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Pivoting into Authentic Manifestation Dialogue · The Spiritual Shitshow Podcast

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  Hello and welcome back to the Spiritual Shit Show podcast.
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  Yesterday I recorded a podcast where I was able to pivot away from what the scheduled programming was and was able to practice meeting the moment and what I needed, in real time.
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  And I'm gonna use this space to do that again.
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  On Monday nights, I host Energy Club.
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  And so yesterday, I was really leaning into and hearing this nudge of,"I just don't wanna do it tonight." And then the doubts come in or the storytelling of,"Julie, you can't quit," or,"Julie, you just have to show up," or,"Julie, you have to learn how to commit to something and they're counting on you, and you're gonna look wishy-washy," and, all of those stories.
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  And I was like,"I know, but honestly, it just doesn't sound fun, and I think there's a different way to do it today." and so I reached out to the group and said,"We're gonna pivot, and instead of getting online and I'm just channeling for an hour, that just doesn't sound fun for me." So what I would really love to try is...
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  Because what I do love is offering individual support.
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  I love, you know, like,'cause I think we all need it.
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  We all need it.
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  These moments where, like if you're starting to slip or you're starting to feel a little locked up or you're starting to doubt, that this is how we can really show up for one another truthfully.
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  And if you're listening, you know, I wanna challenge us all into this, of like how can we really show up in really beautiful, authentic, empowered, and supportive spaces for one another?
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  And in that, we get to practice not being too much, not taking up too much space, not asking for consent or overriding or whatever.
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  I, I think this whole energy right now is really about, um, stepping into who you are, who I am, who, you know, who we are collectively, but really tapping into our individual magic.
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  I love the, the reminder yesterday in the podcast when I was able to pivot, and it was, you know, what does, what are your deepest desires?
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  And like when you can really ground into what is deep and true for you and practice, then navigating from that space, that's where like the real magic and the power is.
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  So today, many of the group members are sending over, their voice memos of, where they're at and maybe what they need support in or, you know, just by actually,"I'm, I'm good, but if you have anything to offer, I'll definitely take it." The interesting thing that I'm finding is everybody's, working through the same thing.
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  because we're not in a collective group, we're not able to hear it and see it, but I am, and I think that's the power of being able to share your story, is because when you practice sharing and being in your story and sharing it, it gives other people permission to be like,"Shit, me too.
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  That's exactly how I feel," or,"That's exactly what I'm processing," or,"That's what I'm, you know, I'm working through right now." And that is so beautiful because I think a lot of us feel like we're doing this life alone, and if we are too much or too vocal or too whatever, then we start thinking of ourselves as too much, and then we figure out how we can just ride that, container of safety, you know, where you're not too much, you're not too vulnerable, you're not triggering anybody.
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  You're not...
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  So we wanna move away from that and really cultivate practice in being who you are unapologetically.
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  That is something that the guys have always talked about, but it really is hard.
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  How do you show up as your unapologetic self and committed to what is true for you?
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  What do you want?
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  How do you want to live your life?
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  How do you want to experience, express, receive, allow, and offer to this energetic experience?
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  one of the Energy Club members, I've been working with her doing one-on-one sessions, and things are really pivoting in her life.
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  and so my personal question to the guides today is, as an energy worker, and I do this soul intuitive work, you know, what does it really mean if...
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  'Cause I can go back with this client, and I'm like,"Oh, yeah, I remember one time that they said, and I remember another time that they said." But that's not looking like that's what's working out.
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  And then I also have, like, questions of, you know, what is my role in, in these gifts that I have?
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  And How can I hold a space for other people?
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  But it's not like, it's n- there, it's not a crystal ball, right?
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  So that's my question today.
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  And then I promise tomorrow we'll get back into the manifestation questions So my question today is when we're dropping in to really anchor and center and to get clear about what it is that we want, they're saying, uh, this is going about...
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  This- They're stopping me and they're saying this is manifestation because we tend to not question our desires.
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  Why do we want that?
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  I shared this.
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  Um, there was a part of me that I had to question.
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  I was like,"Do I want a big house because I want a big house, or do I want a big house because then it'll look like I've become somebody?" That it's something that people can enter my home and be like,"Wow, woo, cool.
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  You've made it." There's...
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  That's where alignment and manifestation...
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  Ask yourself, and they're saying not enough people ask why they desire it.
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  Why are you manifesting that?
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  And that's where there can be a lag in what it is that you're manifesting because what the universe is really connected into is the soul of who you are.
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  The universe is really listening to your subconscious, the fears, the programming, the...
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  all of that.
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  what you're really strongly connected into, like your strongest route into your ability to manifest, is by manifesting from the frequency from that of which you are and what it is that you truly desire on a soul level.
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  Number one, they're saying you have to question the desires, always, always.
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  Why do I, why do I want this?
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  And is this true for me?
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  what's here?
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  What's...
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  Why?
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  Why is there a part of me that wants to manifest this, and why?
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  And then if it's like, because I believe in love, and I believe in abundance, and I believe that...
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  I believe in abundance, straight up.
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  And so I believe that I am worthy of living an abundant life, so I want the beautiful house.
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  I want the house where I can land in, and it, there, it's spacious and Once I can get behind the reason why I want to manifest and it's coming from that space, this more truthful space, versus the alternative, which is I really want the house because I wanna be keeping up with the Joneses because everybody else has one, because I, I want my life to look good.
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  The big X is coming in on that.
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  But if I'm wanna manifest that house because I truly believe in abundance, and I want to experience what it is to be in a beautiful, spacious home.
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  Can you see I'm trying to manifest a new house right now?
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  And it's really big, and it's really white, and it's really clean, and we have really beautiful art everywhere.
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  But why?
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  Because I believe that I am held in life, that I'm worthy of it, that I know I don't want to repeat the cycles of my family, that I have I am working really hard on checking my limiting belief systems, and I know where I adapted them from.
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  I know where I inherited them from, and I'm no longer aligning with that.
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  I don't want the house to keep up with the Joneses because then I'd be creating from a space of lack that I don't That, that's You know?
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  Um, uh, it's an old, it's an old story.
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  But if my new story is because I believe in abundance, and I believe in beauty, and I wanna be surrounded by abundance and beauty Then there's the manifestation, right?
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  Okay, back on track to the original question So when we're doing energy work and we're getting like a, a future prediction, what is that about?
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  And the guides are saying They're kinda laughing.
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  They're like, the whole point of this is because inside every single soul, every single soul is equipped to create the life that it is that they want.
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  Now, some of the work is harder for some than others.
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  That there is an acknowledgement from.
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  Some people really, really have to work hard to...
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  Uh, it's almost like they were born in the mud, and it takes a long time to get, you know, headed towards the light again.
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  And in those certain situations, there's a lot of karma that just needed to be picked up and cleaned up and worked through, and, but ideally everybody has the same, um...
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  Everybody's equipped with the same things inside.
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  I'm cautious about saying that.
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  So they're saying this is just an angle.
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  Uh, don't speak from fear.
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  Okay It all comes down into your internal anchored beliefs about what you have, and believe to be true for yourself, period.
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  Period.
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  That's why some people can celebrate their rags to riches stories.
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  That's why there are some people who, are born into a certain situation and can never get out of it, and there are certain people who can bor- be born into that same situation and can get out of it It's learning how to question.
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  Question your belief systems, question your desires and again, everybody's equipped inside to do the work to make the changes, to remember, to remember That you're co-creating your experience, and then you bring the physical body online.
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  The physical body is what's keeping you attuned to the frequency.
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  If I am riddled with fear or lack or don't love my body or don't love my circumstances, there's no way that you're gonna be able to manifest from that point.
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  So in manifestation, and this is not one of the questions, in manifestation, they're saying rule number one is you need to figure out how you feel, and you need to do your internal cleanup work.
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  Do you feel abundant?
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  Do you feel worthy?
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  Do you feel loved?
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  Do you feel supported?
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  Do you feel capable?
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  Do you feel in lack?
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  And then the work is every day, every day sweeping out those lower vibrational frequencies And then, and then you get into the frequency of your desire.
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  You have to feel it for you to manifest it All right.
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  I'm gonna stop here.
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  Chew on that.
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  And know that if you're listening to this and there's certain things that you disagree with, there are certain things that I disagree with too when I'm listening to this, but I'm gonna hold it in a way that I can get curious about.
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  There's a curiosity here, and I know the guides are always kinda giving one perspective'cause halfway through, like I said, I was like,"I don't know about how that's gonna land, how that's gonna be heard," and it's okay.
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  We're just gonna Yeah.
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  Well, they're saying there's different ways to explain, everything.
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  There's always a different angle, so they're just offering a perspective, not the perspective.
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  And then to my question, they're finishing up of that is the answer to the question.
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  They are offering a perspective, not the perspective.
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  They are offering a solution, not the solution.
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  So when this information is coming through, if you're getting psychic readings or intuitive readings or, even journaling for yourself, and like I was so clear that Spirit said dot, dot, dot, dot.
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  Spirit is always offering you a lens into a possibility.
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  But where the power lies is that it's you that chooses which path you're gonna create.
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  You're that powerful, and I think that's what they want to keep reminding us, is that we are that powerful, that we are continuously creating the path that we wanna create.
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  Does it take a little bit of work?
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  Yes.
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  Can it be hard and grueling?
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  Yes.
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  Is this then how we need to practice showing up for one another?
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  Yes.
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  Yes.
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  Yes, yes, yes.
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  Yes Okay.
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  Thanks for being here.
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  Till next time