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- 0:00Chapter two. Abandoning his bicycle, which fell before a servant could catch it,
- 0:08the young man sprang up onto the verandah. He was all animation.
- 0:14Amidu la amidu la am I late, he cried, Do not apologize,
- 0:20said his host, You are always late. Kindly answer my question, am
- 0:26I late? Has mahmoud Ali eaten all the food? If so, I
- 0:31go elsewhere? Mister mahmoud Ali, how are you? Thank you? Doctor
- 0:37Aziz, I am dying, dying before your dinner. Oh poor mahmoud Ali.
- 0:45Amidu la here is actually dead. He passed away just as you rode
- 0:50up on your bike. Yes, that is so, said the other.
- 0:56Imagine us both as addressing you from another and a happier world. Does there
- 1:03happen to be such a thing as a hookah in that happier world of yours?
- 1:08As he's don't chatter, we are having a very sad talk. The
- 1:14hookah had been packed too tight, as was usual in his friend's house,
- 1:19and bubbled sulkily. He coaxed it, yielding at last, the tobacco jetted
- 1:26up into his lungs and nostrils, driving out the smoke of burning cow dung.
- 1:32That had filled them as he rode through the bazaar. It was delicious.
- 1:37He lay in a trance, sensuous but healthy, through which the talk
- 1:42of the other two did not seem particularly sad. They were discussing as to
- 1:48whether or no it is possible to be friends with an Englishman. Mahmoud Ali
- 1:53argued that it was not Amidula disagreed, but with so many reservations that there
- 2:00was no friction between them. Delicious indeed, to lie on the broad veranda
- 2:07with the moon rising in front, and the servants preparing dinner behind, and
- 2:13no trouble happening. Well, look at my own experience this morning. I
- 2:20only contend that it is possible in England, replied Hamidullah, who had been
- 2:25to that country long ago, before the Big Rush, and had received a
- 2:30cordial welcome at Cambridge. It is impossible here. Azziz, the red nosed
- 2:38boy has again insulted me in court. I do not blame him. He
- 2:45was told that he ought to insult me. Until lately. He was quite
- 2:49a nice boy. But the others have got hold of him. Yes,
- 2:53they have no chance here, that is my point. They come out in
- 3:00ending to be gentlemen and are told it will not do. Look at Leslie,
- 3:05look at Blakeston. Now it is your red nosed boy, and feeling
- 3:09will go next. Why I remember when Turton came out first. It was
- 3:15in another part of the province. You fellows will not believe me. But
- 3:21I have driven with Turton in his carriage. Turton, Oh, yes,
- 3:25we were once quite intimate. He has shown me his step collection. He
- 3:30would expect you to steal it now Turton, but red Nosed Boy will be
- 3:37far worse than Turton. I do not think so. They all become exactly
- 3:43the same, not worse, not better. I give any englishman two years,
- 3:49be he Turton or Burton. It is only the difference of a letter,
- 3:53and I give any english woman six months. All are exactly alike.
- 4:00Do you not agree with me? I do not, replied mahmoud Ali,
- 4:04entering into the bitter fun and feeling both pain and amusement at each word that
- 4:10was uttered. For my own part, I find such profound differences among our
- 4:15rulers. Red Nose mumbles, Turton talks distinctly. Missus. Turton takes bribes
- 4:23Missus. Red Noose does not and cannot because so far there is no missus
- 4:28red noose bribes. Did you not know that? When they were lent to
- 4:34Central India over a canal scheme, some Raja or other gave her a sewing
- 4:41machine in solid gold so that the water should run through his state and does
- 4:47it. No, That is where Missus Turton is so skillful. When we
- 4:54poor blacks tape bribes, we perform what we are bribed to perform, and
- 4:59the laud discovers us. In consequence, the English take and do nothing.
- 5:04I admire them, We all admire them. Huzzies, Please pass me the
- 5:12hookah. Oh not yet, hookah is so jolly. Now you are a
- 5:18very selfish boy. He raised his voice suddenly and shouted for dinner. Servants
- 5:26shouted back that it was ready. They meant that they wished it was ready,
- 5:31and were so understood for nobody moved. Then Hamidula continued, but with
- 5:39changed manner and evident emotion. But take my case, the case of young
- 5:45Hugh Banister. Here is the son of my dear friends, my dead friends,
- 5:50the Reverend and missus Banister, whose goodness to me in England I shall
- 5:56never forget or describe. They were father and mother to me. I talked
- 6:00to them as I do now. In the vacations, their rectory became my
- 6:05home. They entrusted all their children to me. I often carried little Hue
- 6:11about. I took him up to the funeral of Queen Victoria and held him
- 6:15in my arms above the crowd. Queen Victoria was different, murmured mahmoud Ali.
- 6:23I learned now that this boy is in business as a leather merchant at
- 6:28Kanpor. Imagine how I longed to see him and to pay his fare.
- 6:31That this house might be his home, But it is useless. The other
- 6:38Anglo Indians will have got hold of him long ago. They will probably think
- 6:43that I want something and I cannot face that from the son of my old
- 6:47friends. Oh what in this country has gone wrong? With everything? Baki
- 6:55said? I ask you, Aziz joined in, why I talk about the
- 7:00English Oo? Why I be either friends with the fellows or not friends?
- 7:05Let us shut them out and be jolly. Queen Victoria and Missus Banister were
- 7:11the only exceptions, and they're dead. No, no, I do not
- 7:16admit that I have met others. So have I said mahmoud Ali, unexpectedly,
- 7:23veering. All ladies are far from alike. Their mood was changed,
- 7:30and they recalled little kindnesses and courtesies. She said thank you so much in
- 7:35the most natural way. She offered me a lozenge when the dust irritated my
- 7:41throat. Hamidullah could remember more important examples of angelic ministration, but the other,
- 7:48who only knew Anglo India, had to ransack his memory for scraps.
- 7:54And it was not surprising that he should return to But of all, this
- 8:01is exceptional. The exceptional does not prove the rule. The average woman is
- 8:05like missus Turton, and Aziz, you know what she is. Aziz did
- 8:11not know, but said he did. He too generalized from his disappointments.
- 8:18It is difficult for members of a subject race to do otherwise. Granted the
- 8:24exceptions, he agreed that all englishwomen are haughty and venal. The gleam passed
- 8:31from the conversation, whose wintry surface unrolled and expanded interminably. A servant announced
- 8:41dinner. They ignored him. The elder men had reached their eternal politics.
- 8:48Aziz drifted into the garden. The trees smelt sweet green, blossomed chum puck,
- 8:54and scraps of Persian poetry came into his head. Dinner, but when
- 9:01he returned to the house for it, mahmoud Ali had drifted away in his
- 9:05turn to speak to his sais. Come and see my wife a little,
- 9:11then, said Amidula, and they spent twenty minutes behind the Porda. Amdula
- 9:18Begum was a distant aunt of Aziz and the only female relative he had in
- 9:24Chandrapor, and she had much to say to him on this occasion about a
- 9:30family circumcision that had been celebrated with imperfect pump. It was difficult to get
- 9:37away because until they had had their dinner, she would not begin hers,
- 9:43and consequently prolonged her remarks in case they should suppose she was impatient. Having
- 9:50censured the circumcision, she bethought her of kindred topics and asked Aziz when he
- 9:56was going to be married. Respectful but irritated, he answered once is enough.
- 10:05Yes, he has done his duty, said Hamidullah. Do not tease
- 10:09him. So he carries on his family, two boys and their sister.
- 10:16Aren't they live most comfortably with my wife's mother, where she was living before
- 10:20she died. I can see them whenever I like. They are such very,
- 10:24very small children, And he sends them the whole of his salary and
- 10:31lives like a low grade clerk, and tells no one the reason. What
- 10:35more do you require him to do? But this was not Hamidula Begum's point,
- 10:41And having courteously changed the conversation for a few moments, she returned and
- 10:46made it. She said, what is to become of all our daughters?
- 10:52If men refuse to marry, they will marry beneath them? Or and she
- 10:58began, and the oft told tale of a lady of imperial descent who could
- 11:05find no husband in the narrow circle where her pride permitted her to mate,
- 11:09and had lived on on wed her age now thirty, and would die on
- 11:16wed for no one would have her now. While the tale was in progress,
- 11:22it convinced the two men the tragedy seemed a slur on the whole community.
- 11:28Better polygamy almost than that a woman should die without the joys God has
- 11:35intended her to receive wedlock, motherhood power in the house. For what else
- 11:43is she born? And how can the man who has denied them to her
- 11:48stand up to face her creator and his own At the last day, Aziz
- 11:54took his leave, saying, perhaps but later his invariable reply to such an
- 12:01appeal. You mustn't put off what you think, right, said Hamidullah.
- 12:07That is why India is in such a plight, because we put off things.
- 12:13But seeing that his young relative looked worried, he added a few soothing
- 12:18words, and thus wiped out any impression that his wife might have made.
- 12:24During their absence. Mahmoud Ali had gone off in his carriage, leaving a
- 12:28message that he should be back in five minutes, but they were on no
- 12:33account to wait. They sat down to meet with a distant cousin of the
- 12:39house, Mahamad Latif, who lived on Hamidullah's bounty, and who occupied the
- 12:43position neither of a servant nor of an equal. He did not speak unless
- 12:48spoken to, and since no one spoke, kept on offended silence. Now
- 12:54and then he belched in compliment to the richness of the food. A gentle,
- 13:01happy and dishonest old man all his life, he had never done a
- 13:05stroke of work. So long as some one of his relatives had a house,
- 13:11he was sure of a home, and it was unlikely that so large
- 13:13a family would all go bankrupt. His wife led a similar existence some hundreds
- 13:20of miles away. He did not visit her, owing to the expense of
- 13:26the railway ticket. Presently, Aziz chaffed him also the servants, and then
- 13:31began quoting poetry Persian, Urdu, a little Arabic. His memory was good,
- 13:39and for so young a man, he had read largely. The themes
- 13:43he preferred were the decay of Islam and the brevity of love. They listened
- 13:50delighted, for they took the public view of poetry, not the private which
- 13:56obtains in England. It never bore them to hear words words. They breathed
- 14:03them with the cool night air, never stopping to analyze the name of the
- 14:09poet, hafiz hali Ikbal was sufficient guarantee India. A hundred Indias whispered outside
- 14:20beneath the indifferent moon. But for the time India seemed one and their own,
- 14:26and they regained their departed greatness by hearing its departure. Lamented, they
- 14:33felt young again, because reminded that youth must fly. A servant in scarlet
- 14:39interrupted him. He was the Tuprasi of the civil surgeon, and he handed
- 14:45Aziz a note, old calender, wants to see me at his bungalow.
- 14:50He said, not rising, he might have the politeness to say why some
- 14:58case, I dare say, I dare say nothing. I dare say nothing.
- 15:03He has found out our dinner hour, that's all, and chooses to
- 15:07interrupt us every time in order to show his power. On the one hand,
- 15:13he always does this. On the other it may be a serious case,
- 15:18and you cannot know, said Hamidullah, considerately, paving the way towards
- 15:24obedience. Had you not better clean your teeth after pan? If my teeth
- 15:31are to be cleaned, I don't go at all. I am an Indian.
- 15:35It is an Indian habit to take upon. The civil surgeon must put
- 15:39up with it. Mohammed, la'tief my bike please? The poor relation got
- 15:45up slightly immersed in the realms of matter. He laid his hand on the
- 15:50bicycle's saddle while the servant did the actual wheeling. Between them, they took
- 15:56it over a tintack. Azis held his hands under the ewer, dried them,
- 16:02fitted on his green felt hat, and then, with unexpected energy,
- 16:07whizzed out of Hamidullah's compound. Aziz azzies imprudent boy. But he was far
- 16:17down the bazaar, riding furiously. He had neither light, nor bell,
- 16:22nor had he a break. But what use are such adjuncts in a land
- 16:29where the cyclist's only hope is to coast from face to face, and just
- 16:33before he collides with each it vanishes. And the city was fairly empty at
- 16:41this hour. When his tire went flat, he leaped off and shouted for
- 16:45a tonga. He did not at first find one, and he had also
- 16:52to dispose of his bicycle at a friend's house. He dallied furthermore to clean
- 16:56his teeth, but at last he was rattling towards the civil lines with a
- 17:02vivid sense of speed. As he entered their arid tidiness, depression suddenly seized
- 17:08him. The roads, named after victorious generals and intersecting at right angles,
- 17:17were symbolic of the net Great Britain had thrown over India. He felt caught
- 17:22in their meshes. When he turned into Major Calendar's compound, he could with
- 17:29difficulty restrain himself from getting down from the tonga and approaching the bungalow on foot.
- 17:36And this not because his soul was servile, but because his feelings,
- 17:41the sensitive edges of him, feared a gross snub. There had been a
- 17:48case last year, an Indian gentleman had driven up to an official's house and
- 17:55been turned back by the servants, and had been told to approach more suitably.
- 18:02Only one case among thousands of visits to hundreds of officials, but its
- 18:07fame spread wide. The young man shrank from a repetition of it. He
- 18:14compromised and stopped the driver just outside the flood of light that fell across the
- 18:18veranda. The civil surgeon was out, but the Sahibaz left me some message.
- 18:26The servant returned an indifferent note. Azzis was in despair. It was
- 18:33a servant whom he had forgotten to tip, and he could do nothing now
- 18:37because there were people in the hall. He was convinced that there was a
- 18:41message and that the man was withholding it out of revenge. While they argued,
- 18:48the people came out. Both were ladies. Azziz lifted his hat.
- 18:55The first, who was in evening dress, glanced at the Indian and turned
- 19:00instinctively away. Missus leslie, it is a tonga, she cried, ours
- 19:07inquired, the second, also seeing Aziz, and doing likewise, take the
- 19:12gifts the gods provide. Anyhow, she screeched and both jumped in oh Tonga
- 19:19Walla club club. Oh, why doesn't the fool go go? I will
- 19:26pay you tomorrow, said Aziz to the driver, and as they went off
- 19:30he called courteously, you are most welcome, ladies. They did not reply,
- 19:37being full of their own affairs. So it had come the usual thing,
- 19:44just as mahmoud Ali said, the inevitable snub his bow ignored his carriage
- 19:52taken. It might have been worse, for it comforted him somehow that may
- 19:56dumb Calendar and Leslie both be fat and weigh the tonga down behind beautiful women
- 20:06would have pained him. He turned to the servant, gave him a couple
- 20:11of rupees and asked again whether there was a message. The man, now
- 20:15very civil, returned the same answer. Major Calendar had driven away half an
- 20:21hour before, saying nothing. He had, as a matter of fact,
- 20:26said damn Aziz, words that the servant understood but was too polite to repeat.
- 20:33One can tip too much as well as too little. Indeed, the
- 20:38coin that buys the exact truth has not yet been minted. Then I will
- 20:45write him a letter. He was offered the use of the house, but
- 20:48was too dignified to enter it. Paper and ink were brought on to the
- 20:53verandah. He began, dear Sir, at your express command, and I
- 21:00have hastened as a subordinate should, and then stopped. Tell him I have
- 21:07called. That is sufficient, he said, tearing up the protest. Here's
- 21:11my card. Call me a tonga husur. All are at the club.
- 21:18Then telephone for one down to the railway station. And since the man hastened
- 21:23to do this, he said, enough enough, I prefer to walk.
- 21:29He commandeered a match and lit a cigarette. These attentions, though purchased,
- 21:34soothed him. They would last as long as he had rupees, which is
- 21:41something. But to shake the dust of Anglo India off his feet, to
- 21:47escape from the net and be back among manners and gestures that he knew,
- 21:52he began a walk, an unwonted exercise. He was an athletic little man,
- 22:00daintily put together, but really very strong. Nevertheless, walking fatigued him,
- 22:06as it fatigues everyone in India except the newcomer. There is something hostile
- 22:11in that soil. It either yields and the foot sinks into a depression,
- 22:18or else it is unexpectedly rigid and sharp. Pressing stones or crystals against the
- 22:23tread. A series of these little surprises exhausts, and he was wearing pumps,
- 22:30a poor preparation for any country. At the edge of the civil station,
- 22:37he turned into a mosque to rest. He had always liked this mosque.
- 22:41It was gracious, and the arrangement pleased him. The courtyard, entered
- 22:48through a ruined gait, contained an ablution tank of fresh clear water, which
- 22:53was always in motion, being indeed part of a conduit that supplied the city.
- 23:00The court yard was paved with broken slabs. The covered part of the
- 23:04mosque was deeper than his usual. Its effect was that of an English parish
- 23:11church whose side had been taken out. Where he sat, he looked into
- 23:15three arcades, whose darkness was illuminated by a small hanging lamp and by the
- 23:22moon. The front, in full moonlight, had the appearance of marble,
- 23:29and the ninety nine names of God on the frieze stood out black, as
- 23:33the frieze stood out white against the sky. The contest between this dualism and
- 23:40the contention of shadows within pleased Aziz, and he tried to symbolize the whole
- 23:47into some truths of religion or love a mosque by winning his approval, let
- 23:53loose his imagination. The temple of another creed, Hindu, Christ or Greek
- 24:00would have bored him and failed to awaken his sense of beauty. Here was
- 24:07Islam, his own country, More than a faith, more than a battle
- 24:12cry, more much more Islam an attitude towards life, both exquisite and durable.
- 24:22Where his body and his thoughts found their home. His seat was the
- 24:29low wall that bounded the courtyard. On the left, the ground fell away
- 24:33beneath him towards the city, visible as a blur of trees, and in
- 24:37the stillness he heard many small sounds. On the right over in the club,
- 24:45the English community contributed an amateur orchestra. Elsewhere, some Hindus were drumming.
- 24:52He knew they were Hindus because the rhythm was uncongenial to him, and
- 24:57others were bewailing a corpse. He knew who's, having certified it. That
- 25:03afternoon, there were owls, the Punjab mail and flowers smelt deliciously in the
- 25:11station master's garden. But the mosque that alone signified, and he returned to
- 25:18it from the complex appeal of the night and decked it with meanings. The
- 25:22builder had never intended some day he too would build a mosque smaller than this,
- 25:30but imperfect taste, so that all who passed by should experience the happiness
- 25:36he felt now, and near it, under a low dome, should be
- 25:41his tomb, with a Persian inscription alas without me for a thousand years,
- 25:48the rose will blossom and the spring will bloom. But those who have secretly
- 25:55understood my heart, they will approach and visit the grave where I lie.
- 26:00He had seen the quatrain on the tomb of a Deccan king and regarded it
- 26:04as profound philosophy. He always held pathos to be profound, the secret understanding
- 26:14of the heart. He repeated the phrase with tears in his eyes, and
- 26:18as he did so, one of the pillars of the mosque seemed to quiver.
- 26:23It swayed in the gloom, and detached itself. Belief in ghosts ran
- 26:30in his blood, but he sat firm. Another pillar moved, a third,
- 26:38and then an englishwoman stepped out into the moonlight. Suddenly he was furiously
- 26:45angry and shouted, madame, madame. Oh. The woman gasped, Madame,
- 26:52this is a mosque. You have no right here at all. You
- 26:56should have taken off your shoes. This is a whole place for Moslems.
- 27:02I have taken them off, you have, I had left them at the
- 27:07entrance. Then I ask your pardon. Still startled, the woman moved out,
- 27:12keeping the ablution tank between them. He called after her, I am
- 27:18truly sorry for speaking. Yes, I was right, was I not?
- 27:22If I remove my shoes, I am allowed, of course, But so
- 27:27few ladies take the trouble, especially if thinking no one is there to see.
- 27:33That makes no difference. God is here, madam. Please let me
- 27:40go. Oh can I do you some service now or at any time?
- 27:45No? Thank you, really none? Good night? May I know your
- 27:51name? She was now in the shadow of the gateway, so that he
- 27:55could not see her face, but she saw his, and she said,
- 28:00with a change of voice, Missus moore, missus advancing He found that she
- 28:07was old. A fabric bigger than the mosque fell to pieces, and he
- 28:12did not know whether he was glad or sorry. She was older than Hamid
- 28:18la Begum, with a red face and white hair. Her voice had deceived
- 28:23him. Missus Moore, I am afraid I startled you. I shall tell
- 28:29my community, our friends about you, that God is here. Very good,
- 28:34very fine. Indeed, I think you are newly arrived in India.
- 28:40Yes, how did you know by the way you addressed me? No,
- 28:45but can I call you a carriage? I have only come from the club.
- 28:51They are doing a play that I have seen in London and it was
- 28:53so hot. What was the name of the play? Cousin Kate? I
- 29:00think you ought not to walk at night alone, Missus Moore. There are
- 29:04bad characters about, and leopards may come across from the Marabar Hills. Snakes
- 29:11also, for example, a six spot beetle, he continued, You pick
- 29:17it up, it bites, you die, but you walk about yourself.
- 29:22Oh, I am used to it, used to snakes. They both laughed.
- 29:30I'm a doctor, he said, Snakes, don't dare bite me.
- 29:34They sat down side by side in the entrance and slipped on their evening shoes.
- 29:41Please may I ask you a question now? Why do you come to
- 29:45India at this time of year, just as the cold weather is ending.
- 29:48I intended to start earlier, but there was an unavoidable delay. It will
- 29:55soon be so unhealthy for you. And why ever do you come to Chandrapor
- 30:00to visit my son? He is the city magistrate here. Oh, no,
- 30:04excuse me, that is quite impossible. Our city magistrate's name is mister
- 30:10Heaslow. I know him intimately. He is my son all the same,
- 30:15she said, smiling. But Missus Moore, how can he be? I
- 30:21was married twice. Yes, now I see, and your first husband died
- 30:26he did, and so did my second husband. Then we are in the
- 30:32same box, he said cryptically. Then is the city magistrate the entire of
- 30:37your family. No, there are the younger ones Ralph Anstella in England,
- 30:44and the gentleman here is he Ralph Anstella's half brother. Quite right, Missus
- 30:52Moore, this is all extremely strange, because, like yourself, I have
- 30:56also two sons and a daughter. Is not this the same box with a
- 31:00vengeance? What are their names? Not also Ronnie Ralph an Stella. Surely
- 31:08the suggestion delighted him. No, indeed, how funny it sounds, their
- 31:15names are quite different and will surprise you. Listen please, I am about
- 31:19to tell you my children's names. The first is called Ahmed, the second
- 31:26is called Kharim. The third she is the eldest, Chamila. Three children
- 31:32are enough. Do not you agree with me? I do? They were
- 31:37both silent for a little, thinking of their respective families, She sighed and
- 31:42rose to go. Would you care to see over the Minto hospital one morning?
- 31:48He inquired, I have nothing else to offer at Chandrapur. Thank you,
- 31:53I have seen it already, or I should have liked to come with
- 31:57you very much. I suppose the civil surgeon took you. Yes, and
- 32:04missus Calendar, his voice altered. Ah, a very charming lady, possibly
- 32:13when one knows her better. What you didn't like her? She was certainly
- 32:19intending to be kind, but I did not find her exactly charming. He
- 32:24burst out with, she has just taken my tongo without my permission? Do
- 32:30you call that being charming? And major Calendar interrupts me night after night from
- 32:37where I am dining with my friends, and I go at once, breaking
- 32:40up a most pleasant entertainment, and he is not there, and not even
- 32:45a message. Is this charming prey? But what does it matter? I
- 32:51can't do nothing, and he knows it. I am just as subordinate.
- 32:54My time is of no value. The veranda's good enough for an Indian.
- 33:00Yes, yes, let him stand, And missus Callender takes my carriage and
- 33:06cuts me dead. She listened. He was excited partly by his wrongs,
- 33:13but much more by the knowledge that someone sympathized with them. It was this
- 33:19that led him to repeat exaggerate contradict. She had proved her sympathy by criticizing
- 33:24her fellow countrywoman to him, but even earlier he had known the flame that
- 33:31not even beauty can nourish was springing up, And though his words were credulous,
- 33:37his heart began to glow secretly. Presently it burst into speech. You
- 33:45understand me, you know what others feel. Oh if others resembled you.
- 33:52Rather surprised, she replied, I don't think I understand people very well.
- 33:59I only know either I'd like or dislike them. Then you are an Oriental.
- 34:05She accepted his escort back to the club and said at the gate that
- 34:09she wished she was a member so that she could have asked him in Indians
- 34:15are not allowed into the Chandraport Club, even as guests, he said simply.
- 34:22He did not expatiate on his wrongs, now, being happy, as
- 34:28he strolled downhill beneath the lovely Moon and again saw the Lovely Mosque, he
- 34:32seemed to own the land as much as anyone owned it. What did it
- 34:37matter if a few flabby Hindoos had preceded him there or a few chilly English
- 34:44succeeded. End of Chapter two,