Latest / Hurdle with Emily Abbate / 133. Gwen Jorgensen, Runner & Olympic Gold Medalist
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- 0:15Speaker 1: well being.
- 0:31Speaker 2: Hey, everyone, Emily Abadi here bringing you Episode one thirty
- 0:35Speaker 2: three of Hurdle, a wellness of focused podcast where I
- 0:39Speaker 2: sit down with inspiring individuals to talk about everything from
- 0:42Speaker 2: their big wins to how they've gotten through some of
- 0:44Speaker 2: life's toughest moments. On the show, you can expect vulnerability
- 0:49Speaker 2: and motivation and candid discussions with everyone from top athletes
- 0:54Speaker 2: to aspiring entrepreneurs on what it really takes to follow
- 0:57Speaker 2: your passions.
- 0:58Speaker 3: My mission is simple.
- 1:00Speaker 2: To inspire you to be your best self, move with intention,
- 1:04Speaker 2: and have some fun along the way. For today's episode,
- 1:09Speaker 2: I am chatting with the ever lovely Gwen Jorgensen. She
- 1:13Speaker 2: is an American distance runner and former pro triathlete. We
- 1:17Speaker 2: met shortly after she won gold at the twenty sixteen
- 1:21Speaker 2: Olympics in Rio. I was still working at Self magazine
- 1:23Speaker 2: at the time, and honestly, I've just been such a
- 1:27Speaker 2: fair girl ever since. In today's episode, we talk about
- 1:30Speaker 2: how Gwen had very very different career aspirations. She wanted
- 1:35Speaker 2: to be a CPA after attending college at the University
- 1:39Speaker 2: of Wisconsin, and about a year into that career she
- 1:42Speaker 2: attempted her first triathlon, doing well enough to achieve elite status.
- 1:48Speaker 2: Before she knew it, she had qualified for the twenty
- 1:50Speaker 2: twenty Olympics and life was never the same. Gwen talks
- 1:55Speaker 2: to me about the hurdle moment of navigating a flat
- 1:58Speaker 2: tire situation in London caused her to come in thirty
- 2:01Speaker 2: eighth place and inspiring her to work harder than ever
- 2:05Speaker 2: to make it back to the Olympic stage in twenty sixteen.
- 2:08Speaker 2: We talk about the big a life decision she had
- 2:11Speaker 2: to make to follow that a dream, including a move
- 2:14Speaker 2: abroad and the relentless support of her partner Patrick, and
- 2:18Speaker 2: what it was like also to be the first American
- 2:21Speaker 2: woman to win Olympic gold in the triathlon. Of course,
- 2:26Speaker 2: we also get into her more recent decision to leave
- 2:29Speaker 2: triathlon for distance running and what life is like in
- 2:32Speaker 2: Portland right now and how she feels about training with
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- 5:22Speaker 2: I am sitting down with Gwen Jorgensenji's an Olympic a
- 5:26Speaker 2: gold medalist in the triathlon. She's also just a household
- 5:30Speaker 2: name when it comes to female athletes.
- 5:32Speaker 1: How you doing today, I'm doing really well. How are you?
- 5:36Speaker 3: I I'm good. I'm like so ready for this heat
- 5:39Speaker 3: to die down, you know.
- 5:41Speaker 1: Yeah, it has been pretty hot. I actually really like
- 5:44Speaker 1: the heat though, but with all the smoke from the fires,
- 5:47Speaker 1: that's been probably the most difficult thing.
- 5:51Speaker 3: Yeah, talk to me about how that's kind of impacting
- 5:54Speaker 3: you guys right now.
- 5:56Speaker 1: So Portland, I'm in Portland, Oregon, and this folk hasn't
- 6:00Speaker 1: been too bad. But last night we had winds of
- 6:03Speaker 1: sixty miles per hour and the air quality went up
- 6:06Speaker 1: to over two hundred, which is pretty extreme, and you
- 6:10Speaker 1: just would step outside and it smelled like somebody had
- 6:14Speaker 1: a campfire or something in your backyard. So thankfully the
- 6:19Speaker 1: winds kept blowing and blew it all kind of out
- 6:21Speaker 1: and it's back to normal, but it's just so sad.
- 6:24Speaker 1: I think so many places Colorado, California just have super
- 6:27Speaker 1: bad air quality and you can you have to really
- 6:30Speaker 1: be cautious to work out and that sort of thing.
- 6:32Speaker 3: But you guys are doing well regardless, right.
- 6:35Speaker 1: Yeah, really well. Actually, my son is three and he
- 6:42Speaker 1: is starting school today, which is pretty unique. Just one
- 6:45Speaker 1: to be in COVID, but two, it's just he's so
- 6:49Speaker 1: old now and it's just a little sad to see
- 6:52Speaker 1: him grow up.
- 6:54Speaker 3: So is he in school physically?
- 6:57Speaker 1: So he's going to a Yes, he's going to a school.
- 7:01Speaker 1: It's an outdoor school. Oh yeah, yeah, so they spend it.
- 7:05Speaker 1: We actually wanted to join what we knew this last
- 7:08Speaker 1: year and we like pre applied and then we didn't
- 7:10Speaker 1: know what would happened with COVID. But because it's an
- 7:12Speaker 1: outdoor school, there's one teacher and there's only eight kids,
- 7:16Speaker 1: so it's super small group. So it's like their own
- 7:19Speaker 1: little pod, which I think a lot of people are doing.
- 7:21Speaker 1: They have some neighbors and they create these pods, but
- 7:24Speaker 1: this is just what they normally do. The school is
- 7:28Speaker 1: called Forest Friends, and it's just about like exploring the outdoors.
- 7:32Speaker 1: And that's something we're really into with my son, Stanley
- 7:35Speaker 1: is just kind of letting them explore and being outside.
- 7:37Speaker 1: And I do think, you know, just for me, I
- 7:39Speaker 1: get so much joy from being outside that hopefully he
- 7:44Speaker 1: does too.
- 7:45Speaker 3: Talk to me kind of funny.
- 7:46Speaker 2: Recently, you took a little time away from Portland and
- 7:49Speaker 2: went on a little bit of vacation. I think I
- 7:51Speaker 2: saw at one point like people were tweeting about it.
- 7:53Speaker 2: Someone wrote about it. Is it weird to be in
- 7:57Speaker 2: a place where people are like writing about you going
- 7:59Speaker 2: on occasion?
- 8:01Speaker 1: Yeah? You know, I yeah, I spent some time as
- 8:05Speaker 1: Patrick Stanley and I we had some downtime and we
- 8:09Speaker 1: went to visit Pat's parents and they have a lake house,
- 8:13Speaker 1: and the local newspaper there did a little article and
- 8:15Speaker 1: they're like, oh, this olympian is training for the Olympics
- 8:18Speaker 1: in our lake because I did some swimming in their lake,
- 8:20Speaker 1: and I just found it funny, comical, But it was
- 8:24Speaker 1: really nice to just recharge. I actually, since I've started
- 8:28Speaker 1: running professionally, which is four years ago now, I have
- 8:32Speaker 1: never taken a break where I either haven't been recovering
- 8:36Speaker 1: from giving birth or injured, and so to have that
- 8:39Speaker 1: break was just so refreshing, and I think it really
- 8:42Speaker 1: recharged me and just made me even more motivated than
- 8:46Speaker 1: I had been.
- 8:47Speaker 2: So, as you mentioned, you're in Portland now, but you
- 8:50Speaker 2: did not grow up there, So why don't we dial
- 8:53Speaker 2: it back and you talk to me a little bit
- 8:54Speaker 2: about what life was like for you growing up.
- 8:58Speaker 1: Life growing up was pretty awesome. I had two parents
- 9:02Speaker 1: that just supported me unconditionally. I had an older sister
- 9:07Speaker 1: who I wanted to be like. So I remember growing
- 9:10Speaker 1: up my parents they made us choose one musical instrument
- 9:15Speaker 1: and one sport and we had to do that from
- 9:19Speaker 1: like age five until all the way through high school.
- 9:23Speaker 1: And when I was little, I picked the violin to
- 9:25Speaker 1: play because that's what my sister played, and I thought
- 9:27Speaker 1: she was the coolest person. I still think she's the
- 9:29Speaker 1: coolest person. And so I did that. And then I
- 9:33Speaker 1: picked swimming for my sport, which my parents, you know,
- 9:37Speaker 1: they didn't know anything about swimming, and swimming was my thing.
- 9:42Speaker 1: My sister did basketball, she did track, but no one
- 9:45Speaker 1: in our family had a history of swimming, and it
- 9:49Speaker 1: was just something that was my own. And so that's
- 9:51Speaker 1: what I did. And it would say, you know, growing
- 9:55Speaker 1: up as I got older, swimming became too obsessive for me,
- 10:00Speaker 1: and I put all my self worth and everything I
- 10:05Speaker 1: wanted to do into swimming. And I remember having probably
- 10:11Speaker 1: some anger towards my mom because I didn't want to
- 10:15Speaker 1: play the violin because sometimes it overlapped was swimming. And
- 10:18Speaker 1: I just think back to those times and I'm so
- 10:20Speaker 1: thankful I did do violin and I did do swimming,
- 10:22Speaker 1: and I had this well rounded background. You know. They
- 10:25Speaker 1: also my parents put me in track when my sister
- 10:28Speaker 1: was going to track camp because it was just easy
- 10:30Speaker 1: to drop us both off in the summertime together and
- 10:32Speaker 1: pick us up at the same time. And I did
- 10:35Speaker 1: a little basketball as well. But I think me growing up,
- 10:39Speaker 1: you know, I lived in Waukeshaw, Wisconsin. There's super cold winters.
- 10:44Speaker 1: But for me, I was, you know, mostly just in
- 10:46Speaker 1: the pool every day because that's where my heart was at.
- 10:50Speaker 3: What were you swimming at the time.
- 10:52Speaker 1: So when I grew up, I was swimming like long
- 10:55Speaker 1: distance freestyle events. But you know, when I was first started,
- 10:59Speaker 1: obviously it was like doing twenty five meters and all
- 11:02Speaker 1: just about fun. And I think my competitive nature came
- 11:05Speaker 1: out pretty quickly. I by the age of like nine
- 11:09Speaker 1: and ten. You know, I was trying to make the
- 11:12Speaker 1: state need and had these big goals when I was
- 11:14Speaker 1: a little child. Actually I dreamed of going to the
- 11:17Speaker 1: Olympics and swimming when I was younger, but I quickly
- 11:20Speaker 1: realized that I wasn't good enough in swimming to make
- 11:24Speaker 1: it professionally.
- 11:25Speaker 3: You mentioned being a little bit obsessive.
- 11:27Speaker 2: I mean, aside from getting a little frustrated about it
- 11:30Speaker 2: cutting into your other extracurriculars with the violin and everything,
- 11:34Speaker 2: what behaviors or what can you really identify that was
- 11:38Speaker 2: kind of a red flag for you in that regard.
- 11:41Speaker 1: Yeah, I would just I think my identity was too
- 11:48Speaker 1: much in swimming. I think it was really good for
- 11:51Speaker 1: me that I had swimming as a sport that was
- 11:53Speaker 1: my own. It wasn't something somebody else had told me
- 11:57Speaker 1: to do or thought I should do. And I've always
- 11:59Speaker 1: been kind of really independent and really stubborn and growing up.
- 12:05Speaker 1: I looking back, I just realized I was too immersed
- 12:09Speaker 1: in it, and I put too much self worth attached
- 12:12Speaker 1: to my performances. And you know, it was every day
- 12:15Speaker 1: in the pool. I'd look at those times and I
- 12:19Speaker 1: if I wasn't getting faster every day. I would just
- 12:22Speaker 1: be really down on myself. I let it affect my moods.
- 12:25Speaker 1: I would say I got a little depressed at times
- 12:27Speaker 1: because I was sad if I didn't go a pr
- 12:29Speaker 1: and I actually noticed my performances, you know, looking back,
- 12:34Speaker 1: I was somebody who would perform my best in training
- 12:38Speaker 1: and not in racing. And I think it's because I
- 12:40Speaker 1: put so much pressure on myself. I put all my
- 12:43Speaker 1: self worth into how I would perform, and looking back
- 12:47Speaker 1: that silly. You know, your friends and family don't love
- 12:50Speaker 1: you based on how you well you do in athletics.
- 12:54Speaker 1: But I was just so young, and I don't think
- 12:56Speaker 1: I realized that, even though my parents were so supportive
- 12:58Speaker 1: no matter what. I just remember i'd have like a
- 13:02Speaker 1: a good race looking back, and I would think, oh
- 13:05Speaker 1: my gosh, that was horrible, and my dad and mom
- 13:06Speaker 1: would be like that was great, Quinn, good job, Like
- 13:09Speaker 1: how did you feel? And I would just be grumpy,
- 13:11Speaker 1: a grumpy teenage girl. I'd be like, oh, it was horrible,
- 13:14Speaker 1: I know, and I'd just storm off. And it was
- 13:18Speaker 1: really bad back then, I think, But that's just growing
- 13:20Speaker 1: up and kind of learning, you know, how to handle sport.
- 13:24Speaker 1: And how to handle failures and how to handle success.
- 13:28Speaker 3: Well, that's interesting that you bring that up.
- 13:30Speaker 2: And I don't want to bounce around too much here,
- 13:31Speaker 2: but I know, for example, like when you took on
- 13:34Speaker 2: Chicago for your first official marathon, I'm sure you had
- 13:37Speaker 2: a little bit of disappointment in that as well. So
- 13:39Speaker 2: what changes then from a mindset perspective when we talk
- 13:43Speaker 2: about how to handle those you know, races or competitions
- 13:47Speaker 2: that didn't go as you had hoped back in swimming
- 13:49Speaker 2: to now in this next chapter which we will get
- 13:53Speaker 2: to of being a professional athlete.
- 13:56Speaker 1: Yeah, I think the biggest change for me that helped
- 13:59Speaker 1: me was is focusing more on the process instead of
- 14:03Speaker 1: the outcome. So even in training, you know, just knowing
- 14:08Speaker 1: that you're always going to be at different cycles, So
- 14:10Speaker 1: you can't compare this week's workouts to last weeks, even
- 14:14Speaker 1: if you're doing the same thing. If you did mile
- 14:15Speaker 1: repeats last week and you're doing mile repeats this week,
- 14:18Speaker 1: you can't compare your times. And if you go slower
- 14:20Speaker 1: this week, you can't say, oh, I'm a worse athlete.
- 14:22Speaker 1: You go faster, you can't say I'm a better athlete.
- 14:25Speaker 1: It's this big picture, and it's knowing that you know
- 14:29Speaker 1: what if this week maybe I was a little more
- 14:31Speaker 1: fatigued and I went slower, but I executed. I'm keeping
- 14:34Speaker 1: my cadence high and I had you know, I was
- 14:37Speaker 1: activating my glutes and I was making sure that my
- 14:40Speaker 1: arms were relaxed. That is more of a win than
- 14:43Speaker 1: what the clock says. And so for me, you know,
- 14:47Speaker 1: you brought up Chicago. It was a huge disappointment for
- 14:49Speaker 1: me and my training leading into that race, I felt
- 14:53Speaker 1: like was good I had. There was one workout in
- 14:56Speaker 1: an entire you know, four month cycle that I didn't
- 14:59Speaker 1: hit the time. Otherwise I was hitting my times or
- 15:01Speaker 1: going below and keeping my mileage up and keeping my form.
- 15:06Speaker 1: And Chicago, I actually I had a fever when I
- 15:09Speaker 1: ran it and wasn't feeling well. I was sick, And
- 15:13Speaker 1: you know, I think looking back, I just realized, Okay,
- 15:16Speaker 1: well I've built this base, and this base doesn't disappear.
- 15:19Speaker 1: Even if the result of that race wasn't what I wanted.
- 15:23Speaker 1: I still have this foundation that I built that I
- 15:27Speaker 1: can build on in future years. And so you know,
- 15:31Speaker 1: for me, I look at races and I think, okay,
- 15:33Speaker 1: I still look at what can I improve upon? Where
- 15:35Speaker 1: could I make some changes? But I don't dwell on it.
- 15:38Speaker 1: You know, I give myself twenty four hours to be upset,
- 15:40Speaker 1: and I move on and realize what I can change.
- 15:43Speaker 1: And I also look at the positives. I think for me,
- 15:46Speaker 1: I learned I tend to always look at the negatives,
- 15:50Speaker 1: and so I started a journal where I just write
- 15:52Speaker 1: down three positives every day of what I've done, process based,
- 15:56Speaker 1: like what are some processes the techniques that I worked
- 15:59Speaker 1: on day and that were a good thing. And that's
- 16:02Speaker 1: something that's really gave me more confidence and allowed me
- 16:05Speaker 1: to believe in myself and become a better athlete.
- 16:09Speaker 3: I love that piece of advice.
- 16:10Speaker 2: I also think before what you were saying about this
- 16:13Speaker 2: idea of associating your worth with how you were performing
- 16:17Speaker 2: and really identifying back then as a swimmer. I mean,
- 16:20Speaker 2: this is something that comes up time and time again
- 16:22Speaker 2: in these conversations that I'm having here on the show,
- 16:25Speaker 2: where especially with injury, it's like when you get injured
- 16:29Speaker 2: and you can't execute on this thing that you identify with,
- 16:32Speaker 2: it's so it's tough, you.
- 16:35Speaker 1: Know, it's super tough. And when you're a professional athlete
- 16:38Speaker 1: and you're getting paid to do something and you can't
- 16:40Speaker 1: do it, you feel even worse. And you know, I
- 16:43Speaker 1: do think having something outside of sport is something that's
- 16:47Speaker 1: super important and something I learned in my professional career
- 16:51Speaker 1: very early on. You know, I came out of college
- 16:55Speaker 1: and did travel on and they actually recruited me into
- 16:58Speaker 1: this sport and so it wasn't it wasn't what I
- 17:01Speaker 1: wanted to do. I wanted to be a CPA and
- 17:03Speaker 1: I was still working as a as a Certified Public accountant.
- 17:07Speaker 1: And I think having something outside of sport taught me
- 17:10Speaker 1: that I wasn't just sport, and that I realized really
- 17:16Speaker 1: helped me perform long term. It was less stress and
- 17:18Speaker 1: I think a lot of times, you know, perform to perform, well,
- 17:22Speaker 1: it's pretty basic. You got to do the training and
- 17:25Speaker 1: you have to eliminate other stressors. And for me, having
- 17:29Speaker 1: things outside of sport is something that relieves stress for
- 17:32Speaker 1: me and just allowed me to do sport.
- 17:35Speaker 2: Talk to me about college. You went to the University
- 17:39Speaker 2: of Wisconsin, right.
- 17:40Speaker 1: That's correct, yep, go Badgers.
- 17:42Speaker 3: So talk to me.
- 17:44Speaker 2: Talk me through what college was like for you, because
- 17:46Speaker 2: you said you were really enthusiastic about graduating and being
- 17:50Speaker 2: a CPA.
- 17:51Speaker 1: Yes, I in swimming in my high school years. I
- 17:55Speaker 1: think I realized that's when I realized a touch on
- 17:57Speaker 1: this earlier, that I wasn't gonna be a professional swimmer.
- 18:01Speaker 1: You know, I wasn't making nationals or anything like that.
- 18:04Speaker 1: But I loved swimming, and I really wanted to swim
- 18:07Speaker 1: in college. And so I begged swimming teams to let
- 18:11Speaker 1: me swim on their teams. And I decided I wanted
- 18:14Speaker 1: to go to the University of Wisconsin, and I just
- 18:17Speaker 1: begged the coaches over and over again to let me
- 18:20Speaker 1: be a walk on. I had no place being there,
- 18:23Speaker 1: but they let me come on the team. And I
- 18:26Speaker 1: swam my freshman, sophomore, and junior year. And you know,
- 18:29Speaker 1: I was never making NC double a's, I wasn't scoring
- 18:32Speaker 1: in the Conference Big Ten, and I loved it, but
- 18:36Speaker 1: I also realized, like it became a little frustrating, I'd say,
- 18:40Speaker 1: seeing all of my teammates and my best friends and
- 18:43Speaker 1: my roommates who were all swimmers, they were all improving,
- 18:45Speaker 1: and they were all going to NC double a's, and
- 18:47Speaker 1: my junior year, I when all my teammates were training
- 18:51Speaker 1: for NC double a's and I was on break because
- 18:53Speaker 1: I hadn't qualified. I remember talking to my high school
- 18:56Speaker 1: track coach and he was like, when you should run
- 19:00Speaker 1: at Wisconsin and I just laughed. I was like, I
- 19:02Speaker 1: know the difference between high school and college level sport
- 19:06Speaker 1: because I've done it in swimming, and I was like,
- 19:07Speaker 1: I haven't run in three years, like and even when
- 19:10Speaker 1: I did run, I wasn't that good, Like, you know,
- 19:12Speaker 1: I never broke five minutes in a mile or anything
- 19:15Speaker 1: even close to that. And my high school coach just
- 19:19Speaker 1: made a call. And I remember the track coach at
- 19:23Speaker 1: Wisconsin sent me an email and said, hey, come out
- 19:26Speaker 1: and do a time trial this week. And I was like, oh,
- 19:28Speaker 1: what do I have to lose? So I went and
- 19:29Speaker 1: did time trial, did some four hundreds, and he's like,
- 19:31Speaker 1: all right, let's go to a meet this weekend. And
- 19:33Speaker 1: my jow just dropped to the ground. I'm like, what
- 19:35Speaker 1: in the world. And so my junior year, I actually
- 19:39Speaker 1: ended up after a swim season, I joined the track
- 19:41Speaker 1: team midway through their outdoor season and had some success,
- 19:46Speaker 1: Like I think I was one or two people off
- 19:49Speaker 1: of making NCAA's that first season, and I spent the
- 19:53Speaker 1: summer really thinking, you know what am I going to do?
- 19:55Speaker 1: Am I going to try to do swimming and running
- 19:59Speaker 1: next year? And the more I thought about it, the
- 20:02Speaker 1: more I really wanted a team sport, and I knew
- 20:05Speaker 1: cross country it was something where it's this team sport,
- 20:08Speaker 1: everyone comes together, you're working towards a bigger goal, and
- 20:11Speaker 1: I wanted to be a part of something like that.
- 20:13Speaker 1: So I decided to quit swimming and I did cross
- 20:17Speaker 1: country that next year and became a full time runner.
- 20:20Speaker 2: Did you have an area when you were triathlon ing?
- 20:23Speaker 2: Is that how we say it triathlunning? Sure that was
- 20:27Speaker 2: your favorite versus your least favorite?
- 20:29Speaker 1: Yeah, I definitely running was my favorite. So you know,
- 20:32Speaker 1: I ran in college and I wanted to do I
- 20:36Speaker 1: was like, oh man, professional running would be so cool.
- 20:39Speaker 1: But I just felt like I couldn't support myself if
- 20:43Speaker 1: I was a professional runner. And I remember my parents saying,
- 20:46Speaker 1: we'll pay for you, know you to be a professional runner,
- 20:49Speaker 1: and I was just like no, Like, I'm this independent
- 20:52Speaker 1: woman and I want to support myself. I'm not going
- 20:54Speaker 1: to do anything unless I can do it myself. And
- 20:56Speaker 1: I think that's a big reason why as well. I
- 20:59Speaker 1: wanted to be a CPA and have my accounting job
- 21:02Speaker 1: out of college. Is I wanted just that independence and
- 21:06Speaker 1: to know that I am this strong woman.
- 21:10Speaker 3: I dig that. I love that vibe for you.
- 21:14Speaker 2: So, Okay, so you loved running and then you leave
- 21:18Speaker 2: swimming in favor of running, and so how does that
- 21:21Speaker 2: pan out for you when you really really commit yourself
- 21:23Speaker 2: to it.
- 21:25Speaker 1: Yeah? For running, you know, I ended up being NCAA
- 21:28Speaker 1: All American and you know Big ten champion three k,
- 21:33Speaker 1: five k, and you know some top times in Wisconsin
- 21:39Speaker 1: history running, which is pretty phenomenal just knowing the history
- 21:43Speaker 1: of Wisconsin running. And for me, I think what really
- 21:50Speaker 1: gave me a big edge was knowing what it was
- 21:54Speaker 1: like to be the worst on a team in swimming,
- 21:57Speaker 1: and then I come to this sport and I can
- 22:01Speaker 1: see the other side of it. And I just loved
- 22:03Speaker 1: being able to kind of understand and relate to some
- 22:06Speaker 1: of my teammates who were working their butts off same
- 22:08Speaker 1: as me, but maybe weren't getting those performances that they
- 22:11Speaker 1: wanted to. And I feel like I was able to
- 22:14Speaker 1: really just enjoy the team atmosphere because I felt like
- 22:17Speaker 1: I could connect with everyone and kind of understand where
- 22:20Speaker 1: people were coming from and you know, for me, it
- 22:23Speaker 1: was a huge shock the success I was having and running,
- 22:26Speaker 1: but it was also super fun. And I'm sure the
- 22:29Speaker 1: years of my swim training aerobically gave me a boost
- 22:34Speaker 1: in my running. But it was just something that you know,
- 22:37Speaker 1: I'd been working my whole life in sport, and maybe
- 22:41Speaker 1: it was a different sport than running, but to have
- 22:43Speaker 1: that success with something that was it was enjoyable. I mean,
- 22:46Speaker 1: when you do well, it's enjoyable.
- 22:49Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, totally.
- 22:50Speaker 2: And I mean in that process for you, as you
- 22:53Speaker 2: were transitioning to mostly running and away from swimming, did
- 22:57Speaker 2: any of the coaches that you were working with on
- 22:59Speaker 2: the run side comment on that perhaps like complimentary effect
- 23:04Speaker 2: for example? And I asked this because people are asking
- 23:06Speaker 2: me this. I've been cycling a lot more lately, and
- 23:09Speaker 2: I've been as a result, I would argue running faster
- 23:12Speaker 2: than I ever have. Yeah, So did you notice like
- 23:16Speaker 2: complimentary effects on one or the other?
- 23:19Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I think I swam a little bit throughout,
- 23:24Speaker 1: especially the first year of running. I was only running
- 23:26Speaker 1: like thirty miles a week, and so just having that base,
- 23:30Speaker 1: I was definitely doing that. But you know, and then
- 23:33Speaker 1: in Traflon. Actually, when I was doing Traughlon, I noticed
- 23:37Speaker 1: that my run times were getting faster than they were
- 23:40Speaker 1: in college. And I'm like, this is weird because in
- 23:42Speaker 1: college I was just running and like, I'm running way
- 23:44Speaker 1: last as a trathlete, but my times were improving. So
- 23:47Speaker 1: I definitely think if your body can't handle the high mileage,
- 23:51Speaker 1: supplementing it with with swimming and biking definitely can improve
- 23:56Speaker 1: your run times.
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- 25:52Speaker 2: it out today. So you graduate and you want to
- 26:02Speaker 2: be a CPA, but you said the calls kind of
- 26:05Speaker 2: start coming in.
- 26:06Speaker 3: Talk to me about that.
- 26:07Speaker 1: Yeah, So Barblinquist was with USA Traflon College recruitment program,
- 26:13Speaker 1: and she had talked to me in when I was
- 26:16Speaker 1: still going to school, and she just kind of became
- 26:20Speaker 1: a mentor. She said, you know, Gwen, on paper, you're
- 26:22Speaker 1: better than me. And I was an Olympian, I think
- 26:25Speaker 1: you could be great at this. And the first time
- 26:26Speaker 1: she called, I actually just laughed. I was like, I
- 26:29Speaker 1: didn't even know Traflon was an Olympic sport, Like I
- 26:32Speaker 1: thought she was recruiting me into iron Man and I
- 26:35Speaker 1: just was clueless about the whole thing. And she didn't
- 26:39Speaker 1: give up. And I think the you know, for me,
- 26:41Speaker 1: I always wanted I needed to make decisions on my
- 26:45Speaker 1: own terms. I could never have somebody tell me I'm
- 26:50Speaker 1: good at something and I should just do it, like
- 26:51Speaker 1: it needed to be my decision. And she never really
- 26:55Speaker 1: forced it on me. She just had these weekly calls
- 26:57Speaker 1: and she became a really great mentor from me. She
- 27:00Speaker 1: talked to me about, you know, transitioning from school to
- 27:05Speaker 1: after college and working and all these things. And she
- 27:08Speaker 1: just called me weekly and was a mentor a friend.
- 27:11Speaker 1: And I just remember one time she called and she
- 27:16Speaker 1: normally she wouldn't even talk about Traflon and this one
- 27:18Speaker 1: time she said, well, one, you know, are you are
- 27:20Speaker 1: you going to work out still when you're working at
- 27:23Speaker 1: Ernstein Young the coming firm, And I said, yeah, I'm
- 27:25Speaker 1: still going to keep active. And she said, well, you know,
- 27:28Speaker 1: we could get to a bike for free and a
- 27:30Speaker 1: coach and you could just do this part time, you know,
- 27:33Speaker 1: when you want. And I was like, okay, Like I'll
- 27:36Speaker 1: give Traflon a shot. And within the year I qualified
- 27:40Speaker 1: for my first Olympics.
- 27:42Speaker 3: Casual talk to me about qualifying for the Olympics.
- 27:48Speaker 1: You know, that was actually probably one of the hardest
- 27:51Speaker 1: parts of my career because I was so new to
- 27:55Speaker 1: the sport. I qualified, and I felt guilty. I went
- 27:58Speaker 1: into this race. I think I was ranked like fifty
- 28:01Speaker 1: third out of sixty athletes and I ended up getting
- 28:04Speaker 1: second at the race and that qualified me for the Olympics,
- 28:07Speaker 1: and I just remember feeling guilty. You know. There was
- 28:12Speaker 1: some talks, some rumors, some people on the team, the
- 28:16Speaker 1: USA team who said, you know, the only reason g
- 28:18Speaker 1: One qualified was because it was a running race. It
- 28:21Speaker 1: wasn't a true triathlon. She can't bike, she's not that
- 28:25Speaker 1: great at swimming, and all these comments, and you know,
- 28:28Speaker 1: for me, I really was like, oh man, maybe that
- 28:30Speaker 1: is true. Like I've only been doing this sport for
- 28:33Speaker 1: a year, and it was actually a really tough couple
- 28:36Speaker 1: of weeks for me. And I think a couple things
- 28:40Speaker 1: helped me, and one was my parents were actually there
- 28:45Speaker 1: in Europe when it happened, and we had planned this
- 28:48Speaker 1: trip after that qualifying event. We were going to go
- 28:51Speaker 1: to Denmark because my heritage Jorgensen is from Denmark, and
- 28:56Speaker 1: my dad really wanted to see it, and so it
- 28:58Speaker 1: was just kind of like this fun family vacation and
- 29:00Speaker 1: just having my parents there and getting away from Traflon
- 29:03Speaker 1: for a week and just talking about family stuff and
- 29:06Speaker 1: nothing sport related really helped me. And as well, I
- 29:09Speaker 1: had a friend who said to me his name was
- 29:14Speaker 1: Chad Hartley. It was actually Patrick, my husband's friend, who
- 29:17Speaker 1: was my boy boyfriend at the time. His friend just said,
- 29:21Speaker 1: when you know, you may not have been doing travel
- 29:24Speaker 1: on your whole life, but you've been swimming and running
- 29:27Speaker 1: your whole life, and it's not like you just haven't
- 29:29Speaker 1: been doing anything and just within a year qualified like
- 29:32Speaker 1: you've been preparing your whole life. You just didn't realize it.
- 29:34Speaker 1: And I think that gave me the confidence to think,
- 29:38Speaker 1: you know what, I do deserve this, and I want
- 29:40Speaker 1: to do this, and I've had dreams of going to
- 29:43Speaker 1: the Olympics and this is a dream of mine and
- 29:45Speaker 1: I want to do well and represent our country at
- 29:47Speaker 1: the highest level.
- 29:49Speaker 2: How do you move forward and quote unquote put the
- 29:53Speaker 2: blinders on when criticism comes in.
- 29:58Speaker 1: I think, you know, back in those early days of Traflon,
- 30:03Speaker 1: I had a more difficult time with it. But something
- 30:05Speaker 1: that Traflon, as well as sport in general, and then
- 30:11Speaker 1: as well my husband, have given me is just confidence
- 30:13Speaker 1: in myself. And especially in this day and age when
- 30:17Speaker 1: everything's on social media, everything you post, everything you say
- 30:21Speaker 1: is you know, up for criticism. You know you're going
- 30:23Speaker 1: to post a picture and for some reason, if you're
- 30:25Speaker 1: a female, people are going to comment on the way
- 30:27Speaker 1: you look. And it's just funny because each camera angle
- 30:33Speaker 1: is so different and a lot of times when you
- 30:35Speaker 1: post pictures, they're not even from that day, they're from
- 30:37Speaker 1: previous times. And I think for me, I've just gained
- 30:41Speaker 1: so much confidence through sport and through my husband loving
- 30:46Speaker 1: me as I am, that I've learned that it just
- 30:50Speaker 1: doesn't matter. People are always going to say negative things
- 30:53Speaker 1: comes with the territory. It's something that it's hard to
- 30:59Speaker 1: learn to not listen to that. But I a lot
- 31:02Speaker 1: of times just find it comical. You know. All through
- 31:05Speaker 1: my traflon career, people said I wasn't a good biker,
- 31:07Speaker 1: I was never going to do well and I ended
- 31:09Speaker 1: up winning a gold medal at on a course that
- 31:12Speaker 1: was really technical and hard on the bike. And you know,
- 31:15Speaker 1: I think people are they love to be armed. What
- 31:18Speaker 1: is it called sofa armchair critics? What's that?
- 31:21Speaker 3: I think? Armchair?
- 31:23Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, people they just you know, sit back
- 31:26Speaker 1: in their homes and they're not doing it, but they
- 31:28Speaker 1: think they know what's best for us. And I've learned
- 31:32Speaker 1: I'm confident in who I am. I know that I'm
- 31:35Speaker 1: doing my best on a on a daily basis. Yes
- 31:37Speaker 1: I'm not perfect. Yes I can improve in many areas,
- 31:41Speaker 1: but I know what I need to work on, and
- 31:44Speaker 1: for me, I just focus on myself and knowing that
- 31:47Speaker 1: I'm confident in myself has given me the ability to
- 31:51Speaker 1: not let those negative comments affect me.
- 31:53Speaker 3: Have you worked with sports psychologists.
- 31:56Speaker 1: Yes, I have many times over the years, and you
- 31:59Speaker 1: know that that's probably helped me as well. You know,
- 32:03Speaker 1: gain that confidence and to realize how to focus on myself.
- 32:06Speaker 1: But I really think the two biggest things have just
- 32:10Speaker 1: been the confidence that sports gives me. So you know,
- 32:14Speaker 1: focusing on those processes instead of the outcome has given
- 32:18Speaker 1: me confidence in myself knowing that I'm working on these
- 32:22Speaker 1: techniques today and yeah, maybe that won't show in today's execution,
- 32:27Speaker 1: but long term, if I keep working on these correct
- 32:30Speaker 1: techniques and correct process, long term, the outcome is going
- 32:33Speaker 1: to be there. And so that's given me confidence. And
- 32:36Speaker 1: as well, just having people that accept me for who
- 32:39Speaker 1: I am outside of sport is something that has given
- 32:42Speaker 1: me a ton of confidence as well.
- 32:44Speaker 3: Really important stuff.
- 32:45Speaker 2: Okay, so then chat me through your first Olympics and
- 32:49Speaker 2: what that was like for you.
- 32:51Speaker 1: Oh, my first Olympics. So you know, I got second
- 32:55Speaker 1: in the test event, which was the same people, same
- 32:57Speaker 1: course the year before, and so I had high hopes
- 33:00Speaker 1: that you know, I wouldn't say I was the favorite,
- 33:03Speaker 1: but I would say I was. I was talked about
- 33:06Speaker 1: in the in the metal mix, and I went to
- 33:11Speaker 1: it with high hopes. And I had a okay swim,
- 33:17Speaker 1: not a great swim, got in the bike and had
- 33:18Speaker 1: a flat tire which I've never gotten in a race,
- 33:22Speaker 1: never previous, never after, And I just remember I was
- 33:26Speaker 1: so new to this sport. I was asking people, some
- 33:29Speaker 1: of the competitors around me. I was like, do I
- 33:31Speaker 1: have a flat tire? I was like, oh, my gosh,
- 33:32Speaker 1: do I really? And They're like, yes, you have a
- 33:34Speaker 1: flat tire. And so in Trothlon you have to stop
- 33:37Speaker 1: at these you have to make it to these tire
- 33:39Speaker 1: pit stops basically, and people can't help you, so you
- 33:44Speaker 1: have to get off your bike, you have to change
- 33:46Speaker 1: the wheel yourself, and then get on your way. And
- 33:50Speaker 1: I just remember thinking there was so many times in
- 33:53Speaker 1: that race when I after that flat tire, I had
- 33:55Speaker 1: negative thoughts of like, oh should I just stop, like
- 33:58Speaker 1: I'm so far behind, And being at the Olympics, I
- 34:02Speaker 1: think gave me the motivation to give in my all
- 34:05Speaker 1: and to continue on. And I had, you know, one
- 34:08Speaker 1: of the fastest runs of the day. I think I
- 34:10Speaker 1: ended up like mid thirties. And I finished that race though,
- 34:16Speaker 1: and just thought, Wow, I want to do this again.
- 34:18Speaker 1: I think I can win a gold medal, and I'm
- 34:21Speaker 1: going to spend the next four years trying to hone
- 34:23Speaker 1: in on this.
- 34:24Speaker 2: Draft for those that aren't completely familiar. Let's just recap
- 34:29Speaker 2: the distances involved in an Olympic triathlon.
- 34:32Speaker 1: Yep. So it's a fifteen hundred meter swim, a forty
- 34:37Speaker 1: k bike, and a ten k run and it takes
- 34:41Speaker 1: about two hours to complete the entire event.
- 34:45Speaker 3: And that's two hours for someone your level.
- 34:48Speaker 2: So if you're if you were like a because I
- 34:51Speaker 2: feel like, for an example, like if the goal the
- 34:54Speaker 2: coveted goal for like marathon ers beginners, like they always
- 34:58Speaker 2: say like I want to sub four. So if you're
- 35:01Speaker 2: going into an Olympic level triathlon and you're like a
- 35:04Speaker 2: regular human, good, what's a good benchmark? Oh?
- 35:09Speaker 1: Man, I don't even know.
- 35:11Speaker 3: Is there not like a sub for equivalent?
- 35:14Speaker 1: No? I mean so it's interesting in traflon, and I
- 35:16Speaker 1: think this is another reason I've gotten so good at
- 35:18Speaker 1: not focusing on times like in so many and I
- 35:22Speaker 1: used to be so honed in on like the pace
- 35:24Speaker 1: clock and always looking at times, And same with runners,
- 35:26Speaker 1: I think you're always looking at like pace and in
- 35:29Speaker 1: travelon there's no like world record for times, there's no
- 35:34Speaker 1: just time is not really a focal point, which I love.
- 35:38Speaker 3: I love that too.
- 35:39Speaker 1: It's just I think it really hones in on you
- 35:42Speaker 1: doing your best, and you know, every course is so different,
- 35:45Speaker 1: same with marathons, Like some are hilly, some are flat,
- 35:48Speaker 1: sometimes it's windy, and so I don't know, I just
- 35:54Speaker 1: I would be totally guessing. If I said, like a time,
- 35:56Speaker 1: maybe double what I would do, So maybe like three
- 35:59Speaker 1: or four hours. I have no idea.
- 36:01Speaker 3: Lasting over here. Just just double my normal, you know,
- 36:04Speaker 3: for like the coverage.
- 36:06Speaker 1: Feel like I sound bad.
- 36:08Speaker 3: No, you don't sound bad. You just sound like an
- 36:10Speaker 3: elite level athlete.
- 36:11Speaker 2: I mean, if like I don't know, pick like any
- 36:14Speaker 2: sport and they were like, oh, a normal person to
- 36:16Speaker 2: probably do double that, I would say, that's pretty pretty
- 36:18Speaker 2: damn good. Okay, So you make this decision for yourself.
- 36:23Speaker 2: The next four years of your life leading up to
- 36:26Speaker 2: twenty sixteen in Rio are going to be you dedicated
- 36:30Speaker 2: to being the best triathlete you can be.
- 36:32Speaker 3: Correct.
- 36:33Speaker 1: Yeah, And you know, my husband Patrick, I think the only,
- 36:38Speaker 1: definitely the only reason I was able to do this
- 36:41Speaker 1: was that was my boyfriend at the time, and I
- 36:44Speaker 1: knew that in order to do this, I needed to
- 36:46Speaker 1: be in a daily training environment, so where my coach
- 36:49Speaker 1: was there and I had a group of basically competitors
- 36:53Speaker 1: that I was training with every single day, so I
- 36:55Speaker 1: could kind of push myself see where I was at
- 36:57Speaker 1: be confronted with the world standard on a day basis.
- 37:01Speaker 1: And so in order to do that, I needed to
- 37:04Speaker 1: move abroad for like nine months of the year. And
- 37:09Speaker 1: I'm a homebody. I didn't want to leave home. And
- 37:12Speaker 1: Patrick said, well, you know what, I will move with you.
- 37:15Speaker 1: Would you do it then? And I was like, oh
- 37:17Speaker 1: my goodness, like we are not at this point in
- 37:19Speaker 1: our relationship, but okay, yes, like thanks to it, And
- 37:22Speaker 1: so he moved abroad with me. I think that's when
- 37:25Speaker 1: really everything, you know, really changed dramatically. Pat became basically
- 37:32Speaker 1: he used to be a professional cyclist and he quit
- 37:34Speaker 1: that to support me, and he knew what I needed
- 37:36Speaker 1: because he came from a sporting background. And I think
- 37:40Speaker 1: him being able to support me in that way allowed
- 37:43Speaker 1: me to overcome the challenges of being away from home.
- 37:47Speaker 1: And you know, I was in this group where I
- 37:49Speaker 1: didn't have any friends. I just moved across the country,
- 37:51Speaker 1: or not across the country, to a new country. I
- 37:53Speaker 1: was in Australia, didn't have any friends there. Everything was different.
- 37:57Speaker 1: People drove on the opposite side of the road, like
- 37:59Speaker 1: nothing was east. And then we spent the second half
- 38:02Speaker 1: of the year in Spain, actually in the Basque region
- 38:05Speaker 1: where they speak Basque, not even Spanish, so I couldn't
- 38:09Speaker 1: understand anything. And just having Pat there was something that
- 38:13Speaker 1: allowed me to really focus on just my job, which
- 38:17Speaker 1: was Traslon.
- 38:20Speaker 2: Was that hard for you to like accept that next
- 38:23Speaker 2: level amount of like I want to be here for you,
- 38:26Speaker 2: this is going to be good. He wants to like
- 38:28Speaker 2: literally just put to the side what he's doing to
- 38:30Speaker 2: show up. I feel like, I mean, I think about
- 38:33Speaker 2: like my love languages, and I would be like, I
- 38:35Speaker 2: don't even know how I would handle it.
- 38:38Speaker 1: Yeah, when when he told me he was going to
- 38:42Speaker 1: quit being a professional cyclist, I really was taken aback
- 38:46Speaker 1: and I was like, no, don't do this, like you're
- 38:49Speaker 1: gonna basically hate me long term, because you're gonna regret
- 38:52Speaker 1: not pursuing your dream to follow mine. And Pat's he's
- 38:57Speaker 1: a caretaker. He gets joy out of caring for others,
- 39:00Speaker 1: and so you know, I didn't really know that at
- 39:03Speaker 1: the time, And it's so funny to think back because
- 39:05Speaker 1: now I'm always like, continue to care for me, like
- 39:08Speaker 1: I've gotten so used to him just being there for
- 39:10Speaker 1: me and doing everything that I'm like, no, no, never
- 39:12Speaker 1: go back. But you know, I think for him, he
- 39:17Speaker 1: got a lot of joy out of it, and he
- 39:19Speaker 1: saw my potential and he wanted to be a part
- 39:21Speaker 1: of something of being an Olympic champion, Like he knew
- 39:24Speaker 1: I could do that, and so he knew that I
- 39:27Speaker 1: needed help as well to do that, and so him,
- 39:30Speaker 1: he got a lot of joy out of out of
- 39:32Speaker 1: doing it as well. And it was our journey, our
- 39:35Speaker 1: metal and it wasn't just me. He knew that it
- 39:38Speaker 1: was him as well, and that I couldn't have done
- 39:39Speaker 1: it without him. So yeah, it was super scary at
- 39:42Speaker 1: the beginning. I really didn't want him to do it
- 39:45Speaker 1: at the beginning, but I'm so so thankful. You know.
- 39:49Speaker 1: It took a couple of months to definitely adjust and
- 39:52Speaker 1: figure out what our roles would be and how he
- 39:54Speaker 1: would do that within our relationship, But I loved it,
- 39:58Speaker 1: and I continue to love his support and everything he does.
- 40:02Speaker 2: It's a great perspective when you think about, aside from
- 40:06Speaker 2: moving abroad, when you think about the ways that you
- 40:09Speaker 2: may have had to pivot or how life had to
- 40:12Speaker 2: change when you really shifted your focus and had this big,
- 40:15Speaker 2: solid goal. Do you reflect on anything in particular that
- 40:19Speaker 2: was like the biggest change you had to make in
- 40:21Speaker 2: that process.
- 40:23Speaker 1: I think it was a mental shift. Something my trathlon
- 40:27Speaker 1: coach Jamie Turner told me was to view things as
- 40:32Speaker 1: an investment instead of a sacrifice. So originally, when I
- 40:36Speaker 1: talked to him about moving abroad, I was like, that's
- 40:38Speaker 1: too big of a sacrifice. I'm never going to see
- 40:40Speaker 1: my family. I can't come home for weddings, I can't
- 40:42Speaker 1: come home for holidays. And you know, he kept saying, well,
- 40:46Speaker 1: is it a sacrifice or is it an investment? Are
- 40:49Speaker 1: you putting money in the bank for this metal that
- 40:51Speaker 1: you're going to earn that will pay off and pay dividends?
- 40:54Speaker 1: And that really was a huge shift in my mental
- 41:00Speaker 1: state that allowed me, I think, to put in the
- 41:03Speaker 1: efforts and to keep me sane in what I was
- 41:06Speaker 1: doing during that time, just knowing that everything I'm doing
- 41:09Speaker 1: is an investment in myself and we're working towards this goal.
- 41:14Speaker 1: And you know, skipping a friends party or going to
- 41:17Speaker 1: bed early, or you know, not being able to talk
- 41:20Speaker 1: to my mom for a week because I'm abroad is
- 41:22Speaker 1: an investment. It's not a sacrifice. And that's something that
- 41:26Speaker 1: I think just allowed me to really enjoy the process more,
- 41:31Speaker 1: enjoy the process more, and realize that I was doing
- 41:35Speaker 1: something to I was doing something to make it a
- 41:39Speaker 1: bigger goal and something almost bigger than myself.
- 41:43Speaker 2: I'm trying to in my head. I love that perspective
- 41:46Speaker 2: and that approach to it. So I'm thinking about that
- 41:49Speaker 2: in relevance to I guess other life things like an
- 41:53Speaker 2: investment when you have to set boundaries with other people,
- 41:57Speaker 2: like I personally, I feel like twenty twenty is the
- 42:00Speaker 2: year that I'm really working to have better boundaries for
- 42:03Speaker 2: self care. And so when I think about these boundaries
- 42:08Speaker 2: being an investment in myself rather than me like diminishing
- 42:12Speaker 2: the way that someone.
- 42:13Speaker 3: Else might feel. I don't know, it's just like a
- 42:15Speaker 3: really interesting approach for sure.
- 42:16Speaker 1: Yeah, And like as well, like when you do things
- 42:20Speaker 1: for yourself, it's actually more fair to other people as
- 42:23Speaker 1: well if you're upfront and you say what you need.
- 42:27Speaker 1: I'm not afraid to say what I need. And you know,
- 42:29Speaker 1: when people ask me to do stuff, I used to
- 42:31Speaker 1: be a yes woman, and now I'm actually more like
- 42:34Speaker 1: a no, but that I think is almost respectful in
- 42:37Speaker 1: other people of respectful of other people's times, Like if
- 42:41Speaker 1: you're not going to enjoy it, the other person's going
- 42:43Speaker 1: to kind of kind of get that on their end
- 42:45Speaker 1: and they're going to not enjoy it as much either.
- 42:47Speaker 1: And I think it's really good to have those boundaries.
- 42:49Speaker 1: And I think we all have our own stuff in
- 42:52Speaker 1: our life and we can't worry about trying to please others.
- 42:56Speaker 1: I think if we have the right heart and intentions,
- 43:00Speaker 1: you don't need to say yes to everything. You need
- 43:02Speaker 1: to do what's best with your long term goals and
- 43:06Speaker 1: self and well.
- 43:07Speaker 3: Being for sure. For sure.
- 43:08Speaker 2: Okay, we're in a four year training cycle here, we're
- 43:11Speaker 2: gearing up for the Olympics, and things are going well,
- 43:14Speaker 2: question Mark.
- 43:15Speaker 1: Yeah, there's definitely ups and downs, you know. I remember
- 43:19Speaker 1: I wasn't I had like one sponsor at the time
- 43:22Speaker 1: when I first went over to Australia. I think I
- 43:25Speaker 1: was making like fifteen grand for the year, which did
- 43:29Speaker 1: not caught Like that did not even cover patent my
- 43:35Speaker 1: living expenses, Like it was super expensive to live in
- 43:37Speaker 1: Australia and in Spain, and we had all these plane
- 43:39Speaker 1: tickets and like I had to pay for pat plane
- 43:41Speaker 1: tickets and which I'm not complaining about, but you know,
- 43:45Speaker 1: it was this huge investment that we were making. And
- 43:48Speaker 1: I knew when I quit accounting that I had money
- 43:52Speaker 1: in the bank to do trathlon for like two years.
- 43:56Speaker 1: And I was working really hard. Training was going super well,
- 43:59Speaker 1: and I in my first race and I DNF. It
- 44:02Speaker 1: was my first DNF, and I just remember I was
- 44:05Speaker 1: like out on the course. I got out of the
- 44:08Speaker 1: swim and the in the Olympic distance, the traathlons I do,
- 44:11Speaker 1: everything's looped, so it was like the eight laps on
- 44:14Speaker 1: the bike course, you know, four laps on the run,
- 44:16Speaker 1: so you pass people every time. And I got out
- 44:19Speaker 1: and the first lap of the bike my coach and
- 44:21Speaker 1: my husband are just on the sidelines and they're like
- 44:23Speaker 1: stop stop, like doing like the cut of like your
- 44:26Speaker 1: neck symbol. And I was like, oh, I'm going to
- 44:30Speaker 1: prove them wrong. I can still do this. And I
- 44:31Speaker 1: go around and another lap and they're like stop stop,
- 44:34Speaker 1: and I'm just like no, I'm going to do this.
- 44:36Speaker 1: I'm like in shape, I'm ready come around the third
- 44:39Speaker 1: lap and I was like I need to be done,
- 44:41Speaker 1: and so I pull off the course where they were,
- 44:44Speaker 1: and this man on the side of the street's like,
- 44:46Speaker 1: were you looking for those two men that kept yelling
- 44:48Speaker 1: at you? And I was like yeah, and he said, oh,
- 44:50Speaker 1: they're in the bar having a drink and I was like,
- 44:52Speaker 1: oh no. I was questioning everything I was doing, like
- 44:56Speaker 1: can I do this? What's going to happen? And my
- 44:58Speaker 1: coach had a very important conversation with me, and it
- 45:02Speaker 1: was you know, I think it comes back to this
- 45:04Speaker 1: theme of focusing on the process. And he's like, when
- 45:07Speaker 1: you're doing everything right, you don't need to go back
- 45:09Speaker 1: to the drawing board and change everything, which is what
- 45:12Speaker 1: I initially thought. I'm like, we need to change everything
- 45:15Speaker 1: and he's like, no, no, like you're on the right track.
- 45:18Speaker 1: Just continue along. Things will fall into place. It just
- 45:22Speaker 1: takes time. And my very next race I won. It
- 45:27Speaker 1: was the first World Travelon Series, which is the highest
- 45:31Speaker 1: level of racing and traugh on. It was my first win,
- 45:34Speaker 1: first American female win ever, and so I think that's
- 45:39Speaker 1: something that taught me a lot. And you know, from there,
- 45:41Speaker 1: it wasn't all roses. There was another point in that quad,
- 45:46Speaker 1: like a year later, when I wanted to quit. I
- 45:48Speaker 1: had three races in a row that just went horribly.
- 45:51Speaker 1: I had a bunch of crashes and so I was crashing.
- 45:54Speaker 1: I crashed out of a race. One race I crashed,
- 45:56Speaker 1: and then I continue to finish, but I was just like,
- 45:59Speaker 1: oh my god, it's like my skills aren't good enough.
- 46:01Speaker 1: I get too scared. I can't do this. Then there
- 46:03Speaker 1: was another race where, you know, looking back, it sounds
- 46:08Speaker 1: silly because I got third, which getting third place is amazing,
- 46:12Speaker 1: but to me, I knew that I had more in me.
- 46:15Speaker 1: And I think the reason I wanted to quit after
- 46:18Speaker 1: that race was because mentally I wasn't engaged in that race,
- 46:23Speaker 1: and I thought, I don't have mentally what it takes
- 46:26Speaker 1: to win and to get the most out of myself.
- 46:29Speaker 1: And I think that's really when I used a psychologist
- 46:32Speaker 1: and as well, I took a break. I did like
- 46:34Speaker 1: two weeks, Pat and I just went We were in Europe,
- 46:37Speaker 1: we were living in Spain, so we just went on
- 46:39Speaker 1: this two week like European vacation. I stopped journaling, I
- 46:42Speaker 1: stopped thinking about Traflon. I just kind of gave myself
- 46:47Speaker 1: a reset and a break, and you know, I realized, Okay,
- 46:52Speaker 1: I have been doing all these processes, right, and I
- 46:57Speaker 1: think with a little bit of work, I can get
- 46:58Speaker 1: my mental game back into this, you know, my heart
- 47:02Speaker 1: back into this. And yeah, so I was able to
- 47:06Speaker 1: overcome that, and I think in any quad it's hard.
- 47:11Speaker 1: You know, four years is a long time to focus
- 47:13Speaker 1: on one event, and you're gonna have ups and downs.
- 47:17Speaker 1: And when people look at my career, they only talk
- 47:20Speaker 1: about I had this big winning streak, and it seems,
- 47:23Speaker 1: you know, I was world champion and like the two
- 47:25Speaker 1: years leading up to the Olympics, and people only see
- 47:27Speaker 1: those positives and they forget like, oh, well, one of
- 47:30Speaker 1: the years for the World Championship, I was supposed to
- 47:34Speaker 1: be world champion and I crashed out and didn't finish
- 47:37Speaker 1: and ended up getting like fifth in the series. And
- 47:40Speaker 1: there's just these negative times where you know, I wanted
- 47:43Speaker 1: to quit and I wasn't, you know, really invested in it,
- 47:47Speaker 1: and you have these ups and downs, and I think
- 47:49Speaker 1: it's important to know that, especially I guess right now
- 47:52Speaker 1: I'm comparing it to my running career, and it's frustrating
- 47:56Speaker 1: because I expect so much of myself because I have
- 48:00Speaker 1: been an Olympic gold medalist, like I've been the best,
- 48:04Speaker 1: and so I'm comparing myself to that, and it's really
- 48:06Speaker 1: easy to forget all those negative and all those hard
- 48:11Speaker 1: times and all those times when you didn't win, because
- 48:14Speaker 1: even in the media, I think people remember the good
- 48:17Speaker 1: and they don't necessarily remember those hard times.
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- 50:58Speaker 2: Than what in all of this difficulty, throughout all of
- 51:03Speaker 2: these hurdles, what is the thread that keeps you going
- 51:06Speaker 2: forward and keeps you positive.
- 51:09Speaker 1: There's a few things, I think, you know. One is
- 51:13Speaker 1: just the journaling I started when I started with my
- 51:16Speaker 1: uh trathlon coach in twenty thirteen, which was just writing
- 51:20Speaker 1: three positive things a day. And there are days when
- 51:23Speaker 1: I write like I drink enough water today, Like it's
- 51:28Speaker 1: like the most ridiculous positive thing, because I'm just like
- 51:30Speaker 1: in a bad mood and don't want to write something positive.
- 51:33Speaker 1: But I look back at these journals when I'm struggling,
- 51:35Speaker 1: and it gives me so much confidence knowing that every
- 51:38Speaker 1: day I'm working towards my bigger goal. And I think
- 51:42Speaker 1: what keeps me motivated is wanting to find my best.
- 51:47Speaker 1: So you know, a big reason why I quit Traflon
- 51:49Speaker 1: and started running was because I haven't found my potential
- 51:52Speaker 1: in running. I felt like I found my potential in Traflon,
- 51:55Speaker 1: And for me, something that's really motivating is knowing I
- 51:58Speaker 1: haven't reached my potential and I want to see what
- 52:02Speaker 1: is there inside of me, Like how good can I
- 52:05Speaker 1: how fast can I run? And I think the challenge
- 52:09Speaker 1: of like having to overcome those hurdles, having to overcome
- 52:11Speaker 1: them times when mentally you're not motivated, or mentally you
- 52:15Speaker 1: feel like you can't do it, or physically you know
- 52:18Speaker 1: it's really hot out and you're just like, oh my gosh,
- 52:21Speaker 1: I just feel like my legs are two thousand pounds.
- 52:23Speaker 1: And those are the times that I think really motivate
- 52:27Speaker 1: me because I think I just want to know, like
- 52:30Speaker 1: can I do this for sure?
- 52:33Speaker 2: And I think I mean, obviously, the big takeaway often
- 52:36Speaker 2: is that we learn more from these hurdles and these
- 52:38Speaker 2: quote unquote failures than we might win from our victories.
- 52:41Speaker 3: But I'm curious to know now.
- 52:42Speaker 2: As we segue into chatting about the twenty sixteen Olympics,
- 52:46Speaker 2: which was such a huge moment in your career, what
- 52:49Speaker 2: did you take away from that big victorious experience.
- 52:55Speaker 1: I took away a lot. I think my biggest takeaway
- 53:02Speaker 1: is that I could never do this on my own.
- 53:05Speaker 1: I had such a big support system, and I had
- 53:11Speaker 1: people that believed in me before I believed in myself.
- 53:14Speaker 1: I had my husband who was basically gave up everything
- 53:18Speaker 1: to support me, my coach who has invested, my teammates,
- 53:21Speaker 1: and you know, I think, like, you can't do this
- 53:24Speaker 1: on your own. And I think I also realized, you know,
- 53:27Speaker 1: it's so incredibly hard to focus for four years on
- 53:33Speaker 1: one day, one event, and that one day comes and
- 53:36Speaker 1: it's like, what is the likelihood that that day's going
- 53:39Speaker 1: to come and you're going to feel amazing? Like, yeah,
- 53:42Speaker 1: you kind of like you can taper and you can
- 53:44Speaker 1: like do these things to hopefully like make your body
- 53:46Speaker 1: feel good. But the likelihood of you waking up on
- 53:49Speaker 1: race day at the Olympics and feeling amazing is very low.
- 53:53Speaker 1: You're probably going to be stressed. Everything's different, everything's new.
- 53:56Speaker 1: You've been focusing on it for so long, and I
- 53:59Speaker 1: think being able to overcome that and to perform on
- 54:04Speaker 1: one day that's been like on the calendar for four
- 54:08Speaker 1: years it's just so incredibly difficult. And I think I
- 54:10Speaker 1: learned that I can stand up to these big challenges
- 54:14Speaker 1: and I know how to mentally get on my game,
- 54:19Speaker 1: and knowing that I have people supporting me and that
- 54:22Speaker 1: I can rely on is something that can really be
- 54:26Speaker 1: It's what makes a successful team is making it a
- 54:28Speaker 1: team and not just about yourself.
- 54:31Speaker 2: Right, And so when you're on the podium or when
- 54:34Speaker 2: you cross the finish line, talk to me about what
- 54:37Speaker 2: you remember from those moments.
- 54:40Speaker 1: Yeah, you know. I it's interesting. My mom's actually writing
- 54:43Speaker 1: a book about me for like middle school, like an
- 54:46Speaker 1: autobiography for middle schoolers, and she just had this conversation
- 54:50Speaker 1: with me, and she really wanted me to say more.
- 54:53Speaker 1: But for me, all I remember is like I crossed
- 54:56Speaker 1: the finish line. I was in tears. I was just
- 54:58Speaker 1: brawling and I like never cry at the end of
- 55:00Speaker 1: a race. And I think for me it was I
- 55:03Speaker 1: was holding it together for four years and finally I
- 55:08Speaker 1: just like, oh my gosh, I did it. I can
- 55:09Speaker 1: just let everything go. It was this huge, just like
- 55:13Speaker 1: cry of relief that I had done it. And all
- 55:17Speaker 1: I remember is I just wanted to see Patrick, my husband,
- 55:21Speaker 1: and my coach Jamie, and I couldn't like get to
- 55:24Speaker 1: them because there's so much security. And I remember I
- 55:26Speaker 1: saw my coach Jamie and I was like, I'm going
- 55:29Speaker 1: over there, and the race officials are like, you have
- 55:30Speaker 1: to stay here, you can't move, and I just remember
- 55:33Speaker 1: I just was like, I want a hug. I want
- 55:35Speaker 1: to like thank the people that have helped me, Like
- 55:37Speaker 1: just just let me like see my people, like I
- 55:40Speaker 1: just did it. Let me do like what I want
- 55:42Speaker 1: to do. I just want to give a hug, Like
- 55:43Speaker 1: what's the big deal. And so all I remember from
- 55:46Speaker 1: those moments is like just wanting to be with Patrick
- 55:50Speaker 1: and my coach and just celebrate with them because they
- 55:54Speaker 1: were the ones that got me there. And that's how
- 55:57Speaker 1: I felt on the metal ceremony as well. That's how
- 56:00Speaker 1: I felt doing my interviews, as like I just want
- 56:02Speaker 1: Pat and Jamie.
- 56:04Speaker 2: And I think it's interesting what you said about, you know,
- 56:07Speaker 2: waking up and that day could be can go so
- 56:10Speaker 2: many different ways, and it's really this bigger idea that
- 56:14Speaker 2: the journey is so important because if you put all
- 56:17Speaker 2: of your emphasis on that one day on the calendar,
- 56:21Speaker 2: then you almost could miss out.
- 56:24Speaker 3: Really if you're not paying attention to all the other stuff.
- 56:27Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure. And I think, you know, race day
- 56:32Speaker 1: for me, it was interesting. I actually am normally nervous,
- 56:36Speaker 1: and looking back, I'm like, oh man, I should have
- 56:38Speaker 1: been even more nervous, because I wasn't nervous. I remember
- 56:41Speaker 1: Pat and I were so relaxed. We just felt like,
- 56:44Speaker 1: you know what, we did everything we could these past
- 56:47Speaker 1: four years, and what's going to happen is going to happen.
- 56:49Speaker 1: And it was just interesting because the I was so
- 56:53Speaker 1: much more nervous for the twenty sixteen Olympic trials, Like
- 56:56Speaker 1: my biggest fear was I won't even make the team
- 56:59Speaker 1: and I won't even have a s to get a medal,
- 57:01Speaker 1: and I remember being so so nervous, and then the
- 57:04Speaker 1: actual day of the Olympics, I was just relaxed. I
- 57:06Speaker 1: was like, well, it'll be what it'll be like, get
- 57:09Speaker 1: a flat, I don't know, I don't care, like I
- 57:11Speaker 1: have the tools in my toolbox to do this. And
- 57:15Speaker 1: so it's just like an interesting thing that that day
- 57:18Speaker 1: of the Olympics for me. And actually there's this photo
- 57:20Speaker 1: of me on the bike in the race and I
- 57:24Speaker 1: everyone's like, has this suffering face on and I have
- 57:27Speaker 1: this huge smile and I'm like, oh man, looking back
- 57:31Speaker 1: at the photo, I was like, I was so cocky.
- 57:32Speaker 1: That is so bad, like something could have happened, like,
- 57:36Speaker 1: but I was just like happy. I was like, you
- 57:38Speaker 1: know what, I feel strong, I can do this. I'm prepared,
- 57:42Speaker 1: and it brought a smile to my face. And that
- 57:45Speaker 1: that's something that I think I'll never forget.
- 57:48Speaker 2: It's this mentality that I try to I try a
- 57:50Speaker 2: solid attempt every day to wake up and just say
- 57:52Speaker 2: to myself, like, well.
- 57:53Speaker 3: All it takes this all you've got, So that's all
- 57:55Speaker 3: you can do here.
- 57:56Speaker 1: Yes, exactly. And I think, like you said, it's it's
- 58:00Speaker 1: really hard, and I rarely have days like that, but
- 58:02Speaker 1: somehow I just had that on that Olympic day.
- 58:05Speaker 3: When they hit like that, it's it's extra special. Okay.
- 58:08Speaker 2: So then you mentioned your transition into running and how
- 58:12Speaker 2: it feels like you're in the pursuit of finding out
- 58:14Speaker 2: just how good you can be at it. You had
- 58:16Speaker 2: to make a pretty tough decision earlier in the year
- 58:20Speaker 2: when you decided not to go through with the marathon trial.
- 58:23Speaker 2: So talk to me about that decision and how that
- 58:26Speaker 2: really weighed on you.
- 58:28Speaker 1: Yeah, you know. I I'm somebody who sets big goals
- 58:32Speaker 1: and I'm very vocal about them. And I had said
- 58:35Speaker 1: I wanted to win gold in the marathon in twenty twenty.
- 58:39Speaker 1: And I like saying goals out loud because I think
- 58:44Speaker 1: it holds not only myself accountable, but my team. It
- 58:47Speaker 1: lets my team know, my coaches, the people that are
- 58:50Speaker 1: investing in me what I want to do, and it
- 58:52Speaker 1: helps them achieve my goals. And it also keeps me
- 58:55Speaker 1: just accountable. Like if I say it, I have to basically,
- 58:58Speaker 1: you know, every day I'm motivated to do it because
- 59:00Speaker 1: it's out there in the universe. And when I made
- 59:04Speaker 1: my transition from trothlon to running, it was it's been
- 59:07Speaker 1: really hard. I had a son, which I knew I
- 59:10Speaker 1: always wanted to do, was have a family, But coming
- 59:14Speaker 1: back from that giving birth was way more difficult than
- 59:19Speaker 1: I thought. I thought I'd be able to run like
- 59:21Speaker 1: seven days later, but anyone who's had a kid just
- 59:24Speaker 1: knows that's like impossible. And then I had this Hagelund's
- 59:29Speaker 1: deformity and I had to have surgery for it. I
- 59:31Speaker 1: tried to run through it for a long time and
- 59:34Speaker 1: I was able to hit all the workouts, due all
- 59:35Speaker 1: the mileage, but my quality of life and I think
- 59:39Speaker 1: my running, you know, I was operating on run level.
- 59:41Speaker 1: I would say at like eighty to ninety percent, and
- 59:43Speaker 1: I just knew, like I need to be at one
- 59:45Speaker 1: hundred percent if I'm going to make the team and
- 59:48Speaker 1: I'm going to go after a medal. And so I
- 59:50Speaker 1: had surgery, and just coming back from surgery is when
- 59:54Speaker 1: I think I was super smart. I was like, Okay,
- 59:55Speaker 1: I put time into the surgery. I'm not going to
- 59:58Speaker 1: look at the calendar. I'm not going to look at races.
- 1:00:00Speaker 1: I'm not going to try to plan out. You know.
- 1:00:02Speaker 1: Normally it's like, okay, Olympic trials for the marathon, it's
- 1:00:04Speaker 1: in February, so four months back, that's when I need
- 1:00:06Speaker 1: to be training. So I need to be fit a
- 1:00:08Speaker 1: month before, like normally, that's how my mentality works. And
- 1:00:12Speaker 1: after surgery, I was like, Nope, not looking at a calendar,
- 1:00:15Speaker 1: not looking at how many weeks I have. I'm just
- 1:00:17Speaker 1: going to listen to my body. Is that as a
- 1:00:20Speaker 1: pro athlete, you know your body really well, and I'm
- 1:00:22Speaker 1: going to, you know, let it recover in its own time.
- 1:00:26Speaker 1: So I did that and then, you know, it was
- 1:00:28Speaker 1: like three months out from the Olympic Trials and I
- 1:00:31Speaker 1: just realized, you know, I won't be able to be
- 1:00:33Speaker 1: running these one hundred and twenty mile weeks which I'll
- 1:00:35Speaker 1: need to make the team and the marathon, and I
- 1:00:39Speaker 1: don't want to go into the marathon trials hoping that
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: I qualify. I want to go into an Olympic trials
- 1:00:46Speaker 1: knowing I have the ability to qualify. And so it
- 1:00:50Speaker 1: was kind of an easy decision in that regard. You know,
- 1:00:52Speaker 1: I'm really and I think because I have so much
- 1:00:55Speaker 1: confidence in my in myself and I don't worry about
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: what other people think of me, it was a pretty
- 1:01:00Speaker 1: easy decision to just go, you know what, I don't
- 1:01:03Speaker 1: want to hope and wish. I want to know, and
- 1:01:05Speaker 1: so I'm going to forego doing the marathon Olympic trials.
- 1:01:09Speaker 1: And you know, my coach Jerry in the Bronment track field,
- 1:01:13Speaker 1: they actually think I'm better on the track anyway. And
- 1:01:17Speaker 1: so having that belief and having that support was something
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: that made it an easy decision. You know. Obviously it
- 1:01:24Speaker 1: was really difficult to then have to publicly say, oh,
- 1:01:27Speaker 1: I put this big goal out there not going to
- 1:01:30Speaker 1: do it, not even going to try to do it.
- 1:01:33Speaker 1: But for me, it was an easy decision knowing that
- 1:01:38Speaker 1: I am becoming a better athlete doing this route and
- 1:01:41Speaker 1: that this is what's best for my health.
- 1:01:44Speaker 2: And I think what you were saying, I'm the same
- 1:01:46Speaker 2: way about putting out big goals. It's like saying it
- 1:01:49Speaker 2: makes you accountable kind of puts you into this atmosphere.
- 1:01:52Speaker 2: It's in the world, there's no taking it back. I
- 1:01:55Speaker 2: would imagine for sure that having to say that, despite
- 1:02:00Speaker 2: your decision being easy to be made, was definitely a
- 1:02:04Speaker 2: struggle for you.
- 1:02:06Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know, like it's weird, Like it almost
- 1:02:11Speaker 1: was freeing in the sense that I knew that I
- 1:02:14Speaker 1: wasn't going to be prepared, so it was just like, Okay,
- 1:02:18Speaker 1: I can't do this. And you know, we talked about
- 1:02:19Speaker 1: earlier a little bit about how everyone has negative things
- 1:02:24Speaker 1: to say, and especially in social media world, and so
- 1:02:28Speaker 1: you know, I just I'm really good at not letting
- 1:02:31Speaker 1: what other people say affect me. Well except for this
- 1:02:34Speaker 1: one area. When people start attacking my son. Oh, I'm like,
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: I need to learn how to somehow not let that
- 1:02:39Speaker 1: affect me. But when people attack me, I'm totally cool
- 1:02:42Speaker 1: with it. I'm like, you know what, I know, I'm
- 1:02:43Speaker 1: doing my best. I know I'm doing what's best for me,
- 1:02:47Speaker 1: And so it actually wasn't that difficult for me. I
- 1:02:53Speaker 1: think it was, you know, more difficult for me to
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: make the decision to have surgery, which was way more necessary, just.
- 1:03:00Speaker 3: To recap what is a Hanglu's deform?
- 1:03:02Speaker 2: Me?
- 1:03:03Speaker 1: Yep. So it's a bone overgrowth or a bone spur
- 1:03:06Speaker 1: basically on your heel, and it grows and it becomes
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: super painful, so like it makes your makes it hard
- 1:03:14Speaker 1: to walk. It the bone rubs against your achilles, like
- 1:03:17Speaker 1: every time you take a step. So then it like
- 1:03:18Speaker 1: it's basically this sword just cutting into your achilles and
- 1:03:21Speaker 1: having damage. And so that's it affects your achilles. And
- 1:03:25Speaker 1: then as well, it's super tender to the touch, like
- 1:03:28Speaker 1: putting a sock on and putting a sock and taking
- 1:03:31Speaker 1: a sock off was painful. Like that's how sensitive it's
- 1:03:35Speaker 1: sensitive it can get to the touch.
- 1:03:37Speaker 3: And how is it now post surgery?
- 1:03:39Speaker 1: Oh so good, just to be able to run without pain.
- 1:03:43Speaker 1: I think, you know, I had been running with pain
- 1:03:45Speaker 1: for so long that I then I forgot what it
- 1:03:48Speaker 1: was like, and it's just so much more enjoyable.
- 1:03:52Speaker 3: Which is so good, So speaking is enjoyable.
- 1:03:55Speaker 2: I mean, talk to me about how it's been to
- 1:03:57Speaker 2: be training with Barrelman.
- 1:03:59Speaker 1: I feel so fortunate that I am able to train
- 1:04:02Speaker 1: with the Bowerman Track Club. You know, there I believe
- 1:04:05Speaker 1: the best in the world. You know, Jerry's uh, you know,
- 1:04:09Speaker 1: he's an extremely talented coach. He's I like to think
- 1:04:13Speaker 1: of him as like a mad scientist, but he always
- 1:04:16Speaker 1: has things going on in his head of like how
- 1:04:17Speaker 1: to improve and you know, it's a very clean coach
- 1:04:20Speaker 1: as well, which is something that I was looking for.
- 1:04:22Speaker 1: But I'm running with the best runners in the world,
- 1:04:26Speaker 1: and it's it's difficult at times, but it's what I
- 1:04:31Speaker 1: like is being confronted with this world standard on a
- 1:04:36Speaker 1: daily basis. You know. This last year with COVID, we
- 1:04:38Speaker 1: did some inner squad racing, so just our squad, and
- 1:04:41Speaker 1: we ended up doing some shorter races. So I'm you know,
- 1:04:44Speaker 1: racing the Shelby Hulahan who's a world champion in the
- 1:04:48Speaker 1: fifteen hundred, and I'm like, nowhere near a sprinter and
- 1:04:52Speaker 1: we're like racing eight hundreds and I'm like, oh, my goodness,
- 1:04:55Speaker 1: this is just like embarrassing and it's so bad because
- 1:04:58Speaker 1: she's like, I'm not a sprinter. She is, and it's
- 1:05:01Speaker 1: just those times can sometimes just be like almost comical.
- 1:05:06Speaker 1: But for me, every day being in practice, knowing that
- 1:05:09Speaker 1: I'm pushing myself against the world's best, against the world's standard,
- 1:05:13Speaker 1: that's something that I want and something I need in
- 1:05:16Speaker 1: order to become my best athlete. I think it's difficult
- 1:05:18Speaker 1: for a lot of people to put themselves in those situations,
- 1:05:23Speaker 1: especially if you're not at that level, like trying to
- 1:05:25Speaker 1: build yourself up to that level. You can feel like
- 1:05:27Speaker 1: maybe you're getting worn down. But honestly, for me, it's
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: what I enjoy. I love working up on workout days
- 1:05:34Speaker 1: and trying to just put the hammer down. And this
- 1:05:37Speaker 1: is the first year I would say I've been able
- 1:05:39Speaker 1: to you know, really, I've been able to hold on
- 1:05:42Speaker 1: in the past, but this is the first year I've
- 1:05:44Speaker 1: been able to push others as well, which has been
- 1:05:46Speaker 1: super exciting for me.
- 1:05:48Speaker 3: What excites you right now?
- 1:05:51Speaker 1: Ugh, just I love running. I love my job so much.
- 1:05:59Speaker 1: And me, what's exciting for me is knowing I can
- 1:06:02Speaker 1: still go prs. I haven't even come close to my prs.
- 1:06:06Speaker 1: I believe in the running events and that's what really
- 1:06:09Speaker 1: keeps me motivated. And and then as well, my son
- 1:06:12Speaker 1: obviously makes me super excited. He's super cute, he's he's
- 1:06:17Speaker 1: got a lot of personality like me. He's very stubborn
- 1:06:21Speaker 1: and strong willed, and you know, he does things like
- 1:06:24Speaker 1: he'll you know, we got him a harmonica and he
- 1:06:29Speaker 1: opened it and he went in a different room to
- 1:06:31Speaker 1: practice before coming out to show us, because yes, he
- 1:06:35Speaker 1: wanted to like do it perfectly for us before, you know,
- 1:06:38Speaker 1: and he wanted to like test out before. So it
- 1:06:39Speaker 1: was just like, oh, I love little things like that.
- 1:06:41Speaker 1: And just being able to watch a human grow and
- 1:06:44Speaker 1: mature and change.
- 1:06:46Speaker 3: Biggest lesson you have learned in this training cycle, I.
- 1:06:56Speaker 1: Think, to be patient. And then as well, this is
- 1:06:59Speaker 1: the first time I've had an injury, and so just
- 1:07:03Speaker 1: learning how to overcome that injury, I think a lot
- 1:07:06Speaker 1: of times it's just yeah, I've never had like a
- 1:07:11Speaker 1: bigger injury before. So learning how to overcome that and
- 1:07:15Speaker 1: to listen to my body maybe earlier and give myself
- 1:07:20Speaker 1: the time and space it needs to heal, I think
- 1:07:23Speaker 1: was something that was super important.
- 1:07:26Speaker 2: Someone goes to your Instagram page, they see a mom,
- 1:07:30Speaker 2: a wife, a twenty sixteen Olympic gold medalist. When you
- 1:07:33Speaker 2: look in the mirror, what is it that you see
- 1:07:35Speaker 2: looking back at you.
- 1:07:38Speaker 1: I just I see a mom. You know, I've my
- 1:07:42Speaker 1: entire life, I've wanted to be a mom, and Patrick
- 1:07:45Speaker 1: and I want we want to have a big family
- 1:07:46Speaker 1: and can't have another kid now obviously, but in the future.
- 1:07:51Speaker 1: I think that's that's what we want. And I think
- 1:07:53Speaker 1: just being a mom encompasses so much to me. It's
- 1:07:58Speaker 1: you know, you're a role model for this little human
- 1:08:00Speaker 1: and they repeat and emulate like everything you do. And
- 1:08:06Speaker 1: so that's who I see and what I see, and
- 1:08:09Speaker 1: I think what motivates me to be a better person
- 1:08:11Speaker 1: and to be a better athlete as well.
- 1:08:14Speaker 2: Right now, you have an opportunity to look back on
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: your career thus far as an athlete and give yourself
- 1:08:22Speaker 2: some advice. When we think back to some of your
- 1:08:24Speaker 2: biggest hurdle moments, maybe it's finally making a decision to
- 1:08:28Speaker 2: get that surgery, or perhaps it's back when you were
- 1:08:32Speaker 2: training for that twenty sixteen Olympics and had those few
- 1:08:37Speaker 2: that string of tough events, when you have the opportunity
- 1:08:40Speaker 2: to offer yourself one piece of advice. Looking back on
- 1:08:42Speaker 2: those hurdle moments, right now, what do you tell yourself?
- 1:08:48Speaker 1: It's such a hard question, right and there's not just
- 1:08:51Speaker 1: one answer. But I think, you know, focusing on the
- 1:08:54Speaker 1: process is something that's super important. That's taught me a lot,
- 1:08:57Speaker 1: and not just focusing on that outcome. And I think
- 1:09:00Speaker 1: that encompasses as well, putting yourself worth in yourself as
- 1:09:05Speaker 1: a human being and not as an athlete. It is
- 1:09:08Speaker 1: something that I think allows me to overcome hurdles knowing
- 1:09:11Speaker 1: that I'm more than just an athlete. So it allowed
- 1:09:14Speaker 1: me to have the belief in having surgery. You know,
- 1:09:17Speaker 1: there's always this risk when you have surgery that you
- 1:09:19Speaker 1: may never come back as an athlete. But I knew
- 1:09:21Speaker 1: I needed it to be my best athlete. So it's
- 1:09:25Speaker 1: allowed me to take risks. It's allowed me as well,
- 1:09:28Speaker 1: during those tough times, to realize I have a support crew,
- 1:09:32Speaker 1: I have people in my life, and I'm more than
- 1:09:34Speaker 1: just an athlete. You know, a lot of times when
- 1:09:36Speaker 1: I come home from Irun or in Trothlin, when I
- 1:09:39Speaker 1: come home from workouts, I don't talk about the workouts
- 1:09:43Speaker 1: or about sport with my husband, and it's super easy
- 1:09:46Speaker 1: now that I have Stanley, Like he doesn't care what
- 1:09:47Speaker 1: I did in a workout, so like I come home
- 1:09:49Speaker 1: and I play Superheroes where you have a game you
- 1:09:52Speaker 1: play Hi Ho, Cherio or whatever it is. And I
- 1:09:54Speaker 1: think having something outside of sport really allows me to
- 1:09:58Speaker 1: overcome those hurdles.
- 1:10:01Speaker 3: What a great takeaway.
- 1:10:02Speaker 2: Last thing, I do want to ask you book that
- 1:10:05Speaker 2: you can recommend to me because the Hurdle Squad just
- 1:10:10Speaker 2: started a book club or reading mindset by Carol Dweck
- 1:10:13Speaker 2: right now and we're in the home stretch.
- 1:10:15Speaker 3: So what should our next book club pick be?
- 1:10:21Speaker 1: I'm going to give you a couple, so I really
- 1:10:22Speaker 1: if you like like science stuff. I really liked the
- 1:10:25Speaker 1: book Endure, okay, and then I really liked Andre Agacy's book.
- 1:10:31Speaker 1: I think it was called Open.
- 1:10:34Speaker 2: So I feel like the way your voice went up,
- 1:10:36Speaker 2: I feel like you like turned around to look for
- 1:10:38Speaker 2: a book.
- 1:10:38Speaker 3: I did.
- 1:10:39Speaker 1: I did.
- 1:10:40Speaker 3: I knew it.
- 1:10:41Speaker 2: I'm sitting next to mine as well, so I heard
- 1:10:44Speaker 2: the I was like, she's totally looking for the book.
- 1:10:47Speaker 3: Okay, these are picks.
- 1:10:48Speaker 1: There one more though, because Bauermann Track Club our ladies
- 1:10:52Speaker 1: just started a book club and this month it like
- 1:10:55Speaker 1: just started two days ago, so I didn't even have
- 1:10:57Speaker 1: the book yet, but we're reading The Mamba Mentality.
- 1:11:01Speaker 3: Oh maybe that'll be the next Hurdle book club pick.
- 1:11:04Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 1:11:05Speaker 3: Wow, thanks for therek. Thanks so much for your time today, Gwen.
- 1:11:08Speaker 3: I really appreciate it.
- 1:11:09Speaker 1: Yes, thank you so much for having me. It's been
- 1:11:11Speaker 1: The hour went by very quickly, so hopefully people enjoyed
- 1:11:14Speaker 1: listening as much as I like talking.
- 1:11:16Speaker 3: Just as speedy as you.
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- 1:11:35Speaker 1: Yeah, so, Emily, I actually have a great YouTube that
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