God Showed Up and Showed Out… But I Still Want Control
I’m still in 1 Samuel 2:36… and now I understand why.
God showed up and showed out in my life. At the very last moment, God provided a place for me to live and a stream of income when I had almost nothing.
And somehow… I still want control.
That’s what made me realize—this verse isn’t just about things being taken away. It’s about the parts of me that used to run my life still trying to come back.
For me, that’s control.
Control made me feel safe. It helped me survive. But it also kept me stuck.
Now I’m in a place where I can’t control everything—living with roommates, not having things done…
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