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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter fifty two of North and South by Elizabeth Gaskell.
- 0:05Speaker 1: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Read by
- 0:08Speaker 1: Marianne chapter fifty two, Pack clouds away for joy or grief,
- 0:16Speaker 1: for hope or fear for all hereafter, as for here
- 0:22Speaker 1: in peace or strife, in storm or shine. Anonymous Edith
- 0:31Speaker 1: went about on tiptoe and checked Sholto in all loud,
- 0:34Speaker 1: speaking that next morning, as if any sudden noise would
- 0:37Speaker 1: interrupt the conference that was taking place in the drawing room.
- 0:41Speaker 1: Two o'clock came and they still sat there with closed doors.
- 0:46Speaker 1: Then there was a man's footstep running down stairs, and
- 0:49Speaker 1: Edith peeped out of the drawing room. Well, Henry, said she,
- 0:55Speaker 1: with a look of interrogation. Well said he rather shortly
- 1:00Speaker 1: come in to lunch. No, thank you, I can't. I've
- 1:05Speaker 1: lost too much time here already. Then it's not all settled,
- 1:10Speaker 1: said Edith, despondingly. No, not at all. It never will
- 1:15Speaker 1: be settled. If the it is what I conjecture, you mean,
- 1:19Speaker 1: that will never be Edith, so give up thinking about it.
- 1:24Speaker 1: But it would be so nice for us, all pleaded Edith.
- 1:27Speaker 1: I should always feel comfortable about the children if I
- 1:30Speaker 1: had Margaret settled down near me. As it is, I
- 1:33Speaker 1: am always afraid of her going off to Cadiz. I
- 1:37Speaker 1: will try when I marry to look out for a
- 1:41Speaker 1: young lady who has a knowledge of the management of children.
- 1:44Speaker 1: That is all I can do. Miss Hale would not
- 1:48Speaker 1: have me, and I shall not ask her. Then, what
- 1:52Speaker 1: have you been talking about? A thousand things you would
- 1:57Speaker 1: not understand, investments and leases and value of land. Oh
- 2:04Speaker 1: go away if that's all you, and she will be
- 2:06Speaker 1: unbearably stupid if you've been talking all this time about
- 2:10Speaker 1: such weary things. Very well, I'm coming again tomorrow and
- 2:15Speaker 1: bringing mister Thornton with me to have some more talk
- 2:18Speaker 1: with miss Hale. Mister Thornton, what has he to do
- 2:23Speaker 1: with it? He is Miss Hale's tenant, said mister Lennox,
- 2:27Speaker 1: turning away, and he wishes to give up his lease.
- 2:31Speaker 1: Oh very well. I can't understand details, so don't give
- 2:36Speaker 1: them me. The only detail I want you to understand
- 2:40Speaker 1: is to let us have the back drawing room undisturbed
- 2:44Speaker 1: as it was to day. In general, the children and
- 2:47Speaker 1: servants are so in and out that I can never
- 2:50Speaker 1: get any business satisfactorily explained, And the arrangements we have
- 2:54Speaker 1: to make tomorrow are of importance. No one ever knew
- 3:00Speaker 1: why mister Lennox did not keep his appointment. On the
- 3:02Speaker 1: following day, mister Thornton came true to his time, and
- 3:07Speaker 1: after keeping him waiting for nearly an hour, Margaret came in,
- 3:10Speaker 1: looking very white and anxious. She began hurriedly, I'm so
- 3:16Speaker 1: sorry mister Lennox is not here. He could have done
- 3:19Speaker 1: it so much better than I can. He is my
- 3:21Speaker 1: adviser in this. I am sorry that I came. If
- 3:26Speaker 1: it troubles you, shall I go to mister Lennox's chambers
- 3:29Speaker 1: and try and find him. No, thank you. I wanted
- 3:35Speaker 1: to tell you how grieved I was to find out
- 3:38Speaker 1: that I am losing you as a tenant. But mister
- 3:40Speaker 1: Lennox says things are sure to brighton. Mister Lennox knows
- 3:46Speaker 1: little about it, said mister Thornton, quietly, happy and fortunate
- 3:50Speaker 1: in all a man cares for he does not understand
- 3:53Speaker 1: what it is to find one's self no longer young,
- 3:56Speaker 1: yet thrown back to the starting point, which requires the
- 3:59Speaker 1: hopeful energy of youth. To feel one half of life
- 4:03Speaker 1: gone and nothing done, nothing remaining of wasted opportunity, but
- 4:08Speaker 1: the bitter recollection that it has been, Miss Hale, I
- 4:13Speaker 1: would rather not hear mister Lennox's opinion of my affairs.
- 4:18Speaker 1: Those who are happy and successful themselves are too apt
- 4:21Speaker 1: to make light of the misfortunes of others. You are unjust,
- 4:27Speaker 1: said Margaret gently. Mister Lennox is only spoken of the
- 4:31Speaker 1: great probability which he believes there to be of your redeeming.
- 4:34Speaker 1: You are more than redeeming what you have lost. Don't
- 4:38Speaker 1: speak till I have ended. Pray don't And collecting herself
- 4:43Speaker 1: once more, she went on rapidly turning over some law
- 4:46Speaker 1: papers and statements of accounts in a trembling hurried manner. Oh,
- 4:51Speaker 1: here it is, and he drew me out a proposal.
- 4:56Speaker 1: I wish he was here to explain it, showing that
- 4:59Speaker 1: if you would take so money of mine eighteen thousand
- 5:02Speaker 1: and fifty seven pounds lying just at this moment unused
- 5:06Speaker 1: in the bank, and bringing me in only two and
- 5:09Speaker 1: a half percent, you could pay me much better interest,
- 5:12Speaker 1: and might go on working Marlborough Mills. Her voice had
- 5:16Speaker 1: cleared itself and become more steady. Mister Thornton did not speak,
- 5:21Speaker 1: and she went on looking for some paper on which
- 5:23Speaker 1: were written down the proposals for security, for she was
- 5:27Speaker 1: anxious to have it all looked upon in the light
- 5:29Speaker 1: of a mere business arrangement in which the principal advantage
- 5:33Speaker 1: would be on her side. While she sought for this paper,
- 5:37Speaker 1: her very heart pulse was arrested by the tone in
- 5:40Speaker 1: which mister Thornton spoke. His voice was hoarse and trembling
- 5:44Speaker 1: with tender passion as he said Margaret. For an instant
- 5:50Speaker 1: she looked up, and then sought to veil her luminous
- 5:53Speaker 1: eyes by dropping her forehead on her hands. Again, stepping nearer,
- 5:59Speaker 1: he besaw her with another tremulous, eager call upon her name, Margaret.
- 6:07Speaker 1: Still lower went the head more closely hidden was the
- 6:10Speaker 1: face almost resting on the table before her. He came
- 6:14Speaker 1: close to her. He knelt by her side to bring
- 6:18Speaker 1: his face to a level with her ear, and whisper
- 6:21Speaker 1: panted out the words take care. If you do not speak,
- 6:28Speaker 1: I shall claim you as my own in some strange
- 6:31Speaker 1: presumptuous way. Send me away at once, if I must go, Margaret.
- 6:40Speaker 1: At that third call, she turned her face, still covered
- 6:43Speaker 1: with her small white hands, toward him and laid it
- 6:47Speaker 1: on his shoulder, hiding it even there, And it was
- 6:51Speaker 1: too delicious to feel her soft cheek against his for
- 6:55Speaker 1: him to wish to see either deep blushes or loving eyes.
- 7:00Speaker 1: He clasped her close, but they both kept silence. At length,
- 7:05Speaker 1: she murmured in a broken voice, Oh, mister Thornton, I
- 7:11Speaker 1: am not good enough, not good enough. Don't mock my
- 7:17Speaker 1: own deep feeling of unworthiness. After a minute or two,
- 7:21Speaker 1: he gently disengaged her hands from her face and laid
- 7:25Speaker 1: her arms as they had once before been placed to
- 7:28Speaker 1: protect him from the rioters. Do you remember, love, he murmured,
- 7:34Speaker 1: and how I requitted you with my insolence the next day?
- 7:38Speaker 1: I remember how wrongly I spoke to you. That is all.
- 7:43Speaker 1: Look here, lift up your head. I've something to show you.
- 7:49Speaker 1: She slowly faced him, glowing with beautiful shame. Do you
- 7:54Speaker 1: know these roses, said he, drawing out his pocket book,
- 7:58Speaker 1: in which were treasured up some dead flowers. No, she replied,
- 8:04Speaker 1: with innocent curiosity. Did I give them to you? No, vanity,
- 8:11Speaker 1: you did not. You may have worn sister roses very probably.
- 8:17Speaker 1: She looked at them, wondering for a moment. Then she
- 8:20Speaker 1: smiled a little as she said. They're from Helstone, are
- 8:24Speaker 1: they not? I know the deep indentations round the leaves.
- 8:29Speaker 1: Oh have you been there? When were you there? I
- 8:34Speaker 1: wanted to see the place where Margaret grew to what
- 8:37Speaker 1: she is, even at the worst time of all, when
- 8:40Speaker 1: I had no hope of ever calling her mind, I
- 8:44Speaker 1: went there on my return from Avre. You must give
- 8:48Speaker 1: them to me, said she, trying to take them out
- 8:50Speaker 1: of his hand with gentle violence. Very well, only you
- 8:55Speaker 1: must pay me for them. How shall I ever tell
- 8:59Speaker 1: aunt all, she whispered, after some time of delicious silence.
- 9:05Speaker 1: Let me speak to her. Oh, no, I owe to her.
- 9:10Speaker 1: But what will she say? I can guess her first
- 9:15Speaker 1: exclamation will be that man, hush, said Margaret. Or I
- 9:21Speaker 1: shall try to show you your mother's indignant tones as
- 9:24Speaker 1: she says that woman. End of Chapter fifty two and
- 9:33Speaker 1: end of North and South by Elizabeth Gaskell, read by
- 9:38Speaker 1: Marianne Speagel. Thank you for listening.