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Dirty Little Secret:One Childhood Mistake..A Lifetime of Regret · Billy The Kidd In The Morning

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  Speaker 1: I'm mixed one or two point nine. If you've got
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  Speaker 1: a secret, you let us know. It's Bible to kid
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  Speaker 1: Candice Lowpez, producer Pooh. Just call us eight three three seven,
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  Speaker 1: eight seven one or two nine. Some people like to
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  Speaker 1: set it up via Instagram, at Billy on the radio,
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  Speaker 1: at Candas on air, at Poo on the radio. Either way,
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  Speaker 1: just tell us whoever you're more comfortable with dealing with. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: let's find some people want to deal with Candas. I
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  Speaker 1: don't blame you, Okay, she's nicer. She makes great sourdough.
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  Speaker 1: She says, we don't know for sure. Maybe that's her secret.
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  Speaker 1: She has a secret bakery and she sells her sourdo
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  Speaker 1: on the side. Yeah, exactly what is your secret?
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  Speaker 2: Go ahead?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah? I got a confession, and everybody keeps asking me.
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  Speaker 3: You know, every time I tell somebody if I'm okay,
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  Speaker 3: the answer is, yes, I'm okay. I'm not suicidal. But
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  Speaker 3: the confession is, in two weeks, I'm quitting my job,
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  Speaker 3: packing up everything, and moving to Florida with absolutely no plan,
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  Speaker 3: no plan. Yeah, I'm just picking up and going. I
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  Speaker 3: haven't really told any of my friends or my family,
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  Speaker 3: And as far as you know, they're all concerned, and
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  Speaker 3: that's pretty you know, everything's normal. Meanwhile, I've been listening
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  Speaker 3: to all my stuff on Facebook Marketplace. You know, I
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  Speaker 3: sold my TV, my couch, most of my furnitures gone,
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  Speaker 3: and I'm pretty much just selling everything I have and
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  Speaker 3: you know, except for the stuff I could fit in
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  Speaker 3: my car. And then I'm leaving. Wow, So that's it.
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  Speaker 2: That's it.
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  Speaker 3: Some people think I'm having down.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not well.
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  Speaker 1: I was going to ask you, I mean, you know,
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  Speaker 1: not to get too serious, but you you're okay, You're
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  Speaker 1: you're okay, You're just this is just what you're doing.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm totally fine. I just you know, it's like
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  Speaker 3: every day I wake up and it's the same thing
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  Speaker 3: over and over again. You know. It's like I wake up,
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  Speaker 3: I'm almost robot here. It's like a brown hog Day
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  Speaker 3: or something. Work I made somebody else rich, you know.
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  Speaker 3: I come home, I watch some TV, I go to bed,
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  Speaker 3: wake up, and do it all over again the next day.
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  Speaker 3: It's like, at the end of the week, I barely
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  Speaker 3: have enough money to even enjoy anything. You know, I
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  Speaker 3: just don't want.
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  Speaker 2: To do it. I hear. I get this vibe from
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  Speaker 2: so many people rat race.
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  Speaker 4: It's I get it. We're not doing life right.
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  Speaker 2: No, in a lot of ways, you're right.
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  Speaker 1: And you know what, Candice, you brought this to my
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  Speaker 1: attention the other day because you had some breakdown of
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  Speaker 1: how much how much the average person from nine to five,
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  Speaker 1: how much they work, Yeah, how much free time they have,
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  Speaker 1: And it was.
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  Speaker 4: Sad, how much time is spent in doing things that
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  Speaker 4: we don't necessarily want to do, but naturally we're supposed
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  Speaker 4: to and that's what we're just built for here. I
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  Speaker 4: mean a lot of people wish they could break free.
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  Speaker 2: And you're right, it's so expensive nowadays. It's I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: what am I working for?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah?
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  Speaker 2: To survive?
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  Speaker 3: I thought to myself. You know, my family's busy with
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  Speaker 3: their lives and kids, and we don't really even talk
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  Speaker 3: that much anymore. All my friends are basically doing the
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  Speaker 3: same thing like that. You know, everybody's getting married up
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  Speaker 3: and having kids, and it's nobody's being a bad person,
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  Speaker 3: but everybody's all wrapped up in their home thing. You know. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: I'm single, I have no kids, I don't I don't
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  Speaker 3: even have a partner. I live in a strappy apartment.
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  Speaker 3: I got nothing to lose. So you know, I really
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  Speaker 3: just sat down one day and asked myself, like, if
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  Speaker 3: nobody needs me here, why am I here? And I
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  Speaker 3: thought about, Okay, well what would I do? You know?
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  Speaker 3: If I do something, what am I gonna do? And
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  Speaker 3: I keep falling back on fishing?
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  Speaker 2: Fishing?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, fishing, being out on the water is like the
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  Speaker 3: only thing that clears my head. Maybe I can find
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  Speaker 3: a job on a boat, you know, Ada marina or something, fishing,
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  Speaker 3: charter boat, something.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, go for it, you should. I mean, I think
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  Speaker 2: that's a better way to put it.
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  Speaker 1: Listen, I'm going to follow a dream that I think
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  Speaker 1: is gonna make me happy instead of saying I'm just
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  Speaker 1: leaving I don't care. Yeah, I think that's that's the
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  Speaker 1: what you're doing. Really, You're trying to find something that
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  Speaker 1: makes you happy, so you have some money you're going
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  Speaker 1: out there with or I mean anything.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I'm not rich, like I said, i'd
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  Speaker 3: braly make enough money to get by, but I've been
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  Speaker 3: saving for a while and I got enough money put
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  Speaker 3: away I could probably I can definitely survive for a
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  Speaker 3: few weeks if I'm careful, and after that, I mean
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  Speaker 3: we'll see, you know, The craziest part about this sort
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  Speaker 3: of thing is I don't think people are gonna even notice,
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  Speaker 3: and I'm gone maybe, I mean, I don't mean it
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  Speaker 3: like that, but they're all just so busy, and you know,
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  Speaker 3: I don't know. Maybe around the holidays somebody will call
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  Speaker 3: or somebody will tech see that.
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  Speaker 2: Now that makes me sad, because people will. I do.
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  Speaker 1: I do sometimes feel guilty because I don't make the
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  Speaker 1: proper effort with family and friends. Sometimes because you're life
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  Speaker 1: does get busy and I'm guilty of that and my
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  Speaker 1: friends are guilty. Then sometimes you got to make a
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  Speaker 1: conscious effort. So people will definitely just because they're not
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  Speaker 1: you don't feel like they're making time, doesn't mean they
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  Speaker 1: wouldn't miss you if you're if you didn't live here,
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  Speaker 1: you know what I mean?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I guess.
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  Speaker 2: I might tell my family if I were you.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if I wouldn't want to worry them,
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  Speaker 1: and you might regret not telling them, But I mean,
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  Speaker 1: you're gonna do what you want to do, but.
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  Speaker 3: I'll let them know what they get there.
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  Speaker 1: Maybe, well, man, good good luck. I hope you find happiness.
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  Speaker 1: I really do.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, I don't know. Maybe you know, maybe in
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  Speaker 3: six months I'll be calling you from Florida, live in
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  Speaker 3: the dream, or maybe I'll call you in six months
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  Speaker 3: from Florida living in my car.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know either way, call me yeah.
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  Speaker 4: I mean the thought of taking a leap like this
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  Speaker 4: is like I respect that I do too. It's exciting
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  Speaker 4: if you, you know, frame it in your mind that way.
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  Speaker 1: I I think that's Cannice. That's exactly what you gotta
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  Speaker 1: frame it differently. People will, people love you, people absolutely care.
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  Speaker 1: I would frame it like I'm going to try something
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  Speaker 1: new because I'm tired of being the same old nine
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  Speaker 1: to five, boring robot.
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  Speaker 2: I want to be happy. I'm going to find my
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  Speaker 2: happy place.
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  Speaker 4: Would say, man, I wish I could do that.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, you know, I would look at it like that.
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  Speaker 2: I hope you are. I hope you find that. Please
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  Speaker 2: follow up with us and let us know.
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  Speaker 3: Absolutely you'll get a call