Latest / Jessi Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast / How to Stop Worrying About Numbers and Trust God Instead

Transcript

How to Stop Worrying About Numbers and Trust God Instead · Jessi Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast

• 0:00
  SPEAKER_00: Hello, hello.
• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: You're listening to the Jesse Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast episode 107.
• 0:06
  SPEAKER_00: This week's devotional is titled, What Are You Counting?
• 0:09
  SPEAKER_00: Numbers or Worry?
• 0:10
  SPEAKER_00: Concluding the study of David.
• 0:14
  SPEAKER_00: Hi, I'm Jesse Morgan.
• 0:16
  SPEAKER_00: I used to just share home decor and renovation tips on social media, but now I'm sharing something even closer to my heart.
• 0:22
  SPEAKER_00: My journey in love for Jesus Christ, my Savior.
• 0:24
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to the Jesse Morgan Devotions for the Christian Hawk Podcast.
• 0:28
  SPEAKER_00: This is a weekly devotional I started back in May 2024, but the inspiration for it came much earlier.
• 0:35
  SPEAKER_00: It was rooted in a faith journey that began when my daughter was born four months early in 2023.
• 0:40
  SPEAKER_00: Through that challenging time, God worked in ways that truly amazed me.
• 0:44
  SPEAKER_00: On this podcast, I share personal stories of faith woven together with Scripture to show just how incredible God's word can be in our everyday lives.
• 0:54
  SPEAKER_00: My hope is that through these stories, you'll be encouraged, uplifted, and reminded of God's love and presence, no matter what you're going through.
• 1:02
  SPEAKER_00: So I invite you to spend less than 15 minutes with me each week as we reflect on these devotionals together.
• 1:08
  SPEAKER_00: Let's all pray within.
• 1:12
  SPEAKER_00: What are you counting?
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_00: Numbers or worry?
• 1:15
  SPEAKER_00: Episode 107.
• 1:17
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome back to the Jesse Morgan Devotions for the Christian Heart Podcast.
• 1:22
  SPEAKER_00: And we are coming up, we are basically on the conclusion of David and the story of David.
• 1:30
  SPEAKER_00: And honestly, this chapter in 2 Samuel, this last chapter is one of the most interesting lessons in David's entire life.
• 1:40
  SPEAKER_00: And we're diving into 2 Samuel 24, the story of David and the census.
• 1:46
  SPEAKER_00: And what's amazing is that I've studied this story before.
• 1:49
  SPEAKER_00: I've read it before.
• 1:50
  SPEAKER_00: I've even talked about it before on this podcast some time ago.
• 1:54
  SPEAKER_00: But isn't it incredible how you reread the exact same scripture and suddenly God reveals something completely different to you, depending on the season you're in?
• 2:04
  SPEAKER_00: And that's exactly what happened to me this past week with David and the census.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_00: So let's start.
• 2:11
  SPEAKER_00: In 2 Samuel 24, 1, it says, Again, the anger of the Lord burned against Israel, and he incited incited David against them, saying, Go and take a census of Israel and Judah.
• 2:24
  SPEAKER_00: Now when you first read that verse, it can feel confusing because later in the chapter, David realizes taking the census was sinful.
• 2:32
  SPEAKER_00: In fact, 2 Samuel 24, 10, it says David was stricken after he had counted the fighting men, and he said to the Lord, I have sinned greatly in what I have done.
• 2:44
  SPEAKER_00: So naturally you start asking, you know, how could David sin if verse 1 in 2 Samuel 24 says God allowed it?
• 2:54
  SPEAKER_00: But when you cross-reference this story with 1 Chronicles 21:1, it says, Satan rose up against Israel and incited David to take a census of Israel.
• 3:06
  SPEAKER_00: So that should give you a little bit more of a picture.
• 3:08
  SPEAKER_00: But even if we go back to 2 Samuel 24, 1, as it says, again the anger of the Lord burned against Israel, and he incited David against them, saying, Go and take a census of Israel and Judah.
• 3:19
  SPEAKER_00: And you're kind of like, well, wait a minute, where does it say Satan?
• 3:23
  SPEAKER_00: But if you read in scripture, and this is why it's so important to read yourself, if you look at the second part of uh 21, 4, 21, 1, it says, and he incited David again against them.
• 3:35
  SPEAKER_00: The he is not capitalized.
• 3:37
  SPEAKER_00: As we all know in the Bible, God, Jesus, him, his, he, um, that pronoun is always capitalized when we're referring to God the Father, Son, or the Holy Spirit.
• 3:47
  SPEAKER_00: And in this chapter, it's not.
• 3:50
  SPEAKER_00: So the right there, that should be a clue of realizing, okay, this was not God doing this.
• 3:58
  SPEAKER_00: So, anyways, like we said, in Second Chronicles, it confirms that Satan rose up against Israel and incited David to take a census of Israel.
• 4:07
  SPEAKER_00: And suddenly the picture becomes clearer.
• 4:09
  SPEAKER_00: And God allowed the testing.
• 4:11
  SPEAKER_00: He allowed the testing, but David still had the choice.
• 4:15
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 4:16
  SPEAKER_00: And honestly, isn't that true for all of us?
• 4:19
  SPEAKER_00: David chose to take that census.
• 4:21
  SPEAKER_00: Satan influenced, but David had to make the choice, and he did.
• 4:26
  SPEAKER_00: And isn't that true for all of us?
• 4:28
  SPEAKER_00: Um, temptation exists, fear exists, pride exists, you know, anxiety exists, but we still have to choose what we're going to do with it.
• 4:36
  SPEAKER_00: Now, the interesting thing about this census is that census themselves are not automatically sinful in biblical times.
• 4:43
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, counting people was normal in certain situations, but this situation was different.
• 4:49
  SPEAKER_00: David spent nearly nine months sending military commanders throughout Israel and Judah, counting every fighting man in the kingdom.
• 4:56
  SPEAKER_00: And even Joab, David's military leader, questioned him.
• 5:00
  SPEAKER_00: In 2 Samuel 24, 3 it says, But Joab replied to the king, May the Lord your God multiply the troops a hundred times over.
• 5:08
  SPEAKER_00: But why does my Lord the king want to do such a thing?
• 5:12
  SPEAKER_00: Even Joab knew something wasn't right, because David had never needed numbers before.
• 5:17
  SPEAKER_00: Even, I mean, every battle David ever fought with his men, God made a way.
• 5:22
  SPEAKER_00: God never had to stop and calculate David never had to, you know, stop and calculate.
• 5:27
  SPEAKER_00: Um, do I have enough soldiers?
• 5:28
  SPEAKER_00: Do I have enough strength?
• 5:30
  SPEAKER_00: Do I have enough resources?
• 5:31
  SPEAKER_00: God always had been enough.
• 5:34
  SPEAKER_00: So David suddenly wanting an exact number, it just revealed something deeper happening in his heart and mind.
• 5:42
  SPEAKER_00: Maybe pride, maybe fear, maybe the desire for control.
• 5:46
  SPEAKER_00: And honestly, this story really touched me personally in a completely different way this past week because the world today is obsessed with numbers, right?
• 5:55
  SPEAKER_00: Everything evolves around numbers, money, followers, views, promotions, bank accounts, debt, diagnosis, statistics, successes, failures.
• 6:04
  SPEAKER_00: Everything is measured.
• 6:05
  SPEAKER_00: And I realized recently that I had become consumed with numbers too.
• 6:10
  SPEAKER_00: The past few weeks have honestly been stressful for me and my family.
• 6:15
  SPEAKER_00: Tax season just ended, and I've been dealing with some mistakes on my 2024 tax return and trying to work through IRS issues, accountant conversations, nanny taxes, quarterly payments, all of it.
• 6:28
  SPEAKER_00: And I'll be honest with you, the IRS stresses me out.
• 6:33
  SPEAKER_00: I think everybody has certain weaknesses or anxieties, and finances are definitely one of mine.
• 6:39
  SPEAKER_00: And I found myself doing exactly what David did.
• 6:42
  SPEAKER_00: I kept counting.
• 6:44
  SPEAKER_00: How much could we owe?
• 6:45
  SPEAKER_00: How what is this?
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_00: What if this happens?
• 6:48
  SPEAKER_00: What if that happens?
• 6:50
  SPEAKER_00: How much money do we have?
• 6:51
  SPEAKER_00: What's the worst case scenario if I don't have enough money?
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_00: I was mentally adding everything up over and over and over again.
• 6:59
  SPEAKER_00: I was asking Chat GPT to add it up over and over and over again.
• 7:03
  SPEAKER_00: And while talking to my parents about the story last week, it just really hit me so deeply that I honestly felt like God was speaking directly to me through David's senses.
• 7:15
  SPEAKER_00: I needed to stop counting everything and start trusting him again because numbers cannot give peace.
• 7:22
  SPEAKER_00: Only God can.
• 7:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I realized something.
• 7:25
  SPEAKER_00: David's mistake wasn't simply counting people, his mistake was putting confidence in the count instead of confidence in God.
• 7:35
  SPEAKER_00: And we do that too.
• 7:37
  SPEAKER_00: We count our money, we count our problems, we count our limitations, we count our failures, we count our fears, instead of counting on God.
• 7:46
  SPEAKER_00: Even in full in uh Psalms 27, it says, um, let me like see right here, some trust in chariots and some trust in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.
• 7:55
  SPEAKER_00: David forgot that for a moment.
• 7:57
  SPEAKER_00: I did too.
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_00: And honestly, you know, we're all guilty of it at some point.
• 8:03
  SPEAKER_00: Because while I was stressing over finances and numbers and taxes and all those possible outcomes, I stopped focusing on the countless miracles God has already done in my life.
• 8:13
  SPEAKER_00: He sustained my family through impossible seasons.
• 8:16
  SPEAKER_00: He carried us through my daughter in the NICU, he provided during hardship moments before.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: God made ways when we look like when it looked like there was just no way.
• 8:26
  SPEAKER_00: And somehow I developed temporary amnesia or selective amnesia because a new challenge showed up.
• 8:34
  SPEAKER_00: But this story reminded me stop taking a census, start trusting God again.
• 8:41
  SPEAKER_00: And I just want to encourage, you know, somebody listening today, stop obsessing over the numbers, stop letting the fear rule your thoughts, because numbers can either create pride or anxiety, but neither can lead to peace.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_00: In Philippians 4 19, it says, And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.
• 9:02
  SPEAKER_00: That doesn't mean life will always be easy, it doesn't mean consequences don't exist.
• 9:08
  SPEAKER_00: David still faced consequences, as me.
• 9:11
  SPEAKER_00: And even in the middle of judgment, God still showed mercy.
• 9:15
  SPEAKER_00: After the plague devastated Israel due to David's census, David cried out to God in 2 Samuel 24, 17.
• 9:24
  SPEAKER_00: It says, Um, I have sinned, I, the shepherd, have done wrong.
• 9:30
  SPEAKER_00: These are but sheep.
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_00: What have they done?
• 9:33
  SPEAKER_00: And David built an altar before the Lord after that.
• 9:37
  SPEAKER_00: 2 Samuel 24 24 says, I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.
• 9:46
  SPEAKER_00: What a powerful ending to David's story, took accountability for that sin.
• 9:52
  SPEAKER_00: And because David was never perfect, David failed, he sinned, he drifted, he made painful mistakes, just like the census and other things.
• 10:04
  SPEAKER_00: But he always returned to God.
• 10:06
  SPEAKER_00: That's what makes him so special.
• 10:07
  SPEAKER_00: That burnt offering was him returning to God, that burnt offering was him pleading to God to save his people after that plague, pleading to God to please stop, take that accountability, take that consequent out on me.
• 10:19
  SPEAKER_00: He took that ownership.
• 10:20
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what makes David so special.
• 10:23
  SPEAKER_00: He always returned to God.
• 10:25
  SPEAKER_00: That's why it's always so powerful, because he always returned to God.
• 10:29
  SPEAKER_00: Because it reminds me, and you know, us that imperfect people can still be deeply used by God and still be deeply powerful with God.
• 10:40
  SPEAKER_00: And as we move into first Kings chapters one and two, we see David nearing the end of his life.
• 10:48
  SPEAKER_00: He's old, he's weak, he's tired, he's cold.
• 10:52
  SPEAKER_00: Scripture says he couldn't even keep warm anymore.
• 10:55
  SPEAKER_00: And honestly, after decades of battles, warfare, betrayal, grief, leadership, and pressure, it makes sense.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_00: But one thing David never permanently lost was his faith in God.
• 11:06
  SPEAKER_00: And through David's bloodline came Jesus Christ, the ultimate king.
• 11:10
  SPEAKER_00: Think about that.
• 11:12
  SPEAKER_00: A shepherd boy overlooked in a field became the king through whom the lineage of Jesus would come.
• 11:19
  SPEAKER_00: That's so powerful.
• 11:21
  SPEAKER_00: That's the power of God.
• 11:23
  SPEAKER_00: So if God can use David, flawed, imperfect, emotional.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_00: Imagine what he can do through us too, when we trust in him.
• 11:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I just want to encourage you today, what if you stopped counting your limitations and start counting on God instead?
• 11:40
  SPEAKER_00: What if you stop focusing on the fear and start remembering and counting the miracles he's already done?
• 11:47
  SPEAKER_00: Because he's still the same God.
• 11:51
  SPEAKER_00: Let's pray.
• 11:52
  SPEAKER_00: Father God, thank you so much for this incredible study of David.
• 11:57
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for every lesson, every victory, every failure, every act of repentance, every reminder that you still use imperfect people.
• 12:06
  SPEAKER_00: Lord, help us to stop obsessing over numbers and start trusting you again.
• 12:10
  SPEAKER_00: Help us to stop counting what we lack and start remembering your faithfulness.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you, Father, for sustaining us through difficult seasons, even when our faith wavers.
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for your mercy and compassion, Lord.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: For anybody listening right now, caring anxiety about finances, health, fear, uncertainties, and future, remind them today, Lord, that you are still in control.
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_00: We love you and we praise you in Jesus' name.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: Amen.
• 12:35
  SPEAKER_00: Wow.
• 12:36
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you all so much for being here throughout this entire study of David.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_00: It's been like 10 months almost.
• 12:42
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_00: I truly never imagined that my, you know, my daughter being born under two pounds in 2023 would inspire me to start writing devotionals, then voice notes, and eventually a podcast that has over a hundred episodes.
• 12:56
  SPEAKER_00: My goodness.
• 12:57
  SPEAKER_00: God can truly take painful seasons and turn them into purpose, huh?
• 13:02
  SPEAKER_00: And I just want to encourage you with this.
• 13:04
  SPEAKER_00: Your story matters.
• 13:06
  SPEAKER_00: Your testimony could help someone survive their hardest season.
• 13:10
  SPEAKER_00: Share it.
• 13:12
  SPEAKER_00: Love you all.
• 13:13
  SPEAKER_00: Excited for what's to come with our next episode?
• 13:16
  SPEAKER_00: Still working on that.
• 13:17
  SPEAKER_00: Um, till next time, signing off.
• 13:21
  SPEAKER_00: Well, that wraps up this week's episode.
• 13:23
  SPEAKER_00: I hope these devotions help you draw closer to God each day.
• 13:27
  SPEAKER_00: If this episode encouraged you, please share it with someone who might need the same message.
• 13:31
  SPEAKER_00: And don't forget to subscribe so you never miss a weekly episode.
• 13:35
  SPEAKER_00: Also, if you feek if you feel compelled, leaving a nice review would be so appreciated as well.
• 13:41
  SPEAKER_00: For more information or to reach out, check the show notes or visit jessimorganhome.com or find me on Instagram at JessieMorganLi.
• 13:50
  SPEAKER_00: Remember, God's timing is always perfect.
• 13:52
  SPEAKER_00: Keep trusting him.
• 13:53
  SPEAKER_00: Until next time, this is Jesse Morgan praying off.