Latest / The Layback Podcast / Rick Koch, German National Team and Texas at Dallas RHP (Ep. 77)
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- 0:00Hey everyone, welcome back to the Lay Back podcast.
- 0:02Joining us today is someone near and dear to my heart, Rick Koch.
- 0:06I actually recruited Rick way back in the day.
- 0:10So Rick was an athlete of mine back at Eckerd College.
- 0:13I think he might have been a player of mine for all of about
- 0:18two weeks until the flex pro grip started taking off and I
- 0:23had to go out to Arizona to do some work with the Padres.
- 0:26So right after bringing in a complete recruiting class, I
- 0:30stood in the locker room with everyone and said, see you later
- 0:32guys, I've got some stuff going on, but Rick and I have stayed
- 0:37connected over the years. Obviously it's been awesome to
- 0:40watch him play and watch him grow across his collegiate
- 0:43career. But unfortunately we had to
- 0:46start talking a good bit more this past winter when he endured
- 0:51a UCL sprain. So from there we we did some non
- 0:56operative rehab with Flex Pro Grip.
- 0:58He got back to throwing this summer and now he's committed to
- 1:02play his last years of collegiate ball at University of
- 1:06Texas at Dallas. And Rick is back now competing
- 1:10in Germany. He's pitching in the Bundesliga
- 1:12and he has some national team appearances under his belt as
- 1:16well. So Rick, thanks a ton for
- 1:18joining us today. I'm going to kick it over to you
- 1:21now to pick up the pieces for me.
- 1:23Yeah, thanks for having me. Like you kind of covered all of
- 1:26it, but I'm basically born and raised in Germany, which is
- 1:30really not known for baseball, I'll be honest.
- 1:32But I've really had a great time playing America last four years,
- 1:36like just getting to know a lot of more about like the American
- 1:39culture and playing with Americans.
- 1:41And then obviously, like for me, a big piece of my puzzle is also
- 1:45coming back in the summer and then playing here, playing for
- 1:48the Bundesliga and then also playing for the national team.
- 1:50So that's kind of what I've been doing the last couple months and
- 1:54my elbow has been feeling fine, so that's definitely a good
- 1:58start to the season. Awesome.
- 2:00Let's wind things back a little bit and kind of start from the
- 2:04beginning. Just the bomb that you dropped
- 2:08that or I guess that we dropped that.
- 2:10You're born and raised in Germany and you play collegiate
- 2:13baseball. As you said, Germany is not
- 2:15known for baseball. How did you even get into
- 2:18baseball? I mean, I think if it wouldn't
- 2:21be for my dad, like the only experience I would have had with
- 2:24baseball is probably like Wii baseball.
- 2:26But like my dad is American. So we just kind of started
- 2:29playing catch in the garden and like in the backyard and.
- 2:33I was always really. Bad at soccer, but like
- 2:35everybody told me I had to play soccer because I'm German.
- 2:38But I was just riding the bench and I was playing catch with my
- 2:40dad and I was like, this is way more fun than like kicking a
- 2:42ball. So we look for like teams in the
- 2:45area and we found like actually a good amount of like tiny small
- 2:49teams around me that I started that and then from there just
- 2:53kicked off. Like I just fell in love with
- 2:54the sport. And my dad has been really
- 2:56supportive with the 2. But it's definitely very
- 2:58different here growing up, like playing baseball, than it is in
- 3:01America, for sure. How old were you when you played
- 3:04in your first competitive baseball game?
- 3:07Like your first organized game? I think it was 11.
- 3:11OK, so a little bit later than most Americans, which is is
- 3:15crazy. Now that organized baseball
- 3:17starts at like 6-7 years old. Yeah, you know, years.
- 3:20Old, I mean, we have it here, but like for most people, it
- 3:23really starts with like U-12. That's kind of like picks up and
- 3:28like, I'll be honest, those were probably the most fondest
- 3:31memories ever have of playing baseball, like just U-12
- 3:33baseball, like playing with the boys, like playing in the rain.
- 3:37We played on soccer fields. Like we didn't have baseball
- 3:39fields back then, like for the U-12.
- 3:41And then going from that to like actually playing on a big field
- 3:44when you U15, like the jump was just crazy.
- 3:47Did you have to travel a good bit because there aren't a ton
- 3:50of teams in Germany? Obviously when you were in Saint
- 3:53Pete, you saw there's a team in a field literally on every
- 3:59block. Baseball is a part of your
- 4:00childhood there versus I'm assuming you needed to work a
- 4:03lot harder just to have access to baseball.
- 4:07I think like in our city, which has like 1.2 million people, we
- 4:12have like 3 baseball teams. And if you think about that,
- 4:14like that's like saying Saint Pete only has three baseball
- 4:18teams. There's like 50 fields.
- 4:19There's probably more fields in Saint Pete than all of Germany,
- 4:22which is like crazy because I always, I always go to these
- 4:26fields in Germany and I think they're like sick, right?
- 4:28Because like, that's what I'm used to.
- 4:30And then I go to like some random high school field in
- 4:34Florida. I'm like this is this would be
- 4:35the best field in all of Germany.
- 4:37Is this like the? Level of just like facilities
- 4:40and how many facilities like you all have in America is just
- 4:43insane. Like it's just on a different
- 4:45level. Like as I said, most people here
- 4:47play on soccer fields. Like we set up the fence before
- 4:50the game, we set up the bases. We have like portable mounds.
- 4:53Like we don't have what you guys have.
- 4:54Do you think there's aspects to that that have kind of shaped
- 4:58who you are as a baseball player?
- 5:01Like not taking things for granted, how hard you're willing
- 5:04to work, how appreciative you are for the things around you.
- 5:08Yeah, I mean, I think if you play here at U-12, like you have
- 5:14to love the game. Like you absolutely have to love
- 5:17the game, otherwise you're not going to survive because like,
- 5:20like it's a grind. And I think in America, like a
- 5:22lot of people who just like take a lot of stuff for granted that
- 5:25I just like didn't like for us, it's like if you want to make it
- 5:29like you have to grind, you actually have to do stuff.
- 5:31You have to like set up the field.
- 5:33You have to be probably have to be hard working.
- 5:35And I think that definitely like helped me a lot.
- 5:38Like I don't think I've ever thought about it that way, but
- 5:40like looking bad back and definitely like helped me a lot.
- 5:43After some minor technical difficulties, maybe you guys
- 5:46picked up on it with a little bit of lag here and there.
- 5:48We've got things all figured out.
- 5:51Has nothing to do with Internet connection or us being across
- 5:55seas and it has everything to do with Rick's four OGPA in his
- 5:59time in college and taking, I don't know what are you, a
- 6:03triple major or something like that.
- 6:05You got a lot of work on that and slowing it down.
- 6:07I took like 6 class per semester so like this.
- 6:10Way too much stuff on the laptop, so kind of overheat it,
- 6:12yeah. Yeah, yeah.
- 6:13So we had to switch to the phone, but we're dialed in now.
- 6:16We got it figured out. And if you guys are consuming
- 6:18this visually, you can see the Wi-Fi router over his right
- 6:21shoulder. So if he has bad Internet, we we
- 6:23know exactly what the culprit is.
- 6:25Getting back to it, Rick, you, you were talking about just kind
- 6:29of your perspective, what you went through, maybe not having
- 6:32as much access to facilities as some of the guys around you,
- 6:36really not knowing what baseball looked like in the States.
- 6:39And then you actually showed up. What did you notice as a
- 6:43difference maybe from your teammates?
- 6:46Like were your teammates any different in Germany versus in
- 6:49the States? Whether the way they carried
- 6:50themselves, their self belief, or just the way they interacted
- 6:56with their coaches or equipment? Yeah, I think, like, one thing I
- 7:00definitely noticed was just that people had played a lot more, if
- 7:04that makes sense. In America, people play a lot of
- 7:07games. Like I feel like the pitches I
- 7:10talked to, they were on my team coming in, they probably already
- 7:12had like 500 innings, like in their life.
- 7:15And I'm standing there and I've probably had like maybe 80
- 7:19innings if it comes, like, maybe like not even that.
- 7:22So like the biggest difference I noticed First off the bat, like
- 7:25they just played a lot more because like in Germany we only
- 7:28play on the weekends. Like we never play during the
- 7:30week. And then like we don't have a
- 7:32high school season. Like we just play summer ball,
- 7:35that's it. So if you think about like all
- 7:37these like high school kids and then like people that I competed
- 7:40with in America, they came from playing high school baseball,
- 7:44then summer ball and they had more games like doing both of
- 7:48them. So like just a difference of
- 7:50like experience and how much they played.
- 7:52I think that really showed just in the way you carry yourself.
- 7:56I think like it's been minute stuff, but if you play every
- 7:59day, like you play the game differently.
- 8:01And do you feel that impacted the way that you carried
- 8:04yourself now going back to that kind of same ilk of a question
- 8:09as earlier, I'm sure that led to you having to work significantly
- 8:13harder or as hard as you can. I mean, everybody works hard for
- 8:17the most part in college baseball.
- 8:18Of course there's a couple guys that are just kind of riding out
- 8:21the string, but but for anybody that wants to be good, they're
- 8:25working hard. And is that kind of what
- 8:28inspired you to work as hard as you did, just knowing that you
- 8:32were up against people that had so much more experience?
- 8:36I think the biggest difference is that I learned how to love
- 8:40practice because I practice so much.
- 8:42I love practice. I love getting better.
- 8:44Like, I mean, you've known me. Like if there's one thing I love
- 8:48is like looking at myself from a year ago and being like, oh, I'm
- 8:50better than that guy. Like I, I actually got better.
- 8:53Like I hate feeling like I'm doing the same thing.
- 8:56I love going to the weight room. Even the PT stuff.
- 8:58I had to do it. I love doing that stuff.
- 9:00And I think a lot of the other kids, like they only love
- 9:03playing. That's the only thing they love
- 9:04and that's good. You're supposed to love the game
- 9:06and that's some fault. I think I actually for a time
- 9:10they like didn't love the game enough.
- 9:11I love practice too much, but I think that's kind of why because
- 9:16like I had five days of practice and then one day of game.
- 9:20So for me, like if I didn't enjoy practice, like I would not
- 9:23get through German baseball, if that makes sense.
- 9:26So I think in that way, it definitely helped me to just
- 9:29appreciate like the aspect of just getting better and like
- 9:31practicing every day where some kids just like they play games
- 9:35and then they have to practice, if that makes sense.
- 9:37Totally. No, no, that makes complete
- 9:40sense. I I mean, I lived it.
- 9:41I remember getting to the point in life where I played five
- 9:48games a week, if not more, and that was my freshman, sophomore
- 9:52year of high school. And I mean, you never got to
- 9:55that point until you were actually in the States playing
- 9:57college ball. Expand that over, as you said
- 10:00earlier years, and the pitchers have hundreds more innings than
- 10:05you, hundreds more appearances. I mean, all the above.
- 10:08Like you can take that down to competitive baseball starting,
- 10:11as we were saying earlier, at age 8.
- 10:14Like I I remember pitching for the first time as an 8 year old
- 10:19and for you, like you probably didn't even know there were
- 10:21baseball teams at 8 years old. Yeah, and it's also just like
- 10:25the level of play, right? Like when I grew up, we were
- 10:30always on the best team. Like we run ruled.
- 10:32I think I run route every team until I was like 18 years old.
- 10:35Like I'm not even every single game I played for you 18.
- 10:39I run rule people and it's like it's not really competitive
- 10:43baseball. But then the flip side of that,
- 10:45which I think really helped me actually was as soon as I turned
- 10:4915, like I played with adults because like I had to get like
- 10:53some real exposure. I had to play against better
- 10:55people. So like that taught me a lot I
- 10:57think that people in America never get because they all
- 11:00really play with the same age group, right?
- 11:02Like people in high school played with people in high
- 11:03school, people in college, people with people in college.
- 11:05And then Pro Bowl is a bit different.
- 11:07But like, for us here, as soon as you turn 15, you can play
- 11:12with the adults. And then like I played with the
- 11:14guy who was like 42, you know how much like experience I could
- 11:19soak up from him. Like he played at the base, he
- 11:21didn't play my position, but just like baseball IQ and stuff
- 11:25like that. So it was just a very different
- 11:27like environment growing up. And Speaking of different
- 11:30environments, obviously the recruiting environment was
- 11:33incredibly different for you. We met for the first time when
- 11:37you were at a showcase at Tropicana Field.
- 11:40Yeah, if I'm not mistaken, you were just on like a miniature
- 11:43tour of the United States for a month or so.
- 11:46Whatever it was, six weeks. Just hoping somebody would see
- 11:50you to give you an opportunity. I'd love if you could kind of go
- 11:54into that, what recruiting as a whole looks like for a European
- 11:59or German baseball player that wants to come play.
- 12:02Yeah, I honestly didn't even think about college baseball
- 12:06until I was like 1716. Like, that wasn't even an idea
- 12:11or anything. And then before even the
- 12:14showcase, you saw me. I think a year before that, I
- 12:18think it was when I was 16, I went to America and it was kind
- 12:21of like it was called international stars and was like
- 12:24people from Europe all overcoming and playing American
- 12:27colleges. And that's the first time we
- 12:29even realized, oh, there's a thing called college and people
- 12:32play in it. And like, that's a thing I could
- 12:34do. And then I went over, I mean,
- 12:37really skinny kid, like topping 80.
- 12:40Like nobody even gave me a look, but I was like, OK, well, this
- 12:43is something like I could do. And then after that, I slowly
- 12:47got fascinated with the idea of the college baseball.
- 12:49And then me and my dad started researching, OK, how can we make
- 12:52this a real thing? Right.
- 12:53So I think was it right after COVID?
- 12:56I think, oh, right before COVID. I think right after.
- 12:59Yeah, right after COVID, we were like, OK, we're going to fly
- 13:02over to the states for two weeks and we're going to have like 5
- 13:05showcases in Florida, 2 in Texas, 3 in New York, and we
- 13:09just drove like through the United States.
- 13:12And I, for some reason, like, I think I just also performed a
- 13:16lot better when I was there. That was like the first time
- 13:19that I really felt like I actually belong with these guys.
- 13:22Like I, I think I actually stick out like I'm better than these
- 13:25guys. And that's kind of how that
- 13:28started. And then actually on that day, I
- 13:30already was up in the stands. If you remember, you were like
- 13:32at the field. And then my dad was like, you
- 13:35only get this one shot, We let you flew to America, you might
- 13:37as well talk to this coach. The school is right next to us.
- 13:40Like it's on on my list of like cool schools to go to.
- 13:43And then I went down and we talked and it's just like, if I
- 13:46wouldn't have made that step to talk to you and just walked away
- 13:49like I usually do because then I wasn't the guy to do that,
- 13:52imagine how different my life would be.
- 13:54So I'm very grateful like that moment happened.
- 13:57And like I'll always look back to that and say, if you want to
- 14:01get to call, check, be proactive.
- 14:04Like it's really tough to go except you like a superstar,
- 14:06right? And you're like really, really
- 14:08good. But if you're proactive and
- 14:10you're nice and people know that you work hard, like you have a
- 14:13pretty good shot of making a team that you want to want to
- 14:16actually go to. Yeah, I'm grateful that you did
- 14:19come up to me because I, of course wrote you down.
- 14:21I thought you had potential. I definitely thought you could
- 14:23play at the level that I coached at, but without knowing that you
- 14:28were from Germany and literally in the States for two weeks.
- 14:31My natural progression would be send you an e-mail later that
- 14:36week and try to find a time that you can swing on by only to find
- 14:41out that you are thousands of miles away and a couple of plane
- 14:46rides that wouldn't have worked. So I mean, if it wasn't for that
- 14:51kind of miracle collision of moments and interactions that
- 14:55played out, you never would have seen Eckerd and we might not
- 14:58have been where we are now and. I don't know if you remember
- 15:03too, right before the visit, there was a huge hurricane.
- 15:05Like I, it was in like I drove through a hurricane to get to
- 15:09the visit. And then I looked at the college
- 15:12like completely in shambles from the hurricane.
- 15:14So like there was a lot of like stuff that had to somehow get
- 15:17right to get it going. But I think, like, that's life,
- 15:20right? Yeah.
- 15:22And even at that time at Eckerd, we still had really strict COVID
- 15:25restrictions. And I wasn't even allowed to
- 15:29take you really on a visit. You were allowed to like walk up
- 15:33to the field and like kind of see us existing and you had to
- 15:38walk around the campus on your own.
- 15:40But like, if the school found out that like I took you around
- 15:45or something like that, we were going to be in big trouble.
- 15:47Like the NCAA wouldn't have cared at all.
- 15:50But the school's COVID restrictions were insane at the
- 15:52time. So we we were definitely dealing
- 15:55with a lot. And I think another piece worth
- 15:58noting, when you came to that camp, you were also playing
- 16:03outfield. And that's actually one of the
- 16:04things that really intrigued me about you, knowing that you had
- 16:08so much potential as a pitcher. But it seemed like at the time
- 16:13you were even a little more polished in the outfield.
- 16:15So what I got really excited about was a big arm, a guy with
- 16:19a big body that could swing the bat.
- 16:20OK, knowing that you had athleticism behind you,
- 16:24picturing the pitcher that you could become more so than the
- 16:28pitcher that you were at that moment.
- 16:29Like you flash things that I thought were cool or could be
- 16:33impactful, but I saw right away what I thought you could be.
- 16:38And obviously that's what you've turned into now is a pitcher for
- 16:42the national team and a guy that's throwing in the low 90s
- 16:45and a guy that literally can slam the door at the end of
- 16:48games. But yeah, I I'd love if you
- 16:51could talk a little bit about your progression from deciding
- 16:55to put the bat away or I guess your experience as a two way
- 16:59player before ultimately becoming a pitcher.
- 17:02It's so funny because, like, nowadays I always forget that I
- 17:05even did that. Like, I've been a pitcher for so
- 17:07long now that it's like, like I pitch.
- 17:09But yeah, like when I came to America, it was honestly more as
- 17:13an outfit, and I just stepped on the mound and tried to throw the
- 17:15ball as hard as I can and, like, I could back then.
- 17:18And I had a pretty good curveball.
- 17:19Like, that's basically what happened.
- 17:21But even coming into Echo College, like that summer, like,
- 17:26I didn't know if I wanted to hit or pitch like at Echo, right?
- 17:29We'd never really discussed what we wanted to do.
- 17:32And I remember vividly coming in the first day and I hit VP in
- 17:37the cage with somebody else. I think it was Chris our
- 17:39actually my roommate and I hit and I was like, Nope, this is
- 17:43not it. Since then, like first practice,
- 17:45I didn't even touch a bat. And I think it happened slowly,
- 17:49but I just realized that I just had a lot more potential
- 17:52pitching wise. And to be honest, always growing
- 17:55up, I didn't really love playing the outfield.
- 17:59Like I loved hitting, but I hated the defensive part
- 18:02honestly. Like when I was in the 9th
- 18:04inning of the game playing left field, I was, it was more like
- 18:07don't fuck up instead of like, oh, let me get the ball.
- 18:10And when I was on the mountain, it's like, oh, like I'm in
- 18:12control. All of that just went away.
- 18:15But I think it definitely helped having both sides of the puzzle.
- 18:18When I was in America in one of the showcases, big light switch
- 18:22was I was in right field and we were doing like throws to third
- 18:24base like we always do. And I threw it to third base and
- 18:28then the guy behind me was like, why do you play that outfield?
- 18:30Like, yo, I'm so good, but just like hopping the mountain.
- 18:33I was like, oh, OK, like people think I should pitch, so let's
- 18:36just try it out. Like I was never a pitcher until
- 18:39like I came to college, right? Like I was a position guy who
- 18:42hopped on the mound in the 7th inning because we didn't have
- 18:45anybody else in the team. I didn't have that like
- 18:48conventional thing of like, oh, you assign pitch in high school.
- 18:51No, like I was an outfitter who just hopped in the mountain.
- 18:53Thought it was fun the first couple years on me pitching and
- 18:57it's still now, right? It's only been four years, but
- 18:59it's like I'm starting to learn how to pitch, you know, if that
- 19:03makes sense. Like, I, I feel like for a long
- 19:05time, I was just a guy who was on the mound trying to throw the
- 19:07ball as hard as I can. And now I'm actually like, OK,
- 19:09wait, I should probably stop pitching because like, that's
- 19:12what I'm going to do now for the rest of my life.
- 19:14It's so funny how that stuff happens with some guys when the
- 19:18bat gets taken out of their hand, whether it's a good thing
- 19:20or a bad thing, and then just the evolutions that come with
- 19:23it. I'm sure it was really weird for
- 19:27a bit, like recognizing like everything I thought I was as a
- 19:31player is now gone. And then almost feeling like you
- 19:34had to learn the game again as you are in a new country, in a
- 19:39new place with a new team, in a language that you don't speak,
- 19:43and just literally trying to make the roster and like playing
- 19:48time. The practice environment of like
- 19:50being APO was really weird at the beginning.
- 19:54Being a position guy, I think practice is pretty
- 19:56straightforward or like I would say honestly more fun.
- 20:00And then I was appealing. I'm like, wait, I just play
- 20:02catch and that's it. I'm just going to feel it a
- 20:04couple bunts and then like, that's it.
- 20:06It was really weird at the beginning.
- 20:08I would even say bringing up some of the other struggles that
- 20:12you went through I I don't think you're alone here.
- 20:15Often times when two way guys or guys that were primarily
- 20:19position players before becoming pitchers generally run into some
- 20:24issues when they make the transition for you being your
- 20:28shoulder at the time. And I think it's a workload
- 20:31issue, but not as much more throwing.
- 20:34It's because the complete throwing volume has been cut in
- 20:38half, if not more. You go from throwing, yeah, you
- 20:43go from throwing non-stop every single day with never thinking
- 20:48about your arm to then your livelihood is your arm and
- 20:53that's all that matters. And your total volume is
- 20:56whatever diminished tremendously.
- 20:58But then like you said, there's a time or two a week where that
- 21:02intensity is literally fully turned up at 100% full go.
- 21:08And that's all that matters. And that's a that's a massive
- 21:12learning curve for guys to deal with from a management
- 21:16standpoint, how to stay healthy and I guess deal with the
- 21:20massive shift in what they're experiencing from a workload
- 21:24perspective. I mean, you literally bring out
- 21:28stuff that I didn't even guys. But now it makes a lot of sense
- 21:31because like the first time I've ever had an injury was so I went
- 21:36to showcase in November, right? And then like I was starting
- 21:38this like college season in August and in January between
- 21:44that, that was the first time I've had shoulder problems in my
- 21:46life. And it's I think because in
- 21:48November I guess, oh, I want to pitch.
- 21:50So I started doing a lot of the pitching program and then like
- 21:54literally 3 months afterwards, I had a slap tip, which I've like
- 21:57never had in my life. So there's definitely a point to
- 22:00be made about that. In a weird way, once you take
- 22:02your throwing more serious, you're more at risk of like
- 22:06injuring. So you also have to do like all
- 22:08the small stuff when I was doing at the beginning when I was
- 22:10pitching, like I didn't do all the important stuff that I know
- 22:14now, like the arm care, like taking care of your body, like
- 22:17realizing how much of A how much of A like toll it takes on your
- 22:21body. I was just like, I'm an
- 22:23outfielder. So I'll just throw the same way
- 22:25as I threw as an outfielder, which is like take the ball and
- 22:27throw, but I'll just convert it to being on the Mount.
- 22:30Yeah, and there there's this laundry list of things that you
- 22:35need to run through if you are going to be prepared every time
- 22:38your name gets called. And that is a serious wake up
- 22:41call for a lot of guys. Unfortunately, a lot of times
- 22:45it's an injury that slaps them in the face that forces them to
- 22:50get things right. Fortunately for you, it wasn't
- 22:53something that required surgery, but obviously it put a damper on
- 22:57your freshman year and you ultimately didn't pitch in any
- 23:00games at that time. Now, now talk to me about that
- 23:04next step in your career. You get through your freshman
- 23:07year, you don't play you red shirt your freshman year and
- 23:10then you come back as sophomore. I know junior year was a little
- 23:14bit funky as well, but you were starting to earn a lot more
- 23:17time. What did those progressions look
- 23:20like for you? Yeah.
- 23:21I mean, it's looking back, I think it's like it was really
- 23:24one step at a time. But I remember after fresh me,
- 23:27like I said, down with our head coach after season, he was
- 23:30basically saying like, I should cut you, but I'm not because I
- 23:33believe in you. And I think you have a lot of
- 23:34potential because at that time, like to be fair to him, like
- 23:38fresh me, I was hurt a lot actually was flowing slower
- 23:41almost than I threw during the showcase.
- 23:43I really took a step down when I started to become a pitcher full
- 23:46time. He was like, OK, I'm going to
- 23:48give you one more fall, but you have to figure out like what you
- 23:50want to do, right? Like you have to show me that
- 23:52you want it. And like that summer was a huge,
- 23:56huge wake up call for me. And the biggest thing that I
- 23:59changed was, I mean, you knew when you recruited me like I was
- 24:02a very small guy, right? So that summer I gained like not
- 24:06even kidding, 40 lbs and a lot of like it was muscle and it was
- 24:10just like, OK, I'm going to attack this.
- 24:13What do I need to do? I need to throw a little fast
- 24:15and I need to be healthy. So what can I do to do that?
- 24:18And that was like the first big step.
- 24:19So I put on like 40 lbs in four months, which is crazy.
- 24:23Now I think that was like a puberty thing too.
- 24:25And then afterwards was the first time I touched 90.
- 24:27Like I came back to campus first bullpen through 90.
- 24:30And then I remember then like everyone's like, Oh my God, like
- 24:33he threw 90. Like what happened?
- 24:36And I remember right then, then like after that ball and I'm
- 24:38like, OK, I'm not going to get cut now let's actually learn how
- 24:41to pitch. I knew like once I get there,
- 24:43like I'm too valuable from the development standpoint to
- 24:46actually get cut. But I think what happened there,
- 24:50like after that I couldn't throw a strike for a while, like
- 24:52really a while. So all soft me year was really
- 24:55me trying to figure out, OK, I can throw 90 now, which is cool.
- 25:01But like, let's actually throw a strike, right?
- 25:03So that was kind of the story of soft me a fresh meals, get
- 25:06healthy soft meals like throw a strike and then junior comes
- 25:09around and that's kind of when it like got it to click right.
- 25:13Also the V low kept going up a bit.
- 25:15That fall I hit 94, which was just a crazy jump and V low.
- 25:19Like I went from 90 to 94. Like I didn't have like a slow
- 25:22progression. It was like through 90 a lot.
- 25:25And then I did like a three-week V low face in the fall and then
- 25:28all of a sudden I hit 94 and I was like, wait, like what just
- 25:31happened? And then junior year it was kind
- 25:34of like the same thing to stop me with the strikes, but it was
- 25:37a lot better, if that makes sense.
- 25:38Like I was actually competing on the mound, which I think like
- 25:41soft media I wasn't doing. And then jump forward to senior
- 25:46year, I thought that was going to be like oh we got the below
- 25:50now we got the strikes and then I added the stuff because that
- 25:54offseason added like 3 new pitches.
- 25:57Before I was really a two pitch guy, but then I got hurt.
- 26:01So we never really got to see like what that would have looked
- 26:04like at Ecka College in like the D2 level in Florida.
- 26:08But let's hope that I can maybe show that next year because like
- 26:12it's really like 1 every year. I kind of add like a little
- 26:16thing to the Oval thing of pitching, if that makes sense,
- 26:20Like if you have all little layers.
- 26:22But I think that's how I think of it.
- 26:24Like if you focus on one thing at a time, like that's how you
- 26:26really can get better. Like it's really tough to be,
- 26:30oh, I want to throw 94, but I'm also want to work on the curve
- 26:33for at the same time. I think it's really almost
- 26:36impossible honestly. It's the same way when you
- 26:38compete, you can't do Velo face while pitching in games.
- 26:42So like kind of finding everything every year and like
- 26:44I've gotten better from that, like every single year.
- 26:47You're spot on with that. You can't put 100% effort into
- 26:51multiple things. Only one thing can really matter
- 26:55at a time when you're trying to be as good as you can be.
- 26:57In the second that you start trying to focus in multiple
- 27:00areas, it just means you're not going to accomplish anything.
- 27:04You might be able to like ever so slightly refine who you are
- 27:08at that moment, but you're not getting better.
- 27:11As you said, you need to go all in on these very specific pieces
- 27:15and what this also enables you to do, and you're kind of the
- 27:19perfect picture of it. I was having a conversation with
- 27:22a coach the other day. So much of baseball now is
- 27:26focused on getting the result and getting it instantly.
- 27:30You are the perfect representation of the process
- 27:33and how these things build and how these things stack, and also
- 27:38kind of the order that you need to accomplish these things in.
- 27:43Is it the perfect order? Like does everyone need to do
- 27:46Velo and then figure out command and then figure out stuff?
- 27:50No, probably not. Like I don't think there's a
- 27:52perfect order to it, but there definitely is an order.
- 27:56And the problem is with like each change, it alters something
- 28:00else in the process. So if you first figured out your
- 28:03command your sophomore year and it made you effective, sweet.
- 28:07But then you're an effective pitcher throwing 85 mph and your
- 28:11career is going to end in a matter of days at that point
- 28:14because that just doesn't play versus you tackled velocity,
- 28:19which bought you another year to then figure out how to pitch.
- 28:25I'm not saying every guy needs to chase velocity just to stay
- 28:28in the game, but if you have velocity under your belt, it
- 28:32certainly buys you a lot of time because you're always at least
- 28:36checking the potential box. And that's what that's what you
- 28:39figured out. Since it really sucks that the
- 28:42game is like that, but I think I've gotten a lot of
- 28:45opportunities like even playing for the German national team,
- 28:48like I got the foot in dog because I was one of the five
- 28:51Germans on the planet right now that can touch 94, right?
- 28:54And I promise you this like at that time, which was like 2
- 28:57years ago, they were way better pitches, right?
- 28:59But it's just the fact like, oh, he can throw fast.
- 29:02He has the potential to develop, which then kind of got the foot
- 29:06in the door. But then I think the important
- 29:09fact after that and I got stuck in that for a bit is like, once
- 29:13you get there, like don't keep chasing Vevo.
- 29:16Like you got a pitch. I always think like, oh, Vevo is
- 29:19really cool. But in the end, like, what am I
- 29:20doing? I'm trying to compete in the
- 29:22game. And I think that's like kind of
- 29:24the stone that I got this summer, like after the rehab was
- 29:27like, you're pitching in the game, man.
- 29:29You're playing a kids game. You're 23 years old.
- 29:31Have some fun. Like play the game instead of
- 29:34just being like, oh, practice, practice, practice.
- 29:36Try to throw faster, faster, faster, faster, faster.
- 29:38No, like we're playing a game and I think it's kind of like
- 29:42both of that, like getting all the pieces together.
- 29:44And I'm definitely excited, like to see what that looks like in
- 29:47college baseball because I know what it looks like in the Bundus
- 29:50League idea and like for the national team and it's look
- 29:52pretty good. But it's going to be interesting
- 29:55to see how it plays against college guys.
- 29:56It's a totally different game. Yeah, for sure.
- 29:59I mean, guys have metal bats. Again, zone is probably a little
- 30:02bit different. Pace of play is probably a
- 30:04little bit different, like what is deemed successful.
- 30:07And I, I don't claim to know a lot about what's going on in the
- 30:10Bundesliga besides that it's the German professional league and
- 30:13those guys use wood bats. But I assume the the game is
- 30:16called a little bit differently, the zones probably a little bit
- 30:19different and the pitches that are most successful are probably
- 30:24even a little bit different. You hear pitchers that compete
- 30:27professionally in Japan that have previously thrown in the
- 30:31MLB talk about that all the time.
- 30:33Like guys in Japan just don't strike out.
- 30:36So maybe what are things that you notice about the game in
- 30:39Germany that's been a little bit different from college ball?
- 30:42I think the biggest difference is like people who don't punish
- 30:45the fastball as much as they do in America.
- 30:48It kind of goes back to what we were talking about.
- 30:49But like the American kid has seen probably 500,000 pills in a
- 30:5490 at this point, like 90 mile apart.
- 30:56Fastball is not like something that's like, Oh my God, right.
- 30:59So like you kind of have to pitch around to fastball.
- 31:01Like especially in the in Florida when I was pitching,
- 31:04it's like you almost want to pitch around the fast one.
- 31:07They come back with the fastball.
- 31:08Like if you don't have like an elite, elite fastball, like if
- 31:12you rely on it, you're going to get hit around.
- 31:14I saw people throwing 93 and got hit around like pretty easily.
- 31:18But then, like here in Germany, I think you get away with just
- 31:22throwing the fastball a lot, which I've actually not done a
- 31:26lot this year, but I did the years before.
- 31:29And I think that kind of even, like, hurt me then going into
- 31:31college because I was like, all I do is basically throw like an
- 31:34outing. Let's say I have 15 pitches.
- 31:36I threw 13 fastballs. Like that's not going to get me
- 31:38better for, like the next level or get me better for, like,
- 31:41America. It's like this.
- 31:42Yeah. I've been kind of like, OK, try
- 31:43to approach to hit this here as I do in college because that's
- 31:46actually like the season that really like matters for me.
- 31:49I want to back things up now and talk about the rehab journey
- 31:53that you went through this year. Like you said, you were piercing
- 31:56things together in the fall. It seemed like you were really
- 31:58poised for an awesome season this year.
- 32:01I know you were even transitioning to becoming one of
- 32:04the starters. You were going to pitch on the
- 32:05weekend at Eckerd, so you had a lot of stuff going on, like a
- 32:10lot of wheels turning all at once.
- 32:12You you added pitches, you picked up training at Driveline
- 32:16in the offseason. It really seemed like this was
- 32:19going to be a breakout year in a sense, or I guess where
- 32:22everything was going to culminate to a head and you were
- 32:25finally going to show what potential can be, what the
- 32:29actual result of potential is. And then, of course, it kind of
- 32:32came crashing down in January. If I'm not mistaken.
- 32:35It was January 16th when we sat at a table outside the baseball
- 32:40stadium. You were just kind of like
- 32:41matter of factly, like my elbow feels like shit and I need you
- 32:47to tell me if I'm OK. Yeah, it was not a great time, I
- 32:52think for me. I mean, when you were there and
- 32:55like Coach Bow, head coach right at the school, like you guys
- 32:59believed in me a lot and I felt like that was the one year for
- 33:02me to like really pay it back. So I put a lot of pressure on
- 33:04myself. Not only that, but also the fact
- 33:07that I wanted to go to a really good school afterwards, right,
- 33:10Because I still have eligibility at that point.
- 33:12I had one year. Now I have two sadly or gladly,
- 33:15whatever. Like I really put a lot of
- 33:17pressure on me like in that moment.
- 33:19And then I remember like my elbow slowly started feeling
- 33:24worse. And the week before, like right
- 33:26when I came back, I threw in a scrimmage and then like, I'll
- 33:31pitch you coach was like, dude, you look like Nolan Ryan out
- 33:33there. Like that was the best he like
- 33:34you've ever thrown in your life. Like what happened over the
- 33:37winter, right? So I was like, this is it, man?
- 33:40Like this is it fair enough? Like we didn't have the best
- 33:42season, but I still dominated like our hitters, which is
- 33:45similar caliber to what I'm going to face.
- 33:47And then literally next week I threw a bullpen and I just like
- 33:50feel pain on my elbow. And like I've told you about the
- 33:54shorter thing, right? Like I had the shorter thing,
- 33:56but I've never ever in my life had pain in my elbow.
- 33:58And at that point I was just like, OK, well this is not good,
- 34:04but it's just like a little pain, right?
- 34:05So I kept throwing through it. And I think the weekend
- 34:09afterwards is when I saw you and I was like, OK, it's been 2
- 34:13weeks now. It's not really gone away.
- 34:15What is this? And I think like one of the
- 34:17biggest eye opening moments for me was when we took the Flexpro
- 34:21grip and we did the test and that was like, dude, I am not
- 34:25ready to throw a 92. I have no like my elbow is no
- 34:28business throwing that kind of speed.
- 34:30When we did the test, it kind of gives you estimate, right?
- 34:33And it was, I think what was like 82, what I'm supposed to be
- 34:36like. Yeah, you're like expected
- 34:37velocity ceiling or the velocity that you can safely handle based
- 34:43on the force that you're producing.
- 34:45Yeah, And it was like 82. And I was like, well, this makes
- 34:48sense. At least I have an explanation
- 34:50now. And I mean, that's kind of who I
- 34:53am, right? Like before it like really
- 34:55sucked. Now it's sucked a little bit
- 34:58less because I at least know there's something to work on.
- 35:00But I don't know if you remember when we were talking there,
- 35:03like, I didn't think I was out for the season.
- 35:06Yeah. I thought this was like a 2-3
- 35:08week thing. I was like, Oh no, I'm going to
- 35:10miss the first son in Georgia. Like sucks, right?
- 35:12And then I like took a week off through again and the pain
- 35:15didn't go away. And that's when I kind of was
- 35:18like, OK, well, yes, I have a strength problem, but I think it
- 35:22has caused problems now that like, I can't just like get away
- 35:27just by doing strength training. Like I actually have to take
- 35:29some time off. And that's kind of when it
- 35:31kicked in And I was like, OK, I might not actually play the
- 35:34season. And that's when I also went to
- 35:36the doctor and he was like, say you have a UCL strain.
- 35:38You're diagnosed with the UCL sprain and from there you ended
- 35:42up getting PRP, correct? Yeah, it took a while, though,
- 35:46because the whole process was just like, hey, you got a UCL
- 35:50strain, what can you do about it?
- 35:52Let's just shut down for a while.
- 35:54But the first doctor I talked to, like it was just very
- 35:58ambiguous and like a lot of, yeah, take some time off, like
- 36:02you'll be fine, right? But there were really no
- 36:04solutions being thrown around. And that's when I also talked to
- 36:09you and we talked about POP. And then I talked to the raised
- 36:12doctor, which I think Coco Eaton, which did a great job.
- 36:15And he was like, yeah, let's do that.
- 36:16We got to do something, right? So that's when I got that.
- 36:20And then simultaneously, literally a week after the shot,
- 36:25we also got the flexible grip from a head coach, which I can
- 36:29really help me to be like, OK, I got POPI did that and I'm doing
- 36:33flexible grip. So I'm actually doing something
- 36:35to help it, right? Because before I hated just
- 36:39sitting around. Like I wished the weeks before I
- 36:42could have also done that because I was just sitting
- 36:44around and like what I loved about it, like having something
- 36:47that you can do that makes you better while not like stressing
- 36:50the injury itself. So that was like a big step for
- 36:53me. Well, we actually lined up this
- 36:55program for me. I don't know if you remember,
- 36:57but like on the Excel sheet, these are the steps.
- 36:59You go through these like loops and then you're gonna get
- 37:02better. So like that really helped me
- 37:04with the whole like rehab process.
- 37:06At the time, you were also being guided through rehab with the
- 37:09help of the crew at Driveline as well as Larry over at Starcare,
- 37:15right? Larry, former athletic trainer
- 37:18from the New York Mets, does some incredible work.
- 37:20So I think it'd be great if you could give some flowers to some
- 37:24of the other people involved because I know you had a large
- 37:27care team that certainly was working pretty hard to get you
- 37:31back. No, it was definitely cool
- 37:33because I had like, I went from not having like anybody, I feel
- 37:36like, and then everybody just started slowly trickling in.
- 37:40And then at the end I felt like I had like this, what you kind
- 37:43of said, like actually a team of people who covered every single
- 37:47part of the rehab. I think a lot of times when you
- 37:50have different PTS, right, like everybody kind of like fights
- 37:52against each other was like, do that, do that, do that.
- 37:55But it was pretty combined like Larry was, and I still do the
- 37:58rehab program like to this day, it's basically just like real
- 38:02old school PT, which is definitely something to be said
- 38:05for like get in the gym for three hours and just like do
- 38:10them eye wise and teeth, all that old school stuff.
- 38:13Just get the shoulders right, like do do form stuff, but like
- 38:16just the overall strength building.
- 38:19And then you had you obviously with the flex program side and
- 38:23then you had Dylan with the side of reloading Belka Stress, which
- 38:26we had a program for the first four weeks where it wasn't
- 38:29throwing like slowly getting back into it.
- 38:31And then also obviously he wrote down the whole throwing program
- 38:35from week 1 to week 12. I think it was 12 weeks in
- 38:38total. I loved it because I had
- 38:40everything written down that I had to do.
- 38:42Everything was just like mapped out to T and I wish I would
- 38:45still have that now, like after rehab.
- 38:47It kind of goes away after rehab and I hate it.
- 38:49But I think that's just baseball.
- 38:51But it was just like, OK, you go in, you have the warm up from
- 38:56driveline, you can do these throws from driveline.
- 38:58Then you take the flex Pro grip, you do these drills, you go to
- 39:02the gym, do this arm kill from Larry, and it was like super,
- 39:05just like mapped out. But everybody had their own
- 39:08pots. And I think that's also why it
- 39:11worked in the end with so many people, because it was very
- 39:14distinctly different. I think that was explained
- 39:17beautifully. Obviously it takes a care team
- 39:20to get these things done. You mentioned it, when people
- 39:24work in silos, you're in for a bad time.
- 39:27Thankfully, we have the relationship with Driveline,
- 39:30which made it super easy to communicate.
- 39:33I'm on the line with Beau, just ensuring him that you're getting
- 39:36your work in and you're making your progress.
- 39:38Of course you can communicate with him, but then it's another
- 39:41thing when he has outside sources coming in and reassuring
- 39:46him that progress is actually being made.
- 39:49There is a light at the end of the tunnel here and it's
- 39:53actually insight like we we love the progress that's being made.
- 39:57Then maybe in later stage rehab, I think this would be something
- 40:01fun to talk about. You get to a point where you're
- 40:04throwing pens again, the Velos back or at least just about
- 40:08back. You're starting to routinely hit
- 40:10the upper 80s again when you really step on the gas.
- 40:13You can grab a 90 here and there, but.
- 40:17At that point, you're effectively cleared.
- 40:19You're not quite at pre injury velocities, but you would have
- 40:23been at a point where you could step on the mount and get outs
- 40:26if you really needed to because the stuff is starting to come
- 40:28back. The workload is dialed,
- 40:31everything that you covered in that, that last question.
- 40:34But then as you're on a recruiting trip up north, you
- 40:39stop in to see Dan Mahoney with Evolved Pitching.
- 40:43I'd love if you could kind of talk a little bit about that
- 40:46journey because we probably ran into a wall to an extent with
- 40:49where you were at with your pitching development.
- 40:52You felt like you had checked every single box from strength,
- 40:56from athleticism, and you're just stuck at 90 when you've
- 41:01previously been up to threes and fours and it's hard to not want
- 41:06to be back there. Yeah, I think I even started
- 41:09before that, like 2 weeks before that when we hopped on a super
- 41:12call again. First of all, before I say
- 41:14anything, it shows again like having people that care and like
- 41:17just having a net of people, it makes a huge difference.
- 41:20People actually matter. And like especially in baseball,
- 41:23it was just awesome to be able to connect to somebody else
- 41:25again and kind of like he out what he had to say and he kind
- 41:30of opened me up in a sense. But it's like every athlete is
- 41:34super unique and I think anything I'm going to take out
- 41:37of it is like, we figured out, OK, what am I good at?
- 41:41What am I not so good at? And let's focus on what I'm good
- 41:44at. I like to move fast, don't have
- 41:46great hip shoulder separation, but I don't need that.
- 41:48Like I'm associated just figuring out, OK, like what is
- 41:52your bias and how you move and move according to that.
- 41:56Don't like try to force yourself to be somebody that you're not.
- 41:59And that's also when I think I threw the easiest 90 of my life.
- 42:03Like you saw the video I was almost playing cash and I
- 42:06accidentally threw 90 and it was literally that of like don't
- 42:10force yourself into something just like be loose, be yourself,
- 42:15know who you are. And even pre injury I was trying
- 42:18to be a super drop and drive guy because that just like what you
- 42:23kind of told what you're supposed to do.
- 42:25But when I look at when I'm throwing fast every time it's
- 42:28like I'm super loose. Damn, really just helped me to
- 42:30look at OK. Like what have you done in the
- 42:32past when you were throwing fast?
- 42:34What are you motive preferences? How does your body want to move
- 42:38and how do we get from what are you doing now to when you were
- 42:40feeling really great? Honestly, it wasn't even having
- 42:43one drill or having like do this or like do this exercise in the
- 42:47gym. It's just like, OK, overall,
- 42:49let's just reset and be like, when are you at your best?
- 42:52When do you move the best and like try to feel that when you
- 42:56throw. And you feel to an extent you've
- 42:59been able to carry that with you now.
- 43:00I'll be honest, like it comes and goes.
- 43:02Baseball is very much you like kind of forced into doing
- 43:05something. Like you're supposed to be that
- 43:06guy. And like, I wouldn't lie if it's
- 43:09not something. So I'm like, OK, who's right
- 43:11here? Because like when I talk to my
- 43:13pitch coach here, he doesn't believe in it.
- 43:15And then if I talk to somebody else, he loves it.
- 43:17It's super, super polarizing, but I think the beauty of it is
- 43:22the answer probably lies in the middle.
- 43:23I did the tests. Like I know when I'm under my
- 43:25tippy toes, I'm way more stable. Like that's just a fact.
- 43:29Does that mean I like have to do that 100% of the time?
- 43:33No, but does it mean like I have to be on the heel?
- 43:36No, it's just like to what feels good for you.
- 43:38I think that's what I took away from like that weekend.
- 43:41And I think that's also what he preaches is like, just do what
- 43:44feels good for you and it doesn't matter who tells you
- 43:46like the drill or whatever, if it clicks in your mind, just do
- 43:50it. It's that simple.
- 43:52Don't overcomplicate pitching. You have your body, it knows
- 43:55what it wants to do. Don't force it to do something
- 43:58that it doesn't want to do. Looking back at this rehab
- 44:02process, were there any hiccups or major learning moments that
- 44:07you feel have kind of shifted the way you look at things?
- 44:12Either like something you wish you did differently, or
- 44:15something that you learned a lot from.
- 44:17I kind of hate to say this, but I think it was the most flawless
- 44:22rehab like I could have had. Yeah, I definitely learned a lot
- 44:26of stuff, but like I was still on the question of hiccups and
- 44:28I'm like, it was just super linear, right?
- 44:31Like if you look at everything, like if you look at the facts
- 44:33for Britain numbers, if you look at below, if you look at
- 44:37throwing volume, if you look at pain, like it was super linear.
- 44:41Where I had more of a learning moment was when the rehab was
- 44:44done and I was in the game again.
- 44:45And I'm like, rehab doesn't mean shit.
- 44:48Like you are in a game again. You don't have the controlled
- 44:52environment anymore. I think that was a big learning
- 44:54curve of like, OK, I've just gone through three months of
- 44:58very superstructure throwing and that's not the reality of
- 45:02baseball kind of me getting grips with.
- 45:06I love living in this rehab bubble because it was like
- 45:09honestly, like throwing wise, my aunt felt great, but that's just
- 45:12not what baseball is. It literally took me this long
- 45:15because for the last two months when I was throwing in the
- 45:18season, I went away from a lot of the stuff that I did during
- 45:21rehab. And now like the last week, it
- 45:23was literally this week, I was sitting at home and I was like,
- 45:26why did I stop doing some stuff that I did during rehab?
- 45:29You obviously can't do it to the fullest extent, but you should
- 45:33still be doing the things that made you feel that good.
- 45:36I was throwing 92 so easily then and now I'm like huffing and
- 45:40puffins. Maybe like go, go, just go back
- 45:43at 7. Be like, OK, like it's this is
- 45:45not a rehab. But a lot of the stuff that you
- 45:47have during rehab is a great tool to have and like to do.
- 45:51For example, one thing just so I shouted one thing is the pulse
- 45:54the sensor for my arm right then rehab at a rate a gun behind me.
- 45:59Every throw at the pulse on me, every single throw and every
- 46:03single throw, I would look on my phone and be like, OK, that's
- 46:05the speed and that's the answer. This is what I'm trying to hit.
- 46:08And this is how many throws I did.
- 46:10And then I think as soon as I got back to season, I was just
- 46:13like, oh, let me just throw the ball again without really regard
- 46:16for like, OK, keep your light stays super light.
- 46:18Like actually have an impulse of like look at your phone back.
- 46:22That was too fast and I kind of lost that.
- 46:25And this week I, I was kind of going back and I was like, OK,
- 46:28like I got to go back to the stuff that I was doing during
- 46:32rehab. There's a couple hugely
- 46:34important points that you hit on there that I want to call out.
- 46:38The rehab piece. Well, I I guess there's a couple
- 46:42answers you gave regarding the rehab piece.
- 46:44Yeah, you're 100% right. You're no longer rehabbing.
- 46:47You're in open water now. You got to figure it out and and
- 46:51win. Oftentimes you forget about a
- 46:53lot of things. One like you no longer have your
- 46:57life jacket, it's sink or swim when you're out there playing
- 47:00again. So that can be a tough bridge
- 47:02for individuals to cross when you don't have the safety net of
- 47:05going back to look at a structured throwing program or
- 47:08something of that nature. Or just like the ease of
- 47:12knocking out your eyes wise and tease and saying, I had a great
- 47:15day. You can certainly get your ass
- 47:17kicked pretty quickly when you leave 90 mile an hour heater
- 47:20right down the deck and it gets sent in the right center gap.
- 47:23But then the the next piece of that, the other side of the
- 47:27rehab piece. Yeah, like there should be a
- 47:30really solid blend between rehab and performance training.
- 47:35And just because something gets labeled rehab doesn't mean you
- 47:39can't do it. You nailed it.
- 47:41You said why would I not do the things that make me feel good
- 47:45and feel better and feel fresh And when I do those things I
- 47:49know I can perform just because they're labeled rehab?
- 47:52Like that's so short sighted. Bring those back.
- 47:55If it makes you feel your best, you should be doing it.
- 47:58And obviously you're doing it during rehab for a good reason
- 48:03because it is designed to get you healthy or recover or feel
- 48:07better or get you stronger. Just because it's labeled rehab
- 48:11doesn't mean you can't do it when you're healthy, so I'm glad
- 48:14you came to that realization. That's a very important point to
- 48:18come to. I think it's kind of like just
- 48:20on a psychological level, it's just human nature of like, oh,
- 48:23we're hurt, so we have to do this.
- 48:25And then as soon as we're not hurt again, we stopped doing the
- 48:28things that helped us not to be hurt in the 1st place.
- 48:31I mean, you should probably have the flexible group all the time
- 48:33where like people use the thing we have and then they go back to
- 48:37throwing. They're like, oh, I did during
- 48:39rehab. I don't need it.
- 48:40But the right solution is just to keep doing it.
- 48:42So you don't even get to that point in the 1st place.
- 48:44Or even better, do it before you get hurt, right?
- 48:46Like that. That would be the best solution
- 48:49of all. So like I think it's kind of,
- 48:50and it's not just baseball, it's like every sport, but I mean,
- 48:53we're kind of dumb. Like let's be honest, like we're
- 48:56pretty dumb and like we're pretty short sighted.
- 48:58But trying to get out of that mindset and trying to be like,
- 49:01OK, what makes me feel the best? So I got to do that because
- 49:05that's what helped me to get healthy anyway.
- 49:07I have one more question about the rehab.
- 49:09You mentioned the linear progression that you went
- 49:12through, which is so much different than 99% of the.
- 49:18Rehabs. I was three people lucky.
- 49:19I was super lucky. You were super lucky to have a
- 49:22flawless rehab. Do you think a lot of that came
- 49:25down to you having won the care team in two kind of the data
- 49:31surrounding what you were doing so you always knew where you
- 49:35were at, whether it's being able to look at your whoop, whether
- 49:38it's tracking your throws, whether it's pulse or radar gun,
- 49:42flex, pro grip. You always knew where your grip
- 49:44strength was. You just had so many things
- 49:46working in your favor that I'm assuming that enabled you to
- 49:51just say like, yeah, I'm on the right track.
- 49:53I can make an adjustment if I need to, but this is trending
- 49:57the right direction. Yeah, it's crazy because before
- 50:01rehab I was kind of that way where I looked at data a lot.
- 50:04But then you kind of nailed it. Like doing rehab, I had so many
- 50:08like away from just like people tell me what to do.
- 50:11I had so many like different machines tell me what was
- 50:13happening, as you said, like I had the loop, like sleep and
- 50:16stuff, which is obviously important thing we have.
- 50:19And then like the posting, throwing the radar gun, which
- 50:21you've got was like the armkit.com like, oh.
- 50:24Yeah, you were doing that too. Yeah.
- 50:26Yeah. So like I was literally testing
- 50:28my shoulder strength every single time before I throw.
- 50:31I was testing my form strength like after throwing with the
- 50:34flexible grip every single day. And you could just see like the
- 50:37progress going up. And I think the biggest thing
- 50:41with that is if there would have been a dip in any of that,
- 50:45that's when we would have like cut back the throwing.
- 50:49But I just got lucky enough. Or like, I don't even want to
- 50:51say lucky because I think a lot of it was just like me busting
- 50:54my balls just during rehab. Like I was in the gym, I'm not
- 50:58even kidding, probably 4 hours a day, four days a week.
- 51:02Like it wasn't like I just got lucky and I threw and it stopped
- 51:05hurting. No, like I did a lot of things
- 51:08that then helped me to not have any pain again.
- 51:11I sometimes see like a kid here as we having right now and he
- 51:15literally did his whole five week rehab without a gun and I
- 51:20talked to him about him. He was kind of defensive about
- 51:21it. But like how do you how do you
- 51:23know how fast you're throwing? Like you have no idea if you're
- 51:27like throwing 90 on your body, like can't handle it.
- 51:31I'll be honest, sometimes I hated it because it was like I
- 51:33don't want to throw 65 MPH into this net 50 times right now.
- 51:36But like, having that like safety net really did help me to
- 51:40not overreach, which I think chronically I'm somebody who
- 51:44overreaches a lot because I try to do so much.
- 51:48And that's kind of also what I said about like, OK, I'm going
- 51:50to start using the pulse again because I noticed, OK, this
- 51:52summer I had a really good rehab and then I overreached.
- 51:56And it's like I didn't learn from my mistakes.
- 51:59So I like, now it's like, OK, let me take a step back and I
- 52:02got to actually like use it now to when I'm not hood, like use
- 52:06the same data that I was when I'm not hood.
- 52:08Yeah, Yeah, that's great, man. I, I appreciate you kind of
- 52:13opening up about that and being introspective because we
- 52:16wouldn't be at this point without your introspection.
- 52:18Now the next place I want to go is a look into the future.
- 52:21We've talked so much about the past.
- 52:23You've got Utd coming up in just a few weeks now.
- 52:27We're recording this August 6th. Don't quite know when it's
- 52:30coming out yet, but heck, when this comes out you might be back
- 52:34stateside sweating your balls off in Dallas, TX because that
- 52:38place is hot. But yeah, what are you?
- 52:40What are you looking forward to with Utd?
- 52:43Ultimately, why was that the school that you wanted to spend
- 52:47your next two years at? I think first of all, a big
- 52:50thing for me, like I want to show that I can be like a top
- 52:54dog in D2 baseball because I know I can.
- 52:56But I always said this and I believe in this, like I'm not
- 53:00going to transfer in conference. Like I just think that's not
- 53:03something that I stand for and like whoever does it, like it's
- 53:06fine. But like I didn't want to play
- 53:08against Echo college. So I was kind of like, OK,
- 53:10what's the second missed conference to go to?
- 53:12And that's when I kind of put my eyes on Texas.
- 53:15And like you'd shout out to coach go like without him this
- 53:19would have not been possible. But he was like, OK, like loved
- 53:22having you for four years. I know it didn't work out the
- 53:25last year, like no pressure, but like, give me your top three
- 53:27schools and I will reach out to them, which is like just crazy.
- 53:32I think like there's a very few coaches on like this planet that
- 53:35would do that. So I told him, OK, this is 123,
- 53:38Utd is number 1. And literally the same day he
- 53:41called them and like they got back to me within like 24 hours.
- 53:45So whatever he said, it was definitely something positive
- 53:48because I don't think they would have called back that soon.
- 53:50But again, like, this would have not been possible without him,
- 53:53like reaching out and then me talking to them.
- 53:56And of course, like, it's also funny because at the beginning
- 54:00they were pretty skeptical because I was injured.
- 54:01I can't get mad at that. But then the longer the rehab
- 54:04went, and especially when I started sending the videos of me
- 54:07throwing a little 90s again, then it was like, OK, like we
- 54:11really want you to come here. So I think again, a lot of
- 54:15pieces had to fall in place. Like the rehab had to have went
- 54:18as smooth as it went for me to even go there.
- 54:20But like now I'm super happy I'm in this place.
- 54:23And I just hope like next year I can compete at the level I know
- 54:26I can compete at and actually like, do good because I've done
- 54:30OK. But like, I've never done good
- 54:32and I think I can do good. Now a couple things you you
- 54:35mentioned off air finding the fun again and playing and you're
- 54:40actually better when you separate from that Bulldog F you
- 54:44mentality and more just to go out there and enjoy a kids game.
- 54:49You talked about it a little bit earlier on the podcast as well.
- 54:53Pairing that with going into a new school and having to compete
- 54:56and earn a role, earn a spot, how do you think you're going to
- 54:59be able to manage that? It's tough, but I think the
- 55:03biggest thing is just like, honestly, it comes back to like
- 55:06people and getting in connection with the team.
- 55:08When I talk about having fun on the field, 90% of that is me
- 55:12wanting to play with the seven guys that are behind me and
- 55:16throwing to the guy that's like catching my ball.
- 55:18So I think that's kind of what it comes down to honestly.
- 55:21Because like I know I'm good enough to compete, but I just
- 55:25want to be with like 8 people on the field that I want to win
- 55:28with. So I think that's the biggest
- 55:31thing when I get there, like lay the ground without just like
- 55:35getting to know the guys, being a team.
- 55:37And then like I think everything else is going to fall in place
- 55:39because I know I got the talent. I know like I got the hard work
- 55:42and whatever I don't have when I get there I'm going to figure
- 55:45out just by licking my ass off because that's what I do.
- 55:48And maybe the last question, it was hard not to let you mic drop
- 55:51with that final answer there, but we talked briefly about you
- 55:56trying to make that transition to starter.
- 55:58You obviously are coming off the UCL sprain.
- 56:01Do you have a desired role at Utd or do you just want the ball
- 56:06and be able to throw it? Dude it's so tough.
- 56:09I think I am better as a believer slash closer but
- 56:13stunning is a lot of fun. But if I'm being honest if the
- 56:16coach would ask me right now, like if you have the choice to
- 56:19be the close it will be a stutter.
- 56:22I would probably choose closing right now.
- 56:24And it's honestly a lot of it is also health reasons.
- 56:27Just because like I know I can throw the shit out of the ball
- 56:32for like 25 bitches and I know I'm like really, really good
- 56:36doing those 25 pitches, but if I throw 50, like I just feel like
- 56:41I'm a little worse. Nothing.
- 56:43I'm bad, but I'm a little and I'd rather be at my best if that
- 56:46makes sense. And how do you feel about then
- 56:48your ability to recover? You've obviously had to bounce
- 56:50back in short stints throwing in the back end of the bullpen
- 56:54versus then the added benefit of being a starter is you know
- 56:58exactly when you're going to throw every week.
- 57:00Weighing those pros and cons, have you noticed anything about
- 57:03like your ability to bounce back, throwing out of the pen
- 57:06versus knowing every single week that you can bust your ass in
- 57:10the weight room and you can do all those things without even
- 57:14having to think about the Saturday to come or the Friday
- 57:17to come until it's a day or two away?
- 57:20It's so tough because when I was a starter, like again, I never
- 57:24actually saw the game, but in the preseason I loved it, right?
- 57:28I'm such a routine guy that loved rehab.
- 57:30Like I love having routines. But then if I think about almost
- 57:34every single time where I threw back-to-back days, the second
- 57:36day was almost always better. And it goes back to like the
- 57:39whole thing. The second day.
- 57:40I always just pitch. I think the first day I just try
- 57:43to throw the shit out of the ball and the second day is like,
- 57:46like I actually pitch. So I don't think I've had a
- 57:49problem with bouncing back, especially in Germany because we
- 57:51play Saturday, Sunday. So like I'm used to throwing
- 57:54back-to-back days, but I'm definitely going to miss the
- 57:57whole like routine thing about selling.
- 57:59Like I had a blast doing that. Like what was the two months
- 58:04while it lasted before I got hood?
- 58:06Like, I do love like, love that, but.
- 58:08Yeah. Well, Ricky, this really does it
- 58:11for me. I feel good about the ground we
- 58:13covered. Do you think there's anything
- 58:16that we have missed that is worth sharing?
- 58:18I don't think so, no. I think we've covered
- 58:21everything. Just one thing is definitely
- 58:23want to say thank you to you and you'd shout out to Flexprogrip.
- 58:26Like I'll be honest, I think if I wouldn't have had that first
- 58:30meeting at that field with you and realizing, oh, there is a
- 58:33problem with the strength side of it, I think this rehab would
- 58:36have looked very different. Because trying to figure that
- 58:40out is so tough because even when, for example, when I was
- 58:43doing like the regular drip test, like I was always in a
- 58:46really good percentile. But just knowing, OK, the
- 58:50muscles that are actually important for baseball are
- 58:51really weak. I think that's something that's
- 58:54super important for people just to know.
- 58:56Well, I appreciate that man, that that means the world to me.
- 59:00Obviously you mean a lot to me. I I've loved the friendship that
- 59:04we've developed just beyond the player coach relationship and I
- 59:08can't thank you enough for the trust.
- 59:11It's been great getting to work with you all these years and I'm
- 59:15I'm glad you're able to hop on here and Share your story.
- 59:17Problem. Thank you for having.
- 59:19Me, of course. And to all the listeners out
- 59:21there, thanks for laying back with us.