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- 0:00Speaker 1: Back for another episode of The Blonde and I see podcast.
- 0:02Speaker 1: I am your whole stufficial blind stuff. But my co
- 0:05Speaker 1: host over there, the person.
- 0:06Speaker 2: In wheel chair, she ain't nothing important. She got a
- 0:08Speaker 2: ring now.
- 0:08Speaker 3: But woo okay, listen, howest on wheels, you know what
- 0:12Speaker 3: the fuck are go on? Like I said before, so.
- 0:14Speaker 1: You know, we had an episode where we talked about
- 0:16Speaker 1: the difference between our disability, so we just wanted to
- 0:19Speaker 1: finish it up and let her know that.
- 0:23Speaker 2: Blind people fuck better than people in wheel chair. Still
- 0:25Speaker 2: just letting yo.
- 0:26Speaker 3: Hey yo, I don't fuck it all so I don't know,
- 0:29Speaker 3: but no, it's really the difference between It's different. It's
- 0:33Speaker 3: a difference between a disability. Because my disability you can see.
- 0:37Speaker 3: You can't necessarily if he doesn't have his stick, you
- 0:40Speaker 3: wouldn't be able to see him. You just think he's
- 0:41Speaker 3: cock got it, so.
- 0:45Speaker 2: You know, trying to throw a shot.
- 0:46Speaker 3: You know you want to play with it. You want
- 0:48Speaker 3: to play with a will bitch, but not for real
- 0:50Speaker 3: old jokes to the left, even though we got an
- 0:52Speaker 3: asshole on the right.
- 0:56Speaker 1: Only I would have walked off this conversation just let you.
- 1:00Speaker 3: Thank god I could see that you're not put the
- 1:06Speaker 3: glasses on, so the people want to know why do
- 1:09Speaker 3: you keep wearing the glasses? They think you can see
- 1:12Speaker 3: in your line.
- 1:13Speaker 1: These meta glasses. So I could say, hey Meta, what
- 1:17Speaker 1: time is it? Hey Metal, what's in front of me?
- 1:18Speaker 1: Hey metaal research Meta is like a blond man second
- 1:22Speaker 1: way of seeing, so it gives it can read my
- 1:25Speaker 1: mel to me, and it's connected to be my eyes.
- 1:29Speaker 1: So therefore I can say, hey Meta, connected be my eyes,
- 1:32Speaker 1: and they will tell me what's in front of me.
- 1:34Speaker 1: They will read ingredients to me.
- 1:36Speaker 3: Man, Meta need to endorse you no more today gave
- 1:40Speaker 3: an endorsement on us. All right, come y'all hit us
- 1:43Speaker 3: up if y'all want this sponsor. We're making great things
- 1:45Speaker 3: happen with you.
- 1:46Speaker 2: See, you know needs to be the face purpose.
- 1:48Speaker 3: He needs to be the face of matter. We showing
- 1:50Speaker 3: our shot.
- 1:51Speaker 1: Meta read child support to you money.
- 1:56Speaker 3: How does a blind person end up on child support?
- 1:59Speaker 2: That's different story. I was on before I was blind.
- 2:02Speaker 2: So therefore, so.
- 2:03Speaker 3: How do you not how do you not? How do
- 2:05Speaker 3: you not get off of it?
- 2:07Speaker 2: Not pay them?
- 2:08Speaker 3: You said not not paid them? Oh you wasn't paying them?
- 2:11Speaker 2: M that's a different story. But greedy is to you.
- 2:19Speaker 3: Do they take it out of s SR They can't
- 2:21Speaker 3: touch that.
- 2:22Speaker 2: They can they could touch it, know what it is?
- 2:25Speaker 2: What I spent my money before they get to.
- 2:28Speaker 3: It, so they don't do the same thing.
- 2:30Speaker 2: They don't snatch it out.
- 2:31Speaker 1: I get my money two weeks two days before shout
- 2:34Speaker 1: out to Navy Federal.
- 2:35Speaker 3: You know yo, I thought I was the one thing
- 2:37Speaker 3: they couldn't garnish.
- 2:38Speaker 1: They could go yet big accounts all.
- 2:42Speaker 2: Yeah, I thought so too.
- 2:43Speaker 1: But that don't mean no, they say, hey, you disabled,
- 2:45Speaker 1: doesn't mean you can't take it the cake.
- 2:46Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm trying to get this chain here off. I
- 2:48Speaker 3: know y'all gonna say something. I got a chin here.
- 2:50Speaker 3: I'm a real nigga. You better not click this. But no,
- 2:59Speaker 3: so what would what would you say? It would be
- 3:02Speaker 3: something that people assume you can't do because you're blond.
- 3:04Speaker 1: That no, no, lie, I don't have been around people,
- 3:08Speaker 1: and they be like.
- 3:09Speaker 2: Who washed you?
- 3:10Speaker 3: That's the stupidest shit ever.
- 3:11Speaker 2: Cook your food? Who gets you dressed? Like even with
- 3:15Speaker 2: if I'm around in my phone ring holder, let me
- 3:17Speaker 2: answer it. I'm like I can answer my phone myself.
- 3:20Speaker 3: Like I just felt like, so, how do you answer
- 3:22Speaker 3: your phone for the assholes, swipe it over. But people
- 3:25Speaker 3: are gonna say, how do you know where to swipe at?
- 3:27Speaker 3: You just slide it up because you know when I phone.
- 3:30Speaker 2: Ring, I just swiped.
- 3:32Speaker 1: I was saying this before I got shot. So it's
- 3:34Speaker 1: like certain things, I just know it's just memory.
- 3:37Speaker 2: Just swipe over.
- 3:38Speaker 1: Now, if they come up with a new ship where
- 3:39Speaker 1: I got swipe up, I'm gonna just be sucked up.
- 3:41Speaker 3: So what would be your advice to other blonde people
- 3:44Speaker 3: when it comes to answering their phone and saying it
- 3:45Speaker 3: you feel like Siri the best?
- 3:48Speaker 1: Yeah, say it the best you can like me hooking
- 3:52Speaker 1: your headphones up to your phone, You just could hit
- 3:54Speaker 1: the button off and on.
- 3:57Speaker 2: Serious, like, just get familiar with your phone.
- 3:59Speaker 3: Do you like air pods better or the ones with
- 4:01Speaker 3: the cord?
- 4:02Speaker 2: Like I don't like AirPods because once it dropped, I
- 4:05Speaker 2: don't know what.
- 4:05Speaker 3: You don't know where it's at.
- 4:07Speaker 1: I never had AirPods because I know it was it
- 4:09Speaker 1: was just a waste for me, Like I put in
- 4:11Speaker 1: my so you more to pay before.
- 4:13Speaker 2: Nah, never you just use I just.
- 4:15Speaker 1: Know, like because it's times I drop quarters on the
- 4:17Speaker 1: floor and I'm on the floor search and filling on
- 4:19Speaker 1: the floor trying to find a quarter or something like that.
- 4:22Speaker 2: So that picture of AirPods, once it drops is gonna
- 4:24Speaker 2: go rolling. So so it's like, so.
- 4:26Speaker 3: Question, when you update your phone, do you find problems?
- 4:29Speaker 3: Do you do you have to get readjusted to it?
- 4:30Speaker 3: Or like say when you buy a new phone, because
- 4:32Speaker 3: you know iPhones say always change and update and stuff
- 4:34Speaker 3: like that.
- 4:35Speaker 2: You don't know. It's crazy, like I don't be updated
- 4:36Speaker 2: my phones.
- 4:37Speaker 3: You just leave it.
- 4:38Speaker 2: I leave it.
- 4:38Speaker 1: But when I'm forced to update it because certain things
- 4:41Speaker 1: don't work with it, it just take time to adjust.
- 4:47Speaker 1: Like my emails before you just be like open emails
- 4:50Speaker 1: and that's like the refresh it Now I gotta say
- 4:52Speaker 1: refreshed emails. So it's like it's updating, and it's like
- 4:55Speaker 1: I just gotta I just gotta change with the updates.
- 4:57Speaker 2: I just can't be stuck in the past.
- 4:59Speaker 3: And since you got shot, have you ever had anything
- 5:02Speaker 3: other than the iPhone?
- 5:04Speaker 2: So how would you try to Android? Just you know,
- 5:07Speaker 2: when I want to ring tone back in the days.
- 5:11Speaker 3: So you had one before? So what would you rate
- 5:12Speaker 3: as better the iPhones or iPhones?
- 5:14Speaker 2: A thousand percent better? When it comes to visioning a pid.
- 5:18Speaker 3: Okay, so Apple, we need a sponsorship too, Oh, definitely,
- 5:21Speaker 3: app you need sponsors too.
- 5:23Speaker 1: I got two Apple phones that I love. I depend
- 5:26Speaker 1: on tell me the whether it read things to me messages.
- 5:29Speaker 2: That's why I'm texting in the group chap every week.
- 5:31Speaker 3: Okay, see for me people as far as washing up,
- 5:35Speaker 3: for those of you who may not know, for people
- 5:38Speaker 3: that are able to move their arms and you have
- 5:40Speaker 3: upper body strength. I can't speak for the quad because
- 5:42Speaker 3: I don't really know too much on that, but we
- 5:44Speaker 3: love to have a quad come up here and discuss it.
- 5:47Speaker 3: Shout us out. So for me, I have a shower
- 5:50Speaker 3: chair in my bathroom.
- 5:51Speaker 2: I was just about to so transferred to the show.
- 5:53Speaker 3: I literally just and get on the shower chair, turn
- 5:57Speaker 3: on the water, shoot, wash my ass. You know what
- 5:59Speaker 3: I mean. I keep everything on like I mean. Luckily,
- 6:02Speaker 3: like I said, I have long arms, so I'm tall,
- 6:03Speaker 3: so I don't have to keep everything to down. No,
- 6:08Speaker 3: not in this apartment. Not in my apartment. I want
- 6:10Speaker 3: to get the shower head that could come down. But
- 6:13Speaker 3: and I hate it when somebody takes a shower at
- 6:14Speaker 3: my fucking house and they don't readjust it back. Now
- 6:17Speaker 3: I got to get like a broomstick or a mop
- 6:19Speaker 3: and then bang it down.
- 6:20Speaker 2: But but it's hard to like adjust like.
- 6:23Speaker 3: I keep it on the same because for me, oh
- 6:28Speaker 3: I've been down, or I turn around, like I position
- 6:31Speaker 3: myself to where the water can hit me, and I
- 6:33Speaker 3: have the way I angle it is that it's shooting
- 6:35Speaker 3: like out for pause, but it's shooting out further, you
- 6:39Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. So it's like it gets my
- 6:41Speaker 3: whole it gets my whole back, my whole body. You
- 6:43Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. I don't taking pictures and ship
- 6:45Speaker 3: don't take pictures of the mic hey yoh, but no,
- 6:51Speaker 3: so I get like so yeah, I just let it
- 6:54Speaker 3: angle me, or I'll bend down, you know what I mean,
- 6:57Speaker 3: and just position myself to where I could get my
- 6:59Speaker 3: back wet. And the same thing with my ass, Like
- 7:01Speaker 3: I'll took my ass up, you know what I mean.
- 7:03Speaker 3: Put the kouchie up. Let it yo, Let the ring
- 7:07Speaker 3: flant the ring.
- 7:10Speaker 2: Question how difficult it is washing clothes.
- 7:12Speaker 3: Oh, it's easy as fuck. I go right down because
- 7:14Speaker 3: I got a laundry room my room. I just take
- 7:15Speaker 3: a bag of something what I could carry. I'm an
- 7:17Speaker 3: realize I'll be I got the guns. See, I just
- 7:19Speaker 3: got a free ticket to the gun show. That's all
- 7:21Speaker 3: I'm saying. But no, I got like the soap sometimes
- 7:24Speaker 3: that do it be like, No, my laundry room is
- 7:28Speaker 3: everything is pretty much because they know wheelchair people. They
- 7:30Speaker 3: know it's except things have to be accessible, like you know,
- 7:33Speaker 3: when they create new buildings, it has to be accessible
- 7:35Speaker 3: by law. Only older buildings are like that. I don't
- 7:38Speaker 3: go into like long, I haven't been into a laundry
- 7:40Speaker 3: mat to know, but the ones that I have, you
- 7:43Speaker 3: just slide it.
- 7:43Speaker 2: Out like this is your first time washing clothes since
- 7:45Speaker 2: you moved.
- 7:45Speaker 3: Into No, my mom was washing my clothes. You washing
- 7:49Speaker 3: clothes since I moved into my buildings since I was
- 7:52Speaker 3: walking because I used to help my mom wash clothes
- 7:53Speaker 3: when I barely did. The day I got shot, I
- 7:56Speaker 3: washed clothes. And that's why I said I'll never wash
- 7:57Speaker 3: clothes again. You know, it literally was a matter. It
- 8:00Speaker 3: was so stupid how it sounds. But I went to
- 8:02Speaker 3: the laundry mat one mother, and I never go. She's like, oh,
- 8:04Speaker 3: just come with me. And I just wanted to have
- 8:06Speaker 3: to cash a check and give me money.
- 8:07Speaker 2: And the laundry man.
- 8:08Speaker 3: I was right next to the check cashing, so you know,
- 8:10Speaker 3: once you commit to something, you gotta fully stand. So
- 8:12Speaker 3: next thing you know, I'm folding clothes and washing shit.
- 8:14Speaker 3: But that was literally the first and last time I
- 8:16Speaker 3: ever helped wash my clothes. And then once I got
- 8:18Speaker 3: on my own obviously, I've been living in my own
- 8:20Speaker 3: apartment for five years now, so I'm like, fuck it.
- 8:22Speaker 3: I can't call my mommy, for you know, she lives
- 8:24Speaker 3: in Brooklyn. I'm in Queens. So I just went down
- 8:27Speaker 3: to the laundry room. The first time, I damned there flooded,
- 8:29Speaker 3: it put too much soap, like an asshole. Oh Jesus,
- 8:32Speaker 3: it was so bad, but I left, he said, I left.
- 8:36Speaker 1: I left.
- 8:37Speaker 3: Men came back. No, I ain't take the clothes. I left.
- 8:39Speaker 3: That shit came back now, I said, oh somebody did that.
- 8:42Speaker 3: They were like, who's closes? And I came and got
- 8:44Speaker 3: my clothes. Later on, yo, I learned after this, this
- 8:48Speaker 3: is my mistake. And I had nothing to do with
- 8:50Speaker 3: the wheelchair. Everything to do with my brain a little,
- 8:53Speaker 3: So I just literally pull it out. The only thing,
- 8:56Speaker 3: like I said, when it's like I'm a person, you know,
- 8:59Speaker 3: the person that got a ca We go to groceries
- 9:00Speaker 3: at once. That's me. I don't like having to take
- 9:02Speaker 3: too many trips, so my dumb ass, I'll have one
- 9:05Speaker 3: big ass thing on my lap, one big ass thing
- 9:07Speaker 3: on the back, you know, laundry bags to carry it.
- 9:09Speaker 3: And that's why I try not to just let my
- 9:11Speaker 3: laundry pile up. I like to just go do little
- 9:13Speaker 3: loads at the time because it's really easy. As long
- 9:15Speaker 3: as I don't have to carry nothing to that'll probably
- 9:17Speaker 3: be the hardest part. Just sometimes the bag phone over
- 9:20Speaker 3: or something. Groceries, I throw the grocery bag. It's a
- 9:23Speaker 3: bag on the back of my chair. I wish I
- 9:24Speaker 3: could see it, but I throw a grocery bag on
- 9:26Speaker 3: the back of my chair and put what I could fit,
- 9:28Speaker 3: and everything else goes on my lap. And I have
- 9:30Speaker 3: my son, you know what I mean. He lazy. He'd
- 9:32Speaker 3: be like, Mommy, I don't want to carry. He'd be
- 9:34Speaker 3: like he had passes to me. He don't treat me
- 9:35Speaker 3: no different, you know what I'm saying. Then no, he'll
- 9:38Speaker 3: be like, Mammy, I'm tired, my legs hurt now we
- 9:39Speaker 3: rolling in his ass on my lap too. He don't
- 9:41Speaker 3: give it them like, but but at the end of
- 9:44Speaker 3: the day, I just put the groceries in the back
- 9:46Speaker 3: of my bag and I'll get to rolling. Yeah, and
- 9:49Speaker 3: I could push the shopping cart in the supermarket too,
- 9:51Speaker 3: like I'll be spinning with that shit.
- 9:53Speaker 1: The one thing I like about my like my son
- 9:55Speaker 1: and people go shopping with when we do go food shopping,
- 9:58Speaker 1: they make sure they put.
- 9:59Speaker 3: The meat in my head so you can feel, you know.
- 10:02Speaker 2: Sometimes they're like, you want this, and I feel I'm like,
- 10:04Speaker 2: not not that one.
- 10:05Speaker 3: So how do you decipher that? With like the meats
- 10:07Speaker 3: and stuff? How do you know what you can want
- 10:08Speaker 3: and you base it off of what?
- 10:10Speaker 1: Well, like, what's something like you want chicken breast? So
- 10:13Speaker 1: do you want the chicken colors? I see how big
- 10:15Speaker 1: the chicken breash is? The ships that be like on steroids.
- 10:18Speaker 3: And all that. You don't like that? I hate baked means.
- 10:21Speaker 1: So I'm like, just give me the chicken colors and
- 10:23Speaker 1: may go from there. I feel how how big the
- 10:25Speaker 1: port chop is?
- 10:26Speaker 3: I'm like, I like, but what about for like spoils
- 10:28Speaker 3: like to tell the fresh of it? They read and
- 10:30Speaker 3: sit do that?
- 10:31Speaker 1: Okay, let me see if I feel like if I
- 10:33Speaker 1: want it or not, we go from there.
- 10:35Speaker 3: Okay, and you just.
- 10:37Speaker 2: Like my supermarket, I just know everything where everything is.
- 10:40Speaker 3: Is it the same super markets you've been always going to?
- 10:43Speaker 2: It was? But then they start, they renovated.
- 10:45Speaker 3: They change, they they do find it more difficult.
- 10:47Speaker 2: Change the round.
- 10:48Speaker 1: So like in the beginning, I was getting frustrated, but
- 10:50Speaker 1: then I just took time to learn it, as if
- 10:52Speaker 1: I was going on vacation and I'm in the hotel
- 10:54Speaker 1: room and I got to learn from the bed to
- 10:56Speaker 1: run to the bathroom.
- 10:57Speaker 2: Sometimes it just take time just to earn it instead
- 11:00Speaker 2: of get.
- 11:01Speaker 3: So have you ever been to a supermarket on your
- 11:02Speaker 3: own as a blind person, because it's just you don't
- 11:05Speaker 3: want to just pick up their own thing. Now you're
- 11:06Speaker 3: picking up the most expensive day or something.
- 11:09Speaker 2: You don't want people they look for dem how much
- 11:11Speaker 2: is that? How much is that? I got meta glasses?
- 11:13Speaker 3: And he said I'm blind. I ain't stupid.
- 11:14Speaker 2: We might have got the most money glasses. It could
- 11:16Speaker 2: read to me and all that, but I just don't
- 11:17Speaker 2: be wanting.
- 11:18Speaker 3: So why don't you try the metal with the supermarket.
- 11:21Speaker 2: But I don't want to knock down ship.
- 11:22Speaker 3: Then we need a sponsorship. If we're doing that, you
- 11:24Speaker 3: feel me. I don't want to know because it's glass
- 11:26Speaker 3: and stuff.
- 11:26Speaker 2: I don't want to knock stuff down and all that.
- 11:28Speaker 1: Like, I'll be trying to inconvenience people as much as possible.
- 11:32Speaker 3: You say, you try to you wait, I'm trying to, ye,
- 11:36Speaker 3: that's what I'm I'm like, turn that wolf right.
- 11:42Speaker 2: Conveniences and then they got to come and fix it
- 11:45Speaker 2: and all that. So I'd rather do they move.
- 11:47Speaker 3: But we should speak on that.
- 11:48Speaker 2: And that's sometimes supermarkets be too cramped.
- 11:51Speaker 3: But that's the thing disabled guilt. Like I feel like
- 11:53Speaker 3: I'm hyper independent because I don't want anybody to feel
- 11:58Speaker 3: like they have to work hard. The other day, I'm
- 11:59Speaker 3: gonna on the bus and I always be like I
- 12:01Speaker 3: could do it. I could Like sometimes if the bus
- 12:03Speaker 3: pulled close enough to the curb, I could pop up
- 12:04Speaker 3: on the bus myself. I know how to lift the
- 12:06Speaker 3: set up. I tell motherfuckers move. I know how to
- 12:08Speaker 3: put the hooks on if they want that. And the
- 12:10Speaker 3: guy was like, no, it's my job, Like I got you,
- 12:13Speaker 3: and he was like, damn, you encountered a lot of assholes, right,
- 12:15Speaker 3: And it's like I haven't even really encountered too many
- 12:18Speaker 3: assholes in my situation, you know what I mean. Like,
- 12:20Speaker 3: I'm only speaking from I'm only speaking from my POV.
- 12:23Speaker 3: I can't speak for every disabled person out there, but
- 12:26Speaker 3: for me, I don't really experience so many austolds. I
- 12:27Speaker 3: don't know if it's the energy cause niggas know they
- 12:29Speaker 3: can't play with Big Gma. But in real life though,
- 12:33Speaker 3: like I really just try to get as much done
- 12:36Speaker 3: on my own so people don't feel like I'm ever
- 12:37Speaker 3: a burden, even though this is their job and it's
- 12:39Speaker 3: what they get paid for. Now, don't get me wrong.
- 12:41Speaker 3: If I come across the asshole bus driver, nigga, you're
- 12:43Speaker 3: gonna have to work for this, I'll make it, make
- 12:45Speaker 3: it harder. If you want to be a dickhead to me,
- 12:47Speaker 3: I'm gonna be a dickhead to you. But any other time,
- 12:48Speaker 3: I know we all want to get what we're going.
- 12:50Speaker 3: Should I get annoyed when the mother motherfucking lil chicken
- 12:52Speaker 3: on the bus, do you hear me? I'm like shock,
- 12:54Speaker 3: I'm like, just tell him you got one on the
- 12:56Speaker 3: bus already, mans fucking go. It's no offense to my
- 12:59Speaker 3: other my other people's. But when I do have a
- 13:01Speaker 3: wiel chairperson. Get on. I see people being assholes to
- 13:03Speaker 3: I'll be like, no, I act like I'm an averybody person.
- 13:05Speaker 3: I'm you gotta get up. If I see older people
- 13:07Speaker 3: on the bus they want to sit down, you gotta
- 13:09Speaker 3: get up. I'm bust police on that bitch. FBI, get
- 13:12Speaker 3: the fuck up.
- 13:12Speaker 2: That's me gonna get special privileges too.
- 13:15Speaker 3: Yeah, that's b I P I'm be up there.
- 13:16Speaker 1: It was crowded. The supermarket be crowded and I come in.
- 13:19Speaker 1: They look, they see me. They're like, yo, just go
- 13:21Speaker 1: get what you're gonna get and just come to the front.
- 13:22Speaker 1: I said, thank you.
- 13:24Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I get I'm talking.
- 13:27Speaker 2: Super market was crazy.
- 13:29Speaker 1: They was like, oh, I forgot what it was a
- 13:31Speaker 1: storm coming. I'm like, nah, I'm gonna have to uber eat.
- 13:34Speaker 1: I'm in doing that. I'm in INSTA called something. She said, no,
- 13:37Speaker 1: get what you're gonna get and just come to the front.
- 13:38Speaker 2: I said, thank you, miss We always see you in here.
- 13:41Speaker 1: Even the owner that owned the super Monkey like, nah,
- 13:44Speaker 1: y'all wait to no longe, just go to the front.
- 13:45Speaker 2: I'm like, all right, thank you.
- 13:46Speaker 3: Oh I love I love I love it. I love
- 13:49Speaker 3: us priority privileging. This motherfucker. Especially at the airport, y'all.
- 13:54Speaker 3: So how was it for you at the airport?
- 13:55Speaker 2: Come on, come on, well, come on, what bro one.
- 14:00Speaker 2: I get in a wheelchair, I'd be like you for
- 14:02Speaker 2: a couple of men.
- 14:03Speaker 3: You get in a wheelchair, they make you.
- 14:05Speaker 2: Well, they're pushing me to the plane. So I'm feeling
- 14:08Speaker 2: like you for a couple of minutes. Okay, it's.
- 14:16Speaker 1: Line all right, boom, we skipping the line to the front, like, okay,
- 14:21Speaker 1: you walk here, okay, no, leave your shoes on, No
- 14:23Speaker 1: worry about your shoes.
- 14:23Speaker 2: Your shoes on, okay, No.
- 14:25Speaker 3: So for the searching part, how do they do it?
- 14:27Speaker 2: I get up?
- 14:28Speaker 3: I walked through the scanner.
- 14:29Speaker 2: They hold my hand, baby. I woke through the metal detectives.
- 14:33Speaker 3: How did the metal detective go for you? With the
- 14:34Speaker 3: fragments in your head? You don't set up. You don't
- 14:36Speaker 3: set that bitch off.
- 14:38Speaker 2: I just can't get in. I can't do no.
- 14:40Speaker 3: But I'm talking about in the metal detectors in the airport.
- 14:42Speaker 3: It doesn't set it off. Oh they going to jail
- 14:45Speaker 3: hot that ship doing a little fragment. Listen, that could
- 14:48Speaker 3: be a bomb in this nigger head.
- 14:49Speaker 2: My hands.
- 14:50Speaker 1: Make sure no gunpowder that none of that on it.
- 14:53Speaker 3: So you go through like the able body people. Yeah,
- 14:56Speaker 3: you just get through the handicap privilege. For me.
- 14:59Speaker 1: After I get back in well chair, you're gonna wheal
- 15:00Speaker 1: you to the plane. Weel me to the plane. Okay,
- 15:04Speaker 1: oh disabled, get on the plane first, Come on the.
- 15:08Speaker 3: Plane for it. But we board live, we get off last.
- 15:10Speaker 2: I mean, I jump up and get off.
- 15:12Speaker 3: See now, now the mother I don't like a halfway
- 15:15Speaker 3: to save the motherfucker you too.
- 15:17Speaker 2: Hey, we're gonna updated. You're gonna go first class. Oh yeah,
- 15:21Speaker 2: the whole road by myself.
- 15:24Speaker 3: Yes, but that's only if the flight is not you know,
- 15:27Speaker 3: under booked and not proud of it. But I will
- 15:30Speaker 3: say for me, my airport experiences have been good. But
- 15:33Speaker 3: for people and will the one thing we suffer is
- 15:36Speaker 3: our chairs get demolished. They tost that ship in the
- 15:41Speaker 3: back like motherfucking girl.
- 15:43Speaker 2: Maybe what but don't don't don't blame that.
- 15:46Speaker 3: No, that no, I'm telling you that's ship, the the airplane,
- 15:50Speaker 3: the airports. They're gonna tost my.
- 15:54Speaker 2: Like that like it was brand.
- 15:55Speaker 3: They just toyed. And then they come back like wait, wait, wait, hold,
- 15:58Speaker 3: I need a fucking wheel alignment. Now to play anything
- 16:01Speaker 3: ever to get your money. They don't want to pay
- 16:03Speaker 3: you when they destroy your property. But I haven't had
- 16:06Speaker 3: I haven't yet. I haven't had one when my chair
- 16:09Speaker 3: usually been fucked up before I got on you, right,
- 16:11Speaker 3: So I can't really says to Spirit. Let everybody take
- 16:19Speaker 3: a moment in silence, Spirit, moment of science, because at
- 16:23Speaker 3: the end of the day, everybody likes to pop ship
- 16:25Speaker 3: about Spirit. But spirited Spirit has no crashes, you know
- 16:28Speaker 3: what I'm saying. Spirit, They were safe for the it
- 16:31Speaker 3: was affordable. If you're going on a quick flight, Spirit
- 16:34Speaker 3: is to go. If you're doing three hours or less,
- 16:36Speaker 3: get on Spirit.
- 16:36Speaker 1: I feel like Spirit is a hustlers is a hustlers airline.
- 16:41Speaker 2: You don't got it and you you hustle it to
- 16:44Speaker 2: get it.
- 16:44Speaker 3: Oh baby, it's people that got it. It's people that
- 16:46Speaker 3: got it that get on Spirit. Let's let's be very clear.
- 16:49Speaker 3: I don't ever think that the richest people. The richest
- 16:52Speaker 3: people are rich because they don't like to look like
- 16:54Speaker 3: they have money, you know what I'm saying. They know
- 16:56Speaker 3: they have money, so they're gonna do the frugal ship
- 16:58Speaker 3: so that they could keep more money in their pocket.
- 17:00Speaker 2: It the richest people.
- 17:02Speaker 1: It hurt my heart with them, and we ain't getting
- 17:06Speaker 1: off for sixty dollars.
- 17:08Speaker 3: But you know what they said that, They said that
- 17:09Speaker 3: everything is going to go up because of it. All
- 17:11Speaker 3: the flights are now going to go up because now
- 17:12Speaker 3: there's no there's not to compete with. You have the amtrack, amtrack, nigga,
- 17:16Speaker 3: I better, you better, say you better.
- 17:18Speaker 2: Chinese bus. I'm gonna get there now.
- 17:20Speaker 3: That Chinese bus is dangerous.
- 17:21Speaker 2: IM gonna get there.
- 17:22Speaker 3: Well. If you know about the Chinese buses, Oh them
- 17:25Speaker 3: Chinese busses, them niggas drop eighty miles down south. The
- 17:28Speaker 3: niggas dropped eighty miles. But I swear to God, you
- 17:30Speaker 3: get in North Carolina in like nine eight hours, to god,
- 17:35Speaker 3: the real quick. It ain't making stops on the way.
- 17:38Speaker 3: How y'all get tough, yo, rest in pieces of spirit?
- 17:41Speaker 3: But what else do?
- 17:42Speaker 2: Oh?
- 17:43Speaker 3: Yeah? So for me in the airport, I don't have
- 17:46Speaker 3: to go through the skinning because you know, I'm an
- 17:47Speaker 3: set ted bitch of They just checked my cushion, you
- 17:51Speaker 3: know what I mean. They rubbed it. You see how
- 17:52Speaker 3: they rub the stuff on you for gunpowder. They rub
- 17:54Speaker 3: that all through my clothes, my legs, my chair, and
- 17:57Speaker 3: my cushion, and then they pushed me to the airport
- 18:01Speaker 3: and then they asked me if I want the hospital chair.
- 18:03Speaker 2: Don't want you?
- 18:05Speaker 3: Oh yeah they do. No, I don't think. I don't
- 18:09Speaker 3: think they I don't. I haven't. I don't remember they don't.
- 18:16Speaker 3: They probably do, but you have to remember, my whole
- 18:18Speaker 3: chair is full of metal. So even if they want
- 18:21Speaker 3: me whoa, whoa, whoa, I'm setting that bitch over.
- 18:23Speaker 1: Yeah, but with the metal tech they get still the
- 18:26Speaker 1: tech when they're next to metal and stuff though.
- 18:28Speaker 3: I mean I get metal detected every week at jail,
- 18:30Speaker 3: and I still don't remember. So yeah, probably I'm gonna
- 18:33Speaker 3: I'm gonna keep it. You reil with you? Probably, yeah,
- 18:35Speaker 3: fucking probably that It just because it's like the ship's
- 18:38Speaker 3: still saying off. So it's like, what would you know,
- 18:40Speaker 3: and I got a bullet in my you know what
- 18:41Speaker 3: I'm saying, I got a bullet for I got a
- 18:43Speaker 3: bullet in fragments all over my back. So I'm gonna
- 18:45Speaker 3: set that bitch off regardless. So they can't really use
- 18:47Speaker 3: that because then then they have to turn me down.
- 18:49Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, but fuck them. But they
- 18:53Speaker 3: just said not fuck them. So now we get to
- 18:56Speaker 3: the airport, then they have the ourl chair. You gotta
- 18:59Speaker 3: transfer from my regular wheelchair to the chair. The al
- 19:01Speaker 3: chair is skinny as fuck, so it could fit through
- 19:04Speaker 3: the owls and stuff like that. And then when I
- 19:06Speaker 3: get seen, nobody in the wheelchair. Ive never seen somebody
- 19:08Speaker 3: with a wheelchair get on because it's been a while
- 19:11Speaker 3: for me, it's been a while.
- 19:13Speaker 2: I've never been on the plane being blind. I mean
- 19:16Speaker 2: what you mean, you've.
- 19:16Speaker 3: Never been plane when you were seeing seen when you
- 19:20Speaker 3: were seeing you never. I mean I didn't either when
- 19:22Speaker 3: I was when I was experienced, when I was able body,
- 19:25Speaker 3: I didn't see anybody, and you probably don't. You have
- 19:28Speaker 3: to be no, you have to be honest. You have
- 19:30Speaker 3: to be honest. We don't recognize too many people with
- 19:33Speaker 3: disabilities until you get the disability. You have to get
- 19:35Speaker 3: what I'm saying, like, it's not as adamant like once
- 19:37Speaker 3: I got shots, like, oh shit, this motherfucking wheelchair.
- 19:40Speaker 2: I've seen a lot of wheelchair I've never seen blonde people.
- 19:42Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I haven't seen young people in wheelchairs
- 19:45Speaker 3: until I met myself. Because until I met myself.
- 19:48Speaker 1: I said, oh, everybody, I've never seen blind people to
- 19:51Speaker 1: even help you need help personal sheet, I've never seen
- 19:53Speaker 1: none of that before.
- 19:55Speaker 3: I've seen older blonde people. You're my You're my first
- 19:59Speaker 3: young blind person.
- 20:00Speaker 1: And I seen one blond person in my life and
- 20:02Speaker 1: he was walking past and he was just smiling. I'm
- 20:04Speaker 1: just like the thing I always said, how are you smilling?
- 20:07Speaker 1: You don't know what you're just singing in front of you.
- 20:09Speaker 3: You never oh baby, if you choose to be happy.
- 20:11Speaker 2: A couple of months, a couple of years later, bam,
- 20:14Speaker 2: it's me.
- 20:14Speaker 3: You choose to be happy. You see how you can
- 20:16Speaker 3: still smile being blonde, because it's not what you could
- 20:18Speaker 3: see physically, is what you You know what I'm saying.
- 20:20Speaker 2: We were just talking about that. Explain to people, like
- 20:23Speaker 2: how you drive?
- 20:24Speaker 3: Oh yeah, okay, yeah, I about to get my license guy,
- 20:27Speaker 3: So for driving. We transfer into the car, like I said,
- 20:31Speaker 3: I just opened the door, blop, popped my little ass
- 20:33Speaker 3: on the seat. Then I put my because I have
- 20:36Speaker 3: long legs, so I just put my legs like in
- 20:37Speaker 3: a butterfly position under the wheel. Depending on the type
- 20:40Speaker 3: of car, because you know, some cars have the car
- 20:43Speaker 3: I'm learning it right now. A little tight. But some
- 20:45Speaker 3: cars have the establish chair. Well in the what you
- 20:49Speaker 3: will know not like my legs folded, like my legs
- 20:51Speaker 3: are down. But I got to make sure it's not
- 20:53Speaker 3: pressing the gas with the brain because even though it
- 20:55Speaker 3: has the hand controls, So pass me your stick.
- 20:59Speaker 2: I ain't no sucking on BMW.
- 21:01Speaker 3: I ain't about the fuck that you won't use this
- 21:02Speaker 3: nothing but for no esthetic. So so like the hand controls,
- 21:08Speaker 3: there's a part. So say this is the part that
- 21:10Speaker 3: I'm holding, and there will be one part on the brake,
- 21:13Speaker 3: one part on the gas. So for the gas it's
- 21:16Speaker 3: pull and for the break is push. So it's the
- 21:19Speaker 3: same way that you guys drive. I'm just pushing and
- 21:21Speaker 3: pulling instead of using my foot.
- 21:24Speaker 2: So so when you push right, we all drive.
- 21:28Speaker 3: Everybody can you can drive everybody. People could drive like
- 21:30Speaker 3: that too.
- 21:31Speaker 1: You said, so stay like when you push right, go right,
- 21:34Speaker 1: it stays like that till you pull back.
- 21:36Speaker 3: Yeah, if I'm pressing the brake, I'm literally if I
- 21:40Speaker 3: wanted to stay on break, I have to keep I
- 21:42Speaker 3: have to keep it pushed down onto the brak.
- 21:44Speaker 2: You gotta keep your hand on it.
- 21:45Speaker 3: You can't let go of that. You can't let go
- 21:47Speaker 3: this giving a gas you lego when you're pulling it,
- 21:51Speaker 3: when you're pushing it to give it gas. No, I'm
- 21:54Speaker 3: pulling for gas.
- 21:54Speaker 2: And then when you're pulling for gas you can let go.
- 21:57Speaker 3: No, it's not really lego. You just let it like
- 22:00Speaker 3: if you want to stay at the same rate, you
- 22:01Speaker 3: just let it. Like you know, you don't have to
- 22:03Speaker 3: do anything to it. You just hold it there. But
- 22:05Speaker 3: you can't let go of the stick. You don't have
- 22:07Speaker 3: to keep pulling and pushing on the time. But let
- 22:09Speaker 3: people in wil drive with one hand two hands.
- 22:12Speaker 2: How you doing both?
- 22:13Speaker 3: You said what you say two hands is on the
- 22:17Speaker 3: you're talking about the pulling the push because like when you.
- 22:19Speaker 1: Pull, like when you pull it back, right, that's the gas, right, yeah,
- 22:24Speaker 1: so the gas is gonna stay back.
- 22:25Speaker 2: You don't got to keep holding on to it.
- 22:28Speaker 3: You confuse this. Listen, listen, ask me in a smart way.
- 22:32Speaker 4: So this is what he's saying, because what he's saying
- 22:34Speaker 4: is is like, okay, so if you got to keep
- 22:35Speaker 4: your hand on the thing that break that allows the
- 22:38Speaker 4: car to break, No, no, no.
- 22:40Speaker 3: If I wanted to, I let go of the break
- 22:41Speaker 3: when I wanted the gas to go. That's what you're
- 22:43Speaker 3: talking about.
- 22:44Speaker 1: No, Like, say you driving right, so you pull back,
- 22:47Speaker 1: you're giving the gas, right. Do you got to keep
- 22:49Speaker 1: holding onto the gas for it the go or you
- 22:50Speaker 1: can let it the gas go and just hold on
- 22:52Speaker 1: to the steering wheel.
- 22:53Speaker 3: No, I gotta always have my hand on that.
- 22:54Speaker 2: On the gas.
- 22:55Speaker 3: Yeah, so to me driving one hand, yeah, one hand
- 22:58Speaker 3: on the steering wheel and one.
- 22:59Speaker 2: Hand on the Yeah. Got dangerous, mother?
- 23:02Speaker 3: Oh, I thought you was saying, I don't. I'm confused.
- 23:05Speaker 3: I thought you were saying you got you got one
- 23:08Speaker 3: hit on the stairs. I could let go to steering wheel.
- 23:09Speaker 3: I told you I could let go on to the
- 23:10Speaker 3: steering wheel. But yeah, because the steering wheel pretty much
- 23:14Speaker 3: gonna stay straight. You know what I'm saying, Nigga, I
- 23:18Speaker 3: don't know that shit moving er, Nigga, I was. I
- 23:21Speaker 3: was in the car, scratching my motherfucking with I don't know.
- 23:24Speaker 4: Is that because the alignment is good or is this
- 23:26Speaker 4: like it's specifically made for your.
- 23:27Speaker 3: I don't let go long enough for it to do
- 23:30Speaker 3: some ship, you know what I'm saying. Like it's only
- 23:31Speaker 3: a brief woman, But the same way people be in
- 23:33Speaker 3: cars singing the song when y'all you know what I'm saying.
- 23:35Speaker 3: You never seen somebody drive with no hands? Yes, it's
- 23:37Speaker 3: people that drive with no hands, ablebody people they just
- 23:40Speaker 3: got their feet on the gas and they saying in
- 23:41Speaker 3: the back, you never seen the motherfucker flip you off
- 23:43Speaker 3: with two fingers in the car. Good questions that, No,
- 23:46Speaker 3: it is a good question, but you got remember I
- 23:47Speaker 3: ain't got my license to that. Baby asked me this.
- 23:49Speaker 3: When I got this ship. I don't know. I don't
- 23:52Speaker 3: know if I'm doing the right ship yet. But no,
- 23:54Speaker 3: it's so basically like I said, it's just keeping your
- 23:56Speaker 3: hand on the thing that controls because it's one thing
- 23:59Speaker 3: that controls the guy in their break, it's just two
- 24:01Speaker 3: It's one thing, but it got two sticks attached to it.
- 24:04Speaker 1: I asked, able body, I have my license. They always
- 24:07Speaker 1: tell you your hands got to stay from ten and two.
- 24:10Speaker 3: Ten and two. Oh, you know, we got one, so
- 24:13Speaker 3: I'm an las nigga.
- 24:15Speaker 2: They felt they failed me the first time for driving
- 24:17Speaker 2: one hand.
- 24:17Speaker 3: Oh no they can't. We can't. D Yeah, we have
- 24:19Speaker 3: to use it because that's different for y'all. That's what
- 24:21Speaker 3: that would be the difference is they can't grade us
- 24:24Speaker 3: the same way that they grade y'all because you're able
- 24:26Speaker 3: to use your legs, you know what I'm saying, being
- 24:29Speaker 3: aally able to use your being actually able to use
- 24:31Speaker 3: your legs. That's what the you know what I'm saying,
- 24:34Speaker 3: that's the plus for you. That's why you have to
- 24:35Speaker 3: keep it on there. But for us, we can't. So
- 24:38Speaker 3: how would they grade that on us? If you know
- 24:39Speaker 3: what I'm saying, how would we be able to drive?
- 24:41Speaker 3: They would have to keep everything.
- 24:42Speaker 2: On the steering wheel damn.
- 24:43Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, I'll be whipping that. So that's said
- 24:46Speaker 3: one hand, nigga. It's the spinning knob though, So I
- 24:49Speaker 3: guess that's the difference. We have a little knob that's
- 24:51Speaker 3: attached to it, so it makes the movement easier. It's
- 24:54Speaker 3: not like, cause you know what I'm saying, when you
- 24:55Speaker 3: use the two basically for the pressure to turn the
- 24:57Speaker 3: wheel quicker and stuff like that, but that spinning knob
- 25:00Speaker 3: and basically does it. And that's what I'm saying. See,
- 25:02Speaker 3: you're making me feel good now because shruck the motherfucker,
- 25:06Speaker 3: cause he'd be like, oh, you want to hit the
- 25:07Speaker 3: park car so bad?
- 25:07Speaker 2: I'm like, no, I don't so they need to make
- 25:09Speaker 2: something for blond people to drive. I don't think so, No,
- 25:13Speaker 2: I think so what tesla?
- 25:14Speaker 3: I mean a Tesla because you could just get in
- 25:16Speaker 3: a Tesla and let that shod drive. But if you
- 25:17Speaker 3: want to trust a robot to drive you around, you
- 25:19Speaker 3: go ahead. There's certain things.
- 25:21Speaker 2: I just can't do everything.
- 25:22Speaker 3: But if you with the technology that's going on broving,
- 25:25Speaker 3: so you'll be driving soon. Because this motherfuckers that can't drive,
- 25:28Speaker 3: that don't need a license that you would think is blind.
- 25:30Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.
- 25:31Speaker 2: I like I drive, but you drive?
- 25:35Speaker 3: What the fuck? Oh it's not a safe homies.
- 25:37Speaker 2: Let me you know what?
- 25:38Speaker 3: Fuck? They let you do?
- 25:39Speaker 2: The block a blockad bro.
- 25:41Speaker 3: So what happens if a person jumping the street? They
- 25:44Speaker 3: must have full coverage. They must go see what that
- 25:47Speaker 3: it would be. What they would get y'all with, though,
- 25:49Speaker 3: is if they let y'all drive, they would probably spike.
- 25:50Speaker 3: Y'all shut up. You know what I'm saying, y'all, insurance
- 25:53Speaker 3: will probably be through the roof.
- 25:54Speaker 2: I ain't got assurance, you.
- 25:55Speaker 3: Know I'm saying for a blind person to drive, it
- 25:58Speaker 3: will probably be through the roof because I know for.
- 26:00Speaker 2: I got discriminating, got discriminated against me.
- 26:03Speaker 3: Now they're going to discriminate the same way my lessons.
- 26:05Speaker 3: A driving lesson is two twenty in New York City.
- 26:08Speaker 3: Every time you want to get a car for forty
- 26:10Speaker 3: five minutes, it's two hundred and twenty dollars. I paid
- 26:14Speaker 3: fourteen hundred the displaced for this. Not the place I'm
- 26:17Speaker 3: at now because I found a program that pays for it.
- 26:20Speaker 2: If you sort of regular, it's fifty two.
- 26:23Speaker 3: I'm finished two hundred and twenty one. Time to to
- 26:27Speaker 3: take me to the road test is three something.
- 26:28Speaker 2: They're making money off the disability.
- 26:30Speaker 3: Oh yet it raping us. That's why we got to
- 26:32Speaker 3: start the programs. And no gasoline, Yeah, they they sodomized me. Man,
- 26:36Speaker 3: no gasoline, No for no cree that ship from that
- 26:39Speaker 3: NIX said no grease. I felt that in my pocket.
- 26:42Speaker 3: Butuckily it was during the pandemic when I did that.
- 26:43Speaker 3: That's why it took so goddamn long. But now we're
- 26:46Speaker 3: here now, and I found the beautiful program that's assisted
- 26:48Speaker 3: to me.
- 26:48Speaker 2: Thank god that program.
- 26:49Speaker 3: Shout out to Fitzgerald Driving School. If you need your lessons,
- 26:52Speaker 3: go to Long Island. You see, I got to go
- 26:55Speaker 3: all the way to Long Island. I can't even go
- 26:56Speaker 3: into because it's only one driving school for the whole
- 26:58Speaker 3: Tristate area from in I see to what you go
- 27:01Speaker 3: that teachers disabled people. That's crazy. We definitely need more
- 27:06Speaker 3: than that. But that's how I drive. Guys. You know,
- 27:09Speaker 3: just made me. He confused me because, like I said,
- 27:10Speaker 3: I'm just taking lessons, so I didn't understand. So yeah,
- 27:12Speaker 3: I'm driving with one hand on the standing whel to
- 27:14Speaker 3: clarify that, Nigga said, you wouldn't feel safe. I'm gonna
- 27:20Speaker 3: come pick y'all up, like Nigga said, We're gonna take
- 27:27Speaker 3: the train. We meet you out over there. Yo.
- 27:30Speaker 1: But I just feel like a lot of people feel
- 27:31Speaker 1: like once you cross over to being disabled, a lot
- 27:34Speaker 1: of things you can do.
- 27:35Speaker 2: It's only mindset.
- 27:38Speaker 3: But we say could be fair to them, though, because
- 27:41Speaker 3: if we weren't disabled, were we know all the things
- 27:43Speaker 3: we know, not everything, but some things common sense. He
- 27:48Speaker 3: try to be ignorant. I seen. I've seen a lot
- 27:52Speaker 3: of ignorant comments, not just on our stuff but other
- 27:54Speaker 3: disabled people stuff, and I just be wanting to fight everybody,
- 27:56Speaker 3: you know what I mean? But I have to stop.
- 27:58Speaker 3: I don't want my page to get taken away because
- 28:00Speaker 3: I'd be saying some floulshit you always want.
- 28:02Speaker 2: It, So.
- 28:05Speaker 3: I just I like I said, I noticed the difference
- 28:07Speaker 3: between someone who's genuinely curious, you know what I'm saying,
- 28:10Speaker 3: and someone who's trying to be a dickhead, you know
- 28:12Speaker 3: what I mean. And the people that are trying to
- 28:14Speaker 3: be a dickhead, you won't have any blessings because of it.
- 28:16Speaker 3: And you have to understand again, like I always say,
- 28:18Speaker 3: we were not born like this. This can happen to anyone.
- 28:20Speaker 3: We didn't wake up the day we got shot in thought,
- 28:23Speaker 3: oh we're gonna be fond or in a wheelchair, you
- 28:26Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. So just be careful what you
- 28:28Speaker 3: say out there, be careful to energy, and most important,
- 28:30Speaker 3: let's talk to our people to disable people. Don't. You
- 28:33Speaker 3: gotta get tougher skin. And if you're not gonna have
- 28:35Speaker 3: toughest tough skin, you gotta get up of social media
- 28:38Speaker 3: because social media is not a place for people that
- 28:40Speaker 3: are weak minded and people that can defend themselves.
- 28:44Speaker 2: Because it's people on the other side of that screen
- 28:46Speaker 2: that's there to bully you.
- 28:47Speaker 3: And you would be surprised at the other end of
- 28:49Speaker 3: that screen. It's something so ugly. I'm so angry, it's
- 28:53Speaker 3: something so stupid.
- 28:54Speaker 1: People said this so they don't want to live because
- 28:56Speaker 1: certain things people say and everything than social media.
- 29:00Speaker 2: It's definitely not for you.
- 29:01Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like you gotta heil first and then
- 29:03Speaker 1: come back in the way. You got to learn the people.
- 29:06Speaker 3: That is, the people that don't even post themselves because
- 29:08Speaker 3: of their disability. They hid and behind they're hiding behind it.
- 29:11Speaker 3: And I don't wouldn't know a lot of people are
- 29:14Speaker 3: in these wheelchairs or disabled because their page has no pictures,
- 29:18Speaker 3: and if they do have pictures, it's just their face.
- 29:20Speaker 3: And you know, it's it's it's okay to be like
- 29:22Speaker 3: that in the beginning, but if you're gonna live your
- 29:24Speaker 3: whole life like that, it doesn't make any sense to
- 29:25Speaker 3: be on social media because and that's when people that's
- 29:27Speaker 3: when you're gonna get upset because you're gonna meet somebody
- 29:30Speaker 3: online and then you're gonna pull up in a wheelchair.
- 29:32Speaker 3: Then they're gonna say I was catfish, not because you're
- 29:34Speaker 3: in a wheelchair, because you didn't give anybody the choice.
- 29:36Speaker 3: It's alive. You have to get people in the choice
- 29:38Speaker 3: whether or not they can fill this. This shit ain't
- 29:40Speaker 3: made for everybody. I see comments with people saying it
- 29:42Speaker 3: was under one of the this girl I know names
- 29:45Speaker 3: that I'm sorry. I wouldn't push nothing around da da da.
- 29:47Speaker 3: And they always assume people getting used for their SSID checks.
- 29:50Speaker 3: Maybe Essie ain't paying us.
- 29:51Speaker 2: Enough, not enough to be used.
- 29:53Speaker 3: It ain't no, it ain't no, it ain't no money.
- 29:54Speaker 3: You could tricker on. I don't know what Josh was doing.
- 29:57Speaker 1: But that's a different got some different.
- 30:03Speaker 3: Listen, well he got s s D. I think they
- 30:05Speaker 3: get a little bit more bread because that's like when
- 30:08Speaker 3: you're born with a disability and ship.
- 30:10Speaker 1: I don't know the difference, no one is when you
- 30:14Speaker 1: when you get injured on the job, and when you
- 30:17Speaker 1: on the job, you've been working.
- 30:20Speaker 2: For that.
- 30:20Speaker 3: So Josh, guess just.
- 30:22Speaker 2: Like you get it, just like us.
- 30:23Speaker 3: So yeah, I don't know. I don't know what my
- 30:25Speaker 3: brother man was doing, but that pussy pussy got some power. Okay,
- 30:31Speaker 3: it's only to Josh. Josh, we're gonna have him back
- 30:35Speaker 3: on to have some follow ups. So we got some
- 30:37Speaker 3: questions for you.
- 30:37Speaker 1: Josh, put dumb, but nah, just love, just love yourself
- 30:44Speaker 1: no matter what.
- 30:44Speaker 2: Your disability is bigger.
- 30:46Speaker 3: It's bigger than all of that. It's because you could
- 30:49Speaker 3: love yourself. And then somebody will say something and then
- 30:51Speaker 3: it's just like, oh god, you know what I mean,
- 30:54Speaker 3: people will start questioning themselves. I never, even before the wheelchair,
- 30:59Speaker 3: I had confidence you can. I'm saying, like, my parents
- 31:01Speaker 3: made me feel like I was that girl. So when
- 31:04Speaker 3: I went outside, I knew I was that girl. I
- 31:06Speaker 3: never needed friends to validate anything. And that's why people
- 31:08Speaker 3: always come around me and always cling. I lose a
- 31:10Speaker 3: friend I gained. You know what I'm saying, the end
- 31:13Speaker 3: of the day, it's not on you, it's in you.
- 31:15Speaker 3: If it ain't anywhere getting a disability and trying to
- 31:18Speaker 3: pretend it's not gonna be in you either, because it's
- 31:19Speaker 3: a lot of people that pretend with disability is that
- 31:21Speaker 3: they're okay as well. Then they sit there and they
- 31:23Speaker 3: hate all motherfuckers like us because we got those two.
- 31:25Speaker 3: They look at motherfuckers like us like they feeling like
- 31:30Speaker 3: and then you know what I don't like. I don't
- 31:32Speaker 3: like the people that are doing the skits. I'm not
- 31:34Speaker 3: saying I don't like the people. I don't like the
- 31:35Speaker 3: skits that are making a mockery of disabilities and stuff
- 31:39Speaker 3: like that, you know what I'm saying, Because it's.
- 31:40Speaker 2: Like with the dog.
- 31:42Speaker 3: No, that's not I'm not talking about making about people
- 31:46Speaker 3: that are actually disabled that use themselves as a prop
- 31:49Speaker 3: in the videos. It's one thing if somebody is going
- 31:51Speaker 3: around pretending I see that yet, But there's people that
- 31:54Speaker 3: use themselves as props to be like laughed at in
- 31:56Speaker 3: a joke, you know what I'm saying, Like they go
- 31:58Speaker 3: on these pop the balloons and stuff like that. Oh yeah,
- 32:01Speaker 3: and now somebody's saying something about you know what I'm saying,
- 32:04Speaker 3: it's just not cool, And I just think, like it's
- 32:06Speaker 3: the same way. It's the same for me as shucking
- 32:08Speaker 3: and jabbing, like being a jigaboo, you know what I'm saying,
- 32:10Speaker 3: Like the same way that white people used to laugh
- 32:12Speaker 3: at us and stuff like that. It's a jiggaboo. If
- 32:14Speaker 3: you're allowing somebody to laugh at your disability on making
- 32:16Speaker 3: a joker. It's one thing if we laugh at a
- 32:18Speaker 3: joke about me, is you know, we could talk about
- 32:20Speaker 3: and cut ass with each other all day because we
- 32:22Speaker 3: just saying, but once you include the able body motherfuckers
- 32:26Speaker 3: in it and they think they could get a key
- 32:27Speaker 3: out of it, that problem because now they really getting.
- 32:30Speaker 2: Out of disabled people business, they.
- 32:31Speaker 3: Really getting the key of it. I've seen a story
- 32:34Speaker 3: a girl posted she was in the club somewhere in
- 32:37Speaker 3: fucking uh Nebraska, adahole. I don't know. It's not a
- 32:40Speaker 3: big time Saint Louis somewhere, not in America, but it's
- 32:44Speaker 3: in America. I don't know. I know it's a joke.
- 32:47Speaker 3: But she just felt like, you know, the club own,
- 32:51Speaker 3: the promoter kept asking her to move, like, you know,
- 32:54Speaker 3: move that year. She's in a wheel chair. So she
- 32:57Speaker 3: posted that she you know, she he was being asked
- 33:01Speaker 3: to move and to leave because she was in a wheelchair.
- 33:03Speaker 3: And she's like, I spent my money on my bottle.
- 33:06Speaker 3: It was her birthday too, Mandra. She knows the club promoter,
- 33:09Speaker 3: you get what I'm saying. And she had made that
- 33:13Speaker 3: status and then he was like, oh, since she won
- 33:15Speaker 3: a cap because she was drunk, da da da da.
- 33:17Speaker 3: I'm gonna tell the real story. She called me, asked
- 33:20Speaker 3: for da da da, but it was no sections. It
- 33:22Speaker 3: was sinkle demail, you know, sinkle, demile everywhere.
- 33:24Speaker 2: Pa everywhere, crashed out.
- 33:27Speaker 3: But my thing is, if your spot is overcapacitated, it's overcapacitated.
- 33:30Speaker 3: If everybody, if you're not telling everybody to move, you
- 33:33Speaker 3: get what I'm saying, then don't just tell one person
- 33:35Speaker 3: to move. And then he's like, oh, well, trying to
- 33:37Speaker 3: call her a drunk, and it's done a third as
- 33:39Speaker 3: if she was belligering, didn't know, and he's tagging her.
- 33:41Speaker 3: And I'm like, if you was her friend and I
- 33:42Speaker 3: had to let her know, I said, that's not your friend.
- 33:44Speaker 3: If he was your friend, he would have never even
- 33:45Speaker 3: as a grown ass man. Because you know, women is
- 33:48Speaker 3: certain shit that women are allowed to do that men
- 33:50Speaker 3: aren't allowed to do. I'm not gonna lie. It's female
- 33:52Speaker 3: characteristics and we bitches, you know what I'm saying. This
- 33:54Speaker 3: is some female traits that women. It's some things that
- 33:56Speaker 3: women are gonna do that men should just not do.
- 33:59Speaker 3: It's gonna be sad.
- 34:00Speaker 1: I said, I wasn't tagged her, but if you will,
- 34:02Speaker 1: if he wanted to clear hitself out, I'm like, you know,
- 34:04Speaker 1: I was telling you to move.
- 34:05Speaker 3: He went and made he went and shared her polls
- 34:08Speaker 3: and had a hundred able bodied people laughing at her,
- 34:12Speaker 3: and I told him like that's she still was like,
- 34:14Speaker 3: oh you know, because you're my friend. Said man, come
- 34:16Speaker 3: to New York because I didn't been as the tiniest
- 34:18Speaker 3: spots and I ain't never had no issue. You know
- 34:20Speaker 3: what I'm saying, Like front of my club, this is
- 34:22Speaker 3: what I'm saying. That's what I say. Come to the
- 34:23Speaker 3: biggest city, baby, we show.
- 34:25Speaker 2: You a show love to all disabled people.
- 34:27Speaker 3: Yeah you come, bottle on me. Fuck, don't bottle on her.
- 34:31Speaker 3: Don't let nobody play with you and me and my bitches.
- 34:34Speaker 3: This is the niggas with money. We go to spots.
- 34:35Speaker 3: We don't wait for you know what I'm saying. We
- 34:37Speaker 3: spend that the end of the day. I don't. I
- 34:40Speaker 3: don't like that shit neither. I don't rely on people
- 34:42Speaker 3: when I go to spots. That's why I when I
- 34:44Speaker 3: get in, I get in.
- 34:46Speaker 1: But back to what you're saying, like that, you said
- 34:47Speaker 1: you had confidence before the wheelchair, and it was easy.
- 34:50Speaker 1: I had confidence before me being blonde, but when I.
- 34:53Speaker 2: Got blind, I lost my vision.
- 34:55Speaker 3: I lost it, but it's the gaining of it.
- 34:58Speaker 1: Though I'm outside, I'm walking around with hoodies on in
- 35:00Speaker 1: the summertime, my head down, like I was a y
- 35:02Speaker 1: end before the y ends, but I felt like everybody
- 35:05Speaker 1: was looking at me.
- 35:06Speaker 2: So it was like I wasn't.
- 35:07Speaker 1: Comfortable with myself because I'm like, I got shot in
- 35:10Speaker 1: my I got shot in my head.
- 35:11Speaker 2: Did it mess up my face? Did is?
- 35:13Speaker 1: I'm walking, I'm looking down at the floor as I walked.
- 35:15Speaker 1: But it's like after a while when people in my neighborhood,
- 35:18Speaker 1: like they see me, they hugged.
- 35:20Speaker 2: Me, Yo, check up, man, what you got your head
- 35:22Speaker 2: down for? You know? I used to walk like that.
- 35:24Speaker 2: It built my comfort.
- 35:24Speaker 3: But the real t is everybody is looking at us.
- 35:26Speaker 3: Once I got injured, everybody seeing me, they like, so
- 35:30Speaker 3: I just looked at the attention like fuck it.
- 35:32Speaker 2: And it was times with and sometimes it's not as
- 35:33Speaker 2: bad thing.
- 35:34Speaker 3: I wasn't. I'm not saying I was confident. As soon
- 35:36Speaker 3: as I got in chair. I was mad as fun,
- 35:38Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. I just was like, you
- 35:40Speaker 3: know what, at the end of the day, one thing,
- 35:41Speaker 3: I can't be as ugly. I don't like ugly people.
- 35:43Speaker 1: And sometimes people looking at you or not bad either,
- 35:45Speaker 1: because like even when I jump out of the car,
- 35:47Speaker 1: sometimes they it's people that got be ready to help me,
- 35:50Speaker 1: like you know you need.
- 35:50Speaker 2: Help, I got you.
- 35:52Speaker 1: But building it's not it's like it's not a bad
- 35:54Speaker 1: thing all the time. Some people are looking at they
- 35:56Speaker 1: start whispering and this that, and they're like the my
- 35:58Speaker 1: face for people like like.
- 36:00Speaker 3: That, people are inspired. That's the world.
- 36:02Speaker 2: The words built on love and hate.
- 36:04Speaker 3: So you're gonna have hate and you're gonna have people
- 36:06Speaker 3: that's on the bit. It's when you focus on the love.
- 36:09Speaker 3: It's so easy to just get out of that. Like
- 36:10Speaker 3: I said, I didn't just have confidence soon as I
- 36:13Speaker 3: started rolling. I had to, you know, rebuild my shut up.
- 36:15Speaker 3: But because my parents, you know what I'm saying, always
- 36:18Speaker 3: saw many shit, it was already instilled in me. I
- 36:20Speaker 3: just had to reawaken it in a new body, you
- 36:22Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, even though this is not my
- 36:23Speaker 3: same body that I had before. I had to relearn
- 36:26Speaker 3: to love on my floors. I had to learn to
- 36:28Speaker 3: love my legs being skinny. I'm a tall person. I
- 36:31Speaker 3: had strong legs, you know what I'm saying, Like I
- 36:33Speaker 3: really had an athletic build and I was so proud
- 36:35Speaker 3: of you know what I'm saying, just my flat time.
- 36:37Speaker 3: I still got a flat slim. I got a flat time,
- 36:39Speaker 3: because you know, the last time I came and they said,
- 36:41Speaker 3: oh my shirt was fighting the state, my stomach was
- 36:43Speaker 3: fighting to stay in my belly. That's what somebody in
- 36:45Speaker 3: the common said.
- 36:45Speaker 2: Looking, Oh my god, did she slap for belly? Yeah?
- 36:49Speaker 3: They slap my fucking belly.
- 36:50Speaker 1: I've been working out now, you know what I want
- 36:52Speaker 1: to experience though, well, and some stadiums got it. They
- 36:56Speaker 1: got the headphones where you go to the basketball games
- 36:58Speaker 1: arena and it is explain.
- 37:01Speaker 2: Everything an audioble game and all that.
- 37:03Speaker 1: Now when you're watching the basketball game, yeah, the audible
- 37:06Speaker 1: so they'll tell you this person got Lebron James got
- 37:08Speaker 1: the ball, he passed it to a y'all, This, the
- 37:10Speaker 1: and the third.
- 37:10Speaker 2: When you at a basketball game, you just hearing screaming,
- 37:13Speaker 2: so you just gotta go.
- 37:14Speaker 3: So do they have those?
- 37:15Speaker 2: I heard the Brooklyn Nets got it?
- 37:16Speaker 1: So Brooklyn Nets, give me some free movie, take some
- 37:18Speaker 1: free basketball to take it out. Let me see what
- 37:21Speaker 1: it is. The real blind Stepper, real nigga, the New
- 37:23Speaker 1: York Knicks. You know I love y'all. I'm the coach
- 37:24Speaker 1: of y'all through the TV tickets is how I can't
- 37:27Speaker 1: afford y'all that gave me some free tickets.
- 37:29Speaker 2: I'm your coach through.
- 37:30Speaker 3: This team, so you feel bad for us and give us.
- 37:34Speaker 1: I want to experience that because like I've been to basketball.
- 37:36Speaker 1: I've been to two basketball games since I've been blinding.
- 37:38Speaker 1: It's like I'm just sitting there and I feel like
- 37:40Speaker 1: I enjoyed it more watching it on TV.
- 37:43Speaker 3: You can't really enjoy it because in TV you hear
- 37:46Speaker 3: the comments.
- 37:47Speaker 1: I'm hearing that you like, Towns got it shooting to
- 37:55Speaker 1: Brunton brusting three, and it's in. I can check, I
- 37:57Speaker 1: can jump, I can scream because I know what's going on.
- 38:00Speaker 2: Basketball game.
- 38:01Speaker 1: You just hand writ defense, so you gotta do defense.
- 38:04Speaker 1: And then when they start screaming like what happened, I'm lost.
- 38:08Speaker 1: Like I want to just experience that. They said they
- 38:10Speaker 1: got half phone the new program. I just want to
- 38:12Speaker 1: experience that.
- 38:12Speaker 3: Man, I want to jump double that you can.
- 38:15Speaker 2: I don't know that's gonna happen, Like I really do.
- 38:21Speaker 3: Want to jump doubles that you can. I do fuck
- 38:24Speaker 3: you see, no, I do some things.
- 38:26Speaker 2: We just gotta just say, hey, shut up.
- 38:28Speaker 3: But you know what I want to do because they
- 38:30Speaker 3: have horseback riding for disabled people or you can do
- 38:32Speaker 3: horseback ride. Yes, so I want to go horseback riding
- 38:34Speaker 3: this summer and I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna make
- 38:36Speaker 3: it happen.
- 38:36Speaker 2: I love you.
- 38:38Speaker 3: Don't sing that they're gonna say. They're gonna say something
- 38:40Speaker 3: that's about us, mean please.
- 38:42Speaker 2: Jesus, but something that you want to experience.
- 38:45Speaker 1: It like playing a full court basketball and certain things
- 38:48Speaker 1: I would never do again.
- 38:49Speaker 2: I just want to You could go.
- 38:50Speaker 3: Play full court basketball, motherfucker.
- 38:52Speaker 2: I can't. I can't.
- 38:53Speaker 3: Nigga. You gotta you gotta get you gotta be like
- 38:57Speaker 3: micing that bitch.
- 38:59Speaker 4: Nigga, you start shoot shots as a blind person going
- 39:01Speaker 4: in I did, though, You're going.
- 39:03Speaker 2: Straight to the NBA.
- 39:04Speaker 3: Know what I'm saying.
- 39:04Speaker 1: You didn't what I shot the basketball twice in the
- 39:06Speaker 1: Winning Basketball Challenge.
- 39:10Speaker 3: From where you think? So, I'm you got to part
- 39:12Speaker 3: with this episode over.
- 39:13Speaker 2: I could call no.
- 39:14Speaker 1: I guarantee you they tell you, we don't.
- 39:19Speaker 2: I still know this. It's like I've been doing it
- 39:21Speaker 2: for so long that it never left me.
- 39:23Speaker 3: If you put me in front of the who, So
- 39:25Speaker 3: what you're gonna get like a layup.
- 39:26Speaker 2: Don't lay up a regular shot. We're talking about like
- 39:29Speaker 2: a three, no three, like the free thrown.
- 39:33Speaker 3: So me and you should me and ushed to set
- 39:35Speaker 3: that up. We should go to the park.
- 39:36Speaker 4: Yeah, free throw on y'all basketball Patreon, what's like, we
- 39:41Speaker 4: could do it.
- 39:42Speaker 2: We could even do our race on Patreon.
- 39:44Speaker 3: Nigga that race. I'm gonna dutch you.
- 39:45Speaker 2: I guarantee you. We're gonna run to I guarantee you.
- 39:48Speaker 3: Nigganna running the other I'm like, see you now.
- 39:50Speaker 2: I guarantee you. I guarantee you. We wnd this ups
- 39:53Speaker 2: set go. I guarantee.
- 39:55Speaker 3: So we're gonna get that. We're gonna get that. We
- 39:57Speaker 3: gotta set that up coming soon. We gotta go to
- 39:59Speaker 3: the park with it, and we're gonna do We're gonna
- 40:01Speaker 3: we're gonna challenge each other all the disabled things, just
- 40:05Speaker 3: disabled versus table.
- 40:06Speaker 1: You can find a bowling now, we could I bush
- 40:08Speaker 1: your ass and bowling basketball, I could bush your.
- 40:11Speaker 3: Ass lex vers We're gonna call it lex versus.
- 40:13Speaker 2: Yeah, let's get it going. Oh, so we.
- 40:15Speaker 3: Should just we should just do this all the summer,
- 40:16Speaker 3: we go to all these games.
- 40:17Speaker 2: They could do it all, right, the arcade.
- 40:20Speaker 3: What you're thinking, the arcade.
- 40:21Speaker 2: They could do that too, you might.
- 40:24Speaker 3: Iar hockey hockey.
- 40:25Speaker 2: I never played that, but we could do it. I'm
- 40:27Speaker 2: compared hockey.
- 40:27Speaker 3: You don't really got to see.
- 40:28Speaker 2: It's like I just hear.
- 40:30Speaker 3: But I know I know me in soccer. I know
- 40:36Speaker 3: you're gonna be me in soccer.
- 40:38Speaker 2: Ye, hockey, that's interesting. That bowl me moving fast?
- 40:41Speaker 3: Hockey. You know what, you gotta be care with your fingers.
- 40:43Speaker 3: That sh hits your finger, that sh hurt.
- 40:45Speaker 2: That should be faster, pat, that should be moving fast.
- 40:48Speaker 3: Bowling, I'll be using the little other little kids ship.
- 40:50Speaker 3: You know, you cheating the little the little thing that
- 40:52Speaker 3: go down the rim. You be chating the bumpers, be cheating. Nah,
- 40:55Speaker 3: but I scored.
- 40:56Speaker 2: I scored me a little cheating no on.
- 40:58Speaker 3: The regular without it. I got a video. I scored
- 41:01Speaker 3: me a little eight.
- 41:02Speaker 2: We'll see my video straight.
- 41:04Speaker 3: She was on the bowling team. You said, you know,
- 41:07Speaker 3: they said they had a blond bowling team, and you
- 41:09Speaker 3: you see them not blind enough that I've been trying
- 41:11Speaker 3: to tell you how this motherfucker gonna go there like
- 41:13Speaker 3: all these blind motherfuckers.
- 41:15Speaker 2: I don't telling people that.
- 41:17Speaker 3: I'm sorry we don't feel away towards our.
- 41:18Speaker 2: Comment telling people that I love the blind community.
- 41:21Speaker 3: Man, No, I love.
- 41:22Speaker 2: I've been showing me so much love.
- 41:23Speaker 3: I love who I love, who loved me? Man, I'll
- 41:26Speaker 3: be one I be. I be wanting to show love
- 41:28Speaker 3: to so many people in what's your community, but they
- 41:29Speaker 3: don't really show me love and I don't know what
- 41:31Speaker 3: it is. And I'm not saying.
- 41:34Speaker 2: That's like forgotten about life.
- 41:35Speaker 1: I feel like we're in a corner were in adult
- 41:37Speaker 1: blond front, not just disabled period. I feel like it's
- 41:40Speaker 1: so much people that have disability that could really do ship.
- 41:44Speaker 1: I just limiting yourself that ship is a mind thing.
- 41:46Speaker 3: But it's also because they look at us as mutants
- 41:49Speaker 3: when we do do things, so other people that don't
- 41:52Speaker 3: have the thick skin that we have, they'll get discouraged easily.
- 41:54Speaker 3: Because it's like I said, I can't blame people for
- 41:57Speaker 3: not being Everybody's not gonna be super super strong when
- 42:00Speaker 3: it comes to things, you know what I'm saying. So
- 42:01Speaker 3: imagine you go do something that you love and you're
- 42:04Speaker 3: so proud of it, and then you get the first comment,
- 42:05Speaker 3: oh you should you should die? I remember there's this
- 42:07Speaker 3: this there's a transgender model. She is the first person
- 42:11Speaker 3: to be in Vogue, the first person to be in
- 42:13Speaker 3: met Gala, and everything would love to have her up here.
- 42:17Speaker 3: Arianna Phillips and I don't know, but I don't know
- 42:22Speaker 3: if she's going by Ariana Aaron, but Instagram is Aaron Phillip.
- 42:25Speaker 3: And somebody has set a disgusting comment like, oh, because
- 42:29Speaker 3: her she has cerebral polesy quadriplegia. So cerebral posy, you
- 42:33Speaker 3: know what Josh explained to us, And it's different spectrums
- 42:37Speaker 3: of it or whatever. You know, Josh has to have
- 42:40Speaker 3: hasit about that. So she has cerebral posy quadriplegia, so
- 42:44Speaker 3: her body is like a little bit different, you know
- 42:46Speaker 3: what I'm saying. So somebody said, oh, somebody get the raid,
- 42:51Speaker 3: and that was just disgusting. So luckily she has tough skin,
- 42:55Speaker 3: you get what I'm saying. To sit there and still
- 42:57Speaker 3: at full time, but it's real the fact that people
- 43:01Speaker 3: would get there and they see somebody that has everything
- 43:04Speaker 3: against them and they're being every adversity and you come
- 43:07Speaker 3: into commentary and you're just so negative and disgusting. I
- 43:09Speaker 3: can't tolerate that, and I'm always on this space, on it.
- 43:12Speaker 3: I don't like it. It's disgusting and you can't be
- 43:14Speaker 3: mad at somebody for living their lives. The people that
- 43:16Speaker 3: do that, you people are the people that work on
- 43:18Speaker 3: the fives. Hate your jobs, go home, curse your kids out,
- 43:20Speaker 3: smoke a blunt just to wake up the next day
- 43:22Speaker 3: with black ass lips as she has dicks and pussies,
- 43:25Speaker 3: and yeah, suck that life. Your mother should have swallowed you,
- 43:28Speaker 3: damn all that. But she couldn't swallow you because show
- 43:31Speaker 3: it was too compacted with too much nut from before
- 43:33Speaker 3: the other cyste Damn, that's what happens when you sit there. No,
- 43:39Speaker 3: when you sit there and you spill hatred onto people
- 43:41Speaker 3: that are really just doing positive things in the world,
- 43:44Speaker 3: and you are the entity that needs to be taken out.
- 43:46Speaker 3: You are not the weapon that God since you the
- 43:48Speaker 3: weapon that the devil saying. You know what I'm saying,
- 43:51Speaker 3: and you shall never prosper. As long as you are
- 43:53Speaker 3: spelling hate, nothing good will ever come to you. It
- 43:56Speaker 3: doesn't matter what anyone's doing with their life. If you
- 43:58Speaker 3: don't like it, don't comment on it. It's so free
- 44:00Speaker 3: to scroll past something. It's so sweet. Whenever you see
- 44:03Speaker 3: something you don't like on your algorithm, type something that
- 44:05Speaker 3: you like to see on your algorithm, and I bet
- 44:06Speaker 3: you more of that will pop up. And just speaking
- 44:08Speaker 3: on that, stop being negative. You wake up and eat
- 44:11Speaker 3: hate for breakfast.
- 44:12Speaker 2: French fact, dick frenchie facts. There we go frenchief.
- 44:16Speaker 1: As a French fact like this and you home, you disabled,
- 44:20Speaker 1: you ondert commas. Y'all could do the same thing we're doing.
- 44:22Speaker 1: Don't look at us as superhero.
- 44:24Speaker 2: Y'all can do the same thing we're doing.
- 44:25Speaker 1: We're trying to be We challenge y'all to do something
- 44:27Speaker 1: and to show people that disabled is powerful.
- 44:29Speaker 2: We are great, we are beautiful.
- 44:31Speaker 1: And if you ain't fighting the devil off at least
- 44:33Speaker 1: once a day, that mean you're walking with that.
- 44:36Speaker 3: Off this shit and shake and shake it out. Man.
- 44:39Speaker 3: It's hard to dance with the devil on your back.
- 44:40Speaker 3: You gotta shake it off.
- 44:41Speaker 2: Man, I'm always ready to do.
- 44:42Speaker 3: You got to shake it off. And people don't understand
- 44:45Speaker 3: it's spiritual warfare out there. So when like I said,
- 44:47Speaker 3: when you see these negative things, these are not the
- 44:49Speaker 3: people that these are monitoring spirits. They're here to try
- 44:52Speaker 3: to put a doubt into your dreams. They're here to
- 44:54Speaker 3: try to infiltrate your soul. Don't allow them. And sometimes
- 44:57Speaker 3: it's the people closest to you. You would be surprised
- 44:59Speaker 3: who's behind those pages. It's never somebody that you don't know, attendant,
- 45:03Speaker 3: somebody that you and you have to realize something. If
- 45:05Speaker 3: somebody has to doesn't have the confidence to even post
- 45:07Speaker 3: from their direct page. I respect the people that are
- 45:10Speaker 3: on their pages are public and they and they go
- 45:14Speaker 3: head to hes. Now I'm all to cut your ass
- 45:16Speaker 3: as your grandma as.
- 45:18Speaker 2: I'm not following you just to see what.
- 45:20Speaker 3: You Yeah, but people with the private pages don't even
- 45:22Speaker 3: have themselves as their profile picture.
- 45:24Speaker 2: I'm not responding.
- 45:25Speaker 3: I'm only responding to real people. You guys are bots.
- 45:28Speaker 3: You guys are fucking what is the NPCs? I don't
- 45:30Speaker 3: even know what that's, but you guys are not real.
- 45:33Speaker 3: So I'm just done arguing. I'm done arguing the grandm
- 45:35Speaker 3: unless you have a real page, because then I'm gonna
- 45:37Speaker 3: volley you what we're talking.
- 45:38Speaker 1: About before we leave, Right, what year was that that
- 45:40Speaker 1: you lost your ability to walk?
- 45:44Speaker 3: Twenty and eleven, so this year it'll be fifteen years.
- 45:48Speaker 2: So you was able to do the sting and all
- 45:49Speaker 2: that before.
- 45:50Speaker 3: Oh hell yeat, but I was working it out. Hell
- 45:54Speaker 3: you at tense row. I was at the I got
- 45:55Speaker 3: shot doing the tzy row.
- 45:59Speaker 2: Hell yeah, okay, so yeah, all.
- 46:05Speaker 3: Yeah, I did the soldier.
- 46:08Speaker 2: Boy. You just kidd you can't tramp out trip You.
- 46:12Speaker 3: Know what I'll be tripping out this baby. You gotta
- 46:14Speaker 3: do is can't me and dan out? I mean the
- 46:17Speaker 3: ship with the legs. You know, you got me beat
- 46:19Speaker 3: anything with the arms. And I smoked with the cat daddy.
- 46:23Speaker 3: You can't. Oh yeah, you the bro cat daddy. But
- 46:28Speaker 3: it's all right, it's it's okay. It it works over here.
- 46:31Speaker 2: Man works over here whenever. Y'all ready to start filming
- 46:34Speaker 2: from Michael Jackson just called me. I'm available.
- 46:37Speaker 3: Oh man, the blond stuff and get them up there, man. Yeah, yeah.
- 46:40Speaker 3: They already thought a lot.
- 46:42Speaker 2: Y'all need to put us in movies. We need to
- 46:43Speaker 2: be in magazines. Highlight us ship, you put in the
- 46:47Speaker 2: working man.
- 46:48Speaker 3: Put me in a comedy movie, because I am a
- 46:50Speaker 3: realized nigga.
- 46:51Speaker 2: Rachel own comedy movie. Man said no, no, I said
- 46:56Speaker 2: Rachel Own.
- 46:57Speaker 3: I thought he said Rach. I swear to god, I
- 46:58Speaker 3: was it was man rest.
- 47:00Speaker 2: Let that man rest not you could have played a
- 47:04Speaker 2: good real Racharl could you?
- 47:06Speaker 3: Could you have to shave your bed? Though I do that?
- 47:09Speaker 3: Shave your bed?
- 47:09Speaker 2: What's the money?
- 47:10Speaker 3: My sister said, good daddy's always have beds said bad daddies.
- 47:13Speaker 2: Don't I disagree?
- 47:16Speaker 3: What you want? You shave your bed for? How much?
- 47:18Speaker 2: I know some nigga that got bed that's not good daddy?
- 47:20Speaker 3: No, she was just she's But how much? How much?
- 47:23Speaker 3: How much it costs to shavy bed? Or how much
- 47:24Speaker 3: you pay? How much? How much do you fromming about
- 47:27Speaker 3: like bed and mustache, going like pedal like if I'm.
- 47:30Speaker 2: Doing if I'm doing a movie, how much are you talking.
- 47:34Speaker 3: For the movie? We need to get you into raychard.
- 47:36Speaker 2: How much were talking?
- 47:39Speaker 3: Let me see your best country accident, Let me see
- 47:42Speaker 3: your best country.
- 47:42Speaker 2: Can't put me on the spot like I gotta get
- 47:44Speaker 2: I gotta get to.
- 47:45Speaker 3: Get on the spot. It is acting baby singing one
- 47:48Speaker 3: of his songs, Georgia, No you're going down there. They
- 47:57Speaker 3: gonna get Jamie all over. And that's another thing. Higher
- 48:01Speaker 3: Disabled People for Disabled rolls. Okay, American Horror Story is
- 48:04Speaker 3: the only place that did that. Higher Disabled people. I
- 48:06Speaker 3: don't want to see a motherfucking the wheel shit. I
- 48:07Speaker 3: get to stand up at the end of the day.
- 48:10Speaker 3: You see him. We need a couple singing lessons.
- 48:15Speaker 2: Goo to me. No, oh yeah.
- 48:20Speaker 3: That is not fucking Ray Charles.
- 48:23Speaker 2: So what it is?
- 48:23Speaker 3: That's Jamie Fox and them?
- 48:25Speaker 2: That's Ray Charles. What what he made? Old Digger?
- 48:29Speaker 3: That's Jamie FOXX say gold Digger, that's Ray Charles. That's
- 48:34Speaker 3: Jamie Fox. Let's google that. Let's google that. Let's see.
- 48:41Speaker 3: Let's see who could google fast.
- 48:43Speaker 2: Play Ray Charles gold Digger.
- 48:45Speaker 3: Yeah, she's a gold I don't know. That's Rachel. That's
- 48:50Speaker 3: gold Digger. Song by Kanye westy dumb fuck?
- 48:53Speaker 2: What was Ray Charles version? What was version?
- 48:56Speaker 3: Kanye West two thousand and hit is a sample of
- 48:59Speaker 3: Ray Charles Got a Woman? You were singing Jamie Fox version?
- 49:05Speaker 2: I just said, but what it was?
- 49:07Speaker 3: I got a one we're gonna play I got a woman.
- 49:09Speaker 3: I got a woman. We could play five seconds with
- 49:11Speaker 3: it without YouTube cutting. So I got a woman.
- 49:14Speaker 2: I'm blind, so they shouldn't cut it off.
- 49:16Speaker 3: I mean the ship that they let playing on Roe Block.
- 49:25Speaker 2: Uh huh uh huh oh, yeah, I got a woman.
- 49:32Speaker 2: Well town. Good to me.
- 49:37Speaker 3: Oh yeah, only said blond people know.
- 49:40Speaker 2: You should put money on a game. Know what is
- 49:44Speaker 2: we talking about?
- 49:45Speaker 3: Not bad, my bad, but bad bro, That's what I'm saying.
- 49:51Speaker 2: What I seen. Stay your ass in the wheelchair community, my bad, bro.
- 49:53Speaker 3: They we ain't got no famous Oh we got we
- 49:55Speaker 3: got Christopher Reeves.
- 49:57Speaker 2: We're we're the blond nigga that making music here.
- 50:00Speaker 3: You mean people? Yeah, oh we got me and money
- 50:03Speaker 3: we got Please.
- 50:04Speaker 2: We got Stevie Wonder, we got so we need dropped
- 50:07Speaker 2: the mic. We either got Blond Ferry.
- 50:09Speaker 3: We got the tap Waters.
- 50:11Speaker 2: We got Tapwaters.
- 50:12Speaker 3: Don't disrespect my wheelchairing community. It's called for wheel City.
- 50:19Speaker 3: Let's get the funk off.
- 50:20Speaker 1: Here, please do Dad bary'all another episode that blind and
- 50:25Speaker 1: I see blind niggas went again and be off this ship.
- 50:29Speaker 3: Can we out Ski