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  Speaker 1: I've never experienced this before. There is something wrong with
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  Speaker 1: my brain. There is a there is a chemical imbalance.
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  Speaker 1: You're the expert. Tell me what it is, and I'll
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  Speaker 1: tell you something no one knows. No one knows, which
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  Speaker 1: really pissed me off because I had to figure it
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  Speaker 1: out for myself. And since I figured out for myself,
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  Speaker 1: I'll all right, let's go on Christal Show and explain
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  Speaker 1: it to everybody because he knows a lot of veterans
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  Speaker 1: that are off really suffering with a PTSD. So shall
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  Speaker 1: I tell you exactly what PTSD is? Right?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, by all means go for it. Obviously from my
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  Speaker 2: own experience, I might question it, question you a bit,
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  Speaker 2: but you're on the show to speak your mind mates,
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  Speaker 2: that go for it.
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  Speaker 1: Okay. So PTSD is post traumatic stress disorder, that's what
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  Speaker 1: they call it. So all that means is you have
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  Speaker 1: suffered a traumatic event that you are still struggling to process.
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  Speaker 1: In other words, you know it's affected you emotionally, you know,
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  Speaker 1: blah blah blah blah blah. But this is what's actually
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  Speaker 1: happening in your brain when you suffer an extremely negative
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  Speaker 1: event that causes stress on the body, and that stress
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  Speaker 1: generates cortisole, and the cortisole then stimulates the imiguala, and
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  Speaker 1: when it stimulates the amiguala, more cortisole is generated and
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  Speaker 1: it blocks the hippocampus from functioning. And the hippocampus deals
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  Speaker 1: with logic, reasoning, rationale, visual spatial memory, assessment, judgment, sympathy, empathy,
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  Speaker 1: everything that makes this human. So when that is blocked,
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  Speaker 1: you can't think straight. And the whole point of it
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  Speaker 1: being blocked is so that you can gouge the eye
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  Speaker 1: out of your opponent without getting an attack of simpithy
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  Speaker 1: or enterthy for them, because you're fighting for your life.
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  Speaker 1: But what happens is when the quartzole is generated and
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  Speaker 1: that stimulates the amiguala, the imiguala then generates more details
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  Speaker 1: of the event, and then those details of the event
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  Speaker 1: generate more quartersole. The quartersole stimulates the amiguala. The amygdala
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  Speaker 1: stimulates more detailed memories of the event, that generates more quartersole,
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  Speaker 1: that stimulates the amguala, and you get stuck in this
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  Speaker 1: cycle of rumination. And what will happen is that if
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  Speaker 1: your hippi campus is exposed to quartersole for a prolonged
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  Speaker 1: period of time, the quartersole will then start to dissolve
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  Speaker 1: the neurons in your hippo campus. So, in other words,
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  Speaker 1: you will actually damage your hippo campus so that it
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  Speaker 1: can't function properly until it effectively disengages. And it's your
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  Speaker 1: hippo campus that activates through reasoning and rationale basically creativity
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  Speaker 1: and initiative to push the quartisole out of your brain
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  Speaker 1: and calm the imiguala. But if your hippie campus is damaged,
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  Speaker 1: it can't function to push the quarters all out of
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  Speaker 1: the brain and calm the amiguala, which leaves you in
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  Speaker 1: this constant heightened state of of of fear and anxiety.
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  Speaker 1: And what will happen eventually is that if you have
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  Speaker 1: a fully stimulated amid dealer and a completely blocked hipper campus,
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  Speaker 1: the fully stimulated amid dealer generates feelings of impending doom.
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  Speaker 1: It's ultimate fear because you literally, you know, you're you're
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  Speaker 1: on this heightened sense all the time. But if your
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  Speaker 1: hipper canvas is blocked, your hipper canvas has got, you know,
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  Speaker 1: deals with creativity and initiative. So when that is blocked,
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  Speaker 1: you you experience a sensation of no hope. So when
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  Speaker 1: you start to experience that sensation of no hope and
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  Speaker 1: impending doom, that's when you end up with a suicidal mind.
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  Speaker 1: That that's a suicidal condition because you can't see a
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  Speaker 1: way out and and like you've got no hope and
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  Speaker 1: you you experience this overwhelming sensations of impending doom like
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  Speaker 1: I've got nothing to live for, I can't get out
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  Speaker 1: of this situation. And then they end up killing themselves.
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  Speaker 1: That's what happens. So it's a it's a state of
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  Speaker 1: mind where literally your your migdala is fully stimulated and
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  Speaker 1: your hipper campus is literally damaged from overexposure to Quarterso
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  Speaker 1: so the difference between anxiety and depression is this. So
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  Speaker 1: anxiety is just simply a block hipper campus for you
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  Speaker 1: in a moment of anxiety, and then that disappears when
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  Speaker 1: the event finishes. However, when you're detressed, your hipper campus
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  Speaker 1: can't function to push the quarters ale out of the brain,
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  Speaker 1: which is why it takes so much longer to recover
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  Speaker 1: because you actually have to wait for your hippo campus
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  Speaker 1: to actually repair itself. That's the difference. So literally with PTSD,
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  Speaker 1: you have to go through these this cycle of three things.
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  Speaker 1: So first of all, you have to learn to dissolve
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  Speaker 1: the meaning that is generating all the quarters of that
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  Speaker 1: stimulating in the amiguala. And when I say dissolve the meaning,
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  Speaker 1: you have to realize that it's in the past. You know,
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  Speaker 1: it's gone. Yeah it happened, Yeah it was traumatic, but
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  Speaker 1: you know, are you still breathing? Have you still got
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  Speaker 1: all your limbs? Even if you haven't got your limbs
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  Speaker 1: of you, you got a nose? Can you still breathe?
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  Speaker 1: Can you still see? What? Can you do? You know,
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  Speaker 1: it might have taken something away, like you know, you
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  Speaker 1: might have had your leg blown off or your arm
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  Speaker 1: blown off, or you might be in a wheelchair and paralyzed. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: like look, you know there's nothing anybody can do about that.
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  Speaker 1: But the problem is in your brain. It's like, can
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  Speaker 1: you still sit there? Can you still breathe? Can you
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  Speaker 1: still see what's going on? And it's like, okay, well
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  Speaker 1: what can you do with that? But the thing is though,
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  Speaker 1: it's like, okay, well I've got no legs anymore. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: well you know, so what does that mean that people
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  Speaker 1: are going to judge you differently because you'll be thinking, oh, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I've got no legs, I can't walk. Nobody's going to
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  Speaker 1: want to speak to me anymore. Nobody's want to nobody's
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  Speaker 1: going to want to take me on a walk. You know,
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  Speaker 1: my friends are going to reject me. I'm not going
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  Speaker 1: to be having a job. I'll be out on the streets.
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  Speaker 1: I'll be sleeping on the concrete. It's going to be
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  Speaker 1: cold in the winner, and that's going to make me
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  Speaker 1: feel like shit and I'm not going to want to
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  Speaker 1: be here. So it's all these things in your mind saying,
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  Speaker 1: oh oh, this life is shit. I can't deal with
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  Speaker 1: it anymore. This is bullshit. No one's going to light me.
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to be a burden to everybody. It's all bullshit.
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  Speaker 1: You're just they're breathing, you're they're breathing eating. You can
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  Speaker 1: still all think straight. You just simply have to dissolve
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  Speaker 1: that bullshit meaning. And I get it's hard, it's not easy.
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  Speaker 1: It took me a long time to actually think, well,
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  Speaker 1: what does that actually mean to dissolve the meaning? Well,
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  Speaker 1: you know, you came from nothing, You're going back to nothing,
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  Speaker 1: So what if you've got what have you lost? You've
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  Speaker 1: lost nothing, But right now you've got something. You can breathe,
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  Speaker 1: you can see, you might be you still got one
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  Speaker 1: you know, you've got one hand, you might have a leg,
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  Speaker 1: you can still set up straight, you can still do something.
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  Speaker 1: So it's just like dissolve the meaning of old people
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  Speaker 1: are going to judge me, be blah blah blah. You
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  Speaker 1: are you and you have just got to make the
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  Speaker 1: best of what you've got, you know, and that is it.
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  Speaker 1: But the next thing you have to do is because
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  Speaker 1: you can't live in that state of neutrality, because if
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  Speaker 1: you've got nothing to live for, well then there's no
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  Speaker 1: reason to live. All that does is dissolve the meaning
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  Speaker 1: you take you down to base. It takes you down
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  Speaker 1: to neutral and then you can start again. So then
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  Speaker 1: what you have to do is you have to shock
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  Speaker 1: to hear the campus into functioning. And when I say shot,
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  Speaker 1: they hear the campus into functioning. You have to realize
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  Speaker 1: how much that's worse the situation could actually be. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: like lie literally when when you when you study some
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  Speaker 1: true life crime and you you know, see they see
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  Speaker 1: the horrors of satanic ritual abuse and child trafficking and
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  Speaker 1: organ harvesting, and you know, like, oh my, I'm literally
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  Speaker 1: you know the stuff that's you know, have you been yeah,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I mean you might have PTSD, but you know,
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  Speaker 1: have you been eaten by crocodile? You know? Have you
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  Speaker 1: have you had all your limbs ripped off? Yeah, you're
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  Speaker 1: still You're still breathing. Somebody has experienced that. Somebody has
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  Speaker 1: been eaten alive by a shark. Somebody has had their
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  Speaker 1: limbs ripped off by by a crocodile. You know, some
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  Speaker 1: somebody has been tortured and burned. Yeah, I mean just
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  Speaker 1: look at all the stuff they used to do in
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  Speaker 1: medieval times, you know, like you're putting them in that
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  Speaker 1: steel bull and all that kind of that. Is that
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  Speaker 1: happening to you? Well, no, you're just seeing this struggling
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  Speaker 1: with your own mental health. So it's just like, well,
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  Speaker 1: are you actually in pain right now? No, I'm actually
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  Speaker 1: sat on a chair with a roof over my head.
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  Speaker 1: I might I know where my next meal is going
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  Speaker 1: to come from, but if I use my initiative, I'll
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  Speaker 1: get it. Chances are there's food nearby. No one's gonna
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  Speaker 1: let me starve, you know. So you have to shock
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  Speaker 1: the hippi campus interfunctioning. But you can only do that
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  Speaker 1: when you appreciate how much worse the situation could actually be.
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  Speaker 1: And then after that you have to practice gratitude for
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  Speaker 1: what you've got in order to keep your hippie campus
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  Speaker 1: stimulated and the cortsol at bay. But here's the amazing thing.
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  Speaker 1: If you can stimulate your hippie canvas for a prolonged
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  Speaker 1: period of time with creativity and initiative, your hippie campus,
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  Speaker 1: that stimulation of the hippie canvas will then actually lead
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  Speaker 1: on to stimulation of the pineal gland, which will then
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  Speaker 1: allow intuition to flow, which is one of the most
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  Speaker 1: amazing experiences you can ever have as a human being
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  Speaker 1: because you can tap into the ether literally you start
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  Speaker 1: having premonitions of what's going to happen in the future.
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  Speaker 1: We all these things that you I initially thought were
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  Speaker 1: a bit wou wu, like you know, telepathy, and you know,
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  Speaker 1: like astral projection and what's the other one they do
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  Speaker 1: in the in the CIA remote viewing, all this kind
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  Speaker 1: of stuff that I thought was a little bit woo woo.
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  Speaker 1: We actually have the ability to do that from our
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  Speaker 1: tinyal gland when it connects to the ether. And this
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  Speaker 1: is why they're feeding it's all that ship like processed
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  Speaker 1: food and fluoride and all that to calcify our pineal
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  Speaker 1: brands so that we can't do it. So I'll tell
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  Speaker 1: you what happened to me is like when when my
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  Speaker 1: when I was experiencing this, you know, this mental breakdown
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  Speaker 1: from for three years, I refused to take any medication
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  Speaker 1: because I was just like, this is insane, Like I've
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  Speaker 1: never had anything like this before. Somebody must know what's
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  Speaker 1: going on, but no one knows, which is why I'm
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  Speaker 1: on your show explaining it. But that pain that was
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  Speaker 1: dissolving the neurons in my hippo campus at the same time,
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  Speaker 1: I think it was also decalcifying my pineal gland because
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  Speaker 1: when I recovered, that's when I started receiving intuition. I
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  Speaker 1: was just like, hold on, what is this, you know,
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  Speaker 1: like visions of visions of future events and stuff like this.
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  Speaker 1: It all started, It all started happening. And that's what
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  Speaker 1: really gives you a sense of purpose because you're you're
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  Speaker 1: you're your connection. You're connecting to the ether. You're connecting
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  Speaker 1: to a higher power that has then got a message
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  Speaker 1: for you that gives you purpose in your life. So
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  Speaker 1: I would say, like, you know, you've got PTSD, and
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  Speaker 1: like all the professionals will say, oh, you've got trauma
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  Speaker 1: in the body. I was to do with childhood trauma.
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  Speaker 1: I say bullshit. I'm calling bullshit on it. Literally, it
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  Speaker 1: is that it is the quartisole in your brain stimulating
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  Speaker 1: your amig that then generates more details of the event
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  Speaker 1: and whether that might be an event that happened in
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  Speaker 1: your childhood. Fair enough. It might well be, but you've
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  Speaker 1: got to dissolve whatever the meaning is that it and
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  Speaker 1: you know the the visions that it's that is bringing
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  Speaker 1: you in order to stop the generation of cortisol. And
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  Speaker 1: then you have to activate your hippo campus with creativity
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  Speaker 1: and initiative by asking yourself, right, Okay, what am I
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  Speaker 1: gonna do?
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  Speaker 2: What?
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  Speaker 1: What am I going to do? That's the ultimate way
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  Speaker 1: to stimulate your hippo canvas and push the quartersole out
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  Speaker 1: of your brain. And if you can be constantly thinking
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  Speaker 1: what am I going to do? What am I going
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  Speaker 1: to do? What's next? What can be done? How can
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  Speaker 1: I get out of this? That will eventually lead on
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  Speaker 1: to stimulation of your pineal gland, which will then, like
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  Speaker 1: I said, will allow you to receive messages from above
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  Speaker 1: and you can you can be a conduit and it
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  Speaker 1: gives you purpose because you realize there is so there
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  Speaker 1: is a bigger power out there. And they always say,
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  Speaker 1: you know, if you're feeling depressed, you know, stop looking
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  Speaker 1: down at your feet and look up for the stars.
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  Speaker 1: You know that that's what that's what people should do.
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  Speaker 1: So it is harsh, but when when somebody's struggling with
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  Speaker 1: PTSD like they get stuck in rumination. And you can
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  Speaker 1: always tell when stuck in when someone is stuck in
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  Speaker 1: rumination because they repeat themselves over and over and over
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  Speaker 1: and over again. But rather than saying to them, well
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  Speaker 1: you snap out of it, you have to say to them, look, mate,
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  Speaker 1: you're stuck in rumination. Your your amigdala is fully stimulated,
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  Speaker 1: and that amigdala is what's generating quarters on in your body,
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  Speaker 1: you know, and making you feel like absolutely crap. So
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  Speaker 1: the only way you're going to get out of it
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  Speaker 1: is by stimulating your hippocampus with creativit and initiative. So
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  Speaker 1: what are you going to do? You know? And that's
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  Speaker 1: that's pretty much it in a nutshell? How do you
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  Speaker 1: how do you respond to that? Having a Does it
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  Speaker 1: make sense to you? Mate?
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  Speaker 2: I've lived through it of aon I, so I know
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  Speaker 2: exactly what you're you're saying. We're going to have to
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  Speaker 2: break this down gently because there'll be people watching that
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  Speaker 2: this is going to go over their head. My story,
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  Speaker 2: I won't repeat it in any depth because my audience
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  Speaker 2: has heard it many times. But if there's anyone new
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  Speaker 2: watching is you know, I got so chronically unwell through
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  Speaker 2: old school thinking. Let's call it, you know, ex military.
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  Speaker 2: So I've got that identity, I've left that behind. I
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  Speaker 2: took on a business identity. Let's just say that failed.
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  Speaker 2: I've come back from Hong Kong, a place I loved.
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  Speaker 2: I was a dormant for the Hong Kong Triads. Not
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  Speaker 2: that I'm a criminal or anything, but you know, for
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  Speaker 2: a lost young man who'd been taken in by a
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  Speaker 2: crime family and said look, you can work on our nightclub.
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  Speaker 2: It was all that childhood family shit that I never
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  Speaker 2: had satoshi, you know. So and when I got so
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  Speaker 2: low that I literally lived what you're talking about. I
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  Speaker 2: was living and identity and a conditioning that society had
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  Speaker 2: put on me, and it wasn't working. And I was
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  Speaker 2: really lucky that in a pronic, nervous breakdown where I
• 16:12
  Speaker 2: couldn't go any lower, I'd become a person that I
• 16:16
  Speaker 2: never want. People used to like me. Girls used to
• 16:19
  Speaker 2: give me their phone numbers on a night out. I
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: you know, I had the BMW, the mobile phone. When
• 16:24
  Speaker 2: people were like, what's that? What you're talking into is
• 16:27
  Speaker 2: called a mobile phone? Really? Yeah, I know it's all
• 16:31
  Speaker 2: materialistic bullshit, and we've all grown above that now. But
• 16:34
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying is is there's me. You know, I'm
• 16:37
  Speaker 2: injecting drugs like twelve times a day just to try
• 16:41
  Speaker 2: to rise above the And.
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: Let me tell you about injecting drugs. So just quickly,
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: so again I've sold alcohol addiction and drug addiction. So
• 16:51
  Speaker 1: alcohol addiction is when you take alcohol. Alcohol is a suppressant.
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: So what the alcohol does is it suppresses the immigula
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: from generating watersole. And when the amigdala is suppressed and
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: not generating quartersole, that allows the hippi campus to function,
• 17:06
  Speaker 1: which is why when people get drunk, they feel jovial
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: and funny and they have all these creative ideas and
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: all this gardless kind of stuff and it makes them
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: feel good. But as soon as the alcohol wears off,
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: you know, the the amygdala starts to stimulate again, it
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: blocks the hippi campus and you feel like shit. And
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: then the way you deal with that is you have
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: some more to drink. But alcohol suppresses the amigdala, whereas
• 17:27
  Speaker 1: what drugs do. Drugs stimulate the hippo campus, and the
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: hippo campus then pushes the quartersole out of the brain
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: to calm the amiguala and make you feel good about yourself,
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: and you have all of these creative ideas, but the
• 17:39
  Speaker 1: process is exactly the same. Alcohol suppresses the amigdala. Drugs
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: stimulate the hippo campus, which calms the amygdala. But the
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: moment they both wear off, you know, the quartersole starts
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: to come through again, blocks the hippo canters from functioning.
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: Creativity initiative dries up, and then you feel like shit
• 17:56
  Speaker 1: again and you say, all right, well, you know, let's
• 17:58
  Speaker 1: just have some more same gambling addiction. When you're there
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: in front of a machine, you've got all the wheels turning,
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: you've got the lights flashing in front of face, you've
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: got music playing, and you think, oh, I've got a
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: chance of winning it. So you put your money in.
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: You know, the go turns around, you lose your money,
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: the lights turn off, the music stops, the wheel stop turning.
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: You've got a sense of panic because you've lost your
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: funds and you thought you were actually going to be up,
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: and now you down. And then there's nothing to keep
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: the hippie campus stimulated. And then suddenly you panic, and
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: so you go back in again for another go to
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: start all the stimulation again, But it's all to do
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: with the hippocampus. And in order to understand the significance
• 18:35
  Speaker 1: of this, you need to know how the brain is structured.
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: So you have your spine that runs up the center
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: of your back, and then you have your brain stem
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: on the top of your spine that leads right into
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: the center of your head. And on top of that
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: brain stem is you'r amigdaler. And so your amigdala is
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: literally the center of your brain. It is your survival
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: response of fire, flight, freezer. It's all you're inconsiderate, selfish,
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: self pres reservation responses. But your hip, the campus sits
• 19:03
  Speaker 1: sits over that, and it's your hip. The campus, like
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: I said, that deals with logic, reasoning, rationale, visual space,
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: your memory, assessment, judgment, sympathy, empathy, everything that makes this
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: everything that makes this human. So we always that it's
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: the amygdala that causes the negativity bias because that that's
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: the first thing at the top of the brainstem. So
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: self first, then self self less later when the when
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: the hippi can when the hippi campus stimulates. So let's
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: say you've got like your you know, you your amigdala
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: and Hippi campus. Here, what connects the two is your
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: pineal gland and when you're sort of walking down a
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: dark alley at night and the hairs on the back
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: of your neck stand on endything, Oh yeah, this could
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: be in a dodgy place. Well, that's your Hippi camp.
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: That's your pineal gland receiving intuition telling you that something
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: negative might happen and you're on high alert. So it
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: stimulates your amigdala. Whereas when you're sort of like trying
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: to solve the problem, you know, and then suddenly you
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: get like you know, a download or you know, a
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: moment of inspiration and like, oh I get it. That
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: is intuition being received by your hippie campus and being
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: by your pineal glant and being sent straight to a
• 20:10
  Speaker 1: Hippi campus to use creativity and an initiative to untack
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: the idea that you've got and solve the problem. So
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: that's pretty much it. If people understood how the brain
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: was structured, you know, and the issue that quarters are
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: has on the brain, they could they could literally probably
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: just help themselves like I did. But instead what they
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: do is they want you to call some fancy chat
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: line you know, like I did one day when I
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: called the Samaritans and they were just like, oh, hello,
• 20:35
  Speaker 1: how are you? And I was just like, well, you know,
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: I'm calling the Samaritans, and I'll give you an idea
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: as to how I am. I'm feeling absolute shit, and
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: you should know that if I'm calling the Samaritans and
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: I'm feeling absolute shit in my hipper campus is completely blocked,
• 20:48
  Speaker 1: the last thing I can do is actually answer a question.
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: So I remember sort of like groaning a little bit,
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: and then they were like, oh, would you like to
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: speak to us, because we can't speak to you if
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: you don't want to speak to us. And I was
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: just like, is this the last line of the for
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: somebody who's literally bad to top themselves? This is absolutely outrageous.
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: Not that I want to give them, you know, not
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: that I'm trying to be shit towards them or anything
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: like that, but they were completely incompetent and and you know,
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: just clueless about mental health. And then I realized, holy shit,
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: everyone's clueless because no matter where I went, where I
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: went to my local GP, like the yeah, the mental
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: health support worker or like mine or anything like that,
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: you know, the conversation very quickly got a little bit
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: too deep, and the We're like, well, you know, if
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: you're really struggling, call the Samaritans, And I was just like,
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: holy shit, that that must be like yeah, the the
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: you know, I don't really want to call them because
• 21:37
  Speaker 1: you know, they might be, you know, on a call
• 21:39
  Speaker 1: with somebody else. I don't I don't want to interrupt them.
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: That must be like the real deal. But then when
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: I did need them, they couldn't help I no, And
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: then I was just like, oh my god, it's just
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: absolutely no one effing knows. So that's why I thought,
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: you know what, I'll go on Chris's show and explain it.
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: Yes, I mean something we talk about a lot, just
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: just to finish off my story because I hope it
• 22:00
  Speaker 2: can help someone in that moment of utter depravity and
• 22:05
  Speaker 2: you know, mental breakdown. I was quite lucky, told you.
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: I just suddenly saw the light and I thought, oh, sorry,
• 22:14
  Speaker 2: my phone's going on. And I did three things which
• 22:19
  Speaker 2: ties in with what you're saying. I left the past
• 22:22
  Speaker 2: behind because that was the source of conditioning, which was
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: the source of stress. You know, you need to be
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: like this, you need to be you're an ex marine.
• 22:30
  Speaker 2: You did you know your friends are all driving BMW's
• 22:33
  Speaker 2: and they're earning. You know, back then we're talking twenty
• 22:36
  Speaker 2: five years or something, they're all earning thirty grand I
• 22:40
  Speaker 2: was like, Ang, going to set is, Let's put that
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: to one side. Let's be grateful because life is an
• 22:46
  Speaker 2: amazing thing. It's a gift. Let's just be grateful for
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: my life. Let's leave the past behind because that's all
• 22:55
  Speaker 2: conditioning about how you should be and how you and
• 23:00
  Speaker 2: let's take action, which is what ties in with what
• 23:02
  Speaker 2: you're saying, with stimulating the right part of the brain,
• 23:06
  Speaker 2: which is going to get you out of it. So
• 23:08
  Speaker 2: my action was to cut down on the gear I
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: was taking, wake up every day and say thank you
• 23:14
  Speaker 2: for this life. And amazingly the process that you've described
• 23:19
  Speaker 2: took place in my brain and the next day was better.
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: In fact, not only that I knew I didn't know
• 23:26
  Speaker 2: then at what a pineal ground was, but what I
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: did know is I'd made this connection that I'd never
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: I'd been sheltered from or steered away from, probably from both,
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: and I just knew that I wasn't It wasn't just
• 23:41
  Speaker 2: me now, there was something bigger here going on, and
• 23:46
  Speaker 2: like I say, that was twenty five thirty years ago,
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: and I've woken up in Paradise every day since and
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: I refused to leave. So yes, you kind of preach
• 23:58
  Speaker 2: in the choir, It's like, I I get it. The
• 24:01
  Speaker 2: question would be, how do you kind of like break
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: this down into Layman's terms for people absolutely struggling.
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so if they're absolutely struggling, they will not be
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: able to get out of bed. Like literally, you cannot,
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: You cannot think at all because your here, the canvas
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: is completely blocked. Therefore you have no initiative and no
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: creativity to even base the initiative on. So literally, what
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: I found is that before I went to bed, I
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: had to at least to visualize what I was going
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: to do, at least in the morning. At least in
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: the morning, I was just like, right, I'm going to
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: get up, I'm going to put my slitters on, I'm
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: going to put my dressing gown on. I'm going to
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: go downstairs. I'm going to boil the cat, and I'm
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: going to make myself a cup of coffee, and I
• 24:46
  Speaker 1: might you know, I'm going to put my clothes back on,
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: and then I might go for a walk. And that's
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: literally all I could do. When I was really struggling,
• 24:53
  Speaker 1: The most I could do was just to one foot
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: in front of the other. I couldn't I literally couldn't
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: think about anything else. But if you think about about
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: the night before, when you get up the following morning,
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: you're on autopilot. And while you're doing these things on autopilot,
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: you're effectively sort of kickstarting the hippo campus. You like,
• 25:11
  Speaker 1: you know, like you're like a pulling like on a
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: on an aeroplane, or like you're pushing a motorbike or
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: you know, pushing a car ALOI. It's just you're literally
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: just trying to kickstart your hip a campus, like you
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: stick kickstarting the engine to get it going again. And
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: if you do that constantly, day after day after day
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: after day, eventually you will be able to you will
• 25:32
  Speaker 1: be able to get through an entire day. And then
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: and then like literally, you know, probably like a month
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: or so or two months later, because you're on autopilot,
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: and then you're your hipp canvas is naturally starting to
• 25:44
  Speaker 1: engage with you again. Suddenly you recover a lot quicker.
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: But I found that even when I was you know
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: when they were saying, oh, you know you're suffering from
• 25:52
  Speaker 1: mental health, you've got to exercise. Well, let me tell
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: you what happened when I was exercising. I went exercising. Exercise,
• 26:00
  Speaker 1: Exercise put stress on the body, and even the tiniest
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: amount of stress would generate quartisole, and that would go
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: straight into my brain and trigger my amigula, which would
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: create this stomkin headache. So I couldn't I literally couldn't
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: even exercise, you know, And I didn't really know what
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: was going on with my brain at the time. But
• 26:17
  Speaker 1: when I realized, oh right, so it's just it's baby steps,
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: like it's just like, okay, right, well, I can't exercise,
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: but I know what's going on with my brain, and therefore,
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: you know what I need to do is just exercise
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: without generating quartsole. So I'll just do a little bit today,
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: and then I'll do a little bit more tomorrow, and
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: a little bit more the next day, and eventually I recovered.
• 26:39
  Speaker 1: But I couldn't recover if I didn't know what was
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: going on with my brain, because I'd be too stressed
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: about not really understanding what was happening to me. Whereas
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: when I actually started to understand the process. I was
• 26:49
  Speaker 1: just like, right, so I need to re engage my
• 26:52
  Speaker 1: hippo canvas, right, okay, like little bits of auto pilot here.
• 26:55
  Speaker 1: Have an idea about what I'm going to do. You know,
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: I might sort of try and go shopping or something
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: like this. You know, But as soon as I figured
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: out what I needed to do, I could do everything myself.
• 27:06
  Speaker 1: So that's how that's how I recovered. But if people
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: don't know this, they're literally going to be well, you know,
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: the fact that they don't know this is probably what's
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: going to be causing them even more anxiety. Yeah, because
• 27:17
  Speaker 1: they're like, oh, I can't do this, I don't understand it.
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: I'm having I'm having trouble you know, doing this and
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: doing that, and I can't speak to people, and I'm
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: having panic attacks and nightmares and night swets and all
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: this kind of stuff. Whereas like if they just knew
• 27:30
  Speaker 1: you need it's all about stimulating your hipper campus to
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: push the quarters on out your brain to calm the amigdala.
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: That's that's all it is. That's literally all mental health is.
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: It's stimulating the hippier canvas to push the quarters all
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: out of the brain and calm the amigda. And the
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: only reason I found this out is because some scientists were,
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: you know, looking at the brain, you know, trying to
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: figure out anxiety and depression and all that, and they
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: found that the hitter campus is the only part of
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: the brain that actually increases in size when it's being used,
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: because it's used for creativity, initiative and initiative and therefore memory.
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: So when they monitored all the brains of those people
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: who are trying to pass there at the Hanney carriage
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: test for the black cabs in London, they found that
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: the Hippi campus actually increased in size due to the
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: memory because they were trying to find roots through London,
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: you know, and remember all the road names and stuff
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: like that. And then they realized actually, when the hippo
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: campus started growing, the imigdala was kept calm because when
• 28:30
  Speaker 1: the imigdala is stimulated, it blocks the hipper campus and
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: therefore it can't function properly. So when you're trying to
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: figure something out, it's really important though your hippi campus
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: is remains calm and at bay and it's the you know,
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: the the imigula remains calm and at Bay, so you
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: have to stimulate your hippie campus, and the hippo campus
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: extends out the back of your head. And because it
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: deals with the visual spatial memory and assessment, judgment and sympathy,
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: all this kind of stuff. This is why ease in
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: boxing matches and UC fights and all that kind of stuff,
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: they always say, don't hit the back of the head,
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: watch the back of the head. And that's because if
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: you get hit in the back of your head and
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: your hippi campus gets damaged, literally, because it deals with
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: a visual spatial memory, literally, you can't assess what you're doing.
• 29:19
  Speaker 1: And that's why when fires do get hit on the
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: back of the head, they literally fall like a sack
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: of potatoes literally because because their ability to assess where
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: they're putting their feet and anything like that completely disappears.
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: So that that's why the referee always says watch the
• 29:32
  Speaker 1: back of the head, is because the main part of
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: your hippi campus is there. So yeah, I mean you can,
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: you can even when you're studying this. You know, all
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: these things sort of fell into place officas. Look right,
• 29:41
  Speaker 1: I get that, that makes sense. Now, why don't more
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: people know about this? You know? So that's why I
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: thought I'd come and show and share it.
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: Absolutely. What do we say then, Let's just take a
• 29:53
  Speaker 2: veterans example. So you've had I don't know anything up
• 29:57
  Speaker 2: to twenty five in these days, it's like two years
• 30:00
  Speaker 2: of conditioning in the military. You've been led to believe
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: that you're brilliant because you wear a funny colored hat
• 30:06
  Speaker 2: and you you know, you're the best of the betender.
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: And the day you leave is in the case of
• 30:12
  Speaker 2: one of my friends, you you know, he took his
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: own life and he have four children, So something sit,
• 30:19
  Speaker 2: what do we say about identity? Well, the things I mean,
• 30:22
  Speaker 2: he he could have had a you know, a self
• 30:25
  Speaker 2: identity crisis. He could have felt disrespected and when you
• 30:29
  Speaker 2: when but also he would have been chances are he
• 30:31
  Speaker 2: would have been suffering from PTSD from the trauma that
• 30:34
  Speaker 2: he experienced in the military, you know. And then and
• 30:38
  Speaker 2: then when somebody you know seems to lose their ship
• 30:41
  Speaker 2: over something so trivial when you were having experienced, you.
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: Know, all the traumas that you do when you're in
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: the military, and then you come out and you find
• 30:50
  Speaker 1: that people are losing this ship over the fact that
• 30:52
  Speaker 1: they might have trodden in some dog shit and order
• 30:54
  Speaker 1: I really and he was like, I can't be asked
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: with all this fucking bullshit, you know, and then he probably, yeah,
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: probably would have tooked himself. Because it's a bit like
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: when when abused females end up going back to their partners.
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: So what happens is when when they're in the relationship,
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: they're constantly treading on eggshells because you know, they're only
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: beaten up or smacked around and all this kind of stuff,
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: and it's that habit. They have to engage the hippo
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: campus to use their initiative to try and stop themselves
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: from getting beaten up because they're in an abusive relationship.
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: But the moment someone takes them out of that relationship
• 31:31
  Speaker 1: and they know and they then no longer have to
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: tread on eggshells and they're not engaging their hippo campus,
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: all the couarters are comes rushing through from all the
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: traumatic memories that they've you know, that they've accumulated, and
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: there's nothing to push the quartersole out and they feel
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: so terrible and so suicidal that they rationalize to themselves, oh, well,
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: actually I was better off when I was in the
• 31:52
  Speaker 1: abusive relationship. So they actually and that's why these women,
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: abused women end up going back to the partners, because
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: when you take them out of that abusive situation, they
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: now no longer have to engage the Hippi campus anymore.
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: And the quartersole comes rushing through and it's so bad
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: it triggers a suicidal mind. Yeah, and they go back.
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: So I suspect that your friend, unfortunately, when he came
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: out of the army, there was you know, he would
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: have there would have been nothing stimulating his Hipper campus.
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: There would have been nobody telling him what to do.
• 32:20
  Speaker 1: He wouldn't have been on this heightened sense of alert
• 32:23
  Speaker 1: and sort of treading on eggshells, you know, and the
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: quarters are would have blocked his Hippi campus. Stimulated is
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: a mike and very very quickly induced to suicidal mind.
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: And then he did what he did.
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: Yeah, there's another angle here. I'm just chucking this in
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: from a psychosocial perspective. Is you know, I think a
• 32:41
  Speaker 2: lot of us joined the military because we didn't get
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: love from our family. And when it comes to a bloke,
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: we're talking about the father, aren't we, you know, And
• 32:50
  Speaker 2: it could be something silly like your dad was he
• 32:53
  Speaker 2: was too involved in his career. He didn't realize that
• 32:56
  Speaker 2: like working, you know, twenty four seven, what he thought
• 33:00
  Speaker 2: was good providing, making up the creer, that is actually
• 33:04
  Speaker 2: completely neglecting, you could say, abusing his children. Right. Yeah,
• 33:11
  Speaker 2: So a young man is like, I can prove myself.
• 33:15
  Speaker 2: I'll join them, you know, I'll join an elite unit.
• 33:18
  Speaker 2: And and you've got this big head and this this
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: funny colored hat, and everyone, you know, you go in
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: the pub and everyone's like that guy, he's in the Marines,
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: or he's in the paras or some people say he's
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: that special. And then you come out and all of
• 33:35
  Speaker 2: that haunting from child comes back to that feeling of
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: lack of self worth and you're not, you know, a
• 33:43
  Speaker 2: captain in the rural Marines anymore. You're just like crys
• 33:47
  Speaker 2: fall in Sibby Street, can't even get a job in
• 33:50
  Speaker 2: Tesco stacking shells or that's how how you feel.
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: Well, this is this is why you have to dissolve
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: the meaning. Yeah, because what you're describing there is the
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: meaning like, oh, you know I was in the military,
• 34:02
  Speaker 1: I was in Special Forces, I was a brigadier you know,
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: blah blah, blah blah blah, and now I'm nothing. People
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: don't respect me. You know, I can't get a job
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: in Tesco's staff stacking shells. You know, I'm a nobody.
• 34:14
  Speaker 1: People have got no respect for me. You know, I've
• 34:15
  Speaker 1: got no respect for myself. I don't know what to
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: do that. That's the meaning. You have to dissolve that meaning,
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: and it's it's hard. There could be an entire industry
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: developed on dissolving the meaning. But that's what you have
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: to do. You have to nothing means nothing. You are
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: still you. Whatever it is you've got, whether you've got
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: a hand bown off, where you've got an eye missing,
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: even if you're blind, or you're done where you can't see,
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: you've got something, and that is something that you need
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: to use because the fact that you've got something is
• 34:43
  Speaker 1: more than someone else has got. Because somebody else died
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: five minutes ago. Other people are six feet under, they've
• 34:48
  Speaker 1: got no chance left. You've still got breath in your body,
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: and where there is life, there is hope. And as
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: long as you're living, you can do something. That's it.
• 34:57
  Speaker 2: The problem is as far as I see it, and
• 35:00
  Speaker 2: this is you know, is as long as you buy
• 35:03
  Speaker 2: into society's bullshit and its constructs, and it's conditioning, and
• 35:07
  Speaker 2: it's like, hey, this guy's a lawyer, so he's better
• 35:10
  Speaker 2: than this guy who's refuse. You know, all that especially
• 35:14
  Speaker 2: my generally, you know, we add that from our parents.
• 35:18
  Speaker 2: If as long as you buy into that instead of
• 35:21
  Speaker 2: going no. Actually, my answer to the spiritual first, if
• 35:25
  Speaker 2: you want to call that God, whatever works, this is
• 35:29
  Speaker 2: what I am. I'm universe experience itself subjectively. All of
• 35:33
  Speaker 2: that is just fucking silly little human constructs in which
• 35:37
  Speaker 2: silly little men think that they're more important than other
• 35:40
  Speaker 2: men because they don't you know, and I think this
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: is an issue if that makes sense.
• 35:47
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, well this this is what I'm saying. You
• 35:49
  Speaker 1: have to learn to dissolve the meaning. The meaning, Yes,
• 35:55
  Speaker 1: this is the number one. Dissolve the meaning. But literally
• 35:58
  Speaker 1: you can't. You can't live in that state where thing
• 36:00
  Speaker 1: means nothing. That's why you have to shock the hipic
• 36:02
  Speaker 1: canvas into functioning. And you know, rather than thinking of yourself,
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: thinking about how other people are actually worse off, whereas
• 36:08
  Speaker 1: what society does, it constantly makes us look at all
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: those people who are far more better off than us.
• 36:14
  Speaker 1: So you know, rather than looking at people that are
• 36:16
  Speaker 1: more better off, you know, actually what you need to
• 36:18
  Speaker 1: do is appreciate what you've got compared to someone else,
• 36:20
  Speaker 1: because you know, somebody, somebody else is being beaten up,
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: somebody else is drawing their last breath, somebody else is
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: being tortured right there, and then someone else is on
• 36:28
  Speaker 1: death road. Someone else is in Grand Tanabo Bay, and
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: you know, undergoing. What do they call it when when
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: they torture people by lack of stimulus? You know, I
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: can't remember what it is off the top nation. That's yeah,
• 36:43
  Speaker 1: sensory deprivation. And again, the way sensibly deprivation works is
• 36:48
  Speaker 1: that it disengages the hippic canvas. If you can't see
• 36:51
  Speaker 1: any colors, and if you can't hear any noise, you're
• 36:55
  Speaker 1: literally you know, you're you're hipping camber and you don't
• 36:58
  Speaker 1: even know which way is up or down and you're
• 37:00
  Speaker 1: here for campus hasn't got anything to stimulate it. There's
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: nothing to stop the quarters off from coming through, and
• 37:05
  Speaker 1: the imigual are triggering. And that's why when people are
• 37:07
  Speaker 1: sense people are in this place of sensory deprivation, they
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: go mental because eventually they will stimulate a suicidal mind,
• 37:15
  Speaker 1: you know, the conditions of a suicidal mind.
• 37:18
  Speaker 2: So what we're effectively talking here is professionals. We call
• 37:22
  Speaker 2: them professionals, but let's be honest. To become like a
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: therapist or a psychologist, or you've got to do three
• 37:29
  Speaker 2: years at UNI, aren't you excuse my French? But yes,
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: fuck all? And when I did, I studied social work
• 37:37
  Speaker 2: at master's degree. I remember the first day we had
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: to introduce ourselves. One girl's there. Her degree was in violin.
• 37:47
  Speaker 3: Uh you know.
• 37:48
  Speaker 2: Another person their degree was like classical fucking French or something,
• 37:53
  Speaker 2: and I know they meant well. And I'm not putting myself.
• 37:57
  Speaker 2: I mean I came from back work of youth and community,
• 37:59
  Speaker 2: so lot of theory base with which to take to
• 38:02
  Speaker 2: that course, you know. But I remember I one time
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: we're talking about the Afro Caribbean community in the UK,
• 38:11
  Speaker 2: and the lecturer said to us, right, split up into
• 38:14
  Speaker 2: your groups. I want you to write on your paper
• 38:18
  Speaker 2: the positive and negative connotations of the Afro Caribbean community.
• 38:24
  Speaker 2: And fuck me, sorry I'm swearing, but I'll do that
• 38:28
  Speaker 2: a lot. Actually, here's the thing, right, the first group
• 38:32
  Speaker 2: got up and they're representative presented what they'd come up with,
• 38:36
  Speaker 2: and they said, yeah, the negative aspects of the Caribbean
• 38:41
  Speaker 2: community are like reggae music and smoking marijuan. I thought, right,
• 38:50
  Speaker 2: you've just like literally deleted all the central tenets of
• 38:54
  Speaker 2: Rastafarianism you in your biased white judgment. And they said,
• 39:01
  Speaker 2: but the positive aspects are like pinocladas and sunny beach.
• 39:08
  Speaker 2: And I'm chuckling, but I'm just trying to give an
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: example of like how little you have to know about
• 39:15
  Speaker 2: life to become a professional. And I know doctors do
• 39:19
  Speaker 2: a bit longer, and I know there's some incredible professionals
• 39:23
  Speaker 2: out there. I'm not, you know, generalizing, Well, maybe i am,
• 39:27
  Speaker 2: but there's no way you can do a free year
• 39:31
  Speaker 2: course at UNI and know what you're you've just talked about,
• 39:34
  Speaker 2: or even understand an inkling of my life experience. So
• 39:43
  Speaker 2: I guess that's a good thing about podcasting.
• 39:47
  Speaker 1: Podcasting is all about actually getting getting people's special knowledge
• 39:51
  Speaker 1: out of there because it's never You're never going to
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: find it in a textbook. All the textbooks are bullshit.
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: The education system is bullshit, and it's designed that way
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: on purpose. Oh yeah, obviously, now that we know, But
• 40:04
  Speaker 1: what I would die. Actually, what I would like is
• 40:06
  Speaker 1: one I would like to help these veterans who are
• 40:09
  Speaker 1: suffering and struggling with PTSD. And not only do I
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: want them to be able to help themselves, I want
• 40:14
  Speaker 1: them to be able to help others. So if they
• 40:16
  Speaker 1: can understand what's going on in their brain and cure themselves,
• 40:20
  Speaker 1: they can help their fellow men. And then ultimately, what
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: I would actually really like the veteran community to do
• 40:25
  Speaker 1: is to help us in the struggles that we're facing,
• 40:28
  Speaker 1: because we need people like those veterans to actually focus
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: their skills on learning the law and the constitution. If
• 40:34
  Speaker 1: you understand, actually, I've got sense of what's right and
• 40:37
  Speaker 1: what's wrong, and that's what a lot of people don't have.
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: But the veterans have got that. So if you say
• 40:40
  Speaker 1: to them things like, look, if there's no victim, there's
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: no crime. If there's no claimant, there's no claim. If
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: there's no contract, there's no obligation. So what's all this
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: thing about, Oh, you've committed an offense. Well, you're saying
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: I've committed an offense. Who's claiming I've committed an offense?
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: Have I caused any harm, injury or lost to anybody,
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: and do I have a contract with anybody? All right?
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: Trying to extract funds from me via deceptive means is
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: what's going on that honestly, that what we are experiencing
• 41:08
  Speaker 1: them at the moment is complete and utter tyranny. And
• 41:11
  Speaker 1: we need the veterans on side. And in order to
• 41:13
  Speaker 1: get the veterans on side, they have to be mentally tough,
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: and my knowledge can help them get over this any
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: form of PTSD that they might be struggling with. But
• 41:23
  Speaker 1: if you're a veteran and you've got this sense of
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: what's right and what's wrong, and you want to fight
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: for your country, I would say, get in contact with you,
• 41:31
  Speaker 1: and you put them in contact with me, and let's
• 41:32
  Speaker 1: get started because we need you seriously.
• 41:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah, as you know, because we talked about this at
• 41:38
  Speaker 2: the beginning of our show. I'm just going to show
• 41:40
  Speaker 2: a little photo here. I summited Everest the other day
• 41:45
  Speaker 2: last week. Week before. I think my whole mission Satoshi
• 41:49
  Speaker 2: was to all.
• 41:51
  Speaker 1: Right, let me know me.
• 41:52
  Speaker 2: You don't have to let me talk about it here,
• 41:53
  Speaker 2: but let me just peel back. Last year, I rode
• 41:55
  Speaker 2: the Atlantic with my buddy Louis for my Irish Guardsmen,
• 41:59
  Speaker 2: super super super guy, and we rode the Atlantic to
• 42:03
  Speaker 2: raise awareness of veterans' mental health and the fact that
• 42:07
  Speaker 2: most veterans don't die from combat. They die from suicide. Right,
• 42:11
  Speaker 2: this is an issue, especially in peacetime. They die from suicide.
• 42:17
  Speaker 2: We raise money for their children. Scotti's Little Soldiers, big
• 42:20
  Speaker 2: shout out there, right that all these charities want you
• 42:24
  Speaker 2: to think that PTSD is like a combat thing. Why
• 42:28
  Speaker 2: because it's a money raiser, isn't it. If you think
• 42:31
  Speaker 2: your veterans are heroes, they've been there, they're smashing it
• 42:34
  Speaker 2: for you, you know, and they come back and they've
• 42:37
  Speaker 2: got this awful tray and then and it's not it's
• 42:40
  Speaker 2: not the truth. So when I summoned Everest, my mission,
• 42:46
  Speaker 2: Satoshi was to get people to understand that there's a
• 42:51
  Speaker 2: scientific proven link between suicide in the veterans community and
• 42:57
  Speaker 2: childhood trauma, right, not not alway. I mean, there's probably
• 43:02
  Speaker 2: people had a horrible experience in war and maybe that
• 43:05
  Speaker 2: finished them off. I would argue probably that was the
• 43:10
  Speaker 2: catalyst catalyst for a mental health episode, because I think
• 43:15
  Speaker 2: your childhood predispositions you to how you can cope with
• 43:21
  Speaker 2: adult life and I'm not saying you can't get better
• 43:24
  Speaker 2: at coping valult life, and you know you're looking at
• 43:27
  Speaker 2: someone that's had to. So you know, that was my mission.
• 43:31
  Speaker 2: But the problem is society. It's in its infancy. It's no,
• 43:37
  Speaker 2: it's in its embryonic stage of understanding trauma. It's so easy.
• 43:44
  Speaker 2: From the Vietnam film, you know, Rambo First Blood. Ah,
• 43:48
  Speaker 2: these guys they do this thing and it affects them
• 43:51
  Speaker 2: so much. And yeah, my whole mission was just to say,
• 43:56
  Speaker 2: come on, folks, you know so many of us that
• 43:59
  Speaker 2: join the minute we come from. I'm gonna say damage backgrounds,
• 44:03
  Speaker 2: but that's the best way to describe it. You know,
• 44:06
  Speaker 2: kick from pillar to post parental divorce. Daddy didn't love
• 44:10
  Speaker 2: you enough, Mummy was a bit scatty, yadda, yadda yadda.
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: So yeah, like, I'm totally on board with with this
• 44:20
  Speaker 2: new wave of trying to get people to understand the
• 44:25
  Speaker 2: people that need it. I mean, like, why are they suffering?
• 44:28
  Speaker 2: And I've had messages Satoshi from people on my media
• 44:32
  Speaker 2: going Chris, I always wondered, why am I suffering like
• 44:36
  Speaker 2: this when I was never in conflict? And yet I'm
• 44:39
  Speaker 2: a veteran and I would say, I've got all the
• 44:42
  Speaker 2: symptoms of PTSD. I can't go to the charities because
• 44:45
  Speaker 2: you know, they only support war heroes, don't they like.
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: So well, you know, when when I was doing my research, honestly, Chris,
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: you wouldn't believe there is there is an there is
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: an academic of suicides. When I when I actually started
• 44:58
  Speaker 1: asking questions to other people, because the advice you get is, oh, yeah,
• 45:02
  Speaker 1: go speak to somebody. I literally couldn't believe how many
• 45:06
  Speaker 1: family members and close friends of mine had actually attempted
• 45:10
  Speaker 1: suicide that I knew nothing about, literally nothing, And when
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: it was only when I was struggling that they started
• 45:16
  Speaker 1: opening up to me, and they were like, yeah, I
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: nearly jumped off a bridge. I took an overdose, so
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: I ended up in hossile game of stomach punt and
• 45:22
  Speaker 1: all this kind of stuff. And I was just like, whoa,
• 45:24
  Speaker 1: these are people in my immediate circle, you know, And
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: when you when you when you count, you know, when
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: you realize how few people are in your immediate circle
• 45:32
  Speaker 1: and such a high percentage of them as actually attempted suicide,
• 45:37
  Speaker 1: you then you then think, well, this is like a
• 45:39
  Speaker 1: hidden epidemic in society, you know, which is why people
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: need to know what causes it. It is literally a
• 45:45
  Speaker 1: stimulated a mee dealer stimulated with traumatic events, and therefore
• 45:49
  Speaker 1: you have to rationalize those traumatic events and dissolve the
• 45:53
  Speaker 1: meaning in order to push the quarters all out your brain.
• 45:56
  Speaker 1: And then you need to understand how much worse the
• 45:58
  Speaker 1: situation could actually be. To shock the ear camps into
• 46:01
  Speaker 1: the into functioning, to push the quarters on out the
• 46:04
  Speaker 1: brain and calm the imigula, and then practice gratitude from
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: then on every day to eventually stimulate your pineal gland
• 46:12
  Speaker 1: where you can receive.
• 46:13
  Speaker 2: Intuition absolutely away. I just chucked this in there because
• 46:18
  Speaker 2: I hope this helps someone. I always say when we
• 46:21
  Speaker 2: were living in the forests, when we was you know, gatherers,
• 46:25
  Speaker 2: hunter gather whatever, you your you know, your your your
• 46:28
  Speaker 2: believer is about what we should eat. It was like
• 46:32
  Speaker 2: you're in paradise, the sun shining, you're you're you're out there,
• 46:36
  Speaker 2: you're picking your nuts and your berries, and it's it's
• 46:41
  Speaker 2: all gravy. It's a natural human state to be in
• 46:44
  Speaker 2: that beautiful kind of equilibrium with with the universe, with life.
• 46:51
  Speaker 2: That's it. Now, occasionally a bloody bear or a wolf
• 46:55
  Speaker 2: or or a saber tooth title would appear and in
• 46:59
  Speaker 2: that moment you need to go into fight, flight or
• 47:03
  Speaker 2: freeze mode. Right, all the stress responses and you'd go
• 47:08
  Speaker 2: into fight mo you stick this bear with your spear
• 47:12
  Speaker 2: or whatever, and it would go away. And then guess
• 47:15
  Speaker 2: what you got another week, two week, three, six months
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: without that bear there, you're perfectly in equilibrium. Again, what
• 47:24
  Speaker 2: society does through its media, through its cruel media, and
• 47:29
  Speaker 2: through its cruel conditioning and through it are you got
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: to be like this. You've got to have medals on
• 47:34
  Speaker 2: your chair, you've got to have an obe and all
• 47:37
  Speaker 2: this stuff that people don't conform to because we're all
• 47:40
  Speaker 2: just bloody normal. What it does is it puts that
• 47:44
  Speaker 2: bear in your life all the time. If you haven't,
• 47:47
  Speaker 2: if you're not mentally aware of it, you know, and
• 47:51
  Speaker 2: suddenly you're in that flight, fight or freeze mode all
• 47:56
  Speaker 2: the time, flood in your brain with a quarter z all.
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: They do that on purpose, mate, Now that we now
• 48:04
  Speaker 1: that we know how they operate, because they are you know,
• 48:08
  Speaker 1: they are child sacrificing, you know, black magic believers. They
• 48:13
  Speaker 1: know all of this ship and they purposely put us
• 48:16
  Speaker 1: under stress in order to create loose energy, which they
• 48:20
  Speaker 1: believe that they're which they believe that their demon spirits
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: are thriving off. And they and they and they absolutely
• 48:26
  Speaker 1: believe this, and the remote viewers have seen it. And
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: one of the things that that puts people in this
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: sense of stress is finance. Yeah, it's finance that what
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: they'll do is they'll they'll tax you to death. They'll
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: put a tax on your property. You know, they'll probably
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: even do child tax in the future, fuel tax, car tax,
• 48:45
  Speaker 1: road tax, health tax, national insurance. It's all bullshit because
• 48:49
  Speaker 1: they print currency from nothing. So what we need is
• 48:52
  Speaker 1: these people to understand the law that they fought for
• 48:55
  Speaker 1: because they were they were protecting their country. Well, it's
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: our country that is now under a from within. We
• 49:01
  Speaker 1: can't fly our flags anymore. Yeah, we can't say we're
• 49:04
  Speaker 1: proud to be British. Yeah we're going to be a
• 49:06
  Speaker 1: multi a multi a multicultural society and all this bullshit,
• 49:11
  Speaker 1: you know, but it all stems from the banks. Whereas
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: if we simply knew what the constitution was, we can
• 49:16
  Speaker 1: protect our constitutional rights. So obviously, yeah, we're all described
• 49:20
  Speaker 1: as being on the far right now, but we're only
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: described as being on the far right by the predatory left.
• 49:25
  Speaker 1: And then the reason their predators is because they want
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: to break up your family, and they want to take
• 49:30
  Speaker 1: you and they want to destroy your home. So all
• 49:32
  Speaker 1: these people, all they want to do is protect their
• 49:35
  Speaker 1: property and look after their family. And this is what
• 49:37
  Speaker 1: we need the veterans for. So I'll say one more time,
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: if someone sees this and they were just like, I
• 49:42
  Speaker 1: get what Cetosius saying. You know, like we first of all,
• 49:46
  Speaker 1: I need to fix my mental health. I can help
• 49:48
  Speaker 1: them with that, and then they can help others with that.
• 49:50
  Speaker 1: It's very simple. Literally, just stimulate the hippo cambus pushing
• 49:54
  Speaker 1: quarters are out of your brain. Get your hippo cambus
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: stimulated again. Then we need to learn the law. Then
• 49:58
  Speaker 1: we need to get our sells out of this financial
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: hole that we're in, because it's what they're doing is
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: their assets drifting us with securities fraud. Because a promise
• 50:08
  Speaker 1: promissory note that we're using at the moment, a promise
• 50:11
  Speaker 1: is not a contract. A promise therefore cannot be enforced.
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: A promise therefore has no value, which means you can't
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: securitize a promise. Yeah. In other words, you can't turn
• 50:19
  Speaker 1: a promise into a financial instrument such as a promisory note,
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: and like you can't turn luck into a financial instrument.
• 50:25
  Speaker 1: The only reason accepted is because it's accepted in maritime law,
• 50:30
  Speaker 1: because in maritime law you're dealing with corporate maritime entities
• 50:35
  Speaker 1: that don't exist, and therefore they don't need any true
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: value to conduct commerce, whereas we as living men and women,
• 50:43
  Speaker 1: need true value, which means we have to revert that
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: to using a true money again. And money gets its
• 50:49
  Speaker 1: value from supplying dem on. So if something is useful,
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: it's valuable. If something is useless, it's worthless. And the
• 50:55
  Speaker 1: cabal never ever thought in a million years that they
• 50:57
  Speaker 1: could commoditize data, and that's what big coin is. So
• 51:01
  Speaker 1: if any of the veterans out there, literally, if they
• 51:03
  Speaker 1: want to speak to me to cure themselves with their
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: PTSD and then help save our country, gain contact with you,
• 51:09
  Speaker 1: and then you can get them in contact with me.
• 51:11
  Speaker 2: The problem is, and this is a good time to interject,
• 51:15
  Speaker 2: are you familiar with her bad love of it?
• 51:18
  Speaker 1: I am? Yeah.
• 51:19
  Speaker 2: So we've got an entity in society that generally believe
• 51:23
  Speaker 2: that they're bringing around their new Messiah that in order
• 51:27
  Speaker 2: for him to come, they first have to go through
• 51:30
  Speaker 2: deprivation and see the Antichrist or the anti Messiah. And
• 51:36
  Speaker 2: this is a group that own a lot. We're talking
• 51:40
  Speaker 2: like that. I think they were gifted a three million
• 51:43
  Speaker 2: pound building in America fairly recently. And I'm trying to say,
• 51:50
  Speaker 2: and then you look at look at nine to eleven,
• 51:54
  Speaker 2: and I would say, their minions. Who are If I
• 51:59
  Speaker 2: say cans, I think people know what I'm talking about, right, Ye,
• 52:04
  Speaker 2: this is your your your Howard Lutnik, whose brother died
• 52:09
  Speaker 2: in nine to eleven, and yet he wasn't in the
• 52:12
  Speaker 2: building that day, and you're Larry Silverstein who happened to
• 52:17
  Speaker 2: have a dermatologist appointment that day. Right, it's I don't
• 52:23
  Speaker 2: know how the control works, but I'm guessing that her
• 52:26
  Speaker 2: bad control the the ash Cans, as it were. And
• 52:33
  Speaker 2: they're fucking us over Satoshi. And we are so soft,
• 52:37
  Speaker 2: we've become so liberal because of the brainwashing, not our
• 52:42
  Speaker 2: fault with the brain wash. You know, you're not allowed to,
• 52:45
  Speaker 2: you know, hate people, You're not allowed to having a pity,
• 52:47
  Speaker 2: you're not allowed to hang on you can do all
• 52:50
  Speaker 2: of those things.
• 52:51
  Speaker 1: You're a free you.
• 52:52
  Speaker 2: If you don't want to like someone of another race,
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: that's completely up to you. I'm not suggesting, you know,
• 52:58
  Speaker 2: we all become rape. But we're getting fucked, mate, we're
• 53:02
  Speaker 2: getting fucked. And I can tell you as a member
• 53:08
  Speaker 2: of the vector, like ninety nine point nine have, they
• 53:12
  Speaker 2: wouldn't understand what we're talking about now, right because their
• 53:15
  Speaker 2: eye has been so much on EastEnders and you know,
• 53:18
  Speaker 2: Grand Prix and what's happening in the football that it's
• 53:22
  Speaker 2: just so And the only reason I'm mentioning it is
• 53:26
  Speaker 2: you get one life, don't you. And I'm my father
• 53:29
  Speaker 2: and I aren't standing up for our fucking boy mate, you know,
• 53:32
  Speaker 2: And I'll call it out as it is. We've been fucked.
• 53:36
  Speaker 2: Look at the people behind COVID when I say I've
• 53:38
  Speaker 2: never I never called it. I only ever called it
• 53:41
  Speaker 2: scamdid apologies, you know? Look at the Black Rock Larry Fink,
• 53:47
  Speaker 2: look at COVID, Albert Bauler, chairman of Fight. You know,
• 53:51
  Speaker 2: can you not see they're in a network that we're
• 53:53
  Speaker 2: not in and they fucking hate you because they literally
• 53:58
  Speaker 2: put something on you that they knew who would kill
• 54:02
  Speaker 2: millions upon millions as they've done in Africa, as they've
• 54:07
  Speaker 2: you know, as they did with the AIDS. Fucking shit.
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: But to do this is because they control the financial system. Everything,
• 54:17
  Speaker 1: everything stems from their control of the financial system. And
• 54:20
  Speaker 1: you're right, I think they're a bad lubvich. I think
• 54:21
  Speaker 1: they're above the thirteen families. I think it's them at
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: the top. But they control the banks. So literally, if
• 54:28
  Speaker 1: people understood the fact that they are fucking us over
• 54:32
  Speaker 1: by using a medium of exchange that is simply fraud,
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: its securities fraud as defined in law by sec versus W. J. Harrico,
• 54:40
  Speaker 1: nineteen forty six. And if we just simply went reverted
• 54:43
  Speaker 1: back to using money, there was outside of their control
• 54:46
  Speaker 1: that nobody controlled, there was a true money, a commodity money,
• 54:50
  Speaker 1: they would lose control of everything. And this is this
• 54:53
  Speaker 1: is where we would start to win. But we need
• 54:55
  Speaker 1: where we need, we need We need people who understand
• 54:58
  Speaker 1: the difference between right and wrong. That's the main thing.
• 55:01
  Speaker 1: And I think veterans have got a strong idea of
• 55:03
  Speaker 1: what's right and wrong. So if they can, if I
• 55:06
  Speaker 1: can fix them, if I can prevent them from feeling
• 55:10
  Speaker 1: this trauma of this PTSD, they can then put themselves
• 55:14
  Speaker 1: to good use and start learning the constitution and start
• 55:17
  Speaker 1: learning about finance, and then we can hopefully get out
• 55:20
  Speaker 1: of this shit over we're in. Brother.
• 55:24
  Speaker 2: I do believe people are waking up to eat. I
• 55:28
  Speaker 2: don't know in what proportion. What I can tell you
• 55:32
  Speaker 2: is when you look online, fuck me, these guys are
• 55:35
  Speaker 2: not getting a good time. People are recognizing this shit.
• 55:38
  Speaker 2: You know. The way I explain it to my friends
• 55:43
  Speaker 2: out there is that we're in a Satanic inversion. Everything
• 55:48
  Speaker 2: is against you. It's not normal to have Sam Smith
• 55:52
  Speaker 2: wearing his teletubby boots, right, see the connection with young
• 55:56
  Speaker 2: children there as you're number one, number one selling pop artists.
• 56:01
  Speaker 2: That is not It's not normal to have a diet
• 56:04
  Speaker 2: of mass carbohydrate which literally acidifies your body. So you
• 56:09
  Speaker 2: are fucking not only sick three times a year, but
• 56:13
  Speaker 2: then you die went between fifty and seventy of some
• 56:17
  Speaker 2: fucking hideous disease.
• 56:18
  Speaker 1: Uh. You know, here's the thing in terms of health
• 56:24
  Speaker 1: literally from so my research has told me that literally
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: if you're ill, if you when you go down the
• 56:29
  Speaker 1: health rabbit hole, there's only other two things at the bottom.
• 56:32
  Speaker 1: It's either a parasite or a pollutant, and that's it.
• 56:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly. You know, we're creatures of the forest. We
• 56:39
  Speaker 2: should eat shit in the forest. We shouldn't be eating McDonald's,
• 56:44
  Speaker 2: you know. Yes, Okay, So Toshi, listen, I'm conscious. I
• 56:49
  Speaker 2: don't want to just sort of ramble on, even though
• 56:51
  Speaker 2: I know you and me can chat about like all
• 56:54
  Speaker 2: kinds of crap. My message to anyone struggling out there,
• 57:00
  Speaker 2: whether you're a veteran or a civilian, just do what
• 57:02
  Speaker 2: I did. Leave the past behind. It's a load of
• 57:05
  Speaker 2: fucking bullshit. Nobody cares that you was a one hundred
• 57:10
  Speaker 2: thousand pounds CEO, Like literally nobody cares except you. So
• 57:15
  Speaker 2: leave that behind. Be grateful for this life because it's beautiful.
• 57:19
  Speaker 2: There's so many people that we all know now that
• 57:22
  Speaker 2: are dead in the military. You Jesus Christ, you you
• 57:26
  Speaker 2: lose so many good blokes through horrible you know, car accidents,
• 57:31
  Speaker 2: motorbike accidents, active service blokes that you knew that you
• 57:36
  Speaker 2: They slept in the bed next to you in training
• 57:40
  Speaker 2: or in your youth. Right, they're not here anymore. What
• 57:43
  Speaker 2: would they say if you're struggling, They say, Chris, come
• 57:47
  Speaker 2: on mate, this life's great. I so much wish I
• 57:50
  Speaker 2: was here. Please, please leave all the bullshit that's in
• 57:53
  Speaker 2: your head and just grasp the fact that you're a
• 57:56
  Speaker 2: lovely person. You're massively Every person on this planet is
• 58:02
  Speaker 2: massively loved by so many people. They're just hesitant to
• 58:06
  Speaker 2: tell you because they're not like me. I say I
• 58:09
  Speaker 2: love you to all my mates. All my mates hug
• 58:11
  Speaker 2: and kiss me.
• 58:12
  Speaker 1: Now.
• 58:13
  Speaker 2: It is beautiful thing in this podcast, Satoshi is my
• 58:16
  Speaker 2: mates have gravitated to me because they fucking love me. Right,
• 58:20
  Speaker 2: And I'm never a I can pick up the phone
• 58:24
  Speaker 2: literally twenty four to seven and I've got a positive
• 58:28
  Speaker 2: voice there right in my life. Weren't like that before podcasting.
• 58:32
  Speaker 2: It was all a bit fucking sketchy, you know, like
• 58:35
  Speaker 2: does this person like me?
• 58:36
  Speaker 1: Do I care? What's my idea?
• 58:39
  Speaker 2: No? And leave the past behind, be grateful because it's
• 58:44
  Speaker 2: a great life, and take action. And that action, like
• 58:47
  Speaker 2: Tatoshi said, do the washing up, make a cup of
• 58:50
  Speaker 2: tea and enjoy that. You can just make it, go
• 58:53
  Speaker 2: for a walk, whatever it will be. That action will
• 58:57
  Speaker 2: create the chemicals in your brain that will change your life.
• 59:03
  Speaker 2: And that's how I end at paradise and I'm not
• 59:06
  Speaker 2: leaving it, mate, Yeah, I mean I don't have challenges.
• 59:10
  Speaker 2: I just you know, I just climb out every so
• 59:13
  Speaker 2: I can promise you there's freaking challenges when you do that,
• 59:17
  Speaker 2: and they're not pleasant. But are you going to let
• 59:21
  Speaker 2: it affect your core your connection with a No, of
• 59:24
  Speaker 2: course you're not. You know, it's all human shit. You know,
• 59:28
  Speaker 2: the challenges come from the human ship, from people they're
• 59:31
  Speaker 2: not as is. You know that that anyway? Am I
• 59:36
  Speaker 2: making a bit of sense, mate?
• 59:37
  Speaker 1: Absolutely? Yeah, totally. Like I said, you need to get
• 59:40
  Speaker 1: yourself on auto pilot so that your hippi campus starts
• 59:44
  Speaker 1: to stimulate to then push the quarters ale out of
• 59:46
  Speaker 1: the brain and then just keep doing it, keep doing it,
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: keep doing it until one day you wake up and
• 59:51
  Speaker 1: you don't have any quartersile in your brain at all,
• 59:53
  Speaker 1: and your hippie campus is fully stimulated. And like I said,
• 59:57
  Speaker 1: that's when you that's when it will start to stimulate
• 59:59
  Speaker 1: your pineal gland, which will allow intuition to flow, and
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 1: then you'll really know what to do because life will
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 1: then give you a mission. Everybody's got one. But what,
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 1: like I said, what I would like is what if
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 1: what I've said is resonated with anybody get in contact
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 1: with you, and then you can put them in contact
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 1: with me.
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 2: And let's do this absolutely absolutely, And friends out there,
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 2: have you've got these questions for Stashi or for me,
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 2: put them in a chat. Let us know is this
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 2: making sense, because we need feedback from you. You know,
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 2: you know, you might say kind of get some of it,
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 2: but it's and then we can do another show. Yeah,
• 1:00:37
  Speaker 2: And you know the most important thing is to remember
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 2: you're massively loved. I love you, Satoshi loves you. We
• 1:00:44
  Speaker 2: got a whole crowd of YouTube they fucking love they love.
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 2: They might never have met you, but they love you.
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 2: You are a valid, valid person on this planet.
• 1:00:55
  Speaker 1: You are alive.
• 1:00:55
  Speaker 2: You're the embodiment of the universe. And don't ever forget.
• 1:01:00
  Speaker 2: If you were gone tomorrow, shit, you'd be so missed.
• 1:01:04
  Speaker 2: You have no idea, you know. I was watching the
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 2: whole Cogum program on Netflix recently, and Jesus, hundreds of
• 1:01:12
  Speaker 2: thousands of people came for his memorial service. I don't
• 1:01:17
  Speaker 2: think he realized that while he was alive. I think
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 2: he was always struggling for Oh, I need to be
• 1:01:22
  Speaker 2: the whole guy. I need to be in the ring.
• 1:01:23
  Speaker 1: I need to be in the world.
• 1:01:25
  Speaker 2: Dude, you've affected all these people, all these people came
• 1:01:30
  Speaker 2: to say you you were such a good guy, and
• 1:01:34
  Speaker 2: yet you couldn't even realize it yourself.
• 1:01:36
  Speaker 1: So yeah, well, what people need to remember is that
• 1:01:41
  Speaker 1: when you were born, God granted you dominion over everything.
• 1:01:44
  Speaker 1: And what this guy do is they're trying to take
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 1: away your inalienable God given rights. So let's do something
• 1:01:50
  Speaker 1: about it.
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 2: Absolutely so, Toshi's stay on the line. Brother, Thank you
• 1:01:54
  Speaker 2: so much.
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 1: All Right, friends, thank you.
• 1:01:58
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• 1:02:03
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• 1:02:14
  Speaker 2: Thank you.