Latest / Postcards to the Universe / Deborah Weed
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- 0:09Speaker 1: Welcome to Postcards to the Universe with Melissa Capria. Do
- 0:14Speaker 1: you believe in magic? What if you were told that
- 0:17Speaker 1: all you had to do was get a little creative
- 0:20Speaker 1: and work a magic spell to bring anything you can
- 0:23Speaker 1: imagine into your life. Here on Postcards to the Universe,
- 0:27Speaker 1: we will share manifesting tips, postcards, creativity, abundance, and prosperity.
- 0:34Speaker 1: Here's your host, Melissa Capria.
- 0:39Speaker 2: Hey everyone, and welcome to Postcards to the Universe with
- 0:42Speaker 2: Melissa creating the life you crave.
- 0:45Speaker 3: How are you guys doing. It's Wednesday.
- 0:48Speaker 2: I hope everybody is doing well. As usual. I have
- 0:52Speaker 2: a great guest today, Deborah Weed. She founded a self
- 0:57Speaker 2: worth initiative through storytelling and her work is pretty incredible
- 1:01Speaker 2: and she's going to join me in just a couple
- 1:04Speaker 2: of minutes. To my regulars, I want to say thank
- 1:07Speaker 2: you for joining me each week. It means the world
- 1:11Speaker 2: to me. And if you're new to my show, I
- 1:14Speaker 2: want to say welcome. I hope that you keep coming back.
- 1:18Speaker 2: Just so you know, every show that we record is
- 1:21Speaker 2: put up in Old Times in the archives. It's also
- 1:25Speaker 2: on all the podcasting platforms, and it's on my website.
- 1:29Speaker 2: Postcards to the Universe. I have a little section of
- 1:32Speaker 2: podcasts and then you can hear the show, so you
- 1:35Speaker 2: can listen to any of my shows. I always have
- 1:39Speaker 2: a variety of guests who are doing a lot of
- 1:41Speaker 2: different kind of work, and that's what I like to do.
- 1:44Speaker 2: I love to have these conversations. I'm an artist myself.
- 1:48Speaker 2: I'm a photographer. I have a book. It's titled Postcards
- 1:51Speaker 2: to the Universe. Harness the Universe's power and manifest your dreams.
- 1:55Speaker 2: And I have people create manifesting postcards. They send them
- 1:59Speaker 2: to me too, graph them, and when their manifestation shows
- 2:02Speaker 2: up and their reality, I share their story.
- 2:05Speaker 3: So that's what the book is about.
- 2:06Speaker 2: You can find that on Amazon or Barnes and Noble
- 2:09Speaker 2: or in your local bookstore. If it's not there, they
- 2:11Speaker 2: will order it for you. Okay, So I want to
- 2:14Speaker 2: make a couple of announcements. One, I'm really working on
- 2:19Speaker 2: building up my YouTube. So I've been doing daily three
- 2:25Speaker 2: to five minute short videos where I'm reading the Oracle
- 2:30Speaker 2: cards because I created my own deck of Oracle cards,
- 2:33Speaker 2: and I do these short five minute talks about you know,
- 2:36Speaker 2: whatever's on my mind, everything that has to do with
- 2:38Speaker 2: the kind of stuff that I talk about here with
- 2:40Speaker 2: my guests, and I also share them on Instagram and
- 2:44Speaker 2: TikTok too, but you know, the algorithms are weird on there.
- 2:48Speaker 2: I like a YouTube and that's where I'm really really focusing.
- 2:52Speaker 2: And that leads me to the big announcement is starting
- 2:56Speaker 2: in November. This show is going to be on Home
- 3:00Speaker 2: Times TV, so I'm going to be on video along
- 3:03Speaker 2: with radio. You'll still be able to listen to the
- 3:05Speaker 2: show on radio to The show is going to be
- 3:08Speaker 2: on the first and third Wednesdays of the month. I'm
- 3:11Speaker 2: not going to be on every week like I am.
- 3:13Speaker 4: Now.
- 3:14Speaker 2: Video is a much bigger production, so but you'll be
- 3:17Speaker 2: seeing me and my guests live and you'll be able
- 3:20Speaker 2: to stream it on Home Times TV on YouTube, and
- 3:24Speaker 2: I believe we're going to be able to put it
- 3:27Speaker 2: onto my channel Postcards to the Universe on YouTube Live also,
- 3:31Speaker 2: but if not, it'll definitely go up there afterwards. Okay,
- 3:35Speaker 2: so I just wanted to share that exciting news. So
- 3:38Speaker 2: let me get to my guest today, because she's done
- 3:41Speaker 2: some pretty She's such a creative person.
- 3:43Speaker 3: She's pretty amazing the stuff that's done.
- 3:45Speaker 2: So debor Wee doesn't just write stories, she creates movements.
- 3:49Speaker 3: I Love That.
- 3:50Speaker 2: A former director of development for Citibank and a marketing
- 3:54Speaker 2: force for companies like Kia Motors, her life changed dramatically
- 3:59Speaker 2: after a devastating misdiagnosis left her bed ridden for three years.
- 4:04Speaker 2: It was during this time that a simple, yet priceless
- 4:08Speaker 2: nineteen forty three copper penny.
- 4:11Speaker 3: Became a powerful symbol for her.
- 4:14Speaker 2: If a seemingly worthless penny could be worth millions, then
- 4:18Speaker 2: everyone has a hidden value just waiting to see. Inspired
- 4:24Speaker 2: by this realization, Deborah made it her mission to ignite
- 4:28Speaker 2: self worth through storytelling.
- 4:30Speaker 3: She wrote and produced The Luckiest.
- 4:33Speaker 2: Penny, an award winning interactive musical, and founded both the
- 4:38Speaker 2: self Worth Initiative and the Quill Power Movement to empower
- 4:43Speaker 2: young girls. Now she's embarking on her most ambitious project yet,
- 4:48Speaker 2: Haiseley the Musical. It's inspired by her award winning children's book,
- 4:53Speaker 2: Paisley's Last Quill. This new musical is a powerful story
- 4:57Speaker 2: about a little porcupine to give away her protective quills
- 5:02Speaker 2: just to fit in. This isn't just a show, It's
- 5:05Speaker 2: a movement for anyone who has ever lost their voice
- 5:08Speaker 2: or their way and is ready to take it back.
- 5:11Speaker 4: Now.
- 5:11Speaker 2: I'm gonna have links to her websites you can find
- 5:14Speaker 2: in the bios, but it's her one is self worth
- 5:17Speaker 2: Initiative dot net and her other is Paisley p A
- 5:22Speaker 2: I S L e y S. Fashionforest dot com. Welcome, Deborah,
- 5:29Speaker 2: thanks so much for being here with me today.
- 5:33Speaker 4: Wow, Melissa, thank you so much. That was awesome.
- 5:37Speaker 2: Well, I love that you're because, like me, you're coming
- 5:41Speaker 2: from you have this create You're you're creating a movement
- 5:46Speaker 2: using creativity, which is what postcards is, right, Like I
- 5:51Speaker 2: have people make manifesting postcards and then I into it
- 5:54Speaker 2: how I want to photograph them, and that's like like
- 5:57Speaker 2: part of the whole collaboration. And you know, you went
- 6:00Speaker 2: through obviously something and I'll let us tell you.
- 6:03Speaker 3: I'll let you tell us your story.
- 6:05Speaker 2: And then instead of you know, going and down the
- 6:09Speaker 2: deep dark hole, you let it inspire you and you
- 6:12Speaker 2: created this whole through storytelling, which is absolutely beautiful. Okay,
- 6:17Speaker 2: So Deborah, what happened? Like said, you got misdiagnosed in
- 6:21Speaker 2: your bedroom for three yearsn't like let's start there, I'll
- 6:25Speaker 2: start there.
- 6:26Speaker 4: You got it? Well, actually, even let me start.
- 6:29Speaker 5: Before that when I was okay, oh my gosh, I
- 6:33Speaker 5: was an EmPATH, is super EmPATH, all hard, and so
- 6:39Speaker 5: many people said you're too sensitive, over and over.
- 6:45Speaker 4: So many of us do, right, and that I've been
- 6:48Speaker 4: inspired is that I ended up trying that I was
- 6:55Speaker 4: not sensitive. So I ended up in corporate right, and
- 7:03Speaker 4: I ended up as a director of development for City
- 7:06Speaker 4: Bank nineteen branches, and I worked on a twenty six
- 7:11Speaker 4: million dollar pavilion with Disney and Universal Consultants for Kia
- 7:16Speaker 4: Motors and k John Korea. So anyways, I fought, it's
- 7:23Speaker 4: not I had everything. I had, the shoulder pads, I
- 7:27Speaker 4: had on the.
- 7:28Speaker 3: Heels, I was school.
- 7:31Speaker 4: But I got this spiritual two by four because to
- 7:36Speaker 4: this day, I truly believe I was misaligned with my
- 7:39Speaker 4: true nature. When you're in corporate, you are very cerebral.
- 7:46Speaker 4: It's you're thinking all the time. It's not heart centered.
- 7:51Speaker 4: Yet my soul, my essence, was heart centered. So my
- 7:56Speaker 4: two by four was essentially be and dead for a
- 8:02Speaker 4: long three years and being misdiagnosed by doctor after doctor.
- 8:09Speaker 4: So here's kind of what happened there. The first doctor
- 8:13Speaker 4: I go to said, it looks like you have NS
- 8:18Speaker 4: and we can't tell you, you know. I'm like, well,
- 8:22Speaker 4: can you help me, and they're like, no, we can't
- 8:25Speaker 4: help you because it's in your brain stem and they
- 8:27Speaker 4: probably won't know until you die. Like, okay, it doesn't
- 8:31Speaker 4: help me very much.
- 8:33Speaker 3: No, that doesn't help you at all.
- 8:37Speaker 4: I got to this second doctor, and the second doctor
- 8:42Speaker 4: is the second doctor tells me that it looks like
- 8:45Speaker 4: I have lou Gary's disease. And I'm like, okay, Luke
- 8:49Speaker 4: Garry's disease. That's really scary. What can you do for me?
- 8:53Speaker 4: And they're like, well, we won't know until years later.
- 8:57Speaker 4: You know how this progresses. Yeah, And then being an overachiever,
- 9:02Speaker 4: I go to the next doctor and the next doctor says,
- 9:06Speaker 4: it's all in your head now for so many people
- 9:10Speaker 4: and your listeners, oh my gosh, you know with coat long,
- 9:14Speaker 4: COVID and everything that's happening. When your voice stops being heard,
- 9:20Speaker 4: something happens to your soul. Something happened to myself. And
- 9:26Speaker 4: what happened is is that here I was thinking that
- 9:29Speaker 4: I was on the top of the earth, thinking that
- 9:32Speaker 4: I had everything confortable with. Self esteem, which I've more
- 9:37Speaker 4: is very very different than self work. Self esteem is
- 9:43Speaker 4: like eating, I went with the director, who a party?
- 9:48Speaker 4: That's really cool?
- 9:49Speaker 6: Right, I'll.
- 9:54Speaker 4: Look right exactly. I was finally so uh when when
- 10:05Speaker 4: I was in bed and losing my voice, what you
- 10:09Speaker 4: be heard, understood or you know, it was dremendously scary.
- 10:15Speaker 4: The pin that I was feeling felt like I gave
- 10:20Speaker 4: birth every day going to labor and the.
- 10:25Speaker 6: Guide that bapples with.
- 10:29Speaker 4: The pain Emotionally, I was being abandoned by every single
- 10:34Speaker 4: person that I knew. And the reason why even my family,
- 10:38Speaker 4: even you know, my husband, just everybody because and you know,
- 10:44Speaker 4: I caution people who are listening. When you are being
- 10:48Speaker 4: told uh, different things by different doctors and there's no
- 10:54Speaker 4: people that have a consensus, then all of a sudden
- 10:57Speaker 4: you look like something is wrong with you because nobody's
- 11:03Speaker 4: coming up with the answer. But I knew something was wrong,
- 11:07Speaker 4: and this is when I read. I had done a
- 11:11Speaker 4: lot of productions and shows ever since I was sixteen,
- 11:15Speaker 4: so that was kind of natural to me. But while
- 11:17Speaker 4: in bed, I heard about the nineteen forty three pure Copper.
- 11:22Speaker 3: Penny and that I've saved my life.
- 11:26Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna I wanted to know if you
- 11:28Speaker 2: had found the penny and it was yours or if
- 11:31Speaker 2: you read or heard a story about it. Okay, so
- 11:35Speaker 2: you heard a story about the penny, right exactly.
- 11:39Speaker 4: I heard a story and I heard that the penny
- 11:42Speaker 4: at the time could be worth two hundred and fifty
- 11:45Speaker 4: thousand dollars, which is pretty mind boggling. And now it
- 11:50Speaker 4: could be worth a million, although when they took pennies off,
- 11:54Speaker 4: we don't know, we.
- 11:55Speaker 7: Don't know, we don't know, right right, but the facts
- 12:00Speaker 7: fact that a penny, a simple penny that hardly anybody
- 12:05Speaker 7: would pick up.
- 12:06Speaker 4: On a street or a sidewalk unless they say, oh
- 12:09Speaker 4: my gosh, i'sn't lucky penny. If that could be worth
- 12:12Speaker 4: so much made me reflect on myself and go, okay, listen,
- 12:16Speaker 4: Deborah to myself. If a penny can be worth that much,
- 12:20Speaker 4: then and it was made by mistake, because the reason
- 12:25Speaker 4: that it was so valuable is because it was a
- 12:28Speaker 4: pure crapper penny and they didn't put the steel flat
- 12:32Speaker 4: in the middle, and that's what made it so valuable.
- 12:36Speaker 4: So if a mistake or I was feeling like a mistake,
- 12:40Speaker 4: I was feeling worthless. If that's the case, then maybe
- 12:43Speaker 4: I'm worth something. And I promised myself at that moment,
- 12:47Speaker 4: you know, when that all came together, that if I
- 12:51Speaker 4: ever got out of this and figured out what was
- 12:54Speaker 4: wrong all along, then I would go on to start
- 12:59Speaker 4: the self work. You become the founder of the Self
- 13:01Speaker 4: Worth Initiative and help people for the rest of my
- 13:05Speaker 4: life get back to my heart centered essence and help
- 13:10Speaker 4: people understand that self worth is not predicated on anything
- 13:16Speaker 4: you do. It's predicated on what you say you're worth
- 13:20Speaker 4: in knowing that you're you know, invaluable.
- 13:25Speaker 3: Essentially. Yeah, that's pretty well.
- 13:27Speaker 2: It's then It's obviously it's no coincidence that the story
- 13:31Speaker 2: of the penny.
- 13:31Speaker 3: Came across you right that you were meant to see.
- 13:35Speaker 2: You know, I always look at it as like those
- 13:37Speaker 2: are the gifts from the universe, right or God or God,
- 13:40Speaker 2: whatever you want to call it. It doesn't really matter to me.
- 13:42Speaker 2: Your angels, your higher self, your guides. You know that
- 13:46Speaker 2: it was a sign for you to spark this in
- 13:49Speaker 2: you because of everything that you were going through and
- 13:53Speaker 2: you were feeling worthless, and if people were leaving your
- 13:57Speaker 2: life when you needed them the most, that makes it
- 14:00Speaker 2: even reinforces the story that you're not worth anything. Right,
- 14:04Speaker 2: these are the people that are supposed to love me
- 14:06Speaker 2: and they're abandoning me.
- 14:09Speaker 4: That is so true. I think, you know, the physical
- 14:12Speaker 4: part was beyond excruciating and I didn't even want to
- 14:15Speaker 4: be on this planet anymore. Yeah, but the emost part,
- 14:20Speaker 4: the abandonment from people, good people, by the way, But
- 14:25Speaker 4: because there was so much discrepancy, I could see their point.
- 14:29Speaker 4: But yet for me, I was drowning in the sea
- 14:32Speaker 4: of misunderstanding because maybe, like so many, well maybe not
- 14:37Speaker 4: like so many, but when I grew up, I almost
- 14:39Speaker 4: thought that life should be like like a musical, because
- 14:42Speaker 4: I loved musicals. And it was like, hey, everybody's saying,
- 14:47Speaker 4: there's you know, everybody happy. What is this that I
- 14:51Speaker 4: walked into? Well?
- 14:53Speaker 3: What happened?
- 14:54Speaker 2: How did the symptoms start? You're going about your life?
- 14:57Speaker 2: This is because I want people who meet we are,
- 15:01Speaker 2: you know, having some kind of physical symptoms, you know,
- 15:04Speaker 2: please go to a doctor. Neither of us are advocating
- 15:07Speaker 2: that you don't go to your doctor if you're having symptoms,
- 15:11Speaker 2: but also go inside your intuition and ask yourself what's
- 15:14Speaker 2: going on? Right, you could do both, but like what
- 15:17Speaker 2: was start? Like how did it start? That made you realize?
- 15:20Speaker 2: Like I have to go to a doctor and find
- 15:21Speaker 2: out what's going on with me, because you obviously have
- 15:24Speaker 2: this big job, this big corporate job. I'm sure you
- 15:27Speaker 2: were working eighty hours a week, you know, and trying
- 15:30Speaker 2: to maintain this life.
- 15:33Speaker 3: So how did it start manifesting for you?
- 15:36Speaker 4: And that is such a great question that really goes
- 15:40Speaker 4: into the depths of things and something that I'd love
- 15:43Speaker 4: to explore with you, because I had been hemorrhaging and
- 15:49Speaker 4: I had gone first to a guynecologist who said that
- 15:53Speaker 4: it's probably perimenopause, and I explained that this is happening
- 16:00Speaker 4: on a daily basis, but it was ignored, and then
- 16:06Speaker 4: because of that, I was going to doctor after doctor
- 16:10Speaker 4: after doctor. They did do an ultrasound, but during that
- 16:15Speaker 4: time period, ultrasounds were on the top of your stomach,
- 16:19Speaker 4: so they missed something crucial in me. And I'm so
- 16:25Speaker 4: glad you want to go into a little bit more
- 16:28Speaker 4: depth with this, because so many like men, when a
- 16:32Speaker 4: man goes to a doctor, right, it's it's like an emergency.
- 16:36Speaker 4: He's nothing really wrong, so doctors take it seriously. However,
- 16:43Speaker 4: when a woman goes to a doctor, she's got all
- 16:47Speaker 4: We've got all these intricate parts, things that people don't understand.
- 16:53Speaker 4: And sometimes our voice has been diminished. And so when
- 16:58Speaker 4: we go in if we're too if we're crying too much,
- 17:01Speaker 4: them were hysterical. And if we're smiling too much them
- 17:05Speaker 4: nobody's going to take it seriously. And that's kind of
- 17:09Speaker 4: where I was puggling. So to answer your question very specifically,
- 17:16Speaker 4: when the doctor finally figured out what was wrong with me,
- 17:19Speaker 4: he figured it out with a simple blood Wow.
- 17:25Speaker 2: But it took three years of you suffering to finally
- 17:28Speaker 2: get that simple blood test.
- 17:31Speaker 4: Three years of beyond suffering. Although on the positive side,
- 17:37Speaker 4: I learned so much my father, who was like a
- 17:39Speaker 4: Yoda type dad, he gave, he had parted so much
- 17:43Speaker 4: wisdom and things that now I'm able to share with
- 17:48Speaker 4: flair and purpose and wisdom that you know, I know
- 17:52Speaker 4: will help the next person. But at the time it was,
- 17:58Speaker 4: you know, it was like I don't understand. I would
- 18:02Speaker 4: talk to God all the time and say, I only
- 18:05Speaker 4: wanted to come here to help. Why am I sidelined?
- 18:09Speaker 4: Why is this happening? I just don't get it.
- 18:13Speaker 2: But you do now now I do, Yeah, yeah, Because
- 18:16Speaker 2: that wasn't the work. That's not where you were supposed
- 18:18Speaker 2: to be helping. And I'm a big believer in that
- 18:21Speaker 2: that that your life will be shooken up in a
- 18:24Speaker 2: way if you are not on the path that you
- 18:27Speaker 2: are destined to be on. That you not that we
- 18:29Speaker 2: don't have free will, there's free will and mixed in
- 18:32Speaker 2: that too, but but I believe that that that for
- 18:34Speaker 2: everyone there's a there's a destiny that we are meant
- 18:38Speaker 2: to fulfill because we came here.
- 18:40Speaker 3: To do that, we chose to do that.
- 18:42Speaker 2: So when we're off track, something will happen that will
- 18:47Speaker 2: you know, and it's usually painful. Unfortunately it doesn't have
- 18:51Speaker 2: to be, but for for some reason, with us humans,
- 18:54Speaker 2: it seems like.
- 18:55Speaker 3: That's the way that it works.
- 18:56Speaker 4: Right.
- 18:57Speaker 2: It's painful, and then that brings us back to uh,
- 19:01Speaker 2: you know, ourselves and we can start doing the work
- 19:04Speaker 2: to find out where we're meant to be.
- 19:06Speaker 3: I'm onnercent on board with that.
- 19:09Speaker 4: Yeah, I agree with you wholeheardly. These things have happened
- 19:13Speaker 4: to me three times in my life. I'm a grandma now,
- 19:15Speaker 4: so it's like, you know, I've had I've had these
- 19:18Speaker 4: traumatic experiences. You know. What I've found is that each
- 19:22Speaker 4: time creativity was the thing that brought me back to
- 19:26Speaker 4: life because think about it. Think about it.
- 19:29Speaker 3: I mean, you don't have trauma.
- 19:31Speaker 4: It's it's kind of like when we have trauma, it's
- 19:33Speaker 4: like like a boulder where it was it's very hard
- 19:37Speaker 4: to move it. Like creativity is like like like God's water,
- 19:41Speaker 4: like a waterfall and it comes from above and it
- 19:46Speaker 4: washes that out. And if we're being in that creative flow,
- 19:50Speaker 4: it's it's like every time this has happened, like you know,
- 19:53Speaker 4: it's like I step up a little bit more. Okay.
- 19:55Speaker 4: So first it is, you know, musical for kids, and
- 19:58Speaker 4: then it's a book and and it's just and now
- 20:01Speaker 4: it's a full fledged musical like Wicked. So each time
- 20:06Speaker 4: it said, hey, if that happened to you, no problem,
- 20:10Speaker 4: so let's go for some big time. So you know,
- 20:13Speaker 4: it can things can either get you stuck and I
- 20:18Speaker 4: understand why and that's happened to me and put you
- 20:21Speaker 4: into sphere. But also there's this swing shot effect where
- 20:25Speaker 4: the farther back you go farther you can fly.
- 20:30Speaker 3: Yeah that's so true.
- 20:31Speaker 2: So so you're you hear the story, you get this
- 20:35Speaker 2: spark in your mind that says, okay, this nineteen forty three,
- 20:40Speaker 2: worthless penny is really worth so much? And and that
- 20:45Speaker 2: sort of sparked you to come up with the story
- 20:49Speaker 2: of the Luckiest Penny?
- 20:51Speaker 3: Is that is that what happened like like did you
- 20:54Speaker 3: start writing?
- 20:55Speaker 2: Like how did it like go from I read the
- 20:57Speaker 2: story to I wrote.
- 21:00Speaker 3: And produced the Luckiest Penny?
- 21:01Speaker 2: Basically that's the question, and it's a great question.
- 21:08Speaker 4: So what happened is is that you know, I've got
- 21:10Speaker 4: three long years and dead. That's a whole time, let
- 21:13Speaker 4: me tell you. And I was very, very weak. I
- 21:16Speaker 4: couldn't get up either, but I during that time I
- 21:20Speaker 4: started to conceive of the Luckiest Penny. And the storyline
- 21:25Speaker 4: is about two nineteen forty three, where copper pennies that
- 21:29Speaker 4: are at an auction and going to learn how much
- 21:32Speaker 4: they're worth and why. The first one is Alistair, who
- 21:35Speaker 4: knows he's worth millions of dollars because he's uncirculated, ever
- 21:40Speaker 4: been touched perfect, whereas Henry is kind of models my
- 21:45Speaker 4: life at the time, which he's been in the garbage can,
- 21:49Speaker 4: he's been on the streets alone, he's been somebody's lucky penny.
- 21:53Speaker 4: He's had so many things happen to him, so one
- 21:56Speaker 4: has experience and has taken a journey, either one has
- 22:00Speaker 4: stayed in a plastic case his whole life, and the
- 22:04Speaker 4: two are sold. And at the end, Alistair does get
- 22:09Speaker 4: sold for a lot of money, a lot, you know,
- 22:12Speaker 4: I'm sure millions, but he lucky him, he gets to
- 22:16Speaker 4: spend the rest of his life in a beautiful silver case,
- 22:21Speaker 4: never to be seen again. Whereas Henry is sold to
- 22:25Speaker 4: a grandfather who brings it home to his grandson and
- 22:29Speaker 4: Tommy is like, oh my gosh, you got me this, Benny,
- 22:33Speaker 4: And Grandpa is like, well, you know, Tommy, you love this. Huh.
- 22:38Speaker 4: He's like yes, it must have been worth a million
- 22:40Speaker 4: dollars And Grandpa's like, well, why do you say that?
- 22:44Speaker 4: And he says because it was born the same year
- 22:49Speaker 4: as you. So, based on that sweet story that where
- 22:55Speaker 4: children families can easily understand what self worth, I created
- 23:02Speaker 4: a musical. It started it while I was in bed,
- 23:06Speaker 4: finished it when they find the doctor finally figured out
- 23:09Speaker 4: what had been what had been wrong, and then went
- 23:13Speaker 4: on to found this self worth initiative.
- 23:18Speaker 2: So you say that the musical is interactive, so would
- 23:22Speaker 2: you perform it for children? And you would have children
- 23:25Speaker 2: come up and participate.
- 23:27Speaker 3: In the musical.
- 23:29Speaker 4: That is such a great question. Yes, sometimes we had
- 23:33Speaker 4: children performance, sometimes we had actors performance, but most of
- 23:38Speaker 4: the best part of the show, Melissa, Oh my gosh,
- 23:41Speaker 4: this was like, right to this day, it gives me tears.
- 23:45Speaker 4: We would have we would have a talkback and ask
- 23:48Speaker 4: the kids who's more that you know? Which one is
- 23:53Speaker 4: more valuable or priceless or lucky? Is it Alistair who
- 23:58Speaker 4: got all that money? Or is it Henry who you
- 24:02Speaker 4: know had this adventure? And the kids there was no
- 24:05Speaker 4: wrong answer. So one child would be like, oh my gosh,
- 24:09Speaker 4: it was Alistair. Look at all that money. He could
- 24:12Speaker 4: buy anything he wants. And the question back to this
- 24:16Speaker 4: child would be, yet, and if you had to spend
- 24:19Speaker 4: the rest of your life in your room and you
- 24:21Speaker 4: had all the toys you want, but you can never
- 24:23Speaker 4: go out, how would that feel? He thinks about it,
- 24:26Speaker 4: she thinks about it. And then the next child will
- 24:28Speaker 4: be like, no, no, it's Henry. So there was a
- 24:32Speaker 4: lot of everything I've ever done my whole you know,
- 24:37Speaker 4: probably my whole life has been to spark a conversation.
- 24:41Speaker 4: It's not just the story, it's essentially to have people
- 24:46Speaker 4: answer very very profound questions on their own.
- 24:53Speaker 2: Well, that's what's so wonderful about storytelling, right, because storytelling
- 25:00Speaker 2: makes us think. That's why we love the you know,
- 25:04Speaker 2: the oral storytelling traditions that got passed down and families,
- 25:08Speaker 2: you know, people who write books. Then we read the stories,
- 25:12Speaker 2: we get lost in that world, we go on these adventures.
- 25:17Speaker 2: That's what's so magical about storytelling, and it is it's
- 25:22Speaker 2: tapping into the creative spark that comes from source. Because
- 25:27Speaker 2: I'm a big believer that our creative spark comes from
- 25:30Speaker 2: source and that everybody has it. It's just a lot
- 25:34Speaker 2: of people don't know how to access it. You don't
- 25:37Speaker 2: have to be an author, a playwright, an actor, a photographer,
- 25:41Speaker 2: a painter to use that creative spark. And I think
- 25:44Speaker 2: that's what people don't realize.
- 25:47Speaker 4: So I think you're absolutely correct. I think they creativity.
- 25:51Speaker 4: I think too many people, as children have been told
- 25:55Speaker 4: you know, maybe they've painted a sky pink and my
- 25:58Speaker 4: teacher said, what do you think blue? Right? You an idiot?
- 26:02Speaker 4: And then all right said you freeze and you never
- 26:06Speaker 4: do it again. But the create a spark is in everybody,
- 26:11Speaker 4: and that's actually the divine spark because it's not coming
- 26:16Speaker 4: from us. How many times have we heard about the
- 26:19Speaker 4: fact that if something gets downloaded to you and you
- 26:23Speaker 4: don't take action, then right around the corner there's going
- 26:27Speaker 4: to be somebody who's going to come up with something.
- 26:29Speaker 4: And you're thinking, but I though, I.
- 26:32Speaker 3: Know that's so funny.
- 26:36Speaker 2: I was just having that conversation the other day that
- 26:41Speaker 2: all these things are floating in the ethers and if
- 26:44Speaker 2: it lands on you and you don't take it, it's
- 26:48Speaker 2: going to go passed on to somebody else. And that's
- 26:53Speaker 2: how Postcards and that's why I'm here now having this
- 26:55Speaker 2: conversation with you, because Postcards was downloaded to me and
- 26:58Speaker 2: I took.
- 26:59Speaker 3: It and and I ran with it.
- 27:01Speaker 2: And that's what I'm doing right now in the work
- 27:03Speaker 2: that I'm doing, And it sounds like you're doing the
- 27:05Speaker 2: same thing. I'm going to possess right here, Deborah, Let's
- 27:07Speaker 2: take our break because I just looked at the time.
- 27:09Speaker 2: So we'll come back, and then I want to talk
- 27:11Speaker 2: about the quill Power movement and Paisley the Musical when
- 27:15Speaker 2: we come back.
- 27:15Speaker 3: Stay tuned, everybody. We'll be back in a couple of minutes.
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- 29:55Speaker 3: Welcome back.
- 29:56Speaker 2: So, Deborah, I was thinking during the break, do you
- 30:00Speaker 2: start with your award winning interactive musical The Luckiest Penny, right?
- 30:05Speaker 2: And then that starts your self worth initiative?
- 30:09Speaker 3: And then and then and then it grows from there to.
- 30:13Speaker 2: Because I want to talk about I love the quill
- 30:16Speaker 2: Power movement because I love porcupines.
- 30:18Speaker 3: I think they're just the cutest little things in the world.
- 30:22Speaker 2: And have you ever watched those videos I don't know
- 30:24Speaker 2: if you've ever seen them of a porcupine eating and
- 30:27Speaker 2: the little the noises they make when they're eating, like something,
- 30:31Speaker 2: it's the cutest thing you've ever heard, or like they
- 30:34Speaker 2: make the cutest little sounds, you know, because you look
- 30:37Speaker 2: at a porcupine and you can't touch it because you.
- 30:40Speaker 3: Know the quills.
- 30:41Speaker 2: And and I love that you use the porcupine as
- 30:46Speaker 2: your character for your story.
- 30:48Speaker 3: So let's talk about how did the quill.
- 30:49Speaker 2: Power movement and like, you know, how did that like
- 30:53Speaker 2: spark in you?
- 30:56Speaker 4: Well, one of the things that I have had happened
- 30:58Speaker 4: to be maybe so many have, is I have continually
- 31:02Speaker 4: given my power away. Yes, And I thought for probably
- 31:11Speaker 4: until now, that people took my power away. I didn't
- 31:16Speaker 4: realize that nobody, but nobody can take it away. And
- 31:21Speaker 4: then I was horrified because I realized through health situation,
- 31:26Speaker 4: no matter what it is, it's sort of like I
- 31:29Speaker 4: was willing parts it. So I needed a metaphor. I
- 31:33Speaker 4: needed the perfect metaphor for me, and it ended up
- 31:37Speaker 4: being a porcupine because what I created, when you think
- 31:42Speaker 4: about a porcupine, they're supposed to put up their quills
- 31:45Speaker 4: to protect themselves. But the porcupine that I created Paisley
- 31:51Speaker 4: the dreams of being an animal fashion designer, but in
- 31:58Speaker 4: the animal fashion world, she has to give up her
- 32:02Speaker 4: quills like pins to Zivanna. And Zivanna is a kind
- 32:08Speaker 4: of like a Kuela de Ville type character. Yeah, is
- 32:11Speaker 4: a couture designer and the fashion forest, and she creates designs,
- 32:17Speaker 4: over the top design that that are gorgeous, but they
- 32:23Speaker 4: only reflect how the top models look, not how they feel.
- 32:30Speaker 4: And so I wanted to set Paisley in this world
- 32:35Speaker 4: because number one fashion really it's kind of like what
- 32:40Speaker 4: happens underneath the clothes or the dress for all of
- 32:43Speaker 4: us who we really are compared to who we're pretending
- 32:47Speaker 4: to be or thinking we are. And there was so
- 32:50Speaker 4: much richness about and the golden threads that I had
- 32:54Speaker 4: in this storyline was and I started out with a
- 32:57Speaker 4: children's book called Paisley's Last Oil, and the whole idea
- 33:02Speaker 4: that Paisley is giving away her quills to Repin Repin
- 33:06Speaker 4: to make the animals feel more comfortable until these down
- 33:11Speaker 4: to her last well. And it's what she does with
- 33:15Speaker 4: the last quill to reclaim her power and know her
- 33:19Speaker 4: strength that matters. And when I originally came up with
- 33:25Speaker 4: his story and illustrated the book, and you know, back
- 33:29Speaker 4: in like two thousand and seventeen, way back then, I
- 33:33Speaker 4: created a children's book and it was so beloved and
- 33:38Speaker 4: the little girls loved it, and we made wills, you know,
- 33:43Speaker 4: the quill power was like we made I had the
- 33:46Speaker 4: little girls create these quills of like power so that
- 33:50Speaker 4: they knew who they were, they could take their power
- 33:53Speaker 4: back and really examine that in creative ways. And that
- 33:57Speaker 4: the book itself is all five stars. And it was,
- 34:01Speaker 4: you know, an amazing hit. But here's the thing. The
- 34:04Speaker 4: mothers were like, Okay, wait a minute, you're doing it
- 34:08Speaker 4: for our girls, thank you very much, And what about
- 34:11Speaker 4: us talk about giving our power away. We've been doing
- 34:16Speaker 4: it longer than they have. So after the last COVID
- 34:23Speaker 4: and a whole bunch of things that happened to me,
- 34:26Speaker 4: it was like, you know, what, if everything's happened the
- 34:30Speaker 4: way that it has in my life, why not go
- 34:32Speaker 4: for my big over the top screen, which is to
- 34:36Speaker 4: create a Broadway style musical to the scale of Wicked
- 34:41Speaker 4: or The Lion King. And that's where you find me.
- 34:43Speaker 2: Now, Oh my god, I just love it so much.
- 34:52Speaker 3: Well, I am waiting for it to be on Broadway
- 34:55Speaker 3: for you.
- 34:56Speaker 2: So I hope and I hold that space for you
- 34:58Speaker 2: that it is on Broadway for where you want it
- 35:01Speaker 2: to be, because I love the idea, because I do believe.
- 35:06Speaker 2: Now I'm speaking for women. I'm sure some men feel
- 35:09Speaker 2: this way too, but going to speak for women because
- 35:12Speaker 2: I'm a woman, that we do give our power away
- 35:16Speaker 2: and it's instilled in us from being a very very
- 35:20Speaker 2: little girl. You know, be a good girl, be a
- 35:25Speaker 2: good girl, don't talk back, you know, respect, you know
- 35:28Speaker 2: what I'm saying. And it has not served us in
- 35:32Speaker 2: our lives of being quiet and being good little girls
- 35:36Speaker 2: and not wanting to rock the boat and giving our
- 35:38Speaker 2: power away. So I love that we have Paisley here,
- 35:42Speaker 2: who we get to learn through her journey of what
- 35:46Speaker 2: is she going to do when she's on her very
- 35:48Speaker 2: last quill?
- 35:50Speaker 3: Right, exactly what is she? What does she do?
- 35:53Speaker 2: So so now the Muse the Musical, the Paisley the
- 35:59Speaker 2: Musical is Paisley still a child fashion designer or has
- 36:05Speaker 2: she grown up now? Has she grown up as a
- 36:08Speaker 2: woman now?
- 36:10Speaker 4: It's the same storyline. It's the same story line, this
- 36:14Speaker 4: one and this one. It's it's you know, And I
- 36:18Speaker 4: always had this concept in my mind because I happen
- 36:21Speaker 4: to love musicals because look when we listen to Wicked
- 36:25Speaker 4: and we hear defying gravity, what woman is not just
- 36:28Speaker 4: like bulting it out whether they confess it or not,
- 36:31Speaker 4: and feeling the emotion of that. That's why I love
- 36:35Speaker 4: musicals because subconsciously it rewires the brain. So as far
- 36:40Speaker 4: as Paisley is concerned, she was, she would probably be
- 36:44Speaker 4: you know, like eighteen nineteen twenties, okay, and she's against
- 36:49Speaker 4: momett Is trying to get this beautiful young woman to
- 36:58Speaker 4: protect herself with her quill. And but Paisley has a
- 37:02Speaker 4: different vision. It's essentially the same story. But it's but
- 37:06Speaker 4: when you look at the customing, because all of the
- 37:10Speaker 4: catur is made out of nature, and when you look
- 37:12Speaker 4: at the characters and the layering of the characters, they
- 37:16Speaker 4: represent each of us. Let me give you an example
- 37:19Speaker 4: of what one of the characters is. E Crew, Okay,
- 37:24Speaker 4: is an elephant. He's a plus size model with a
- 37:28Speaker 4: plus size heart, and she is being told by zavannaiat
- 37:34Speaker 4: Celery to shrink to fit her expectation of what needs
- 37:39Speaker 4: to be done, rather than Divana honoring her boldness and
- 37:45Speaker 4: who she is. And e Crew who's an elephant, is
- 37:49Speaker 4: quiet and timid because she's trying not to be too big.
- 37:55Speaker 4: So what is that the representation of Let's look in
- 37:58Speaker 4: the real world. The world would be a woman who's
- 38:02Speaker 4: probably a size fourteen, which is averaged by the way.
- 38:07Speaker 4: Let's say that she's, you know, a bigger woman, and
- 38:11Speaker 4: she is been working in corporate and she is doing
- 38:14Speaker 4: the most amazing job ever. And here comes these skinny minis.
- 38:18Speaker 4: And I love these skinny minies too, But here they come,
- 38:22Speaker 4: and they're beautiful and they're perky and they're happy, and
- 38:24Speaker 4: all of a sudden, they're the ones that are promoted
- 38:28Speaker 4: over and over and over again. And here's this woman
- 38:35Speaker 4: who's like, yeah, but but I put my heart in this,
- 38:38Speaker 4: I put my soul in this. Why am I being overlooked?
- 38:44Speaker 4: And so instead of being maybe more bold, this particular
- 38:48Speaker 4: person decides to shrink. Now, what rets that to the
- 38:52Speaker 4: psyche Okay, So I'm taking real world scenarios for each
- 38:59Speaker 4: of my cares that are tremendously layered. And Paisley is
- 39:04Speaker 4: consistently the porcupine pleaser Dampath probably a lot like me
- 39:09Speaker 4: all heart, and she's constantly trying to rearrange or refit
- 39:16Speaker 4: what Zavana has created to suit each of the top
- 39:21Speaker 4: of these top models with all their you know, very personalities.
- 39:27Speaker 4: And I was told by somebody, and I love this.
- 39:31Speaker 4: They said, it sounds like a feminine lion king.
- 39:35Speaker 3: Yeah, I can see that.
- 39:37Speaker 4: That's so right. But the classic like if you were
- 39:41Speaker 4: if you were to go to my website and you
- 39:43Speaker 4: see the costuming and what I have in mind. I mean,
- 39:46Speaker 4: we're beautiful, we're talking. And the music. So here's what
- 39:51Speaker 4: I'm doing. I'm starting with a five song album and
- 39:56Speaker 4: that's what I'm going to put out first. So I've
- 39:58Speaker 4: got listening. It's going to be so much fun. But
- 40:02Speaker 4: I'm putting my best foot forward because to do an
- 40:05Speaker 4: actual Broadway production it takes fourteen to forty million dollars.
- 40:09Speaker 4: And by the way, if you have that car. But
- 40:13Speaker 4: the thing is that, but the thing is is that
- 40:19Speaker 4: I'm I'm most people do it the traditional way. They
- 40:24Speaker 4: get a producer or they get an investor, they come
- 40:27Speaker 4: up with the money, and then they take action. I'm
- 40:29Speaker 4: doing it a different way. I'm starting with the music.
- 40:32Speaker 4: I want to get the album out there. I'm going
- 40:34Speaker 4: to offer that to the world. I am currently looking
- 40:37Speaker 4: for singers and dancers and producers and investors and talent
- 40:43Speaker 4: and creatives of all kinds to make this. You know,
- 40:46Speaker 4: let's see if I'm providing a vehicle that's meaningful right now,
- 40:51Speaker 4: and I don't want to spend seven to ten years
- 40:54Speaker 4: to workshop something. I want to create this now and
- 40:57Speaker 4: make it because it's timely, it needs to be now. Well,
- 41:00Speaker 4: let's see what happens.
- 41:02Speaker 3: I love that.
- 41:03Speaker 2: Now. Are you writing the songs yourself?
- 41:06Speaker 4: Are you writing created the songs? I created the songs.
- 41:09Speaker 4: I collaborated. It's it's like, as far as conceptually, every
- 41:14Speaker 4: single thing has total alignment with where I want to go.
- 41:19Speaker 4: But as far as the songwriting, you know, with The
- 41:22Speaker 4: Luckiest Pennie and the Sticky Bum Band, it's a lot
- 41:25Speaker 4: of the things. I did do a lot of the songwriting,
- 41:28Speaker 4: but in this one, it was more of a collaboration.
- 41:31Speaker 2: A collaboration, yeah, because you're gonna with a production like this,
- 41:34Speaker 2: you're going to need a collaboration. And you can go
- 41:36Speaker 2: to her website, Paisley Fashion for Us, and you can
- 41:40Speaker 2: see the vision.
- 41:42Speaker 3: And I love the costumes. I love the costumes.
- 41:45Speaker 2: I'm looking at it right now, I mean, are absolutely beautiful.
- 41:48Speaker 2: And to see this on Broadway would be, yeah, it
- 41:53Speaker 2: would be gorgeous.
- 41:54Speaker 3: I mean, just the costume design.
- 41:57Speaker 2: And you have a short video just for people listening
- 42:00Speaker 2: that you can see. It's just from storybook to showstop
- 42:03Speaker 2: or I think it's what like five minutes six minutes long,
- 42:06Speaker 2: and it's just talking and you're showing the book and
- 42:09Speaker 2: you know your vision for.
- 42:10Speaker 3: It, which is really really quite beautiful.
- 42:14Speaker 2: And I love that you are in the process of
- 42:19Speaker 2: creating that creating this because.
- 42:24Speaker 4: It is.
- 42:26Speaker 3: Self.
- 42:27Speaker 2: It's like self healing through creativity, really right, I think
- 42:34Speaker 2: that's the what I get from it, Like I'm watching
- 42:37Speaker 2: a production of all of us learning to accept who
- 42:41Speaker 2: we are, the.
- 42:43Speaker 3: Way we were, the way we were created.
- 42:47Speaker 2: We don't have to do anything to be worth something,
- 42:52Speaker 2: and we should be embraced for each of our own
- 42:55Speaker 2: individual gifts.
- 42:56Speaker 3: And I love that you're doing it and the way.
- 42:59Speaker 2: That you're doing it with these characters, and that you're
- 43:02Speaker 2: using all the animal totems too, which have this whole
- 43:06Speaker 2: other mystical.
- 43:09Speaker 3: Thing to it, you know.
- 43:11Speaker 2: I mean, that's what I see, because I'm big on
- 43:13Speaker 2: all of those, like having the animal totems and what
- 43:16Speaker 2: animal shows up for you and what that represents.
- 43:21Speaker 4: And each one, you know what you are so right
- 43:24Speaker 4: and I'm hearing the depth of your vision and understanding
- 43:29Speaker 4: of what you know what I'm out to do. But
- 43:32Speaker 4: each animal was selected very good. Everything about this production
- 43:38Speaker 4: is so thought out. I mean, it's really you know,
- 43:44Speaker 4: and and the whole goal is and it's exactly what
- 43:47Speaker 4: you said. I'm healing through this and I want everybody
- 43:51Speaker 4: to heal through this so that at the end of
- 43:53Speaker 4: the day we can hold hands collectively and say, oh
- 43:56Speaker 4: my gosh, I too. You know. It's one of the
- 43:59Speaker 4: songs is called Quills Up. And that's the movement that
- 44:02Speaker 4: I have going right now for women. It's essentially, let's
- 44:06Speaker 4: stop giving away our quills. Take them back, because quills
- 44:12Speaker 4: do grow back. Take them back and stop giving them away.
- 44:18Speaker 4: Because I truly believe that we don't get stuck because
- 44:21Speaker 4: of fear. We get stuck because we've given away quill
- 44:25Speaker 4: by quill, our power and we've got nothing left.
- 44:29Speaker 2: Yeah, you're you're one hundred percent right. And more women
- 44:34Speaker 2: that I talk to on a regular basis, especially when
- 44:39Speaker 2: they've hit you know, like in their forties, and they
- 44:43Speaker 2: start thinking, okay, like now what you know, I've given
- 44:47Speaker 2: all my.
- 44:48Speaker 10: Power, my.
- 44:50Speaker 3: Especially kids, my husband, my friends, chop. There's nothing left
- 44:59Speaker 3: for them. You know, they have nothing left for themselves.
- 45:02Speaker 10: So this is asking us to start taking back those
- 45:07Speaker 10: pieces for ourselves that we okay through story of Haisley.
- 45:16Speaker 4: Exactly and you.
- 45:18Speaker 6: Know people, but oh my god, here the.
- 45:33Speaker 11: You So how are you getting because you're basically doing
- 45:40Speaker 11: this for the ground, how are you getting Sunday, How
- 45:43Speaker 11: are you getting to support?
- 45:44Speaker 3: How are you getting help with bringing this creation?
- 45:47Speaker 2: Because this isn't something you can do on your own,
- 45:52Speaker 2: great question.
- 45:54Speaker 3: You need actors, you need singers, you need.
- 45:58Speaker 2: Musical, scorn, fashion, everything exactly exactly.
- 46:04Speaker 4: I have as working on this right now and keeps
- 46:07Speaker 4: doing an absolutely fabulous for them for the actual you know,
- 46:11Speaker 4: music for the five song album and because we're starting
- 46:15Speaker 4: out with something manageable, that's really great. And as far
- 46:20Speaker 4: as the script, I have a dramatague, who I'm working with,
- 46:24Speaker 4: who's helping me polish the actual script what they call
- 46:28Speaker 4: a book. As far as the actors and actresses, I'm
- 46:32Speaker 4: going to be putting out a call to the world
- 46:35Speaker 4: looking for the next Siberna Manzelle. I'm looking for. You know,
- 46:39Speaker 4: Jonathan larsh And is one of my models. And what
- 46:42Speaker 4: he did is he's the one who did rent and
- 46:45Speaker 4: he found just random actors and actresses. Some of them
- 46:50Speaker 4: want to act. Maybe they could sing, but they could
- 46:52Speaker 4: an actor, or they could act but they couldn't sing.
- 46:55Speaker 4: And he worked with them and they were so excited
- 46:58Speaker 4: about the project. They became sem like a family, and
- 47:02Speaker 4: then they took that to the next level. So to
- 47:05Speaker 4: answer your question, you know who's the major producer in
- 47:08Speaker 4: this God not even me. I'm just being everything's being
- 47:14Speaker 4: downloaded and right now it's essentially I'm assembling the team.
- 47:20Speaker 4: I'm discovering new people. I'm putting the call out. If
- 47:24Speaker 4: you'll see on my website there's a place where if
- 47:26Speaker 4: you're a singer or a dancer, you can fill it
- 47:28Speaker 4: out send it to me. I want to know about you.
- 47:31Speaker 4: You don't have to have but you could be in
- 47:33Speaker 4: your closet singing, and you might be the perfect person.
- 47:37Speaker 4: I'm not looking for that person that has, you know,
- 47:39Speaker 4: a million followers just because you've got followers. I'm looking
- 47:44Speaker 4: for the person who sees this vehicle and was like,
- 47:47Speaker 4: oh my gosh, this is what I've been looking for
- 47:49Speaker 4: my whole life. So to answer your question specifically, I'm
- 47:54Speaker 4: allowing you know, because I've worked with Universal and Disney people.
- 47:59Speaker 4: The one thing I've learned is it said, if everybody's
- 48:02Speaker 4: going right, you go left.
- 48:07Speaker 3: Interesting. I like that if everybody's going right, you could laugh.
- 48:13Speaker 3: What do you mean? Tell people what you mean by
- 48:15Speaker 3: that and why you're saying that.
- 48:17Speaker 4: Well, yeah, well, to do a usual Broadway show is
- 48:22Speaker 4: very regimented, and who knows, I might end up still
- 48:25Speaker 4: doing it. But an investor and producer comes in. They
- 48:29Speaker 4: spend seven to ten years work stopping the production. You know,
- 48:33Speaker 4: maybe they can make it a little bit faster. They
- 48:36Speaker 4: look for the right actors, they look for the right actresses.
- 48:39Speaker 4: They they don't really know of a proof of concept,
- 48:43Speaker 4: and then they put it out and it may have
- 48:46Speaker 4: a run, it may not. But that's why a lot
- 48:48Speaker 4: of the producers go for things that they know are
- 48:50Speaker 4: going to work the old time things because they don't
- 48:53Speaker 4: want to take a risk, because that's what a lot
- 48:56Speaker 4: of money to take a risk with. What if, just
- 48:59Speaker 4: what if you have an album out there that just
- 49:04Speaker 4: touches people, just find song, Yeah, just five simple songs.
- 49:08Speaker 4: But people get excited and they're like, I want to
- 49:12Speaker 4: know more. I want to see this, make it happen.
- 49:15Speaker 4: Guess what happens with the universe. The universe rearranges itself
- 49:19Speaker 4: and all of a sudden, you don't even know where
- 49:22Speaker 4: things they're coming from. And as far as me reaching
- 49:26Speaker 4: out to actors and actresses that are out there looking
- 49:30Speaker 4: for a vehicle, let's say that I find the next
- 49:34Speaker 4: Idina Menzelle and I guess what I'm trying to say
- 49:37Speaker 4: is this, Sometimes when a train is moving fast enough,
- 49:42Speaker 4: people want to jump on.
- 49:45Speaker 3: Oh absolutely, Oh yeah, But.
- 49:48Speaker 4: If you keep, if you park it at the station.
- 49:51Speaker 4: And if I do the traditional by going to people
- 49:54Speaker 4: and saying please, now, does that mean that I don't
- 49:57Speaker 4: want help? No? Of course. If what I want help
- 50:00Speaker 4: with the album, you can pay. I'm making it like
- 50:03Speaker 4: you know, you decide the price. If you want to
- 50:06Speaker 4: give me five cents, if you want to give me
- 50:08Speaker 4: a penny that might be worth million dollars, that's cool.
- 50:12Speaker 4: And if you want to give me fourteen million dollars
- 50:14Speaker 4: for that album, that's cool too. I'll take anything. But
- 50:18Speaker 4: it's like, let's just it's kind of an experiment in
- 50:24Speaker 4: letting go knowing that the storyline is needed, in seeing
- 50:29Speaker 4: how far it would you know, that will will take me.
- 50:32Speaker 4: And because I'm having the album to be ready and
- 50:36Speaker 4: the the the script in the book that's going to
- 50:41Speaker 4: be ready, and because it's solid, it's really really good,
- 50:46Speaker 4: I mean really good, and because you know, my personal
- 50:51Speaker 4: favorite is Wicked, So that's that's what I'm aspiring to towards.
- 50:57Speaker 4: And you know, as you can see with the cost
- 50:59Speaker 4: and and everything that I've created so far, Yeah, it's
- 51:04Speaker 4: kind of a little bit of a one woman show
- 51:06Speaker 4: at this particular point. But yeah, it's not. But that's
- 51:10Speaker 4: not you know, you believe in angels. I believe in angels.
- 51:14Speaker 4: We believe in you know, all kinds of spiritual help.
- 51:19Speaker 4: You know, I've got a team of millions.
- 51:22Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 51:24Speaker 2: Yeah, And when something is meant to be born and
- 51:31Speaker 2: burst and created, like you said, the universe will align
- 51:36Speaker 2: itself up to make it happen, right, So I like that.
- 51:41Speaker 2: You kind of are like, I'm open to however it's
- 51:46Speaker 2: meant to happen. Because you have the vision. You can
- 51:48Speaker 2: see it, you see it on Broadway. You know in
- 51:51Speaker 2: your mind's eye what it's going to look like. But
- 51:53Speaker 2: you're open to allowing how it's going to come in.
- 51:57Speaker 2: And that's what's so wonderful about art and creativity is
- 52:02Speaker 2: because it does change. I mean, you know, I'm an artist,
- 52:07Speaker 2: so I believe this wholeheartedly. Art does change the world.
- 52:10Speaker 2: And if you don't believe it, go back in history
- 52:14Speaker 2: and look at some of the greatest artists and the
- 52:16Speaker 2: work they were making, especially during some of the most
- 52:21Speaker 2: craziest times in history, and what their art represented and
- 52:25Speaker 2: how it shifted well and how it shifted the mind
- 52:29Speaker 2: and how it shifted the energy of people.
- 52:32Speaker 3: It's true.
- 52:33Speaker 2: So yeah, that's why I love it.
- 52:37Speaker 4: It's totally heart centered, right, It's like it's divine power.
- 52:43Speaker 4: You know. It's like if I told anybody who's listening
- 52:46Speaker 4: right now, okay, give me the creative idea, they'd be like, ohh.
- 52:51Speaker 4: But then they go in the shower or take a
- 52:53Speaker 4: walk and all of a sudden, something drops in where
- 52:56Speaker 4: you may come from.
- 52:59Speaker 2: Exactly exactly where did it come from?
- 53:02Speaker 4: And we've got to get it out there. And you know,
- 53:06Speaker 4: like I the biggest thing I'm exploring right now, my
- 53:10Speaker 4: kind of like might drop moment maybe with our conversation
- 53:15Speaker 4: is the whole idea I've been examining, the whole idea
- 53:18Speaker 4: of failure versus regret, because nobody wants to fail. They
- 53:23Speaker 4: don't want to try because they don't want to fail.
- 53:25Speaker 4: But with failure, imagine that you're put you're taking a seed,
- 53:30Speaker 4: you're putting it into the ground, and you're getting your
- 53:33Speaker 4: hands dirty, and you're learning things and it may not work,
- 53:37Speaker 4: but you might just get a surprise flower. But with regret,
- 53:45Speaker 4: you never put a seed in the ground and there's
- 53:49Speaker 4: no surprise flowers. So might I fail, Yeah, say time?
- 53:57Speaker 4: But one you know what I actually can never feel
- 54:00Speaker 4: because every single day I'm very conscious of trying my
- 54:05Speaker 4: very best to make a difference in the world any
- 54:07Speaker 4: which way I can. I'm with you today hoping that
- 54:10Speaker 4: I can touch somebody's heart and inspire them. So you know,
- 54:15Speaker 4: there's no way, there's no wood for failure. And whatever
- 54:19Speaker 4: I can't finish, God will.
- 54:21Speaker 2: Yeah, I so agree with you. And I am on
- 54:26Speaker 2: the thought if you got the there's a reason the
- 54:31Speaker 2: idea was given to you, or it was meant to
- 54:34Speaker 2: be born, or you wouldn't get it right, it just
- 54:37Speaker 2: wouldn't come. So yeah, So if there's something, if anybody
- 54:43Speaker 2: can take anything from today's show, if you have some
- 54:47Speaker 2: creative idea inside of you, listen to Debra's energy and
- 54:53Speaker 2: you are meant to bring birth that into the world,
- 54:58Speaker 2: or you wouldn't have gotten it, just like like Devra
- 55:02Speaker 2: has burst this into the world. And tell people how
- 55:05Speaker 2: they can support you, because if anybody wants to reach
- 55:08Speaker 2: out to you and how they can support you, if
- 55:10Speaker 2: they want to.
- 55:10Speaker 3: Be a part of it.
- 55:12Speaker 4: Yeah, As I said, I'm looking for actors and singers
- 55:15Speaker 4: and dancers and any creatives that are out there that
- 55:18Speaker 4: are looking for a vehicle like this that they want
- 55:21Speaker 4: to be involved with. I don't have a budget. I'm
- 55:24Speaker 4: going to be really honest, but I got all part
- 55:26Speaker 4: and I think that all the money's going to fly
- 55:28Speaker 4: in as far as as far as the other piece
- 55:35Speaker 4: to this. I am going to be having a listening
- 55:37Speaker 4: party for the five songs coming up soon and that's
- 55:41Speaker 4: going to be online and it should be so much
- 55:46Speaker 4: fun and everybody's incited.
- 55:50Speaker 3: Okay, great.
- 55:51Speaker 2: And so people can go to Paisley's Fashionforest dot com
- 55:54Speaker 2: to reach out to you.
- 55:55Speaker 3: That's the best place.
- 55:56Speaker 4: Okay, that's part best place to reach out to me.
- 56:00Speaker 4: Or if they go to my Instagram at Deborah dot weed,
- 56:05Speaker 4: Deborah Okay dot weed, that's another great place they can
- 56:08Speaker 4: DM me or a Facebook, any anything you can DM me,
- 56:12Speaker 4: you can go on to my website. I respond to everybody.
- 56:16Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Deborah. It was so fun having
- 56:18Speaker 2: this conversation with you today. All right, everybody, thanks for
- 56:22Speaker 2: listening to Postcards to the Universe with Melissa creating the
- 56:25Speaker 2: life you crave. And I'm wishing everyone a wonderful week
- 56:28Speaker 2: filled with joy, abundance and love.
- 56:30Speaker 3: Peace,