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- There is a specific kind of silence that lives in the space between you and your own happiness, a heavy, protective quiet that feels safer than any noise could ever be. It’s the moment you catch yourself shrinking back from the light because, for reasons you can’t quite name, being seen in your triumph feels like inviting trouble. I want you to think about the last time something truly good happened to you. Maybe it was a promotion you didn’t feel qualified for but got anyway. Maybe it was a text from an old friend that made your chest ache with warmth. Or maybe it was just the quiet realization that you finally slept through the night without waking up anxious. Whatever it was, I bet there was a split second where your instinct wasn’t to call someone or post a story or tell the world. I bet your instinct was to check the room. To see who was listening. To make sure no one was watching too closely. Let’s sit with that for a second. Why do we do that? Why does our first reaction to joy often look like defense? We live in a culture that tells us to celebrate loudly, to broadcast our wins on every platform, to curate our lives into highlight reels that scream, 'Look at me.' But for so many of us, especially those of us who have spent years trying to survive rather than thrive, loudness feels dangerous. Silence feels safe. If you don’t say it out loud, it can’t be taken away. If you don’t claim it publicly, you can’t be accused of bragging. If you keep it small, it stays yours. But let’s dig a little deeper, past the surface level of social anxiety or fear of judgment. Let’s talk about the history that carries these bodies. For women, especially, hiding excitement has been a survival mechanism for generations. We were taught to be small, to take up less space, to not ruffle the feathers of people who held more power than we did. When you grow up believing that your ambition is a burden to others, or that your success might trigger envy or resentment, you learn to dim your light. Not because you’re ashamed of it, but because you’re protecting the peace around you. I remember when I first started my podcast after leaving my corporate job. I had this huge win—a contract signed, a team assembled, a launch date set. My heart was pounding with this electric, terrifying hope. And yet, when my sister asked how it was going, I found myself saying, 'Oh, it’s just a side project. Nothing real yet.' I minimized it. I deflected. I felt guilty for feeling excited. It wasn’t logical. There was no logical reason to hide it. But emotionally, it felt like if I admitted how much this meant to me, I was asking for pity or pressure. So I wrapped it in layers of humility, thinking I was being gracious. But really, I was just afraid. There is another layer to this, one that’s harder to name. It’s the fear that if you admit how happy you are, you’re setting yourself up for a fall. It’s that superstitious whisper that says, 'Don’t jinx it.' We treat joy like a fragile glass ornament that will shatter if we hold it too tightly or show it off too proudly. We wait for the other shoe to drop. We brace ourselves for the critique. We prepare for the disappointment before it even arrives, as a way of inoculating ourselves against it. This isn’t just about being humble. It’s about a deep, cellular distrust of good things sticking around. If you’ve experienced loss, or instability, or periods where everything fell apart, your brain learns to associate high highs with inevitable lows. Sharing your excitement invites vulnerability. And vulnerability requires trust. Trust that you won’t be crushed if it ends. Trust that you are worthy of the joy while it lasts. Trust that you won’t be blamed if it fades. That is a lot of trust to ask of yourself, especially when you’re still finding your footing. But here is the thing I need you to hear today, and I need you to really let it sink in: hiding your excitement doesn’t protect you. It isolates you. When you keep your victories private, you deny yourself the community that celebrates them. You deny yourself the reinforcement that tells you, 'You did this. You are capable. You are moving forward.' You stay alone in the dark with your win, wondering if it counts, wondering if it matters, wondering if anyone else sees what you see. We talked a few episodes ago about walking away from perfect opportunities that felt wrong. We discussed trusting your body’s wisdom. But today, I want to talk about the opposite act—the courage to step into the light when you’ve spent a lifetime staying in the shadows. Because when you share your excitement, even quietly, even tentatively, you create a ripple. You give permission to others around you to feel their own joy. You break the spell of scarcity that says there isn’t enough happiness to go around. Your excitement is not a threat to someone else’s peace; it is an invitation to theirs. So, how do we start? How do we move from hiding to sharing, without feeling exposed or arrogant? It starts with small, manageable acts of visibility. You don’t have to announce your life changes to the entire internet. You don’t have to write a blog post or make a grand speech. Start with one person. One safe, steady human being who loves you. Tell them, 'I’m really proud of myself right now.' Watch their face. Notice if they smile. Notice if they lean in. Most of the time, they will mirror your joy. They will reflect it back to you, making it bigger, brighter, more real. And then, maybe, you tell two people. Then you write it down in a journal, not as a secret, but as a record. 'On this day, I achieved X. I felt Y.' Write it with detail. Write it with color. Claim it on paper. These small steps build a muscle. They teach your nervous system that joy is safe. That it won’t hurt you. That you can hold it without dropping it. Over time, the fear recedes. The silence lifts. And you find yourself standing taller, not because you’re louder, but because you’re finally honest. That wasn’t just luck; that was your backbone. Every time you choose to share your truth, even softly, you are reinforcing your own worth. You are telling the world, and more importantly, yourself, that your happiness matters. That your effort matters. That the work you’ve put in deserves to be witnessed. This is the unsung heroism of resilience. It’s not always the dramatic comeback. It’s not always the viral moment. Sometimes, it’s the quiet decision to stop apologizing for your joy. To stop shrinking. To stop hiding. It’s fierce. It’s tender. It’s entirely yours. And it’s okay if you’re scared. It’s okay if you still want to hide sometimes. We are all works in progress. But next time you feel that surge of excitement, that spark of pride, don’t turn it off. Don’t minimize it. Sit with it. Breathe into it. And then, if you can, share it. Just a little. Let someone else see the light you’re carrying. Because the world needs your brightness, even if you’re still learning how to shine without burning. I’m Kara Burns. Keep shining, even when it feels scary. I’ll see you in the next one.