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Can You Tell How Someone Looks By Their Voice? · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode The Blonde and I
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  Speaker 1: see show the best blonde podcast might be the only
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  Speaker 1: blonde podcast.
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  Speaker 2: Who knows? Do the research.
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  Speaker 3: Get back to me and let me know I am
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  Speaker 3: your host. See you know the official blonde step up,
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  Speaker 3: the voice of the Disables.
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  Speaker 2: I ain't doing all those names. It's just see you know.
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  Speaker 3: What the official blonde step, but the voice of the disables,
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  Speaker 3: you know.
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  Speaker 2: And if I'm your superhero.
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  Speaker 1: Then Blonde Lightning and you know where we're at, two
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  Speaker 1: sixty five Canal Street with magic happened with.
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  Speaker 2: Certain episode you think you're thinking about letting go a
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  Speaker 2: blonde Poppy. I can never let go bl oh.
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  Speaker 3: I can't never let go blond Poppy. But you know
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  Speaker 3: certain episode, I gotta switch it up how I'm feeling.
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  Speaker 3: You know, I'm feeling like a superhero today. So you
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  Speaker 3: know I'm Blonde Lightning. But you know we had two
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  Speaker 3: sixty five Canal Street with dreams happened.
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  Speaker 1: Traffic gets you crazy out, so I don't know what's
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  Speaker 1: going on.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know blocks is blocked off and all that
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  Speaker 3: they are.
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  Speaker 4: They got something going on.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: They wasn't trying to let me go to guy like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: he's blinding, Open up, I said, thank you, officer, So
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  Speaker 1: you know I use my blind past that it is
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  Speaker 1: the key to the city. Bro listen, man being blind,
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  Speaker 1: help your sir.
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  Speaker 2: I'm blind. I can't get I can't sorry, sir, Oh no,
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  Speaker 2: open it up. Let you got a patient in the back.
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  Speaker 2: Thank you, sir. Hold on, you know what saying let
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  Speaker 2: me before we even get into the questions, because you're
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  Speaker 2: saying that got me thinking.
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  Speaker 3: Now, yeah, what I showed my sticking on what is.
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  Speaker 2: Like the the most How do you even ask this question?
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  Speaker 2: Like what's the craziest ship you done? Finess from being blind?
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  Speaker 2: Going through the airport? Tell me about that late for
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  Speaker 2: a flight?
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  Speaker 3: My ship about to take off in ten minutes. Boying
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  Speaker 3: come through.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, I've been looking for help.
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  Speaker 3: Nobody's there to help me.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm visually paid. They're like me, see your flight, Scino,
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  Speaker 1: sit in the chair. They rushing me to the front
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  Speaker 1: of the line.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, damn, I mister fight, mister flight.
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  Speaker 2: Fuck. Then it was like.
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  Speaker 1: I I didn't even get searched. That's how it really was.
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  Speaker 1: I even go through the metal detectives.
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  Speaker 3: They woke me around the middle detectives, scare my hand,
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  Speaker 3: woo woo.
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  Speaker 1: Put it through, no drugs in my hand. Take them
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  Speaker 1: straight to the flight. But now I'm going through. I'm like, damn,
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  Speaker 1: le know wherever we contact the plane, let them know
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  Speaker 1: you coming to the plane.
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  Speaker 2: I said, oh, thank.
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  Speaker 3: You got in there like Christopher. I'm like, yeah, let's
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  Speaker 3: say welcome a boy.
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  Speaker 2: I said, thank you God sided in this setting there.
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  Speaker 2: But that was just me, not like leaving the house
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  Speaker 2: late to get to the airport. Oh my god, that's
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  Speaker 2: so real. Bro.
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  Speaker 3: Shout out to the shout out to the TSA to
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  Speaker 3: help me do. Man.
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  Speaker 2: I appreciate y'all. That's so real. I could tell you
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  Speaker 2: really when you said that, thank you God. I felt
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  Speaker 2: that because when you were in the airport, Bro, and
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  Speaker 2: you and you might be running late.
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  Speaker 1: And you just think about you just looking at the time,
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  Speaker 1: and it's like time just like moving fast, and.
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  Speaker 3: Like, damn, I don't I can't for the misst this flight.
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  Speaker 3: I can't afford the mistess.
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  Speaker 4: It's like, God, I need a miracle right now.
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  Speaker 2: I go to their point. I take my stick. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: I definitely.
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  Speaker 1: I'm going for and then I make sure I put
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  Speaker 1: it on it so I'm the first on the plane.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like before you know, you gotta wait util
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  Speaker 1: oh roll a or roab this that, and.
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  Speaker 2: You the first off that motherfucker first off it, the
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  Speaker 2: first on it.
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  Speaker 1: Then when I get off, they got the whale chair
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  Speaker 1: waiting for me, sitting in whealel chair.
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  Speaker 2: They willing me out. I'm like, I like this ship,
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  Speaker 2: like this.
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  Speaker 1: I had a connective flight. They're like Christopher, yes, that's me, Like,
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  Speaker 1: come on, jump a board. They had me in there
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  Speaker 1: like one of them boogie cars driving me to the
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  Speaker 1: next plane. Dude, dude, They like, no, you got a passage.
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  Speaker 1: You gotta wait till you get on first.
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  Speaker 2: I said, I love this ship. I gotta take my
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  Speaker 2: stick everywhere. What if you got somebody with you that's
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  Speaker 2: like your companion, Like they get the same treatment.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah they don't get in the wheelchair, but of course
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  Speaker 3: they they skipped a lonzo.
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  Speaker 2: Oh we need to take some flights to get them
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  Speaker 2: my nigga.
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  Speaker 3: We out, we out like they'd be like you see
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  Speaker 3: the boy passed skan scanner. Come on here, it's him
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  Speaker 3: dumb too, or he'll got to take his niggas.
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  Speaker 2: I let him go through. I'm like, oh shit, is
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  Speaker 2: like that? All right? Cool? We go through the likes
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  Speaker 2: you need, you want, you can help him on right?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah he could do it, Like come on, that's
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  Speaker 3: how I wasn't with the Portorico.
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  Speaker 2: It was at the gate. Wait.
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  Speaker 1: So when I walked through the airport, they said, mister Feld, yes,
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  Speaker 1: oh yeah, I'm here to take you through. I'm like, okay, cool,
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  Speaker 1: shut down, walk me through. It's times that they see
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  Speaker 1: me on the line and they're like, why y'all standing
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  Speaker 1: on line? Come around, No, y'all don't stand online? Like baby, like, no,
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  Speaker 1: he don't never stand online? I said, I really don't.
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  Speaker 1: I got the VIP like that.
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  Speaker 3: So I got global injury without having global injury.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's fucking clutch, my nigga, that's clutch as fuck.
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  Speaker 2: Shout out to that blind community for that year. That
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  Speaker 2: was good. Yeah, I'm sure people want to know stuff
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  Speaker 2: like that, like damn, Like, what's the most like craziest
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  Speaker 2: situation you finessed your way into. That's that's a good one.
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  Speaker 2: Sometimes you gotta finess. That's a good one. No shame
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  Speaker 2: in the game, No shame. Why would it be? No?
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  Speaker 2: Why would it be? I use what I got I
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  Speaker 2: paid the cost to be this boss.
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  Speaker 5: Nigga, what man?
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  Speaker 2: Listen?
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  Speaker 1: Oh don't And then when I be dingstake like this.
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  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, that's the thing.
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  Speaker 1: You want to see this ship that I'm a main
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  Speaker 1: show that is noticeable. And then once I get through,
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  Speaker 1: I break it down.
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  Speaker 2: I gotta do it be late. Look, so this episode,
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  Speaker 2: don't want to ask you a couple of questions. Let's
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  Speaker 2: get it going. You know, we've been trying to figure
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  Speaker 2: out the flow of this show for a minute. We've
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  Speaker 2: been trying different things, you know what I mean. There's
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  Speaker 2: nothing wrong with that, but I do think it's good
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  Speaker 2: to kind of get back every now and then, like
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  Speaker 2: return back to like understanding this show is about the roots. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: understanding this show is about like discovering you, you know
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  Speaker 2: what I mean, and understanding who you are. And I
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  Speaker 2: think one thing we could do to kind of help
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  Speaker 2: people understand the show and understand you more and your
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  Speaker 2: personal brand more is to understand like specific things that
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  Speaker 2: might be interesting, right, like what do us people that
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  Speaker 2: see what might we find interesting about your life? Which
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  Speaker 2: is a lot but to the matrix and to the matrix,
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  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. But I got a couple
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  Speaker 2: of questions, and some of these we might have answered
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  Speaker 2: in a different way, we might have answered completely before
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  Speaker 2: you know.
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  Speaker 4: But so yeah, my first question I want to ask you.
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  Speaker 2: I got a couple here, But what is the best
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  Speaker 2: memory you've had so far while being blind?
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  Speaker 3: The best memory I had so far about being blind?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, like, since you been without your sight or vision?
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  Speaker 2: I always get them mixed up, which one is which?
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  Speaker 2: Since you've been without your sight? Your sight? Right, since
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  Speaker 2: you've been without your sights? Yeah, there we go, there
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  Speaker 2: we go. So, since you've been without your sight, what
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  Speaker 2: is like one of the happiest moments that you've had
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  Speaker 2: since since? Then?
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  Speaker 1: Happy and one of the happiest moments. I could go different.
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  Speaker 1: I could go different, like lanes of it. Oh, I
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  Speaker 1: bring back the happiest moment I feel. My son graduated
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  Speaker 1: one of the happiest moments. Like kids graduate every year,
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  Speaker 1: but it was it was different. I say this graduate
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  Speaker 1: was different. My son was graduating out of sixth out
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  Speaker 1: of fifth grade, and it's like everybody know me.
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  Speaker 3: If you know me, when it's time to graduation, I
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  Speaker 3: drag my feet because it's.
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  Speaker 2: Like I don't want to go to graduations.
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  Speaker 3: I can't see it. I can't enjoy the moment with you.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like it's like I feel like I'm outside
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  Speaker 1: of why everybody's inside. I feel like I'm outside, Like
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  Speaker 1: you know, like you've ever seen one of them videos,
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  Speaker 1: like you see the person on the outside it's raining,
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  Speaker 1: he looking in the window and you see the big
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  Speaker 1: happy feelingly all that for that moment.
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  Speaker 3: That's how I feel. So you know, I'm dragging my feet.
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  Speaker 1: My son graduating, well, my goals there, his godfather, called
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  Speaker 1: my grandfather, my mom, anybody did, the whole gang there.
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  Speaker 1: There was no limits on tickets, so we all there.
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  Speaker 1: Then my son came in and he's dancing. They coming in,
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  Speaker 1: they dancing, So you know, I got people on my man.
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  Speaker 3: He on the side of me. He described me what's
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  Speaker 3: going on? He dancing this that, and there I'm like okay.
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  Speaker 1: But then it's like that that that feeling start hitting me,
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  Speaker 1: like I'm feeling sad because I can't see it. Then
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  Speaker 1: they're doing our wards. They gave they gave our ten
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  Speaker 1: of walls. My son got none of them. So I'm
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  Speaker 1: sitting up there. I dropped my head, so it's like damn,
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  Speaker 1: I wish I could see that moment of him walking
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  Speaker 1: through the across that stage. I'm getting the press mode
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  Speaker 1: that like we we have a speech from zamn Field
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  Speaker 1: and I'm like, y oh, he never told me he
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  Speaker 1: was speaking.
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  Speaker 2: Boom.
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  Speaker 1: He goes up there, he's speaking and he given his
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  Speaker 1: speech and he's like I couldn't do this without my father.
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  Speaker 1: And then I lift my head up and it's like
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  Speaker 1: like he he we built robots.
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  Speaker 2: Together, we did this together. We did that together.
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  Speaker 1: And it's like that depression went into UH had like
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  Speaker 1: a warm feeling coming like over me because now like
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  Speaker 1: as he's saying the things that we did to get
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  Speaker 1: through this year, I.
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  Speaker 2: Remember that robot we built.
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  Speaker 1: I remember of those videos for homeworks we had to
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  Speaker 1: do because this was zoom.
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  Speaker 2: This was zoom time, like he was INSOLVERD. So it
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  Speaker 2: was like I remember.
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  Speaker 1: Like the task that man, you really been through to
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  Speaker 1: get where you at today. And then he's he's saying,
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  Speaker 1: he's saying, and then when he got that diploma, he
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  Speaker 1: came in, he put it in my hands and it's
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  Speaker 1: like for that moment, it's like, damn, my son really understands.
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  Speaker 2: He understands, and.
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  Speaker 1: It's like I cried because it was like, damn, I
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  Speaker 1: could not have been there for this. It wasn't a
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  Speaker 1: damn I'm crying because I want to see my son.
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  Speaker 1: It wasn't damn I'm crying because I can't see him
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  Speaker 1: walk across that stage. It was like, honestly tears of
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  Speaker 1: joy that I'm really here with my best friend, like
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  Speaker 1: we locked in, like we like you ran the marathon,
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  Speaker 1: but I ran behind you to make sure you cross
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  Speaker 1: that friendish line.
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  Speaker 2: That was the most proud day of my life.
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  Speaker 4: Like Phil Jackson's to Jordan's like you coached him through it.
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  Speaker 3: Different and then now it's like he's graduating next month.
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  Speaker 2: I go to high school. Different ball game that my
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  Speaker 2: son got.
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  Speaker 1: He put eight schools on his application in all a
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  Speaker 1: schools accepting him.
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  Speaker 3: Wow.
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  Speaker 2: Different to a point. I'm like, so what you doing?
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  Speaker 2: He's like, I don't know what school I want to
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  Speaker 2: go to.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like they all good school so like, just make
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  Speaker 1: a choice, and he just sent there. He like, I
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  Speaker 1: want to go to these two schools and I'm looking
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  Speaker 1: at like, yo, real, why do you want to go there?
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  Speaker 1: He reading it to me they got one hundred percent graduation.
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  Speaker 1: Read over here, Oh, this one right here. This time,
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, damn. I said, well you got a choice
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  Speaker 1: because I never had a choice like this. It was
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  Speaker 1: only one school for me, so you got a whole choice.
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  Speaker 1: And he just sent up there He's like, I don't know,
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  Speaker 1: I said, but if you should feel good that you
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  Speaker 1: at that point in life where you it ain't an
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  Speaker 1: easy pick, like they're not taking a good problem.
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  Speaker 3: That's a great problem, but the happiest. I got a
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  Speaker 3: lot of happy moments like.
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  Speaker 1: What what my god, my best friend, my son, like,
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  Speaker 1: we had plenty of moments shit, just like I had
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  Speaker 1: a lot of fun moments like.
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  Speaker 2: Give me one more hmm, don't spare no detail, don't
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  Speaker 2: spare no craziness, no whatever, no matter of fact.
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  Speaker 1: Another fun moment I had I got shot, So I
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  Speaker 1: was like really in the house a lot crazy. One
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  Speaker 1: of the guys like, Yo, what up, We're going to
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  Speaker 1: summer jam Like we're going to summer jan going to
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  Speaker 1: summer Jane Like yeah, Yo, what up?
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  Speaker 2: You're popping out.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, all right, cool, I'm good. But there's like
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  Speaker 3: I never been to a.
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  Speaker 1: Place with so much people like ever, like like nah,
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  Speaker 1: since I've been since blonde, since I got shot. I'm like, damn,
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  Speaker 1: it's a lot of it's gonna be a lot of
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  Speaker 1: people there. It's like everybody know how summer jam could be.
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  Speaker 1: It's all different areas into one place. Never know what happen.
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  Speaker 3: So it's like a kind of nervous was like coming
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  Speaker 3: over me, whatever the case may be.
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  Speaker 1: So we went with the guy. I went with the guys.
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  Speaker 1: So we had summer jam, and you know, performance is performance.
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  Speaker 1: I can't see whatever the case may be. But the
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  Speaker 1: moment that I'm just with my guys, the friends, it
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  Speaker 1: felt like I could see it again, like I for
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  Speaker 1: a minute, I forgot. I couldn't see we dancing, laughing,
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  Speaker 1: we drinking like we turned up is yo, see yo,
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  Speaker 1: shorty is fire, but we busting you turns we running
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  Speaker 1: like you excuse me, sweetheart?
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  Speaker 2: How you doing? Can I get into your time? Like
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  Speaker 2: we were doing it all and it's like.
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  Speaker 3: I felt no, I felt normal again, like and it's
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  Speaker 3: like they didn't treat me no different, even girls like yo,
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  Speaker 3: y'all leaving your friend and you're like, we ain't leaving
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  Speaker 3: him yet, You're right there with him, keep on company.
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  Speaker 1: We started laughing, we talk and it's like for a minute.
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  Speaker 1: It's like I forgot I was blonde for a minute.
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  Speaker 1: And it's like it's really I felt like that I
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  Speaker 1: don't I don't get them. Too many times when I
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  Speaker 1: felt like I can see it, like I don't. I
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  Speaker 1: can't see. So it's like just being around them.
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  Speaker 5: Just made me.
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  Speaker 1: It made me happy, Like that's something that I would
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  Speaker 1: never forget.
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  Speaker 2: That day though, I went to summer jam.
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  Speaker 1: It was a corniasque summer jam, but I had fun
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  Speaker 1: just to being around the love Like it felt like
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  Speaker 1: we back in the hood on the corner again, just laughing,
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  Speaker 1: joking on each other and all that shit. But be
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  Speaker 1: just in summer jam and we dancing, we turned up,
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  Speaker 1: we got net crackers. I'm like, damn. To a point,
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  Speaker 1: I'm like damn, I don't want this moment to end.
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  Speaker 1: But I mean we went home, yo, but now we
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  Speaker 1: gotta do this.
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  Speaker 3: We gotta do it again, bro whatever, but we I mean,
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  Speaker 3: we never went back to summer jam again.
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  Speaker 2: People got lives, people working and all that. But I
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  Speaker 2: felt that felt good. How does it feel to be
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  Speaker 2: like surrounded around so many people, like can you what
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  Speaker 2: does that feel like? Not being able to see them?
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  Speaker 2: What does it actually feel like you on the ground,
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  Speaker 2: You're hearing chatter, You're hearing people all around you.
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  Speaker 4: You feel the body heat.
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  Speaker 2: I'm sure like the like like in a crowded place,
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  Speaker 2: You're like, what does that feel like? Does it feel
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  Speaker 2: no different than like this? Nah, it's way different. It's
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  Speaker 2: way different than that.
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  Speaker 1: It's like when when I'm in when I'm in a
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  Speaker 1: crowded place, I'm on defense mode.
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  Speaker 3: I'm trying to tune into every sound.
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  Speaker 2: That's going on.
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  Speaker 3: I'm trying to tune into every voice that's talking.
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  Speaker 1: I'm trying to like it's defense move because I gotta
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  Speaker 1: make sure like everything is corporatesthetic.
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  Speaker 3: So it's like but once I get that ease that
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  Speaker 3: it's like it's it's love.
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  Speaker 1: Like I'm around love and it's around like niggas ain't
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  Speaker 1: on no bs, and it just my body started calming down.
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  Speaker 1: It's like because I was like, I can't afford to
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  Speaker 1: get caught up in nothing that that's gonna put me
• 14:48
  Speaker 1: down again. So it's like I'm always in defense mode.
• 14:52
  Speaker 1: But then once I see it like it's no harm
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: anybody on grown on grown timing, my body get at ease,
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: I get more comfortable because at times when I'm in
• 15:02
  Speaker 1: around a crowded scenery, I'm quiet because I'm.
• 15:06
  Speaker 2: Scooping everything out.
• 15:08
  Speaker 4: Well, when you're in defense mode, what is it that
• 15:09
  Speaker 4: you're looking for?
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: I'm pretty much looking for the wrong plot, like somebody
• 15:16
  Speaker 3: talking like they about to do something, somebody like one time,
• 15:20
  Speaker 3: I allowed you, I'm being in a crowded place.
• 15:23
  Speaker 1: I've seen it be in the crowded area. It's like
• 15:26
  Speaker 1: a basketball game, whatever the case may be. But I
• 15:28
  Speaker 1: heard wild commotion, not knowing that the commotion was just
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: friends just playing around and whatever the case may be.
• 15:36
  Speaker 3: The first thing I'm thinking is going down.
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: So I'm with friends, but I take my I position
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: myself behind them, so if anything, I know for a fact,
• 15:47
  Speaker 1: I'm out the way.
• 15:49
  Speaker 2: And they're like, yo, what you're doing? What's wrong? What happened? Bro?
• 15:52
  Speaker 2: I'm like nothing, because.
• 15:53
  Speaker 3: I'm like, they not making a scene of it, so
• 15:56
  Speaker 3: they must not be at going on.
• 15:58
  Speaker 1: So I just throw it off, like yo, almost tripped,
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: like try to throw it all type shit. But then
• 16:04
  Speaker 1: one of the homies whisper in my ear like you
• 16:06
  Speaker 1: thought it was going down, bro, So I started laughing.
• 16:09
  Speaker 2: I said, stop watching me.
• 16:10
  Speaker 1: So you're like, yo, and it was like we just
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: laughed at it like that now, but you go, trust me,
• 16:14
  Speaker 1: maybe that not happened to you. I'm like, all right, cool,
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: But for a minute, that little commotion of just playing
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: felt somewhere that let me get low.
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: I mean that even happens with people that can see.
• 16:25
  Speaker 2: I mean that that I can name. There's mad times
• 16:27
  Speaker 2: where some people it's really cool, you know what I'm saying.
• 16:31
  Speaker 2: But I don't know who they are, so I don't
• 16:32
  Speaker 2: got context to how they play, how they get down.
• 16:34
  Speaker 2: Just I think on my way here today, it seemed
• 16:37
  Speaker 2: like a nigga was gonna pick a nigga up and
• 16:39
  Speaker 2: body slammed that nigga the whole time, like they friends.
• 16:41
  Speaker 2: Though niggas got shisties on this ship. You know, I'm
• 16:44
  Speaker 2: not knowing what's going on. What's going on?
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: Let me tell you one crazy time. Alright, We're in
• 16:48
  Speaker 1: the park, it's my daughter birthday. You and they be
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: just chilling like I'm blind whatever, and I'm just we laughing,
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: we talking loon pop.
• 17:01
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, I lost my mind. Bro. I hit
• 17:04
  Speaker 2: the floor. They're like, what the fuck is wrong with you? Bro?
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: Like for a minute after they were shooting I can't
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: afford to get hit, nigga, like I gotta hit.
• 17:12
  Speaker 3: They're like, yo, what what you right? I'm like yeah,
• 17:16
  Speaker 3: I'm like yo, I thought it was a shock and
• 17:18
  Speaker 3: I thought it was a shot. They started laughing, like, nah, boy,
• 17:21
  Speaker 3: you good, that was a balloon. I'm like, oh right,
• 17:23
  Speaker 3: sitting there, But for that moment, I'm just like damn,
• 17:26
  Speaker 3: like me getting shot really fucked me up.
• 17:28
  Speaker 2: And you realize that in moment. You realize in moments
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: like that how much of effect it still has on.
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: It's still wow, still doing. Sometimes I'm like, nah, there.
• 17:38
  Speaker 2: Ain't no fire crackers.
• 17:39
  Speaker 3: That's a gun shot right now, Take.
• 17:42
  Speaker 2: My ass in the crib.
• 17:42
  Speaker 3: Like Fourth of July, I don't like to be outside, nigga.
• 17:45
  Speaker 2: Fourth of July in New York City is the worst.
• 17:48
  Speaker 2: I used to love it, nigga. It sounds like we
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: are Afghanistan. But I used to love it. Though.
• 17:54
  Speaker 3: Yeah, now I don't care for when they, oh, we
• 17:57
  Speaker 3: about to do fire crackers, I'm taking my ass in
• 17:59
  Speaker 3: the house like that.
• 18:00
  Speaker 2: Shit triggers my PZSD.
• 18:03
  Speaker 4: Even though you, even though you're part of.
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: It, even though even though I know that you're lighting
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: the fire crackers and all that it sounds too real
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: for me.
• 18:11
  Speaker 2: You know. It's funny you say that because I remember
• 18:12
  Speaker 2: one day a couple of years ago. I was in
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: the city Brooklyn, fourth of July, and the.
• 18:20
  Speaker 4: Fireworks they went crazy.
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: Bro. They must have been just after COVID or something,
• 18:24
  Speaker 2: so people was like celebrating. They was happy outside. Bro.
• 18:27
  Speaker 2: When I tell you, Bro, because the buildings are so
• 18:30
  Speaker 2: close together in New York City, like it echoes, the
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: sound got a resonance to it.
• 18:35
  Speaker 4: When I tell you, Bro, I promised to God, Bro.
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: It was all this different shit, and I thought to myself, Bro,
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: I said, Bro, God bless anybody who like is a
• 18:48
  Speaker 2: war veteran or something who got PTSD, because.
• 18:51
  Speaker 4: This ship sounded like war.
• 18:52
  Speaker 1: Bron when it first happened. Man, she used to be like, Oh,
• 18:57
  Speaker 1: it's her birthday. Of the folks a live. I stay
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: outside the daytime, and it's like, oh, you just starting
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: to get dark, you know, Christopher about to go, Yeah out, y'all.
• 19:08
  Speaker 2: I give my hugs. I'm getting the cal I'm gone,
• 19:11
  Speaker 2: but you can stay so loud you can still hear
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: it from the house.
• 19:13
  Speaker 3: When you got the co conditioner on the TV on it.
• 19:15
  Speaker 3: It really not as loud you have.
• 19:18
  Speaker 4: Used like ear plugs or anything like that to help out.
• 19:21
  Speaker 2: Because I know I'm in the house. I'm safe. So
• 19:23
  Speaker 2: it's like the conditional on.
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: You got the condition of noise, and you got the
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: TV noise and I'm just laying and like you hear it,
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: but it's not as bad as like it ain't like
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: me being outside and that shit sounds like gunshot?
• 19:36
  Speaker 4: Do you think you ever get past that?
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'll get past it.
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: Like it's getting better now because like be on my
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: mother's balcony and it just go off and all that.
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: You know, she lived on the fourteenth floor, so like
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: you just sit on the balcony as and go off.
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: I just sit there and just said, I see to myself,
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: like you know them shs just fire crackers.
• 19:56
  Speaker 2: It's fire crackers, fire crackers. Like it's cool even if.
• 19:59
  Speaker 3: You hear boom boom like fire because and I'm on
• 20:03
  Speaker 3: the fourteenth floor.
• 20:04
  Speaker 2: So I was like, I know I'm in the safe. Yeah,
• 20:06
  Speaker 2: you know you're secure. Yeah, I'm safe. I'm good. So
• 20:08
  Speaker 2: you can you can enjoy it when you know you're secure.
• 20:11
  Speaker 2: It's easier, touse. I used to us to love life.
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: I used to love all that, But now you can't
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: give me the whole of Roman candle if you want, they.
• 20:20
  Speaker 4: Need to candle.
• 20:23
  Speaker 2: I'm good, I'm good on that man. Let me I
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: want you from a distance. Look, let me ask you
• 20:27
  Speaker 2: this next question. That was good, bro, Thank you for
• 20:29
  Speaker 2: sharing all that for real. Now this was a little
• 20:32
  Speaker 2: left field, you know what. Actually I asked the next
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: one and then I lead into that one. Because you
• 20:38
  Speaker 2: can't see a woman physically, how do you decide if
• 20:41
  Speaker 2: a girl is fine or not?
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: It's crazy because a girl just told me that you
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: rub my face? How you how you saying I'm beautiful?
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: And you know how I look? I said, I gotta
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: know how you look to know you beautiful. So you
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: rub my face so you get an idea. And I'm
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: just sitting this hand on myself. If this makes you
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: feel better, all.
• 20:59
  Speaker 2: Right, I'm a rub your face. But it's creepy to me,
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: to be honest, I'm not even gonna hold you. Ladies.
• 21:04
  Speaker 3: This shit is creepy that you want me to sit
• 21:06
  Speaker 3: there and rub your face and up that shit is creepy.
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: Women are actually so like self centered and egotistical because
• 21:12
  Speaker 2: it's like, tell me by the shape of my face,
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: that I'm a beautiful woman. She like affirmed me in
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: the club. Yeah, she like rub my body? Who rub
• 21:20
  Speaker 2: the body?
• 21:21
  Speaker 4: You're cool with that though you curve me you nice.
• 21:23
  Speaker 2: I like that.
• 21:24
  Speaker 3: Oh, but you rub my face. I'm like, all right,
• 21:28
  Speaker 3: you gotta draw the line to this ship.
• 21:29
  Speaker 2: Now? Are you drive at facing not the body?
• 21:32
  Speaker 3: Because I'm rubbing your face. It's just eyes and nose
• 21:34
  Speaker 3: and mouth. I'm I'm not really saying that I'm my
• 21:38
  Speaker 3: own fucking face and just I got here on my
• 21:40
  Speaker 3: face and you don't.
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: So it's like it's nothing different. But I don't like females.
• 21:46
  Speaker 3: Are beautiful to me off of conversation, of personality.
• 21:51
  Speaker 2: I don't know if you.
• 21:52
  Speaker 1: I can't really tell, and I can't really ask somebody
• 21:56
  Speaker 1: because if we all got different tastes in women, So
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: what I might think it's beautiful.
• 22:00
  Speaker 3: You might not feel it's beautiful, but you might feel beautiful.
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: I don't, So I determinate woman beautiful off her personality,
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: off her conversation. That's that's like for a blind person.
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: That's the way we determine if a person beautiful or not.
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: Like if you nasty, it's like you ugly because like
• 22:24
  Speaker 1: we can't physically see you. So it's like I got
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: to see how you move, like, hey you mad cool?
• 22:30
  Speaker 2: Damn.
• 22:30
  Speaker 3: I like the way you you move your conversation like
• 22:33
  Speaker 3: you you consider it like different shit, like a girl
• 22:36
  Speaker 3: like just met her, but she's like you blind out,
• 22:39
  Speaker 3: let me help you.
• 22:40
  Speaker 2: Just that.
• 22:40
  Speaker 3: And third, the generous is like you're a beautiful soul.
• 22:43
  Speaker 3: You're a beautiful person.
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: I like that.
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: I like that about you. Don't don't never change, you're
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: nah nah. You were supposed to help people. We're supposed
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: to help each other out Like that, My god.
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: Cool.
• 22:53
  Speaker 3: And then off of that, it was but damn, how
• 22:55
  Speaker 3: do you do this?
• 22:55
  Speaker 2: How do you do that? How do you do this?
• 22:57
  Speaker 3: Like that's it's spoke to com station, to appointment, went
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: from there we exchange numbers like all cool.
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: I could I could really talk to.
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: You, like I mean, I don't may not see you
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: and like together like we together none of that, but
• 23:11
  Speaker 1: I can see you as a friend.
• 23:13
  Speaker 2: You know, she has too too many more, too many
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: kids for me, but be cool, like I could dig it,
• 23:21
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
• 23:21
  Speaker 3: Like so it's like the physical attraction don't move me
• 23:25
  Speaker 3: no more because I can't see.
• 23:26
  Speaker 2: You to know if you're bad.
• 23:29
  Speaker 3: Back in the days, I see a bad I want it.
• 23:32
  Speaker 2: I'm running down. What up? How you doing? Beautiful? Look,
• 23:35
  Speaker 2: I got my best get on for you. Now they's
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: the beautiful girls don't move me no more. So do
• 23:41
  Speaker 2: you think that looks play a part in confusing people
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: from focusing on what's most important, Because now absolutely do,
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: because now it's like the looks it's kind of like
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: insignificant to you, you know what I mean. But it's like,
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: but if you can prove to me that through your
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: energy and the things, the choices you choose to make
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: and like the way that makes you beautiful, that's what
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: makes you beautiful, because that's that's really all you got
• 24:07
  Speaker 2: at this moment, to have a.
• 24:08
  Speaker 3: Bad bitch with a nasty attitude. Of course, bad bitch
• 24:11
  Speaker 3: with a bad attitude. And it's like, that's what you want.
• 24:14
  Speaker 3: That should make a person ugly? Like, what are you
• 24:18
  Speaker 3: doing for me besides looking good.
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: About by me? That's not that's not good enough for
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: me no more. Nah.
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: I want somebody that's considerate, that has good conversation, a
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: good personality, someone that you just love to be around.
• 24:30
  Speaker 3: Someone you know you'll be on the phone when they
• 24:31
  Speaker 3: hang up, like damn, I want to call it back.
• 24:33
  Speaker 3: Just the health voice again. That person that moves you.
• 24:36
  Speaker 1: That makes a person beautiful, not these girls that just
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: walking around because they pretty in the fucking face kind
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: of fat ass and all that body done and nah,
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: that shit don't move me no more.
• 24:46
  Speaker 2: So let me ask you something now, because like obviously
• 24:48
  Speaker 2: we black men, right and so like all black men
• 24:51
  Speaker 2: have kind of been conditioned, whether you like it nationally
• 24:53
  Speaker 2: or not, we've all been kind of conditioned to like
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: a woman.
• 24:55
  Speaker 4: Who's curvy, right.
• 24:58
  Speaker 2: When you when you are touching one man and you're
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: feeling her body, would you feel less attracted to her
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: if her body was not curvy like that?
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: Because they don't that you don't move me? Is how
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: the person is like your personality. If you good, I
• 25:20
  Speaker 1: don't give a fuck. If you build bad, big back.
• 25:23
  Speaker 3: Whatever, I'm not no a shame to the big bags,
• 25:25
  Speaker 3: none of that. But you got a good heart. I
• 25:29
  Speaker 3: don't care for none of that. Like I'm I'm chasing
• 25:32
  Speaker 3: this perfect Barbie doll.
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: It's perfect. I g modeling this, that and the third.
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: But I have a how I will never be happy
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: because at the end of the day.
• 25:43
  Speaker 2: What like, what I'm really getting out of it? It's
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: gonna come with some ship.
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: Yeah, It's like, then you gotta you gotta spend money
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: to keep these people happy, because if you ain't giving them,
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: not out of ten, if you ain't giving them what
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: they want, they it's gonna it's over.
• 25:57
  Speaker 3: So it's like I looked at good for couple of
• 26:00
  Speaker 3: pictures that man, that shit.
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: Don't move me no more, bro.
• 26:02
  Speaker 1: I don't care if you have the fat asskin ask whatever,
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: because I love a fat ass.
• 26:07
  Speaker 2: I should don't move me no more. Love.
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: I want to love your heart. I don't want to
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: love your body. I don't want to love your appearance.
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: I want to love your heart. I want to love
• 26:15
  Speaker 1: what you have to offer. If I'm bringing the table, baby,
• 26:19
  Speaker 1: hold on, let me bring my chairs, I want that.
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: I don't want I have to bring the table, the chairs.
• 26:25
  Speaker 3: The plate, God damn, prepare the food and all that
• 26:27
  Speaker 3: just to keep you happy.
• 26:28
  Speaker 2: And I'm not happy.
• 26:29
  Speaker 3: I don't want that. You can keep it. Oh, go
• 26:32
  Speaker 3: find somebody else that love that. I don't want it.
• 26:36
  Speaker 3: And the crazy thing about it is I would never felt.
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: This way if I wasn't an adult. I would have
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: never felt this way, so I would have been the
• 26:45
  Speaker 1: niggas out there that's keeping.
• 26:47
  Speaker 2: Up with it. Yeah. But now when I really.
• 26:49
  Speaker 1: Got to see what really love is and got to
• 26:52
  Speaker 1: really see what a woman has to offer besides her body,
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: you're really understanding. Like, damn, I'm a man now. Back
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: then I was just a boy that was just chasting
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: the wrong things. Now I'm really a man.
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: Well, let me ask you this, since you really are
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: man now like some toxic yes, it ain't really I
• 27:12
  Speaker 2: love the toxic ship. We're gonna get there, so I
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: just want to know you know what I mean. But like,
• 27:20
  Speaker 2: it's sex any different for you now that you've been blind.
• 27:23
  Speaker 2: I should have God, he just had. I just had
• 27:24
  Speaker 2: this conversation yesterday, all.
• 27:28
  Speaker 3: Last week in the club Paint the picture the girls.
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: She's talking to me, so she talking about something Big
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: Will shout out to Big Will.
• 27:37
  Speaker 3: She like, uh, He's like, yo, he's really blind, I said.
• 27:41
  Speaker 3: She said, y'all lying, y'all just trying to set him,
• 27:44
  Speaker 3: trying to set me up to get some pussy.
• 27:45
  Speaker 2: I'm like, huhm, wow, what I I'm really blind?
• 27:49
  Speaker 3: So she like, I don't think you could do it.
• 27:53
  Speaker 3: I said, do what you can't have.
• 27:56
  Speaker 2: You will not have.
• 27:57
  Speaker 3: I said, what makes you think that?
• 27:59
  Speaker 2: She could?
• 27:59
  Speaker 6: You?
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: How you gonna find a whole?
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: This, that, and the third like and I'm just sitting
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: up there and I'm just looking at her.
• 28:06
  Speaker 3: I said, you have you all the time you have
• 28:09
  Speaker 3: sex is in a light? She said, no, the dog
• 28:12
  Speaker 3: all right?
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: Then nothing else for us to talk about. She said,
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: what when you have sex, it's always in the daytime?
• 28:19
  Speaker 2: She said no.
• 28:20
  Speaker 3: I said, do the lights be out? She said, yeah,
• 28:22
  Speaker 3: And you prove my question. You answer my question. Then
• 28:25
  Speaker 3: it's still the same. The strokey stroke is still the same.
• 28:29
  Speaker 3: Ain't nothing different. It's more passionate.
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: I can say that it's more passionate, way more passionate,
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: because now it's like I my whole sex life has
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: always been visual so like different sex positions, that's your
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: favor you you get off as a man because it's like, yeah,
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: like your vision of visualized, like seeing that position, you know, this.
• 28:54
  Speaker 2: Is the the that that move that can really take
• 28:57
  Speaker 2: you out.
• 28:58
  Speaker 3: But now when you are a man and it's like
• 29:00
  Speaker 3: that that you're an adults.
• 29:03
  Speaker 2: The vision is going now.
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: So now it's it's passionate because now it's like you
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: really feeling like you feeling her body, like you're really
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: making love, you feeling her body you it's like you
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: passionate you touching.
• 29:19
  Speaker 2: It's shu.
• 29:20
  Speaker 3: I wasn't doing before. It was just the visuals before.
• 29:24
  Speaker 1: Now I'm actually touching, I'm actually mass caressing you. I'm
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: touching like just I'm just not looking at the ass
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: just clapping back. Nah, I'm really want to I'm really pleased.
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: I'm really reading your body language through my hands because
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: I can't see your I can't see your face expressions
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: to know if you really enjoying it or not. So
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: now I have to really read your body language through
• 29:51
  Speaker 1: the touch, like listening to how you breathe, listening to
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: how you move, and I'm like, she's enjoying it. I'm
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: doing I'm doing I'm doing it. I'm doing it right
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: because I can't think, oh I had one, I had
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: them all. I know how they all want it. Every
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: woman is different, every woman's body is built different. As
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: a black man, you have to navigate through that to
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: see exactly how this woman like likes to be touched
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: and and I mean shit works like that, but it's not.
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: It's definitely not a big it's definitely not a big difference,
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: But I honestly say I'm more passionate with it.
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah, you take like more intentional about what you're doing,
• 30:32
  Speaker 2: way more attention, enjoy it more. I'm sure.
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: Wait, it's like you really you feel, you feel everything
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: that you didn't feel when you because yeah.
• 30:39
  Speaker 4: Like now it's not like fast food no more.
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: Now it's like this, that full course mill, this is
• 30:46
  Speaker 1: that sunny dinner on the table. It's one of those
• 30:49
  Speaker 1: like you could feel the gripping, you can feel everything.
• 30:52
  Speaker 1: It's like the breath, the heavy breathing, like everything that
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: at you, like everything, like really everything way better than
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: when I was when I couldn't see. I can honestly
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: say way better. Absolutely better. The Patreon coming soon when
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: we can actually talk about it. Patreon talking coming soon.
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: And it's like like before it's like all right, cool,
• 31:20
  Speaker 1: I get in, I get out right now. It's like
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: after we talked and I asked, like, how was it?
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: How can I approve? How can I this? How can
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: I that? One girl told me more niggas need to
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: go blind.
• 31:33
  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, it was like that she said, more niggas
• 31:37
  Speaker 3: need to go blind.
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: I'm like why you say that?
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: She said, like, Yo, you are so passionate, Like for
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: a minute, I really thought you was my nigga.
• 31:47
  Speaker 2: I said, damn miss doing the sign.
• 31:49
  Speaker 3: She said, yo, yeah, Blah, niggas is something different.
• 31:52
  Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, she said yo yeah, And then she said,
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: y'all easy, y'all, smooth, y'all, easy to talk to, y'all,
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: comfort like y'all every for like, and there's something I
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: really donna be trying to do, just being yourself, just
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: being myself.
• 32:07
  Speaker 2: Let me ask you this completely different question, very random,
• 32:11
  Speaker 2: but I'm curious. This might be a dumb question, and
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: no question is because sometimes I feel like niggas be
• 32:16
  Speaker 2: over dramatizing what like the blind experience might be like
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: because we're so curious. We just like we we like
• 32:22
  Speaker 2: so can't imagine what it might actually be like that
• 32:26
  Speaker 2: we be thinking like, damn, can a nigga hear the
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: trains under the ground? Like you know what I'm saying, Like,
• 32:29
  Speaker 2: what can a nigga here when a motherfucker liing is
• 32:32
  Speaker 2: he is? He got like a built in lot of detective
• 32:34
  Speaker 2: test now year you know what I'm saying, it's a
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: motherfucker guy. You can hear motherfucker heartbeat when it's when
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: it changed, like bit you lying.
• 32:41
  Speaker 4: I can tell your heartbeat just skip you're breathing and change.
• 32:43
  Speaker 2: Right. So that's why I said it's a dumb question, right,
• 32:46
  Speaker 2: But this is okay, So I'm just ask the dumb
• 32:48
  Speaker 2: question as a blind man in New York City? Yeah,
• 32:54
  Speaker 2: how does New York City feel when you're listening to
• 32:56
  Speaker 2: it in different boroughs? Do you feel like different boroughs
• 32:59
  Speaker 2: carried different sounds at any point? Or is that just
• 33:02
  Speaker 2: some bullshit like the way they're talking all that, you
• 33:09
  Speaker 2: know what, Let's hold on, let me let me, let
• 33:11
  Speaker 2: me redo that, let me redo that.
• 33:13
  Speaker 4: Okay, all right, So ask somebody who's blind to.
• 33:17
  Speaker 2: New York City. If I was to pick you up
• 33:20
  Speaker 2: and drop you off into a random borough, you have
• 33:23
  Speaker 2: no idea what borrow that is? Do you think based
• 33:26
  Speaker 2: upon the things you would hear on the block. I
• 33:28
  Speaker 2: know the tone of voices, I know where I'm at.
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: Do you think you know what borrow you.
• 33:32
  Speaker 3: Would be in if you was if you was listening
• 33:34
  Speaker 3: to niggas talk, I'm suspending it's only three different.
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: Burrows really like Brooklyn, you know, like hating the Harlem Bronx.
• 33:46
  Speaker 3: It's that you could tell the difference with old. You
• 33:47
  Speaker 3: could tell Queen you gonna leave queens out, like queens
• 33:50
  Speaker 3: is really nice, Queens is stant is really nice.
• 33:54
  Speaker 2: You can hear that.
• 33:55
  Speaker 3: Not saying that, but I'm saying you. You could tell
• 33:57
  Speaker 3: it with the way Brooklyn and could talk.
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: Are you cold?
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: Like I can be in Mount Vernon and I can
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: hear the Brooklyn niggas an't like you that nigga from Brooklyn,
• 34:06
  Speaker 1: you can tell. You could tell off the way to talk,
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: the way a nigga move, hallm you could.
• 34:10
  Speaker 3: Tell away a Harlem nigga talk. They talk like they
• 34:13
  Speaker 3: got it all. They cocky, like they walking around with
• 34:15
  Speaker 3: a million dollars in that hall. Them nigga is the
• 34:19
  Speaker 3: fly nigger in the world. Leave it up to them,
• 34:22
  Speaker 3: no cat, leave it up to them. You could tell
• 34:25
  Speaker 3: like they swag. It is different, the way they act,
• 34:28
  Speaker 3: the way they move.
• 34:29
  Speaker 2: The way they talk. They smooth talkers.
• 34:31
  Speaker 3: You'll know the Bronx you really like. That's like little Dominican,
• 34:38
  Speaker 3: little Dominican Republic. So it's like it is different the
• 34:43
  Speaker 3: poppies and the tulos and the true lies and.
• 34:47
  Speaker 2: You, but you will be you be able to tell, though,
• 34:51
  Speaker 2: So like, let me just say this. Let me say this,
• 34:54
  Speaker 2: as a man who's blind in New York City, if
• 34:57
  Speaker 2: there was three people in front of you and it
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: was from different boroughs, do you think you would be
• 35:01
  Speaker 2: able to tell which one was from where? The Harlem
• 35:07
  Speaker 2: and the Brooklyn nigga? You would? Yeah, how the way
• 35:12
  Speaker 2: a nigga told you? What's the what's the biggest difference
• 35:14
  Speaker 2: between a Hall of Nigga and Brooklyn Nigga?
• 35:18
  Speaker 3: A Brooklyn Nigga over aggressive Hall of Niggas is just.
• 35:21
  Speaker 2: Smooth, smooth talking. Is that? Is that the biggest difference?
• 35:25
  Speaker 3: Cocky Hall of Niggas is cocky as hell, hockey as have.
• 35:29
  Speaker 2: What juwants come out at nine o'clock.
• 35:32
  Speaker 3: I got through ships at eight thirty.
• 35:35
  Speaker 2: The cocky as hell.
• 35:38
  Speaker 1: But that that Brooklyn at Brooklyn talk like look at
• 35:42
  Speaker 1: the fab like they smooth talking. They slick talking. Look
• 35:46
  Speaker 1: look at the jay.
• 35:46
  Speaker 2: Z look like the main Olds. And but you said
• 35:50
  Speaker 2: that was mad aggressive a minute ago you said Hall
• 35:51
  Speaker 2: of Niggas was smooth.
• 35:52
  Speaker 1: Nah, But I'm just saying, like Brooklyn Niggas is aggressive too,
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: but like they slick talkers, but they and be aggressive
• 36:00
  Speaker 1: could look at Main and like I said, look.
• 36:01
  Speaker 2: At his niggas in Hallan though they slick talkers, but
• 36:04
  Speaker 2: they look a look at Jim Jones like you're saying
• 36:07
  Speaker 2: they're not as aggressive. Nah they they they they fashion driven.
• 36:12
  Speaker 2: They they don't fly. His niggas on this earth came.
• 36:17
  Speaker 1: Look leave it up to them, Like look at I
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: got Jim Jones. I just went in with dripp. It
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: came out with dripp. What's the drip check?
• 36:30
  Speaker 3: And it's like damn, It's like I don't know. You
• 36:33
  Speaker 3: could just tell when I went to Atlanta, I ain't
• 36:36
  Speaker 3: no ashcastles from HALLM. But just talking to him, yeah yeah, yeah,
• 36:41
  Speaker 3: this is a HALLM nigga R.
• 36:43
  Speaker 2: And he was like yeah, yeah, you know, Halloween be
• 36:45
  Speaker 2: the best.
• 36:45
  Speaker 3: Nah, hell no, nigga, I'm from Brooklyn, nigga, give me
• 36:48
  Speaker 3: a Hallow niggas the best.
• 36:49
  Speaker 1: Like we went back and forth with that and all
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: like he just like like nah, I like your energy
• 36:53
  Speaker 1: and all that. But you can tell all of the
• 36:56
  Speaker 1: niggas a Brooklyn nigga like in different places like yeah,
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: that's a Brooklyn nigga for real, Okay, Like the swag,
• 37:05
  Speaker 1: the way a niggas are you want.
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: When the nigga talk, I just be quiet. I just
• 37:10
  Speaker 2: be listening.
• 37:11
  Speaker 3: I'm just like, yeah from Brooklyn, Okay, like that dad
• 37:16
  Speaker 3: that talk like a Brooklyn nigga, always a big obie,
• 37:20
  Speaker 3: A Brooklyn nigga always done beat up twenty niggas at
• 37:24
  Speaker 3: one time.
• 37:25
  Speaker 2: Like that's how reguland niggas is.
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, that shit is cat, that's a Brooklyn nigga, doll.
• 37:29
  Speaker 1: But it definitely be like that.
• 37:31
  Speaker 2: Though, saying Brooklyn niggas be putting dubs on shit, they'd
• 37:34
  Speaker 2: be like.
• 37:34
  Speaker 3: Nigga, I beat up fifty niggas, some niggas, some Brookly
• 37:36
  Speaker 3: nigga definitely do you know, like real niggas don't say it.
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: Fig niggas do. All right, So let me ask you this.
• 37:46
  Speaker 2: I want to do something that's different, and I think
• 37:49
  Speaker 2: hopefully it's gonna be I think it's gonna be interesting, right,
• 37:51
  Speaker 2: But I want you to tell me. So. I got
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: a couple of people that I know you've never seen before.
• 37:58
  Speaker 2: All right, you've never seen them before, or I want
• 38:01
  Speaker 2: you to hear their voice, and I want you to
• 38:03
  Speaker 2: try to describe to me what you think they look like.
• 38:06
  Speaker 2: Say that, all right, malicious.
• 38:11
  Speaker 3: Like I come into a situation and I'm like, I'm
• 38:13
  Speaker 3: about to be nice.
• 38:14
  Speaker 5: I'm about to be the best person I could be.
• 38:16
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna treat you how I want to be treated,
• 38:18
  Speaker 3: and hopefully you about to do that to me. So
• 38:20
  Speaker 3: it's kind of hard for me to sense sometimes when
• 38:23
  Speaker 3: somebody's doing wrong, because why do I have to.
• 38:27
  Speaker 2: You to be ready to hurt me?
• 38:29
  Speaker 3: Like want you to just be nice because that's.
• 38:31
  Speaker 7: What I'm doing to you.
• 38:32
  Speaker 3: I feel like Megan is very tall, very crude.
• 38:36
  Speaker 2: Like curvy.
• 38:39
  Speaker 1: She gives me like a brownish She gave me a
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: brownish tight.
• 38:45
  Speaker 2: She gives me here really not long like but fit
• 38:53
  Speaker 2: his body, her body like dick, but tall she gives me.
• 39:00
  Speaker 2: Maybe that was too easy because her name is Megan
• 39:02
  Speaker 2: the Stallion, so I was like the Stallion.
• 39:05
  Speaker 3: It's tall, but just off the song she makes it
• 39:07
  Speaker 3: makes me feel like she's thick, okay as fat.
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: Maybe that was too easy because she literally kind of
• 39:13
  Speaker 2: describes herself. Okay, held on, we got.
• 39:17
  Speaker 3: Me big tita YadA YadA, YadA, Yeah, Okay, hold on,
• 39:21
  Speaker 3: let's do anohing.
• 39:21
  Speaker 2: Let's do another doing nothing. Let's do anohing. Hold On,
• 39:25
  Speaker 2: let's see hold on almost.
• 39:30
  Speaker 8: When did you first start dreaming about a career in music?
• 39:33
  Speaker 2: Honestly, I just like ever since I was a little giry,
• 39:37
  Speaker 2: I just knew I wanted to make a lot of money,
• 39:39
  Speaker 2: and you know what I'm saying. So I would just
• 39:44
  Speaker 2: like sit there and look on Google, like how to
• 39:46
  Speaker 2: become a billionaire.
• 39:49
  Speaker 3: Music?
• 39:51
  Speaker 4: Pull up another, hold on hello, Always.
• 39:52
  Speaker 3: Focus on myself, like I never rushed to do because
• 39:56
  Speaker 3: I see the next girl with the next doing like
• 39:59
  Speaker 3: I'm like, that's cool.
• 40:03
  Speaker 4: Yeah you you you on parts.
• 40:09
  Speaker 3: Uh like ice spice, give me Betty Boo vib.
• 40:14
  Speaker 2: See okay, hold on see and now I know you cheat.
• 40:16
  Speaker 2: Now I know you're cheating because you know certain ship
• 40:19
  Speaker 2: about these people already.
• 40:20
  Speaker 1: When they said like the dress and all that, Like
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: I hear people say like the dress, but like it
• 40:25
  Speaker 1: might like the way I picture her. She just gave
• 40:28
  Speaker 1: me like Betty Viob like even like when she rapped,
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: it's not like a high tone pitch voice. It's like
• 40:35
  Speaker 1: it's calm. Betty Betty Boo was calm. I feel like
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: she's like a yellow complexion.
• 40:43
  Speaker 2: She gives me.
• 40:44
  Speaker 4: You're cheating, niggas, you're cheating.
• 40:45
  Speaker 2: No, it's cool.
• 40:46
  Speaker 4: It's cool you cheating.
• 40:47
  Speaker 2: Hold on, you cheating, and I haven't seen he.
• 40:53
  Speaker 5: Gives he wasn't too cool.
• 40:59
  Speaker 4: I had a thought last night.
• 41:02
  Speaker 8: I was like, man, I can't wait to have a kid,
• 41:04
  Speaker 8: so I could give them legos and just watch them
• 41:11
  Speaker 8: just figure it out. I don't want to give them,
• 41:14
  Speaker 8: like just give them the legos without the box so
• 41:17
  Speaker 8: they don't even have.
• 41:18
  Speaker 2: Oh I guess I should build.
• 41:20
  Speaker 8: That, Like just let them be five years old, just
• 41:25
  Speaker 8: figuring stuff out with AKA their imagination and a lot
• 41:29
  Speaker 8: of people when they get older.
• 41:33
  Speaker 2: That's tart of the creator. Oh. I definitely don't know
• 41:36
  Speaker 2: how that nigga look dawskin. Okay, give me darskin vibes.
• 41:44
  Speaker 8: Give me.
• 41:49
  Speaker 2: Like medium built. What is medium built?
• 41:52
  Speaker 3: Man Like, he's not smaller than me, smaller than you?
• 41:58
  Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, look like a little.
• 42:01
  Speaker 2: Spoiled me like pounds. Okay, give me that type of
• 42:08
  Speaker 2: bones he gave me. Mm hmm, got a little height
• 42:14
  Speaker 2: on him and he gave to uh maybe yeah, I
• 42:26
  Speaker 2: think so, I think. I think.
• 42:28
  Speaker 3: Okay, he gives me they're not like he's not big,
• 42:31
  Speaker 3: but he's not small. Kind of tall dog skin.
• 42:36
  Speaker 2: Haircut? What kind of haircut? Like a dog season.
• 42:40
  Speaker 4: Okay, okay, moving on to the next one.
• 42:46
  Speaker 5: What's the biggest.
• 42:51
  Speaker 8: Would you say that you wanted to be something something
• 42:53
  Speaker 8: in the arts under like maybe.
• 42:55
  Speaker 3: Fashion music or it's not the guy when you were
• 42:58
  Speaker 3: a team just on my name in the whole weight,
• 43:01
  Speaker 3: you know, like I just wanted to respect.
• 43:04
  Speaker 2: I just need that respect, you know. That's it?
• 43:07
  Speaker 5: And where does respect come from?
• 43:10
  Speaker 2: Is it how you carry yourself? Is it the lyrics?
• 43:13
  Speaker 2: Is it the videos? What is it for you? Everything?
• 43:16
  Speaker 2: Most definitely how you carry yourself. You know what I'm saying.
• 43:19
  Speaker 2: It just like maintaining stay tuned, told loyalty. Who's getting money?
• 43:25
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, keeping the on surround me
• 43:28
  Speaker 3: that I trust, you know, just keep selling.
• 43:32
  Speaker 4: So that's so that's Playboy CARDI.
• 43:36
  Speaker 3: Playboy CARDI uh like widdo vibes like with old vib skinny.
• 43:47
  Speaker 2: Like word.
• 43:51
  Speaker 1: This is vactim but weido vibes skinny. Yeah, he gives
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: he given me, he gives me skinny. Ye was kind
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: of tall.
• 44:03
  Speaker 3: My uh, I will give him drags, Okay, I'll give
• 44:10
  Speaker 3: draids doll skin I was. I would give brown skin
• 44:16
  Speaker 3: OBEs mm yeah, my wid old brownskins.
• 44:25
  Speaker 2: Okay, I got one more for you home.
• 44:27
  Speaker 9: Let's see everyone Steve Lace quote Steve Lacy fourteen feet
• 44:34
  Speaker 9: nine point two five inches, which tied you with Amari.
• 44:42
  Speaker 5: Quote. Everyone's sleep everyone.
• 44:46
  Speaker 7: Everyone sleeps piled up, Carl.
• 44:56
  Speaker 6: Do you think, though, that mace equals freedom? Some of
• 44:58
  Speaker 6: the protesters were maced? What did you say, some of
• 45:02
  Speaker 6: the protesters were mazed? Does mace equal freedom?
• 45:06
  Speaker 2: Would you?
• 45:07
  Speaker 6: Would you have been mased yourself back then, Prime mister Cutchen?
• 45:11
  Speaker 4: But but I don't know what you mean by that.
• 45:13
  Speaker 7: A mace, pepper spray and some others.
• 45:16
  Speaker 5: But I don't know this technique. Did nothing exist in
• 45:19
  Speaker 5: those days.
• 45:21
  Speaker 2: So that's a guy's name is nar War. Yeah, rap
• 45:25
  Speaker 2: does interviews of artists. He's known forget having some of
• 45:31
  Speaker 2: the best interviews of artists because he knows very specific
• 45:34
  Speaker 2: information that he should know, but somehow he knows it. No, Yeah,
• 45:39
  Speaker 2: a different country this I forget.
• 45:41
  Speaker 3: Got that.
• 45:43
  Speaker 5: That's a gift for you for Lasered seven hundred actually.
• 45:46
  Speaker 4: Responded the African Africa.
• 45:53
  Speaker 2: Holdo, I'm trying to find somewhere there. It's just him
• 45:55
  Speaker 2: and not like the artist held on, can we give a.
• 46:02
  Speaker 5: Ki thank you? Is he gonna drop down the window.
• 46:05
  Speaker 5: Do you think?
• 46:09
  Speaker 2: But you said I could? Can? I can?
• 46:11
  Speaker 5: I give a kift to play big carnying.
• 46:20
  Speaker 2: Different?
• 46:21
  Speaker 5: What about g M B Studios?
• 46:23
  Speaker 2: Is he gonna be studio in my Donalds be?
• 46:25
  Speaker 4: How the funk you know this?
• 46:27
  Speaker 2: My son?
• 46:28
  Speaker 7: How? Hold on?
• 46:30
  Speaker 4: How how do you saying?
• 46:33
  Speaker 2: I like talk to me? You police?
• 46:37
  Speaker 5: Is you the whe didn't you tell doctor Dre about Kendrick?
• 46:41
  Speaker 2: Is that the puppy? Huh?
• 46:45
  Speaker 3: He give me well, like he disguised his voice to
• 46:47
  Speaker 3: be a puppet a sign.
• 46:50
  Speaker 2: You can tell you he like white a sign okay,
• 46:53
  Speaker 2: telling me like.
• 46:57
  Speaker 1: You know one of them white boy that wanted to
• 46:59
  Speaker 1: be like that's the hip hop. Give me that type glasses.
• 47:07
  Speaker 1: Glasses okay, not no slick back here.
• 47:11
  Speaker 2: He gives me like like you know like that.
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: It ain't slick back, but the hair you could rub
• 47:21
  Speaker 1: your hands through tape type like he rub his hand
• 47:24
  Speaker 1: through conversus like oversized pans.
• 47:29
  Speaker 2: And give me those type of give me those type
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: of vibes being around these celebrities and ship he white.
• 47:41
  Speaker 2: That's that's what you get me. Just on the voice
• 47:43
  Speaker 2: his voice alone. I'm laughing because it's not bad, bro,
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: it's not bad. It was connected. It's not bad. Real
• 47:51
  Speaker 2: talk me. Definitely white, definitely got glasses, definitely got some hair.
• 47:56
  Speaker 2: You could you can bring your hands through for shure.
• 47:59
  Speaker 2: I don't think I haven't seen the feats, but he
• 48:01
  Speaker 2: definitely he'll definitely wear some converse before he wear anything else.
• 48:04
  Speaker 2: That's the type of giving me.
• 48:07
  Speaker 3: He give me one of those like he just be
• 48:09
  Speaker 3: behind that computer that's all day trying to figure out something.
• 48:12
  Speaker 2: That's what he give you. All right, hold on, I
• 48:15
  Speaker 2: gotta I gotta keep going. I gotta keep going deep
• 48:18
  Speaker 2: into that search. I gotta keep going.
• 48:20
  Speaker 3: Hold on.
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: Huh, Yeah, that's kin you're good with them voices, skinny drags, huh, Kyle,
• 48:45
  Speaker 1: skinny and skinny.
• 48:46
  Speaker 2: Somebody told you who this nigga looked like? This nigga
• 48:48
  Speaker 2: looked like bro. He one day listened to a clipper.
• 48:53
  Speaker 2: He asked his mother cut his dras. Okay, let's see,
• 48:57
  Speaker 2: I got you. I got you, don't you? Because information? Bro?
• 49:01
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. You know, list think it's
• 49:05
  Speaker 2: so weird that celebrity crush.
• 49:09
  Speaker 5: What would be down for?
• 49:11
  Speaker 2: Come on? Can you go back for bands me and you?
• 49:14
  Speaker 2: That would be difficult you know, I thought we could
• 49:16
  Speaker 2: easily go back for band for bad maybe yeah, not right. Okay,
• 49:20
  Speaker 2: Well this is what double Nim giving Lenny in it.
• 49:25
  Speaker 5: I know you love to read, Yeah, you just love it.
• 49:29
  Speaker 8: Yeah, books, just love books on you may be shaping
• 49:32
  Speaker 8: the library, yeah.
• 49:34
  Speaker 5: I think maybe have you missed me?
• 49:39
  Speaker 8: Yeah?
• 49:41
  Speaker 2: Why you interested? You can't be If you met my sister,
• 49:48
  Speaker 2: she's not interested in you are a smoker drinker, you see,
• 49:57
  Speaker 2: that's what it is. What what do you think he looks?
• 50:01
  Speaker 2: He he gives me black like he's black, okay, black,
• 50:10
  Speaker 2: he's like he's a.
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: London like I want to say black, brown skin okay,
• 50:18
  Speaker 1: black brows, like like our bros.
• 50:20
  Speaker 2: Like I say, like a light no more on the
• 50:22
  Speaker 2: light aside.
• 50:24
  Speaker 10: Okay, if you could compare it to somebody, who would
• 50:26
  Speaker 10: you compare it to? If I could compare it to
• 50:29
  Speaker 10: somebody who cannot compare to, like a.
• 50:39
  Speaker 3: He give me like Kanye the West complexion, okay, like
• 50:43
  Speaker 3: a Kanye West complexion. H I got a cut, give me,
• 50:50
  Speaker 3: he give me a cut vibe okay, dressed like like
• 50:59
  Speaker 3: he give me like he's skinny, dressed like a like
• 51:01
  Speaker 3: a like a baby of dirt. Okay, He's like, get
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: that like dad, hip hop scenery in London type.
• 51:07
  Speaker 2: He gives me.
• 51:08
  Speaker 4: Okay, so let me go to the next one.
• 51:12
  Speaker 2: The problems When I d out.
• 51:16
  Speaker 3: Look, I at about to chan around child. Yeah, she's
• 51:20
  Speaker 3: skinny as fuck, bro, how do you got these names down?
• 51:24
  Speaker 2: So good? She's skinny as fun? You got these days
• 51:28
  Speaker 2: nowre good?
• 51:28
  Speaker 3: Bro, She's skinny as fuck, you got these down good?
• 51:33
  Speaker 2: Cola Ree heard that voice. I already know its color red.
• 51:37
  Speaker 2: Hold on, Nigga, hold on one mom, one mom, just
• 51:42
  Speaker 2: one mom. Hold on, you really know some ship, bro.
• 51:45
  Speaker 2: You ain't never seen her though, I've never seen her. Okay,
• 51:47
  Speaker 2: tell me what she looked like. She's skinny? What else
• 51:52
  Speaker 2: she posing? Zeno? Fuck? You know what I dad looked like?
• 51:57
  Speaker 2: You fuck? Okay, hold on, hold on, you know VirB,
• 52:02
  Speaker 2: it's amazing, man, It's just you know.
• 52:03
  Speaker 11: You know, really, it's not about me, man, It's about everybody,
• 52:06
  Speaker 11: Like whether you have a ball with your website, whether
• 52:08
  Speaker 11: you make music, whether you're a chef, whether you're an artist,
• 52:11
  Speaker 11: visual artist, whether you're a mechanic. Stop running to these
• 52:15
  Speaker 11: multi billion dollar corporation capitalists, American Fox. They don't know
• 52:19
  Speaker 11: what they do in the country. Listen, if we're in
• 52:22
  Speaker 11: a recession.
• 52:22
  Speaker 2: If they say the state of the country is bad,
• 52:25
  Speaker 2: so that.
• 52:25
  Speaker 11: Means that the people who are in leadership, because that's
• 52:27
  Speaker 11: just all over the country.
• 52:28
  Speaker 4: Whether it's that So that's Ja Electronica, Oh.
• 52:36
  Speaker 1: Baby daddy, Okay, give me darll skin kind of I say,
• 52:44
  Speaker 1: he built like me, giving me like built like.
• 52:48
  Speaker 2: Me based off how you sound. Yeah, alright, a hood
• 52:54
  Speaker 2: conscious type of nigga short. All right, they give me
• 53:02
  Speaker 2: dark vibs, dark season vibes. Okay, hold on, hold on,
• 53:07
  Speaker 2: hold on, hold on.
• 53:09
  Speaker 12: Now, Cherokey the motherfucking ass. How do you know, let's
• 53:19
  Speaker 12: say Texas.
• 53:19
  Speaker 2: She was talking to Nah, this is some girl named
• 53:24
  Speaker 2: Oh that's Scott Black. That's Scott Black, Scott Black podcast. Yeah,
• 53:29
  Speaker 2: oh ship, well this is on. Well, so Cherokee was
• 53:33
  Speaker 2: I think she was doing interviews with porn stars.
• 53:36
  Speaker 3: Oh, she holds Cherokee ass dot com Yeah, YouTube channel. Yeah,
• 53:42
  Speaker 3: and she got she'd be having different Yeah.
• 53:45
  Speaker 2: I turned into that.
• 53:46
  Speaker 4: You turned into that he was listening.
• 53:48
  Speaker 3: Yeah, let's tell a couple of those. I turned it
• 53:51
  Speaker 3: into the they. I mean they talked about them in
• 53:56
  Speaker 3: the porno like their porno carreer and how they brand
• 53:59
  Speaker 3: started doing different things.
• 54:00
  Speaker 5: And all that.
• 54:01
  Speaker 4: Okay, let me ask you this. How do you think
• 54:04
  Speaker 4: edding look?
• 54:07
  Speaker 7: Uh?
• 54:08
  Speaker 2: Edding is like, uh, well, I know he's Puerto Rican,
• 54:14
  Speaker 2: He's he's not He's I think he's a Salvadorian Spanish
• 54:19
  Speaker 2: speaking Spanish. He gives me he's like, you know, like.
• 54:30
  Speaker 1: Shout out to you, added too, like a black Puerto Rican.
• 54:34
  Speaker 1: What do you mean like dark skinned?
• 54:36
  Speaker 3: I give him like black vibes.
• 54:38
  Speaker 2: What does that mean? Though?
• 54:39
  Speaker 1: The way the Joe and he's got the black swag
• 54:41
  Speaker 1: and all like black vibs. Anyway, he's talking and it's
• 54:45
  Speaker 1: like I didn't given.
• 54:47
  Speaker 2: Like he weigh classes. Okay, he give me like he
• 54:52
  Speaker 2: got little curls in his hair. Okay, pretty boy style,
• 54:55
  Speaker 2: pretty boy style he enjoyed with type of pri what else?
• 55:00
  Speaker 2: How tall is he? Probably like a little shorter than me?
• 55:06
  Speaker 4: I don't think you don't think so.
• 55:08
  Speaker 2: I don't think he tall? Why? I don't know. He
• 55:11
  Speaker 2: just don't give me twelve vibes. He gives me like
• 55:14
  Speaker 2: like probably my height or.
• 55:16
  Speaker 4: Little okay, body body side body type.
• 55:19
  Speaker 2: What do you think? I think I'm bigger than it? Okay,
• 55:23
  Speaker 2: It's like I don't know it's like that. Do you
• 55:25
  Speaker 2: think he given like skinny little nigga vibes buff nigga vibes.
• 55:30
  Speaker 1: He's not buff at all. I don't feel a buffness
• 55:33
  Speaker 1: from I don't feel that energy.
• 55:35
  Speaker 3: He don't give me diesel energy like he gives me
• 55:39
  Speaker 3: like he's not skinny, but.
• 55:45
  Speaker 2: He's not thick.
• 55:45
  Speaker 3: He like say.
• 55:51
  Speaker 2: Like uh, he gives me like a size thirty gens. Okay, okay,
• 55:57
  Speaker 2: what about what? Let me ask you this, what about Dave?
• 56:00
  Speaker 2: What do you think Dave looks like? Based off how
• 56:02
  Speaker 2: you sound? Dave? See, I don't know they've give me like.
• 56:10
  Speaker 1: Damn, what's that ship? Like digital underground, mister Humpty light skin?
• 56:18
  Speaker 1: They they they've give me dog skin.
• 56:21
  Speaker 2: Can you tell how Nick, how tall Nigga is based
• 56:22
  Speaker 2: off how you dap you up? Yeah?
• 56:25
  Speaker 3: I kept like yeah, because like when we that we
• 56:30
  Speaker 3: sometimes we bringing that so off for that, I'm sizing
• 56:33
  Speaker 3: it up like you see what.
• 56:34
  Speaker 1: My show they're reaching like I always do, always sizing
• 56:37
  Speaker 1: it up. It ain't no intentionally like I'm a property,
• 56:39
  Speaker 1: but I always when I tell him like all right,
• 56:41
  Speaker 1: I see he's right here, right here, all right?
• 56:43
  Speaker 2: Cool?
• 56:43
  Speaker 3: So it's like if it ever was to go down
• 56:46
  Speaker 3: or if I'm sizing I'm listening like I'm talking, how
• 56:49
  Speaker 3: crazy my ears work? If we are going to be
• 56:52
  Speaker 3: talking face to face the way your voice is projecting
• 56:57
  Speaker 3: at me, I'm like, either we we leveled with each other,
• 57:01
  Speaker 3: or he's a little bit of taller.
• 57:03
  Speaker 1: I gotta swing a little bit up and it's over
• 57:08
  Speaker 1: like that the power of it is and nine out
• 57:10
  Speaker 1: of ten, ten out of ten, I was number wrong.
• 57:14
  Speaker 2: For show show? What do you think Alex looked like Alex?
• 57:21
  Speaker 1: Alex uh Alex kinny saw. I think as a little
• 57:25
  Speaker 1: taller than me too. I gave Alex a poem before,
• 57:27
  Speaker 1: like we were talking a little taller than me, Alex
• 57:30
  Speaker 1: getting long breaks.
• 57:34
  Speaker 2: He give me light skin vib like he light skinned?
• 57:41
  Speaker 2: He gives me, he give me Drake obs? What does
• 57:46
  Speaker 2: that mean? Like how Drake move? What does that mean?
• 57:52
  Speaker 2: M Like, what does that mean?
• 57:55
  Speaker 4: Exactly?
• 57:56
  Speaker 1: Like because I know, I mean they tell me like
• 57:57
  Speaker 1: you know Drake do the black haller from the news
• 58:00
  Speaker 1: and like the way they dressed like they dress expensive,
• 58:05
  Speaker 1: but you really don't know his expensive tape ship. But
• 58:08
  Speaker 1: he's skinny right, not the judgleman he critique getting more
• 58:13
  Speaker 1: critique vibes.
• 58:15
  Speaker 4: Like he's smaller. Yeah, okay, what do you consider them?
• 58:19
  Speaker 2: And like.
• 58:21
  Speaker 1: I say, he probably like like your structure but like yes,
• 58:27
  Speaker 1: like yo, your body structure?
• 58:29
  Speaker 2: What's my body structure? Like yeah, not slim, dicks out
• 58:35
  Speaker 2: gay slim, it's crazy. Slim. Think it's crazy. But you're
• 58:41
  Speaker 2: not skinny, but you're not You're not big, Like I'm
• 58:45
  Speaker 2: bigger than y'all.
• 58:46
  Speaker 3: Like I'm definitely like you're definitely big, Like half of
• 58:50
  Speaker 3: my body is like y'all, like for sure, for sure,
• 58:56
  Speaker 3: like Alex give me like he has size like a medium. Sure,
• 59:00
  Speaker 3: I say, Alex is definitely closer in sides to you
• 59:03
  Speaker 3: than me for sure, like a large y'all.
• 59:07
  Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know if I say he's stocky,
• 59:09
  Speaker 2: but he leaning in that area though he ain't stocky
• 59:12
  Speaker 2: though for sure? Who else? What is? What do you
• 59:15
  Speaker 2: think Mandy look like? Mandy, don't cheat if you know
• 59:19
  Speaker 2: what she looked like already, don't answer. I've never seen
• 59:21
  Speaker 2: him before. You ever heard somebody just describe the way
• 59:24
  Speaker 2: they look I did this on the podcast, Oh you
• 59:28
  Speaker 2: did this on the podcast oh Ship?
• 59:30
  Speaker 1: Like describing them to the podcast oh Ship. It checked
• 59:33
  Speaker 1: that out episode two nine. But yeah, man, Mandy Dick
• 59:36
  Speaker 1: definitely thick way before he even came on. I know,
• 59:40
  Speaker 1: just hot, hot energy. Oh, it's just like she give
• 59:43
  Speaker 1: me dick.
• 59:43
  Speaker 2: One of the vibs, is it?
• 59:46
  Speaker 3: Is it the tonal voice dad, like she dragging that wagon.
• 59:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah, man, he definitely give me on type of you
• 59:56
  Speaker 2: can tell a woman's body type based off of the
• 59:58
  Speaker 2: tone of her voice.
• 59:59
  Speaker 3: Hell yeah, something like I ain't gonna lie like though
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 3: nigga hold on, go ahead, going on the wise like
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 3: them like she dig short, she give me short.
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 2: She showed she's not told at all.
• 1:00:13
  Speaker 1: I give it like five, like five five around the
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 1: five five. She's not told at all, but she's definitely think.
• 1:00:23
  Speaker 2: Okay, what does Weezy look like?
• 1:00:26
  Speaker 3: Weezy slim thick? She's slim thick, slim thick, she give
• 1:00:30
  Speaker 3: me I know they I know they both yellow.
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 2: They light break, I know that.
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 3: But yeah, she's slimmy, easy, slim thick, nice nice sympathy,
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 3: like nice sympathy.
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 2: She's not skinny, but she's not. She just right. What
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 2: do you think Jordan looked like? Jordan get me short?
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 3: Well, I know she shot, she's I would say she's pretty,
• 1:00:57
  Speaker 3: she's not skinny, she's nice and partite, dull skin, and
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 3: she give me dull skin and.
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 1:01:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, short dull skin. Say, I don't know, like she
• 1:01:14
  Speaker 1: gave me long hir vibs mm hmm, yeah, like critigue,
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 1: like her body fits her.
• 1:01:22
  Speaker 3: So she's like joys give me like she five three,
• 1:01:26
  Speaker 3: five four, probably no bigger than me five four, she
• 1:01:30
  Speaker 3: gave me that.
• 1:01:31
  Speaker 2: Okay, that's interesting, bro. Well listen, man, My last question
• 1:01:37
  Speaker 2: is one I think would be good for all of us. Right,
• 1:01:42
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean, But this is this is
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 2: right up your alley. If you could, what advice would
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 2: you give to people who do have their vision but
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 2: they take it for granted?
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 1: What advice I would Guy, we would be all day,
• 1:01:56
  Speaker 1: If we would be all day with that question, ain't
• 1:02:00
  Speaker 1: old you? It's like coming from a person I was seen,
• 1:02:04
  Speaker 1: coming from a person I've seen for I say, twenty
• 1:02:07
  Speaker 1: two years.
• 1:02:08
  Speaker 2: Come in, go ahead, go for it.
• 1:02:13
  Speaker 3: Come coming from a person that's seen for twenty two years.
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 2: Never take your life for granted.
• 1:02:19
  Speaker 1: The little wist things as far as a butterfly, a sunset,
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 1: dirty ass, far rockaway beach, water that you like to
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 1: go to that saying, and all like little things like
• 1:02:36
  Speaker 1: that you will never take for granted because just like
• 1:02:42
  Speaker 1: just a box of crayons, just the different colors. I
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 1: would do anything just to see it. Again, don't take
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 1: that for grants, cause you never know if it's gonna
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 1: get snatched away from you. In a million years, if
• 1:02:53
  Speaker 1: you were to ask me or see, you know, would
• 1:02:54
  Speaker 1: you ever be blind?
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 2: I will tell you now.
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 3: You know.
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 2: In a million years, you know, would you ever get shot?
• 1:02:59
  Speaker 1: I will tell you now, And it may see that
• 1:03:01
  Speaker 1: you would never see your son grow, Like the hardest
• 1:03:04
  Speaker 1: thing is like not seeing your kids grow up, seeing
• 1:03:07
  Speaker 1: your kids face their features changes, like depending on a
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: person not being able to drive.
• 1:03:14
  Speaker 2: You work so hard to do so much and it
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 2: gets snatched away from you.
• 1:03:18
  Speaker 1: That that shit is a disappointment, Like that shit is
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 1: sent you into depression. If you got kids out there,
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 1: just close your eyes and just think about just being
• 1:03:28
  Speaker 1: in that dog and not seeing your kids face. Think
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 1: about not like having to help, have to have help,
• 1:03:33
  Speaker 1: to help your kids with their homework, to get dressed
• 1:03:36
  Speaker 1: to iron clothes.
• 1:03:37
  Speaker 2: Like everybody not like me.
• 1:03:39
  Speaker 1: So I'm just a smooth nigga. I don't need help
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 1: doing that, but still just like your independence is not
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 1: really leaning on you, like leaning on you is leaning
• 1:03:51
  Speaker 1: on somebody else.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 2: Good.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 1: That's the worst. That's the worst thing of it. That
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 1: can worst thing ever, like not being to work the
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 1: job you want to work, like just a little thing. No,
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 1: you don't understand my pet peet, like I ain't gonna lie.
• 1:04:08
  Speaker 1: My phobia is ship like doodo outside on the floor, Like.
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 2: That's my phobia. You don't know.
• 1:04:14
  Speaker 3: I would do anything just to see ship on the
• 1:04:16
  Speaker 3: fucking floor, Like anything just to.
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 2: See ship on the floor.
• 1:04:22
  Speaker 3: Yo. Vision, vision is everything you'll never understand, how.
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 8: Like I learned.
• 1:04:29
  Speaker 1: I know now that vision is really a big part
• 1:04:32
  Speaker 1: of life. And when you like just think about it,
• 1:04:37
  Speaker 1: you call somebody, you try and get some directions. Yo,
• 1:04:40
  Speaker 1: do you see the corner store or do you see
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 1: the red building? Or do you see this? Now, you
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 1: gotta come with me at a different approach, because what
• 1:04:49
  Speaker 1: could you tell me to what could you say to
• 1:04:51
  Speaker 1: me for me to know where I'm at? I was
• 1:04:57
  Speaker 1: never big on going to the doctor's for my vision,
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 1: like my eye doctors and all that. The school called
• 1:05:03
  Speaker 1: me one day and said, oh that man say he
• 1:05:04
  Speaker 1: don't need. I say, he don't got to do the
• 1:05:08
  Speaker 1: eye exam. I said, yes, he do.
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 2: He got fun he said. My mother said, I don't
• 1:05:14
  Speaker 2: got you. I said, bro, I said you do.
• 1:05:17
  Speaker 3: Like if something wrong with your eyes, let them find
• 1:05:19
  Speaker 3: out now, let them corrected. Now.
• 1:05:22
  Speaker 1: If you need glasses, let them correct it now. Because
• 1:05:25
  Speaker 1: you never want to be in a dog like me.
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 1: You wake up to the doctor sleeping a dog. Everything
• 1:05:30
  Speaker 1: is an adult. It's like a It's like sitting in
• 1:05:35
  Speaker 1: a movie. You just waiting for the movie to start,
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 1: and that shit just don't. It's like sitting in front
• 1:05:39
  Speaker 1: of a TV. You ain't pay your life, you ain't
• 1:05:41
  Speaker 1: pay your gable bill. You're never gonna see a picture.
• 1:05:45
  Speaker 1: That shit is the worst feeling ever. I wouldn't wish
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 1: this on nobody. Bro, I'm not even a y. I
• 1:05:50
  Speaker 1: won't wish this on nobody, because my son is fourteen.
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 1: Last time I seen my child, he was one years old.
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: My daughter be fifteen. Last time I seen nothing, she
• 1:05:59
  Speaker 1: was years old. I got nieces and nephews that I
• 1:06:03
  Speaker 1: never seen. That I got to put a picture to
• 1:06:06
  Speaker 1: h don't take that shit for granted. And I always
• 1:06:09
  Speaker 1: ask myself, it's like, damn if I were to just
• 1:06:11
  Speaker 1: get my vision today, what I know is done. What
• 1:06:15
  Speaker 1: I walked past my niece's nephew not knowing is dumb.
• 1:06:18
  Speaker 1: Like that ship like that go through and you think
• 1:06:21
  Speaker 1: about I think about all that ship and not for nothing, though, Bro,
• 1:06:25
  Speaker 1: As time go on, I forget faces. I forget faces,
• 1:06:31
  Speaker 1: like when like I'm still holding on to my son
• 1:06:35
  Speaker 1: pictures of my son's first birthday, so I won't forget
• 1:06:38
  Speaker 1: his face. Then in the I've been in the dark
• 1:06:41
  Speaker 1: thirteen years, I forgot how it shiit look. So it's
• 1:06:45
  Speaker 1: like I got a hold on to certain memories of
• 1:06:48
  Speaker 1: like memories that happened, Like his first birthday is a memory.
• 1:06:51
  Speaker 1: I got to hold onto that memory to even get
• 1:06:54
  Speaker 1: a structure on how his faces like my like my
• 1:06:59
  Speaker 1: sisters and alone my brother, I got a damn I
• 1:07:02
  Speaker 1: remember when he went to the movie. We took this
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 1: picture and I had this song. I got to hold
• 1:07:06
  Speaker 1: onto that memory.
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 2: Now, like my brother was a little light.
• 1:07:11
  Speaker 1: Now they're like he's dark. I'm like, damn, he's tall.
• 1:07:14
  Speaker 1: When I got shot, my brother was short, chumpy. They
• 1:07:17
  Speaker 1: tall and skinny now so now it's like how he
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 1: looked is out of my head. I don't ride, And
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 1: it's crazy because I don't remember.
• 1:07:25
  Speaker 4: How my brother looked bro let me. Damn, you don't remember.
• 1:07:28
  Speaker 2: How your brother looked. Don't remember how my brother looked?
• 1:07:30
  Speaker 4: Bro like even back then?
• 1:07:33
  Speaker 2: Back then. Yeah, now it's a new person.
• 1:07:37
  Speaker 3: It's like when I know him, how you look before
• 1:07:39
  Speaker 3: and now I feel like it's two different people.
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 2: So when you're talking to them now, do you in
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 2: your mind, do you see the face of who they
• 1:07:46
  Speaker 2: was thirteen years ago? I always put their face on
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 2: when they were thirteen years ago.
• 1:07:50
  Speaker 3: Sometimes I even try to squint my eyes and try
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 3: to see if I could just see it a little
• 1:07:53
  Speaker 3: bit of them, Like, but I got a hold onto
• 1:07:57
  Speaker 3: thirteen years.
• 1:07:58
  Speaker 4: Do you ever try me my badman to cut you off?
• 1:08:01
  Speaker 4: Do you do you ever try to.
• 1:08:04
  Speaker 2: Visualize based off of what you do remember them looking like?
• 1:08:07
  Speaker 2: Do you ever try to like imagine like that new face,
• 1:08:09
  Speaker 2: like the older features. Yeah, like with your son, it's
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 2: like you ever like that like this is what my
• 1:08:13
  Speaker 2: older son, this is what my son might look like.
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 3: No, I feel like that should funk up the memory
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 3: I do have. Oh wow, so it's for me not
• 1:08:20
  Speaker 3: to lose that memory. I'm not even going to try
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 3: to figure out what he looked like today. I tried
• 1:08:27
  Speaker 3: that way and ship like feeling on his face and
• 1:08:29
  Speaker 3: trying to figure out what.
• 1:08:30
  Speaker 2: It is and all that I can't get it. That
• 1:08:34
  Speaker 2: doesn't help, don't help, don't help at all. So people
• 1:08:38
  Speaker 2: out there that said blind, you know, fill my face
• 1:08:40
  Speaker 2: so you can do how I look. That's for movies,
• 1:08:42
  Speaker 2: just some h's movies.
• 1:08:44
  Speaker 1: That's for you to get a picture of a person
• 1:08:48
  Speaker 1: being blind. That shit don't structure to see how a
• 1:08:52
  Speaker 1: person looking at that ship.
• 1:08:53
  Speaker 2: Like, I forgot how a lot of people look and
• 1:08:56
  Speaker 2: the shade.
• 1:08:57
  Speaker 1: And it's sometimes I'm just holding on to little memories
• 1:09:00
  Speaker 1: that we had before. So sometimes I ain't gonnae I
• 1:09:04
  Speaker 1: figure how I look. Sometimes I've been living in this
• 1:09:07
  Speaker 1: body for thirty four years. I was, I was saying
• 1:09:10
  Speaker 1: for twenty two.
• 1:09:11
  Speaker 2: Sometimes I forget how I got you.
• 1:09:14
  Speaker 3: I never had all this here on my feet and
• 1:09:16
  Speaker 3: none right right, yeah, none of this. I never had
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 3: at half the tattoos I got on my body. I
• 1:09:23
  Speaker 3: feel like I'm a whole.
• 1:09:23
  Speaker 2: You got a lot of these tags since you've been blind. Yeah,
• 1:09:26
  Speaker 2: I got blind. The shot a lot of these tags,
• 1:09:29
  Speaker 2: and then.
• 1:09:30
  Speaker 3: I was never as bigh I got sha it was
• 1:09:33
  Speaker 3: one hundred and ninety pounds. One hundred and ninety I'm
• 1:09:37
  Speaker 3: two thirty now, Yeah, two thirty is crazy. One hundred
• 1:09:41
  Speaker 3: and ninety pounds, Yeah, signed thirty four jeans and nose
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 3: shits was baggy.
• 1:09:47
  Speaker 2: I was a large shirt like not.
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 1: So it's like I forgot how I either look because
• 1:09:53
  Speaker 1: you're a new person, bro, way new person.
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's crazy to think about it like that.
• 1:09:58
  Speaker 1: If my eyes ever come back, I'd be looking at
• 1:10:00
  Speaker 1: the mirror like damn. It's like because when I got shot,
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 1: I know I look ugly. Now why do you say that?
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 1: I just felt like that bullet fucked me up. So
• 1:10:10
  Speaker 1: to a point and carry over to a point, I
• 1:10:13
  Speaker 1: really don't know how I look no more. I'm holding
• 1:10:16
  Speaker 1: on memories of my son when he was. When I'm
• 1:10:18
  Speaker 1: holding on my nieces. My needs to be eighteen in July,
• 1:10:22
  Speaker 1: I'm still holding on memories when she was three years old.
• 1:10:25
  Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, because like this, this is what I know
• 1:10:28
  Speaker 2: them for. And you literally, whenever you talking to them,
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 2: you're talking to them as they three years old, as
• 1:10:33
  Speaker 2: they Yeah, so your son voiced and changed and everything.
• 1:10:36
  Speaker 4: When you hold him, you feel his body different.
• 1:10:38
  Speaker 3: Boy, he's got deep skinny now. It's like, damn he
• 1:10:43
  Speaker 3: got dreads now.
• 1:10:44
  Speaker 2: My son didn't have all that shit.
• 1:10:45
  Speaker 3: Yeah, so it's like I'm adapting to the new time
• 1:10:49
  Speaker 3: even I hate it because it's like, Damn, I'm still
• 1:10:52
  Speaker 3: stuck in.
• 1:10:53
  Speaker 2: I'm still stuck in twenty twelve. Let me ask you something.
• 1:10:59
  Speaker 2: What can your fail family and the people around you
• 1:11:02
  Speaker 2: do to make your experience better? Like, no matter what
• 1:11:08
  Speaker 2: that is, Like, if there was something that could be
• 1:11:10
  Speaker 2: done more of or something that could just be done
• 1:11:13
  Speaker 2: period that's not being done, what's something that people could
• 1:11:16
  Speaker 2: do that would just help you that much more?
• 1:11:18
  Speaker 4: Like what would help you that much more?
• 1:11:20
  Speaker 2: Would help me? Like pretty much like you put a
• 1:11:23
  Speaker 2: picture of how they look just with every with anything
• 1:11:26
  Speaker 2: like it, with all that you experience with being blind
• 1:11:29
  Speaker 2: every single day? What is something that the people that
• 1:11:32
  Speaker 2: love you that's around you, what could they do even me,
• 1:11:34
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, Like, what could they do?
• 1:11:36
  Speaker 2: Like you know, like if people did more of this,
• 1:11:39
  Speaker 2: that would actually really be I would really like that
• 1:11:41
  Speaker 2: that would be really really nice. If that don't make
• 1:11:42
  Speaker 2: me feel that much better? Like anything we could do
• 1:11:44
  Speaker 2: to help boost your moraund then we could do to
• 1:11:47
  Speaker 2: help you feel more included anything we could do to
• 1:11:49
  Speaker 2: help you feel more like you getting like you know,
• 1:11:52
  Speaker 2: like like you have your own like you do a
• 1:11:53
  Speaker 2: lot already.
• 1:11:55
  Speaker 3: Because I was about to say that that's a hard
• 1:11:56
  Speaker 3: question because it's like I'm a person I can't be forgotten.
• 1:12:01
  Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. I feel like.
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 1: I'm today Like today, I feel like if I close
• 1:12:09
  Speaker 1: my eyes and never wake up, the word gonna crumble
• 1:12:13
  Speaker 1: mm hm, because so much is built on top of me.
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 4: Keep going, brother, check the time on this love.
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 1: So I feel like the word gonna crumble for this fact.
• 1:12:23
  Speaker 1: So much is built on top of me. It's like,
• 1:12:29
  Speaker 1: you know how I feel like I'm the tree.
• 1:12:32
  Speaker 2: If this tree getting chopped down, so much shit going
• 1:12:34
  Speaker 2: forward with it. And this is a.
• 1:12:40
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I really feel like that it's not much people
• 1:12:42
  Speaker 3: can really just say. I really don't feel like it's
• 1:12:49
  Speaker 3: really much. I just don't think that every day I
• 1:12:51
  Speaker 3: wake up, I'm having a good day. Every day I'm
• 1:12:54
  Speaker 3: wake up, I'm prepared. I got to prepare myself for
• 1:12:56
  Speaker 3: my day.
• 1:12:57
  Speaker 2: My day they goes smooth Monday through. How many bad
• 1:13:02
  Speaker 2: days do you experience? How many good days do you
• 1:13:04
  Speaker 2: experience from Monday to Monday. Every day I wake up
• 1:13:07
  Speaker 2: is a bad It's a bad day. Every day, every
• 1:13:09
  Speaker 2: day I wake up is a bad day.
• 1:13:10
  Speaker 3: And then it started moving into like the needle going
• 1:13:14
  Speaker 3: up to push it towards good because when I wake up,
• 1:13:20
  Speaker 3: damn it, let me turn like, let.
• 1:13:22
  Speaker 2: Me look and see. I can see outside.
• 1:13:25
  Speaker 3: Nah, I can't see my Damn I am blind.
• 1:13:30
  Speaker 2: Alright, fuck it.
• 1:13:30
  Speaker 3: Let me lay down for a minute, let me see,
• 1:13:33
  Speaker 3: let me close, let me open the back of let
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 3: me let me, let me swipe up. Damn, TikTok. I
• 1:13:38
  Speaker 3: still can't see the video. Damn, let me close it.
• 1:13:41
  Speaker 1: Even after all this time, I still throw this song.
• 1:13:45
  Speaker 1: Still like thing this time. Alright, weol Now it's like
• 1:13:49
  Speaker 1: I'm up. Now, I'm settled in a Let me I
• 1:13:53
  Speaker 1: know what I understand. God, Today is another day that
• 1:13:56
  Speaker 1: I'm not seeing. But thank you for another day of
• 1:13:59
  Speaker 1: waking up.
• 1:14:00
  Speaker 3: To serve to be a protected to my kids, to
• 1:14:05
  Speaker 3: be impactful in the world.
• 1:14:08
  Speaker 2: I let me get the day started.
• 1:14:10
  Speaker 1: Oh it's five o'clock. I let me sit here, let
• 1:14:14
  Speaker 1: me scroll on TikTok for a couple of minutes. Let
• 1:14:16
  Speaker 1: me look at some business shit all right, cool, let
• 1:14:18
  Speaker 1: me close it. Let me build a couple of push ups.
• 1:14:21
  Speaker 3: I ain't let me sit here now, I say and
• 1:14:24
  Speaker 3: say what I'm gonna do today to be impactful, because
• 1:14:27
  Speaker 3: I just can't sit around all day and don't do nothing.
• 1:14:30
  Speaker 3: It's like I'm on the time schedule. I gotta, I gotta.
• 1:14:33
  Speaker 2: I'm working ten times harder to keep up with niggas
• 1:14:36
  Speaker 2: like y'all.
• 1:14:37
  Speaker 1: So it's like, all right, cool, alright, six o'clock, all right,
• 1:14:41
  Speaker 1: still return on power one on five yo yo yo,
• 1:14:44
  Speaker 1: yo yo yo.
• 1:14:45
  Speaker 2: Breakfast going all right?
• 1:14:46
  Speaker 3: Cool?
• 1:14:47
  Speaker 1: Let me say, all right, let me get up and
• 1:14:49
  Speaker 1: go get my son clothes. All right, cool, a uniform out.
• 1:14:54
  Speaker 1: I'm lay down for a minute.
• 1:14:56
  Speaker 2: Alright. Seven o'clock, all right, I'm gonna no dollars. Time
• 1:14:59
  Speaker 2: to get up. Huh trying to get up, I'm.
• 1:15:02
  Speaker 3: Looking like damn still can't see him. All right, cool,
• 1:15:05
  Speaker 3: let me lay down.
• 1:15:05
  Speaker 2: Let me go back in the front.
• 1:15:07
  Speaker 3: Now, everything just processing because it's still the bad days though.
• 1:15:10
  Speaker 1: Alright, cool, the bell ring, My nephew's coming upstairs, Uncle Chris,
• 1:15:15
  Speaker 1: your boy's here. A right, the needle's starting to go up.
• 1:15:19
  Speaker 1: I wanna watch SpongeBob square pants. Then my nephew hugging
• 1:15:23
  Speaker 1: my neck, he touching my face, he rubbing my face,
• 1:15:25
  Speaker 1: kissing on me.
• 1:15:26
  Speaker 2: The needle was starting to go up.
• 1:15:27
  Speaker 1: Cause now if I wasn't here to do this, what
• 1:15:30
  Speaker 1: they who would they be doing this to? They would
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 1: never knew who Uncle Chris was. They would have never
• 1:15:34
  Speaker 1: knew how cool Uncle Chris is. They would have never
• 1:15:36
  Speaker 1: knew how fun Uncle Chris is, how Uncle Chris is
• 1:15:39
  Speaker 1: a pump when they come to y'all right?
• 1:15:41
  Speaker 2: Cool?
• 1:15:43
  Speaker 1: Now my mom's called. I'll send him downstairs. If dollars
• 1:15:46
  Speaker 1: have a good day, all right, cool? He jumped, I
• 1:15:49
  Speaker 1: jumped at him. He running like me, laughing alight. That
• 1:15:52
  Speaker 1: needle was going up a right, oh dollars, before you leave,
• 1:15:55
  Speaker 1: put on chat GBT alright, bet then closed it up, boom,
• 1:16:00
  Speaker 1: all right, give me some digital products, give me this,
• 1:16:03
  Speaker 1: give me that. Now my brain's working now now I'm
• 1:16:05
  Speaker 1: hearing the shit that I want to hear. Feeling good
• 1:16:07
  Speaker 1: now because now I look at it like I'm thirty
• 1:16:11
  Speaker 1: four now, but I'm forty. I be a multi MILLIONAI,
• 1:16:14
  Speaker 1: multi millionaire, and I look at it like, all right,
• 1:16:18
  Speaker 1: I'm talking, talking, talking, Then I get a text my
• 1:16:21
  Speaker 1: daughter I'm at school, alright, cool, have a good day.
• 1:16:26
  Speaker 1: I'm feeling good. Now It's like my day is gone
• 1:16:29
  Speaker 1: because now I'm building the empire for not even for
• 1:16:32
  Speaker 1: the older people, for the for the young ones. My
• 1:16:35
  Speaker 1: building is like, all right, cool, now I'm watching basketball game.
• 1:16:38
  Speaker 2: Now I'm in.
• 1:16:39
  Speaker 3: I was screaming the next my side coming, Why are
• 1:16:41
  Speaker 3: you screaming for?
• 1:16:42
  Speaker 2: You're screaming out at me?
• 1:16:42
  Speaker 1: And I'm in playing the game, this, that and the third,
• 1:16:44
  Speaker 1: and I'm like, I'm feeling good. I'm cooking my own dinner.
• 1:16:49
  Speaker 1: Like I'm cooking.
• 1:16:50
  Speaker 2: I ain't cool.
• 1:16:52
  Speaker 3: Now my body's starting to wind down. Then I look
• 1:16:56
  Speaker 3: as all right and me closed my eyes.
• 1:16:58
  Speaker 2: Hopefully the next day I will be able to see
• 1:17:00
  Speaker 2: again mm hmm.
• 1:17:01
  Speaker 3: And then Tuesday come, same shit all over and this
• 1:17:08
  Speaker 3: shit keep up on thirteen years.
• 1:17:10
  Speaker 2: What it ever changed? I don't think. So.
• 1:17:13
  Speaker 3: It's like I'm expecting, like I want to see, but
• 1:17:17
  Speaker 3: I don't put my expectations that high because I'm.
• 1:17:20
  Speaker 2: Like, I know I'm gonna be disappointed. I think you're
• 1:17:22
  Speaker 2: gonna see it again.
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 1: I don't think so I do, And it's like I no,
• 1:17:26
  Speaker 1: I don't think why. I don't think I'm gonna see
• 1:17:28
  Speaker 1: against because it's like I feel like I'm made. I'm
• 1:17:32
  Speaker 1: made to be in this space. For the people that's.
• 1:17:36
  Speaker 2: That's not strong, well, I think I think that even
• 1:17:39
  Speaker 2: if you do see again, you'll still be able to
• 1:17:41
  Speaker 2: because you you can speak to something that people will
• 1:17:44
  Speaker 2: never be able to speak to. No one.
• 1:17:47
  Speaker 1: But the reason why I feel like I'm made to
• 1:17:50
  Speaker 1: be in this space like this is like I'm I'm
• 1:17:53
  Speaker 1: like I'm motivation to a lot of people. Then it's
• 1:17:56
  Speaker 1: like me being blind. It's like i could talk to
• 1:17:59
  Speaker 1: somebody that's not blind, and it's like it's different. But
• 1:18:02
  Speaker 1: when I'm in a room with somebody that's just like me,
• 1:18:06
  Speaker 1: and we could go back and forth, back and forth,
• 1:18:08
  Speaker 1: back and the forth, and it's like, yo, damn bro,
• 1:18:10
  Speaker 1: you motivate me. It means more from a blond person
• 1:18:14
  Speaker 1: telling me I motivated them than a person I could see,
• 1:18:17
  Speaker 1: because it's like I'm not doing nothing that you can do.
• 1:18:22
  Speaker 1: But to these blond people, I'm more.
• 1:18:28
  Speaker 2: I'm more.
• 1:18:29
  Speaker 3: I want to say more, hustle, go, get a drive
• 1:18:32
  Speaker 3: more than them. But a lot of them I seen
• 1:18:36
  Speaker 3: more than them, so they hustle and they determination is
• 1:18:40
  Speaker 3: not as strong as mine because they never seen nothing
• 1:18:42
  Speaker 3: before in their life, like their life was already written
• 1:18:45
  Speaker 3: for them already.
• 1:18:46
  Speaker 1: My life was that was supposed to be ran like this.
• 1:18:49
  Speaker 1: So it's like for somebody that's blind, is like, how
• 1:18:52
  Speaker 1: many jobs you really had in life? How bad you
• 1:18:56
  Speaker 1: wanted to see something because you've never seen them before? Yeah, yeah,
• 1:18:59
  Speaker 1: I'm quite sure you'll want to see to see how
• 1:19:01
  Speaker 1: it feels. But y'all not really over the edge to
• 1:19:04
  Speaker 1: really see because this is all y'all been in the
• 1:19:06
  Speaker 1: duck your whole life.
• 1:19:07
  Speaker 2: It's all you know.
• 1:19:08
  Speaker 3: Twenty two years I've seen for that shit gets snatched.
• 1:19:13
  Speaker 4: Twenty two years is a long ass time.
• 1:19:15
  Speaker 2: Twenty two years.
• 1:19:16
  Speaker 4: That's a whole life, bro, Bro, two decades, you didn't
• 1:19:19
  Speaker 4: did it all?
• 1:19:20
  Speaker 2: Two decades.
• 1:19:21
  Speaker 3: I done drove, I don't rode on motorcycles, e MT.
• 1:19:25
  Speaker 3: I don't seen shit. I done have been through shit.
• 1:19:27
  Speaker 3: I done did it all, and then it's gone.
• 1:19:31
  Speaker 2: Do you ever feel like your imagination might be better
• 1:19:34
  Speaker 2: than what you can see? Bro? You think your imagination
• 1:19:37
  Speaker 2: might actually be better than what you would actually see though,
• 1:19:40
  Speaker 2: sometimes like let's say, like you listening to the movie
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 2: or something like, do you ever think like your imagination. Yeah,
• 1:19:47
  Speaker 2: you ever think your imagination is better than what it
• 1:19:49
  Speaker 2: might actually look like? Sometimes? Yeah, sometimes because sometimes like.
• 1:19:56
  Speaker 3: Go watch a TV show, movie and signing, and I
• 1:19:58
  Speaker 3: can hear it, but I put my own picture, had
• 1:20:00
  Speaker 3: my own thoughts of how it went.
• 1:20:02
  Speaker 2: And then like when we re talking about the movie
• 1:20:04
  Speaker 2: and I say, they're like, nah, it ain't go like that.
• 1:20:06
  Speaker 2: They did this, this, this, this, it's like said, shit,
• 1:20:09
  Speaker 2: that was just in my head and I put together,
• 1:20:11
  Speaker 2: But I don't look at it like that.
• 1:20:12
  Speaker 1: It's like, you know, I just listen to how to
• 1:20:15
  Speaker 1: plot is and I just put my own story to it,
• 1:20:18
  Speaker 1: like what happened, how it went down and everything else.
• 1:20:22
  Speaker 2: Let me ask you this my last question. I want
• 1:20:23
  Speaker 2: to ask you because you you said something that was
• 1:20:25
  Speaker 2: pretty interesting a moment ago, saying that every day you
• 1:20:28
  Speaker 2: wake up it's a bad day.
• 1:20:29
  Speaker 4: And then it kind of is like a momentum.
• 1:20:31
  Speaker 2: That starts to happen where you kind of it's like
• 1:20:33
  Speaker 2: a needle. Yeah, you're building up the momentum and then
• 1:20:35
  Speaker 2: eventually that that ball get the rolling. That's that positive,
• 1:20:38
  Speaker 2: you know speed, But what is it that could happen?
• 1:20:44
  Speaker 2: Obviously we know we can't do anything about.
• 1:20:46
  Speaker 3: There's nothing but what could happen at keep me at
• 1:20:48
  Speaker 3: high like like just like from the jump, like like
• 1:20:51
  Speaker 3: what are some things that can help? It's really nice
• 1:20:53
  Speaker 3: And nobody can't give me my sight to see my kids.
• 1:20:56
  Speaker 3: And I said my kids, my son, my daughter, my
• 1:20:58
  Speaker 3: niece is my nephew, and why can't give me that?
• 1:21:00
  Speaker 3: So it's like to keep me stable the way I
• 1:21:03
  Speaker 3: am now, just keep them kids around me. You take
• 1:21:06
  Speaker 3: away my son, you take away my door, you take
• 1:21:07
  Speaker 3: away my niece, to take away my nephew. You don't
• 1:21:09
  Speaker 3: got me m because what I'm here for, I'm here
• 1:21:13
  Speaker 3: for them. I don't I'm not gonna say I don't
• 1:21:16
  Speaker 3: care about that tonight.
• 1:21:18
  Speaker 2: That ship don't move me. The kids move me?
• 1:21:21
  Speaker 3: Why because when it's like my son, like, oh, my
• 1:21:25
  Speaker 3: teacher asked me about your shirt, I'm like, nah, this
• 1:21:28
  Speaker 3: is exclusive. Okay, cool, I'm talking about Oh I got
• 1:21:31
  Speaker 3: I got your disableds have a voice shirt on?
• 1:21:34
  Speaker 2: All right?
• 1:21:35
  Speaker 5: Cool?
• 1:21:35
  Speaker 2: Uncle Chris Chlobe. What shirt is that you got on? Yo?
• 1:21:39
  Speaker 3: That's your blinding down sea shirt. I'm like, damn, these
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 3: are my supporters right here.
• 1:21:45
  Speaker 2: They're talking my little nephew for you.
• 1:21:47
  Speaker 3: You're like blind Poppy. I'm like you ain't no blind Poppy,
• 1:21:52
  Speaker 3: And it's like, all right, this, this is what.
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 2: I'm doing it for. This was giving me my gas.
• 1:21:58
  Speaker 3: I don't care about the likes that the views that's
• 1:22:01
  Speaker 3: on YouTube and Instagram.
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 2: No, I don't care about none of that. Ship.
• 1:22:04
  Speaker 3: I do it for them because now like I'm motivating
• 1:22:07
  Speaker 3: them to say, Okay, I see him doing it.
• 1:22:11
  Speaker 2: I could do it. I see him doing the buyer.
• 1:22:13
  Speaker 2: I could do it.
• 1:22:15
  Speaker 3: Uncle Chris ain't stopping. It's no limits to Uncle Chris.
• 1:22:17
  Speaker 3: It ain't no limits to my father.
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 2: There's no limits. Man, gonna be gonna shoot this shit out.
• 1:22:22
  Speaker 2: It's nothing that It's nothing that you could do and
• 1:22:26
  Speaker 2: nobody could do to help your days get to that
• 1:22:29
  Speaker 2: momentum faster mm hmm. It's like, is it an album?
• 1:22:35
  Speaker 2: Is it some music that might be like okay, like
• 1:22:37
  Speaker 2: this getting me in the Is it a speaker? Like
• 1:22:40
  Speaker 2: music moved me one thousand percent? Is it food?
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 3: It definitely moved me, Like the music definitely moved me
• 1:22:46
  Speaker 3: because like music is like no love of music is
• 1:22:48
  Speaker 3: like fifty percent of my life. Music definitely moves me,
• 1:22:53
  Speaker 3: But nothing moved me.
• 1:22:54
  Speaker 2: Like them kids do.
• 1:22:55
  Speaker 1: Yeah, and then I fee nothing though. It's like me
• 1:22:58
  Speaker 1: waking up the bad day. It's it kind of good.
• 1:23:04
  Speaker 1: It's kind of good though, because now me waking up
• 1:23:07
  Speaker 1: to this bad, depressing person always remind me I have
• 1:23:13
  Speaker 1: a mission to complete. I can't stop now because it's
• 1:23:17
  Speaker 1: like I'm depressed. How many other people in my predicament
• 1:23:22
  Speaker 1: depressed too? How many other people I'm depressed? But I
• 1:23:27
  Speaker 1: know my son, my niece enough. You're gonna keep me moving.
• 1:23:30
  Speaker 1: What about that person that's depressed and don't got nobody
• 1:23:32
  Speaker 1: that's keeping them moving?
• 1:23:33
  Speaker 2: Trying to figure it out.
• 1:23:34
  Speaker 1: I'm depressed, I'm on chat GBT trying to figure out
• 1:23:37
  Speaker 1: how I'm ladies, this foundation down, this blueprint down. But
• 1:23:40
  Speaker 1: it's somebody home that's putting a rope arounning neck like
• 1:23:43
  Speaker 1: trigger warning, that's putting a rope running neck to end
• 1:23:45
  Speaker 1: it all, putting pills down their throat the end at all.
• 1:23:49
  Speaker 1: So and in my case, I am better though, I'm
• 1:23:54
  Speaker 1: probably is better off than that person that don't have
• 1:23:56
  Speaker 1: nobody to give them that push, that boost. So I
• 1:24:00
  Speaker 1: gotta see, I gotta say, I gotta be dankful and
• 1:24:03
  Speaker 1: grateful that I am here to say and say I'm depressing.
• 1:24:07
  Speaker 1: I need at the end of the day, I'm ending
• 1:24:09
  Speaker 1: up happy, I'm smiling, I'm good.
• 1:24:12
  Speaker 2: Regular ship.
• 1:24:14
  Speaker 1: Certain people makes me happy when I hear from them,
• 1:24:16
  Speaker 1: when I'm talking to them. Different ship. So it's like
• 1:24:20
  Speaker 1: it's not a bad thing. It just reminds me like
• 1:24:22
  Speaker 1: I have a mission.
• 1:24:23
  Speaker 2: I have a goal to complete. Let's get this ship going. Nigga.
• 1:24:27
  Speaker 4: Yeah, no, definitely get this ship up like you.
• 1:24:30
  Speaker 3: I'm an adult, but that sing gonna shine hard on me.
• 1:24:34
  Speaker 2: Nah, nigga, get up, get up.
• 1:24:35
  Speaker 1: We can't be down like this. We can't get up
• 1:24:37
  Speaker 1: some days. I mean some days it is bursting up there.
• 1:24:40
  Speaker 1: Some days it's like the kids and all I can
• 1:24:42
  Speaker 1: still do that. And then when they leave, I'm like, damn,
• 1:24:44
  Speaker 1: I wish I could see don't walk down on the stairs,
• 1:24:47
  Speaker 1: or damn, I wish I could be the one driving
• 1:24:48
  Speaker 1: them to school. Y'all go to the room and I
• 1:24:51
  Speaker 1: lay down in the bed, and it's like ah and
• 1:24:54
  Speaker 1: and it's like, you know, you got the devil on
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 1: one side.
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 2: You got to angel on one side. The devil ain't
• 1:24:58
  Speaker 2: nigga stay down And they you're like, yo, you're bigger
• 1:25:00
  Speaker 2: than this. You built like you built different.
• 1:25:03
  Speaker 1: Come on, man, you ain't you ain't you ain't the
• 1:25:04
  Speaker 1: blind stuff you stuff like nigga w in the bad
• 1:25:06
  Speaker 1: what's going on here? And then I roll off and
• 1:25:10
  Speaker 1: play early yell legion man play heart this is and
• 1:25:13
  Speaker 1: this man play this, played it and I'm oh, I'm
• 1:25:17
  Speaker 1: like play dreams a Nightmas and that shit wakes me up.
• 1:25:22
  Speaker 2: Play I'm a boss.
• 1:25:23
  Speaker 1: That shit wakes me up. I'm a boss that she
• 1:25:25
  Speaker 1: wakes me up. And I'm just listening to like proud
• 1:25:29
  Speaker 1: of me, Meek Miles Friday.
• 1:25:30
  Speaker 2: That shit wakes me up.
• 1:25:31
  Speaker 3: I play a little dirt like it's niggas ain't fucked
• 1:25:33
  Speaker 3: up positions.
• 1:25:34
  Speaker 2: That's way worse than me with me this and say, nigga,
• 1:25:38
  Speaker 2: the word got off around me. Now. Hell no, I'm
• 1:25:42
  Speaker 2: carrying a lot. I guess what. I'm strong, my knees strong,
• 1:25:45
  Speaker 2: I'm still moving. For thirteen years, I'm still doing it still.
• 1:25:48
  Speaker 3: Niggas wasn't last. Niggas ain't last a year.
• 1:25:50
  Speaker 1: Nigga didn't last two years, Niggas started, visions start fading
• 1:25:53
  Speaker 1: and they and they checked out.
• 1:25:54
  Speaker 3: Thirteen years, I'm still fighting.
• 1:25:56
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know that's real shit, bro. I'm the voice. Yeah,
• 1:26:00
  Speaker 2: that's how look at it. I'm the voice when people
• 1:26:02
  Speaker 2: are like, Yo, it's hard this, that, and the third nigga,
• 1:26:04
  Speaker 2: how your life harder? At mine?
• 1:26:05
  Speaker 3: Bro?
• 1:26:06
  Speaker 2: What you're going through? Oh this your nigga? Are you
• 1:26:08
  Speaker 2: applying yourself? Bro? Before you say it, say it's hard?
• 1:26:11
  Speaker 2: Did you apply yourself? Now? Then we're not talking about hard, didn't, Bro?
• 1:26:16
  Speaker 4: Let me ask Let me ask you this.
• 1:26:19
  Speaker 2: Do you ever think there will be a day that
• 1:26:22
  Speaker 2: you'll wake up and you won't be depressed? Or it
• 1:26:25
  Speaker 2: won't you won't start the day from that position, even
• 1:26:28
  Speaker 2: if you never get your vision back.
• 1:26:31
  Speaker 3: M I can't say it might not be a day.
• 1:26:34
  Speaker 3: But right now I don't see it. No matter how
• 1:26:36
  Speaker 3: much money you put in me, how much fame you
• 1:26:38
  Speaker 3: put it in front of me, none of that shit.
• 1:26:40
  Speaker 2: I'm still depressed. The ones that I really the ones
• 1:26:42
  Speaker 2: I really want to see, I can't. I may never see.
• 1:26:47
  Speaker 11: Now.
• 1:26:47
  Speaker 1: If it was a way that a person could take
• 1:26:48
  Speaker 1: a picture and slide that ship through my brain for
• 1:26:50
  Speaker 1: me to see it, I probably won't be a little
• 1:26:53
  Speaker 1: bit happier.
• 1:26:54
  Speaker 2: But until then, like.
• 1:26:56
  Speaker 1: I said, it's not a bad depress that I feel
• 1:26:57
  Speaker 1: like I want to check out. Yeah, but it's that
• 1:27:00
  Speaker 1: depressed that Damn. I want to see their face.
• 1:27:03
  Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, Like damn, my niece's nephew, I've never
• 1:27:06
  Speaker 3: seen them before.
• 1:27:08
  Speaker 2: Damn I want to see it. I would love to
• 1:27:10
  Speaker 2: see their face. It's one of those. But that's how
• 1:27:15
  Speaker 2: I'm happy. But I wake up.
• 1:27:19
  Speaker 3: It's like I gotta feed It's it's like like a call.
• 1:27:22
  Speaker 3: You gotta give it the gas to keep it running.
• 1:27:25
  Speaker 3: So like them kids feed me. They giving me the
• 1:27:27
  Speaker 3: gas to keep me running. Whether I see them, what
• 1:27:30
  Speaker 3: I talk to them, They're giving me the gas to
• 1:27:32
  Speaker 3: keep it running.
• 1:27:33
  Speaker 2: But what about when they like get older and they
• 1:27:35
  Speaker 2: eventually start making their little moves and stuff.
• 1:27:38
  Speaker 1: Nah, like they whether I know they make their moves
• 1:27:42
  Speaker 1: and all that. My niece is eighteen, but she still
• 1:27:44
  Speaker 1: calls Uncle Chris.
• 1:27:47
  Speaker 2: And that's how you know how much.
• 1:27:48
  Speaker 3: Impact I am on it and not for not sometimes
• 1:27:52
  Speaker 3: know what motivates me to listening to my old podcasts. Yeah,
• 1:27:57
  Speaker 3: I listen to different clips and it's like, Damn, I
• 1:28:00
  Speaker 3: felt that one, Like damn, damn, nigga, you said that.
• 1:28:04
  Speaker 2: Oh damn, you you're a beast. You're a monster.
• 1:28:08
  Speaker 1: You this that and third and it's like, all right, cool,
• 1:28:11
  Speaker 1: then I could I be on TikTok and I hear
• 1:28:16
  Speaker 1: certain people going through certain shit, our comments on them
• 1:28:19
  Speaker 1: ships like yo' it's okay to cry, is okay to
• 1:28:24
  Speaker 1: go with you to feel how you feel, and if
• 1:28:26
  Speaker 1: you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm here, Like
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 1: I really do that shit on TikTok right under people
• 1:28:31
  Speaker 1: shit write people in boxes.
• 1:28:33
  Speaker 3: And I got to look at myself. It's like, nigga,
• 1:28:37
  Speaker 3: you ain't You can't stop now, You ain't finish the work.
• 1:28:39
  Speaker 2: You the voice?
• 1:28:40
  Speaker 3: Yeah, are you the voice of this ship? Like you
• 1:28:42
  Speaker 3: the voice of the disabled, You're the voice of the streets.
• 1:28:44
  Speaker 3: You the voice of the trenches. You're the voice of
• 1:28:46
  Speaker 3: the struggle. You the voice of the depressed. You the
• 1:28:47
  Speaker 3: voice of mental health. Yeah, come on, bro, Like I
• 1:28:50
  Speaker 3: can't stop now?
• 1:28:53
  Speaker 2: Did me being depressed every morning?
• 1:28:54
  Speaker 3: Just helping me out to drop more knowledge on more people?
• 1:28:57
  Speaker 2: Like I just did a video. I go do it
• 1:29:00
  Speaker 2: all because my.
• 1:29:00
  Speaker 1: Son recorded this shit fucked up whatever the case may be,
• 1:29:03
  Speaker 1: But it's about being a laylord of your own life.
• 1:29:08
  Speaker 1: I am the landlord of my life, so I gotta
• 1:29:11
  Speaker 1: evict things that's not good for me. Otherwise it's like
• 1:29:16
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna be a slum lord, meaning my body gonna
• 1:29:19
  Speaker 1: be broke down to a point I can't give the
• 1:29:21
  Speaker 1: next person my full potential. So it's like, with that
• 1:29:26
  Speaker 1: being said, is like, all right, cool, I'm the laylord
• 1:29:29
  Speaker 1: of my life, So I'm ejecting everything out of my
• 1:29:31
  Speaker 1: life that's going to bring me down. Me thinking I
• 1:29:34
  Speaker 1: got me getting shot thirteen years me still thinking about
• 1:29:37
  Speaker 1: that day.
• 1:29:38
  Speaker 2: I evicted that shit out of my life. It makes
• 1:29:41
  Speaker 2: me smile even more. What could I do different? Why
• 1:29:44
  Speaker 2: had that gun?
• 1:29:45
  Speaker 1: I evicted that thought out of my life so I
• 1:29:47
  Speaker 1: can smell more. I don't gotta be aggressive. I can smell.
• 1:29:53
  Speaker 1: I could play, I can joke. I'm the laylord of
• 1:29:57
  Speaker 1: my life.
• 1:29:58
  Speaker 3: When you like, you know, you walk into that house
• 1:30:00
  Speaker 3: and you're like, damn, this is a beautiful ass house.
• 1:30:02
  Speaker 3: When you see me, you see my life and you
• 1:30:05
  Speaker 3: hear my stories and you see where I came from,
• 1:30:07
  Speaker 3: you like, damn, that shit was a house that had foundation.
• 1:30:12
  Speaker 3: Well look how beautiful that shit is now. So when
• 1:30:15
  Speaker 3: people see me, they're like, damn, when he got shot,
• 1:30:17
  Speaker 3: he was beat down.
• 1:30:18
  Speaker 2: He just had the foundation. It was no house. It
• 1:30:20
  Speaker 2: was just a foundation.
• 1:30:22
  Speaker 3: God didn't look how that nigga built that shit.
• 1:30:24
  Speaker 1: Now jay Z probably jay Z coming to me like, yeo,
• 1:30:27
  Speaker 1: he got seventy million, a hundred million for motherfucking house.
• 1:30:30
  Speaker 3: You can't you can't buy this. This shit is I
• 1:30:33
  Speaker 3: built this shit brick by brick.
• 1:30:34
  Speaker 2: You can't buy this. But guess what.
• 1:30:38
  Speaker 1: Every now and then, when I say I'm like, I
• 1:30:40
  Speaker 1: wake up depressed. That's your house going through maintenance every.
• 1:30:44
  Speaker 2: Down and then.
• 1:30:44
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you might have a lead eye now and then
• 1:30:47
  Speaker 3: that the base might get flood due to the tollers
• 1:30:50
  Speaker 3: and shit.
• 1:30:50
  Speaker 1: Every now and then in the water the baller might break.
• 1:30:52
  Speaker 1: Every now and then, something might break down. But guess what,
• 1:30:55
  Speaker 1: you gotta be prepared for it.
• 1:30:57
  Speaker 2: You fix it. You move on.
• 1:31:00
  Speaker 1: Every day something new happen. Then the water pressure is low,
• 1:31:05
  Speaker 1: I ain't cool. We gotta call a plumber. Once it fixed,
• 1:31:09
  Speaker 1: guess what, you move on?
• 1:31:10
  Speaker 7: Move on.
• 1:31:11
  Speaker 1: So I wake up with the problem. My son, my niece,
• 1:31:17
  Speaker 1: my nephews, they are the handyman. They fixed this problem.
• 1:31:20
  Speaker 2: Guess what, I move on. And that's how I look
• 1:31:24
  Speaker 2: at life. Well, man, I feel like this episode is
• 1:31:29
  Speaker 2: probably the most like vulnerable you might have ever been.
• 1:31:34
  Speaker 1: To be real, I'll tell you it's so much that
• 1:31:38
  Speaker 1: I'm like as so much that I didn't pull back
• 1:31:41
  Speaker 1: off yet.
• 1:31:42
  Speaker 2: It's so much like that I didn't cover yet. Yeah,
• 1:31:47
  Speaker 2: I think this is definitely the most vulnerable you've ever
• 1:31:51
  Speaker 2: been in this episode. I think you shared like some
• 1:31:53
  Speaker 2: really really deep insights not a lot of people don't know. Yeah.
• 1:31:57
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy because like when people watch my episode,
• 1:32:00
  Speaker 1: like damn, I didn't know that.
• 1:32:01
  Speaker 2: Wait till they hear this, Wait till they hear this,
• 1:32:05
  Speaker 2: because like.
• 1:32:07
  Speaker 1: People don't understand, like, man, my mom always racing what
• 1:32:14
  Speaker 1: where can they find you at?
• 1:32:15
  Speaker 2: Bro? Bro? Man? Fuck fuck where you can find me at? Nigga?
• 1:32:18
  Speaker 2: This is the Blomber now Se podcast And man, I
• 1:32:21
  Speaker 2: just want to say, bro on some real nigga shit.
• 1:32:22
  Speaker 6: Bro.
• 1:32:23
  Speaker 2: I would want to say, I really appreciate you being
• 1:32:26
  Speaker 2: so transparent and sharing so much because you're not just
• 1:32:30
  Speaker 2: a friend by the producer, you family. Yeah, but even
• 1:32:33
  Speaker 2: beyond me though, you know, I just think that it's
• 1:32:36
  Speaker 2: it's really amazing that you could be in a place
• 1:32:38
  Speaker 2: in your life where you could really just like be
• 1:32:40
  Speaker 2: transparent and just really say it for what it is,
• 1:32:44
  Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And own it too. It's like,
• 1:32:46
  Speaker 2: you know, like as you're you're also still figuring out
• 1:32:50
  Speaker 2: how you feel about these things.
• 1:32:51
  Speaker 4: But one thing you every day I'm figuring saying, But
• 1:32:54
  Speaker 4: one thing you in a.
• 1:32:55
  Speaker 2: Position to do. You in a position to tell people
• 1:32:57
  Speaker 2: what it is, though, And I think I think that's.
• 1:32:59
  Speaker 1: How I'm gonna tell you what it is. Whether you
• 1:33:02
  Speaker 1: want to be a gang bang on the streets, this
• 1:33:04
  Speaker 1: that I'm gonna tell you what it is. It's no
• 1:33:06
  Speaker 1: retirement plan, is no name. Is the two numbers you're
• 1:33:10
  Speaker 1: asking for cemetery plot number or fucking number.
• 1:33:15
  Speaker 2: So it's like, how you want to do this, How
• 1:33:18
  Speaker 2: you want to do this? In any way you put it?
• 1:33:20
  Speaker 1: You hurt in somebody, So therefore, how you want to
• 1:33:22
  Speaker 1: do this. I'm the nigga that's telling you, man I'm
• 1:33:26
  Speaker 1: out of my mom that been through it.
• 1:33:29
  Speaker 2: This is a great episode, bro, for sure. See look
• 1:33:31
  Speaker 2: your niggas bringing the best out of me. Manna. This
• 1:33:33
  Speaker 2: is this is a great episode, like on some archival
• 1:33:35
  Speaker 2: shit like I think this is one of those ones
• 1:33:37
  Speaker 2: where like you could almost like take this and put
• 1:33:40
  Speaker 2: it like you can almost like donate this episode to
• 1:33:43
  Speaker 2: like a library one day, you know, what I mean
• 1:33:45
  Speaker 2: and then just be like, if people want to just listen,
• 1:33:47
  Speaker 2: a lot gonna be donated to, like the thoughts.
• 1:33:49
  Speaker 4: And the experiences, and it's like you can listen to
• 1:33:51
  Speaker 4: this and be like damn.
• 1:33:52
  Speaker 2: Like niggas in like twenty seventy five can listen to
• 1:33:56
  Speaker 2: this and be like damn and going through.
• 1:33:57
  Speaker 1: The same thing, somebody redoing it. I'm just leaving a
• 1:34:00
  Speaker 1: blueprint for y'all to come and do it, to come
• 1:34:02
  Speaker 1: behind me, to take over.
• 1:34:04
  Speaker 2: Now, what is you what you're gonna do with Eli
• 1:34:05
  Speaker 2: mus say, I can put some digital eyes in your head.
• 1:34:07
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna tell him to keep it. I tell keep it.
• 1:34:12
  Speaker 2: I do my best, working adult. But what about all
• 1:34:15
  Speaker 2: this shit you just said? I want to see my niece?
• 1:34:17
  Speaker 2: Is enough on that? Yeah that's cool, But guess what
• 1:34:20
  Speaker 2: they love Uncle Chris, even an adult. And that's good
• 1:34:23
  Speaker 2: enough for you, good enough for me.
• 1:34:25
  Speaker 3: I would love to see them. Yeah, I definitely was.
• 1:34:29
  Speaker 2: What about waking up the press every day?
• 1:34:31
  Speaker 5: Man?
• 1:34:31
  Speaker 3: It keeps it keeping me motivated. No, it is a
• 1:34:33
  Speaker 3: bigger picture mm hmm.
• 1:34:35
  Speaker 2: That I'm painting. Made peace with the ship. I don't
• 1:34:38
  Speaker 2: gotta I don't gotta see the picture. To paint that
• 1:34:40
  Speaker 2: bitch like I'm the artist.
• 1:34:44
  Speaker 3: I don't gotta see that bitch to know that I'm
• 1:34:46
  Speaker 3: painting something crazy and no money in the world, No,
• 1:34:52
  Speaker 3: none of that can really create what I'm creating.
• 1:34:55
  Speaker 2: Nothing.
• 1:34:56
  Speaker 3: The blamer I see is the blade down sea. I
• 1:34:58
  Speaker 3: created that ship you did. I am.
• 1:35:00
  Speaker 1: I'm the founder of that ship you did. When I
• 1:35:03
  Speaker 1: leave this earth, they gonna know who with the blind
• 1:35:06
  Speaker 1: butnance he staying for. They gonna know who the official
• 1:35:08
  Speaker 1: blonde stuff is.
• 1:35:09
  Speaker 2: I am him. I made this blind shite look cool.
• 1:35:12
  Speaker 2: I made this blind sehe look good.
• 1:35:13
  Speaker 3: I made people that have vision questioning themself and fuck
• 1:35:18
  Speaker 3: this blind nigga doing that ship. Like my DJ say, Yo,
• 1:35:21
  Speaker 3: why y'all keep asking me about nigga heat the real
• 1:35:23
  Speaker 3: nigga behind it, He do the fly, he do the booking.
• 1:35:26
  Speaker 2: Why are you asking me? And they still can't believe
• 1:35:29
  Speaker 2: it like they behind. I ain't trump over nothing.
• 1:35:35
  Speaker 3: I'm my artist, like I said, I'm I'm drinking my
• 1:35:38
  Speaker 3: own mom at Lisa right now, my own.
• 1:35:42
  Speaker 2: I'm creating out.
• 1:35:44
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't got to see it to know that
• 1:35:46
  Speaker 3: my ship won't sell.
• 1:35:49
  Speaker 2: We're definitely y'all bro and honestly, man, I'm glad that
• 1:35:52
  Speaker 2: I could be a part of the journey with you
• 1:35:54
  Speaker 2: definitely anyway. Likewise, Yeah, I'm glad I can help in
• 1:35:57
  Speaker 2: any in any type of way. Bro, I'm honored, definitely
• 1:36:00
  Speaker 2: honor and I definitely appreciate it because it is signs
• 1:36:03
  Speaker 2: more meaning in my life as well.
• 1:36:05
  Speaker 3: No, likewise and nothing not for nothing, because you know,
• 1:36:08
  Speaker 3: the last episode got.
• 1:36:11
  Speaker 2: Right terrible, but like like the world, let me tell
• 1:36:14
  Speaker 2: the world.
• 1:36:16
  Speaker 1: The Halfway Up podcast is so motivational, so much like
• 1:36:20
  Speaker 1: you learn so much from just the clips, to a
• 1:36:23
  Speaker 1: point you don't got to watch the whole video. Just
• 1:36:26
  Speaker 1: the clips alone. You can learn so much you could you.
• 1:36:30
  Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie, yeh. Probably like the clips gets
• 1:36:35
  Speaker 1: me up in the morning too, because when I heard
• 1:36:38
  Speaker 1: that whole jail ship, I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa, what
• 1:36:41
  Speaker 1: the fuck is this nigga talking?
• 1:36:43
  Speaker 2: I said, Yo, this gotta be a nigga I've never
• 1:36:46
  Speaker 2: been in the streets.
• 1:36:48
  Speaker 4: Yeah, he's definitely never been in the streets.
• 1:36:50
  Speaker 3: That's what I couldn't the way he was talking and all,
• 1:36:52
  Speaker 3: I'm like, this is a suburbs never, like it never
• 1:36:56
  Speaker 3: happened to this type of Nigga, Like, but what about
• 1:36:58
  Speaker 3: the people that's out here raping people taking him? They're
• 1:37:01
  Speaker 3: telling me they don't need to desert a punishment. Well
• 1:37:05
  Speaker 3: he ain't, said, well, two different from two different worlds.
• 1:37:09
  Speaker 3: He said, he said they shouldn't.
• 1:37:10
  Speaker 1: He said, who gives the government the right to put
• 1:37:13
  Speaker 1: him in an eight by eight cel to torture them,
• 1:37:17
  Speaker 1: to kill them?
• 1:37:18
  Speaker 2: But the ship that they caused and hurt man, that's
• 1:37:22
  Speaker 2: a whole. That's all. Yeah, we might have to set
• 1:37:24
  Speaker 2: up a little debate with you and Bro. Definitely. My
• 1:37:26
  Speaker 2: pops didn't agree with that shit. And my dad called
• 1:37:28
  Speaker 2: me when I heard.
• 1:37:29
  Speaker 3: That, and I'm just up and I'm like, yo, so
• 1:37:32
  Speaker 3: many families got hurt.
• 1:37:33
  Speaker 2: What could you tell them?
• 1:37:35
  Speaker 3: But then I said there and saying, hey, he's somebody
• 1:37:38
  Speaker 3: that never been through this, that never been in the trenches.
• 1:37:42
  Speaker 4: Yeah, but you know, I do, I do see where
• 1:37:44
  Speaker 4: he where he coming from.
• 1:37:45
  Speaker 2: Though I'm not gonna lie. I see where he coming from.
• 1:37:47
  Speaker 2: I just I don't know if I fully agree with it.
• 1:37:51
  Speaker 2: To get people contexts out of Guy. On my show,
• 1:37:53
  Speaker 2: the episode was called is the law really for us?
• 1:37:56
  Speaker 2: Is the law really here to help us? And it's
• 1:37:58
  Speaker 2: two guys from a podcast, the Brothers in Law podcasts, right,
• 1:38:01
  Speaker 2: because they're two public defenders, and he was saying like, yeah,
• 1:38:06
  Speaker 2: it's out here. Yeah, I write them to the show.
• 1:38:09
  Speaker 3: I'm here for this, don't get me wrong. I'm here
• 1:38:13
  Speaker 3: for like some some people don't deserve to be behind
• 1:38:16
  Speaker 3: them jails, get them to help that they need. Right.
• 1:38:20
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but I am totally I'm totally with people out here.
• 1:38:27
  Speaker 3: That's robbing and killing people for nothing. I'm against people
• 1:38:32
  Speaker 3: touching little kids.
• 1:38:33
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm against here too. He is too, But he
• 1:38:37
  Speaker 2: don't feel go to jail, right, No, he do. I
• 1:38:39
  Speaker 2: mean he was just saying, like certain ship, it just
• 1:38:43
  Speaker 2: should be approached differently. He was like, we I think
• 1:38:45
  Speaker 2: we should remove them from society, but not in the
• 1:38:48
  Speaker 2: conditions of like a Rikers Island. Though, why not? You
• 1:38:51
  Speaker 2: you want them to suffer? Well, that's the thing. That's
• 1:38:54
  Speaker 2: because the thing is he leading with love though. That's
• 1:38:57
  Speaker 2: the difference though, that you leading with.
• 1:38:59
  Speaker 3: Love or what could you tell that four five six
• 1:39:02
  Speaker 3: year old that's fucked.
• 1:39:04
  Speaker 2: Up for life? Yeah, you can't. You can't tell nothing.
• 1:39:07
  Speaker 2: You can't.
• 1:39:07
  Speaker 3: You can't you can't rebuild that woman, that that child
• 1:39:10
  Speaker 3: that's not a woman.
• 1:39:11
  Speaker 2: You can't rebuild that child.
• 1:39:13
  Speaker 4: Or the woman who got it. That's actually take advantage that.
• 1:39:16
  Speaker 3: You took away everything from them. You can't rebuild that
• 1:39:20
  Speaker 3: or what you're gonna tell that mother that got a
• 1:39:22
  Speaker 3: barry Hood kid?
• 1:39:24
  Speaker 2: So you feel like you need we need our look
• 1:39:27
  Speaker 2: back for that what.
• 1:39:30
  Speaker 1: And it's only two ways that the jail's handle it.
• 1:39:34
  Speaker 1: Or in somebody out here like that's like me, you
• 1:39:37
  Speaker 1: take minds I'm taking to yours.
• 1:39:40
  Speaker 2: I stand on that.
• 1:39:41
  Speaker 4: I mean, listen, listen to me, and you want in
• 1:39:42
  Speaker 4: the same in that way.
• 1:39:43
  Speaker 1: Because somebody just asked me, like somebody sent me to
• 1:39:45
  Speaker 1: clip with the father that kept the cot right and
• 1:39:49
  Speaker 1: they said, you have a child, how do you feel
• 1:39:51
  Speaker 1: about this? I would have blue the whole precider, Like
• 1:39:57
  Speaker 1: you're not going to take away something I created, that's
• 1:40:00
  Speaker 1: my only child.
• 1:40:02
  Speaker 3: I'm taking the whole fucking priescon out. Bro, you take
• 1:40:05
  Speaker 3: one of mins, I take a fucking on me. That's
• 1:40:08
  Speaker 3: my child, Like, who gives the right for you to
• 1:40:11
  Speaker 3: take what I created? Now I'm taking the whole fucking
• 1:40:15
  Speaker 3: fuce out. And then the right after that ship I'm
• 1:40:18
  Speaker 3: gonna walk in. You gotta put me in here because
• 1:40:20
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna walk in in with my head up hot.
• 1:40:22
  Speaker 7: Now.
• 1:40:22
  Speaker 3: I did what I did because you took my minds,
• 1:40:25
  Speaker 3: took a part.
• 1:40:26
  Speaker 2: Of me, and that's exactly what he did. And I
• 1:40:29
  Speaker 2: can look at judging. How do you feel about what
• 1:40:31
  Speaker 2: you did? You?
• 1:40:33
  Speaker 3: You're talking to you talking to something that don't exist
• 1:40:36
  Speaker 3: no more. You took you took my life, You took
• 1:40:38
  Speaker 3: my heart when you took my child. That sentence me
• 1:40:42
  Speaker 3: throw the book at me. I can live with it.
• 1:40:45
  Speaker 3: But guess what, you better tell your cons to stay
• 1:40:46
  Speaker 3: away from me because I'm down to take another one.
• 1:40:49
  Speaker 2: It's real like that, but it's not. Yeah, you you
• 1:40:55
  Speaker 2: remind me a lot about myself. Bro.
• 1:40:59
  Speaker 3: You definitely telling them, but they come on the show
• 1:41:01
  Speaker 3: we talk about it.
• 1:41:02
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I was. I was listening to that ship. I'm
• 1:41:05
  Speaker 2: just like, wait, what are you?
• 1:41:08
  Speaker 5: Where are these people from?
• 1:41:09
  Speaker 3: Like they grew up with Brooklyn but probably, like you
• 1:41:15
  Speaker 3: know how shit is.
• 1:41:15
  Speaker 2: Did they have a light a candle or put it
• 1:41:17
  Speaker 2: on the floor? Did they like I wrote this this song?
• 1:41:24
  Speaker 2: I feel kind of weird doing this right now, but
• 1:41:25
  Speaker 2: so hearing you say that kind of it kind of
• 1:41:27
  Speaker 2: makes me think I wrote this song right it's not
• 1:41:30
  Speaker 2: haven't recorded it yet, I ain't gonna rap it. But anyway,
• 1:41:34
  Speaker 2: yeah this I wrote a song called Thoughts of Revenge
• 1:41:37
  Speaker 2: and it's like, then them thoughts get real, bro, do
• 1:41:42
  Speaker 2: them thoughts get real? And you know it just caused
• 1:41:45
  Speaker 2: trauma and trauma and trauma. I got shot. What's my vision?
• 1:41:51
  Speaker 2: But the whole time I was thinking about how to
• 1:41:54
  Speaker 2: get back. But see that's what they whole podcast is,
• 1:41:56
  Speaker 2: That's what they That's what they're saying though, because it's
• 1:41:58
  Speaker 2: like somebody got it in the Michael because they literally
• 1:42:03
  Speaker 2: they do the work for this, so they see all
• 1:42:06
  Speaker 2: of this ship in like a high volume and they
• 1:42:08
  Speaker 2: see it all and they like it got Like one
• 1:42:11
  Speaker 2: of the niggas was saying in the episode, he was
• 1:42:12
  Speaker 2: saying his niece got killed in the drive by. She
• 1:42:16
  Speaker 2: caught astray, you know what I mean, because a nigga
• 1:42:18
  Speaker 2: was acting reckless, careless, and he like, yeah, we mad,
• 1:42:22
  Speaker 2: But at the same time, it's like we just want
• 1:42:25
  Speaker 2: this ship to stop, you know what I mean, because
• 1:42:26
  Speaker 2: it's like it got us at some point, it got
• 1:42:28
  Speaker 2: to stop.
• 1:42:29
  Speaker 1: And tell them, fuck the mike, fuck the camera, tell
• 1:42:33
  Speaker 1: me how you really feel, Tell me how you really
• 1:42:36
  Speaker 1: feel because I got a niece. I have nieces, and
• 1:42:41
  Speaker 1: if that was my niece, it wouldn't be this ship
• 1:42:45
  Speaker 1: has to stop.
• 1:42:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it would be who the fuck is this? And yak,
• 1:42:50
  Speaker 2: where can I find them at? Like, yeah, it'd be
• 1:42:53
  Speaker 2: World War three? Yeah.
• 1:42:54
  Speaker 3: So like like, let's step down from the shirt tuck
• 1:42:59
  Speaker 3: thing and the time right in a suit.
• 1:43:03
  Speaker 2: Let's talk.
• 1:43:03
  Speaker 3: Let's talk real here, because somebody just took a part
• 1:43:06
  Speaker 3: of you, even though that's your niece, that's part of you.
• 1:43:09
  Speaker 2: But what if you know that by taking that life back,
• 1:43:12
  Speaker 2: you contribute into seven more lives being killed. But my
• 1:43:16
  Speaker 2: thing is this, you don't gotta.
• 1:43:19
  Speaker 1: You don't necessarily gotta take their life, but you you
• 1:43:21
  Speaker 1: want justice though, But what I'm saying is like, because
• 1:43:26
  Speaker 1: the justice is jail.
• 1:43:27
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but right, but that goes back to your point though.
• 1:43:30
  Speaker 2: Them niggas saying maybe we need to change the way
• 1:43:32
  Speaker 2: jail and you like, noah, don't change that shit.
• 1:43:34
  Speaker 1: Wow, We're gonna be gonna make it comfortable with them
• 1:43:37
  Speaker 1: to feel like they're not missed. If anything, we should
• 1:43:40
  Speaker 1: not on society anything.
• 1:43:41
  Speaker 2: We should just reform jail. But like AKA like niggas
• 1:43:45
  Speaker 2: who don't need to be there or niggas who don't
• 1:43:47
  Speaker 2: need to be there longer than you got them, like
• 1:43:49
  Speaker 2: change that not one thousand. Yeah, but as far as
• 1:43:52
  Speaker 2: like if you out here you touch a little kid,
• 1:43:53
  Speaker 2: it's like, no, I want this person.
• 1:43:55
  Speaker 1: So you mean it something you touched a little kid,
• 1:43:57
  Speaker 1: just that that they'd okay, slap on A. It's okay,
• 1:44:02
  Speaker 1: you're not going you don't want to be in this.
• 1:44:03
  Speaker 3: A be going to make sure you nice and comfortable,
• 1:44:07
  Speaker 3: and then when you walk out that door, guess what
• 1:44:09
  Speaker 3: you want to do?
• 1:44:09
  Speaker 2: You look for your next victim. Yeah, it's so what
• 1:44:12
  Speaker 2: you're saying about that, I feel you. And this is
• 1:44:15
  Speaker 2: the thing, like I was raised in the church and
• 1:44:18
  Speaker 2: so I know a perspective where it's like, you know,
• 1:44:21
  Speaker 2: Jesus says, you know, turn the other cheek and vengeance
• 1:44:24
  Speaker 2: is the Lord, and I understand that right. But then
• 1:44:25
  Speaker 2: there's another aspect of me that's like, hey, bro, like
• 1:44:29
  Speaker 2: if if you take like you said, like, if you
• 1:44:31
  Speaker 2: take something from me I wanted that, there's almost nothing
• 1:44:36
  Speaker 2: I'm not going so I want to. I want to.
• 1:44:40
  Speaker 2: I guess we're gonna have like a little spoke spoken
• 1:44:41
  Speaker 2: word moment real quick. You know what I mean, so
• 1:44:43
  Speaker 2: this is a verse that I wrote, and I tied
• 1:44:47
  Speaker 2: led the song thoughts of revenge, right, and this how
• 1:44:51
  Speaker 2: a song go. It's just everything you're saying just making
• 1:44:54
  Speaker 2: me think of this verse for some reason. So maybe
• 1:44:55
  Speaker 2: it's the right thing to wrap the song. Right. So
• 1:44:58
  Speaker 2: I said, I know some niggas who say that they
• 1:45:02
  Speaker 2: love me, but really they don't. I was never confused.
• 1:45:04
  Speaker 2: I had to cut out that shit that I liked.
• 1:45:06
  Speaker 2: That was wasting my time. I ain't coming here to lose.
• 1:45:08
  Speaker 2: Play by the rules. Don't play with your life trying
• 1:45:10
  Speaker 2: to act like I'm slow because you think that you smooth.
• 1:45:13
  Speaker 2: Put one in your head just to lay in my bed.
• 1:45:14
  Speaker 2: I will make this shit hot just to say that
• 1:45:16
  Speaker 2: I'm cool. Bitch. I never could raise me. It ain't
• 1:45:19
  Speaker 2: none I won't do for my safety. Can't let go
• 1:45:21
  Speaker 2: for grudge that they paid me. I am not gonna
• 1:45:23
  Speaker 2: forget that you played me. I'm gonna run you one
• 1:45:25
  Speaker 2: back when you lazy with the risk it they think
• 1:45:27
  Speaker 2: that I'm crazy, That's the least I could do. That's
• 1:45:29
  Speaker 2: the least of my worries when beefing with you. And
• 1:45:31
  Speaker 2: that's that's really how it felt. I was just like
• 1:45:33
  Speaker 2: exclusive exclusive.
• 1:45:35
  Speaker 3: Yeahs, you'll spit two verses for your ass so far.
• 1:45:42
  Speaker 2: But it's like I wrote that verse because I really
• 1:45:45
  Speaker 2: felt like I needed to like kind of share in
• 1:45:49
  Speaker 2: some type of way. Like I said, play by the rules.
• 1:45:52
  Speaker 2: Don't play with your life trying to act like I'm
• 1:45:54
  Speaker 2: slow because you think that you smooth.
• 1:45:56
  Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.
• 1:45:57
  Speaker 2: Put one in your head just to lay in my bed.
• 1:45:59
  Speaker 2: I will make this ship hot just to say that
• 1:46:01
  Speaker 2: I'm cool. And for that that's how I feel right well.
• 1:46:04
  Speaker 3: Every day I leave the house, I always here say
• 1:46:07
  Speaker 3: it don't matter what it takes, I'm nigging it back
• 1:46:09
  Speaker 3: home at my child. I don't give a fuck. Somebody's
• 1:46:12
  Speaker 3: gonna be getting ready to every day motherfucker jib because
• 1:46:15
  Speaker 3: that's what I'm getting back home to my jib bro.
• 1:46:18
  Speaker 1: I would know I would never put myself in a
• 1:46:20
  Speaker 1: predicament again to be fighting for myself, to be fighting
• 1:46:24
  Speaker 1: for my life on the floor again.
• 1:46:26
  Speaker 2: You gotta be, you gotta you gotta.
• 1:46:28
  Speaker 3: Kill me because I would never be in that predicament again.
• 1:46:32
  Speaker 3: I don't care if you had a badge or you're
• 1:46:34
  Speaker 3: a nigga with a gun anyways.
• 1:46:35
  Speaker 2: Walking with your pants hagging.
• 1:46:37
  Speaker 3: I will never put myself in that predicament again.
• 1:46:39
  Speaker 4: I got another one.
• 1:46:39
  Speaker 2: I got another line. I don't need to say the
• 1:46:42
  Speaker 2: whole verse, but I ain't got another line where I
• 1:46:44
  Speaker 2: was like, uh, fresh autter, excuse me, fresh out the lot,
• 1:46:49
  Speaker 2: hand on my glock. I'm gonna make it home whether
• 1:46:51
  Speaker 2: you like it or not. And I like that line
• 1:46:53
  Speaker 2: a lot because it's like fresh out the lot, hand
• 1:46:56
  Speaker 2: on my glock. I'm gonna make it home whether you
• 1:46:58
  Speaker 2: like it or not. You know what I'm saying, Like
• 1:47:00
  Speaker 2: whether you I don't give a fuck how you feel nothing,
• 1:47:03
  Speaker 2: that's like you. That's the way you're supposed to live life, though,
• 1:47:05
  Speaker 2: you know, because like you even think about it, like
• 1:47:07
  Speaker 2: it's fucked up when you think about like the police
• 1:47:10
  Speaker 2: and the police having this authority, and it's wrong cause
• 1:47:12
  Speaker 2: it's like, so you want me to sit.
• 1:47:14
  Speaker 4: Back and allow my fate to be in your hands,
• 1:47:21
  Speaker 4: and I.
• 1:47:21
  Speaker 2: Should just do it because that's what it means to
• 1:47:23
  Speaker 2: be a good citizen. But it's like, but you know what, though, realistically,
• 1:47:27
  Speaker 2: I take my chances with I'll take my chances and
• 1:47:30
  Speaker 2: I leave it in the hands of God and a
• 1:47:32
  Speaker 2: lie you know what I mean, because at the end
• 1:47:33
  Speaker 2: of the day, it's like, well, one thing for show.
• 1:47:36
  Speaker 2: If I let you do it your way, I'm not
• 1:47:38
  Speaker 2: gonna be here. But there's a chance, even though the
• 1:47:40
  Speaker 2: chances might be slim, if I do ship my way,
• 1:47:44
  Speaker 2: I might see another day and I might need to
• 1:47:46
  Speaker 2: take them chances with your day. Always go with your way.
• 1:47:52
  Speaker 3: My damn working around with a gun, he said, Nigga,
• 1:47:55
  Speaker 3: I ain't want to nothing, to get caught without it.
• 1:47:57
  Speaker 2: I got to make get home. Bro. He's like, you're
• 1:48:01
  Speaker 2: a podcasting man, Nigga, you out the loop. They're like,
• 1:48:04
  Speaker 2: what how about this shit? No more.
• 1:48:06
  Speaker 3: I'm just like, damn, if I can see, I'll probably
• 1:48:09
  Speaker 3: be doing the same shit.
• 1:48:11
  Speaker 2: Yeah, Bro, we don't tell you what's going on in
• 1:48:14
  Speaker 2: the hood that nigga ain't.
• 1:48:14
  Speaker 3: None of your business, no more, not in this light,
• 1:48:17
  Speaker 3: no more. So, Nigga, keep doing what you do. Nigga,
• 1:48:20
  Speaker 3: make us proud, Nigga, take us off the hood.
• 1:48:23
  Speaker 2: But until then, I gotta do. I gotta do, I
• 1:48:25
  Speaker 2: gotta step. I ain't mad at you, bro, and on
• 1:48:28
  Speaker 2: my glod, I respect it. I'm making home whether you
• 1:48:31
  Speaker 2: like it or not. And I really do feel that way,
• 1:48:33
  Speaker 2: like you know, I'm a peaceful person, and I, like
• 1:48:37
  Speaker 2: I said, I was, I gotta.
• 1:48:38
  Speaker 4: I was raised in a huge church community.
• 1:48:40
  Speaker 2: But at the same time, though, like hez the dude
• 1:48:43
  Speaker 2: who took the man's life and taking his son life.
• 1:48:44
  Speaker 2: It's like, what do you expect me to do? What?
• 1:48:47
  Speaker 2: What do you expect me to do?
• 1:48:49
  Speaker 3: Because I don't want to hear Oh, let the courts
• 1:48:51
  Speaker 3: deal with it.
• 1:48:52
  Speaker 4: Where's my sanity?
• 1:48:53
  Speaker 2: Let the courts deal with it.
• 1:48:54
  Speaker 1: Let the judge want to know why because them cops
• 1:48:57
  Speaker 1: beat the shit out of that guy, and motherfucking mythis
• 1:48:59
  Speaker 1: and they bore the way.
• 1:49:01
  Speaker 3: Think I'm playing my faith in in the system.
• 1:49:04
  Speaker 4: How You're gonna suspend the nigga?
• 1:49:06
  Speaker 2: Come on, did the police do anything with Sean Bell?
• 1:49:10
  Speaker 3: We could just name name at the name at the
• 1:49:12
  Speaker 3: name at the name, and let's do the time.
• 1:49:16
  Speaker 4: George Zimmerman out here making money selling paintings.
• 1:49:19
  Speaker 2: On making money. He's selling the gun that killed Aymond Martin. Bro,
• 1:49:24
  Speaker 2: demonic bro. He deserves he deserved to die.
• 1:49:28
  Speaker 3: I'm sorry and I'm playing my life and say the
• 1:49:30
  Speaker 3: judge going to make make this decision, be right, not
• 1:49:33
  Speaker 3: the only time to judge make the decisions.
• 1:49:35
  Speaker 2: Right when it's be doing.
• 1:49:36
  Speaker 1: Black on black grounds, not police showing black crowns. Like
• 1:49:40
  Speaker 1: I said the Two Brothers, the couch is always open,
• 1:49:43
  Speaker 1: the platform is always open.
• 1:49:44
  Speaker 2: This to that and we could talk about it.
• 1:49:45
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I love debates like this.
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  Speaker 2: I'm asking to come on the show. I love debate
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  Speaker 2: I love debates like this.
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  Speaker 4: I'm asking to come on the show.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, definitely. So you still don't want to tell people
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  Speaker 3: next episode. But you know, shout out to limiteds Wealth credit.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, were out of this, bitch man. You're still getting
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  Speaker 3: I don't want the drink chicken, but I am going
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  Speaker 2: Let's see, man, i'mna slide with you again. We all y'all,
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  Speaker 2: and we're off this Pa