Latest / DA CREW Podcast / SEASON 2 EPISODE _118 _ DA CREW PODCAST _HOST LATONYA MICHELLE ITTLEJOHN
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- 3:55Speaker 4: Welcome to Season two, episode one hundred and eighteen of
- 4:00Speaker 4: The Crew Podcast.
- 4:02Speaker 9: I am your host, Latanya Little John.
- 4:05Speaker 4: This is delayed but not denied, the podcast where you
- 4:09Speaker 4: may be delayed in life, but what is meant for
- 4:11Speaker 4: you will always find you, so it's never denied unto you.
- 4:15Speaker 4: I'm coming to you tonight with a friend of mine
- 4:19Speaker 4: that I've had on a couple of times. Her name
- 4:23Speaker 4: is Miss Nagic Scott. But before I bring her up,
- 4:25Speaker 4: I want to go to the Lord in prayer. Heavenly Father,
- 4:28Speaker 4: We're coming to you right now asking you to be
- 4:30Speaker 4: in the midst of the conversation.
- 4:31Speaker 9: Tonight, Lord lead us in the way in which you
- 4:35Speaker 9: would have to go.
- 4:36Speaker 4: Lord, let the meditation of my mouth be acceptable, and
- 4:40Speaker 4: diy cite my strength and my redeemer.
- 4:43Speaker 9: And it's in your son Jesus' name. I pray, Amen, So.
- 4:48Speaker 4: Nadget where are you at? Unmute yourself? You're muted? Okay,
- 5:10Speaker 4: now you're not muted, but I still can't hear you.
- 5:16Speaker 9: The devil stay busy.
- 5:19Speaker 4: While she figures out her technical difficulties over there. I
- 5:26Speaker 4: would just like to ask those of you all who
- 5:28Speaker 4: know the word of prayer to continue to lift miss
- 5:34Speaker 4: Logic in your prayers. She is recovering from believe it
- 5:41Speaker 4: or not, brain surgery and.
- 5:45Speaker 9: She's joining me tonight.
- 5:49Speaker 4: Press the the unmute thing because it got you muted again?
- 5:58Speaker 9: You got it? Can you hear me?
- 6:03Speaker 4: I can't hear you. Hm hm Okay, you're gonna have
- 6:18Speaker 4: to unmute it again.
- 6:21Speaker 7: M hmmm.
- 6:28Speaker 9: I can't hear you. Can you hear me? Now?
- 6:34Speaker 4: I hear you the better, Yes, ma'am, I can't hear you.
- 6:41Speaker 7: You can't hear me?
- 6:43Speaker 9: Yeah, I can't hear you. Can hear me, yes, ma'am?
- 6:48Speaker 3: I do how hard is alive.
- 6:53Speaker 4: Absolutely absolutely, So how are you how that?
- 7:01Speaker 9: I'm good. I'm good.
- 7:03Speaker 4: I was just telling everybody that you just uh came
- 7:10Speaker 4: on the other side of bergery.
- 7:23Speaker 9: I can't I can't hear you. I mean, it's like
- 7:27Speaker 9: some noise. I don't know if you need. Yeah, she's
- 7:50Speaker 9: going to fix her her device or whatever.
- 7:56Speaker 4: But as I was saying, she is on the other
- 7:59Speaker 4: side of having brain surgery. She and I both were
- 8:04Speaker 4: born with spina viada and hydro syphilis, so she had
- 8:08Speaker 4: to have her shunt revised.
- 8:11Speaker 9: And that's just where they go in and.
- 8:15Speaker 4: Sometimes they have to go to the root of the problem,
- 8:17Speaker 4: which is like in the brain, and other times it's
- 8:21Speaker 4: just the tubing that they have to to replace. For her,
- 8:26Speaker 4: I think they replaced just the tubing. I'm really not sure,
- 8:30Speaker 4: and maybe she can address that when she comes back. However,
- 8:37Speaker 4: as I stated before, I am Latanya Little John.
- 8:41Speaker 9: My my podcast is delayed, but not denied.
- 8:47Speaker 4: Forgive me for not being completely prepared for tonight. However,
- 8:54Speaker 4: I do stand on showing up for myself no matter
- 8:58Speaker 4: what it looks like. So I thank you all for
- 9:02Speaker 4: whoever may be watching this broadcast tonight, and I hope
- 9:07Speaker 4: that it's something that that says tonight that's beneficial to
- 9:12Speaker 4: you or entertaining to you, or you know, however you
- 9:15Speaker 4: may view it. First thing, I was just wanting to
- 9:20Speaker 4: say that I see a lot of people talking about politics,
- 9:28Speaker 4: and I really don't get into politics too much. You know,
- 9:35Speaker 4: I have my own personal feelings about how that how
- 9:39Speaker 4: that goes. But I would like to say that to
- 9:44Speaker 4: have a woman of color in the in the White
- 9:48Speaker 4: House would be beautiful. A lot of people that are
- 9:52Speaker 4: using the Bible saying that, you know, a woman can't
- 9:57Speaker 4: I can't leave me or whatever, and you're not supposed
- 9:59Speaker 4: to be.
- 10:01Speaker 9: Welcome. Our first teachers are communities or.
- 10:06Speaker 2: So.
- 10:07Speaker 9: But mister d D, I'm glad you're back and you
- 10:16Speaker 9: got to unmus Okay, you're good.
- 10:24Speaker 7: I'm gonna be good.
- 10:26Speaker 9: You're gonna be good.
- 10:30Speaker 7: Looking like.
- 10:32Speaker 9: Like I see I see half of your I see
- 10:35Speaker 9: half of your face.
- 10:37Speaker 4: Yeah, okay, so now there's your holy face.
- 10:42Speaker 7: My whole thing then happen again.
- 10:47Speaker 4: Yeah, it's it's that tea. Okay, there you go, it's
- 10:56Speaker 4: it's it's okay. I mean, the thing of it is
- 11:00Speaker 4: is just being able to show up because technical difficulties
- 11:04Speaker 4: happen we have Oftentimes we have no control over you know,
- 11:10Speaker 4: what we can't control when we can only control what
- 11:12Speaker 4: we can.
- 11:13Speaker 9: So you know, with that being said, I do appreciate
- 11:16Speaker 9: you coming on because you could have been anywhere tonight,
- 11:23Speaker 9: but you showed up and I appreciate you. First, I said, absolutely,
- 11:32Speaker 9: you got to unmute again. I don't know why to
- 11:34Speaker 9: keep muting you.
- 11:36Speaker 3: Why?
- 11:40Speaker 9: But how are you feeling?
- 11:45Speaker 7: God is good?
- 11:46Speaker 3: I can't be anybody going to do my fifth or
- 11:48Speaker 3: six brain surgery and was not planning to do that
- 11:52Speaker 3: twenty twenty four.
- 11:54Speaker 4: Right, right, we were right. We were just talking about
- 12:01Speaker 4: how the shunt malfunctions work and how oftentimes you know
- 12:10Speaker 4: you it goes unnoticed when something goes wrong. What what
- 12:16Speaker 4: what happened with you to make you even go to
- 12:19Speaker 4: your doctors to tell them, hey, I think something's wrong.
- 12:24Speaker 3: The June fourteen like practically changed my life. It was
- 12:29Speaker 3: like I got I woke up and was like vomiting,
- 12:35Speaker 3: and and I said, well maybe with something I ate
- 12:39Speaker 3: it and agree with me. And then I called my
- 12:42Speaker 3: cousin and I told her.
- 12:43Speaker 7: I said, she said, how you doing? We check on
- 12:44Speaker 7: each other daily, and she said, well.
- 12:46Speaker 3: How are you feeling? And I'm like, I'm going up.
- 12:49Speaker 3: She knows about the shunt. She said, oh no, we're
- 12:52Speaker 3: going to the mercery room. Like now, she said, I'm
- 12:54Speaker 3: right now. I said, I unlocked the door because I'm
- 12:57Speaker 3: in my own apartment now, praise God.
- 13:00Speaker 7: But it's a month.
- 13:02Speaker 3: I'm only a month into my apartment and already I
- 13:04Speaker 3: gotta go to the hospital.
- 13:05Speaker 7: So I'm like, I can't even enjoy the place because.
- 13:08Speaker 3: I gotta go to the hospital. But she came in,
- 13:11Speaker 3: she called me, She called the avalance. They came in,
- 13:15Speaker 3: got me, went to the when she stayed attended, I
- 13:19Speaker 3: had the VP shunt. Of course they're gonna rude all
- 13:22Speaker 3: the cps, the X rays and make sure everything looks
- 13:24Speaker 3: like it needs to look.
- 13:26Speaker 7: But of course the EO doctor thought it was King.
- 13:31Speaker 1: M hm.
- 13:32Speaker 3: I knew wasn't King better than that? Because I would
- 13:35Speaker 3: have had way more pains. I would have had headaches,
- 13:37Speaker 3: I would have had vomits, you know what I'm saying,
- 13:39Speaker 3: would have had The only thing I had was my
- 13:42Speaker 3: temper wasn't even that hot.
- 13:44Speaker 7: It was the barma right when.
- 13:47Speaker 3: He said, and if they had me stay overnight. They
- 13:51Speaker 3: were trying to give me goes to the hospital where
- 13:54Speaker 3: my nerves certain actually works because that.
- 13:59Speaker 7: Was the place. So after I stayed overnight and nothing happened.
- 14:03Speaker 3: I thought I was fine, but something said follow certain
- 14:08Speaker 3: the surgeon that knows you.
- 14:09Speaker 7: So I follow up with him and he, you know,
- 14:13Speaker 7: he was like, what's going on?
- 14:15Speaker 3: So I told him everything I just told you, and
- 14:17Speaker 3: then he looked at the scans and he kind of
- 14:19Speaker 3: looked at it. But then you know, so well, let's
- 14:22Speaker 3: do your normal examination. So they checked your eyes. I
- 14:24Speaker 3: don't know what they see in the back of the eyes,
- 14:26Speaker 3: but they see something fluid.
- 14:29Speaker 7: Yeah, okay.
- 14:30Speaker 3: He looked at that, and then he was like okay,
- 14:34Speaker 3: and then he went back and he looked at the
- 14:37Speaker 3: stands and he said that's broke.
- 14:43Speaker 7: I said, that's broke. He said yeah. I said, how
- 14:49Speaker 7: it is right? He said, it just does that.
- 14:53Speaker 3: And then when I analyzed how long am I the son,
- 14:57Speaker 3: it was thirty years.
- 15:00Speaker 7: Yeah, and I'm supposed to have.
- 15:05Speaker 9: And that's the crazy part.
- 15:07Speaker 4: That's the crazy part, because I've had mine before, I've
- 15:11Speaker 4: never had a revision that got. I can say that, yes,
- 15:19Speaker 4: I will say that, I will say that he's helped me,
- 15:24Speaker 4: but hindsight, I wasn't getting the care that I needed
- 15:30Speaker 4: as far as going to get it checked and you
- 15:34Speaker 4: know all of that that stuff that.
- 15:38Speaker 3: You're gonna get your annual check like you should should
- 15:40Speaker 3: have back right.
- 15:43Speaker 7: Yeah, with this.
- 15:46Speaker 3: Because I had been with him since I was fifteen,
- 15:50Speaker 3: so he knew my mom. He knew how my mom
- 15:53Speaker 3: made sure I had doctor maker, I had everything I
- 15:56Speaker 3: needed to have done, you know what I mean. So
- 15:58Speaker 3: he knew, okay, the same the same way that's supposed
- 16:02Speaker 3: to be.
- 16:02Speaker 7: Like.
- 16:03Speaker 3: So when he said it was broke, he looked at
- 16:05Speaker 3: me and he said, more people like this for like
- 16:10Speaker 3: ten years, no issues. I'm can live with it longer.
- 16:15Speaker 3: No issues is just something so close up. But he
- 16:18Speaker 3: looked at me, and this man literally looked at my face.
- 16:20Speaker 7: Like he was my grandfather or something.
- 16:23Speaker 3: He was like, no, we're gonna fix it four, he said,
- 16:29Speaker 3: cause I don't want to see you sick. I looked
- 16:33Speaker 3: like wow, okay, and then something in my spirit said yeah, we're.
- 16:37Speaker 7: Gonna get into So I said, okay.
- 16:40Speaker 3: We're gonna get it fished guy, because I'm not doing
- 16:43Speaker 3: this by myself. I'm like, my mama is not here.
- 16:49Speaker 3: The last time I had a procedure. My mom was here.
- 16:53Speaker 7: Yeah, miss my mom. I don't want to I want
- 16:56Speaker 7: my mom is my here. I'm forty seven and I'm
- 16:58Speaker 7: want mama right right, you know.
- 17:04Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, God, you're right here, so I'm gonna
- 17:06Speaker 3: need you be so yeah. And so on July eighteenth,
- 17:12Speaker 3: I had my maybe fifth or sixth division, and it
- 17:20Speaker 3: was so old that they still might have some tough
- 17:25Speaker 3: pieces from the older one in it. But I officially
- 17:29Speaker 3: have an old I mean officially have a new shut.
- 17:32Speaker 4: Officially I have had the same shunt since birth. I
- 17:40Speaker 4: don't know how that how that works. I do know
- 17:45Speaker 4: that the bottom half of it coun artery heart. It's
- 17:55Speaker 4: just crazy how the body works. And you were saying,
- 17:59Speaker 4: you know why they were taking your eyes. They were
- 18:02Speaker 4: picking your eyes for pressure because there is fluid that
- 18:07Speaker 4: that goes behind eyes. For what it was, people that
- 18:11Speaker 4: have hydrosyphilis can sometimes go blind, and so they try
- 18:18Speaker 4: to keep the check on the fluid levels behind your
- 18:22Speaker 4: eyes in case they have to drain something out or
- 18:26Speaker 4: you know. I know all of this stuff, but I've
- 18:29Speaker 4: never had a revision, and it's wild to me.
- 18:34Speaker 9: I'm grateful, you know that I never had to have wonder.
- 18:39Speaker 4: But at the same time, I'm like, yo, because this
- 18:43Speaker 4: this pain that I have, Like you know, there there's
- 18:49Speaker 4: days where I can't sleep for three and four days
- 18:52Speaker 4: at a time because it hurts in my head. But
- 18:57Speaker 4: then when I go to the doctor and they do
- 18:59Speaker 4: these CT and X rays, they don't mind anything. So
- 19:05Speaker 4: they sent me home. And I've gone to more neurologists
- 19:08Speaker 4: than the loss should alive. But you know, I'm here God,
- 19:14Speaker 4: God is keeping me. Last night, uh, I think it
- 19:20Speaker 4: was last night or night before, we were on Miss
- 19:23Speaker 4: Angela's radio show. We were talking about purpose and for
- 19:31Speaker 4: the longest, I've never known what my purpose was because
- 19:36Speaker 4: I I was born with the disability I was giving
- 19:41Speaker 4: up for adoption. I was a teenage mom. Uh listening,
- 19:50Speaker 4: I've been through domestic balance, I've been you name it,
- 19:57Speaker 4: I've been through it, I guess she could say. But
- 20:03Speaker 4: God allowed it and he wanted to school.
- 20:08Speaker 9: I believe what I could withstand and.
- 20:14Speaker 4: The things that I that I go through, things that
- 20:16Speaker 4: I pushed myself through. It is only God. Because some
- 20:21Speaker 4: some days are like I don't I don't know if
- 20:25Speaker 4: I want to continue to do this. But then there's
- 20:28Speaker 4: days where I'm like, I have no choice but to
- 20:32Speaker 4: continue to do this because there are people that need me,
- 20:35Speaker 4: and you know, you know, I go to work about
- 20:41Speaker 4: my people.
- 20:41Speaker 9: So yeah, but we were talking.
- 20:46Speaker 4: Before we we got online, talking about you know, what
- 20:50Speaker 4: we were going to talk about, and you know, we
- 20:56Speaker 4: we we said we were just gonna be led by
- 20:59Speaker 4: the spirit.
- 21:00Speaker 9: And I was gonna ask you something.
- 21:09Speaker 4: You off the line, and I don't even remember what
- 21:12Speaker 4: it was that I was gonna ask you, but we
- 21:15Speaker 4: were talking about current affairs.
- 21:18Speaker 9: Let me ask you.
- 21:19Speaker 4: This because I know, I know we don't listen to
- 21:22Speaker 4: the same type of music.
- 21:25Speaker 7: That much.
- 21:26Speaker 9: You you we we do, but we don't because you
- 21:32Speaker 9: know more more more so than not.
- 21:35Speaker 4: You need a little more Jesus and and and and
- 21:40Speaker 4: I'm somewhere with us. But I'm looking a line. I'm
- 21:47Speaker 4: looking online, yes, ma'am, I'm looking online, and I'm seeing
- 21:53Speaker 4: people are paying a thousand dollars to do meet and
- 21:57Speaker 4: Greek pictures with Chris Brown. If you had an extra
- 22:03Speaker 4: thousand dollars to spare, would you do it for Chris
- 22:09Speaker 4: Brown or just for anybody, anybody, any any celebrity that.
- 22:18Speaker 9: If you had a thousand dollars. Would you do it?
- 22:22Speaker 3: It would be I wouldn't need I wouldn't need two
- 22:24Speaker 3: thousands because it would be definitely two.
- 22:27Speaker 7: It would definitely be your mama, you know that.
- 22:31Speaker 3: Yeah, and it would and it would definitely be for
- 22:35Speaker 3: a problem.
- 22:37Speaker 9: Okay, got to have those.
- 22:41Speaker 7: Got to that's my pa.
- 22:43Speaker 4: And if I had an extra thousand dollars or two
- 22:50Speaker 4: laying around.
- 22:52Speaker 9: Us, you could get a thousand and will Smith to
- 22:56Speaker 9: get a.
- 22:56Speaker 4: Thousand and and just add another person. Michael Jordans could
- 23:05Speaker 4: definitely give a thousand. I would, I would, I would definitely, Yes, Yes, I.
- 23:13Speaker 7: Want that Jordan.
- 23:16Speaker 9: I love him. I love him to do.
- 23:20Speaker 4: But I want to ask you, you know, being that
- 23:25Speaker 4: you are I'm backtracking, you know how we do. Being
- 23:29Speaker 4: that you're on the other side of surgery, what does
- 23:33Speaker 4: that look like for you now?
- 23:36Speaker 3: M Yeah, that's a very lowly question because I'm only
- 23:42Speaker 3: a weekend Thursday with the lead of surgery. But I
- 23:46Speaker 3: go to the doctor and the next week so hopefully
- 23:50Speaker 3: hopefully is good.
- 23:52Speaker 6: I mean, he said I have a new complete shunt,
- 23:55Speaker 6: so hopefully that at least give me ten.
- 23:57Speaker 7: More years, you know, because I was like fifteen, So
- 24:01Speaker 7: they say so whatever Guy I wanted to do. I'm ford.
- 24:05Speaker 3: I mean, he's blessed me to be in my own place.
- 24:08Speaker 3: I never thought i'd see that. So it's like, right,
- 24:12Speaker 3: I don't know what guy's getting ready to do, but
- 24:14Speaker 3: I'm excited about it. I'm excited for what he's going
- 24:16Speaker 3: to do in my life. I just I wanted to
- 24:19Speaker 3: use me as best as you know, as best as
- 24:21Speaker 3: I can be used any way he can use me.
- 24:25Speaker 7: I'm here.
- 24:27Speaker 4: Twenty four has definitely been one for the books, you know,
- 24:35Speaker 4: there life to be life and for God be gotten too,
- 24:38Speaker 4: so you know, he definitely is going to stand on
- 24:44Speaker 4: his words.
- 24:47Speaker 9: We couldn't ask for better if.
- 24:51Speaker 4: If it was just dropped and I left, like I mean,
- 24:56Speaker 4: any anything that you ever stood in me, or he's
- 25:00Speaker 4: granted like I mean, he a lot of people confuse
- 25:04Speaker 4: your needs from your wants, and he caters to your
- 25:08Speaker 4: needs and entertained your wants from time to time because
- 25:14Speaker 4: you know, a want is not something that is necessary.
- 25:17Speaker 4: So he's gonna give you with when you need it,
- 25:22Speaker 4: you know, all in his time. So you know, I'm
- 25:27Speaker 4: I'm grateful that everything went well with your surgery. I
- 25:31Speaker 4: do know you know you had someone to hold your phone,
- 25:34Speaker 4: and I was blowing your phone up, like okay, this
- 25:38Speaker 4: was hardly the last eight to mount hours and why
- 25:44Speaker 4: she ain't even recopery.
- 25:47Speaker 7: Want about the folks that my phone. But that's why
- 25:51Speaker 7: she did it, and I'm thankful. I'm thankful for because
- 25:56Speaker 7: I mean your phone and I m so after I
- 26:01Speaker 7: got out of the third I was right, you know,
- 26:06Speaker 7: so I'm thankful for.
- 26:07Speaker 9: That me too.
- 26:10Speaker 4: I reached out to her and she was like, are
- 26:12Speaker 4: you a part of the circle, And I was like,
- 26:14Speaker 4: wait a minute, I wasn't aware of a circle. I
- 26:16Speaker 4: was like, uh, yeah, I guess, And so you know,
- 26:21Speaker 4: she let me know that they had to take me
- 26:23Speaker 4: back and they were getting everything, getting you prepped and
- 26:27Speaker 4: ready to go or whatever. But I'm grateful that there
- 26:32Speaker 4: were no complications and that God met you in the
- 26:36Speaker 4: operating room and he sent his people's up protection to
- 26:41Speaker 4: the surgeons three.
- 26:43Speaker 9: And I am grateful for that. Absolutely.
- 26:49Speaker 7: Not always you don't you don't know.
- 26:54Speaker 4: What somebody's going through unless you're talking to him, because
- 26:59Speaker 4: a lot of Peo people hairy things and they keep
- 27:03Speaker 4: it to themselves. And you can't pour from an empty court,
- 27:09Speaker 4: is what has been said.
- 27:11Speaker 9: To me in the last couple of days.
- 27:16Speaker 4: So I thank you, I think Travida and a few
- 27:20Speaker 4: other of my friends for pouring into me when I
- 27:23Speaker 4: don't have it, because that is what true friendship looks like,
- 27:31Speaker 4: being able to have somebody to lean on when when
- 27:35Speaker 4: you can't hold your support.
- 27:37Speaker 9: So I'm forever grateful miss Angela.
- 27:44Speaker 4: You know, she allowed me this platform and this opportunity
- 27:48Speaker 4: to be able to speak to people and have people
- 27:51Speaker 4: come on my shows from different walks of life, you know,
- 27:56Speaker 4: just sharing their testimony and even Miss Angela has a
- 27:59Speaker 4: testing of her own that that is just out of
- 28:02Speaker 4: this world amazing, and you know, just being able to look.
- 28:08Speaker 9: At God in other people. You know, I never understood.
- 28:13Speaker 4: The gospel song it's the God in me until I
- 28:16Speaker 4: was able to see the God and other people.
- 28:20Speaker 9: And it's just it's.
- 28:23Speaker 4: Wild how that can take a thing and turn it
- 28:26Speaker 4: around for your dude.
- 28:29Speaker 9: So I'm.
- 28:33Speaker 7: Almost let go, and.
- 28:37Speaker 6: I don't look like what I've been through, right, You
- 28:42Speaker 6: know that I may not look like what I've been through,
- 28:46Speaker 6: but but God.
- 28:50Speaker 4: Right, because we've been cutting it something seriously bad for
- 28:54Speaker 4: the last couple of days, and you know, it has
- 28:59Speaker 4: always been my thing to keep you laughing because you know,
- 29:06Speaker 4: we go through enough. You know we we we go
- 29:10Speaker 4: through enough health wise to have us in tears and things,
- 29:13Speaker 4: and so in our personal lives is just you know, overwhelming,
- 29:18Speaker 4: and so it's it's good to laugh. It's good to
- 29:21Speaker 4: have a reason to laugh, and you know, just knowing
- 29:26Speaker 4: when that person needs to hear something, whether it be.
- 29:32Speaker 9: You know, you know me, I'm I'm gonna say something
- 29:35Speaker 9: crazy anyway, but you know, just having somebody in your
- 29:41Speaker 9: fee but.
- 29:43Speaker 4: You know what you need when you need it.
- 29:47Speaker 7: It's just my pride is amazing you.
- 29:51Speaker 3: I mean, all my girls know who they are, but
- 29:54Speaker 3: they are amazing, amazing.
- 29:58Speaker 9: I mean there there is nothing like they're there. I
- 30:01Speaker 9: mean like having good friends the top.
- 30:04Speaker 4: Tier, like you can't you can't, you can't put a
- 30:08Speaker 4: price on it, like like I would go to war
- 30:12Speaker 4: behind you Treveta and a few other people and and
- 30:16Speaker 4: they know that. Like I mean, I stand on business
- 30:20Speaker 4: about my people.
- 30:23Speaker 9: Right right right.
- 30:28Speaker 4: But listen, I don't want to keep you. I want
- 30:31Speaker 4: you to risk. I want you to heal. I want
- 30:36Speaker 4: you to do things and the way God has called
- 30:40Speaker 4: you to do them. Don't rush your healing. Allow it
- 30:45Speaker 4: to flow the way that because I know you. I know,
- 30:50Speaker 4: and I know I know you're stubborn as all get
- 30:53Speaker 4: out and you want to do things your way. But God,
- 30:59Speaker 4: I want you to sit this one out and let
- 31:01Speaker 4: him do him. Yeah, he do because he don't need
- 31:08Speaker 4: you in his business while he trying to heal you.
- 31:12Speaker 4: So and in the words of tribute, mind your business
- 31:16Speaker 4: and stay out of God. All he wants you to
- 31:19Speaker 4: do is do obedient to what He's caused you to do.
- 31:23Speaker 4: And I mean.
- 31:26Speaker 9: It gets no plainer than that. Like you know, I'm here,
- 31:31Speaker 9: I'm here if you need anything, or.
- 31:36Speaker 4: I'm I'm a I'm a phone call. It takes away.
- 31:38Speaker 4: You know, we do this thing every day. So I
- 31:44Speaker 4: just I needed to lay eyes on you today just
- 31:50Speaker 4: to see for myself the works of God. Like I
- 31:56Speaker 4: know what he does, I know how he does it.
- 31:59Speaker 4: And can you look as as marvelous as you're looking
- 32:04Speaker 4: right now, like you have not been through nothing.
- 32:07Speaker 9: It's beautiful.
- 32:09Speaker 4: Nobody, nobody would be able to look at you in
- 32:12Speaker 4: this moment and say, who just had surgery five six
- 32:16Speaker 4: days ago?
- 32:17Speaker 9: So I'm grateful. I'm grateful to cont know you.
- 32:23Speaker 4: I'm grateful to love you, and I'm grateful to support
- 32:25Speaker 4: you in anything that you're going through. And we're gonna
- 32:31Speaker 4: we're gonna write this book. Look here, We're gonna write
- 32:34Speaker 4: this book this year, and either Miss Trebta or Miss
- 32:38Speaker 4: Angela is going to publish this book because you got
- 32:41Speaker 4: a testimony that needs to be heard.
- 32:46Speaker 7: Yeah, ok before I'm like, okay, okay, yeah, I'm here
- 32:58Speaker 7: for you. So yeah, I gotta get it together.
- 33:02Speaker 9: I know, I do, Yes, smam, you do.
- 33:05Speaker 4: I mean because we're we're living in a time where
- 33:09Speaker 4: nothing is certain, nothing is certain, like we don't know
- 33:13Speaker 4: what five minutes from now is gonna look like. So
- 33:16Speaker 4: you know, we put all four tomorrow because tomorrow's not promised.
- 33:21Speaker 9: So you know, and I'm saying that for myself too,
- 33:24Speaker 9: because I do.
- 33:25Speaker 4: Start on a book a couple of months ago that
- 33:29Speaker 4: I need to finished and I have to see it
- 33:33Speaker 4: through the end and and and put it out there
- 33:36Speaker 4: because somebody needs it. So but listen, I thank you,
- 33:41Speaker 4: I love you, and we are going to chat chat
- 33:45Speaker 4: it up again. My prayers go out to Miss Patrice tonight.
- 33:50Speaker 4: She's under the weather. So I'm asking those of you
- 33:55Speaker 4: all who know the Word of God to keep her
- 33:57Speaker 4: lifted in prayer and heal her. And she will be
- 34:01Speaker 4: on tomorrow night and I will be her guest tomorrow night.
- 34:07Speaker 4: So again this has been delayed, but not deny the
- 34:10Speaker 4: podcast and I will see you tomorrow, tonight.
- 34:17Speaker 8: Today, tonight, every second Monday, and for a Friday of
- 34:30Speaker 8: each month. This is she that you don't want to miss.