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Brett Keane Show Live | Garden of Eden to Revelation | Cradle to the Grave · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  existence of God, Neither, what is one of the pioneering
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  ringleader of that circus with all the new atheism.
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  If you're not familiar with the group, the new atheism is, like,
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  the old atheism. The old lady is, I'm got raided
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  back in the 1980s and 1990s, scientists generally don't care
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  what other people believe they would like to do.
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  If you think your God, your buck help you, that's fine for you.
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  But I don't do that. Then Richard Dawkins and
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  santeras, kitchens came along and turned, how do they do it?
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  Season go from Winnie the Pooh cocaine bear, almost overnight.
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  Soon, as he put headphones on my head, the entire universe, begin
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  dancing to music. Justified in the world.
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  When my dad, a Los Robles CA to move slowly have had to the
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  speed of light. Evolution is total bullshit but
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  I rage against creationism because it's the satanic thing
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  to do. I wear Gothic clothes because it
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  matches my black hearted Spirit which goes to war against
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  Christian creationist standing for truth and raw matter, more
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  scientifically endowed than me. So I run away from debating
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  them. Like the scared little bitch
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  that I am. Why do people constantly say I
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  look like a villain, they seen in a Walt Disney film.
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  Oh, that's right. I'm a hideous looking man with
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  an obnoxious attitude. Actually, they are right after
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  all, and I should call back in the hole.
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  I came from even though I know genetic entropy sunk Evolution
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  many years ago by genuine scientist, like John Sandford.
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  I push the Fantastical idea that humans evolve from Pooh.
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  Slinging ass pictures. I mean, how else could Satan
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  pull off the biggest cam in history that requires
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  institutionalize? Brainwashing, pedaling the idea.
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  Humans evolve from insignificant life like pine cones in ancient
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  pain. Diarrhea, I can see you one
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  creationists. By the way, I'm a fan of ssft
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  and where I'm at, their channels are off-the-charts amazing.
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  I tremble in fear hidden in the Darkness.
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  The scientific method is my God. Hence, the end-all-be-all if it
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  ain't detectable or evidential, then it ain't real.
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  However, I don't have an axiom to substantiate the scientific
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  method. With, in fact, axioms like the
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  laws of logic are out of my Paradigm.
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  Immutable truth don't exist because what may be true, one
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  moment could change the next moment, subsequently, even in
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  spite of the glaring, conundrums of my worldview, I still act
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  like an obnoxious dick to Christians.
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  Allah is okay, because Muslims, serve as an ally to help aid, my
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  unfettered bitter contempt and bigotry to Christianity.
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  My predecessors murdered Millions, but they're my homies
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  because it's Sam Harris. Once said, If you could choose
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  to sanitize, one thing from the earth, it would be Christianity.
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  Christians are fucking parasites.
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  If I had my druthers, I would use them as fertilizer for my
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  lawn. Even if I seen Jesus, I would
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  not worship him because I'm My Own God.
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  I'm a narcissist prick. Who is invested in making other
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  narcissist Prix just like me. I'd say I'm doing a pretty good
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  job. Hello, ladies and gentlemen.
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  My name is Brett Keane and you were watching and listening to
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  the Brett King show. I hope you're all having a
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  wonderful day out there. It's been quite a last 2 weeks
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  for me. I just did a Show recently with
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  TT or just a couple days ago. And I think it did pretty good.
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  Proverbs guy was on there, it was fantastic.
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  And today we're going to talk a little bit about the creation
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  story. Genesis, and Revelation, as well
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  as several other topics. We have with us.
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  Mr. Captain stump dun dun. Dun how you doing?
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  Step and stomp. How's your day been, I feel
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  pretty good actually I feel I'm feeling pretty good A little
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  tired but I got me a nice hot cup of joe over here so that
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  ought to get me all woke up and everything.
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  So I noticed One of the topics that you really, really enjoy.
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  Is pretty much the beginning and end, obviously you like the
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  entire Bible, but what it is, what is it about?
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  Creationism in Revelation that get you get, you excited.
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  What is Timmy explains? Our whole Human Condition.
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  You know, just like you said, you were a little tired, right?
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  I think that's part of our bodies.
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  We have to sweep before. When you were in, the garden is
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  in a spiritual type bodies. These glorified bodies that
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  wasn't necessary. We can have to sleep as we don't
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  see day or night in the garden. Right.
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  We only see that in this car, in the earth in the constellation
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  with the day and night was created in the Genesis 1.
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  And every time I studied scripture is almost always
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  brings me back and reminds me of the garden.
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  What happened in the garden? And of course understanding that
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  the end is going to reflect the beginning because the prophet
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  Isaiah says that the god declares the end from the
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  beginning that we can understand where we're going to end up.
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  If we understand what we began the game, you know, the ending
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  of the truth. You know how we got here?
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  Conversation about it. So you are you obviously don't
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  share the same view as a non-believers out there where
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  they think that were snot on a rock and we got hit by magic
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  lightning and got turned into animated hamburger that this
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  somehow became sentient. You actually take the story of
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  Genesis literal. You believe that God designed us
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  ready to go? Batteries, included everything.
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  Hey man, if you can you can you can you can kind of see how they
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  feel that like like, you know, like we have to do is survive,
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  we must do it. That's, that's about it, right?
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  Because they see that and they're wondering, how is there
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  a guy that put us in this? But when we're not as Christians
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  understanding where we came from, we can't tell him what we
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  got to say. Well God, you know, he does what
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  he wants. And that's it.
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  That's our story. He does.
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  He just what he wants with us? He's done.
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  He's got him or not and if that's true, that's very true.
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  But there's more to the story, he's a passionate love and got
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  his long-suffering he suffers with us.
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  He wants us back where we started as the children, which
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  is very important part. I think we missed.
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  We don't want, we don't understand the Genesis are
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  beginning. So Canton stump, what is your
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  view on Evolution being taught in school?
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  Instead of creationism telling young children that they come
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  from a slug in a swamp that they don't have any kind of divinity
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  about them. There was no intelligence
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  involved. That the Universe just rolled
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  blind Dice and that's why they insist that.
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  Their life literally has no objective meaning or purpose.
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  What does that do to a child or even an adult?
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  Are you know what? For me coming up.
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  I was born in 1961, so coming up in the sixties and seventies
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  through school Evolution, when I don't remember being pushed down
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  me much, maybe a little bit of high school.
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  We saw was even know how they showed about the the caveman and
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  maybe, you know, the whale and it's lost his legs.
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  This is that it wasn't really push.
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  So I was kind of in the middle, I guess when it was school
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  prayer. I don't remember School prayer
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  at all in school but then that stopped and it went into, you
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  know, now they're like full-blown, Evolution push that.
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  I'm kids. If anybody else will be able to
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  make it right with both sides, so I can let you make up your
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  mind. You don't don't don't play well
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  off as being silly and stupid like a religion now or I believe
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  in God. And then the exercise the other
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  side. It's not right to Young Minds
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  development. Let him if you want to.
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  Let me have both sides of the story and let him decide so
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  they're claiming nowadays that they were.
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  Wrong about the age of the universe.
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  The scientists are saying that they've been wrong this whole
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  time. That's not thirteen billion
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  years old that it's actually double that.
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  So they're tacking on 30 billion years to the universe and
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  they're thinking, they've been speculating about adding another
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  billion years to an already 4.5 billion years planet Earth.
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  Now you yourself, you're a young creationist.
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  Why do you think that this is happening?
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  Why does science continue to repeatedly change?
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  How can one say that? That's fact, the truth, if they
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  continue to admit to being wrong and fudge the numbers.
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  When it really comes down to it, you know, I think they're just
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  trying to discover all scientist.
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  Discover with God, didn't you know, I'm trying to figure it
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  out to her through Conway, AR to a physical way.
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  The way, we know things to write the laws of physics and
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  everything that's ready for our god, did to them laws or through
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  the same skills, or whatever. But just like, we try to figure
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  out a spiritual things through God week.
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  We really can't understand that will try to show us current
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  examples of them like the garden, right?
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  That gives a tree a serpent. He gives Adam and Eve as as
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  symbolism of different things. Like what goes on the man's hit
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  a spiritual thing man who has the stuff, they were trying to
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  understand what God did and by rejecting God not want to have
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  God in your life and you making yourself.
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  That's atheist do This is what you trying to do is find out
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  that he didn't do it. You trying to disprove that did
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  it. So every time you did something
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  comes up you have to keep putting things on and we think
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  about it but it's all a hot house of cards, right?
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  It's all built this Theory falls out the whole house while.
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  We got to rebuild it now. I just like you said you can't
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  they're putting more time until the age of the Earth.
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  There also was saying out. Now, they're saying, the Big
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  Bang was not actually the beginning and it might have been
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  just a depression and then in the middle of it and then go
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  talk to you about a plank plank seconds and then whatever it's
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  called blank made it whatever they make up all these terms and
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  then they are all this is always built on a house of cards in in
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  all, it's all Theory, that's all this is.
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  All I ever could be, they can never know.
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  It has to be always Theory. So the house of cards and in the
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  end, they don't want that. They want they want and they
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  want it that way. Selfish selfish.
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  So do you believe in the classic sense of Adam and Eve, they
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  exist in a paradise that God created?
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  And we do know that according to the Virgin ology gives us an
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  idea, whenever Adam ends up asking, then that goes every
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  book of the Bible seems that with your knowledge of his sons
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  and daughters, that are born after.
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  Do you believe that Adam and Eve before death, or before they
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  took from the Tree of what we got Life, Death knowledge and
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  all this that Adam and Eve lived for an extremely long time
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  before death was introduced. Yeah, well, I believe that they
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  were left live forever until he sends.
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  So we sent someone to say that's not a turn light, if you could
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  die, OK? Google.
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  Say, if you don't disobey God's word and fall into a carnal sin,
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  then you live you live. You, let me keep looking just
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  like in the end, right? What will have eternal life
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  because all this has been so you can wash, sweet Jesus.
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  Blood all just sitting there with his washroom has to give me
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  eternal life. So long, as long as you don't
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  disobey God who who is like God is that tree of life, understand
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  things. Right to be spiritual mind is
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  life In Peace. So if your spiritual minded and
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  God's word and keeping God's word, You're going to be happy
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  life and peace. That's what's going to be,
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  that's what scripture tells. So, most Christians including
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  myself, believe that God Lives outside of space time, and
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  matter the very Realm of the universe.
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  He lives in a place of Eternity where times play doesn't have
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  existence. Even the Bible speaks of time
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  being different for God. Compared to our existence nurse
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  sentience did God literally take 6 days to create the Earth as we
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  know it or is there some kind of strange time Peril here that
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  some people just haven't grasped onto?
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  What do you think? Well, I don't know if you
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  noticed, but my I think that the Garden Eden, which we can prove
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  as separate account, is not the same as as what's describing
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  Jen. Someone has a Six-Day creation
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  with the 7-Day rest. So that first the first day when
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  Adam was in the garden and we don't know how long that was
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  until the fall, right? I want stuff all started when we
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  see the kind of creation kicking in so they want to be able to
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  certain things, but it probably wasn't like we know now it's
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  kind of person that would probably was more of a spiritual
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  place because the garden I believe it's actually do the
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  true. Heavenly Tabernacle of God Adam
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  was put into that Garden to dressing to keep it right?
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  Just like a priest or minister to God in the temple, right?
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  Adam was given the Garden of Eden to dress them, keeping the
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  citizens scripture. So that was God Tabernacle in
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  After the fall, that's when the colonel creation kicked in.
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  And we see that with the, how the Earth was without form and
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  void and darkness was upon the face of the deep.
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  In Genesis, the Book of Genesis chapter 1:2 that beginning, the
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  fall of Man. We see though the water
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  everywhere over the face of the Earth as if it was a symbol of
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  God's Wrath. We know from those flood that
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  the water is a simple garden, Trailer World in chaos and
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  everything straightened out. Why would he do that?
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  He's got right. Makes absolutely no sense when
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  something bar on that chaos. So, then after that account
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  creation, have to happen after that until he rested on the
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  seventh day. I believe that so we get a lot
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  of atheist out there than argue is so Adam and Eve had the
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  brains, our minds consciousness of a child that they couldn't
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  have possibly known any better is if God is somehow mean.
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  And basically set a mousetrap out for what's your thoughts on
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  that? How do you use?
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  How do you see how that played out?
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  If he's at the creation and he made him to be a reflection of
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  him. But if he was made in God's
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  image, Adam was made in God's image.
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  Not just his likeness, his likeness, like it, we hear it.
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  We seen Genesis one, is, is more associated with such me Colonel
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  like this, like, I do, but I do a man of a certain animal, or
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  at, man, is a likeness of that actually like the storm.
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  And so he made in His image, so that means he had a capacity,
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  right? That's why the garden garden is
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  the tree of knowledge. That's knowledge, right?
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  This is probably the probably was other treason that you want,
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  but do not eat from the Tree of knowledge of Good and Evil.
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  And so, I'm assuming those are of knowledge because it's not a
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  colonel Garden, it's not a Gardens.
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  We don't see trees from Dollar Tree to life in the garden.
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  And in the car, note for this is like a spiritual aspect of man's
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  mind. When we read James 1 versus the
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  14 15, we see this very pattern, that shows us how the different
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  characters of garden are actually played out in a man's
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  mind because James, the one for Tiffany says, Every man is
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  tempted, every man like it was, at every man is tempted.
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  The serpent is called attempted. We know this is Satan's.
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  Call attention. When is John the way of his own
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  lusts, and you play that. That model was in that, in the
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  end that little allegory John away with us and enticed, and
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  when send Haskins a website when last has it, right?
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  When lust hath conceived and bring forth death.
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  And when this is finished, it brings for free for free for the
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  day. We see that.
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  That's exactly what happened to the Garden.
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  That's exactly what happened. They lost it at that tree.
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  It was an allegory of what man doesn't is my every one of us.
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  So, so I don't be here bring sin into the World by one man sin
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  came into the world and just buy send, but we continue to go on.
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  We're not laughing when I slack at work.
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  Keep on doing the same thing. In our minds.
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  You keep his Senate conceiving sending her mine.
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  Then we play it up. Just like in the garden.
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  Exactly the same. It's a weed.
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  We have friends that believe that God gave us Free Will.
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  And we have Christian friends, who believe that we're
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  predetermined are we're set like in a script like a movie that
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  has the set beginning middle and end to it.
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  What is your thoughts on that? He has to give us free will cuz
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  without free will, there's no love, right?
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  He wants those, he wants the children us to love him as a
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  father. As he loves us as soon as the
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  children. Of course, that's why he died on
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  the cross for his children on the cross.
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  So, he wants his children to have free will to choose him.
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  If we have to, if we're forced to choose them or some people
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  are going to choose him, no matter what.
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  And some aren't that makes? Absolutely no sense for his love
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  of God is love. So sweet to think that he was
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  predestined people together. The Hellfire, or to eternal
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  life. Is it with him is beyond
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  understanding. The Bible in attacking Guys,
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  burger character, right? That's characters not that guy's
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  characters. Love long suffering patients.
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  He judges and righteousness. You know, he's the way the truth
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  and the life. So say that and we see all kinds
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  of Bible verse just so you know, choose choose life.
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  Anybody who will knock and the door will be opened seek and you
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  shall find, I mean, how do we explain this Predestination you
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  know, it doesn't say the pee test and knock on the door.
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  Be open or predestined. He can they will find.
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  No it just says knock and you will find.
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  This is going to go home and see how you see a presentation in
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  scripture and you think it's automatically.
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  So has been predestined to the ER, or or eternal life and he
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  also predestined, the ones that will accept the message.
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  Everybody is called all men are called right by the guys were to
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  seek him. In the ones, that seek him in
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  the sight of such a mind on him. He will predestined to conform
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  to the image of a son. That's awesome.
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  That's all scripture says, take it further because I can do
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  mines wants us to be no special. We're special.
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  We were chosen ones. He's not all that.
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  I believe that's part of it. That's why I don't believe in
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  predestination. Just got to have sovereignty to
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  do what he wants. Sure, does he sometimes Move
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  Along his plan but having certain people.
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  Chosen to July 1st of Jeremiah, the prophet to be a prophet.
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  Some people sure he does because he has to control his plan.
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  He has a 7-year 7,000 year plan to bring the salt if you wish
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  and bring your children back to him, and he has to work it
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  within the boundaries. But everybody has free will
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  other than the ones he wants to help us plan.
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  That's how I understand. Do you find a nearly interesting
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  that although atheist claim that there is no God, their origin
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  stories? A lot like genesis, they claimed
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  to come from the material the Earth that they believe that an
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  evolutionary process happened, where they changed and evolved
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  and got more complicated this time went on.
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  Now, I was where Christians believe that we came from the
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  material material of the Earth, but they believe in intelligent
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  designer was involved in that process.
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  Do you find that interesting? Well, yeah, I mean, I have to
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  see how they see that because you like it, it's kind of
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  parallel. So we believe it came from the
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  earth, right? It kind of say the same way in
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  the sea to see, please very important of how we did when we
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  were kicked off The Garden off the Tabernacle to the outer
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  Court to her to see was so, so the whole world was and under
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  say, Noah is blood type thing and do got separated a trial and
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  from the water and causes water, or I'll season those brushes on
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  the stand, where we can't believe that God put us, we are
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  always in this car. Nobody is this how we started?
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  God put his children and buying this from the beginning by mr.
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  Food to eat to watch the babies to defecate urinates, leave all
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  these bandages that we have to do.
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  He put it in there from a racially, what you asked makes
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  absolutely no sense from loving, loving father's point of you,
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  unless you just a tire. And God is not a tire.
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  So I see, I see how they can get any of that because like I said,
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  you don't want it, follows rules, they wanted to have
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  freedom to do what they want. You do have free to do what you
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  want, but just to be consequence of it, that's the whole story.
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  That's the whole store in the show.
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  I've heard I've heard atheist ask this question before they
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  say, so God lives on a completely different plane.
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  He was outside of space and time and existence, he has an entire
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  for a of Angels in an entities that actually exist, with him
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  that are lower forms. Why bother creating the physical
• 33:32
  Universe? Why bother even creating us?
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  What would you say to something like that?
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  Well, I stay from the beginning. Got it.
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  God created man. Adam.
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  What we know was Adam in the garden was because he wanted
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  children, looks like it looks like we got we had the same a
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  lot of same desires and things that God has.
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  We don't have the evil ones we have, but we have a lot of
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  desire to have a family to have children to have someone loved
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  us. You know?
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  That's that's being part of God's image, you know?
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  Is it is understand how he feels like I was stalking was Thursday
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  about how God give us examples of how we make you feel in real
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  life. A lot of us, myself included
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  have had a child. It is a straight, right?
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  Goes out and does things, you shouldn't be doing and you fear
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  for him, right? You have anguish over him, you
• 34:18
  want him to come back. You worried about him at night.
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  All you want to do is to come home and straighten out, right?
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  That's exactly what we do. The guy we go, we go the wrong
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  way and we get into things. We shouldn't be doing and
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  different lusting and enticements that we know we
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  shouldn't be doing the wrong thing to do.
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  He's the same father he's he's he's upset by these worried
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  about. Does all that.
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  But one thing about love like we may suffer not to have that we
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  made sometimes given to feel sorry or whatever.
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  When you come back to him, he accept you with open arms, like
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  The Prodigal Son, The Prodigal Son story in the Bible where the
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  or one of the sons way down and wasting all his living as became
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  hungry and it came back to his father say he was wrong even if
• 35:04
  he had been the center. That man in that story who
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  depicts, God Ran to his son, with kiss them with open arms
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  and then sit there and say, I told you not to do the snow here
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  and somebody gave them tough love, right?
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  He knows how to get stuff. You know, what happens with us
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  and our families, So when you envision the story of creation
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  of God doing this, do you believe God spoke reality into
• 35:37
  existence? Did he do any kind of you heard
• 35:41
  APS where they talk about? God is so he's some kind of old
• 35:45
  Wizard or something out, this late you and I realize that God
• 35:49
  is much more. And he's not like that of the
• 35:51
  man, but whenever he was creating, what do you think was
• 35:55
  involved in the process or how this went also, how long do you
• 36:00
  think it took for the stuff that actually happened?
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  Well, scripture tells me that Jesus Christ is the word of God.
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  Also says that all things were made by him and for him and
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  through him. So God's word, what you know,
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  Jesus Christ, God's word in the spiritual man.
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  Are you guys, where is aspects of God?
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  And yes, you made everything with his work and remember he
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  created. He created all reality, whatever
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  else he is, right? If I wore my body sense in the
• 36:29
  from the ground, and then it's, it's like, it's like the proverb
• 36:34
  of the wash place, South Boston Pig, female pig that returns to
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  wallowing in the mire, after being wash and clean.
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  That was us. That's a perfect picture of us
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  and God spoke. That original thinking, is just
• 36:45
  as easy prey to all things like that, we spoke before and
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  Grayson about the simulation, write the creator of the
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  symbolization, that's the way he doesn't, and he creates the
• 36:57
  reality, so whatever, heat, erase the sides.
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  Great, that's the reality. And that's the siren to God has
• 37:02
  over his creation. He says it took him six days to
• 37:06
  do Colonel creation that we we find yourself living in now.
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  And in bondage to now that he did it in six days I believe
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  that 100% All right. Do you?
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  Okay, so this is kind of an unusual question hadn't Adam and
• 37:22
  Eve eating from the tree. How different do you think
• 37:25
  existence would be for mankind? Had they not made the mistake of
• 37:30
  the choice that they dead? But it would be just like you
• 37:34
  put yourselves in the end in the Book of Revelation chapter 21
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  and 22. It shows the return back to God
• 37:41
  that can live in his Tabernacle right to being the priests and
• 37:45
  kings and Kings to God. So we will be there like the
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  priest of God Tabernacle we were, you know, doing that,
• 37:54
  until we can have spiritual everything to be spiritual
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  suffering, is there will be no more pain, no more crash with.
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  This is no no more of that, cuz no more kind of world.
• 38:02
  Like, it was in the beginning. So if we would, if it would have
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  said we had all that we've been with the father will be cold.
• 38:08
  Here is rights, which scripture says, we will be coheres with
• 38:11
  Jesus Christ. So basically, we're going to be
• 38:14
  God's children with all the access to whatever he wants.
• 38:17
  What the heck? That's that's you know.
• 38:19
  Amazing likes picture says I have not seen her or heard what
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  God has prepared for us. So it would be that it would be
• 38:28
  us being like totally free to explore life.
• 38:34
  The real life with what's true life is because spiritual life,
• 38:37
  spiritual mind is life In Peace. So we have that to be no more of
• 38:41
  these problems. We have on this Earth was like
• 38:43
  that in the beginning, you're trying to get back to that
• 38:46
  place. We're trying to get Does it ever
• 38:48
  make you sad to think that if Adam and Eve were the original?
• 38:54
  And they were our mother and father, a basically of humanity,
• 38:58
  that means that we're all connected, we're all brothers
• 39:01
  sisters cousins were all Cosmic family, but since we've existed,
• 39:07
  Humanity has turned on each other repeatedly and killed and
• 39:11
  caused each other. Does it make you feel sad that
• 39:15
  basically Humanity? We're all connected.
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  We're all family at, we hurt each other on the daily.
• 39:23
  And I think that's part of being in the kind of world.
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  The Fallen world is that we have fallen everything, everything is
• 39:29
  falling. We're all have these corrupt in
• 39:35
  in in bondage is sessoms that word.
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  So we can find the scripture. So we understand how we're
• 39:41
  basically fighting over crumbs there in or nothing.
• 39:43
  You know, everything we do here is nothing so it's all going to
• 39:45
  go away and even with you when you died, right?
• 39:49
  Everything goes back in the box like a Monopoly game.
• 39:51
  It's over whatever you, whatever you acquired in.
• 39:53
  This world means nothing, it means absolutely nothing.
• 39:56
  That will be no more member. You won't have memory of it or
• 39:58
  anything. It seems, that's only temporary.
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  It was crumbs, wife were fighting for crumbs when when
• 40:04
  God gave us the whole cake, and we want to know if I do for the
• 40:07
  crumbs under the under the table, like dogs.
• 40:09
  And I think that's part of part of The Parables of the dog, eat
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  from the master's table, you know, where dogs, I mean, that
• 40:15
  table, when we were at the table eating and dropping the crumbs
• 40:19
  out for, you know, the dog. So, you know, understand that
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  we're in this kind of world and all this stuff means absolutely
• 40:30
  nothing. You are you were saying just a
• 40:35
  moment ago and if it's too personal of a question you can
• 40:39
  pass and we can go on to something else.
• 40:40
  But you said that you kind of get an understanding of the
• 40:44
  concept of God because you feel like you've also been put in
• 40:48
  that kind of position that many parents have where the child
• 40:52
  goes out and does their own thing.
• 40:53
  And it causes you anxiety, and all this.
• 40:56
  So, you actually feel a personal investment, you've actually
• 41:00
  experienced something like this was bringing you to a better
• 41:03
  understanding of what God might be coming through.
• 41:07
  Maybe, maybe you can correct me if I'm wrong.
• 41:11
  That's exactly right. I understand what I'm out here
• 41:13
  doing, wickedly right. And I put myself in Jeopardy,
• 41:15
  like friends for that, the grace of God and his love.
• 41:19
  I I should be either dead or in prison for what I've done in my
• 41:21
  life so I'm not I've never been perfect.
• 41:25
  I always have had problems. Like everybody else struggling
• 41:27
  with things so when I do that that's how God feels like.
• 41:32
  I feel, but my son's out there doing wrong when my, when my
• 41:34
  when my son's out here, put himself in danger and living a
• 41:37
  bad life. That I know, it's unhealthy bad
• 41:40
  for him, that's the same thing. The way he feels for me, so I
• 41:43
  can understand what I do to God bless you, make me, not want to
• 41:46
  do that, right? That's my father likes, like, I
• 41:49
  feel but, but the difference is it's not your fault or
• 41:58
  something. Along them lines, could be that
• 42:01
  right to. It's not strictly you know, like
• 42:03
  it went out there on his own and just start doing this thing.
• 42:05
  I was perfect. I never messed up.
• 42:06
  I was always there for him all that, but for with God.
• 42:10
  Is it. He did nothing wrong.
• 42:12
  We did this all ourselves but he I still understand how I make
• 42:16
  him feel when I'm out here doing wickedly.
• 42:18
  I understand it and I don't want him to feel like that I don't
• 42:22
  want to feel like that, I don't want to feel like that about me,
• 42:24
  but but the good thing is, I know that he has love for me,
• 42:27
  right? I know God loves me when I mess
• 42:29
  up, he doesn't turn completely away from me.
• 42:31
  Just like, I don't turn away from my room from my child.
• 42:35
  What he does wrong. You know, I might be angry, I
• 42:37
  might put punishment on them or something, but I don't turn away
• 42:40
  from his permit so you are no longer my child, get away from
• 42:42
  me, I don't care what happens to that doesn't happen.
• 42:44
  That's the same way we got. It doesn't seem to be
• 42:47
  appreciative that we have a father like that cuz you can be
• 42:49
  whatever you want. So he has sovereignty.
• 42:51
  You can you can do what he wants.
• 42:52
  You can be whatever you want. You can treat us like he wants
• 42:54
  but it doesn't. He treats us with love and
• 42:56
  compassion always. We had somebody out in the
• 43:00
  audience, that's asking a question up with the comment
• 43:03
  that it says, Brent and Katherine stump.
• 43:06
  When do you feel closest to God? I'll let you go first, mr.
• 43:12
  Stump. When do I feel closer to God?
• 43:18
  When I'm in this word, but I'm really in this world and in my
• 43:23
  mind is right and spiritually, right?
• 43:24
  And just like this picture says, to be stretched mindless piece,
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  but when my mind is focused on his word, everything else to
• 43:32
  distract you, like, you know, he could be talkin.
• 43:33
  I want to hear you. If I'm stuck in his word and I'm
• 43:36
  decent understanding, and he's basically talkin to me.
• 43:39
  I think I talk to you can talk to you probably other ways, but
• 43:42
  when you talk to me, as soon as word, right?
• 43:43
  He'll just like, leave me to the passages or where I need to be.
• 43:47
  For instance, he had under one of the shows are a transsexual
• 43:53
  and after the shorts, I was pretty good show, but the next
• 43:56
  time we had another show that other members of my little group
• 43:59
  was saying, you know you shouldn't let him get away with
• 44:02
  that. I try to feed all people respect
• 44:08
  right but but so I took it to God and he showed me he said he
• 44:13
  went right in the Bible show. Me silhouettes of fealty be
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  filthy still lets a wicked B Wiki This is what's the
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  scripture, I would let you buy him to scriptures.
• 44:22
  He took me to their I am only speaking to me.
• 44:26
  Right. And it's so I had to I had to
• 44:28
  meet that. I was I was wrong and I stand
• 44:30
  corrected. By these other members that
• 44:33
  doesn't change, the fact that you should treat.
• 44:34
  People respect you, but you should tell him the truth.
• 44:36
  Always, you know, like you should say, hey, that's not what
• 44:38
  God wants for you. You should consider seeking God
• 44:41
  and seeking his guidance. I respect you as a human being
• 44:45
  and I can treat you any kind of way that's disrespectful hurtful
• 44:49
  to you but I got to tell you the truth.
• 44:54
  Let me see that scripture when I was thinking on it the next day
• 44:57
  like wow, were they just attacking me for that?
• 44:59
  I feel like I'm being attacked. I open up the Bible and read one
• 45:03
  passage and let me see another one and it's a list of 50, be 50
• 45:05
  still in The Witcher, which is still took that as hey.
• 45:10
  It's getting late, getting late, you got to speak up, you got to
• 45:13
  tell people the truth. So they can seek me and be safe
• 45:16
  because after all, if you don't tell the truth, then we're
• 45:20
  really don't love him. Cuz we just like saying, we'll
• 45:21
  go ahead with your little little problem there.
• 45:23
  You little Shannon who the hell, you know, if you tell him, hey,
• 45:26
  I'm trying to pull you out, this fire, give me not accept it, but
• 45:29
  I think that's, that's what God wants from us.
• 45:36
  For me, I noticed that a lot of folks, especially whenever I was
• 45:42
  younger and I used to go to church.
• 45:43
  It seem like people. They only prayed whenever they
• 45:46
  were wanting something from God. Or they were questioning
• 45:50
  something. They be like, oh God, give me
• 45:52
  this. Give me that me.
• 45:54
  I've noticed that I've gotten closer with God, whenever I give
• 45:57
  him credit for the things he's already done.
• 45:59
  Most of my prayers, nowadays are usually, thank you.
• 46:04
  God, thank you for giving me my beautiful children.
• 46:07
  Thank you for giving me my wife, thank you for the life that you
• 46:11
  give them me and the good people come into it.
• 46:13
  I consider folks like, you mister stuff a blessing, they
• 46:17
  consider Proverbs ttor and all that.
• 46:20
  Any time I meet people with good hearts and all that I feel like
• 46:23
  that's yet another blessing and I think that people should take
• 46:27
  more time thinking about the things that God has already done
• 46:30
  for them and thank him for it as opposed to using him like he's a
• 46:34
  genie lamp, just rub in the bottle.
• 46:36
  I'm just throwing out another wish after another one.
• 46:39
  And of course even if 100 or answered but one falls through
• 46:44
  or doesn't happen or they feel like God didn't do what they
• 46:48
  wanted. Suddenly they become angry.
• 46:50
  Or why God why? What how many times does he have
• 46:54
  to constantly? Do what we want him do?
• 46:57
  Why can't we thank him for the things he's already done?
• 47:01
  Amen. Amen.
• 47:02
  I believe that wholeheartedly good point.
• 47:03
  I mean, what for me, right? I realize that he's put me on
• 47:06
  the spot that I don't deserve to be in you know with my mind such
• 47:10
  as I should have been like, almost there something.
• 47:13
  You know, I should have a home and have a family, I should have
• 47:16
  a lot of things. So I'm very thankful.
• 47:17
  But like you said, I'm thankful for what he does for me, and
• 47:20
  whatever it may not be Mansions or right.
• 47:25
  I don't miss any meals, I don't have to worry about him and how
• 47:28
  to take care of my rent, any of that stuff and I don't deserve
• 47:30
  it. Gospel.
• 47:31
  I don't deserve it. And I think if you can come to
• 47:34
  that realization but for me, I can only speak for myself.
• 47:39
  I am so appreciate what God has given me and I don't care if
• 47:43
  it's not a mansion, don't care what it is.
• 47:44
  As if mine is giving it to me, it's paid for, I don't have to
• 47:48
  worry about my next meal, my rent.
• 47:49
  So I'm not going to get anywhere.
• 47:51
  I'm going to try to get this done that and it's not
• 47:54
  Mercedes-Benz. I wish all personal realize that
• 48:03
  whatever is on this Earth means absolutely nothing.
• 48:05
  It's where you are or how you could get, and how you treat
• 48:08
  people here, and where you go afterwards, what's going to
• 48:10
  happen after what she has to say, where are you going to say?
• 48:14
  Well, know where, when I die and you know, I rest my case, we're
• 48:18
  going to Glory. We're going to heaven with the
• 48:20
  little guy. We're going to be with God and
• 48:21
  we going somewhere. He was going nowhere and I think
• 48:27
  that's the situation that you find yourself in the same user.
• 48:33
  Ask this question, how do you maintain your face when you see
• 48:37
  the evil immoral atheist Prosper on the internet?
• 48:40
  Well, first of all, I've been around the internet for 20 years
• 48:44
  and I know that most people are on the internet, and I'm not
• 48:47
  just saying, atheists, or even some religious people sad to
• 48:51
  say, who do this, where they put on a different face on video
• 48:54
  than what they're actually feeling in real life.
• 48:57
  I can't tell you how many times whenever I was a non-believer, I
• 49:00
  was Very open about this. I was depressed, I was suicidal.
• 49:04
  I didn't like the fact that at the time, I believed that my
• 49:08
  life had no objective. Meaning and purpose, I literally
• 49:12
  seen my own family, is nothing more than an evolved Apes for a
• 49:16
  while. There it doesn't make you feel
• 49:18
  good, it does make you feel positive.
• 49:20
  Yes. Or atheist.
• 49:22
  You seem to be financially well, but a lot of these folks are
• 49:25
  talk to them behind the scenes of fear, as well as being an
• 49:30
  unbeliever in the same mud pit with them.
• 49:33
  And I can assure you, that money did not make them happy, it was
• 49:37
  not making them feel good and as far as love was they believe
• 49:41
  that love was nothing more than a chemical.
• 49:43
  So it didn't give them that. Good warm, feeling that love is
• 49:47
  supposed to be a theist have the highest suicide rate in the
• 49:51
  highest substance abuse rates. They are known to be the highest
• 49:55
  alcoholics. And why do people drink alcohol?
• 49:57
  Why do people do drugs because they want to escape?
• 50:01
  Reality. They want to escape the pain of
• 50:03
  their own life. They want to live in fantasy and
• 50:06
  not have to accept her. Be accountable for the things
• 50:09
  coming. So now I don't feel like
• 50:11
  atheists are prospering. They might smile on video and
• 50:15
  they might tell you, everything's okay, and they
• 50:17
  don't need the Bible, but I talked to enough of them to know
• 50:21
  that it's not always. Let's say there's more than
• 50:25
  meets the eye. What about you mr.
• 50:27
  Stomp That's one thing for the guy that I believe his word is
• 50:31
  actually his word is inspired by him, you know?
• 50:33
  And it says, what does it profit a man to gain the whole world
• 50:37
  but in the end of loser. So, so will you understand the
• 50:41
  concept that like, I keep saying that these things in this in
• 50:45
  this earth, me know, if you can prosper you could be a bit, I
• 50:48
  have a lots of money fancy cars until your life or, you know,
• 50:54
  your family might benefit from you that way of material things
• 50:58
  before you whatever it is, you reach when you die, like all
• 51:01
  these rich people are always Wicked, people don't show us all
• 51:03
  them. People like that that I put in a
• 51:05
  spectrum when they end their life is ended.
• 51:10
  All that's gone. You're not going to have
• 51:12
  nothing. Then he got a fishing rod with a
• 51:15
  fish in. This is, what does it profit a
• 51:16
  man to gain the whole world? You know, Mister stomp, it's
• 51:22
  interesting. A lot of people they have this
• 51:24
  really shallow of you that if you become famous or you become
• 51:28
  super rich that suddenly your life is going to be so much
• 51:31
  better because obviously you can get more material things but
• 51:35
  there's another, there's a flip to the coin there.
• 51:39
  A lot of people will want to be friends with somebody fake
• 51:43
  friends, with someone who has a lot because they want that too
• 51:47
  and they will give fake love to someone that they don't actually
• 51:51
  really care about and use them. And all that you hear stories
• 51:55
  all the time about celebrities being married several times, are
• 51:59
  there life on any part. It's only good while there.
• 52:03
  Up on the ladder. But sooner or later the higher
• 52:06
  you get up on the ladder, there's always gravity, right?
• 52:09
  The higher your up the farther you fall.
• 52:12
  That's the way life seems to go. Hey man, I agree with that.
• 52:19
  Yeah. But your old things are lucky
• 52:21
  for me. I've never been a big thing in
• 52:22
  my life. I've never even considered a
• 52:24
  Time course. We know that money will help you
• 52:26
  write this life. You have to have money.
• 52:28
  It's not like that but it certainly shouldn't love it.
• 52:34
  The scripture says, you know, that the love of money is the
• 52:36
  root of all evil. That's definitely true.
• 52:38
  Loving and worried because this is also true when the scripture
• 52:45
  seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all
• 52:48
  will be provided, aren't you? This is the truth of God's word.
• 52:51
  You seek his King, the first It is right for you.
• 52:56
  What you need, how he thinks you need it, and it's going to be,
• 52:59
  it's going to be plentiful. It's going to be abundance and
• 53:02
  should be enough for you when you were honest, and what life's
• 53:05
  about? We got to see says, how do we
• 53:11
  know when we have enough material wealth?
• 53:14
  Well, if you're me whenever it comes to well as long as I have
• 53:19
  at least enough to be able to pay bills and I'll keep myself
• 53:23
  afloat and all that everything else just kind of curious itself
• 53:26
  and that that's that's fine with me.
• 53:29
  Anytime I've ever gotten any kind of money your inheritance
• 53:34
  or anything like that. I usually would give it to the
• 53:36
  people. I love, or I would give it to
• 53:38
  people who need it. I'm not one of these type of
• 53:41
  people, it burns a hole in my purse, but I've never wanted
• 53:46
  anything. That's like a, I guess what some
• 53:49
  would call evil or terrible. I just, I just got no need for
• 53:53
  it. If I do have money, it's going
• 53:56
  to end up going away quickly anyway cuz I gave it to those.
• 53:58
  I love and care about. What about you?
• 54:08
  Might be like Pleasures or whatever it is, you see the
• 54:11
  stuff. You should know, actually real
• 54:12
  happiness and I was like the kid has a toy all the toys on
• 54:14
  Christmas Eve open tomorrow. Play some appointment in your
• 54:17
  office in the corner because it's just, I saw fake.
• 54:19
  It's not real. It's just like a fake rash that
• 54:23
  you get to know. So you understand that God will
• 54:27
  provide for you. This is amazing thing.
• 54:29
  You don't like for instance, why wasn't working?
• 54:32
  I'm retired now. But why was working as a friend?
• 54:35
  So I went to buy a car once then die in the salesman.
• 54:38
  Ask me, you know, trying to see how they would try to negotiate
• 54:39
  with you, I do not know. My wife's in here with me, I
• 54:45
  have no clue how much I make because Dad has not put it in my
• 54:48
  mind to worry about money to provide for me, right?
• 54:51
  So if it's a hundred thousand, I really don't know.
• 54:53
  I know, I know idea how much I made because that's when he
• 55:01
  asked me like It and I think God put it on my heart to know not
• 55:09
  to not to worry about that. And then my, my wife knows
• 55:12
  because she handles all the bills and everything and I trust
• 55:14
  it so she can, she could rip me off line and say but got put in
• 55:18
  my mind not to worry about that stuff.
• 55:20
  And I took it literally not to worry about, you know, how much
• 55:24
  money I make a year when I'm going to buy, you know, he
• 55:27
  always provided for me. I never been without an end, the
• 55:31
  point was like I came up very poor as a, as a kid.
• 55:34
  We were very poor, you know, he lived in that what they call a
• 55:36
  shotgun shack, a very small house with two bedrooms in front
• 55:39
  room in the kitchen, then our paper house with no glue with no
• 55:43
  hot water. There was only one heater.
• 55:46
  Do you know, in the in the middle of the of the living room
• 55:48
  that was it. So I wear hand-me-down pants, we
• 55:53
  had patches under clothes but God brought me along
• 55:56
  understanding. This stuff means nothing and I
• 55:58
  appreciate him for that. And I don't, I don't I don't
• 56:00
  want that does not be about me. One minute that we struggle.
• 56:02
  We were little because we still had our parents that love
• 56:05
  doesn't care for us. Man.
• 56:07
  And you understand that money? Me absolutely nothing.
• 56:09
  That means nothing other than to sustain you in this in this car
• 56:13
  in the world. Agnes, gracious.
• 56:16
  We could be genetically Brothers there.
• 56:18
  Mister stomp. I'm the same way with my wife.
• 56:21
  I looked at it and I'm like a caveman when I see the numbers
• 56:25
  come in from bills. I'm like, what's that mean?
• 56:29
  I don't understand math, go ahead, just throw the pile of
• 56:33
  money at the wife and see if I do not have a wife.
• 56:40
  And I was a single man on my life.
• 56:41
  I would have probably, I wouldn't know what to do, I
• 56:43
  don't know, I don't know how to write a check to this day.
• 56:45
  I can't tell you how to write a check and you properly or keep
• 56:48
  an account of her. How I spent it in the back of
• 56:50
  the book and all that other stuff, I don't know.
• 56:53
  And I never wanted to know. So I got me a wife to do that
• 56:56
  for me, like a secretary cast, Yeah, we got this crisis and we
• 57:01
  got a lot of similarities there Mystic stump.
• 57:04
  I knew there was a reason. I dig you getting his grace is
• 57:07
  bubble. Gum says there are certain
• 57:11
  Americans who leave their kids to fend for themselves from the
• 57:14
  start while. Ignoring, their existence was
• 57:17
  either funded by their parents or a God in the first place.
• 57:21
  Not exactly sure what that means.
• 57:23
  Maybe bubblegum will come in here in a little bit plain that
• 57:26
  to us. He's not always completely clear
• 57:30
  to me on some of those statements, as well as Darth
• 57:39
  Dawkins using the name. Dorothy's.
• 57:48
  Not the actual Darth Dawkins, so, Okay, well, if you can turn
• 57:53
  off. Sure if I hear his voice up.
• 57:54
  I don't know who he is under. Little Chats every time
• 58:02
  different one so you can Grayson does a couple different names
• 58:05
  and something. So I'm not I'm confused by this.
• 58:13
  but if we, if we have time tonight, I'd like to go over one
• 58:20
  of my ways of proving that. Overnight proof showing that man
• 58:26
  was created in our bodies and the Garden of Eden is original
• 58:29
  count. Beginning of the creation of God
• 58:34
  and push her with the garden, rather than the 6 minutes for
• 58:42
  going on an hour. I usually do a show for 3 hours,
• 58:47
  unless there's a lot of exciting stuff going on.
• 58:50
  I've been known to go up to 12 hours.
• 58:52
  I don't know if I can handle 12 hours show, but the point is, is
• 58:56
  whatever you feel that you want to say, trust me, you'll have
• 59:00
  plenty time, say, whatever you want.
• 59:01
  If you'd like to get into that right now we can do that.
• 59:05
  We're just kind of answering some people out there, that's
• 59:07
  all. Yeah.
• 59:09
  Actually went because when I make claims right, I don't want
• 59:11
  to just clean things and people say the man's crazy, I never
• 59:13
  heard that before, you know, sorry I like to show the
• 59:16
  scripture why I say these things, if it all possible.
• 59:21
  How do I get to it? Start at 9.
• 59:26
  So I look like I just was getting ready to take a shower
• 59:30
  and I see your Show. Starting like what's going on
• 59:35
  here? Was it changed or what happened?
• 59:37
  What happened was that? I've got eyes, like a damn bat
• 59:41
  Master stump and whenever I was setting it up, I had meant the
• 59:44
  Saturday at 7 p.m. you'll notice in my videos.
• 59:47
  It's a very intro. I always say, hey folks, I'm
• 59:50
  going to be doing a show at 7 p.m. central, that's what I had
• 59:54
  in my mind. But the when you're creating one
• 59:57
  of these streamyards things numbers are really small.
• 1:00:00
  I have terrible eyes. I have to zoom up on the screen
• 1:00:04
  in order to Bill see stuff. It looks like Darth is here.
• 1:00:07
  Let's go ahead and add them to the show.
• 1:00:09
  How you doing there, Darth? Hey guys, if something says 9
• 1:00:23
  p.m. or midnight or something, just let me know.
• 1:00:25
  So I can set it properly, but I came on just as I was getting
• 1:00:38
  ready to get into the shower now and I saw you at work first one,
• 1:00:53
  other thing about the wealth thing and then we can get into
• 1:00:55
  it too. I've had the whole city bread
• 1:00:57
  couldn't Yates. Use a couple thousand dollars
• 1:01:00
  though, I've already got the computer that I like I already
• 1:01:04
  there's certain specific games I enjoy playing and I'm able to do
• 1:01:08
  that. And how many box of Twinkies
• 1:01:10
  does Amman mean? Sound like you need 10, you're
• 1:01:13
  only going to eat one anyway so I don't know.
• 1:01:16
  I'm pretty simple, I don't have. Like, I don't, I'm not one of
• 1:01:21
  these people are I'm like, oh I need a, a Corvette or Porsches
• 1:01:25
  or something, for me, as long as the machine is capable of
• 1:01:29
  getting from one place to the other and intelligible time.
• 1:01:34
  I'm good, you know, I don't care if it's a darn Wheels.
• 1:01:37
  Derby is she used to be a YouTuber.
• 1:01:52
  Who anthropy you say was a YouTuber.
• 1:01:55
  We discussed the little bit of is the I think you do need a
• 1:02:06
  material or cuz I'm nothing. But just want to focus on the
• 1:02:08
  the spiritual, only the spiritual for, like I said that
• 1:02:12
  you are a material being, you are going to need this.
• 1:02:17
  There's a story. Like, I think it's like an
• 1:02:20
  Indian Indian theology. They have these two gods and
• 1:02:25
  their discussion one. God is merely focus on the
• 1:02:32
  spiritual, the other guys, and I don't need you.
• 1:02:44
  And I just got through a couple by the way.
• 1:02:46
  So they're like, husband and wife.
• 1:02:48
  And so the guy that leaves the people didn't, you know, they
• 1:02:56
  run out of food because rice, you need rice to eat.
• 1:02:59
  And so the people who were relying on the material, they
• 1:03:05
  start becoming spiritually weekend, so, you know,
• 1:03:09
  antagonistically to choose their own family until that goodness.
• 1:03:13
  They had goes away with it. Inside the curly.
• 1:03:18
  Spiritual. Seems like all I do need that
• 1:03:22
  counter but I do need the material.
• 1:03:27
  It's a I think a You do need a material.
• 1:03:33
  You can't just have a spiritual cuz I mean we didn't have hunger
• 1:03:38
  and we just like every human was just on top of some invisible
• 1:03:41
  force field by the end of the day.
• 1:03:46
  We would, we would use humans as chairs and sofas entertainment
• 1:03:50
  if there was nothing else. We would turn on each other.
• 1:03:59
  Doesn't it seem like the material that's already out?
• 1:04:03
  There is an in abundance and it's not slowing the human race
• 1:04:07
  down from cars and stuff and killing them.
• 1:04:09
  Anyway, it's a cat usually, tends to be the main reason why
• 1:04:13
  people hurt each other in the first place because they see
• 1:04:16
  somebody they covet someone else's goods and then they will
• 1:04:20
  hurt that person to get what they want.
• 1:04:22
  Instead of accepting the good that they do have in their life
• 1:04:27
  or just simply asking, people do that to each other.
• 1:04:30
  So why somebody would take some food because, you know, they
• 1:04:38
  lack food, I don't steal McDonald's because, you know, I
• 1:04:44
  don't like McDonald's McDonald's.
• 1:04:47
  But somebody who doesn't have McDonald's will go after
• 1:04:50
  McDonald's in and steal their food.
• 1:04:53
  A not Amish, mister mister Darth we, we do.
• 1:05:00
  Obviously, he has things that he enjoys, and I have things that I
• 1:05:04
  enjoy. I am not saying that we all
• 1:05:07
  know, likes it in the closet, in the meditation thing going all
• 1:05:11
  day or anything like that, I have things that I like that.
• 1:05:14
  Entertained me. I'm just saying that once I got
• 1:05:17
  away from the idea whenever I was young, man, obviously there
• 1:05:22
  were all these things. I want to get my hands on but
• 1:05:24
  when you get older you start realizing that that stuff is
• 1:05:28
  intangible. This isn't it isn't something
• 1:05:30
  that feeds your soul basically. And that's what really gets
• 1:05:34
  important for you, as you get older, if that makes sense.
• 1:05:37
  But I think you certainly needed in this world because like let's
• 1:05:45
  say like all the land gets capitalized, never like one or
• 1:05:49
  two corporations and up on owning everything.
• 1:05:53
  This company to laugh or nobody else.
• 1:05:55
  Everybody would buy the part behind me no slaves.
• 1:05:58
  Do that government or Corporation.
• 1:06:02
  Why isn't that what people think that it's happening.
• 1:06:05
  Like, you know, the world economic Forum says you own
• 1:06:09
  nothing and be happy, but you're going to have to pay rent,
• 1:06:12
  obviously to somebody who owns. I'm probably going to be able to
• 1:06:15
  think the people of the WTF, the wealthy, you meet people, they
• 1:06:18
  think they did the same ones. I think we're using up the
• 1:06:20
  resources, their energy that we're taking up their land or
• 1:06:23
  water, or we were making it to hot supposed to be in all that.
• 1:06:28
  So so there's no end to human greed, right?
• 1:06:31
  You never have enough or when you understand the concept that
• 1:06:34
  the scripture tells you that she first God, and his
• 1:06:37
  righteousness. And all will be given to you
• 1:06:40
  right without much effort and without no worry, right?
• 1:06:44
  That, you understand, that's when you're in a place where you
• 1:06:46
  can be satisfied with what you got, and not be constantly
• 1:06:49
  looking looking to do other things more money, or even other
• 1:06:54
  people's goods and services or whatever for free.
• 1:07:02
  Away from spiritual. So it like beep like a country's
• 1:07:07
  and tell him about God. They're less likely to listen.
• 1:07:11
  They're like, I don't need that now.
• 1:07:14
  I'm not sure about that. Tell you what I've been out in
• 1:07:20
  the street preaching, those are the ones that were more
• 1:07:27
  friendly. Welcome.
• 1:07:28
  The people with money that like if I'm outside of a ice cream
• 1:07:31
  shop a popular one, that sells $10 ice cream cones, or $20 ice
• 1:07:35
  cream cones because it's all hype and people money.
• 1:07:37
  Go there, they hate me, they call the police on me, so I
• 1:07:40
  don't have a real life. I don't, I don't know what the
• 1:07:43
  truth is. Poverty in Africa, Bike route.
• 1:07:54
  That Christian schools in Africa.
• 1:07:58
  I don't know how crazy and that also makes them more prone to
• 1:08:12
  become more spiritual. But if all your life consist of
• 1:08:17
  you know, survival while you're thinking about it, some
• 1:08:19
  material, you're not really thinking about the spiritual,
• 1:08:21
  you have no time to think. Well yeah, looks like he
• 1:08:26
  promised. So I was very poor as a child, I
• 1:08:28
  mean I knew something was going on more than just a struggling
• 1:08:34
  in this life of Colonel things. I knew there was something
• 1:08:36
  beyond that. I knew something was going on.
• 1:08:44
  Something was more than just what I see in front of my face.
• 1:08:47
  So over here we if we get something nice and that where
• 1:08:57
  you think God for it and all that, but I'm not saying that we
• 1:09:00
  need to live in a mud hut or something and live all refer all
• 1:09:04
  this kind of thing. I'm just saying that I'm a more
• 1:09:07
  simple type of guy who's in the more simple things and maybe
• 1:09:10
  it's not just spirituality. It's just, I don't require all
• 1:09:14
  the all the crazy stuff that people get into.
• 1:09:17
  It doesn't seem to fill my existence and some kind of way,
• 1:09:21
  and that way. Calling you.
• 1:09:31
  And so you. Also takes away your
• 1:09:33
  spirituality, so too much and no endorsement.
• 1:09:36
  So you no longer take me about the surgery.
• 1:09:38
  Only material things for you. When you have lots of money.
• 1:09:47
  So you kind of think you are, you know, you don't need that,
• 1:09:49
  what you need or what you got, all the stuff, you know, God
• 1:09:58
  calls everybody. So who's going to respond or
• 1:10:01
  whatever about a rich man. so yeah, it, yeah, I think those
• 1:10:15
  early years for some people kind of really Influences, that
• 1:10:22
  trajectory of which way they go. Cuz like when you're younger,
• 1:10:27
  you're more impressionable. Sure.
• 1:10:30
  Sure, sure. And if something happened to
• 1:10:32
  traumatic and you plug the Wonder, well, why isn't God
• 1:10:34
  helping a guy? I get that believe me.
• 1:10:37
  But when you don't understand, Where we fell from your horse
• 1:10:41
  were falling. We really are.
• 1:10:43
  We felt like from the heights of Heaven to the Earth, be honest
• 1:10:47
  with you and it went to understand that it was none of
• 1:10:52
  your own since you got bullied all the time where you were
• 1:10:56
  molested as a child. I can see how you can help me
• 1:10:59
  but you won't never understand that.
• 1:11:04
  You never understand why things happened, why you want me to do
• 1:11:07
  your thing and got to step in. yeah, does Americans like you
• 1:11:18
  know letting their kids just like on their own cuz I don't
• 1:11:22
  think there's You don't really get taught spiritual less like
• 1:11:27
  an American homes or you just like told like 18 years of old.
• 1:11:32
  Well, you're you're by yourself and that the person who does
• 1:11:36
  that is clearly ignoring that they had Parents In like they
• 1:11:40
  live in a different time where, you know, you can buy a house,
• 1:11:45
  you had all that infrastructure, you had all that support, like
• 1:11:49
  in this. Now, this does not support that.
• 1:11:51
  Is this existed back, then that that's no longer available to
• 1:11:54
  this new generation. Well, I'll tell you what, I find
• 1:11:58
  out about this new generation that I don't want to work, I
• 1:12:06
  don't want to start off at McDonald's turn the price, they
• 1:12:11
  don't want to do it. That's why you see all these
• 1:12:12
  openings all around me at 1, they will train.
• 1:12:15
  You give me bonus, pay for your college this and that but they
• 1:12:18
  remain. Unfulfilled, wishes come up to
• 1:12:22
  be more dependent on, like a, what government should do for
• 1:12:26
  you and how much you speak for yourself and that she picked
• 1:12:29
  yourself up by your bootstraps. When I was young, I should be at
• 1:12:33
  the house when I'm a certain age, not that.
• 1:12:35
  I my parents told me I have to go, but I knew that I should try
• 1:12:39
  to start my own thing, my own family and I know that's why I
• 1:12:46
  should be nice to have a job. That's, it was sustained me and
• 1:12:48
  I work for that gold nowadays. I don't even think that, that's
• 1:12:53
  what they should be doing. continue with their life with,
• 1:12:58
  you know, Just cuz I got an art degree
• 1:13:13
  than you. You're should be granted an art
• 1:13:16
  gallery on 5th Avenue you know if you have to start by cleaning
• 1:13:26
  up the way of the guild system are the traits of someone you
• 1:13:37
  know I can in the old monarchy the the blacksmith would teach
• 1:13:43
  his son that he would cut the next blacksmith in the next game
• 1:13:47
  and there's a transfer of skills.
• 1:13:54
  And we kind of lost that. Yeah, well, you know, things are
• 1:13:58
  changing technology. You have to show me how to get
• 1:14:07
  on Facebook or whatever. What's his messenger, me?
• 1:14:09
  I didn't know what that meant until like this year.
• 1:14:11
  What Facebook Messenger was Facebook, I had to ask my kids
• 1:14:19
  and they showed me. So things are kind of upside
• 1:14:21
  down and backwards. Zombie Walmart on technology
• 1:14:27
  Savage. Arabic and I think like that is
• 1:14:31
  something that's why he does. Like, you people aren't really
• 1:14:34
  teaching their kids to become colder.
• 1:14:36
  That's something that's going to be a necessity cuz like this,
• 1:14:40
  there's only so many manual, labor jobs.
• 1:14:44
  Somebody has to do with jobs that require thinking and let's
• 1:14:48
  try this boring, no fun but it's it's a lot easier to teach the
• 1:14:53
  kids earlier cuz they don't really have these type of
• 1:14:56
  classes in public schools. It's it's just a basic, you know
• 1:14:59
  evolution in math. But that's a really yeah, those
• 1:15:03
  are really good and then prepare for the future of its, it just
• 1:15:06
  saw their functional to be a worker.
• 1:15:08
  But not really something that's going to get some head and life
• 1:15:10
  in public. Schools are not meant to get
• 1:15:14
  your head alive after they're meant to keep you where you're
• 1:15:16
  at. So, they have a work permit
• 1:15:17
  working class and you can, to spare us your theory, whenever I
• 1:15:21
  was, I've been through that goes, I was in the classroom,
• 1:15:24
  English teacher was more interest in talking about his
• 1:15:28
  what he did in his day off and the kids and nobody ever have,
• 1:15:34
  you know, I've been there with my kids sit in their classrooms
• 1:15:37
  cuz he's doing something wrong. I want to go to straight and the
• 1:15:40
  teacher put on a some kind of video and put headphones on.
• 1:15:49
  They're dancing that you know, running out the classroom now.
• 1:15:52
  I think the sultan on purpose, I don't know if you noticed her
• 1:15:58
  kids to the public schools where they live there.
• 1:16:01
  If they are the Whitney Houston, is this an act of public schools
• 1:16:07
  are like magnets. When they never sent to the
• 1:16:09
  neighborhood, one or two cents, a private school teacher, get
• 1:16:17
  the kids out of public schools in San Antonio Catholic school
• 1:16:20
  cuz that way you also get the spiritual side and not just know
• 1:16:23
  just you know your normal teaches mathematics cuz you want
• 1:16:28
  to reinforce the spiritual just as much of the material I
• 1:16:33
  wouldn't recommend Catholic but you can't teach a kid yourself
• 1:16:41
  there's nothing wrong with you, like friends and my grandson
• 1:16:43
  stays with me. He's eight lights turned on.
• 1:16:45
  He knows that I'm that I have these talks he knows how to read
• 1:16:49
  scripture and he even start picking up his own little on
• 1:16:51
  YouTube. Younger kids version and tell me
• 1:16:55
  about things. So she was example that you're
• 1:17:05
  doing it, I believe that they will pick up and understand this
• 1:17:07
  is the way of life, this way, you should be.
• 1:17:09
  Yeah, you don't need a school to tell him what I think.
• 1:17:12
  I think it's pondering questions.
• 1:17:14
  Like why? Why is there something rather
• 1:17:16
  than nothing very important? Cuz that that's that's how kids
• 1:17:19
  get into it? Like a spiritual Road in public
• 1:17:24
  schools are absolutely getting kids off.
• 1:17:26
  The sparrow evolution is an example of trying to get soft.
• 1:17:33
  Girl, I'm in the lbgt with an elf pet things push down and all
• 1:17:38
  that stuff, which is nothing to do with spiritual.
• 1:17:39
  That's what all your Colonel. You know, you're kind of less,
• 1:17:47
  that's what is about, which it is basically, right?
• 1:17:56
  Explicitly plan on kid's life or see where I live in Illinois.
• 1:17:58
  They have a law that says that this agenda must be teaching the
• 1:18:02
  public schools to teach that lesson.
• 1:18:09
  You call me. I'm going to go up there and I'm
• 1:18:10
  going to put my kids out and I'll sit with him in office
• 1:18:12
  overheat or something. We're not going to be doing
• 1:18:14
  this. We're not as for me to tell my
• 1:18:16
  kids was not for you to realize, like the LGBT flag is not a
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  national flag. It's not a big sports, like it's
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  a sexual flag, so that it will be akin to be bringing the
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  Playboy Bunny flag to school. But if I say anything that
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  stupid Channel 6 in with multiple women, same, it's the
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  same exact thing just in a different flipped around, and
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  they don't, they notice I understand what's going on.
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  You just want to let me believe all the stuff they were caught,
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  but but the ones that are charged if I made all these
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  things, they know what that Mr. Stump you and said that there
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  was a topic that you were wanting to bring up.
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  Didn't want you to forget about it.
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  That's the problem description is right.
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  Is to do his inscription. That's why we get this work.
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  Unless you already spoke with me.
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  Otherwise, I'm just going to go through it.
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  Just fine. If you have a question, like,
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  what? I do understand that I'm crazy
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  and I'm just all of it. Pops up.
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  I will prove it. It's always slow on my end.
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  My entire spring is just watching those lies.
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  I made. You see the ones I may be
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  forcing stuff. All right, about that.
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  All right, so the prophecy says the information times the things
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  that are not yet. Done saying my contacts list and
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  never do all my pleasure. So like I said this Facebook,
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  and that means whatever God declared in the beginning to be
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  the end, whatever. Is in the end, will be in the
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  beginning. So we don't, we're not sure
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  what's begin this because I'm going to say the Genesis one
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  account when I called a Six-Day, this is one of the six days of
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  creation. Is not the beginning.
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  The Garden of Eden story is a is a different toe, stored in the
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  Six-Day creation. Genesis 1 and 2 and 3.
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  So that's the reason not the same most Christians.
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  Say those are the same identical stories told in different
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  manners. I want to prove today that
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  they're not and I want to try to prove that the end Revelations
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  21 and 22 is going to reflect the beginning of the garden and
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  not the beginning of the six days, operation Genesis So these
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  are the different type. I leave them here on the screen
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  between the Genesis 1 carnal. Would I call to Connery, make
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  after the sin of Adam and Eve in the garden and the Genesis 23
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  Garden account when man was in the garden, the original
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  creation on day one, this is what it was.
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  So in Genesis one, we see we see, darkness is like right, we
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  see God's sake, let there be light and then he separate the
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  light from the darkness. We see Darkness to light in the
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  garden count, we see no record of a Darkness or night there.
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  We never does never mention Please give me Genesis 1.
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  We see the primary being crazy, right?
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  God, made the firmament separate.
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  The waters below. The firmament from the waters
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  above from me. In Genesis account in the garden
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  account of Genesis 2-3, we do not see a firmament.
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  In Genesis one, we see the sea. God separated the waters from
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  the dry land and he called the waters, sees it fixed.
• 1:22:35
  So we see the Seas being created in Genesis 1 and Genesis 13.
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  There's no mention of a see you. We hear a river that goes out of
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  the garden but we do not hear sees it's not mention. in
• 1:22:48
  Genesis, when there's grass and her herbs, that would create on
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  the third day, And in Genesis 232 gardnertown.
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  There's no grass of herve's scripture says God.
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  Planted a garden, Eastwood and eating, is there any put the man
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  and he made you grow from that Garden?
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  Every tree is Pleasant to the site so there was no mention of
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  grass or herbs in in gardnertown.
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  In Genesis 12, creation. We see sun moon and stars
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  created on day, 4 in Genesis 23. There's no mention of sun, moon,
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  and stars. In Genesis, when we see sea
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  creatures being traded. On the fifth day and in Genesis
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  23 Garden, there's no mention of a c's.
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  There's no sea creatures. In Genesis 1:1 this is all it
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  made. The Highlight the differences
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  that they are not the same creation that's the whole
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  purpose when I'm doing it just to give her a reminder what I'm
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  saying? We have files made from Waters
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  in Genesis 1. In Genesis 2 and 3 we have Falls
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  made from the earth that's definitely different.
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  In Genesis, when we ship Colonel, commandant, both the
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  man and animals was actually the, the fish of the sea or the
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  sea creatures to be fruitful. And multiply you see that
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  happening in Genesis 1, Creation in the garden.
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  There's no Commandments. Adam and Eve or the animals to
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  be fruitful, and multiply because it was not a kind of
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  work into, this is one which equation of creeping things,
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  just us, two, three, there's no mention creeping things.
• 1:24:27
  In Genesis, when we see man to have dominion over a few given
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  dominion over the animals in Genesis, 23 animals are actually
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  man's help me. You see this one guy first
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  animals out of the ground and he brings them to Adam to name him
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  and it says there was not a help me or Adam.
• 1:24:44
  So, animals are not supposed to be having the meeting.
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  In Genesis 1, the colonel making we see trees and Herb's given to
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  man as I must be. This will be meat for you.
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  Scripture says, it will be me play.
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  This is what you going to eat in Genesis 2 through the garden
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  card account. We see trees and we see that he
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  said, you may either the treats not.
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  You must know. There's no calories needed in
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  that Garden account. There's no calories needed for
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  movement in life, like this in this kind of world since you may
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  either than trees. And we know that one of them
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  trees in the tree of life. So this is these are not carnal
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  trees. Life in the carnal remake.
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  But yet we see that in the two and three in the garden account,
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  we know there's a tree of life and there's no tree of knowledge
• 1:25:38
  of Good and Evil internal remake we don't see anything.
• 1:25:41
  But that mention in the garden, there's a tree of knowledge, of
• 1:25:44
  Good and Evil knowledge about your mind.
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  Genesis 1. Man is made after the animals,
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  right animals are made on day 6, right before a man, according to
• 1:25:56
  the order, scripture than man is made you believe that's what
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  happened in the garden count, we see animals created.
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  After man, you said, I'm being made from the dust of the ground
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  first. Then the animals being made from
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  the ground formed from the ground, and, and brought to a
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  time so you can name them. So, this is, this is a big
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  difference and Not only was made after the animal right from the
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  river. Got so this is the order in the,
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  in the garden. Count as me, food options around
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  animals are made for Adam seeking to help me form does not
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  file form, God makes Eve from the rib of Adam.
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  So it's Man created animals, Eve.
• 1:26:34
  In the car, no account. We see animals being made first
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  and then man. Not the same, they're not the
• 1:26:40
  same account. We got a new person in here
• 1:26:46
  called the Servants of the Lord. How are you?
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  Oh, I recognize your voice. What's going on?
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  I got to call Cesar, by the way, people should know that mister
• 1:27:13
  stuff, but these graphs together, and I mean, he doesn't
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  think it's a big deal, but my goodness, this man should be a
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  geographer. Something I appreciate that.
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  Represent that you said you had a question though.
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  I wonder if I wanted for a while because of this kind of brings
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  it to my mind, if the 7-Day creation is actually not
• 1:27:50
  historical but a prophecy Adam and Eve is the historical.
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  The 7-Day creation of Genesis 1 is a prophecy of seven thousand
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  years and then I definitely believe that.
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  That's a guess part of the prophecy because we have to tie
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  them that some of the equation with the years like a thousand
• 1:28:24
  years and I slaughtered without you is like I'm sorry.
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  So yeah, I think that's the easy way to next return. 3 hours or
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  so. Stick to the plan is 7,000.
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  Your plan to redeem mankind, back to himself, back to the
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  Garden. Back to that Garden is not in
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  here. What's going on?
• 1:28:45
  Just a little busy, but I think he's actually day one.
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  God created heaven. And Earth was the first thing
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  that happened right after that. It's right there.
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  Then I believe I showed the scripture out of this thing
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  because it would be gone forever.
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  But then we see us in right after the operation follow-on.
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  First day, bald Water World pricing.
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  Let there be light by Sabri, from Darkness day-to-day.
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  What goes on to the registration form is being made.
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  The water is being divided is performing for her move, every
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  set into this kind of world, do I set it up the rest on the
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  seventh day. so I yeah, I see that it is Take me to Second
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  Genesis account is a different job creation account cuz like
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  cuz there's a lot of troubles if you're going to say there was
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  only one Facebook event. Yeah.
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  Yeah, I think so too. And I think the first one, if
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  you do, if you have a Reload Carnitas, like thoroughly and
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  said she took in the fruit of the tree, but like I said,
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  that's the Alicorn, is not even like the carnal things, right?
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  It's not, it's not a fruit of knowledge animals being brought
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  to them by God to see you, even for a d b back.
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  Then I was in front of the wake up.
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  You know it's just it's just they're running walking.
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  None of that. I don't see how we can even
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  consider that being eternal. Checking everything into account
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  or being the same as the other formation of Genesis 1.
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  Well, Christians, believe that you know, from the beginning,
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  this is what God did he put us in these kind of forms in this
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  kind of work? This is what some Christians
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  don't lock. The saying there's two different
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  accounts because they'll say will they could be concert big
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  concert. So there was problems with you.
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  So I'm saying Yeah. Well I mean, okay.
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  Well, it's like stuff was saying earlier.
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  Like, I think like that the animals were made after Adam and
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  Eve's that create stuff and ended up in the creation of the
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  7-Day creation animals made first.
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  Yes, Mackay has cuz I believe it's the inspired word of God.
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  So if it don't match up, there's something I'm not getting.
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  That's why I was suggesting that maybe the first seven days was
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  the prophecy and that g. Making Adam and Eve when the
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  literal. But I don't know if that's just
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  a thought it would. Look at the same way, this is
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  fire where to God, it's nothing wrong with it.
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  It's what we don't have to understand, but I'll let you
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  know, what is 2? It pulls us back into the first
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  day of Winter Garden in town, and I'm going to say, why are
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  the heavens and the Earth in the day?
• 1:32:30
  The Lord God made the earth and the heavens, what?
• 1:32:33
  I like to know about that. Something, but got something
• 1:32:37
  else, you don't have Generations, which is what
• 1:32:39
  happens when facing it has to be the creation of heaven and on
• 1:32:43
  Earth has been something going on to change day to make
• 1:32:46
  something else. We got every time you can erase
• 1:32:48
  these two generations of Adam you because it's always about
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  bhagat Singh something. So, something happened to cause
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  the generation that I have a nerve, then in the day, then it
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  changes to the Earth in the heavens.
• 1:33:02
  Put more emphasis on there on Earth versus the carnal.
• 1:33:05
  Paternal first having second So, so Genesis 2, it would be like
• 1:33:10
  long after the creation of Adam and Eve after they have
• 1:33:14
  children, right? This is actually, yes.
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  I know, right? This is like an international
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  order things of just one chance to comes in.
• 1:33:25
  And if you believe that Genesis 1 items already created, and yes
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  if you think that it was actually the first day, like I
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  was then yes or no because it's not the Six-Day.
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  What people think. And that's why it gets a little
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  confusing, right? I think this freezes back like
• 1:33:45
  No Limit. Featuring first five and every
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  plan to the field, right? The same in every plan to the
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  field before it was in the earth and every herb of the field
• 1:33:54
  before group. So we know and a 3, if you look
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  at the top are Earth, bring forth, grass herb and in trees.
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  But the same here, these are Generations or the cut the
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  accounts of the Heaven and the Earth.
• 1:34:06
  Before before there was plants in the field or in the earth in
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  herbes in the field before grew before this happened, we going
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  to have not date 3. So we're just leaving town.
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  Calls upon upon the Earth and there was no man to till the
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  ground. And then I mean God formed man
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  from the dust of the Earth. This is what follows this
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  Genesis to is the account of the garden.
• 1:34:37
  End up with. This is telling us in verse
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  five, and everything to the field before was in the area and
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  every herb of the field before. It grew.
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  Its kind of this happen before day 3.
• 1:34:47
  We know that happened on day too because the firm and all that
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  was just being made and the waters were separate, floors
• 1:34:53
  above. So it had to be on day one.
• 1:34:56
  Is giving us a bat is taking us back like like a sitcom where
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  they sit there and if they think I'm going to go back to what
• 1:35:02
  happened before. This one guys doing here.
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  You take this back today, one. I think it's important to mr.
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  Stump that. There were some people who get
• 1:35:13
  confused about this kind of stuff.
• 1:35:15
  You guys understand the history of how this all this.
• 1:35:20
  The creation story was even put together cuz you do most people
• 1:35:24
  realize that Adam and Eve didn't technically, write the creation
• 1:35:29
  story that is believed that Moses and Moses basically was
• 1:35:34
  told by God or he had a dream that I had some form of vision
• 1:35:38
  do for him. It would have been a you.
• 1:35:41
  Imagine that God gives you this message in a dream and you're
• 1:35:45
  watching this whole like being fast forward it cuz you know
• 1:35:49
  that he couldn't have just slept through the entire, like time,
• 1:35:52
  it would have been cut down for him to get an idea of what was
• 1:35:56
  happening. So it'll probably been that much
• 1:35:58
  information being bombarded into your Consciousness.
• 1:36:02
  That has been very difficult to put the guy.
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  Dream time works differently than, you know, i r l dream.
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  I are all time cuz I like dreaming an entire lifetime and
• 1:36:17
  then waking up Yeah, we could be impressed by that time.
• 1:36:34
  I don't know how to write you a book so I don't think we're sure
• 1:36:39
  on that about when he gave it to Moses.
• 1:36:41
  And in fact, it was Moses, but whoever he gave it to his and he
• 1:36:45
  wrote down his God, wanted to And just day-to-day Genesis
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  Genesis 2 chapter 2, which is the garden of country starts,
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  the garden account where you where man put me to the garden.
• 1:37:21
  Is that in Genesis? Is that in Genesis 2?
• 1:37:26
  That there is no mention yes. In Genesis 12 tells us that it's
• 1:37:31
  Monday to chapter 1 in Genesis want, but there is no firmament
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  in Genesis 22 chapter is it biblical?
• 1:37:57
  The reason we have the flood is because we hold on.
• 1:38:00
  Hold on one second. We got too many guess we got
• 1:38:03
  Mister Proverbs guy and we got somebody called, possibly looks
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  like they're burning a bonfire in the back.
• 1:38:10
  Hopefully, they're making me barbecue cuz I am a barbecue
• 1:38:14
  fan. How are you guys doing?
• 1:38:15
  And then we'll get back into this.
• 1:38:18
  Hey, how's it going, Brett? How are you guys doing tonight?
• 1:38:20
  I just don't know. Mister, bossam or mrs.
• 1:38:33
  That wasn't, that was awesome. I thought it was like I told you
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  I was just about to go on YouTube and check what time
• 1:38:55
  Brett was going live cuz I'm like, anal retentive.
• 1:38:57
  So I double check and triple check and then I saw you guys
• 1:39:00
  were alive, I'd like to know I'm late.
• 1:39:03
  The problem is you guys know just as well as I when you going
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  to stream yards, the numbers are really small.
• 1:39:14
  I have terrible eyes. I literally thought it was set
• 1:39:17
  for 7 p.m. my wife gets me up. I was taking a nap at 6:30.
• 1:39:22
  I come on, I look at it after stump, or post, what he did in
• 1:39:25
  the message. I'm like, oh no.
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  So I fixed it. I was like, man, has anybody
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  even going to show up now? Yeah, well, I mean it's a little
• 1:39:35
  early but I'm sure people will start flooding in here soon.
• 1:39:38
  Anyways, Brett, I wouldn't sweat it.
• 1:39:40
  Something's good to have you here just as I was concerned
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  about that, I screwed up cuz my eyes are bad.
• 1:39:53
  All right, back into the Genesis account.
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  All right. I'll talk to.
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  You had a question about the permit right here.
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  So Tennessee, one Do you want to see the Genesis 16?
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  Darts and God said, let there be a firmament in the midst of the
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  waters. Let it divide the waters from
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  the water. And got me a new family and
• 1:40:13
  divided the waters, which were under the firmament from the
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  waters, which were above from you.
• 1:40:17
  And it was so and God called The Firm in heaven and the evening.
• 1:40:21
  And the morning were the second day of the firmament, are these
• 1:40:28
  the same Waters that were released during the flood?
• 1:40:31
  Not you know what? I, I believe this.
• 1:40:34
  What I believe I believe that God is called the Fountain of
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  Living Water and in the Book of Revelation, man is also called
• 1:40:41
  associated with the waters to see the seed of the woman.
• 1:40:46
  That's that is that the right to be since that's it.
• 1:40:49
  So many Waters, that's your French people say.
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  I believe I pray to God for men is the water except for the
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  second day, there's no mention that it was good in any part of
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  this thing. All the other days of Christmas
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  day and it was good. It was good.
• 1:41:16
  He saw it was good to like, what's good?
• 1:41:18
  This second equation is no mention of good because God was
• 1:41:22
  separate from his creation that he loved mankind.
• 1:41:25
  It's not in this one with only. What date is not stated.
• 1:41:29
  It is good, or he saw. There was nothing like that.
• 1:41:37
  Cuz the way I'm thinking about it, like, if these are the
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  Waters of the waters above, the firmament.
• 1:41:45
  Are the waters that are released?
• 1:41:48
  On the flood then I think they're this dozen to can't,
• 1:41:52
  there's a separate creation of it after the flood. but like,
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  Cuz originally Okay, Christian start with the word already
• 1:42:08
  being flooded from the beginning and then yeah.
• 1:42:17
  So To me, this is just like there's like probably 2 to plot
• 1:42:25
  events. I mean, you started with the
• 1:42:27
  word being flooded, right? Would bring that slowdown was
• 1:42:35
  supposed to fall from an from the garden.
• 1:42:37
  That's God's Wrath, the water. Oh yeah, and that's why I don't
• 1:42:47
  believe that there was was without form and void from the
• 1:42:49
  very beginning, right. After I believe the garden was
• 1:42:51
  first, then it was out for me. That's what happened.
• 1:42:59
  That's not the guy created from that from the beginning, you
• 1:43:02
  know, without form reports because this scripture that also
• 1:43:05
  says God did not create the Earth for the same word, which
• 1:43:12
  is the Hebrew word for without form.
• 1:43:16
  That's it doesn't Genesee 10 years without form and void.
• 1:43:18
  That uses that same. God did not make the Earth
• 1:43:23
  without form. He made it to be inhabited so I
• 1:43:30
  don't know how we can avoid that situation Point prank.
• 1:43:39
  I'm trying to share my screen, so, Draw a timeline of this.
• 1:43:53
  So you start with, like a ready flooded world that supposed to
• 1:43:58
  be waterways, you know? then we get, like, The world
• 1:44:04
  with land and then with Woody's. Would this be Genesis one right
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  here at the season and we have the firmament and the firmament
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  is put in place to wait, we have we don't have the firmament but
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  it is flooded Is that beef or is it summer in
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  the, you know, the facts for no, I just had to happen before or
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  after g2r, after after Genesis 2 chapter Genesis 28.
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  I think it happens after after GTA because then you can then
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  that explains why you have Sf3 sounds like there's a creation.
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  Decoration with my day, one. Elsa glorified of man while he
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  was God, cuz the way I see. It's like Does the way I did.
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  So you have your your original flood World G1, then it gets
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  flooded and then after the fight after Noah you know, this is a
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  weird noise and then you have to do with the second creation
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  that. So why would God we?
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  Repopulate, the Earth was New Life and this is what it is and
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  this is why you don't have the firm in on this LG to because
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  that the permit was used up. And, you know, during the flood
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  Yeah, I don't get that. The firm has been used up to
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  talk about that. Don't sound like you from a
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  place called where the birds fly, when the birds fly.
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  I think you're talking about the separates, the waters from the
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  waters, I don't know, like, Kent hovind teaches about like that.
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  Yeah, that's what I'm referring to.
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  Like. So I thought like this firmament
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  was So I thought this firmament right here was holding back, you
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  know the waters was that separated the waters from the
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  waters. This firmament is gone and then
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  you get the flood. yes, proverbs sure.
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  Do you want me to keep in mind in the story of Noah?
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  Why do people forget about this expecially atheist?
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  But the water that flooded the Earth didn't just come from the
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  sky. It also came from underneath and
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  according to scientists just four hundred thousand miles are
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  within the Earth. There is enough water to fill
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  the oceans, three or four times over.
• 1:47:32
  So it's been scientifically proven that the world might
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  flood is very possible being that we live on a water Planet.
• 1:47:39
  It's 80% water already. Hey man, it's right in the most
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  upright came from beneath the earth's crust.
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  Although, some of it, it said it right brained, you know, it rain
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  down so it can be true. That when the firm has separated
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  water does, the body was awesome.
• 1:47:54
  It says, it says that the Earth split open and water came.
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  Basically spraying out from the Earth itself, so it's not just,
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  it didn't just rain. Ladies and gentlemen, I've heard
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  a lot of nonbelievers go even if you sat there and said that it
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  rained for this long and couldn't have done, that kind of
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  impact will can if your land mass is basically breaking open
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  and water is coming out of the earth, which like I said,
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  there's enough water to fill the ER three times over.
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  And for those out there who may argue against that, just listen
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  to guys like atheists Bill Nye. He says that if we had global
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  warming, we would flow out all over again, but that's not going
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  to happen. God already said.
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  We're not going to flood zone. Yeah, there's like this.
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  I think there's like the seam of a broken her so I guess there's
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  like a giant baseball like a scene.
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  So just cracking there. Genesis 1.
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  My whole point was to show that you to come from that the same.
• 1:49:27
  The Gardener comes, not the same as the creation of Genesis 1
• 1:49:30
  creation. 99% proof a not possible that I want to show
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  also right now that has 245 brought us back to day.
• 1:49:55
  One of the equation to show us what really went on before this,
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  what you called, the first Blood Of The Scribe and Genesis one,
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  where the elf on the board. You're saying, you're saying
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  that Adam and Eva cam was a spiritual account, is when the
• 1:50:18
  first seven days, was a physical account is that correct?
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  Or to be more precise. So, that we have the same
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  glorified bodies, that's what this whole discussion started
• 1:50:28
  with me trying to say so that the and reflects the beginning
• 1:50:31
  that can a going to have glorified bodies, right.
• 1:50:33
  I think most Christians believe. That's what scripture says that
• 1:50:37
  the end we're going to get rid of these carnal corrupted file
• 1:50:40
  body. So we can have glorified bodies
• 1:50:41
  in the end of people living with God.
• 1:50:43
  And that's what the Garden of Eden.
• 1:50:44
  Was he lives at 12th and implored five bodies and leave
• 1:50:47
  at the bodies in the Tabernacle, which was called The Garden that
• 1:50:50
  account, the Tabernacle of God, and the dress and keep it just
• 1:50:54
  like the priest was to take care of the services of the
• 1:50:56
  Tabernacle here on Earth. Because it says it's a shadow.
• 1:50:59
  It's a type of the true Heavenly.
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  That's why I got them Moses to make it according to the pattern
• 1:51:04
  shown to him. But he was supposed to be a
• 1:51:05
  pattern to show us. What what's a true heavily
• 1:51:08
  Tabernacles Garden of Eden was so nice.
• 1:51:11
  Go to help anybody, but the actual flesh fleshly glorified
• 1:51:16
  body. Just like Jesus said, we spoke
• 1:51:18
  about Jesus. That said, touch me.
• 1:51:21
  Touch me to the spirit have Flesh and Bones.
• 1:51:24
  He said this right after he was already resurrected, we had
• 1:51:28
  bodies that have Flesh and Bones, but it was a different
• 1:51:29
  type of Flesh, Celestial and terrestrial the different kinds
• 1:51:35
  of the Sunfish a man. So we don't understand
• 1:51:39
  everything about what it means to have glorified bodies.
• 1:51:42
  But I think Jesus gives examples by saying touch me to the spirit
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  have Flesh and Blood and Bones. There was no blood mention, I
• 1:51:51
  miss read that passage to say is he is like human Are you saying
• 1:52:04
  that there's a type of glorified body?
• 1:52:05
  That's not a discernible that requires blood, right?
• 1:52:08
  Scripture says that the life is the blood thinner of talking
• 1:52:12
  about the flesh. Why you shouldn't eat the flesh
• 1:52:14
  because it's the blood, it should be flesh and blood in it
• 1:52:17
  because the blood is the life. There of the flesh, is the life
• 1:52:20
  of the Flesh and life is blood pumping through us from the
• 1:52:39
  ground and gave him life. And I don't become a living Soul
• 1:52:43
  when he breathed into his nostrils, the breath of life.
• 1:52:45
  But I think it's important to say he is not, he is not at that
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  point, he is not a spirit and he is, he's not a soaked because if
• 1:53:00
  you stay here, because if he's thinking of that point, You're
• 1:53:04
  going to have to reject that he has resurrected.
• 1:53:06
  So Resurrection is very specific.
• 1:53:08
  It's the bring you into what you're talking about.
• 1:53:16
  This is the first job. I brought these things to you
• 1:53:20
  about those who are trying to deceive you, but in the morning
• 1:53:24
  that you receive from him advising you and you have known.
• 1:53:27
  They'd I'm in the wrong spot. I don't know.
• 1:53:35
  I'll get back with you, okay? Yes.
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  Oh well, yeah, I think the Jesus was giving his example of what
• 1:53:42
  that glorified body is. It's, it's, it's not purely
• 1:53:44
  Spirit, like, you know, like, we think of a ghost just like, I
• 1:53:47
  can't touch it. And we see that in the garden.
• 1:53:50
  He was made from the rib of Adam, so it was a type of fish.
• 1:53:54
  When it was not this carnal pleasure that we have.
• 1:53:56
  You spell start at first take first to his beloved.
• 1:54:06
  We are God's children now. And what we will be has not yet
• 1:54:10
  appeared that we know that when he appears, we shall be like him
• 1:54:15
  because we shall see him as he is.
• 1:54:19
  Wow, that's pretty good. That's pretty darn good, man,
• 1:54:23
  because he was being like that again.
• 1:54:34
  Because a long time for a long time, I thought he was sitting
• 1:54:37
  here with spirit and then there's some point it became a
• 1:54:48
  glorified flash, it was still flash, but like you were saying
• 1:54:51
  it was a celestrial flesh, missing it if that was glorified
• 1:55:00
  or not. I would, I would seem to think
• 1:55:03
  it was because there's no, like, middle stage that have
• 1:55:07
  descriptions for. I can do it between Cardinal and
• 1:55:09
  glorified bodies. You can't just have one halfway.
• 1:55:25
  Resurrection. Has not had to send it to the
• 1:55:36
  father. What's this?
• 1:55:42
  There's no way for us to understand exactly what florify
• 1:55:44
  flushes of them. Through that example of what was
• 1:55:46
  in the garden and then Jesus Christ.
• 1:55:48
  But we do know. The scripture said that this is
• 1:55:54
  vile and his bondage. It says, all of it.
• 1:55:59
  You got any thoughts on that mister proverbs?
• 1:56:04
  Oh, so stumped and I don't exactly see eye-to-eye on the
• 1:56:08
  Genesis account. So I just came in to like
• 1:56:12
  support him cuz I love him and this is his shells.
• 1:56:15
  So I'm just here in the background for anything.
• 1:56:18
  I can help with Wind like this. I'd like to hear all you guys
• 1:56:23
  opinions. If anyone has a different
• 1:56:26
  interpretation or view on how things go at talk about it, I'm
• 1:56:30
  sure there's a lot of people out there watching who are going and
• 1:56:34
  some people are going right on Mister stuff, who knows?
• 1:56:36
  But that we should share together.
• 1:56:38
  What is it called? Grind iron with iron, that makes
• 1:56:41
  our four Swords right 27-17 as iron sharpening iron.
• 1:56:48
  One man, sharpens another Deanna, give me example of what
• 1:56:55
  I was thinking about the Genesis account is that the first seven
• 1:56:59
  days could possibly not be historical that I prophesy and
• 1:57:04
  symbol symbolism in prophecy about the seven thousand years
• 1:57:09
  of creation that, and then crossed returns.
• 1:57:11
  And that does Adam and Eve account is the actual physical
• 1:57:16
  account. But I would see symbolism in the
• 1:57:18
  way of it being the actual encounter with God made man,
• 1:57:22
  that's just what I'm thinking about, you know, I'm not, I
• 1:57:25
  wouldn't bet money on it and you know.
• 1:57:28
  Yeah. But that wouldn't really, I
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  mean, for those have their who claimed mean that there's some
• 1:57:35
  kind of to creation accounts Unless somehow they contradict
• 1:57:39
  each other even if one were to claim one is literal or it's
• 1:57:42
  just a prophecy that doesn't really get it off the hook
• 1:57:46
  though so I think the dump is explaining it is actually it's
• 1:57:52
  clearing things up. But go ahead, if you have a
• 1:57:54
  different, you are now. No, I'll see what you're saying,
• 1:57:58
  but I don't know if it if it has a different meaning in the first
• 1:58:04
  seven days and stuff in it, talking about like the beast in
• 1:58:11
  the firmament represents the truth, like that, and it would
• 1:58:24
  be contradictory. We're missing it somewhere.
• 1:58:32
  So here's what I have for Genesis 7, verse 12, Yeah.
• 1:58:42
  Actually, I think it starts at 11 in the 600 year of Noah's
• 1:58:46
  life in the second month, on the 17th day of the month on that
• 1:58:50
  day, all The Fountains of the great deep burst open.
• 1:58:53
  So we have floods coming in from the ocean that are spilling over
• 1:58:58
  and stretching out the, the sea line.
• 1:59:00
  And then, in the floodgates of the sky were opened.
• 1:59:04
  I think that's the question. Everybody has is, what is it
• 1:59:10
  referring to with the floodgates of the sky were opened, is that
• 1:59:15
  referring to a nice canopy? That was first open somehow, I'm
• 1:59:20
  not sure, but I think that's the only reference we have for it
• 1:59:23
  unless you can think of a different ones come out before
• 1:59:28
  you guys continue. I don't know the servant knows
• 1:59:31
  this but there is a tab called private chat.
• 1:59:35
  Proverbs has been trying to get ahold of you and I don't know if
• 1:59:38
  you are seeing what he's writing to you over there.
• 1:59:41
  But Click on that new bill. See it just let you know,
• 1:59:44
  brother. Alright, continue Wonder Woman.
• 1:59:49
  I think they're just kind of atmosphere and it's just the
• 1:59:58
  clouds. Basically inside the clouds.
• 2:00:01
  First thing, open with rain, the contradictory picture of
• 2:00:07
  metaphor for the clouds being sick.
• 2:00:11
  What follows people of rain? I like the airspace.
• 2:00:24
  We could say, we're the sun, moon and stars are in the bird
• 2:00:27
  flying from Independence or tall girls to be killing them.
• 2:00:30
  Are you describing when you're, when you mention the Furman and
• 2:00:35
  are you describing like a form of ozone or atmosphere?
• 2:00:39
  So, yeah. So you have some sort of
• 2:00:52
  atmospheric, you know, covering there.
• 2:00:55
  And I mean, how we naturally have a shield around our planet,
• 2:01:07
  that protects us from becoming cooked ants.
• 2:01:10
  I would love for someone to give me a naturalistic explanation
• 2:01:14
  for why that is the case we have lost you on there, but it also
• 2:01:26
  corn to them. The song has helped and
• 2:01:29
  evolution. You know, this thing that will
• 2:01:31
  give you the cancer back in the old times that that's that's
• 2:01:34
  what helped you evolve from a monkey to, from a visit to a
• 2:01:38
  monkey. Does not forget the example to
• 2:01:41
  give of how life comes into existence, a lightning hits, not
• 2:01:45
  on the Rock. Now, the last time I seen
• 2:01:48
  somebody or something and hit by lightning, the last thing they
• 2:01:51
  did was come to life. Usually, they get set on fire
• 2:01:54
  and burns. Unless you're into sci-fi and
• 2:01:57
  you like Frankenstein, then it sends the work.
• 2:02:01
  Reality folks. Yeah, it's kind of ridiculous
• 2:02:06
  argument when you consider it all and I'll give you the sun,
• 2:02:09
  just perfect and it so that it doesn't burn us.
• 2:02:12
  But it's not too far away. We freeze them.
• 2:02:13
  All the Galaxy buds is just a random chance that there might
• 2:02:19
  be no one out there somewhere. So it's all Theory.
• 2:02:27
  And always will be a theory. So are the men for you but if
• 2:02:31
  everybody got the fact that you guys are not the same if you
• 2:02:34
  free or not that was the main point of the first part of that.
• 2:02:38
  I did want to go further into Isaiah prophesied, beginning
• 2:02:42
  years, mr. Stamp like I told me you don't
• 2:02:46
  have to be in a rush. It's all yours talk about what
• 2:02:51
  they had to say about this park. Let me go.
• 2:02:55
  Send it again. I guess I got to start over.
• 2:02:59
  Coming for you with Cher. Call Naser Mike show.
• 2:03:10
  Is a share and I can't kill myself. all right, so then I say
• 2:03:21
  that. You go on Isaiah's prophecy that
• 2:03:25
  God declares the end from the beginning.
• 2:03:28
  It was help us see. That was it.
• 2:03:31
  What's the true? Right?
• 2:03:32
  What's the true beginning is in the garden, I'm single fees are
• 2:03:34
  which one is the beginning? And if, if, if we have bookends
• 2:03:43
  so then the beginning either either damn account to the 60
• 2:03:46
  account or the garden, she completely reflect the end of
• 2:03:50
  Revelation, 21 and 22. So we seeing in Revelation, 21
• 2:03:56
  that God dwells with man and it says Revelation 21 verse 3, and
• 2:04:02
  I heard a great voice. I haven't seen you behold.
• 2:04:03
  The Tabernacle of God is with man and he will dwell with them.
• 2:04:07
  They shall be, his people got himself shopping with them and
• 2:04:11
  be their God. Let me know how much clearer can
• 2:04:12
  we get gas in the end? Dwells with man, with his with
• 2:04:16
  his children. Are we going to see this?
• 2:04:21
  And Genesis Are One 360 account. We see the garden account that
• 2:04:24
  they hear the voice of the Lord worse.
• 2:04:26
  Since the three first state to hear the voice of Lord walking
• 2:04:29
  in the garden. So he's there, right?
• 2:04:30
  The first time he called on some like where are where out that,
• 2:04:35
  right? And we also see your hands on my
• 2:04:38
  God. In Genesis 21 says I'm sorry.
• 2:04:42
  24/7 says the Lord God formed man of the Dust of the ground
• 2:04:46
  and form when you look at that one, for at least like to
• 2:04:49
  squeeze in shape. So I can use the pads
• 2:04:51
  appointment, right reason. He's more wild with everything
• 2:04:55
  and we look at the the Six-Day creation.
• 2:04:59
  God is not like Hands-On. He's more like let the Earth
• 2:05:03
  bring forth right to hurry up. Hurry up and see with the season
• 2:05:09
  self in it. Let the Earth bring for the
• 2:05:10
  trees. Let the Earth bring forth the
• 2:05:12
  Animals song. I'm going to stay in the end
• 2:05:23
  Manuel's with with Garden in the Garden of Eden.
• 2:05:25
  The checks that box Manuel forgotten incarnated in the
• 2:05:30
  tablets. Also I called the Tabernacle as
• 2:05:32
  we see in Genesis Revelation 21:3.
• 2:05:35
  You see that the Tabernacle of God is with man just like
• 2:05:38
  YouTube again. Then we look at death at the
• 2:05:41
  end, right? Revelation 21:4 says, and God
• 2:05:44
  shall wipe away all tears from their eyes shall be no more
• 2:05:48
  death. You're the song crying in the
• 2:05:51
  shopping anymore pain? So we see no death at the end,
• 2:05:55
  right? And we know, That before the end
• 2:05:58
  of that tree, there was no death that that's in processing in the
• 2:06:02
  world by one man, sin entered the world in the Bison.
• 2:06:06
  Death. So we know before he ate of the
• 2:06:08
  tree. it was a note that So that checks the box is no death in
• 2:06:14
  the end. No death in the beginning.
• 2:06:18
  A river. We'll look at the end in rev
• 2:06:21
  revelation, 22, 16 and he showed me a river Water of Life.
• 2:06:25
  Clear. As Crystal was sitting out, the
• 2:06:27
  Throne of God and of the land, Just to 10, we see this River
• 2:06:31
  and the river went out to eat in the water.
• 2:06:34
  The garden. In the six days, Chrysler,
• 2:06:37
  Genesis one. We do not see a river mentioned.
• 2:06:38
  Are you see Steve's being formed by separating?
• 2:06:42
  The Detroit Lions from the, from the waters in the water's.
• 2:06:46
  Got a call, see what she sees, what we do not see it in the
• 2:06:50
  first chapter of Genesis, the Six-Day creation summer.
• 2:06:55
  Check that box for. Yes, the garden matches up with
• 2:06:58
  the river in the end, river and beginning the garden.
• 2:07:02
  No curse. No curse in the garden.
• 2:07:05
  I'm in Indiana so I shall be no more curse but the Throne of God
• 2:07:11
  and of the Lamb shall be in it and it's ever sell serving.
• 2:07:16
  But in Genesis, the garden account, there was no curse
• 2:07:20
  until after the sentence on the garden while they were still in
• 2:07:23
  the garden before they kicked out.
• 2:07:26
  There was no curse until after the transcription then even Adam
• 2:07:34
  for send check that box. There is no sin in the garden
• 2:07:42
  and then no curse in the beginning.
• 2:07:47
  The Tree of Life. In The End, we're going to see
• 2:07:49
  the tree of life revelation 22 too.
• 2:07:51
  And I miss the street of it, I need a side of the river.
• 2:07:53
  Was there to tree of life. This is any and there was a tree
• 2:07:56
  of life and of course we know and we have to read the
• 2:07:58
  scripture that was a tree of life in the garden but there was
• 2:08:01
  no tree of life mentioned in the Six-Day creation of Genesis 1.
• 2:08:05
  Check the box again for the Tree of Life in the garden and at the
• 2:08:09
  end now, I'm going to look at The end, there's no Temple there
• 2:08:15
  in Genesis, 21 to 22 since I saw no Temple there in for the Lord,
• 2:08:21
  God Almighty lamb, or the Temple of it.
• 2:08:23
  There's no Temple mentioned in the garden.
• 2:08:26
  There's nothing. Then we're going to look at a
• 2:08:29
  revelation. 20, 25. And it says, there should be no
• 2:08:32
  night there, they need no candle, either light of the Sun,
• 2:08:36
  In the garden of town, we do not see your son or night mention,
• 2:08:39
  but in the Six-Day creation, we see that God called him today,
• 2:08:44
  the Delight day in the darkness, he called night.
• 2:08:47
  So we see a night there and we see a sun rated in the, in the
• 2:08:55
  Six-Day creation of Genesis 1. I just need to remove.
• 2:08:58
  It says in Revelation, 21, 23 and in the garden, there's no
• 2:09:03
  mention of the Moon by Queen on the conversation.
• 2:09:05
  That we know that God sent sent the moon in the firmament of the
• 2:09:08
  heaven will see that happened in Genesis 16 decoration, but not
• 2:09:13
  in the garden just like I said, in the end there's no more.
• 2:09:15
  Then it also says Revelation, 22:1 the end, there's no more
• 2:09:20
  sea and we know that there was no mention in the garden.
• 2:09:23
  We went over that and that in the Six-Day creation.
• 2:09:25
  Since the one, there was a secretive So, I think we checked
• 2:09:30
  all the boxes to show. Genesis 1 and it's not the same
• 2:09:38
  as the end. What is the same as their four
• 2:09:41
  matches up at the book and that's declared by God, then
• 2:09:45
  from beginning, but she spoke of all the box that check for the
• 2:09:51
  garden account. But not just a question of
• 2:09:53
  creation. So, therefore, the book ends are
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  the garden account, beginning of God's creation, and then they
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  match up as book ends. I guess that's the address about
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  what I want to say about that. Stop sharing that reminded me of
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  that scene from Forrest Gump, stump where he's talking about
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  Vietnam and then he's like, that's all I'll say about that.
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  I can say about it. I mean if you want to look at
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  and say well, I have to show how to do it.
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  See what happens when people think from.
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  I have some physical problems with this.
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  So there's a story in which Greek tale of a man who kept his
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  death and so he cannot kill the deaf, deaf deaf deaf and he does
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  this in order to, you know, do you know to end that for
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  everybody but he but he seems like in doing so now the old can
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  you know, can no longer come to there and those who have been
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  wounded in battle and Main in battle or wherever it is.
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  So he acknowledges like his choice to bring about the end of
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  death, was foolish, not known to be because that because only
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  through deaf can you come through your judgment to the
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  Judgment of your life? so he sets them free if you do
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  get cuz it are you saying like cuz I Think Jesus is saying in
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  this decanoate this this was when he sacrifices himself on
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  the cross, he take you text on, you know you're saying and so
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  you know, you're no longer And so is that is what's happening,
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  right? That's for sure.
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  That's, that's the last flame from the foundation of the
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  world. So he went when word and what it
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  did, what he said, don't do, they slew God's word right there
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  in a spiritual point in the carnal form, he had to be
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  slaying on the cross for us in the same matter.
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  The thing is the repeated scripture says, nothing to
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  understand. Some of these patterns are
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  repeated over and over in scripture to try to get into a
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  hard head, what's going on? So nothing new Under the Sun in
• 2:13:11
  the world and he was slain again on the cross strangely, and then
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  one Spirit, we are going to happen twice, but when the
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  spiritual Manner, and what's the name of people office?
• 2:13:23
  Getting the drug friends as a problem in the office?
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  Getting your judgment. What you?
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  What? You mean by Jesus, our Victor
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  atonement for you. Is that what you're saying?
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  What is not the Jesus to take making me at all when it's that
• 2:13:45
  you are at your office team yet. Yeah, well I'm a public school
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  kid. I'm scared to meet like the void
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  that I believe but I could be wrong. you know, you cuz like
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  everybody like the whole reason we have dances because nothing
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  that is created can live on forever cuz only God is eternal
• 2:14:05
  Write a message in Homer, said, everything was kind.
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  So if God was eternal, he brought onto his offspring.
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  Adam was the Eternal time until he messed up, and he just kind
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  of work the 10th at 11 spiritual annihilation.
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  Spiritual dilation mean that you like you lose your ability to be
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  conscious like that. I'm not sure because I know that
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  the Blackness of Darkness forever as if you have a
• 2:14:49
  conscience that you're there is what scripture say.
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  So I think that's why I'm actually I'm actually in the
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  nihilation this but I do believe that the Consciousness and all
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  of it is wiped out. If the person doesn't that, get
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  it straightened out? Can I give me an example of
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  something mysterious stump of why I have this View?
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  Now obviously all of you in here every person I've ever met
• 2:15:30
  believes that God is omnipresent, he's everywhere,
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  right? Okay, so whenever whenever the
• 2:15:37
  Bible has Jesus, say, I never knew you and it also says that
• 2:15:41
  you'll be separated from God. Will, how can you be separated
• 2:15:44
  from the omnipresent? God, the only way that
• 2:15:47
  realistically can logically happen is if you don't exist,
• 2:15:53
  that's the only way an omnipresent God can be
• 2:15:56
  everywhere. And yet, you are not in its
• 2:15:59
  presence anymore. Does that make sense?
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  Because I thought that you were, so what could happen, I believe
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  were, you know, your separate from God, is that he, he just
• 2:16:16
  ignores, like, you're not there, you know, like, you're not there
• 2:16:19
  your separate from God. You know, you're trying to maybe
• 2:16:22
  have a relationship but he's not, he's not hearing you, he's
• 2:16:25
  not hearing what you got to say. I think there's an example of
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  scripture like that when he stops missing and he stops, you
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  know, keeping his eye on you. He's like, I'm leaving to
• 2:16:34
  yourself now since you Besides what you want as well as
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  separate from your guy and you're seeing is a costume to
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  turn his face from you. My perspective on the
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  annihilation isn't things pretty interesting.
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  I don't know if you ever heard this before, but I think I do
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  believe in Annihilation ISM. But I think that what happens is
• 2:17:03
  that when somebody dies and they're not in the grace of God,
• 2:17:06
  then they'll go to do, go to Haiti's know, but they're going
• 2:17:10
  to be punished, but at the end of time, you know, that says
• 2:17:14
  Revelation all the people in the 80s or in Hell or Hell, or
• 2:17:18
  whatever, they're going to be caught up to the judgment.
• 2:17:20
  And I think that's when the second death happen to me, you
• 2:17:24
  know, your first day of his, your body stats.
• 2:17:26
  With the second dance will be the death of us all You guys
• 2:17:31
  remember? There's a passage in a lot of
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  Christians are well understood of work.
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  It says that he wishes that no one Paris.
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  I don't know if anybody's ever actually looked up the
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  definition of that, but it means to be ruined and destroyed
• 2:17:46
  Beyond repair. So basically I do believe the
• 2:17:51
  into Eternal punishment is is it your eternally destroyed?
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  We're talking about a God who has the ability to build life
• 2:17:59
  and create life but if he takes that from you, you there is
• 2:18:04
  nothing more. You don't go off and I think a
• 2:18:09
  lot of it to is metaphor, just because in some places, it says
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  he'll be fired. But then, in another place, Paul
• 2:18:16
  speaks about us. Outer Darkness, where Jesus
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  says, I can't remember, but how can I be darkness and fire at
• 2:18:21
  the same time? You know, I think it's just ways
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  of explaining that it's going to be bad.
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  Depending like I said, on whether it's hell or it's going
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  to be like a fire in the end, be annihilated.
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  Yeah, yeah. I kind of lean towards
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  Annihilation. I sure hope so.
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  I love that was suffering forever and I don't think either
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  one of the problems that some people have is a goal that
• 2:18:53
  doesn't sound like I've heard some atheist as well as some
• 2:18:56
  religious folks. They will, let's not much of a
• 2:18:58
  punishment. People have to remember that the
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  annihilation, this does not claiming the time.
• 2:19:04
  On it, he could very well be millennium's before your soul is
• 2:19:08
  completely obliterated so there we don't know the pain and
• 2:19:12
  suffering that involved. If you're under in the screws
• 2:19:15
  should maybe an amount of pain and suffering, you're not going
• 2:19:19
  to every second of it's going to seem like an eternity for you if
• 2:19:24
  you think about it and a man. Yeah.
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  Enjoy 1:13 says Raging Waves of the sea forming their own shame.
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  The home has reserved Blackness of Darkness forever, and that
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  always scared me more more than Hell Fire.
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  Because I can't imagine being like enough totally Darkness,
• 2:19:45
  nobody around you. You mind it was so crazy.
• 2:19:49
  God, speak to the no one speak to your, on your own.
• 2:19:52
  In this dark, dark, dark, black place.
• 2:19:54
  You're there for ever dare to the burden?
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  Well, if you think about it, let's get rid of them.
• 2:20:14
  It will be completely dark cuz that's just don't think to look
• 2:20:18
  up. The sky is just absolutely
• 2:20:19
  Darkness. So it, it's an aesthetic Choice
• 2:20:22
  as well. Considered.
• 2:20:31
  Yeah, I know it would be very daunting to look out into space
• 2:20:34
  and see nothing but Blackness, that would be intimidating and
• 2:20:37
  terrifying actually, have you ever been in the woods in front
• 2:20:43
  of you? That is all I want of those
• 2:20:46
  people that refuse to be a statistic, I'll do what it takes
• 2:20:50
  to survive in. That means usually not going in
• 2:20:52
  Dark Woods the scary story for my brother.
• 2:20:56
  So once I meet you in the woods and it's pitch dark and you with
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  a couple buddies and all around him, he was here laughing
• 2:21:04
  children, running around around them and just laughing that is.
• 2:21:11
  So scary. Just being pitch dark and just
• 2:21:13
  laughter at you. Hill has eyes.
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  Not really but I just got a question.
• 2:21:24
  Door. What's up, man?
• 2:21:25
  You don't have time to ask a lot is backstage you don't want?
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  I don't want to interrupt. I'm very proper.
• 2:21:36
  I try to be anyway. We Shall Perish somehow, and
• 2:21:46
  fire and brimstone Ryan. Well, the idea is that humans
• 2:21:51
  are thrown into our. The souls are thrown into a lake
• 2:21:54
  of fire so there's definitely all that everything that
• 2:21:58
  Revelations talking about, but as far as whenever it speaks of
• 2:22:02
  Eternity and all this, it's basically saying you going to
• 2:22:05
  eat from my interpretation, your eternally, ruined and destroyed.
• 2:22:09
  Imagine if me and Darth, we were going to like a a building
• 2:22:14
  filled with the most expensive computers of all times.
• 2:22:17
  And for whatever sick reason we decide to take baseball bats and
• 2:22:21
  destroy it with no intention of ever repairing it.
• 2:22:25
  Well it used to be a computer but now it's crumble, it's
• 2:22:29
  nothing but material sitting there, it's it's ruined, it's
• 2:22:33
  not going to function as it did before.
• 2:22:35
  I know that there's there are some people who believe that
• 2:22:38
  there's torture and all this kind of stuff, but that idea I
• 2:22:42
  believe comes from something called Dante's Inferno.
• 2:22:49
  Yeah, I don't think that's necessarily torture.
• 2:22:52
  The pilot will definitely be in, you know, just because that's
• 2:22:57
  how it's going to be. Yeah, you got a Thang to like
• 2:23:04
  like I was saying like, you know, he'll you know, prior to
• 2:23:08
  the final judgment. Do you know you're away from
• 2:23:13
  love? The God is love, but not God
• 2:23:15
  loves, but God is love. So if you're separated from God,
• 2:23:19
  if you separated from Total love, which leaves its vacuum,
• 2:23:23
  where are you? You know, if you don't mind I'll
• 2:23:27
  I'll give you just a short read out of how I Envision, why hell
• 2:23:32
  is still even though there's annihilationism involved, why
• 2:23:36
  it's so terrifying, it's not just the darkness part.
• 2:23:39
  It's the idea that a man or woman decides that they want to
• 2:23:44
  go out into the darkness of the Wilderness is far.
• 2:23:46
  From the concept of God is they possibly can, imagine that you
• 2:23:51
  find a door that's in the ground and you decide that you want to
• 2:23:54
  go in there, you make the choice that you want to go in.
• 2:23:58
  And that is you go down into the darkness, the door shuts behind
• 2:24:01
  you. Now, you realize that no one can
• 2:24:04
  hear your screams. No one can hear you calling out
• 2:24:07
  for help. You are trapped there but
• 2:24:10
  eventually About what would happen to the psychology of a
• 2:24:13
  person who knows that they're trapped and can never get out.
• 2:24:17
  If you were the most intelligent strong-willed person on the
• 2:24:27
  planet sooner or later, everything about you would
• 2:24:30
  dissipate it be gone. You would lose your mind.
• 2:24:38
  Best traffic, route, to whatever happens.
• 2:24:51
  Earlier you said that God is is like, when you say is love, are
• 2:24:56
  using like equal sign. Yeah that love is God emanates
• 2:25:02
  love like he is what he says God Is Love.
• 2:25:06
  Actually what that means but just taking it back.
• 2:25:12
  When the Bible says God is love love, couple others.
• 2:25:24
  This debate you should watch you know Tom rabbit.
• 2:25:37
  No, I don't think I have that record saw those videos of Darth
• 2:25:42
  Dawkins and likes to put clips of religious people,
• 2:25:46
  non-believers to babies on Discord.
• 2:25:48
  He doesn't really talk much himself though.
• 2:25:51
  And also, if I had a dollar for every time somebody has told me
• 2:25:56
  to go to a channel and watch a video, I would have enough to
• 2:25:59
  probably get a small island and build us a studio in.
• 2:26:04
  We could have a Christian News Network says, God is love.
• 2:26:14
  So I'm taking that and I'm not, I'm not, I'm not saying God is
• 2:26:19
  disordered loves and I like like I received no disorderly, I
• 2:26:30
  didn't know if that's where you were going.
• 2:26:37
  He said, why is Grandma Ally wearing so much makeup?
• 2:26:41
  This may shock you Proverbs but what you're looking at is not an
• 2:26:45
  actual human being. This is artificial intelligence.
• 2:26:48
  I simply type that I wanted it to where it left here.
• 2:26:52
  There's a woman holding an apple and left.
• 2:26:54
  So this is she's not real. She probably has a similarity,
• 2:26:59
  the females, you seen a? I bill, that's fine, but she's
• 2:27:05
  representing. Grandma Eve, in Grandma Eve
• 2:27:08
  should not be that hot husband. I like the video, they on the
• 2:27:37
  side for the person who's said that God is love as an equal.
• 2:27:41
  Sign love, you have a lot of trouble with that.
• 2:27:43
  Love it. Love is a verb love is with
• 2:27:50
  somebody does not split something is so you can't say
• 2:27:54
  ecoscience. God, Kiko son's love God, he is
• 2:28:00
  in his nature. Is pure love in his nature, but
• 2:28:05
  it going to say, like, equal signs, large, love you to have
• 2:28:12
  trouble and just watch that video.
• 2:28:15
  I liked on the side. I can't you just break down what
• 2:28:18
  the video that like, I love a good spoiler.
• 2:28:20
  When I first started reading, the Bible for myself, I went
• 2:28:24
  straight to Revelation. I wanted to know the ending to
• 2:28:27
  help understand the rest, but still just tell me what's in the
• 2:28:31
  video jealousy if they've got it.
• 2:28:41
  I know that God does describe himself as a jealous God.
• 2:28:54
  Yeah. So if you can say, you can apply
• 2:28:58
  that to emotion, you are so going to apply to this most
• 2:29:00
  emotion as well. So if it is jealousy, that means
• 2:29:05
  jealousy. Equal signs love in.
• 2:29:07
  So basically you lose coherence. I don't understand what you just
• 2:29:15
  made a mess out of that of it. Sounds like you're trying to put
• 2:29:19
  God in a box. And if you can put God in a box
• 2:29:22
  he's not God. And when you do this no I'm not.
• 2:29:26
  You are outside of or operate on the border of down this route.
• 2:29:37
  What kind of you guys end up doing?
• 2:29:44
  I was just laying back then ride a lot of times.
• 2:29:51
  I'm just saying I love listening to me.
• 2:29:54
  It's probably less than that. I would usually just kind of
• 2:30:00
  like to make the conversation at the debate easier.
• 2:30:04
  I would say that God in his nature is pure love.
• 2:30:08
  I guess, it's where I where I was going with it just The
• 2:30:14
  scripture that says that God demonstrated his love for us by
• 2:30:19
  dying for us while we were yet. Sinners that's the kind of love
• 2:30:22
  is not that we love him first-rate like the love that we
• 2:30:25
  love you will see you love giving and I love her as long as
• 2:30:38
  it's not like identity signs love.
• 2:30:45
  Mount on Mount by the April sign.
• 2:30:47
  I just do comfortable. Where's the video?
• 2:30:56
  I posted this summer. Austin.
• 2:31:04
  To Tennessee with me later. I also brought up the subject of
• 2:31:11
  Adam and Eve. Like separately.
• 2:31:20
  So like the cotton the cause of paradise to an atheist would be
• 2:31:23
  heathenism. You know, they can do anything
• 2:31:25
  without consequence. They wanted a true of this
• 2:31:28
  season, they went to feast and buck with.
• 2:31:31
  See no consequence. What is Paradise with Christian?
• 2:31:37
  Paradise is being in the presence of God and being issued
• 2:31:40
  his home with his child. What possibilities do.
• 2:31:50
  Have some of those making the argument, like, Adam and Eve
• 2:32:03
  have knowledge prior to eating the fruit of knowledge.
• 2:32:08
  What? What?
• 2:32:13
  He said they had knowledge so he has committed himself to same.
• 2:32:18
  Or they can they can be hidden in space.
• 2:32:21
  No consequence. As long as you don't eat from
• 2:32:24
  the the fruit so that they had knowledge of hedonism I know
• 2:32:30
  consequence only if it's the fruit.
• 2:32:36
  Adam and Eve Adam. The free stuff that he will
• 2:32:41
  minister to God and spiritual things right through, things.
• 2:32:47
  Have you desires and turn you over to that?
• 2:33:02
  If they can probably mutilate their bodies Ridiculous, one for
• 2:33:19
  another, I guess what? That tree was lusting.
• 2:33:23
  After each other's bodies, even though they're trying to ask is
• 2:33:32
  that do the, do they still have knowledge in this paradise?
• 2:33:35
  Like I doubt us knowledge work in Paradise cuz there's a fine
• 2:33:39
  line between order and control. So if God wants them to remain
• 2:33:43
  in Grace, But how do you spell? How do you say prior to the fall
• 2:33:59
  of Adam and Eve had to Freewheel in the the ability without God's
• 2:34:06
  grace, to the text said to follow him and do his will and
• 2:34:10
  after the fall we were in the Fallen State now.
• 2:34:13
  So now or her will and desire is.
• 2:34:16
  Evil unless you know, it's God's grace helps us with that. 1 ft
• 2:34:28
  game. Everybody's there shall be two
• 2:34:30
  and neither of the two other know, which one it was going to
• 2:34:33
  happen. It was just too.
• 2:34:35
  You know, I mean, Yeah, I live in the booth Hill, Missouri.
• 2:34:47
  I'm just outgoing boy, but you know kind of old-fashioned love
• 2:34:59
  listen to y'all and getting You know what?
• 2:35:07
  We got knowledge that they had knowledge or not right in.
• 2:35:10
  Scripture says that, that's as you may eat of any tree of the
• 2:35:14
  garden but then he says of this tree of knowledge since that's
• 2:35:23
  knowledge in life is all the trees that are describing the
• 2:35:25
  knowledge knowledge into Like, Only the Good knowledge and only
• 2:35:44
  the fat Well, known Hardy is how you speak it.
• 2:35:52
  Yeah, I thought it high tide. It's how you it's you might
• 2:35:56
  learn a different way to eat from this tree.
• 2:36:05
  You will surely die. He put them two together.
• 2:36:08
  It is not subject to laws. Got me.
• 2:36:18
  The can be between your spiritual mind.
• 2:36:21
  These are the good thing. We forgot to do love, hope.
• 2:36:26
  That's the positive thing. That's a good note.
• 2:36:36
  Starbucks. Be the devil right tonight.
• 2:36:41
  Is that mean you kill one every time you see one?
• 2:36:44
  Because it was not a real surfing, it was a, it was a
• 2:36:50
  metaphor for what's going on. In man, said choosing to be
• 2:36:53
  Colonel, rather than spiritual. It's just a kind of way of
• 2:37:02
  showing spiritual things to do, we understand?
• 2:37:11
  Well, I think about running snake, maybe but for now, he'll
• 2:37:25
  I know tree climbing stand, but when you guys are getting them,
• 2:37:40
  the killing a spectacular. I think I think repulsive
• 2:37:51
  medical, that he says they lost your innocence more than the
• 2:37:54
  gain knowledge, but I think that's kind of the same though.
• 2:37:58
  Once you gain the knowledge, you will lose your innocence.
• 2:38:00
  For example, of a child who doesn't know about intercourse,
• 2:38:04
  he's there, they're Innocent. But soon as they come out, say I
• 2:38:13
  want to leave Look at a child, all you got to do is hear that
• 2:38:18
  something's out there that he's going to be, he's going to be
• 2:38:20
  looking at you and he will search for search for believe
• 2:38:25
  me. I just don't think Adam and Eve
• 2:38:29
  were accountable for their actions prior to knowing about
• 2:38:31
  said. So like you said, they can go
• 2:38:33
  and eat whatever they want, do whatever they want and it was
• 2:38:36
  not sinful because they had no knowledge said.
• 2:38:38
  Yeah, that's what I said. What's going to happen?
• 2:38:54
  That is it going to be a major hitting us or what are you going
• 2:38:58
  to be going to kill herself? The world is have no control.
• 2:39:03
  Now they're just dumb and there's a bit of a concern about
• 2:39:09
  something in the next few years called the Papas us.
• 2:39:12
  It's a meteorite that's heading towards the Earth and they're
• 2:39:16
  not sure if it's going to swing around the Sun and actually hit
• 2:39:19
  us. But it's how they say that it
• 2:39:21
  several times bigger than the thing that caused the dinosaurs
• 2:39:24
  Extinction. So that is a concern.
• 2:39:28
  Of course, if that didn't happen I have a feeling that I humans
• 2:39:34
  would, they would prefer the Fallout apocalyptic Futures
• 2:39:38
  opposes Star Trek. I personally like the Captain
• 2:39:41
  Kirk Star Trek future, but reality dictates Fallout. 10
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  Ford. I heard that everything retired.
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  You got to look at this to, y'all.
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  It's all in his hands. At least you have created
• 2:39:56
  everything even house. You know, we had an earthquake
• 2:40:00
  counteract, the polls. Now I believe that happened in
• 2:40:06
  town or something couple years back, so at the Hughes, never
• 2:40:10
  know, when it's still out. Lightning strikes are the reason
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  we can't drill Saudi like Brett said, yes.
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  So we have a lot of water down yonder, you know, I'm lame.
• 2:40:31
  That's true. But yet we still cannot take a
• 2:40:37
  drill bit or a machine. And penetrate the center of the
• 2:40:42
  Earth because it's molten level. And would anybody want to do
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  that? I mean, that's just asking for
• 2:40:48
  trouble gas money. Even if the water was in
• 2:40:54
  therapy, it's theorized that the core of the earth is like molten
• 2:40:58
  lava. So I mean what kind of machine
• 2:41:01
  are we going to stick in there? That without you know, burning
• 2:41:03
  our toes soft burning everything to be it up?
• 2:41:07
  Yes. Or it's like a bone.
• 2:41:11
  People should investigate so much.
• 2:41:13
  I believe we should spend all this money instead of going to
• 2:41:16
  be no moon and all this other bull stuff, won't you put it on
• 2:41:20
  my roads that we drive all everyday.
• 2:41:23
  You know I'm saying? That's why we got there and
• 2:41:25
  change them need parts and shit all the time.
• 2:41:36
  Oh, I know, I just ain't going to be that name.
• 2:41:39
  Some chicken, you know. well, if your wrist, what is that a phone
• 2:41:48
  is doing that. Who just who just had that loud?
• 2:41:55
  Ringing go on like that. It wasn't me, not me.
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  Not me. I'm relieved that you're coming
• 2:42:08
  through a lot louder than everyone else.
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  I know you can turn your mic down just a bit.
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  Sermon of logos. I think that's his name.
• 2:42:15
  I can't see everyone's name. Let's go ahead and what that
• 2:42:26
  person. Learn how to work the microphone
• 2:42:28
  over there. I got rid of that.
• 2:42:29
  All right, but back to what works, listen, folks, if you
• 2:42:33
  don't know how to mute your microphone, and you're going to
• 2:42:35
  put loud noises and ringing in the ears, you won't last very
• 2:42:39
  long, I hate that go ahead and continue on folk Paradise a
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  share. Sure.
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  Here we go. OK.
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  Google I can, this is how it is. In this talk about the humans
• 2:43:09
  version of paradise, which is hedonistic, and the wolves like
• 2:43:13
  Little Wolves inside the wolves, have their own version of
• 2:43:16
  paradise. And so they have this goddess,
• 2:43:18
  the basically, Turn yourself in, turn yourself into seeds and
• 2:43:27
  they gives birth to reimagines the world into Paradise.
• 2:43:33
  But eventually, even that paradise becomes corrupted.
• 2:43:37
  So like what, what is bringing about the corruption?
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  Cuz I don't think it like the same and, you know, the question
• 2:43:45
  Paradise, I think that that paradise dutifully will will
• 2:43:49
  eventually also be corrupted and it basically kind of starts all
• 2:43:53
  over again. So like you don't really get
• 2:43:55
  this happy happily ever after and it's more of is, well, until
• 2:44:00
  the next time Not got any Christian beliefs, because, you
• 2:44:06
  know, we're supposed to be here, learning a lesson, right?
• 2:44:08
  To be conformed, to the image of his son image of a son to be
• 2:44:18
  like Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ. So we should learn a lesson and
• 2:44:24
  we should have this going back again.
• 2:44:26
  And I don't think that's what that's just like me.
• 2:44:28
  We learned. We're back and Dad's house.
• 2:44:30
  We're happy. We got everything we can
• 2:44:33
  possibly. Imagine we wanted.
• 2:44:35
  You rock. Mr. Let's see how Darth that you
• 2:44:42
  do, realize why we age in the first place and why things start
• 2:44:45
  falling apart? Don't you crazy things?
• 2:44:51
  If you were done even if you were to put God off to the side,
• 2:44:58
  why does the universe act this way in the first place?
• 2:45:01
  What is the theories behind now? Because it's basically
• 2:45:07
  collapsing back into nothing. So like this creation, Do do
• 2:45:12
  entropy will collapse back into. Basically, it started from going
• 2:45:17
  to cold. Nothing.
• 2:45:18
  Dustin must collapse back into quinco, nothing.
• 2:45:23
  Well, there you go, second law of Thermodynamics.
• 2:45:26
  Entropy most Christians would have to believe that the
• 2:45:30
  destruction that's basically happening the man that
• 2:45:33
  corruption didn't just happen. Local area on Earth is the
• 2:45:38
  entire creation of the universe is affected by this anthropy,
• 2:45:43
  the expansion, pulling us apart. And that's one of the reasons
• 2:45:46
  why we start getting wrinkles. We get old we die.
• 2:45:49
  If the laws of the universe, that's what was set into place.
• 2:45:55
  So you're saying, if there were a set of an alien race known
• 2:45:59
  galaxies away from us, you're saying that Adamson truck at
• 2:46:03
  their creation as well. If we assume that the universe
• 2:46:07
  is completely all the same old way from the beginning or what
• 2:46:11
  they would refer to as the singularity, then the any
• 2:46:15
  life-forms within the universe would react to that.
• 2:46:17
  But it is believed that there are areas of the universe, for
• 2:46:21
  things are different, like, friends, since black holes,
• 2:46:24
  great holes, the bending of space, and time, and all that,
• 2:46:28
  that would mean the laws would act differently under those
• 2:46:31
  conditions but under our hours right now, we live in the Milky
• 2:46:35
  Way where are affected by the major consequences of entropy.
• 2:46:40
  That looks like our buddy serpents back.
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  Our servant. Not serpent.
• 2:46:44
  Why did I say serpent? The servant.
• 2:46:46
  Sorry about that leaders at lower.
• 2:46:53
  Now you are sounding just fine before to me.
• 2:46:57
  I don't I don't know what your issue was something like
• 2:47:04
  insanely loud. He was just concerned with
• 2:47:06
  everyone else. Is it good?
• 2:47:08
  Now Yes, this is true or that we understand that stuff.
• 2:47:16
  Everything is going to be. We have to ask yourself.
• 2:47:20
  Why? Why would he just put us into
• 2:47:26
  this? Originally thought something
• 2:47:31
  changed till now. Something changed the way.
• 2:47:37
  We always look, when people look at that, they always see.
• 2:47:41
  It is inevitable, or a terrible thing and stuff, nobody wants to
• 2:47:45
  lose their loved ones. But imagine if God gave us more
• 2:47:49
  time, what if he did give us thousands of years to exist?
• 2:47:52
  What would life be like if at off Hitler can live for three
• 2:47:56
  thousand years? And he could regenerate himself
• 2:47:59
  or somebody like Joseph, Stalin a full-blown atheist who like to
• 2:48:03
  torment people is that really the world you'd want to live in.
• 2:48:08
  Nothing just very good point. That doesn't explain.
• 2:48:10
  Why would God create his creation to what doesn proceed
• 2:48:21
  death? The same way we do.
• 2:48:22
  We see death as an end is where he sees, it is just the
• 2:48:26
  beginning, it's a transition. It's simply you're going opening
• 2:48:30
  the door and stepped in through for him for us, it sucks, but he
• 2:48:35
  sees that she sees the other side.
• 2:48:37
  I think he created this to teachers teachers about value
• 2:48:42
  because only in this world can we have the law of supply and
• 2:48:45
  demand? So like all these are all these
• 2:48:48
  physical laws or adding up the laws.
• 2:48:51
  Find the man we never aged and we never died.
• 2:48:56
  What would somebody's life matter to you that they have
• 2:49:00
  they would have no value to buy. The man says like the only
• 2:49:04
  there's a certain supply of it. So, if if you can just buy it by
• 2:49:10
  your mind, kind of rough multiple PS5, or multiple, I
• 2:49:15
  don't know, multiple Brett Keane, the original.
• 2:49:17
  Brett Keane would lose all that with you.
• 2:49:19
  It's only this only in this world with things are limited.
• 2:49:23
  Can we learn the lesson of value people become valuable to us.
• 2:49:30
  Yeah, there's about a to mister mister stuff.
• 2:49:33
  It's not as if we're the only thing that God ever created God,
• 2:49:38
  created the angels and created. When you read Revelation, which
• 2:49:42
  is something that we've been meaning to get into it, speaks
• 2:49:45
  of strange and unusual creatures.
• 2:49:47
  So God has other creations, he's tried different options and this
• 2:49:52
  has happened to me. One of them.
• 2:49:55
  Yeah, I have this weird. I don't think God is trying to
• 2:49:59
  put things in our different ways.
• 2:50:01
  I mean, we are, who is man that you consider him, you know?
• 2:50:05
  Like really asked that question, who is man?
• 2:50:07
  Why are you even worried about him?
• 2:50:09
  Like, because he's just, he's just child.
• 2:50:12
  You made a message with us, I'm separating it by saying he had
• 2:50:23
  other creations, you do consider the angels and what are referred
• 2:50:27
  to as the Fallen, as his Creations.
• 2:50:30
  Those were separate beans, they have their own realm of
• 2:50:33
  existence, right? Yeah, I'm not totally convinced
• 2:50:38
  exactly what what it means, but I know I was just at your
• 2:50:40
  ministering Spirits, right? There's no she's supposed to
• 2:50:42
  recreate a certain purpose, just like a minister and be a
• 2:50:46
  messenger from existence, but not to be his children
• 2:50:53
  administers the man Yeah, but that's the point.
• 2:51:06
  The point is, was that God did create a bunch of entities that
• 2:51:11
  existed that didn't originally inhabit Earth and he also
• 2:51:15
  created us. So there is a there that would
• 2:51:18
  say it be like, this is his a plan.
• 2:51:21
  And this is the B plan over here.
• 2:51:26
  Yeah. I guess, I guess you could say
• 2:51:29
  that the man is the most important of his this creation
• 2:51:34
  Earth doesn't and all that doesn't mean anything man
• 2:51:37
  because he wanted children, and we repelled from the father and
• 2:51:43
  we're trying to get back to him. So he made a plan for us to get
• 2:51:46
  back to self. Love, he's a tough love,
• 2:51:49
  parents, not to do that. Somebody sound like they wanted
• 2:51:57
  to say something. I heard somebody that was me.
• 2:52:01
  I was asking a question and I think I glitched since god is
• 2:52:05
  perfect. Just might be why create
• 2:52:08
  anything at all? He wanted my opinion.
• 2:52:13
  He wanted children just like we have that.
• 2:52:15
  We have the same emotional stuff is God.
• 2:52:18
  Cuz we were made in His image. He wants you to why?
• 2:52:23
  Why would we want to? Then we can spend our money,
• 2:52:24
  something else, you know? We can leave one more for your
• 2:52:26
  life when she like him doing this in future children because
• 2:52:29
  they're hard to get sick today, you have to worry about them
• 2:52:33
  when you're out there doing the wrong thing.
• 2:52:34
  But because we want children because we have a sense of
• 2:52:48
  incompleteness because we have a desire because we are in perfect
• 2:52:51
  perfect, things should not have desires.
• 2:52:55
  God's perfect, and he doesn't need anything.
• 2:53:06
  Then, why does he do this? Why why does that somehow
• 2:53:09
  subtract from God's value? If he if it within him his
• 2:53:14
  desire is to create things are great people.
• 2:53:17
  I don't I don't understand how that takes away.
• 2:53:19
  It seems like an ads to him without lunch with us.
• 2:53:32
  So if you want anything that he is, not complete, well, why do
• 2:53:43
  you play the piano? Your perfect will it's a thing
• 2:53:46
  of purpose? Amanda point massage, man.
• 2:53:52
  They stay at he wants to. He wants to spread and give give
• 2:53:58
  his love and make his love more known.
• 2:54:01
  So he wanted to express that love through the creation of
• 2:54:05
  man. So if I have a perfect cake and
• 2:54:09
  I add something to it, is it now more perfect.
• 2:54:13
  No, but everybody knows that if you're going to have a good
• 2:54:17
  cake, you got to have some ice cream along with it.
• 2:54:20
  So you're like, the perfect cake maker.
• 2:54:23
  You're not going to stop making cakes cuz you're perfect.
• 2:54:26
  It is, it is your purpose. It would be the purpose, you
• 2:54:29
  know, to make cakes in perfect before he made me think.
• 2:54:34
  You know what, I'm going to do? Rex the next time, my wife asked
• 2:54:38
  me, if I make a cake, I'll just say, you know what?
• 2:54:41
  Honey, I'm already, perfect as it is, we'll just forget the
• 2:54:49
  Now, that's a true. You could forget the cake.
• 2:54:57
  We both feel that cuz I just something that we was going to
• 2:55:10
  influence, got to do X. Nothing is going to influence
• 2:55:14
  upon got to do X. You can add to Perfection,
• 2:55:18
  right? Adding to production does not
• 2:55:20
  increase it just cuz you're the perfect.
• 2:55:26
  Don't make cakes. How to either.
• 2:55:34
  I don't get it. I don't get where you're going
• 2:55:37
  down my wife and my wife and I, we felt like we had the perfect
• 2:55:42
  relationship. We felt like we had that great
• 2:55:44
  relationship, but we felt that it would have, we just wanted to
• 2:55:49
  be able to have children, that didn't like the value US or take
• 2:55:53
  away and stuff. It actually added to what was
• 2:55:56
  already fantastic. So I don't I don't get the
• 2:55:59
  laundry cornet and I've heard a lot of them believed her say
• 2:56:01
  that, why would a perfect being do that?
• 2:56:04
  For what she's supposed to be off in the, some void of the
• 2:56:07
  universe playing Nintendo all day?
• 2:56:09
  What, what do you think? Your creator supposed to do,
• 2:56:11
  exactly? He doesn't have to do anything
• 2:56:14
  but it was within himself because he's perfect, he didn't
• 2:56:24
  create the universe and all things because he wasn't
• 2:56:27
  content. I think you did it.
• 2:56:29
  I don't want some expression of his nature of Just took to love
• 2:56:34
  and to create love. But you're making it allergies
• 2:56:48
  to end perfect, things creating things so it doesn't, it doesn't
• 2:56:51
  track. What you're asking a question
• 2:56:53
  that doesn't track because we've there's nothing perfect that we
• 2:56:57
  can relate it to you. I guess that's why I started
• 2:57:00
  saying. Bye-bye, not being answerable
• 2:57:02
  question. Well, you have God is is the
• 2:57:05
  definition of Love. Or how's it going to express his
• 2:57:08
  love? If he does not expressing that?
• 2:57:09
  I mean, that would be like my answer, like, why?
• 2:57:11
  He's going to just love your love to show.
• 2:57:17
  Your love is a it's an expression of a perfect because
• 2:57:29
  your God is Triune. So he couldn't have simply just
• 2:57:31
  love himself because he is three parts of oneself.
• 2:57:36
  I don't believe it. Different aspects, right?
• 2:57:55
  I mean there's different. How how would you describe your
• 2:57:57
  sanity? Can you bring it down with a
• 2:57:59
  simple way or exactly? Just like you it's your word I'm
• 2:58:08
  hearing your work come through and I know that's that's Rex you
• 2:58:11
  know it just you it's not somebody else same way.
• 2:58:15
  Right. Big I can have a conversation
• 2:58:16
  with himself. We see him do it when Jesus on
• 2:58:18
  the cross. We see him in the spirit comes
• 2:58:21
  down with you all sorts of examples of God communicating
• 2:58:23
  with himself. Or I think it's a good day for
• 2:58:26
  me cuz you took on the form of a man right there, so I guess a
• 2:58:29
  little different. So, that's a different address
• 2:58:37
  but it's not the same way because there was a man, if I
• 2:58:40
  put that the word became flesh and dwelt Among Us, doesn't mean
• 2:58:43
  that God was there a wreck? She said, earlier, you were
• 2:58:52
  going to bring up the definition, the perfect and here
• 2:58:55
  it is. I'll go ahead and do it.
• 2:58:56
  Since you didn't end up having all the required or desirable
• 2:59:01
  elements, qualities or characteristics, as good as it
• 2:59:05
  possible to be absolute. Complete used for emphasis will,
• 2:59:10
  God says that part of his Perfection is actually being a
• 2:59:14
  Creator and being able to actually make things function
• 2:59:18
  and sentience work. Then there's no lacking in value
• 2:59:21
  here. He's just simply saying a part
• 2:59:24
  of my perfect. I'm a father.
• 2:59:26
  I'm a Creator. I am the very essence of love
• 2:59:29
  that doesn't take away from him then before he made, man, was he
• 2:59:34
  perfect? Yes before.
• 2:59:38
  God was a say that one more time.
• 2:59:42
  So before any needs of creation is part of the profession before
• 2:59:45
  he create it, was he still perfect?
• 2:59:47
  I believe he gave us the perfect ability to be able to choose
• 2:59:58
  even if it meant that choice was against him and has will go
• 3:00:02
  ahead. Just another Perfect Cake Maker
• 3:00:09
  on until I make the cake. So if it was if I was already
• 3:00:12
  have been a always been the perfect cake maker just because
• 3:00:15
  I make a cake that doesn't make me perfect.
• 3:00:17
  Know, I owe you. I'm not perfect until I make a
• 3:00:23
  cake that I always been. So it's not the, it's not the
• 3:00:27
  perfect. I always been a perfect cake
• 3:00:31
  maker. There can't be a perfect cake
• 3:00:33
  maker without a cake, if no kick is this.
• 3:00:35
  You cannot be a perfect egg maker.
• 3:00:37
  But which came first, the cake maker or the cake, or the
• 3:00:40
  chicken, or the egg? Had to be to have that.
• 3:00:51
  I make the perfect cake, make a before the cake.
• 3:00:58
  The cake making doesn't make the perfect cake maker.
• 3:01:05
  The cake maker makes the perfect cake.
• 3:01:10
  Sally sells seashells by the seashore, red ants lyrics,
• 3:01:24
  Perfect. Like we use it in the English
• 3:01:36
  language and a perfect God would not eat anything.
• 3:01:40
  However it's just I just comes down to the argument.
• 3:01:47
  Why? I think that we could even
• 3:01:49
  understand this some human terms.
• 3:01:51
  I perceive my wife is being the perfect woman that she doesn't
• 3:01:55
  require. It isn't a necessity for me to
• 3:01:58
  exist in for her to remain or be perfect, but I'm just sugar on
• 3:02:04
  top, so that just adds to it. You said to me, Depends on how
• 3:02:16
  you looking at. My perfection can be different
• 3:02:21
  than yogurt. Don't take much to help out as
• 3:02:29
  good taco. Taco.
• 3:02:30
  I like that. Your presence is Jason,
• 3:02:31
  presentations are Katherine stump or thank you.
• 3:02:34
  I appreciate that. I got some great graphs.
• 3:02:38
  I like the way you lays it out, he's got all these maps and
• 3:02:41
  information up there and things pointing at stuff.
• 3:02:44
  I'm able to easily zoom up and what he's talkin about in the
• 3:02:48
  moment, good stuff, man. I'm Sorry Charlie.
• 3:02:52
  I actually make them for myself right to help me understand
• 3:02:55
  things and have things in front of my eyes.
• 3:02:56
  So I'm hoping that if I will help you see things more clearly
• 3:03:01
  because I get that this is like out of the box so I get it but I
• 3:03:07
  think it's the truth. I still got it.
• 3:03:11
  Nowhere in the 3-hour mark and we've been going back and forth
• 3:03:14
  on Genesis and creation where you wanting to put any input out
• 3:03:19
  there but revelation There was a revelation right there at the
• 3:03:24
  end in the end, we got claims, the end from the beginning, the
• 3:03:28
  book ends that Revelation matched up with the garden.
• 3:03:31
  And that's why I wanted to know, if you want to go into the mark
• 3:03:34
  of the beast. And that's a whole nother long
• 3:03:37
  before it may be important to the audience.
• 3:03:42
  So we should probably talk about it.
• 3:03:44
  A lot of nonbelievers. They see it as some kind of
• 3:03:47
  Injustice and all that. I personally see the people who
• 3:03:50
  go to hell. It's simply because they didn't
• 3:03:52
  accept God, 1 and number 2 they chosen the fate or the life,
• 3:03:58
  existence if they did I don't feel like it's a matter of God
• 3:04:01
  saying how you were naughty, and that's it.
• 3:04:03
  But I think that there's people out there who deliberately and
• 3:04:07
  intentionally fight against God and they know it.
• 3:04:12
  I agree that too. 100. You know, I would listen to a
• 3:04:26
  clip recently, Richard Dawkins and he was asked, he said, if
• 3:04:31
  you word it, if you were to walk outside your home one day and
• 3:04:34
  the stars were actually set an an order where you could
• 3:04:37
  actually read the language. Where it says, I am God, I am
• 3:04:41
  here. Would you believe he said, no,
• 3:04:44
  it could possibly be a hallucination or, I've got
• 3:04:47
  mental illness. What if God Appears in front of
• 3:04:50
  you and says who he isn't? And, you know, you see The
• 3:04:54
  Illuminating like Enough of, No, it be that I'm thinking of
• 3:04:58
  myself right now. Wait a minute.
• 3:05:01
  You're a scientist who says that, you're about evidence, but
• 3:05:05
  whenever you see the evidence you're going to say, oh, it's
• 3:05:08
  not evidence. I just made it up in my head.
• 3:05:10
  So what kind of scientist are you actually you seem to mean
• 3:05:15
  Yeah, I don't see any but that's not called the car goes out to
• 3:05:29
  the world. You have to answer if you want
• 3:05:33
  it. I guess we got somebody named
• 3:05:39
  Kaylan that's just came in Kailyn.
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  You have to when you first come into these type of rooms, you
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  have to set your browser, to allow you to use your microphone
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  and camera and all that. And if you don't if you quickly
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  click know, you're going to have to go through a lot of
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  aggravation to fix that, sorry. All right, continue on anything
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  else. We got folks, easy.
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  Something about a like you know, something you say never.
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  I remember tonight you come on. When did you know my entretenida
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  about UFO? Yes I've seen something like
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  that. Stupid.
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  I think, if my young lady, I don't bug you from other
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  planets. I look to you.
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  Before got baptized. So you are you are unsure on the
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  whole out alien thing even though they're if it is it's his
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  four-seam Mount Zion, but something made it.
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  They was riveted. He can't have rivets on a square
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  around at the center thing in the middle.
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  Add lights around it and then a flash.
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  He was gone. I mean, just legally split.
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  And the only way you can do that is what an element and make your
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  own anti-gravity stuff. I'm ahead, man.
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  I had I had said I had somebody to tell me this stuff cuz I
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  didn't believe it in the evening. but anyway, but yeah,
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  when I was a kid, I was in my grandma's Pontiac Grand.
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  Am And we turn down this road called FF, and that's why I've
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  been living for a long time for a move here.
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  But whatever they say the picture look like I do believe.
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  Without the key. In the floor guy, buying pipe
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  and come down by the Windsor. And then then went right back
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  up. Nuts.
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  You know, I didn't know what it was saying but you get older,
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  you learn. You do stuff.
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  I hear you there. What looks like the Kaylin
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  person manage to get there? A camera, set up working, very
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  good, very good. How you doing there caylin,
• 3:08:37
  what's your story, what's your theological position, and
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  political disposition? Almost family.
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  Again, how you doing there caylin?
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  You may want to turn it up a little bit or speak a little
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  louder. The old.
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  Man's got bad, fluffy ears. Oh well I'm doing great.
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  I just had nothing else to do feeling sick, just wanted to
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  check in not much of a debater. It's kind of funny that I'm, I
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  don't know if you still refer to yourself as a Believer or
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  non-believer, but I suppose I would call myself an atheist or
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  a non-believer and it's funny enough that I think I As a
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  teenager, you know, heard about your content through drunken
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  peasants and Amazing. Atheist, not the time, you know,
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  being 15, 16 years old. I I kind of that stuff up.
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  I'm I I love that like militant type of debating style, but as
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  I've seen your kind of grown up into an adult and in my mid-20s
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  now, I just done. You know why?
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  I don't really agree with the with them.
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  And I'm, I was even kind of embarrassed that I liked the
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  drunken peasants and TJ's content to begin with and I'm
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  still an atheist, but I'm not, I'm not.
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  I don't agree with you. No, making fun of Believers.
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  I'm making fun of Christians or anything like that.
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  I realize that And I realize that, you know, that type of I
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  don't know, he called edgelord style of talking to people and
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  being very rude and swearing, it turns a lot of people away.
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  And, you know, it's not to say that all of a sudden I have
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  like, a bunch of friends nowadays, because, you know, I
• 3:10:35
  no longer have that type of militant need to debate.
• 3:10:40
  Need to make fun of Believers type of attitude, but kind of
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  even notice like the modern modern day TJ and the whole
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  deep-fat-fried community that they seem to be very I know just
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  very negative and definitely not his popular is as they used to
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  be. So I I guess I just kind of grew
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  out of that type of content and it's it's done a lot better for,
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  you know, my mental health and it it's also definitely done a
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  lot better for trying to make new friends and just being nice
• 3:11:19
  to people and I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling very
• 3:11:25
  lucky man that you're hanging out my theory on the reason why
• 3:11:34
  that kind of stuff isn't very popular is one of the things I
• 3:11:37
  do with my podcast is different is I try to make friends?
• 3:11:41
  I want people to come up, feel comfortable, and it's not to do
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  some kind of militant. Debating the sister have
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  conversations with people make friends and understand where
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  other people are coming from. So that is the difference
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  between what you used to watch whenever you're a younger
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  person. I think that you'll see if you
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  stick around, you'll enjoy the conversations and I'd love for
• 3:12:03
  you to participate. Glad you came in.
• 3:12:05
  I hope you get Feeling better. Do I appreciate that?
• 3:12:10
  I think I listen to a little bit of.
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  I don't know who that was. That was just in the call, but
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  it sounded a little bit. I don't want to say young like
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  their children but the kind of sounded like maybe teenager and
• 3:12:25
  it just brought back some very cringy memories and I remember I
• 3:12:29
  used to I used to be more like that word.
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  You know, it wasn't just good enough that I'm an atheist.
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  I had to go like, shout it to everybody and if I came across
• 3:12:41
  somebody who is religious such as you instantly did not like
• 3:12:45
  them. And I realize that I
• 3:12:47
  unfortunately had to learn that type of behavior from watching
• 3:12:52
  The Amazing Atheist as well as the drunken peasants podcast.
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  And I definitely do think that a lot better to just have a type
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  of hang out where it where you try to make friends instead of I
• 3:13:08
  don't know what what they were used to doing like Yeah, I'm
• 3:13:14
  Caitlin. If you don't mind me asking, I
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  know you say that you're an atheist, but do you believe in
• 3:13:19
  the possibility that there might be a God or you open to that?
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  And I'm serious. Do you believe at least
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  minimally that there's a possibility?
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  I personally would not I think that I am a very big you know,
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  science supporter. and I feel as though that mean I have
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  potentially would be open to believing in God if it if it was
• 3:13:49
  proved scientifically and maybe that's a naive way of thinking
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  but I just think about how much scientific research has no done
• 3:13:59
  for Humanity and it seems to be like a proven track record of
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  finding new discoveries and Yeah, we're all of us in here
• 3:14:10
  are big fans of Science and all that.
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  Are you able to see my screen? Are you able to see what?
• 3:14:16
  I just put up the Einstein? Does it?
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  Is it strange for you that you, you say that you're a big-time
• 3:14:26
  subscriber to science but 90% of scientists of the existence
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  since the beginning of time have either been Islamic Christian
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  and there's even a few pagans involved.
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  There's literally a handful of atheist of ever contributed
• 3:14:41
  anything in science. Why do you think that says that
• 3:14:45
  we get a lot of non-believers out there who have this weird
• 3:14:48
  idea that theishter somehow against it are?
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  They don't love it, or respect it.
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  I'm not entirely sure, I would have to believe that they're
• 3:15:00
  probably talking about there. Probably is some friends group
• 3:15:05
  out there of the two, totally denies science.
• 3:15:10
  Some, I really can't tell you that.
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  I don't believe that's the majority, but I do know that
• 3:15:14
  crowd is out there for that. That's, that's another reason
• 3:15:19
  why I stopped being such a militant atheist.
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  Where I realize, you know, the world is a lot more complex,
• 3:15:27
  than, than that. I like, it's a lot more complex
• 3:15:30
  than do if your crush. That means that you're a
• 3:15:32
  scientist and I or Christian, that means that you hear this or
• 3:15:36
  that. But I personally do not would
• 3:15:41
  not be able to tell you why. There are a lot of scientists
• 3:15:45
  out there who are religious. I I, I think, I can guess, you
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  know, I can guess that perhaps I think that, you know, I think it
• 3:15:54
  just helps people live happier lives.
• 3:15:57
  I think that, you know, the majority of my own relatives
• 3:16:01
  actually are Christians and Catholics and I definitely know
• 3:16:05
  that it seems like they have a, you know, a great sense of
• 3:16:08
  community. A lot of friends, they go to a
• 3:16:11
  lot of Church events and things like that and You know, it's not
• 3:16:18
  to say that religious folks don't go through a sadness or
• 3:16:22
  mental illnesses or anything like that.
• 3:16:24
  But I definitely do think that having that type of ready-made,
• 3:16:29
  church family, ready-made Church community, definitely does help
• 3:16:33
  you no get through those Hard Times according to hear your
• 3:16:41
  opinion on it, but the stats say that those who are spiritual are
• 3:16:46
  dabbling to religious practices and Views in the idea that
• 3:16:50
  there's a God live longer, more content, joyous wise.
• 3:16:54
  But on the other hand, the stats.
• 3:16:57
  I'm not kidding. You on this, I can throw up the
• 3:16:59
  information if you need it, it says that atheist by in
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  abundance in this world globally have the highest suicide rate
• 3:17:08
  they have, the highest substance abuse rate.
• 3:17:10
  That's alcohol and drugs. And they live much shorter
• 3:17:14
  lives. Why do you think that this is
• 3:17:16
  the case for If I would have to guess, you know, I I myself am
• 3:17:26
  atheist. I've also suffered from I hear
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  some background noise. I don't know if that's for my
• 3:17:33
  part. Hang out with somebody else.
• 3:17:36
  I don't know who that was, but whoever did that?
• 3:17:40
  Please keep your mic muted. Whenever she speaking.
• 3:17:42
  It's rude to make noises when someone stalking, thank you.
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  God Kaelyn. If I work at the gas, just for
• 3:17:50
  my own personal experiences being an atheist and maybe
• 3:17:53
  observing some religious folks around me.
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  You know, I did suffer and 10 extant, still do suffer from
• 3:18:02
  depression and I used to have Suicidal Thoughts as well.
• 3:18:09
  And I don't think that, you know, necessarily being an
• 3:18:13
  atheist as what caused that, you know, is going through a lot of
• 3:18:15
  personal issues with family and Like a bad relation with the
• 3:18:20
  time and that sort of thing. But I do think that, you know,
• 3:18:23
  kind of what I mentioned about my Christian relatives and how
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  close they are with their Church committed.
• 3:18:32
  I definitely do think that generally, you don't belonging
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  to a religious community, it has a very positive effect and if
• 3:18:43
  you are going through something rough, you're just like with the
• 3:18:48
  my grandma who also suffers from depression but who is a very
• 3:18:52
  devout Christian, you know, she received a lot of support from
• 3:18:57
  her her church family and as well as my relatives who are
• 3:19:02
  Christian and I don't know, I think they're there has to be
• 3:19:05
  some type of correlation there where Atheist because, I mean,
• 3:19:11
  there's no such thing as like an atheist church and I don't even
• 3:19:15
  know if there's such a thing as atheist, churches re churches,
• 3:19:22
  as well as our small groups and all that.
• 3:19:25
  Unfortunately, you probably heard this Kailyn butt and it's,
• 3:19:30
  it could be said that this happens with some denominations
• 3:19:34
  as well but atheist tend to argue with each other and fight
• 3:19:37
  with each other because they don't have the Forgiveness
• 3:19:39
  aspect. It's kind of like a cut-throat
• 3:19:41
  deal. You don't agree with me.
• 3:19:43
  You don't like what my view is and screw you.
• 3:19:45
  Type of those are more like, okay?
• 3:19:50
  So you have a different idea. Let's talk about it and pray
• 3:19:53
  about it, type of deal. Like I said, that could be true
• 3:19:59
  because I personally have not ever.
• 3:20:01
  I've never been a part of an atheist group and its first time
• 3:20:05
  I've heard of atheist, Church are little groups but I think
• 3:20:11
  that I think there is a lot of Truth.
• 3:20:14
  Like I just look at you know once upon a time t.j. the
• 3:20:18
  Amazing Atheist was kind of like a Forefront of that atheist type
• 3:20:24
  of way of thinking, especially online and And maybe me being a
• 3:20:31
  teenager and quite immature. I didn't see it at the time how
• 3:20:34
  negative and self-destructive and I'm trying to be more like a
• 3:20:41
  TJ is personality when it came to Atheism.
• 3:20:44
  In religion was I oh my God I totally forgot where I was sorry
• 3:20:52
  about that. If I ever try the best, I can do
• 3:21:01
  basically prove what I'm talking about right here at several
• 3:21:04
  videos, the rise of atheist churches.
• 3:21:07
  The golf analyst church and he has taken the US by storm Sunday
• 3:21:13
  Assembly. The Atheist churches literally
• 3:21:15
  videos where you can watch atheist hanging out, singing
• 3:21:18
  songs about nothing, then there it is.
• 3:21:22
  You know, it cuz there's a lot of 80s.
• 3:21:24
  You said the same thing as yourself where you know, it's
• 3:21:28
  good to hang out in groups and communities and have supporters.
• 3:21:31
  The problem is, is if you're an atheist supporting, what
• 3:21:35
  supporting to, what exactly am I think one of the reasons if you
• 3:21:40
  don't mind me Sam. And you can correct me if you
• 3:21:42
  think I'm wrong, but If you don't believe that your life has
• 3:21:45
  objective meaning or purpose that there's no point to your
• 3:21:49
  existence, but you got here by random dice being rolled in the
• 3:21:53
  universe, with no hurry, either. It makes a person feel like,
• 3:21:58
  the, what's the point? What, what am I here for any
• 3:22:02
  kind of have to make up reasons? Why you should even bother to
• 3:22:05
  exist? Which I think whenever I was a
• 3:22:08
  non-believer, I'm sure you knew this Kaelyn That I Used to Be an
• 3:22:11
  atheist and stuff. And TJ actually looked up to me,
• 3:22:13
  I felt suicidal constantly, I felt depressed.
• 3:22:17
  I feel like this is all there is just the world where people take
• 3:22:21
  advantage of each other and hurt each other.
• 3:22:23
  This is the world I'm in and there's is no point at the end.
• 3:22:28
  I'm getting dressed up. I get thrown in the cough and
• 3:22:30
  that's the end of the story. Yeah, I could see how somebody
• 3:22:34
  can get very depressed. You know what I mean?
• 3:22:39
  no I definitely I can I can see that and maybe you maybe there
• 3:22:43
  is some case for me of being a why I kind of had these long
• 3:22:47
  bouts of depression was because I didn't really have I don't
• 3:22:52
  know, some type of guidance in life, whether that be spiritual
• 3:22:57
  or parental or even, just having friends who could help me
• 3:23:01
  through something like that. I guess that I just would not
• 3:23:08
  really feel comfortable converting to any type of
• 3:23:13
  religion just because I, you know, I've had, you know, a lot
• 3:23:17
  of people in my life who were religious and how they, they
• 3:23:22
  decided to become Christian because they had a sign of some
• 3:23:29
  sort shown to them. But it in my case, you know, I
• 3:23:33
  personally have not been shown any type of sign like that.
• 3:23:37
  So I just you know, I just like I would be open to I would be
• 3:23:44
  open to adopting some of a religion.
• 3:23:47
  I just don't I didn't experience that type of spiritual sign.
• 3:23:51
  You know, that some of my friends Adventures have have
• 3:23:55
  said that that I can to them and that's what motivates them to
• 3:23:59
  become a believer. Will Kaelyn.
• 3:24:03
  My my thing is, is I'm not trying to get when non-believers
• 3:24:07
  isn't my room. I'm not trying to get them to
• 3:24:10
  sign up for some form of religion, their denomination or
• 3:24:13
  anything like that. I just want people to be open to
• 3:24:16
  the idea that there's more to this universe that there, that
• 3:24:20
  there is reason and purpose for everybody.
• 3:24:23
  That's, you're just as valuable as everybody else, has something
• 3:24:28
  that you are, there's good about you, that can be florist in the
• 3:24:33
  end nurtured. And all that, what are you
• 3:24:36
  doing? A religion?
• 3:24:37
  Or not does not matter to me. What matters is that you find it
• 3:24:41
  in your heart to realize, there's more to you than what
• 3:24:44
  you've been told. I hope that makes sense.
• 3:24:49
  Okay, and then I have, I apologize for the
• 3:24:51
  misunderstanding but yeah, I think that is a very nice
• 3:24:56
  sentiment to try to share with as many people as possible.
• 3:24:59
  Everyone has a purpose So if you don't mind, can you tell me a
• 3:25:10
  little bit about yourself? I like to get to know some of
• 3:25:12
  the folks that are hanging out in the room and I really do
• 3:25:15
  appreciate you coming and I do definitely like to hear
• 3:25:18
  different views and ideas. Why people are where they're at
• 3:25:21
  in life? So tell me about yourself.
• 3:25:26
  Oh, me myself. Well, I guess so I'm a college
• 3:25:33
  student and going to graduate soon.
• 3:25:37
  Oh actually, kind of reminded me of a question that I wanted to
• 3:25:43
  ask. So my my major is study is
• 3:25:48
  illustration. I wanted to ask, you know, I've
• 3:25:51
  seen some of the graphic design and illustrations from your
• 3:25:56
  store. I wanted to ask, like, how did
• 3:25:59
  you make those names? Did you know, digital paint or
• 3:26:04
  Graphic design, you know, how did, how did you make those
• 3:26:08
  designs? Cuz I'm fine.
• 3:26:11
  And in some cases pretty funny. Well some of its graphic design,
• 3:26:17
  some of its I use like paint programs and all that and put
• 3:26:20
  things together. But one thing I've been dabbling
• 3:26:23
  in with, for the last two years is a paid programs.
• 3:26:27
  That involve a i generation and all that, I'm sure you probably
• 3:26:31
  heard of it. You can if he backed up
• 3:26:33
  software, you can actually described it as a concept or an
• 3:26:38
  idea of what you want and then the computer tries to generate
• 3:26:42
  the animation or image of what you're doing and all that.
• 3:26:45
  Like, recently, I just did one called Eeveelution and that got
• 3:26:50
  a monkey Wizard and that basically Eeveelution is Magic
• 3:26:54
  type of concept, it's obviously me being funny.
• 3:26:57
  I think I got a great sense of humor and I also is what Yeah, I
• 3:27:07
  think so, but I don't personally know the names of those offers I
• 3:27:11
  have heard of them. oh, I remember if I don't know, if
• 3:27:21
  it's still up there on on your story but I remember I think
• 3:27:25
  even I think it's cool that you're you're even willing to
• 3:27:30
  maybe poke fun at yourself a little bit.
• 3:27:32
  I remember there is a manatee sticker and the last time I
• 3:27:36
  looked at the store, All right, I thought that was a little bit
• 3:27:43
  funny with sunglasses on and he's got Flames behind him and
• 3:27:52
  it looks really nice outside fires and all that.
• 3:27:55
  A lot of people like that for some reason that shirt really
• 3:27:57
  does. Well, you know, where the you do
• 3:28:00
  know where the, a lot of people don't know where the story of
• 3:28:04
  the whole Manatee even came up its Origins.
• 3:28:06
  I don't know if you've heard it, if you want to even hear about
• 3:28:09
  that, it's kind of funny it originated as a joke, from the
• 3:28:17
  drunken peasants and waved back. I don't know. 2015, 2016.
• 3:28:22
  Perhaps Will the story. Didn't originally start with the
• 3:28:26
  drunken peasants that actually started with the Amazing
• 3:28:29
  Atheist. He used to do a thing called
• 3:28:32
  blogtv. Have you ever heard of that?
• 3:28:35
  Yes. So he used when he used to do
• 3:28:39
  blogtv, he was in a relationship with this woman called Holly and
• 3:28:44
  how he's a sweetheart. I've talked to her before.
• 3:28:46
  I've got to meet her and have conversations with Sarah
• 3:28:49
  Michelle and all that she's always been respectful and
• 3:28:52
  decent to me. What the problem was is some
• 3:28:55
  people some atheist didn't find her attractive and they made fun
• 3:28:59
  of her way that made from the way she looks.
• 3:29:02
  And whenever she'd be on his show with him it was just her
• 3:29:05
  and him and she'd sit on his lap.
• 3:29:06
  It call her a sea cow and that was very painful.
• 3:29:10
  You can see that that bothered TJ and then Holly, didn't you
• 3:29:13
  want to be on video anymore because of it, even when she
• 3:29:16
  comes in here? She only lets us look at a
• 3:29:19
  picture on the screen. Like what you got going on, she
• 3:29:23
  doesn't want to show herself because she was getting made fun
• 3:29:25
  of they called her the manatee and seat belts.
• 3:29:27
  So Along Comes myself into the drunken peasants and TJ use the
• 3:29:33
  most painful thing. His wife was called, he was
• 3:29:38
  married to her Holly. He started calling me Manatee,
• 3:29:41
  so we went with it. People seem to think those
• 3:29:44
  funny. I personally realize where it
• 3:29:47
  came from. Well, that's sad.
• 3:29:49
  That's that's what they did to. The woman that didn't deserve
• 3:29:53
  it. I did not know that but I am
• 3:29:58
  inclined to believe those certain things and it says, like
• 3:30:01
  little stories here in there, that kind of shook me out of
• 3:30:06
  the, I guess, admittedly recital worship.
• 3:30:09
  I used to have for t.j. and them I think that and I find myself
• 3:30:16
  kind of had these little issues with TJ and some of the other,
• 3:30:21
  some of his friends, you know? I I, I I remember it was a
• 3:30:25
  somewhat earlier episode where I think you were a guest on the
• 3:30:29
  drunken peasants in the infamous RV trip around America.
• 3:30:34
  And I thought that But, you know, his excuse of why Justina
• 3:30:38
  forgot about it. Like that's not acceptable.
• 3:30:40
  If he really didn't collect these donations, that's not
• 3:30:43
  that's not an acceptable answer to just say that.
• 3:30:46
  He doesn't remember what happened.
• 3:30:47
  And I think that I owe somebody close to me, even told me that
• 3:30:58
  feel free to correct this but very short summary is that You
• 3:31:04
  basically predicted how drunken peasants is going to fall apart
• 3:31:10
  by something. About exposing that been I think
• 3:31:15
  was sleeping around on his wife. And that's kind of what
• 3:31:19
  happened. Why it why there?
• 3:31:22
  Why the podcast kind of fell apart, and they just went their
• 3:31:25
  separate ways, you know, just a little stories like that here in
• 3:31:28
  there, doing a bunch of doing videos of me constantly.
• 3:31:37
  You probably realize that since you watched it and I knew that
• 3:31:40
  he was going to sooner or later get around to making another
• 3:31:43
  video where he puts me on the screen and then makes fun of
• 3:31:46
  what he didn't know was apparently been it angered a lot
• 3:31:50
  of his audience because he was kicking people out of this
• 3:31:53
  court. So I had a guy called will
• 3:31:55
  Kincaid a couple of these young females who claimed that Ben was
• 3:31:59
  screwing around with them. They came forward and they said,
• 3:32:02
  Brad, I know that you've had issue with these guys and I told
• 3:32:06
  them I said like most of this is just a favor people just act
• 3:32:10
  stupid on a podcast this way it is and they go.
• 3:32:12
  Well, if you want to if you don't like them and you want to
• 3:32:16
  expose them, we've got pictures. We've got imagery to show that
• 3:32:20
  he is committing adultery. He's doing all these things.
• 3:32:22
  Well, back then, I was a little bit meaner than I am.
• 3:32:26
  Now, I've gotten a lot more Kinder in my old age but I
• 3:32:30
  figured, okay, he's going to end up broadcast in my show, what he
• 3:32:34
  did. And I put those images up on the
• 3:32:37
  screen and live time. While people are watching.
• 3:32:39
  They could see what he did against his own wife.
• 3:32:43
  But what ends up happening is, is that he realizes he screwed
• 3:32:47
  up, any turn the broadcast off. Well, TJ, it already done a
• 3:32:52
  3-hour drunken peasants video, and this guy been went and
• 3:32:57
  deleted the entire broadcast. That TJ was involved in this
• 3:33:01
  anger TJ because TJ doesn't like to do 3 hours of video and then
• 3:33:06
  have the damn thing deleted a minute.
• 3:33:08
  Like so TJ fired in for it. So people basically say it was
• 3:33:15
  because of me. Why?
• 3:33:17
  It is all that happened and I don't mind taking responsibility
• 3:33:20
  for it exposed. That's the end of that.
• 3:33:29
  That, you know, it was meant to be an insult towards you.
• 3:33:34
  When when I was told that I owe, you were responsible for the the
• 3:33:38
  dissolution. I I think that they were just
• 3:33:41
  trying to say it kind of like a ironic in like a poetic way and
• 3:33:46
  they they literally have dozens and dozens of hours of content,
• 3:33:53
  I think there is even literally a compilation video, where
• 3:33:57
  they're just reacting to your videos and it's I don't even
• 3:34:02
  know what total it's at least 20 hours long and it was just
• 3:34:06
  poetic that, you know, they kind of Made fun of your content for
• 3:34:11
  years. But what's funny is that what
• 3:34:14
  the start of their downfall? Was you exposing those messages
• 3:34:19
  from Ben and they just thought it was kind of Indian was funny
• 3:34:23
  in a poetic sense. That's basically I have
• 3:34:28
  spiritual people say you reap? What yourself?
• 3:34:30
  And even if you're not a religious person, or believe, in
• 3:34:34
  some form of karma, I like to say it like this.
• 3:34:37
  A non-believer could hold this idea.
• 3:34:41
  Someone's masshole long enough sooner or later they're going to
• 3:34:43
  dump on themselves. If you got to be destructed the
• 3:34:46
  people sooner or later it comes back, if that makes sense.
• 3:34:51
  Yeah, I guess to some extent. I I believe in karma or at least
• 3:34:56
  I would like to believe in concept of Karma that you reap.
• 3:34:59
  What you sow if you do bad, things to people, then something
• 3:35:04
  bad's going to happen to you kind of thing.
• 3:35:08
  Yep. So they were there and their own
• 3:35:11
  downfall. I just helped it along a little
• 3:35:13
  bit. That's it.
• 3:35:14
  Why it says surprised. And so you were a young person
• 3:35:17
  and he wants us, I had always said I remember back then.
• 3:35:21
  I said that a lot of the people who watch this guy, they're
• 3:35:24
  young, they probably see him as some kind of rebellious type,
• 3:35:27
  like some kind of antagonist to Kurt Cobain or something.
• 3:35:32
  So now it's understandable. Just young people trying to
• 3:35:36
  figure them self out and they thought it was a fun moment in
• 3:35:39
  time I get it. yeah, I remember I forgot if it was I forgot who
• 3:35:47
  which one of them said it by I distinctly, remember they were
• 3:35:51
  very insulted when somebody insinuated that their fan base
• 3:35:56
  consisted of young teenagers and try to pull up the demographics
• 3:36:02
  and actually you know most of our audience is people in their
• 3:36:06
  20s and above and I believe I left a comment on one of your
• 3:36:11
  videos. I don't recall which I think it
• 3:36:13
  might have been the TJ Hurricane Katrina video where I did speak
• 3:36:17
  a little about how having been that type of fan.
• 3:36:22
  And now I'm just living is becoming an actual adult again,
• 3:36:27
  to my mid-twenties. I I can definitely see and
• 3:36:31
  believe that. Perhaps even their current fan
• 3:36:36
  base consists of mostly, I don't know, 16 17, 18 year olds which
• 3:36:40
  is not necessarily bad. But I think that I think that,
• 3:36:48
  you know, I believe that you should try to evolve with your
• 3:36:52
  audience. So to some extent, it's a little
• 3:36:55
  sad. You know, seeing TJ, I think
• 3:36:58
  he's almost forty or approaching his forties and his content
• 3:37:03
  still appeals to mainly like, You know, teenagers and maybe
• 3:37:08
  some people in their early twenties and it is sad in a way
• 3:37:12
  better. I personally think it's a little
• 3:37:14
  sad in a way but and it is what it is.
• 3:37:19
  You have any, you have any questions for me?
• 3:37:22
  You watch the Katrina video. You said, huh?
• 3:37:26
  Yeah, I would say I did watch the I think it was about how she
• 3:37:35
  Jay scammed people during that whole on my Kinect collecting
• 3:37:40
  donations for the Hurricane. Katrina, I believe was Hurricane
• 3:37:44
  Katrina and I I guess it didn't surprise me that he did that
• 3:37:56
  because you know, the RV trip. I I just felt like that was an
• 3:38:03
  unacceptable thing for him to say that while I just forgot
• 3:38:05
  about what became of that RV trip.
• 3:38:08
  So it was easier for me to believe that he probably did do
• 3:38:12
  something like that where you just collect the bill collector
• 3:38:16
  for Hurricane Katrina, but just never really provided proof that
• 3:38:23
  he sent that money to the Charities.
• 3:38:27
  I I did think it was very strange that she was directly
• 3:38:31
  collecting the money. Instead of, you know, maybe just
• 3:38:35
  providing a link to have a design, just donate to the
• 3:38:39
  charity itself. And boys that were the only
• 3:38:43
  thing, the two he had, he gotten his audience over the years to
• 3:38:48
  pay hundreds of thousands of dollars to create over five
• 3:38:52
  different sites that were supposed to be YouTube
• 3:38:55
  Alternatives. They were supposed to be video
• 3:38:57
  sites and atheist could go to and not have to worry about the
• 3:39:01
  terms of service violations and Community guidelines YouTube.
• 3:39:05
  Lot of atheists, look forward to that.
• 3:39:07
  And I remember whenever I was a non-believer, I was having
• 3:39:11
  problems with you two constantly.
• 3:39:12
  So I promoted his websites that he claimed, he was going to
• 3:39:16
  create a lot of young atheist ended up, putting their money
• 3:39:19
  into it. And I feel regret myself for
• 3:39:22
  telling them, it was going to be such a great idea and then he
• 3:39:26
  ends up keeping the money doesn't do anything with it.
• 3:39:29
  And what's sad about it is I've got a lot of Christian friends.
• 3:39:33
  You've managed to under a very low budget.
• 3:39:35
  Like my friend ttor created his own video site.
• 3:39:40
  I can literally go over there, right?
• 3:39:41
  Now, I've uploaded over 100 videos on his website and he did
• 3:39:46
  it all by himself, but TJ had hundreds of thousands of
• 3:39:49
  dollars. He could have gotten
• 3:39:51
  professionals, he could have got people who are well skilled at
• 3:39:55
  doing it and he gave people, nothing, nothing, all those
• 3:39:59
  atheist, no promises gone. And I'm surprised that
• 3:40:02
  non-believers don't hold him accountable for that.
• 3:40:05
  It is what it is. I think that that happened.
• 3:40:12
  A while before, I think I was too young to be on the internet
• 3:40:15
  that times I do recall them talking about that websites that
• 3:40:20
  website. I don't want to say situation
• 3:40:26
  cuz I'm not trying to insult you but I really don't know what to
• 3:40:28
  call it other than situation. But I did think that my my take
• 3:40:37
  away from, I think, I think TJ's recollection from what happened.
• 3:40:44
  I think my take-away was I I could not fully support his
• 3:40:50
  explanation because I, I just thought it was unacceptable.
• 3:40:55
  I think. I think he claimed that.
• 3:40:59
  I think that the, he Didn't officially hire anybody, like
• 3:41:05
  somebody who was a web developer out of the goodness of their
• 3:41:08
  heart offer to make this website and Host this website for him
• 3:41:13
  for free? And that's not what he should
• 3:41:17
  have done, you know, you should have written up some type of
• 3:41:19
  contract and may be held this person accountable.
• 3:41:22
  And it's just Now, it was that it was five different websites
• 3:41:29
  over years of time and that was the reason why he and I got into
• 3:41:33
  it. Remember, I used to be buddies
• 3:41:35
  with him, he was becoming rich, and he was taking advantage of
• 3:41:41
  80s. And as far as I was concerned
• 3:41:43
  back then, as a non-believer myself, I felt like a lot of
• 3:41:47
  people that works and if since you just wanted something better
• 3:41:50
  or getting robbed. So that's why he and I ended up
• 3:41:54
  clashing and we ended up going into the thing.
• 3:41:57
  Unfortunately, I wasn't able to fully describe or explain what
• 3:42:01
  was happening to my fullest because I had four guys who were
• 3:42:07
  yelling and screaming and barking in my ear and cussing me
• 3:42:10
  out and all that. So is extremely difficult to
• 3:42:13
  express myself. I mean, imagine if you came in
• 3:42:16
  here and you're trying to talk and he got four people yelling
• 3:42:18
  that you repeatedly, it's makes it kind of hard, you know?
• 3:42:27
  Yeah, I think that over the years, I think back then I
• 3:42:32
  thought that format was funny and entertaining but it is
• 3:42:36
  really annoying to try to. you're trying to talk to another
• 3:42:41
  three or four people and they're all just like talking over you
• 3:42:43
  and you're trying to answer their question but they're just
• 3:42:46
  not letting you Yeah, I don't, I don't know, it's kind of funny
• 3:42:53
  cuz I think even nowadays people who watch drunken peasants
• 3:43:00
  teeth, have fried and TJ's content.
• 3:43:02
  I think that even, they are kind of waking up and realizing that
• 3:43:09
  his concert like this type of content, that's just dumb.
• 3:43:13
  I mean, I don't know. I, I just personally thought
• 3:43:15
  that I, I couldn't really stand. The nihilism in the negativity.
• 3:43:22
  You know, being a young teenager that stuff seems kind of cool
• 3:43:28
  but when you actually become more of an adult I don't know,
• 3:43:33
  it just it it just feels awful to hearing people. hearing
• 3:43:38
  people talk about how how the world sucks and how they're
• 3:43:43
  pressing everything is and how there's no point to life and I
• 3:43:47
  couldn't even really watch I haven't even really watch an
• 3:43:53
  episode of deep fat fried because of the fact that it's
• 3:43:56
  just dumb. 2 - remind Hayes. I mean they were even making fun
• 3:44:04
  of you know, people who and they're even making fun of
• 3:44:12
  people who like you do Marvel and Disney.
• 3:44:14
  And I understand maybe that's not very sophisticated content,
• 3:44:18
  but just just let people enjoy those things, you know.
• 3:44:22
  I don't know why you have to brag on them, so hard, you know
• 3:44:28
  what? Just It's not productive to just
• 3:44:31
  like make fun of people all the time which is what it seems like
• 3:44:35
  you do and all her shows. Kind of difficult to be able to
• 3:44:40
  have conversations with folks like that too, cuz they don't
• 3:44:44
  seem to have any kind of likes or anyting.
• 3:44:47
  The enjoy and must have something having to do with
• 3:44:49
  himself. It's very narcissistic.
• 3:44:51
  I personally love Marvel and I love.
• 3:44:54
  I love older classic. Disney movies.
• 3:44:57
  I'm not really fond of some of the political ideologies
• 3:45:00
  methodologies that are pushed in the movies, nowadays.
• 3:45:03
  But I am, I'm a big-time movie fan my son and I we just
• 3:45:08
  recently watch The Flash. The newest flash movie don't
• 3:45:12
  really like the actor that much, but the story was great and I
• 3:45:16
  ended up accumulating more respect for the actual actor who
• 3:45:21
  plays The Flash. I think the reason why I had
• 3:45:24
  that problem was because I like the TV show guy and then when
• 3:45:28
  they made a new one that was kind of like what they did with
• 3:45:30
  that man. That was first Michael Keaton,
• 3:45:32
  then they made Val Kilmer George Clooney and I just want one
• 3:45:36
  single Batman. Maybe that's so But I just
• 3:45:39
  wanted one actor, one Batman, you know what I mean?
• 3:45:49
  Not sure if I agree. I think that I I don't have a
• 3:45:55
  problem with the different Batman's different.
• 3:45:58
  Iterations of Batman's. I think that I only watched
• 3:46:08
  those small part of that flash movie, I didn't think it was
• 3:46:13
  very cool at at some point in the movie, I do remember there
• 3:46:17
  is a cameo from Michael Keaton as Batman.
• 3:46:20
  And I did think that was pretty cool.
• 3:46:26
  Well, it's not mean, you said yourself that you were you were
• 3:46:30
  pretty young so you probably would have been just a little
• 3:46:33
  kid whenever Michael Keaton. Then it's just you get used to
• 3:46:36
  something, you know, you get familiar.
• 3:46:38
  I bet you're like wow this guy is awesome.
• 3:46:41
  Don't get me wrong, I love Christian Bale's version of
• 3:46:44
  Batman and all that, but it's just weird making that change
• 3:46:48
  suddenly and that's what they say that they went from Michael
• 3:46:51
  Keaton, Duvall Kilmer to George Clooney, little bit too quickly
• 3:46:55
  for me to get used to still watch them though.
• 3:47:00
  I guess I can see what you being is.
• 3:47:03
  I think that weirdly enough, the Batman that I'm used to is
• 3:47:08
  probably the animated, you know, Batman in that case, The
• 3:47:14
  Defenders, Batman for me, would be the actor e do Kevin Conroy
• 3:47:19
  cuz I think that I at that time, you know, I grew up around those
• 3:47:24
  cartoons and Unfortunately I believe he has passed away.
• 3:47:30
  I want to say maybe earlier this year or last year and I
• 3:47:35
  genuinely was stated. When I heard about that, I think
• 3:47:40
  that for me, and in that case, it would be hard to think about
• 3:47:44
  anybody else. Voicing another animated Batman
• 3:47:49
  character. Well, I also recently had my
• 3:47:53
  heartbroken with Superman as well.
• 3:47:55
  I really really adore Henry Cavill as Superman not in a gay
• 3:48:01
  way. I just think that he was perfect
• 3:48:03
  as Superman and all that. And now they want to get rid of
• 3:48:07
  him and put somebody else in this place.
• 3:48:09
  And I'm like, why, why would you do that for?
• 3:48:12
  I don't know how you feel about Henry Cavill but I thought he
• 3:48:16
  was awesome. I don't know anything about him,
• 3:48:22
  you know? And if there's any controversies
• 3:48:24
  over how he is as an actor but at least like that he did look
• 3:48:29
  the part that he did look like Superman I don't know what
• 3:48:36
  happened with all of that lie, why he?
• 3:48:40
  Why he's not part of the I don't know the DC film Universe
• 3:48:44
  anymore and does not going to be in the future but there's a guy
• 3:48:52
  called James Gunn who has been set to make new movies and Henry
• 3:48:57
  Cavill was the part of the Zack Snyder stuff.
• 3:49:00
  So what they said was they wanted to create a a series on a
• 3:49:04
  younger version of Superman. They want to bring a different
• 3:49:08
  actor cuz they need a younger person.
• 3:49:10
  Not the Superman from his prying a stump, says must go.
• 3:49:15
  Brothers and sisters. Thanks for having me on.
• 3:49:17
  Yeah, a lot of my religious, a theistic friends of taking off
• 3:49:22
  because they're not really in the video game cock movies and
• 3:49:25
  television. But we spent like three hours so
• 3:49:28
  I can talk about other topics o. Oh, I apologize.
• 3:49:36
  I mean, if anybody else wants to you, no jumping and say
• 3:49:40
  something else, it's glad I've been kind of never responding
• 3:49:43
  for a while. No Mister stump he was mostly
• 3:49:48
  came in to do a discussion about Genesis and Revelation and
• 3:49:52
  creationism and I feel like you got a lot of that out of there
• 3:49:56
  Rex. He's a buddy of mine, he
• 3:49:58
  believes that we live in a simulation them, he thinks that
• 3:50:01
  God is actually a goddess. We get a lot of different views,
• 3:50:05
  a lot of different ideas in here and stuff.
• 3:50:10
  Did you usually get kind of like a recurring audience coming back
• 3:50:16
  or are there constantly like new people coming into to speak
• 3:50:20
  with? You depends.
• 3:50:23
  I've gotten tons and tons of drunken peasants for more fans
• 3:50:28
  and all that. And they all say this.
• 3:50:30
  A lot of the same things that you do kale and their likes.
• 3:50:33
  When I was young, I used to find that interesting than then.
• 3:50:36
  I start watching your your videos and also a couple former
• 3:50:41
  ones. Got a, hold of me on Facebook
• 3:50:42
  and asked me for help with stuff and they go while you're not a
• 3:50:46
  bad guy at all white. How did you get mixed up with
• 3:50:49
  all that? I might goof.
• 3:50:51
  That's a long story. But here goes, I've dealt with
• 3:50:56
  that. I've had flat-earthers in my
• 3:50:59
  room, I've had people come in and talk about ghosts and
• 3:51:02
  experiences. They've had, I've had people
• 3:51:04
  claim, they died, and come back, UFOs, and aliens Bigfoot, you
• 3:51:10
  know, People riding on dinosaurs, you name it, we get
• 3:51:13
  tons of people in my room and I'm nice to all of them because
• 3:51:17
  I figure if you're nice to your guests, then more people feel
• 3:51:21
  comfortable with coming in, if you insult them, or make fun of
• 3:51:24
  them. Then other people, with weird
• 3:51:26
  ideas are going to say, why would I want to go on there for?
• 3:51:29
  I don't want to be a clown. I don't want to be like at a
• 3:51:32
  carnival having Tomatoes thrown at, it seems logical that.
• 3:51:36
  If you be nice, if you build it they will come.
• 3:51:39
  Does that make sense? Yes, I am totally understand and
• 3:51:45
  is it's kind of why I think of that.
• 3:51:48
  You and TJ and his friends. nowadays, they seem to be kind
• 3:51:53
  of repelling, a lot of people because I do think that there
• 3:51:57
  are a lot of their former fans or realize you said like me
• 3:52:01
  where they just grew up out of that, that type of Colonel
• 3:52:05
  Middleton. This militant need to debate and
• 3:52:08
  just hate the world and hate religion.
• 3:52:11
  And then I hate people and it's a horrible way to go about life.
• 3:52:16
  And I think that I don't know where Lee enough even though, I
• 3:52:20
  believe that you don't EJ Paul and everybody else, you know,
• 3:52:23
  they're a lot older than me, but it's just weird that I was able
• 3:52:28
  to kind of grow up away from that type of mentality.
• 3:52:32
  But they're the kind of still Stuck in that and I think I
• 3:52:37
  watched another one of your videos about Paul and how is
• 3:52:42
  YouTube channel has like less than a hundreds of subscribers
• 3:52:45
  nowadays. Or something like that.
• 3:52:49
  And I mean it's sad and away cuz there's a still a part of me
• 3:52:55
  that wants people to succeed if they want to be a content
• 3:52:58
  creator but it's just dumb. I don't know.
• 3:53:04
  I mean, what, what can you do? I hear you.
• 3:53:10
  I don't know what to say for to be.
• 3:53:13
  Like I said, my video. It was difficult to even hit
• 3:53:17
  record and make that video. People wanted me to they wanted
• 3:53:20
  to hear my views, but I'm like, you guys have done so much to
• 3:53:23
  basically destroy the guy, and he was already His Own Worst
• 3:53:27
  Enemy. Anyway, it's not really much.
• 3:53:29
  I can say, I mean I'm literally thrown on Twiggs Herndon already
• 3:53:33
  burning and sad. I don't know, Kaelyn, some
• 3:53:46
  people, they, they'd enjoy that. I hadn't noticed that a couple
• 3:53:49
  times. You said, you know, they're in
• 3:53:51
  the militant, the baby. I never felt like it.
• 3:53:55
  Any time that we were actually having a debate.
• 3:53:57
  I didn't feel like, I don't feel like TJ actually debate
• 3:54:02
  anything. I feel like there's a difference
• 3:54:05
  between like having a discussion about religious archaeological
• 3:54:10
  topics and then there's another where you just using the time to
• 3:54:14
  dump on the person and personally attacked them.
• 3:54:17
  I never actually felt like we were having an intellectual
• 3:54:20
  discussion at any time, even whenever I invited some of my
• 3:54:23
  atheist friends to get on there. They seemed shocked.
• 3:54:26
  They said, why would you, why would you bring atheist to a go
• 3:54:31
  for it? And I said, well, it seems,
• 3:54:33
  like, it makes sense. Not all atheists.
• 3:54:34
  Think the same way right. You guys aren't the board. yeah,
• 3:54:40
  I guess when I said debate, I think what I was referring to
• 3:54:43
  was TJ's videos where he would maybe read an article or react
• 3:54:53
  to some type of video and you know, I guess that that's I
• 3:54:58
  think that Maybe like, that's what the old my misconception of
• 3:55:04
  what a debate was supposed to be.
• 3:55:06
  Like, you got to be very Brash and you got to be really
• 3:55:10
  stubborn with people when you talk to them and obviously know.
• 3:55:15
  Now I don't think that way it's quite embarrassing, you know, to
• 3:55:19
  look back and realize that that's how I used to think of
• 3:55:22
  having a discussion with somebody.
• 3:55:24
  It should be like it if they don't have it, if they have a
• 3:55:28
  different belief system than you.
• 3:55:35
  I wonder if you don't mind, if you don't mind that I'm not
• 3:55:39
  trying to throw you into some kind of debate or arguments or
• 3:55:42
  something like that, but just out of curiosity, where do you
• 3:55:47
  what's say that there is no God. If you don't mind Kailyn, where
• 3:55:51
  do you believe that? You actually, you came from
• 3:55:54
  where, or life itself? What is your view on that?
• 3:56:02
  Have to go back to. the point about, My understanding of
• 3:56:08
  Science. And I think that And I do
• 3:56:14
  believe that we came from The Big Bang but as to where did the
• 3:56:19
  Big Bang come from? I personally do not know just
• 3:56:23
  kind of waiting to see if the scientists can figure out that
• 3:56:27
  one but I really couldn't tell you.
• 3:56:30
  You know, I'm a Layman I really could not tell you.
• 3:56:36
  Lot a lot of non-believers try to stay away from The Big Bang
• 3:56:39
  Theory because and its description of what it is and
• 3:56:44
  how it works. Is it falls into the category of
• 3:56:48
  Supernatural if you don't know what I mean by that, I'd be more
• 3:56:52
  than fine with explaining why a lot of atheist try to stay away
• 3:56:56
  from that one. No I think I recall this too
• 3:57:02
  because it it it is very similar to the biblical description of
• 3:57:06
  just you know I'm God saying. You let there be life let there
• 3:57:11
  be or light sorry. And then that's how the universe
• 3:57:14
  came to be. Like it's it does sound
• 3:57:16
  extremely similar to each other but the big bang in itself.
• 3:57:25
  The way it's described is Supernatural by definition.
• 3:57:29
  I have had a lot of non-believers go.
• 3:57:32
  How is that you know, it's would you like me to lay it out for
• 3:57:36
  you and see what you think? I'm sure.
• 3:57:39
  I guess I had the wrong idea about it was first to make sure
• 3:57:47
  we're on the same. Wavelength here, Supernatural,
• 3:57:50
  do you do you agree that the definition?
• 3:57:52
  This is straight up a Google. The definition of Supernatural
• 3:57:57
  is something that exists outside of the laws of The universe.
• 3:58:06
  I think that it's similar to how I would Define supernatural.
• 3:58:11
  I think that my definition of Supernatural involved things you
• 3:58:16
  know from fantasy you know like magic perhaps and Spirits and
• 3:58:23
  fairies and things like that. I think I would have described
• 3:58:26
  as Supernatural. Well, yeah, you can describe
• 3:58:30
  things like ghosts and spirits of Supernatural.
• 3:58:33
  Something that acts outside of the law, but the big bang the
• 3:58:38
  the concept of it is is that there was a beginning point and
• 3:58:42
  then from that beginning Point, all space-time and nature came
• 3:58:47
  into existence. Will, if that's true, it's a
• 3:58:50
  scientist to write about that. Then that means that the
• 3:58:53
  singularity would have existed outside of what we know of the
• 3:58:57
  space-time and nature. That means that our universe
• 3:59:01
  originally came into existence, that was a consequence of
• 3:59:05
  Supernatural, you understand? Because of nature didn't exist,
• 3:59:09
  there would have been no nature laws are for boom.
• 3:59:12
  Fits perfectly like gloves in there.
• 3:59:15
  If you don't believe me Kaelyn, if you think that I'm goofing
• 3:59:19
  year, whatever feel free to just type it on your Google real
• 3:59:22
  quick, on your phone with Supernatural as, and you'll be
• 3:59:24
  like, oh now I understand why you just want to stay away from
• 3:59:31
  Sure. Do you want me to find the
• 3:59:36
  definition of Supernatural or I'm not giving you the correct
• 3:59:42
  context of it of the definition, feel free to look it up and
• 3:59:46
  you'll see that what I'm telling you is true that the
• 3:59:50
  Supernatural is something that exists beyond the laws of nature
• 3:59:55
  with nature didn't exist nor space or time, then that is
• 4:00:00
  beyond the laws of nature because they don't even exist.
• 4:00:03
  So the universe is Supernatural from An Origin point.
• 4:00:16
  That's one of the reasons why 50 years ago before Einstein and a
• 4:00:21
  Catholic priest ended up coming up with the theory of the Big
• 4:00:24
  Bang. It's one of the reasons why a
• 4:00:26
  lot of people held to something called the steadfast Terry.
• 4:00:30
  They believe that the Universe was eternal and somehow that
• 4:00:33
  caused issue for a Creator, but a guy called Stephen Hawking.
• 4:00:39
  Came along, you know who he is Big Time a wheelchair?
• 4:00:42
  He ended up proving that the Big Bang was real, that we did come
• 4:00:47
  from a singularity and he did that by scaling radiation back
• 4:00:52
  to his appointment. And I definitely think it's in
• 4:00:58
  the world. There could be some very strange
• 4:01:01
  things that can't really explain.
• 4:01:07
  Right. Right, and remember what I said
• 4:01:10
  at the beginning of the conversation, my only hope for
• 4:01:14
  people's. They simply have an open mind
• 4:01:16
  and they, they just simply, don't close himself off the
• 4:01:19
  mother ideas and thoughts. I'm not looking for anybody to
• 4:01:23
  go out and joining the Jesus club or anything like that.
• 4:01:25
  My assumption is that if you're open-minded to gods and sooner
• 4:01:30
  or later, you're going to look into what other people are
• 4:01:32
  saying about it and you'll find your way.
• 4:01:35
  That's, that's my view on it. So I'm not one of these pushy.
• 4:01:39
  Knock on your door, aggravates you at 6.
• 4:01:42
  In the morning topic I'm just throwing out ideas and see what
• 4:01:46
  you think about him. No, I understand.
• 4:01:50
  I think it is very interesting to listen to people and and it's
• 4:01:56
  a weird thing to say, but I think that I'm very fascinated
• 4:02:00
  by people's motivations. And why do they think the way
• 4:02:03
  they do? Why do they do the things they
• 4:02:05
  do? So I think and I think it can be
• 4:02:09
  buried, like intellectually stimulating, even sometimes
• 4:02:13
  something might not make a lot of liquor.
• 4:02:16
  Since I think it's still interesting to hear a person
• 4:02:18
  talk about, you know, why they do the things they do or why
• 4:02:24
  they believe in something. You said you were a big fan of
• 4:02:28
  science out. Let me throw something out at
• 4:02:32
  you and see what you think of is as far as you're concerned, and
• 4:02:36
  all of science that you've ever. Observed wife is, always come
• 4:02:40
  from something that is alive, right?
• 4:02:44
  Yes, I would say so. Never once in your entirety of
• 4:02:49
  existence, have you ever seen what is referred to as
• 4:02:52
  spontaneous generation? You've never seen something just
• 4:02:56
  come to life from nothing or nonliving matter before you
• 4:03:00
  never seen that. But you have seen a billion
• 4:03:03
  babies born in the world. Weather watch some TV or with
• 4:03:06
  your own family and friends, right?
• 4:03:09
  Yes, I would say. So I'm doing is taking it to the
• 4:03:15
  extreme and I'm saying in order for you and I to exist there had
• 4:03:19
  to be a parent figure there had to be a intelligent entity that
• 4:03:24
  was capable of transforming matter and doing this.
• 4:03:27
  It's not really all that controversial.
• 4:03:29
  If you think about it it's actually more magical to think
• 4:03:33
  that we came from nothing or nonliving matter than the idea
• 4:03:37
  of an intelligent entity. Being part of it is he would
• 4:03:41
  most non-believers believe that there's a big possibility that
• 4:03:44
  there's more life in the universe or why can't we take it
• 4:03:48
  and say there's even more Superior life and more advanced
• 4:03:52
  it's capable of creating the very essence of existence.
• 4:03:55
  See how that makes sense. It's very scientific.
• 4:04:01
  I think that I mean I guess I can see that I think there is
• 4:04:04
  even is it the movie Interstellar?
• 4:04:07
  And I think, even space honest, the kind of dowel with that idea
• 4:04:13
  of there being like a different type of Auto Superior raise, the
• 4:04:19
  kind of created humanity and the other life in the universe.
• 4:04:24
  And then I guess that could be possible.
• 4:04:30
  Oh, I love the interstellar. That's a great movie.
• 4:04:33
  Matthew McConaughey. I think it's how you pronounce
• 4:04:36
  his name. He's got his own YouTube
• 4:04:37
  channel, he's big-time Christian.
• 4:04:40
  He talks about God quite a bit as well as his acting career.
• 4:04:43
  He's one of the most phenomenal actors.
• 4:04:46
  That is out there on TV. You still there Caitlin.
• 4:04:55
  You went quiet on me. I hope you're feeling better by
• 4:04:58
  the way. Oh, I am still here.
• 4:05:01
  Don't worry. I'm just like, sometimes I don't
• 4:05:05
  know what topic to bring up next.
• 4:05:10
  Well, don't worry. I'm pretty good at throwing
• 4:05:12
  stuff out there and all that. So you do you do realize the
• 4:05:16
  scientists have quite a few different theories of how life
• 4:05:19
  might have started. Some believe that we might have
• 4:05:22
  came from the ocean and then we went through some evolutionary
• 4:05:25
  process. Some believe that we came from
• 4:05:28
  some energy ventricles with in the ocean.
• 4:05:31
  That is the breaking part of the basically the bottom of the
• 4:05:36
  ocean somehow, the material came up that, that some people
• 4:05:39
  believe we come from rocks that we're like the gooey substance.
• 4:05:42
  That came out of it. I like to call.
• 4:05:44
  It's not on the Rock and I'm goes from there.
• 4:05:48
  What, what is your theory are? Do you believe in panspermia?
• 4:05:56
  I think it's a good question. I think that I haven't really
• 4:06:02
  put that much thought into it I think that when I had a lot more
• 4:06:06
  free time as a teenager I probably had an answer but I
• 4:06:12
  think but nowadays I just I think that and I don't go about
• 4:06:15
  my daily life thinking of my wonder where Humanity came from
• 4:06:20
  cuz I I just feel like I have so many other things to handle, but
• 4:06:24
  I guess if I could answer you right now.
• 4:06:28
  I think that. I don't know.
• 4:06:34
  Actually, I I want to say that perhaps life was brought.
• 4:06:39
  New billions of years ago from maybe some bacteria or cells
• 4:06:45
  that crashed into the planet, you know from from somewhere
• 4:06:50
  else from far away. you know what that first let first Life
• 4:06:54
  Theory where we all started out as some...
• 4:06:57
  Where we start off as Basically like cells.
• 4:07:03
  I'm just kind of evolved from there.
• 4:07:07
  But let me, let me ask you something.
• 4:07:09
  Kaitlyn about that, and I think you'll find this interesting and
• 4:07:13
  mentally stimulating. But let's say that happened,
• 4:07:16
  let's say that we're both on the same page, and it was a bunch of
• 4:07:20
  cells. They change the Time Michael
• 4:07:22
  structures, and they became bigger more complex forms.
• 4:07:26
  How would you say that male and female stayed compatible over
• 4:07:31
  billions of years? Basically?
• 4:07:33
  How would a male be able to have intercourse or reproductive
• 4:07:37
  abilities with another creature? That's evolving separately from
• 4:07:41
  it? It's like I would have made
• 4:07:44
  sure, no. Now I I guess I don't have the
• 4:07:53
  information to give you an answer for that because I did, I
• 4:07:58
  definitely do know that there is still some animals out there
• 4:08:02
  that reproduce asexually. And I think that There's also a
• 4:08:08
  think animals that don't put it that they're basically like an
• 4:08:11
  all-female species and they can have Offspring, like just fine
• 4:08:16
  there by themselves. I saw it, I am unfortunately, I
• 4:08:19
  don't really know. What to say about that?
• 4:08:22
  I agree with you and if we went with that, the theory before
• 4:08:27
  that would have meant it at some point in time, we were a sexual,
• 4:08:32
  right? We were nothing more than cells
• 4:08:35
  are Google and then ended up turning into fish and all these
• 4:08:38
  different creatures. But the question is, is at what
• 4:08:41
  point in time did we separate? And then start making that
• 4:08:45
  male-female and then how while they were going to the changes?
• 4:08:49
  Did they stay in sync with each other?
• 4:08:52
  You see how weird that is? Now, you don't have to have all
• 4:08:55
  the answers Kaelyn. I'm not going to make finer goof
• 4:08:58
  on you or anything. I'm just saying isn't that an
• 4:09:00
  interesting thought exercise? And I totally think that is very
• 4:09:08
  interesting. See you sound if you don't mind
• 4:09:15
  if we jump away from science for a little bit you sound like
• 4:09:18
  you're having some burdens like you having some stress where you
• 4:09:22
  don't feel like you have as much time to think about things.
• 4:09:24
  Like whenever you were a teenager, are you doing okay?
• 4:09:28
  Is there is there is your life doing?
• 4:09:31
  All right. I think that.
• 4:09:38
  I think that you know, covid the whole pandemic kind of put a
• 4:09:42
  screeching halt to where I thought my life would turn out
• 4:09:47
  to be you know that I graduated high school when I had this
• 4:09:51
  vision of okay, after four years of college and I are going to my
• 4:09:56
  dream school graduate college got a job, but I believe that
• 4:10:02
  after like a year-and-a-half actually of going to college,
• 4:10:06
  that's when the pandemic hit and I think that.
• 4:10:15
  But I think that it can sometimes negatively affect you
• 4:10:21
  mentally and affect your sense of self-worth in a way where I
• 4:10:26
  was really thinking that kind of moving through life and like a
• 4:10:32
  linear Scentsy and that kind of stuff by stuff, like Dad, High
• 4:10:36
  School, go to college, graduate college and a job and so on and
• 4:10:40
  so forth. And You know, that that's not
• 4:10:44
  what really happened to me. And I had to move back move to
• 4:10:47
  two different schools during the pandemic and I should have
• 4:10:53
  actually graduated last year if I was in our ball in that
• 4:10:57
  original plan. But I'm not, I'm, I'm graduating
• 4:11:00
  in the fall and I guess I never really got my groove and that is
• 4:11:06
  how I can summarize it. I never really got.
• 4:11:10
  Not Groove, Back his song. I'm not sure how it was for you,
• 4:11:16
  you know, everything being locked down and such but it
• 4:11:19
  definitely was very difficult. to go to college in an online
• 4:11:26
  setting for I want to say 2 years and I even watched, you
• 4:11:32
  know, my younger brother do that with with high school going
• 4:11:36
  going to high school online and it definitely just some Stop.
• 4:11:42
  Some probably adjusted better than we did, but I remember it
• 4:11:46
  was a very difficult time and I just have never been able to I
• 4:11:52
  guess you don't get get my groove back is the best way I
• 4:11:56
  can summarize that I'm sad. It wasn't actually very painful
• 4:12:02
  experience but not from my point of view, it's what happened, the
• 4:12:06
  people that I love and care about.
• 4:12:07
  I'll thank you for the the Super Chat out there like for 1, my
• 4:12:13
  son, beautiful young man. He got to working at a factory
• 4:12:18
  where he was making them up $30 an hour and a couple months ago
• 4:12:22
  by the Colgan hits Trump's under all this nonsense and stress.
• 4:12:27
  And he ends up losing his job, as well as many other people
• 4:12:31
  because they said, they don't want people all up on top of
• 4:12:34
  each other with the sickness. So my son went from getting him
• 4:12:38
  a new home and a new car where you had expenses and bills.
• 4:12:42
  And now was found himself starting to climb in the debt.
• 4:12:47
  Now, he was lucky because he had a good father and mother and we
• 4:12:51
  made sure to take care of them through that process.
• 4:12:54
  But this cold thing went on for a while.
• 4:12:56
  So my son, he was able to email. Like months later to be able to
• 4:13:01
  get another job, not paid as much, but enough to be able to
• 4:13:05
  live comfortably and do his things.
• 4:13:07
  We also got a lot of young people in our family, where
• 4:13:10
  they're in debt because of college is there, they have all
• 4:13:14
  this stuff and then they get slammed and it's a lot of young
• 4:13:17
  people that are getting very depressed nowadays because the
• 4:13:21
  Liberals want to do this all over again.
• 4:13:23
  I don't know. If you knew that Kailyn butt,
• 4:13:26
  they're talking about doing it again.
• 4:13:27
  They want to walk down in a lot of Americans are saying.
• 4:13:31
  Oh, hell no, you not going to do this to us again.
• 4:13:33
  The economy's, absolute trash and young people are wondering,
• 4:13:38
  where is our future? Where, where do we go from here?
• 4:13:42
  Because when you're young and you put all that energy and
• 4:13:45
  strength in the trying to do something and then suddenly
• 4:13:49
  people are putting these unnecessary obstacles in front
• 4:13:52
  of you. Course, it's going to drag you
• 4:13:54
  down. It's depressing.
• 4:13:55
  So much hard work, just to be having a bunch Idiots.
• 4:13:59
  You don't even know telling you, I know you don't get to move
• 4:14:02
  forward. I'm sorry about the the hell
• 4:14:05
  that you've been going through. Talking about locking things
• 4:14:14
  down again, I don't know. I just At that seemed absolutely
• 4:14:19
  crazy. is a, I I know that I did not, you know, I can recognize I
• 4:14:27
  did not suffer as much as Some others have gone through like
• 4:14:32
  people who lost their jobs and maybe even lost their homes
• 4:14:37
  during the pandemic. I think I'm just going to speak
• 4:14:40
  know somebody who try to be a student during the pandemic and
• 4:14:44
  it was just absolutely horrible cuz I think that over time You
• 4:14:49
  know the ads as human beings, you need that socialization and
• 4:14:53
  you're just start to go crazy a little bit.
• 4:14:57
  You know, being online for so long and actually campuses, they
• 4:15:04
  have been opening back up. But in a I mentioned earlier, I
• 4:15:09
  don't remember if I said, it's okay.
• 4:15:13
  If you can't, if you don't remember.
• 4:15:14
  But I mentioned earlier that I am graduating this fall and I
• 4:15:21
  have just now recognized at how little I actually know about my
• 4:15:25
  Camp because of the fact that I spent, you know, two years
• 4:15:31
  online. So when people who went to the
• 4:15:35
  school before, the lockdown are asking me, or did you check out
• 4:15:39
  the library to check out the cool homeroom the printing room?
• 4:15:43
  And I'm like, I have no idea what you're talking about and
• 4:15:46
  it's really sad sad that somebody who's about to graduate
• 4:15:51
  from the school. I basically, Ignorant of 90% of
• 4:15:56
  this college has facilities and them.
• 4:15:59
  It was especially bad when I took on a student job, as an
• 4:16:05
  orientation, where an end. Spacely, know those folks, who
• 4:16:08
  on take you around the campus, the take around the new students
• 4:16:12
  in the new families around the campus, and I remember thinking
• 4:16:18
  how am I supposed to be a tour guide?
• 4:16:20
  When I myself have never visited any of these facilities you
• 4:16:24
  know. Oh boy.
• 4:16:28
  Sounds like you've been through an absolute virtual Helena Nest.
• 4:16:32
  Only thing I can tell you is an older man.
• 4:16:36
  Is that you'll realize as you get older we all have this idea
• 4:16:41
  that life is supposed to be what you talk to my goal line, near
• 4:16:44
  continue to strive to go for what you're wanting.
• 4:16:48
  But always make sure that you got a plan b or plan some kind
• 4:16:52
  of safety net in case something goes wrong.
• 4:16:55
  Even some of the smartest people out there, just something can go
• 4:17:01
  stupid. You never know what's going to
• 4:17:02
  happen in this world. I'm so sorry that you had to go
• 4:17:05
  through this and I can hear the stress.
• 4:17:07
  I'm the agonizing than this. I totally, I totally understand
• 4:17:14
  the need for a back-up plan and currently, I'm trying to, you
• 4:17:22
  know, become an artist become or become professional artist
• 4:17:26
  become yeah, somebody in entertainment and You do you?
• 4:17:35
  I don't like The Stereotype of How likely is it that the
• 4:17:39
  starving artist type of stereotype, but that still
• 4:17:45
  concerns me because it is very difficult to get into the into
• 4:17:49
  the end of story that I personally want to become an
• 4:17:53
  illustrator as well as a storyboard artist and on, It's
• 4:17:59
  just it's extremely, you know, oversaturated.
• 4:18:02
  So I definitely have been thinking of them a back-up plan
• 4:18:06
  in the way, and although sometimes I feel like I have to
• 4:18:10
  work a little bit hard to swallow my pride because you
• 4:18:15
  know, I'm going to graduate with this degree and I, it makes me
• 4:18:19
  feel uncomfortable to wonder if I spent four years on a useless
• 4:18:24
  degree, but I have thought about, you know, doing things
• 4:18:28
  like Becoming a teacher or becoming like an art therapist
• 4:18:33
  and some point, some point in my life, I even considered being
• 4:18:39
  and law enforcement. You know, I don't think I have
• 4:18:45
  such a bleak look on my future is like I used to all though.
• 4:18:49
  I still am struggling with You don't work for writers.
• 4:18:53
  They call it writer's block but I think I am going through an
• 4:18:57
  artist block, which is why, you know, I said that I still have
• 4:19:02
  trouble trying to get my groove back cuz I remember How I was
• 4:19:08
  before the pandemic, I was just working hard all the time.
• 4:19:11
  Drying things all the time and ever since the pandemic I think.
• 4:19:19
  I don't, I don't even really want to think about how little
• 4:19:21
  I've actually drawn aside from school projects during the
• 4:19:26
  pandemic and even now, Have you have you thought about?
• 4:19:33
  Making a YouTube channel about your artistic values and your
• 4:19:38
  desire to become an Entertainer. Maybe do videos where your
• 4:19:42
  drawing pictures, right on the screen.
• 4:19:44
  I got a friend who I was an atheist about a month ago.
• 4:19:49
  He recently became a fierce, but for years, he was a non-believer
• 4:19:53
  and he does a complete. His entire YouTube channel is
• 4:19:58
  dedicated to do an art Galaxy, Mix comic books and does
• 4:20:03
  entertainment type of stuff. And he's got some pretty massive
• 4:20:06
  use and Subs on his channel because of that.
• 4:20:10
  That's something that you can get paid for doing perhaps.
• 4:20:14
  I think that's like an option for me.
• 4:20:17
  I think the only issue is just the lack of motivation.
• 4:20:22
  It is like, what it what I'm having an issue with trying to
• 4:20:25
  get back to that level of motivation, I used to have
• 4:20:29
  before the pandemic. Well, you have to think about it
• 4:20:36
  like this Kaelyn and maybe this whole and give you a little bit
• 4:20:39
  inspiration, whether they claim. There's a new strand out or they
• 4:20:43
  do this at all the beauty of YouTube cuz you don't have to go
• 4:20:47
  outside to do anything. You could do it right in your
• 4:20:50
  home or wherever you're located and just record right on your
• 4:20:54
  screen. You don't have to be near other
• 4:20:56
  people, while this crap is going on.
• 4:20:59
  So, just, just sit down with yourself and say, all right,
• 4:21:04
  today, I'm going to make a series about, you know.
• 4:21:08
  I'm going to draw something beautiful.
• 4:21:09
  I'm going to this is what I'm going to do.
• 4:21:13
  This is my plot and go with it. You have to basically have to
• 4:21:18
  just kind of tell yourself look get over it enough for the
• 4:21:22
  laziness enough of whatever is going on make this happen and
• 4:21:27
  when you start thinking like that it'll it'll start getting
• 4:21:30
  through especially the older you get.
• 4:21:35
  I definitely can see the mirror and then thinking that way.
• 4:21:43
  I have thought about starting a YouTube channel, although I
• 4:21:47
  don't think it was going to be about.
• 4:21:50
  Oh, somebody in chat like just do it.
• 4:21:52
  That's funny. You can do it.
• 4:22:02
  We'll keep talking Kaelyn. I'm listen to you.
• 4:22:04
  What? What's, what's some of your
• 4:22:08
  ideas? You don't just want to do
• 4:22:10
  entertainment. You don't respond to our.
• 4:22:12
  Do you want to share about your life?
• 4:22:14
  You are. I personally think that's very
• 4:22:16
  interesting. I love learning about people and
• 4:22:19
  then seeing what their talents are in their skills I think that
• 4:22:26
  ideally I would like to have joined a studio and make, I
• 4:22:34
  don't know if you know what story boards are but that that's
• 4:22:37
  basically what I What my my end goal is to do like, maybe four
• 4:22:43
  shows movies or video games, be a storyboard artist for
• 4:22:52
  painting, but with with storyboards, it's old worn loose
• 4:22:56
  and fast-paced. I think that's kind of more my
• 4:23:00
  speed. I think it's somebody did ask me
• 4:23:08
  if I could start streaming. whether there are people on
• 4:23:14
  Twitch who apparently, They don't play video games with a
• 4:23:19
  draw and livestream themselves and apparently that they can
• 4:23:23
  usually get a lot of use. So that, that is something.
• 4:23:29
  I know how to run streamyards anything before.
• 4:23:38
  Well, it's pretty. Pretty simple.
• 4:23:41
  You just go to the streamyards website up there.
• 4:23:44
  You'll see streamlord.com. It'll say, do you want to create
• 4:23:48
  an event? It'll ask you.
• 4:23:50
  What do you want to call it? What is the time that you wanted
• 4:23:52
  to be available? Do you want to do it right away.
• 4:23:55
  It got the other. I'll tell you what.
• 4:23:57
  If you take a look at it and then you get back to me.
• 4:24:00
  I can give you an email. How are you can get ahold of me
• 4:24:03
  on Facebook or whatever. What do you say?
• 4:24:06
  We do this, get you a sketch board or something.
• 4:24:09
  And I'll put you up on the main screen.
• 4:24:12
  They could be as close as next Friday, 7 p.m. and you just draw
• 4:24:18
  while I'm talking to you. I guess I could think about
• 4:24:24
  that. Do you mean when you say like a
• 4:24:28
  sketch for like a using Photoshop or like, I get a
• 4:24:33
  physical and a piece of paper or something like that or anyting
• 4:24:40
  where you could just just what we're going to try to do is
• 4:24:44
  we're going to just try to get you motivated.
• 4:24:45
  And maybe if people are watching you draw, and you're seeing a
• 4:24:49
  bunch of people out on the screen going.
• 4:24:51
  Hey, that's pretty cool. That's awesome and all that.
• 4:24:54
  Maybe that'll start making you in.
• 4:24:56
  Courage, in you, I put you on the main screen like this will
• 4:25:01
  do it like that and then people can watch you do your thing.
• 4:25:04
  Now, one of the cool things about streamyards is if you
• 4:25:08
  figure it out within a week, which she should be all figured
• 4:25:11
  out in just a few minutes. You can, if I schedule it, you
• 4:25:15
  can connect it to your own YouTube channel, stream to your
• 4:25:18
  friends or new friends that you're going to make.
• 4:25:21
  Wow, Call atossa broadcasting over here.
• 4:25:24
  So you get double the attention and you'll have a copy of it.
• 4:25:32
  I will in a look into that. I I just feel as though that
• 4:25:36
  aside from the time issue and scheduling conflicts, I'm not
• 4:25:42
  sure of I'm not sure if maybe your audience would like to see
• 4:25:50
  the things that I draw. Will kaolin.
• 4:25:54
  I've I've had Adam come up whenever he was a non-believer
• 4:25:58
  and he would do hard all the time and comic books.
• 4:26:01
  Unfortunately has been coming in for the last 2 weeks because he
• 4:26:04
  lost someone in his wife and everything and he's kind of
• 4:26:08
  trying to grieve and do the mourning process, you'll meet
• 4:26:11
  him one day. He's very, very good at the
• 4:26:15
  whole drawing and art. I love hanging out with him and
• 4:26:17
  sometimes he brings a bunch of people together on his home live
• 4:26:21
  streaming. They draw together and do stuff.
• 4:26:23
  And, and talk about art, that is definitely someone.
• 4:26:27
  I think that you would enjoy hanging out with and he's got a
• 4:26:29
  cool voice to. So it's not like you'll be drawn
• 4:26:33
  here and somebody back their gun.
• 4:26:34
  What it, what is his handle it? Maybe I can check out whose
• 4:26:44
  phone. But when he returns, I can check
• 4:26:50
  it out. And then fire channel is
• 4:26:58
  dedicated to I doing that stuff for me.
• 4:27:03
  See you two are quite a few friends that are artistic and
• 4:27:08
  all that and it be good for you to make somebody's.
• 4:27:11
  And yeah I'll just shoot the shiznit but I would love it, my
• 4:27:17
  audience, whether they hate to say this but when I do my shows
• 4:27:22
  and everything I do what it is that I find be enjoyable to
• 4:27:26
  people acting like it. That's cool.
• 4:27:27
  And if I think it would be enjoyable, sitting here
• 4:27:30
  watching, you draw images and pictures and that's what we're
• 4:27:33
  going to do. That's how my thought process
• 4:27:36
  works yours is linked. By the way it's going to be in
• 4:27:39
  private chat or I'll put it on her in the main deal for you.
• 4:27:42
  There you go. I recommend everybody subscribe
• 4:27:45
  to Adam lower. He is awesome.
• 4:27:48
  I just recently did a polearm a community page who's everybody's
• 4:27:53
  favorite co-host and out of five or six people they said, Adam
• 4:27:57
  lawyers, the man. Did you get that link that it
• 4:28:03
  work for you is like a little ink paintings and things like
• 4:28:11
  that, you like to do music as well as to the art.
• 4:28:16
  But he's more of a artist because he does comic books and
• 4:28:20
  he might be able to give you some ideas on connections as
• 4:28:24
  well. Yeah, that would definitely be
• 4:28:27
  helpful. I'm at that stage where my
• 4:28:29
  priority is, to find a job and as well as networking with
• 4:28:35
  people and the industry. So, It sure weird now that it's
• 4:28:42
  certain sure is weird how Destiny and fate works out,
• 4:28:45
  right? I bet you never thought you'd
• 4:28:47
  hang out with the manatee and give you a bunch of good ideas,
• 4:28:50
  huh? I mean maybe not I mean I did
• 4:28:56
  expect you to be very nice and cordial but I did not expect.
• 4:29:00
  Maybe I didn't even know that you were still friends with
• 4:29:03
  Adam. I remember a long time ago he
• 4:29:06
  was on the on the drunken peasants real with you and I
• 4:29:12
  just thought that I had no clue that you were still friends.
• 4:29:16
  Oh yeah, I'm friends with most of the people that I've known.
• 4:29:20
  I've Got Friends that I've known since the beginning of doing
• 4:29:24
  YouTube of almost been around for almost 20 years.
• 4:29:26
  At this point, a lot of them still are sadly.
• 4:29:30
  It's some of my friends have either passed and they got sick
• 4:29:33
  or something like that or simply got tired of the YouTube
• 4:29:36
  experience. Yeah, I didn't realize, I think
• 4:29:43
  that in a sense that I don't know if I necessarily believe in
• 4:29:47
  destiny as I do. I think I always think of such a
• 4:29:52
  welcome unexpected. Unexplained Pleasant unexpected
• 4:29:57
  events. it kind of reminds me of my mom, where sometimes I say to
• 4:30:08
  myself, that I want to lose wife, like my mom because she
• 4:30:12
  just has a bunch of weird stories of meeting all sorts of
• 4:30:16
  weird people. And I know it doesn't really
• 4:30:20
  seem like much of a goal or it seems a little bit unclear what
• 4:30:24
  that goal is. But I wanted to say to myself,
• 4:30:26
  oh, I would love to also live a life where, you know, I can tell
• 4:30:31
  somebody always like, funny stories are fun and interesting
• 4:30:34
  stories of you know people I'm me and maybe unexpectedly and I
• 4:30:40
  learned something new. Well you Brandon to the right
• 4:30:45
  guy. As I told you earlier, we get a
• 4:30:48
  lot of unusual views and different type of people from
• 4:30:52
  all over the planet to come onto this thing.
• 4:30:54
  I don't know why it is a bubble gum sitting out there bubble
• 4:30:57
  gum. Why aren't you hanging out with
• 4:30:59
  me for what's that all about? And what do you mean?
• 4:31:01
  Get yourself a husband women? Nowadays don't need men.
• 4:31:05
  It's like we don't need no stinking man.
• 4:31:08
  Oh I'm just being goofy. but I think, Tunics tonight.
• 4:31:23
  I disagree with having a pay wall where it you know if you
• 4:31:29
  want to interact with somebody online that usually have to pay
• 4:31:33
  sometimes I just agree with that but I understand that, you know,
• 4:31:38
  a condom. I have to make money So, I think
• 4:31:43
  that, I think it's good that this was I think free for me to
• 4:31:48
  join, although I do recall, I forgot if it was maybe an older
• 4:31:52
  video where he said that a lot of people are getting bullied by
• 4:31:57
  your friends, who came on the show, were getting bullied in
• 4:31:59
  the end there, for the end of the a Hangouts.
• 4:32:02
  We're in free for the public to join anymore.
• 4:32:06
  Yeah, I changed my mind on that though.
• 4:32:08
  My friend. He ain't got.
• 4:32:11
  It was actually Adam, who got upset about it, and it was my
• 4:32:14
  fault. I unfortunately, cuz I'm an
• 4:32:17
  older man, and I'm sure younger people have the same problem,
• 4:32:20
  but when you're running along broadcast, you going to end up
• 4:32:24
  having to go get something to eat or go to the bathroom,
• 4:32:26
  things like that, take a break. Well, I had allowed somebody new
• 4:32:31
  in the room that I didn't know much about.
• 4:32:32
  In the person was was an atheist and the guy was apparently
• 4:32:37
  drinking and was getting extremely drunk and I left him
• 4:32:41
  in the room. But I got them in a few others
• 4:32:43
  and he started calling people names and being ignorant, I come
• 4:32:48
  back and Adams, like what why you let this dick head in here
• 4:32:51
  for and I'm like oh God, what did I do?
• 4:32:54
  And I just came back. I didn't know what was up and
• 4:32:57
  people like fried. You let this guy just totally
• 4:33:00
  take over your show and I'm like, I am so sorry about that.
• 4:33:03
  So yeah, I had to do a couple. What?
• 4:33:06
  Emails, back porch with Adam and grovel At His Feet.
• 4:33:09
  Please don't kill me brother. Please.
• 4:33:17
  Well, I think I said, Son. I guess, it happens.
• 4:33:22
  That type of thing happens. Well, I always try to promote
• 4:33:28
  the idea that everyone treat each other kindly and decent,
• 4:33:32
  but it was a new person. And unfortunately, the timing
• 4:33:35
  was off, is what it is, bubble gum.
• 4:33:38
  Do you got any advice for Kaylin?
• 4:33:41
  She's up and coming artists and she's wanting to figure out some
• 4:33:45
  ways to be inspired. I got a suggestion, but I'll
• 4:33:48
  wait till bubblegum see if he's got anything first.
• 4:33:51
  I came back in because they relate to her.
• 4:33:59
  And how to relate to like, after the pandemic.
• 4:34:03
  I think a lot of people kind of lost for life and ships, but
• 4:34:12
  what kind of sort of even after I went to?
• 4:34:18
  I went through a break-up but exactly
• 4:34:34
  I hear a lot of negative things about how it hurt people's
• 4:34:38
  relationships during this, and I have a theory about it.
• 4:34:41
  Even if you love someone and you care about someone, when you
• 4:34:46
  live with someone and they don't have like, their own private
• 4:34:49
  time, you got to let people have their own time.
• 4:34:51
  And usually, that time as a person gets to go out, they get
• 4:34:56
  to do their own thing, be with their own friends, and all that,
• 4:34:59
  or are they working? But now they're stuck with each
• 4:35:02
  other all day. And no matter how much you love,
• 4:35:06
  someone people can drive your ass up the wall and I, no matter
• 4:35:10
  how much you care about them. So, yeah, it was during this
• 4:35:22
  time that you lost your inspiration.
• 4:35:24
  So you have to look at what in what moment during covid-19.
• 4:35:30
  I think that's a pretty insightful question.
• 4:35:33
  I think it's it was just having to get used to this brand new
• 4:35:41
  experience because I used to go to a college out of state and I
• 4:35:49
  had to move back home to my home state, you know, therefore had
• 4:35:53
  to leave and all the friends I made behind and now, all of a
• 4:35:56
  sudden, I'm starting this new College, I'll act like a totally
• 4:36:03
  new College location with totally new people, but there's
• 4:36:06
  no opportunity, really make friends with him because you're
• 4:36:09
  a, no sitting in a online classroom.
• 4:36:13
  And I think that, you know, the lack of socialization, was
• 4:36:16
  definitely something that killed the motivation.
• 4:36:20
  And I think, as well as and going through some personal
• 4:36:24
  family issues where, you know, what we were like, I moved back
• 4:36:29
  home with my family and we were all in a cooped up and kind of
• 4:36:34
  It's kind of like what Brad was talking about with romantic
• 4:36:37
  relationships. I think we are just kind of
• 4:36:39
  driving each other crazy because we've never had this experience
• 4:36:42
  were always cooped up in the same house and 24/7 pretty much
• 4:36:48
  And I got that was another go ahead.
• 4:36:50
  Sorry. But at one of the other pieces
• 4:36:56
  of advice, I was going to give you remember.
• 4:36:58
  We were talking about AI or earlier and how you say I for
• 4:37:01
  some art, I don't know if you knew this but you also had said
• 4:37:05
  that, you are dabbling with writing.
• 4:37:07
  Well, as long as I've been around, most of my riding, is
• 4:37:12
  this come up from my mind and my brain thoughts to write down
• 4:37:16
  novels. However, nowadays you say, I
• 4:37:19
  offer is a total where you say, look, I'm wanting to, I'm
• 4:37:23
  wanting to do this, kind of plot of winning this storyline.
• 4:37:26
  You tell the AI and say, give me a couple different ideas of what
• 4:37:30
  directions I can go and sometimes in a I can it'll write
• 4:37:35
  different, like a versions of what could be said or what can
• 4:37:39
  happen in this event with your characters and then actually
• 4:37:42
  adds a lot of inspiration cuz you like wow that's pretty neat.
• 4:37:46
  You know, that's neat. What Yeah, I came up with I
• 4:37:50
  might be able to work with something like that.
• 4:37:52
  So basically if you feel writer's block or Arthur's
• 4:37:55
  block, whatever they call it, this thing will have a
• 4:37:58
  never-ending spew of ideas for you.
• 4:38:05
  I think I could be, I don't think I mentioned being a
• 4:38:09
  writer, although maybe I talked about your book or no, I did not
• 4:38:16
  talk to call James son cuz I was actually before I came on to the
• 4:38:21
  show, I was going to send an email asking about your book
• 4:38:26
  because I thought it would be. I wanted to ask if you offered
• 4:38:30
  like, sign copies of your book for sale but I was worried that
• 4:38:34
  you would think that maybe I was a troll and not respond.
• 4:38:38
  So I thought it'd be better to try some other way to get in
• 4:38:42
  contact with you. Offer that actually on patreon,
• 4:38:48
  but now that YouTube's allowed me to connect my store and I
• 4:38:52
  also got private community in public Community.
• 4:38:55
  I don't see a point in using patreon anymore, but all I
• 4:38:59
  wanted to show you something. I forgot all about this.
• 4:39:02
  This is one of the shirts. I created a young lady Ended up
• 4:39:05
  sending a picture of yourself with one of them.
• 4:39:07
  I think it's pretty awesome. And can you guys see it?
• 4:39:11
  Yeah, she sent it to me. She said, it's her favorite
• 4:39:20
  shirt in their Arsenal and I'm like, well, I got plenty more.
• 4:39:29
  Yeah, I was thinking of cuz it was actually my own boyfriend to
• 4:39:37
  kind of reminded me. of your content and he I think he was
• 4:39:44
  also, you know, I used to be like a drunken peasants fan and
• 4:39:48
  and also he's I think he's also the one.
• 4:39:51
  I think you told me about How drunken peasants dissipated cuz
• 4:39:59
  I I had this totally different concept because I think TJ many
• 4:40:03
  years ago, put out a video explaining, why?
• 4:40:04
  He's not on podcast anymore. And I thought that's what
• 4:40:09
  happened, but then he told me that actually know, it involves
• 4:40:12
  like Ben and cheating and Brett showing the messages.
• 4:40:16
  I thought huh? So I thought it would be a
• 4:40:20
  pretty funny surprised if I got him some young, Brett Keane,
• 4:40:25
  merge. And I didn't know what to really
• 4:40:28
  settle on, but I thought maybe I can, I can buy the book because
• 4:40:32
  he is an English major near, he would probably enjoy that.
• 4:40:38
  Talking about books. I think, I think people should
• 4:40:41
  read the 48 Laws of Power there. I think, I think you should
• 4:40:49
  watch there Caitlin cuz it cuz like, you don't want it just hop
• 4:40:53
  into heart for the sake of money, it does have to come from
• 4:40:56
  deep within. And I'm not sure if you ever
• 4:40:58
  talk to me and how do they describe getting into the Flow
• 4:41:04
  State? And it's basically a moment when
• 4:41:09
  you're doing music out of your heart and it's just basically
• 4:41:14
  doing itself and you you're going along with it.
• 4:41:18
  And you something up in the killed.
• 4:41:20
  My relationship was like, this is like a long before it
• 4:41:24
  actually became who I am right now.
• 4:41:27
  So I didn't realize like life is a vibration.
• 4:41:31
  So if you're just doing this 925 nine-to-five job that that kills
• 4:41:36
  your crib tivity. So life is about imagination and
• 4:41:40
  manifesting that imagination. So there's some sort of
• 4:41:43
  something chaotic with it was in the back of your mind is trying
• 4:41:48
  to manifest from from something you want and you have to make
• 4:41:53
  that real. Cuz this is how you This is how
• 4:41:59
  your life gets purpose. So if you just do this 9 or 5
• 4:42:03
  and come to the end of your life and you were like, you did
• 4:42:05
  nothing, but you did. Nothing is so you have to start
• 4:42:07
  John and your partner has to like also be active.
• 4:42:14
  Either supporting you or be there with you and you have to
• 4:42:17
  do this vice versa. so, unless you get what I'm saying, I will
• 4:42:26
  check out this YouTube short later.
• 4:42:29
  I'm worried my computer will crash by, try to watch it while
• 4:42:33
  I think that is, you know, I have been kind of at a loss for
• 4:42:39
  trying to figure out how to get my motivation back.
• 4:42:42
  So, any bit of help or any bit of advice, helps I appreciate
• 4:42:47
  that. I got somebody out in a screen
• 4:42:51
  that says that so you saying anyway I can tell the future,
• 4:42:55
  no, you're basically giving it an idea of your plot line, the
• 4:43:00
  more you describe the better and they can give you a chance of
• 4:43:04
  different ideas and all that kind of stuff with it.
• 4:43:07
  Just say, okay, the character's name is this.
• 4:43:10
  It's going to this event right now.
• 4:43:12
  And then you say, what do you think the response should be to
• 4:43:17
  that? And it'll do it.
• 4:43:18
  You guys never heard of, like, chat CPT or anyting or
• 4:43:22
  expressive a, I not like that before.
• 4:43:24
  Yeah, I used to. So like I heard you talk about
• 4:43:30
  your also writer, I think something else that's going to
• 4:43:33
  fix that right up. Get yourself in a electric type
• 4:43:37
  in the electric thermal typewriter from the 1980s or
• 4:43:41
  90s. Somebody tells you to go to the
• 4:43:45
  store. Now you have different methods
• 4:43:47
  of going to the store. You can walk to the store.
• 4:43:49
  You can take a bike to the store. 36 car walking is
• 4:43:54
  completely boring but but taking it with a bike now it becomes
• 4:44:00
  enjoyable. So for example, of a drawing
• 4:44:05
  tablet, yes, I do. So there's a different stance
• 4:44:10
  from like the tool which you use from like drawn on paper and so
• 4:44:17
  sometimes it's introduction of a new tool and how you doing?
• 4:44:25
  Mr. Bubblegum me and my friend phrase, I am we've been messing
• 4:44:29
  around with AI Voice. Have you seen that yet?
• 4:44:33
  Did you get to see what I did at the very beginning in the
• 4:44:37
  shorts? Liberty Clinic?
• 4:44:38
  You seen the Aaron Rollin? I don't remember but I'll check
• 4:44:43
  it out. Are some people are getting
• 4:44:49
  pretty crazy things with AI voice.
• 4:44:51
  As I think there are literally videos out there where they're
• 4:44:55
  pretending that you know, like I don't know Obama has a gaming
• 4:44:58
  channel except it's just a giant, somebody writing a script
• 4:45:02
  ready, I'm going to show you. How are you ready?
• 4:45:17
  Evolution is total bullshit but I rage against creationism
• 4:45:21
  because it's the satanic thing to do.
• 4:45:22
  I wear Gothic clothes because it matches my black hearted Spirit
• 4:45:27
  which goes to war against Christian creationist standing
• 4:45:31
  for truth and raw matter, more scientifically endowed than me.
• 4:45:33
  So I run away from debating them.
• 4:45:35
  Like the scared little bitch that I am.
• 4:45:37
  Why do people constantly say I look like a villain, they seen
• 4:45:40
  in a Walt Disney film. Oh, that's right.
• 4:45:42
  I'm a hideous looking man with an obnoxious attitude.
• 4:45:45
  Actually, they are right after all, and I should call back in
• 4:45:47
  the hole. I came from even though I know
• 4:45:50
  genetic entropy sunk Evolution many years ago by genuine
• 4:45:52
  scientist, like John Sandford. I push the Fantastical idea that
• 4:45:56
  humans evolve from Pooh. Slinging ass pictures.
• 4:45:58
  I mean, how else could they can pull off the biggest cam in
• 4:46:00
  history that requires institutionalize?
• 4:46:03
  Brainwashing pedaling, the idea that humans evolve from
• 4:46:05
  insignificant life, like pine cones in ancient pain.
• 4:46:08
  Diarrhea, I can see you one creationists.
• 4:46:11
  By the way, I'm a fan of ssft and where I'm at their channels
• 4:46:15
  are off-the-charts amazing. Timberland fear hidden in the
• 4:46:19
  Darkness. He does look like Ratcliffe has
• 4:46:25
  Aaron Rob debate on Monday, and he backed out.
• 4:46:41
  He knows why he backed out cuz he couldn't defeat the dalmatian
• 4:46:45
  question. I think yesterday, I was
• 4:46:48
  debating this Ph.D atheist and they cannot answer to that
• 4:46:53
  question is so afraid of me. I don't know if you were around,
• 4:46:59
  then, bubble gum. But did you ever see the
• 4:47:01
  conversation between me? Matt Dillahunty.
• 4:47:04
  And I also did a separate thing with Aaron Roth.
• 4:47:08
  I know, I haven't haven't seen that.
• 4:47:10
  Boy, Aaron Rodger. I was hanging out with my
• 4:47:14
  transgender friend called Nadia Chambers.
• 4:47:16
  I know that's weird for some people because my view aren't
• 4:47:19
  transgenders but I am I'm good. Friends with Nadia Nair, ma came
• 4:47:24
  into the room and it first we didn't think it was really him.
• 4:47:27
  We thought it was like somebody just playing a recording, but he
• 4:47:30
  came up and he said, hey, this is Erin Ross, and it goes so
• 4:47:33
  bright. I heard you're a theist and all
• 4:47:35
  that he put me right on the spot right off the bat.
• 4:47:37
  And I like that, I like it. When people just say the hell
• 4:47:40
  with what people talk about, let's talk by Brad King cuz I do
• 4:47:43
  enjoy a good conversation, right?
• 4:47:45
  So he says so what is one of the main problems you have with it?
• 4:47:50
  And I said, can you explain pain receptors and how they came into
• 4:47:54
  existence, how the complexity of the nervous system and he goes,
• 4:47:58
  I'll have to get back to you on that.
• 4:48:01
  That's like an essay within itself.
• 4:48:03
  When I said well that's just one of a thousand things.
• 4:48:06
  I have issue with that. I'd love to talk.
• 4:48:08
  About it. And that's how it what ended up
• 4:48:11
  happening? Do you know who Kailyn, you
• 4:48:13
  know, who Nadia Chambers says? Yeah, I remember back in the
• 4:48:18
  drunken peasants days and then I just another Old names.
• 4:48:23
  And I haven't Remembered in such a long while.
• 4:48:27
  Oh that was that was another thing that got me really
• 4:48:30
  irritated with them because Nadia Chambers was what you call
• 4:48:35
  a socialist atheist. She even referred to herself as
• 4:48:38
  a communist, but she was living in a.
• 4:48:42
  She was living in a piece of crap, roach-infested room and an
• 4:48:48
  apartment and everything. And she was hungry, she needed
• 4:48:52
  food and all that. Now, I wasn't wealthy, but I
• 4:48:56
  would try to give her a hundred bucks here in a hundred bucks
• 4:48:58
  there and try to help her out. Doesn't matter to me if
• 4:49:01
  somebody's religious or not, if someone needs help and I see
• 4:49:04
  that I'll try to do the best I can with what I figured was if I
• 4:49:09
  went under the drunken peasants, the second episode, I brought
• 4:49:13
  her up. I said look if you can get your
• 4:49:15
  audience to support her and she is an atheist.
• 4:49:18
  It's not like this is going to some religious agenda.
• 4:49:21
  That be great and TJ literally said out, fuck her.
• 4:49:25
  It, he didn't care. None of these people gave a
• 4:49:28
  rat's ass about her and she, she basically ended up going in the
• 4:49:33
  hospital because she wasn't getting enough to be able to
• 4:49:35
  take care of herself. It was horrible.
• 4:49:40
  Yikes. Yeah, that was rough times.
• 4:49:44
  Naughty is doing better nowadays and all that, but a lot of
• 4:49:49
  religious people had to come through for it.
• 4:49:51
  I didn't understand it because she was liked by most of the
• 4:49:55
  atheist Community. But they weren't doing anything
• 4:49:59
  to help her out and then he kind of way.
• 4:50:01
  But then they claim to not be a charity cause anyway.
• 4:50:05
  So what are you going to do? Most of these?
• 4:50:07
  What was his name again? Yeah.
• 4:50:14
  T.j. Kirk that's what some people
• 4:50:16
  call them. TJ can shade but it's the
• 4:50:19
  Amazing Atheist. Yes yes I just wonder also for
• 4:50:27
  the audience as well, you know, like I will then Bobby the
• 4:50:30
  edgelord we're getting over $5,000 in there patriam just to
• 4:50:37
  send a few hundred dollars to her would have made things
• 4:50:40
  better. She was wearing the same damn
• 4:50:42
  clothes. She couldn't even afford shampoo
• 4:50:45
  for herself. She was getting up there looking
• 4:50:47
  all raggedy and man, she was literally dying right in front
• 4:50:51
  of her eyes. So I tried I went on that stupid
• 4:50:54
  ass show and I should look you can call me retard all day,
• 4:50:57
  whatever you want to do, but let's let's help this woman
• 4:51:00
  Outlets do something positive out of all of it, they just told
• 4:51:04
  me fuck. No, screw her.
• 4:51:06
  Did she have friends like in real life from the internet?
• 4:51:11
  I don't think that she had very many people.
• 4:51:15
  She had the typical transgender story but her mother and father
• 4:51:20
  disowned, her probably also under I think that she claimed
• 4:51:25
  that because of her 80s use, she was, you know, disembodied from
• 4:51:30
  some of her people that she used to be friends with their
• 4:51:33
  whatever. So she had all these religious
• 4:51:35
  people and atheists were visiting her live streams.
• 4:51:38
  She had like a dumpy laptop that she was doing it on and do
• 4:51:43
  people weren't helping Nicholas. Why people join gangs this?
• 4:51:57
  Because they also need the companionship.
• 4:52:00
  For example, you see these people who go out there and
• 4:52:03
  tagging it doesn't have friends to tag with it, wouldn't do it.
• 4:52:06
  So, you, you need to get yourself in a group.
• 4:52:12
  Definitely, I have heard that the kids get into games because
• 4:52:17
  they want to feel like they belong to some type of community
• 4:52:20
  or some type of family in a in a Twisted way.
• 4:52:23
  I'm not saying that I'm going to go out and start tagging or
• 4:52:28
  anything, definitely not, but I can see the value and making
• 4:52:34
  friends enjoying some type of positive group, person, who tags
• 4:52:49
  isn't friends with a skateboard and start tagging. so, No, I
• 4:52:58
  mean, there's a stigma around the world game, but getting
• 4:53:02
  game, doesn't necessarily mean, you know, you going around
• 4:53:04
  beating up people. What were a gang whether you
• 4:53:12
  want to call the gang or Community our group?
• 4:53:15
  It shouldn't matter what a person is like the illogical to
• 4:53:19
  use our somebody's hurting out there.
• 4:53:21
  I mean, whenever I help homeless people, if I see somebody
• 4:53:25
  sitting there and they're needing some money or whatever,
• 4:53:27
  I need some food, I don't say, hey what's your theological
• 4:53:31
  position? I know you're not a Christian,
• 4:53:32
  screw you. I mean, my ideas, that's another
• 4:53:35
  human being right there that suffering you should help them
• 4:53:38
  if you can. What else you going to do with
• 4:53:41
  it? And I'll go buy another. $70
• 4:53:43
  video game right? California with lice like
• 4:53:55
  practical. If I put some shoes on.
• 4:54:02
  It's horrible. I've seen some of these videos.
• 4:54:05
  What's going on up in California, and people rolling
• 4:54:09
  around shit syringes all over the place.
• 4:54:11
  It's absolutely abhorrent young people to its mobile but people
• 4:54:16
  from like 18 to like 20. So it's not just like people who
• 4:54:19
  can't walk like in there, like $50 or something like that.
• 4:54:29
  Right. Write.
• 4:54:32
  This is Nadia doing well. These days.
• 4:54:34
  They're kind of talking about her earlier has been eating well
• 4:54:44
  and all that and she said that she got her, got something going
• 4:54:49
  for a self. She didn't like to share too
• 4:54:51
  much personal stuff, about her ordeal and I even asked her.
• 4:54:55
  I said, look, I do a show and a lot of the people are really
• 4:54:58
  nice to one of the things that got her aggravated, and she
• 4:55:02
  doesn't want to do. Livestreams anymore, is so
• 4:55:06
  religious. People would come in to support
• 4:55:08
  it, right? And then ate these would come in
• 4:55:11
  and they wanted to argue with religious people, like ignore
• 4:55:15
  that she's up there on the screen, you know, asking for
• 4:55:18
  help and support. They wanted to make it about
• 4:55:20
  them about their narcissism, or want to make a religious person.
• 4:55:24
  That's her friend. Look like an idiot in the room.
• 4:55:27
  I can't tell you how many times I'd be sitting there, and I'd be
• 4:55:31
  like, How do you, how you been doing today, you know, how did
• 4:55:34
  you have anything to eat or whatever?
• 4:55:35
  And you know what we'd be having this discussion Smite come in.
• 4:55:39
  So you aren't you that retard from the deep?
• 4:55:43
  The blue blood? All, that's not my cake and you
• 4:55:46
  can you hold that off for about 10 minutes?
• 4:55:48
  Let me talk to Nadia and hear how she's doing and then we can
• 4:55:52
  get into whatever stupidity that's in your head right now.
• 4:55:55
  And man, that's, that's the kind of ship people had to deal with.
• 4:55:58
  It was rough, they just completely ignored her and I
• 4:56:03
  believe, what was it? That Paul said, oh, she's
• 4:56:05
  boring. So why not it?
• 4:56:07
  Why bother giving her attention sick?
• 4:56:13
  And I was something that I'll go ahead.
• 4:56:15
  Sorry it's just that I I do recall another over the years
• 4:56:23
  like a little cracks here and there that gradually got me to
• 4:56:26
  stop being like a viewer and fan of drunken peasants.
• 4:56:30
  Was that episode where I don't think it was the episode where
• 4:56:37
  you were a guest, but I distinctly remember, maybe
• 4:56:40
  there's another episode where they were discussing whether or
• 4:56:44
  they were they were discussing about how you ask them to
• 4:56:49
  Perhaps even feature Nadia on the show and they were talking
• 4:56:52
  about how should we do that? Should we not do then?
• 4:56:56
  And Paul energex by saying, oh, you do not want to put her on
• 4:57:00
  the show, you know, she's not going to add anything of worth.
• 4:57:02
  I've been in some of her Hangouts and live streams and I
• 4:57:07
  think he said something about how it sounds like that she's on
• 4:57:10
  drugs and that she was boring. And I thought That was I think
• 4:57:16
  at the time I didn't realize how messed up was.
• 4:57:19
  But now I'm hearing the context of what was going on in her life
• 4:57:24
  and I'm just horrified thinking, oh my God, you know.
• 4:57:28
  She needed to help and these people are just like, oh, she's
• 4:57:32
  going to be too boring. Let's not have her on the show
• 4:57:35
  and they're even hesitant to just give her a shout out.
• 4:57:39
  Lately, couldn't even give her a shout out, crazy, like a cry out
• 4:57:46
  for help. She's so, she's joining, maybe
• 4:57:52
  she didn't have anything to say, but she was just joining to help
• 4:57:57
  along. She was a she's very
• 4:58:01
  intelligent. That's one of the things to you
• 4:58:04
  that I didn't understand. She was very smart, she was one
• 4:58:08
  of them type of people you can talk for hours and hours and she
• 4:58:12
  understood history, really good. She was smart.
• 4:58:15
  One ever came to science. Her only problem was her ability
• 4:58:20
  to articulate. See one of the reasons why she
• 4:58:22
  got on live streams, wasn't just to get help and support.
• 4:58:25
  But she also wanted to practice to see shoes.
• 4:58:28
  It's because she was a transgender going from male to
• 4:58:31
  female. She was trying to exercise her
• 4:58:34
  her voice, so she would sound more female if that makes sense.
• 4:58:39
  So she needed people have conversations with in order to
• 4:58:43
  be able to relearn, how to express yourself.
• 4:58:46
  And that's what happened. They made fun of her, they
• 4:58:50
  treated her like total shit, but I can tell you she was she's
• 4:58:54
  super-smart. I I wish that she would stuff
• 4:58:57
  coming these live streams. But why should she big-time
• 4:59:01
  atheist for telling her? That she was stupid?
• 4:59:02
  That she was boring and, you know, basically pathetic.
• 4:59:06
  So, what we would want to get on after that shit.
• 4:59:10
  Yeah. Cuz like so she didn't have a
• 4:59:13
  backbone like that. They engrave.
• 4:59:14
  Yes. Or the Raging atheist.
• 4:59:17
  She didn't come to YouTube to disrespect people in the grade
• 4:59:23
  people. She already felt like she was in
• 4:59:25
  Hell herself, dirty? Felt like your life was
• 4:59:28
  miserable. So she was getting up there
• 4:59:31
  acting narcissistic or acting like she was better than
• 4:59:34
  anybody. She just wanted to help.
• 4:59:35
  She just wanted to make relationships with people.
• 4:59:39
  That's it. Some sort of crying out for help
• 4:59:43
  in the way without actually saying it.
• 4:59:47
  She did it. She didn't quite a few times.
• 4:59:49
  She said, I need help. I don't know what to do, because
• 4:59:52
  I got nobody, I can go to and my real life and all that.
• 4:59:55
  It was a man, it was so crushing, see her go through
• 5:00:00
  that. And I tried everything I could.
• 5:00:02
  I would make videos how to give shout-outs and save people.
• 5:00:06
  Go over there and got two got together and it was all, so it
• 5:00:10
  kind of put me in a dilemma because unfortunately, because
• 5:00:14
  she was so vulnerable. And in a weakened State atheist,
• 5:00:17
  restarting to use her our Channel, especially since I was
• 5:00:21
  doing drunken peasants. People are now coming fans of
• 5:00:25
  drunken peasants were coming into the room and insulting her
• 5:00:29
  and then talking mad shit about me for hours.
• 5:00:32
  So I was literally giving attention to her and I was
• 5:00:35
  bringing a bunch of hate so I had to think to myself.
• 5:00:39
  So I want to continue to promote the channel.
• 5:00:41
  Is she getting more damage? Is she taking more emotional
• 5:00:45
  hits and actually getting the support?
• 5:00:47
  And I hope she would get you see what I mean?
• 5:00:49
  I was between a rock and a hard place.
• 5:00:51
  I didn't know what to do. She told me over an hour to she
• 5:01:02
  said, Brad, I don't know why you keep going on the Shelf where
• 5:01:05
  it's breaking, my heart seeing them do that to you.
• 5:01:07
  And I said, well, I was able to help out Jesus freak in His
• 5:01:12
  Daughter by bringing the tents and all that and I was able to
• 5:01:15
  help out a couple other people. I mean, so what if you take a
• 5:01:18
  few bullets and shitni able to help out a lot of people, why
• 5:01:21
  not mind as well as got to do is just sit there and be insulted.
• 5:01:25
  That's it. I didn't really think it was
• 5:01:36
  like that is thought that you're not everybody's going to let you
• 5:01:39
  know. You going to be loved and be
• 5:01:40
  hated us for the internet works but if it brings attention
• 5:01:43
  something positive, but then it did because they wouldn't
• 5:01:48
  promote her and I was like what a waste of time.
• 5:01:59
  Okay, you guys want to talk about something else?
• 5:02:02
  It's I hate to have to relive that kind of shut.
• 5:02:08
  Caitlin, after the show's over. Now if you leave, I suggest you
• 5:02:13
  have, you ever finished any piece?
• 5:02:16
  This piece is finished. I guess the closest thing I
• 5:02:23
  would say is that, you know, I'm I don't really paint nowadays,
• 5:02:27
  but I did finish up a storyboard internship and I suppose my
• 5:02:32
  finished piece is, you know, that store-bought sequence
• 5:02:36
  signed an NDA. So, unfortunately, I can't share
• 5:02:39
  anything about it, but I guess I did complete.
• 5:02:42
  Something really recently. Yeah cuz you might get into the
• 5:02:46
  habit of completing things so you don't want to start things
• 5:02:50
  and leave them halfway down in the Coral Way done cuz of that
• 5:02:54
  you do you lose inspiration that way cuz nobody's going to want
• 5:02:58
  this? It's a Once you do see that
• 5:03:01
  finished product will will start seeing the value in it.
• 5:03:07
  I guess you're right. Sometimes it's just good for the
• 5:03:12
  mind to accomplish something, and then it gives you a little
• 5:03:16
  by little and a sense of fulfillment.
• 5:03:19
  Yeah, cuz like State death Focus for some.
• 5:03:23
  I got a bunch of ideas, barely finish any of them and I always
• 5:03:30
  seem to lose no aspiration as soon as you start leaving the
• 5:03:35
  this item halfway done but as soon as it is completed in
• 5:03:40
  actuality, this is viable. I hear you.
• 5:03:51
  Let's see. We got a question, put up here
• 5:03:54
  and maybe bubblegum you want to truck?
• 5:03:57
  I respond to it as well. Let me see what this says.
• 5:04:01
  And I try to Southbridge same time.
• 5:04:05
  It says, right, what do you think about Christians and turn
• 5:04:08
  the atheist? There is individuals out there
• 5:04:11
  that used to go to my church but got into drugs and stop showing
• 5:04:15
  up. You have any advice?
• 5:04:16
  Well, first suggestion is stay away from drugs number 2.
• 5:04:21
  If you don't feel like religions doing it for you, then don't
• 5:04:24
  throw out the baby with the bathwater.
• 5:04:26
  If the church isn't making me happy leave it but don't deny or
• 5:04:31
  reject the concept of God because of bad experiences
• 5:04:34
  that's not scientific or logical or rational to say that you want
• 5:04:39
  to throw something completely out because you had a bad
• 5:04:41
  experience with people. Okay, that's pretty much all I
• 5:04:46
  got to say on it. Stay away from drugs I don't go
• 5:04:57
  to church, I'm not religious So, can I see you believe in God?
• 5:05:02
  It's not about no dedicating every second, I go to live to
• 5:05:07
  worship, but you can simply acknowledgment and that you can
• 5:05:12
  make a coherent set of the world brings you more understanding.
• 5:05:18
  in the car he is Marvin so he can he can guide your life based
• 5:05:24
  on that you have something to Bounce off your pants off, your
• 5:05:29
  thoughts of something. Yeah, you need some kind of
• 5:05:36
  foundation for sure. Even if you're not really a
• 5:05:40
  completely sure, there's nothing wrong, it's nothing stupid.
• 5:05:44
  Are you rational about having hope Works putting your faith in
• 5:05:48
  the something believe in yourself, but also believe
• 5:05:51
  there's more than just you that there's more to the universe and
• 5:05:54
  all that, if you realize that, then you start realizing that
• 5:05:58
  there's a point in a purpose of your existence.
• 5:06:00
  If you don't believe that, I don't know what to tell you.
• 5:06:03
  If one is convinced there a slug in a swamp or nothing.
• 5:06:06
  More than a tiny ball chimp. Well, you going to start acting
• 5:06:10
  like one and feeling like one right now.
• 5:06:13
  What do I do in life is going to become the sand pc925 worker?
• 5:06:32
  I do like the way you put things mr.
• 5:06:34
  Bubblegum? Sometimes I have my moments.
• 5:06:40
  Google, I never really thought about it at the moment, I just
• 5:06:44
  reflect back to God and then draw my Pathway to what I'm what
• 5:06:49
  I'm going to say it. So I'm always I'm always
• 5:06:53
  bouncing off of God and internal manifest.
• 5:06:56
  Those words in front of think those words in my mind and try
• 5:07:00
  to manifest them. It becomes easier with practice.
• 5:07:07
  So if it's a new subject, it'll be a difficult at first.
• 5:07:11
  But once you get a hang of it, try to send such a sense of how
• 5:07:16
  I fix more easily. Try and Kayla need any more
• 5:07:22
  questions and things you want to throw out there.
• 5:07:24
  I still appreciate you coming in and I really hope that me and
• 5:07:28
  mr. Bubblegum a cheered, you up in
• 5:07:31
  some kind of way cuz it sound like you were, you were roughing
• 5:07:34
  it. Oh yeah, that was I wasn't
• 5:07:39
  having any of that. Great of a weekend, aside from
• 5:07:42
  feeling sick, but it's I think it was pretty fun.
• 5:07:45
  I got a lot of questions that are unanswered and answer
• 5:07:49
  questions. Finally answered.
• 5:07:54
  I guess I was also curious like how long do your wife's dreams?
• 5:08:00
  Usually last because when I when I was on the YouTube channel I
• 5:08:06
  think it said that you were going live at 7 p.m. my time
• 5:08:09
  when I hopped in the timer was like you were already going at
• 5:08:16
  it for three hours. That point I made a mistake on
• 5:08:21
  the time. I always do things at 7 p.m. but
• 5:08:24
  unfortunately I got bad eyes and one of my ears don't work so
• 5:08:29
  well and they had kind of an instant whenever I was younger.
• 5:08:32
  So it was set at 9 p.m. it was supposed to be 7 p.m. central.
• 5:08:37
  I apologize for that. Yeah, the whole point of the
• 5:08:41
  show was I was going to have a guy come in.
• 5:08:43
  He was going to talk about creation Revelation in about 3
• 5:08:47
  hours and we're probably going to drop it, but you showed up
• 5:08:51
  and mr. Bubblegum and all that and as
• 5:08:54
  long Is there some people out there who actually want to still
• 5:08:57
  have a conversation or talk about things?
• 5:08:59
  I'll hold it open till the point where I'm like, so yeah.
• 5:09:11
  I think you forgot. How do you listen to music?
• 5:09:18
  I actually do not. I think that when I'm drawing
• 5:09:22
  and working, I actually listen to podcast and long video how to
• 5:09:32
  put into words that which is troubling you.
• 5:09:34
  So, put into words yet manifested and see what that
• 5:09:39
  was. Somebody else's art, can
• 5:09:43
  reinvigorate your your inspiration.
• 5:09:49
  Inspiration is contagious to seeing some of these are too.
• 5:09:54
  Like wow that's wonderful in that inspires you so It's a big
• 5:10:01
  podcast so I'm saying look, look it up a piece of art somebody's
• 5:10:06
  else's art and perhaps that could inspire you. definitely, I
• 5:10:12
  mean I I constantly screenshot, you know, images of oranges,
• 5:10:18
  interesting, things all the time, and I think that, you
• 5:10:24
  know, maybe maybe it is being please miss, I will admit that.
• 5:10:27
  But I at this point I have accrued maybe thousands of
• 5:10:30
  inspirational pictures. And I've always been mean to let
• 5:10:35
  you know, draw them worried or sketch them out, but they just
• 5:10:38
  been sitting in my, in my files but maybe it is just laziness
• 5:10:44
  and but maybe that is why I Why a lack of motivation and I
• 5:10:52
  thought that maybe there is this other thing going on, but maybe
• 5:10:55
  the harsh truth is what's going on.
• 5:10:57
  Maybe it is laziness the Manifest of laziness you know,
• 5:11:05
  chocolate So, you got to see what in your laugh is, what in
• 5:11:11
  your life is trading, this likeness, was it attributing to
• 5:11:14
  it, break it down, and get your boyfriend to help you to bring
• 5:11:18
  it down there on your own. Sometimes you need somebody by
• 5:11:22
  your side to encourage you. No, I hear you.
• 5:11:37
  And I have considered perhaps going back into seeking therapy.
• 5:11:41
  I just wish it wasn't so expensive.
• 5:11:47
  So what what is it that you is it something you need to hear,
• 5:11:50
  or is it something you want to hear?
• 5:12:00
  You know, I think that's a good question.
• 5:12:01
  I have to ask myself what is it that I want?
• 5:12:03
  And I guess, I have trouble saying that my lack of
• 5:12:15
  motivation was due to laziness because I thought at first, it
• 5:12:20
  had to do with Depression. So then for the longest time you
• 5:12:27
  know it started up during the pandemic and fighting for a long
• 5:12:32
  while to beat those symptoms and depression but I'm not even sure
• 5:12:36
  if it's what people need to say to me.
• 5:12:38
  And I wonder if it's just something that I have to figure
• 5:12:44
  out for myself because I think I'm very close there where I
• 5:12:48
  can, I can say that. Well, Yeah, I fell into this
• 5:12:54
  depression and and his lack of motivation initially started off
• 5:12:58
  with them. all the issues I was going through at home and as
• 5:13:03
  well as just not, Being able to make friends.
• 5:13:08
  And but now, since the lockdown has been lifted and has been for
• 5:13:16
  a while to figure out why, why is it that now?
• 5:13:19
  I don't have the motivation. So like what happened?
• 5:13:24
  So like in a way like what happened to that teenage feeling
• 5:13:28
  that, that's a motivation of the same spirit that Allied you get
• 5:13:32
  those friends in the first place but it's no longer present and
• 5:13:35
  this new situation getting close.
• 5:13:38
  I think that when I was in high school, I went to college right
• 5:13:45
  after high school. I think in high school, I had
• 5:13:50
  this some young perhaps even blind optimism about what the
• 5:13:55
  future was supposed to be like what growing up into an adult
• 5:13:58
  supposed to be like? And, you know, I worked my tail
• 5:14:03
  off to get into art school or college art school and my main
• 5:14:10
  motivation was you know, I I believe I can do it.
• 5:14:16
  You know, I believe I can get into the school.
• 5:14:18
  Oh, I think that Brett's pointment I believe I can get
• 5:14:24
  into the red by. I would prefer not to play the
• 5:14:28
  video essay during the stream cuz it shows my face and it.
• 5:14:32
  But yeah, I don't mind if you want to come up there.
• 5:14:34
  And I, I just wanted to start a new life, you know, I felt as
• 5:14:43
  though that where I came from and the people around me where I
• 5:14:49
  want to say bringing me down, as if You know, I was better than
• 5:14:54
  them by think. Mentally mental health wise,
• 5:14:56
  they weren't good for me, and I was so excited to let's start
• 5:15:00
  this New Life in a different state, beating a totally new set
• 5:15:05
  of people pursuing a dream that, you know, I was always
• 5:15:09
  interested in and And I did have a lot of fun, as a college
• 5:15:19
  freshman, and that first year, at that school. but my sophomore
• 5:15:24
  year was actually very difficult of my major used to be animation
• 5:15:30
  and he's probably see it from the YouTube channel that Brett
• 5:15:34
  showing let my major used to be animation and I was actually
• 5:15:39
  really struggling with it and it, but I don't know if it was
• 5:15:44
  just the material or the long hours or the fact that I
• 5:15:48
  personally was struggling with the material, that it brought me
• 5:15:53
  an immense amount of stress to the point where I actually
• 5:15:58
  became very sick during the week of finals. and, and that's kind
• 5:16:08
  of what I threw in the towel saying you know, I can't do this
• 5:16:10
  anymore like I'm so sick that it hurts to even really talk and
• 5:16:14
  eat and, I inadvertently ended up failing my sophomore year
• 5:16:23
  because I did not attend the school or I did not attend
• 5:16:27
  school for the finals because I was sick and I felt like I
• 5:16:30
  needed to especially being away from my home state.
• 5:16:35
  I'm the only one taking care of myself and I felt like I needed
• 5:16:39
  to take care of myself instead of a maybe that was, you know,
• 5:16:44
  very immature thing to do. But I really did feel as though
• 5:16:48
  that I was so sick and that I needed to focus on getting
• 5:16:55
  better and that was like, I believe that was the whole
• 5:17:01
  Catalyst for why that optimism disappeared was because I'm or
• 5:17:08
  why the optimism was shattered. Because I think that Everything
• 5:17:13
  kind of went downhill. when I basically failed my sophomore
• 5:17:20
  year, A lot of the fights I had with my own parents kind of stem
• 5:17:26
  from the fact that, you know, they were very disappointed.
• 5:17:28
  Me, and it was hard, trying to explain to them that I didn't
• 5:17:33
  just drop out, you know, I'm still not dropping out.
• 5:17:36
  I I try to explain to them that, you know, I was sick and they
• 5:17:40
  were even aware of how sick I was and how I was going to the
• 5:17:43
  doctor. Browse go as visiting the doctor
• 5:17:48
  and and things like that. And friends is kind of like a
• 5:17:57
  sinus is like a little bit of a hard subject, but I try to be
• 5:18:01
  somewhat vague. I just don't want to trauma dump
• 5:18:05
  on on you. Whatever makes you comfortable.
• 5:18:12
  No worries. And so I mentioned, you know,
• 5:18:17
  the pandemic causing me to move back home which is half true.
• 5:18:22
  I would probably have to move back anyways because of the
• 5:18:27
  pandemic it was just you know coincidence that all is with my
• 5:18:30
  sophomore year was going on at the same time as the pandemic
• 5:18:35
  was was just basically announced and I wanted to stay at that
• 5:18:45
  school but just change my major to be illustration.
• 5:18:49
  Cuz, you know, I was an animation at school but my
• 5:18:52
  parents pushed for me to move back home and attend a local
• 5:18:58
  college for illustration. Because the only point for me
• 5:19:04
  being there in that school was because that school's animation
• 5:19:10
  program was the best in the country.
• 5:19:13
  So at the time you know how I felt as though that was a smart
• 5:19:18
  thing for him to do to come back home.
• 5:19:20
  Although looking back, I wish that I had it and I really wish
• 5:19:25
  that I stay back there but I did what I thought was best and when
• 5:19:31
  I move back home with a lot of arguments and fights between
• 5:19:35
  myself and my parents just started and Did you do not want
• 5:19:42
  to come back because you didn't want to face?
• 5:19:44
  But was it home? That may have been one of the
• 5:19:49
  motivations. I think that I also didn't want
• 5:19:51
  to go back home because of the fact that I was really happy at
• 5:19:56
  that school and I wasn't really I wasn't that wasn't strong
• 5:20:04
  opposition to be honest. Because I'm Ivan, even though I
• 5:20:08
  didn't really want to move back home, Or, I mean, even though I
• 5:20:12
  I wasn't necessarily against moving back home.
• 5:20:15
  I just I think I just want to stick with what was familiar and
• 5:20:22
  I was scared of losing all the friends that I made at the
• 5:20:25
  college at that college and so now it's like that the issues
• 5:20:34
  that we have my parents, some sometimes, I think they they
• 5:20:38
  they don't act this way now, but that used to be able to kind of
• 5:20:44
  Poke some pretty mean-spirited jokes and even though they were
• 5:20:49
  in good fun, it definitely did not help my mood.
• 5:20:53
  You know why I want to move back home?
• 5:20:55
  I was told jokes about how mm Play for whatever reason.
• 5:21:01
  You know, they just constantly had to talk about how I flunked
• 5:21:04
  out of college, quote, on quote and how I would basically be
• 5:21:10
  like the laughing stock of the family.
• 5:21:12
  Because I'm the only member of our entire family included
• 5:21:18
  extended family that has done something like I did.
• 5:21:22
  And it actually put my mental health in a very downward
• 5:21:28
  spiral. Like it was already hard enough
• 5:21:31
  to deal with the fact that, you know, I was chasing this dream
• 5:21:35
  for so long and it just kind of implode on itself.
• 5:21:40
  Like, it was already hard enough to have to come to terms with
• 5:21:44
  the fact that, you know, I work so hard to be an animation.
• 5:21:47
  Major, only for me to get here to realize that I'm, I can't do
• 5:21:51
  it. That was hard enough, but then
• 5:21:53
  moving back home and kind of being Kind of being confronted
• 5:21:59
  with the fact. A very uncomfortable fact that
• 5:22:02
  yes you know, I did fail my sophomore year and technically
• 5:22:07
  did flunk out it is that's what he would want to call it.
• 5:22:13
  And I think that ever since then, I think that's where the
• 5:22:17
  lack of motivation came from alongside of handling.
• 5:22:21
  If you find, you're not discouraging.
• 5:22:27
  You sound mentally and emotionally exhausted.
• 5:22:30
  That's perfectly natural. They were hard on you.
• 5:22:34
  They should have never brought that up.
• 5:22:35
  Instead of just said, look, you know, we'll try something
• 5:22:38
  different, a different Avenue and all that, you know, tell you
• 5:22:41
  that you're a talented young lady and that there's other
• 5:22:44
  options out there. If I don't know why they did
• 5:22:47
  that c, i I just looked at your ass a video of Kailyn and I
• 5:22:52
  won't talk too much of it or anything cuz you don't want
• 5:22:54
  anything planned out. But do you come from a, I was
• 5:23:00
  watching documentary. Those say that our parents who
• 5:23:03
  were like, Asian, or whatever, are very hard core on status,
• 5:23:08
  and your role in society and all that.
• 5:23:10
  Is that something experience? I think that is very calm and
• 5:23:17
  in, I can only speak as an American, cuz that's where I
• 5:23:21
  grew up. What I think that a lot of Asian
• 5:23:26
  American Youth can definitely relate to that because I have at
• 5:23:30
  least noticed that in more traditional Asian families as
• 5:23:35
  traditional as in like, they conduct more Customs from, you
• 5:23:42
  know, their home country as opposed to made me some more
• 5:23:44
  American Customs. But I did not grow up like that.
• 5:23:49
  I grew up actually, fairly more Americanized and Butch, but I
• 5:23:56
  still did was subjected to that type of parenting on.
• 5:24:00
  My mom was a little bit more hands-off because she was
• 5:24:06
  constantly working. My dad was also employed, but
• 5:24:10
  he, I think was More of that. I think they call it tiger
• 5:24:18
  parents, tiger, parenting, that he was, he was that type of
• 5:24:21
  parent where. I don't know if this is a good
• 5:24:24
  trait to some extent. I can see this being good that
• 5:24:28
  he did not discriminate between the genders.
• 5:24:31
  So all the harsh Lake stipulations, about academics
• 5:24:36
  and career that he placed onto me.
• 5:24:38
  He placed onto my brother you know it was like I got all this
• 5:24:42
  harsh treatment but my brother didn't it was actually fairly
• 5:24:46
  equal. But yes, he did.
• 5:24:47
  And emphasize that we need to excel in academics.
• 5:24:56
  As well as get a high-paying job, usually.
• 5:25:01
  And stem because and that's a whole other can of worms, you
• 5:25:07
  know, I am growing up artistic, you know, I was They switch from
• 5:25:14
  basically nudged consoling on YouTube.
• 5:25:17
  I am like my father to pursue more.
• 5:25:21
  I guess, stem subjects, science, technology, engineering,
• 5:25:24
  mathematics, types of things. What he can't make a baseball
• 5:25:37
  player out of a construction worker.
• 5:25:38
  So God is going to put you where you need to be.
• 5:25:44
  Just just because you don't have the degree, doesn't mean you
• 5:25:47
  don't have the skills so that the dream isn't over.
• 5:25:51
  As long as you have the the skills, you must execute upon
• 5:25:54
  the skills. I've ever heard of this concept
• 5:25:59
  before that whenever someone's either an artist or a musician
• 5:26:03
  sometimes, the parents don't see that as a viable career like,
• 5:26:08
  they'll say things like starving artist, or they don't think that
• 5:26:12
  you can make a career or something like that.
• 5:26:15
  So they want you to try to do other stuff and that's terrible.
• 5:26:18
  I think that at least has a father myself as a parent.
• 5:26:24
  We shouldn't try to turn our children and the carbon copies
• 5:26:28
  of our self or try to push them into things.
• 5:26:31
  We should encourage them to do things that help them flourish
• 5:26:35
  and are happy. I mean, one thing for a child,
• 5:26:39
  as if a child at least gets to try to go for the dream, they'll
• 5:26:44
  be happy. If you take them out of that
• 5:26:46
  position, and then go on to humiliate them or embarrass
• 5:26:51
  them, I am sorry Kailyn. But I, I don't understand that
• 5:26:56
  type of thinking You should have been just told do what makes you
• 5:27:00
  happy do? It makes you feel right.
• 5:27:02
  Do, what gives you inspiration in life not?
• 5:27:05
  You should do this or you're not worth a shit type of attitude.
• 5:27:09
  I am so sorry you had to go through that.
• 5:27:11
  If it makes you feel any better cuz I can't provide your, your
• 5:27:15
  old friends that you may have lost or gotten away from.
• 5:27:18
  But tonight, I'm going to tell you right now.
• 5:27:21
  You got a friend to me if you wanted.
• 5:27:23
  And I'm sure bubble gum school with that self.
• 5:27:26
  That's adding to your Your Arsenal does it feel any better,
• 5:27:31
  but it's so Do what you want to do Caitlin, but you have to do
• 5:27:48
  it. I do appreciate that, and I
• 5:27:52
  think that, you know, Part of becoming a well-adjusted adult
• 5:27:57
  is understanding that. In a life and people's
• 5:28:02
  motivations aren't so black-and-white because you know
• 5:28:04
  why, I told you my side of the story of so I'm growing up, but
• 5:28:08
  I think that as I've gotten older, I understand, I don't
• 5:28:11
  agree with you but I understand that my dad's way of teaching me
• 5:28:18
  about the world and what type of career to choose is it because
• 5:28:22
  of his own experience, you know he initially had a dream of
• 5:28:27
  becoming know, this was him many years ago as a Young Man many,
• 5:28:31
  many years ago. I had a dream of becoming a
• 5:28:35
  tennis player, professional tennis player, but he couldn't
• 5:28:39
  go pro. So he ended up going back to
• 5:28:42
  school. I think that maybe around my
• 5:28:44
  age. 23, 24 years old. And eventually became an
• 5:28:51
  engineer and found success that way.
• 5:28:54
  So I I think that his somewhat misguided sense of teaching me
• 5:29:00
  about how to conduct myself with with the career probably came
• 5:29:04
  from that where he probably saw that and I and I know this
• 5:29:08
  because of he's told me that it was a waste of time when looking
• 5:29:13
  back, he feels that was a waste of time for him to focus on
• 5:29:17
  something like a little bit more unrealistic, such as becoming a
• 5:29:21
  pro tennis player, and he wish that he just immediately went
• 5:29:25
  into a more practical program such as engineering.
• 5:29:29
  So I think that he was in his own way trying to steer me away
• 5:29:36
  from making the same mistake as him.
• 5:29:38
  But I also think that, you know, it's a very black and white
• 5:29:43
  thinking just say that I owe you need to pursue some type of
• 5:29:49
  high-paying job and or high paying job Major in order to be
• 5:29:55
  happy and find success because of my friends from high school,
• 5:29:59
  who most of them were Asian Americans themselves, they
• 5:30:06
  basically listen to their parents and all of them are now
• 5:30:10
  going to school for things like medical chemistry physics
• 5:30:20
  computer science and to my astonishment a conversation he
• 5:30:26
  had with them about a year ago, I was astonished to hear that.
• 5:30:31
  most of them are very unhappy because I thought that they
• 5:30:35
  chose those subjects because they were personally, passion,
• 5:30:40
  nothing, I'm personally not very interested in some I'm so I
• 5:30:44
  never pursued it, but I thought they were, but it was very
• 5:30:47
  shocking to find out that actually, they only did that
• 5:30:50
  because they Listen to their parents and agreed that.
• 5:30:56
  Yeah, you know for Security's sake we should go into some type
• 5:31:00
  of stem degree and all of them except for one genuinely enjoys
• 5:31:06
  it and one of them even confided in me that they were somewhat
• 5:31:11
  jealous that I had I guess the, the strength of the confidence
• 5:31:18
  to say no, I actually want to go pursue a subject that I actually
• 5:31:23
  want to be in which is, which is art.
• 5:31:28
  There is, there is something there is a nugget.
• 5:31:38
  But I want to say God will put you where you need to be is like
• 5:31:43
  these guy who was in Rocky was a Russian bad bad guy, who's the
• 5:31:56
  boxer? Call yai yai.
• 5:32:01
  Remember his story he he was extremely brilliant person.
• 5:32:08
  Who was I mean my goodness he was right up there with me or
• 5:32:13
  whatever and then you can go. Just, just look at yourself in
• 5:32:29
  the mirror and work and pick. Where is, where does God need me
• 5:32:32
  to be? Well, I don't I got to remind
• 5:32:38
  you Kaylin and doesn't that this point believe in the concept of
• 5:32:41
  God or anything? So, yeah, I really, it's, it's
• 5:32:49
  sad. I understand as a parent.
• 5:32:52
  We make our mistakes and all that, and then we finally find
• 5:32:56
  our way, but I think that a child should be able to child,
• 5:33:02
  should be able to give it their hundred percent go for what they
• 5:33:06
  want. And if it doesn't work out, then
• 5:33:09
  at least you know at the end of the day you can go to sleep
• 5:33:11
  knowing hey, I gave it up the best.
• 5:33:14
  I could do a shot and people should Pat you on the back for
• 5:33:18
  at least running the Damn Race, whether you want it or lose it
• 5:33:22
  and then if it means you got to go do something else and you do
• 5:33:26
  something else. So, I don't know, I guess I just
• 5:33:30
  don't understand the jokes and they the negative comments in
• 5:33:41
  high school, but something like they want to be, you know, the
• 5:33:43
  professional and they see that in the future, but they do the
• 5:33:46
  work. You have to do it.
• 5:33:49
  So yeah, if you want to be there, so you have to do it.
• 5:33:53
  I know Kaelyn from seeing the video and all that and that was
• 5:33:57
  back in 2020 or you're obviously a young adults and all this
• 5:34:01
  don't don't get into your mind that it's too late either.
• 5:34:06
  You know, the choices are already set in stone type of
• 5:34:09
  deal. There are artists and
• 5:34:12
  professionals out there where they got up into their late 30s
• 5:34:15
  or 40 and end up doing something.
• 5:34:18
  One of the best bands in the world.
• 5:34:19
  Do die was 40 years old before he found his voice and he found
• 5:34:24
  his place and the end up going down as a epic Legend.
• 5:34:28
  So don't give up and it's never too late.
• 5:34:31
  I don't think the old song Holy Diver would have worked with if
• 5:34:36
  he was like 80. The Holy Diver song, I'm more of
• 5:34:45
  a rainbow in the dark type of guy but I do like that track to
• 5:34:48
  see if you would have written that song when he is like his 18
• 5:34:54
  when he was 18, I don't think it would work.
• 5:34:59
  Works out here. Ask a question says, how do you
• 5:35:04
  think the middle class getting crushed and related to America's
• 5:35:07
  like the Fate? I think a lot of things selling
• 5:35:10
  it. I think what happened to Kalin
• 5:35:13
  was the problem for Americans people are put out a jobs over
• 5:35:17
  the whole covid mess, but I think it was also the media
• 5:35:21
  constantly slamming, all these lies and bullshittin the peoples
• 5:35:25
  had during the whole elections presidency.
• 5:35:28
  And people didn't know if they were going to left to right?
• 5:35:30
  Or what direction, anything was going anymore.
• 5:35:33
  We literally lost our destination of where we thought
• 5:35:38
  we were going and all that. It's just society's been a lot
• 5:35:43
  harder. A lot of young people, they find
• 5:35:45
  themselves and that you know, a lot of people are getting
• 5:35:48
  stressed out, wondering if their jobs going to hold through older
• 5:35:53
  people worried about their retirements and their pensions
• 5:35:55
  is that going to happen? People are afraid they're going
• 5:35:59
  to lose. Is there Social Security in the
• 5:36:00
  safety? Net.
• 5:36:01
  Is that quite a few different things that are making people
• 5:36:04
  sick. I do think the lack of without
• 5:36:11
  knowledge that, you know, I've got them out of knowledge, gives
• 5:36:19
  you that confidence in and you do your farm in your direction.
• 5:36:24
  I feel makes me so sad whenever I'm talking to people and
• 5:36:29
  they're having like issues and their existence trying to figure
• 5:36:33
  them self out and real-life. I'm able to just lean over and
• 5:36:37
  give somebody a hug cuz sometimes a hug a really help
• 5:36:40
  somebody out slow. But I say, hey, I love you.
• 5:36:43
  I care about you. Your life does mean something,
• 5:36:46
  but you can totally do that in a chat room.
• 5:37:07
  Caitlin, do you believe in God? Was it going to take you to
• 5:37:10
  believe in God? I didn't catch that.
• 5:37:22
  She went to eat at if you looked outside to text, you says, I'll
• 5:37:25
  be back and get some water been doing.
• 5:37:34
  Bubblegum you been keeping it real?
• 5:37:36
  Look, I do have a bunch of it. It's all just like, At least 90%
• 5:37:51
  finish, some things are just ready to pray and read it.
• 5:37:57
  So it's just like, I don't want to sell them, I just cuz I'm not
• 5:38:01
  doing it for the money. Because initially I did it for
• 5:38:05
  like you know a relationship that you know, you need money
• 5:38:08
  for a family. That's the whole reason I was
• 5:38:10
  doing the whole thing. But how did you know?
• 5:38:13
  I have no no Prospect for myself.
• 5:38:17
  The future of that that I will have a family the future of
• 5:38:22
  myself as swarthy as a family in the future for well I'm in my
• 5:38:30
  thirties and my thirties. Now that's not going to happen
• 5:38:33
  for me. So for the sake of doing them
• 5:38:38
  but you know, he's going to want this.
• 5:38:41
  And so I do this. For for it to exist in somebody
• 5:38:47
  to enjoy. So I do this work for other
• 5:38:50
  people. And I also do it.
• 5:38:54
  I guess. And I'm trying to get like, in
• 5:38:56
  my niece's, I gave them all the tools, so I'll give them
• 5:39:06
  computers of. Give them drawing tablets, buy
• 5:39:09
  them instruments typewriters the whole shindig, cuz I don't want
• 5:39:14
  them to the lack until I control.
• 5:39:17
  So they're deprived of inspiration and still with him
• 5:39:22
  within the earliest possible. She came to me and asked me like
• 5:39:32
  this God exists. And yes, I didn't tell her about
• 5:39:37
  God. I got another niece or liberal
• 5:39:44
  Jennifer tell her how she came from a monkey.
• 5:39:46
  So I have to guide her and tell it what you didn't see me coming
• 5:39:50
  over mugging. So I'm working on her to
• 5:39:54
  understand. So you know, I start with the
• 5:39:56
  easier questions like what why is there something rather than
• 5:40:00
  nothing? And you know that gets her
• 5:40:03
  thinking he's so she's coming around.
• 5:40:09
  How come you were? I mean, you're an artist, how
• 5:40:12
  come you haven't tried to put some posters together?
• 5:40:15
  Some shirts or something like that.
• 5:40:17
  Like what I got going on? Oh, I do.
• 5:40:20
  I have them. Like all I have to do is just
• 5:40:23
  put on a shirt. Put on a poster like the artwork
• 5:40:26
  is done so they can stop at me cuz I didn't bring that what
• 5:40:34
  they have the machines for 3D. Printing the large Planters.
• 5:40:39
  The thing that I'm going through all's I do is I go into the
• 5:40:48
  site. I login, it's got the design
• 5:40:51
  stuff settle up. I just simply upload my art and
• 5:40:55
  then put a size up for the shirt or whatever product I'm trying
• 5:40:59
  to do and that's it. All you do is you create the
• 5:41:04
  art, you go to that and then they put it out there.
• 5:41:07
  What happens? If you set the price for it, you
• 5:41:11
  make a profit off of it. In the company gets paid for
• 5:41:14
  basically producing the shirt, and the colors and all that, and
• 5:41:19
  they say, Send it out. So they're doing all the all the
• 5:41:23
  aggravation footwork. And all I got to do is just have
• 5:41:26
  the the idea for the image in your work that it that it smart
• 5:41:34
  I guess I just wondering if, you know, I wanted to do it from
• 5:41:37
  start to finish. We are in control, you make the
• 5:41:46
  art, you do the stuff at that's yours and all you're doing, is
• 5:41:51
  telling some company to mass-produce it for you.
• 5:41:54
  That's it. And it's not taking you out on
• 5:41:57
  you. You're not having the pay up
• 5:41:59
  front. They're basically getting their
• 5:42:01
  money and you're getting your money every time somebody buy
• 5:42:04
  something. So you see what I mean, you
• 5:42:07
  could spend five minutes today uploading one of your pieces and
• 5:42:11
  then go do whatever the hell else you want in your life and
• 5:42:13
  let them sell it for you. What's going on?
• 5:42:17
  I think I might do that. I put up my haven't put up a
• 5:42:21
  website cuz I don't feel inclined to upload them.
• 5:42:32
  Fair enough. And remember, it's not your
• 5:42:35
  shirt, so you can put stuff on mugs with stuff on posters
• 5:42:39
  clothing. Items dishes.
• 5:42:42
  Anything that you can think of that, you think your art would
• 5:42:44
  look good on? Boom.
• 5:42:46
  Go for it, as well as part of a family, but I don't really have
• 5:43:00
  that inclinations. Like, well, I'm glad I finished
• 5:43:06
  this piece of art and glad it exists but I love it's not a
• 5:43:11
  prophet thing for me. I understand my brother he's got
• 5:43:16
  that same kind of attitude he's a he's a good musician and all
• 5:43:21
  that. He also dabbles and smart and
• 5:43:23
  everything. He's actually made some designs
• 5:43:25
  and that him, it's all about the creativity in the Arts.
• 5:43:29
  And the inspiration, what makes them happy?
• 5:43:30
  He doesn't even, he didn't even know for the longest time if he
• 5:43:34
  even wanted to produce music for everybody else before himself.
• 5:43:39
  And what he was about, all that assholes like me who came along
• 5:43:44
  and kept trying to push him to get it out there and all that.
• 5:43:48
  And he found out today, wait a minute, I'm doing something I
• 5:43:52
  love, and I'm getting a paycheck for it.
• 5:43:54
  A, this does kind of work brother.
• 5:44:02
  Show. There are cuz like, somebody out
• 5:44:04
  there might like it and, you know, if that person from you in
• 5:44:09
  it or listening to it, cuz now that make somebody happy, That's
• 5:44:15
  the way to do it if you're interested.
• 5:44:17
  Bubblegum just email me and I'll send you some links and give you
• 5:44:21
  a quick rundown of what you have to do in order to do it.
• 5:44:24
  And if you start making some stuff, I'll be more than happy
• 5:44:27
  to promote it on the shows or whenever I'm making a YouTube
• 5:44:31
  video, I can throw it up and say anything about Bubblegum's.
• 5:44:33
  Latest shirt or you know, product or whatever if you get
• 5:44:40
  interested in that, thanks. It's all good.
• 5:44:46
  It's all good, though. For the life of me, I don't
• 5:44:50
  understand how parents do their kids in the way they do.
• 5:44:55
  The stories. I've heard enough, I have some
• 5:44:58
  pretty shity parents myself but something in me, just clicked
• 5:45:03
  and said, you know what, I'm not going to be like my parents.
• 5:45:06
  I'm not them. And I'm a totally different
• 5:45:09
  person than I could actually be better than Excel.
• 5:45:12
  I don't, I'm the upgrade. I am not the carbon copy.
• 5:45:17
  This is not how it's going to work, and that's how I deal with
• 5:45:21
  depression, how I deal with the obstacles.
• 5:45:23
  My life, I just say, look whether I liked something or
• 5:45:26
  not, I just got to do it. I got to make it happen and said
• 5:45:30
  enough. People don't like it, they can
• 5:45:31
  kiss my ass right on the stinky spot, that's how I do it.
• 5:45:35
  And once you get into that Mode, Nothing will stop you.
• 5:45:39
  Yeah, I don't get parents to like, tear down their children.
• 5:45:42
  I think this is just tense for like, internalized jealousy, you
• 5:45:46
  know? Like they say they were
• 5:45:47
  mistreated in the Deep or just taking it taking out their anger
• 5:45:51
  on something. I usually take out their anger
• 5:45:54
  on things that are beneath them, so they'll never take out, their
• 5:45:58
  anger on their boss or the government because they, but
• 5:46:04
  they can you do a check down to the adults seem to forget.
• 5:46:09
  And I don't understand. This is that the world changes
• 5:46:13
  and it's constantly just because things were like, the way it was
• 5:46:18
  for you back and, you know, Timbuktu doesn't mean it's going
• 5:46:22
  to be the same experience for kids.
• 5:46:24
  Like, whenever I was a young man, we didn't have to walk
• 5:46:27
  through metal detectors, when we went to school, we didn't have
• 5:46:30
  to worry about some freck walk and then the hallway, and just
• 5:46:33
  fucking going on a, random Killing Spree.
• 5:46:36
  We have absolutely no idea for my generation.
• 5:46:39
  It's like in the pressure that young people are going to
• 5:46:42
  nowadays, and I don't understand why a lot of parents can't see
• 5:46:46
  that they're like, stuck in the past.
• 5:46:47
  Like they really think that if their kid does exactly the same
• 5:46:52
  thing they do and changing times, but that's going to work.
• 5:47:10
  Instead of race app. I can't tell you how many times
• 5:47:14
  whenever my daughter was younger or my son and they'd be doing
• 5:47:19
  her homework and I'd offer to help them out and they say, oh
• 5:47:23
  sure, Dad and then I looked at it and I was like, rocket
• 5:47:26
  science me. I'm like, what the hell is this?
• 5:47:28
  I don't even know what I'm looking at and stuff and they go
• 5:47:31
  older, you do this, and you do that and I'm like, oh my
• 5:47:34
  goodness, you're a damn genius. How do you know how to do all
• 5:47:38
  this stuff? I can't believe the kind of work
• 5:47:41
  that kids are made to do nowadays to get home until I get
• 5:47:57
  them to explain to me. Cuz I think a person explaining
• 5:48:00
  a person explain to you, shows, you how the thinking about it
• 5:48:06
  until you're able, pinout point out where they're getting it
• 5:48:10
  wrong way to get it, right, and redo it again. once you explain
• 5:48:15
  to you right now correctly that you know, they understand Looks
• 5:48:21
  like Kailyn says that she's back stealing you mind.
• 5:48:24
  If I ask you a question and it's going to come off, kind of weird
• 5:48:28
  and on the nose. But I got a question for you.
• 5:48:34
  Have you ever in any of this time ever?
• 5:48:38
  Went to your parents and said we need to have a talk.
• 5:48:43
  I am say look what you have said to me about this and this and
• 5:48:47
  that is not the way. I don't appreciate it.
• 5:48:51
  It doesn't make me happy. You're actually causing me to be
• 5:48:55
  exhausted. I'm already sad and now I'm
• 5:48:58
  becoming depressed because I feel like you're not edifying.
• 5:49:02
  Me and encouraging me, but you dragging me down for something
• 5:49:06
  that involved you whenever you were a kid that has nothing to
• 5:49:10
  do with what I'm doing now. Have you ever just sat down and
• 5:49:13
  told him point-blank? It's bullshit.
• 5:49:16
  What you doing to me? I need love and guidance.
• 5:49:20
  Not a bunch of bulshit thrown in my face.
• 5:49:23
  Have you tried that and even to an extent even now, although it
• 5:49:35
  was mainly 2020 and 2022? Where I actually I think I kind
• 5:49:41
  of cut off the story before it got even worse by.
• 5:49:45
  I do promise it's relevant your kind of left off at being back
• 5:49:50
  home and the jokes about you know, failing College.
• 5:49:54
  I unfortunately, I ended up in the hospital for a suicide
• 5:50:04
  attempt because of how in a depressed, I was at that time.
• 5:50:11
  And I'm not saying, you know, the fights with the parents was,
• 5:50:14
  the only reason it was maybe one of 10 reasons of that time and
• 5:50:18
  after leaving the hospital and it was a very long process.
• 5:50:22
  But I did have many talks about that where, you know, it was a
• 5:50:28
  long process. But I think that we all kind of
• 5:50:32
  learn to understand the pain where everybody was coming from
• 5:50:37
  and I think I finally did get to articulate to them about how I
• 5:50:42
  was feeling. How how I how I felt during my
• 5:50:50
  upbringing and things like that. And At least with my
• 5:50:56
  relationship with my mom. You know that when you're a
• 5:50:59
  sickly improved and I guess to an extent, you know my
• 5:51:03
  relationship with my my dad also improved because He was very
• 5:51:10
  fast and loose with his temper. It.
• 5:51:15
  He was like a strict parent, but he would have very poor control
• 5:51:20
  of his temper, and I do remember that, at least have it.
• 5:51:25
  I don't remember the last time he raised his voice, you know,
• 5:51:28
  ever since that, we had that type of talk and I think that
• 5:51:32
  even with my brother, he's stop raising his voice with my
• 5:51:37
  brother. And I think that they have at
• 5:51:44
  least with my dad. I think he's changed his tune to
• 5:51:46
  some extent about you know my choice and trying to join the
• 5:51:52
  our industry and you know this is even really silly but I think
• 5:51:59
  that A lot of that layer kind of talking about earlier, but where
• 5:52:03
  does this come from this? This pushed back towards their
• 5:52:06
  children. Come back come from and I don't
• 5:52:09
  know for sure but I can guess that with him.
• 5:52:12
  It came from the fact of I hate to say it but ignorance because
• 5:52:19
  growing up. He told me to not pursue art
• 5:52:23
  because I or visual art. He told me not to pursue visual
• 5:52:26
  art because the only careers That were viable for me as a
• 5:52:32
  visual artist were to be either an art teacher or a gallery
• 5:52:37
  painter. And looking back, that's
• 5:52:40
  incredibly stupid because there's hundreds of different
• 5:52:43
  types of art related jobs. But as a kid, you know, why I
• 5:52:47
  bought into that, and I wonder if he himself believed that as
• 5:52:53
  well. Which I know it sounds
• 5:52:55
  ridiculous because it's, you know, you're going to think the
• 5:52:57
  wall if artists are only either Gallery painters and art
• 5:53:02
  teachers will, who's making all the video games?
• 5:53:03
  Who's making all the movies, who's making all those animated
• 5:53:07
  kids movies and things like that, right?
• 5:53:09
  That's the bunch of artists. but I think he has softened his he
• 5:53:18
  has softened his stance by lot, and I think.
• 5:53:25
  I think it may even have to do with the fact that my brother is
• 5:53:31
  falling more in his path than than me.
• 5:53:34
  So I hate to sound very cynical, but I wonder if he's kind of
• 5:53:38
  like stopped getting on my case because he does have a child
• 5:53:46
  who's a little bit little bit more like him.
• 5:53:51
  Like, my brother is. Inside interested in computer
• 5:53:56
  science. So and he was always good at He
• 5:54:00
  was always good at those types of subjects to like math and
• 5:54:03
  math and science and stuff like that.
• 5:54:08
  Hey, I know that you're not in the spirituality or theism or
• 5:54:13
  anything like that but we think a lot a lot to see if think of
• 5:54:18
  what could have been or what, but things went this road or
• 5:54:22
  this way or anyting. Do you realize that if you had
• 5:54:25
  become a doctor or got yourself in the medical profession, like
• 5:54:29
  your dad pushed you to that, you would actually be one of those
• 5:54:33
  people that would be sitting in hospitals dealing with people
• 5:54:37
  who have Coban and, you know, how many doctors and nurses
• 5:54:41
  passed away or at least claimed in the media.
• 5:54:44
  So even though right now you're thinking damn my life, you know
• 5:54:49
  what, if I would have went this way, other made my dad proud
• 5:54:52
  type of idea. You could also not be here to
• 5:54:55
  have a conversation right now. Had that life basically took off
• 5:55:00
  for you. So maybe God's got a different
• 5:55:03
  plan or idea for you. I know you don't believe in God,
• 5:55:06
  but that's healthiest. Think That maybe that road was
• 5:55:09
  closed off to protect you. So you live longer and have a
• 5:55:13
  different opportunity. See that sentiment I don't think
• 5:55:19
  I've ever regretted not going down that path because even as a
• 5:55:23
  as a teenager I knew that I was going to be absolutely
• 5:55:28
  miserable. I would constitute going to
• 5:55:31
  medical school or even any type of symmetry because my heart was
• 5:55:37
  not in it at all, you know? For It's actually kind of maybe
• 5:55:41
  you could even say it was kind of creepy, but I remember almost
• 5:55:45
  being indoctrinated in a way since I was a very young child
• 5:55:49
  to get into Medical Science and then becoming a doctor, you
• 5:55:57
  know, like I I had a lot of books as a kid.
• 5:56:02
  You know like children's books, but explaining things about the
• 5:56:07
  human body and and other scientific subjects and constant
• 5:56:14
  praise about how. Like oh I would make such a good
• 5:56:16
  doctor. Like when I grow up I should
• 5:56:18
  become a doctor and but actually, I don't know if it's,
• 5:56:24
  it was a blessing in disguise. I, I thought I'd like to think
• 5:56:29
  that academically, I'm I'm smart.
• 5:56:32
  I was a smart kid, but I just had a very difficult time with
• 5:56:37
  math. And I'm in some cases.
• 5:56:42
  Some very difficult course work as well.
• 5:56:45
  Like I think that I took a An honors literature class, it was
• 5:56:49
  extremely difficult just because of how harsh the teacher was,
• 5:56:53
  how he was. Very hard greater.
• 5:56:55
  And I remember being maybe 16 and think to myself is it just
• 5:57:01
  going to be like this for I don't even know like the next
• 5:57:06
  eight years and if I wanted to go to medical school, like I
• 5:57:09
  have to subject myself to learning all these subjects for
• 5:57:14
  the next 8 years and You know, I'm here is all this constant
• 5:57:19
  pressure from my dad's saying that.
• 5:57:22
  Well, if I want to get into med school, you know, I need to be
• 5:57:25
  phenomenal at science. I need to be phenomenal at math
• 5:57:29
  and do you know, I just no matter how much I practice, I
• 5:57:31
  just could not understand these math section.
• 5:57:34
  And I think I said to myself, right then and there like, I am
• 5:57:41
  going to be absolutely miserable if I if I try to do what my dad
• 5:57:47
  is suggesting. I too.
• 5:57:51
  And I didn't realize. I guess how bold that actually
• 5:57:59
  was until you know, I entered college and start speaking to
• 5:58:04
  each other people who the who and they weren't, you know, that
• 5:58:08
  old enough to just so you know, I want to do what I want.
• 5:58:11
  They they kind of figure that out much later in life that, you
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  know, I'm currently on a path that somebody else told me to
• 5:58:19
  set out on and I don't want to be in this past anymore.
• 5:58:22
  Like I was actually quite shocked that I kind of figure
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  that out when I was 16 and how rare that was at least for that
• 5:58:33
  age, for me to come to the conclusion that, you know, I've
• 5:58:36
  been living life trying to please somebody which in this
• 5:58:39
  case, which is my dad. but, He's just, you know, his standards
• 5:58:45
  are just way too high and I question if I can even ever
• 5:58:49
  achieve his standards and I just want to start living for myself
• 5:58:52
  what I think he just wants to have a paying job.
• 5:59:00
  So you want to be a successful artist?
• 5:59:10
  Is there a serious issue and that Kailyn?
• 5:59:15
  I'm sure you probably know this. I know bubblegum knows this but
• 5:59:18
  even on a scientific level, our brain is configured in certain
• 5:59:23
  ways. If you're a creative person,
• 5:59:24
  you're using a side of your brain.
• 5:59:26
  That is that is the way it is. It's almost as if it's like,
• 5:59:31
  it's determined that that is what you want to do.
• 5:59:33
  That's what you are capable of. And then one side of your brains
• 5:59:37
  going to be vulnerable and other places whenever it comes like
• 5:59:40
  math and all that. So that's even that's like
• 5:59:43
  something the scientifically known if your brain is set and
• 5:59:47
  figured towards art creativity and this kind of stuff.
• 5:59:52
  You can't change that being creative.
• 5:59:59
  Configure your brain to Farmville structures, more those
• 6:00:05
  structures. So it's not that you have these
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  Are you using your creative side more more, you know.
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  So in a nations would tell you or your computer.
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  So you your brain is just the spirit and you're just making
• 6:00:36
  this connection stronger. If you use your creative side or
• 6:00:39
  your cortical mathematical side, I'll be right back guys.
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  I'm going to go ahead and put you up on the top there Caitlin.
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  So by the way I did take a look at your channel.
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  I subscribe to you. Yes.
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  Or nice stuff going on over there.
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  I hope you continue to make some more for me to look at be right
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  back by the way. Oh my God.
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  Yeah I drew I drew it. But I thought it was actually
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  drawing. I don't think I have the full
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  image. I think I might have it on my
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  Instagram where I was just drying myself in.
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  If, you know, the DC characters with Hannah.
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  I was like, trying myself and her costume.
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  I just, I didn't know what to use for Nikon.
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  So I just picked that, although my YouTube icon is, is
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  different. So I'm not sure why this one is,
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  this one is like, rather old actually, Me eating a burger,
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  you don't have too many lies in the face of the devil, my
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  avatar. I didn't do this art but you
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  notice how it conveys expression with very few lines.
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  I think you're very expression is a motion Yep, that's the fun.
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  Part of car tuning, like I You're not to say that people
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  who do realism were bad. I just personally, do not enjoy
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  doing realism. I I think I doing cartoons is
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  way worse on the fingertips, pink.
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  Yeah, I guess it's just a stylistic box.
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  I just, I don't know. I don't know why I got into that
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  I think and I think I can tell you.
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  This was actually in college. I had a painting class like oil
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  painting and we just painted a bunch of You know, people and
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  how to be in a realistic style. And I think I remember my
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  t-shirt tell telling us about this little hint about how How
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  sometimes like to make people's fingers and maybe even their
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  cheeks or lips or whatever it look a little bit more alive.
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  She like as a little bit of like a red tint, which makes sense.
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  You know, especially for pale people like the new season,
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  sometimes like the blood and your problems are the blood in
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  your fingertips. And I thought that I would like
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  the cartoon characters. I like adding this tent, like
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  the fingers by the stress, even the little things.
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  So I think every line, everybody counts.
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  So even that small detail get something some sort of
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  uniqueness to it. Yeah, go ahead.
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  Sorry. She was referring to like real
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  real life. People is just that I
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  Incorporated with cartoons cuz I thought it was seemed
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  interested. I think it will make your teeth
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  look a little bit more flat. So like that, you think around
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  the cheeks, the fingers has a little bit.
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  Hey, I'm back. Bubble gum.
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  I'm a little sad. I need you to cheer me up.
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  You know what I just found out what you know, I made a video
• 6:04:42
  recently talkin about how I couldn't get start show the work
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  on my damn computer. Will my son he's off of work for
• 6:04:49
  the week and he brought his Xbox x over and he's playing the shit
• 6:04:54
  out of him since Starfield. In my living room right now and
• 6:04:57
  my big high-definition television and what really bad
• 6:05:04
  and I can't get it to work on my system.
• 6:05:06
  Am I going to have to buy 1in piece of shit?
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  Xbox is just so I can play this game.
• 6:05:11
  Come on. I've got one of those, a m d, a
• 6:05:23
  fink, it's a radiant type of thing, but it's, it's powerful.
• 6:05:26
  I'm able to run Fallout. I can run through the cities and
• 6:05:30
  stuff with no issue and Skyrim Starfield was just killing man.
• 6:05:35
  Just killed my computer. What you think I got like 16, 16
• 6:05:44
  GB of RAM. And then I got some Ram.
• 6:05:47
  That's actually on the video card.
• 6:05:48
  So it's up there with that processing power and shut, but
• 6:05:52
  it was this horrible update your drivers.
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  So I could be a driver issue. Most likely, so I'll date your
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  drivers and it is a new game. So I could be that in Oh, I did.
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  I update my drivers all the time and I check to see if there are
• 6:06:16
  any updates. There was a couple, I'll send
• 6:06:18
  some window updates. I did all that, but man, my son
• 6:06:22
  watched when I was trying to get to work on the computer, just
• 6:06:25
  went to kick the hell out of it. So there is going to be a lot of
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  Guinness. I'm walking.
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  I'm sitting, I'm rocking like, 16, GB of DDR3 RAM. 64 GB of
• 6:06:51
  RAM. 8-core, CPU. So I got a base of a PC.
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  Goodness gracious, I could use a lone boy, so you've been able to
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  play it on all games like games that don't even require that
• 6:07:14
  play. Yu-Gi-Oh The card game.
• 6:07:18
  Lucky ducky. What about you Kailyn?
• 6:07:21
  Are you a game where you like to play video games doll?
• 6:07:27
  as a kid, I used to be really into Nintendo, but I think that
• 6:07:32
  as soon as I answered College, I just didn't really have time to
• 6:07:36
  the game, which is now, they're saying that sounds silly, but I
• 6:07:40
  think I just changed my main mode of entertainment, used to
• 6:07:44
  be a really big gamer as a kid, but now, it is, I'm all about
• 6:07:48
  listening to videos and maybe even watching shows
• 6:08:05
  Does podcast sounds like the next step for Digital
• 6:08:09
  entertainment. You know you watch them.
• 6:08:12
  You listen to podcast and now you're part of it.
• 6:08:15
  Yay. Oh yeah.
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  It was quite a bit of his stuff. He's been getting very, very see
• 6:08:29
  if they can some of those use I don't know.
• 6:08:32
  If you've noticed you like using Just like all you get is Neil
• 6:08:40
  deGrasse Tyson and he just interrupts and he thinks he's so
• 6:08:44
  smart. It would like if yet if you
• 6:08:47
  actually would debate, this guy has a complete fool.
• 6:08:52
  You know where the gas station is?
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  Oh yeah, yeah, he is very, he's very arrogant narcissistic and
• 6:09:01
  he likes to go on extremely long ramps and he doesn't let people
• 6:09:05
  finish. Their sentence has in, his
• 6:09:08
  responses are terrible to, if somebody asked him a question
• 6:09:12
  and he doesn't want to answer you'll just say oh that's that's
• 6:09:15
  just stupid, that's not scientific Logan had on Krause,
• 6:09:21
  no crosswright, nothingness, Absolutely demolished.
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  Oh yeah, I remember seeing some kind of Discord.
• 6:09:36
  The thing between venom debates are Muslims and things didn't go
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  well for him. I'm staying the whole
• 6:09:53
  discussion. They weren't like, throwing
• 6:09:55
  rocks at him, or something like this question.
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  His own book, and then he didn't have any like he didn't have
• 6:10:02
  anything to bring the table, they warm out like 5 minutes
• 6:10:05
  wholly-owned him by his own like, book showing he's like,
• 6:10:10
  promoting his book and this muscle guy came up.
• 6:10:16
  Do you know why don't you? It's because Lawrence Krauss is
• 6:10:19
  being dishonest. He writes an entire book
• 6:10:22
  claiming that there was nothing before the universe.
• 6:10:25
  Absolutely nothing. He put that, right.
• 6:10:28
  That was his entire a proposition.
• 6:10:31
  So the Muslim gets up there and then Lawrence Krauss, tries to
• 6:10:34
  say, well, nothing isn't actually nothing news.
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  It was a something, it, it sounds like a Tumblr up there,
• 6:10:41
  just this eating its own Farm. It was horrible.
• 6:10:44
  This is a teenage high schoolers dancer.
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  What is a dumb philosopher? Yeah, it is what it is.
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  Sometimes we get a little rock that Kailyn you have to forgive
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  us. No worries.
• 6:11:22
  Oh sorry. I think that we talked about it
• 6:11:25
  earlier. I think it's just that.
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  Maybe personal experience as well as the fact that I'm a very
• 6:11:35
  big believer and Science and scientific research and what
• 6:11:41
  have no problem with believing in a God.
• 6:11:44
  If perhaps it was shown through science that he exists ER, or
• 6:11:49
  some type of day to figure existed.
• 6:11:52
  And I think with the personal experience is like I think that
• 6:11:56
  one time in my life I did try to seek a higher power for help.
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  I was in a really low point during my high school years and
• 6:12:07
  I don't know if you were here when I was talking about. some
• 6:12:13
  mentors in my life, telling me who were Christian telling me
• 6:12:17
  about how They became a Believer because they believed that they
• 6:12:24
  were showing some type of sign. And I didn't think that, you
• 6:12:29
  know, any type of sign came my way, you know, not like a dream
• 6:12:33
  where somebody spoke to me or anything like that.
• 6:12:35
  So I just, you know, it's kind of a combination of that.
• 6:12:38
  I think a lot of Christians don't get how I don't get how
• 6:12:43
  I'm out of touch, they are when they say things like that is
• 6:12:47
  like your experience. So like what would you say if I
• 6:12:55
  could bring to, you Evolution the one sentence something you
• 6:12:59
  can comprehend. So it's not that he took
• 6:13:01
  technical. What would that make you more
• 6:13:03
  inclined to believe in God? I mean, I can give it a listen.
• 6:13:13
  In evolutionary theory. Every scientist will tell you
• 6:13:17
  that the dalmatian evolve from the gray wolf, So simply ask
• 6:13:23
  yourself. Well, what's in between?
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  Can you think of any way you can look this up, you you simply ask
• 6:13:31
  the son of these Evolution inside provide me, one single
• 6:13:35
  transitional, one just one, one single transitional that exists
• 6:13:40
  between the gray wolf in the dalmatian.
• 6:13:42
  They will provide you none and you can even provide to me one
• 6:13:48
  single transition between the human being.
• 6:13:50
  And I think it's Lucy. That's the last two genetically
• 6:13:56
  testable. What is it?
• 6:13:58
  Will provide 20? Unfortunately, the Lucy thing
• 6:14:03
  got the bunk'd because the people who got the pieces of
• 6:14:07
  Lucy, they ended up making extra sculptures for like the feet.
• 6:14:13
  They gave it a human feet but they made it themselves in order
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  for it to look like the way they wanted it to in the Museum's.
• 6:14:19
  So they only had pieces and fragments of the thing and then
• 6:14:23
  they recreated the rest with it may do that with a lot of
• 6:14:26
  dinosaurs to they assumed that's what the dinosaur look like.
• 6:14:30
  So, they had all kinds of shit in the rib cages in the tail
• 6:14:34
  structure and all that. What he's the reason that the
• 6:14:38
  only one that compare dinosaurs, it's because you can't DNA test
• 6:14:42
  dinosaurs. So, as soon as we bring this
• 6:14:46
  debate within the within the circle genetics, test ability to
• 6:14:51
  disappear because now they can't lie.
• 6:14:55
  Genetics keeps them from lying. Is a lemon, a different species.
• 6:15:06
  So they was like a orangutan and something else.
• 6:15:11
  The sentence unusual to about what you just mentioned, a
• 6:15:15
  bubble gum. The fact that they say that this
• 6:15:17
  has an ogre billions of years old and even between the primate
• 6:15:22
  turning into the human, there should be all kinds of different
• 6:15:26
  fossils out there. But we literally only have like
• 6:15:28
  a handful of fragments of pieces and all that.
• 6:15:32
  And one could easily looked at the skull of Lucy and say, well
• 6:15:35
  how do we know that wasn't some kind of I know this is going to
• 6:15:38
  come off, ignorant me saying this but how do we know that it
• 6:15:41
  wasn't some kind of creature that had meningitis or suffered
• 6:15:46
  from a disabled monkey and stuff that just had a long gated
• 6:15:49
  skull? That's by atheist.
• 6:15:55
  Why do only debate in the realm of dinosaurs when they can't DNA
• 6:15:59
  test anything unless they cannot be falsified their leeching off
• 6:16:07
  the Christian, the Christian, the Christian Life of
• 6:16:13
  microevolution. So they're betting on you guys.
• 6:16:16
  You know, coming up with a story that that would still get fucked
• 6:16:21
  of Dalmatian. They're just simply stealing
• 6:16:25
  that idea running with it because it gives them cover.
• 6:16:28
  So, as long as you Christians continue to say, well, did the
• 6:16:33
  Dalmatian dogs come from the gray wolf?
• 6:16:35
  Well, that gives them that gives the atheist a free way to
• 6:16:40
  continue their life into macro-evolution.
• 6:16:44
  Say elephant can come from a. R.
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  Make sure. All right, I hear you.
• 6:16:57
  Some Christians are finally come around.
• 6:17:00
  I don't know. Do you know who sunflower is?
• 6:17:03
  Name sounds familiar. But now the issue is a some
• 6:17:09
  religious people, they don't have an understanding of what
• 6:17:12
  Evolutions actually claiming. So they're kind of just taking
• 6:17:17
  shots from the dark rum that Yeah, I think Christians are
• 6:17:22
  being convinced. They're coming from their
• 6:17:33
  scripture and only their interpretation of the script is
• 6:17:37
  correct in. This is this is why I like us
• 6:17:39
  stumped you know his to what we have to see in genetics but I
• 6:17:47
  mean so we don't act like we don't see nothing in genetics
• 6:17:53
  the says a Dalmatian came from a gray wolf.
• 6:17:58
  Does absolute zero evidence. That's an absolute lie.
• 6:18:11
  Whether not telling you is that they took away 25% of the human
• 6:18:16
  DNA away, and 25% of these chimps 25%, DNA of the chip
• 6:18:21
  away, and then only measured that, which was only compared
• 6:18:26
  that last fifty 50%. And so that they literally
• 6:18:30
  cherry-picking, which data they want to compare to get that 96%
• 6:18:34
  in. Actuality is less than 40%.
• 6:18:37
  What doesn't matter? Anyway, even if they claim the,
• 6:18:41
  even if they didn't fudd's the information, even if something
• 6:18:45
  similar to us, that doesn't necessarily mean that it's the
• 6:18:48
  same thing. I can go to the damn store.
• 6:18:50
  Get me a box of Lucky Charms and right next to it.
• 6:18:54
  Is there a generic version with different ingredients?
• 6:18:56
  It claims to be Like Lucky Charms just because they're
• 6:19:00
  similar and they're both cereal does not mean that they're the
• 6:19:04
  same damn thing up selecting which numbers they want to
• 6:19:14
  compare because if they want to listen to be true because like
• 6:19:17
  that's the genetics doesn't show Evolution.
• 6:19:19
  So they have to take away certain part of the DNA in
• 6:19:23
  certain part of the other DNA. So they are able to compare only
• 6:19:26
  the DNA that a favor and see if they're willing to work for you.
• 6:19:30
  It's literally cherry-picking, the new views on this.
• 6:19:35
  People are more than welcome to come in my room and correct me
• 6:19:38
  or try to debunked me or show me to be wrong.
• 6:19:42
  I'm always open ears. Always!
• 6:19:43
  Love learning new stuff. If you got something.
• 6:19:47
  Protectli have the knowledge. So did bunker about provide some
• 6:19:54
  type of scientific insights. I apologize for that but I think
• 6:19:57
  that Bubblegum's initial question to me about the
• 6:20:02
  dalmatian. I guess it's just some food for
• 6:20:04
  thought, it's very curious that I was trying to think about it
• 6:20:08
  myself. We're obviously, I could not be
• 6:20:13
  able to tell you, you know. What's the in-between dog
• 6:20:18
  creature? That came from in between a wolf
• 6:20:21
  and the modern Dalmatian. I really do know, but it did
• 6:20:24
  make me think about Why is it that I don't know when why is it
• 6:20:30
  that you know, scientists don't know.
• 6:20:31
  And I'm starting to think about maybe, you know, this is this is
• 6:20:37
  very weird because it's Dalmatians, look very unusual.
• 6:20:41
  I don't think that there is any type of canine type of creature
• 6:20:47
  out there that looks. You know, it looks like that
• 6:20:50
  Dalmatians white with black dots all over my I thought about how
• 6:20:54
  there are different types of canine wolf species out there if
• 6:21:02
  you know, in Australia, there's the Bingo.
• 6:21:05
  And I remember that the dingo is also known as the Asian wolf
• 6:21:12
  because they originally came from the Asian continent.
• 6:21:15
  And what I thought about that they're too domestic, dog
• 6:21:21
  species. You know, the the Jindo from, I
• 6:21:25
  believe Korea. Follows the shiba inu, which is
• 6:21:29
  from Japan, and they both look very similar to the dingo.
• 6:21:33
  So I wonder if And if somebody were to try to figure this out,
• 6:21:39
  perhaps, they're like, looking in the wrong direction.
• 6:21:41
  Maybe the dalmatian did not come from a gray wolf.
• 6:21:44
  It came from something else. I don't know.
• 6:21:47
  And I was thinking like, well, do you know there's still the
• 6:21:50
  issue of like why is this? Dalmatian is very strange color
• 6:21:54
  in a white with all these black dots, you know, you'd only see
• 6:21:58
  that and maybe zebra and I, I don't know if you know about
• 6:22:05
  this, but I used to be really into the pet community on
• 6:22:10
  YouTube, for whatever reason. I just really got into people
• 6:22:15
  who kept snakes and all sorts of other reptiles as pets.
• 6:22:20
  And I came to learn that, there's such a thing as a
• 6:22:25
  variance, or you could even save mutations where I saw some very
• 6:22:30
  strange. Things like horns snakes who
• 6:22:33
  were born without scales and like certain snakes let you know
• 6:22:38
  the average corn snake supposed to be like orange and brown.
• 6:22:41
  But there's like a variant that's yellow or there's like a
• 6:22:46
  variant where they're actually black and white and I remember
• 6:22:50
  thinking like maybe it's something like that.
• 6:22:53
  Where? Be spontaneous strange.
• 6:22:57
  Looks can come from just let you know, just an ordinary snake
• 6:23:02
  like this is how it's normally supposed to look like.
• 6:23:04
  But sometimes it is weird variants happen or I guess you
• 6:23:10
  could call the mutations happen where all the sudden they just
• 6:23:14
  look totally wacky and apparently at least in the
• 6:23:18
  perspective of the pet Community.
• 6:23:19
  It's kind of like a hobby were people love to collect or
• 6:23:24
  collect and raise these rare variants of of snakes and other
• 6:23:29
  reptiles. So what what what what my
• 6:23:33
  question does this? It sounds like the average
• 6:23:35
  novice it, breaks down the Illusion for evolution toward
• 6:23:40
  them. So, what is the evolutionary
• 6:23:44
  tree for all dogs? So, if you notice all the dogs
• 6:23:50
  are in the outside and guess what?
• 6:23:52
  It's in the middle, absolutely nothing.
• 6:23:54
  This means they have zero transitional house for any dog.
• 6:24:00
  And even if they go outside, so then go is not a confessional.
• 6:24:06
  I'll tell you what. I just looked up the images cuz
• 6:24:10
  I had heard of a dingo before, but I didn't actually ever get
• 6:24:15
  to see what they look like. And I just went and looked on
• 6:24:18
  Google in the image sex in the knees are beautiful animals.
• 6:24:21
  My goodness, I wouldn't mind having a Dingo dog or whatever.
• 6:24:25
  The hell this thing is, it looks like kind of like a cross
• 6:24:29
  between a shepherd and the What the hell is that animal called a
• 6:24:35
  Shepherd? In a mutt, a little bit.
• 6:24:36
  Beautiful, animal accessory, the puppies.
• 6:24:40
  So, we can even go to it towards the tree for butterflies.
• 6:24:46
  Metro of it showing up in your head hits the pillow.
• 6:24:48
  It's a little difficult because unfortunately, my broadcast is a
• 6:24:57
  little small, but I can see the color in the, in the circle, but
• 6:25:02
  not the words and there's nothing in between, so they can
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  say, they have zero transitional.
• 6:25:13
  So even even within butterflies, they're all individually
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  created. So there's this note, this not
• 6:25:20
  this very thing turns out like, literally like individual them.
• 6:25:30
  They might look at the same turns out the different so that
• 6:25:34
  the creator has a brace on his book Butterfly soon to mimic.
• 6:25:39
  Other butterflies in, even the other organisms, like some of
• 6:25:43
  these butterflies have, like the drawings of camouflage that
• 6:25:49
  makes them look like snakes. Now, tell me how in the world
• 6:25:52
  does evolution have eyes to give me patience to a butterfly to
• 6:25:57
  mimic a snake. Evolution doesn't have eyes.
• 6:26:00
  So hot how in the world does evolution make art That's one of
• 6:26:06
  the questions. I've often asked you a night.
• 6:26:08
  I don't know if you realize this, but one of the creatures
• 6:26:11
  that they tried blaming a while back, was one of the forms that
• 6:26:16
  ended up becoming a dog, they claim that whales dead, that,
• 6:26:20
  that will supposedly came up on land.
• 6:26:23
  They turned into a dog-like creature walked around for a
• 6:26:26
  couple million years and then I guess got bored of walking
• 6:26:29
  around said I'm going to jump back in the water and become a
• 6:26:32
  whale again, they looked at the pictures and illustrations.
• 6:26:35
  Obviously, it's an ardor artist inclination of what they look
• 6:26:41
  like. But my question is, if they
• 6:26:43
  actually walked her millions of years on the earth, then where
• 6:26:47
  the hell is the fossils of these supposed dog Wales there,
• 6:26:51
  they're nowhere to be seen. Just if you want to see one you
• 6:26:54
  got to look at a damn cartoon of it that somebody drew I will say
• 6:27:00
  something like, Mosaic Mosaic properties.
• 6:27:04
  What would his Mosaic properties mean, it just seems they kind of
• 6:27:08
  look the same. But it's like what it sounds
• 6:27:12
  like, you know, that thing has four of this thing has fur is so
• 6:27:15
  that they clearly that thing that has fire must have came
• 6:27:17
  from that. That other thing that has far
• 6:27:20
  It's circular thinking. Again though, I definitely want
• 6:27:27
  me a dingo though. What a pretty dogs.
• 6:27:37
  Poop is all over the place. I just might be the wrong person
• 6:27:50
  to ask about that. End of, this is why I stayed
• 6:27:55
  away from 22nd in front of artist's perspective.
• 6:28:03
  Evolution have ice to draw a steak.
• 6:28:08
  So why do we find the snake white?
• 6:28:13
  Why do we find a butterfly? Has a camouflage to mimic a
• 6:28:17
  snake? What does it's better for its
• 6:28:20
  wings, the pattern that they used to make snake argument,
• 6:28:31
  especially on the animal kingdom.
• 6:28:32
  And I love your watching these animal cells.
• 6:28:35
  But the say, will the snake took upon this color?
• 6:28:38
  Are this butterfly? Did this in order to be able to
• 6:28:42
  look like its environment, so it can be protected from other
• 6:28:45
  animals. I'm like whoa, whoa.
• 6:28:46
  Whoa, nature. Doesn't give a fuck about the
• 6:28:49
  butterfly. Nor doesn't give a rat's ass
• 6:28:51
  about that other creature. You just mention you just
• 6:28:54
  telling me that blind nature, somehow knew that.
• 6:28:57
  That's what the hell. The plants are going to look
• 6:28:59
  like and made the butterfly look like it was a flower the hell
• 6:29:03
  out of here with that nonsense willing to Grant.
• 6:29:07
  You the color change just for the sake of argument.
• 6:29:09
  But as soon as it starts creating art, What when the heck
• 6:29:14
  did the evolution get ice when like the butterfly doesn't know
• 6:29:18
  her heart mutations. Don't know how to snake looks
• 6:29:22
  like. So why is it in detaining into
• 6:29:24
  into the into the figure of a snake?
• 6:29:29
  Well, I definitely think that's something that I have no
• 6:29:32
  knowledge on but it is very curious as I even remember
• 6:29:36
  seeing these little you horses, but they look just like, you
• 6:29:43
  know, this would look just like the coral that they live in your
• 6:29:47
  pink and red Leavin, kind of look like that.
• 6:29:50
  They've got the same pictures the coral and I I really don't
• 6:29:54
  know how that could happen to be honest.
• 6:29:56
  There's a reason Evolution Evolution equals mutation plus
• 6:30:03
  time nutrition. First time, I think about it.
• 6:30:07
  Let's say you live forever 2000 years but you were accumulating
• 6:30:15
  mutations. Do you think Jason's going to
• 6:30:18
  kill you? Or you think?
• 6:30:21
  Can give you cancer, right? So The tracking the masses that
• 6:30:26
  they want to kill Humanity slowly through time.
• 6:30:29
  And then introducing mcquesten to the populations cuz they know
• 6:30:33
  me changing. So gay people, cancer going to
• 6:30:36
  give them genetic diseases, autism.
• 6:30:38
  This this is why kids are born with no cancel it If they
• 6:30:49
  notice. It's it's a it's a spiritual
• 6:30:57
  battle to defeat the demons hate humans but they can't, they
• 6:31:02
  can't physically. Just outright kill them.
• 6:31:05
  What will not just let demons. Alright, you humans, but what
• 6:31:09
  what demon can do is deceived mankind, into accumulating
• 6:31:14
  mutation and dust genocide Mankind through mutation.
• 6:31:21
  A pygmy seahorse she says Kailyn, let me throw something
• 6:31:26
  at you. That's more on a creative
• 6:31:28
  artistic side cuz you reminded us a few times at the science,
• 6:31:33
  fair Spectra, kind of you're in a different place on that.
• 6:31:36
  So let's go created with it. All right, if I were to let you
• 6:31:42
  have a room like a warehouse filled with empty canvases and
• 6:31:46
  then put a bunch of paint in there.
• 6:31:48
  How much time do you think that it would take for the canvas to
• 6:31:52
  get the paint on it and be able to actually create something
• 6:31:56
  that's even coherent? I'm sorry.
• 6:32:03
  I mean like if I am inside this warehouse, warehouse is an
• 6:32:15
  unbeliever thinks there's no one was involved in the canvas or
• 6:32:18
  painting, right? There's no God, right?
• 6:32:21
  So let's put that out. We just have the canvas and I'm
• 6:32:25
  saying, let's go freely, give you all the colors of the
• 6:32:28
  rainbow and empty canvases, but you don't get to touch it
• 6:32:32
  because that would place you in the position of God.
• 6:32:35
  Do you believe that? If enough time went by the paint
• 6:32:39
  will somehow find its way onto the canvas and design something
• 6:32:42
  coherent by itself. Blindly I don't think it ever
• 6:32:48
  could. Well, then that should make give
• 6:32:53
  you a some amount of reason or at least entertain the idea that
• 6:32:57
  there might have been a painter in the warehouse for any of this
• 6:33:00
  to come together. You see where I'm going now.
• 6:33:04
  So, if you don't believe the computer can put itself
• 6:33:06
  together, why would you believe something even more complicated
• 6:33:09
  as a human being to put itself together?
• 6:33:16
  See where we're going with that Kailyn, I figured it would be
• 6:33:19
  more of a thought process if I bought something that you were
• 6:33:24
  really into. I guess, although I think that
• 6:33:33
  you know like perhaps outside of a warehouse, there's like other
• 6:33:38
  Outside factors like a winner, like a storm or something, you
• 6:33:42
  know, like even if I just did nothing kind of warehouse at the
• 6:33:51
  canvas is in, the paints are out in the wide-open, you pick the
• 6:33:55
  place, you picked the environment where you want the
• 6:33:57
  canvases in the paint beat. Now at what point in time is the
• 6:34:01
  wind going to hit it just right to be able to actually create
• 6:34:05
  something. This coherent the anybody's
• 6:34:07
  eyesight when is it going to create something that actually
• 6:34:10
  looks like it was by appearance Design Star.
• 6:34:18
  Well, I guess like that, if you mean like a coherent painting,
• 6:34:22
  but unfortunately, they know sometimes like the definition of
• 6:34:26
  Modern Art. And you can even say that like,
• 6:34:29
  Oreo Splash are these like, ugly drawings, where is ugly,
• 6:34:35
  Jackson, Pollock, as drawings is considered a coherent piece of
• 6:34:38
  arse. I don't agree with that, but it
• 6:34:41
  just kind of thought that was kind of funny, and thus, not a
• 6:34:55
  bunch of rich people claim. They see something special on
• 6:34:58
  it. I don't know what the hell that
• 6:35:00
  is. I don't know what kind of drugs,
• 6:35:02
  these people are on recently, heard bubblegum that in the last
• 6:35:08
  decade, there have been people who literally shoved paint up
• 6:35:12
  their ass. And then dumped all over
• 6:35:13
  portrait and then they, they call this art.
• 6:35:16
  And I'm like, I don't think so. But for the most part, it's just
• 6:35:20
  money laundering. I'm not an art critic, folks,
• 6:35:24
  but I just think that, you know, when I looked at the Mona, Lisa,
• 6:35:28
  I say, uh, that's it, that's heart.
• 6:35:31
  Somebody takes a shit. All over a white canvas leather,
• 6:35:34
  and then tries to tell me that fucking has some meaning or
• 6:35:38
  value to it. I give him the middle finger and
• 6:35:40
  say get the fuck out of here. I don't know.
• 6:35:44
  This was a hoax or if this allegedly happened but I swear,
• 6:35:48
  I remember the worst case scenario of this pretentious
• 6:35:53
  Modern Art Exhibit, was it was literally a gallery of blank
• 6:36:00
  canvases and patrons who showed up.
• 6:36:03
  They were just supposed to stare at these canvases and imagine
• 6:36:07
  something on and that was the concept of the arch.
• 6:36:10
  I thought that was even dumber than having an art show where,
• 6:36:14
  you know, there's just be his paint splatters on the can it's
• 6:36:20
  all about the marketing. There's a sucker born every day.
• 6:36:25
  Diller, have a market. There's snobbish people out
• 6:36:31
  there and people want to be snobby.
• 6:36:33
  They're attracting that snobby audience, they know what they're
• 6:36:36
  doing. Yeah, and I say to myself, hey,
• 6:36:43
  that's alright right there. That's beautiful.
• 6:36:45
  That there's, there's something to it, you know, you can kind of
• 6:36:49
  feel a vibe off of it, but don't poop on a canvas and expect me
• 6:36:53
  to say something incredible about it.
• 6:36:55
  See, you know, like, okay, but like sure it's edgy but I seen a
• 6:37:13
  documentary a while back where they wanted to test people and
• 6:37:18
  they had a 5 year olds like big Brands and just just push it all
• 6:37:23
  over the place like what you'd expect from a toddler.
• 6:37:25
  And then they took it into an art museum.
• 6:37:28
  And people were literally saying, hey, I'll buy that for
• 6:37:32
  this much money in this since I can't.
• 6:37:34
  I mean that's, that's fucking crazy.
• 6:37:36
  Ladies and gentlemen, I think I saw a video what kind of been
• 6:37:42
  similar Spirit where they took them shoes from Payless but they
• 6:37:50
  created this Pretender. Basically fancy brand called
• 6:37:57
  police, and they invented all or not.
• 6:38:00
  They invited all these fashion influencers, supposedly, fashion
• 6:38:05
  gurus to. Go check out this new brand
• 6:38:07
  called Pulaski and they're examining all these Payless
• 6:38:10
  Shoes in a thinking that these were the top dollar shoes and
• 6:38:17
  there is quite funny seeing the reactions to when, you know, the
• 6:38:22
  reporters that actually you know, this is just some type of
• 6:38:26
  social experiment, these are all Payless Shoes, these or not,
• 6:38:29
  this is not some fancy brand called POS and you can just see
• 6:38:35
  you at the way with her face is dropped.
• 6:38:39
  I saw that. Are you saw that one, too?
• 6:38:47
  Hey I do what I do. Watch The Run shows like watch
• 6:38:52
  the Fashion on shows like some of the stuff can give you a key
• 6:38:55
  but I love it. Yeah, I've seen some weird
• 6:39:01
  outfits, I think, in the few images of scene of runway show
• 6:39:06
  to some very strange. Clothes, that it look like that.
• 6:39:12
  Nobody would ever wear unless it's some weird on.
• 6:39:16
  Alien race perhaps the runway walkers.
• 6:39:32
  I I don't think I've ever paid attention to the beavers and
• 6:39:36
  fortunately so I am not sure all the way I think that I think
• 6:39:40
  that Kanye has has dressed really weird at of his show.
• 6:39:47
  Did you see that run show where there's like a bunch of mud?
• 6:39:51
  And it was just like this giant darkroom, Revengers walking
• 6:39:56
  through mud. Yeah, he has run away with his
• 6:40:02
  just like them walking through. Like, I think you might be some
• 6:40:06
  sort of NFL field. It's pretty large, and it's just
• 6:40:10
  full of mud, and they're walking into all this Blood I don't know
• 6:40:16
  like that. Sometimes rich people have very
• 6:40:19
  strange ideas of what's entertaining.
• 6:40:24
  Doesn't look like too much time on your hands.
• 6:40:30
  Yeah, it's like I hate to bring it up because it was, you know,
• 6:40:33
  pretty recent tragedy. But it kind of reminds me of
• 6:40:36
  the, the submarine accident and I remember thinking young and it
• 6:40:41
  costed, like, 250 granto to ride in that thing.
• 6:40:45
  I don't feel nothing like, I think 250 grain you can buy one
• 6:40:50
  of those things unless And I think it was even controlled by
• 6:40:55
  like an Xbox controller is something like that, which was
• 6:40:58
  the, it was a knock off. It wasn't even a legit Xbox
• 6:41:09
  controller. Yeah, that's just some.
• 6:41:13
  It is just unexplainable. It's like, come on, it's totally
• 6:41:21
  cheap cuz like it's not like we should have seen.
• 6:41:24
  The thing was like sheep. It's like what's the point of
• 6:41:31
  the do to? I mean I don't give a shit if it
• 6:41:34
  was an advanced you know Star Trek ships.
• 6:41:37
  Why the hell do you want to go down and look at the sunken boat
• 6:41:40
  you know it's not going to look like the Titanic in the pictures
• 6:41:43
  anymore and it's a place where a bunch of people died.
• 6:41:46
  It's a fucking graveyard. So why do you want to travel
• 6:41:49
  down there anyway? Besides after seeing all these
• 6:41:52
  Jaws movies, and all this stuff up and all that, I don't want no
• 6:41:57
  part of that? did I would not want to be
• 6:42:03
  around there, like Oh ah, Caitlin, you're
• 6:42:16
  claustrophobic mean that I can't imagine being in that small
• 6:42:24
  little Tin Can. Is there any type of submarine
• 6:42:29
  and it's just like, I kind of do I deal with anxiety?
• 6:42:32
  Sometimes I think the anxiety will just catch me up knowing
• 6:42:35
  that, you know, you can't really leave that little tin can
• 6:42:40
  because if you're going to be turned into spaghetti sauce,
• 6:42:44
  pretty much were or always worried about what I think.
• 6:42:48
  I would personally be too worried about the sea pressure.
• 6:42:51
  I'm just bursting open the summer which it, which is,
• 6:42:55
  unfortunately know what happened during that Titanic, voyage,
• 6:43:00
  that all those people just got turned into marinara sauce
• 6:43:04
  because it just, you know, I'm bloated in on itself.
• 6:43:09
  Scary what's what's care? Space or the deep sea?
• 6:43:14
  Boo. that depends if like if you would rather want to pass away
• 6:43:23
  from no oxygen or just being or drown, let me hear up schedules,
• 6:43:32
  the scare Factor the deep sea door like with when they were
• 6:43:37
  still these giant monsters like dinosaurs or Or face the
• 6:43:44
  possibility of like some sort of giant space whale.
• 6:43:51
  I think for me personally, it would be in the ocean.
• 6:43:54
  I'm pretty scared of fun. I'm pretty scared of drowning.
• 6:43:59
  So that's just me on a personal level.
• 6:44:01
  I love the space. Whales are very scary.
• 6:44:06
  It really crazy life, like a monster.
• 6:44:15
  Like mineral Bohemians like we're talkin snakes the size of
• 6:44:19
  a semi trucks. That's horrifying.
• 6:44:24
  I know you're in the same space. Is that thing?
• 6:44:33
  Yeah, I got up, I can't really understand and I think that
• 6:44:37
  something that really got to me is that supposedly there is a
• 6:44:42
  fossil of a centipede, that's like 6 ft long.
• 6:44:46
  I just think about how I hate normal size, centipedes I'm
• 6:44:51
  freaked out, it was six foot long, centipede crawling around,
• 6:44:56
  Yeah, I'm like size of a human like not even a small games like
• 6:45:00
  a football player. Bubblegum, I don't know if you
• 6:45:07
  want to do, you want to put your contact information?
• 6:45:10
  Private chat for Kaelyn, I'm enjoying talking to guys, but
• 6:45:14
  unfortunately, I'm starting to fall over and I don't want to
• 6:45:17
  just run learn forever and all that.
• 6:45:20
  And I really enjoyed having you. And I think bubblegum Diggs is
• 6:45:24
  well, I hope you continue to come, visit us, or at least
• 6:45:27
  paying some kind of communication with us.
• 6:45:30
  All my information is in the links of my videos and all that,
• 6:45:33
  but I'm going to be shutting it down here in a couple minutes.
• 6:45:37
  You want to provide her some information so you guys can
• 6:45:40
  talk, I'm good. So I think if we provided in get
• 6:45:45
  back on your horse Caitlin now that you have to come back, you
• 6:45:52
  can send you on your way and I'll give it back at it.
• 6:45:56
  Yeah, no problem. And I mean like if I have more
• 6:46:00
  time until I guess it's a Saturday but I think normally
• 6:46:04
  the streams are held on Fridays, I believe.
• 6:46:07
  Yeah, Friday 7 p.m. are the fun experience than I anticipated
• 6:46:23
  because I remember, you know, back in the old days were Paul
• 6:46:26
  would say about how boring the Hangouts were.
• 6:46:31
  Well, that's what we try to do. We try to allow other people to
• 6:46:35
  build have conversations and talk still be.
• 6:46:38
  The shows will be boring if you don't enjoy.
• 6:46:41
  Hanging out with other people are listening to other people's
• 6:46:44
  used, but if you're somebody like me, use a people person,
• 6:46:48
  that's exciting for me. I agree, honey.
• 6:46:52
  I didn't have an enjoyable time. I think that you and bubblegum a
• 6:46:58
  very neat people and you got a lot of really interesting ideas
• 6:47:02
  and all that. So yeah.
• 6:47:04
  I feel like, I feel like I didn't waste my time.
• 6:47:07
  I feel like I met some cool people.
• 6:47:08
  Maybe make new friends. I mean, shut up.
• 6:47:11
  Where can you go wrong with that?
• 6:47:17
  All right, I'm going to go ahead and play my anything done
• 6:47:20
  kissing ass. Now, I'm going to play my in
• 6:47:22
  thing and close it out. Alright, thank you.
• 6:47:27
  Thank you for having me on TV radio.
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