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No-No Square · Life Will Be the Death of Me with Chelsea Handler

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  Speaker 1: Hello everybody. Hi, Hi, you're listening to Dear Chelsea. I'm Chelsea,
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  Speaker 1: and oh oh wait, before we get started, I want
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  Speaker 1: to talk about this book that my friend wrote. Her
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  Speaker 1: name is Shelley to Gilski. I think that's how you
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  Speaker 1: pronounced her last name, but quite honestly, I don't know
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  Speaker 1: if I'm pronouncing it right. Anyway, she wrote this new book,
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  Speaker 1: and I wrote the foreward for the book, and I
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  Speaker 1: just got done reading the book so that I could
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  Speaker 1: write the foreward for the book. And I just have
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  Speaker 1: to say that it's I'm going to have her honest
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  Speaker 1: soon as we can, because this is the person who
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  Speaker 1: for me made meditation cool and made mindfulness cool, and like,
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  Speaker 1: she drinks and she has fun and she laughs and
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  Speaker 1: she's like she's not a serious meditation person. She's like
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  Speaker 1: a fun, vibrant meditation person. And she's the one who
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  Speaker 1: kind of turned me on too, understanding that, oh, there's
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  Speaker 1: more than one group of people who meditate. There's a
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  Speaker 1: whole panoply. So I'm really excited for you guys to
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  Speaker 1: read her book. Be I'll have her on the podcast
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  Speaker 1: soon and we can talk about our friendship. And she's
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  Speaker 1: the one who started the pandemic of love. So this
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  Speaker 1: organization that I've mentioned on this podcast on separate occasions,
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  Speaker 1: and what she does is she matches a donor, and
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  Speaker 1: she matches somebody in need, and she puts you in
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  Speaker 1: touch so somebody will agree to, you know, help you
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  Speaker 1: with your rent for six months and then you have
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  Speaker 1: a direct line of communication with them. And she's helped
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  Speaker 1: give over like fifty four million dollars during this pandemic
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  Speaker 1: of financial transactions between people helping people, And it's so important.
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  Speaker 1: It's all about just community and being there for your community,
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  Speaker 1: and like, how are you going to show up in
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  Speaker 1: your small way to make the small ripple effect in
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  Speaker 1: your small life to have it ripple to bigger, bigger,
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  Speaker 1: bigger ponds, Like how do we all do that? And
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  Speaker 1: it just takes everybody being actively engaged with their community,
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  Speaker 1: with their neighbors, kind of like it was in the
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  Speaker 1: olden days, so that when somebody's falling, you're there to
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  Speaker 1: pick them up, and when you're falling, they're there to
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  Speaker 1: pick you up. So it was really profound and I
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  Speaker 1: was a good reminder for me to read that book.
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  Speaker 1: So it's called Sit Down to Rise Up. I don't
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  Speaker 1: think it's out yet, but it will be coming out.
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  Speaker 1: And if you want to be supportive of Pandemic of Love,
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  Speaker 1: you can go to Pandemic of Love dot com and
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  Speaker 1: sign up, register to be a donor, or register if
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  Speaker 1: you're in need. And on that note, I'm already exhausted
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  Speaker 1: from talking. What do we do now, Brandon? Today's episode
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  Speaker 1: are all about bodies and sets to your favorite topics. Oh, okay,
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  Speaker 1: is about body dysmorphia or not necessarily body morphia, just
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  Speaker 1: about our anatomy? Okay, great, I'm a biologist. Well, and
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  Speaker 1: let's get into the first submission. It comes from Kimberly
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  Speaker 1: from Melbourne, Melbourne, Melbourne, Melbourne, Melbourne, Melbourne. She's thirty eight.
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  Speaker 1: She writes, Dear Chelsea, I'm a thirty eight year old
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  Speaker 1: lesbian from Melbourne, Australia, and I'm thirty eight weeks pregnant.
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  Speaker 1: I'm pretty happy about it, as it took some effort
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  Speaker 1: to get here, but as now I'm considered full term,
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  Speaker 1: I find myself suddenly wondering how it's anatomically possible for
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  Speaker 1: this thing to come out of my huha without causing
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  Speaker 1: some kind of irreparable damage on both my mental and
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  Speaker 1: physical health. Why do women do this? Do you have
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  Speaker 1: any tips or advice on how to prepare for labor
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  Speaker 1: and birth? She came to the right place. I have
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  Speaker 1: any tips on how to prepare for labor. Yeah, don't
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  Speaker 1: get pregnant. It's too late for you. I don't like
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  Speaker 1: when people speak in weeks. As soon as they become pregnant,
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  Speaker 1: they start talking about weeks in pregnant. What about when
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  Speaker 1: they have the baby? And then it's like, I know,
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  Speaker 1: I know, I know, don't It's so annoying. But anyway,
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  Speaker 1: thirty eight weeks is what four into thirty eight is
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  Speaker 1: almost she's eight months pregnant. Okay, eight months pregnant. Well,
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  Speaker 1: the good news is is that people have been having
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  Speaker 1: babies since the beginning of time. So while you may
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  Speaker 1: feel like it's going to cause irreparable damage, I would
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  Speaker 1: argue that you are panicking at the last stage of
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  Speaker 1: your pregnancy, because that's probably what women do to once
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  Speaker 1: they realize that a person is going to come out
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  Speaker 1: of your Pikachu. It is a hard reckoning. It is
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  Speaker 1: hard to think about that. But what you can use
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  Speaker 1: to assuase your fears is the knowledge that this is
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  Speaker 1: happening every day to millions of people. I mean, how
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  Speaker 1: many babies are born a day? Yeah, I look that up.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, you're in a big city with a real
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  Speaker 1: hospital and people who have tons of experience laboring and
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  Speaker 1: delivering babies. So I don't think you have a lot
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  Speaker 1: to worry about except for your personal fears. And I
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  Speaker 1: think you just have to kind of come to Jesus
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  Speaker 1: with the idea that like, this is what becoming a
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  Speaker 1: parent feels like. It's scary, and you're gonna be scared
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  Speaker 1: after the baby is born at certain times. You're gonna
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  Speaker 1: be scared during certain parts of their childhood. But the
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  Speaker 1: important thing is that you're almost done. So that's a
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  Speaker 1: victory in and of itself. And when you are done,
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  Speaker 1: if anything happens to your Pikachu, they can fix that.
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  Speaker 1: You can tell them in advance that you want them
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  Speaker 1: to fix that. What's going to happen to you mentally,
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  Speaker 1: You're going to go through so many different emotions and
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  Speaker 1: hormonal incitements that it's going to be a very, very
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  Speaker 1: probably blurry time being a new mother for the first time.
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  Speaker 1: So how many babies are born every day? Approximately three
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  Speaker 1: hundred according to the u n. That's a hundred and
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  Speaker 1: forty million a year. That's too many. That is too
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  Speaker 1: many people. Wow, that's so scary. A hundred and forty
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  Speaker 1: million people a year are born. It's a lot of
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  Speaker 1: people who shouldn't be having babies. Well, but let's focus
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  Speaker 1: on the fact that this woman is having a baby.
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  Speaker 1: She is and that's that's a glorious decision that you
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  Speaker 1: made your lesbian right, So she you actually worked very
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  Speaker 1: hard to figure this out. So you're in a great
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  Speaker 1: position and you should be enjoying it. And if you
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  Speaker 1: have moments of doubt and insecurity, that's normal. Well, and
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  Speaker 1: I do think again, meditation just too mentally prepare for yeah,
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  Speaker 1: for your integrating with the baby, and prepare yourself emotionally.
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  Speaker 1: That's a great idea. I'm sure there's pregnancy meditations if
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  Speaker 1: you look on Calm or headspace or Chopra, any of
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  Speaker 1: those apps offer all those kinds of meditations. But you
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  Speaker 1: should really start to get real focused on the labor
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  Speaker 1: and delivery and know that you're gonna succeed and prevail
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  Speaker 1: and it's all gonna work out and you're gonna be fine.
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  Speaker 1: Because we're living in the year. So you know the
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  Speaker 1: days of you going to the hospital having a baby
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  Speaker 1: and something terrible happened. You know, that's not the way
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  Speaker 1: we live in society these days. Just harness that strength
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  Speaker 1: that you have. Yeah, you're a mama bear. You're a
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  Speaker 1: mama bear. You gotta be strong for you and your
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  Speaker 1: Oh that's exciting to have a baby if you're someone
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  Speaker 1: other than me, Kimberly. Problem solved. Kimberly, thanks for calling
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  Speaker 1: or writing and and good luck. Send us a picture
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  Speaker 1: of you and your baby. Okay, we're gonna take a
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  Speaker 1: quick break right now and we'll be right back with
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  Speaker 1: more calls and calls and just love. Okay, I think
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  Speaker 1: we need to get her some straight up birthing advice,
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  Speaker 1: since neither of us can do that. Obviously, we're gonna
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  Speaker 1: get my friend Carson Meyer on the phone. So this
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  Speaker 1: is very exciting for me because I know Carson, but
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  Speaker 1: I had no idea she was a dula. And this
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  Speaker 1: is somebody who's going to talk to us about what
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  Speaker 1: actually happens when you give birth. So to the woman
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  Speaker 1: we just spoke to, and to all women out there
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  Speaker 1: who are scared shitless of childbirth, count me in. Carson
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  Speaker 1: is going to help us demystify I guess the entire situation.
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  Speaker 1: Hi Carson, Hi, Oh my god, I love you. You
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  Speaker 1: know what You're just what an adorable? I can't believe
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  Speaker 1: you're a dula. Now I've been a duela for almost
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  Speaker 1: five years, but I didn't even think you were nineteen
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  Speaker 1: years old or how old? Are you? Almost eight? Oh?
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  Speaker 1: My god? Are you back in l A I am.
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  Speaker 1: I'm into Panga, the of the Duels. Oh, that's where
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  Speaker 1: all duelas have to live of capital of the World. Carson,
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  Speaker 1: really quick, can we get and explanate what is a duela?
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  Speaker 1: For people listening who don't know or not familiar with
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  Speaker 1: the profession, what exactly does a duela do? And maybe
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  Speaker 1: how could they find a duel if they are interested. Yeah. So,
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  Speaker 1: as a birth doul, I work with parents through pregnancy, birth,
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  Speaker 1: and postpartum to help inform and educate them on all
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  Speaker 1: of their choices in whatever setting they choose to give birth.
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  Speaker 1: I'm helping to advocate for them, making sure their voices
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  Speaker 1: are being heard, needs are being met, and that they
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  Speaker 1: have all of the information they need to make empowered
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  Speaker 1: decisions through the process. So, okay, So we had to
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  Speaker 1: call her. How would you summarize her. She was very
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  Speaker 1: far along in her pregnancy and it just dawned on
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  Speaker 1: her that she's going to have to birth this child.
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  Speaker 1: It's no longer just going to take up space in
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  Speaker 1: her uterus. It's going to have to come out at
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  Speaker 1: some point. So she needs she needs a little pep talk.
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  Speaker 1: She needs advice and insight on what to expect to
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  Speaker 1: get through it. She's freaking out and can't believe she's
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  Speaker 1: about to give birth. I think just the process itself
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  Speaker 1: is what's so scary to her, Like the idea, which
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  Speaker 1: I think is very relatable, that it's very scary to
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  Speaker 1: think about a human being coming out of your vagina,
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  Speaker 1: what happens to your vagina, the pain that you experience,
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  Speaker 1: and what happens if anything goes wrong, and how you
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  Speaker 1: recover in the short term and probably in the long term.
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  Speaker 1: You know. I saw TikTok video the other day of
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  Speaker 1: a live childbirth, and I was disturbed, to say the
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  Speaker 1: very least. And I just can't imagine something so violent
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  Speaker 1: happening to my Pikachu. Yeah, I hear you. I hear you,
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  Speaker 1: and I think we I feel this way. I felt like,
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  Speaker 1: you know, we had sex, said, right. We were raised
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  Speaker 1: to think get pregnant and die. Right, It's just the
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  Speaker 1: most terrifying thing that can happen. Prefer that scene in
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  Speaker 1: Mean Girls, right, or it's like have sex, get pregnant,
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  Speaker 1: and die. And that's like the extent of our childbirth
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  Speaker 1: education as young women. And so for me, it was
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  Speaker 1: when I saw the business of being born in college
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  Speaker 1: that I was like blown away by seeing depiction of
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  Speaker 1: birth that wasn't just the Hollywood depiction of birth. It
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  Speaker 1: wasn't flailing legs and blood and all these masked men
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  Speaker 1: standing over you. It was powerful and in some cases
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  Speaker 1: even pleasurable and very empowering for these women. And so
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  Speaker 1: I was like, why haven't I seen these depictions of birth?
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  Speaker 1: And where's the class later on in life to say, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we're not scaring you into pregnancy anymore. Here are your choices,
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  Speaker 1: here are your options, here is some let's work through
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  Speaker 1: these fears that we kind of pushed on you for
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  Speaker 1: so many years. Seeing the business of being born was
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  Speaker 1: really eye opening to me. And so I think she
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  Speaker 1: is not alone in that fear. I hear this all
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  Speaker 1: the time, and part of what I do as a
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  Speaker 1: birth duel is help parents work through these fears, demystify
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  Speaker 1: some of the myths that they have been hearing around childbirth,
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  Speaker 1: and then also know how to approach of what can
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  Speaker 1: be a very difficult process and something that is a
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  Speaker 1: huge life transformation. So what does our body naturally do
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  Speaker 1: for us during this process? I think that's what people
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  Speaker 1: have a hard time understanding. How does your vagina open
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  Speaker 1: up big? And then what happens after? I mean that's
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  Speaker 1: my first question obviously, that's but like, how does your
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  Speaker 1: body internally ready you for this experience? Yes, so the
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  Speaker 1: understanding the physiological process of what is happening in the
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  Speaker 1: body during pregnancy and labor and postpartum is unbelievable and incredible,
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  Speaker 1: and for me, it just gives me such a deeper
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  Speaker 1: respect for the female body and nature and how brilliant
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  Speaker 1: the whole process is. What happens in labor is the cervix,
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  Speaker 1: which has remained closed and hard through pregnancy to keep
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  Speaker 1: the baby inside, is starting to soften and open. And
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  Speaker 1: so a process that we say, oh it takes so long, right, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: first time leaver, it can be long, But really, what's
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  Speaker 1: happening in a day or two Your cervix is going
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  Speaker 1: from completely closed to ten centimeters open to allow for
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  Speaker 1: the baby to come out. And this happens through the
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  Speaker 1: contracting of ten centimes. Is that the limit or can
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  Speaker 1: it go beyond that ten centimeters? It just goes to
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  Speaker 1: ten centimes, I bet you some people go to twelve.
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  Speaker 1: Well it does you know? It stretches and allows for
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  Speaker 1: the baby to come through. Um. The cervix is what goes.
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  Speaker 1: It's on the top of the birth canal right, the
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  Speaker 1: vagina so okay, well that's good because I honestly didn't
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  Speaker 1: know that that has to open for the baby to
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  Speaker 1: come into the birth Okay, copy, that keep going. What's
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  Speaker 1: happening in that process the contractions, which is the stimulation
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  Speaker 1: of the uterus that is bringing the baby's head down
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  Speaker 1: onto this cervix and lower into the pelvis. That happens
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  Speaker 1: due to oxytocin. And some people know of oxytocin because
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  Speaker 1: it's this potocin, which is very widely used in UH
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  Speaker 1: labor as a drug, is a synthetic version of oxytocin.
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  Speaker 1: But oxytocin is something we create in our bodies automat
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  Speaker 1: to be confused with oxycotton. People this is a two.
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  Speaker 1: These are two very separate items. They are, but they
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  Speaker 1: also both feel good right a few chemical or hormones,
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  Speaker 1: So oxytocin is known as the love hormone because it's
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  Speaker 1: released in our bodies when we fall in love, when
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  Speaker 1: we have sex or orgasm, when we are with our pets,
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  Speaker 1: when we are in laughing amongst friends. It's what bonds
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  Speaker 1: us to one another and makes us feel good and
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  Speaker 1: like we belong. The highest surge of oxytocin that ever
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  Speaker 1: happens in the body happens in labor, and this is
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  Speaker 1: what is contracting the uterus. So I always say that
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  Speaker 1: you know, feeling good having a dula, how the music,
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  Speaker 1: having support, feeling safe, being in low lighting, having candles right,
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  Speaker 1: the same way the baby comes in is the same
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  Speaker 1: way the baby comes out. Having that oxytocin, and that
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  Speaker 1: feel good is not just a nice experience for your birth,
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  Speaker 1: but it's literally telling your body you are safe, you
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  Speaker 1: are okay to bring baby out into the world. So
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  Speaker 1: I think that's like the proof of how important it
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  Speaker 1: is to work through fear before birth and to approach
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  Speaker 1: it feeling empowered and supported, because when we stop the
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  Speaker 1: flow of oxytocin, we stop the flow of labor. Oxytocin
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  Speaker 1: is also what bonds you to your baby right away.
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  Speaker 1: So when you look into your baby's eyes, when you
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  Speaker 1: have skin to skin, what does oxytocin do. It tells
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  Speaker 1: the uterus to continue contracting, and that's what helps stop
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  Speaker 1: leading postpartum. It's what gets that uterus that has grown
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  Speaker 1: to the size of a watermelon back to size. It's
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  Speaker 1: also what tells your body to produce breast milk. So
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  Speaker 1: it's really this brilliant hormone that is play. Wow. That
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  Speaker 1: is you know what. This is a very helpful explanation
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  Speaker 1: for someone who will never have a baby. You make
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  Speaker 1: it sound beautiful. Now, I'm understanding the draw. If you
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  Speaker 1: do it the right way, it can be beautiful. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and I think there's there's room for for it all.
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  Speaker 1: It's beautiful and it's hard and it's messy, but I do.
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  Speaker 1: My wish for all women who want to have kids
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  Speaker 1: is that they can go into it feeling that and
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  Speaker 1: knowing that feeling good is what's going to serve them. Yeah. Also,
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  Speaker 1: you know my psychiatrist, he has a theory about being born.
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  Speaker 1: Well not it's not his theory but there is a
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  Speaker 1: theory out there, you know, about being born, about being
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  Speaker 1: You're in the womb and it's safe, and it's you're
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  Speaker 1: there for nine months and there's no noise, and and
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  Speaker 1: you're being fed and you don't have to go to
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  Speaker 1: the bathroom. And then you're thrust into fluorescent lighting, spanked
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  Speaker 1: on the ass and having tubes shoved in you, and
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  Speaker 1: all of a sudden you're in the world and you
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  Speaker 1: have to communicate that you're hungry, and you have to
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  Speaker 1: communicate that you have to go to the bathroom, and
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  Speaker 1: that is a trauma in and of itself. Being born
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  Speaker 1: is traumatic, yeah, and I, but I doesn't have to be.
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  Speaker 1: And that's where we've done a big disservice in the
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  Speaker 1: over medicalization of birth. Right. Birth is not a medical event,
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  Speaker 1: and doctors and opis and hospitals are fantastic at dealing
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  Speaker 1: with emergencies, and thank god we have them right, But overall,
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  Speaker 1: we have kind of swung this pendulum for the past
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  Speaker 1: really a hundred years almost two, taking away from this
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  Speaker 1: physiological process and over medicalizing it. And we're learning now
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  Speaker 1: through research and also, as you're saying, right, people who
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  Speaker 1: are working through trauma that's starting from day one, is
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  Speaker 1: that the more we can protect this environment, and that
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  Speaker 1: means home, hospital, wherever you are, and support a gentle
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  Speaker 1: birth for the mother, but also for the baby. Right
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  Speaker 1: being born into dim lights, being born into hearing your
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  Speaker 1: parents voice first, right right or two own skin to
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  Speaker 1: skin with your parents, having that time to adjust to
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  Speaker 1: the outside world, which is big, right. Yes, it's going
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  Speaker 1: to be traumatic at a certain point to just be
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  Speaker 1: human and and function in our our world today, but
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  Speaker 1: protecting that space is so important for establishing healthy breastfeeding.
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  Speaker 1: And then, like you say, I think it's something that
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  Speaker 1: we store in our memory for years. Right. The way
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  Speaker 1: that we perceived the world has a lot to do
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  Speaker 1: with our first moments in it. I'm biased, but I
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  Speaker 1: do think that having a doula is a wonderful way
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  Speaker 1: to prepare for this process. You can find Dulah's through
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  Speaker 1: word of mouth, Instagram, asking around yoga teachers in your
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  Speaker 1: community acupuncturist. I think more and more everybody is learning
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  Speaker 1: about the benefits that are actually evidence space of having
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  Speaker 1: a dula. You can find me online at Carson dash
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  Speaker 1: Meyer dot com and I teach childbirth education classes online
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  Speaker 1: and also have a wonderful community of other recommendations, and
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: I'm happy to send your way. Well, that was very
• 18:03
  Speaker 1: well said. Thank you Carson. Thanks for your time today.
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: It's lovely to see your face as always, and you
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: know what your background looks to me like somewhere I
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: want to be, so just pretend I'm there with you. Okay,
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: Oh I love this. This is great. I mean, who
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: knew I would ever spend as much time talking about childbirth.
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: Now she's going to become a duel. Oh my god,
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: what if I become a duel? Like can you imagine
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: if you got bad to have birth and I'm by
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: your side. Well, let me tell you. You know what
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: helps oxytocin flow is laughter? Yeah, axy tie, you know
• 18:32
  Speaker 1: what helps laughter? Well, we'll talk about that later. I
• 18:35
  Speaker 1: love you, Carson, Thank you so much. And yeah, please
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: reach out to Carson for all of those of you
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: out there in this area that are looking for someone
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: qualified to teach you about all this stuff. It sounds
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: like we found our girl and get support. Don't be
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: afraid to ask for help. Yeah, definitely, Thank you by Carson. Well,
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: that was just delightful. I mean that was delightful. That
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: was the first time that I have paid attention to
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: a conversation about child birth that intricate I. Usually it's
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: almost like math. When people get too into the weeds
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: about childbirth or financial numbers, I tune out, and then
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: I need to take it edible. Well, she gave a
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: great explanation. It still doesn't make it seem like it's
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: going to be great. But if you can get that
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: set up to make it a little bit more enjoyable,
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: I mean more power to you. I'm glad that we
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: don't have a baby. Yes, you will never have a baby.
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: Oh my god, I need to be more enthusiastic for
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: people who are having I feel like I'm such an asshole,
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: but I see you don't have a baby. I see
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: people who are pregnant, and I just think, why, why,
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: why would you do that? When we were traveling, when
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: we were at the airport, that's what Levi had said.
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: He just looked at me, goes, aren't you so fucking
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: glad we don't have to worry about a car seat
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: or a stroller. And you're any of that ship while
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: you're fires are cheer Rio's fucking everywhere driving around in
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: a smelly minivan that has fucking food stuck in yogurt
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: squirts and yogurts, those yogurt fucking squirt things. My sister's
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: cars give me so much anxiety. No one's going to
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: have to get in them, and then when I'm in them,
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: just I want to wipe everything. I know. I know
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: I have the same thing my sisters now, my sister Simone,
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: whose kids are older, so her car is a completely
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: different situation than it used to be when they were
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: growing up. I mean, it was so gross. I remember
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: when I moved to l A. I lived with my
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: aunt Gabby and uncle Terry on Beverly glenn And Boulevard,
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: and they had nine children, and I had to take
• 20:35
  Speaker 1: all nine children to school every day in a minivan,
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: and I listened to Howard Stern to watch that show
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: Actually you as a bus driver, I was such a count.
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: I would fucking scream and yell at them. But I
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: would also take them to Disneyland and go to Magic
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: Mountain if one of them didn't want to go to school.
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: So I was good sometimes, but I basically just had
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: to earn my keep at my aunt's house and my responsibility, yeah,
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: it was to take them to school every day, and
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: I just I fucking hated it. I hated the smell
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: of that van so much. It's like diapers, yogurt and
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: cheerios stuck everywhere. Everything's tacky. Well, tacky isn't the right
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: word for me, Like the every like car seats have
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: TACKI TACKI like sticky or TACKI isn't taste both? Well, No,
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: it's not feeling, because you can't have taste when you're
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: doing that, when you're running around with fucking children. It's
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: not like you have time to be like, oh, I'm
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: gonna this is stylish. You know what else I'm never
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: gonna do is fucking share a hamburger with a child.
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: Have you ever seen that? Like parents who eat things
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: that their children have left there? Yeah, chicken nuggets. That's
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: the only reason I would have kids, so that I
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: could have all the chicken nuggets. Not after they slob no, No,
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: but I will chicken a stricter threshold of what they
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: will allow. I had a friend who's going through a
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: really difficult thing because her daughter is sexually active, and
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: my friend is like freaking out about it, and her
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: daughter is younger than she would hope to be is
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: actually active, but she's having responsible sex. But it was
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: I talked to her this morning and she was a
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: hot mess about it, and I didn't. I just you
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: have a baby, and you have your little pal, and
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: they look up to you and they love you, and
• 22:24
  Speaker 1: they're devoted to you, and they hang on your every word,
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: and then they fucking turn on you. You know, they
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: become adolescents, and I know it's part of them individuating
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: and they have to develop their own identity. But it's
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: really hard to see a mom go through that. What
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: is their communication like regarding this new I think the
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: communication could be better, and we talked about that this morning,
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: and yeah, she just has to handle She has to
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: create some more boundaries because she didn't and so things
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: have gotten a little bit out of control and she
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: just needs to instill those boundaries a little bit more,
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: kind of like having the kid over and then being
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: sexual in the house. She doesn't have to allow that,
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: but it's gotten a little too carried away. And do
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: you think you would handle that as a parent? I
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: feel like there has to be a certain level of
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: acceptance that a parent must have because there's no undoing it.
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: Once this has happened. Once the road is open, there's
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: no turning back. Once you start getting sex, you're gonna
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: want more of it. If it's the right kind of sex,
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: and with somebody that cares about you, you're gonna want
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: more of it. But I don't know how I would
• 23:30
  Speaker 1: handle it. But I I'm trying to What advice did
• 23:33
  Speaker 1: you give her? I said, you know, you have to
• 23:35
  Speaker 1: create boundaries where there are none. You know, you can't
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: take it back. She's not going to stop having sex.
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: She's being responsible, she's not sick, she's not dying. It's
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: not the end of the world. You have to look
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: at the macro instead of the micro. No one wants
• 23:48
  Speaker 1: to hear about their child becoming sexually active. No one.
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: No one wants to hear about that. And I get that.
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: I don't. I was having sex when I was fourteen
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: years old. We also have to remove the shame from
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: sex and the way that people have sex where it
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: has to be so quiet and hidden. Well, if you're
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: in your parents house, it shouldn't be andoous, but even
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: in conversation, the acknowledging it and the acceptance of it,
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: and the education component of being able to have those
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: conversations where what you're doing is not wrong. There's an
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: appropriate way to have sex and to communicate about that
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: with your partner, with your family. But acting as if
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: it's not happening, that doesn't really be no. And I
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: think sometimes people they don't want to say the thing
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: that's going to push the kid away, so they kind
• 24:32
  Speaker 1: of ignore it, and then it comes back to bite
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: them in the ass because the boundaries haven't been created.
• 24:38
  Speaker 1: So the kid keeps pushing and pushing until the parents says, hey, hey,
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: this is not acceptable. Like she has no right to
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: say you can't have sex anymore because that's not going
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: to work, But she has every right to say, this
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: is my house and these are the rules and you
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: have to follow them. Yeah, I mean that seems appropriate.
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: Don't have sex on the kitchen counter. Well, nobody's having
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: sex on the kitchen counter yet. I don't ever want
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: to have sex on a kitchen counter if I ever
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: have sex again. I mean, the way things are going,
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: men are just so repulsive. To give us all an update,
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: what has been going on? Anyone know? I've been writing
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: stand up material. I've been focused on my stand up.
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: That's what I'm fucking focused on I'm not focused on
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: trying to get penetration. Well, we have to wait till
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: this probation time for men is over and when they
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: proved to us that they're done sexually assaulting everybody. Because
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: not all men are bad, but there are enough bad
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: ones that we need to focus on making sure that
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: you guys all step it up a notch. What's next?
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: We don't Our next submission comes from Kelsey. She's Kelsey
• 25:44
  Speaker 1: us with Chelsea out of Nashville. She writes, Dear Chelsea,
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: for basically my entire life, I've only received mediocre dick.
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: I still come, but only to move the process along
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: a bit quicker. How do I manifest good dick without
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: subjecting myself to being in a porn film? How can
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: I know if a guy is good in bed before
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: sleeping with him. I don't want to waste any more
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: of my time. Well that's unfortunate. I'm sorry to hear that, Kelsey. Well,
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: it is depressing, but that's depressing outlook even I don't
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: have that outlook like mediocre dick. First of all, you
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: can't find out how somebody is in bed until you
• 26:18
  Speaker 1: have sex with them, So they're not going to represent.
• 26:20
  Speaker 1: It's not like you can ask somebody are you good
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: in bed? And they're going to tell you. They're all
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: going to say yes, and the ones that are going
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: to say no, you don't want to have sex. It's
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: just this is maybe they're setting reasonable expectations and you
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: should have sex with them, because at least they're not
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: overselling it. I personally believe having sex with someone is
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: a great introduction to find out if there's anything more
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: worth talking about. I think sex should come first because
• 26:45
  Speaker 1: I need to know your body and if we have
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: chemistry and if all of the stuff is working together,
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: and then I can decide if I want to date you.
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: So it's a little backwards for me because I need
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: to know that that's going to be like a good
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: portion of the relationship and that that's going to be
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: where the fun is. Getting to know somebody sexually sounds
• 27:08
  Speaker 1: so boring. Okay, So I'm I'm obviously not a woman,
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: not yet anyway, and I would say reading this that
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: she should be more vocal in what she does or
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: does not like with this part. But but do women
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: feel comfortable in that saying so, say you were meeting
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: up with someone for you know it was a riot date.
• 27:26
  Speaker 1: He came over to have sex. Would you be comfortable
• 27:29
  Speaker 1: in that initial and to actually to tell him like, hey, no,
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: I'm not into this, or hey do this right? Right? Right? Yeah.
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: I think that's a great question because this has come
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: up before. I was talking to Ben Bruno, my trainer
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: got Dynamo. I was talking to him about, you know,
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: women faking orgasms because I said, you know, we fake
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: orgasms all the time, and you guys just like either
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: don't care or don't know. And he's like, we know,
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: And I go, well, then you don't care and you
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: guys are coming and yet we're fake, Like you can't
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: fake an orgasm? How's our guys supposed to fake coming?
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: And he was like, yeah, but we know when you're
• 27:58
  Speaker 1: doing it. I go, but if you know when we're
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: doing it, why are you accepting of that right? Why
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: would you not fulfill us? And on that note, I
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: have had a hard time sometimes being vocal with a
• 28:08
  Speaker 1: guy in bed about what I like, like I will
• 28:10
  Speaker 1: fake an orgasm before I have one to get it
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: over with. I will do that. I have done it,
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: every woman probably has. And for me to be really
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: comfortable with somebody in bed. I have to know them,
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: you know. So I'm not going to have an orgasm
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: the first time. I mean, it'd be great if I did,
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: but it's unlikely and I don't have my hopes up
• 28:29
  Speaker 1: at this point. Well, for someone who is vocal as
• 28:32
  Speaker 1: you are with what you want and need in other aspects,
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: why would you not feel comfortable doing that in the
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: first interaction, Like women need to take that power in
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: their voice back if they're not enjoying sex. And again,
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: I'm not a woman, so it's I understand that I
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: will never know this positioning, but you need to say, like, hey,
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: I'm actually not into this, or I'm I'd actually like
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: to wrap this up, like I'm not enjoying myself. You
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: shouldn't have to just lie there and take it. Well,
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: it's years and years of conditioning where we think that,
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: you know, like even someone like me, who you would
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: argue as wrong minded and strong wills, it's like, no,
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: it's hard to say, listen, if if I don't like something,
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: I have no problem saying that, But I have a
• 29:07
  Speaker 1: problem asking for what I want from someone unless I
• 29:10
  Speaker 1: know them, you know, Like I don't want a stranger
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: to go down on me, I'd rather have sex with them,
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean. If I'm meeting somebody and
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: I'm hooking up, that's too intimate for me. I want
• 29:19
  Speaker 1: to do that other stuff with somebody when I care
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: about them and when I'm into them. So when you
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: created that kind of space and you have chemistry and
• 29:27
  Speaker 1: then there's intimacy, you know, there can't be intimacy right away.
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: So I like sex more in the beginning, and then
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: when you get to know somebody, you can get into
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: other things because that is more intimate in my opinion,
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: but women have It's not our fault that we don't
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: stand up for ourselves more and that we aren't more vocal,
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: but we should all practice doing that, you know, I
• 29:48
  Speaker 1: think that that's the advice for its Just stand strong
• 29:52
  Speaker 1: in your voice and what you want sexually. You can
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: set that expectation up front if you if you know
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: there are things that will or will not turn you on,
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: or things you do or do not like, you shouldn't
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: have to worry about relaying that information now and what
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: you say on your clothing line Kelsey saying, I just
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: don't want to waste my time anymore. It feels like
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: that's a sentence that says you're at the end of
• 30:11
  Speaker 1: your rope and you're at the point where you can
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: say right away, this is what I'm into, and you
• 30:15
  Speaker 1: know what, do it for every fucking woman in your
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: life that you care about, because when you stand up
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: for yourself, you're standing up for all women. Problem solved,
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: Ding ding ding the next one. It's always hard for
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: me to give my thoughts on these very female focused submissions,
• 30:32
  Speaker 1: but it's that's okay, that's what I'm here for, sweetheart,
• 30:34
  Speaker 1: I'm a female. It's hard when I hear women who
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: feel like they just can't um you can't come certainly,
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: but can't vocalize what they're w y, their their needs.
• 30:46
  Speaker 1: It's not even a once like hey, like I need
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: this to be able to be aroused. Like like, guys
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: are just so self centered, they're so self service, but
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: they're not. You know, some guys are really not like that.
• 30:56
  Speaker 1: Some guys are very giving and as soon as you
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: tell them, they all do what you tell them to do.
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: Like yeah, you know, I mean if I've become intimate
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: or if I'm dating somebody after a few times, no problem,
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: no problem saying hey, do this, do that, but right
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: off the bat, it's like, I don't know. It's just
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: like a guy saying, hey, like I don't want him
• 31:13
  Speaker 1: telling me what to do either. You know, that's kind
• 31:16
  Speaker 1: of what chemistry is, being able to feel each other
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: out and wanting to please each other. Have you had
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: like a sexual sleep or cell where it wasn't good
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: the first couple of times and then you're like, oh,
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: I don't think I want to do this again. You
• 31:27
  Speaker 1: do it again and then it became good or maybe
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: like you had gotten to know them better. So you're
• 31:31
  Speaker 1: because you're saying that basically, the sex for you upfront
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: is how you're going to know if there's any any
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: reason to continue that relationship. But has that ever happened
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: where that wasn't the case? Like you you made the mistake.
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: I'm sure. I'm sure there's been. Yeah, but it came background.
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: You're like, oh, I'm glad that I love this go
• 31:48
  Speaker 1: a little longer. Yeah, I think because people are need
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: to get comfortable with each other. People need to find
• 31:53
  Speaker 1: a comfort level. So obviously it gets better the more
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: you get to know somebody. Like I used to have
• 31:58
  Speaker 1: this guy in my twenties that I would call and
• 32:00
  Speaker 1: hook up with when I was drunk at night and
• 32:02
  Speaker 1: I go to his house and he'd called me and
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: we had crazy, crazy, fun sex, but we had nothing
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: in common. We never hung out sober. We tried to
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: one night and it was awful and awkward. Like that
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: was just a sexual relationship and that's all it was.
• 32:16
  Speaker 1: But when you combine the two and you want to
• 32:19
  Speaker 1: have like I mean, I do just kind of want sex,
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: you know, at this point, but I'm also like looking
• 32:25
  Speaker 1: for people that I can spend time with along with
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: the sex. Along with the sex, that would be a bonus.
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: I mean, it's not a given that that's going to happen,
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: but wanting to hang out with somebody helps you become
• 32:38
  Speaker 1: very attractive. So what I like about what you're saying
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: is that you want the not romantic aspect, but the
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: more the more intimate I guess, the lounging and the
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: cuddling to some degree, But after sex, you're also fully
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: on board with them leaving you're like, yes, I don't
• 32:55
  Speaker 1: like you don't need to say yeah, I don't need
• 32:58
  Speaker 1: that in my life right out. That's for somebody that
• 33:01
  Speaker 1: you know, you have a real connection with and on
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: special occasions. I'm just way too independent and I'm I
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: like the way that I sleep with Bert in my arms.
• 33:12
  Speaker 1: You know what would happen to Bert if someone came
• 33:14
  Speaker 1: in like birt to me? Like falling asleep with bird
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: in my arms, with his body and his weight against
• 33:20
  Speaker 1: my chest and his breath on my face is the
• 33:25
  Speaker 1: happiest that I could ever be. Can you imagine that
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: body being squeezed between you? And Bert doesn't like men
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: in that way, and that's lame. I don't want to say, like, oh,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: I don't I like my dog better than men? But
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: I do. Well serves a different purpose. I know it's
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: too bad Burt and I can't just have sex, but
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: I can't do that either. And he's a virgin, hopefully,
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: and I want to keep him that way because I'm
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: an overprotective helicopter parent. Well, now we know how you
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: would parent. There would be no sex in your house.
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: That's our next mission comes from Claire. She's in her
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: thirties from Utah. I love when people right in from Utah.
• 34:02
  Speaker 1: That's like your sweet spot, Utah. I love you, I
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: love I hope their Mormon. She writes, Dear Chelsea, I've
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: been with my husband for fourteen years, Mary twelve. We
• 34:11
  Speaker 1: have two children. Our marriage is beautiful and something that
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: has never been easy, but I definitely appreciate all the
• 34:16
  Speaker 1: opportunities to learn and grow. That is a very healthy
• 34:19
  Speaker 1: outlook on our relationship. Wait say that part again. Our
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: marriage is beautiful and something that has never been easy,
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: but I definitely appreciate all the opportunities to learn and grow.
• 34:29
  Speaker 1: What a stance. Yeah, people don't set you up for
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: that sort of mentality when you're little, so that's nice.
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: My husband and I have always been extremely sexual. We
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: have sex often, and I personally feel like we have
• 34:39
  Speaker 1: more sex than anyone I know. He still turns me
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: on and knows exactly what he is doing. I feel
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: like he would say the same. The problem is he
• 34:48
  Speaker 1: thinks I control our sex life because sometimes I'm too
• 34:50
  Speaker 1: tired or just want to go to bed. So because
• 34:53
  Speaker 1: I say I'm not into it one time out of
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: five nights in a row, he feels like I have control.
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: He'll be upset enough that it will ruin our entire
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: next day. What's the best way to tell him not
• 35:03
  Speaker 1: tonight without offending him? Okay, these are all good questions,
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: and she on the phone. She on a zoom. Oh great,
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: Hi Claire. Hello, Hi, nice to meet you. Nice to
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: meet you. You both are beautiful, so are you? Are you?
• 35:17
  Speaker 1: Thank you? Thank you? Well, this is a circle jerk. Basically,
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: this is one big circle jerk. I love what you're
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: saying about the complexities of your relationship and just kind
• 35:28
  Speaker 1: of accepting all the pain points and knowing that you
• 35:31
  Speaker 1: can redirect those into growth. So that's a really nice
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: outlook on relationships. That's refreshing. Yeah. I mean, the best
• 35:39
  Speaker 1: way is to be positive about it, and I think
• 35:42
  Speaker 1: talking about it it's very taboo from my perspective. But
• 35:47
  Speaker 1: can I ask, because you're from Utah, are you or
• 35:50
  Speaker 1: were you Mormon? I was Mormon. Yeah, okay, well that's
• 35:53
  Speaker 1: your personal decision. Let's talk about your sex life. So
• 35:57
  Speaker 1: how often do you guys have sex? I would say
• 36:00
  Speaker 1: out of the seven days, about five to six times.
• 36:06
  Speaker 1: Maybe it's kind of hard because we always have the
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: planet for nighttime, so but yeah, it's tiring. It's so
• 36:15
  Speaker 1: it's so hard. No, I know, the kids and how
• 36:20
  Speaker 1: how old are you kids? Or and eight? Yeah, that
• 36:24
  Speaker 1: is really tiring. Okay, So no, I know, listen and
• 36:30
  Speaker 1: let me just tell you right now, Claire, that is
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: a lot. I don't know anyone who's having sex that often,
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: anyone that's married, no way. My girlfriends and I ask
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: all of them, on average, they have sex with their husband,
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: especially when there are small children, once a week. Some
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: people are like, oh, yeah, twice a week, but not
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: most people. Most people are like, oh funk, I try
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: and throw them a bone on Sundays, you know. Or
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: my friends are like, oh, you know, I'll try. I mean,
• 36:55
  Speaker 1: half of them fake going to sleep early, and some
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: of them don't have to fake it because they're exhausted.
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: But even my friends who are really into their husbands
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: are not having sex more than twice a week. And
• 37:06
  Speaker 1: I like, full penetration sex is this fooling around, Like
• 37:10
  Speaker 1: what how how are you classifying sex? It's like full on,
• 37:14
  Speaker 1: full on sex sometimes if it's that time of the month.
• 37:18
  Speaker 1: I mean, people do that, that's great. I don't. It
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: doesn't bother me, but like it will just be sometimes
• 37:24
  Speaker 1: like a blow job and then he'll get me off
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: or whatever. It's never like just one side of it.
• 37:31
  Speaker 1: But my husband and I did not have sex after
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: my son was born because of postpartum depression. And all
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: of that. So but before kids, it was like that,
• 37:40
  Speaker 1: but that was back a long time ago, So I
• 37:44
  Speaker 1: don't know. And when you say you kind of deny
• 37:46
  Speaker 1: your husband or you're not in the mood or whatever, like,
• 37:48
  Speaker 1: how does that go down? What happens? I don't know.
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: It sounds kind of weird because we're older, but or like,
• 37:56
  Speaker 1: I'm in my thirties, but I'm like texting him. I'll
• 37:58
  Speaker 1: text him and say, you know, I'm just I'm really tired.
• 38:02
  Speaker 1: Can we, you know, do it tomorrow or whatever? Just
• 38:04
  Speaker 1: because of the day or I've had about day. Can
• 38:07
  Speaker 1: we can we do it tomorrow? And then he'll he'll
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: either like text back and um, he'll say sure or
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: like a one word a dancer or whatever because he's
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: not he's not happy, and then he'll just go straight
• 38:18
  Speaker 1: to bed and be mad. You can just tell that
• 38:21
  Speaker 1: he's upset. Thing, Yeah, his egos is hurting. And are
• 38:25
  Speaker 1: most of your interactions are they I understand with kids
• 38:28
  Speaker 1: that there does have to be some sort of planning,
• 38:30
  Speaker 1: but are any of these spontaneous? If you're texting to
• 38:32
  Speaker 1: kind of set up or set the expectation that's not
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: happening tonight, It seems like it's very structured. Yes, very
• 38:39
  Speaker 1: it has to be structured. So and is that just
• 38:42
  Speaker 1: because of the kids. Yeah, yeah, because I feel like
• 38:46
  Speaker 1: kids are always around, and so I don't want to
• 38:48
  Speaker 1: like just say it out loud, like hey, you want
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: to you wanna go bone? You know, I don't know,
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: it's just weird. And so we'll we'll text a lot
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: of the time, and so it is planned out, and
• 38:58
  Speaker 1: he he has shownrustration with that just because he's like,
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: I want it spontaneous, and you know, every once in
• 39:04
  Speaker 1: a while we'll do that, but it's very very rare.
• 39:07
  Speaker 1: It's always planned and I don't like it either, but
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: I don't I don't know what else to do. Yeah.
• 39:11
  Speaker 1: I think the first thing is that you you need
• 39:13
  Speaker 1: to communicate directly. Texting is not not You're married, so
• 39:17
  Speaker 1: you don't need to be texting him about sex. And
• 39:20
  Speaker 1: I think he might bear the bad news of not
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: getting laid every single night a little bit better when
• 39:26
  Speaker 1: you're holding his hand and just kind of treating him
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: like a baby, because that's how he's acting. He shouldn't
• 39:33
  Speaker 1: be mad that you don't want to have sex with him,
• 39:36
  Speaker 1: but he's obviously his ego is bruised, and that's all
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: he's able to focus on. So you kind of have
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: to treat him with kid gloves around this issue, you know,
• 39:45
  Speaker 1: and you kind of have to cajole him into understanding
• 39:48
  Speaker 1: that's not the right word, but hold his hand and
• 39:51
  Speaker 1: understanding like this is there's no loss of love, there's
• 39:54
  Speaker 1: This doesn't mean you're not attracted to him. It's totally
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: understandable that you have a feign an eight year old.
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: And if you can say these things while you're holding
• 40:01
  Speaker 1: his hand, or while you give him a kiss or
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: you're hugging him, I think it will have a much
• 40:06
  Speaker 1: different impact than you're texting him that you're not in
• 40:08
  Speaker 1: the mood. Yeah, I do. You are completely right. Texting
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: is just a very sterile response to a very intimate act.
• 40:15
  Speaker 1: So if if that's the way you're communicating this, it
• 40:18
  Speaker 1: could seem not that you are disregarding it, but maybe
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: that you are not as interested in the intimacy aspect
• 40:27
  Speaker 1: of the act. And so even by having like some
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: some silent cues, you know, little things that after this
• 40:34
  Speaker 1: long tether, you guys should be able to read one
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: another where you can give him a look or some
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: sort of signal. Everything is through the phone now, so
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: even being able to look at him across the room
• 40:44
  Speaker 1: so he knows like, oh, she's interested. I think would
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: do you guys a great service because again, it just
• 40:49
  Speaker 1: kind of forces communication in a different way that then
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: maybe it does feel more spontaneous again, even if it's
• 40:56
  Speaker 1: you know, you have certain windows of opportunity where it's
• 40:59
  Speaker 1: not as struck shirt and set up like an appointment
• 41:02
  Speaker 1: might help. Yeah, I think I think there's probably room
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: for spontaneity in your life, even though you do have
• 41:08
  Speaker 1: a four and an eight year old, right, I mean,
• 41:10
  Speaker 1: does the eight year old have play dates? Do they?
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: Are they ever out of the house? Yeah? Usually, Like
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: everybody has been going through this, but COVID has made
• 41:19
  Speaker 1: it really difficult because he is he's a he stays
• 41:25
  Speaker 1: at home and works and then I'm now working from
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: home and so we're always together. But now they're you know,
• 41:30
  Speaker 1: things are going back to normal, so we're able to
• 41:32
  Speaker 1: be alone every now and then. So and you do
• 41:35
  Speaker 1: like having sex with your husband when you do, right, Okay,
• 41:38
  Speaker 1: that's good to know because you're not a sex slave.
• 41:41
  Speaker 1: He can't treat you like that. You're not obligated to
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: have sex with him every single night. But I don't
• 41:46
  Speaker 1: think that he deserves any sort of ire or anger
• 41:49
  Speaker 1: because he's clearly operating out of ego and he just
• 41:51
  Speaker 1: has his he he feelings hurt. You know, that's it
• 41:54
  Speaker 1: sounds like. But you know, she also said something interesting
• 41:57
  Speaker 1: earlier that if the option is not available for penetration,
• 42:01
  Speaker 1: that if there's another sort of sexual act, that he
• 42:03
  Speaker 1: takes care of her. And this is something we actually
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: have just spoken about, Claire, that there needs to be
• 42:07
  Speaker 1: an equitable exchange with men and women to make a
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: man needs to make sure that the woman also feels
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: fulfilled sexually. So it seems like your husband is doing that,
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: that that's a priority to him. If if sex is
• 42:18
  Speaker 1: not an option and you know there's oral sex and available,
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: that he does take care of you, So it seems
• 42:24
  Speaker 1: like he wants to make sure that you feel good
• 42:27
  Speaker 1: in that act as well. Right, Oh yeah, yeah, um.
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: And that also I think over time just being married,
• 42:34
  Speaker 1: we've learned a lot because at the first of our
• 42:36
  Speaker 1: relationship that's not how it was, but we've definitely talked
• 42:40
  Speaker 1: and communicated and it's you know, it's not fair for
• 42:43
  Speaker 1: one just to do and I know that a lot
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: of women go through that where they are just like,
• 42:49
  Speaker 1: you know, yes, and then a guy just like goes
• 42:53
  Speaker 1: and you know, just I just don't like. Well, I
• 42:55
  Speaker 1: think if you can, I think if you've been able
• 42:57
  Speaker 1: to talk through those things, this should be an easy
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: conversation ation to have because you need to vocalize. And again,
• 43:03
  Speaker 1: this is something I have all sisters and I talked
• 43:05
  Speaker 1: about this a lot. Is women need to stand like
• 43:08
  Speaker 1: in their power and have a voice and they need
• 43:11
  Speaker 1: to be heard. So if that means you need to
• 43:13
  Speaker 1: have a sit down with him like, hey, I'm feeling
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: like a utility to you when I'm not in the
• 43:19
  Speaker 1: mood for sex, like I do also have to be
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: in the mood for this where partners in this. If
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: I'm not in the mood like, I don't need you
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: getting upset or taking it personally like sometimes it is
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: about me, it is not about you. And if you've
• 43:30
  Speaker 1: been able to communicate all these other things, and for
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: a lot of people like that's the hardest thing is
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: communicating what you are into sexually or not into. So
• 43:37
  Speaker 1: just positioning it to him in person that hey, like
• 43:41
  Speaker 1: this is how you're making me feel like I want
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: sex to make us feel this way. I don't want
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: it to feel like a burden. And if I'm not
• 43:48
  Speaker 1: ready for it or in the mood for it, I
• 43:50
  Speaker 1: don't want to feel like there's always going to be
• 43:52
  Speaker 1: negative repercussion. Yeah, because that's really unfair of him to
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: be in a bad mood the whole next day. You're
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: a mother, you have two children. It's a lot different
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: being a mother than it is being a father, and
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: you know, maybe he needs to understand that a little
• 44:04
  Speaker 1: bit more too. That might be something you want to communicate.
• 44:07
  Speaker 1: It's a lot more trying on women than it is
• 44:09
  Speaker 1: on men to be a mother. There's a maternal thing
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: going on that they don't even know about, So that's exhausting.
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: You know, every care or every worry that your child
• 44:18
  Speaker 1: experiences is yours because of their maternal instinct, and men
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: don't seem to understand that. So it's a lot to ask,
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: you know, six nights a week, but you're you're definitely
• 44:28
  Speaker 1: doing it way more than the average person. I'm sure
• 44:30
  Speaker 1: there's a lot of exceptions out there, but you're doing
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: it way more than the average couple. From I, I
• 44:36
  Speaker 1: have tons of girlfriends and we talked about this ship
• 44:37
  Speaker 1: all the time, so you're definitely sexually active enough for
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: him to be pleased. I mean, having sex more than
• 44:44
  Speaker 1: once a week is a gift for any married man
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: with small children. Okay, do you feel like you have
• 44:50
  Speaker 1: the conversation set up in your head? Oh? Yeah, it's
• 44:54
  Speaker 1: he's a capgorn and I'm an aries and so I'm
• 44:57
  Speaker 1: very outspoken and you know, like it doesn't bother me
• 45:01
  Speaker 1: to talk about it, but it's more of like the
• 45:03
  Speaker 1: private you know, he doesn't want to. I don't know,
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: he has a hard time just even announcing that he
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: does anything Like this whole thing even is like hard
• 45:13
  Speaker 1: for him because he just doesn't like it to be
• 45:16
  Speaker 1: talked about. And I'm like, I talk about it, you know,
• 45:18
  Speaker 1: I've talked about with my friends before, and it's just,
• 45:22
  Speaker 1: I don't know, not easier for me. So I know
• 45:24
  Speaker 1: I can talk to him about it. And maybe you know,
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: we were talking about doing therapy for a marriage anyways,
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: just because it would help drastically in anybody's marriage. So
• 45:35
  Speaker 1: I think that will probably be our next step. I
• 45:38
  Speaker 1: just wanted to do there are people for and then
• 45:41
  Speaker 1: do marriage, So I done that. Now marriage is the
• 45:45
  Speaker 1: next part. Yeah, if you can afford counseling, then you
• 45:48
  Speaker 1: should definitely do that. Therapy is never going to be
• 45:50
  Speaker 1: a bad move, you know, even if you find you know,
• 45:53
  Speaker 1: if it takes a couple of therapists, you get the
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: right one like that is a great investment into your
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: marriage and into your future. So definitely do at. And also,
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: you know, with men, when you're saying he doesn't like
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: to express himself in that way or discuss these kinds
• 46:06
  Speaker 1: of you know, maybe taboo things, he thinks of them
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: as taboo. You know. Really physical touch while you're having
• 46:12
  Speaker 1: those conversations has a big impact on people like that,
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: so that they're constantly being reassured. You know, you kind
• 46:19
  Speaker 1: of maybe have to look at it. I know, you
• 46:20
  Speaker 1: don't want to think of him as your child, because
• 46:22
  Speaker 1: that's not hot at all, But men can act like that,
• 46:26
  Speaker 1: you know, and they needed sometimes to be treated like
• 46:28
  Speaker 1: little kids because for all the reasons that, yeah, they
• 46:32
  Speaker 1: have that temperament. So as loving as you can be
• 46:35
  Speaker 1: while you're giving him the news that you're not up
• 46:38
  Speaker 1: for it every night, and that it would be a
• 46:40
  Speaker 1: lot easier on you if you didn't have to deal
• 46:42
  Speaker 1: with him sulking about it. You know, that's taking away
• 46:46
  Speaker 1: from your parenting, that's taking away from your work, and
• 46:48
  Speaker 1: that's taking away from your marriage. Clara. I also want
• 46:50
  Speaker 1: to give you one other thing. I just realized, I
• 46:52
  Speaker 1: did you just call her Clara Claire. I realized I
• 46:57
  Speaker 1: just had this conversation with one of my best friends.
• 46:59
  Speaker 1: And something that she did that seemed to be really
• 47:02
  Speaker 1: effective was instead of waiting until after the fact, she
• 47:06
  Speaker 1: would address it right in that moment about how he
• 47:08
  Speaker 1: was making her feel or if he did something that
• 47:11
  Speaker 1: she really liked it and and made her feel good in
• 47:13
  Speaker 1: terms of like the setup that you know, he was
• 47:15
  Speaker 1: rubbing her feet on the couch before they started to
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: full around and the kids were in their bedroom, so
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: it was again a little bit more spontaneous for a parent,
• 47:21
  Speaker 1: like oh my god, we're in the middle of the
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: living room, like anyone could walk out. But she got
• 47:26
  Speaker 1: in the habit of telling him those things immediately so
• 47:28
  Speaker 1: he didn't have to try and reflect back on what
• 47:30
  Speaker 1: you were referencing. And it's really helped them so in
• 47:32
  Speaker 1: the in the times where she's like, Hey, I've been
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: here all day with four kids, like I need to
• 47:37
  Speaker 1: get out you're making me feel like I'm not being
• 47:39
  Speaker 1: heard or being seen when she would do it right then,
• 47:42
  Speaker 1: even though it was a little bit more uncomfortable, he
• 47:43
  Speaker 1: really started to internalize that more like, Oh, I now
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: I am very aware of how she's feeling in this moment,
• 47:49
  Speaker 1: and so he could change his behavior and he has,
• 47:51
  Speaker 1: so I maybe give that a try as well as
• 47:54
  Speaker 1: don't wait to give him that feedback, tell him like, hey,
• 47:57
  Speaker 1: right now, you're making me feel very small that this
• 48:00
  Speaker 1: is I'm just being used for this thing, and I
• 48:03
  Speaker 1: don't want to feel that way, So like, how can
• 48:04
  Speaker 1: we adjust? Yeah, there should be no punitiveness or punitivity,
• 48:09
  Speaker 1: punitive punish Yeah, I don't know the right sense of
• 48:14
  Speaker 1: what I'm trying to say, but you know it shouldn't
• 48:15
  Speaker 1: be punitive, like you denying him sex should not be
• 48:18
  Speaker 1: like then you get punished. That's not acceptable, right, you know,
• 48:22
  Speaker 1: you are really right. I've not ever thought about it
• 48:24
  Speaker 1: in that way, but you nailed it. Because a lot
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: of the times, like you said, when you talk about
• 48:30
  Speaker 1: something that happened earlier, they're like, I have no idea
• 48:33
  Speaker 1: what you're even talking about, Like I don't remember this
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: happening or whatever. Are very dense. Men are very dense.
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: Another word for that is dumb. Dumb. Yeah, so you
• 48:43
  Speaker 1: do have to treat them a little bit differently. I
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: love it. I love it because both of you just
• 48:48
  Speaker 1: like say it from your heart too. So I love that. Well,
• 48:51
  Speaker 1: we want you to thrive, We want you to have
• 48:53
  Speaker 1: good things in life and love and happiness and all
• 48:56
  Speaker 1: that stuff. So and we would like to know what happened,
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: So please keep us posted, report back, and let us
• 49:00
  Speaker 1: know how that conversation went. Okay, sounds great. Thanks, Another
• 49:08
  Speaker 1: problem solved, Brandon, she was really sweet. I felt at
• 49:12
  Speaker 1: the beginning like she was almost slightly depressed, but then
• 49:16
  Speaker 1: as she's talked, I just realized she's just lower energy.
• 49:19
  Speaker 1: That's her. You know. I think these conversations, even though
• 49:21
  Speaker 1: when people want to have them, it's like where to begin.
• 49:23
  Speaker 1: I know how I would have them. And with strangers,
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: it's very courageous for people. Anyone listening, if you've been
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: a caller or going to write in, it's very courageous
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: to do that. And now strangers for advice on ship
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: we may know nothing about, but it's just important to
• 49:37
  Speaker 1: get that conversation started. Like, take value in yourself and
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: have the confidence to ask question whatever it is and
• 49:42
  Speaker 1: at all. So I just read this book I was
• 49:44
  Speaker 1: talking about, you know how the how the first step
• 49:46
  Speaker 1: is so important. You know, when you have something ahead
• 49:49
  Speaker 1: of you and it feels almost insurmountable, and people vacillate
• 49:53
  Speaker 1: about what they're gonna say and when they're going to
• 49:55
  Speaker 1: say it, or there what's the thing where you wait
• 49:57
  Speaker 1: until the last minute? Um, procrastin, ecrastinate, that's a that's
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: the word. I think it's so important to just take
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: that first step because all the other steps become easier
• 50:07
  Speaker 1: once you take the first one. I'm reading a book
• 50:09
  Speaker 1: about that as well. What's your book called. It's called
• 50:11
  Speaker 1: Dream First, Details Later. It's by Ellen Marie Bennett, and
• 50:14
  Speaker 1: it's basically just about taking the first step that you
• 50:17
  Speaker 1: there's no sent in overplanning anything because it's all going
• 50:20
  Speaker 1: to be trial and error. You just have to put
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: that thought out there, yes, for that act, Yeah, you
• 50:25
  Speaker 1: have to put it out there, and and things that
• 50:27
  Speaker 1: seem like, oh how am I ever going to get
• 50:29
  Speaker 1: this done? It's like you take the first step and
• 50:32
  Speaker 1: getting it done. It tends to have a domino effect,
• 50:34
  Speaker 1: and you know, once it's in motion, Yeah, once you
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: set something in motion, it becomes much easier. So that's
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: a good piece of advice for everybody really when they're
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: whether it's about sex or anything else. You know. I
• 50:45
  Speaker 1: was just starting to write my stand up remember, and
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: I was like, I can't sit down and write. I
• 50:49
  Speaker 1: can't sit down and write. I can't And just because
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: I have a deadline, I just sat down and you know,
• 50:53
  Speaker 1: took that first step and then it started to flow.
• 50:56
  Speaker 1: So it is about once you made that choice. Yeah,
• 50:59
  Speaker 1: it is about the choice that you make. That's exactly right.
• 51:02
  Speaker 1: There's actually a really great quote in the book I'm reading,
• 51:05
  Speaker 1: whatever has happened to you in life, whatever hardship, whatever pain,
• 51:09
  Speaker 1: they pale in comparison to the power you have to
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: choose what to do. Now, that's really nice. That was
• 51:15
  Speaker 1: from a book it's called Effortless by Greg McEwen. He
• 51:18
  Speaker 1: had written that book Essentialism that I really like that. Yeah,
• 51:22
  Speaker 1: and I don't like this book as much there it
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: feels more business focused. You don't have that since you're
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: such a business gal. I know, don't say gal's sweetheart.
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: I'm not a gal. I'm a girl or a woman.
• 51:34
  Speaker 1: But anyway, yeah, he writes in this there's there's some
• 51:37
  Speaker 1: good things in this book. But I just I don't
• 51:39
  Speaker 1: know if I can give a full throated endorsement. Well,
• 51:42
  Speaker 1: why don't you let us know when you get through it?
• 51:43
  Speaker 1: Well I did I finish. Yeah, it looks like it's
• 51:46
  Speaker 1: I read it on the plane in the middle. Really No,
• 51:49
  Speaker 1: I just I just, oh, I'm earmarked this another great quote.
• 51:53
  Speaker 1: When you focus on what you lack, you lose what
• 51:55
  Speaker 1: you have. When you focus on what you have, you
• 51:58
  Speaker 1: get what you lack. I mean that's pretty basic, but
• 52:01
  Speaker 1: I liked it anyway because some people just really need
• 52:03
  Speaker 1: a basic reminder and that's easy to remember. Yeah, that's
• 52:07
  Speaker 1: the good thing about always switching your thought. Like if
• 52:09
  Speaker 1: you have a negative thought and you go, oh, no,
• 52:11
  Speaker 1: I got to think of something I'm grateful for that
• 52:13
  Speaker 1: habit gets gets easy and and becomes a habit very quickly.
• 52:17
  Speaker 1: I speak from experience. So that's a good You know
• 52:20
  Speaker 1: you are in control of your destiny in that sense.
• 52:23
  Speaker 1: I know a lot of people think that destiny is
• 52:24
  Speaker 1: in control of them, but I like to think that
• 52:26
  Speaker 1: we have something to say about it. I think it's
• 52:28
  Speaker 1: a path that you can dictate, Like there may be
• 52:31
  Speaker 1: an over arching theme. But you have people have control. Yeah,
• 52:35
  Speaker 1: you do have control over your life, and you also
• 52:37
  Speaker 1: have Yeah, it's the power of your conviction and the Yeah,
• 52:41
  Speaker 1: we need to empower everybody. Everyone needs to be emboldened
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: and empowered to say yes, no, thank you, sir, get
• 52:48
  Speaker 1: out of me. Well, and so in this book she
• 52:50
  Speaker 1: talks about it in terms of kind of like your
• 52:52
  Speaker 1: own personal piggy bank, where when you make a choice
• 52:55
  Speaker 1: that makes you uncomfortable, but you do it regardless, you're
• 52:58
  Speaker 1: investing yourself. And that's like your com it in spank.
• 53:00
  Speaker 1: So every time you do that, doesn't matter how small
• 53:02
  Speaker 1: it is, trying something new on the menu that you
• 53:05
  Speaker 1: may not necessarily gravitate towards an interaction with someone like
• 53:08
  Speaker 1: you are reinvesting that into yourself and building up your
• 53:11
  Speaker 1: own confidence. So if you just make that effort on
• 53:14
  Speaker 1: a daily basis to make choices that might make you
• 53:16
  Speaker 1: a little uncomfortable, when the big one comes, you're going
• 53:19
  Speaker 1: to feel able in a way that you may not otherwise,
• 53:22
  Speaker 1: just on you know, your daily choices. Yeah, right, you
• 53:25
  Speaker 1: feel a little bit more competent when you have a
• 53:27
  Speaker 1: pattern of making decisions. Well, I would like to know
• 53:29
  Speaker 1: what happens with her, so hopefully clear. Six nights a
• 53:32
  Speaker 1: week to have sex is a lot, like I don't
• 53:34
  Speaker 1: even want to do that, and I'm single and horny,
• 53:37
  Speaker 1: like I don't want to have sex six nights a week.
• 53:39
  Speaker 1: That's just un reasonable. I mean, no, wonder it is
• 53:42
  Speaker 1: unenjoyable to some degree, Like that's like if you maybe,
• 53:46
  Speaker 1: if you're on vacation, maybe maybe, but probably not for me.
• 53:51
  Speaker 1: Our next sumission comes from Nancy. She's in her forties.
• 53:53
  Speaker 1: She writes, from one big breasted gal to another, what's
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: your favorite brand of bra to hold these girls up?
• 53:59
  Speaker 1: I don't even to know what kind of bra this is, Brandon,
• 54:02
  Speaker 1: Can you see the label? I changed bras all the
• 54:06
  Speaker 1: time because I go through phases where I like the
• 54:08
  Speaker 1: way certain one looks, and then I liked to minimize
• 54:13
  Speaker 1: how do you spell it? And A T O R. I.
• 54:16
  Speaker 1: So I like this bra because it keeps my breasts
• 54:18
  Speaker 1: up and bouncy, like it's not. I used to wear
• 54:22
  Speaker 1: bras that would minimize my boobs so that they look smaller,
• 54:26
  Speaker 1: and but they end up cutting you in different weird
• 54:29
  Speaker 1: places and then you have little like cleavage coming out
• 54:32
  Speaker 1: of your bras. That isn't cute, and then you boobs
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: can look pointy. So this is a round bra and
• 54:38
  Speaker 1: it's a padded it's not it's got a very thin lining.
• 54:43
  Speaker 1: It's not padded because I don't need padding obviously. And yes,
• 54:47
  Speaker 1: there's got to be underwire, because yes, I mean we're
• 54:50
  Speaker 1: not teenagers. But this is my favorite bra. And then
• 54:53
  Speaker 1: do you remember the brand, the one that I sent
• 54:55
  Speaker 1: Sarah Silverman A bunch of the brand? Oh, Chantarelle, Chantel.
• 55:01
  Speaker 1: I think it's Chantrell. I think our mushrooms. Oh, so
• 55:05
  Speaker 1: that's the minimizer bra that I used that makes your
• 55:08
  Speaker 1: breasts like more contained, if that's what you're looking for.
• 55:12
  Speaker 1: But I'm a thirty four D. I think, Brandon, what
• 55:15
  Speaker 1: am I doing? Double D? I don't know. They're big,
• 55:17
  Speaker 1: but they're not gargantuan. Yeah, so I hope that helps
• 55:23
  Speaker 1: uh be good? I know, brad shopping is such a
• 55:24
  Speaker 1: fucking pain in the ask. And the other thing about
• 55:26
  Speaker 1: bras is is sometimes you can put on a bra
• 55:29
  Speaker 1: and it looks and feels great, and then twenty minutes
• 55:31
  Speaker 1: later it looks like you're wearing two pancakes on your chest.
• 55:34
  Speaker 1: Once it wears in, you have to test out a
• 55:37
  Speaker 1: bra for an entire day to give you those like
• 55:40
  Speaker 1: conical breasts. Yeah, you had one of those. I will
• 55:43
  Speaker 1: never forget it. You put a dress on and I
• 55:45
  Speaker 1: can't remember actually you put it on. You're just like,
• 55:48
  Speaker 1: why do my breasts look so cony? Yeah, like forties
• 55:53
  Speaker 1: breasts where they used to wear those bras. I didn't
• 55:55
  Speaker 1: know it could make that shape. So the bra that
• 55:57
  Speaker 1: I used to wear, I did that, but it's like,
• 55:59
  Speaker 1: you know what, and then it gives me that under
• 56:00
  Speaker 1: armed fat Like this, The best thing to do is
• 56:03
  Speaker 1: just to hold your breasts. The bra should just hold
• 56:05
  Speaker 1: your breasts and not cut any of your skin off,
• 56:07
  Speaker 1: which is hard and that it requires doing a lot
• 56:10
  Speaker 1: of bra fittings. But if you go to one of
• 56:12
  Speaker 1: those specialty stores, they usually those women they're like bra
• 56:15
  Speaker 1: specialty stores usually know what they're talking about. Do your
• 56:17
  Speaker 1: favorite sports bra brand? I don't know what my favorite
• 56:21
  Speaker 1: sports bra is. I do love wearing sports bras, though,
• 56:24
  Speaker 1: because that really keeps everything in check and nice and rounded,
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: because then you're I mean, I wear like Nike, Adidas,
• 56:30
  Speaker 1: all those and then there's that what's up in Texas
• 56:33
  Speaker 1: that I like that girl from Austin Outdoor Voices. They
• 56:37
  Speaker 1: have good bras. Well, you did it one time a
• 56:40
  Speaker 1: Lulu Lemon because the straps were hardier. Yeah, Lemon always
• 56:46
  Speaker 1: has good stuff. Yeah, they have good stuff for it's
• 56:48
  Speaker 1: just a matter of like where you carry your fat, right,
• 56:51
  Speaker 1: if you carry it under your arms and like side boob,
• 56:53
  Speaker 1: all of that is an issue. So you really have
• 56:55
  Speaker 1: to like it's curated. Each person needs to like get
• 56:58
  Speaker 1: their own bespoke brasitch suation going, I'm so glad I
• 57:02
  Speaker 1: don't have boobs. Well, sweetheart, if you keep working out
• 57:05
  Speaker 1: at the pace you're working out, you're gonna outpace me.
• 57:08
  Speaker 1: Then I can borrow one of your bras. I don't
• 57:11
  Speaker 1: know what the bra question had to do with the sex. Oh,
• 57:13
  Speaker 1: these are body carts and I should just send her
• 57:17
  Speaker 1: a couple of bras. What size is she? Nancy? Nancy.
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: We'll get in touch with Nancy. We'll find out and
• 57:22
  Speaker 1: we'll send some bra options. Okay, we are going to
• 57:25
  Speaker 1: take a break right now, so I can go gas
• 57:27
  Speaker 1: up my electric car and see then how it runs.
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: I'm a mess right now. I'll tell you what happened recently. Well,
• 57:35
  Speaker 1: this weekend, my bell she put a chocolate, you know,
• 57:39
  Speaker 1: those little chocolates, which, in my defense, are not wrapped.
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: They're all a cart so it's just the chocolate on
• 57:45
  Speaker 1: my pillow. And I woke up and there was a
• 57:47
  Speaker 1: huge chocolate stain on my pillow because of the chocolate melted.
• 57:55
  Speaker 1: And then she yells at me that it's fucking dirty
• 57:57
  Speaker 1: in the morning. It's like, bitch and fucking melted. But
• 58:00
  Speaker 1: I can't say anything. I just have to take her ship,
• 58:02
  Speaker 1: you know. Uh. And I was video messaging with my
• 58:07
  Speaker 1: girlfriend and I showed her and she's like, you are
• 58:09
  Speaker 1: one of the most disgusting human beings ever. She's like,
• 58:12
  Speaker 1: how can you sleep in a bed with chocolate on
• 58:14
  Speaker 1: the sheets. I'm like, well, it's on the pillow case
• 58:16
  Speaker 1: and I have like four pillows, so who gives a ship?
• 58:18
  Speaker 1: I'm just, you know, not a teetotal or like that, sweetheart.
• 58:22
  Speaker 1: I had to have a housekeeping when I was on
• 58:24
  Speaker 1: my trip, changed the sheets almost daily because I was
• 58:26
  Speaker 1: eating in bed and because I go had gone off.
• 58:32
  Speaker 1: And on this night specifically, I had woken up with
• 58:35
  Speaker 1: the white sheets covered in protein bar I was dipping
• 58:38
  Speaker 1: it in almond butter. Oh my god, sweetheart, butter and
• 58:44
  Speaker 1: video message. Did you videotape yourself so you could send
• 58:46
  Speaker 1: that to your nutritionist? I didn't. I didn't want anyone
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: to see that sort of shame. What about LEVI, how
• 58:51
  Speaker 1: does he react to that? Oh, he's disgusted by me.
• 58:53
  Speaker 1: I mean there are always crumbs in bed, and he's
• 58:56
  Speaker 1: constantly he has to do one of like the full
• 58:58
  Speaker 1: size floor or limp rollers in bed because there are
• 59:02
  Speaker 1: constantly crumbs just in every little cranny. Wow. Sweet, maybe
• 59:06
  Speaker 1: we should be sleeping together. That sounds like what it's
• 59:08
  Speaker 1: happening in my neck of the one you would have.
• 59:11
  Speaker 1: I love a snack in bed. I just love it.
• 59:14
  Speaker 1: You know those little blueberry bars that I eat? Those
• 59:17
  Speaker 1: like cookies crumb? Oh those are good. What are they called?
• 59:21
  Speaker 1: I don't know. They're from Whole Foods. Oh, they're so delicious.
• 59:23
  Speaker 1: The fridge. They have chocolate chip ones, they have blueberry ones.
• 59:26
  Speaker 1: You keep them in the fridge and then nut. You
• 59:28
  Speaker 1: don't like that one, but I do. Oh I haven't
• 59:30
  Speaker 1: tried that one. Maybe because you're hoarding them. Probably I
• 59:32
  Speaker 1: pop them in the microwave for thirty seconds, though, because
• 59:34
  Speaker 1: then it's like a hot treat. I know. You don't
• 59:36
  Speaker 1: eat cereal. But that's one of my favorite snacks in bed,
• 59:39
  Speaker 1: right before I go to sleep, a fucking big bowl
• 59:42
  Speaker 1: of cereal. There is nothing better than going to sleep
• 59:45
  Speaker 1: with a full belly. No, it's the best. Okay, So
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: what did we learn today? That a lot of bodies,
• 59:52
  Speaker 1: a lot of body stuff, a lot of sex. Sex.
• 59:55
  Speaker 1: I like talking about sex. I like talking about marital sex.
• 59:57
  Speaker 1: I like giving advice on marital sex because I meant,
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 1: well no, and and I like the idea that I
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 1: have anything to say about it. I think, I think
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 1: that's fun. And there you have a problem solved. Okay, Well,
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 1: this was wonderful. Thank you for being with us, and
• 1:00:15
  Speaker 1: we will be back again next week to discuss more
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 1: of your problems and hopefully solve them as a lama
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 1: likeum baby. If you need help with any of your issues,
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 1: you can write into Dear Chelsea Project at gmail dot
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 1: com Again Dear Chelsea Project at gmail dot com. Also,
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 1: I am on tour. My tickets are officially on sale.
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 1: We've added a couple of extra shows. We're going to
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 1: be announcing dates as we go. You can buy tickets
• 1:00:39
  Speaker 1: a ticket master for my shows and tickets are available
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 1: and I can't fucking wait. It's called vaccinated and a horny,
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 1: So make sure that you bring your vaccinations and your
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 1: horny nows and then keep them to yourself, please,