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- 0:16Speaker 1: by Elizabeth Klett. Astrophil and Stella by Sir Philip Sidney,
- 0:23Speaker 1: Part one, Sonnets one to thirty, Loving in truth and
- 0:29Speaker 1: fain in verse my love to show that she dear,
- 0:33Speaker 1: She might take some pleasure of my pain. Pleasure might
- 0:38Speaker 1: cause her read, reading, might make her know, knowledge, might
- 0:42Speaker 1: pity when, and pity grace obtain. I sought fit words
- 0:48Speaker 1: to paint the blackest face of woe, studying inventions, fine
- 0:53Speaker 1: her wits to entertain, oft, turning others leaves to see
- 0:57Speaker 1: if thence would flow some fresh and fruitful shit hours
- 1:00Speaker 1: upon my sunburned brain. But words came halting forth, wanting
- 1:06Speaker 1: inventions stay invention, Nature's child fled stepdame's studies blows, and
- 1:13Speaker 1: other's feet still seem'd, but strangers in my way. Thus great,
- 1:19Speaker 1: with child to speak, and helpless in my throes, biting
- 1:23Speaker 1: my truant pen, beating myself for spite. Fool, said my
- 1:28Speaker 1: muse to me, Look in thy heart and write not
- 1:35Speaker 1: at first sight, nor with a dribbid shot. Love gave
- 1:38Speaker 1: the wound, which while I breathe will bleed, but known
- 1:43Speaker 1: worth did in mine of time proceed till by degrees
- 1:47Speaker 1: it had full conquest. Got I saw and liked. I liked,
- 1:53Speaker 1: but loved not. I loved, but straight did not what
- 1:58Speaker 1: love decreed at length to Love's decrees I forced agreed,
- 2:04Speaker 1: yet with repining at so partial lot. Now even that
- 2:09Speaker 1: footstep of lost liberty is gone. And now, like slave
- 2:14Speaker 1: born Muscovite, I call it praise to suffer tyranny, and
- 2:19Speaker 1: now employ the remnant of my wit to make myself
- 2:22Speaker 1: believe that all is well. While with a feeling skill
- 2:27Speaker 1: I paint my hell. Let the dainty wits cry on
- 2:32Speaker 1: the sisters nine that bravely masked their fancies may be told,
- 2:38Speaker 1: or Pindar's apes flaunt they in phrases fine, enameling with
- 2:43Speaker 1: pied flowers, their thoughts of gold, or else, let them
- 2:47Speaker 1: in statelier glory, shine, ennobling new found tropes, with problems
- 2:52Speaker 1: old or with strange similes, enrich each line of herbs
- 2:58Speaker 1: or beasts with a or afric hold for me in
- 3:03Speaker 1: sooth no muse, but one. I know phrases and problems
- 3:08Speaker 1: from my reach do grow, and strange things cost too
- 3:13Speaker 1: dear for my poor sprites. How then, even thus in
- 3:19Speaker 1: Stella's face, I read what love and beauty be, then
- 3:24Speaker 1: all my deed. But copying is what in her nature
- 3:28Speaker 1: writes virtue. Alas, Now let me take some rest. Thou
- 3:35Speaker 1: set'st a bit between my soul and wit. If vain love,
- 3:40Speaker 1: have my simple soul oppressed? Leave what thou likest not,
- 3:45Speaker 1: deal not thou with it the scepter use in some
- 3:49Speaker 1: old Cato's breast, churches or schools are for thy seat
- 3:53Speaker 1: more fit I do confess pardon a fault, confessed, My
- 4:00Speaker 1: too tender is for thy hard bit. But if that
- 4:05Speaker 1: needs thou wilt usurping be the little reason that is
- 4:08Speaker 1: left in me, and still the fect of thy persuasions,
- 4:12Speaker 1: prove I swear my heart. Such one shall show to
- 4:17Speaker 1: thee that shrines in flesh, so true a deity that
- 4:21Speaker 1: virtue thou thyself shalt be in love. It is most
- 4:28Speaker 1: true that eyes are formed to serve the inward light,
- 4:32Speaker 1: and that the heavenly part ought to be king from
- 4:36Speaker 1: whose rules? Who do swerve rebels to nature strive for
- 4:40Speaker 1: their own smart It is most true what we call
- 4:45Speaker 1: cupids dart an image is which for ourselves we carve,
- 4:51Speaker 1: and fools adore in temple of our heart, till that
- 4:55Speaker 1: good God make church and churchmen starve. True, that true
- 5:01Speaker 1: beauty virtue is indeed, whereof this beauty can be but
- 5:05Speaker 1: a shade which elements with mortal mixture breed. True that
- 5:10Speaker 1: on earth we are but pilgrims made, and should in
- 5:14Speaker 1: soul up to our country move. True and yet true
- 5:19Speaker 1: that I must stella love. Some lovers speak when they
- 5:26Speaker 1: their muses entertain of hopes, be got by fear of
- 5:31Speaker 1: wo not what desires of force of heavenly beams, infusing
- 5:36Speaker 1: hellish pain, of living deaths, dear wounds, fair storms, and
- 5:41Speaker 1: freezing fires. Some one his song in Jove and Jove's
- 5:46Speaker 1: strange tales, attires broidered with bulls and swans, powdered with
- 5:51Speaker 1: golden rain. Another humbler wit to shepherd's pipe, retires, yet
- 5:57Speaker 1: hiding royal blood. Full often rural vein to some a
- 6:03Speaker 1: sweetest plaint, a sweetest style affords, while tears pour out
- 6:07Speaker 1: his ink, and sighs breathe out his words. His paper pale,
- 6:12Speaker 1: despair and pain his pen doth move. I can speak
- 6:17Speaker 1: what I feel, and feel as much as they, But
- 6:21Speaker 1: think that all the map of my state I display
- 6:25Speaker 1: when trembling voice brings forth that I do Stella love,
- 6:31Speaker 1: When nature made her chief work. Stella's eyes in color black,
- 6:36Speaker 1: Why wrapt she beams so bright? Would she in beamy
- 6:41Speaker 1: black like painter wise frame daintiest luster, mixt of shades
- 6:46Speaker 1: and light? Or did she else that sober hue devise
- 6:51Speaker 1: in object best to knit and strength our sight? Lest
- 6:55Speaker 1: if no veil those brave gleams did disguise, they sunlike
- 6:59Speaker 1: should more dazzle than delight. Or would she her miraculous
- 7:04Speaker 1: power show that, whereas black seems beauty's contrary, she even
- 7:09Speaker 1: if black doth make all beauties flow both so, and
- 7:14Speaker 1: thus she, minding love should be placed ever there, gave
- 7:19Speaker 1: him this morning weed to honor all their deaths, who
- 7:23Speaker 1: for her bleed love. Born in Greece of late fled
- 7:30Speaker 1: from his native place, forced by a tedious proof that
- 7:34Speaker 1: Turkish hardened heart is no fit mark to pierce with
- 7:38Speaker 1: his fine pointed dart, and pleased with our soft peace,
- 7:42Speaker 1: stayed here his flying race, but finding these north climes
- 7:47Speaker 1: do coldly him embrace. Not used to frozen clips, he
- 7:51Speaker 1: strave to find some part where, with most ease and
- 7:55Speaker 1: warmth he might employ his art. At length, he perched
- 7:59Speaker 1: himself in Stella's joyful face, whose fair skin beamy eyes
- 8:04Speaker 1: like morning sun on snow. Deceived the quaking boy, who thought,
- 8:09Speaker 1: from so pure light effects of lively heat must needs
- 8:13Speaker 1: in nature grow. But she most fair, most cold, made him,
- 8:19Speaker 1: thence take his flight to my close heart, where while
- 8:23Speaker 1: some fire brands he did lay, he burnt, unwares his wings,
- 8:28Speaker 1: and cannot fly away. Queen Virtue's court, which some call
- 8:36Speaker 1: Stella's face, prepared by nature's choicest furniture, hath his front
- 8:41Speaker 1: built of alabaster pure gold. In the covering of that
- 8:45Speaker 1: stately place, the door by which sometimes comes forth her grace,
- 8:50Speaker 1: red poor fear is which lock of pearl makes sure,
- 8:54Speaker 1: whose porches rich, which name of cheeks endure marble mixed
- 8:59Speaker 1: red and white, do interlace the windows now through which
- 9:03Speaker 1: this heavenly guest looks o'er the world, and can find
- 9:06Speaker 1: nothing such which dare claim from those lights the name
- 9:09Speaker 1: of best of touch. They are that without touch doth
- 9:13Speaker 1: touch which cupid self from beauty's mind did draw of touch.
- 9:18Speaker 1: They are, and poor I am their straw. Reason in
- 9:26Speaker 1: faith thou art well served that still what'st brabbling be
- 9:30Speaker 1: with sense and love in me? I rather wish thee
- 9:34Speaker 1: climb the muse's hill, or reach the fruit of nature's
- 9:37Speaker 1: choicest tree, or seek Heaven's course or Heaven's inside to see.
- 9:42Speaker 1: Why shouldst thou toil our thorny soil to till leave
- 9:47Speaker 1: sense and those which senses objects be deal thou with
- 9:52Speaker 1: powers of thought, leave love to will. But thou wodst
- 9:56Speaker 1: need'st fight both with love and sense, with sword wit,
- 10:00Speaker 1: giving wounds of dispraise, till downright blows did foil thy
- 10:04Speaker 1: cunning fence. For soon as they strike thee with Stella's rays,
- 10:10Speaker 1: reason thou kneeldst and offer'st straight to prove by reason, good,
- 10:15Speaker 1: good reason her to love in truth, O love with
- 10:22Speaker 1: what a boyish kind thou dost proceed in thy most
- 10:26Speaker 1: serious ways, that when the heaven to thee his best displays,
- 10:30Speaker 1: Yet of that best thou leavest the best behind, For
- 10:35Speaker 1: like a child that some fair book doth find with
- 10:38Speaker 1: gilded leaves or colored vellum plays, or at the most
- 10:42Speaker 1: on some fine picture stays, but never heeds the fruit
- 10:45Speaker 1: of writer's mind. So when thou sawest in nature's cabinet Stella,
- 10:51Speaker 1: thou straight look'st babies in her eyes, in her cheek's pit,
- 10:55Speaker 1: thou didst thy pitfall set, and in her breast bepeep
- 10:59Speaker 1: or crouching lies, playing and shining in each outward part.
- 11:04Speaker 1: But fool seeks not to get into her heart, cupid,
- 11:12Speaker 1: because thou shinest in Stella's eyes, that from her locks
- 11:16Speaker 1: thy day nets no escapes free, that those lips swell
- 11:21Speaker 1: so full of thee they be, that her sweet breath
- 11:25Speaker 1: makes oft thy flames to rise. That in her breast
- 11:28Speaker 1: thy pap well sugared lies, that he grace gracious makes
- 11:33Speaker 1: thy wrongs. That she what words, so e'er she speak
- 11:36Speaker 1: persuades for thee, that her clear voice lifts thy fame
- 11:40Speaker 1: to the skies. Thou countest Stella, thine, like those whose powers,
- 11:46Speaker 1: having got up a breach by fighting, well, cry victory.
- 11:49Speaker 1: This fair day all is ours. O. No, her heart
- 11:55Speaker 1: is such a citadel, so fortified with wit, stored with disdain,
- 12:00Speaker 1: that to win it is all the skill and pain.
- 12:07Speaker 1: Phoebus was judge between Jove, Mars, and Love. Of those
- 12:12Speaker 1: three gods whose arms the fairest were Jove's golden shield
- 12:16Speaker 1: did the eagle Sables bear, whose talons held young Ganymede above,
- 12:22Speaker 1: But in vert field Mars bear a golden spear, which,
- 12:25Speaker 1: through a bleeding heart his point did shove. Each had
- 12:29Speaker 1: his crest. Mars carried Venus's glove, Jove in his helm
- 12:33Speaker 1: the thunderbolt did rear. Cupid them smiles, for on his
- 12:38Speaker 1: crest there lies Stella's fair hair, her face. He makes
- 12:42Speaker 1: his shield where Rose's gules are born. In silver field,
- 12:47Speaker 1: Phoebus drew wide the curtains of the skies to blaze
- 12:50Speaker 1: these last, and swear devoutly. Then the first thus match'd
- 12:55Speaker 1: were scantly gentlemen. Alas have I not pain enough my friend,
- 13:04Speaker 1: upon whose breast a fiercer gripe doth tire then did
- 13:08Speaker 1: on him who first stole down the fire. While Love
- 13:12Speaker 1: un me doth all his quiver spend. But with your
- 13:15Speaker 1: rhubarb words you must contend to grieve me worse in
- 13:20Speaker 1: saying that desire doth plunge my well formed soul, even
- 13:23Speaker 1: in the mire of sinful thoughts which do in ruin end.
- 13:28Speaker 1: If that be sin which doth the manner's frame well
- 13:32Speaker 1: stayed with truth in word and faith of deed, ready
- 13:35Speaker 1: of wit, and fearing naught but shame. If that be
- 13:39Speaker 1: sin which infixed hearts doth breed a loathing of all
- 13:42Speaker 1: loose unchastity, then love is sin. And let me sinful
- 13:48Speaker 1: be you that you search for every pearling spring which
- 13:54Speaker 1: from the ribs of old Parnassus flows, and every flower
- 13:58Speaker 1: not sweet perhaps which grows near thereabouts into your poesy ring,
- 14:04Speaker 1: You that do Dictionary's method bring into your rhymes running
- 14:08Speaker 1: in rattling rose, You that poor Petrarch's long deceased woes
- 14:13Speaker 1: with new born sighs and denizen wit, do sing you
- 14:17Speaker 1: take wrong ways? Those far fet helps be such as
- 14:21Speaker 1: do beret a want of inward touch, and sure at
- 14:24Speaker 1: length stolen goods do come to light. But if both
- 14:29Speaker 1: for your love and skill your name, you seek to
- 14:32Speaker 1: nurse at fullest breasts of fame, stella behold, and then
- 14:37Speaker 1: begin to indite in nature apt to like when I
- 14:44Speaker 1: did see beauties which were of many carats, fine, my
- 14:48Speaker 1: boiling sprites did thither soon incline and love. I thought
- 14:53Speaker 1: that I was full of thee, but finding not those
- 14:56Speaker 1: restless flames in me which others said did make their
- 14:59Speaker 1: soul to pine, I thought those babes of some pin's
- 15:03Speaker 1: hurt did wine by my love, judging what love's pain
- 15:07Speaker 1: might be. But while I thus with this young lion
- 15:11Speaker 1: played mine eyes, shall I say cursed? Or blest? Beheld? Stella?
- 15:17Speaker 1: Now is she named? Need more be said? In her sight?
- 15:21Speaker 1: I a lesson knew have spelled. I now have learned
- 15:25Speaker 1: love right, and learned even so as who, by being poisoned,
- 15:29Speaker 1: doth poison know his mother. Dear Cupid offended late because
- 15:37Speaker 1: that Mars grown slacker in her love. With pricking shot,
- 15:41Speaker 1: he did not thoroughly move to keep the pace of
- 15:43Speaker 1: their first loving state. The boy refused, for fear of
- 15:48Speaker 1: Mars's hate, who threatened stripes if he his wrath did prove.
- 15:53Speaker 1: But she, in chafe him from her lap, did shove,
- 15:56Speaker 1: break bow, break shafts. While Cupid, weeping sound till that
- 16:01Speaker 1: is grandam nature, pitying it of Stella's brows make him
- 16:05Speaker 1: two better bows, and in her eyes of arrows infinite. Oh,
- 16:10Speaker 1: how for joy he leaps Oh, how he crows and
- 16:14Speaker 1: straight therewith, like Wag's new god to play falls to
- 16:18Speaker 1: shrewd turns. And I was in his way, with what
- 16:24Speaker 1: sharp checks I in myself am shan't when into reasons
- 16:28Speaker 1: aught it, I do go, and by just counts myself
- 16:32Speaker 1: a bankrupt know of all the goods which Heaven to
- 16:35Speaker 1: me hath lent, unable quite to pay even Nature's rent,
- 16:40Speaker 1: which unto it by birthright I do owe, and which
- 16:43Speaker 1: is worse. No good excuse can show but that my
- 16:47Speaker 1: wealth I have most idly spent. My youth doth waste.
- 16:52Speaker 1: My knowledge brings forth toys. My wit, doth strive those
- 16:56Speaker 1: passions to defend, which for reward spoil it with vainer noise.
- 17:01Speaker 1: I see my course to lose myself doth bend. I see,
- 17:05Speaker 1: And yet no greater sorrow take than that I lose,
- 17:09Speaker 1: no more for Stella's sake on Cupid's bow. How are
- 17:17Speaker 1: my heart strings bent that see my rack, and yet
- 17:21Speaker 1: embrace the same. When most I glory, then I feel
- 17:25Speaker 1: most shame. I willing run. Yet while I run, repent
- 17:30Speaker 1: my best wits still their own disgrace invent my very
- 17:35Speaker 1: ink turns straight to Stella's name. And yet my words
- 17:39Speaker 1: as them my pen a frame, advise themselves that they
- 17:43Speaker 1: are vainly spent. For though she pass all things, yet
- 17:47Speaker 1: what is all that unto me? Who fare like him
- 17:50Speaker 1: that both looks to the skies and doth in a
- 17:52Speaker 1: ditch fall. Oh, let me prop my mind, yet in
- 17:57Speaker 1: his growth and not in nature for best fruit, unfit scholar,
- 18:03Speaker 1: saith love, bend hitherward your wit. Fly, fly, my friends,
- 18:12Speaker 1: I have my death wound. Fly See there that boy,
- 18:16Speaker 1: that murdering boy, I say, who like a thief, hid
- 18:20Speaker 1: in dark bush, doth lie till bloody bullet get him
- 18:23Speaker 1: wrongful prey, so tyrant he no fitter place could spy,
- 18:28Speaker 1: nor so fair level in so secret stay as that
- 18:32Speaker 1: sweet black which veils the heavenly eye. There himself with
- 18:36Speaker 1: his shot he close doth lay poor passenger pass. Now
- 18:41Speaker 1: thereby I did and staid pleased with the prospect of
- 18:44Speaker 1: the place. While that black hue from me, the bad
- 18:48Speaker 1: guest hid but straight I saw motions of lightning grace,
- 18:53Speaker 1: and then descried the glistering of his dart. But ere
- 18:57Speaker 1: I could fly. Hence it pierced my heart. Your words,
- 19:04Speaker 1: my friend, right healthful caustics. Blame my young mind, marred
- 19:09Speaker 1: whom love doth windless, so that mine own writings like
- 19:13Speaker 1: bad servants, show my wits quick in vain thoughts in virtue.
- 19:17Speaker 1: Lame that Plato I read for naught. But if he
- 19:21Speaker 1: tame such doltish gyres, that to my birth I owe
- 19:25Speaker 1: nobler desires. Lest else that friendly foe great expectation were
- 19:31Speaker 1: train of shame. For since mad March great promise made
- 19:36Speaker 1: of me. If now the may of my years much decline,
- 19:40Speaker 1: what can be hoped? My harvest time will be sure?
- 19:44Speaker 1: You say, well, your wisdom's golden mine, dig deep with learnings, spade,
- 19:50Speaker 1: Now tell me this hath this world aught so fair
- 19:54Speaker 1: as Stella is in highest way of heaven. The sun
- 20:00Speaker 1: did ride, progressing then from fair Twin's golden place, having
- 20:05Speaker 1: no scarf of clouds before his face, but shining forth
- 20:09Speaker 1: of heat in his chief pride, when some fair ladies,
- 20:13Speaker 1: by hard promise, tied on horseback, met him in his
- 20:16Speaker 1: furious race. Yet each prepared with fan's well shading grace
- 20:20Speaker 1: from that foes wound their tender skins to hide Stella
- 20:25Speaker 1: alone with face unarmed, March'd either to do like him,
- 20:30Speaker 1: which open shone or careless of the wealth. Because her
- 20:33Speaker 1: own yet were the hid and meaner beauties parched, Her
- 20:38Speaker 1: daintiest bare went free. The cause was this the sun
- 20:43Speaker 1: which others burned. Did her but kiss the curious wits,
- 20:51Speaker 1: seeing dull pensiveness beret itself in my long settled eyes.
- 20:56Speaker 1: Whence those same fumes of melancholy rise with idle pains
- 21:01Speaker 1: and missing aim. Do guess some that know how my
- 21:05Speaker 1: spring I did address deem that my muse some fruit
- 21:09Speaker 1: of knowledge plies others. Because the Prince my service tries
- 21:15Speaker 1: think that I think state errors to redress. But harder judges, judge, ambitions, rage.
- 21:22Speaker 1: Scourge of itself, still climbing slippery place holds my young
- 21:26Speaker 1: brain captive in golden cage. O fools or over wise
- 21:32Speaker 1: alas the race of all my thoughts hath neither stop
- 21:35Speaker 1: nor start, but only Stella's eyes and Stella's heart. Rich
- 21:43Speaker 1: fools there be, whose base and filthy heart lies, hatching
- 21:47Speaker 1: still the goods wherein they flow, and damning their own
- 21:51Speaker 1: selves to tantals. Smart wealth, breeding, want more, blist, more
- 21:56Speaker 1: wretched grow. Yet to those fools heavens such wit doth
- 22:00Speaker 1: impart as what their hands do hold their heads do know,
- 22:05Speaker 1: and knowing love and loving lay apart as sacred things
- 22:10Speaker 1: far from all dangers. Show. But that rich fool, who,
- 22:14Speaker 1: by blind fortunes lot the richest gem of love and
- 22:18Speaker 1: life and joys, and can with foul abuse such beauties
- 22:22Speaker 1: blot let him deprived of sweet but unfelt joys, exiled
- 22:27Speaker 1: for eye from those high treasures which he knows not
- 22:31Speaker 1: grow in only folly. Rich, the wisest scholar of the white,
- 22:38Speaker 1: most wise by Phoebus doom, with sugard sentence, says that virtue,
- 22:43Speaker 1: if it once met with our eyes strange flames of love,
- 22:47Speaker 1: it in our souls would raise. But for that man,
- 22:51Speaker 1: with pain, his truth disgries, whilst he each thing incenses
- 22:55Speaker 1: balance ways. And so nor will nor can behold those
- 22:58Speaker 1: skies which inward sun to heroic mind displays virtue of
- 23:03Speaker 1: late with virtuous care to stir love of herself, took
- 23:08Speaker 1: Stella's shape, that she, to mortal eyes might sweetly shine
- 23:12Speaker 1: in her. It is most true, for since I heard it,
- 23:16Speaker 1: see virtues great beauty in that face, I prove and
- 23:21Speaker 1: find the fact, for I do burn in love, though
- 23:27Speaker 1: dusty wits dare scorn astrology, and fools can think those
- 23:32Speaker 1: lamps of purest light, whose numbers weighs greatness eternity, promising
- 23:37Speaker 1: wonders wonder do invite to have for no cause birthright
- 23:41Speaker 1: in the sky, but for to spangle the black weeds
- 23:45Speaker 1: of night, or for some brawl which in that chamber
- 23:48Speaker 1: high they should still dance to please a gazer's sight.
- 23:52Speaker 1: For me, I do nature un idle know, and no
- 23:57Speaker 1: great causes, great effects, procure and know those bodies high
- 24:01Speaker 1: rain on the low. And if these rules did fail,
- 24:05Speaker 1: proof makes me sure who oft forejudge my after following
- 24:10Speaker 1: race by only those two stars in Stella's face, Because I,
- 24:18Speaker 1: oft in dark, abstracted guise, seem most alone in greatest company,
- 24:23Speaker 1: with dearth of words or answers, quite awry to them
- 24:27Speaker 1: that would make speech of speech arise, they deem, and
- 24:32Speaker 1: of their doom the rumor flies, that poisoned fowl of bubbling.
- 24:36Speaker 1: Pride doth lie so in my swelling breast that only
- 24:39Speaker 1: I fall on myself, and others do despise. Yet pride,
- 24:45Speaker 1: I think, doth not my soul possess, which looks too
- 24:48Speaker 1: often his unflattering glass. But one worse fault ambition, I
- 24:54Speaker 1: confess that makes me oft, my best friends overpass unseen, unheard,
- 25:01Speaker 1: while though to highest place bends all his powers, even
- 25:04Speaker 1: unto Stella's grace. You that, with Allegory's curious frame of others,
- 25:10Speaker 1: children changelings used to make with me those pains for
- 25:14Speaker 1: God's sake, do not take. I list not dig so
- 25:18Speaker 1: deep for brazen fame. When I say Stella, I do
- 25:23Speaker 1: mean the same princess of beauty, for whose only sake
- 25:27Speaker 1: the reigns of love I love, though never slake and
- 25:31Speaker 1: joy therein, though nations count it shame, I beg no
- 25:36Speaker 1: subject to use eloquence, nor in hid ways do guide philosophy.
- 25:41Speaker 1: Look at my hands for no such quintessence. But know
- 25:45Speaker 1: that I, in pure simplicity breathe out the flames which
- 25:49Speaker 1: burn within my heart, love only reading unto me this art.
- 25:55Speaker 1: Like some weak lords neighbor'd by mighty kings to keep
- 26:00Speaker 1: themselves and their chief cities free, do easily yield, that
- 26:04Speaker 1: all their coasts may be ready to store their camps
- 26:07Speaker 1: of needful things. So Stella's heart, finding what power love
- 26:12Speaker 1: brings to keep itself in life and liberty, doth willing
- 26:16Speaker 1: grant that in the frontiers he use all to help
- 26:19Speaker 1: his other conquerings, and thus her heart escapes. But thus
- 26:24Speaker 1: her eyes serve him with shot, her lips, his heralds
- 26:28Speaker 1: are her breasts, his tents, legs, his triumphal car, her flesh,
- 26:33Speaker 1: his food, her skin, his armor brave. And I but
- 26:38Speaker 1: for because my prospect lies upon that coast, am given
- 26:42Speaker 1: up for a slave. Whether the Turkish new Moon minded
- 26:49Speaker 1: be to fill his horns this year on Christian coast.
- 26:53Speaker 1: How Pole's right king means with leave of host to
- 26:56Speaker 1: warm with ill made fire cold Muscovy. If French can
- 27:00Speaker 1: yet three parts in one agree, What now the Dutch,
- 27:04Speaker 1: in their full diets boast, how Holland hearts now so
- 27:09Speaker 1: good towns be lost trust in the shade of pleasing
- 27:12Speaker 1: orange tree. How Ulster likes of that same golden bit,
- 27:16Speaker 1: wherewith my father once made it half tame. If in
- 27:20Speaker 1: the Scotch court be no weltering Yet these questions busy
- 27:24Speaker 1: wits to me, do frame I, cumbered with good manners? Answer? Do?
- 27:31Speaker 1: But know not? How? For still I think of you
- 27:38Speaker 1: and of part one Part two of Astrophil and Stella.
- 27:53Speaker 1: This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in
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- 28:02Speaker 1: LibriVox dot org. Recording by Elizabeth Klett. Astrophil and Stella
- 28:10Speaker 1: by Sir Philip Sidney, Part two, Sonnets thirty one to sixty,
- 28:17Speaker 1: With how sad steps, O Moon, Thou climb'st the skies,
- 28:22Speaker 1: how silently, and with how wan a face? What may
- 28:27Speaker 1: it be that, even in heavenly place, that busy archer,
- 28:30Speaker 1: his sharp arrows, tries sure if that long with love
- 28:35Speaker 1: acquainted eyes can judge of love? Thou feel'st a lover's case.
- 28:40Speaker 1: I read it in thy looks, thy languished grace to
- 28:43Speaker 1: me that feel alike thy state disgries then even of fellowship,
- 28:49Speaker 1: O Moon tell me, is constant love deemed there? But
- 28:53Speaker 1: want of wit? Our beauty's there as proud as here
- 28:57Speaker 1: they be? Do they above love to be scorn'd? And
- 29:01Speaker 1: yet those lovers scorn whom that love doth possess? Do
- 29:06Speaker 1: they call virtue? There ungratefulness? Morpheus, the lively son of
- 29:15Speaker 1: deadly sleep, witness of life to them that living die.
- 29:20Speaker 1: A prophet oft and oft in history a poet eke
- 29:24Speaker 1: as humors fly or creep, Since thou in me so
- 29:28Speaker 1: sure a power dost keep that? Never I, with closed
- 29:31Speaker 1: up sense do lie. But by thy work, my stella,
- 29:35Speaker 1: I descry, teaching blind eyes both how to smile and weep,
- 29:40Speaker 1: vouchsafe of all acquaintance. This to tell whence hast thou
- 29:45Speaker 1: ivory rubies, pearl and gold, to show her skin, lips, teeth,
- 29:50Speaker 1: and head so well fool answers he no indies such
- 29:57Speaker 1: treasures hold but from thy heart, while my sire charmeth
- 30:02Speaker 1: thee sweet Stilla's image, Do I steal to me? I
- 30:08Speaker 1: might unhappy word O me? I might, and then would
- 30:13Speaker 1: not or could not see my bliss, Till now wrapt
- 30:18Speaker 1: in a most infernal night, I find how heavenly day
- 30:23Speaker 1: wretch I did miss heart rend thyself. Thou dost thyself
- 30:29Speaker 1: but right, No lovely paris made thy helen his no force,
- 30:35Speaker 1: No fraud robb'd thee of thy delight, nor fortune of
- 30:39Speaker 1: thy fortune author is. But to myself myself did give
- 30:44Speaker 1: the blow, while too much wit forsooth so troubled me
- 30:48Speaker 1: that I respects for both our sakes must show, and
- 30:52Speaker 1: yet could not by rising morn, foresee how fair a
- 30:56Speaker 1: day was near o punished eyes, that I had been
- 31:00Speaker 1: more foolish or more wise? Come let me write? And
- 31:09Speaker 1: to what end to ease a burdened heart? How can
- 31:14Speaker 1: words ease? Which are the glasses of thy daily vexing,
- 31:18Speaker 1: care oft cruel fights? Well? Pictured? Forth, do please art
- 31:24Speaker 1: not ashamed to publish thy disease? Nay that may breed
- 31:30Speaker 1: my fame? It is so rare. But will not wise
- 31:34Speaker 1: men think thy words fond? Where then be they close?
- 31:38Speaker 1: And so none shall displease? What idler thing then speak
- 31:44Speaker 1: and not be heard? What harder thing than smart? And
- 31:48Speaker 1: not to speak peace? Foolish wit? With wit? My wit
- 31:53Speaker 1: is marred? Thus write I, while I doubt to write,
- 31:57Speaker 1: and wreck my harms on Ink's poor law. Perhaps some
- 32:01Speaker 1: find Stella's great powers that so confuse my mind? What
- 32:08Speaker 1: may words say? Or what may words not say? Where
- 32:12Speaker 1: truth itself must speak like flattery? Within what bounds can
- 32:16Speaker 1: one his liking stay? Where nature doth with infinite degree?
- 32:21Speaker 1: What nester's counsel can my flames allay? Since reasons self
- 32:26Speaker 1: doth blow the coal in me? And ah, what hope
- 32:30Speaker 1: that hope should once see? Day? Where cupid is sworn
- 32:33Speaker 1: page to chastity honor is honor'd that thou dost possess
- 32:38Speaker 1: him as thy slave, And now long needy fame doth
- 32:43Speaker 1: even grow rich naming my Stella's name, Wit learns in
- 32:48Speaker 1: THEE perfection to express not thou by praise, but praise
- 32:53Speaker 1: in THEE is raised. It is a praise to praise
- 32:57Speaker 1: when thou art praised Stella. Whence doth this new assault
- 33:05Speaker 1: arise a conquer'd yielding, ransack'd heart to win, where too
- 33:10Speaker 1: long since through my long batter'd eyes, whole armies of
- 33:14Speaker 1: thy beauties enter'd in, and there long since love thy
- 33:19Speaker 1: lieutenant lies, my forces, raised, thy banners rais'd within of conquest.
- 33:25Speaker 1: Do not these effects suffice, but wilt now war upon
- 33:29Speaker 1: thine own. Begin with so sweet voice, and by sweet nature,
- 33:35Speaker 1: so in sweetest strength, so sweetly skill'd withal in all
- 33:40Speaker 1: sweet stratagems, sweet art, can show that not my soul,
- 33:45Speaker 1: which at thy foot did fall long since forced by
- 33:48Speaker 1: thy beams, but stone or tree, by senses privilege, can
- 33:53Speaker 1: scape from thee. My mouth doth water, and my rest
- 34:00Speaker 1: doth swell, my tongue doth itch my thoughts in labor
- 34:05Speaker 1: be Listen, then, lordings with good ear to me, for
- 34:10Speaker 1: of my life, I must a riddle tell toward Aurora's court.
- 34:15Speaker 1: A nymph doth dwell rich in all beauties which man's
- 34:19Speaker 1: eye can see, beauty so far from reach of words,
- 34:23Speaker 1: that we obeyse her praise, saying she doth excel, rich
- 34:28Speaker 1: in the treasure of deserved renown, rich in the treasures
- 34:31Speaker 1: of a royal heart, rich in those gifts which give
- 34:35Speaker 1: the eternal crown. Who, though most rich in these and
- 34:38Speaker 1: every part which make the patterns of true worldly bliss,
- 34:43Speaker 1: hath no misfortune but that rich she is. This night,
- 34:50Speaker 1: while sleep begins with heavy wings to hatch mine eyes,
- 34:54Speaker 1: and that unbitted thought doth fall to stray, and my
- 34:58Speaker 1: chief powers are brought to believe the scepter of all
- 35:01Speaker 1: subject things. The first that strait my fancy's error brings
- 35:06Speaker 1: unto my mind is Stella's image, wrought by Love's own self,
- 35:11Speaker 1: but with so curious draft that she methinks not only
- 35:16Speaker 1: shines but sings. I start look heark, But what enclosed
- 35:23Speaker 1: up sense was held in opened sense, it flies away,
- 35:27Speaker 1: leaving me nought but wailing eloquence. I seeing better sights
- 35:32Speaker 1: in sights decay, call'd it anew and wooed sleep again,
- 35:38Speaker 1: but him her host, that unkind guest had slain. Come Sleep,
- 35:45Speaker 1: Oh sleep, the certain knot of peace, the baiting place
- 35:49Speaker 1: of wit, the balm of woe, the poor man's wealth,
- 35:54Speaker 1: the prisoner's release, the indifferent judge between the high and low.
- 35:59Speaker 1: With she of proof shield me from out the priests
- 36:02Speaker 1: of those fierce darts despair at me, doth throw O
- 36:07Speaker 1: make in me those civil wars to cease. I will
- 36:11Speaker 1: good tribute pay if thou do so. Take thou of me,
- 36:15Speaker 1: smooth pillows, sweetest bed, a chamber, deaf to noise and
- 36:20Speaker 1: blind to light, a rosy garland, and a weary head.
- 36:25Speaker 1: And if these things, as being thine by right, move
- 36:29Speaker 1: not thy heavy grace, thou shalt in me livelier than
- 36:32Speaker 1: elsewhere Stella's image see as good to right as for
- 36:40Speaker 1: to lie and groan. O Stella, dear how much thy
- 36:44Speaker 1: power hath wrought that hast my mind none of the
- 36:48Speaker 1: basest brought my still kept course while others sleep to
- 36:52Speaker 1: moan alas if from the height of virtues throne, thou
- 36:58Speaker 1: canst vouchsafe the influence of thought upon a wretch that
- 37:02Speaker 1: long thy grace hath sought weaiy, then, how I by
- 37:06Speaker 1: thee am overthrown? And then think, thus, although thy beauty
- 37:12Speaker 1: be made manifest by such a victory, yet noblest conquerors
- 37:16Speaker 1: do wrex avoid, Since then thou hast so far subdued me,
- 37:21Speaker 1: that in my heart I offer still to thee. Oh,
- 37:25Speaker 1: do not let thy temple be destroyed. Having this day
- 37:30Speaker 1: my horse, my hand, my lance guided so well that
- 37:35Speaker 1: I obtained the prize, both by the judgment of the
- 37:38Speaker 1: English eyes and of some scent from that sweet enemy France. Horsemen,
- 37:44Speaker 1: My skill in horsemanship advance town folks my strength. A
- 37:49Speaker 1: daintier judge applies his praise to slight, which from good
- 37:52Speaker 1: use doth rise some lucky wits imputed, but to chance others.
- 37:58Speaker 1: Because of both sides, I to take my blood from
- 38:01Speaker 1: them who did excel in this think nature me, a
- 38:04Speaker 1: man of arms, did make how far they shot awry.
- 38:10Speaker 1: The true cause is Stella looked on, and from her
- 38:14Speaker 1: heavenly face sent forth the beams which made so fair
- 38:19Speaker 1: my race. O eyes, which do the spheres of beauty move?
- 38:27Speaker 1: Whose beams be joys, Whose joys all virtues be, who
- 38:31Speaker 1: while they make love conquer conquer love the schools where
- 38:36Speaker 1: Venus hath learned chastity. O eyes, whose humble looks most glorious,
- 38:42Speaker 1: prove only loved tyrants just in cruelty. Do not, oh,
- 38:49Speaker 1: do not from poor me remove Keep still my zenith,
- 38:53Speaker 1: ever shine on me, For though I never see them,
- 38:57Speaker 1: but straightways my life forgets to knowsh languish'd sprites. Yet
- 39:02Speaker 1: still on me, O eyes, dart down your rays, and
- 39:07Speaker 1: if from majesty of sacred lights oppressing mortal sense, my
- 39:11Speaker 1: death proceed rax triumphs be which love high set doth breed,
- 39:21Speaker 1: fair eyes, sweet lips, Dear heart, that foolish eye could hope,
- 39:27Speaker 1: by Cupid's help on you to pray, Since to himself
- 39:31Speaker 1: he doth your gifts apply as his main force, choice, sport,
- 39:36Speaker 1: and ease will stay for when he will see who
- 39:39Speaker 1: dare him gainsay. Then with those eyes he looks lo
- 39:44Speaker 1: by and by each soul doth at Love's feet his
- 39:47Speaker 1: weapons lay glad. If for her he give them leave
- 39:51Speaker 1: to die, when he will play. Then in her lips
- 39:55Speaker 1: he is where blushing red, that love's self them doth
- 39:59Speaker 1: love with either lip, he doth the other kiss. But
- 40:03Speaker 1: when he will for quiet's sake, Remove from all the world.
- 40:07Speaker 1: Her heart is then his room, where well he knows,
- 40:11Speaker 1: no man to him can come My words, I know,
- 40:17Speaker 1: do well set forth my mind. My mind bemoans his
- 40:21Speaker 1: sense of inward smart such smart may pity claim of
- 40:25Speaker 1: any heart. Her heart, sweetheart, is of no tiger's kind.
- 40:32Speaker 1: And yet she hears yet I know pity, find but
- 40:37Speaker 1: more I cry less grace. She doth impart alas what
- 40:42Speaker 1: cause is there so overthwart that nobleness itself makes thus
- 40:46Speaker 1: unkind I much do guess, yet find no truth save
- 40:51Speaker 1: this that when the breath of my complaints doth touch
- 40:54Speaker 1: those dainty doors unto the court of bliss. The heavenly
- 40:58Speaker 1: nature of that place is such that once come there
- 41:02Speaker 1: the sobs of mine anoise are metamorphosed straight to tombs
- 41:06Speaker 1: of joys. Stella Oft sees the very face of woe
- 41:13Speaker 1: painted in my beclouded, stormy face, but cannot skill to
- 41:17Speaker 1: pity my disgrace, not though thereof the cause herself she know, yet,
- 41:24Speaker 1: hearing late a fable which did show of lovers never
- 41:27Speaker 1: known a grievous case, pity thereof gat in her breast,
- 41:32Speaker 1: such place that from that sea deriv'd tears spring did flow,
- 41:38Speaker 1: alas if fancy drawn by imaged things, though false, yet
- 41:43Speaker 1: with free scope, more grace doth breed than servant's rack,
- 41:47Speaker 1: where new doubt's honor brings. Then think, my dear, that
- 41:53Speaker 1: you and me do reed of lover's ruins some sad tragedy.
- 41:58Speaker 1: I am not pity the tale of me I cursed
- 42:07Speaker 1: thee oft. I pity now thy case blind hitting boy.
- 42:13Speaker 1: Since she that THEE and me rules with a beck,
- 42:16Speaker 1: so tyrannizeth thee that thou must want or food or
- 42:20Speaker 1: dwelling place, For she protest to banish thee her face,
- 42:25Speaker 1: her face, O love a rogue? Thou then shouldst be?
- 42:30Speaker 1: If love learn not alone to love and see without
- 42:33Speaker 1: desire to feed of further grace. Alas poor wag that
- 42:39Speaker 1: now a scholar art to such a schoolmistress whose lessons
- 42:42Speaker 1: knew thou needs must miss, and so thou needs must smart.
- 42:48Speaker 1: Yet dear, let me his pardon get of you, so
- 42:52Speaker 1: long though he from bookmeish to desire till without fuel
- 42:57Speaker 1: ye can make hot fire? What have I thus betrayed
- 43:03Speaker 1: my liberty? Can those black beams such burning marks and
- 43:08Speaker 1: grave in my free side, Or am I born a
- 43:12Speaker 1: slave whose neck becomes such yoke of tyranny? Or want
- 43:17Speaker 1: I sense to feel my misery? Or sprite disdain of
- 43:21Speaker 1: such disdain to have who for long faith though daily
- 43:26Speaker 1: help I crave, may get no alms but scorn of
- 43:29Speaker 1: beggary virtue. Awake beauty, But beauty is I may, I must,
- 43:38Speaker 1: I can, I will I do leave following that which
- 43:42Speaker 1: it is gain to miss. Let her go soft, but
- 43:48Speaker 1: here she comes go too unkind I love you, not
- 43:54Speaker 1: o me that I doth make my heart give to
- 43:58Speaker 1: my tongue the lie soul's joy bend not those morning
- 44:06Speaker 1: stars from me. Where virtue is made strong by beauty's might.
- 44:11Speaker 1: Where love is chasteness, pain doth learn'd delight and humbleness
- 44:16Speaker 1: grows one with majesty. Whatever may ensue. O, let me
- 44:21Speaker 1: be co partner of the riches of that sight. Let
- 44:24Speaker 1: not mine eyes be hell driven from that light. Oh look,
- 44:29Speaker 1: oh shine, O, let me die and see, for though
- 44:33Speaker 1: I oft myself of them, bemoan that though my heart
- 44:36Speaker 1: there beamy darts be gone whose cureless wounds even now
- 44:40Speaker 1: most freshly bleed. Yet since my death wound is already
- 44:45Speaker 1: got dear killer, spare not thy sweet cruel shot. A
- 44:51Speaker 1: kind of grace it is to kill with speed. I
- 44:58Speaker 1: on my horse, and love on me. Doth try our horsemanships,
- 45:03Speaker 1: while by strange work I prove a horseman to my horse,
- 45:07Speaker 1: a horse to love. And now man's wrongs in me,
- 45:12Speaker 1: poor beast, descry the reins, wherewith my rider doth me
- 45:17Speaker 1: tie are humbled thoughts, which bit of reverence move curb'd
- 45:22Speaker 1: in with fear, but with gilt boss above of hope,
- 45:26Speaker 1: which makes it seem fair to the eye. The wand
- 45:30Speaker 1: is will thou fancy saddle art girt fast my memory,
- 45:36Speaker 1: And while I spur my horse, he spurs with sharp
- 45:40Speaker 1: desire my heart. He sits me fast. However I do stir.
- 45:46Speaker 1: And now hath made me to his hand so right
- 45:49Speaker 1: that in the manage myself takes delight. Stella. The fullness
- 45:56Speaker 1: of my thoughts of thee cannot be stayed within my
- 45:59Speaker 1: panting breast, But they do swell and struggle forth of me,
- 46:05Speaker 1: till that in words thy figure be express'd. And yet
- 46:09Speaker 1: as soon as they so formed be according to my
- 46:12Speaker 1: Lord Love's own behest with sad eyes, aye, their weak
- 46:16Speaker 1: proportions see to portrait that which in this world is best,
- 46:22Speaker 1: so that I cannot choose but write my mind, and
- 46:25Speaker 1: cannot choose what put out what I write, While these
- 46:28Speaker 1: poor babes their death in birth do find, and now
- 46:32Speaker 1: my pen these lines had dash'd quite, but that they
- 46:36Speaker 1: stopped his fury from the same, because their forefront bear
- 46:40Speaker 1: sweet Stella's name. Pardon mine ears both aye, and they
- 46:48Speaker 1: do pray. So may your tongues still fluently proceed to
- 46:53Speaker 1: them that do such entertainment need. So may you still
- 46:56Speaker 1: have somewhat new to say on silly me, Do not
- 47:01Speaker 1: the burden lay of all the grave conceits your brain
- 47:04Speaker 1: doth breed, but find some hercules to bear instead of
- 47:08Speaker 1: Atlas tired your wisdom's heavenly sway for me, while you
- 47:14Speaker 1: discourse of courtly tides, of cunning fissures in most troubled streams,
- 47:19Speaker 1: of straying ways when valiant error guides. Meanwhile, my heart
- 47:25Speaker 1: confers with Stella's beams, and is even irked that so
- 47:29Speaker 1: sweet comedy by such unsuited speech should hindered be A
- 47:36Speaker 1: strife is grown between virtue and love, while each pretend
- 47:41Speaker 1: that Stella must be his, her eyes, her lips her
- 47:45Speaker 1: all saith love do this, since they do where his
- 47:48Speaker 1: badge most firmly prove. But virtue, thus that title doth
- 47:54Speaker 1: disprove that Stella, oh dear name, that Stella is that
- 48:00Speaker 1: virtuous soul, sure air of heavenly bliss, not this fair
- 48:05Speaker 1: outside which our hearts doth move. And therefore, though her
- 48:10Speaker 1: beauty and her grace be Love's, indeed in Stella's self,
- 48:14Speaker 1: he may by no pretense claim any manner place well Love,
- 48:20Speaker 1: since this demur our suit will stay. Let virtue have
- 48:24Speaker 1: that Stella's self. Yet thus that virtue, but that body
- 48:29Speaker 1: grant to us in martial sports, I had my cunning tried,
- 48:36Speaker 1: and yet to break more staves did me address, While
- 48:40Speaker 1: with the people's shouts, I must confess youth, luck and praise.
- 48:45Speaker 1: Even filled my veins with pride. When Cupid, having me
- 48:49Speaker 1: his slave, descried in Mars's livery prancing in the press.
- 48:54Speaker 1: What now, sir fool, said he, I would no less
- 48:59Speaker 1: look here. I I looked, and Stella spied, who hard
- 49:04Speaker 1: by made a window send forth light. My heart then quaked,
- 49:09Speaker 1: then dazzled were mine eyes. One hand forgot to rule,
- 49:13Speaker 1: the other to fight, nor trumpet's sound I heard nor
- 49:17Speaker 1: friendly cries. My foe came on and beat the air
- 49:21Speaker 1: for me, till that her blush taught me my shame
- 49:25Speaker 1: to see because I breathe not love to every one,
- 49:32Speaker 1: Nor do not use set colors for to wear, nor
- 49:35Speaker 1: nourish special locks of vowed hair, nor give each speech
- 49:39Speaker 1: the full point of a groan. The courtly nymphs acquainted
- 49:43Speaker 1: with the moan of them who in their lips love's standard,
- 49:46Speaker 1: bear what he say they of me. Now I dare
- 49:52Speaker 1: swear he cannot love. No, no, let him alone and
- 49:57Speaker 1: think so still so stella, no my mind profess. Indeed
- 50:02Speaker 1: I do not Cupid's art, But you fair maids, at
- 50:06Speaker 1: length this true shall find that his right badge is worn.
- 50:10Speaker 1: But in the heart, dumb swans, not chattering pies, do
- 50:15Speaker 1: lovers prove they love? Indeed, who quake to say they
- 50:20Speaker 1: love muses? I oft invoked your whold aid with choicest
- 50:28Speaker 1: flowers my speech TN. Garland, so that it despised in
- 50:32Speaker 1: true by naked show, might win some grace in your
- 50:35Speaker 1: sweet grace array'd and oft whole troops of saddest words.
- 50:40Speaker 1: I stay'd striving abroad a forging to go until by
- 50:45Speaker 1: your inspiring I might know how their black banner might
- 50:48Speaker 1: be best display'd. But now I mean no more your
- 50:52Speaker 1: help to try, nor other sugaring of my speech to prove,
- 50:57Speaker 1: but on her name incessantly to cry for Let me
- 51:01Speaker 1: but name her, whom I do love so sweet sounds
- 51:04Speaker 1: straight mine ear and heart to hit, that I well
- 51:08Speaker 1: find no eloquence like it. Fie, school of patience, Fie,
- 51:16Speaker 1: your lesson is far far too long to learn it
- 51:19Speaker 1: without book. What a whole week without one piece of
- 51:23Speaker 1: look and think? I should not your large precepts miss
- 51:27Speaker 1: When I might read those letters fair of bliss, which
- 51:30Speaker 1: in her face teach virtue, I could brook somewhat by
- 51:34Speaker 1: leaden counsels which I took as of a friend that
- 51:37Speaker 1: meant not much amiss. But now that I alas do
- 51:42Speaker 1: want her sight, what dost thou think that I can
- 51:45Speaker 1: ever take in thy cold stuff, a phlegmatic delight, no patience.
- 51:51Speaker 1: If thou wilt my good, then make her come, and
- 51:54Speaker 1: here with patience my desire, And then with patience bid
- 51:59Speaker 1: me bear my fire woe, having made with many fights
- 52:05Speaker 1: his own, each sense of mine, each gift, each power
- 52:10Speaker 1: of mind, grown now his slaves. He forced them out
- 52:14Speaker 1: to find the thoroughest words fit for woe's self to groan,
- 52:19Speaker 1: hoping that when they might find Stella alone, before she
- 52:22Speaker 1: could prepare to be unkind, her soul armed, but with
- 52:26Speaker 1: such a dainty rind should soon be pierced with sharpness
- 52:30Speaker 1: of the moan. She heard my plaints, and did not
- 52:34Speaker 1: only hear, but them so sweet, as she most sweetly sang,
- 52:40Speaker 1: with that fair breast, making woe's darkness clear a pretty case.
- 52:46Speaker 1: I hoped her to bring to feel my griefs, and she,
- 52:50Speaker 1: with face and voice so sweet my pains, that my
- 52:54Speaker 1: pains me rejoice. Doubt there hath been when with his
- 53:02Speaker 1: golden chain the orator so far men's hearts doth bind
- 53:06Speaker 1: that no place else there guided steps can find. But
- 53:10Speaker 1: as he them more short or slack doth reign, whether
- 53:15Speaker 1: with words this sovereignty he gain clothed with fine tropes,
- 53:19Speaker 1: with strongest reasons, lined or else pronouncing grace, where with
- 53:24Speaker 1: his mind prints his own lively form in rudest brain.
- 53:29Speaker 1: Now judge by this in piercing phrases, late the anatomy
- 53:33Speaker 1: of all my woes, I rpe Stella's sweet breath the
- 53:38Speaker 1: same to me, did read, oh voice, oh face, maugre
- 53:44Speaker 1: my speeches might which wooed woe most ravishing delight, even
- 53:49Speaker 1: those sad words, Even in sad me did breed dear,
- 53:56Speaker 1: Why make you more of a dog than me? If
- 54:00Speaker 1: he do love, I burn, I burn in love. If
- 54:05Speaker 1: he wait well, I never thence would move if he
- 54:09Speaker 1: be fair. Yet, but a dog can be little. He
- 54:15Speaker 1: is so little worth is he? He barks my songs
- 54:20Speaker 1: thine own voice oft doth prove bidden. Perhaps he fetcheth
- 54:25Speaker 1: thee a glove. But I unbid fetch even my soul
- 54:29Speaker 1: to thee. Yet while I languish him, that bosom clips
- 54:35Speaker 1: that lap doth lap nay lets in spite of spite,
- 54:39Speaker 1: this sour breathed mate, taste of those sugared lips alas.
- 54:45Speaker 1: If you grant only such delight to witless things, then love,
- 54:50Speaker 1: I hope, since wit becomes a clog, will soon ease
- 54:54Speaker 1: me of it. When my good angel guides me to
- 54:59Speaker 1: the place where all my good I do in stella,
- 55:02Speaker 1: see that heaven of joys throws only down on me
- 55:06Speaker 1: thundered disdains and lightnings of disgrace. But when the ruggest
- 55:11Speaker 1: step of fortune's race makes me fall from her sight.
- 55:15Speaker 1: Then sweetly she, with words wherein the muse's treasures be
- 55:19Speaker 1: shows love and pity to my absent case. Now I
- 55:24Speaker 1: wit beaten long by hardest fate, so dull am that
- 55:29Speaker 1: I cannot look into the ground of this fierce love
- 55:33Speaker 1: and lovely hate. Then some good body tell me how
- 55:37Speaker 1: I do whose presence absence absence, presence is blissed in
- 55:43Speaker 1: my curse, and cursed in my bliss. End of Part two,
- 56:03Speaker 1: Part three of Astrophil and Stella. This is a LibriVox recording.
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- 56:18Speaker 1: by Elizabeth Klett. Astrophel and Stella by Sir Philip Sidney,
- 56:26Speaker 1: Part three, Sonnets sixty one to eighty four, oft with
- 56:34Speaker 1: true sighs, oft with uncalled tears, now with slow words,
- 56:40Speaker 1: now with dumb eloquence. Aye, Stella's eyes assail invade her ears.
- 56:47Speaker 1: But this at last is her sweet breathed defense, that who,
- 56:52Speaker 1: indeed in felt affection, bears so captives to his saint
- 56:56Speaker 1: both soul and sense, that wholly hers all selfness he forbears,
- 57:02Speaker 1: thence his desires, he learns his life's course. Thence now,
- 57:08Speaker 1: since her chaste mind hates this love in me with
- 57:12Speaker 1: chastened mind, I straight must show that she shall quickly
- 57:15Speaker 1: me from what she hates. Remove, O, doctor Cupid, thou
- 57:21Speaker 1: for me reply driven else to grant by angel's sophistry,
- 57:26Speaker 1: that I love not without I leave to love, late,
- 57:34Speaker 1: tired with woe, even ready for to pine with rage
- 57:39Speaker 1: of love, I call'd my love unkind. She is, whose
- 57:44Speaker 1: eyes love, though unfelt, doth shine sweet, said that I
- 57:49Speaker 1: true love in her should find I joyed but straight.
- 57:53Speaker 1: Thus water'd was my wine. That love she did, but
- 57:58Speaker 1: lov'd a love not blind mind, which would not let
- 58:01Speaker 1: me whom she loved, decline from nobler course fit for
- 58:06Speaker 1: my birth and mind. And therefore by her love's authority
- 58:11Speaker 1: willed me these tempests of vain love to flee and
- 58:14Speaker 1: anchor fast myself on virtues shore alas if this the
- 58:20Speaker 1: only metal be of love. New coin'd to help my
- 58:24Speaker 1: beggary dear love me, not that you may love me more, Oh,
- 58:34Speaker 1: grammar rules, Oh now your virtues show so children still
- 58:39Speaker 1: read you with awful eyes. As my young dove, may
- 58:43Speaker 1: in your precepts wise her grant to me by her
- 58:47Speaker 1: own virtue. Know for late, with heart most high, with
- 58:52Speaker 1: eyes most low, I craved the thing whichever she denies.
- 58:57Speaker 1: She lightning love, displaying Venus's skies, lest once should not
- 59:03Speaker 1: be heard, twice said no, no sing, Then, my muse,
- 59:10Speaker 1: now I O paean sing Heaven's envy, not at my
- 59:14Speaker 1: high triumphing, But Grammar's force with sweet success confirm for
- 59:20Speaker 1: Grammar says O, this dear stella way for Grammar says
- 59:27Speaker 1: to Grammar, who says, nay that in one speech two
- 59:32Speaker 1: negatives affirm doubt you to whom my muse these notes intendeth,
- 59:41Speaker 1: which now my breast or charg'd to music, lendeth to you.
- 59:46Speaker 1: To you, all song of praise is due only in you,
- 59:50Speaker 1: My song begins and endeth. Who hath the eyes which
- 59:55Speaker 1: marry state with pleasure? Who keeps the key of nature's
- 59:59Speaker 1: chiefest trend measure to you, to you, all song of
- 1:00:03Speaker 1: praise is due only for you, the heaven forget all measure.
- 1:00:09Speaker 1: Who hath the lips where wit in fairness reigneth, who
- 1:00:14Speaker 1: womankind at once both decks and staineth to you. To you,
- 1:00:19Speaker 1: all song of praise is due only by you. Cupid,
- 1:00:23Speaker 1: his crown maintaineth. Who hath the feet whose step all
- 1:00:29Speaker 1: sweetness planteth? Who else for whom fame worthy trumpets wanteth
- 1:00:35Speaker 1: to you? To you, all song of praise is due
- 1:00:39Speaker 1: only to you. Her scepter venus granteth. Who hath the
- 1:00:44Speaker 1: breast whose milk doth passions nourish, Whose grace is such
- 1:00:49Speaker 1: that when it chides doth cherish to you? To you,
- 1:00:53Speaker 1: all song of praise is due only through you. The
- 1:00:56Speaker 1: tree of life doth flourish. Who who hath the hand which,
- 1:01:01Speaker 1: without stroke subdueth, whose long dead beauty with increase reneweth
- 1:01:06Speaker 1: to you. To you, all song of praise is due
- 1:01:11Speaker 1: only to you. All envy hopeless rueth. Who hath the
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: hair which loosest fastest tieth who makes a man live,
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: then glad when he dieth to you? To you, all
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: song of praise is due only of you. The flatterer
- 1:01:30Speaker 1: never lieth. Who hath the voice which soul from senses thunders,
- 1:01:36Speaker 1: Whose force but yours the bolts of beauty thunders to you.
- 1:01:41Speaker 1: To you, all song of praise is due only with
- 1:01:45Speaker 1: you are miracles not wonders doubt you to whom I
- 1:01:50Speaker 1: muse these notes intendeth, which now my breast o'er chargeed
- 1:01:54Speaker 1: to music, lendeth to you. To you, all song of
- 1:02:00Speaker 1: praise is due only in you. My song begins and
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: endeth no more, my dear, No more these counsels try,
- 1:02:13Speaker 1: oh give my passions, leave to run their race. Let
- 1:02:17Speaker 1: fortune lay on me her worst disgrace. Let folk o'er
- 1:02:21Speaker 1: charg'd with brain against me. Cry. Let clouds be dim
- 1:02:25Speaker 1: my face, break in mine eye. Let me no steps
- 1:02:28Speaker 1: but of lost labor trace. Let all the earth with
- 1:02:32Speaker 1: scorn recount my case. But do not will me from
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: my love to fly. I do not envy Aristotle's wit,
- 1:02:41Speaker 1: nor do aspire to Caesar's bleeding fame, nor aught do
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: care though some above me sit, nor hope, nor wish
- 1:02:49Speaker 1: another course to frame, but that which once may win
- 1:02:53Speaker 1: thy cruel heart. Thou art my wit, and thou my
- 1:02:59Speaker 1: virtue are art love. By sure proof I may call
- 1:03:05Speaker 1: thee unkind that givest no better ear to my just
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: cries Thou whom to me such my good turns should
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: bind as I may well recount, but none can prize
- 1:03:18Speaker 1: for when naked boy thou couldst no harbor find in
- 1:03:22Speaker 1: this old world, grown now so too too wise, I
- 1:03:27Speaker 1: lodg'd THEE in my heart, and being blind by nature born,
- 1:03:32Speaker 1: I gave to THEE mine eyes, mine eyes, my light,
- 1:03:36Speaker 1: my heart, my life. Alas if so great services may
- 1:03:41Speaker 1: scorn it be, Yet let this thought, thy tigrish courage pass,
- 1:03:47Speaker 1: that I perhaps am somewhat kin to THEE. Since in
- 1:03:52Speaker 1: thine arms, if learned fame, truth hath spread. Thou bearest
- 1:03:56Speaker 1: the arrow, I the arrow head. And do I see
- 1:04:03Speaker 1: some cause a hope to feed? Or doth the tedious
- 1:04:07Speaker 1: burden of long woe? In weaken'd minds, quick apprehension breed
- 1:04:12Speaker 1: of every image which may comfort show. I cannot brag
- 1:04:16Speaker 1: of word, much less of deed. Fortune weels still with
- 1:04:21Speaker 1: me in one sort. Slow, my wealth no more and
- 1:04:25Speaker 1: no wit less. My need desire still on the stilts
- 1:04:30Speaker 1: of fear, doth go. And yet amid all fears, a
- 1:04:35Speaker 1: hope there is stolen to my heart. Since last fair
- 1:04:39Speaker 1: night nay day, Stella's eyes sent to me the beams
- 1:04:45Speaker 1: of bliss looking on me while I look'd other way.
- 1:04:50Speaker 1: But when mine eyes back to their heaven did move,
- 1:04:53Speaker 1: they fled with blush, which guilty seem'd of love? Hope
- 1:05:03Speaker 1: art thou true? Or dost thou flatter me? Doth stella
- 1:05:08Speaker 1: now begin with piteous eye, the ruins of her conquest
- 1:05:11Speaker 1: to a spy. Will she take time before all ract be?
- 1:05:17Speaker 1: Her eye's speech is translated thus by thee, But fail'st
- 1:05:22Speaker 1: thou not in phrase, so heavenly high, look on again
- 1:05:26Speaker 1: the fair text. Better try what blushing notes. Dost thou
- 1:05:31Speaker 1: in margin, see what sighs stolen out or kill'd before
- 1:05:35Speaker 1: full born? Hast thou found such and such like arguments?
- 1:05:41Speaker 1: Or art thou else to comfort me? For sworn? Well?
- 1:05:46Speaker 1: How so thou interpret the contents? I am resolved thy
- 1:05:50Speaker 1: error to maintain, rather than by more truth to get
- 1:05:54Speaker 1: more pain? Stella, the only lanet of my light, light
- 1:06:02Speaker 1: of my life, and life of my desire, Chief good,
- 1:06:06Speaker 1: Where to my hope doth only aspire world of my
- 1:06:10Speaker 1: wealth and heaven of my delight. Why dost thou spend
- 1:06:14Speaker 1: the treasure of thy sprite with voice more fit to
- 1:06:18Speaker 1: wed Amphion's lyre, seeking to quench in me the noble
- 1:06:22Speaker 1: fire fed by thy worth and kindled by thy sight,
- 1:06:27Speaker 1: and all in vain. For while thy breath most sweet,
- 1:06:31Speaker 1: with choicest words, thy words, with reasons rare, thy reasons
- 1:06:35Speaker 1: firmly set on Virtue's feet labor to kill in me
- 1:06:39Speaker 1: this killing care, Oh think I then what paradise of joy?
- 1:06:46Speaker 1: It is so fair of virtue to enjoy? O? Joy
- 1:06:54Speaker 1: too high for my low style to show, Oh, bliss
- 1:06:58Speaker 1: fit for a noblers state than me. Envy. Put out
- 1:07:03Speaker 1: thine eyes lest thou do see what oceans of delight
- 1:07:06Speaker 1: in me do flow? My friend that oft saw through
- 1:07:11Speaker 1: all masks my woe, come, Come and let me pour
- 1:07:15Speaker 1: myself on thee. Gone is the winter of my misery.
- 1:07:19Speaker 1: My spring appears. O see what here doth grow? For
- 1:07:24Speaker 1: Stella hath with words, where faith doth shine of her
- 1:07:28Speaker 1: high heart given me the monarchy? Ay I, oh, I
- 1:07:33Speaker 1: may say that she is mine, and though she give
- 1:07:37Speaker 1: but thus conditionally this realm of bliss, while virtuous course
- 1:07:41Speaker 1: I take no kings be crown'd, but they some covenants
- 1:07:47Speaker 1: make My muse may well grudge at my heavenly joy.
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: If still I force her in sad rhymes to creep,
- 1:07:58Speaker 1: she oft hath drunk. My tea now hopes to enjoy
- 1:08:02Speaker 1: nectar of mirth. Since I Jove's cup, Do keep sonnets,
- 1:08:07Speaker 1: be not bound prentice to annoy. Trebles sing high as
- 1:08:11Speaker 1: well as bases deep grief. But love's winter livery is
- 1:08:16Speaker 1: the boy hath cheeks to smile as well as eyes
- 1:08:19Speaker 1: to weep. Come, then, my muse, show thou height of
- 1:08:24Speaker 1: delight in well raised notes, My pen the best it
- 1:08:28Speaker 1: may shall paint out joy, though button black and white cease,
- 1:08:33Speaker 1: eager muse, peace, pen for my sake. Stay, I give
- 1:08:38Speaker 1: you here my hand for truth of this wise silence
- 1:08:43Speaker 1: is best music unto bliss. Who will, in fairest book
- 1:08:50Speaker 1: of nature know how virtue may best lodged in beauty?
- 1:08:54Speaker 1: Be Let him but learn of love, to read in
- 1:08:57Speaker 1: thee stella those fair lines which true goodness show. There
- 1:09:02Speaker 1: shall he find all vices overthrow, not by rude force,
- 1:09:07Speaker 1: but sweetest sovereignty of reason, from whose light those night
- 1:09:12Speaker 1: birds flee that inward sun. In thine eyes shineth so
- 1:09:17Speaker 1: and no content to be Perfection's e'er thyself dost strive
- 1:09:21Speaker 1: all minds that way to move who mark in thee
- 1:09:24Speaker 1: what is in thee most fair? So while thy beauty
- 1:09:28Speaker 1: draws the heart to love as fast thy virtue bends
- 1:09:32Speaker 1: that love to good. But ah desire still cries, give
- 1:09:38Speaker 1: me some food. Desire, though thou, my old companion, art
- 1:09:47Speaker 1: and oft so clings to my pure love, that I
- 1:09:51Speaker 1: one from the other scarcely can descry, while each doth
- 1:09:55Speaker 1: blow the fire of my heart. Now from thy fellowship
- 1:09:59Speaker 1: I need must part. Venus is taught with Dian's wings
- 1:10:03Speaker 1: to fly. I must no more in thy sweet passions
- 1:10:07Speaker 1: lie virtue's gold. Now must head my cupid's dart service,
- 1:10:12Speaker 1: and honor wonder with delight, fear to offend, will worthy
- 1:10:17Speaker 1: to appear, care shining in mine eyes, faith in my sprite.
- 1:10:22Speaker 1: These things are left me by my only dear, but
- 1:10:27Speaker 1: thou desire, because thou wouldst have all now banished art.
- 1:10:33Speaker 1: But yet alas, how shall have I caught my heavenly
- 1:10:41Speaker 1: jewel teaching sleep most fair to be? Now? Will I
- 1:10:46Speaker 1: teach her that she, when she wakes, is too too cruel?
- 1:10:52Speaker 1: Since sweet sleep her eyes hath charm'd the two only
- 1:10:56Speaker 1: darts of love? Now? Will I, with that boy proof
- 1:11:00Speaker 1: move some play while he is disarmed? Her tongue waking
- 1:11:05Speaker 1: still refuseth giving frankly niggard. No, Now will I attempt
- 1:11:11Speaker 1: to know what know her tongue sleeping useth see the
- 1:11:17Speaker 1: hand which waking guardeth, sleeping grants a free resort. Now
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: will I invade the fort cowards love with loss rewardeth?
- 1:11:29Speaker 1: But oh fool, think of the danger of her just
- 1:11:33Speaker 1: and high disdain. Now will I alas refrain? Love fears
- 1:11:39Speaker 1: nothing else but anger? Yet those lips so sweetly swelling
- 1:11:45Speaker 1: to invite a stealing kiss? Now will I but venture this?
- 1:11:51Speaker 1: Who will read? Must first learn spelling? Oh sweet kiss?
- 1:11:58Speaker 1: But ah, she is waking, lowering beauty chastens me. Now
- 1:12:03Speaker 1: will I away? Hence flee fool more fool for no
- 1:12:09Speaker 1: more taking love? Still a boy and oft a wanton
- 1:12:17Speaker 1: is school'd only by his mother's tender eye. What wonder
- 1:12:22Speaker 1: then if he his lesson miss? When for so soft
- 1:12:26Speaker 1: a rod, dear play he try? And yet, my star,
- 1:12:30Speaker 1: because a sugar'd kiss in sport, I suck'd while she asleep?
- 1:12:35Speaker 1: Did lie doth lour, nay chide, nay threat for only
- 1:12:40Speaker 1: this sweet It was saucy love, not humble. Aye, But
- 1:12:47Speaker 1: no skeuse serves She makes her wrath appear in Beauty's throne.
- 1:12:52Speaker 1: See now, who dares come near those scarlet judges threatening
- 1:12:56Speaker 1: bloody pain O heavenly fool thy, most kiss worthy face,
- 1:13:02Speaker 1: Anger invests with such a lovely grace that Anger's self
- 1:13:07Speaker 1: I needs must kiss again. I never drank of agonippy well,
- 1:13:17Speaker 1: nor ever did in shade of tempey set and muses
- 1:13:21Speaker 1: scorn with vulgar brains to swell poor layman ay for
- 1:13:25Speaker 1: sacred rights unfit some do I hear of poet's fury.
- 1:13:30Speaker 1: Tell but God, what what not? What they mean by it?
- 1:13:35Speaker 1: And this I swear, by blackest brook of hell. I
- 1:13:39Speaker 1: am no pick purse of another's wit? How falle it?
- 1:13:43Speaker 1: Then that with so smooth an ease my thoughts I speak,
- 1:13:47Speaker 1: and what I speak doth flow in verse, and that
- 1:13:50Speaker 1: my verse best wits doth please guess we the cause?
- 1:13:56Speaker 1: What is it thus fine? Know? Or so much less?
- 1:14:04Speaker 1: How then? Sure? Thus it is My lips are sweet,
- 1:14:11Speaker 1: inspired with Stella's kiss of all the kings that ever
- 1:14:18Speaker 1: here did reign Edward named forth as first in praise.
- 1:14:23Speaker 1: I name not for his fair outside nor well lined brain,
- 1:14:28Speaker 1: although less gifts imp feathers oft on fame, nor that
- 1:14:33Speaker 1: he could young, wise, wise valiant frame his sire's revenge
- 1:14:37Speaker 1: joined with the kingdom's gain and gained by Mars could
- 1:14:41Speaker 1: yet mad Mars so tame that balance weighed what Sowre
- 1:14:46Speaker 1: did late obtain, nor that he made the flower de
- 1:14:49Speaker 1: Louce so frayed, though strongly hedged of bloody lion's paws,
- 1:14:54Speaker 1: that witty lewis to him a tribute paid. Nor this,
- 1:14:59Speaker 1: nor that, nor any such small cause. But only for
- 1:15:04Speaker 1: this worthy night, Durst prove to lose his crown rather
- 1:15:08Speaker 1: than fail his love. She comes and straight therewith her
- 1:15:15Speaker 1: shining twins do move their rays to me, who, in
- 1:15:19Speaker 1: her tedious absence, lay benighted in cold woe, but now
- 1:15:24Speaker 1: appears my day the only light of joy, the only
- 1:15:28Speaker 1: warmth of love. She comes with light and warmth, which,
- 1:15:34Speaker 1: like Auror, approve of gentle force, so that mine eyes
- 1:15:38Speaker 1: dare gladly play with such a rosy morn, whose beams
- 1:15:41Speaker 1: most freshly gay scorch not. But only do dark chilling
- 1:15:46Speaker 1: sprites remove. But lo, while I do speak, it groweth
- 1:15:52Speaker 1: noon with me. Her flamy, glistring lights increase with time
- 1:15:56Speaker 1: and place. My heart cries, ah, it burns mine eyes
- 1:16:01Speaker 1: now dazzled. Be No wind, no shade can cool. What
- 1:16:06Speaker 1: help then, in my case, but with short breath, long looks,
- 1:16:11Speaker 1: staid feet and walking head, pray that my sun go
- 1:16:15Speaker 1: down with meeker beams to bed. Those looks whose beams
- 1:16:23Speaker 1: be joy, whose motion is delight, That face whose lecture
- 1:16:27Speaker 1: shows what perfect beauty is, That presence which doth give
- 1:16:31Speaker 1: dark hearts a living light, That grace which Venus weeps
- 1:16:36Speaker 1: that she herself doth miss, That hand which without touch
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: holds more than Atlas might. Those lips which make deaths
- 1:16:45Speaker 1: pay a mean price for a kiss, That skin, skin
- 1:16:49Speaker 1: whose past praise hue scorns this poor term of white.
- 1:16:54Speaker 1: Those words which do sublime the quintessence of bliss, That
- 1:16:58Speaker 1: voice which makes the all plant himself in the ears,
- 1:17:02Speaker 1: that conversation sweet, where such high comforts be as construed
- 1:17:06Speaker 1: in true speech. The name of Heaven it bears, makes me,
- 1:17:11Speaker 1: in my best thought and quietest judgment, see that in
- 1:17:15Speaker 1: no more but these I might be fully blest. Yet, ah,
- 1:17:20Speaker 1: my maiden, mus doth blush to tell the rest, Oh,
- 1:17:27Speaker 1: how the pleasant airs of true love be infected by
- 1:17:30Speaker 1: those vapors which arise from out that noisome gulf, which
- 1:17:35Speaker 1: gaping lies between the jaws of hellish jealousy, a monster, others,
- 1:17:41Speaker 1: harm self, misery, beauty's plague, virtues, scourge, succor of lies,
- 1:17:47Speaker 1: who his own joy to his own hurt applies and
- 1:17:50Speaker 1: only cherish doth with injury, who since he hath by
- 1:17:54Speaker 1: nature's especial grace, so piercing pause as spoil when they
- 1:17:59Speaker 1: embrace it, so nimble feet as stir still though on thorns,
- 1:18:03Speaker 1: So many eyes I seeking their own woe, so ample
- 1:18:07Speaker 1: ears as never good news. Know? Is it not evil
- 1:18:10Speaker 1: that such a devil want horns? Sweet kiss thy sweets,
- 1:18:18Speaker 1: I fain would sweetly indict, Which even of sweetness, sweetest
- 1:18:23Speaker 1: sweetener are pleasingest consort where each sense holds apart, Which
- 1:18:29Speaker 1: coupling doves guides Venus's chariot, right best charge and bravest
- 1:18:35Speaker 1: retreat in Cupid's fight, a double key, which opens to
- 1:18:38Speaker 1: the heart most rich when most his riches it impart
- 1:18:43Speaker 1: nest of young Joy's schoolmaster of delight, teaching the mien
- 1:18:47Speaker 1: at once to take and give the friendly fray, where
- 1:18:51Speaker 1: blows doth wound and heal the pretty death, while each
- 1:18:55Speaker 1: in other live poor Hope's first wealth, hostage of promised wind,
- 1:19:00Speaker 1: breakfast of love, but lo lo where she is cease
- 1:19:06Speaker 1: we to praise. Now pray we for a kiss, sweet
- 1:19:13Speaker 1: swelling lip, Well may'st thou swell in pride, since best
- 1:19:18Speaker 1: wits thinketh wit thee to admire Nature's praise, virtues stall
- 1:19:23Speaker 1: Cupid's cold fire. Whence words not words, but heavenly graces
- 1:19:29Speaker 1: slide the new parnassus, where the muses bide, sweetener of music,
- 1:19:35Speaker 1: wisdom's beautifire, breather of life, and fastener of desire, where
- 1:19:40Speaker 1: beauty's blush in honor's grain is dyed. Thus much my
- 1:19:44Speaker 1: heart compell'd my mouth to say. But now spite of
- 1:19:48Speaker 1: my heart, my mouth will stay loathing all lies, doubting
- 1:19:52Speaker 1: this flattery is, and no spur can his rusty race
- 1:19:56Speaker 1: renew without how far this praise is short of you,
- 1:20:00Speaker 1: Sweet lip, You teach my mouth with one sweet kiss.
- 1:20:09Speaker 1: O kiss which dost those ruddy gems impart or gems
- 1:20:14Speaker 1: or fruits of new found paradise, breathing all bliss and
- 1:20:18Speaker 1: sweetening to the heart, teaching dumb lips a nobler exercise,
- 1:20:24Speaker 1: O kiss which souls even souls together ties by links
- 1:20:28Speaker 1: of love and only Nature's art. How fain would I
- 1:20:32Speaker 1: paint thee to all men's eyes, or of thy gifts
- 1:20:36Speaker 1: at least shade out some part. But she forbids with
- 1:20:40Speaker 1: blushing words. She says, she builds her fame on higher
- 1:20:44Speaker 1: seated praise. But my heart burns. I cannot silent be then,
- 1:20:50Speaker 1: since dear life, you fain would have me peace, and
- 1:20:54Speaker 1: I mad with delight, want wit to cease. Stop you
- 1:20:58Speaker 1: my mouth with still still kissing me. Nymph of the
- 1:21:05Speaker 1: garden where all beauties be, beauties which do in excellency
- 1:21:10Speaker 1: pass his who till death looked in a wat'ry glass,
- 1:21:14Speaker 1: or hers whom naked the Trojan boy did see, sweet garden,
- 1:21:20Speaker 1: Nymph which keeps the cherry tree, whose fruit doth far
- 1:21:24Speaker 1: this Perian tastes surpass most sweet, fair, most fair sweet,
- 1:21:30Speaker 1: do not alas from coming near those cherries, banish me,
- 1:21:34Speaker 1: for though full of desire, empty of wit, admitted late
- 1:21:38Speaker 1: by your best graced grace, I caught at one of
- 1:21:42Speaker 1: them a hungry bit. Pardon that fault once more, grant
- 1:21:47Speaker 1: me the place, and I do swear e'en by the
- 1:21:50Speaker 1: same delight I will but kiss. I never more will bite.
- 1:21:58Speaker 1: Good brother, Philip, I have borne you long I was
- 1:22:02Speaker 1: content you should in favor creep, while craftily you seemed
- 1:22:06Speaker 1: your cut to keep, as though that fair soft hand
- 1:22:09Speaker 1: did you great wrong. I bear with envy, yet I
- 1:22:14Speaker 1: bear your song when in her neck you did love
- 1:22:17Speaker 1: ditty's peep, nay more fool iye oft suffer'd you to
- 1:22:22Speaker 1: sleep in lily's nest, where love's self lies long? What
- 1:22:27Speaker 1: doth high place ambitious thoughts? Augment is sauciness reward of courtesy.
- 1:22:33Speaker 1: Cannot such grace your silly self content, But you must
- 1:22:37Speaker 1: needs with those lips billing be, and through those lips
- 1:22:41Speaker 1: drink nectar from that tongue. Leave that sir phip lest
- 1:22:46Speaker 1: off your neck be wrung. If orpheus voice had forced
- 1:22:53Speaker 1: to breathe such music's love through pores of senseless trees,
- 1:22:58Speaker 1: as it could make them move, If stones good measure
- 1:23:02Speaker 1: danced the theban walls to build to cadence of the tunes,
- 1:23:06Speaker 1: which amphians liar did yield more cause alike effect, at
- 1:23:10Speaker 1: leastwise bringeth oh stones o trees learning hearing stella singeth
- 1:23:18Speaker 1: if love might sweeten so a boy of shepherd brood
- 1:23:22Speaker 1: to make a lizard dull to taste love's dainty food
- 1:23:26Speaker 1: if eagle fierce could so in Grecian made delight, as
- 1:23:29Speaker 1: his light was her eyes. Her death, his endless night
- 1:23:33Speaker 1: earth gave that love heaven. I trow love refineth O beasts,
- 1:23:39Speaker 1: O birds look love lo stella shineth the birds, beasts, stones,
- 1:23:47Speaker 1: and trees feel this and feeling love. And if the
- 1:23:51Speaker 1: trees nor stones stir not the same, to prove, nor
- 1:23:55Speaker 1: beasts nor birds do come into this blessed gaze. Know
- 1:23:59Speaker 1: that small all love is quick, and great love doth amaze.
- 1:24:03Speaker 1: They are amazed, but you with reason armed, O eyes,
- 1:24:08Speaker 1: O ears of men, how are you charmed highway? Since you,
- 1:24:16Speaker 1: my chief Parnassus be, And that my muse to some
- 1:24:20Speaker 1: ears not unsweet tempers her words to trampling horses feet
- 1:24:25Speaker 1: more oft than to a chamber melody. Now blessed you
- 1:24:29Speaker 1: bear onward, blessed me to her where I my heart
- 1:24:33Speaker 1: safely as shall meet my muse. And I must you,
- 1:24:36Speaker 1: of duty greet with thanks and wishes, wishing thankfully be
- 1:24:41Speaker 1: you still fair, honored by public heed, by no encroachment,
- 1:24:46Speaker 1: wronged nor time forgot, nor blamed for blood, nor shamed
- 1:24:50Speaker 1: for sinful deed. And that you know I envy you
- 1:24:54Speaker 1: no lot of highest wish. I wish you so much
- 1:24:58Speaker 1: bliss hundreds of years you Stella's feet may kiss. End
- 1:25:07Speaker 1: of Part three, Part four of Asterphil and Stella. This
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- 1:25:29Speaker 1: LibriVox dot org. Recording by Elisabeth Klett. Asterphil and Stella
- 1:25:37Speaker 1: by Sir Philip Sidney, Part four, Sonnets eighty five to ninety.
- 1:25:46Speaker 1: I see the house my heart thyself contain, beware full sails, drown,
- 1:25:53Speaker 1: not thy tottering barge less joy by nature, apt sprites
- 1:25:58Speaker 1: to enlarge thee to thy rack beyond thy limits. Strain,
- 1:26:03Speaker 1: Nor do like lords whose weak, confused brain not pointing
- 1:26:07Speaker 1: to fit. Folks each under charge, while every office themselves
- 1:26:11Speaker 1: will discharge with doing all leave nothing done but pain,
- 1:26:16Speaker 1: But give apt servants their due place. Let eyes see
- 1:26:22Speaker 1: beauty's total sum summed in her face. Let ears hear
- 1:26:27Speaker 1: speech which wit to wonder ties. Let breath suck up
- 1:26:32Speaker 1: those sweets. Let arms embrace the globe of weeal lips
- 1:26:37Speaker 1: Love's indentures. Make thou but of all the kingly tribute
- 1:26:42Speaker 1: take only joy. Now here you are fit to hear
- 1:26:51Speaker 1: and ease my care. Let my whispering voice obtain sweet
- 1:26:56Speaker 1: reward for sharpest pain. Take me to THEE and THEE
- 1:27:01Speaker 1: to me. No, no, no, no, my dear, Let be
- 1:27:08Speaker 1: night hath clos'd all in her cloak, twinkling stars. Love
- 1:27:12Speaker 1: thoughts provoke danger. Hence good care doth keep jealousy itself
- 1:27:18Speaker 1: doth sleep. Take me to THEE and THEE to me. No, no, no, no,
- 1:27:26Speaker 1: my dear, let be better place. No wit can find
- 1:27:31Speaker 1: cupid's yoke to loose or bind these sweet flowers on
- 1:27:35Speaker 1: fine bed too. Us in their best language, woo. Take
- 1:27:41Speaker 1: me to THEE and THEE to me. No, no, no, no,
- 1:27:46Speaker 1: my dear. Let be this small light the moon bestows
- 1:27:52Speaker 1: serves thy beams. But to disclose, so to raise my
- 1:27:56Speaker 1: hap more high fear naught else none can us spy.
- 1:28:02Speaker 1: Take me to THEE and THEE to me. No no, no, no,
- 1:28:06Speaker 1: my dear, Let be that you heard was but a mouse.
- 1:28:12Speaker 1: Dumb sleep holdeth all the house. Yet asleep, methinks, they say,
- 1:28:18Speaker 1: young folks, take time while you may. Take me to
- 1:28:22Speaker 1: THEE and THEE to me. No, no, no, no, my dear,
- 1:28:27Speaker 1: let be niggard time threats if we miss this large
- 1:28:33Speaker 1: offer of our bliss. Long stay ere he grant the same.
- 1:28:38Speaker 1: Sweet Then, while each thing doth frame, take me to
- 1:28:42Speaker 1: THEE and THEE to me. No, no, no, no, my dear,
- 1:28:48Speaker 1: Let be your fair mother is a bed, candles out
- 1:28:53Speaker 1: and curtains spread. She thinks you do letters, write, write,
- 1:28:58Speaker 1: But let me first and dight take me to THEE
- 1:29:02Speaker 1: and THEE to me. No, no, no, no, my dear,
- 1:29:07Speaker 1: Let be sweet alas, why strive you thus concord better
- 1:29:14Speaker 1: fitteth us leave to Mars. The force of hands, your
- 1:29:18Speaker 1: power in your beauty stands. Take me to THEE and
- 1:29:22Speaker 1: THEE to me. No, no, no, no, my dear, Let
- 1:29:27Speaker 1: be woe to me. And do you swear me to hate?
- 1:29:34Speaker 1: But I forbear curse. It be my destinies, all that
- 1:29:38Speaker 1: brought me so high to fall Soon with my death,
- 1:29:43Speaker 1: I will please thee. No no, no, no, my dear,
- 1:29:49Speaker 1: Let be alas whence come this change of looks? If
- 1:29:57Speaker 1: I have changed desert, Let mine conscience be a still
- 1:30:01Speaker 1: felt plague to self, condemning me. Let woe grip on
- 1:30:06Speaker 1: my heart, shame load mine eye. But if all faith
- 1:30:10Speaker 1: like spotless ermine lie safe in my soul, which only
- 1:30:14Speaker 1: doth to THEE as his sole object of felicity, with
- 1:30:18Speaker 1: wings of love, in air of wonder, fly, O ease
- 1:30:22Speaker 1: your hand, treat not so hard your slave in justice.
- 1:30:27Speaker 1: Pains come not till faults do call. Or if I
- 1:30:30Speaker 1: needs sweet judge, must torments have Use something else to
- 1:30:36Speaker 1: chasten me withal than those blest eyes where all my
- 1:30:40Speaker 1: hopes do dwell. No doom should make one's heaven become
- 1:30:44Speaker 1: his hell. While favor fed my hope, delight with hope
- 1:30:51Speaker 1: was brought. Thought waited on delight, and speech did follow.
- 1:30:55Speaker 1: Thought then drew my tongue and pen records unto thy glory.
- 1:31:01Speaker 1: I thought all words were lost, that wert not spent
- 1:31:04Speaker 1: of THEE. I thought each place was dark, but where
- 1:31:07Speaker 1: thy lights would be, and all ears worse than death.
- 1:31:11Speaker 1: That heard not out thy story, I said, thou wert
- 1:31:15Speaker 1: most fair, and so indeed thou art. I said thou
- 1:31:20Speaker 1: wert most sweet, sweet poisoned to my heart, I said
- 1:31:25Speaker 1: my soul was thine. Oh that I then had lied.
- 1:31:30Speaker 1: I said thine eyes were stars, thy breasts, the milk,
- 1:31:34Speaker 1: and way, thy fingers Cupid's shafts thy voice, the angels lay,
- 1:31:39Speaker 1: and all I said so well as no man it denied.
- 1:31:45Speaker 1: But now that hope is lost, unkindness kills delight. Yet
- 1:31:50Speaker 1: thought and speech do live, though metamorphosed, quite for rage
- 1:31:55Speaker 1: now rules the rains which guided were by pleasure. I
- 1:32:00Speaker 1: think now of thy faults, who late thought of thy praise.
- 1:32:04Speaker 1: That speech falls now to blame, which did thy honor
- 1:32:07Speaker 1: raise the same key open can which can lock up
- 1:32:11Speaker 1: a treasure. Thou, then, whom partial heavens conspired in one
- 1:32:16Speaker 1: to frame the proof of beauty's worth, than heretrix of fame,
- 1:32:20Speaker 1: the mansion seat of bliss, and just excuse of lovers.
- 1:32:24Speaker 1: See now those feathers plucked, wherewith thou flewest most high,
- 1:32:30Speaker 1: See what clouds of reproach shall dark thy honour's sky,
- 1:32:34Speaker 1: whose own fault casts him down hardly high seat recovers,
- 1:32:39Speaker 1: And O, my muse, though oft to lulled her in
- 1:32:43Speaker 1: your lap, And then a heavenly child gave her Ambrosian
- 1:32:47Speaker 1: pap and to that brain of hers your hiddenous gifts infused.
- 1:32:52Speaker 1: Since she disdaining me, doth you in me disdain suffer
- 1:32:56Speaker 1: not her to laugh? While both we suffer pain princes
- 1:33:01Speaker 1: in subjects wronged, must deem themselves abused. Your client poor
- 1:33:07Speaker 1: myself shall stella handle so revenge, revenge my muse, defiance, trumpet, blow, threaten,
- 1:33:17Speaker 1: what may be done? Yet do more than you threaten,
- 1:33:20Speaker 1: and my suit grant it is I feel my breast
- 1:33:24Speaker 1: doth swell now, child a lesson new you shall begin
- 1:33:28Speaker 1: to spell. Sweet babes must babies have, but shrewd girls
- 1:33:33Speaker 1: must be beaten. Think now no more to hear of warm,
- 1:33:37Speaker 1: fine odored snow, nor blushing lilies, nor pearl's ruby hidden row,
- 1:33:43Speaker 1: nor of that golden sea whose waves and curls are broken,
- 1:33:47Speaker 1: But of thy soul so fraught with such ungratefulness, as
- 1:33:52Speaker 1: where thou soon mightst help most faith, dost most oppress ungrateful?
- 1:33:58Speaker 1: Who is called the worst of eve evils, is spoken
- 1:34:02Speaker 1: yet worse than worst. I say thou art a thief,
- 1:34:06Speaker 1: a thief. Now God forbid a thief, and of worst
- 1:34:11Speaker 1: thieves the chief thieves steal for need, and steal but
- 1:34:15Speaker 1: goods which pain recovers. But thou rich in all joys,
- 1:34:20Speaker 1: dost rob my joys from me, which cannot be restored
- 1:34:24Speaker 1: by time, nor industry of foes. The spoil is evil
- 1:34:28Speaker 1: far worse of constant lovers. Yet gentle English thieves do
- 1:34:34Speaker 1: rob but will not slay. Thou English murdering thief, wilt
- 1:34:39Speaker 1: have hearts for thy pray. The name of Mrger now
- 1:34:42Speaker 1: on thy fair forehead sitteth. And even while I do speak,
- 1:34:45Speaker 1: my death wounds bleeding bee, which I protest proceed from
- 1:34:50Speaker 1: only cruel. Thee who may and will not save murder
- 1:34:55Speaker 1: in truth committeth, but murder private seems but a toy
- 1:35:02Speaker 1: to thee. I lay then to thy charge unjustest tyranny.
- 1:35:06Speaker 1: If rule by force without all claim a tyrant showeth,
- 1:35:10Speaker 1: for thou dost lord my heart, who am not born
- 1:35:14Speaker 1: thy slave, and which is worse makes me most guiltless.
- 1:35:18Speaker 1: Torments have a rightful prince by unright deeds, a tyrant groweth,
- 1:35:27Speaker 1: lo you grow proud with this, For tyrants make folk
- 1:35:32Speaker 1: bow of foul rebellion. Then I do appeach thee now
- 1:35:37Speaker 1: rebel by nature's cause, rebel by law of reason. Thou
- 1:35:42Speaker 1: sweetest subject, wert born in the realm of love, And
- 1:35:45Speaker 1: yet against thy prince, thy force dost daily prove no
- 1:35:50Speaker 1: virtue merits praise. Once touch'd with blot of treason, but
- 1:35:55Speaker 1: valiant rebels oft in fool's mouth's purchase fame. I now
- 1:36:00Speaker 1: then stain thy white with vagabonding shame, both rebel to
- 1:36:04Speaker 1: the sun and vagrant from the mother, forwearing venus badge
- 1:36:08Speaker 1: in every part of thee unto Diana's train, Thou run away,
- 1:36:12Speaker 1: didst flea who faileth one? If false though trusty to another?
- 1:36:18Speaker 1: What is not this enough? Nay, far worse cometh here
- 1:36:24Speaker 1: a witch, I say thou art, though thou so fair appear,
- 1:36:29Speaker 1: for I protest my sight, ne'er thy face enjoyeth. But
- 1:36:33Speaker 1: I in me am changed. I am alive and dead.
- 1:36:38Speaker 1: My feet are turn'd to roots, my heart becometh lad.
- 1:36:43Speaker 1: No witchcraft is so evil as which man's mind destroyeth.
- 1:36:48Speaker 1: Yet witches may repent. Thou art far worse than they
- 1:36:53Speaker 1: alas that I am forced such evil of thee to say.
- 1:36:57Speaker 1: I say thou art a devil, though clothed in angels shining,
- 1:37:02Speaker 1: for thy face tempts my soul to leave the heaven
- 1:37:05Speaker 1: for thee, and thy words of refuse do pour even
- 1:37:09Speaker 1: hell on me? Who tempt and tempted plague are devils
- 1:37:14Speaker 1: in true defining you then ungrateful thief, you, murdering tyrant, you,
- 1:37:22Speaker 1: you rebel run away to Lord and lady, untrue you
- 1:37:26Speaker 1: which you devil, alas you still of me, beloved, you
- 1:37:32Speaker 1: see what I can say mend. Yet your froward mind
- 1:37:37Speaker 1: and such skill in my muse, you reconciled, shall find
- 1:37:41Speaker 1: that all these cruel words, your praises shall be proved.
- 1:37:49Speaker 1: O you that hear this voice, O you that see
- 1:37:53Speaker 1: this face, say whether of the choice deserves the former place?
- 1:37:58Speaker 1: Fear not to judge the bate, for it is void
- 1:38:02Speaker 1: of hate. This side doth beauty take? For that? Doth
- 1:38:07Speaker 1: music speak fit orators to make the strongest judgments weak
- 1:38:13Speaker 1: the bar to plead their right is only true delight?
- 1:38:19Speaker 1: Thus doth the voice and face. These gentle lawyers wage,
- 1:38:23Speaker 1: like loving brother's case for father's heritage, that each while
- 1:38:28Speaker 1: each contends itself to other lens for beauty beautifies with
- 1:38:34Speaker 1: heavenly hue and grace the heavenly harmonies, And in this
- 1:38:39Speaker 1: faultless face, the perfect beauties be a perfect harmony. Music
- 1:38:45Speaker 1: more loftly swells in speeches, nobly placed beauty as far
- 1:38:50Speaker 1: excels in action aptly graced a friend each party draws
- 1:38:54Speaker 1: to countenance his cause. Love more affected seems to beauties,
- 1:39:00Speaker 1: lovely light and wonder more stems of music's wondrous might.
- 1:39:05Speaker 1: But both to both so bent, as both in both
- 1:39:09Speaker 1: are spent. Music doth witness call the ear his truth
- 1:39:14Speaker 1: to try. Beauty brings to the hall the judgment of
- 1:39:17Speaker 1: the eye, both in their object, such as no exceptions
- 1:39:22Speaker 1: touch the common sense, which might be arbiter of this
- 1:39:28Speaker 1: to be forsooth upright to both sides. Partial is he
- 1:39:33Speaker 1: lays on this chief praise chief, praise on that he
- 1:39:37Speaker 1: lays the reason Princess High, whose throne is in the mind,
- 1:39:42Speaker 1: which music can in sky and hidden beauties, find say
- 1:39:47Speaker 1: whether thou wilt crown with limitless renown, whose senses, in
- 1:39:55Speaker 1: so evil consort their step. Dame Nature lays that ravishing
- 1:40:01Speaker 1: delight in them, most sweet tunes do not raise, or
- 1:40:05Speaker 1: if they do delight therein, yet are so cloyed with
- 1:40:09Speaker 1: wit as with sententious lips to set a title vain
- 1:40:12Speaker 1: on it. Oh, let them hear these sacred tunes, and
- 1:40:17Speaker 1: learn in Wonder's schools to be in things past bounds
- 1:40:20Speaker 1: of wit. Fools, if they be not fools who have
- 1:40:25Speaker 1: so leaden as as not to see sweet beauties show
- 1:40:29Speaker 1: or seeing. Have so wooden wits as not that worth
- 1:40:33Speaker 1: to know or knowing, Have so muddy minds as not
- 1:40:36Speaker 1: to be in love or loving, have so frothy thoughts
- 1:40:40Speaker 1: as easily thence to move. Oh, let them see these
- 1:40:44Speaker 1: heavenly beams, and in fair letters read a lesson fit
- 1:40:49Speaker 1: both sight and skill, love and firm love to breed.
- 1:40:54Speaker 1: Hear then, but then with wonder here see but adoring seen,
- 1:41:00Speaker 1: no mortal gifts, no earthly fruits, now here descended be
- 1:41:05Speaker 1: see do you see this face a face, nay image
- 1:41:10Speaker 1: of the skies of which the two life giving lights
- 1:41:14Speaker 1: are figured in her eyes? Hear you this soul invading voice,
- 1:41:18Speaker 1: and count it but a voice the very essence of
- 1:41:21Speaker 1: their tunes. When angels do rejoice in a grove most
- 1:41:28Speaker 1: rich of shade, where birds wanton music made may then
- 1:41:34Speaker 1: young his pied weeds showing new perfumed with flowers, growing
- 1:41:39Speaker 1: astrophill with stella sweet did for mutual comfort meet both
- 1:41:45Speaker 1: within themselves oppressed, but each in the other blest him.
- 1:41:50Speaker 1: Great harms had taught much care, her fair neck a
- 1:41:54Speaker 1: foul yoke bear, but her sight his cares did banish
- 1:41:59Speaker 1: in his her yoke did vanish wept they did, But
- 1:42:05Speaker 1: now betwixt sighs of woe were glad sights mixed with
- 1:42:09Speaker 1: arms crossed, yet testifying, restless, rest and living, dying, their
- 1:42:15Speaker 1: ears hungry of each word which the dear tongue would afford.
- 1:42:19Speaker 1: But their tongues restrained from walking till their hearts had
- 1:42:23Speaker 1: ended talking. But when their tongues could not speak, love
- 1:42:28Speaker 1: itself did silence break. Love did set his lips asunder,
- 1:42:33Speaker 1: Thus to speak in love and wonder. Stella, sovereign of
- 1:42:38Speaker 1: my joy, fair triumpher of any Stella, star of heavenly fire, Stella,
- 1:42:45Speaker 1: lodestone of desire, Stella, whose voice, when it speaks, senses
- 1:42:51Speaker 1: all asunder breaks. Stella, whose voice, when it singeth angels.
- 1:42:55Speaker 1: To acquaintance bringeth Stella in whose body is ritch, each
- 1:43:00Speaker 1: character of bliss, whose face all all beauty passeth, save
- 1:43:05Speaker 1: thy mind, which yet surpasseth. Grant, Oh, grant, But speech
- 1:43:12Speaker 1: alas fails me fearing on to pass grant, Oh me,
- 1:43:17Speaker 1: what am I saying? But no fault there is in
- 1:43:21Speaker 1: praying grant, Oh dear on knees, I pray knees on ground.
- 1:43:27Speaker 1: He did then stay that not I, But since I
- 1:43:30Speaker 1: love you, time and place for me may move you.
- 1:43:34Speaker 1: Never season was more fit, never room more apt for it.
- 1:43:38Speaker 1: Smiling air allows my reason. These birds sing now use
- 1:43:43Speaker 1: the season. This small wind, which so sweet is see
- 1:43:48Speaker 1: how it the leaves doth kiss each tree in his
- 1:43:51Speaker 1: best attiring sense of love to love inspiring love makes
- 1:43:56Speaker 1: earth the water drink. Love to earth makes water sink.
- 1:44:00Speaker 1: And if dumb things be so witty, shall a heavenly
- 1:44:04Speaker 1: grace want pity? There his hands, in their speech fain
- 1:44:09Speaker 1: would have made tongue's language plain, but her hands, his
- 1:44:14Speaker 1: hands repelling, gave repulse all grace excelling. Then she spake.
- 1:44:20Speaker 1: Her speech was such as not ear, but heart did touch.
- 1:44:24Speaker 1: While such wise she love denied, as yet love she
- 1:44:28Speaker 1: signified astrophil said she my love cease in these effects
- 1:44:36Speaker 1: to prove now be still, yet still believe me thy
- 1:44:41Speaker 1: grief more than death, would grieve me, if that any
- 1:44:45Speaker 1: thought in me can taste comfort. But of thee let
- 1:44:48Speaker 1: me fed with hellish anguish, joyless, hopeless, endless languish. If
- 1:44:55Speaker 1: those eyes you praised be half so dear as you
- 1:44:57Speaker 1: to me, let me home return stark, blinded. Of those
- 1:45:01Speaker 1: eyes and blinder minded. If to secret of my heart
- 1:45:06Speaker 1: I do any wish impart, where thou art not foremost placed,
- 1:45:11Speaker 1: be both wish and I defaced. If more may be said,
- 1:45:16Speaker 1: I say all my bliss in THEE I lay. If
- 1:45:21Speaker 1: thou love my love content THEE for all love, all
- 1:45:26Speaker 1: faith is meant, THEE trust me, while I THEE deny
- 1:45:32Speaker 1: in myself. The smart I try tyrant honor, doth thus
- 1:45:36Speaker 1: use THEE Stella's self might not refuse THEE. Therefore dear
- 1:45:42Speaker 1: this no more. Move lest though I leave not thy love,
- 1:45:46Speaker 1: which too deep in me is framed, I should blush
- 1:45:50Speaker 1: when thou art named there withal away she went, leaving
- 1:45:56Speaker 1: him so passion rent with what she had done, and
- 1:46:00Speaker 1: spoken that therewith my song is broken, Go my flock,
- 1:46:10Speaker 1: go get you. Hence seek a better place of feeding,
- 1:46:14Speaker 1: where you may have some defense from the storms in
- 1:46:17Speaker 1: my breast, breeding and showers from my eyes. Proceeding leave
- 1:46:22Speaker 1: a wretch in whom all woe can abide to keep
- 1:46:26Speaker 1: no measure. Merry flock such one forego unto whom mirth
- 1:46:31Speaker 1: is displeasure, only rich in mischief's treasure. Yet alas before
- 1:46:37Speaker 1: you go hear your woeful masters story, which to stones
- 1:46:41Speaker 1: I else would show sorrow. Only then hath glory when
- 1:46:45Speaker 1: tis excellently sorry. Stella fiercest shepherdess, fiercest but yet fairest ever, Stella,
- 1:46:55Speaker 1: whom o heavens do bless, though against me she persever
- 1:46:59Speaker 1: though I bliss inherit. Never Stella hath refused me. Stella,
- 1:47:05Speaker 1: whom more love hath proved in this cat of heart
- 1:47:08Speaker 1: to be than can in good use be moved toward
- 1:47:11Speaker 1: Lambkin's best beloved. Stella hath refused me. Astrophil, that so
- 1:47:18Speaker 1: well served in this pleasant spring, must see while in
- 1:47:22Speaker 1: pride flowers be preserved himself only winter starved. Why alas
- 1:47:28Speaker 1: doth she then swear that she loveth me so dearly,
- 1:47:32Speaker 1: seeing me so long to bear coals of love that
- 1:47:35Speaker 1: burned so clearly, and yet leave me helpless? Merely is
- 1:47:40Speaker 1: that love? Forsooth I trow if I saw my good
- 1:47:45Speaker 1: dog grieved and a help for him, did know my
- 1:47:48Speaker 1: love should not be believed, but he were by me relieved. No,
- 1:47:54Speaker 1: she hates me well away, feigning love somewhat to please me,
- 1:47:59Speaker 1: For she, if she display all her hate, death soon
- 1:48:02Speaker 1: would seize me, and of hideous torments ease me. Then adieu,
- 1:48:08Speaker 1: dear flock, Adieu. But alas if in your strain heavenly
- 1:48:14Speaker 1: Stella meet with you, tell her in your piteous blaying
- 1:48:19Speaker 1: her poor slave's unjust decaying. When I was forced from Stella, ever,
- 1:48:27Speaker 1: dear Stella, food of my thoughts, heart of my heart, Stella,
- 1:48:32Speaker 1: whose eyes make all my tempests clear by iron laws
- 1:48:36Speaker 1: of duty, to depart, alas I found that she with
- 1:48:41Speaker 1: me did smart. I saw that tears did in her
- 1:48:44Speaker 1: eyes appear. I saw that sighs, her sweetest lips did part,
- 1:48:49Speaker 1: and her sad words my saddest sense did hear for me.
- 1:48:54Speaker 1: I wept to see pearls scattered. So I sighed her
- 1:48:58Speaker 1: sighs and wailed for her, yet swam in joy. Such
- 1:49:03Speaker 1: love in her was seen. Thus while the fact most
- 1:49:07Speaker 1: bitter was to me, and nothing than the cause more
- 1:49:10Speaker 1: sweet could be. I had been vexed. If vexed I
- 1:49:14Speaker 1: had not been out traitor absence. Dareest thou counsel me
- 1:49:22Speaker 1: from my dear captain s to run away, because in
- 1:49:26Speaker 1: brave array here marched she that to win me oft
- 1:49:29Speaker 1: shows a present pay. Is faith so weak? Or is
- 1:49:33Speaker 1: such force in thee when sun is hid, can stars
- 1:49:37Speaker 1: such beams display, cannot Heaven's food, once felt, keep stomachs
- 1:49:43Speaker 1: free from base desire on earthly cates to pray tush absence.
- 1:49:49Speaker 1: While thy mists eclipse that light, My orphan sense flies
- 1:49:53Speaker 1: to thinward sight, where memory sets forth the beams of
- 1:49:56Speaker 1: love that where before heart loved and eyes eyes did
- 1:50:00Speaker 1: see in heart. Both sight and love, now coupled, be
- 1:50:05Speaker 1: united powers make each the stronger. Prove now that of absence,
- 1:50:13Speaker 1: the most irksome night, with darkest shade doth overcome my day.
- 1:50:18Speaker 1: Since Stella's eyes won't to give me my day, leaving
- 1:50:21Speaker 1: my hemisphere, leave me in night. Each day seems long
- 1:50:26Speaker 1: and longs for long stayed night, the night as tedious
- 1:50:31Speaker 1: woos the proach of day, tired with the dusty toils
- 1:50:35Speaker 1: of busy day, languished with horrors of the silent night,
- 1:50:39Speaker 1: suffering the evils both of the day and night. While
- 1:50:43Speaker 1: no night is more dark than is my day, nor
- 1:50:46Speaker 1: no day hath less quiet than my night, with such
- 1:50:50Speaker 1: bad mixture of my night and day, that living thus
- 1:50:54Speaker 1: in blackest winter night, I feel the flames of hottest
- 1:50:58Speaker 1: summer day. Stella think not that I, by verse seek fame,
- 1:51:07Speaker 1: who seek, who hope, who love, who live? But thee
- 1:51:13Speaker 1: thine eyes, my pride, thy lips my history. If thou
- 1:51:17Speaker 1: praise not all other praise is shame. Nor so ambitious
- 1:51:23Speaker 1: am I as to frame a nest for praise in
- 1:51:25Speaker 1: my young laurel tree. In truth, I swear I wish
- 1:51:30Speaker 1: not there should be graved in mine epitaph a poet's name.
- 1:51:34Speaker 1: N If I would, could I just title, make that
- 1:51:38Speaker 1: any laud to me thereof should grow without my plumes
- 1:51:41Speaker 1: from other's wings. I take for nothing from my wit
- 1:51:46Speaker 1: or will doth flow, since all my words, thy beauty
- 1:51:49Speaker 1: doth indit, and love doth hold my hand and makes
- 1:51:54Speaker 1: me right. An of Part four, Part five of Astrophil
- 1:52:08Speaker 1: and Stella. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings
- 1:52:14Speaker 1: are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer,
- 1:52:18Speaker 1: please visit LibriVox dot org. Recording by Elizabeth Klett. Astrophil
- 1:52:26Speaker 1: and Stella by Sir Philip Sidney, Part five, Sonnets ninety
- 1:52:31Speaker 1: one to one O eight Stella. While now by honour's
- 1:52:38Speaker 1: cruel might I am from you light of my life misled,
- 1:52:44Speaker 1: and that fare you, my son, thus overspread with absence
- 1:52:48Speaker 1: veil I live in sorrow's night. If this dark place
- 1:52:53Speaker 1: yet show like candle light, some beauty's piece as amber
- 1:52:58Speaker 1: colored head, milk, hans, rose cheeks or lips more sweet,
- 1:53:03Speaker 1: more red, or seeing jets black, But in blackness bright
- 1:53:08Speaker 1: they please. I do confess they please mine eyes? But
- 1:53:13Speaker 1: why because of you? They models be models, such be
- 1:53:19Speaker 1: wood globes of glistering skies. Dear, therefore, be not jealous
- 1:53:25Speaker 1: over me. If you hear that they seem my heart
- 1:53:29Speaker 1: to move, not them, Oh no, but you in them?
- 1:53:34Speaker 1: I love be your words made good, Sir of Indian War,
- 1:53:43Speaker 1: that you allow me them by so small rate? Or
- 1:53:47Speaker 1: do you cutted spartans imitate? Or do you mean my
- 1:53:51Speaker 1: tender ears to spare that to my questions? You so
- 1:53:54Speaker 1: total are? When I demand of Phoenix Stella's state, you say,
- 1:54:00Speaker 1: forsooth you left her well of late? How God think
- 1:54:04Speaker 1: you that satisfies my care? I would know whether she
- 1:54:09Speaker 1: did sit or walk, how clothed, how waited on sighed
- 1:54:13Speaker 1: she or smiled? Where off with whom? How often she
- 1:54:17Speaker 1: did talk with what pastime at time's journey she beguiled?
- 1:54:22Speaker 1: If her lips deigned to sweeten my poor name, Say all,
- 1:54:28Speaker 1: and all well said, still say the same, Oh, dear life,
- 1:54:36Speaker 1: When shall it be that mine eyes thine eyes may see,
- 1:54:40Speaker 1: and in them thy mind discover whether absence have had
- 1:54:45Speaker 1: force thy remembrance to divorce from the image of thy lover,
- 1:54:49Speaker 1: Or if I myself find not after parting aught forgot,
- 1:54:55Speaker 1: nor debarred from beauty's treasure. Let no tongue aspire to
- 1:54:59Speaker 1: tell in what high joys I shall dwell. Only thought
- 1:55:04Speaker 1: aims at the pleasure thought. Therefore I will send THEE
- 1:55:09Speaker 1: to take up the place for me long I will
- 1:55:12Speaker 1: not after tarry there unseen Thou mayst be bold those
- 1:55:16Speaker 1: fair wonders to behold, which in them my hopes do
- 1:55:20Speaker 1: carry thought. See thou no place forbear, Enter bravely everywhere,
- 1:55:27Speaker 1: seize on all to her belonging. But if thou wouldst guarded,
- 1:55:31Speaker 1: be fearing her beams, take with THEE strength of liking,
- 1:55:36Speaker 1: rage of longing. Think of that most grateful time when
- 1:55:41Speaker 1: my leaping heart will climb in her lips to have
- 1:55:44Speaker 1: his biding. There those roses for to kiss, which do
- 1:55:48Speaker 1: breath a sugard bliss, opening rubies pearls dividing. Think of
- 1:55:55Speaker 1: my most princely power. When I blessed, shall devour with
- 1:55:59Speaker 1: my greedy, licorous senses, beauty, music, sweetness, love. While she
- 1:56:06Speaker 1: doth against me, prove her strong darts but weak defenses. Think,
- 1:56:12Speaker 1: Think of those dallyings when with dove like murmurings, with glad, moaning,
- 1:56:18Speaker 1: past anguish, we change eyes and heart for heart, each
- 1:56:23Speaker 1: to other, Do impart joying till joy make us languish.
- 1:56:29Speaker 1: Oh my thought, my thoughts surcease, thy delights, my woes increase,
- 1:56:37Speaker 1: My life melts with too much thinking. Think no more,
- 1:56:43Speaker 1: but die in me till thou shalt revive it be
- 1:56:46Speaker 1: at her lips, my nectar drinking. Oh fate, oh fault,
- 1:56:55Speaker 1: Oh curse, child of my bliss. What sobs can and
- 1:57:00Speaker 1: give words grace my grief, to show what ink is
- 1:57:04Speaker 1: black enough to paint my woe through me? Wretch me
- 1:57:10Speaker 1: even stella vex'd is yet truth, if caateuf's breath may
- 1:57:15Speaker 1: call thee. This witness with me that my fowls, stumbling
- 1:57:20Speaker 1: so from carelessness, did in no manner grow but wit
- 1:57:24Speaker 1: confused with too much care, did miss and do I
- 1:57:28Speaker 1: then myself this vain scuse give I have live and
- 1:57:33Speaker 1: know this harm'd thee though world's quite me, Shall I
- 1:57:38Speaker 1: myself forgive only with pains, My pains thus eased, be
- 1:57:44Speaker 1: that all thy hurts in my heart's rack I read,
- 1:57:48Speaker 1: I cry thy sighs, my dear thy tears, I bleed grief,
- 1:57:57Speaker 1: find the words. For thou hast made my brain so
- 1:58:01Speaker 1: dark with misty vapors which arise from out thy heavy mold,
- 1:58:06Speaker 1: that inbent eyes can scarce discern the shape of mine
- 1:58:10Speaker 1: own pain? Do thou, then, for thou canst do thou
- 1:58:15Speaker 1: complain for my poor soul, which, now that sickness tries,
- 1:58:20Speaker 1: which even to sense sense of itself denies, though harbingers
- 1:58:24Speaker 1: of death lodge there his strain, Or if thy love
- 1:58:29Speaker 1: of plaint yet mine forbears as of a caitiff worthy
- 1:58:33Speaker 1: so to die, Yet wail thyself, and wail with causeful tears,
- 1:58:38Speaker 1: that though in wretchedness thy life doth lie, yet growest
- 1:58:42Speaker 1: more wretched than thy nature bears by being placed in
- 1:58:46Speaker 1: such a wretch as I yet sighs dear sighs. Indeed,
- 1:58:54Speaker 1: true friends you are that do not leave your least
- 1:58:57Speaker 1: friend at the worst, But as ye with my breast
- 1:59:01Speaker 1: I oft have nursed, so grateful now you wait upon
- 1:59:04Speaker 1: my care. Faint coward joy no longer tarry, dare seeing
- 1:59:10Speaker 1: hope yield. When this woe strike him first, Delight protests
- 1:59:14Speaker 1: he is not for the cursed, Though oft himself my
- 1:59:17Speaker 1: maten arms, he swear nay. Sorrow comes with such main
- 1:59:23Speaker 1: rage that he kills his own children tears, finding that
- 1:59:27Speaker 1: they by love were made apt to consort with me,
- 1:59:31Speaker 1: only true sighs. You do not go away, thank may
- 1:59:36Speaker 1: you have for such a thankful part, thank worthiest yet
- 1:59:40Speaker 1: when ye shall break my heart thought with good cause,
- 1:59:48Speaker 1: Thou likest so well the night, since kind or chance
- 1:59:52Speaker 1: gives both one livery, both sadly black, both blackly darkened.
- 1:59:57Speaker 1: Be night barred from sn thou from thy own sunlight.
- 2:00:03Speaker 1: Silence in both displays his sullen might, slow heaviness in
- 2:00:08Speaker 1: both holds one degree that full of doubts, Thou of perplexity.
- 2:00:14Speaker 1: Thy tears express Knight's native moisture right in both, a
- 2:00:19Speaker 1: mazeful solitariness. In Knight of Sprites, the ghastly powers distir
- 2:00:25Speaker 1: in thee or sprites or sprited ghastliness, But but alas
- 2:00:31Speaker 1: Knight's sighed the odds, hath fir for that at length?
- 2:00:35Speaker 1: Yet doth invite some rest that though still tired, yet
- 2:00:40Speaker 1: still durst It behest Diane, that fain would cheer her
- 2:00:48Speaker 1: friend the night shows her oft at the full, her
- 2:00:52Speaker 1: fairest race, bringing with her those starry nymphs whose chase
- 2:00:57Speaker 1: from heavenly standing hits each mortal wight. But Ah, poor knight,
- 2:01:03Speaker 1: in love with Phoebus light, and endlessly despairing of his grace,
- 2:01:07Speaker 1: herself to show no other joy, hath place silent and
- 2:01:11Speaker 1: sad in mourning weeds. Doth dight even so alas a
- 2:01:17Speaker 1: lady Diane's peer, with choice delights and rarest company, would
- 2:01:22Speaker 1: fain drive clouds from out my heavy cheer. But woe
- 2:01:26Speaker 1: is me, though joy itself were she, she could not
- 2:01:30Speaker 1: show my blind brain ways of joy, while I despair
- 2:01:34Speaker 1: my son's sight to enjoy. Ah bed the field where
- 2:01:43Speaker 1: joy's peace. Some do see the field where all my
- 2:01:46Speaker 1: thought to war be train'd. How is thy grace by
- 2:01:50Speaker 1: my strange fortune stain'd, How thy lee shores by my
- 2:01:55Speaker 1: sighs storm'd be with sweet soft shades. Thou often invitest
- 2:02:00Speaker 1: me to steal some rest, But wretch, I am constrain'd
- 2:02:04Speaker 1: spurred with love's spur, though gallied and shortly reigned, with
- 2:02:08Speaker 1: care's hand to turn and toss in thee while the
- 2:02:13Speaker 1: black horrors of the silent night paint Woe's black face
- 2:02:17Speaker 1: so lively to my sight that tedious leisure marks each
- 2:02:21Speaker 1: wrinkled line. But when Aurora leads out Phoebus, dance, mine
- 2:02:26Speaker 1: eyes then only wink for spite perchance that worms should
- 2:02:31Speaker 1: have their sun, and I want mine. When far spent
- 2:02:39Speaker 1: night persuades each mortal eye to whom nor art nor
- 2:02:43Speaker 1: nature granted light to lay his, then mark wanting shafts
- 2:02:47Speaker 1: of sight closed with their quivers in sleep's armory with
- 2:02:52Speaker 1: windows ope, Then most my mind doth lie viewing the
- 2:02:56Speaker 1: shape of darkness, and delight takes in that sad hue
- 2:03:00Speaker 1: which the inward night of his mazed powers keeps perfect harmony.
- 2:03:05Speaker 1: But when birds charm, and that sweet air, which is
- 2:03:08Speaker 1: Morn's messenger, with rose enamel'd skies, calls each white to
- 2:03:12Speaker 1: salute the flower of bliss in tomb of lids, then
- 2:03:17Speaker 1: buried are mine eyes, forced by their lord, who was
- 2:03:21Speaker 1: ashamed to find such light in sense with such a
- 2:03:25Speaker 1: darkened mind, Oh tears, No tears, but rain from Beauty's skies,
- 2:03:35Speaker 1: making those lilies and those roses grow, which I most fair,
- 2:03:40Speaker 1: now more than most fair show, while graceful pity beauty beautifies.
- 2:03:46Speaker 1: Oh honeyed sighs, which from that breast do rise, whose
- 2:03:50Speaker 1: pants do make unspilling cream to flow winged with whose
- 2:03:55Speaker 1: breath so pleasing zephyrs blow as can refresh the hell
- 2:03:59Speaker 1: where my soul fries. Oh plaints conserved in such a
- 2:04:04Speaker 1: sugared phrase, that eloquence itself envies your praise, while sobbed
- 2:04:09Speaker 1: out words a perfect music, give such tears sighs plaints,
- 2:04:16Speaker 1: No sorrow is but joy, Or if such heavenly signs
- 2:04:21Speaker 1: must prove a noy all mirth, farewell, let me in
- 2:04:26Speaker 1: sorrow live. Stella is sick, and in that sick bed
- 2:04:33Speaker 1: lies sweetness, which breathes and pants as oft as she
- 2:04:38Speaker 1: and grace sick too. Such fine conclusions tries that sickness
- 2:04:44Speaker 1: brags itself best graced to be. Beauty is sick, but
- 2:04:49Speaker 1: sick in so fair guise, that is that paleness, Beauty's
- 2:04:53Speaker 1: white we see, and joy which is in separate from
- 2:04:57Speaker 1: those eyes. Stella now learn Burn's strange case to weep
- 2:05:02Speaker 1: in thee love moves thy pain, and like a faithful page,
- 2:05:07Speaker 1: as thy looks, stir runs up and down to make
- 2:05:11Speaker 1: all folks pressed at thy will thy pain, to suage
- 2:05:15Speaker 1: nature with care, sweats for her darling sake. Knowing worlds
- 2:05:20Speaker 1: pass ere, she enough can find of such heaven stuff
- 2:05:24Speaker 1: to clothe so heavenly mind. Where be those roses gone
- 2:05:33Speaker 1: which sweetened sow our eyes? Where those red cheeks, which,
- 2:05:38Speaker 1: oft with fair increase, did frame the height of honor
- 2:05:41Speaker 1: in the kindly badge of shame? Who hath the crimson
- 2:05:45Speaker 1: weeds stolen from my morning skies? How did the color
- 2:05:50Speaker 1: fade of those vermilion dyes which Nature's self did make,
- 2:05:54Speaker 1: and self engrained the same? I would know by what
- 2:05:57Speaker 1: right this paleness overcame thee whose force my heart, still
- 2:06:02Speaker 1: unto Thraldom ties Galen's adoptive sons, who, by a beaten
- 2:06:08Speaker 1: way their judgments Hackney on the fault of sickness lay,
- 2:06:12Speaker 1: But feeling proof makes me say they mistake it far.
- 2:06:16Speaker 1: It is but love which makes his paper perfect white,
- 2:06:20Speaker 1: to write therein more fresh the story of delight, While
- 2:06:24Speaker 1: Beauty's reddest ink venus for him doth stir O happy Thames,
- 2:06:34Speaker 1: that didst my stella Bear. I saw thyself with many
- 2:06:39Speaker 1: a smiling line upon thy cheerful face, Joy's livery ware,
- 2:06:44Speaker 1: while those fair planets on thy streams did shine the
- 2:06:48Speaker 1: boat for Joy could not to dance Forbear, While wanton winds,
- 2:06:52Speaker 1: with beauty so divine ravished, stayed not till in her
- 2:06:57Speaker 1: golden hair they did themselves. Oh sweetest prison twine and
- 2:07:03Speaker 1: faine those eels youth there would there stay have made,
- 2:07:07Speaker 1: but forced by nature still to fly first did with
- 2:07:10Speaker 1: puffing kiss those locks display she so disheveled, blushed from window. I,
- 2:07:17Speaker 1: with sight thereof cried out, O fair disgrace, Let honor
- 2:07:22Speaker 1: self to thee grant highest place, envious wits, What hath
- 2:07:32Speaker 1: been mine offense that with such poisonous care? My looks
- 2:07:35Speaker 1: you mark that to each word, nay, sigh of mine,
- 2:07:39Speaker 1: you heark as grudging me my sorrow's eloquence. Ha Is
- 2:07:43Speaker 1: it not enough that I am? Thence thence so far
- 2:07:47Speaker 1: thence that scarcely any spark of comfort dare come to
- 2:07:50Speaker 1: this dungeon dark, where rigorous exile locks up all my sense.
- 2:07:55Speaker 1: But if I by a happy window. Pass If I
- 2:07:59Speaker 1: but stars upon mine armor bare, sick, thirsty glad, though
- 2:08:04Speaker 1: but of empty glass, your moral notes straight, my hid
- 2:08:09Speaker 1: meaning tear from out my ribs and puffing, prove that
- 2:08:12Speaker 1: I do stella love fools, who doth it deny? Who
- 2:08:22Speaker 1: is it that this dark night underneath my window plaineth?
- 2:08:27Speaker 1: It is one who, from thy sight, being ah exiled,
- 2:08:31Speaker 1: disdaineth every other vulgar light? Why alas? And are you
- 2:08:37Speaker 1: he be not yet those fancies changed? Dear, when you
- 2:08:43Speaker 1: find change in me, though from me you be estranged,
- 2:08:47Speaker 1: let my change to ruin be well. In absence this
- 2:08:52Speaker 1: will die, leave to see and leave to wonder. Absence
- 2:08:58Speaker 1: sure will help if I can learn how myself to
- 2:09:01Speaker 1: sunder from what in my heart doth lie. But time
- 2:09:06Speaker 1: will these thoughts remove. Time doth work what no man knoweth.
- 2:09:11Speaker 1: Time doth as the subject prove. With time still the
- 2:09:14Speaker 1: affection groweth in the faithful turtle dove. What if you
- 2:09:19Speaker 1: knew beauties see, will not they ster new affection? I
- 2:09:25Speaker 1: will think they pictures be image like of Saint's perfection,
- 2:09:30Speaker 1: poorly counterfeiting thee. But your reason's purest light bids you
- 2:09:36Speaker 1: leave such minds to nourish dear due reason. No such spite,
- 2:09:42Speaker 1: never doth thy beauty flourish more than in my reason's sight.
- 2:09:46Speaker 1: But the wrongs love bears will make love at length
- 2:09:49Speaker 1: leave undertaking. No, the more fools it do shake in
- 2:09:54Speaker 1: a ground of so firm, making deeper still they drive
- 2:09:58Speaker 1: the stake peace. I think that some give ear come
- 2:10:02Speaker 1: no more lest I get anger bliss. I will my
- 2:10:06Speaker 1: bliss forbear, fearing sweet you to endanger, But my soul
- 2:10:11Speaker 1: shall harbor there well begone, begone. I say lest that
- 2:10:16Speaker 1: argus eyes perceive you o unjust as fortunes sway, which
- 2:10:22Speaker 1: can make me thus to leave you, and from louts
- 2:10:25Speaker 1: to run away unhappy sight, And hath she vanish'd by
- 2:10:32Speaker 1: so near, in so good time, so free a place
- 2:10:37Speaker 1: dead glass, dost thou thy object, so embrace as what
- 2:10:42Speaker 1: my heart still sees, Thou canst not spy. I swear
- 2:10:46Speaker 1: by her, I love and lack that I was not
- 2:10:49Speaker 1: in fault who bend thy dazzling race only unto the
- 2:10:53Speaker 1: heaven of Stella's face, counting but dust, what in the
- 2:10:56Speaker 1: way did lie but cease my eyes? Your tears do
- 2:11:01Speaker 1: witness well that you guiltless thereof your nectar missed. Cursed
- 2:11:06Speaker 1: be the page from whom the bad torch fell, Cursed,
- 2:11:10Speaker 1: be the knight which did your strife resist. Cursed be
- 2:11:13Speaker 1: the coachman which did drive so fast with no worse
- 2:11:16Speaker 1: curse than absence makes me taste O absent presence. Stella
- 2:11:25Speaker 1: is not here false flattering hope that, with so fair
- 2:11:30Speaker 1: a face bear me in hand, that in this orphan place, Stella,
- 2:11:34Speaker 1: I say, my Stella should appear. What sayest thou now?
- 2:11:39Speaker 1: Where is that dainty cheer that toldst mine eyes should
- 2:11:42Speaker 1: help their famished case? But thou art gone? Now that
- 2:11:46Speaker 1: self felt disgrace doth make me most to wish my
- 2:11:50Speaker 1: comfort near. But here I do store a fair ladies meet,
- 2:11:55Speaker 1: who may, with charm of conversation sweet make in my
- 2:11:58Speaker 1: heavy mold new thought to grow. Sure they prevail as
- 2:12:02Speaker 1: much with me as he that bade his friend, but
- 2:12:05Speaker 1: then new maimed to be merry with him, and not
- 2:12:08Speaker 1: think of his woe. Stella. Since thou so write a
- 2:12:15Speaker 1: princess art of all the powers which life bestows on me,
- 2:12:19Speaker 1: that ere by them ought undertaken, be they first resort
- 2:12:23Speaker 1: unto that sovereign part sweet for a while, give respite
- 2:12:27Speaker 1: to my heart, which pants as though it still should
- 2:12:31Speaker 1: leap to thee, and on my thoughts, give thy lieutenancy
- 2:12:34Speaker 1: to this great cause, which needs both use and art.
- 2:12:38Speaker 1: And as a queen who from her presence sends whom
- 2:12:42Speaker 1: she employs, dismiss from thee my wit till it hath
- 2:12:46Speaker 1: wrought what thy own will attends on servants, shame oft masters, blame,
- 2:12:52Speaker 1: doth sit o let not fools in me thy works
- 2:12:56Speaker 1: reprove and scorning, say see it is to love when sorrow,
- 2:13:06Speaker 1: using mine own fire's might, melts down his lead into
- 2:13:10Speaker 1: my boiling breast, through that dark furnace, to my heart oppress'd,
- 2:13:15Speaker 1: there shines a joy from thee, my only light. But
- 2:13:20Speaker 1: soon as thought of THEE breaths my delight, and my
- 2:13:23Speaker 1: young soul flutters to thee, his nest most rude despair,
- 2:13:28Speaker 1: my daily unbidden guest clips straight my wings, straight wraps
- 2:13:34Speaker 1: me in his night, and makes me then bow down
- 2:13:36Speaker 1: my head, and say, ah, what doth phoebus gold that
- 2:13:41Speaker 1: wretch avail whom iron doors to keep from use of day?
- 2:13:46Speaker 1: So strangely alas thy works in me prevail that in
- 2:13:52Speaker 1: my woes for THEE. Thou art my joy and in
- 2:13:56Speaker 1: my joys for THEE my only an end of Part
- 2:14:05Speaker 1: five end of Astrophil and Stella by Sir Philip Sidney