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- 0:00Speaker 1: Baby on my gang statue.
- 0:02Speaker 2: It takes a little tangle.
- 0:04Speaker 3: You don't mess with me, mess with me Baby on
- 0:08Speaker 3: my gang statue.
- 0:13Speaker 2: Pouch baby game statue.
- 0:23Speaker 4: For good warning.
- 0:25Speaker 5: This podcast is designed to take you outside of your
- 0:27Speaker 5: comfort zone and make you question reality.
- 0:30Speaker 6: Listener discretion is a vibe.
- 0:38Speaker 2: With me, fellas, this ain't my first time.
- 0:43Speaker 1: At the rodeo. Hello, and welcome back to the fucking show.
- 1:04Speaker 1: Got a lot of stuff for us to talk about today,
- 1:08Speaker 1: some current events, one shout out, and then an interview
- 1:13Speaker 1: that I want to watch with everybody. You'll probably recognize
- 1:18Speaker 1: this source because it pops up all the time, little
- 1:22Speaker 1: reels here and there, but most of them are like
- 1:26Speaker 1: drug addicts telling their stories about how they got clean,
- 1:30Speaker 1: and people who have sex with their cousin and think
- 1:35Speaker 1: it's cool and stuff like that. But this one caught
- 1:37Speaker 1: my attension. I thought it was interesting and I wanted
- 1:42Speaker 1: to watch it with you guys. How you been, how
- 1:46Speaker 1: you doing? Thank you for being here, Thanks for being born,
- 1:53Speaker 1: Thank you for being listeners and supporters of the Cosmic
- 1:58Speaker 1: Peach podcasts. There is a throwback Thursday that I'm going
- 2:04Speaker 1: to do on June first, which is not a Thursday
- 2:08Speaker 1: but it must be done because we are quickly approaching. Actually,
- 2:14Speaker 1: today is Sunday, May thirty first. Tomorrow is Marilyn Monroe's
- 2:20Speaker 1: one hundredth sex Getting birthday, and we can't pass up
- 2:26Speaker 1: an opportunity to share a cosmic Peach classic, which is
- 2:32Speaker 1: the Marilyn Monroe episode. So I'm going to repost that
- 2:37Speaker 1: for everyone. But I do have one shout out that
- 2:47Speaker 1: is definitely noteworthy and I couldn't wait to share with everyone.
- 2:52Speaker 1: It's from Steve and the title was causele make with
- 3:00Speaker 1: the T in parentheses Peach, which means he definitely gets
- 3:06Speaker 1: my sense of humor. The tea is very important, but
- 3:11Speaker 1: it says, Hey, Julia, I just wanted to let you
- 3:15Speaker 1: know how much your podcast means to me. Not sure
- 3:18Speaker 1: how much feedback you get, but if your listeners are
- 3:22Speaker 1: like me, holy crap, you are the most entertaining podcaster
- 3:27Speaker 1: I've ever heard. You make me laugh out loud almost
- 3:31Speaker 1: every episode, and that's saying something for me. Your voice
- 3:37Speaker 1: and delivery is so unique. My fantasy is to have
- 3:41Speaker 1: a massage on a Caribbean beach while listening to you
- 3:45Speaker 1: read the dictionary or whatever. Anyways, please know how much
- 3:50Speaker 1: you are appreciated and please never stop. Thanks so much
- 3:54Speaker 1: for being you. Steve. Well, Steve, I love you. And
- 4:02Speaker 1: at the end of the day, if it comes down
- 4:04Speaker 1: to it and it's just me and party of Steve
- 4:08Speaker 1: listening to this podcast, I will continue. And Steve, just
- 4:14Speaker 1: a word of warning, I hope you don't get to
- 4:17Speaker 1: the Caribbean Beach via Carnival cruise line because I heard
- 4:24Speaker 1: they're not having such a good time these days. Little
- 4:28Speaker 1: Norwegian Sunset cruise ends up sure in the Caribbean, but
- 4:38Speaker 1: you might have a little itchy taint afterwards. It might
- 4:41Speaker 1: become crested and then fall off. They're calling it the kuntavirus.
- 4:47Speaker 1: I don't know, Steve, you might be careful swing loow
- 4:54Speaker 1: Royal Caribbean rat infested runchiea taint. So got a lot
- 5:04Speaker 1: to talk about here today and the interview itself. I
- 5:08Speaker 1: do have some current event clips that I want to
- 5:13Speaker 1: talk with you guys about, but the interview itself is
- 5:16Speaker 1: going to be the meat and potatoes of this episode.
- 5:21Speaker 1: Just taking a little break from ranting over life events
- 5:26Speaker 1: and the current apocalypse to focus on a little something
- 5:30Speaker 1: different today. But I want to have some expansion time,
- 5:36Speaker 1: a little thought exercise together. Sometimes we do these things.
- 5:41Speaker 1: We have a little therapy session, little thought exercise, little
- 5:44Speaker 1: expansion time for the old mind. And I wanted to
- 5:50Speaker 1: expand your mind today with the subject of perspective because
- 6:02Speaker 1: maybe you're unaware of this, and I'm not one of
- 6:05Speaker 1: those hippie dippy weirdos, but there is a blue moon
- 6:08Speaker 1: coming tonight or tomorrow, I don't know, and it's in
- 6:14Speaker 1: the signs Sagittarius, which I am a Sagittarius, and it's
- 6:18Speaker 1: all about expansion and bob learning and wiping your ass
- 6:24Speaker 1: really good after you take a messy shit. But anyways,
- 6:30Speaker 1: in the theme of expansion, and if you're listening to
- 6:34Speaker 1: this slate whatever, maybe the energy's hanging around in June.
- 6:38Speaker 1: But I was watching this video of this girl who
- 6:45Speaker 1: had blue streaks in her hair, so we can only
- 6:49Speaker 1: you know, take what she says so far, little grain
- 6:52Speaker 1: of salt there. But she was talking about this blue moon.
- 6:57Speaker 1: And maybe I'm a socio path but I tend to
- 7:01Speaker 1: relate to things that are about Sagittarius because I'm a Sagittarius.
- 7:07Speaker 1: But she said, this would be a good time for
- 7:11Speaker 1: you to think back in your life and think about
- 7:14Speaker 1: the patterns you have and where they could have came from,
- 7:19Speaker 1: and why you have the self limiting or self destructive
- 7:24Speaker 1: tendencies and try to heal yourself and da da dads,
- 7:27Speaker 1: and now's a good time to do it. And I'm
- 7:31Speaker 1: not gonna light a candle and reboil on my taint
- 7:35Speaker 1: or put salt outside my door and sage my bee
- 7:40Speaker 1: hole or anything like that. But I was kind of
- 7:46Speaker 1: thinking to myself after I watched that little clip about
- 7:51Speaker 1: perspective and how like everything that has every choice I've
- 7:56Speaker 1: ever made, has led to this moment right now in time,
- 8:00Speaker 1: every relationship that's been ruined, every single decision that I've
- 8:06Speaker 1: ever made, has led to this moment, which, by the way,
- 8:09Speaker 1: I'm thriving. I'm not complaining. I have a beautiful little
- 8:13Speaker 1: boy that I'm raising and I love being a mother.
- 8:17Speaker 1: But it hasn't been a cake walk getting to this
- 8:23Speaker 1: type of stability and happiness in life for me. And
- 8:28Speaker 1: it really was making me think about things. I'm not
- 8:33Speaker 1: even gonna mention my first husband because that was a
- 8:36Speaker 1: total and complete nightmare story that we didn't even need
- 8:40Speaker 1: to go into. But let's talk about the second marriage.
- 8:45Speaker 1: It had its healthy moments, and we were together for
- 8:50Speaker 1: seven years, so it wasn't horrible. But he was narcissistic.
- 8:54Speaker 1: But everybody has a tendency to say that about their
- 8:57Speaker 1: ex these days, every single reeal on Facebook is some
- 9:01Speaker 1: woman who needs to lose about fifteen pounds, not taking
- 9:05Speaker 1: care of herself, talking about how our ex was a
- 9:07Speaker 1: narcissist and she's miserable and this is why. And first,
- 9:12Speaker 1: take care of yourself. Okay, don't be worried about sharing
- 9:16Speaker 1: a video on Facebook for seventeen one thousand other people
- 9:20Speaker 1: who thinks they're ex is a narcissist. You need to
- 9:23Speaker 1: get in the shower, clean yourself up, stop obsessing over
- 9:27Speaker 1: somebody who treated you like crap, and move on with
- 9:31Speaker 1: your life. He's a narcissist, and let me tell you
- 9:34Speaker 1: what trades to look for, because he's still running. You hunty,
- 9:39Speaker 1: if you have to wear a hoodie with your hair
- 9:42Speaker 1: greased up in a bun to get in your car
- 9:44Speaker 1: and talk to everybody about why your ex was a narcissist,
- 9:47Speaker 1: he's still running. You. Take care of yourself first. So
- 9:52Speaker 1: what if he was lesson, learned you fucked up? Move on.
- 9:57Speaker 1: But that's just my opinion. I don't need to watch
- 10:02Speaker 1: a video about what traits to look for that I
- 10:05Speaker 1: know what they are because I done lived it okay,
- 10:08Speaker 1: and I try not to fuck up again. But life
- 10:11Speaker 1: be life. And so the second husband, he would say
- 10:15Speaker 1: things to me and I really didn't know at the
- 10:17Speaker 1: time because we had just met, but he would say
- 10:19Speaker 1: things to me like I had a really rough growing
- 10:22Speaker 1: up and I had a really tough childhood, and uh,
- 10:27Speaker 1: you know, it was hard for me. And I was like, oh,
- 10:29Speaker 1: maybe I can relate because I really did have a
- 10:33Speaker 1: rough childhood and it was hard for me. So I
- 10:36Speaker 1: was thinking maybe we could find some common ground or something.
- 10:40Speaker 1: And the example he used, I said, well, what happened?
- 10:43Speaker 1: Tell me about it. He said, my dad didn't come
- 10:48Speaker 1: to any of my basketball games because he was always working.
- 10:53Speaker 1: And you know, me and my mom spent a lot
- 10:55Speaker 1: of time together because my dad was always at work,
- 10:58Speaker 1: and I felt like I didn't really get to connect
- 11:00Speaker 1: with him that much, which sad. Maybe maybe that your
- 11:07Speaker 1: dad didn't show up to your stuff because he was
- 11:09Speaker 1: always at work and you felt slighted by that. As
- 11:14Speaker 1: we got to know each other a little bit more,
- 11:17Speaker 1: he took me to meet his family, and his childhood
- 11:22Speaker 1: home was like a six bedroom. They had two living rooms,
- 11:28Speaker 1: two dining rooms, a kitchen, an office, five bedrooms. And
- 11:32Speaker 1: he always to say, like, my room was so small,
- 11:34Speaker 1: and my brother got the big room. I saw his
- 11:38Speaker 1: childhood bedroom. It was huge. It's the size of my apartment.
- 11:43Speaker 1: And his dad makes a lot of money, always provided. Oh,
- 11:46Speaker 1: he never came to my basketball games because he was
- 11:48Speaker 1: always I see a bazillion pictures family photos around their
- 11:53Speaker 1: home where it looks like he's having a great old
- 11:55Speaker 1: time with his dad. Maybe he missed a couple of
- 11:58Speaker 1: basketball games, but sure, shit looks a little silver spoony
- 12:03Speaker 1: over here. And I couldn't relate to him because my
- 12:09Speaker 1: dad didn't come to my shit because he was always
- 12:12Speaker 1: strung out on meth and crack. And I didn't know
- 12:17Speaker 1: if when I got home from school that day, if
- 12:21Speaker 1: I was going to find my dad odd in the
- 12:23Speaker 1: floor pissing and shitting on himself, throwing up. Have to
- 12:28Speaker 1: call nine to one one because my mom was at
- 12:30Speaker 1: work and I was alone. And after they came and
- 12:35Speaker 1: got his ass, me and my mom had to scrub
- 12:38Speaker 1: shit and piss and vomit off the floor. And I
- 12:44Speaker 1: did that since I was younger than elementary school. Head
- 12:49Speaker 1: Start is the first memory I have getting off the
- 12:55Speaker 1: head Start bus, coming into my trailer home and find
- 13:00Speaker 1: my dad in that state. And he did it maybe
- 13:03Speaker 1: thirteen fourteen times my entire life. It just never stopped,
- 13:07Speaker 1: and it just occurred to me, perspective is everything. This guy,
- 13:13Speaker 1: my second husband, who you know, wish him the best,
- 13:17Speaker 1: but was completely self absorbed and narcissistic and entitled and
- 13:23Speaker 1: had zero clue that he was like that. And I
- 13:27Speaker 1: would try to share with him, like, you have a
- 13:29Speaker 1: really good life and your parents really love you, and
- 13:32Speaker 1: they really and I had a wonderful mother who made
- 13:34Speaker 1: everything magical for me, thankfully, to make up for the
- 13:38Speaker 1: times when it wasn't very magical and pretty traumatizing. But
- 13:45Speaker 1: I would, you know, I would try to say, like,
- 13:46Speaker 1: I don't want to invalidate what you're saying and how
- 13:50Speaker 1: you feel and stuff, but I just wanted to let
- 13:52Speaker 1: you know it could have been so much worse. And
- 13:55Speaker 1: there's somebody looking at my story about finding my dad'
- 13:59Speaker 1: shitting and pissed and od and and you know, choking
- 14:03Speaker 1: on his own vomit and shit, and they're like, you
- 14:05Speaker 1: know it could have been a lot it. Maybe it could, okay,
- 14:09Speaker 1: but perspective is everything, right. I don't have the things
- 14:15Speaker 1: in life that this person has, and I really wish
- 14:18Speaker 1: it could be a fuck of a lot worse. I'm
- 14:20Speaker 1: telling you that right now. But to him, in his mind,
- 14:24Speaker 1: he really had a bad childhood because there was a
- 14:27Speaker 1: couple of basketball games that his dad didn't show up to,
- 14:31Speaker 1: and that really has stuck with him. Now. I haven't
- 14:36Speaker 1: been through something like being the survivor of SRA or
- 14:39Speaker 1: something like that. And these people fix themselves later in life.
- 14:43Speaker 1: They go to therapy, they have real life trauma. I
- 14:47Speaker 1: have my own kind of trauma and I've never been
- 14:49Speaker 1: to therapy. I just worked this shit out by myself. Thankfully,
- 14:54Speaker 1: I get to talk to you lovely people about it.
- 14:57Speaker 1: That helps. But there's somebody out there, like my second
- 15:03Speaker 1: ex husband, who just thinks he had a horrible life
- 15:09Speaker 1: because his dad didn't show up to a couple of
- 15:11Speaker 1: basketball games. But I've never felt like I could trust
- 15:15Speaker 1: him emotionally because he was so absorbed with himself, and
- 15:20Speaker 1: he would like make fun of me and shit in
- 15:23Speaker 1: front of our friends when we'd go out, and he'd
- 15:25Speaker 1: say like that, I was retarded and stuff as a joke,
- 15:28Speaker 1: I guess, but I never felt emotionally safe with him.
- 15:34Speaker 1: He felt like the only way he could tell jokes
- 15:37Speaker 1: or make people laugh was like at my expense. That
- 15:41Speaker 1: was something that I really hated about him. But I
- 15:43Speaker 1: never felt defended by him. Actually, I've never had a
- 15:47Speaker 1: good mother in law. I would fight with his mom
- 15:50Speaker 1: all the time, and he'd come to his mother's rescue
- 15:53Speaker 1: all the time against me. That relationship was never going
- 15:56Speaker 1: to work. But I have trust issues. And here's what's
- 16:00Speaker 1: the revelation. Okay, looking back at my life, how did
- 16:04Speaker 1: I end up here? How did I end up here?
- 16:05Speaker 1: Not saying that I don't want to be here, but
- 16:08Speaker 1: I want every single one of you to do this.
- 16:11Speaker 1: Really do this. Think about shitty relationships and where you're
- 16:16Speaker 1: at right now and if you're happy or if you're not,
- 16:18Speaker 1: and if you're not or you're somewhere in the middle,
- 16:21Speaker 1: really think about what it is. Because a lot of you,
- 16:24Speaker 1: like me, have trust issues. And here's a revelation. I
- 16:29Speaker 1: always end up with a partner I don't feel safe
- 16:32Speaker 1: with emotionally and can't trust to defend or protect me. Okay,
- 16:38Speaker 1: and becoming a mother has awakened me in so many
- 16:42Speaker 1: ways and healed my spirit and healed my soul and
- 16:46Speaker 1: has given me this opportunity to look back with some perspective.
- 16:50Speaker 1: Where did this come from? And why do I keep
- 16:53Speaker 1: ending up with men like this? Maybe it is because
- 16:57Speaker 1: this is the revelation, and you guys will have this
- 17:00Speaker 1: aha moment if you really sit and think about it.
- 17:03Speaker 1: My mom would leave for work when this was preschool
- 17:06Speaker 1: age and maybe even younger. I don't know. I probably
- 17:11Speaker 1: before that, but I don't have a lot of memories
- 17:14Speaker 1: of that time. My mom would go to work and
- 17:17Speaker 1: she'd leave me with my dad, and he would wait
- 17:21Speaker 1: until she was, you know, twenty minutes down the road
- 17:25Speaker 1: or whatever. He wouldn't just leave right away, but he
- 17:28Speaker 1: would wait for her to be good and gone, and
- 17:30Speaker 1: he would leave me alone all day long in this
- 17:39Speaker 1: drug infested trailer park, no food, nothing to drink, and
- 17:48Speaker 1: he would come back right in time for my mom
- 17:50Speaker 1: to get home from work. There was a lot of
- 17:53Speaker 1: times I got bored, left, walked around outside by myself,
- 18:00Speaker 1: took my bike I to her. I taught myself how
- 18:02Speaker 1: to ride a bike. Okay, we had a sandbox that
- 18:05Speaker 1: some cats shitted in all the time. Maybe that's why
- 18:08Speaker 1: I can't stand cats. But I would go and scoop
- 18:11Speaker 1: the cat shit out of my sandbox and sit there
- 18:13Speaker 1: for a while. Or I'd swing on a resty, g
- 18:15Speaker 1: ass tetanus riddled swing set we had, and I would,
- 18:21Speaker 1: you know, be hungry, go inside, see if I couldn't
- 18:24Speaker 1: find like a chair to pull up to try to
- 18:26Speaker 1: get into the cabinet and get a cracker or something
- 18:29Speaker 1: out and eat it. But I have never I have
- 18:33Speaker 1: never had an issue with women. It's men all the
- 18:36Speaker 1: time that I end up getting in a relationship with
- 18:42Speaker 1: a motherfucker I cannot trust emotionally and cannot trust to
- 18:48Speaker 1: defend or protect me. Why it's the age old thing, right.
- 18:52Speaker 1: My dad never protected or defended me, and I could
- 18:58Speaker 1: never trust him emotionally. I was never safe with him.
- 19:03Speaker 1: He left me, abandoned me, And the worst part about
- 19:08Speaker 1: it is he's stuck around until I was eighteen and
- 19:12Speaker 1: my parents would probably still be together if I hadn't
- 19:18Speaker 1: thrown my mother literally into the car and drove to
- 19:24Speaker 1: Oklahoma to live with my sister. I ran him. I
- 19:27Speaker 1: was running away either way. I had a bagpack with
- 19:30Speaker 1: toothbrush and underwear, and I said, you can come or
- 19:36Speaker 1: you can stay, but I'm getting the fuck out of here.
- 19:40Speaker 1: And she waited till the last minute, literally, and then
- 19:44Speaker 1: she said, okay, I'm going to go with you. If
- 19:46Speaker 1: I hadn't put her in that position, she would steal
- 19:50Speaker 1: the fuck be with him. And he's in prison right
- 19:52Speaker 1: now trying to well. He beat it. He got on
- 19:56Speaker 1: crack and met and strung out, beat his girlfriend, broke
- 19:59Speaker 1: her jaw, broke a rib, caaved your face, and took
- 20:03Speaker 1: a piss in heard dead dead ex husband's ashes. She
- 20:08Speaker 1: called the cops. They showed up. He waved the gun around.
- 20:11Speaker 1: Why they didn't shoot him, I don't know fate. I
- 20:13Speaker 1: guess he's the unkillable man. And he's in prison now
- 20:17Speaker 1: and has been for a while. He used to send
- 20:19Speaker 1: me letters. Some of the letters would be like I'm
- 20:22Speaker 1: so sorry I did that to you, and can you
- 20:25Speaker 1: send me money because I'm broke, and then some of
- 20:29Speaker 1: the letters were like your whore, like your mom and
- 20:31Speaker 1: which my mom was a saint, okay, and he said
- 20:35Speaker 1: all this stuff about you know, out of all my
- 20:38Speaker 1: kids are the worst one and da da dah.
- 20:41Speaker 7: So that was.
- 20:42Speaker 1: After I said no, I'm not gonna send you money.
- 20:44Speaker 1: So the again inability to trust this man emotionally, cannot
- 20:53Speaker 1: trust him to defend or protect me. And guess what
- 20:59Speaker 1: now that I've I've had this little revelation, I can
- 21:04Speaker 1: choose a different path in the future. And like I said,
- 21:07Speaker 1: being a mother has awakened me in so many ways
- 21:09Speaker 1: and healed my spirit and healed my soul, and I'm
- 21:12Speaker 1: going to be making a little bit different decisions from
- 21:15Speaker 1: this point on, and I want to be in some ways.
- 21:19Speaker 1: Everybody fucks their kid up, and that's inevitable, but I
- 21:24Speaker 1: want whoever comes into our life in the future because
- 21:27Speaker 1: I don't plan on being alone forever, to be also
- 21:31Speaker 1: someone he can trust and that would protect and defend him.
- 21:37Speaker 1: Because I can tell you live in a lifetime of
- 21:40Speaker 1: this has been rather lonely and heartbreaking. And there's so
- 21:45Speaker 1: many people out there listening to this right now that
- 21:47Speaker 1: have similar issues. And you sit and think and you're like,
- 21:50Speaker 1: I don't really know where it comes from. Maybe just
- 21:53Speaker 1: dig a little deeper and it'll be there. The easter egg,
- 21:59Speaker 1: a little treasure box of trauma and torture for you
- 22:02Speaker 1: that just is waiting for you to unlock it and
- 22:06Speaker 1: deal with it. For men out there, I know you
- 22:09Speaker 1: can't give birth, But ladies, I'm telling you, giving birth
- 22:13Speaker 1: and becoming a mother does something to your fucking mind.
- 22:17Speaker 1: It unlocks it. Like Pandora's Box, makes you confront a
- 22:21Speaker 1: lot of things you had never and would never have
- 22:24Speaker 1: dealt with otherwise. But you know, it's one of those things.
- 22:29Speaker 1: So being a good dad is so attractive to women,
- 22:35Speaker 1: you know. Being a good provider and protector of the
- 22:39Speaker 1: family is the most attractive aspect of a man of
- 22:44Speaker 1: all time. That's the best and most chivalrous, amazing thing
- 22:49Speaker 1: that they could be. Doesn't hurt to have a sense
- 22:54Speaker 1: of humor and be halfway decent looking. But if you're
- 22:59Speaker 1: a grit eight dad, a provider, a protector, a defender,
- 23:05Speaker 1: if you're like a five, you automatically jump to like
- 23:08Speaker 1: an eight point two. Okay, even if you kind of
- 23:10Speaker 1: ugly and I'm not even a dad, boy, don't bother me.
- 23:14Speaker 1: I kind of like a man.
- 23:16Speaker 4: This guy.
- 23:17Speaker 1: I want him to be double my size and at
- 23:20Speaker 1: least a couple inches taller than me. So dad bought
- 23:24Speaker 1: a side. If you just ugly, if you could tell
- 23:29Speaker 1: a good joke, and you a good dad and a
- 23:31Speaker 1: good defender and protector of the family, and you ain't
- 23:34Speaker 1: even got to make millions, just enough to you know,
- 23:37Speaker 1: take us to Disney World every now and again. You
- 23:41Speaker 1: automatically jump to an eight point two. Okay, but in
- 23:46Speaker 1: my opinion, it's the exact opposite for women being an
- 23:52Speaker 1: amazing mom who's out here grinding to make sure her
- 23:57Speaker 1: baby has everything he needs, and she's an engaged mother
- 24:03Speaker 1: and doesn't need a man for anything other than companionship.
- 24:10Speaker 1: It's like repulsive to men. Okay, this is the gender
- 24:14Speaker 1: roles thing. Men don't want to come into a situation
- 24:17Speaker 1: where they feel like they don't have a role in there.
- 24:21Speaker 1: I don't. I see this woman is complete and whole
- 24:24Speaker 1: on her own, and I don't have anything to provide
- 24:27Speaker 1: for or protect or defend. So it's like, ew, she's
- 24:33Speaker 1: a mom and her titties are a little bit melted
- 24:35Speaker 1: and she got stretch marks. Well, thanks, sir, I kind
- 24:40Speaker 1: of have been thrust into this position, so I'm sorry
- 24:46Speaker 1: you don't find that attractive. Men want to be the fixer.
- 24:51Speaker 1: Oh well, if I was, you know, I see more
- 24:54Speaker 1: bad moms getting fond over than good moms. You know why,
- 24:57Speaker 1: because the guy's coming into her life and they see
- 25:00Speaker 1: a role where they fit into. She needs me I
- 25:03Speaker 1: can fix or she's nothing without me. That's the male ego.
- 25:08Speaker 1: She needs some money, she needs a better place to stay,
- 25:12Speaker 1: she needs the da da dada da. She's always asking
- 25:16Speaker 1: me for help. I can fix this. I that's the
- 25:20Speaker 1: mand brain thing. But a good mom that's like, Oh,
- 25:23Speaker 1: I don't really need you for that, but I would
- 25:26Speaker 1: like for you to go on trips with us and
- 25:30Speaker 1: hang out and watch movies. Oh well, I'm not fixing
- 25:33Speaker 1: anything or or doing anything or providing anything if that's
- 25:38Speaker 1: all you need me for. But anyways, these are just
- 25:42Speaker 1: some expansive thoughts for you with this blue moon coming up.
- 25:46Speaker 1: And you know, here's the thing. I'm not really wanting
- 25:51Speaker 1: to get into a lot of astrology stuff because simply
- 25:55Speaker 1: this it is a quick road, a short drug into ritualism.
- 26:01Speaker 1: And you know how I feel about that. There's one
- 26:04Speaker 1: thing about saying, oh, I'm a Sagittarius and I like
- 26:07Speaker 1: to get coffee mugs with horses on them. Okay, fine,
- 26:11Speaker 1: but in my limited experience, it's a very quick path too.
- 26:17Speaker 1: And then I'm gonna just like do this new moon
- 26:19Speaker 1: ritual thing where I light a candle and then I
- 26:22Speaker 1: say a little charm thing and abundance. And then oh,
- 26:26Speaker 1: you know, I started following these people who talk about
- 26:29Speaker 1: it on YouTube, and all they said, I could should
- 26:31Speaker 1: start collecting my period blood and maybe I should just
- 26:36Speaker 1: rub it or around my house on plants and stuff
- 26:39Speaker 1: and make pasta sauce out of it. Ooh yeah, yummy.
- 26:44Speaker 1: And then you know, after I do that, I can
- 26:47Speaker 1: start lighting these other candles and have these little statues
- 26:51Speaker 1: and communing with these spirits because they're gonna help me
- 26:54Speaker 1: with life stuff and grant my wishes and get and
- 26:57Speaker 1: then they're gonna take me to me eat the blue
- 27:00Speaker 1: aveals and before you know it, you've joined a cult. Okay,
- 27:06Speaker 1: you've joined a cult. And the astrological community and the
- 27:13Speaker 1: blue aveield community definitely have this little diagram where they
- 27:17Speaker 1: meet in the middle. There's a lot of spill over
- 27:21Speaker 1: because once you get started lighting incense and burning it
- 27:25Speaker 1: off your nipples and doing candles and throwing salts around
- 27:29Speaker 1: your house, then you start saging your taints, collecting your
- 27:34Speaker 1: period blood, making pasta sauce out of it, and next
- 27:36Speaker 1: thing you know you're trying to commune with raw and
- 27:40Speaker 1: all these Okay, so yeah, like I said, I'm not
- 27:45Speaker 1: one to get into the astrology stuff. But I was
- 27:47Speaker 1: on Instagram or wherever, just scrolling doing little scroll scroll,
- 27:54Speaker 1: and this video popped up and said for the month
- 27:57Speaker 1: of June Sagittarius taro reading. And I don't really like
- 28:03Speaker 1: to pay a lot of attention to tarot stuff because
- 28:05Speaker 1: I think there's an aspect of it that's a little
- 28:07Speaker 1: bit mmm a sinister maybe I could use that word.
- 28:13Speaker 1: But the stuff she was saying, oh my god, it
- 28:22Speaker 1: was like she knew me. It was like she was
- 28:25Speaker 1: reading me like a book, like she had popped her
- 28:31Speaker 1: head into my life and wrote a little summary about
- 28:34Speaker 1: it and was reading it aloud on Instagram. The specifics too,
- 28:39Speaker 1: even some of the words she said, was like a
- 28:44Speaker 1: there's got a bit What is this matrix code she's
- 28:48Speaker 1: hacked into to where she knows exactly what is going
- 28:52Speaker 1: on in my life? How strange and weird and bizarre
- 28:57Speaker 1: and incredibly accurate. So what is it you know? With
- 29:05Speaker 1: the uh, the astrology stuff, they say, oh, well, billionaires
- 29:12Speaker 1: pay attention to the stives and bended, Well that might
- 29:16Speaker 1: be true and good, but I also think they get
- 29:18Speaker 1: tipped off a lot, and they're the orchestrators of their
- 29:21Speaker 1: own wealth because they have friends in high places okay
- 29:27Speaker 1: or low places, depending on you know how you're looking
- 29:34Speaker 1: at it. But sure they might pay attention to the
- 29:38Speaker 1: stars or whatever. They might get a fucking phone call
- 29:41Speaker 1: that says pull out of the stock right now. Uh
- 29:45Speaker 1: you ever think about that? That's stupid to say, Oh,
- 29:47Speaker 1: they pay attention to start. Well, that's funny because his
- 29:51Speaker 1: great grandpa's a Roth's child or a Rockefeller, and they
- 29:56Speaker 1: well they pitched it to the start. Yeah, they didn't
- 29:59Speaker 1: get a phone call. They didn't say, oh, we're about
- 30:01Speaker 1: to collapse the economy. I'd pull out a fire you. Oh, okay,
- 30:04Speaker 1: it ain't got nothing to do with a star unless
- 30:07Speaker 1: it's Star sixty nine, because they'd be calling a motherfucker
- 30:10Speaker 1: and getting information, all right. Not to say that they're
- 30:14Speaker 1: in something to that, though, because they There is even
- 30:16Speaker 1: people who say your physical attributes are dictated by your sign.
- 30:21Speaker 1: And I've seen a lot of similarities in people. I've
- 30:25Speaker 1: been married to two leos and I don't want to
- 30:29Speaker 1: give specifics, but damn, okay, little bit too close of experience,
- 30:37Speaker 1: I will never marry another Leo ever again in my life. Okay,
- 30:42Speaker 1: And the thing is is, I've been friends with female
- 30:44Speaker 1: leos and had a great time male leos. No no, no,
- 30:52Speaker 1: no no no. Two fire signs. I don't believe my
- 30:56Speaker 1: fire didn't mix with his fire. We didn't create a bonfire.
- 30:59Speaker 1: We just exploded everything. You know what I'm saying. We're
- 31:04Speaker 1: just gonna skip apothecary cornter today. Make sure you're getting
- 31:08Speaker 1: a lot of iron and zinc. And don't get iron
- 31:10Speaker 1: from your period blood though, please, Lord Jesus, don't do it.
- 31:16Speaker 1: It makes your pasta sauce taste extra iron rich. But
- 31:21Speaker 1: that's not the iron we're going for. Okay, people, that's
- 31:24Speaker 1: stuff that's meant to be flushed out, not repurposed as
- 31:30Speaker 1: a fertilizer or whatever else they be saying. Now, a
- 31:37Speaker 1: couple of clips here, let's see. Oh, yep, we got
- 31:42Speaker 1: a tsunami. We got some people injured in some way. Uh,
- 31:51Speaker 1: we got a flat earth clip in a couple of posts,
- 31:56Speaker 1: I want to read you in something weird about babies.
- 31:59Speaker 1: Oh and did you know Jeff bezos rocket exploded. And
- 32:04Speaker 1: then we're going to get to the interview. So let
- 32:08Speaker 1: me just start with this first clip. We'll get these
- 32:13Speaker 1: little marshmallowy clips out of the way, and then we'll
- 32:18Speaker 1: jump right into the biscuit and gravy of our interview.
- 32:27Speaker 1: So this first one, it says, oh, I think I
- 32:32Speaker 1: heard he did the one about the tsunami. Yeah, we
- 32:35Speaker 1: already talked about that. Yep, we already did. Okay, So
- 32:38Speaker 1: this one says multiple people are injured something something, Fox News.
- 32:44Speaker 1: Let's roll into the clip.
- 32:46Speaker 8: We're following breaking news right now in southern Washington along
- 32:50Speaker 8: the Washington Oregon border. Multiple injuries now reported after a
- 32:54Speaker 8: chemical explosion at a facility in Longview, Washington. There was
- 32:58Speaker 8: a major chemical explosion, according to authorities at the Knepon
- 33:01Speaker 8: facility there in Longview, about seven thirty this morning. Officials
- 33:04Speaker 8: not saying at this point in order can they confirm
- 33:07Speaker 8: what chemical was involved in the explosion, but we do
- 33:09Speaker 8: know that say that multiple injuries are reported, but they
- 33:13Speaker 8: did not say the extent of the injury. So people
- 33:15Speaker 8: should be avoiding that area and stay away from industrial way.
- 33:18Speaker 8: This is on Route four point thirty two in Oregon,
- 33:23Speaker 8: just over the Washington border in the city of Longview.
- 33:26Speaker 8: As emergency cruiser on the scene and investigating will follow
- 33:29Speaker 8: the latest on that.
- 33:30Speaker 1: So they're not going to say what chemical it was
- 33:35Speaker 1: or how many people died. Bet it was three. But
- 33:38Speaker 1: do you see how we are turning into resident evil here?
- 33:42Speaker 1: We are literally turning into resident evil. And what I
- 33:47Speaker 1: mean by that is we're Raccoon City, all right. They're
- 33:50Speaker 1: gonna try some shit out. Ooops, it got into the air, Vince, whoop.
- 33:55Speaker 1: See this chemical turns you into fucking World War Z.
- 33:58Speaker 1: I am legend looking mother fuckers. Your tank's gonna get
- 34:02Speaker 1: crusty and fall off. Oh well, big deal. We exploded
- 34:07Speaker 1: some shit. I mean it's all around us. They're they're
- 34:11Speaker 1: doing some really funky shit. Okay, exploding stuff, tampering with
- 34:18Speaker 1: whether uh the UFO stuff, I mean, dot dot dot.
- 34:26Speaker 1: It's all coming to a war now. This next one
- 34:33Speaker 1: is a flat earth clip. And before you come for
- 34:37Speaker 1: me and there, oh, we don't even we are not
- 34:40Speaker 1: flat earthers over here, Julia, I don't know what the
- 34:43Speaker 1: fuck we on. Okay, it's a big question mark, but
- 34:49Speaker 1: we have to entertain the possibilities of of everything. And
- 34:54Speaker 1: I thought this was kind of interesting, So let me
- 34:57Speaker 1: just roll onto this next clip here.
- 35:00Speaker 9: Think about this for a second. Lakes, rivers, ponds. This
- 35:04Speaker 9: is something you never thought of. Nobody thinks of this.
- 35:07Speaker 9: It is said that the moon causes the tidal change,
- 35:11Speaker 9: but why don't we get tides? And this is confirmed?
- 35:14Speaker 9: You can google us because already people were commented on
- 35:16Speaker 9: my last video saying, no, there is a tide in
- 35:19Speaker 9: Lake Michigan. There is a tide in Lake Ontario. It's
- 35:22Speaker 9: a few millimeters and it's from the wind.
- 35:25Speaker 4: This is confirmed. So the tide.
- 35:27Speaker 9: Why does the moon change the tide of the oceans
- 35:31Speaker 9: but not the great lakes which are bigger than some oceans,
- 35:34Speaker 9: and I'm talking like the Black Sea or the Mediterranean Sea.
- 35:38Speaker 4: Think about this for a second.
- 35:39Speaker 9: The Mediterranean Sea is gigantic, but it's inland. There's the
- 35:44Speaker 9: Strait of Gibraltar. That's the only way in and out
- 35:47Speaker 9: of the Mediterranean Sea by water. Why is there not
- 35:50Speaker 9: a tide in the Mediterranean Sea. Think about this for
- 35:53Speaker 9: a second. If the Moon actually is moving shit around,
- 35:57Speaker 9: moving water around, why doesn't it affect the Mediterranean Sea.
- 36:02Speaker 9: It's supposed to be gravity. Why doesn't it affect the
- 36:05Speaker 9: lake near you? Why isn't there a tide in the lake.
- 36:08Speaker 9: If it's the moon, why in your bathtub is there
- 36:14Speaker 9: no tide? If the moon's gravitational pole is so strong,
- 36:17Speaker 9: think about this. And if it's not the moon causing
- 36:21Speaker 9: the tide, what causes the tide? Now, someone said they
- 36:26Speaker 9: think it could be the water bouncing off of something
- 36:30Speaker 9: flat like a wall, like an ice wall. But we
- 36:35Speaker 9: also know, according to all the ancients that in the
- 36:40Speaker 9: North Pole is a mountain called Mount Maroon, and there's
- 36:44Speaker 9: like four rivers that come out of this mountain. It's
- 36:47Speaker 9: a gridlock of four different rivers that lead to it,
- 36:50Speaker 9: and there's land up there that we.
- 36:51Speaker 4: Can't go to.
- 36:52Speaker 9: And it's said the same way that we have a
- 36:54Speaker 9: heart that I won't say pump's blood because we know
- 36:58Speaker 9: the heart doesn't pump blood. It's a vortex generator. We'll
- 37:00Speaker 9: talk about it, but we have what is said to
- 37:04Speaker 9: what really causes the tides. And this would make sense
- 37:06Speaker 9: why there's no tide in the Great Lakes, the Mediterranean Sea,
- 37:09Speaker 9: the Black Seed, because there's like a heartbeat of water
- 37:13Speaker 9: coming in and going out every day from this heartbeat
- 37:17Speaker 9: portal thing, Mount Maroon in the North Pole. Now you're
- 37:21Speaker 9: already thinking that sounds crazy. Look up old maps.
- 37:24Speaker 4: Mount Maroon.
- 37:25Speaker 9: It's a giant magnetic mountain, which is why all compasses
- 37:28Speaker 9: point north. And it actually makes more sense, by the way,
- 37:30Speaker 9: on a flat map than on a globe. Just saying furthermore,
- 37:35Speaker 9: check this out for yourself. What do they say as
- 37:38Speaker 9: to why the Great Lakes and these big ass oceans
- 37:41Speaker 9: the Mediterranean Sea doesn't have a tide?
- 37:43Speaker 7: Doesn't make sense.
- 37:44Speaker 9: It's not the moon, dude. And furthermore, Nikola Tesla even
- 37:47Speaker 9: said there's no gravity is not legit. It's electromagnetism and
- 37:53Speaker 9: density is what causes what we think is gravity.
- 37:57Speaker 1: See, that's some shit. I never even thought about about
- 38:00Speaker 1: the tide. Why don't we get it tied in the bathtub? Okay,
- 38:04Speaker 1: why don't we? And this is something I've heard other
- 38:07Speaker 1: people talk about, but it just you're not gonna tell me.
- 38:10Speaker 1: I'm so dumb that I can't understand how we are
- 38:13Speaker 1: stuck to this Earth because the gravitational pool is so
- 38:17Speaker 1: thick and so hard. But a butterfly can fly a hummingbird.
- 38:23Speaker 1: They don't get smooshed, they don't get crushed, but we're smooshed.
- 38:27Speaker 1: The gravitational pool is so hard. Skyscrapers can be built
- 38:36Speaker 1: to all this stuff. It doesn't, you know, float away
- 38:40Speaker 1: into space. But it just think about that in itself, right,
- 38:45Speaker 1: it can hold the oceans together, this gravitational pool. It
- 38:53Speaker 1: keeps skyscrapers on the ground, but we're not smooshed, and
- 38:56Speaker 1: butterflies just flutter about totally unhindered. Doesn't make sense all right?
- 39:06Speaker 1: Now here, How about this one. This is for a
- 39:10Speaker 1: little comedic relief. Something I passed and just thought, ooh,
- 39:16Speaker 1: gives me hope.
- 39:18Speaker 5: Stretch marks. There was a guy in here that said
- 39:20Speaker 5: he wouldn't date or marry a woman with stretch marks.
- 39:22Speaker 5: That's because you're not old enough yet, Boba. That's grown
- 39:25Speaker 5: man work. And if she's got stretch marks, I can
- 39:28Speaker 5: promise you she's got more life experience than you do,
- 39:31Speaker 5: and it would probably scare the shit out of you.
- 39:33Speaker 4: So leave this to.
- 39:34Speaker 5: The grown men. Go play in the sand.
- 39:36Speaker 4: We got it.
- 39:37Speaker 1: See what's what's the men like this around in the
- 39:40Speaker 1: my area? Okay? Where they at? I got some for you. Okay.
- 39:46Speaker 1: They're pretty gruesome, and they do tell a little bit
- 39:49Speaker 1: of a story. It looked like the map of the
- 39:52Speaker 1: USA crossed my abdomen. All right, I got some for
- 39:57Speaker 1: you plenty actually. But anyways, so here's a post.
- 40:02Speaker 7: Right.
- 40:03Speaker 1: This is coming from a local area, probably ten minutes
- 40:06Speaker 1: from me, twenty possibly. It says child's sex abuse material
- 40:11Speaker 1: uploaded to social messaging app discord leads to search warrant
- 40:16Speaker 1: and rural Central Point investigation going on Central Point organ. Okay,
- 40:23Speaker 1: and it's talking about child pornography. It's talking about this this.
- 40:28Speaker 1: Look at this guy. Look at the guy. Look at
- 40:33Speaker 1: the guy. Tenfoil all over the door. Look at this
- 40:41Speaker 1: not a very cute residence, looks exactly like now see,
- 40:46Speaker 1: this is the type of step loot this. Look at
- 40:48Speaker 1: this guy. And for those of you who are not
- 40:50Speaker 1: guess of room two three seven, you know what to do.
- 40:54Speaker 1: You remember when I was talking about the nasty truckers
- 40:57Speaker 1: that are stinking with bo and a big gut flapping
- 41:01Speaker 1: over there, twigging berry and they just look like they
- 41:06Speaker 1: smell like a eighteen year old enchilada that's been thrown
- 41:09Speaker 1: in the garbage with some salmon peels, cheeseburger tits and all.
- 41:14Speaker 1: That's this motherfucker right here, that's this motherfucker. Look at them,
- 41:19Speaker 1: cheeseburger tits flopping. They got them all loaded up. Oh
- 41:25Speaker 1: we got we look, his cheeseburger titty is flopping out
- 41:29Speaker 1: the side of his shirt. I'll see if we see
- 41:34Speaker 1: another one. Got a log cabin style house, all right,
- 41:43Speaker 1: looking through all the doors and the Oh my lord,
- 41:49Speaker 1: oh my lord, child's sex abuse material. And they were
- 41:54Speaker 1: passing it around on discord just about ten minutes for
- 42:00Speaker 1: my location. What is it recently? Just in my area?
- 42:04Speaker 1: That's another thing about It's like you cannot trust, you
- 42:09Speaker 1: can't trust. I would be so oh my god. Anyways,
- 42:17Speaker 1: let's see, Oh this is a good one. Baby's kept
- 42:20Speaker 1: in a mysterious Los Angeles mansion. How'd they get there?
- 42:25Speaker 1: Why are they there? What's going on? Let's get into
- 42:28Speaker 1: this next clip here.
- 42:30Speaker 10: Last year in May, police pulled up to a mansion
- 42:33Speaker 10: in Arcadia, a wealthy city in Los Angeles County, and
- 42:36Speaker 10: found fifteen different children inside the home, most of them
- 42:40Speaker 10: born from different surrogate mothers. How did they get there?
- 42:46Speaker 10: I may have a Kaufman and I'm a staff writer
- 42:48Speaker 10: at the New Yorker who's been investigating the Mark surrogacy
- 42:51Speaker 10: scandal in California for the past six months. I first
- 42:53Speaker 10: started reporting the story by talking to a surrogate named
- 42:56Speaker 10: Kayla Elliott. Kayla had decided to carry a child for
- 42:59Speaker 10: someone else after having four children of her own. She
- 43:03Speaker 10: posted a little bit about herself on a Facebook page
- 43:05Speaker 10: for surrogates.
- 43:07Speaker 2: Not long after that got a.
- 43:09Speaker 10: Message from an agency in Los Angeles called Mark Surrogacy.
- 43:13Speaker 10: The message didn't say that much about the intended parents,
- 43:17Speaker 10: but it did tell her that they were really interested
- 43:20Speaker 10: in staying in touch and desperate to have a second child.
- 43:22Speaker 10: Kayla was delighted to hear this, but she didn't end
- 43:25Speaker 10: up hearing much back. Whenever she would share updates as
- 43:28Speaker 10: she went along her pregnancy and her journey, it wasn't
- 43:31Speaker 10: until after she gave birth that she was added to
- 43:33Speaker 10: a Facebook group that told her that she wasn't in fact,
- 43:37Speaker 10: the only surrogate for the couple. The couple already had
- 43:40Speaker 10: many other surrogates. It turned out that Mark Surrogacy, the
- 43:43Speaker 10: agency that Kayla was caring for, only had one set
- 43:47Speaker 10: of parents that it was setting up with all of
- 43:49Speaker 10: the surrogates who are using it. Those parents were named
- 43:52Speaker 10: Guajun Schen and Sylvia Jong. Two months after Kayla Elliott
- 43:57Speaker 10: gave birth, the police had pulled up to a mansion.
- 43:59Speaker 10: Inside the house, police saw that there were a kind
- 44:02Speaker 10: of gaggle of children, all with their head shave, sitting
- 44:06Speaker 10: at these tables in rows. Later, when they looked at
- 44:09Speaker 10: the surveillance videos, they found that those children had been
- 44:11Speaker 10: physically disciplined. The police had entered the house because they
- 44:15Speaker 10: were doing a welfare check after one of the children's
- 44:17Speaker 10: siblings was found in the hospital with bleeding inside his
- 44:21Speaker 10: brain and behind his eyes. When Kayla heard about all
- 44:24Speaker 10: this and heard about the fact that she wasn't the
- 44:26Speaker 10: only surrogate, she started talking to some of the other
- 44:29Speaker 10: surrogates for this couple and they decided to kind of
- 44:33Speaker 10: undertake their own detective work. They found out that the
- 44:36Speaker 10: couple actually owned the agency and that the agency was
- 44:39Speaker 10: registered to this Arcadia home. The surrogate mothers became desperate
- 44:43Speaker 10: to know why did the family want all of these
- 44:45Speaker 10: children and what was going to happen to them?
- 44:48Speaker 1: See why is nobody talking about this? What is going
- 44:51Speaker 1: on that you can start a phony ass, fucking fake
- 44:54Speaker 1: ass fight, And who's paying for the insemination? You know,
- 44:58Speaker 1: if you become a surrogate, you get compensated for all that.
- 45:02Speaker 1: So these people, they're paying for the insemination. Why didn't
- 45:05Speaker 1: she just get pregnant? What are they doing with these kids?
- 45:11Speaker 1: And I don't know about you, but if I was
- 45:13Speaker 1: a surrogate and found out that the baby ended up
- 45:16Speaker 1: like this, I feel some type of ownership of that child,
- 45:19Speaker 1: like I should go save it, Like I should. I
- 45:21Speaker 1: should I should go be the punisher or something and
- 45:26Speaker 1: pop up in there and save all them babies. Okay,
- 45:29Speaker 1: I got another post here talking about the criet out method.
- 45:34Speaker 1: Denmark has officially banned the criet out method for babies.
- 45:40Speaker 1: More than seven hundred psychologists warned that this practice causes
- 45:44Speaker 1: damage to brain development and infant attachment. Studies show that
- 45:50Speaker 1: leaving a baby to cry alone elevates cortisol, the stress hormone,
- 45:56Speaker 1: to toxic levels for the developing brain. When this happens repeatedly,
- 46:01Speaker 1: the nervous system adapts by staying on alert constantly. Long
- 46:06Speaker 1: term consequences include higher anxiety, poor emotional regulation, and attachment disorders.
- 46:14Speaker 1: See I hate to be a dead horse because I'm
- 46:18Speaker 1: a Sagittarius. I love horses. But I fucking told y'all
- 46:23Speaker 1: asses the Ferber method. The furbur ized that guy was
- 46:28Speaker 1: literally funded by the Rockefellers. Okay, and there's all these
- 46:32Speaker 1: moms on on TikTok and Facebook and Instagram. Well, we
- 46:36Speaker 1: found a way to do the cry it out method
- 46:38Speaker 1: that's less harsh and it's sleep training. It's no, okay,
- 46:44Speaker 1: that's another way of taking something that's horribly traumatic for infants,
- 46:50Speaker 1: softening it a little, making it more digestible, less barbaric.
- 46:55Speaker 1: But the same concept. Get them off your body, away
- 46:58Speaker 1: from you, lock them in a row, and relieve yourself
- 47:03Speaker 1: from the burden of motherhood. That's what it is, okay,
- 47:08Speaker 1: And that's not how it was meant to be Ancestrally,
- 47:12Speaker 1: they didn't do this shit people. They didn't do Miss Rachel.
- 47:15Speaker 1: They didn't do a flashcard, they didn't do a blackout curtain.
- 47:19Speaker 1: But that's enough of that. How about Jeff bezos rocket exploding? Okay?
- 47:26Speaker 1: Was he on it? Is he dead? Like? I don't
- 47:29Speaker 1: understand what's going on? Let's play the clip really quick.
- 47:34Speaker 11: Fox is Alert. Jeff Bezos's rocket exploded on the launch
- 47:38Speaker 11: pad in Florida. The rocket was fully loaded, ready to
- 47:41Speaker 11: send forty eight satellites into orbit until it turned into
- 47:44Speaker 11: a fireball before it ever left the ground. The good
- 47:47Speaker 11: news is nobody got hurt, but the launch pad is
- 47:49Speaker 11: toast and that's a big problem.
- 47:52Speaker 12: They were a big part of.
- 47:52Speaker 11: The moon base and the lunar Lander was supposed to
- 47:56Speaker 11: hitch a ride on that same rocket this fall, So
- 47:58Speaker 11: now they're trying to figure out what went wrong. But
- 48:01Speaker 11: top Brests might have their hands full. There's something more
- 48:04Speaker 11: concerning in our skies.
- 48:07Speaker 13: We've had repeated instances of something operating in the airspace
- 48:11Speaker 13: over restricted nuclear facilities and it's not ours and we
- 48:14Speaker 13: don't know whose it is. That alone, just that statement alone,
- 48:18Speaker 13: deserves inquiry, deserves attention, deserves focus.
- 48:22Speaker 1: If you have objects in the sky that you cannot identify,
- 48:25Speaker 1: that's a problem because it could be China, it could
- 48:28Speaker 1: be Russia, it could be any adversary.
- 48:30Speaker 14: Well, any unexplained phenomenon, could polls and their security threat.
- 48:35Speaker 11: Whatever these things are, they aren't just sight seeing. They
- 48:38Speaker 11: keep showing up where we keep our nukes, and it
- 48:41Speaker 11: has people worried.
- 48:43Speaker 6: They have both deactivated and activated nuclear weapons with both
- 48:47Speaker 6: the United States and Russia.
- 48:49Speaker 1: These are other worldly things that are performing maneuvers that
- 48:52Speaker 1: haven't been seen.
- 48:54Speaker 6: The UAP activity surrounding nuclear weapons is not a historic issue.
- 48:58Speaker 6: It's an ongoing issue.
- 49:01Speaker 11: Something can't fly where we can't and move how we can't,
- 49:05Speaker 11: and turn our nukes on and off. We better figure
- 49:08Speaker 11: out what it is fast.
- 49:10Speaker 14: This type of technology is not man made. It's nothing
- 49:13Speaker 14: that we can build or have built, or are using
- 49:16Speaker 14: out there. And the fact that we're seeing it so
- 49:19Speaker 14: prevently on a regular basis globally makes it a national
- 49:23Speaker 14: security thread.
- 49:25Speaker 11: Now, if we don't know if aliens are the ones
- 49:27Speaker 11: flying these things, we just don't. But even top scientists
- 49:30Speaker 11: think we're not alone, all of us.
- 49:33Speaker 3: To a person at NASA thinks that there must be
- 49:37Speaker 3: life out there. The idea that there's only life on
- 49:39Speaker 3: the Earth seems untenable. I mean, not only do you
- 49:41Speaker 3: see the billions of stars in our own galaxy, but
- 49:45Speaker 3: we see billions of galaxies. How could it just be us?
- 49:48Speaker 1: You see how they did that there. You see how
- 49:51Speaker 1: they turned a story about Jeff Bezos's rocket blowing up
- 49:56Speaker 1: into some shit about fucking aliens and nukes, and it's
- 50:03Speaker 1: some idiot from NASA. Once you've seen oh have you
- 50:06Speaker 1: seen them? You went on some interstellar shit? Did you
- 50:10Speaker 1: meet Matthew mccontaughey while you was up there, bitch, you've
- 50:14Speaker 1: seen the other galaxies. I just don't believe any of it.
- 50:19Speaker 1: I cannot believe how quickly things are progressing in this direction.
- 50:25Speaker 1: But that's enough of the clips here. I hope everyone's
- 50:29Speaker 1: making it during the apocalypse, but we got to interview
- 50:34Speaker 1: here from the soft white underbelly. Don't want to give
- 50:38Speaker 1: too much away. It's quite a ride. Let me pull
- 50:41Speaker 1: it up right now. It's how I became part of
- 50:44Speaker 1: a cult with Kimberly. So I'm gonna share my screen,
- 50:50Speaker 1: share all the shit and the sound and everything. We
- 50:53Speaker 1: are going to watch it together. I will, of course
- 50:56Speaker 1: break in with any necessary commentary along the way. But
- 51:01Speaker 1: here we go.
- 51:04Speaker 2: Evil feeds on the suffering of innocence in this world,
- 51:09Speaker 2: and the world that we live in today is run
- 51:11Speaker 2: by disgustingly evil people, and they get away with what
- 51:16Speaker 2: they get away with because victims are silenced.
- 51:25Speaker 4: Kimberly, Kimberly, where are you from originally? Where'd you grew up?
- 51:28Speaker 2: I was born in nineteen eighty three in Soldotna, Alaska.
- 51:30Speaker 2: It's a little town in the southeast area of Alaska.
- 51:35Speaker 4: And tell me about your family.
- 51:36Speaker 2: Working class family. Dad was a painting contractor. Mom's a homemaker.
- 51:41Speaker 2: She worked a lot of like pink collar women's type jobs,
- 51:45Speaker 2: grocery stores and things. Both parents have a brother, and
- 51:49Speaker 2: then I do have a half sister who was not
- 51:51Speaker 2: raised with us.
- 51:52Speaker 4: Yeah, how would you describe your childhood there?
- 51:56Speaker 7: Volatile? We had a lot of.
- 52:01Speaker 2: Addiction, different forms of abuse in our household. There's a
- 52:07Speaker 2: lot of chaos, I would say, very chaotic. Yeah.
- 52:11Speaker 4: And as a teenager, what were you like?
- 52:13Speaker 2: Oh, my goodness, it's really interesting because I've I think,
- 52:21Speaker 2: as traumatic as my entire childhood was, I think my
- 52:23Speaker 2: teenage yeers probably were some of the hardest.
- 52:27Speaker 7: So I don't really care.
- 52:27Speaker 2: It's hard for me to connect with the young person
- 52:29Speaker 2: that I was at that time. I realized how much
- 52:31Speaker 2: I disassociated as a young woman. But I mean, for instance,
- 52:35Speaker 2: the summer that I was turning thirteen, we had moved
- 52:37Speaker 2: to northern California to Clearly Oaks, to be closer to
- 52:40Speaker 2: my mom's grandmother, and I ended up homeless on the
- 52:43Speaker 2: streets that summer by myself stealing food out of grocery
- 52:46Speaker 2: stores to feed myself. And I had this beautiful little
- 52:49Speaker 2: black lab Rottweiler puppy named Ebony. Oh boy, I want
- 52:54Speaker 2: to start crying already. I knew I was gonna cry,
- 52:56Speaker 2: but just gosh, yeah, I became very tough on the outside.
- 53:05Speaker 2: I realized now at forty three years old, it's a
- 53:06Speaker 2: protection mechanism.
- 53:08Speaker 7: I used to be a boxer, ride motorcycles.
- 53:10Speaker 2: I took on this persona like you can't fuck with me,
- 53:14Speaker 2: because that's how you stayed safe. In my family. Unfortunately,
- 53:19Speaker 2: I come from a long line of pedophiles and child
- 53:23Speaker 2: abusers on my mother's side of the family. My mom's mother, Frankie,
- 53:28Speaker 2: was one of the most evil women I've ever met
- 53:30Speaker 2: in my life.
- 53:32Speaker 1: See that's what I'm talking about. People could be worse.
- 53:39Speaker 2: There's really no way to sugarcoat it.
- 53:42Speaker 7: To be real.
- 53:43Speaker 2: My mom's mother, in her own way, she trafficked her
- 53:47Speaker 2: own grandchildren to her pedophile son and nephew. In fact,
- 53:52Speaker 2: my older sister gave birth to our uncles child fourteen
- 53:57Speaker 2: years old, and I was abused by my uncle. He
- 54:06Speaker 2: abused all of us kids multiple generations. In fact, his
- 54:10Speaker 2: favorite thing to do to a child of about ten
- 54:14Speaker 2: or eleven was to take you to the Wonderland. Nicol
- 54:17Speaker 2: arcade up in Beaverton and get you to give him
- 54:20Speaker 2: head in the parking lot before he'd take you in
- 54:22Speaker 2: and let you play games. He remarried a beautiful woman
- 54:27Speaker 2: in years when I was a teenager, and then she
- 54:30Speaker 2: was found out in the woods with a bullet in
- 54:31Speaker 2: her head after they had two small children together. And
- 54:34Speaker 2: I still believed to this day, either she found out
- 54:37Speaker 2: that he was molesting their children or he may have
- 54:40Speaker 2: done something. There's a lot of us in the family
- 54:43Speaker 2: that think that there was something very odd going on there.
- 54:46Speaker 2: And then my sister, by proxy, my sister started being
- 54:51Speaker 2: raped at about ten years old by these men. She
- 54:54Speaker 2: was raised by my grandmother. She's older than my brother
- 54:57Speaker 2: and I, so my mom had her, got pregnant with
- 54:59Speaker 2: her in high school. My grandmother took her and raised her,
- 55:03Speaker 2: and so my sister became I don't even know how
- 55:11Speaker 2: to put in words. So my sister was my biggest abuser.
- 55:14Speaker 2: Sexual abuse from my sister for many years. I do
- 55:17Speaker 2: want to say I forgive my sister. Fully, I haven't
- 55:20Speaker 2: seen her in about twenty years, but I tried to
- 55:24Speaker 2: get justice for all of us when I was twenty
- 55:25Speaker 2: nine years old, but the statute of limitations in Oregon
- 55:28Speaker 2: is the youngest victim can't be over thirty years old.
- 55:31Speaker 2: And so that investigation actually got dropped right in the
- 55:33Speaker 2: middle of it, and so he died finally a couple
- 55:38Speaker 2: months ago. Finally I actually tried to have flowers delivered
- 55:43Speaker 2: to him in the ICU. I was going to have
- 55:44Speaker 2: a bouquet of flowers delivered with a scripture from I
- 55:48Speaker 2: believe it's in First John that basically just says that
- 55:51Speaker 2: you can't do anything in the dark, that everything that
- 55:53Speaker 2: you do, the Lord knows about it. I wanted that
- 55:56Speaker 2: to be something on his mind as he took his
- 55:58Speaker 2: final breast, but I wasn't able to do that.
- 56:02Speaker 4: So a lot of chaos in your family.
- 56:03Speaker 2: Goodness, Yes, Yeah, And then my father actually died from
- 56:07Speaker 2: a drug overdose. The anniversary is actually coming up. Found
- 56:11Speaker 2: him the morning of May sixth. He died sometime the
- 56:13Speaker 2: night of May fifth or early hours May sixth. So
- 56:19Speaker 2: just a look, like I said, a long line of
- 56:20Speaker 2: addiction abuse.
- 56:23Speaker 12: Did the sexual abuse? Did you avoid that or so
- 56:27Speaker 12: were you a victim of that as well?
- 56:29Speaker 2: Oh, my sister, my uncle, my mom's brother lived with
- 56:31Speaker 2: us for a time. He molested everybody. If he could
- 56:35Speaker 2: get his hands on you, he was going to sexually
- 56:36Speaker 2: molest you. So yes, he molested me. I don't have proof.
- 56:44Speaker 2: My poor brother, I love him very much. He's very
- 56:47Speaker 2: much still lost in his addictions up in Alaska. My
- 56:49Speaker 2: mom and my brother in Alaska. I recently talked to
- 56:54Speaker 2: my mom after he died, and she said to me,
- 56:56Speaker 2: for the first time, my whole family knew what this
- 56:58Speaker 2: man was doing to all of us. We come from
- 57:00Speaker 2: a family where it was like shut your mouth. I've
- 57:03Speaker 2: been called a traitor, a turncoat, a snitch for talking,
- 57:08Speaker 2: for telling the truth what was done to all of
- 57:10Speaker 2: us for many years. But yeah, so my uncle definitely
- 57:18Speaker 2: touched me. He touched all of the boys in the family.
- 57:20Speaker 2: One of my cousins actually grew up to become a pedophile,
- 57:23Speaker 2: and I hope his mother's watching because my aunt always
- 57:26Speaker 2: defended her baby brother.
- 57:30Speaker 7: But it's interesting.
- 57:31Speaker 2: Because I know that she knows that he was molesting
- 57:33Speaker 2: her son from a very young age, and that that's
- 57:35Speaker 2: why he grew up and became a pedophile as well.
- 57:38Speaker 2: And that's why I'm doing this interview, is because I've
- 57:40Speaker 2: just found that, like, how would you say it? Evil?
- 57:44Speaker 2: Feeds on the suffering of innocence in this world, and
- 57:49Speaker 2: the world that we live in today is run by
- 57:52Speaker 2: disgustingly evil people and they get away with what they
- 57:55Speaker 2: get away with because victims are silenced.
- 58:00Speaker 7: I've been silenced my whole.
- 58:01Speaker 2: Life, and I just it's just not right.
- 58:08Speaker 4: You graduate high school.
- 58:10Speaker 2: No, that summer that I ended up on the streets
- 58:12Speaker 2: by myself in clear Lake Oaks, that was the school
- 58:16Speaker 2: year before that was the last year that I got
- 58:19Speaker 2: to go to school. So I'm an eighth grade dropout.
- 58:22Speaker 2: But I am proud of myself. I got my ged
- 58:23Speaker 2: in my late twenties. I'm a successful cosmetologist. I just
- 58:27Speaker 2: graduated beauty school. I've been doing nails since twenty fourteen,
- 58:31Speaker 2: but I just went back for aesthetics. But I'm super
- 58:35Speaker 2: proud of my kids. I have two amazing children. My
- 58:37Speaker 2: son's twenty two, hard worker, great guy, just light of
- 58:40Speaker 2: my life. My beautiful daughter, she just got a full
- 58:44Speaker 2: scholarship to University of Oregon, best school in Oregon, said
- 58:47Speaker 2: my daughter. Yeah, we're good parents. We did good now.
- 58:51Speaker 4: But you broke you broke the cycle.
- 58:54Speaker 7: Yes, that's one hundred percent.
- 58:57Speaker 2: Yeah, my kids, I don't think that they've ever spent
- 58:59Speaker 2: time wondering if they were loved, or if they were safe,
- 59:01Speaker 2: or if their father and I cared about them. I
- 59:04Speaker 2: didn't want them to ever feel like I did, and
- 59:07Speaker 2: I hope I'm It's not that I never did anything wrong.
- 59:11Speaker 2: We all create some trauma in our children. I believe,
- 59:13Speaker 2: just by being human ourselves, that's a great accomplishment. Thank you,
- 59:18Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 59:20Speaker 12: So tell me about your years after after all this,
- 59:25Speaker 12: because you got involved in a cult yourself.
- 59:28Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 59:29Speaker 2: So, in twenty eighteen, I had gone through a really
- 59:31Speaker 2: difficult breakup.
- 59:32Speaker 7: I had been with a.
- 59:35Speaker 2: I told myself, I'm not going to hold back. I
- 59:38Speaker 2: had been with a married man for many years.
- 59:41Speaker 7: My god.
- 59:41Speaker 2: I was always one of those women that said I
- 59:42Speaker 2: would never I hated women like that, homewreckers, this, that,
- 59:47Speaker 2: and the other. I ended up in a relationship with
- 59:50Speaker 2: a married man. I went to his wife immediately when
- 59:53Speaker 2: we had gotten together, and I found out he was married.
- 59:54Speaker 2: After a few weeks, her and I sat down together.
- 59:56Speaker 2: We confronted him together. You would think that would end it,
- 1:00:00Speaker 2: but not when you're with the ultimate narcissist, biggest one
- 1:00:03Speaker 2: on the planet. He proceeded to manipulate us both and
- 1:00:08Speaker 2: we all three of us ended up in this insidious,
- 1:00:12Speaker 2: awful love triangle that just broke two women's hearts, all
- 1:00:18Speaker 2: the kids. I mean, he just it was awful. Solow
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: and behold, who would have thought he left me for
- 1:00:25Speaker 2: another woman? You know, you lose him, how you get him?
- 1:00:29Speaker 2: And I deserved every bit of it. That was my
- 1:00:30Speaker 2: karma for hurting someone else and being with someone else's husband.
- 1:00:35Speaker 2: So he left, disappeared out of the blue. I went
- 1:00:37Speaker 2: into an absolute mental breakdown. So I started dabbling in cocaine.
- 1:00:42Speaker 2: I was bartending at a little bar down the street
- 1:00:43Speaker 2: from my house in southern Oregon and Medford, and I
- 1:00:46Speaker 2: get a phone call one day and the landlord says,
- 1:00:48Speaker 2: we're getting a new owner.
- 1:00:49Speaker 7: I sold the house. New owner came in.
- 1:00:52Speaker 2: Long story short, he wanted to live in the house
- 1:00:54Speaker 2: that we lived in, so he gave me a thirty
- 1:00:56Speaker 2: day notice to get out of the house so that
- 1:00:57Speaker 2: he could move into it. So my kiddos, I had
- 1:01:01Speaker 2: always copared to them with their father. They have an
- 1:01:04Speaker 2: amazing father and he was always stable, had a nice
- 1:01:07Speaker 2: house with bedrooms for the kids, so the children didn't
- 1:01:09Speaker 2: become homeless.
- 1:01:10Speaker 7: I did.
- 1:01:12Speaker 2: They just ended up staying full time with their dad
- 1:01:13Speaker 2: while during this situation. So they had a little newspaper
- 1:01:17Speaker 2: there in the Rogue Valley called the Nickel, where people
- 1:01:19Speaker 2: would run ads for cars for sale, rooms for rent,
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: things like this. So I look in the Nickel one
- 1:01:24Speaker 2: day and there's an ad for this. It says a
- 1:01:26Speaker 2: beautiful home east side of Medford, off at Delta Waters.
- 1:01:29Speaker 2: So I'm thinking, best neighborhood in town.
- 1:01:32Speaker 7: This is great.
- 1:01:32Speaker 1: This room's cheap, just bringing in real quick. I just
- 1:01:37Speaker 1: want to let you know I live in Medford, Oregon.
- 1:01:41Speaker 1: She's literally talking about the area that I live in
- 1:01:44Speaker 1: right now, and I identify on so many levels with
- 1:01:46Speaker 1: this woman. Very incredible interview. I'm so glad we're watching
- 1:01:51Speaker 1: this together.
- 1:01:52Speaker 2: Go over and I meet them, and it's kind of funny.
- 1:01:55Speaker 2: To me, nothing about this is funny, But in hindsight,
- 1:01:58Speaker 2: it's a little funny. When I met the three women
- 1:02:03Speaker 2: in the house, the vibe I got, my perception was off.
- 1:02:08Speaker 2: I thought maybe they were just three older lesbian gals,
- 1:02:10Speaker 2: you know, because there wasn't like pictures of like family
- 1:02:13Speaker 2: on the walls. It was just very like it was
- 1:02:17Speaker 2: just them there with Medford where she was around kids
- 1:02:21Speaker 2: and in charge of children. So there was the home
- 1:02:24Speaker 2: and then Arishta dean who is the leader of the cult.
- 1:02:27Speaker 2: I do want to mention that Arishta is a man
- 1:02:29Speaker 2: living as a woman. I don't want to misrepresent him
- 1:02:32Speaker 2: or say anything disrespectful as far as the trans community,
- 1:02:36Speaker 2: I'm not sure how I should address him or her.
- 1:02:39Speaker 7: I know him as a man. He's a man.
- 1:02:41Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess the pit saying she say.
- 1:02:44Speaker 2: She okay, So I will call Arishta she out of
- 1:02:46Speaker 2: respect just for the community. And yes, Arista was born
- 1:02:50Speaker 2: a man living as a woman. She is, I believe
- 1:02:54Speaker 2: seventy five ish now. It's been a self professed warlock
- 1:02:59Speaker 2: since the She also calls herself the high Priestess, reverend,
- 1:03:07Speaker 2: all kinds of things. So it was the homeowner, Valerie, Arishta,
- 1:03:11Speaker 2: and then a third roommate whose name I'm actually not
- 1:03:13Speaker 2: going to use because I still to this day don't
- 1:03:16Speaker 2: know if that person was involved, what her part was.
- 1:03:19Speaker 2: I do remember thinking that the way they presented themselves
- 1:03:22Speaker 2: as strangers, they presented themselves to me, that the other
- 1:03:26Speaker 2: two roommates, Arishta and the other gal that they were
- 1:03:29Speaker 2: strangers as well, and that they didn't know Valerie, that
- 1:03:32Speaker 2: we had all just rented rooms and moved in at
- 1:03:33Speaker 2: the same time. I do remember that didn't set right
- 1:03:36Speaker 2: with me. They felt very familiar, and in hindsight, it's
- 1:03:40Speaker 2: obvious why it felt like they were.
- 1:03:42Speaker 7: So familiar with each other.
- 1:03:45Speaker 2: So yeah, I just I never had met them before,
- 1:03:48Speaker 2: ended up with nowhere to go and rented a room
- 1:03:50Speaker 2: from them, and that's how it started.
- 1:03:54Speaker 4: What were the first signs of anything shit?
- 1:03:58Speaker 7: So I'll be.
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: Honest, like I said, I had a full time job.
- 1:04:01Speaker 2: I was going to school to be a welder. I
- 1:04:03Speaker 2: had my kids a couple of days a week. Because
- 1:04:05Speaker 2: this room that I rented from them, I put two
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: little double beds in it. So I had a very
- 1:04:09Speaker 2: busy life. I was partying. I was weekend warrioring. I
- 1:04:13Speaker 2: rode a motorcycle. I was riding with my buddies and
- 1:04:17Speaker 2: you know, doing the things that people that like to
- 1:04:21Speaker 2: ride and have fun on the weekends. It was fun
- 1:04:23Speaker 2: till it wasn't, you know. I think I was holding
- 1:04:26Speaker 2: my life together. There's I'm sure plenty that are going
- 1:04:28Speaker 2: to see this and be like, oh, you know whatever.
- 1:04:31Speaker 2: People have their own opinions.
- 1:04:35Speaker 7: It was off right off the bat.
- 1:04:37Speaker 2: Arishta kept telling me that she was a antheogenic historian
- 1:04:43Speaker 2: whose life's work was to preserve the ancient blue lotus,
- 1:04:48Speaker 2: which is an antheogen that the Egyptians used to commune
- 1:04:52Speaker 2: with the gods. And anything I'm going to say in
- 1:04:54Speaker 2: this interview, people are welcome to go look it all up.
- 1:04:57Speaker 2: A Rishta's all over the internet. A rish To dean.
- 1:05:00Speaker 2: You can look him up on SoundCloud. He's on Rock
- 1:05:03Speaker 2: Rasham's podcast. He's on the Green Goddess podcast on Spotify.
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: Just look up a Rishta dean priesthood of Nefertum, and
- 1:05:13Speaker 2: this person is all over the internet bragging about the
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: priesthood of Nephritum. Nephritum man, it's crazy. So when I
- 1:05:24Speaker 2: first moved in, first of all, A Rishta started making
- 1:05:26Speaker 2: my coffee every single morning. And there was one morning
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: where I was going to leave without drinking any coffee,
- 1:05:31Speaker 2: and he his reactions to my little normal things started
- 1:05:36Speaker 2: to ring a bell right off the bat. He was
- 1:05:39Speaker 2: very uncomfortable that I was leaving without drinking coffee, and
- 1:05:41Speaker 2: I was wondering why I went from a very capable
- 1:05:44Speaker 2: rider never dropped a bike. Hadn't even put one down
- 1:05:47Speaker 2: at that point. I did have a heavy bike at
- 1:05:51Speaker 2: the time, Cleo. She was about seven eight hundred pounds,
- 1:05:54Speaker 2: but I'm two hundred pounds, very strong woman. I had
- 1:05:57Speaker 2: never dropped that bike, never had a problem. My lips
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: started going numb and my hands and I started literally
- 1:06:04Speaker 2: I'd be at a light and I'd be like my
- 1:06:06Speaker 2: hands would just give, like no strength, and I'm like
- 1:06:09Speaker 2: dropping my bike in traffic and like can't even hardly
- 1:06:11Speaker 2: pick it up. Wondering what's going on with me. He
- 1:06:15Speaker 2: was poisoning me every morning in our coffee, trying to
- 1:06:19Speaker 2: find out what my threshold was. Because when these demonic cults. Man,
- 1:06:28Speaker 2: it's hard to say these things because I've been called
- 1:06:30Speaker 2: crazy so much, but I'm just done caring.
- 1:06:32Speaker 7: It is what it is.
- 1:06:33Speaker 2: This stuff goes on and people can be blind if
- 1:06:35Speaker 2: they want, if that makes them feel more comfortable. But
- 1:06:39Speaker 2: when these people do human sacrifices, they need you in
- 1:06:42Speaker 2: such a state where you're fully mentally cognitive but you're
- 1:06:46Speaker 2: disabled physically because they get their demonic power that they
- 1:06:50Speaker 2: believe in, and it's real. I mean, if you don't
- 1:06:53Speaker 2: believe in God or the devil, that's everybody to each
- 1:06:55Speaker 2: their own. But they're spiritual forces in this world. They
- 1:06:58Speaker 2: are very real, but they need you to be in
- 1:07:02Speaker 2: a lot of pain during their torture. So they need
- 1:07:06Speaker 2: to disable you physically so you can't fight back. But
- 1:07:08Speaker 2: they want you mentally very as aware as possible because
- 1:07:11Speaker 2: that's where they get their power.
- 1:07:13Speaker 6: So he was.
- 1:07:14Speaker 2: Poisoning me each morning to find out how much would
- 1:07:17Speaker 2: it take to take me down. I do think that
- 1:07:20Speaker 2: he got a little she got a little thrown off
- 1:07:23Speaker 2: when she found out that I was a former boxing champion,
- 1:07:28Speaker 2: Like I wasn't one to be messed with, especially at
- 1:07:30Speaker 2: that time. Like I was a pretty hard girl at
- 1:07:33Speaker 2: that time. I wasn't saved yet, So the coffee thing
- 1:07:38Speaker 2: was really weird. He kept telling me every day. He
- 1:07:40Speaker 2: was just like my best friend or she.
- 1:07:42Speaker 7: I'm so sorry, so hard, I do it too.
- 1:07:45Speaker 2: No disrespect to anybody. I have friends that are trans truly.
- 1:07:50Speaker 2: So she kept telling me every day, you have Egyptian eyes.
- 1:07:54Speaker 2: You're so beautiful as anybody ever said. You have Egyptian eyes.
- 1:07:58Speaker 2: She kept saying, you remind me of the god sec Met,
- 1:08:01Speaker 2: which is the goddess of destruction in ancient Egypt. So
- 1:08:05Speaker 2: just feeding me full of these stories every day about
- 1:08:08Speaker 2: how I reminded her of an Egyptian goddess, asking me
- 1:08:13Speaker 2: my opinions on past lives, reincarnation, spirituality, religion, things like this.
- 1:08:20Speaker 2: I realized in hindsight, she was getting a feel for
- 1:08:23Speaker 2: who I was. What were my spiritual beliefs, my religious beliefs,
- 1:08:26Speaker 2: all these kinds of things. So, yeah, some red flags
- 1:08:31Speaker 2: were going off, but nothing crazy until what I had
- 1:08:37Speaker 2: been talking to you about on the phone, when Arista
- 1:08:40Speaker 2: got me alone, when the other two left the house,
- 1:08:43Speaker 2: and then she launched into gave me some wine. We
- 1:08:47Speaker 2: had some wine, made me dinner, and then started in about, oh,
- 1:08:51Speaker 2: you know what would be really fun, Kimberly, is we
- 1:08:53Speaker 2: should do a past life regression therapy session on you.
- 1:08:58Speaker 2: And I mean I was dabbled in the occult at
- 1:09:00Speaker 2: that time. I had tarot cards, I had a crystal
- 1:09:02Speaker 2: ball in my home for years, using hard drugs.
- 1:09:06Speaker 7: I mean that's a portal to evil right there.
- 1:09:09Speaker 2: So I was already welcoming those negative influences into my life,
- 1:09:14Speaker 2: and like I said, was very interested and open minded.
- 1:09:16Speaker 7: So I said, sure, let's do this.
- 1:09:18Speaker 4: You know, yeah, what did you find man.
- 1:09:26Speaker 2: So as I said, I Rishta made me dinner that night,
- 1:09:30Speaker 2: got me drunk on wine. I agreed to do this
- 1:09:32Speaker 2: past life regression therapy session, so I'm pretty tipsy. She
- 1:09:38Speaker 2: goes and gets everything ready, says, go sit on the
- 1:09:40Speaker 2: couch and relax.
- 1:09:41Speaker 7: And I did.
- 1:09:41Speaker 2: And so she comes out and she brings me this
- 1:09:46Speaker 2: liquid in a little vial like you would take communion
- 1:09:49Speaker 2: at church. And all she said was that the blue
- 1:09:54Speaker 2: lotus helped lucid dreaming, opened up your mind, helped you relax.
- 1:10:00Speaker 2: And I had never been hypnotized or anything, so I
- 1:10:02Speaker 2: did it. I do remember thinking as soon as I
- 1:10:05Speaker 2: drank that liquid. I've done a lot of drugs in
- 1:10:08Speaker 2: my life. I've felt a lot of different feelings off
- 1:10:10Speaker 2: of drugs. I've done most of them in the past
- 1:10:13Speaker 2: when I was young. Never felt anything like that in
- 1:10:15Speaker 2: my life, and I do remember thinking as it washed
- 1:10:18Speaker 2: over me, I thought, oh my god, what have I done.
- 1:10:21Speaker 2: There's a split second where I was like, oh no.
- 1:10:25Speaker 2: So it completely takes over me and I'm just my
- 1:10:29Speaker 2: whole body. It's like the biggest rush you've ever felt
- 1:10:31Speaker 2: in your life, just chills, goose bumps, and I lay
- 1:10:38Speaker 2: back on the couch and she starts guiding me in
- 1:10:41Speaker 2: this meditation. I do remember thinking, if this is supposed
- 1:10:44Speaker 2: to be my past life that we're bringing up, why
- 1:10:47Speaker 2: is the rish to talking and telling me what I'm seeing.
- 1:10:50Speaker 2: But again, in hindsight, now it makes sense because she
- 1:10:53Speaker 2: was trying to summon a specific entity.
- 1:10:55Speaker 7: This is what they do.
- 1:10:56Speaker 2: If you listen to any of her podcasts, she talks
- 1:10:59Speaker 2: blatantly about it. So she starts talking and she's and
- 1:11:03Speaker 2: I'm seeing every bit of this. There's nothing hallucinatory about it.
- 1:11:07Speaker 2: It's as though I was there, real as day.
- 1:11:11Speaker 7: She says.
- 1:11:11Speaker 2: You're in a boat floating down the glittering Nile River.
- 1:11:14Speaker 2: She's describing everything in detail, what the sky looks like,
- 1:11:17Speaker 2: what the water looks like. She tells me, you see
- 1:11:20Speaker 2: the Temple of Isis coming into view in the distance.
- 1:11:22Speaker 2: You're getting closer, and it's crazy, how real, Like I.
- 1:11:27Speaker 7: Said, I was there. So she's guiding me.
- 1:11:30Speaker 2: You get out of the boat, you walk up the steps,
- 1:11:32Speaker 2: you walk into the front doors of the of the
- 1:11:35Speaker 2: Temple of Isis. You walk inside and you see a
- 1:11:38Speaker 2: hallway in front of you, an endless hallway that goes
- 1:11:41Speaker 2: on for eternity. And it's lined with doorways, and when
- 1:11:45Speaker 2: you start to I want you to start to walk
- 1:11:46Speaker 2: down this hallway, and when you come to the door
- 1:11:48Speaker 2: that's lit up, that's your door, that's your life. And
- 1:11:54Speaker 2: sure enough, I'm walking down this hallway, walking, walking, and
- 1:11:57Speaker 2: pretty soon I see a doorway on my left down
- 1:12:00Speaker 2: far in the distance with this bright light around it.
- 1:12:04Speaker 2: And I walk up to the door and I walk in,
- 1:12:06Speaker 2: and I'm in this castle, like a castle, clearly like
- 1:12:13Speaker 2: a I don't know if it's the word, but like
- 1:12:15Speaker 2: do you call like a kitchen in a castle, like
- 1:12:17Speaker 2: a scullery or something. And I knew nothing about the
- 1:12:20Speaker 2: cliffs of Mower, and I don't even know if this
- 1:12:22Speaker 2: is where I was now. But since this all happening,
- 1:12:26Speaker 2: I'm looking out this window in like this kitchen of
- 1:12:29Speaker 2: a castle, and I just innately know that I'm in
- 1:12:32Speaker 2: like Ireland or something like this. And I look out
- 1:12:35Speaker 2: this arched window to my left and I see these
- 1:12:38Speaker 2: sheer cliffs straight down to the ocean and these huge
- 1:12:40Speaker 2: waves crashing up against the cliffs. And I'm just standing
- 1:12:45Speaker 2: there in awe, looking around me, like what is going
- 1:12:48Speaker 2: on right now? But as I'm standing there, all of
- 1:12:52Speaker 2: a sudden, I start hearing this just absolutely terrifying growling
- 1:12:57Speaker 2: sound that's very, very distant. I would never know how
- 1:13:01Speaker 2: to describe it to anybody. It's nothing like any growl
- 1:13:05Speaker 2: you've ever heard in your life from an animal or
- 1:13:07Speaker 2: even in a scary movie. But it's getting closer and closer,
- 1:13:11Speaker 2: and I'm realizing, as I'm just frozen there in terror,
- 1:13:15Speaker 2: that this sound isn't coming closer to me, it's actually
- 1:13:18Speaker 2: inside of me, and it's moving up up inside of me,
- 1:13:23Speaker 2: getting louder, and I'm just literally if you could die
- 1:13:27Speaker 2: from being afraid, I would have. And all of a sudden,
- 1:13:31Speaker 2: it comes up and it's like it comes out of
- 1:13:33Speaker 2: me and breathes into my ear, like.
- 1:13:37Speaker 7: And right does that happen?
- 1:13:38Speaker 2: It was like a bolt of lightning hit me and
- 1:13:41Speaker 2: I jumped up, two hundred plus pound girl, wide awake
- 1:13:45Speaker 2: on my feet.
- 1:13:47Speaker 7: I'm like, what the fuck just happened to me? What
- 1:13:48Speaker 7: you do to me? And he's like, She's like, what happened?
- 1:13:52Speaker 7: What did you see?
- 1:13:53Speaker 2: Wanting to know, like, what happened? What did you see?
- 1:13:56Speaker 2: Why did you wake up? All this kind of thing?
- 1:14:00Speaker 7: So I leave. I'm very upset. I leaven go to
- 1:14:05Speaker 7: my girlfriend's house. That night. When I tried to go
- 1:14:10Speaker 7: to sleep.
- 1:14:10Speaker 2: At my girlfriend's house, the second I would fall asleep,
- 1:14:14Speaker 2: people call it night terrors and things like this, an entity.
- 1:14:18Speaker 2: The second I would fall asleep, it was like a
- 1:14:20Speaker 2: weight of a thousand pounds on my chest, a hand
- 1:14:23Speaker 2: over my mouth and nose, and just a black I
- 1:14:29Speaker 2: don't even know how to I still can't put it
- 1:14:30Speaker 2: into words. It would just take over me, suffocate me,
- 1:14:36Speaker 2: like a demonic attack, and instantaneous tormenting thoughts of suicide
- 1:14:42Speaker 2: instantly came on to me. That was the biggest part
- 1:14:44Speaker 2: during the waking hours. So the next morning, I go
- 1:14:48Speaker 2: back to the house and a Risha says to me,
- 1:14:50Speaker 2: I need to borrow your car. Kimberly and two women
- 1:14:53Speaker 2: had showed up from the East coast that morning, an
- 1:14:55Speaker 2: older woman and a really young woman. Neither one of
- 1:14:58Speaker 2: these women would even look at me and talk to me,
- 1:15:00Speaker 2: look at me nothing. Rista simply said they were associates
- 1:15:04Speaker 2: of hers. So Arista says, I need to oh and
- 1:15:07Speaker 2: after this, I'm sorry. She went from being my best
- 1:15:09Speaker 2: friend to the next day though asking to use my
- 1:15:13Speaker 2: car and everything. The friendliness was gone, done over with
- 1:15:18Speaker 2: I that, so Rischta says, I need to borrow your car.
- 1:15:21Speaker 2: Me and my friend are gonna drop you off at
- 1:15:23Speaker 2: school because I was going to school for welding and
- 1:15:24Speaker 2: I had to be to class. I need to go
- 1:15:27Speaker 2: run these important errands and we'll come back and get
- 1:15:30Speaker 2: you to back up. Arista had sold her car because
- 1:15:33Speaker 2: she said she was going to Costa Rica, but she's
- 1:15:36Speaker 2: still in Medford, in the same neighborhood that they did
- 1:15:38Speaker 2: all this to me. So I was gonna let them
- 1:15:41Speaker 2: borrow my car. But as we're walking out to the car,
- 1:15:44Speaker 2: it's like I literally heard an audible voice say, don't
- 1:15:46Speaker 2: let them drive.
- 1:15:49Speaker 7: So I go.
- 1:15:49Speaker 2: As we're walking out to the car, I was like,
- 1:15:51Speaker 2: you know, a Rishta, I'm I'm the more I'm thinking
- 1:15:53Speaker 2: about it, I'm gonna go ahead and drive again. It
- 1:15:56Speaker 2: was like the morning I left without drinking the coffee. Oh,
- 1:15:59Speaker 2: why what's wrong, Kimberly, Why you know what changed? Why
- 1:16:03Speaker 2: don't you want me to drive? I foiled something I
- 1:16:08Speaker 2: don't know. I mean, it's a pretty blatant thing to say.
- 1:16:11Speaker 2: It feels like they were gonna get rid of me
- 1:16:12Speaker 2: that day because Rishda wanted to be driving my vehicle
- 1:16:15Speaker 2: with me in the back seat with this woman who
- 1:16:17Speaker 2: wouldn't even look at me or speak to me. So
- 1:16:22Speaker 2: that day progresses, I drive, I let them take my car.
- 1:16:28Speaker 2: They come back and get me, I drive.
- 1:16:30Speaker 7: We go back to the house.
- 1:16:35Speaker 2: So the next day, I'm sorry, this is a lot.
- 1:16:37Speaker 2: It's really hard. There's so much. So the next day,
- 1:16:41Speaker 2: the third roommate, who I still to this day don't
- 1:16:43Speaker 2: know if she was involved or truly just trying to
- 1:16:45Speaker 2: warn me. She calls me up and she goes, Kimberly,
- 1:16:49Speaker 2: I need to talk to you. Come down to Joe's.
- 1:16:51Speaker 2: It's a sports barther in Medford and they got cheap
- 1:16:55Speaker 2: drinks and good pool tables. So she goes, come down
- 1:16:58Speaker 2: to Joe's and have a beer with me.
- 1:16:59Speaker 7: I really need to talk to you.
- 1:17:00Speaker 2: So I took my girlfriend that I was with and
- 1:17:02Speaker 2: we went down to Joe's and she goes, well, first
- 1:17:05Speaker 2: of all, I need to let you know that Arishta
- 1:17:06Speaker 2: is a man, not a woman. And I was like, oh, okay,
- 1:17:11Speaker 2: like and you know, like kind of like damn, how
- 1:17:15Speaker 2: did I miss that? Because when she said that, I
- 1:17:17Speaker 2: was like, oh, gosh, Arishta is really big, does have
- 1:17:20Speaker 2: like a big Adam's apple. It was like, okay, but
- 1:17:25Speaker 2: but it was neither here nor there. I didn't really
- 1:17:27Speaker 2: care about that too much. But she goes, well, that's
- 1:17:28Speaker 2: not that's not really what I need to talk to
- 1:17:30Speaker 2: you about. And she proceeds to tell me. She said,
- 1:17:35Speaker 2: Arishta is actually a warlock like a witch, and practices
- 1:17:41Speaker 2: some really deep like what you would call black magic.
- 1:17:45Speaker 2: And she said, I do not think that you or
- 1:17:47Speaker 2: your children are safe in this house with her. She
- 1:17:50Speaker 2: called him him. We talked about a bit more. Needless
- 1:17:56Speaker 2: to say, I flipped out. I start calling Arishta over
- 1:18:00Speaker 2: and over and over. And what's interesting, I went to
- 1:18:03Speaker 2: a detective a couple of years ago to revisit this,
- 1:18:05Speaker 2: to see if I could get some help now. And
- 1:18:07Speaker 2: I asked him if there had ever been any police
- 1:18:08Speaker 2: contact on their part about me, because the way I reacted,
- 1:18:13Speaker 2: you'd think, if you were innocent and hadn't been doing
- 1:18:15Speaker 2: any wrongdoing, you'd called the cops on me because I
- 1:18:18Speaker 2: was threatening to kill her. You ever come near me
- 1:18:21Speaker 2: and my kids again, I'm gonna kill you. Filthy names, threats,
- 1:18:25Speaker 2: all this kind of stuff.
- 1:18:26Speaker 4: Things you said to Arista.
- 1:18:27Speaker 2: To Arishta, Yeah, I said something like, you think you're
- 1:18:30Speaker 2: a demon, I'll eat your soul and ship it.
- 1:18:32Speaker 7: Out in the bows of hell or something like this.
- 1:18:37Speaker 2: So I go to the house and I go in,
- 1:18:41Speaker 2: and Arishta had the master bedroom in the house, and
- 1:18:44Speaker 2: me and the other roommate and even the homeowner this
- 1:18:46Speaker 2: was weird, had small bedrooms. But that's because Arishta was
- 1:18:49Speaker 2: the leader in control. So I actually broke into Arista's bedroom.
- 1:18:57Speaker 2: He had she had all the doors locked. There was
- 1:18:59Speaker 2: two ways into her bedroom. And when I tell you,
- 1:19:03Speaker 2: when I got in that room, then that was a
- 1:19:07Speaker 2: new fear unlocked. I had never been. It's that scared
- 1:19:09Speaker 2: in my life. As I'm seeing books on hand to
- 1:19:13Speaker 2: hand combat, jewelry made out of bones that look like
- 1:19:17Speaker 2: human bones to me, pill bottles full of narcotics drugs
- 1:19:21Speaker 2: that they drug people with, and things like this, white robes,
- 1:19:25Speaker 2: purple robes. And then I found a black samurai sword,
- 1:19:29Speaker 2: very ornate. My ex husband used to collect those, so
- 1:19:32Speaker 2: I know a cheap one versus an expensive one.
- 1:19:35Speaker 7: When I see one.
- 1:19:36Speaker 2: This was a very expensive, very expensive ceremonial. I can
- 1:19:40Speaker 2: only imagine the things that she was doing with that.
- 1:19:43Speaker 2: And then I found three journals written in aristosown handwriting,
- 1:19:49Speaker 2: talking to mother, Mother, this mother, she's talking to mother
- 1:19:54Speaker 2: and mothers who's telling her. It's really hard to put
- 1:20:05Speaker 2: into words all the details. Just the sickest crap you
- 1:20:07Speaker 2: could ever imagine, the most demented, twisted, crazy, out of
- 1:20:11Speaker 2: her mind, evil crap you could ever read in your life.
- 1:20:17Speaker 2: Planning to sacrifice me. He was in love with me.
- 1:20:21Speaker 2: He didn't want to do it. But Mother's making her
- 1:20:26Speaker 2: a rish To thinks that she is the ultimate deity
- 1:20:28Speaker 2: because she's both right, because she's a man and a woman.
- 1:20:35Speaker 2: So I take all this. I go grab a black
- 1:20:37Speaker 2: garbage bag and I throw all this. I'm just running
- 1:20:39Speaker 2: around that room. I'm like so scared. I'm looking around.
- 1:20:43Speaker 7: Like thinking they're going to pop out at any moment
- 1:20:45Speaker 7: and kill me. You know.
- 1:20:47Speaker 2: I gather all this up, I call the Medford Police
- 1:20:49Speaker 2: Department and I meet a cop down at the car wash.
- 1:20:52Speaker 2: And I don't blame them. I've been saved since all
- 1:20:57Speaker 2: this happened. The Lord's done a lot of work in
- 1:20:59Speaker 2: my heart forgiving people. But they really, you know, could
- 1:21:03Speaker 2: have really caused me to even die. Because I met
- 1:21:07Speaker 2: this officer and showed him everything I had taken. I'm
- 1:21:10Speaker 2: sobbing telling him what they had done. He looks me
- 1:21:14Speaker 2: in the eye and he goes, well, the only crime
- 1:21:15Speaker 2: I see here is that you stole all their stuff,
- 1:21:19Speaker 2: So I'd suggest that you go back and take their
- 1:21:20Speaker 2: things back to their house. And then he proceeds to
- 1:21:24Speaker 2: tell me straight faced people can worship whoever they want,
- 1:21:27Speaker 2: you know, and that's including the devil.
- 1:21:30Speaker 7: So that's how that went.
- 1:21:32Speaker 2: So no help from the police whatsoever.
- 1:21:37Speaker 7: I started. So now I'm homeless.
- 1:21:43Speaker 2: I've spent eight years trying to explain to people and
- 1:21:45Speaker 2: being called crazy when I tell people that he possessed
- 1:21:48Speaker 2: me with some sort of a demon when he did
- 1:21:50Speaker 2: that ceremony on me.
- 1:21:55Speaker 7: He did what they are doing.
- 1:21:56Speaker 2: And if you go and look at his podcasts, they
- 1:21:59Speaker 2: have figured out how to mix DMT, LSD or psilocybin
- 1:22:04Speaker 2: whichever they prefer, with this blue lotus liquid. Over many,
- 1:22:08Speaker 2: many years, they've been practicing this and perfecting it, as
- 1:22:11Speaker 2: a Rishta likes to brag about online. And what they
- 1:22:15Speaker 2: have figured out how to do is mix the DMT
- 1:22:17Speaker 2: or the other psychedelic with this blue lotus and it
- 1:22:22Speaker 2: blows your mind wide open to where they can commune
- 1:22:27Speaker 2: with other entities as a rish to cause it. Other
- 1:22:29Speaker 2: entities opens up other portals to other dimensions so that
- 1:22:33Speaker 2: they can interact with other entities. So I'm literally unable
- 1:22:39Speaker 2: to sleep seeing demons. I'm not hallucinating. I've done hallucinogens.
- 1:22:43Speaker 2: There was no hallucinating to it. Nowhere to go, living
- 1:22:48Speaker 2: in my car, Nobody would help me. Police wouldn't help me.
- 1:22:51Speaker 2: Friends were terrified or thought I was crazy. Family thought
- 1:22:54Speaker 2: I was crazy. So I start going to the Department
- 1:22:56Speaker 2: of Human Services. I go down to their office asking
- 1:22:59Speaker 2: for help, saying something's wrong with me. These people did
- 1:23:02Speaker 2: this to me. I feel like I've got demons inside
- 1:23:05Speaker 2: of me. I'm being tortured mentally. I went to my
- 1:23:09Speaker 2: children's school one day because I was so afraid they
- 1:23:12Speaker 2: were gonna get my kids. So I showed up at
- 1:23:15Speaker 2: my kids' school one day, and they had six cops
- 1:23:19Speaker 2: come to the school, treating me like I was a
- 1:23:22Speaker 2: danger and trying to figure out any way to fifty
- 1:23:27Speaker 2: one to fifty me, send me off to an institution,
- 1:23:30Speaker 2: or lock me up. So I actually somehow I managed
- 1:23:37Speaker 2: to leave the children's school. I feel like the Lord,
- 1:23:39Speaker 2: even though I wasn't saved. Yet God was watching out
- 1:23:41Speaker 2: for me and protecting me all along.
- 1:23:43Speaker 7: And I just didn't know that.
- 1:23:48Speaker 2: So I go down to DHS like a second or
- 1:23:50Speaker 2: third time, trying to tell someone what's been going on
- 1:23:53Speaker 2: and what's happening to me and get some help and
- 1:23:56Speaker 2: some protection, because whatever they did to me, whatever you
- 1:24:00Speaker 2: want to call it, I've heard other people talk about
- 1:24:03Speaker 2: it and interviews about when you feel like you've been
- 1:24:05Speaker 2: demonically possessed. It's this absolute bone chilling terror because something
- 1:24:10Speaker 2: inside of you that's not you, and you know innately
- 1:24:13Speaker 2: it's not you, is tormenting you and talking to you
- 1:24:16Speaker 2: and telling you to go kill yourself and all these
- 1:24:19Speaker 2: evil things.
- 1:24:20Speaker 7: So you're just terrified.
- 1:24:23Speaker 2: You're just adrenaline pumping, so scared and confused. So I
- 1:24:28Speaker 2: get a call a couple days later from a lady
- 1:24:31Speaker 2: at DHS, and she says to me, Kimberly, you're making
- 1:24:35Speaker 2: some really crazy accusations against these people, and the things
- 1:24:40Speaker 2: that you're saying just sound so crazy.
- 1:24:42Speaker 7: You have to understand that.
- 1:24:43Speaker 2: And if you keep talking like this, we're going to
- 1:24:46Speaker 2: keep you away from Let's edit my kids's names out
- 1:24:51Speaker 2: of there. I didn't mean to say their names so
- 1:24:54Speaker 2: they said if I kept talking like that, they were
- 1:24:56Speaker 2: going to take my kids away from me, because I
- 1:24:59Speaker 2: was obviously a danger to them with these things that
- 1:25:01Speaker 2: I was thinking and saying.
- 1:25:04Speaker 7: And so.
- 1:25:06Speaker 2: I had no choice from that day forward but to
- 1:25:09Speaker 2: just shut my mouth. I had to stop talking about it.
- 1:25:14Speaker 2: But after that phone call, I was going to end
- 1:25:16Speaker 2: my life. I called my kids and said goodbye to them,
- 1:25:21Speaker 2: and I was gonna drive out somewhere and shoot myself
- 1:25:23Speaker 2: because I absolutely.
- 1:25:26Speaker 7: I could not take.
- 1:25:30Speaker 1: Another moment.
- 1:25:33Speaker 7: With what was happening to me.
- 1:25:42Speaker 14: Thank you.
- 1:25:44Speaker 7: I called my kids and I said.
- 1:25:45Speaker 8: Bye to them.
- 1:25:47Speaker 7: I told them I was going to leave for a while.
- 1:25:53Speaker 2: And that's why I'm doing this interview, because I wonder
- 1:25:56Speaker 2: how many other people out there have gone through something
- 1:25:58Speaker 2: like this.
- 1:25:59Speaker 7: And ended the lives. And it's sick, it's awful.
- 1:26:05Speaker 2: So I say goodbye to my babies, and I'm driving
- 1:26:08Speaker 2: up north and I get to like Grant's Pass and
- 1:26:11Speaker 2: I pull over on the side of the road and
- 1:26:14Speaker 2: I just start screaming out. I'd always thought God was real,
- 1:26:21Speaker 2: but didn't know, and I'm just screaming out to the sky,
- 1:26:23Speaker 2: like if you're fucking real, do something like can help me,
- 1:26:28Speaker 2: please just.
- 1:26:31Speaker 7: Cry out to Heaven.
- 1:26:34Speaker 2: And I said something like, if you help me, I'll
- 1:26:36Speaker 2: give you my life.
- 1:26:40Speaker 7: In this presence, this peace.
- 1:26:46Speaker 2: Filled my car. But it's like this quiet, not a voice.
- 1:26:56Speaker 2: The Bible calls it like a still small voice or
- 1:26:59Speaker 2: the whisper of God. Just said, don't end your life, Kimberly.
- 1:27:06Speaker 2: And so I turned my car around and I drove
- 1:27:09Speaker 2: back to Medford. I slept in the Walmart perking lot
- 1:27:13Speaker 2: that night.
- 1:27:14Speaker 7: I'd fall asleep.
- 1:27:15Speaker 2: The instant suffocation and the weird demonic oppression happened throughout
- 1:27:21Speaker 2: the night. But the next day I had been making
- 1:27:25Speaker 2: phone calls trying to find somewhere to go. There was
- 1:27:27Speaker 2: nowhere for me to go in the Rogue Valley, and
- 1:27:30Speaker 2: I get a phone call that a bed had come
- 1:27:32Speaker 2: open from the women's shelter in Medford, And by God's grace,
- 1:27:39Speaker 2: I went there and I was able to get a
- 1:27:41Speaker 2: bed that night, And huh, the night terrors didn't stop,
- 1:27:48Speaker 2: the torment didn't stop, but I at least felt somewhat safe.
- 1:27:52Speaker 2: I was in a place with a lot of other women.
- 1:27:54Speaker 2: It was security, there was locks, there was gates. You
- 1:27:57Speaker 2: couldn't just come in, And so I felt a little
- 1:28:00Speaker 2: bit of a sense of security and so that was nice.
- 1:28:03Speaker 2: Still couldn't talk about anything because, like I said, when
- 1:28:06Speaker 2: DHS called me and said, if you keep talking like this,
- 1:28:08Speaker 2: we're taking the kids away, I never said a word
- 1:28:12Speaker 2: again because as awful and indescribable as all that is,
- 1:28:17Speaker 2: who could face having keep me from my children? No way?
- 1:28:23Speaker 2: So I had to stuff it down and take that
- 1:28:28Speaker 2: whole situation while I'm still being tormented. This went on
- 1:28:31Speaker 2: for weeks. Whatever the drug combination was that they gave
- 1:28:34Speaker 2: me a Risha talks in her interviews when she's bragging
- 1:28:37Speaker 2: about doing this that when they do this themselves to
- 1:28:40Speaker 2: open up and talk to well, I call it demons,
- 1:28:43Speaker 2: but entities, as they call it, they prepare themselves mentally
- 1:28:47Speaker 2: and emotionally for nine months, So you need a nine
- 1:28:51Speaker 2: month preparation when you know what you're doing and doing
- 1:28:54Speaker 2: it to yourself. And you did it to me, no preparation,
- 1:28:58Speaker 2: no knowledge, nothing, So yeah, I was safe, but I
- 1:29:04Speaker 2: still couldn't talk about it.
- 1:29:06Speaker 7: So that was really a struggle.
- 1:29:09Speaker 4: You separated yourself from.
- 1:29:10Speaker 2: Yes, so they make you go to church on Sundays.
- 1:29:14Speaker 2: And I had lived in Medford for twenty plus years
- 1:29:17Speaker 2: at this point and had never been out. There's a
- 1:29:20Speaker 2: beautiful church out in the Applegate Valley.
- 1:29:21Speaker 12: How many people, if Arista has a cult, how many
- 1:29:26Speaker 12: people were in the cult?
- 1:29:28Speaker 7: I honestly don't know.
- 1:29:29Speaker 14: Mark.
- 1:29:31Speaker 7: I would guess she claims to have followers all over
- 1:29:36Speaker 7: the world.
- 1:29:36Speaker 2: I'd probably say, I bet they've got five hundred or more.
- 1:29:41Speaker 2: They're based out of Ashland. I don't know if you
- 1:29:43Speaker 2: know anything about Ashland, Oregon, but that is a hotbed
- 1:29:46Speaker 2: for pagan worship, demonic, satanic cults. There was another big
- 1:29:50Speaker 2: one that just got busted down there. It was on
- 1:29:52Speaker 2: the national news, and that's where their little coven is
- 1:29:55Speaker 2: based out of.
- 1:29:55Speaker 4: And what kind of cult would you describe this as?
- 1:29:58Speaker 2: I think they're a sex cult because I did hear
- 1:30:01Speaker 2: Rishta having sex with the homeowner one night, and I
- 1:30:05Speaker 2: remember thinking, are they having sex?
- 1:30:07Speaker 7: I mean, I know that lesbian a couple that is
- 1:30:09Speaker 7: gonna have sex, but.
- 1:30:11Speaker 2: You know the sounds of sex when a man and
- 1:30:13Speaker 2: a woman are having sex. And I remember I heard
- 1:30:15Speaker 2: that one night and I remember thinking.
- 1:30:16Speaker 7: How the hell, what's going on? In hindsight, they.
- 1:30:20Speaker 2: Were and it was a Rishta and Valerie definitely a
- 1:30:23Speaker 2: sex cult. But whatever you would call it, they're all
- 1:30:27Speaker 2: about ancient Egypt. It's ancient Egyptian culture. Anything to do
- 1:30:32Speaker 2: with ancient Egypt, that's they worshiped those gods. They practice
- 1:30:36Speaker 2: the same practices.
- 1:30:37Speaker 7: This is all.
- 1:30:38Speaker 2: Everything across ancient Egyptian culture is about the blue lotus.
- 1:30:42Speaker 2: They did use it as an anthea gen And I mean,
- 1:30:46Speaker 2: we all know, whether you read the Bible or not,
- 1:30:48Speaker 2: the Egyptians existed. It's historical and they did do interesting things.
- 1:30:56Speaker 2: You know, actually, can I I was gonna say it
- 1:30:58Speaker 2: would be fun if a Rishta wanted to come up
- 1:31:00Speaker 2: out of obscurity and come on the show and we
- 1:31:01Speaker 2: could talk about it. That if I have misrepresented anything,
- 1:31:04Speaker 2: or you know, if I'm wrong about how it all
- 1:31:07Speaker 2: went down, if you're innocent, come out and talk about it,
- 1:31:10Speaker 2: that would be great. I'd love to sit face to
- 1:31:12Speaker 2: face with you. But yeah, probably a sex cult. I
- 1:31:16Speaker 2: would think they were certainly gonna do some nasty things
- 1:31:20Speaker 2: to me before they were done.
- 1:31:21Speaker 1: You know.
- 1:31:23Speaker 4: So you got yourself away, yep.
- 1:31:26Speaker 2: So at the women's shelter, they make you go to
- 1:31:28Speaker 2: church on Sundays. You have to leave in the morning
- 1:31:29Speaker 2: about eight o'clock. I think it was, and then you
- 1:31:31Speaker 2: could come back at five. You didn't have to go
- 1:31:33Speaker 2: to church, but that's what they wanted you to do.
- 1:31:36Speaker 2: And then when you got back in the evening. I
- 1:31:38Speaker 2: loved it. So many women would complain, but I was
- 1:31:41Speaker 2: just so hungry for good. I loved the routine. When
- 1:31:44Speaker 2: you came back, you had to do a little church service,
- 1:31:45Speaker 2: a little bit of worship, and then we would do
- 1:31:47Speaker 2: dinner and chores and go to bed. So I had
- 1:31:50Speaker 2: lived in Medford over twenty years and I had never been.
- 1:31:53Speaker 2: There's a beautiful lake called Applegate Lake, and there's this
- 1:31:56Speaker 2: big church. I knew of it, but it'd never been.
- 1:31:58Speaker 2: It's called Applegate and John Corson has a worldwide ministry.
- 1:32:03Speaker 7: That man is amazing. They saved my life.
- 1:32:07Speaker 2: So I get this wild hair on empty, not a
- 1:32:09Speaker 2: dollar to my name. I had a car, hadn't gotten
- 1:32:12Speaker 2: it repoyed yet for not being able to make the payments.
- 1:32:14Speaker 7: So I still had my.
- 1:32:15Speaker 2: Car with all the stuff that I took out of
- 1:32:17Speaker 2: the house that the cops wouldn't look at.
- 1:32:18Speaker 7: I had it all in my trunk.
- 1:32:19Speaker 2: I had been carrying it with me, knowing hoping that
- 1:32:22Speaker 2: someone would believe me.
- 1:32:22Speaker 7: And I could get some help.
- 1:32:24Speaker 2: So I drive twenty miles out to Applegate. I sit
- 1:32:27Speaker 2: through service. I'm bawling the whole time. Lady next to me.
- 1:32:30Speaker 2: After the service, she goes here, I think you need this, honey,
- 1:32:34Speaker 2: and she hands me an envelope. And I opened up
- 1:32:36Speaker 2: the envelope and inside of it I don't remember the scripture,
- 1:32:38Speaker 2: but it was out of First Timothy somewhere, and there's
- 1:32:40Speaker 2: one hundred dollar bill inside of it. And I'm just
- 1:32:44Speaker 2: like thanking the woman, like, how could she have known?
- 1:32:46Speaker 14: You know?
- 1:32:46Speaker 2: I had nice clothes on, because even though I was homeless,
- 1:32:49Speaker 2: I still had cute clothes. I had showered and everything,
- 1:32:51Speaker 2: so I didn't look homeless or anything. Looked well put together.
- 1:32:54Speaker 7: I think.
- 1:32:56Speaker 2: So it's like, how could she have known? But I
- 1:32:58Speaker 2: break down start telling her what happened to me. She goes,
- 1:33:00Speaker 2: oh my god, Honey, come come with me. We're gonna
- 1:33:02Speaker 2: go talk to the pastor. So we go get a
- 1:33:06Speaker 2: couple of the pastors. We sit down in like a
- 1:33:07Speaker 2: meeting room. I bring all my stuff out of the
- 1:33:10Speaker 2: car from Arishta's. Oh I forgot to mention the day
- 1:33:15Speaker 2: after I took everything the homeowner Valerie called me and
- 1:33:18Speaker 2: said Arishta would like her samurai sword back.
- 1:33:21Speaker 7: Kimberly, that's all they asked for it back. Arishta wanted
- 1:33:23Speaker 7: her samurai sword because it was sentimental. I bet.
- 1:33:28Speaker 2: So the pastors sit down with me. They do, no, sir.
- 1:33:32Speaker 2: I regret to this day because when I went to
- 1:33:34Speaker 2: the cops a couple of years ago, he said, if
- 1:33:36Speaker 2: you had any of the evidence now would be really great.
- 1:33:39Speaker 2: I ended up giving it all. So I sit down
- 1:33:40Speaker 2: with the pastors. They look at everything. He reads a
- 1:33:43Speaker 2: couple pages and closes it and goes, Kimberly, first of all,
- 1:33:47Speaker 2: we believe you, and that was huge. I just broke down.
- 1:33:52Speaker 2: To be believed was huge. And he goes, and we
- 1:33:56Speaker 2: need to baptize you immediately, like, no waiting. I don't
- 1:34:00Speaker 2: do baptisms today, but if you want, I want to
- 1:34:02Speaker 2: baptize you right now. He goes, I want to take
- 1:34:05Speaker 2: all this stuff. Can I have all these things? We
- 1:34:07Speaker 2: need to throw them away. You are safe here, you
- 1:34:11Speaker 2: belong to God. We're going to baptize you. We'll take
- 1:34:14Speaker 2: care of you. So they baptize me immediately. And when
- 1:34:18Speaker 2: I tell you, when I came up out of the water,
- 1:34:20Speaker 2: the demonic oppression was gone. Gone from the most insidious,
- 1:34:26Speaker 2: insane experience of being taken over and not being myself
- 1:34:31Speaker 2: too cleansed to one hundred percent, it was gone. Never
- 1:34:36Speaker 2: have I had a moment of any of it again.
- 1:34:38Speaker 2: And the church they put me up. They have a
- 1:34:40Speaker 2: beautiful house out there at the church called the hospitality House,
- 1:34:44Speaker 2: and it's usually where visiting pastors come and stay at
- 1:34:47Speaker 2: the church when they do they come to preach at
- 1:34:50Speaker 2: the church. The property where the church is is self sufficient.
- 1:34:53Speaker 2: They have it in such a way where if anything happened,
- 1:34:56Speaker 2: they're self sufficient. They have gas pumps, the everything. Security
- 1:35:00Speaker 2: that patrols with German shepherds at night. Like it's not
- 1:35:03Speaker 2: a joke. They're really about their business there. So they
- 1:35:07Speaker 2: that night took me in and moved me into the
- 1:35:08Speaker 2: hospitality house. They had never met me before, they didn't
- 1:35:11Speaker 2: know me from Adam, and I lived there about a month.
- 1:35:15Speaker 2: They put gas in my car whenever my tank was low.
- 1:35:18Speaker 2: They said, come back here, if you're not at work
- 1:35:19Speaker 2: or school, come back to the church, be here where
- 1:35:22Speaker 2: we can watch over you. Yeah, they saved my life.
- 1:35:26Speaker 2: They took me in and saved me.
- 1:35:28Speaker 4: Have you ever run into a Richti again.
- 1:35:30Speaker 2: Boy huh yeah, probably almost. I probably would have got
- 1:35:34Speaker 2: arrested that day I saw him again or her with
- 1:35:38Speaker 2: her bullshit story that she was going to Costa Rica.
- 1:35:40Speaker 2: At the time, I was at North Gateway fred Meier's,
- 1:35:43Speaker 2: blocks from the house where this all took place. I
- 1:35:47Speaker 2: should mention it has significance to their cult. This all
- 1:35:51Speaker 2: took place during the month of October leading up to
- 1:35:53Speaker 2: Halloween in twenty eighteen, because Halloween night is usually when
- 1:35:56Speaker 2: they do their sacrifices and all their really weird crap
- 1:36:00Speaker 2: because they believe it has more significance.
- 1:36:03Speaker 7: But I was at.
- 1:36:03Speaker 2: North Gateway fred Myers, really close to that house about
- 1:36:08Speaker 2: three years ago. I'm walking through fred Myers and I
- 1:36:12Speaker 2: look up and I.
- 1:36:13Speaker 7: Make eye contact with her. And when I.
- 1:36:16Speaker 2: Tell you, she turned into a ghost, because I said, oh,
- 1:36:22Speaker 2: it's like seeing a ghost, isn't it? A rishta? And
- 1:36:26Speaker 2: the color.
- 1:36:28Speaker 7: She went white. Had a little basket of stuff.
- 1:36:32Speaker 2: She walks away from that basket, leaves it right there
- 1:36:34Speaker 2: and books it, walks off into the store.
- 1:36:37Speaker 7: I started to.
- 1:36:37Speaker 2: Follow her, and I thought, no, no, because if I
- 1:36:40Speaker 2: go after her right now, I'm gonna end up arresting
- 1:36:42Speaker 2: because I'm going to attack her, and then I'm going
- 1:36:45Speaker 2: to go to jail for some you know, ridiculous crime.
- 1:36:50Speaker 2: So I went out to my car instead, and I waited,
- 1:36:52Speaker 2: and I just had a feeling she was going to
- 1:36:54Speaker 2: come out that door. Sure enough, probably maybe ten minutes later,
- 1:36:56Speaker 2: here she comes, and I opened my door and I
- 1:36:59Speaker 2: screams the parking lot hair, rishta have you murdered any
- 1:37:03Speaker 2: kids lately? Like I'm just screaming, bloody murder across the
- 1:37:06Speaker 2: parking lot. She's like powerwalking to go over and get
- 1:37:09Speaker 2: in her car, and I had my phone out, just
- 1:37:11Speaker 2: filming the whole time. And interestingly, she was driving another
- 1:37:15Speaker 2: little beat up car without estate plates. When I met her,
- 1:37:19Speaker 2: she was driving a beat up car without estate plates.
- 1:37:22Speaker 2: And there was another little car with Montana plates, a
- 1:37:24Speaker 2: little red Mazda Miata, a ragtop with Montana plates that
- 1:37:29Speaker 2: was sitting out in front of the house the whole
- 1:37:31Speaker 2: time I lived there for that month, and it looked
- 1:37:34Speaker 2: to me. I'm no expert, but that car looked abandoned.
- 1:37:37Speaker 2: To me, it clearly belonged to a woman. And when
- 1:37:41Speaker 2: you could you could look and see inside the car,
- 1:37:42Speaker 2: it looked like someone had just been in it going
- 1:37:44Speaker 2: about her business and then it had just been left
- 1:37:48Speaker 2: and to this day, I think that was someone else's car.
- 1:37:50Speaker 2: So yeah, I saw her a few years ago Fred
- 1:37:52Speaker 2: Myers took off.
- 1:37:55Speaker 7: I haven't seen her again.
- 1:37:57Speaker 12: Yeah, this is still active cult today.
- 1:38:02Speaker 2: Oh yeah, she goes up and does all kinds of
- 1:38:05Speaker 2: weird little uh and you know, I'm sure this is
- 1:38:07Speaker 2: gonna make some people in like the what do you
- 1:38:10Speaker 2: call that?
- 1:38:10Speaker 7: The community that is really.
- 1:38:11Speaker 2: All for psychedelics, for therapy and all this kind of stuff.
- 1:38:15Speaker 2: But Arishta is one of many people that I see
- 1:38:19Speaker 2: in today's world with the whole woke agenda and everybody's
- 1:38:22Speaker 2: so into the New Age and anti Christian, anti God,
- 1:38:26Speaker 2: all this kind of stuff. She hides behind this facade
- 1:38:28Speaker 2: which is absolute bullshit, that it's psilocybin therapy and you know,
- 1:38:35Speaker 2: entheogenic plant medicine and it's all just fun and let's
- 1:38:38Speaker 2: just get out of our minds and just have a
- 1:38:41Speaker 2: good time. No, you're lying, that's not what you're doing.
- 1:38:46Speaker 2: You're you're you're practicing black magic, witchcraft, plan and simple
- 1:38:53Speaker 2: drugging people, killing people, raping children.
- 1:38:59Speaker 7: And it's funny.
- 1:39:01Speaker 2: I hate saying this, but when the Epstein Files were
- 1:39:03Speaker 2: released recently. My very first thought, that's why I reached
- 1:39:07Speaker 2: out to you. I have been praying for a chance
- 1:39:10Speaker 2: to share my story and expose these people for eight years,
- 1:39:15Speaker 2: and when the Epstein files came out, I did not think,
- 1:39:17Speaker 2: Oh my god, how sick, how awful. My instant first
- 1:39:21Speaker 2: thought was maybe people will believe me now. And that's
- 1:39:27Speaker 2: the thing is, people love to live in ignorance, unfortunately,
- 1:39:31Speaker 2: and I really think that that's why a lot of
- 1:39:33Speaker 2: evil goes on in the world. People they don't even
- 1:39:35Speaker 2: want to believe it. So how do you fight against
- 1:39:36Speaker 2: something that you don't even believe in?
- 1:39:38Speaker 1: You know?
- 1:39:40Speaker 4: So knowledge is power.
- 1:39:42Speaker 2: Oh one hundred percent. And that's my hope too. When
- 1:39:46Speaker 2: I went through this, I didn't have anybody. I can't
- 1:39:49Speaker 2: even describe how alone I felt, and I still do.
- 1:39:52Speaker 2: It's like to move forward from something like that. It
- 1:39:55Speaker 2: just makes you feel very marginalized and very alone, you know.
- 1:39:59Speaker 2: But I I feel like there's got to be others
- 1:40:01Speaker 2: out there. I will say that the police, the Medford
- 1:40:05Speaker 2: police told me a couple of years ago if there
- 1:40:06Speaker 2: were any other victims of Arishta's, if one more came forward,
- 1:40:09Speaker 2: that they could actually go after him for some charges.
- 1:40:12Speaker 7: So that's my prayer. Maybe there's somebody.
- 1:40:14Speaker 2: Else out there that was specifically victimized by them, But
- 1:40:17Speaker 2: I would have loved to have someone else, real, like
- 1:40:20Speaker 2: just a normal person like myself to say, you know,
- 1:40:25Speaker 2: I've been through this too, and that's really why I
- 1:40:27Speaker 2: wanted to do this, you know, kind of maybe win
- 1:40:30Speaker 2: one little victory for a good against the dark side.
- 1:40:34Speaker 12: All right, Kimberly, such an interesting story. Yeah, maybe we'll
- 1:40:38Speaker 12: hear from Marischa Dean one day.
- 1:40:39Speaker 2: Yeah, come on out, let's talk about it.
- 1:40:42Speaker 4: Okay, thank you very much. Yeah, very welcome.
- 1:40:45Speaker 1: So I realized after I got through editing this entire
- 1:40:49Speaker 1: episode that Zoom decided not to record my outro. But
- 1:40:54Speaker 1: that was Kimberly's story. Maybe I'll meet up with her
- 1:40:58Speaker 1: in the middle of Targets somewhere in the tampon section.
- 1:41:02Speaker 1: Call it a divine appointment. She lives in my town,
- 1:41:06Speaker 1: but so does the mongrels. She was speaking about dangerous,
- 1:41:11Speaker 1: dangerous times we live in. But I hope you enjoyed it.
- 1:41:16Speaker 1: Just a little something fun for us today. Take care
- 1:41:19Speaker 1: of yourselves, don't drink any blue lotus, merenga taint rub
- 1:41:24Speaker 1: and I will catch you on the next one.
- 1:41:31Speaker 4: If you're.
- 1:41:36Speaker 7: Cisco, be sure.
- 1:41:43Speaker 1: So long. If you Cisco, your gon. Some gentle people.
- 1:42:07Speaker 5: All to be come.
- 1:42:10Speaker 2: To sign brands Cisco.
- 1:42:16Speaker 1: Summer time will be
- 1:42:25Speaker 2: In the streets of sand brands Cisco, gentle peoples with
- 1:42:37Speaker 2: bowers of