Latest / The Chris and Mike Show / #122 - Justin Willoughby - 600 Pounds Down
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- 0:43That's Freeman. It's all about the Rock'n'roll.
- 0:46So with this day again and welcome to the show, We have
- 0:49Justin Willoughby. Justin's like, Justin's gonna
- 0:52give us a little a little FYI about who he is, what he's all
- 0:55about. And then we're gonna dive deep
- 0:56in this amazing, stimulating, engaging conversation that all
- 1:00the world wants to see and hear. All the world.
- 1:03All the world that is, that is. 21 countries.
- 1:07Man 21 countries. That's like almost all the world
- 1:09well. Right.
- 1:10Man, so the Chris and Mike show got to watch a couple of your
- 1:14episodes guys. And you guys some good things
- 1:15going, bro. Good stuff, good stuff, a lot of
- 1:19organic conversation. Well, thanks for having me on as
- 1:21a guest. I'm Justin.
- 1:22I'm a success coach with Energized Health and also with
- 1:26£600 down. So I do multi platform, you want
- 1:31to call it work? I actually, so I'm a health guy.
- 1:34When I say success coach, that means a health guy, right?
- 1:37So I lead people through a program that helps them shed
- 1:40fat, gain health, gain hydration to their cells and outside their
- 1:45cells, and also just transforms their life, mind, body and
- 1:48spirit. Now I, I have a passion for that
- 1:52because of my story and we'll I'm sure going to get into that
- 1:55and everything. But man guys, I dropped like
- 1:59£600 in my life, £600. That's insane.
- 2:03That is crazy. That's why you're here, because
- 2:05I want to hear the story. Absolutely.
- 2:08So I've been there, done that, right?
- 2:10So I, so I burst a passion out of that.
- 2:13And when you live through something, as you guys are
- 2:15aware, as you've gone through your own challenges in your own
- 2:17life, you live through something, you overcome it and
- 2:20now you're passionate and you're excited about it.
- 2:23And then you say, I see others who are trapped in the same
- 2:25snare and I want to help them out of it.
- 2:28So that's what I do today. I just help people out of their
- 2:30trap, out of their food addiction and out of things that
- 2:32they're struggling with their health.
- 2:33Nice. So let's, let's so and I so I
- 2:37completely respect that because I'm one of those big believers.
- 2:39Like all the years I've worked out, the trainers need to be in
- 2:42shape. Like I'm not going to listen to
- 2:44you unless you're in shape. If you're coming in with a Jelly
- 2:46doughnut roll, you know, and, and an extra chin.
- 2:49And it's like, I'm sorry, you have, you have no credibility
- 2:52with me because you need to be in shape because those who work
- 2:56out, they're aspiring to be that trainer.
- 2:59And, and what drives me nuts at EOS Fitness, because I go there
- 3:02now there's this one trainer. All he does is talk like I watch
- 3:05him and for the half an hour like like free training, 20
- 3:09minutes of him is 20 minutes of it is him running his mouth and
- 3:13you hear all his political views.
- 3:15I, we've heard him tell women having a discussion about the
- 3:21abortion and the rights related with that.
- 3:23And we're like, dude, you're a dude.
- 3:25You have no say in that. Like just shut up right?
- 3:30But all this guy does, he just runs his mouth the whole time to
- 3:33where's if if I actually went and didn't know anything and I
- 3:36and it got my free training session, I'd be pissed if I got
- 3:39paired up with that guy because legit they'll sit, they'll do
- 3:43one Rep like 6 reps and then they'll sit and the dude will
- 3:46just run his mouth the whole time.
- 3:48And then it's like really, I go through three sets on the
- 3:51machine next to him and I'm up and over and they're still on
- 3:55that same one with just one set. So kudos to you for actually,
- 3:58which is where we're going to go with this is is you lived a
- 4:01super unhealthy lifestyle and you made a drastic change.
- 4:05And and Mike knows I don't call it diet because diets fail.
- 4:09It's a lifestyle, It's a lifestyle change.
- 4:11It's it's a new approach. It's whatever you want to call
- 4:14it. But I've never been been been a
- 4:16big believer in diets because diets are trends.
- 4:19Diets are multi billion dollar empire that just you get people
- 4:23on the board and then you know, Ozempic, right, all the bad
- 4:27stuffs coming out now about Ozempic, but everybody's like,
- 4:29oh, Ozempic and then you see people putting the way back on.
- 4:33Why? Because it's not a lifestyle
- 4:35change. It's got to be a mental
- 4:38transformation that happens in in your life, right?
- 4:41I mean, you, you can, I mean, I've heard people go on diets
- 4:44where they just, I mean, they're eating whatever they want to
- 4:46eat, just lesser portions. But however, what we see there
- 4:50is that people aren't getting healthy.
- 4:51It's one thing to lose weight or fat.
- 4:54It's another thing to actually gain health and lose fat.
- 4:57So there's there's that. We're trying to, we're trying to
- 5:00maneuver that that way. But kudos to you on that soapbox
- 5:02about that trainer man. Like that's a real deal thing,
- 5:04Juris. Right, yeah, and and and yeah
- 5:08and I vocalized it a little bit, which, you know, wasn't a very
- 5:11good. It's a great but but it but it
- 5:15but it's true though. I mean, I get if you're.
- 5:17Well, look, you wouldn't go to a vocal coach and show up and the
- 5:21guy can't carry a tune in a bucket.
- 5:23Go, yeah, this guy can make me a better singer.
- 5:25Chris can already sing, right? So if he showed up and the guy
- 5:29was tone deaf, I got to move on. It's the same concept.
- 5:33It is the same. If the guy weighs 300 lbs
- 5:36telling you that you have to get more motivated, it's real hard
- 5:39to take him seriously, even if he's great at his job.
- 5:42He might be a wonderful coach, but I agree with Chris.
- 5:45If I looked at him, I'm thinking I'm already not overweight,
- 5:50right? I'm probably not in the greatest
- 5:52shape. So I agree with Justin in that I
- 5:56couldn't go run a mile right now.
- 5:58I look like I could, and there's a difference.
- 6:01He's right. Yeah, yeah.
- 6:03I was, I was listening to your last episode with Steve Feldman,
- 6:07which my boy Steve. I love Steve, man.
- 6:09He's a great guy. It was.
- 6:10Fun. That was a great, great episode.
- 6:12Amazing what's happening in his life and just the just the
- 6:16opportunities he's had to help a lot of people and his faith has
- 6:18been so great to lead him through.
- 6:20And he's just a little hunger to reach people, which I love.
- 6:22But shout out to Steve. Love you, man.
- 6:25But hey, Steve. Hey, Steve.
- 6:29But so I hear that Chris likes to work out now, Mike, you're
- 6:32more of like the outside guy. Let me go out and do things, not
- 6:35just like in. A drive his car super fast.
- 6:38Yeah, I mean, I like being outside to an extent.
- 6:42I'm definitely not. I don't know.
- 6:45I wouldn't be considered an outdoorsman, but.
- 6:48But you like monkey business. You're more of like, I don't
- 6:50want to be in a gym. You do things more correct.
- 6:52Yeah, I would go walk. If, you know, if somebody wanted
- 6:55to go walk, I would go do things like that, go to the woods, you
- 6:59know, hike, things like that. I would be fine with things like
- 7:03that. I'm just not a go to the gym and
- 7:05pump myself up with muscles or whatever.
- 7:08You know, that's not my motivation.
- 7:10Sure, and you can do a lot of things like I think that you
- 7:12were saying in the last episode too about, you know, going for
- 7:15hikes and things like that. So I just wanted to double check
- 7:17that was you and and Chris, you're the guy.
- 7:19You're the guy that likes to go to the gym, but you can find.
- 7:22I'm I We do everything like my wife and I paddle board, we
- 7:25hike, we trail run, we do regular St. running.
- 7:29You definitely like being outside too.
- 7:31For yeah, I, I, I like everything that's physically
- 7:34challenging. Like I live on an acre, so
- 7:37there's, I have a tractor, obviously when I mow my lawn.
- 7:40So I'll actually grab the grass bags from the furthest point of
- 7:44my yard and diagonally walk all the way across, just holding
- 7:47them out like this because it's a workout, right?
- 7:51It's engaging the core and you know, or I'll have the big red,
- 7:55you know what is 100 gallon garbage can I'll fill up and
- 7:58I'll have it behind my head walking across the yard because
- 8:00it's a workout. So even though I I'll spend 3
- 8:05hours outside doing yard work, it's legit.
- 8:07I make sure that as much of it possible is manual labor.
- 8:12You're purposely making the job as hard as possible, right?
- 8:17I mean, I do stupid things like that, too.
- 8:18Yeah. Yeah.
- 8:20Because you know that you're already sweating.
- 8:22You got your heart rate up. You might as well take advantage
- 8:24of it. Exactly.
- 8:26Intentionality is key intentionality and I find that
- 8:28to be the same with me. I mean the old, the old sayings
- 8:31that people said to get more activity and they say go park at
- 8:34the the furthest part of the parking lot to walk into the
- 8:37store. Like that's an easy one.
- 8:38But even the other day I was going to an appointment and I
- 8:40just remember my old self when I was so large, which we'll get
- 8:44into here momentarily. But I remember being the guy
- 8:46that would that I would just avoid stairs.
- 8:50I would avoid every long distance thing I could in the
- 8:52world. And that actually motivates me
- 8:54to make sure that I don't do that anymore.
- 8:56So like now. There's something I do do,
- 8:58Justin. If their stairs are an
- 8:59escalator, I'm always going to take the stairs.
- 9:01Yeah. Yeah, I'm the same way.
- 9:04I'm the same way. I don't, I don't.
- 9:05Elevators and escalators are for wussies.
- 9:08Shout out to the wussies out there.
- 9:12Don't take that literally, but no, I I'm the same way.
- 9:15Like we go on when we go on vacation, Nikki and a wherever
- 9:18we go for on the 10th floor. I I'll take the stairs at least
- 9:20once a day and she'll take the elevator.
- 9:22But I'm just I'm, you know, but that's my insanity.
- 9:25That's that's the addict in me, right, Because what was all
- 9:29about alcohol transformed into that.
- 9:32So something else had to take over that, that thing and
- 9:35straight up, I see something that works.
- 9:36There's tunnel vision. Like I don't, I don't waver like
- 9:39our show. As soon as I started realizing
- 9:41dropping three shorts a day was going to be more make us more
- 9:43relevant and have more people driven to our page and, and
- 9:47subscribing and viewing. I haven't stopped that because
- 9:50it's like, well, that works. So that's why I equate
- 9:54everything to lifestyle. It's not a diet.
- 9:56It's not, you know, you're, it's a lifestyle change.
- 9:59You have to shift like consistency, right, right.
- 10:01Consistency habits and, and committing to doing it.
- 10:05Like you said, Justin, it's everything.
- 10:07It's, it's mental, it's physical, it's it's audio, it's
- 10:10the, the curses and the, and the triggers and shit.
- 10:13You have to be aware of all that stuff when you're going towards
- 10:15a change in your lifestyle because it's going to have an
- 10:17impact on all different levels, right, Right. 100% man yeah,
- 10:22yeah, you live and learn that as you go You and it's a muscle
- 10:24that's developed I feel like it's harder to develop that
- 10:27muscle than it is developed like a bench press or it's harder to
- 10:30develop a you know, this is this is the real deal.
- 10:32You have to, you have to actually grow the commitment and
- 10:34discipline muscle for it to work.
- 10:36And it just gets gets better and it grows the more and more you
- 10:39actually say no to things and the more and more you actually
- 10:42strategically place those things that might require a little more
- 10:46effort, like taking the stairs or like you were saying, grab
- 10:49something and carry it for a distance.
- 10:51That develops A discipline needed and it just kind of
- 10:54escalates from there. Right.
- 10:55Absolutely. And you feel better.
- 10:56You feel better when you, when you've sweat, you know, for an
- 10:59hour a day, it's just, you know, you just at least I do anyway.
- 11:03Well, and I think the key to that following up is it sucks
- 11:08every time, right? Nobody really enjoys that 100%.
- 11:13The enjoyment is the result that you get out of it.
- 11:16You have to, you have to learn that sometimes the reward is
- 11:20delayed, right? You get a delayed reward in that
- 11:23if you do it consistently in a month, you're going to look
- 11:26better. In three months, you're going to
- 11:27look better and more importantly, you're going to
- 11:29feel better. Right.
- 11:31Yeah, that's that's perfect. That's perfect.
- 11:33Longevity is the game here. Longevity is the game.
- 11:36Everything so so let's let's dive into your life.
- 11:39Justin. What?
- 11:40You weren't born 600 lbs. So what happened man?
- 11:43Can you imagine if I was? Right.
- 11:46Poor mom. Oh my God, you would be here.
- 11:51Oh, guys, yeah. I, you know, I, my family was
- 11:54amazing. They loved me growing up.
- 11:56I mom, dad and I had a brother and they were very loving
- 12:01people. But one thing that we weren't is
- 12:04we weren't wise on food selections.
- 12:07We grew up on government assistance.
- 12:09We grew up poor and poverty. Mom had a job.
- 12:11My dad retired early because of some back issues, you know, so
- 12:15there was some, there was not a lot of income coming into my
- 12:18house. And, and I see a lot of in
- 12:20America right now, those who might be in a poverty level or
- 12:23receiving assistance from the government.
- 12:26There's a lack of desire to care for yourself, a lack of desire
- 12:30to take care of what healthy foods are into your body.
- 12:34So I grew up like that guy. We had hot dogs at every meal
- 12:37almost, and ramen noodles and white bread and all the
- 12:40margarine. You know, you give me, I mean,
- 12:43give me some poison right now. So it felt like back then I I
- 12:45loved it, But but today I look back and like, holy cow, I'm
- 12:49still here. But that's type of home I grew
- 12:53up in. We didn't really, we didn't
- 12:55encourage activity very much. I mean, yeah, I had friends that
- 12:57I played football with here and there, but honestly, it wasn't
- 13:00enough activity to really burn calories and and prevent the
- 13:03weight gain that was happening in my life.
- 13:05So I grew up a big kid, My brother was a, my brother was
- 13:08somewhat a bigger guy. Not too bad.
- 13:10My parents, my mom's side of the family is more obese.
- 13:13My dad's side of the family was pretty thin.
- 13:15Just a little dad bod going on there.
- 13:18So that was my setting, but I had an attraction to food beyond
- 13:23a healthy level, beyond a healthy limit.
- 13:25And so I remember just thinking about when I went to bed, what
- 13:28am I going to eat tomorrow? I thought about our once a month
- 13:31treat because we were on assistance.
- 13:33We didn't buy a lot of food out because it was just too
- 13:35expensive for us. And so my mom on payday would
- 13:38say, all right, we have, you know, XYZ, so let's go have
- 13:40something fun. So I remember just thinking the
- 13:43month, hey, what are we going to have?
- 13:44Maybe McDonald's, maybe Burger King, maybe maybe Pizza Hut,
- 13:48something like that. That would really tickle my
- 13:50taste. And I just remember thinking
- 13:51about that stuff, gorging myself when we had the opportunity
- 13:54because I craved it. And then those foods, of course,
- 13:57the foods that we consume, they if you think about it, they are
- 14:02created to tickle the taste bud. Yeah, they're creating the taste
- 14:06buds. So they they hold us in
- 14:08captivity in some way saying this is so good, I want more.
- 14:12It's like a brainwash thing. And our it's a dopamine hit in
- 14:14the brain. And we're like, I need more of
- 14:16that. You guys probably can relate to
- 14:17that. You guys have a food that y'all
- 14:19like. Remember that you did that.
- 14:21Even even more so, we had, we've had some health folks on and I
- 14:25don't remember if it was a Nate Palmer, the physical fitness
- 14:28guy, or if it's Peter Ho the the health Wellness coach, but I
- 14:31think it was Nate. But he talked about McDonald's
- 14:33hamburgers and how they're designed to be consumed in two
- 14:38bites. And and because they're designed
- 14:41to be consumed in two bites, you eat them faster.
- 14:43So as you eat it faster, then you're still hungry because it
- 14:46hasn't had a chance to actually do anything in your stomach,
- 14:50which is why then you go back to the counter and get a Big Mac or
- 14:53whatever the case may be because.
- 14:54And the fact there's no nutritional value.
- 14:56Right. It's completely unnutritional.
- 14:58They had I saw something, I don't know if it's you or not.
- 15:01Somebody had a McDonald's bag that was 20 years old and inside
- 15:04it was a hamburger and fries. You did right.
- 15:07That was a trip, right. There was no condiments on the
- 15:09burger or cheese. It was just two buns in the
- 15:11Patty and the fries. The fries still kind of looked
- 15:14intact. They were all they were darker
- 15:16brown, like they were little over fried.
- 15:18And the burger itself was, was the the thickness of like for
- 15:21those of you who aren't aren't can't see us like a thickness of
- 15:251/4 right. It, it shrunk a little bit, but
- 15:28it was still intact. The bun was still intact 20
- 15:31years later. It that's just, and it was still
- 15:35wrapped up in the stuff that to me was just absolutely
- 15:37disgusting. Like, are you kidding me?
- 15:39So I don't know if it was real or not, because it's so hard to
- 15:41tell nowadays what's real and what's not real.
- 15:43Well. But one thing that we've talked
- 15:45about with those same two people is the difference in the amount
- 15:50of ingredients that were in. There's a classic example, you
- 15:54can Google it right now. Look at the ingredients in a
- 15:57McDonald's French fry from 1970 and the ingredients today.
- 16:01There was like 4 ingredients in 1970, might have been three.
- 16:05It might have been just salt potatoes and whatever.
- 16:08Oh no, there was the beef stock. Cuban.
- 16:11Tallow, tallow. Thank you.
- 16:12Yeah. Now there's like 10 ingredients
- 16:14in those same French fries, and they don't taste good anymore,
- 16:18like that same craving that we had when we were kids.
- 16:21I don't have that for a McDonald's French fry anymore.
- 16:23I've tried them several times in the last year.
- 16:26It just, it doesn't do it for me anymore.
- 16:28And that's why there's chemicals in there that we're not supposed
- 16:32to be consuming. Right.
- 16:34They removed it, removed the tallow in 1990, replaced it with
- 16:37vegetable oil, with beef flavouring.
- 16:42But it's not telling me what? Oh, it's a video.
- 16:45I'm not watching the fry fax video.
- 16:47It's telling me what the ingredients were.
- 16:49I've typed in ingredients in McDonald's French fries in 1970,
- 16:52but it didn't. It didn't want to show me.
- 16:53Oh, they changed, That's the thing, correct?
- 16:56We we made things. OK, so instead, OK, here's one
- 16:58not to interrupt you. Here's one that says in, in, in
- 17:0075 they had three ingredients. That's what I thought, which was
- 17:03potatoes, beef tallow and salt. Now it's nineteen ingredients,
- 17:07but I can't. I can't.
- 17:08Find what? Right, but I can't find what the
- 17:1019 ingredients are. It doesn't matter.
- 17:12That's the point. Now I know I.
- 17:13Know it's insane. It's insane.
- 17:16Oh, let's see. Let's see.
- 17:17You probably can't even pronounce them.
- 17:20Here's OK, here's all nineteen ingredients.
- 17:21OK, so Oh my God, behind the fry, they call it.
- 17:25They're going to drop. OK, Potatoes.
- 17:27Shocking salt. Yay.
- 17:30Canola. Canola.
- 17:32Oh my, I can say that. Canola oil, Corn, corn oil,
- 17:36because let's have two oils. Soybean oil.
- 17:39Let's have 304 hydrogenated soybean oil, natural beef
- 17:45flavor, hydrolyzized wheat, HYDROYLYZED.
- 17:54Is that hydrolysized wheat? Hydrolyzized milk?
- 17:59Dextrose, sodium acid, phosphates.
- 18:04Oh pryop. Wow what the Frick is that word?
- 18:07Pry sulfate? Citric acid.
- 18:11Oh my God this is hard one dithi Dithiopoloxasaxine.
- 18:17It's an anti foaming agent because God forbid the Fry's
- 18:21foam this one. Why does?
- 18:24That stuff need to be in a French fry.
- 18:26I don't know, I'm only on 14 TBHQ which is territory.
- 18:30Butyl hydrocholine, whatever the hell, mono and diglycerides
- 18:38levanning, which is a sodium bicarbonate, disodium dihydrogen
- 18:44pyrophosphate, BHA which is butylated hydroxyzole.
- 18:51And then your 19th ingredient is anato.
- 18:54What? If it's a color.
- 18:58Wow, I. Think yeah, that's a lot.
- 19:02Why does that have to be in a French?
- 19:03Fry, I don't, I don't know. And and and.
- 19:06Wow. Well, those oils are, think
- 19:10about it, all those oils, they are inflammatory, especially if
- 19:12they're heated temperatures, they're inflammatory, which then
- 19:15creates inflammation in the body, which leads to heart
- 19:18disease, cancers and other types of diseases that people are
- 19:21dying prematurely from. So we need to be more wise.
- 19:24And I, I kind of like not to get political, but RFK coming into
- 19:27the game and trying to change some things that needs to
- 19:28happen. Whatever side you flow on,
- 19:30whatever. I just think there needed to be
- 19:32a change. The fact they're taking the dyes
- 19:34out, if that really happens, that's a huge first step.
- 19:37I agree with you. Yeah, huge.
- 19:39It needs to that needs to be something revisited.
- 19:41But anyway, I grew up with that so I don't think I was in a beef
- 19:44tallow days though I. How old are you?
- 19:47So I'm 30. Eight.
- 19:49I'm 30. Eight.
- 19:49OK, OK. Yeah.
- 19:50And when did you start your transformation journey?
- 19:53I was 16, So what, 22 years ago? 22 years.
- 19:57So how much did you weigh at 16? Man, so I topped the scale.
- 20:01So because of my habits and everything and food addiction
- 20:05plus anxiety because I had a lot of anxiety attacks too and I I
- 20:09thought I was dying. My heart would just like.
- 20:10Pound on my legs, man. Oh bro that is so mad.
- 20:14It's I didn't know what it was and I don't think anybody knew
- 20:17what it was. Bad.
- 20:18You're dying. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you're over
- 20:20like this is it, This is the big one.
- 20:22But found out it was anxiety disorder and put me on some
- 20:24medications which didn't really do anything.
- 20:27It's kind of a Band-Aid over the wound type thing and I had to
- 20:29cope with it other ways. But I because of food addiction
- 20:32and because of anxiety and depression, I ballooned up in
- 20:35weight at 16. So I will call the 14 age 14 and
- 20:4016 would be the two years I started really putting on a
- 20:42large amount of weight and that's when I weighed.
- 20:45They took me to Pittsburgh, PA by ambulance from my house
- 20:48because I was so large. There's like something you see
- 20:50on My 600 LB Life, right? OK, yeah.
- 20:52And I've watched that. That's why that's what
- 20:53originally intrigued me about. She was oh, this is going to be
- 20:55a good conversation. OK, so you weighed £600?
- 20:59I weighed more than that. I was when I weighed me in.
- 21:01I was eight. I was 799.
- 21:03So I was wonderful. Yeah.
- 21:05Yeah. I'm laughing at it.
- 21:07Look at me. Yeah.
- 21:07Yeah, guys. I can't, yeah, to look at you
- 21:11can't even imagine. So if you're just listening to
- 21:13this, go tune into either YouTube or Spotify, get the
- 21:16video, because you would not believe that this guy could be
- 21:21that. That just fascinates me, man.
- 21:23What do you weigh now? I weighed in this morning at
- 21:26211.6. How tall are?
- 21:29You Yeah, I'm 58, maybe a little bit over that.
- 21:31OK, Yeah. So they would still categorize
- 21:34me as obese. OK.
- 21:36So that, that's something that I look at.
- 21:37But here's a problem with the body mass index.
- 21:40They don't factor in muscle. They don't factor in fat, muscle
- 21:44and hydration to the body. What they do factor in is your
- 21:47total metric, your total sum of weight and your height.
- 21:50And so if you look at it that way, man, I have a scale that I
- 21:55look at. It's a bio and painting scale.
- 21:58And what it does is it breaks down the fat, it breaks down the
- 22:00water and it breaks down the muscle.
- 22:02And I have some solid hydration and some solid muscle.
- 22:06And of course there's a little bit extra fat that I still need
- 22:08to lose. Probably another 15 lbs would be
- 22:09really good for me. But yeah, I put on a lot of
- 22:12muscle the last couple of years, guys, I've been really working
- 22:14hard and kind of not worrying so much about the scale anymore.
- 22:18So yeah, my top weight was 799. I was 16 years old, so that was.
- 22:23Crazy. Yeah.
- 22:24How do so So this fascinates me because it just does get can you
- 22:30take us back to a day in the life when you're 16 weighing,
- 22:33weighing 799 lbs, what your typical day was like, if that's
- 22:37possible? Yeah, man, that that's before
- 22:40everything, right, So right. It really lethargic.
- 22:46So I was a teenager. I was, I knew it all.
- 22:49I didn't care what anybody said, my parents, whatever, you know,
- 22:51like. We were all that smart at that
- 22:53age. Yep.
- 22:54Yep, Yep. It's sometimes just kind of
- 22:57keeps going, but we I definitely was involved in video games a
- 23:02lot. Computer, I lived in a fantasy
- 23:04land constantly. I watched WWE or F back then.
- 23:07Were you very isolated? I, I, I had friends, but they
- 23:11would have to come and visit me, right?
- 23:12I couldn't go out and do things, but you did.
- 23:14Socialize with other kids they just watched.
- 23:16You online? Online was my biggest like AOL
- 23:19Instant Messenger, ICQMSN Messenger back in the day.
- 23:22Those are my my, my chat features that I used to talk to
- 23:26people. Yeah, I ate a lot of food.
- 23:29I mean, I I could wolf down a whole bag of apples in one
- 23:32sitting if I wanted to. How many bags?
- 23:34How many apples were in the bag? 12 What?
- 23:37Do you think 9 or 10? Maybe, Maybe 12.
- 23:39Yeah, there's usually 10 or 12 apples in a.
- 23:41Bag Yeah, so, so, so let's let's kind of back up a little bit.
- 23:45What I'm what I'm wanting to kind of understand is like a
- 23:48day. So it's it's what time do you
- 23:50wake up 6:00 in the morning? Yeah, so I, I would sleep in.
- 23:53No, I, I'm OK teenager I, I didn't have any motivation to
- 23:56get up anyway. So unless it was the eat.
- 23:58Right. OK, so but that yeah, so you get
- 24:01up, you how long does it take you a typical day to actually
- 24:03get up and move in and up and around like you wait, here's a
- 24:0610:00 and. Yeah, 10, we'll say 10:00
- 24:08roughly. And I remember waking up and,
- 24:10you know, I first have to use the bathroom.
- 24:12I need some help. My brother, he passed away two
- 24:15years ago now. I'm sorry to.
- 24:17Hear that? Yeah, He, he actually, he got
- 24:21big himself from depression and actually died of a heart attack
- 24:26early. He's like 40 years old,
- 24:27unfortunately. So yeah, but terrible.
- 24:30My he he was a really big godsend in my life when when I
- 24:35was so large. Like I remember when I woke up
- 24:37like 10 AM, my brother would hey, bro, I need to use the
- 24:41bathroom. And I literally couldn't use the
- 24:42bathroom by myself. I had to have him hold.
- 24:44I couldn't reach anything. Like my arms are so small.
- 24:47My gut was so big, I had to have somebody hold like a urinal over
- 24:51me so I could use the bathroom. And then I had to, and I had to
- 24:54use the, if I had to take #2 right, a bowel movement of any
- 24:57sort. I had to have somebody hold
- 25:00something like a pan or something for me to go in
- 25:01because I couldn't sit on a toilet because we were so poor.
- 25:04Our toilet didn't really support my weight anyway.
- 25:07So he had to help me with that. So he, he put up a lot with me.
- 25:11So I, you know, got the bathroom business out of the way.
- 25:13Time to eat. So eggs and sausage, A couple
- 25:16bagels. How many eggs?
- 25:19How many eggs I've? Probably had, you know, I've
- 25:21probably had about 5. I'm trying to remember, I think
- 25:24like 5 to 6 eggs. So not a ton, right?
- 25:26I mean, I eat that today. I don't care.
- 25:27I'm working out today. But yeah, you mean like 5 or 6
- 25:31or 8 pieces of sausage? You're talking about the pork
- 25:33sausage. Maybe 2 bagels or six pieces of
- 25:36toast. And then that was just warm up.
- 25:38Right now it's time for some cereal.
- 25:40So I would have a couple bowls of cereal, usually Raisin Bran
- 25:43Basic 4. This is all in the same setting.
- 25:47It was within an hour and a half from each other.
- 25:49Yeah, from from that. So I would graze a little bit
- 25:51and then go. Two scoops of two scoops of
- 25:53raisins, man. That's right.
- 25:55It's a vibrator, man. So yeah, like, it was a lot of
- 25:58food. And then I remember after that,
- 25:59I just go back to my bedroom, sit on my bed, watch some TV,
- 26:03play on my computer, do all those things.
- 26:06And then lunch time came around and I would probably walk down a
- 26:09pack of hot dogs, like just a ballpark Frank's or whatever, a
- 26:13whole pack by myself. Would you cook them first?
- 26:16Sometimes I eat them raw. Yeah, I'm a savage like that.
- 26:19Yeah, that's why I asked. Yeah.
- 26:21So I would eat them raw or cook them and I would have maybe four
- 26:24or five buns with that and then with that, like some Dutch
- 26:27pretzels or maybe some ramen noodles just kind of with that
- 26:30as well. Yeah.
- 26:32And then we lived above the convenience store and so, yeah,
- 26:36man, it was great. You're.
- 26:40Like next time you have me on this show, I wanna be on a beast
- 26:42guy again. But anyway, I'm looking at
- 26:44reminiscing here. I would manipulate my brother.
- 26:47He had autism and so he was easy to manipulate.
- 26:51And so I used manipulation to steal money in my mom's purse
- 26:55and go down to the store and purchase me some Snickers or
- 26:58Milky Ways cappuccinos or pizza or whatever, right.
- 27:00And you think mom would think where'll my money go?
- 27:03But I don't know, maybe she was careless of that.
- 27:05So I, I took a lot of money out of the and, or I would beg for
- 27:09stuff at the same time. So I would eat whatever, you
- 27:11know, a couple of Milky Ways or couple Snickers or something
- 27:13like that with a cappuccino, large cappuccino.
- 27:17And then that was snack usually after lunch or or the the mini
- 27:22Mart pizzas that are out there like somebody's convenience
- 27:24stores have pizzas. I would eat a whole one by
- 27:25myself and sitting maybe aside from one piece sometimes soda.
- 27:30Mountain Dew Code Red was my love.
- 27:31I love that because it was red. I would chug down like one or
- 27:36one of those a day here and there.
- 27:38Yeah, I was a savage man. I I just had such a addiction.
- 27:41And then dinner time came around and that was probably my
- 27:44healthiest meal. My parents made a side salad and
- 27:47I hate that. And then we'd have probably some
- 27:51sausage or hot dogs again or hamburgers, and I would have two
- 27:54with the buns. And we just have ice cream and a
- 27:57lot of chips after with that and a lot of ice cream after that.
- 27:59So I was, if I were to go back and guess the calorie amount,
- 28:02yeah, consuming about 5000 is. Yeah, that was my next question.
- 28:07So yeah, 5 to 6000 easy with no exercise.
- 28:10But just like anybody, your body required it at that time.
- 28:14You couldn't have just stopped doing that cold Turkey.
- 28:18You know, I probably could have toned it down, but here's the
- 28:20thing. I was addicted and I love the
- 28:21flavor of food and it was just unhealthy.
- 28:24It was, it was, I worshipped food.
- 28:26It consumed me instead of me consuming it.
- 28:28And that's where I was at. Yeah, the weird thing when my
- 28:31wife and I, when we had Nathan and Peter Ho on, we stopped, we
- 28:36stopped the bad starches. So the breads, the tortillas,
- 28:40you know, we, we already eat pretty healthy as it is.
- 28:44But I learned from that show with those guys about the
- 28:47gluten, how the starches can cause inflammation, stuff like
- 28:50the nineteen ingredients and and French fries, how many of those
- 28:53are, are in are inflammation causes, Right.
- 28:56So we stopped all that. Well, the interesting thing when
- 29:00I, like I said earlier, when I find something that works, I'm
- 29:02just tunnel vision. But when you'd ask the question
- 29:05about the cravings and stuff, it didn't, nothing really came to
- 29:07mind. And then I thought about, well,
- 29:08wait a minute. Because I was so used to having,
- 29:12I would make a homemade burrito every day.
- 29:14So it would be chickens and rice or you know, ground beef and
- 29:18rice with vegetables and stuff like that.
- 29:21Because to me that was a healthy alternative to the junk food
- 29:24because I met a big junk food guy, right.
- 29:28But I'd also have a tortilla for breakfast because I would make a
- 29:30breakfast burrito. Sometimes I'd throw it in a
- 29:31bowl, that type of thing. So when we stopped all that
- 29:36about a month or so into it, then it's kind of that thing.
- 29:39It's like, I and I don't, I haven't even felt burritos in
- 29:42years, right. But you drove by a Faberitos and
- 29:44all of a sudden your brain is like, oh, tortillas and tacos
- 29:48and cheese, you know what I mean?
- 29:50And but it which are so unhealthy.
- 29:53Just had tacos again last night. Right.
- 29:55So it's an unhealthy thing to pursue, but that that was the
- 29:59closest I could come to something that was that
- 30:01triggered a craving because I we stepped away from all the
- 30:05starches and the breads and the tortillas and the chips and.
- 30:08You know what though, when I was eating those tacos last night, I
- 30:10literally thought to myself, I know I'm Mexicans are some of
- 30:13the happiest people on earth because their.
- 30:15Food is. So delicious it's like it is.
- 30:18How can you not be happy when you eat that every day?
- 30:20Like when that's your. Culture.
- 30:23Yeah. And so that was the thing.
- 30:24That was the one thing that came to mind as far as the craving.
- 30:27And then as we've all talked about, you know, everything's in
- 30:30moderation. So it's not bad to have tacos,
- 30:32you know, once a week or every other week because you're not,
- 30:36it's not a consistent thing. So everything in moderation can
- 30:39be at some level. It's when it becomes a habit,
- 30:42yeah, then an addiction. Then we have a problem.
- 30:46Well, you can make them healthier too, that's the thing.
- 30:48Like I I can have tacos every day if I wanted to.
- 30:50I can. Eat corn, Healthias and.
- 30:51Lean meats and, you know, a little bit of.
- 30:53Dash. And if you go to a true Mexican
- 30:55restaurant, they try and push the corn tortillas on you
- 30:57because that's the way that they've eaten them for, you
- 31:00know, thousands of years. Yeah, Yeah.
- 31:02Flour is not healthy. No.
- 31:05White flour you want to avoid. I mean, even I remember the days
- 31:08where I was I when I was still mobile, I went with my friends
- 31:11and we when Subway was around when I was up in PA, we we ended
- 31:16up getting, I'd go to Subway and I'd buy 2 cold cut Subs.
- 31:19I would have the whole thing like 2 foot right there with,
- 31:22with two bags of chips and some soda and then wake up in the
- 31:24middle of the night because I was spading out at his house.
- 31:27I was still really large and so I don't know how I got out and
- 31:29everything, but I would. Then he was selling candy bars.
- 31:33I just remember the story. He was selling dollar dude.
- 31:36Yeah, midnight, 1:00 in the morning.
- 31:38I'm I'm searching through the house out in their living room
- 31:41and, and I found the candy bars and I just start I I think I had
- 31:44$5 on me, so I just grabbed $5, put it in there and I just, I
- 31:47think I even stole some. Don't tell him that, but I think
- 31:49like there was that going on confession time.
- 31:51That's how addicted I was though.
- 31:53Guys, it was crazy. It was those were those white
- 31:56candy brite. The wrapper was white.
- 31:58They had a real thin like base baseball or something.
- 32:01I remember son of A. Fundraiser.
- 32:02Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know exactly what you're
- 32:04talking about. Every now and then I still see
- 32:05him. Crunch bar they had a crunch.
- 32:07They had a peanut butter nougat 1 whatever I just one of each
- 32:10please and origin right there I I.
- 32:14And you know, that's a whole nother level of addiction,
- 32:17Justin. And I've been there.
- 32:19I'll admit it too. When you've stolen, when you're
- 32:21at your worst and you just have to have something when you've
- 32:26stolen to get it, that's a whole nother psychological level of,
- 32:29yeah, I am the biggest piece of shit on the planet right now,
- 32:33you know? I feel like the same part.
- 32:36It is. It's horrible.
- 32:37I was still. Is the power of the draw of?
- 32:40It is. What your brain I gotta have it
- 32:42right? I need that dopamine hit because
- 32:44that's all it is at the. End of the day, it kicks you
- 32:46man, it kicks you. I remember even stealing lunch
- 32:49lunches out of the refrigerators at work like I would.
- 32:51I would work a part time job as I was, it's overly large, but I
- 32:54was trying to get a job and do those things.
- 32:56And I remember like stealing food out of the refrigerator.
- 33:00It was somebody's lunch. And then they would come over
- 33:02later and say, have you seen my food?
- 33:03Absolutely not. Like that's a.
- 33:06Don't know what you're? Talking about Pat in the belly,
- 33:09No, I haven't seen it at. All right, what food?
- 33:12Wipe my face off because I still have some sauce on it.
- 33:14Yeah. That's crazy.
- 33:15Yeah, it was bad. So once.
- 33:18So you're 16 years old, you're obesely overweight, 799 lbs you
- 33:23go. You mentioned earlier your
- 33:25ambulance to a hospital. Yeah, So it was an insurance
- 33:29thing. I was so large and my parent, I
- 33:33haven't been to a doctor in over a year or so.
- 33:35And they were really on my mom and dad's tail saying we got to
- 33:38get you this, you got to get him checked out.
- 33:40He hasn't been checked out. He had a physical in a long
- 33:42time. And so they were threatening
- 33:44legal actions. I don't know how the whole thing
- 33:46played out. I don't know who exactly the
- 33:47insurance company was doing this or the doctor.
- 33:49I don't know exactly everything, but I know there was some like
- 33:52there was some type of concern happening and there.
- 33:56Was some trouble early neglecting you?
- 33:58They probably thought that I think my parents just didn't
- 34:01know how to parent me at that time.
- 34:03I think they were just like, this is my baby, what do I do?
- 34:05Let's enable. Him.
- 34:06But that's what the insurance companies or the Doctor were
- 34:09insinuating. At the I do, it's something
- 34:11along those lines. I would assume it's some kind of
- 34:13abuse or and things like that, like just they're neglecting
- 34:16this individual. And that's my assumption at
- 34:18least. Anyway, it was some kind of, it
- 34:20could have been legal issues. So we ended up having to go to
- 34:23the doctor. Well, I haven't been a doctor in
- 34:25about two years ish. A year and a half one, I think
- 34:27it was about a year and a half. Let's keep it safe with that.
- 34:29It's been a little bit, but we, I couldn't go cuz I couldn't
- 34:33even fit in a car. I don't remember how to even, I
- 34:35couldn't even walk that far. I'd probably walk about 5 to 10
- 34:37steps and have to get out of breath and sit down.
- 34:39So I remember they had to grab me a wheelchair.
- 34:43That was an extra extra large wheelchair, huge wheelchair.
- 34:46I barely fit in. They wheeled me up to a car
- 34:49about 30 feet away from my back door.
- 34:51That's where my driveway was, and then had to put me in a full
- 34:54size Oldsmobile Intrigue. They put me in the back.
- 34:58My dad pushed me in. I laid down the back seat and I
- 35:03didn't fit. And so he had to push the seats
- 35:05up as much as possible and push my leg in and quick and slam the
- 35:08door very quickly or my foot would have fell out.
- 35:11So it was it was a very uncomfortable five mile ride to
- 35:14the doctor's office. Got the wheelchair, went into
- 35:16the doctor's office. He saw me and he looks at me and
- 35:19said and his face, he didn't even say anything.
- 35:21He just went and they actually closed the closed the practice
- 35:24down and had maybe the last appointment.
- 35:26So I came after hours. So I was so insecure, didn't
- 35:28want anybody to see me. So he said, all right, come in
- 35:31at this time. We have a half a day, I think it
- 35:33was 1230. And so after lunch or whatever,
- 35:35they closed down. I go in on the last appointment
- 35:38and then hear the his face was like just shocked.
- 35:43He didn't even say a word, just shocked face.
- 35:45Looked me up and down, said we got to get him checked out,
- 35:48checked my heart, checked for fluid around the ankles, things
- 35:51like that and said, all right, we need to get him to a
- 35:53hospital. And so the next day an ambulance
- 35:57came to my house from Pittsburgh, or I don't know if
- 36:00they were from Pittsburgh, that's where they took me.
- 36:02And because I was in a small town, I was about four hours
- 36:05away from Bradford, PA and from Pittsburgh it's about four hour
- 36:10drive. So an ambulance came to my house
- 36:12to take me to Pittsburgh Children's Hospital and that's
- 36:15when they weighed me in from there, when they got me to
- 36:17Pittsburgh and I was almost £800.
- 36:20Wow. Insane.
- 36:23That's wow. So from from like, how long did
- 36:29it take you to actually get to 7?
- 36:30I mean, you don't know because you weren't waiting until you
- 36:32were 16, but when you were 14, you were obviously still heavy.
- 36:36But we was it a gradual weight increase over those 16 years or
- 36:40was it something that all of a sudden when you're 12, it's like
- 36:42game on and within those four you should pack on the weight?
- 36:46So I remember, I remember it, I, I was always a bigger kid.
- 36:50But then growing up about 9th grade, I went on the Atkins diet
- 36:54and I just started eating meat and cheese.
- 36:56My parents were doing the same thing and I actually dropped a
- 36:58good amount of weight. I was probably, I don't know
- 37:00what I weighed, but I was, I was definitely down in weight, not
- 37:03skinny by any means, but definitely healthier.
- 37:06And 9th grade that year, that was mid year because I went off
- 37:12the Atkins diet and we started eating whatever I wanted again
- 37:14from there. And then I think I was 15 and I
- 37:18was in 9th grade, maybe, maybe 15.
- 37:20Yeah, around 15 almost, I would say.
- 37:22And then what was it? 14?
- 37:24I remember the age, but I was, it was in 9th grade and I was
- 37:26that was on that diet. So I remember cooking class and
- 37:28and the cooking teacher was like, oh, you don't need
- 37:30anything else but meat. And I said, Nope, just meat
- 37:33carnivore, if you will. And then anyway, Long story
- 37:36short, about a year and a half ish a year and a quarter, I
- 37:41ballooned a huge amount of weight.
- 37:43I, I don't even know how much weight I put on, but I was
- 37:45thinner. And all of a sudden, I remember
- 37:47when I was 16, it was in the summer of 2003, I, I was waiting
- 37:52in August 2003, I was waiting at 799.
- 37:55So yeah, that, that was probably a year and a half that I, I
- 38:00ballooned up a good amount. I was just a lot of gorging and
- 38:03sitting and not moving. I just anxiety took a big toll
- 38:05on. Me.
- 38:06That's such a short amount of time it was.
- 38:08And how do you think the body, how that's going to respond?
- 38:10That's that's a big stressor, right?
- 38:12All of a sudden that's like. That's interrupt you, but let me
- 38:15ask you this real quick because I'll I'll probably forget it.
- 38:18Were you in pain? Like from inflammation from
- 38:21being that big? I had hip issues, my hips were
- 38:25bothering me. My legs, I couldn't stand very
- 38:27long. So sitting was the most I I
- 38:29alleviated, alleviated my pain pretty well.
- 38:31My sitting, I couldn't lay down, couldn't breathe, so I had to
- 38:35sit against the wall. Remember sitting against the
- 38:36wall at night sleeping and my bed was.
- 38:39Laid down to sleep. I couldn't, I, I could, I could
- 38:42wedge myself up. So I was kind of sitting maybe
- 38:44like that the most, but I would sit against the wall.
- 38:48Well, I've sat against the wall so much against my bed.
- 38:50I had my bed and I sit against the wall in my bed.
- 38:53The the drywall actually caved in and made a hole because I was
- 38:56leaning against it so many nights in a row.
- 38:58That is, yeah. It was bad, man.
- 39:00It was. It was, but I didn't realize how
- 39:03bad I'd become. That's the problem.
- 39:05Milk. Because it happened so quickly.
- 39:06Yeah, that's part of the problem is I'm glad he asked that
- 39:09question because that time span is just mind blowing.
- 39:14To go from, you remember in junior high being a reasonable
- 39:18size to now I'm a sophomore and I'm 799.
- 39:23Yeah, that's nuts. I wish I remember the actual
- 39:27weight I was. I was probably high 200, maybe
- 39:30almost 300. So I was still a big kid, like I
- 39:32said, but you know you. You still packed on 405 hundred
- 39:36pounds in like 4 1/2 months. Yeah.
- 39:39And, and there was, there was, there was no trigger for that,
- 39:41right. It's just you just started, you
- 39:43did the Atkins diet, you stopped, and then you just went
- 39:46back to your old habit. Yes, I fell in love with food
- 39:51again in an unhealthy way, and that's what just it just clung
- 39:53to that. Yeah, and it's like, oh, that
- 39:56dark mistress showed back up. Yeah.
- 39:59So now when? When you when you because we've
- 40:01talked about some of the cravings and stuff.
- 40:03So like could you sit down and eat like a an entire 8 inch
- 40:06round three layer cake with no. Problem yeah, I remember man,
- 40:13it's like it's it's so funny to talk about your past
- 40:16experiences, especially if you feel like part of me feels
- 40:18shameful about it but then I remember how much of an example
- 40:21this is and it can be fun I. Have fun.
- 40:23It's yeah, dude, it's a huge, I'm just, I'm, I'm the same way.
- 40:26Like it's, it has more value coming from Someone Like You
- 40:30who've been there done that and it's completely turned your life
- 40:33around. Then somebody who, you know,
- 40:37maybe they, they like, like I could train people because at my
- 40:41worst when I was drinking, I was, I was 240 lbs.
- 40:44So now and I'm six feet. So 240 to 6 feet was, I was out
- 40:48of shape. I was unhealthy.
- 40:49Now I'm about 177 to 100, you know, between 75 and 188, you
- 40:54know, fluctuates, but I've been there, done that.
- 40:58So I have validity, I have credibility.
- 40:59If if someone asked me, hey, how did you do that?
- 41:02I, I tell them, right. And so you have so much power
- 41:05with your story and people need to hear it because obesity,
- 41:09America is one of the most obese countries in the world.
- 41:13So I love your story. I love your approach to it.
- 41:16So the other important part is the fact that you can laugh
- 41:20about it now because humor is huge, right?
- 41:23You know, I'll out us and I do it all the time.
- 41:27Before we hit record here, Justin was kind enough to call
- 41:30Chris and I gentlemen, and he just figured out.
- 41:32Why that was not? The proper term, because we have
- 41:36such a dark sense of humor from where we both been.
- 41:40We were both in very dark places in different situations, right?
- 41:44If you can't let go of that and use it as a positive step
- 41:50forward, you're always going to live in that place in the past,
- 41:53right? We can't talk about that.
- 41:56Well, now you're stuck there. That's that's something you put
- 41:59in a safe in the back of your mind and you're you have to deal
- 42:02with it eventually. So I appreciate the fact that
- 42:05you use humor. Yeah.
- 42:07Oh, Mary Hart does good like medicine.
- 42:09That's that's an old scripture reference that I would go to.
- 42:11Right. So you got it.
- 42:12You got to laugh and I think you can't live in shame because
- 42:15that's your old you. I mean, you, you can, you can
- 42:17live in victory. In victory, though, you don't
- 42:19have to be a victim, right? So yeah, I I probably, I could
- 42:21probably slam down. I mean, I think I remember a
- 42:24birthday cake of the whole a sheet cake.
- 42:26It was a good size. I don't remember the actual.
- 42:28One of those, one of those sheet cakes.
- 42:30A sheet. Yeah, the sheet.
- 42:31Cake. That that would probably, I
- 42:32don't know, feed maybe about 12 people or so yeah, for a decent
- 42:36size, I mean, I'm talking like a decent size piece.
- 42:38Sure I could, I could slam I probably slammed about 3/4 of
- 42:41that down because everybody else had a piece too, right.
- 42:43So I. People's mothers would say there
- 42:45better be leftovers. Ain't no leftovers.
- 42:48This guy. I went and I just would go from
- 42:50piece to piece though I would I would literally have three
- 42:53pieces and then a bowl of ice cream with that.
- 42:56And then I would couple of minutes, maybe about 1020
- 42:59minutes later, nobody's watching.
- 43:00My parents might be watching TV. I'm gonna go back at two more
- 43:03slices. And then I would just start
- 43:04taking the whole sheet and just kind of taking my hands and just
- 43:07eating it and eating it and eventually becoming oblivious to
- 43:10what I was and how much I was eating.
- 43:12Just kind of fell into it a trance.
- 43:13Yeah, yeah, it came. It became, it became a habit.
- 43:16And when, when, when stuff becomes a habit, often times you
- 43:19stop thinking about what you're doing because it's it's second
- 43:22nature. It's a habit.
- 43:23Like I don't think about drinking water in the morning
- 43:25because I just get up and drink water in the morning.
- 43:27Good example. It's, it's a habit, right?
- 43:30You don't think about your your night time routine because guess
- 43:33what? It's a habit, you know, and
- 43:37that's what people don't don't. I don't.
- 43:39From an addict standpoint, that's part of our problems
- 43:42because it's just becomes part of who we are.
- 43:45Yeah. Right.
- 43:46Yeah, it's, it's just like a, it's like a common just trait
- 43:49that we carry with us. But you know, I mean, I would
- 43:53just eat so much, but ice cream sandwiches, a whole box of
- 43:56those. I mean, I, I was just, I was
- 43:57just so I would slam. I look at these influencers out
- 44:00there today that make money off of monetizing overeating like
- 44:03some of these like. I would eat a whole pizza in
- 44:05less than an hour, you know? Things like that.
- 44:08I find myself watching those me like I could have schooled these
- 44:10fools, you know, and if I would have just did it over again,
- 44:16man, no, but it's it is. That was great.
- 44:20Yeah, that was awesome. I just bought you.
- 44:22I'm like, that used to be me. I could kill you bro, you know?
- 44:25So, so from so take you down, so back, let's go back to the
- 44:31hospital. You're checked in the ambulance.
- 44:33Get you there. You're 799 lbs.
- 44:35What's the health? What's your health like at that
- 44:38point in time? 16 years old, Yeah.
- 44:41Yeah, so good news. I mean, I, I just saw the hand
- 44:44of God's favor over my life at that point.
- 44:46I mean, I remember the only thing I had was sleep apnea.
- 44:49And that was because when I laid down my, my, my weight would
- 44:53kind of smother me, right. So I stopped breathing about
- 44:58they think they said I think it was like 7060.
- 45:02Some of the 70 sometimes an hour respiration wise I would stop
- 45:06breathing. So it was pretty severe sleep
- 45:08apnea put me on a bi pap machine, not a not AC pap.
- 45:11Bi pap was continual airflow. The C pap kind of just flies in
- 45:15and then levels out. Breeze in kind of has a ramp.
- 45:18The BI pap was just forceful continuation up and down that I
- 45:22remember correctly if I remember that.
- 45:25Correctly, but it was. Like that?
- 45:26Did you realize during that time how, what, like much better you
- 45:31were sleeping after they did that?
- 45:33Because you couldn't have been sleeping very well waking up 70
- 45:36times an hour? Yeah.
- 45:38I remember, I remember not wanting to wear it at first
- 45:42because they have a mask and you put it on.
- 45:45Like, I remember feeling like that was, I was wearing it and
- 45:47it was smothering a little bit. So it took me a while to get
- 45:51used to it. But after I got used to it,
- 45:52yeah, my, my sleep became very, very well rested when I woke up.
- 45:56I remember. You had to have noticed a huge
- 45:58difference. Yeah, after a while, but, you
- 46:00know, being a teenager, I didn't really care back then.
- 46:01But I'm thinking back and how much I slept better.
- 46:04I slept better. I remember, like, not remember
- 46:06exactly how I felt, I guess more like I just was able to think
- 46:10more clearly and it wasn't so cranky.
- 46:13So I do remember those little little tips there.
- 46:16But yeah, yeah, the sleep apnea was one thing, and then I had
- 46:21the iron oxygen, hadn't anything else.
- 46:24I mean, my, my cholesterol levels are very low.
- 46:26Blood pressure was normal. My heart rate, though, was
- 46:30elevated. I remember, I think it was like
- 46:33when I was sitting there, it was almost a hundred 110 just
- 46:37sitting because it was such a yeah, trying to.
- 46:40Pump your blood through all that, yeah.
- 46:42Yeah, because what they say normal resting heart rate and
- 46:45they're saying normal between 6100.
- 46:46Well, honestly, hundred's not really normal.
- 46:49It's on the far end of normal. It's unless you have a disorder
- 46:52or some kind of issue with the heart electrical system, then
- 46:54that's not really normal. So you, I mean today it's like
- 46:585550. Eight.
- 46:59Yeah, my my resting heartbeats 54.
- 47:02Yeah, beautiful. That's great.
- 47:04So that was the only. Those are the only two things
- 47:06that I remember them saying. I mean, and I was obese.
- 47:09That's amazing. No, but that's amazing.
- 47:11But that probably a lot of that has to do with the fact you're
- 47:13only 16 years old, right? And from what we've kind of
- 47:16gathered in the conversation that was an 18 month pack on.
- 47:19So it's not like you were slowly, I'm not saying killing
- 47:22yourself, but you weren't slowly, you know, adding, you
- 47:25know, every year £100, a hundred pounds, £100.
- 47:28It was a dramatic increase in weight in a short amount of
- 47:31time. So that is impressive.
- 47:33That definitely good news from that aspect, right?
- 47:38Yeah. So, So what was the, what was
- 47:40the, what was the game plan when you, when you, when you're in
- 47:43the hospital, what were they going to do?
- 47:44What was the strategy? And did you start your weight
- 47:47loss journey after the hospital stay or did it take a while?
- 47:50The hospital stay was the initiator.
- 47:53So I was in there probably about two to three weeks.
- 47:57It was like beginning mid August, somewhat to the end of
- 48:01August because I remember school was starting soon.
- 48:03So in Pennsylvania, it starts at the end of August, I believe.
- 48:07And remember being in there not knowing what they're going to
- 48:10do. They talked about vigorous
- 48:11rehabilitation. That sounded painful.
- 48:13I was like, I don't really want to do vigorous rehabilitation,
- 48:16but they talked about maybe putting me into a hospital
- 48:20somewhere that helped me lose weight quicker, but they didn't
- 48:23have any beds available for me. So what they did is First off,
- 48:27they started walking me a little bit.
- 48:28I couldn't walk very far, but I remember the first time they had
- 48:31me up and walking, they kind of helped me roll out of bed.
- 48:34I had one of those things that hangs out from the ceiling to
- 48:37pull myself a little bit like a bar.
- 48:41Yeah. Got my legs over, started
- 48:42cramping up so bad it was miserable.
- 48:44But when I eventually got those cramps and started subsiding, I
- 48:47had these two really beautiful nurses walk in and say, hey,
- 48:50we're going to take you for a walk.
- 48:51And that was motivation, city routine.
- 48:52Especially my 16 year old. Damn straight that's right.
- 48:56Like bro. 'S going to walk today, right?
- 48:57So so they one hug, one grabbed me from one side, 1 grabbed from
- 49:03the other side and ended up walking me probably about 10
- 49:07maybe 10 to 12 feet and then I cramped up so bad I had to go
- 49:11back and sit back down. So.
- 49:13Wow, that was my massage. You bummer.
- 49:16I did. They didn't.
- 49:18Do it though they. Didn't do it.
- 49:20They just said sit there and just kind of like rub it out.
- 49:22I'm like, OK, you know, but isn't.
- 49:24That your job to rub it out, nurse.
- 49:27Yeah, you're the professional. Yeah, please.
- 49:29I can't even reach my feet. Please AM.
- 49:31I doing this. Right, right.
- 49:33Yeah. But, you know, just taking the
- 49:36first steps like that are painful.
- 49:37But here's the here's the good news.
- 49:39They had me up and moving and I remember standing even for like
- 49:422 minutes was a record for me. At that point, my back would
- 49:44start aching. But the perseverance aspect of
- 49:47it because you know, all of a sudden it's like life starts to
- 49:51make more sense to you. And like you kind of I guess
- 49:54reality was this, if I didn't do something, I was going to die.
- 49:57That, I mean, you're in a. Word from your position right
- 50:00but from a health standpoint you really wouldn't have died
- 50:03because you only your heart rate was elevated, but part of that
- 50:06was because the obesity he. Would have if he was packing on
- 50:09200 lbs. Oh, this is.
- 50:10I guess that's months. I mean, and think about the
- 50:13pressure on the heart too. Your heart's designed to hold.
- 50:15On. You hit the nail on the head,
- 50:16Chris. He was 16 years old.
- 50:17By 26, he was dead. Yeah.
- 50:20Oh yeah, OK, I could see that. So my, my journey was I was
- 50:24basically killing myself, what I was eating in my habits and I
- 50:28did have a opportunity to like think about life a little deeper
- 50:31because I'm like, what, what am I doing here as a 16 year old?
- 50:35I'm trying to ponder this and do I want to live like this the
- 50:38rest of my life? Do I really want to be this guy
- 50:41that just eats food and trying to put it in a 16 year old head?
- 50:46I didn't want to be like that. I wanted to date girls one day.
- 50:49I wanted to play football. I wanted to like, I want to be
- 50:54around and watch what happens next in WWF or E, right?
- 50:56I want, I want to be all that stuff.
- 50:58Like Pinocchio, I want to be a real boy.
- 51:00I want to be a real boy. I mean, the fairy godmother.
- 51:03Well, that's when I did have a relationship with Jesus and
- 51:07started at that point. And that's what really changed
- 51:09my outlook on myself. Now at a teenage years, I didn't
- 51:13know what that meant really. I mean, I I would still be the
- 51:15guy that said, all right, I believe in Jesus and look at
- 51:17porn or, you know, I'm leaving Jesus, but I'm going to go swear
- 51:20and do my thing. I don't care what anybody says.
- 51:21Like, you know, so very selfish in my heart.
- 51:24But I did have a faith that really captured my heart and
- 51:27really captured who I was and that changed me.
- 51:29And so because here's the thing, the biggest change for me at
- 51:32that point was this. I went from not loving myself
- 51:35and hating myself what I become because image is everything as a
- 51:38teenager. And if you're look called fat or
- 51:41looked at because I I was called a bunch of names in school
- 51:43because I was. Kids are brutal, man.
- 51:45They're terrible. And that was what went with me
- 51:49as I was living life and and being large.
- 51:53And I kind of claimed that over my life and eventually just came
- 51:55to a point where I'm like, you know what?
- 51:57I don't like who I am. I don't like what people have
- 51:59called me. I don't want to be the fat guy
- 52:01anymore. I I need help.
- 52:03And that's when I said God help me, Jesus help me in this
- 52:05process. And I started finding more value
- 52:07in my life at that point, as much as I could understand it,
- 52:10I'm like my life means something more than just eating food.
- 52:14My life means something more than just existing.
- 52:17And so God, do what you want to do with it.
- 52:19And that was my simple prayer that motivated me to look at my
- 52:24my experience a little differently.
- 52:26And then suddenly from there, I'm like, I'm going to give this
- 52:29thing what I have to get healthier again.
- 52:32And I didn't know I was going to live or die, to be honest,
- 52:34because at that age and that weight, I just felt like life
- 52:37was over because there's how do you get out?
- 52:40It's like if you guys ever had, if you ever would take something
- 52:44like maybe hold 100 lbs of something and just put it on
- 52:47your lap and try to get up and just feel how difficult that is
- 52:51and just think about that tension all the time.
- 52:53And it's like a prison. You just, it's like you're
- 52:55shackled. You just can't move very well.
- 52:56I have a friend right now, Justin, who had the lap band
- 53:00surgery. He was well over 400 lbs, and he
- 53:04just weighed in last Monday. I think he said he was 251.
- 53:08And the pride in his face and to look at him and how much better
- 53:13he moves and how happier he is, it just, it really brought tears
- 53:17to my eyes. I was like, congratulations,
- 53:19man, because he's trying and he's doing the work.
- 53:22And it is. It's outstanding.
- 53:25And I think about what you said, and I tell people it's like that
- 53:29guy was carrying around another 200 lbs.
- 53:31Yeah. Yeah.
- 53:35It was a lot and it. Yeah.
- 53:37You were carrying around another 500 lbs.
- 53:41True story, yeah. Now with with you and with you
- 53:44being it was 59, right or 510. I was 5/8, a little over a
- 53:48little over 5/8. Is that how tall you are now,
- 53:505/8? 58, we'll call it 58.
- 53:52OK, I haven't been in a while. I'm sure I am.
- 53:54OK. Crush a vertebrae, right?
- 53:57Well, no, I reason when I had neck surgery, man, I shrunk a
- 53:59little bit because they took, they took a vertebrae out and
- 54:02legit I, I'm like, I call bullshit.
- 54:03I'm like, I'm shorter now come on.
- 54:05So when, when, Oh hell, I forgot my question.
- 54:10It was a good question too. Oh, I'm that's what it is.
- 54:14So, so according to the, the chart that, you know, like I
- 54:16could Google it height. What should your weight be at
- 54:19according to the American standards as far as a as a
- 54:21healthy. Spot 160.
- 54:23It's 160 ish yeah, it's so it's stupid like there's no.
- 54:26He's an inch shorter than me. Mine's 165.
- 54:29OK. Yeah, 160.
- 54:30Is that that total? But like I said earlier, if they
- 54:33don't factor in the muscle and they'll factor in what you're
- 54:35doing, like you can be a bodybuilder and be obese just
- 54:37because that's where you categorize on the BMI.
- 54:40Well, here's the difference. I got up to 185 when I was on
- 54:45antidepressants, whatever you want to call them.
- 54:47Mood enhancers. I was fat, there's no question.
- 54:51But had I been working out, I wouldn't have been fat.
- 54:54I know, I know what you're saying.
- 54:56You know, if if I had been conscious of going to the gym
- 54:59and keeping up on maintaining the calories I was putting in,
- 55:04that's a whole different story, right?
- 55:06Because now you're healthy. Yeah, exactly, exactly.
- 55:10There's this difference. There's difference.
- 55:12I mean, you take care of yourself and you're gaining
- 55:14muscle and you're you're losing fat.
- 55:16You're in a better place. You're just in a better place.
- 55:19And so that's where I'm at today.
- 55:20I mean, I had to learn a lot over the process of this whole
- 55:23thing. I mean, I fell in love with
- 55:25health and Wellness. I fell in love with taking a
- 55:28life and making it healthier with things that we're able to
- 55:31use here on this earth to do that.
- 55:32I mean, that can be food, that can be exercise, that can be
- 55:36supplements, that can be getting sunlight, all the different
- 55:40things I've just studied, studied, studied since I was
- 55:42about probably 18 or 16 years old.
- 55:44I started studying because that's when I had a
- 55:45transformation and I just wanted to learn everything I could.
- 55:48So I read magazines back then and rented or got books from the
- 55:51library. I remember when when the
- 55:53Internet was more prevalent with websites, I could start Googling
- 55:55things and searching, you know, health and Wellness stuff.
- 55:58Today it's everywhere in a saturated.
- 56:00There's so many voices and some of the stuff I call bull crap on
- 56:03other things, you know, people are just trying to get views and
- 56:06it's just like you're deceiving so many people.
- 56:08And the second thing is there's a lot of good information out
- 56:10there. So, but how do you differentiate
- 56:12that? You have to know your stuff,
- 56:14right? So that way you offer as a
- 56:19health and Wellness coach is basically deciphering the good
- 56:23from the bad. Here's what I've found will help
- 56:26you. And it's worth the money and the
- 56:28time and the investment because that's a big thing.
- 56:30It's not just the money, it's your time and investment and the
- 56:34negative attributes to your body for the people who are snake oil
- 56:38salesman, for lack of a better term, right?
- 56:40Yeah, yeah, I, I do so because of my love for health and
- 56:45Wellness and my love for helping people become healthier because
- 56:48I see people differently today. I see people as opportunities
- 56:52when they're sick or unhealthy. I see their I see their health.
- 56:54I can see the beyond the sickness, beyond the obesity.
- 56:57And I can see them shining. I can see them happier.
- 57:00And so that these that just, it makes me feel so very much
- 57:04inspired to go help people. So I work for a company right
- 57:07now called Energized Health, that's a cellular health company
- 57:10that's out there that does amazing things.
- 57:13And number, what we prioritize is this, we prioritize fat loss,
- 57:17we prioritize cellular health. So getting hydrated at a
- 57:20cellular level that's really changed your health in general
- 57:22and really improve and reverse conditions that people have.
- 57:25We've seen people get off medications, people started to,
- 57:28I mean, pain levels have gone way down, reversals of certain
- 57:31diseases, like it's crazy when it happens, when you hydrate
- 57:34your cell, so. How do you hydrate?
- 57:36How do you hydrate yourself? Because I've never heard this
- 57:38before. I mean, are we talking just
- 57:39water and electrolytes or just. So that's a starting point, but
- 57:42it's a whole energized health, it's a whole protocol.
- 57:44So yes, water electrolytes are a primary starting point, but then
- 57:47there's these other, we will call them sequences that we use
- 57:51to help people really stick that water there and continue to
- 57:55throw out toxins from the cells. So it's very scientific and it's
- 57:58all, it's sequenced in such a way to make it work and do well.
- 58:01So we share that with the program.
- 58:03But yeah, it starts with that. And when people do that, we've,
- 58:06I've literally seen people get off all their medications.
- 58:08I've seen people who couldn't walk start walking again.
- 58:12Like you think this is like we're, we're sitting in this
- 58:15fairy tale, but honestly, it's not people, people because they
- 58:18take their health seriously, they recover.
- 58:20It's amazing. So and then we prioritize muscle
- 58:23gaining, which is so important, muscles of longevity, organ.
- 58:26And so we really, really stress gaining muscle for your current
- 58:31situation, for quality of life, but also for quantity later on
- 58:34in life. So that's what I do today.
- 58:35I coach people plus I author books and I'm also having I have
- 58:39a podcast called £600 Down which I go on there and share a lot of
- 58:43information. Y'all need to be on that
- 58:45sometime soon by the way because you guys.
- 58:46We'd love to, man. Yeah, absolutely.
- 58:49I think together we're we're we're what, 300 lbs Mike and I,
- 58:55yes. So like, you're half a 600 that
- 58:58works. Yeah, we would love to man that.
- 59:00Sounds awesome, yeah. Yeah, that's so good.
- 59:02I so I love what you're doing now because that's fantastic.
- 59:06So you have the epiphany when you're 16, something's got to
- 59:11change. So you, you, you start walking
- 59:13this new path. How long did it take you to, to
- 59:16get from £600 to what you felt was a healthy weight?
- 59:20Because obviously your journey is still continuing, but to
- 59:22where you could wake up at the morning and say, Oh, I feel
- 59:24good. And the, and the other thing,
- 59:26this is a weird little question, but it's, I meant to ask it
- 59:29earlier. So I'm doing a little rabbit
- 59:30hole thing. When you were £800 essentially,
- 59:34and you would look in the mirror, what did you see?
- 59:37Did you like what you saw? Did you recognize the fact that
- 59:40you're this £800 human? Or did you just kind of just
- 59:44filter that, that out? Because obviously you, you
- 59:47weren't in a good place mentally, right?
- 59:50So that's just always kind of intrigued me of what you what
- 59:53you, what's yourself image of your, what's yourself worth,
- 59:56what's yourself image? When you look in the mirror and
- 59:58say, you know, Oh my God, I can't believe I got to this far.
- 1:00:01Or do you even see it? Does it even register?
- 1:00:03You know what I'm saying? I it's interesting because I
- 1:00:08would never want to look at myself in the mirror.
- 1:00:10I when I was that large, I would avoid cameras, I would avoid
- 1:00:13pick people seeing me. I'd hide.
- 1:00:16I mean, I didn't when people came to visit, I would not want
- 1:00:18them to come to my room. All the things so I wouldn't
- 1:00:21care to look in the mirror because I didn't care about
- 1:00:23myself enough to see that, because I didn't see myself in
- 1:00:25such a light. That's.
- 1:00:26Interesting. Yeah, not even even to see if
- 1:00:28what's on my face. I did check my face out.
- 1:00:29All the acne I had to get off when I was a kid, but other than
- 1:00:33that I didn't care well and I still kept, I remember because I
- 1:00:37was so large. I would go to, I was probably
- 1:00:39£500, still kind of mobile, still doing like still being
- 1:00:42going around. And I would go to my friend's
- 1:00:44houses randomly here and there because I would get out still
- 1:00:47maybe 480 but really close to 500 I feel like.
- 1:00:50And I'd go to their room and play video games and I would
- 1:00:53break their bed just sitting on it.
- 1:00:55Wow. And I remember going out to
- 1:00:57restaurants and sitting on the chairs and bending the the legs
- 1:01:01on some of these chairs. And so when I was losing, when I
- 1:01:06was on my journey, yeah, I still had it in my mind, even if I was
- 1:01:10like £300 or less, I still had in my mind that if I sat at
- 1:01:13anything, I would probably break it.
- 1:01:16And it wasn't true, but it was like this in my head.
- 1:01:18And then finally I started seeing myself in the mirror.
- 1:01:21I'm like, I'm starting to see muscle definition.
- 1:01:24I'm starting to see life get better.
- 1:01:26My body's starting to change. And I started actually not
- 1:01:29loving myself per SE, but just starting appreciating the
- 1:01:32differences and changes. So I started getting pictures of
- 1:01:35myself. I started doing all the things I
- 1:01:38did have some skin reduction surgeries completed that
- 1:01:41ultimately guys, it was amazing how they came about.
- 1:01:43They were free except for I think I put in like $200 at the
- 1:01:48most for three different surgeries. 2 of them were from a
- 1:01:51doctor in New Jersey. His name was Doctor Barry D
- 1:01:53Bernardo. He's probably still there.
- 1:01:55It's in Montclair, NJ, and he's a, he did the surgeries for free
- 1:02:00because I was in some magazines and he saw that start.
- 1:02:02He saw those and he's like, yeah.
- 1:02:04So he's like, hey, let's do this.
- 1:02:05So he did some, he did some surgeries for skin reduction.
- 1:02:09He, I think he did two. He did two of them.
- 1:02:12And then I had a third one completed recent, five years ago
- 1:02:16now in Pittsburgh with Doctor Rubin.
- 1:02:18And my town in Bradford really got behind me and they, they
- 1:02:22helped me raise. I think it was like $68,000 that
- 1:02:27I needed around there to, to really have another surgery done
- 1:02:31and get my legs completed and stuff like that.
- 1:02:33So I've had some good surgeries completed.
- 1:02:36So now I can look at myself and say I can see more muscle
- 1:02:38definition. I still have some skin and I
- 1:02:41sometimes get a little self-conscious about it.
- 1:02:42But working back to where I was, it's it's night and day.
- 1:02:46OK so here's my rabbit hole question since Chris drugged me
- 1:02:50down. You mentioned earlier that you
- 1:02:53couldn't go to the bathroom and God bless your brother for
- 1:02:56helping you out. That there's that's a great
- 1:03:00human being. Could you bathe yourself at your
- 1:03:04largest without breaking the tub or?
- 1:03:08Guys, I couldn't even take a bath.
- 1:03:09I couldn't even. We didn't even have a working
- 1:03:11shower. Actually, I remember we were so
- 1:03:13poor, we didn't even have an operating shower.
- 1:03:15We had an operating bathtub, but.
- 1:03:17So did your brother help you with that too as.
- 1:03:19Far as. Sponge bath.
- 1:03:21I got sponge baths. My parents actually gave me
- 1:03:23showers outside with a when I could still walk a little bit
- 1:03:29with a hose and. Garden hose.
- 1:03:31The yard. My mom was like trying to shower
- 1:03:33me as I was. Yeah.
- 1:03:35So I mean, I would I would try to reach under my folds as much
- 1:03:38as possible, but they really had to help me with things.
- 1:03:41And I just think that puts it into perspective for people.
- 1:03:43It's like, you know, things that you get up and do every day
- 1:03:46that, like Chris said, you don't even think about.
- 1:03:48You take for granted you just couldn't do those things at all.
- 1:03:53No. So you so how long has it taken
- 1:03:59you to get to pull the weight off from this from the £800 to
- 1:04:02weigh you? Like I said earlier, where you
- 1:04:04you were, you were finding comfortable in your own skin.
- 1:04:06And like you alluded to, you kind of answered the question,
- 1:04:08but you didn't give me a time frame.
- 1:04:10And I'm that guy that likes. Talking about 8 years, about 8
- 1:04:12years, I felt comfortable about 8 years.
- 1:04:14So it was I lost. 24 at that point.
- 1:04:18Yes, yes. So I lost 200 lbs in one year,
- 1:04:22200 lbs in a second year. So I was £400 in two years and
- 1:04:26then it was very slow. Six years after that it was just
- 1:04:30kind of like 20 pounds, 40 lbs or whatever, right?
- 1:04:32Just kind of like slow, slow, slow.
- 1:04:34To the eight-year mark, 8 years, I relapsed a little bit and
- 1:04:38started gaining some weight back, like 60 lbs.
- 1:04:40I probably was about 270 ish at that point.
- 1:04:44And then I just started getting serious again and here I am
- 1:04:48today. I was.
- 1:04:49The lowest I was at was around 199-202-0220 two.
- 1:04:54But were you happy with that? I, you know, I wasn't really
- 1:04:57happy because I was getting too thin and I wanted to, I wanted
- 1:05:00to put some muscle on. So that's why I really started
- 1:05:02really working the weights and everything like that.
- 1:05:04So I'm at 211.6. Sometimes I'll be at 2:09.
- 1:05:07I go, I fluctuate 209 to 213. Basically is where I end.
- 1:05:10Up now when you when you weigh yourself because like my wife,
- 1:05:13you know, women like to weigh theirself every day.
- 1:05:15I'm like, you can't weigh yourself every day.
- 1:05:17You pick one day a week. You weigh yourself the same
- 1:05:19exact time once a week, because that's a true, Yep, it's a true
- 1:05:23reflection of, of what work you're doing or not doing.
- 1:05:26Right. So I'm just Sunday morning,
- 1:05:287:00. I'll wean myself when I get up.
- 1:05:30That's it. Where she'll like every other
- 1:05:32day. I'm like, can I stop?
- 1:05:32Especially women, because women carry water different, you know,
- 1:05:36they hold things different. They're not like men.
- 1:05:38They you know, so it's it's like, I can go, we can go walk
- 1:05:41for an hour and I'll burn like 700 calories or should burn like
- 1:05:44400. So I'm like, you just can't,
- 1:05:46right. So it's just that one time a
- 1:05:48week to get your reference and then go from there, at least in
- 1:05:52my world. Yeah, Yeah, That's all true.
- 1:05:56Yeah. Exercise is so vital for me
- 1:05:57today, too. It's just every day I'm moving.
- 1:05:59Every day you develop these habits, guys, and you just The
- 1:06:03thing is, you're never, we're never gonna make it.
- 1:06:07So when I said eight years, I'm still, I mean, it's been 22
- 1:06:11years now for me, sure. And I learned something new
- 1:06:14every month, every year. And I'm not the same guy I was
- 1:06:17last year. I'm a totally different guy
- 1:06:18today. I'm like, I'm doing 75 hard
- 1:06:20right now. I've never done that.
- 1:06:21Oh. Right on.
- 1:06:21I've done that a couple times. That's fun.
- 1:06:23Yeah, it's really, it builds your discipline.
- 1:06:25It's really amazing. So I've been doing it with a
- 1:06:26group of guys right now. Cool.
- 1:06:29It's working well. I'm liking it, but I'm not doing
- 1:06:31it for weight loss per SE. I'm doing it to like body
- 1:06:33composition. Right.
- 1:06:34See, I can. I couldn't do mine for weight
- 1:06:35loss either because I had, I fell into it by accident because
- 1:06:38I was at Orange Theory one day and somebody was talking about
- 1:06:41it and I was listening. I'm like well I read every day
- 1:06:44and I eat insanely healthy as opposed to most Americans and I
- 1:06:50was already doing 2 workouts a day because it my last three 2-3
- 1:06:56years in oratory I would do back-to-back workouts Monday,
- 1:06:58Wednesday and Friday and just do one on Tuesdays, Thursdays.
- 1:07:01But my wife and I were always doing something in the morning
- 1:07:02or at night so I was already working out like 15 * a week.
- 1:07:05I'm like well this is stupid I might as well just do this
- 1:07:08because I'm already doing it right.
- 1:07:10So, but again, my problem tunnel vision, then I ended up
- 1:07:14breaking, I ended up having a stress fracture in my second
- 1:07:17metatars on my right foot because I don't listen to my
- 1:07:19body. I just I just kicked my own ass
- 1:07:22because, you know, I was at my absolute best fitness, which was
- 1:07:28last year before I broke my before we decided to put myself
- 1:07:31in a boot, I was 173 lbs. I had like 8% body fat.
- 1:07:35My BMI, which we've already talked about that skewed I was
- 1:07:3823.1 70 for 72% of my body was muscle.
- 1:07:44You know, then you have the water weight and the fat, but it
- 1:07:47literally I, I miles in under. I did back-to-back miles in
- 1:07:50under 6 minutes as a, as a 53 year old who grew up with asthma
- 1:07:56that moved to Arizona because I was going to die with asthma so
- 1:07:58bad. So my journey was, was from 2015
- 1:08:02and it's still going on, like you said, because when you're,
- 1:08:06when you're a big person and I wasn't anywhere near you, I was
- 1:08:09like I said, 2:40. But the shift and it takes a
- 1:08:12while. Like people don't get how long
- 1:08:15it takes. So that's why I asked that
- 1:08:17question because I mean, £200 a year back-to-back years is
- 1:08:21phenomenal. But that was obviously weight
- 1:08:23that your body was just trying to get rid of to begin with
- 1:08:26because now you kind of struggle.
- 1:08:27So when we, when I got released from my neck surgeon, I started
- 1:08:30Isagenix and, and started Orange theory.
- 1:08:32That was in October of 14. So by January of 15 I was down
- 1:08:37to 166 lbs. But there was no muscle, right?
- 1:08:41I was just, I was just a skinny and my wife hated it because
- 1:08:44there was no definition. So it took 5-6 years
- 1:08:49consistently working out to build the muscle to get to where
- 1:08:53I had a solid foundation. And then you just build on top
- 1:08:55of that. So what you're doing is an
- 1:08:57accurate approach in, in my eyes anyway, 2 living a healthier
- 1:09:02lifestyle and now you're building the muscle.
- 1:09:04So we have to have you back on in a year just to see.
- 1:09:06Yeah. Dude.
- 1:09:08Because I think you're going to be phenomenal in a year if you
- 1:09:10continue working out, adding muscles.
- 1:09:11So then your physique is going to be better.
- 1:09:14The more muscle you add, the healthier you feel, the more
- 1:09:16active you feel, the more energized you feel, the clear
- 1:09:18your mind is. It's, it's a whole encompassing
- 1:09:20thing when you, when you start living a fully, you know, tunnel
- 1:09:25vision towards healthy lifestyle that a lot of people don't get.
- 1:09:29But when you when you do it, it's the end result's fantastic.
- 1:09:33Absolutely. And I'm taking progress.
- 1:09:35You take progress picture every day with 75 hard so you have to
- 1:09:37take a progress picture. So I have those pictures and I
- 1:09:40can just compare those to the future.
- 1:09:42Yeah, so it's good. I appreciate that and anything I
- 1:09:45would just give people advice like if you're listening to this
- 1:09:47and you're sitting there and you're like, man, what do I do?
- 1:09:49How can I'm not a weight lifter about this?
- 1:09:51If you can just do basic things like even just every 5 minutes
- 1:09:54if you want to, or every hour you'd want to walk for 5 minutes
- 1:09:57up and down your hallway. Just stand up for a little bit
- 1:09:59and see if you're sitting down all day.
- 1:10:00Just start somewhere. But if you're already used to
- 1:10:02working out, challenge yourself with something different.
- 1:10:04Do something different. Do like you do like carry stuff
- 1:10:06around your yard or or go for a hike or anything that you could
- 1:10:10do to get something different. Your body adapts.
- 1:10:12So when you have muscle adaption, you're not going to
- 1:10:15burn as many calories, You're not going to have a big
- 1:10:17thermogenic effect from weight loss because your body's used to
- 1:10:20what's happening. So invest in more energy by
- 1:10:22doing some different, different things.
- 1:10:24So I would just say start somewhere and you can make it
- 1:10:27your own thing. Have fun with it a couple times
- 1:10:28a week. Build up from there.
- 1:10:30Keep the end in mind where you want to be and then work on it
- 1:10:33from there. Take some steps.
- 1:10:34That's how I would suggest starting today.
- 1:10:37I like that. Keep the end in mind.
- 1:10:38That's cool. Yeah, you just can't take the
- 1:10:41whole thing in one thought, right?
- 1:10:43That's the key is when I started my recovery, I took it 10
- 1:10:48seconds at a time. That's how addicted I was,
- 1:10:51right? It wasn't minutes, it was
- 1:10:53seconds. That's.
- 1:10:54Amazing though. Yeah, yeah, we had.
- 1:10:56We had one of my friends on the show who's who's a local
- 1:10:59entrepreneur, but he's also huge in the peptides and his dad
- 1:11:02would preach to him inch by inches of cinch.
- 1:11:04Yard by yard is hard, but it's the same concept like you have
- 1:11:08in order to win, to win in your profession.
- 1:11:10I've talked about this before. You got to win the day, so you
- 1:11:13got to have certain amount of hours that are productive for
- 1:11:15you, win the day. Then you got to have at least
- 1:11:16four to seven days a week to win the week.
- 1:11:18And you got to have at least 16 out of 30 days a month to win
- 1:11:21the month, right? You got to have at least the
- 1:11:23majority of the year. So, you know, 8 months or nine
- 1:11:26months out of the year to win the year because everybody's
- 1:11:29going to lapse. Right.
- 1:11:30Well, just like you just laid it out, you lost all your weight,
- 1:11:33but it took you years to get to where you're at today, right?
- 1:11:36You didn't wake up looking like you do today.
- 1:11:38That's not going to happen overnight.
- 1:11:40Justin didn't wake up looking like he does.
- 1:11:42I've been fascinated for the whole time we've been sitting
- 1:11:44here that this guy was £800, right?
- 1:11:47It's just, I'm so happy for you. That's what I, that's what I see
- 1:11:51the whole time I've been looking is how happy I am for you that
- 1:11:54you were able to enjoy life again.
- 1:11:57That's the one thing that I hope for any addict is that they
- 1:12:00overcome it and that they're able to be happy again.
- 1:12:03I love living life. I love waking up every morning
- 1:12:05because the one thing that I always tell people is being an
- 1:12:09addict is you think that you're doing something that's different
- 1:12:13in taboo and oh, I'm getting away with this, but really it's
- 1:12:16Groundhog Day. It's the same day every day when
- 1:12:19I wake up. I don't know what's going to
- 1:12:21happen now because I'm clear. I'm, I'm facing the world head
- 1:12:25on. You know, you don't know what's
- 1:12:26going to happen that day. And that's the fun part about
- 1:12:30it. You know, when you're an addict,
- 1:12:31that scares you to go out into society and have to live and
- 1:12:35face people because you're an addict.
- 1:12:38But that's the part you don't realize.
- 1:12:39That's kind of a catch 22. Yeah, Yeah, it is.
- 1:12:43I just love the concept of of you just said those second by,
- 1:12:46you know, 10 seconds, 10 seconds is yeah, yeah.
- 1:12:50I mean that that's, that's really a way to look at
- 1:12:52everything. I mean, if you're, if you're
- 1:12:55able to get 10 eventually you're able to get 11.
- 1:12:56If you're able to get 11, you're able to get 20 eventually and
- 1:12:59eventually 20 days, eventually 20 years, eventually lifetime.
- 1:13:04Right. And life is perspective for
- 1:13:05everyone, right? It's all in how you look at
- 1:13:07things. Somebody might look at something
- 1:13:09negatively and you look at it and say, well, don't you see
- 1:13:11this? You know, right?
- 1:13:14Yeah, that's good. That's good perspectives,
- 1:13:17everything. So what's the typical day for
- 1:13:19Justin Willoughby now? Man, I'm a beast.
- 1:13:22Tell you what. So I get up, I do I'll have a
- 1:13:27little bit of protein just to keep my muscle cuz I do workout,
- 1:13:30I do do cardio, I do weight. So I have a little protein,
- 1:13:33usually a protein shake. I'll go to the gym within 1/2
- 1:13:36hour waking, hit some red light therapy just for skin
- 1:13:38mitochondrial function. I'll hit the, I'll hit the
- 1:13:42weights for, I'll warm up on a treadmill or something first for
- 1:13:44like 10 minutes, then go to the weights for about 45 minutes to
- 1:13:47an hour, usually hitting two muscle groups.
- 1:13:50So it could be back and chest or it would be biceps and triceps,
- 1:13:55things like that. So I'll do that for a little bit
- 1:13:58and then I'll go to the cardio for an hour.
- 1:14:00I do unless I'm stressed for time.
- 1:14:02I usually do an hour cardio every day at the gym and then
- 1:14:06I'll go home, I'll get a shower, I'll do my thing and then I'll
- 1:14:09have my breakfast, which I have about a 500 calorie breakfast
- 1:14:13and then it's filled with protein.
- 1:14:14It's high in protein, right? I was going to say, but high in
- 1:14:16protein. Yeah.
- 1:14:17Yeah. So that's that's the thing that
- 1:14:19people kind of mis misunderstand sometimes when they're trying to
- 1:14:21get healthy. It's not so much about the it's,
- 1:14:24it's not so much about the low calorie diet, you know, or
- 1:14:27lifestyle. It's.
- 1:14:28What calories you're putting? In exactly.
- 1:14:30Right, exactly. If you took a doughnut, that's
- 1:14:34500 calories. But it's shit.
- 1:14:36But if you take 500 calories of eggs and Turkey sausage, it's
- 1:14:40good healthy protein. Good point, Justin.
- 1:14:43Go on with your day, man. But would I yeah, no, it's good.
- 1:14:47I like your passion behind it. I, I'll go ahead and I'll have
- 1:14:50those like I'll have two or three whole eggs and they'll
- 1:14:52have 1/2 cup of egg whites with that and that would be my
- 1:14:55protein source. Sometimes might have a, a Greek
- 1:14:57yogurt with that just for more protein depending if it's a a
- 1:15:00large muscle group day and I worked them hard, I'll have more
- 1:15:03I might even take if I don't have that much, I might take
- 1:15:05some essential amino acids like perfect aminos or opto aminos
- 1:15:09just to make sure I get enough protein adequately to heal the
- 1:15:11muscle and help it regrow. And then I do like fermented
- 1:15:16foods everyday too, like sauerkraut.
- 1:15:17I'll do that with some cinnamon and a little bit of shot of
- 1:15:20olive oil, extra virgin and then a little bit of honey because
- 1:15:24all that is a really good gut microbiome health bomb, if you
- 1:15:27will. So I'll have that with a fruit
- 1:15:29with my eggs. And so we're at about a 500
- 1:15:31calorie breakfast. I'll go for a little walk after
- 1:15:34breakfast for like 10 minutes just to balance blood sugar.
- 1:15:37And then usually outside in the sun, if it's shining, it's nice.
- 1:15:40Winter time's a little harder, but I do it.
- 1:15:43And then I usually sit. I work I'm, I'm a coach and I'm
- 1:15:46on Zoom calls all day long most of the time or, or doing
- 1:15:49projects on the side with them or recording a podcast,
- 1:15:51whatever, right? Just a lot of time sitting, but
- 1:15:54I'll try the standing desk. I stand up.
- 1:15:56Sometimes I sit, but usually stand.
- 1:15:58I'll have weights or, or things in my room, in my office here
- 1:16:01and I'll start doing some weights for like 30 seconds to a
- 1:16:04minute, you know, whatever. I'll just take like break every
- 1:16:06hour and do something for 5 minutes and then get back to
- 1:16:10work. And and that's and that's super
- 1:16:12important boys and girls because everybody is leaves such a
- 1:16:14sedentary lifestyle, especially when they work and they're
- 1:16:17behind a desk in front of computer.
- 1:16:19I catch myself because I get in the zone.
- 1:16:21My wife says I have ADHD but I'll end up now do something.
- 1:16:24All the sudden 3 hours later, I'm still sitting on my desk.
- 1:16:26He's only known you for an hour and he figured it out, right?
- 1:16:29So, so, but I'm that thing now where I, I, I, I'm going to go
- 1:16:33to my office. I, I do my phone and I, I set it
- 1:16:36for an alarm every hour on the hour.
- 1:16:38So then when it goes off, I just, I'll just walk around the
- 1:16:41office or I'll go outside. We have this weird dog dog run
- 1:16:45type thing in front of our office because it's a unique
- 1:16:47building. But but it's so true.
- 1:16:49You get up and walk around for 10 minutes.
- 1:16:51The difference of how you feel just for that 10 minutes is
- 1:16:55fantastic. Absolutely.
- 1:16:57So very mindful consideration there to think about.
- 1:17:00Even if you don't, even if you're not healthy and you're
- 1:17:03trying to send a get started walk an hour ago, just go for a
- 1:17:07walk. It's that simple.
- 1:17:08Start there and and build off that.
- 1:17:11You don't, you started. By moving what, 12 steps?
- 1:17:14Yeah. 10 to 12 steps exactly. Look at Justin 12 steps.
- 1:17:18When I say one step at a time, we're talking to the living
- 1:17:21example. There you go.
- 1:17:22Back down. Just one step at a time, right
- 1:17:25in one ways right now, which is yeah, once again I'm.
- 1:17:28That's that's all. Happy man.
- 1:17:29Yeah, that was my. Old motto one step I I believe
- 1:17:32in that, but then the rest of the day like I'm I'm eating you
- 1:17:35know I have like a protein bar and maybe maybe like a yogurt.
- 1:17:39I do a lot of protein all day long.
- 1:17:41I'm probably gathering because of my fitness level, because of
- 1:17:44what I'm doing. I'm probably getting about .7
- 1:17:47grams of protein per pound of body weight right now, so
- 1:17:50equals. About so you're making sure your
- 1:17:52protein bars don't have like, yes, things that breakdown into
- 1:17:56sugars. So, yes, I, I'm very careful
- 1:17:59about protein, but I don't, I don't do artificial sweeteners.
- 1:18:01That's junk. It's going to kill you.
- 1:18:02Just get away from that. You know, I just do things with
- 1:18:06like even stevia is questionable, but I do stevia.
- 1:18:09It is. I'll do monk fruit.
- 1:18:10Yeah. So it's a little better, but I,
- 1:18:12you know, but yeah. I do honey instead of sugar and
- 1:18:15sugar honey, honey. Honey's great.
- 1:18:17Yeah, honey's great, honey. I do.
- 1:18:20I do sweeteners like monk fruit. I really enjoy monk fruit
- 1:18:22sweetener. But yeah, I'll I'll probably eat
- 1:18:25about 5 meals a day. And a quick fact for the ladies
- 1:18:28and gentlemen out there is Chris likes to call the boys and girls
- 1:18:31at home and around the world, do not put metal anything in your
- 1:18:36honey or it destroys the properties, the antioxidant
- 1:18:40properties that you're trying. To get shit.
- 1:18:42That's good. That's good.
- 1:18:44Chris Dunham, did you not know this?
- 1:18:45No, I stir my coffee with the metal spoon.
- 1:18:48Stop it, honey. And.
- 1:18:49Buy one of those wooden damn it, you're destroying the
- 1:18:52antioxidant properties of your. Well, that explains so much.
- 1:18:56I just. Learned eating honey.
- 1:18:57On the same thing, yeah, you don't want to overheat honey
- 1:19:00either, because that takes away the antioxidants and
- 1:19:02polyphenols. I don't heat it, I just pour it
- 1:19:03in the coffee, but I. Yeah, well, sometimes you have
- 1:19:05to heat it. Like I buy it by the gallon from
- 1:19:07the guy that I get. Sometimes you got to heat it up
- 1:19:10to get the stuff back together. What are they?
- 1:19:13Called it. It's raw.
- 1:19:15Yeah, it gets it gets weird crystallized crystallize a good.
- 1:19:20So raw local honey, organic raw local honey is always the best.
- 1:19:23Local honey just because of your area you live in is good for
- 1:19:26allergens. But honey is like a super food.
- 1:19:28You can people like you do studies on that.
- 1:19:31What was that? We got one.
- 1:19:32We got one at the corner that sells honey and yesterday he was
- 1:19:35selling honey and watermelon. Oh, nice.
- 1:19:37That's a good combo. That's great.
- 1:19:39Yeah, that's amazing. Let's go.
- 1:19:42Watermelon, it's really good for you.
- 1:19:43Actually, yeah, watermelon is really good for you.
- 1:19:46If you don't know that boy, you know, listeners and viewers,
- 1:19:48check it out. Google Watermelon, it's really
- 1:19:50good for you. Yeah, absolutely.
- 1:19:52Great. It is great for you.
- 1:19:53There's a lot of great foods. Food can be food can be medicine
- 1:19:56for a lot of things. You know, if we just start
- 1:19:58cleaning it up now, get rid of the processed sugars, get rid of
- 1:20:00the the junk, the white flours, that's a great starting point.
- 1:20:03Get rid of the. I mean, that's all you got to
- 1:20:05do. Just start there.
- 1:20:06That's a really. Good baby step, baby step,
- 1:20:08right? You know you're not going to go
- 1:20:09to zero to 60 like some of us addicts do.
- 1:20:13And that's the biggest thing too.
- 1:20:14And then we can wrap this thing up.
- 1:20:16The whole thing is why I don't like diets, right?
- 1:20:17Because they're fads and then they're, they're quick results.
- 1:20:21Now. Ozempic wasn't designed for
- 1:20:24weight loss. It was designed for diabetes.
- 1:20:25It was a byproduct, right? Well, I always like.
- 1:20:27To say everybody reverts back to the mean, right?
- 1:20:30Right, right. So you get you get instant
- 1:20:33results because you're you're shortcutting it.
- 1:20:35You've told yourself I'm going to try this for a while.
- 1:20:37Everybody does the same thing. I'm going to give this a shot.
- 1:20:40However you say it, it's not This is the way I'm going to
- 1:20:42live my life. Exactly.
- 1:20:44To your point in that it has to be a lifestyle change, you have
- 1:20:48to say in your mind from this day forward, I'm not going to do
- 1:20:53this anymore and I am going to do this.
- 1:20:56There's no quick fix. There's.
- 1:20:57No quick fix. And it's hard.
- 1:20:59Not everybody can be somebody like me that stops drinking one
- 1:21:02day and that's it. And I did.
- 1:21:03The same thing I chose not to do certain drugs for the rest of my
- 1:21:07life. I've never done them since
- 1:21:08that's. Amazing.
- 1:21:09So baby step but have support. Reach out to Justin he will
- 1:21:13coach you. He will help you on your weight
- 1:21:15loss healthy lifestyle journey, won't you?
- 1:21:18Been there done that guys. I've been through so much like
- 1:21:21experience screams, right? Yes, I am certified through
- 1:21:25energize health. That's another Ave. you can go,
- 1:21:27but cool. Yeah man, if you just want some
- 1:21:29help and assistance, I'm there. I am there social media.
- 1:21:32You can always contact me, but I have plans that you dream of
- 1:21:37participating in to see the results.
- 1:21:39I've just found it all. It's.
- 1:21:40Amazing. I believe that because you have
- 1:21:41a very good vibe about you, man. I can see why you're successful
- 1:21:44at what you do. You make you made me feel
- 1:21:46comfortable and you're on our show, so that's great.
- 1:21:49I love it. So Justin Willoughby, you can
- 1:21:52find him online, Facebook, Instagram too.
- 1:21:55Yep, Facebook, Instagram, TikTok.
- 1:21:57I'm on all that. YouTube £600 down podcast £600
- 1:22:01down podcast. Burped out of my weight loss
- 1:22:04story so you can listen to that as well.
- 1:22:06Cool. And yeah, if you guys need
- 1:22:07anything, I'm here. Well, huge congratulations to
- 1:22:10you man. So like I said, once again, I'm
- 1:22:12so happy for you, man. Appreciate it guys.
- 1:22:14That's an amazing story. Definitely.
- 1:22:16We'd love to come on your show and and talk more about whatever
- 1:22:18you need to talk about because it's your show.
- 1:22:21But again, check out Justin Willoughby on all the social
- 1:22:23media platforms. YouTube £600.
- 1:22:26My £600 journey. It's £600 down close. £600 down.
- 1:22:30Sorry, I hate when I did that. £600 down.
- 1:22:32Fascinating human. He's done it right.
- 1:22:36And again, we can't champion him enough because he's been there,
- 1:22:39done that. You, you want, you want to learn
- 1:22:41how to do things from somebody that's been there and done that
- 1:22:43because they can relate to every aspect of your struggle and they
- 1:22:47can help you along your journey to change your life.
- 1:22:50That's part of the reason we do this.
- 1:22:51So thank you for coming on and telling your story because I
- 1:22:55think people will get a lot out of, you know, if they're in the
- 1:22:58same position as you. Like Chris said, you are the guy
- 1:23:01to say you can do it because you're looking at somebody who's
- 1:23:05been there. Yeah, that's huge.
- 1:23:08Yeah, and I and I've watched those shows.
- 1:23:10I've watched the, the, the £600 life.
- 1:23:12So is my wife. So I get it then.
- 1:23:13I mean, that's why somewhere because of my questions came
- 1:23:16from because it's one of those things that's like now we're
- 1:23:18talking to somebody that's actually lived that life, you
- 1:23:21know, and on TV, you don't know what's what's, what's really
- 1:23:24real or not or what's what's, you know, written up and
- 1:23:27scripted because you got to have the drama.
- 1:23:29So thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your
- 1:23:32story with us. That was fantastic.
- 1:23:34Love that. I loved your transparency, your
- 1:23:36honesty and you know, your triggers.
- 1:23:39What made you turn? What made you shift?
- 1:23:40That was that's an inspiring story.
- 1:23:43You're a superhuman because of that.
- 1:23:45So no bullshit. We'd love to come on your show.
- 1:23:48We'd love to have you come back in a year.
- 1:23:49Just Tran, you know, look about your journey again, because I
- 1:23:53think in a year you kind of rule, you know, Arnold
- 1:23:55Schwarzenegger going on, you know?
- 1:23:57Little little Hulk Hogan going on.
- 1:23:59God bless his soul. God, God, yeah, somebody's got
- 1:24:01to. Take over for the Hulk.
- 1:24:02That's right. What a terrible run of deaths,
- 1:24:05man. I know this.
- 1:24:06Month this year, right? It's crazy.
- 1:24:09Blew me away. So anyway, without, and then we
- 1:24:11found out that Anne Burell, they actually confirmed it was a
- 1:24:14suicide, which, you know, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 1:24:17They found her unresponsive in her in her brownstone in New
- 1:24:21York with bottles, empty bottles and pills all around her in the
- 1:24:25shower, collapsed. So it was assumed, right?
- 1:24:29But now they they confirmed it yesterday.
- 1:24:31This goes to show you, you never know what people are going
- 1:24:33through. Which is why if you're feeling
- 1:24:36depressed or down, reach out to somebody that you can talk to,
- 1:24:40journal it, you know, scream in your room, whatever you have to
- 1:24:44do. Don't be the person that takes
- 1:24:46your own life because somebody's going to miss you and Somebody
- 1:24:49Loves You whether you know it or not.
- 1:24:50Don't leave a hole in somebody else's heart because you were
- 1:24:52struggling. Reach out, find help.
- 1:24:54Tomorrow is a better day. You'll wake up feeling a lot
- 1:24:56better. So just find your son, find some
- 1:24:59peace today, chill out, relax, be here tomorrow because
- 1:25:02somebody will miss you because somebody does love you even
- 1:25:05though you don't may not realize it or not.
- 1:25:08Mike Michaels, Kristen, Justin Willoughby, the man behind the
- 1:25:11transformation of losing 600 lbs.
- 1:25:14So find him on all the social medias.
- 1:25:16Justin, we totally want to have you back on.
- 1:25:18Thank. You, Yeah.
- 1:25:18Thanks again, man. Thank you guys.
- 1:25:20Fantastic story. My pleasure, thank you so much
- 1:25:23for having me today. Y'all have great.
- 1:25:24Lives, absolutely. We're going to put your links
- 1:25:26and stuff on our page too. So perfect.
- 1:25:29Until next time everybody see you.
- 1:25:30Peace. The place where you will go
- 1:25:47behind your eyes.
- 1:26:06Moment look at you and see you fight the battle.
- 1:26:10That's you for queer. Fight the battle, but you for
- 1:26:16queer. Who is this baby to you?
- 1:26:25Oh yeah, who is this to you? Come down here, we haven't
- 1:27:43bounced all this in the sand. You just bump fighting wait for
- 1:27:49the dead. We're.
- 1:27:51Just going to the. Rabbit and get put in the wind.
- 1:27:53You ain't no creature we're playing smile.
- 1:27:58You just you quit on the almighty day.
- 1:28:03You got to dream. Who in your life to keep us all
- 1:28:08in every man. Take your turn behind your eyes.
- 1:28:16Feel the soul revolution now. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
- 1:28:26yeah, yeah. Take a moment.
- 1:28:29We can see you see him fight the battle in two more clear.
- 1:29:01You gotta, you gotta. You gotta, you gotta, you gotta.