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- 0:05Speaker 1: Hey, this is Anny and Samantha. Welcome to stuff I've
- 0:07Speaker 1: never told your production of iHeartRadio, and welcome to another
- 0:20Speaker 1: edition of a Sminty fiction. As always, this is a
- 0:24Speaker 1: once a month thing that we do. It is ongoing,
- 0:28Speaker 1: so we're technically in the second part of a trilogy,
- 0:33Speaker 1: and all of them are multi chaptered. You can listen
- 0:36Speaker 1: to whatever you want, but I suspect you'll be confused
- 0:39Speaker 1: if you haven't listen to those other things. Yes, and
- 0:44Speaker 1: once again, as I've talked about before, this chapter is
- 0:49Speaker 1: split in two because it was just too long. It
- 0:54Speaker 1: definitely was meant to go together, though, so if you
- 0:57Speaker 1: are listening, you're like, oh, that was sort of now ending.
- 1:02Speaker 1: The next part is already recorded and on the way,
- 1:06Speaker 1: and it's a doomzy I have to say, we're getting
- 1:10Speaker 1: to like the action section. Yeah, the ending I've been
- 1:15Speaker 1: teasing that is pretty good. I like it. A lot
- 1:20Speaker 1: of you probably won't because it is a cliffigger mother rah.
- 1:23Speaker 1: As I said, we'll just move right into the third part.
- 1:25Speaker 1: You won't have to wait that long. But yes, this
- 1:29Speaker 1: is something that I wrote. I believe this one is
- 1:31Speaker 1: in twenty eleven. I wrote it as part of National
- 1:34Speaker 1: Novel Writing Month, and it was a direct sequel to
- 1:39Speaker 1: the last one. I'm calling it Terminus Part two for simplicity,
- 1:44Speaker 1: but the original name is Big Things Start Small. So
- 1:50Speaker 1: CW content warning, violence, disease, threats of violence, violence, storage children. Yes, yes,
- 2:01Speaker 1: I don't think anything's too in depth, but just put
- 2:05Speaker 1: that out there. This is a very like apocalyptic dystopian story.
- 2:10Speaker 1: And I get if that's not your thing right now,
- 2:12Speaker 1: but if somehow you're like me where it gives you
- 2:15Speaker 1: some relief during dark times, then welcome, welcome, all right,
- 2:22Speaker 1: So quick recap. Humanity is dying out because of a
- 2:25Speaker 1: disease that has impacted pregnancy and how people get pregnant,
- 2:30Speaker 1: and that led in the United States to the collapse
- 2:33Speaker 1: of the government and the forming of a new government
- 2:35Speaker 1: called the State that is ran alongside a very very
- 2:39Speaker 1: conservative religious organization called arm and they control all aspects
- 2:44Speaker 1: of pregnancy, including who you can be with and where
- 2:48Speaker 1: a child will go if a child is born. Our
- 2:53Speaker 1: main character, Tilda, got pregnant outside of a conception center
- 2:58Speaker 1: illegally and escaped with her son. Madison. Has been on
- 3:03Speaker 1: the run for about eight years at this point from
- 3:06Speaker 1: the government and It turns out that the leaders of
- 3:10Speaker 1: ARM are Madison's grandparents, and they destroyed the vaccine because
- 3:16Speaker 1: they think that humanity is getting punished for their sins, essentially,
- 3:21Speaker 1: but they kept one and gave it to Madison. Tilda
- 3:26Speaker 1: has escaped and broadcast out to the resistance that there
- 3:32Speaker 1: is a vaccine and everybody's lying to you. Essentially, they're
- 3:36Speaker 1: on the run. There's a mysterious man on the horse. I've
- 3:38Speaker 1: been hinting at him for a long time. The winter
- 3:43Speaker 1: is coming, their supplies are depleted, and they're just trying
- 3:47Speaker 1: to find their way away from DC, which is where
- 3:51Speaker 1: everyone is going, because that's where they heard the vaccine was.
- 3:56Speaker 1: But yes, they are currently trying to find their way
- 4:01Speaker 1: away from the man on the horse, although they did
- 4:03Speaker 1: steal his horse, So now I guess he's just a man,
- 4:07Speaker 1: a man without a horse. He's a man looking for
- 4:09Speaker 1: his horse. He's a man looking for his horse. Well,
- 4:14Speaker 1: that is where we are. Let's get into it. Reluctantly,
- 4:31Speaker 1: Tilda shouldered her backpack on and untied Scout's reins from
- 4:35Speaker 1: the pipe. Madison climbed up without a word from Tilda,
- 4:38Speaker 1: and Tilda followed after him, her arms still weak, She
- 4:41Speaker 1: directed the scout out from under the gas station, awning,
- 4:44Speaker 1: and back out onto the road. Madison settled back against
- 4:48Speaker 1: her torso in a way that indicated he intended to nap,
- 4:51Speaker 1: which suited Tilda just fine. The more he slept, the
- 4:55Speaker 1: less energy he'd need in the form of food, The
- 4:57Speaker 1: less he'd be reminded about how he was still there
- 5:00Speaker 1: even though he'd just drank, the less he'd worry. The
- 5:04Speaker 1: more Tilda thought about the questions, the more Tilda realized
- 5:08Speaker 1: how deeply he thought about things, how deeply he felt things,
- 5:12Speaker 1: how much he worried about Mark, who had betrayed them,
- 5:15Speaker 1: about the man on the horse who had been tracking
- 5:17Speaker 1: them for who knows what about Darla, who would have
- 5:20Speaker 1: happily separated them and seen Tilda rot about all those
- 5:24Speaker 1: people heading to DC in hopes of a vaccine following
- 5:28Speaker 1: in Tilda's footsteps. Tilda had always assumed she was the
- 5:32Speaker 1: worrier of the two, but the more she tumbled it
- 5:35Speaker 1: around in her head, the more she thought that Madison
- 5:38Speaker 1: must entertain more worries than she'd thought. A sign revealed
- 5:43Speaker 1: that they were on four sixty West, a relatively flat,
- 5:46Speaker 1: straight slab of worn asphalt, the paint chipped away. They
- 5:51Speaker 1: passed a dead animal on the side of the road.
- 5:53Speaker 1: Tilda suspected it was a coyote. Crows squawked angrily as
- 5:58Speaker 1: they passed by, giving the carcass a wide berth. Tilda's
- 6:01Speaker 1: stomach roiled, Madison's head lulled forward. Tilda would place a
- 6:06Speaker 1: hand on his head and gently guide it back to
- 6:08Speaker 1: her shoulder, where it would almost immediately droop forward again.
- 6:12Speaker 1: Pine trees lined the side of the road, bandguards to concrete. Still,
- 6:17Speaker 1: they didn't pass anyone. As the afternoon waned on, Madison
- 6:21Speaker 1: stirred against her as she began looking for somewhere they
- 6:24Speaker 1: could stay the night. Darkness fell so early as the
- 6:28Speaker 1: winter fast approached, a specter growing in strength, eating warmth
- 6:32Speaker 1: and light. The air grew steadily colder. Most of the
- 6:36Speaker 1: exits they passed looked quite barren, no buildings in sight.
- 6:40Speaker 1: Most likely these were exits to campgrounds or connectors to
- 6:43Speaker 1: other roads that led to more civilization. They were very
- 6:47Speaker 1: far from everything. Madison began shivering against her The breeze
- 6:52Speaker 1: cut through their clothes, slicing cold, whistling in her ears,
- 6:56Speaker 1: whipping her hair across her face. The mantra of war,
- 7:00Speaker 1: what are we going to do again again? At a
- 7:03Speaker 1: steady cadence, they came upon an exit that slaked downward
- 7:07Speaker 1: in between the trees. Tilda could see a clustering of
- 7:10Speaker 1: wooden houses with thatched roofs. The light grade as they
- 7:14Speaker 1: followed the exit downward a ramp that descended parallel to
- 7:17Speaker 1: the main road. When they reached the intersection at the
- 7:20Speaker 1: end of the exit, Tilda veered to right, and then
- 7:22Speaker 1: the first the left. The grouping of cabins ash colored
- 7:27Speaker 1: or in a fenced in enclosure. There was a lake
- 7:30Speaker 1: behind the houses and the complex itself, separated by a
- 7:32Speaker 1: stone bridge. On the left was a barn like structure,
- 7:36Speaker 1: an open wooden frame. Tilda guided Scout to the cabin
- 7:39Speaker 1: furthest from the exit. It was shuttered, the windows boarded up,
- 7:43Speaker 1: making it impossible to see inside. For the first time
- 7:46Speaker 1: in a long time. Tilta word that someone might be inside,
- 7:50Speaker 1: still living, ready to defend their property, meager though it
- 7:54Speaker 1: may be, with their life. She clumsily dismounted from Scout,
- 7:58Speaker 1: instructing Madison to wait for her on Scout's back in
- 8:01Speaker 1: case they needed to make a quick getaway. While she
- 8:03Speaker 1: checked out the cabin. The door swung open, easily, creepily silent.
- 8:10Speaker 1: The air felt heavy. Inside was swallowing darkness, with only
- 8:14Speaker 1: stripes of light coming through the slots of wood over
- 8:16Speaker 1: the windows. There stood some rickety barren furniture. It was
- 8:22Speaker 1: one story, with an arched roof interspersed with thick beams
- 8:26Speaker 1: avoid There was a plain kitchen, small and square, a
- 8:29Speaker 1: combined dining and living area, a closet with rough and
- 8:33Speaker 1: brightly colored moth eaten blankets, and a bedroom with a
- 8:36Speaker 1: squat queen bed and a chest of drawers. Attached to
- 8:40Speaker 1: it was another tiny closet and a bathroom. There was
- 8:44Speaker 1: no back door. Tilda re emerged outside. The wind had
- 8:49Speaker 1: picked up considerably, snow flirring around Madison and Scout, who
- 8:54Speaker 1: was pawing the ground nervously tilted to a quick survey
- 8:57Speaker 1: of the house and found no generator to be expected.
- 9:01Speaker 1: She still could barely believe they'd found a working, still
- 9:04Speaker 1: fueled up one at the last cabin they crashed in.
- 9:07Speaker 1: She circled around the other side of the house to
- 9:09Speaker 1: be sure, but found nothing of use. A blast of
- 9:13Speaker 1: wind nearly knocked her off her feet as she rounded
- 9:15Speaker 1: the corner. Scout shuffled a bit to the side, and
- 9:17Speaker 1: Madison pressed himself against her neck to minimize the chance
- 9:20Speaker 1: of getting blown off his feet. Hopefully this wind was
- 9:24Speaker 1: that and nothing more. They didn't need another snow storm
- 9:27Speaker 1: on top of everything else. Tilda grabbed Madison around the waist,
- 9:32Speaker 1: waiting for him to steady himself before gesturing for him
- 9:34Speaker 1: to go inside. He yelled over the gale, what about Scout?
- 9:39Speaker 1: Tilda wavered. They couldn't leave Scout out here. The cold
- 9:43Speaker 1: was too biting, the wind too strong. There was what
- 9:47Speaker 1: looked like a barn, but it was on the opposite
- 9:48Speaker 1: side of the pasture, while not too far. Tilda would
- 9:51Speaker 1: like to have Scout closer by in case they needed
- 9:54Speaker 1: to make a quick getaway, and she didn't fancy drapesing
- 9:57Speaker 1: over there in the weather. Did horses stay in houses?
- 10:03Speaker 1: This one did, apparently. Inside, Tilda shouted, She'll stay with us.
- 10:09Speaker 1: Madison nodded, not wasting another second, and pounding up the
- 10:13Speaker 1: stairs and inside the door, vanishing within the darkness of
- 10:16Speaker 1: the house. Tilda negotiated a reluctant Scout up the stairs
- 10:19Speaker 1: and through the doorway, releasing the reins and forcing the
- 10:22Speaker 1: door shut behind them and toombing them in darkness. Tilda
- 10:26Speaker 1: twisted the lock, but it still wouldn't slide home. She
- 10:29Speaker 1: jiggled the door in the frame, braced her hip against it,
- 10:32Speaker 1: until finally it clicked into place. It was very nearly
- 10:36Speaker 1: pitch black, with only the last stregs of light shining
- 10:39Speaker 1: meekly through the boarded up windows. The Scout remained unmoved
- 10:43Speaker 1: to watching Tilda. Tilda gripped the reins and led her
- 10:46Speaker 1: into the living area, which was bare save for a
- 10:49Speaker 1: square dining table with four chairs and an oval red rug.
- 10:53Speaker 1: Once Tilda let go of the reins, Scout lowered herself
- 10:56Speaker 1: to her knees. Tilda spotted two candles on the fire
- 11:00Speaker 1: placed mantle on the far left of the room. She
- 11:02Speaker 1: stepped around Scout to fetch them, placing their tarnished gold
- 11:05Speaker 1: candlelabras on the dining table and setting her pack down
- 11:09Speaker 1: in one of the chairs. She then zipped the front
- 11:12Speaker 1: pocket and dug around until she located her matches with
- 11:15Speaker 1: her teeth. She tugged off her gloves to better grip
- 11:18Speaker 1: the box and the match, and struck it along the side.
- 11:23Speaker 1: It flared till life, but almost immediately extinguished. Tilda held
- 11:27Speaker 1: the wick of the candle up to the match, where
- 11:29Speaker 1: it oh so slowly caught, and then did the same
- 11:32Speaker 1: for the other one. Orange light flickered along the barren
- 11:36Speaker 1: wooden paneling, offering meager luminance. Tilda replaced her gloves and
- 11:41Speaker 1: held out her hand for Madison, who rushed to grasp it.
- 11:45Speaker 1: They crept into the kitchen, hold this please. Tilda passed
- 11:50Speaker 1: the candle to Madison, who took it with a careful reverence.
- 11:53Speaker 1: Tilda opened the refrigerator, but it was absolutely empty. She
- 11:57Speaker 1: shut it, turning her attention to the cabinets. Nothing not
- 12:01Speaker 1: a pot, ort, pan, cup, mug, bowl, plate, nothing. With
- 12:06Speaker 1: growing concern, Tilda checked under the sink. Nothing. The wind
- 12:13Speaker 1: howled outside, follow me. Together they explored the closet, finding
- 12:18Speaker 1: only the blanket Tilda had discovered earlier, and a broom
- 12:22Speaker 1: a couple more candles, which Tilda gathered into her hands.
- 12:26Speaker 1: There was nothing in the bedroom apart from the bed,
- 12:28Speaker 1: not even artwork or a bible, as Tilda had grown
- 12:31Speaker 1: accustomed to finding. The bathroom yielded a thread worn towel,
- 12:36Speaker 1: at washcloth, a comb. This house was empty. She turned
- 12:42Speaker 1: to look at Madison, his face illuminated with dancing orange
- 12:45Speaker 1: and yellow, watching her solemnly. We'll sleep in the breadroom
- 12:49Speaker 1: to night. Scouts already found a place. What if she
- 12:53Speaker 1: gets cold, Madison whispered, the light flickering with his breath.
- 12:57Speaker 1: We'll give her that blanket we found in the closet.
- 13:00Speaker 1: Tilda reopened the closet door and pulled out the scratchy blanket.
- 13:03Speaker 1: She could see why. It was one of the few
- 13:05Speaker 1: things that whoever occupied this space before them had left.
- 13:10Speaker 1: Madison followed her a morbid specter. As she draped the
- 13:13Speaker 1: blanket around Scouted. She glanced again at the boarded up windows.
- 13:17Speaker 1: It did not bode well that someone had clearly tried
- 13:20Speaker 1: to make a last stand here and had to board
- 13:22Speaker 1: up their windows against marauders or something of that nature,
- 13:26Speaker 1: and then had packed up and left the place entirely.
- 13:30Speaker 1: Tilda could only speculate if it had to do with
- 13:32Speaker 1: the lack of resources or something more sinister. The candle
- 13:36Speaker 1: they'd left on the table shivered. Tilda took a seat
- 13:39Speaker 1: in one of their rickety chairs it creaked under her weight,
- 13:42Speaker 1: and scanned what she could see of the darkness outside.
- 13:45Speaker 1: But she couldn't make anything out, just the dark shapes
- 13:48Speaker 1: of tree branches bending and swaying in the wind. Madison
- 13:53Speaker 1: took a seat opposite her, his legs dangling above the floor,
- 13:56Speaker 1: and he placed his candle carefully in front of him,
- 13:59Speaker 1: his face swathed and shadow. Tilda pulled out two short
- 14:03Speaker 1: bottles of water and some peanuts and pretzels as an
- 14:06Speaker 1: offering for dinner. They crunched away, Tilda trying to summon
- 14:10Speaker 1: any information she had on marauders. Things had surely gotten
- 14:14Speaker 1: more desperate in the seven years since she escaped with Madison.
- 14:18Speaker 1: Her parents had protected her from most of the news
- 14:20Speaker 1: broadcast about them while she was growing up, though next
- 14:22Speaker 1: to none of them occurred in cities with Conception centers,
- 14:26Speaker 1: including her hometown of Atlanta and d C. But she
- 14:31Speaker 1: did remember the ring of land around Conception centers being
- 14:34Speaker 1: particularly rife with them, especially DC, since most of the
- 14:38Speaker 1: resources were focused there, robbing those traveling to and from
- 14:42Speaker 1: the city had a higher probability of yielding something useful
- 14:46Speaker 1: than those out wandering the roads. In the Midwest, they
- 14:49Speaker 1: were even known to hold up trains and vehicles. Tilda
- 14:54Speaker 1: had always been far more concerned with enforcers in the
- 14:57Speaker 1: state and arm to give marauders much thought. As far
- 15:00Speaker 1: as she knew, they never encountered any not in a
- 15:02Speaker 1: pack anyway, A couple of stragglers, roadside thieves, but not
- 15:07Speaker 1: the roving group that planned train robberies. She couldn't imagine
- 15:11Speaker 1: they'd be out there, she thought, the pretzel like dust
- 15:14Speaker 1: in her mouth. But then again, they were relatively close
- 15:17Speaker 1: to d C. The voice in her head reminded her,
- 15:21Speaker 1: perhaps they'd moved on. Whatever had happened here most likely
- 15:24Speaker 1: had happened years ago. If the dust was anything to
- 15:27Speaker 1: go by, and it could be nothing. Maybe there was
- 15:31Speaker 1: no food. Maybe the previous residents had decided to give
- 15:34Speaker 1: a city a chance. After all, she was reading too
- 15:37Speaker 1: much from boarded up windows, that's all. Nevertheless, she doubted
- 15:43Speaker 1: she'd be getting much sleep tonight once their meal was done,
- 15:47Speaker 1: but not with it their hunger were they ever going
- 15:50Speaker 1: to be truly satiated. Tilda had it back on her
- 15:54Speaker 1: pack and took both the candles. Madison huddled in the
- 15:57Speaker 1: ring of light forming like a bubble around her. As
- 16:00Speaker 1: they made their grim procession back to the bedroom. The
- 16:04Speaker 1: house shuddered around them with another gust of wind. Tilda
- 16:09Speaker 1: set a candle on each bedside nightstand and sat on
- 16:11Speaker 1: the edge of the mattress to rest off her boots.
- 16:14Speaker 1: She could hear Madison doing the same beside her. Tilda
- 16:17Speaker 1: wriggled and stretched her toes that were starting to feel
- 16:20Speaker 1: like webbed, wrinkled, deformed parasites attached to her feet. She
- 16:25Speaker 1: just wanted them to feel like toes again. She hand
- 16:28Speaker 1: zipped her out her jacket and hung it on the door,
- 16:31Speaker 1: and switched out her socks, handing a fresh pair to
- 16:33Speaker 1: Madison as well, Doing her best not to draw Madison's
- 16:37Speaker 1: attention to it. She took the gun from her waistband
- 16:40Speaker 1: and placed it on the nightstand table, putting a good
- 16:42Speaker 1: distance between it and the candle, just in case. She
- 16:45Speaker 1: checked earlier, making sure it was fully loaded. She hoped
- 16:49Speaker 1: with everything she was she wouldn't have to use it,
- 16:51Speaker 1: but she knew better than to not take precautions. Everything
- 16:55Speaker 1: else she left on, pulling back the starchy blanket and
- 16:58Speaker 1: bedsheets and wriggling beneath them back on the hard mattress,
- 17:02Speaker 1: her eyes closed, automatically exhausted, even if her mind was
- 17:05Speaker 1: an electric wire of dull fear, the kind that plaques
- 17:09Speaker 1: you so persistently, you almost forget it's there. Madison climbed
- 17:14Speaker 1: under the covers after her, pressing himself against her side.
- 17:17Speaker 1: The wind howled and whistled outside, till to swore she
- 17:21Speaker 1: could hear the cold of it. She fell into a
- 17:24Speaker 1: half sleep of poorly formed images blown away and re
- 17:27Speaker 1: formed with the sounds of wind, worry that was almost
- 17:31Speaker 1: a corporeal presence, whispering, a shadow darker than darkness, corroding
- 17:36Speaker 1: her nerves. The dim light of the candles danced against
- 17:40Speaker 1: her lids, hankering her to the edge of wakefulness. She
- 17:46Speaker 1: felt trapped just beneath the surface of consciousness. She was
- 17:50Speaker 1: flat on her back like a corpse, unable to move.
- 17:54Speaker 1: Her blood thundered in her ears. The blankets somehow remained cold,
- 17:58Speaker 1: resistant to her body heat. Madison was huddled against her
- 18:04Speaker 1: The candles faded and flickered out. She finally relinquished her
- 18:08Speaker 1: hold on consciousness. When she next became aware, she was
- 18:15Speaker 1: staring at weathered wood in a way that made it
- 18:17Speaker 1: impossible to know how long she'd been awake, and staring
- 18:20Speaker 1: aimlessly at it. She blinked. Her eyes were dry. The
- 18:26Speaker 1: wind had died down, The room was simulate till it
- 18:30Speaker 1: exhaled fuzzy. Her whole body was stiff. When she twisted
- 18:34Speaker 1: her neck to face the ceiling, it criacked. It was
- 18:38Speaker 1: disconcerting to have no idea what time it was, to
- 18:41Speaker 1: feel like you'd got no sleep, even though you'd just
- 18:44Speaker 1: woken up from who knows how long a stretch of unconsciousness.
- 18:48Speaker 1: She blinked again, remembering a vague dream she'd had that
- 18:51Speaker 1: when she woke and made to leave this cabin, she'd
- 18:55Speaker 1: opened the door to a shrieking nothingness, as if everything
- 18:58Speaker 1: had been eroded away by the howling winds, just dirt
- 19:02Speaker 1: like ash as far as the eye could see. Are
- 19:06Speaker 1: you awake? Came a soft voice in her ear. With effort,
- 19:11Speaker 1: Tilda turned her head again to face Madison, who was
- 19:13Speaker 1: curled up on his side, watching her with wide eyes.
- 19:17Speaker 1: How long have you been awake? She returned as an answer.
- 19:21Speaker 1: Madison shrugged, biting his lip his stomic growled. Tilda pushed
- 19:27Speaker 1: herself up into a sitting position, scrubbing her face a beat.
- 19:32Speaker 1: She heard a snort of breath from Scout in the
- 19:34Speaker 1: living area. Then she swung her legs over the edge
- 19:37Speaker 1: and out from beneath the blankets, the wooden floor cold,
- 19:40Speaker 1: even through the fabric of her socks bracing She heaved
- 19:44Speaker 1: herself up to her feet, slid the gun back into
- 19:47Speaker 1: its place in her waistband, in clothes that felt like
- 19:50Speaker 1: they'd molded to her body as a second skin, and
- 19:52Speaker 1: collected her jacket, boots, and backpack, carrying them down the
- 19:56Speaker 1: hall and depositing them next to the chair. She collapsed
- 19:59Speaker 1: into her body, sore. Scout was in the same position
- 20:03Speaker 1: she'd been in when Tilda had last seen her. Judging
- 20:07Speaker 1: by the light filtering through the boards, it was on
- 20:09Speaker 1: the cusp of mid morning, the latest they slept in
- 20:13Speaker 1: a while, which figured given their restless night. Tilda retrieved
- 20:16Speaker 1: the customary two bottles of water and a pack of
- 20:19Speaker 1: pop tarts, which they split blueberry flavored. The refrain of
- 20:23Speaker 1: fear had picked up, not missing a beat. It made
- 20:26Speaker 1: her not want to finish eating her pop tart, her
- 20:28Speaker 1: churning stomach overpowering the hunger. She gazed through the gaps
- 20:32Speaker 1: between the wood watching, looking for some sign that would
- 20:36Speaker 1: confirm the crescendo of anxiety rising with each beat of
- 20:39Speaker 1: her heart, Anticipating what Madison's first question would be Tilda
- 20:43Speaker 1: cleared her throat and said, we'll check the barn before
- 20:46Speaker 1: we leave. There may be something there for Scout to
- 20:49Speaker 1: eat besides the grass. Madison nodded, and they began the
- 20:53Speaker 1: process of cold proofing themselves as much as possible, relayering
- 20:57Speaker 1: and zipping and buttoning and tying. The mele of horse,
- 21:00Speaker 1: combined with the stuffy air in the room, made Tilda
- 21:02Speaker 1: a little lightheaded. As they geared up, Scout, probably sensing
- 21:07Speaker 1: they were about to leave by all the movement, hoisted
- 21:09Speaker 1: herself up, with her hind legs out of place, standing
- 21:12Speaker 1: next to the fireplace, Ready, Tilda asked, wiggling her fingers
- 21:16Speaker 1: in her gloves, prepared to set out and leave this
- 21:19Speaker 1: place behind them, Madison nodded quickly, apparently as eager as
- 21:23Speaker 1: she was. While this place had offered shelter, it had
- 21:26Speaker 1: not offered a sense of safety. Taking a breath, the
- 21:29Speaker 1: image in her dreams flashing in her mind's eye unwanted,
- 21:34Speaker 1: Tilda swung open the door, practically sagging in relief at
- 21:37Speaker 1: the side of the trees and cabins and a whole
- 21:39Speaker 1: wide world of not nothing. But it was short lived.
- 21:44Speaker 1: She spun on her heels to fetch Scout's reins, but
- 21:46Speaker 1: Madison had beaten her to it. The straps of leather
- 21:49Speaker 1: clutched in a small fist. Tilda gave her son a
- 21:52Speaker 1: smile and stepped into the cold and down icy stairs.
- 21:56Speaker 1: Scout's hoofs pounded behind her. Tilda crossed her adjusting to
- 22:01Speaker 1: the cold from relative warmth was always the most difficult part,
- 22:05Speaker 1: and forged a horizontal path across the field, stopping next
- 22:08Speaker 1: to the stone bridge to allow Scout to lap up
- 22:11Speaker 1: some of the freshly unfrozen stream water. Feeling incredibly exposed
- 22:15Speaker 1: in the whiteness of the snow and the openness of
- 22:17Speaker 1: the field, Tilda's scanned assessed her neck, swiveling her eyes,
- 22:22Speaker 1: darting this way and that. When Scout was satisfied, Tilda
- 22:27Speaker 1: took the reins and led her across the stone bridge,
- 22:30Speaker 1: Madison not far behind, traversing the rest of the distance
- 22:33Speaker 1: to the barn. Inside were massive wooden beams and basic stables.
- 22:38Speaker 1: Against one wall were tools hung by tool racks and hooks,
- 22:42Speaker 1: and a pitchfork. Tilda released her hold on the reins
- 22:46Speaker 1: and peaked in the stables, finding nothing but buckets and troughs.
- 22:51Speaker 1: A pair of discarded stirrups and a horse crop, nothing
- 22:54Speaker 1: of use. She turned her attention to a wooden tool
- 22:58Speaker 1: bench jutting from the wall. Up at her there was
- 23:01Speaker 1: what looked to be a large metal fishing hook on
- 23:03Speaker 1: the table. Inspecting under the table revealed nothing, as well,
- 23:09Speaker 1: I found something. Madison's decoration caused Tilda to shoot up,
- 23:13Speaker 1: banging her head into the table with the thunk, Stars
- 23:16Speaker 1: blinked in and out of existence in front of her.
- 23:18Speaker 1: Fireworks of light concurrent with the throbbing pain. She hissed,
- 23:22Speaker 1: rubbing the spot and straightening much more carefully. She turned
- 23:26Speaker 1: to face him. He was biting his lip guiltily. What
- 23:31Speaker 1: is it? Mouse? He held out a leather satchel that
- 23:34Speaker 1: was tied underneath a scout's saddle by a cord. Tilda
- 23:38Speaker 1: furrowed her brow. They'd been riding Scout for several days
- 23:42Speaker 1: now and she hadn't noticed that. Where'd you find it?
- 23:46Speaker 1: She took the back from him, turned it over in
- 23:48Speaker 1: her hands. It was under the saddle. Tilda loosened the pouch,
- 23:53Speaker 1: opening it. Inside was a hefty amount of pellets horse food.
- 23:58Speaker 1: Tilda assumed. A thrill of anticipation shot through her. What
- 24:03Speaker 1: if there was another one, hold out your hands. Madison
- 24:07Speaker 1: cupped his hands dutifully, and she filled them with pellets. Confused,
- 24:11Speaker 1: he looked up at her. It's food for Scout. Go
- 24:14Speaker 1: feed her. Let her eat from your hand. She'll come
- 24:18Speaker 1: to you. Madison bounced around to Scout's front, offering out
- 24:22Speaker 1: his hands. The horse immediately started eating, somehow, taking what
- 24:27Speaker 1: appeared to be only a few pellets at a time.
- 24:29Speaker 1: Tilda had worried she'd eat them all in one massive chump.
- 24:34Speaker 1: Tilda pulled the strings of the pouch tot and re
- 24:37Speaker 1: secured it under Scout's saddle, investigating underneath as she did so.
- 24:41Speaker 1: Finding nothing else, she turned her attention to the other
- 24:43Speaker 1: side of the saddle, finding a smaller pouch with enthusiastic fingers,
- 24:48Speaker 1: she opened it and reached inside, pulling out a lighter,
- 24:51Speaker 1: a pocket knife, and a golden pocket watch. Tilda stared
- 24:55Speaker 1: at it, wondering why the man on the horse would
- 24:57Speaker 1: have had this time, had no real mis anymore apart
- 25:01Speaker 1: from how many hours of daylight lefts how many more
- 25:04Speaker 1: days of winter and it was still ticking. It had
- 25:08Speaker 1: been such a long time since she'd read Roman numerals,
- 25:10Speaker 1: much less a clock face that it took Tilda a
- 25:13Speaker 1: minute to discern the time eight forty seven. Tilda ran
- 25:18Speaker 1: her fingers along the side, pushing in the knob at
- 25:20Speaker 1: the top. It opened with a click, the clock face
- 25:23Speaker 1: detaching from its back. Tilda used her thumb to swing
- 25:26Speaker 1: it open, revealing a tarnished golden inside a locket, an
- 25:31Speaker 1: empty one. She looked over at Madison, his face shining
- 25:35Speaker 1: as he watched Scout nibble her mystery horse pellets. She
- 25:39Speaker 1: snapped the locket shut, slipping it back into the pouch
- 25:41Speaker 1: and closing it along with the lighter. Again. She wondered
- 25:45Speaker 1: about the horse's previous owner. Why would he have this?
- 25:48Speaker 1: Was it possible that he'd stole them Scout, who had
- 25:51Speaker 1: had an owner who called her by a different name,
- 25:54Speaker 1: and this locket belonged to that person, Or going back
- 25:57Speaker 1: even further, Scout could have passed hands multiple time. Horses
- 26:01Speaker 1: were extremely valuable out in the wilderness that was much
- 26:03Speaker 1: of the abandoned former United States these days. Tilda regarded
- 26:07Speaker 1: Scout warily, fully appreciating for the first time not only
- 26:11Speaker 1: the situation she'd left the previous owner in, but also
- 26:15Speaker 1: what a target it made them. Yet she didn't think
- 26:18Speaker 1: they'd be better off without Scout, especially not with the
- 26:20Speaker 1: winters so rapidly descending on them. All done, she asked,
- 26:26Speaker 1: and Madison hummed affirmatively, clapping his hands together to get
- 26:29Speaker 1: rid of the crumbs. I want to give you this.
- 26:33Speaker 1: She held out, the plastic encased pocket knife. What is it,
- 26:38Speaker 1: Madison inquired, It's a knife. He looked at her, waiting
- 26:42Speaker 1: for the punchline. Tilda chuckled. See this button on the side,
- 26:48Speaker 1: She indicated with her gloved finger. You slide it up
- 26:51Speaker 1: and swished to clack. The knife swung out in a
- 26:53Speaker 1: quarter circle. Madison gasped, eyes wide. It was decently sized,
- 26:59Speaker 1: a little long, then Tilda's pointer finger. Then you just
- 27:03Speaker 1: slide it back in place, carefully so you don't cut yourself. Click.
- 27:08Speaker 1: The blade returned to his plastic sheath. Madison took it
- 27:13Speaker 1: from her cautiously, Why, he asked, holding the knife in
- 27:18Speaker 1: his hands like an offering, just in case, try it
- 27:23Speaker 1: out nervously. Madison pushed the button and slid it forward.
- 27:28Speaker 1: The blade arcd out. Madison watched wide eyed. Tilda told
- 27:32Speaker 1: him to snap it back into place, and he complied slowly,
- 27:35Speaker 1: his gloved hands quivering. Don't use it unless I tell
- 27:38Speaker 1: you to keep it in your jacket pocket. He obeyed.
- 27:44Speaker 1: It won't pop out and stab me, will it, No,
- 27:48Speaker 1: Tilda assured him. Now, come on, let's get going. It
- 27:52Speaker 1: was almost nine after all. She helped Madison up onto
- 27:56Speaker 1: Scouts back and then followed suit, pulling hard right on
- 28:00Speaker 1: the rains. They returned the way. They came up the
- 28:02Speaker 1: icy ramp and back into the highway. Heading west. It
- 28:06Speaker 1: was yet another and a long line of cloudy days.
- 28:11Speaker 1: These clouds were pillowy, like tufts of cotton, all connected
- 28:14Speaker 1: and blocking out the sun. They passed a couple more exits,
- 28:17Speaker 1: none of them looking promising in terms of food or
- 28:20Speaker 1: water or shelter. Most everything she could see from the
- 28:23Speaker 1: highway it looked ransacked, whether by nature or humans. As
- 28:28Speaker 1: a rule, she didn't venture too far down roads. I
- 28:30Speaker 1: add no sign there would be anything of value down them.
- 28:33Speaker 1: Barring extreme circumstances, she didn't wander. In other words, she
- 28:39Speaker 1: didn't explore. They didn't have the resources to take the risk.
- 28:43Speaker 1: Sometimes you could get a good gauge of an exit
- 28:46Speaker 1: by the signs depicting the lodging, restaurant and gas options.
- 28:50Speaker 1: Even when you couldn't see these things from the main
- 28:52Speaker 1: road if the signs were still legible. But most of
- 28:55Speaker 1: the signs they were passing today just had a heading
- 28:58Speaker 1: with no options underneath. Not that the sign had been
- 29:01Speaker 1: stripped away by weather, but that there had never been
- 29:04Speaker 1: anything other than the heading in the first place, not
- 29:07Speaker 1: for the first time till to wish she had a map.
- 29:10Speaker 1: It probably wouldn't do her a whole lot of good,
- 29:12Speaker 1: but at least she could check if the road she
- 29:14Speaker 1: was taking lead anywhere connected to anything. Madison jolted against
- 29:18Speaker 1: her immediately. She was on highlert. What she demanded, half
- 29:23Speaker 1: reaching back for a pistol, her eyes searching the tree line,
- 29:26Speaker 1: the asphalt ahead of them. Nothing. I just thought it
- 29:32Speaker 1: was nothing. His stuttering response did not calm her fears.
- 29:37Speaker 1: She scammed the trees again, looking for anything moving against
- 29:40Speaker 1: the white, snowy backdrop between dark tree trunks. Jerkily, she
- 29:45Speaker 1: retook scouts reins. The horse snorted till to push her
- 29:50Speaker 1: into a quick trot unnerved. The day warmed as it
- 29:54Speaker 1: progressed the warmest it had been in a while. Signs
- 29:57Speaker 1: began popping up, semiregularly, announcing their increased proximity to a
- 30:01Speaker 1: city called Roanoke. Tilda debated with herself about venturing into
- 30:05Speaker 1: the city, but decided against it. They were still too
- 30:09Speaker 1: close to DC. Maybe if they passed a promising exit
- 30:14Speaker 1: on the outskirts. Maybe. And that brings us to the
- 30:38Speaker 1: end of this chapter. I hope that you enjoyed it.
- 30:42Speaker 1: And again I've talked about this before. It is very
- 30:45Speaker 1: comical to me rereading these because I just remember so
- 30:49Speaker 1: clearly where I was when I wrote it right, and
- 30:53Speaker 1: I once again was fascinated with directions. I can tell oh,
- 31:00Speaker 1: I was looking up the maps. I was like worried
- 31:03Speaker 1: about getting it right or wrong. And a part of
- 31:06Speaker 1: this is, interestingly, as the Fallout TV show has become
- 31:12Speaker 1: really popular. I was playing Fallout at this time and
- 31:15Speaker 1: they in one of their games, they have the map
- 31:19Speaker 1: of Washington, DC and it's accurate, and I used that map.
- 31:25Speaker 1: The part of this is Fallout at bast even though
- 31:28Speaker 1: it still scraps the Last of Us to me funny
- 31:30Speaker 1: the Last of Us hadn't come out yet, but very
- 31:32Speaker 1: similar in a lot of ways. Also, the names. I'm
- 31:36Speaker 1: just so amused by the names I use because I
- 31:41Speaker 1: know exactly who I was thinking about what I write them.
- 31:45Speaker 1: But in this chatter like things like Roanoke come up,
- 31:48Speaker 1: which clearly, if you're someone like me who is big
- 31:52Speaker 1: into horror, you've heard the story of Roanoke, Like, oh yeah, yeah,
- 31:56Speaker 1: a bunch of things like that. I will say a teaser.
- 32:01Speaker 1: We don't normally do teasers, but in the next chapter.
- 32:05Speaker 1: The next chapter is pretty intense. It's got that action. Okay,
- 32:09Speaker 1: it's got some some things happening, things were happening, but
- 32:13Speaker 1: you'll have to wait a month to find out, which
- 32:19Speaker 1: I know some people cannot stand, but I like the anticipation.
- 32:24Speaker 1: All right, well, listeners, I hope that you enjoyed it.
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