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154. August 2023 Astrology & Human Design Transits · The Rochelle Christiane Podcast

• 0:05
  Speaker 1: Welcome to the Emotional Mastery Podcast.
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  Speaker 1: I am your host, rachelle.
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  Speaker 1: This podcast started as a space to really just share my journey, to share the experiences and the things that I was going through as I learned to self-regulate, as I learned to manage my emotions, and it has transformed into so much more.
• 0:23
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• 0:27
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• 0:35
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• 0:37
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• 0:54
  Speaker 1: Thank you for allowing me into your day.
• 0:56
  Speaker 1: Welcome back to another episode.
• 1:00
  Speaker 1: I recorded this whole intro and realized my mic wasn't on, so I just wanted to take this quick second to apologize for the quality of this intro, but enjoy.
• 1:11
  Speaker 1: Welcome back to another episode of the podcast.
• 1:14
  Speaker 1: We are having the August Transit Update, the Transit episode today, and this month flew by.
• 1:20
  Speaker 1: We sat to record this and I was like, oh my gosh, I can't believe it's already been a month since we did the August Transit Update.
• 1:25
  Speaker 1: So much has been going on.
• 1:28
  Speaker 1: And I will say, when we jumped on the call to record this episode, neither of us were prepared.
• 1:34
  Speaker 1: We hadn't done like any prep work.
• 1:36
  Speaker 1: I know Jesse was feeling super anxious.
• 1:39
  Speaker 1: I was coming in off a super low, I had literally just woken up so I wasn't even through my coffee.
• 1:43
  Speaker 1: So we like, we shared a post or we shared a like a story on Instagram, and Jesse, I believe, described it as being unhinged for this episode.
• 1:53
  Speaker 1: So it is genuinely authentic.
• 1:54
  Speaker 1: We were both just a little out of sorts, but it actually turned out to be just like a fun little episode.
• 2:01
  Speaker 1: We obviously talked about the transits, but we kind of go off on some tangents.
• 2:05
  Speaker 1: We talked about aliens, we talked about parenting, just like all the things.
• 2:10
  Speaker 1: So right now, as I'm recording this, it is the Full Moon in Aquarius and I woke up this morning in a low of my wave and I remember a time when I used to wake up like this and it was my mind would just win.
• 2:22
  Speaker 1: My mind would be telling me stories and I would believe them and I would feel so low and I'd be like my gosh, I'm never going to pull out of this.
• 2:28
  Speaker 1: And it was just one of those days.
• 2:30
  Speaker 1: And it just happens.
• 2:31
  Speaker 1: I woke up and I was feeling really shitty, honestly, about myself, about my financial situation, about my career path and like all of these things.
• 2:38
  Speaker 1: And I was like all of those stories that were on or have been on loop since I was, however old, of like being unworthy and being inadequate.
• 2:47
  Speaker 1: And it can be frustrating sometimes because I feel like the universe sort of recently more so in the last year has really sort of like a mirror, quoting, like tested me where it's given me this abundance and then it's like kind of I've you know, it's like we're always expanding to our edges and then we contract it, and then we expand and we contract it, and it's just like this process and as we're doing that, we're able to hold more and more and more.
• 3:09
  Speaker 1: And I've been doing a lot of work around being able to hold space for abundance and being able to just like expand open, because you're not going to be given what you can't handle.
• 3:19
  Speaker 1: And we were talking a little bit about lottery winners and I actually did Google the astrology of lottery winners, but it's it really just was talking about second, fifth, I think eighth and 10th house transits or can be significant for specific lottery winners.
• 3:38
  Speaker 1: But yeah, it's like we're always sort of because we had a little mini conversation about the lottery and you know how people win it, and then they blow it all away and it's just really interesting because it's like what, obviously I will never know their lesson, I will never know their purpose, I will never know their journey.
• 3:56
  Speaker 1: Like that's for them to know.
• 3:57
  Speaker 1: And also it's just really interesting because it's like why were they given that amount of money without the capacity to actually hold the space energetically for that amount?
• 4:10
  Speaker 1: And I know sometimes it can be really frustrating because also, mind you, venus is in retrograde and Venus rules Taurus and Libra.
• 4:17
  Speaker 1: Venus is about money and relationships.
• 4:19
  Speaker 1: So all of the shows coming up right now and we currently have our full moon in Aquarius, so we check in your chart where Aquarius is.
• 4:26
  Speaker 1: For me personally, aquarius is in my seventh house, which also makes sense.
• 4:29
  Speaker 1: Seventh house is natively ruled by Libra, which then brings it back to Venus, and so it's just a lot, a lot going on personally in I Vittorah sun and Leo moon and Leo rising, and so of course, like Leo is being impacted by this, venus is transiting, so it's just a whole thing, but it's like always assessing.
• 4:48
  Speaker 1: I guess you know I do a lot of the work and I feel like I've done a lot of the uncovering of my core subconscious beliefs, my core wounds, be it through attachment theory I did work through attachment theory and then of course, like with the gene keys and a lot you know, going through the Venus sequence with the holistic human design Academy.
• 5:08
  Speaker 1: A lot has been coming up through there, as I think it's just like facing your shadows and being absolutely honest with yourself and that can be the hardest part sometimes, because I honestly know where I'm fucking up, like I know it, and also I could take more responsibility for that.
• 5:25
  Speaker 1: And so I just woke up this morning sort of just feeling that low and that sort of my mind I won't say my mind one, but my mind briefly took over the story and just has been sort of running on that.
• 5:38
  Speaker 1: And then I think, because I've been an emotional low, my physical body is feeling the emotions, and so I just sort of woke up but I was listening to Catherine Zankeena talk about where she came from her story, the laws of the universe and how we can abide by them and just all this.
• 5:55
  Speaker 1: All this sort of things.
• 5:56
  Speaker 1: And that's one thing I really always try and do is when I'm feeling these emotional loads, when I'm feeling these like mindset, you know, like the mind is just like messing with you, I'm always trying to come back to things that inspire me.
• 6:06
  Speaker 1: I'm always trying to find my expander, somebody who came from nothing, or like whatever anyone in a similar situation, somebody who didn't gain success until their 40s, like whatever that means for you, finding those expanders and really creating inspiration within yourself during those moments, instead of just like allowing the mind to win and then just the whole day, you're feeling very victim, which can be so easy to do right.
• 6:30
  Speaker 1: It's like why is this always happening to me?
• 6:31
  Speaker 1: Like why am I so like?
• 6:34
  Speaker 1: I guess for me it's more like why am I repeating this patterns?
• 6:37
  Speaker 1: It's not like why is this happening to me?
• 6:38
  Speaker 1: Because I understand what's happening subconsciously.
• 6:40
  Speaker 1: You know it's just like on, it's on loop, it's on autopilot.
• 6:43
  Speaker 1: You don't even realize that it's happening and then you look back and you're like oh, wow, and that's sort of what happened this morning is like I, I looked at like the last like five days, because my kids were out of town and I honestly did not do a whole lot.
• 6:57
  Speaker 1: I went out on Saturday night but I did a lot of sitting around and I wanted to relax and so my intention when they were gone was to truly relax and within that, sometimes I have a tourist son and even that aside I know that I can it's easy to get stuck in those like I'm gonna say lazy I'm air quoting it because I don't, I don't mean lazy, but when you're so used to like a movement and action and you know, during the school year, I'm up at 5 30 in the morning and that I don't go to bed, I go to bed at like 10 30, but the entire day is very I don't want to say, structured because I have a lot of chaos and I'm yeah, there's like a lot of chaos, chaos within my day, and this says that I'm just, I'm busy, right, I'm doing this, I'm doing that, I'm jumping from this, I'm jumping from that, and so it's not like chaos per se, but it's a lot of movement.
• 7:43
  Speaker 1: I'll say that.
• 7:44
  Speaker 1: But, like during the school year, I get up at 5 30, I take the kids to school, I drop them off, I go to the gym depending what time I have to be at work in my physical job then I go there and then I come home and then I feed them dinner and then everybody gets ready for bed and then I do podcast stuff and I do client stuff and I do coaching and like, and so it's like my days are sort of stacked in that way and they usually have a lot of podcast interviews scheduled and so there's just like there's a lot going on in my day which can cause exhaustion and can cause burnout, and I've hit, and I've hit that a few times within the school year.
• 8:15
  Speaker 1: But it also gives me this, I guess, a sense of like self discipline, where it's then okay, on Sunday we clean the house and then on Saturday I write my newsletter and then on Friday is pizza night, and then Monday through Thursday we're doing this and it's very like organized and structured, and so this summer, like not having any of that, I got comfortable in it and also I woke up this morning and again all these thoughts flooded in and I was like you know what?
• 8:37
  Speaker 1: This would be so easy to like get caught up in this, but I'm going to come back.
• 8:40
  Speaker 1: I'm going to go back to my self discipline, I'm going to bring back in a routine, I'm going to make sure I'm meditating every single day.
• 8:45
  Speaker 1: And it's not to like force those things, but I truly do believe in the value of them and I think if you are trying to create a life of your dreams or calling in the life that you desire, manifesting your life, whatever terminology you want to use you do need an element of self discipline and I think that's one of the things with meditation that I learned.
• 9:07
  Speaker 1: During COVID, I found my spiritual teacher and doctor in master Stephen Coe.
• 9:12
  Speaker 1: He's a Prana killer.
• 9:13
  Speaker 1: You can find him on Instagram.
• 9:14
  Speaker 1: He started doing meditations live and just like he would do like a little teaching before the meditation, and then I did like a course with him, but he's just like amazing in the way that he's very blunt and he's very like this is how it is and this is why you're not getting here and this is what you're doing, and but one of the things that he would always talk about is just that meditation is not meant to be easy, right, and we're always resisting it and we're always like, oh, I can't meditate, my mind is too busy, and it's not about that.
• 9:39
  Speaker 1: It's more about almost like training the physical body to sit still right where it's like your body will overpower your mind, right when your mind has an itch, or your mind here's the vacuum starter, your mind here's the dog, or your mind here's the TV, or your mind things about the laundry that you need to do, can you stay in that space?
• 9:56
  Speaker 1: Can you set a timer, set a commitment and discipline yourself to stay in that place, because that will trickle out into everything else.
• 10:03
  Speaker 1: Right, and I do believe in like flowing with life and being very feminine, in allowing that feminine nature in, and also it's got to be a balance, right, it's got to be a balance between the masculine and the feminine, and so that's sort of like a lot of what I have been feeling today is just this, like those stories that are coming up and feeling frustrated with them and almost like defeated, but then I'm like no, this is, you know, the shoot to shall pass, which is what I always say.
• 10:31
  Speaker 1: This is all in the mind and instead of just like letting it loop, I'm going to write down what's looping, I'm going to identify the pattern and again doing these things that inspire me, like listening to Catherine's and Kida, and this past week in the Healy Emerging Group we've been doing nervous system regulation and so there's a lot there, and so just really bringing out these tools of breath work and meditation and movement and all the things, and just like leaning into that and not allowing the mind to take over my entire day and also reminding myself and I was reminded of this by a friend today.
• 11:06
  Speaker 1: But it's also contrast, right, it's contrast.
• 11:10
  Speaker 1: It's showing us what we are no longer aligned to and it feels uncomfortable that it is in our reality.
• 11:16
  Speaker 1: And so we are in this phase between aligning to what we're calling in and where we're moving away from, and so it can be this little sticky place where we just sort of feel we can feel victim, me and all the things.
• 11:33
  Speaker 1: But it's really taking responsibility, really facing what is happening, really facing the truth of yourself.
• 11:40
  Speaker 1: And I know for me, part of my money story is that I, when we were, or I was doing Catherine's and Kida was having this little workshop and she was asking about the stories that we most often heard when we were children, and one of the ones that I most often heard was oh, you're going to spend all that money.
• 11:58
  Speaker 1: It's burning a hole in your pocket.
• 11:59
  Speaker 1: Anytime I would receive money, my well intention parents, of course, would always say that phrase oh, that money's burning a hole in your pocket.
• 12:06
  Speaker 1: Oh, you're going to spend it all.
• 12:07
  Speaker 1: Oh, you don't say, like your brother, whatever, that's what I received, right?
• 12:11
  Speaker 1: I don't believe that's the way that they intended it, but that is the message that I received, and so my shadow around money is that I feel unworthy to actually hold it, and so when I get it, it's like I spend it on books and I spend it on all these wellness things which are pillars for me.
• 12:27
  Speaker 1: I it's not like I'm spending them on purses that I'll never use, like I could.
• 12:30
  Speaker 1: I do not care about purses.
• 12:31
  Speaker 1: I don't really even care about shoes.
• 12:32
  Speaker 1: Like I have the same pair of shoes, whatever.
• 12:34
  Speaker 1: Like those things aren't important to me.
• 12:36
  Speaker 1: To me, it's travel, it's health, it's my wellness, it's I, you know, invest in courses, I'm personal development.
• 12:42
  Speaker 1: But there also comes a point where it's like, yes, I'm funneling my money there, but it also becomes the shadow of like I'm funneling so much of it in in those spaces because I actually feel unworthy to actually hold the space and the capacity for the money that I'm receiving.
• 12:55
  Speaker 1: And so over the past week or so, I spent a lot of money on like health and wellness things, but I could have when I could have spent it on other practical things, like you know, like bills or like whatever right.
• 13:06
  Speaker 1: And so that was something that I really really had to face deeply over the last couple days and it was kind of like weighing on me today and it's like there's the only way to change is to change, and once you have awareness of the patterns and once you see what's happening, then you can actually make a shift and then you can do something different.
• 13:22
  Speaker 1: And so I think that Venus in retrograde is like showing me big time all these things.
• 13:27
  Speaker 1: So this is where I'm at today.
• 13:29
  Speaker 1: I, yeah, I'm wanted to move my body, but I don't think it's gonna happen today.
• 13:34
  Speaker 1: I mean, I can do yoga in a little bit, but I'm not like going to the gym or whatever.
• 13:37
  Speaker 1: But yeah, it's just been a whole thing and I think the lack of a set routine this summer is starting to catch up with me, and so I'm just sort of trying to flow with my day and really stepping up and taking full responsibility for my shadows and the things that are coming up and moving through them.
• 13:58
  Speaker 1: So that is, that is my little intro.
• 14:01
  Speaker 1: This episode with Jesse is all about August transits.
• 14:04
  Speaker 1: We don't actually have that many again.
• 14:07
  Speaker 1: We have, like, all the underlying themes and we talk about that, the underlying aspects, like the big ones Pluto, square, the nodes, venus retrograde, chiron goes retrograde, or Uranus one of them is already in retrograde, one of them is going retrograde, I forget, but we're gonna talk about that the sun moving signs and all the things.
• 14:25
  Speaker 1: So that is what you can expect in this episode.
• 14:27
  Speaker 1: Again, we were a little bit out of sorts and so enjoy us in this, in this little space that we found ourselves in recording this episode.
• 14:37
  Speaker 1: But the holistic humans on Academy is wrapping up literally on Monday, are this very first round and I I'm so, so grateful to these women and has been such a beautiful, beautiful process, such a beautiful program.
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: It will be reopening next week for enrollment for the next round, which will begin September 1st, and I am having some of the girls from the program on the podcast to talk about it over the next couple weeks for recording, I believe on Monday, and so that will probably be the week after will be released.
• 15:11
  Speaker 1: But yeah, I'm just so.
• 15:13
  Speaker 1: This, this program, I'm so grateful for it, I am so in love with it, I feel so on purpose, and the feedbacks just been amazing as well, and so, if you are interested in that, it is literally holistic human design, right?
• 15:26
  Speaker 1: So we talk about human design, we talk about astrology, but we do it in a way that we're peeling back the layers for you to understand yourself.
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: We start with human design, we start with astrology, we start with that base information and then we move it into the energetics, right, the energetics of it all.
• 15:39
  Speaker 1: We move into the body.
• 15:40
  Speaker 1: How to come into your body, how to trust your body, how to discern what your body is telling you, because it doesn't matter, it's this, it's this, you know mind, body and soul, like it's this threefold thing.
• 15:49
  Speaker 1: We have to come in into our physical body, right, and I think a lot of times we want to be spiritual and we are like super spiritual, we can be taken off in the ethers and all the things.
• 15:58
  Speaker 1: But we have, we are, we have been given these physical bodies for a very specific reason and we need to be in them and understand them and take care of them, and so that was a really huge, important module to have in here.
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: And then again we go into the energetics, we go into attachment theory, because, as we're moving through this and understanding how we relate to others, attachment theory is so helpful to understand how you're relating to those in your life and how you show up in relationships.
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: And then we go through the gene keys the pearl sequence, the venus sequence and the genius sequence and you have lifetime access to this program, because especially these gene keys, but all this stuff, it's not, it's not a one and done, like you're not going to move through it this one time and then fully understand the gene keys, right, like it is a very slow, very unique, very individual process.
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: And so what's so beautiful, too, is that all of these women in this round are in it for various different reasons, but they're all gaining so much of it, and so, again, I'm just so grateful for all of them.
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: You can get your name on the wait list and you'll be the first to get the email when the program is released, and everything you need to know is down in the show notes.
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: All right, welcome back to another episode of the Monthly Transit Update with Jesse Eccles.
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: This month we are talking all things August.
• 17:14
  Speaker 1: I honestly can't believe it's already August because I feel like we just recorded July and I turned around and I was like, oh my gosh, august is next week.
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: It's wild, it went so fast.
• 17:23
  Speaker 2: This whole year is fine by I mean, I had a lot of years, but this year especially feels that way.
• 17:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah.
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: And we were just talking before we press record, just about anxiety and stuff, and I feel like and I don't know if it's just because Venus is in retrograde, Because that's what I was thinking it was like because last weekend, like I said, which was wildly I hit a low emotionally.
• 17:48
  Speaker 1: I was so anxious, my kids were traveling, it was a whole thing, and I was like what is going on with the universe?
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: And I was like I know, Venus is in retrograde, that's crossing up from my ascendant.
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: So I'm like I mean it's already crossed over my ascendant but it's going back towards it, whatever.
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: So I was like maybe that's like a part of it, and I'm sure the Pluto square, the nodes and everything Like I'm sure it's just a combination of everything, but I'm like, because it's not often anymore that I like dip, like that.
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: So whenever I dip, I'm like there's some reason, and I'm not saying it's like only astrology.
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: So what can I?
• 18:16
  Speaker 2: blame?
• 18:17
  Speaker 2: What can I blame?
• 18:17
  Speaker 2: I've done all the work.
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: I know, but I did.
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: I noticed a lot of like those numbing patterns like not alcohol, because I gave up alcohol like 10 months ago, but like other things right, like where it's like watching the TV and like not doing work and it's like I know I need to clean my house but I'm just like meh, no, I'm going to sit here and watch friends for the 100th time, you know.
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: And so I've been noticing those patterns and I think it's just like easier with awareness right, because it's like I'm not shaming myself anymore, because I know it doesn't happen as often as it used to.
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: So we're just kind of just like whatever, like maybe my body just needs to chill, I don't know.
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: I probably right, Like it's just like kind of press to an extent.
• 18:57
  Speaker 2: Obviously, like a week ago there was that big like Grand Cross and this guy with blue cow and the sun and the node, so that was definitely intense for like everyone.
• 19:07
  Speaker 2: And then I also look to it's not necessarily anything specifically happening with Uranus, but Uranus is definitely what I look to for anxiety as well, so like if you are tourist rising.
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: it's crossing over my son.
• 19:20
  Speaker 2: For me personally, With or tourist like Uranus just creates like a lot of that like electric feeling of anxiety.
• 19:28
  Speaker 2: I know there's like kind of different forms, but that to me, is definitely a place I look and it's like directly trying my Mars right now, which I'm like okay.
• 19:37
  Speaker 2: So that's harmonious, that's for me, that's great, but like it just feels like this, like I don't know.
• 19:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just like buzzing even.
• 19:45
  Speaker 2: I thought I was.
• 19:46
  Speaker 2: I thought I was like chill this morning and my mom was like said something to why it was like Jesse's like really antsy for something.
• 19:52
  Speaker 2: Where are you going?
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: Like what do you have to do?
• 19:54
  Speaker 2: And I was like I don't know bed, like I need to go to sleep.
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: But yeah, Mars be like an anxious energy, though.
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: Just I feel like aggression, like frustration, that sort of like yeah, with your like that Uranus, mars, like combo, absolutely.
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's interesting.
• 20:10
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's definitely something.
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: It's a lot of things I know Mar or Uranus has been like has been in my 10th house for however many years now and yeah, that definitely makes a lot of sense.
• 20:21
  Speaker 1: But I don't know it's something because I know it's not.
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: Like a lot of people have reflected that, just like feelings of like, yeah, whether it's anxiety or just like avoidance numbing Jupiter in Pisces.
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: So I always feel like sometimes that like those patterns like come in and out right when I'm getting into that like Jupiter thing.
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: But I don't know it is what it is.
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: But just like I've been saying to you, like just taking out, bringing out the tools that we normally have, right, when you have these tools as part of your like routine, it becomes easier to lean on them, the reflection becomes easier and all the things.
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: So just like making those things happen.
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: But we were also just saying August is interesting.
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: So if you want to like take that one over, just what you're saying, for both of us checked in like before.
• 21:06
  Speaker 2: Like not that much is going on in August.
• 21:07
  Speaker 2: Right, Many things are like changing, which is normally what we name.
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: We name like the changes, right, If, like we name the full moon, the new moon and when a planet changes signs or is like station retrograde and so not that many like changes are happening, we still obviously have like the full moon and new moon cycles, Mars is changing we'll probably talk about all of that but other than that, there's not that many wild like changes or major major aspects happening like in July.
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: But I do think like there's lots of things like still happening under the surface.
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: Right, we still have me in a station retrograde, which is in Leo, which is we're still Leo season, so that's still a part of like this whole story.
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: In August we still have Saturday, like there's still things happening behind the scenes, but there's not that many like naming this planet changes signs.
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: So it's a little like calmer in that sense.
• 21:59
  Speaker 2: But at the same time, like I know we like to kind of go I liked at least go in order of dates but like you know, you have, like you're in a station retrograde at the end of the month, Mars entering Libra, which I think those are normal things to happen but are definitely the start of, like, larger transits for this fall that are going to be a bit wild.
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: Yeah, well, if we want to start with and I was just pulling it up on my computer too I'm the full moon in Aquarius, which is also going to be conjunct the moon because it's gate 60.
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: And Pluto, or sorry, not the moon, obviously it is the moon, it's going to be conjunct Pluto.
• 22:35
  Speaker 1: Pluto is also in gate 60.
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: So I feel like having Pluto in that mix, which Pluto has been in the mix for like so much lately.
• 22:44
  Speaker 2: But we'll definitely bring it to that city.
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: That's cool, like I mean that.
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: The human design layer, that's really interesting because it's it's the same gate, yet in astrology it's like a fairly wide orb, because, okay, so in like an astrology chart, I would say like it's very loose with Pluto, but it's very relevant in human design because it is the same gate.
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: So it's still active.
• 23:06
  Speaker 2: Yeah it's just loose.
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's definitely wouldn't be considered.
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: Well, I mean, I guess if you're thinking like 10 degrees, yeah, it's really it's like nine no no, yeah, it's.
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: My math is awful.
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: Nine 10, 11.
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: 11 degrees, yeah, so it's like very like the moon.
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: I mean the moon moves so quickly so like even during one single day it's shifting gates like multiple times.
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: So I'd have to like pull up an exact like timestamp for let me do that for, but that's what I got when I looked at genetic matrix was that gate 60.
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: But I just feel like gate 60, that energy which Pluto has been in, you know, it's like that gate of stillness.
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: So we have the opposite, which is gate three, which is all about chaos, chaos in the beginning, making order from chaos, and so gate 60 sort of like has to ground that in, but like, because it is in the root set, because it is in the root center, it's going on that pulse.
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: So it's like it comes in and out, which is sort of like you know, like with Pluto, death, transformation, rebirth, like I feel like it's that cycle, right, it's like reflected in that, in that like pulse, and so, with the moon being there as well, it's like calling for us honestly to like be still and to review and to just like listen, right, and have that like patience element of it.
• 24:19
  Speaker 1: August this is July.
• 24:21
  Speaker 2: I think it's going to be in gate 19.
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: Because it's at nine.
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: It's at nine degrees.
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, it might have just been like whatever it would have just moved from nine to 19.
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, it does look like, because 131 at well, it says here at four, 1658, it moves into 19.
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: But it's not giving me what.
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: What do you use for the gates?
• 24:54
  Speaker 2: So what, I'm sure, oh, you're just going by that, yeah, like some random math spreadsheet, so I think that, like, so the full moon is definitely at nine degrees.
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so we can.
• 25:07
  Speaker 2: So it would be gate 19.
• 25:08
  Speaker 2: And I'm pretty sure, like gate 19 is between like seven and 13 ish degrees of Aquarius.
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: Yeah, gate 19.
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: Yeah, seven or 13.
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: That's what I have to.
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right, I don't know what it's just showing.
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: It's like skipped over.
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: So genetic matrix is only showing like certain timestamps during the day, and generally they have one for a moon cycle.
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: For some reason on the first they don't.
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: So I am I've misspoken.
• 25:32
  Speaker 2: That is incredible, so you'll look up the full moon chart and move so fast and you're like that's not a full moon, like you have to like find the full moon chart, which is kind of like annoying, but it's definitely at nine degrees but it's still like in the route, which I kind of like.
• 25:47
  Speaker 2: So last full moon was also in the route.
• 25:49
  Speaker 2: Like we've just had a lot of like lunar route stuff.
• 25:53
  Speaker 2: I don't I don't mean anything to you specifically.
• 25:56
  Speaker 2: I mean, I guess it's just that pulsing.
• 25:58
  Speaker 1: Well, I mean, it depends if you have, yeah, it depends how you are going to respond to it, right, like how you, how your route setup is, because, like, if you have gate 49, which is the opposite and not gate 19, this might feel a little bit more just giving some fluidity and like relief to that gate 49.
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: This constantly has this root pressure on it, right.
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: Or if you have an undefined route and it's defining it for you, right You're going to, it's just like different experiences and energies, but I mean, in, you know, in human design, like our moon is like our driving force, right.
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: So it's sort of like I would feel like that gives it like that an extra, like push for that.
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: But, yeah, gate 19 is the gate of wanting and so it's opposite gate 49, which is like the gate of divorce and marriage.
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: So it's like the shadow here for, like, gate 19 is that codependence, and so I think that's like, especially with the South Node and Libra, I feel like that's a big theme right now is codependence, people pleasing all the things, and so just being aware of that, I guess, with this moon cycle and seeing what's coming up, and just sort of like knowing that that's the shadow for a lot of things, but I definitely think that's a theme right now.
• 27:08
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's interesting because, like Aquarius, leo, that access, it's like the individual versus group dynamics.
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: So it's different than the Aries, libra, of like the self versus other, but it's still like a similar idea of like group versus the self, right and individuality and that codependency within the group.
• 27:25
  Speaker 2: And when we have a full moon it's, you know, a time of culmination, a time of release, and it, being an Aquarius, there's this kind of release, letting go around the group dynamics, but it's also shining a light on that need to be part of a whole too.
• 27:40
  Speaker 2: It's also like forming a.
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: It's kind of loose but it's forming a T square to Jupiter and Taurus, jupiter's at 13 degrees, so it's like a four degree orb.
• 27:50
  Speaker 2: So I'll count that and so I think, with that as well, jupiter is just like it expands wherever it is right.
• 27:59
  Speaker 2: It's expanding this full moon, it's expanding this like kind of like need to balance the individual versus the group dynamics.
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: But I also think, you know, like Aquarius is humanitarian, right and Jupiter, while it's like this, very like we have, it has a good reputation right, we love Jupiter for in a lot of ways, but it also can, like you know, it's like our belief system.
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: So there's just like awakening aspect and because the sign of Aquarius is where Pluto's moving, I think again tying it kind of to some potential bigger themes moving forward over the next several years with Pluto and Aquarius.
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: There's these like humanitarian themes and belief systems and all of that.
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: That's like shifting as we move through some of this full moon energy.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and Jupiter's in the gate too, which is in the G center, and it's the most feminine gate of all of them.
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: It's all about purpose, direction, and so it's like seeing that for yourself and seeing that for others, and so I think the shadow of that especially, you know, with gate two is that often we can see the purpose for others and we're not seeing it for ourselves.
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: It would sort of ties into that theme right Of like, yeah, so it really will be like expanding on that Love that, yeah.
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: So that's how we kick off.
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, there you go.
• 29:11
  Speaker 2: August is my favorite month.
• 29:12
  Speaker 2: By the way, I have to say, it's my birthday month, so yeah, I know, I felt that about like in May when we did the episode.
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: I remember like I just like woke up the day like May 1st and I was like huh, it's like hey.
• 29:24
  Speaker 2: I feel about August.
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: Yeah Well, like I'm Leo rising in Leo moon, so I just like I feel it too and I'm like, oh yeah, like there's so much going on for like me too at this time.
• 29:32
  Speaker 1: So I definitely I'm, I'm, I'm a Leo fan too.
• 29:36
  Speaker 2: I think of you as such, a Leo, in so many ways.
• 29:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, well and it's so funny because, like every time I meet like a Leo son, I know I'm going to love you guys, because, like you literally nourish me in like the way that I need to right.
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: It's just like the, the compliments and like the sort of like that you know, like always comes out.
• 29:53
  Speaker 2: That Leo loves.
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm like I feel so good, okay, so the next one I have here and it may not be like a big one, well, yeah, saturn is trying.
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: Neptune, august 5th.
• 30:06
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I, we can like, I wasn't going to necessarily name that.
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: But, definitely an aspect that's happening and I don't even have her in that because, yeah, like the next, like changes the new moon, it goes full moon and new moon, yeah, yeah.
• 30:19
  Speaker 2: But yeah, saturn's trying Neptune Saturn, or did you say Saturn trying Neptune Saturn?
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: trying Neptune.
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: Is that incorrect yeah?
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: that's probably not right.
• 30:32
  Speaker 1: Is it Because, pluto, sorry?
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I was like I misread my sign.
• 30:38
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I was like which is sort of that math that doesn't add up.
• 30:44
  Speaker 2: But the and I think that.
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: So Saturn and Neptune are Pisces, they're in Pisces, the whole Pluto finishes the year in Capricorn Right and then we also are towards the end of August.
• 31:01
  Speaker 2: We move into Virgo season and some Virgo energy, which is relevant because Saturn and Neptune do become a big theme because Pisces is opposite Virgo, so that does become a big thing, like with the Virgo energy at the end of the month.
• 31:16
  Speaker 2: But yeah, saturn and Neptune will chill together in Pisces for a bit.
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: I actually what I had written down was sex.
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: It was sex how Neptune, but it also is trying Pluto the day before, now, after that one.
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: So I like used my little astrology book and after like that one aspect was wrong last month, I'm like do I trust this anymore?
• 31:40
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's funny.
• 31:43
  Speaker 2: I mean, I randomly miss stuff all the time too.
• 31:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, there's so much because truly there is an aspect every single day.
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I know, that's why I don't even like go by like the mundane ones, and but then, but then I'm sometimes I'm like, am I missing something big?
• 31:56
  Speaker 1: That's like, yeah, it's not even like pulling up on my thing.
• 32:00
  Speaker 1: I don't know.
• 32:00
  Speaker 1: August 4th, that's what I have for the Saturn Trine, but it's not showing up.
• 32:08
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so because like Saturn's, we can do like a little aspect Five degrees of.
• 32:14
  Speaker 1: Pisces, yeah.
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: And then Pluto's 28 degrees Capricorn, yeah.
• 32:19
  Speaker 2: I would say that's probably not a trend, yeah, so scratch that Because.
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: And then Neptune.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, because then it would be sextile.
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: August 5th yeah, that's not even coming up either.
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: All right, I'm going to write these people on this book.
• 32:45
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so Neptune will sex style Pluto.
• 32:50
  Speaker 2: No, it will actually even like miss it because the way the retrogrades work, but it's like loosely sex style Pluto this whole time.
• 32:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 32:58
  Speaker 2: Pluto, it's two degree orb.
• 33:00
  Speaker 2: So it's just because they're outer planets that it's like kind of like you look for the more exact degrees, but not to these Pisces putos.
• 33:06
  Speaker 2: At 29 degrees Capricorn, they'll both retrograde and like sort of parallel each other, but they are sex styling like this whole year.
• 33:16
  Speaker 1: Okay, so it's just like a theme, like a constant thing, absolutely.
• 33:20
  Speaker 2: Okay, which is some of that like delusion we have around, like which I don't know.
• 33:26
  Speaker 2: We don't necessarily have to talk about this, but I again I don't want to do that much, but I know I've been getting a bunch of people send me stuff about aliens being disclosed and that and that and that.
• 33:33
  Speaker 1: Really, I see I haven't heard anything.
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: Okay, my bubble over here, I'm like whatever.
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: No, everyone's like sending me stuff on Instagram Okay, well, I need to look at this and someone like went in front of.
• 33:45
  Speaker 2: There's some whistleblower that like went in front of Congress about like aliens, huh, yeah, so, but it's like you know, obviously, I mean there's some like legitimacy.
• 33:56
  Speaker 2: We like I think most people here are like, yeah, aliens.
• 33:58
  Speaker 2: Like one of the my husband will send me like a funny weather photo on my way.
• 34:02
  Speaker 1: second, aliens coming.
• 34:03
  Speaker 2: No, they're already here.
• 34:05
  Speaker 2: It's fine, yeah, right, but that the plutonium, like in Capricorn systems and structures crumbling, that Neptune media delusions, like we don't know what we're really hearing, and so it's like, okay, that's great, it's in the media and like in the masses now, but like what the heck does that mean?
• 34:22
  Speaker 2: What delusion are we supposed to look?
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: out for now.
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why I can't even like when I watch the news and stuff, I'm always just like there's something they're hiding like there.
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: Like I'm like I can't even take it seriously or believe anything anymore because you never know.
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: And also like I literally was like looking at the sky the other day.
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: The other day I was like with my kids too and I was just like every single star up there is its own solar system.
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: Like there's no way that you can think that we're the only ones here you know.
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: And like even just like you think about, like Pleiadians and things like that.
• 34:49
  Speaker 1: Right, it's like I think there's so many different levels and layers and like quantum fields and different.
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: So it's like there's no way that there's not like what we would consider aliens right.
• 34:57
  Speaker 1: And it's like what is that right?
• 34:59
  Speaker 1: It could be like us or like.
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: There's just so many different like if I'm like time jump, I don't know, it's a whole thing so I'm like what is your definition of alien?
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: I?
• 35:08
  Speaker 2: don't know On the like, on this, like whistleblower, there was like body parts found that work human.
• 35:17
  Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, well, I don't know it, even if you watch like those videos or like what documentary is it?
• 35:23
  Speaker 1: I don't know, but there's like documentaries just on like ancient civilizations, right, and the things that they were able to create, like I believe there was an element of like alienization with the elements right where they were like playing with that, making things lighter, and you know, because I think that's like possible.
• 35:37
  Speaker 1: We're just so disconnected from our like absolute power and our culture.
• 35:41
  Speaker 1: But you're at our time, because I think we're so dependent on technology instead of like the inner technology that we truly have, but like, even like that, it's like there were they talked about like getting help, you know what I mean.
• 35:54
  Speaker 1: So like whether it was someone from just I don't know, it's a whole that has nothing to do with anything.
• 35:58
  Speaker 2: But no, actually I was thinking so weird, like obviously we're going on a little bit of a rant here, but it actually is relative.
• 36:06
  Speaker 2: I feel like it's aligned with Aquarius and Leo access, because Aquarius is technology and that, moving to Aquarius, that actually is like a huge theme of like our inner technology for purposes, like being dependent on this outer technology, and like that's a big theme collectively right now too, and we see so many people like giving their power over to these, like to AI, and I'm not going to say all the terms right, but like all of these technology things that we lose power to.
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah.
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: That's why I think it's just so important to I don't know.
• 36:39
  Speaker 1: I'm like I wish we all had that like.
• 36:42
  Speaker 1: I just wish I could like make shit move with like, with my eyes.
• 36:49
  Speaker 2: Well, like right, like we like, do right yeah yeah.
• 36:53
  Speaker 2: So yeah, disconnected, and it's like some of us like it's, I don't know.
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: Some of us have that like material to flare, right where it's just more natural and you can, yeah, but like I think it's your belief in it right, and I think that's the entire thing with manifestation is why it's viewed as so magical, and I think why it's so hard for so many people to manifest because we don't believe it's an eightly like we are always manifesting right, but it's like where you manifesting from.
• 37:16
  Speaker 1: So it's just I'm always like trying to reframe that for myself where it's like this isn't something that's out of reach, or like unbelievable, like I can absolutely do this right, like why not?
• 37:25
  Speaker 1: What?
• 37:25
  Speaker 1: Why, why shouldn't I be able to?
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: And so I always make it so powerful.
• 37:29
  Speaker 2: Right, it's like it takes a while for yourself to actually believe that.
• 37:34
  Speaker 2: I actually like, do you know Sahara rose?
• 37:36
  Speaker 2: I've just been like fall, I followed her for freaking ever.
• 37:39
  Speaker 2: She I love like her different versions of herself, but she is like in this cold, like DJ singing situation right now and she like one of the things I love about her.
• 37:48
  Speaker 2: She like torque and all that stuff right like.
• 37:50
  Speaker 2: She just full, like, like she's like a real embodiment.
• 37:53
  Speaker 2: But she just posted on her stories like she's literally all of a sudden just like writing her own music, because all of the beats that she loves have words that she doesn't want like in her subconscious, even though she loves dancing to them.
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: And that just like goes to show to like how powerful words are affirmations, what we tell ourselves and like, yeah, where's that manifesting manifestation coming from?
• 38:16
  Speaker 2: Like, how are we actually like feeling that and believing that on a cellular level, versus just saying like, yeah, of course I want that?
• 38:23
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, and that's like that's why I don't even like with things that I watch on TV, like I try and not be, I try to like stay away from like like I watched the menu and I didn't know what to expect.
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: I don't know if you've seen that one or heard of it, but it was like violence, like straight, like half, like I wouldn't even say like.
• 38:39
  Speaker 1: As soon as, like the violence started, I was like I don't know if I should keep watching this because like I just didn't, but I was like already invested at that point so I finished it, but I felt so uncomfortable, just like in my system afterwards and I'm like, yeah, that's why I don't really.
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: And then for Halloween I took my daughter to see like one of the Halloween movies or whatever, and the same thing I like covered my eyes for like most of the violent stuff, because I like it was like horrifically violent, like like books and people's faces and stuff, and I was like, oh my gosh, like I just can't do and I used to like watch that stuff all the time, but I'm like I literally, like energetically, cannot handle that anymore and it's like I don't want to be dreaming or like going to bed and my subconscious is is, you know what I mean, like taking on all this, like violence and things like that?
• 39:16
  Speaker 1: So, yeah, it is really powerful what we're taking in and and and, yeah, no.
• 39:25
  Speaker 2: I feel like I don't think this is a stretch, but I'm going to kind of tie it back into the full moon and even the new moon, but like Leo, leo, so heart centered and it like this, want this.
• 39:35
  Speaker 2: The gate of wanting to like what the heart desires is is how I see it to an extent, and like Aquarius being so like innovative and like us moving into this like new way and Jupiter doing that T square with with it to there's just this like expansion in August that we do have access to, but also like kind of back to your and stuff to like kind of regulating your nervous system because, like you are not able to handle like that trauma anymore, you're not able to like have that type of violence.
• 40:04
  Speaker 2: Vice versa, when you're trying to manifest something like bigger than where you're at, like a bajillion dollars, like that house, that vacation, that family, whatever you like these manifestation coaches being like.
• 40:15
  Speaker 2: But like what?
• 40:16
  Speaker 2: If you actually had that today, how would you feel?
• 40:19
  Speaker 2: And you would like break down because your nervous system isn't able to handle the expansion, that goodness yet, and that's why there is still some like kind of step by step, like cellular level stuff with that as well, yeah, yeah, definitely.
• 40:32
  Speaker 1: I've noticed in my own manifestation process it's like I'll be giving, I'll be given like a certain amount that stretches me a little bit, and then I sort of like contract, you know, because it's like you have to push those limits and realize, oh, I can actually hold this.
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: And then you have those moments where it comes down a little bit.
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: You're like I like for me.
• 40:48
  Speaker 1: I'm like, is it going to come back?
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: Like I do this again?
• 40:51
  Speaker 1: It's interesting and I don't know like the, the like lottery, was that like I don't know like a billion dollars, like $900 million or something like that?
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: And it's like I think about people who win that too.
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: It's like how I mean it's just it's crazy right, like how much that person had to have been an alignment.
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: But then a lot of times people get that right and they just like blow it all because, like what you just said, the nervous system like literally cannot hold it.
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: I'm wondering, like I mean, I know everybody's path is different, but I'm like, why were they given it then, if they can't hold it?
• 41:18
  Speaker 1: Obviously it's a test or it's a lesson or something, or they needed it for some reason, or.
• 41:22
  Speaker 1: But it's just so interesting when you have that amount of people buying in to win that potentially in like one person wins like $900 million.
• 41:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, wild.
• 41:34
  Speaker 1: It's so interesting, but that's why I'm like sometimes I'll play those things and like somebody's got to win.
• 41:37
  Speaker 1: Why shouldn't it be?
• 41:39
  Speaker 2: I'm sure there's astrologer somewhere that like studies, like lottery winners charts.
• 41:42
  Speaker 2: Ooh, that would be so interesting.
• 41:45
  Speaker 1: I'll have to like Google that this weekend.
• 41:49
  Speaker 2: Not doing anything else.
• 41:51
  Speaker 1: Okay, so we have next.
• 41:53
  Speaker 1: After that we have the new moon and Leo, august 16th, at 430 am.
• 41:58
  Speaker 1: Let me see what genetic matrix says, or we can just yeah hold on 23 degrees Leo 23 degrees, Leo, Okay, that should be Okay.
• 42:11
  Speaker 1: I need to.
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: Your chart makes so much more sense now, Cause like mine's organized between like root, between centers, right?
• 42:19
  Speaker 1: So then I'm like, wait, no, I'm sure.
• 42:21
  Speaker 2: like I have the spreadsheet I got to like, depending on whether I want to look at sign or center or whatever.
• 42:27
  Speaker 2: And it makes me so happy.
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that makes so much more sense.
• 42:31
  Speaker 1: But I have my little.
• 42:32
  Speaker 1: I just have my like little Leo post.
• 42:34
  Speaker 1: So, um, bear with me for just a moment.
• 42:39
  Speaker 2: What, what degree did you say?
• 42:40
  Speaker 2: It was 23 degrees, leo.
• 42:42
  Speaker 2: So I think, is that on 23 degrees, leo.
• 42:47
  Speaker 1: So it's gate four, four, yeah, yeah, gate of form, formalization, formalization this is in the Agena.
• 42:54
  Speaker 1: It's the only gate that Leo has in the Agena, which I think is interesting.
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: Hmm, okay, yeah, so this one is all about.
• 43:06
  Speaker 1: So the shadow here is about intolerance, um, and then so it's, uh, richard Ried goes through like shadow gift CD, and then he talks about, like the, the dilemma between the shadow and the gift, um, and he talks about like reasons, with this one Cause, of course, gate four and the Agena, I mean it's always going to like give you a reason to like not do anything, and it's sort of what we said, like why it's so important to like get into your body and be in that space, interesting, that instead of just like letting your mind like circle off on all these things, um, but that like intolerance, right, like he talks about, like you can't tolerate, like the silence, right, and it's in the silence that we're getting all these answers, it's in the silence that we're being creative, it's in the silence that we're like finding ourselves, um, and the gift here is in understanding, right, so it's like when you can understand others, um, and which feels like very Leo, right, cause it's like Leo, like that generosity, that warmth, that like care for other people and just being able to like understand and and give that like platform.
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: You know, I think is is really powerful and it's and he says, yeah that that that understanding of others can really change the world.
• 44:09
  Speaker 2: I love that.
• 44:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and for Leo, everything comes back to the heart.
• 44:12
  Speaker 2: Like you're centered, you're going to care for others.
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: You're going to care for community for sure, yeah.
• 44:20
  Speaker 1: And then let's see, let me pull up my moon and moon chart.
• 44:25
  Speaker 2: It's squaring Uranus Exactly.
• 44:29
  Speaker 2: So more anxiety.
• 44:30
  Speaker 2: Yeah, uranus will be exactly 23 degrees.
• 44:33
  Speaker 2: So you know, new moons in general also are like new beginnings.
• 44:39
  Speaker 2: Um, so Uranus could bring someone expected new beginning in this area of life or wherever it is in your chart.
• 44:46
  Speaker 2: Um, it's also, you know, venus is stationed retrograde in Leo.
• 44:50
  Speaker 2: It's not going to be exactly conjunct, but it is a degree that Venus retrograde hits during its time.
• 44:56
  Speaker 2: Um, stationed retrograde, so it could also be related to, like similar themes that Venus retrograde is bringing up for you as well.
• 45:04
  Speaker 2: So there could be some surprises around that.
• 45:07
  Speaker 2: But because Venus is still stationed retrograde, like, take those surprises with a green assault and it it may like you may still need to reevaluate some things around it before Venus fully stations direct again.
• 45:21
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I think and I'm going to tie in even the North Island areas Like everything right now is being your full authentic self, like and putting yourself first and um, that that is not selfish, that you know you, being your authentic self is what's best for everyone else as well.
• 45:39
  Speaker 2: Um, and there is, I think, because of Venus retrograde in Leo, we are being exposed to parts of ourselves that we aren't fully authentic or that we aren't confident in or that we, you know, have some like inner child wounding around that kind of stuff.
• 45:57
  Speaker 2: And so this new moon is really an opportunity to like not revisit, but to like you have that start over, have that fresh start, have new intentions around, like how we really want to show up and be ourselves.
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I love that.
• 46:09
  Speaker 1: I think of like that, or anytime I think about like like really authentic, authentic people.
• 46:14
  Speaker 1: Like you mentioned Sahara Rose, like I feel like that.
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: It's always like that visual to me of like that somebody just like not caring, just dancing and doing their thing like not you know what I mean Like, um, a lot of in the Venus sequence, um, the Jean Keys, so that gate two, or sorry, the line to a line quality too is like the dancer, right.
• 46:33
  Speaker 1: It's like sort of like a theme that goes on and on, and that's what I always think right.
• 46:37
  Speaker 1: It's cause like when you have that visual of the second line, it's in the house, right, first floor lights are on, windows are open, just everybody can see in and they're just like oblivious doing their thing, right.
• 46:47
  Speaker 1: And I always like think about that when I think about like true authenticity.
• 46:50
  Speaker 1: And so, yeah, I think that's that's what I always come back to when I feel like discomfort or anxiety, I'm like what, what would bring me closest to my authenticity right now, even if it's like not what anybody would expect or want or like you know what I mean.
• 47:03
  Speaker 1: But I think that's always, the moment is always calling for that, and I think it's a.
• 47:07
  Speaker 1: It's a challenging place to like fall into, but it's also a beautiful and empowering place to be as well, so I love that Exactly.
• 47:15
  Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, next we have okay.
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: So on the 23rd, mars moves into Libra.
• 47:23
  Speaker 1: Is that correct?
• 47:24
  Speaker 1: Am I looking at the wrong one?
• 47:26
  Speaker 2: No, Mars, so August 23rd Sun enters Virgo.
• 47:29
  Speaker 2: Mercury stations retrograde.
• 47:31
  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I missed that one.
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: That moves into Virgo August 23rd, my birthday, in case anyone needed to know that.
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: Of course, we all needed to know that.
• 47:42
  Speaker 2: But yeah, the 23rd the Sun enters Virgo, mercury stations retrograde, and then the 27th is when Mars enters Libra.
• 47:51
  Speaker 1: Okay, so that's a lot.
• 47:52
  Speaker 1: Oh, yes, that's right.
• 47:53
  Speaker 1: Why?
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: No, I did write it down correctly.
• 47:55
  Speaker 1: I'm telling you, like I said to Jesse right before we got on, I just woke up, I'm like niving through my cup of coffee, so I'm working on it this morning.
• 48:05
  Speaker 1: We're getting there, okay.
• 48:07
  Speaker 1: So the 23rd Sun moves into Virgo.
• 48:09
  Speaker 1: Okay, and that is let's see.
• 48:14
  Speaker 2: Well, so whenever we have like a season right, Virgo season.
• 48:18
  Speaker 2: So yes, on August 23rd, Virgo, or the Sun, moves into Virgo, but it'll go through every single Virgo gate during Virgo season.
• 48:24
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it goes through all 30 degrees, but I think it starts the first 29th yeah, and then it moves into 59.
• 48:32
  Speaker 2: 59, right yeah.
• 48:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and I actually love that for because so gate 29 is gate of commitment, gate of yes, it's like half-heartedness.
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: So if you're not, like I have this in my unconscious earth and I notice this all the time I'm just like I feel so lit up by saying yes to people and maybe that's that Leo side of me, that's just like I want to like do for you because it genuinely makes me happy.
• 48:50
  Speaker 1: But there always comes a point where it's like and that's where it's like I'm really trying to like discern with that, because it genuinely likes me up to say yes to people because I know it's going to make them happy for me to do something for them, right.
• 49:00
  Speaker 1: But then there's also the flip side, where then it becomes an expectation and then I become a little bit resentful, right when I'm like well, but hold on, I was doing this to be kind to you, and then it becomes this like expectation of like who I am and it is, but it's just, it's an interesting thing.
• 49:14
  Speaker 1: So I really have to like tune more into like my sake, role and be like is this an actual yes right now, like yes, I know it's going to make me happy, to make them happy, but this is something that I want to repeat long term and so I think that's like been my reframe of this, like gate, but anyway.
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: So the sun moves from that into gate 59 on the 24th and gate 59 is the gate of intimacy.
• 49:32
  Speaker 1: So this comes out of the sake role, moving towards the solar plexus, and that whole channel is like really it's the source wave, right.
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: So it's a huge potent power for the emotional solar plexus and the emotional wave, and so gate 59 is the gate of intimacy, but it's like gate six is like what sort of opens the door to intimacy or not, and so, but I feel like Virgo being so in service to others, right, and it is about that, like that intimate relationship.
• 49:57
  Speaker 1: So I definitely feel like this really really aligns and I think it's.
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: I think it's a beautiful energy and it's really.
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: I have a wide split, and so when you have a wide split in human design, so you have like small splits, which is just like one gate that would link up and make you a single definition the way your energy runs through your design.
• 50:15
  Speaker 1: I have a wide split.
• 50:16
  Speaker 1: In anyone with a wide split it's very like blamey and victimy, like it's more projects.
• 50:20
  Speaker 1: It's like if you have a small split and somebody comes in and fills that split, it's like, it's almost like that you complete me, type of energy, right, you're always looking for somebody to complete you, whereas with the wide split, when somebody fills that, it doesn't matter, you're still just like, well, you're not giving me XYZ or whatever right, and so my wide split is 59-6.
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: That's the only channel that I need to complete my, to make me a single definition.
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: And so I've noticed that pattern throughout my relationships where it's like you're not giving me intimacy, like this is, you know, and so it's creating that conflict of gate six, right, because it's like it almost creates this unattainable expectation of a partner of giving the intimacy.
• 50:58
  Speaker 1: But then it's like I have to reframe it now that I'm in my awareness, right, where I'm like okay, where am I not giving that to myself?
• 51:04
  Speaker 1: And then how can somebody?
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: Or how can I articulate it to somebody else?
• 51:07
  Speaker 1: And like this is what I need, and like can you meet that or can we meet halfway or something, because, like before, I just never would have the conversation.
• 51:13
  Speaker 1: I just be like you're not giving me intimacy, you're not giving me what I want, whatever right, and so it's really like being aware of that pattern.
• 51:19
  Speaker 1: But these, like both of these gates, are just like huge, like in my own personal chart in life and I know we've looked at our charts together before.
• 51:28
  Speaker 2: But it's just, I think so.
• 51:30
  Speaker 2: Gate 29 is my son.
• 51:31
  Speaker 2: Mercury, venus and Jupiter.
• 51:32
  Speaker 2: I have four and it's in gate 29.
• 51:34
  Speaker 2: So that's just like my life.
• 51:35
  Speaker 2: But also I have my unconscious moon and conscious Mars in gate six.
• 51:41
  Speaker 2: Okay, I do not have 59, but 59 would be what makes me single definition as well.
• 51:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so gate 59 would be a big energy for you and so, yeah, that difference is, when somebody comes in and gives that to you, you almost feel complete within that energy.
• 51:55
  Speaker 1: It's like, oh okay, now I have that full, you're right.
• 52:00
  Speaker 1: Like your energy flows a little bit smoother with that.
• 52:02
  Speaker 1: Yeah, as opposed to like if that was something else, you would be like blaming a little bit more.
• 52:07
  Speaker 1: But yeah, that's the difference in that one.
• 52:09
  Speaker 1: But, yeah, you have.
• 52:11
  Speaker 1: So gate six for you.
• 52:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's your unconscious moon.
• 52:13
  Speaker 1: You have a conscious and your conscious Mars too.
• 52:16
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and your conscious Mars in try to remember, in the gene or the venous sequence, is your.
• 52:24
  Speaker 1: I think it's the SQ, spiritual quotient.
• 52:28
  Speaker 1: I think it could be incorrect.
• 52:30
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I actually have that pretty close right now too.
• 52:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that's right though, yeah, and so that's like the huge part of your like energy and your purpose and your and your relationships and emotions and all those things, the Venus sequence.
• 52:47
  Speaker 1: So I was going through that like over the last couple weeks getting it ready for the holistic human design Academy, and I'm telling you like that also, like the like the low I hit last weekend, I really think, and I've gone through these multiple times before, right, and so I didn't expect to be going through it again, like as I was just preparing the content.
• 53:03
  Speaker 1: But but Is it not wild when you like yeah, and it's like, but it's like, every time you, we go through it, it's a different level and understanding of it, right, because it's like the very first time I'm in such a different place than I was then, right, so now going through it again, it's just like opening up.
• 53:17
  Speaker 1: I just feel like it opened it like made me so raw and I was like, oh, like, looking at all my relationships and my patterns again, and especially with Venus and retrograde, I was like, oh, my gosh, of course, this is just like intense.
• 53:29
  Speaker 2: Okay, the, the NATO Mars is your is the EQ.
• 53:32
  Speaker 2: Okay, eq, okay, it is design Venus.
• 53:38
  Speaker 1: It's a Venus conscious Venus.
• 53:40
  Speaker 2: Design.
• 53:42
  Speaker 1: Oh, okay, unconscious, okay, got it, and then.
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: So your IQ must be your Venus.
• 53:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, that's what I thought.
• 53:48
  Speaker 1: Iq EQ, okay, emotional quotient yeah, so that's still pretty, I mean, and yeah, that's still pretty big.
• 53:56
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 53:58
  Speaker 1: And having that in that gate six, which is the gate of conflict.
• 54:01
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I know I.
• 54:03
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that was definitely like I don't know new news to me when I like started reading it, it was it's not something you're so, it's not something I was aware of until I like visited it.
• 54:13
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 54:14
  Speaker 1: I know I just I love and I love like the way Richard Red speaks to the gates, like I could literally do Like on repeat, which is beautiful, because sometimes I do all like listen to one gate if I'm really trying to understand it, listen to it like multiple times over, but just like the way he speaks and examples he gives and it's just like.
• 54:30
  Speaker 1: It's so funny because, like when you listen to raw like, every people have a love hate relationship with raw like and sometimes he's just like really challenging to listen to, but like he also sometimes I just find him funny.
• 54:39
  Speaker 1: He's humorous, right, and he's just like.
• 54:41
  Speaker 1: So he is what he is and for some reason, you know, the information had to come through him for whatever that purpose was and obviously it worked because it's gotten to like you know thousands of people but they're just like so different in the way they communicate and talk about things.
• 54:54
  Speaker 1: Brah, just yeah, he, he is what he is, but I don't know.
• 54:57
  Speaker 1: I appreciate him.
• 55:00
  Speaker 2: I agree and I also, I don't know Richard Rod, I just yeah could listen to, yeah for sure.
• 55:05
  Speaker 2: Would you say or just read all the way I read it, but I will like sit and read the deal.
• 55:16
  Speaker 1: You know I have not yet read gate 55 and I need to because it's in my design, but it's just like the longest like I read it so long yes, the longest one.
• 55:25
  Speaker 1: And that like book is like the pages are big, so I'm like it's going to take me like days to read and maybe I like reading either, because I was not evaluate your life.
• 55:36
  Speaker 1: I know I have to just like listen to the audio and then just just do it because, well, gate 55 is like huge in this transformation that's coming in 2027, this like 2027 shift and in the solar plexus, and we can like get into that in another date, but it's just yeah.
• 55:50
  Speaker 1: So I know like gate 55 is hugely important and if you have it in your design, like you are here to be part of this shift, and so I know I need to read it, but just have not got that, just have not yet gotten there.
• 56:00
  Speaker 2: but and I think, though, you will get there, like when you're meant to right.
• 56:05
  Speaker 2: I, you know, know most of my gates and stuff, but, like, and I, we've both been studying this for years at this point right, and it's only how that truly, even like the last couple months, that that gate six for my Mars is something I've been like aware of consciously.
• 56:20
  Speaker 1: Yeah, probably read it at some point yeah, well, that's what I love and you know about, like this whole journey is that?
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: Even you know, when I first learned about it, like I wanted to, like I was like I'm going to decondition faster than anyone else, like I'm just going to like do it right, I'm going to make it happen Like MG energy, or I'm just like I'm just like it does.
• 56:41
  Speaker 1: It literally will not reveal itself to you until you're ready.
• 56:44
  Speaker 1: Like it is just like, and so I finally just like surrendered.
• 56:47
  Speaker 1: I think I'm in like I'm close to year five now, so I'm like okay, but it's like even in that, like there's still so much more to learn.
• 56:54
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean and I do.
• 56:55
  Speaker 1: Now I can like and I think that's one of the biggest lessons as an MG that this whole thing has taught me.
• 57:00
  Speaker 1: It's just like slow down, patience, like it's going to be okay, like my energy knows when to move forward or move quickly now, and it's like, and my energy knows when it's okay to just like.
• 57:09
  Speaker 1: Let's just be like.
• 57:10
  Speaker 1: I was literally just turning before and I was like this last, like when my this whole summer has been so slow, like I'm usually like, and I think when the kids are in school, it's because I wake up at 530, I drop them off, I go to the gym, I come like I have more of a structure and a routine and so then I know like I pick them up, I cook dinner and then they go to bed and then I work and then I go to and like, repeat and so like the summer just having so much more space.
• 57:30
  Speaker 1: There's part of me that's like I haven't been working as hard as I normally do and I hold a little bit of shame in that.
• 57:36
  Speaker 1: But then also like but who says I have to work that hard all the time, you know?
• 57:40
  Speaker 1: So I don't know.
• 57:41
  Speaker 1: It's just like just trusting the universe has a plan for me and right now I'm just like enjoying this, like sort of like leaning more into my tourists, like lazy energy.
• 57:49
  Speaker 1: But it's also only lazy if I label it as lazy.
• 57:53
  Speaker 1: It's just resting and rejuvenating and all the things like I actually need recharging all these like you know the retrograde words, but it's like yeah exactly so.
• 58:04
  Speaker 1: okay, so then we have Mars in Libra.
• 58:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, until the 22nd, 27th.
• 58:10
  Speaker 1: Sorry, what can we expect there?
• 58:15
  Speaker 2: So, you know, Libra energy is about relationships and Mars is how we take action.
• 58:21
  Speaker 2: So it's kind of a funny one, right, like we don't necessarily.
• 58:26
  Speaker 2: Mars is a little bit more areas.
• 58:27
  Speaker 2: It's more the opposite of Libra.
• 58:28
  Speaker 2: It's more like action, about the self it care.
• 58:31
  Speaker 2: It doesn't care so much about balance and harmony, and so it's a little disruptive in the Libra, especially because we have the South node in Libra, and so it could be a time, you know, relationships is the most like surface level thing we can look at with Libra, right, like it could be a time that we see more like divorces in the media, right like we've already seen a lot of like relationships splits.
• 58:51
  Speaker 2: It could be a time, though, also, that you can like mend relationships, like you can take action towards fixing and repair around relationships as well, and like there could just be more like Mars is where our energy is, like there could just be more energy around relationships, around things.
• 59:10
  Speaker 2: Libra is also like business partners, so there could be more like collaboration around like business partners, especially like if it's showing up in particular to your chart, like it's my MC, so that, for me especially, feels very career oriented, and so I think I briefly mentioned this.
• 59:27
  Speaker 2: I think at the beginning I I'm always like more interested in like the bigger picture and sound rising and just like I zoom out so fast.
• 59:34
  Speaker 2: But the South nodes in Libra, but it's like at the end of Libra is like 2928, 27 right, because it goes like backwards.
• 59:42
  Speaker 2: And so at the end of Mars in Libra, which will be like beginning of October, it will like conjunct the South node while simultaneously squaring Pluto as well, while simultaneously the US will go through its put over turn.
• 59:58
  Speaker 2: So October, that's like that really agitated energy I feel coming in October, that sure there's a high road and lower to everything.
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 2: But I think you know, with potentially some of this loneliness and these retrogrades during the summer, the northern hemisphere, like really take that time to regulate your nervous system because I think that's what's going to allow any high road energy this fall.
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 2: That could feel a little bit more.
• 1:00:21
  Speaker 2: It's like chaotic but also just like a little like that angry anger I think can come up a lot with.
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 2: Like at the end of like that South node release, square Pluto, for sure, and on an individual level it's going to matter where it is in your chart.
• 1:00:37
  Speaker 2: But Mars in Libra like yeah, there's just like a general energy towards relationships.
• 1:00:44
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and I I kind of like like it, just because I feel like Venus rules Libra, and I feel like Venus and Mars are just like so connected, just where it's like sexuality, passion, intensity, beauty, values, like all those sort of things.
• 1:00:57
  Speaker 1: I think they're just like.
• 1:00:58
  Speaker 1: When it comes to that, they're really like linked together.
• 1:01:01
  Speaker 1: I always just like I don't know when I like am doing my like meditations and connecting.
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 1: I was just, they're just like one almost, but not, you know, it's a feminine, masculine, feminine energies.
• 1:01:09
  Speaker 1: And then Mars and Pluto are also like rules, rulers of Scorpio.
• 1:01:14
  Speaker 1: So would they like flow a little bit easier not saying that it's less challenging I think there's still lessons there but like just energetically together, would they be a little bit easier?
• 1:01:25
  Speaker 2: Um, I want to be like optimistic.
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, I guess, yeah, they have like the same rulership in that sense.
• 1:01:34
  Speaker 2: But it's, I mean, I feel like with Pluto in general, I mean with anything, there's kind of no getting out of certain lessons, right, and yeah, oh, pluto and Mars will definitely assure that like that, it's just there's, there's no getting out of that lesson.
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 2: And if you're not consciously taking action towards like that transformation that puto is asking you, then Mars will like make sure that you do, which can be really easy.
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 1: if you are already, like consciously taking action towards that transformation, yeah, if you are holding on to something because especially with the South like and Pluto like, if you're holding on to something that's not meant for you and you're holding on to that, then it will, mars will like cut that, like most of the way I was reading I can't remember what book it was, but they were talking about the difference between Mars and Pluto because, as rulers of Scorpio, and it was like Mars is more like that surface level, like anger, frustration, where Pluto is like the deep in the belly, like in the womb, like from you know, ancestral stuff, like the really deep, like anger and aggression.
• 1:02:35
  Speaker 1: If you're looking at it from an aggressive perspective, like the definition of that, but and I love that was like yeah, that that definitely like is so powerful.
• 1:02:45
  Speaker 2: Like Pluto is the undercurrent of everything.
• 1:02:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so deep.
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and Mars is Aries.
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 2: It's like the.
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 2: It's totally the opposite.
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 2: It's like that trigger happy, like yeah.
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 1: Well, and then so like so, libra being the South node and Aries being the North node, that it's like opposite its ruler, or, yeah, aries ruler.
• 1:03:03
  Speaker 1: Then is that just like causing a little bit more friction, or is that?
• 1:03:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, yeah.
• 1:03:11
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's not comfortable there.
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, and then we have.
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 1: So we have two full moons this month.
• 1:03:17
  Speaker 1: Yeah, full moon on August 30th, a full moon in Pisces, I don't know.
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 1: I love Pisces energy, but it's funny like Pisces season for me is usually very uncomfortable.
• 1:03:27
  Speaker 1: Pisces and Scorpio for some reason for me, but that's just a side note.
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 1: What?
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 2: houses are what houses?
• 1:03:33
  Speaker 1: Well, pisces is in my eighth house and yeah, and Scorpio Well, I have Pluto and Scorpio on the fourth, and so I think that's just.
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: It's literally like every.
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 1: So I've been divorced twice, but every single time it's been happening, it's always, always in Scorpio season.
• 1:03:47
  Speaker 1: It's always the time where I'm like this isn't working, like it just like I don't know.
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 1: And like my.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 1: My first marriage was like that was more of a long term relationship, so that was like years coming, whereas my second was just that sort of like I got pregnant.
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 1: So that was like definitely very different.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 1: But but yeah, it always like and I don't know if it's just like Pluto there that's just always like pushing my buttons when it comes to relationships and my home life and I don't know how to like move through that or past that it's.
• 1:04:18
  Speaker 1: It's been a journey, but yeah, it's interesting.
• 1:04:21
  Speaker 1: So those two together are just always sort of making me a little uncomfortable.
• 1:04:26
  Speaker 2: That's fair, I get that.
• 1:04:27
  Speaker 2: I get that.
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 2: 8000, 4000 stuff is yeah I mean.
• 1:04:30
  Speaker 2: So Pisces is my like, it's like it's like my fourth house and whole side.
• 1:04:37
  Speaker 2: Okay, so I get that yeah.
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 1: Yeah Well, pisces in the yeah, that's interesting Pisces in the fourth in your family.
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 2: I think I like that though, yeah yeah, but like so, aries is my IC though Mm-hmm, like kind of funny, but um, okay, got it Because I don't know mine's like crooked Right, I guess, like in whole signs.
• 1:05:00
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:05:02
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, and then even like so Leo is my eighth house, so, leo, while I'm like such a Leo, I always feel so like not a Leo during Leo season?
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like more Leo every other season, except for Leo season, when the like sun's just like in my eighth house, I'm like okay, I love it.
• 1:05:20
  Speaker 1: I love eighth house energy though, and I think, just like Jupiter there, like I think people with heavy, like eighth house placements just like expand me and I feel like I just I like being able to go there, I like being able to talk about it, which is that's why it's interesting.
• 1:05:32
  Speaker 1: And I don't know if it's just because, like Pisces season for me maybe just like pushes my edges of like those addictive patterns that I've had and it just sort of like comes up a little bit more heavily during those times where I'm like really trying to like dip into my tools and like lean more on the spiritual as opposed to like the addictive.
• 1:05:45
  Speaker 1: But it just sort of like always cycles up.
• 1:05:48
  Speaker 1: But when I look at a chart and like there's no eighth house, eighth house energy if it's like a friend or like a relation or like somebody I'm dating, I'm like I don't know, can we go there?
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 2: No, I absolutely get it.
• 1:06:00
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, like you need something.
• 1:06:02
  Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, it's just like something.
• 1:06:04
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, well, it's so interesting.
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 1: Yeah, my son he's got, he's has a stellium in the eighth house in cancer, but then he's a Scorpio rising with Mars and Saturn in his first house.
• 1:06:14
  Speaker 1: So it's just like it's a whole thing for him.
• 1:06:16
  Speaker 1: But yeah, it's just, it's interesting.
• 1:06:18
  Speaker 1: I just like I don't know.
• 1:06:19
  Speaker 1: I feel like because when you have like such heavy energy like that, just like just in your cells, you have a depth that just some people don't and there's nothing wrong with like not having that Right.
• 1:06:30
  Speaker 1: But it's like I feel like when you've gone through that in your life and you have those experiences, just like you almost like thrive in the chaos, in the like sticky stuff, which to me I love.
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I love the beauty in there Similar to like connecting with, like I mean a certain experience, or like not wanting to be around like a horror movie or whatever.
• 1:06:47
  Speaker 2: Like it's like you.
• 1:06:48
  Speaker 2: You want that same energy met with you.
• 1:06:50
  Speaker 2: You know as well with yeah, like when you're looking for that energy, but there's totally such low road energy around it to that you're like okay, see your depth, but like you're you know working through a lot, that's like.
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 2: Or you're like, less conscious about how you're working through.
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 2: That is usually a parent.
• 1:07:09
  Speaker 1: Yeah Well, and like you talked about the horror movie thing, I think that's the reason why I can't watch it, because it's not.
• 1:07:13
  Speaker 1: I can't just like surface level watch it, like I feel it.
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 1: And that's where it like affects me so deeply, because I'm like, wow, like that level of violence, like it's.
• 1:07:21
  Speaker 1: It's just, it's a weird thing, it's an interesting.
• 1:07:23
  Speaker 1: It's the eighth house stuff.
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 1: Right, it's like it's.
• 1:07:25
  Speaker 1: You can go there, you can visualize it, you can imagine it, you can feel it's like.
• 1:07:28
  Speaker 1: It's not just like, oh, look, they chopped some of the top of hot on to the next scene and I'm just like, whoa, did everybody see what just happened?
• 1:07:34
  Speaker 1: We talk about this for a second Right, looks like.
• 1:07:39
  Speaker 1: But yeah, okay, so full moon and Pisces.
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 1: What can we expect with that, with the full moon?
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so full moon Pisces.
• 1:07:49
  Speaker 2: I don't think I wrote the degrees down for this one.
• 1:07:53
  Speaker 1: I have yeah, yeah.
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 2: I see, so full moon is a time of degrees and regardless.
• 1:07:58
  Speaker 2: And Pisces is the last one of the zodiac, so it really is like an end of a cycle here, just like when we're looking at like Pisces into Aries season, it's like the end of the year, in the beginning of the new year astrologically, like this full moon and Pisces is the end of like a lunar cycle, because it's the end of the kind of full moon cycle, so it really can be major endings.
• 1:08:20
  Speaker 2: And again, I didn't look up the degrees exactly, but Saturn and Neptune are also in Pisces, so it may or may not be exactly conjunct that, but Pisces is a big theme collectively throughout the whole year in general, where we're really be, we're meant to it.
• 1:08:36
  Speaker 2: Like before Saturn moving to Pisces, we were really like overly open, like overly prone to addictive behaviors, overly prone to escapism and that kind of stuff.
• 1:08:47
  Speaker 2: With Saturn it's much more.
• 1:08:48
  Speaker 2: It gives us some boundaries, it gives us some groundedness and how we connect to our spirituality and makes it much more like realistic and less, in a way, right, but it's still like makes us take responsibility for healing.
• 1:09:01
  Speaker 2: And so I think that that healing and like Virgo, you know, while it gets this reputation around like the perfectionist and all that like Virgo is Virgo.
• 1:09:08
  Speaker 2: Pisces is the axis of service.
• 1:09:10
  Speaker 2: It's the axis of physical and spiritual health and it's so.
• 1:09:15
  Speaker 2: It's all about health and that really, I think, is going to be a major focus as well.
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 2: On the individual level, moving forward of like, where do we really like need to take responsibility for our own health?
• 1:09:25
  Speaker 2: And that's not just like and has nothing to.
• 1:09:28
  Speaker 2: I was gonna say it's not just the calories we eat, like it has nothing to do with that, really it's.
• 1:09:31
  Speaker 2: It's like this full, you know, holistic way of taking care of ourselves and like really taking inventory of all of that.
• 1:09:40
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it is at the.
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 1: It's at seven degrees and so it'll be conjucts modern.
• 1:09:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm trying to see if my, if this will give me the correct time 835pm central.
• 1:09:56
  Speaker 1: So it should be in 37, gate 37.
• 1:10:00
  Speaker 1: Is that accurate with your?
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 1: But either way, these are emotional gates, both of them.
• 1:10:09
  Speaker 2: I didn't realize I was on mute.
• 1:10:10
  Speaker 2: I was like talking.
• 1:10:11
  Speaker 1: Oh, you're not.
• 1:10:12
  Speaker 1: You're not answering, maybe she's just searching.
• 1:10:14
  Speaker 1: No, yeah, so it's 37.
• 1:10:18
  Speaker 2: The moon is at seven degrees and Saturn's at three.
• 1:10:20
  Speaker 2: Is that what you said?
• 1:10:22
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so, yeah.
• 1:10:23
  Speaker 2: So the McClebey at 37, gate 37, and Saturn will be in gate 55.
• 1:10:27
  Speaker 2: 55.
• 1:10:28
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah.
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 1: So both of them are yeah.
• 1:10:32
  Speaker 1: So gate 37, it's like it's the gate of friendships.
• 1:10:35
  Speaker 1: It's that very like physical, like it needs physical touch.
• 1:10:38
  Speaker 1: It's it's a tribal gate and so it's all about like providing for the tribe right in being with them.
• 1:10:46
  Speaker 1: Its shadow here is about weakness and it says like the different expressions of it could be over, sentimental or cruel, and then it's gift here as a quality which makes sense, right, cause it's just like holding everybody together and I always think that that like channel is like it's.
• 1:11:03
  Speaker 1: It's like the person that just like cooks for everybody, like that's like the visual I always get right.
• 1:11:08
  Speaker 1: It's like the tribe, like I'm going to cook for you and care for you and we're going to sit here and you know, in our conversing, just be like very physical and touching, cause I know it definitely needs that.
• 1:11:17
  Speaker 1: And then so that's where the moon is, and then Pluto, or sorry, saturn, is in gate 55, and so the gate of the spirit and it's all about I mean so the opposite is gate 39, which is provocation, and it's like every single time gate 39 provokes this.
• 1:11:30
  Speaker 1: It's showing the spirit something about itself, and so it's really beautiful in that way Once you are coming at it from awareness cause.
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 1: It's funny.
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 1: I have gate 55 and, like everybody in my life, has gate 39.
• 1:11:40
  Speaker 1: So they're all like literally here to trigger me.
• 1:11:43
  Speaker 1: My son's, my son's son is gate 39.
• 1:11:46
  Speaker 1: So he, like his energy, is here to provoke others and it's like it can be very triggering.
• 1:11:52
  Speaker 1: But it's also really beautiful because it's like it's not meant to be cruel, right, it's meant to show you something, but it's just.
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 1: Of course, everybody is at their own place in life and takes it very differently.
• 1:12:02
  Speaker 1: Like I see adults with gate 29 and I can see how some people are just like so rubbed wrong by them, and I can just see it's like, but it's very your best good, just like.
• 1:12:11
  Speaker 1: See it for what it is, right.
• 1:12:13
  Speaker 2: But your son is so lucky you're his mom.
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 2: I just want to say that, like I mean both of your kids are, but the way you talk about it is not in his chart and everything Like, like you said, like some adults like with that, like clearly you know, obviously they chose their path and their parents and all of that too, but he's just, I feel like he has the opportunity to like be the high road of that.
• 1:12:34
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, and I think like all of his eighth house stuff and it's funny, I just like pulled a chart for somebody and they have Mars on the Ascendant and I'm like, oh, you're so sexual, like I already know it because, like my son, he's only like seven but I can already see that like in him.
• 1:12:46
  Speaker 1: Right, it's like you, he can't hide it, like he's always like playing with his junk or like showing people like it's.
• 1:12:52
  Speaker 1: I'm like, dude, you can't do that, but also like trying to be sensitive to it because it's just like it's like his age, like more logical development.
• 1:13:05
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 1:13:06
  Speaker 1: So I'm like always trying to careful with my words, where I'm not saying like it's wrong, don't do that, but I'm like, okay, maybe come and go to our room or like make sure you get dressed in the bathroom instead of like coming out here when there are guests.
• 1:13:15
  Speaker 1: You know things like that where I don't want him to feel wrong for it.
• 1:13:18
  Speaker 1: Right, because it's like when you're suppressing that energy, it's like on his Ascendant, right, like it's like I don't think you can suppress it, but it's like am I going to teach him to express in a healthy way Like?
• 1:13:29
  Speaker 1: For me it's always about like consent, like even when he goes into somebody's like my daughter's room, I'm like don't go in her stuff unless she tells, because I'm just like, just that idea in itself, like do not do something unless somebody says, yes, I want to like really instill that, just because it's just so much all over the place.
• 1:13:46
  Speaker 1: But that's a, that's a side note, but yeah, yeah, no.
• 1:13:49
  Speaker 1: I get it so gate 55, Saturday, and gate 55 is literally the gate of the spirit and it's here to be provoked by gate 39 and it's always to show something about itself.
• 1:13:57
  Speaker 1: Its shadow is victimization, which I feel like it can definitely be a Pisces thing.
• 1:14:01
  Speaker 1: And then it's gift is freedom and I love it because, like the dragonfly is my sign.
• 1:14:05
  Speaker 1: But the little like saying from Richard Wright here with the gift is like like a dragonfly.
• 1:14:09
  Speaker 1: They're like oh, I love that, I love that and I'm like I'm not gonna get up there.
• 1:14:15
  Speaker 2: I love that.
• 1:14:16
  Speaker 2: I think the dragonflies above emotions and dragon by dragonflies are all about transformation.
• 1:14:19
  Speaker 2: So I think it's beautiful.
• 1:14:20
  Speaker 1: Oh, I love that.
• 1:14:20
  Speaker 1: I love flies.
• 1:14:21
  Speaker 1: We we always say it yeah, it's someone visiting us.
• 1:14:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I love that we have like the seasons here where they're just like everywhere.
• 1:14:29
  Speaker 2: And so I'm, like always during that season, like, oh, it's a sign, it's a sign, it's like all over the place.
• 1:14:33
  Speaker 2: But I'm like, no, it's just season.
• 1:14:38
  Speaker 1: He tries to break him apart yeah, no fear.
• 1:14:41
  Speaker 1: He just like catches them.
• 1:14:43
  Speaker 1: I'm like, ah, get away from me, be assigned, but be over there.
• 1:14:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I love it.
• 1:14:50
  Speaker 1: Kids just like have no fear.
• 1:14:51
  Speaker 1: My son will just like like a bee landed on him and he just like picked it up by its wings and then I was just like what.
• 1:14:56
  Speaker 1: But I try not to react because I don't want him to like get that fear then.
• 1:15:00
  Speaker 1: But it's just so funny, they have like no fear of anything.
• 1:15:04
  Speaker 1: But that's the way it should be Right, we need to be coming back to this like being in nature, because it is so healing just for us and our children to be able to experience that.
• 1:15:14
  Speaker 1: So I love it Absolutely.
• 1:15:16
  Speaker 1: Yeah, all right.
• 1:15:17
  Speaker 1: Well, I think that's everything for August.
• 1:15:19
  Speaker 1: I don't know if we missed anything.
• 1:15:20
  Speaker 1: Oh, the nodes change, sign or change.
• 1:15:23
  Speaker 1: So they've been in 360.
• 1:15:25
  Speaker 1: No, I'm 50, 350.
• 1:15:30
  Speaker 2: So very labor yeah.
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so they are changing to 40 to 32 on August 27th, which is also when Mars turns into Libra, but we can get into that more in the next one.
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 1: Okay, it's like, it's like, yeah, it's like basically some pepper and yeah.
• 1:15:53
  Speaker 2: Perfect, but okay, cool All right 没有.