Latest / Be A Global Citizen! / 195. HGSE Global Citizen: Charli Kemp: Looking for the light and rooting oneself in love
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- 0:05Hi there, and welcome to Be a Global Citizen, the podcast that
- 0:08explores the concept of global citizenship through the lens of
- 0:11value creating education. My name is Scott Bauer and I'm
- 0:15Ahsoka, researcher and educator. I hope you find the discussion,
- 0:18stories and insights on this podcast to be valuable and
- 0:21inspiring as we strive to become global citizens who are
- 0:24committed to living a contributive life.
- 0:26Enjoy. Hi, I am Doctor Charlie Kemp.
- 0:35I have invented a term. I'm Poly residential and I am
- 0:41based in Jamaica, Los Angeles and New York.
- 0:45Today I'm zooming in or coming to you from Jamaica, Montego
- 0:50Bay. Jamaica is normally my home, but
- 0:52also again, Los Angeles and New York.
- 0:55I've run a nonprofit that I founded and started in 2017.
- 0:58Change the tune and change the tune is called this.
- 1:02It's a multi entendre. We love to use music, but to use
- 1:07music as a transformative force as we create transformative
- 1:11learning experiences. Our goal is to revolutionize the
- 1:13learning space. So we do after school programs,
- 1:16summer programs, coaching. Professional development is big
- 1:20piece of artwork, but we do that with all kinds of organizations
- 1:24and all kinds of people. Amazing thank you so much,
- 1:28Charlie for for making time to be on the podcast.
- 1:30I'm very excited to have you and right off the bat, you know, I'm
- 1:34already just intrigued with these new terms and and also the
- 1:38incredible work that you're doing with your nonprofit and so
- 1:41Poly residential like that's that's awesome.
- 1:44I'll definitely, you know, speak more to to that and, and I'm
- 1:47excited to hear how, how you got to be Poly residential yourself.
- 1:52And yeah, so and then also the, the transformative nature of the
- 1:56work that you're doing in education is, is truly
- 1:58inspiring. I think it's, it's bold to say
- 2:01that the work you're doing is transformative.
- 2:04I think a lot of times when we think of people in like the
- 2:07different like public school spaces, there's just the sense
- 2:10of like, just get through the curriculum, get through the
- 2:13content, you know, objective hit objective this or that
- 2:17benchmark. But to say that the work that
- 2:20you're doing is transformative implies something deeper,
- 2:23something more profound and something tied to like their
- 2:26core. And I think in the times that
- 2:28we're living in, that's desperately what we need.
- 2:30And so I, I want to learn more about what brought you to that
- 2:33work, how you go about that work, what inspires you, right?
- 2:37Gets you up out of bed and makes you want to like really engage
- 2:40young people and help them along their own paths.
- 2:44So, yeah, I, I'd like to pass it over to you, Charlie, to, to
- 2:48speak about your, your journey as as an educator and yeah, what
- 2:53some of the major influences have been for, for you to, to
- 2:58bring you to, to, to the current work that you're doing with
- 3:00Change the Tune. Yeah, I think it was 4th grade.
- 3:06When I was a kid, there was a poem.
- 3:08We had to, everyone had to memorize a poem.
- 3:10It was a poem by Langston Hughes and I think it's called Crystal
- 3:13Stairs and it's no, it's called mother to son.
- 3:17And there's a line that says, well, son, I tell you, life for
- 3:20me ain't been no crystal stairs. It's had tacks in it, splints,
- 3:23boards torn up all the while I've been climbing.
- 3:26And it goes on to say like how the mom has been climbing.
- 3:29And I think I loved that poem. And I, I don't even know if I'd
- 3:33understood the true depths, but growing up, I so my parents
- 3:36split when I was like 2 1/2. And I'll try and make be brief
- 3:39with this, but my mom has been challenged with depression
- 3:44growing up and my dad was there, but he, I mean, they split.
- 3:48So then it was my mom who was the primary caretaker and he
- 3:51also moved to Portland, OR. We were in LA at the time.
- 3:56And so I didn't grow up wealthy. I grew up with some challenges
- 3:59in the household. And one of the things I remember
- 4:02as a kid, which kids now all say, but you say that's not
- 4:06fair. And my mom would be like, life's
- 4:07not fair. And then one day I realized I'm
- 4:09like, life's what you make it. And she's like, not really,
- 4:14honey. And so I think I'm also a Libra
- 4:19and ours is the scale of balance and justice.
- 4:22And so I've always like even as a kid, if we had a test, I would
- 4:26be advocating for a take home test.
- 4:28And teacher was like, OK, we'll do a take home test.
- 4:30Like I just, I originally wanted to be a lawyer.
- 4:33I had a aunt who was pretty successful financially and both
- 4:37of my parents are also very outspoken.
- 4:39So I think that mashup of who I was raised with and around, I
- 4:45think it made me want to be an outspoken person and inquest for
- 4:49like fairness and justice. Fast forward, I was going to go
- 4:55to law school and I didn't get into law school coming out of
- 4:58college. So I took a year off and then I
- 5:01applied to Teach for America simultaneously as lost as at
- 5:05simultaneously got into Teach for America the day before I got
- 5:08into law school. But I tell people I was too
- 5:10scared to go to law school, so I ended up going to do Teach for
- 5:14America in New York City in the South Bronx.
- 5:17Well, you can imagine if I walked around the first year
- 5:19being like law school would have definitely been easier than
- 5:22this. And I'm getting to the point of
- 5:25like the influences. There's my parents.
- 5:27But this piece of going into Teach for America, like I
- 5:31realized my mom was right. Life isn't fair like kids in the
- 5:36South Bronx. And eventually I also taught in
- 5:38East Harlem. Like the way our education
- 5:40system has been designed is not fair to be in a classroom that
- 5:44has no AC and it's 90° in the summer where there are kids who
- 5:48do have AC or to not have adequate materials and supplies
- 5:53or I can go on and on and on. But like we say that we have
- 5:57this like education system, but our education system is actually
- 6:00not a fair system. And so Fast forward, I taught
- 6:04for five years and I learned that it wasn't fair, but I
- 6:08really wanted to make it fair. So I started doing different
- 6:10things in the classroom. And so I think those are some of
- 6:13the foundational pieces for me that allowed me wanted me to.
- 6:18I left the class and went to Business School to start my own
- 6:21org. I didn't know who, what, when,
- 6:23where, how, but that's kind of how I got here.
- 6:29Wow, thank you so much for for taking us way back to to the 4th
- 6:33grade and speaking about these really big, you know,
- 6:37influencers in your life, like your your parents, particularly,
- 6:40it sounds like your mom and kind of, you know, really like
- 6:44through her own struggle trying to share like this is this is
- 6:48what I'm encountering. This is these are some of the
- 6:50her own pearls of, of wisdom. And I think what often is the
- 6:53case with young people is that we, we rebuff that and we, we
- 6:57challenge it, which is important.
- 6:59But then we also realized that, you know, while that kind of
- 7:03reality exists for lots of people, how can we then, you
- 7:09know, reshape that or transform that reality into something
- 7:13that, you know, really makes it more to that ideal of like what
- 7:16you were saying, like, you know, well, why not?
- 7:19Life is what you make of it. And probably there's another
- 7:22reframing of, you know, that now it's like life is what you like.
- 7:27I don't know, thinking of trying to incorporate the transform,
- 7:30like how you transform it or what with what purpose are you
- 7:33transforming it as well? And it sounds like all these
- 7:36different like, you know, potential career pathways that
- 7:40you were going to go down like law school, but then deciding,
- 7:43no, I'm going to pivot into education.
- 7:45And then now I'm going to pivot, you know, to like the business
- 7:48side, but for the purpose of education, like it, it provided
- 7:52necessary experience and like just texture around.
- 7:56Well, OK, now that I have my purpose, like how am I going to
- 8:00achieve that ends? But you know, for you to, you
- 8:04know, you, you, you say it so like it's, it's, it seems like,
- 8:07of course, that was like your purpose, right?
- 8:09To, to make the education system more fair or to create the kind
- 8:13of conditions so that, you know, kids who come from, you know,
- 8:20maybe it's low income, disadvantaged, marginalized
- 8:23backgrounds can, can actually grow up like enjoying learning,
- 8:28right? Wanting to go to school, wanting
- 8:31to imagine their future. But I'm sure that it was a, it
- 8:34was, it was a very rocky road for you in terms of I really
- 8:37identifying and having conviction in that purpose.
- 8:40And I'm just, I'm just curious because I think this is
- 8:43something that a lot of people struggle with, myself included.
- 8:47What, what does it mean to have like conviction in, in the work
- 8:51that you're doing, right? And the deeper purpose, because
- 8:53you articulated it so beautifully and so succinctly.
- 8:56But I'm sure to get to that point of refinement, there was a
- 9:00journey or there's a story behind it, and I'd love to hear
- 9:02more about that. Yeah, I think and I will name
- 9:08like I'm in this, I'm in a very transitional phase in my life.
- 9:15And so that conviction is shifting in what it looks like
- 9:19and what I'm like, my conviction is centering on, I think the
- 9:25gift of both of my parents. And they're, they're they my
- 9:28father passed, but they both were really powerful people who
- 9:33were clear on like they were clear.
- 9:39So for example, as you were talking about my purpose, I
- 9:45think it when I distill down my purpose, I think my biggest
- 9:48purpose is to show people that there are new possibilities and
- 9:51innovative ways to do the things that we think have to be done in
- 9:54certain ways. So for example, I don't know if
- 9:57we said this on this call, but like I used if a teacher was
- 10:01giving a test and I was like, we all not ready for it.
- 10:03Can we make it a take home test and like persuade the teacher to
- 10:06do that? That's a very like micro, but
- 10:08like I think I'm learning right now to listen to my body.
- 10:17And there's an energy that you feel, I feel in my chest
- 10:21sometimes that like speaks to me that says this is what is right.
- 10:26This is what is just. And when things feel unfair, it
- 10:30feels almost like you're in a prison.
- 10:31Like it's confining like that's like not real.
- 10:34And so one thing I want to explicitly name to is clear in
- 10:41this call, if you're, if you're listening to us, you may not see
- 10:43it, but I'm a black woman. And I think my mom set of
- 10:48experiences to your point earlier, like she did know how
- 10:53to explicitly say, I don't think she always said it's because I'm
- 10:55a black woman that I think things are unfair.
- 10:57And this is a set of treatments. But as I've grown older, I went
- 11:01to college, I went to Spelman College, which is a historically
- 11:03Black women's college, and we're taught a lot around how
- 11:07societies develop the systems, the structures, how race impacts
- 11:11that. So I think that was one of the
- 11:13initial places which a book we read you probably are familiar
- 11:17with is Pedagogy of the Oppressed.
- 11:19That was like the first book we read when we get there in this
- 11:23class called African Diaspora in the World, and it's written by
- 11:27Apollo. I always mispronounce it.
- 11:29It's Brazilian fairy. Yeah, Fairy.
- 11:33And the book is called Pedagogy of the Press, but there's a
- 11:36chapter that we have to read, The Banking System of Education.
- 11:38And I'm just getting to college. I'm 18 years old.
- 11:42And I read this chapter and it's all about how our whole worlds
- 11:46and our whole systems are like, basically, if you've ever read
- 11:51the book Animal Farm, like you're, it's like you're
- 11:54supposed to be factory workers so that we can like replicate
- 11:57the systems and keep things going and maintain status quo.
- 12:00So the way schools are designed, I'm making you just doing a
- 12:05bunch of breeding and writing in arithmetic so that you can go in
- 12:08and be a factory worker and do what I told you.
- 12:11Schools are not designed for people to be critical thinkers.
- 12:14Like test the test. You can do a multiple choice
- 12:17test. That's not really that hard.
- 12:19Like in my life, in my career, I haven't really needed tests.
- 12:24Like you are doing projects, you're working collaboratively
- 12:26together. So I didn't come growing up.
- 12:29I felt that in my spirit. And then I got there and I read
- 12:32this book and I'm like, yes, forgive me.
- 12:35I don't know if I'm allowed to, I'm allowed to curse.
- 12:37I'm like, this shit is stupid. Like what do you got me when
- 12:39they couldn't get a test for that makes no sense.
- 12:42I will, I will. Could use some more expletives.
- 12:46And so Spelman in that class was like light bulb moment.
- 12:51And then I'm like this university this well, it's a
- 12:53college. This college is going to be
- 12:54magical. And then I get there and they
- 12:57got me taking test. I'm like what you make me read
- 12:59this whole chapter for like I thought we was going to build
- 13:02the revolution. And then one of the things you
- 13:05see in society is like there is like espouse values versus
- 13:08inactive values. Come to find out Spelman was
- 13:12founded and funded by the Rockefellers.
- 13:14So we are again back into the system, funded like we want you
- 13:19to be thinking different, but we don't really have the confines
- 13:21or the structure to actually build a new system and allow you
- 13:25to do things in a different way. And not to say that we didn't do
- 13:27projects and what not, but it was still a lot of the learning
- 13:32was centered on whiteness and oppressive practices.
- 13:35And I was like this is not what I want.
- 13:38In the same vein too, I also had really revolutionary teachers
- 13:42and people. And so I think conviction means
- 13:47looking for the light and following the light, if that
- 13:50will. And it's a metaphorical light,
- 13:52but it's also a real light. It's like there's a friend of
- 13:56mine who says on course, off course, when you are doing,
- 14:00making choices in your life, how do you feel when you're on
- 14:03course? So, for example, if I'm I'm a
- 14:06teaching fellow still at Harvard and I'm teaching the class and I
- 14:09get to share with people and engage, I feel on course, of
- 14:13course, might be me like doing a spreadsheet around finances.
- 14:18I don't really or writing a grant application.
- 14:21That's not my spirit. That just where's my benefactor,
- 14:25please, because that's not. But coming back to your point
- 14:30around like conviction, it's getting clear on what is
- 14:37liberation and freedom look like for all people.
- 14:41And then like chasing that, giving that like, I'm always
- 14:45thinking about not just myself, but connecting it to all and
- 14:50like making it fair. How do we make things fair?
- 14:53And then also recognizing I'm old enough and experienced
- 14:57enough to know that now I'm biased.
- 14:58I have a set of privileges that when I think things are fair,
- 15:02there are others who think they're not.
- 15:03And I need to be able to listen and be open.
- 15:05So I hope that answers. Oh yes, most definitely.
- 15:10And thank you so much for Charlie for really like
- 15:12wrestling with that because it is a like the word conviction.
- 15:16I don't think people just walk up on the street and just ask
- 15:18you like, what is your conviction in life?
- 15:20And, and like, and for you to like, you know, treat it with
- 15:23that seriousness of like really thinking like, like, yeah, where
- 15:27you're, as you said, like you're in a period of, of transition or
- 15:31this just kind of deeper reflection on like, how are you,
- 15:36you know, in like in, in this, this process of like growth,
- 15:39right? Of like building a top, this a
- 15:41foundation building, you know, upon the legacies, right, of
- 15:46those who came before you. You talked about your, your,
- 15:50your parents, both of them being very outspoken and, and very
- 15:53bold and, and direct. And, and I think that, you know,
- 15:57really understanding how that is such an incredible gift, right?
- 16:01That I think people really seek clarity through that kind of
- 16:05direct form of just telling you this is what it is.
- 16:09And not just for the sake of trying to like tell you that
- 16:11they're right, but it's more like cutting through, I think a
- 16:14lot of different layers. But I think of like bureaucracy
- 16:17maybe, or just of like kind of like wishy washy.
- 16:20What do you really mean? And, and I think that that's,
- 16:23that's very important to really make progress to advance in
- 16:27like, what are these new possibilities that you're
- 16:29talking about? And you know, the, the
- 16:32conversation that you had about, you know, this, this incredible
- 16:36learning from like the this particular chapter in pedagogy
- 16:39of the the oppressed. I think that, you know, to
- 16:43cultivate like the critical mind is, is so important.
- 16:47But often times then from there there's like this kind of like
- 16:50horizon, right, of like, you know, like this new vantage
- 16:54point of like, wow, what a view. I see all these inequities.
- 16:58I see all of these things that are wrong, these injustices.
- 17:01And rather than like kind of looking out and like, you know,
- 17:04wonder of like, wow, like you're like looking out from a
- 17:06skyscraper, it's more of like a shock and can maybe even, you
- 17:10know, produce a feeling of like dismay.
- 17:13I would feel in terms of like, oh, I've been wronged.
- 17:16You know, I've been, I've been tricked.
- 17:18I've been, you know, like bamboozled, you know, all these
- 17:21things, But then then it, you know, comes down to to you
- 17:26making the decision. Well, all right, there's work
- 17:29that I can do. You know, I'm going to move in
- 17:31this direction. And, you know, I was really
- 17:34struck by what you shared about like, you know, conviction being
- 17:38like, like, it's like looking for the light, I think is how
- 17:41you you framed it. And and definitely like when
- 17:44when someone is like engaged in work and they truly are like
- 17:49enjoying it, they're happy. They they like that they, they
- 17:52light up, right. We we have that in for common,
- 17:55kind of like, you know, vocab vernacular, right?
- 17:57Like people say that and it's so obvious that like, yeah, they're
- 18:00on course. Look at how much conviction they
- 18:02have in the work. Another framing that I was like,
- 18:05I was recently reading a book by Daisaku Ikeda, who's a Japanese
- 18:11philosopher, Buddhist leader. And, and it was a long these
- 18:15times like the, the, the, the work of like, you know,
- 18:18educators and like the value of education.
- 18:21And instead of conviction, like he was using the word like, like
- 18:25when someone's engaged in their studies, they need to have
- 18:27passionate commitment. So maybe it's like a different
- 18:31framing, but it's something that maybe, you know, in this
- 18:34transition period, like Ioffer up to you as like something
- 18:37where like, you know, it's not like copping from one thing to
- 18:41another. I feel like commitment is still
- 18:43a through line that we can stay with, like genuine authenticity.
- 18:46But the conviction thing gets to like that deeper, like light
- 18:49that emerges. That is also really hard to pin
- 18:51down. And I don't know if you have any
- 18:53thoughts about that. Yes.
- 18:55So in Teach for America, I don't know if it was the actual
- 18:58mission, but it's relentless pursuit of excellence.
- 19:01And I used to as a teacher make my kids say like we are here for
- 19:05relentless pursuit of excellence.
- 19:08One of the other things my father growing up used to tell
- 19:10me is you can do anything you put your mind to.
- 19:13So imagine my mom being like life's not fair, but my dad
- 19:15being like you can do anything you put your mind to.
- 19:17Talk about the balance of that. But I do believe that you, but
- 19:23so then there's the tension of, of both.
- 19:25But I, I think I, I err on that. I can do anything I put my mind
- 19:28to. And so when we talk about
- 19:32relentless pursuit of excellence, I had a parent once
- 19:34who said, you act like our kids are going to be president of the
- 19:38United States. Like you're so and I'm like,
- 19:41you're damn straight. I do like because there's a,
- 19:44there's a like a meme or a call. It's like, what if the cure for
- 19:47cancer is trapped inside a child who doesn't have access to high
- 19:52quality education? Like to me, any and it that I
- 19:56can do anything I put my mind to.
- 19:58I believe that any individual that's like at my core that that
- 20:03relentless pursuit of excellent. I I believe that every
- 20:06individual can be excellent and it's not defined by what I
- 20:09define excellence by. It's defined by like, what's
- 20:12your passion and your vision and your mission and like.
- 20:17You can realize that with adequate support.
- 20:19I think another book is Outliers and it talks about like, it's
- 20:24not just like people are like, oh, I'm successful and I'm a
- 20:28black woman, forgive my friend, you're a fucking outlier.
- 20:32Like if we look at the system and the numbers, it's not the
- 20:35same. And not, not that every
- 20:37successful black woman is an outlier, but like if we look at
- 20:40the numbers and we look at fairness, there are constraints
- 20:45and also structures that allow people to get to where they need
- 20:50to be and forget. And maybe we should cut out the
- 20:52fringe because I don't know if kids will listen to this, but I
- 20:55think there are a set of conditions that make people
- 20:58successful. For example, in our after school
- 21:00program, we always feed kids and we feed our staff because you
- 21:04come in and the school food sucks.
- 21:06So I know that you need to eat and I know you need to be
- 21:08satiated. We do mindfulness and and we do
- 21:11that in most of our trainings too.
- 21:12If we're, if we're working with people, we want to make sure
- 21:15they're fed. If we're working with people, we
- 21:17want to ground them because the world right now is a hot mess.
- 21:20And like we need to come together and ground ourselves.
- 21:24And so coming back to your point around like conviction, it's
- 21:29almost like the inalienable rights we have in our in
- 21:32America, which are questionable here, but like there are there
- 21:36are things that we as humans should have and part of that is
- 21:40we should be able to thrive. And so that's the conviction for
- 21:43me. How do we all listen to this
- 21:46song? I think it was Cardi B best
- 21:47life. Like I want to live my everyone
- 21:49should be able to live their best life.
- 21:51And that's the conviction right there.
- 21:54Wow, I, I love that. Thank you so much for, for
- 21:57sharing. And I also feel like on top of
- 21:59that conviction, it comes from what I'm gathering is that
- 22:04there's like this, this belief, this like unwavering belief in
- 22:09the potential of each, each student of yours, each learner
- 22:14to become that, you know, next big leader, right?
- 22:18That the next, you know, world class researcher who discovers
- 22:21the cure for cancer. But it's, it stems from like
- 22:25this core value, I think that you're Speaking of.
- 22:28And, and it doesn't matter if you're in the, in the Bronx or
- 22:31you're, you know, in Jamaica or you're in Los Angeles, Like, you
- 22:35know, as long as there's, you know, a child in front of you
- 22:39that wants to learn, like then you're going to go all in for
- 22:43that relentless pursuit of excellence that you were saying,
- 22:45because anything less than that would be a disservice, right?
- 22:49Because you know, you've, you've bought into that, that mission
- 22:52and you're saying, I'm going to give it my all because I would
- 22:55imagine, you know, for your from your own like upbringing, like
- 22:58you had people within your community, maybe specific
- 23:02teachers, like people who just saw that potential in you and
- 23:07wanted to cultivate that in you, right.
- 23:09And so trying to pay that forward.
- 23:11I think it's so important. And, and then, you know, you
- 23:14were speaking though, like that there, there's these kind of
- 23:18like larger, Oh, hold on, before I get into that, I, I did want
- 23:21to point out like, you know, in the work that you're doing, you
- 23:23know, change the tune. You, you said something really,
- 23:27I think so, so profound, right, Because we think, oh, we just
- 23:31need to give them curriculum. We just need to tell them like,
- 23:33this is the syllabus and this is how they're going to learn.
- 23:36But you said, no, like you, you, they need to be satiated.
- 23:39They need to have food, right? Did they, did they have a proper
- 23:42meal? Did they have a healthy meal?
- 23:44And, you know, how are you going to learn if you're thinking like
- 23:47all your thoughts go to your stomach?
- 23:50So I just, you know, wanted to call, call that out because I
- 23:52feel like, you know, it's, it's, it's so true.
- 23:55Like a lot of, you know, schools, you know, like that,
- 23:58like public schools, that's where like children get their
- 24:01meal, right? And they rely upon that.
- 24:04So like really kind of like understanding the, the larger
- 24:07kind of like just totality of where the student is and how
- 24:11that you can best support them to, to learn.
- 24:13I think it's, it's so important. And so I, I wanted to kind of
- 24:17have more, you know, I, I would like to learn a little bit more
- 24:21about like the, the work that you do at change the tune
- 24:23because you know, in, in a sense that you've been, you know,
- 24:26like, you know, studied various different, you know,
- 24:29universities, you've taken different tracks.
- 24:31You've like focused your attention on business and
- 24:34education, education leadership. And, and all of that is kind of
- 24:38like funneling into, you know, these like efforts to like
- 24:42create these after school programs and, and educational,
- 24:45you know, yeah, educational programs.
- 24:48So I'd love to hear a little bit more about kind of what, what
- 24:51you guys are doing, you know, on the ground and how that ties
- 24:57into this like deeper conviction of like really bringing out the
- 24:59full potential in in each, each child.
- 25:03Yeah. Thank you again for this
- 25:06opportunity. I think so at our core right
- 25:10now, what we're currently doing, just pragmatically, we run this
- 25:15summer. We had our 8th summer at USC
- 25:17where we have about 50 kids from not just Los Angeles like we
- 25:21have kids come in from Arizona and Texas this year.
- 25:24It's a completely free summer camp for kids ages 10.
- 25:27I think the oldest we've had is probably 18 at a point and it's
- 25:32a four week day camp where kids do mindfulness, yoga, art,
- 25:37music, field trips around STEAM. And like our culminating project
- 25:43is they create social justice business plans.
- 25:47We run an after school program at a local Los Angeles school
- 25:50and we do kind of all those things envelope in gardening and
- 25:54cooking because we have the space and time and energy to do
- 25:56that as well. And then we also our biggest
- 26:02piece of our work is developing leaders as in professional
- 26:06development and then doing executive coaching.
- 26:08We work with some justice serving organizations, Oakland
- 26:12Unified and Justice Serving Network, Oakland Unified summer
- 26:15learning division. We work with them helping them
- 26:17build out the capacity of their summer leaders.
- 26:19And then also the Justice Serving Network has about 46
- 26:23organizations that serve justice impacted youth.
- 26:26We've also worked with New York for the last three or four
- 26:29years. They're foster care
- 26:30coordinators. And if I were to distill down
- 26:34kind of what we do and then I'll both ways to your point around
- 26:39leadership, I don't know how political you want to get, but
- 26:45there is a dearth of leadership in our world in general.
- 26:49I think people if we talk a lot about Maslow's hierarchy of
- 26:54needs, but Maslow's is about self actualization, which is
- 26:58problematic. That's why we operate in silos.
- 27:00That's why we separate the head and the body when we're
- 27:04learning, when it's all connected and like we should
- 27:06think about the things because if I'm just at the top of his
- 27:09pyramid is self actualization, but he took it from the
- 27:13Blackfoot nation, which it's all about at the top.
- 27:17It's community actualization and then cultural perpetuity.
- 27:21So for example, when people were like climate change is not real,
- 27:25that's that selfish stuff. That's people operating in
- 27:28silos. So what I believe, what we
- 27:32believe in change the tune is our education system has
- 27:35socialized us into being bad leaders.
- 27:38The reason why we have bad leaders is because the way our
- 27:42education system works, we are not conditioned to think about
- 27:46what would it look like if I don't just care about myself,
- 27:49but I want to be a good steward to ensure that our lands, our
- 27:53world, our people are successful and they thrive in life.
- 27:57So for example, if I'm doing a math test, what does that have
- 28:00to do with the world versus in our programs?
- 28:03You're creating a social justice business plan where you have to
- 28:05design A financial model where you're actually solving A
- 28:09sustainable development goal issue.
- 28:10So for example, world hunger kids have come up with a project
- 28:15where they've built in a protein based cereal at a super low cost
- 28:19that they can be able to feed the homeless people and be able
- 28:21to sell at a tasty, nutritious and delicious.
- 28:24And then they price pointed it and think thought about like the
- 28:27money that they would be able to first of all, the cost, but then
- 28:29to be able to use to impact people.
- 28:32Or this year we've also introduced kids into nanochips.
- 28:36Kids came up with a teddy bear that activates with a nanochip
- 28:41when it like, for example, if you if there's been a child
- 28:45abuse allegation, they have to have that teddy bear in the
- 28:47house. And so if they hear yelling or
- 28:49screaming or any kind of loud noise, it activates, it starts
- 28:51recording and it can alert the police.
- 28:53Kids designed this in our summer camp.
- 28:55There's a financial model that goes with this if they're
- 28:57thinking about the hypothesis in the scientific method about how
- 29:00it all works. And so, so I could just be like,
- 29:03hey, let's do some more math problems and science problems
- 29:05and have you guys write papers. Or I could have you think about
- 29:08what are some challenges we're facing in our community and how
- 29:11do we design projects that we could actually actualize.
- 29:14And so that empowers kids. They have to get up and present
- 29:17in front of others. They have to work in teams
- 29:19together so that when they're going to become the future
- 29:23president, Congress, member, leader of a company, they're not
- 29:28just thinking about themselves. They're thinking about others
- 29:31and how to impact others. And like that's the goal of
- 29:35change the tune. We do the same thing with our
- 29:36teachers. I'm not just going to sit even
- 29:39though I'm lecturing and this is a podcast, but like they might
- 29:42make smoothies and they think about the health implication of
- 29:45the smoothie, the mathematical ratio of the smoothie, how you
- 29:48feel after having the smoothie. There's the interaction.
- 29:52How are we going to decide what goes in the smoothie?
- 29:54How did we listen to one another?
- 29:55Like thinking about, OK, well, Scott's allergic to
- 29:59strawberries. So even though I love
- 30:00strawberries, maybe we can use blueberries and raspberries
- 30:03because he can have those and but you know, the tension of
- 30:06working together and making sure that everyone is nourished and
- 30:09fed. And so all that to say, how do
- 30:13we create better leaders? And you, it's not that you have
- 30:16to lead 50 and 100 people, even leading ourselves to show up,
- 30:19not just for ourselves before the collective.
- 30:24Wow, that's, that's so amazing. You're doing incredible work.
- 30:27And I'm, I'm so inspired by what you were sharing about, really
- 30:31thinking of like the next generation of, of, of leaders
- 30:35and, and then giving young people the opportunity, but also
- 30:39giving them the full like, respect and credit from their
- 30:42efforts that like, Hey, you can create valuable projects that
- 30:47impact your community right now. And, and, you know, I, I find
- 30:52that with like a lot of schools, we don't really stop to ask them
- 30:56like, Hey, what are you seeing in your community that you want
- 30:58to transform? We're we're just having them
- 31:01come into the, the, the class. And then it's that lecture.
- 31:04It's that, hey, this is the agenda.
- 31:06This is what you need to do. This is going to help set you up
- 31:09for the future when no one knows the future really is.
- 31:13But I think that there's like this core, maybe it's a core
- 31:18principle that you're, I feel like you're articulating in
- 31:21terms of like understanding one's impact and having that
- 31:26rooted in community in a very selfless way.
- 31:29Right in. In a way, yeah.
- 31:31You said two keywords, agenda. There are agendas for the
- 31:35future, but I believe in Co constructing.
- 31:38And so to your point, we can have an agenda for the future or
- 31:43we could Co construct the future that we would want to be able to
- 31:45see, which is really what I want kids to be able to do.
- 31:48Like how do we? Yeah, there's an agenda and
- 31:51there's a program that's broken and not designed for all.
- 31:55Let's push that aside. What do we want to see and how
- 31:57do we do that? And adults too.
- 32:00It's not just kids. It's getting adults to see that
- 32:03there are multiple ways in which we can do learning.
- 32:06There are multiple ways to connect with youth.
- 32:08There are multiple ways they can lead themselves and work
- 32:10together with each other. True, definitely.
- 32:14And you know, this, this work that you're doing it just, I
- 32:18feel like there's, there's so many like connections with the
- 32:22concept of global citizenship. And I kind of wanted to ask your
- 32:25thoughts if, if this is the term that, that you think about or
- 32:29that you've yeah, like kind of implemented in a, in a very kind
- 32:34of like intentional way with your programming.
- 32:36Because you know, even just from like what you've already shared,
- 32:39I'm like, my, my, my head is like buzzing with all these
- 32:42different, you know, things. But I'm, I'm wondering if that
- 32:44was like, you know, front of mind or if that's something that
- 32:47you like later kind of realize like, Oh, I can incorporate
- 32:50this, this concept more. Just kind of curious like where
- 32:54that concept lands with you? So hugely one, I'll say the core
- 32:59of our program since we've started has been the United
- 33:02Nations Sustainable Development Goals.
- 33:04And if you're not familiar with them, say what you will about
- 33:06the United Nations, I have no like I'm not even getting into
- 33:09that. I think the goals are a great
- 33:11set of tools that can be used as structures to be able to build
- 33:20collective solutions, structures, projects, programs.
- 33:26So, for example, eliminating poverty, world hunger, life on
- 33:32land, climate change, these are goals in the Sustainable
- 33:34Development Goals. So when our kids are thinking
- 33:37about what problems they want to solve, they're not thinking
- 33:39about only local problems. These are global problems that
- 33:43they're thinking about. That's one piece of it. 2 We've
- 33:47run programs in the Bahamas. We've done I think five years of
- 33:51a summer camp in the Bahamas. And this year we ran a teacher
- 33:53workshop. We're moving a little bit more
- 33:56with our partners into some teacher workshops.
- 33:59I did my residency with Southern New Hampshire University Global
- 34:02Education Movement and we did basically we started an
- 34:06incubator and an accelerator that we ran for a year where we
- 34:09worked with refugees in Kenya, Malawi, South Africa, Lebanon
- 34:13and Rwanda. Our work I'm living in Jamaica
- 34:18right now and I just want to call out like the hurricane
- 34:20category five that came through and ravaged Jamaica is not
- 34:25Jamaica's problem to solve. If we talk about climate justice
- 34:29and like the campaign for how we show up just as individuals with
- 34:34plastics and paper and like what how we care for this earth.
- 34:38That is global work in the kids in LA will be working on
- 34:42projects to support Jamaica anywhere.
- 34:45We're doing things like we will be thinking about the
- 34:47interconnection of our world. And so global citizenship to me
- 34:52is there's a South African term, Ubuntu.
- 34:56I am because we are. And that is not just I am
- 34:59because we are in Jamaica. It's I am because the world is
- 35:03collectively globally. And so I, I, that's part of what
- 35:07education and learning needs to look like is we are
- 35:10interconnected. We're not separate.
- 35:12And like the ripple I send over here in these Caribbean waters
- 35:17will transfer into the Atlantic, the Pacific, the Mediterranean
- 35:20Sea. It all matters.
- 35:25I couldn't agree with you more and thank you so much though.
- 35:28The work that you're doing truly is, you know, not only coast to
- 35:31coast within the US, but also international.
- 35:35And it sounds like it's just kind of continuing to to build
- 35:39right with new projects, new new initiatives.
- 35:42And, and, and, and maybe a follow up question that I have
- 35:46is like, in terms of like, you know, your students in Los
- 35:50Angeles, thinking about the students in Jamaica and building
- 35:54projects specifically for them. Maybe it's, you know, in terms
- 35:58of disaster relief because of the hurricane.
- 36:01That might be something more kind of, you know, relevant and
- 36:03top of mind. But like, are there
- 36:06opportunities for them to like actually connect with the other
- 36:10group of students? And is there like a component of
- 36:13like, I don't know if it's visiting them or if, you know,
- 36:15if that's not possible connecting, you know, virtually.
- 36:19And like I'm just wondering like what the the role that
- 36:22friendship plays in this and how you approach friendship?
- 36:26Yeah, I think those are great ideas, concepts.
- 36:30I'll say a couple of things. During the pandemic, we ran our
- 36:33Los Angeles and the Bahamas summer camp online at the same
- 36:36time. So kids were all in one cohort
- 36:38together and it was beautiful and magical.
- 36:40And then the pandemic went away and we went in person and it was
- 36:44a lot harder to bring them together, which is, again, the
- 36:47human piece. So that is something on me that
- 36:50I'm consistently thinking about. Also in our incubator
- 36:54accelerator that we ran during the pandemic, it was people in
- 36:57Kenya, Malawi, South Africa, all on one call together.
- 37:03We're thinking about the ways in which we can connect them
- 37:06together. I think I mentioned to you, I'm
- 37:09in transition. And so part of my challenge as a
- 37:11leader is to figure out how to empower and equip people to do
- 37:14things beyond me. My hope, one of my dreams of the
- 37:19future is to build a retreat space for kids and teachers.
- 37:23Might not be under Change the Tune, but in my next iteration
- 37:27of work. And so I think there will be a
- 37:29lot more opportunities when we build our own physical space to
- 37:32bring people together across the globe.
- 37:36I think that's that's great. That sounds like a fantastic
- 37:38idea. And it's also just so admirable
- 37:42how you know, you've already worked so hard and like created
- 37:46such an incredible organization and network, right of, of
- 37:51educators and, and activists and you know, just good people right
- 37:56to do this work. And yet you're, you're also
- 37:59thinking about, you know, like who are your successors, I guess
- 38:03is one way of putting it right. Who's going to take the mantle
- 38:06and continue this work? And then also looking into
- 38:10future projects or future organizations.
- 38:13And so I'm, I'm, I'm curious like, because you're the founder
- 38:17of, of change the tune. So could you maybe like give us
- 38:21some insight into like, what does it take to be the founder
- 38:24of, of anything? Like I, I'm just wondering
- 38:26because it entails a lot of hardship, but I also, I'm
- 38:31curious about the, the sense that like, you know, you
- 38:34probably had moments where you were challenged to the point of
- 38:38like, do I want to continue in those moments?
- 38:42What helped you continue to take the next step and ultimately get
- 38:47to where you are now? But I'm sure that there were
- 38:49definitely moments maybe of maybe a doubt or a questioning
- 38:54of is this the right path? I think probably people, all
- 38:58founders experience that. But I'm just wondering like,
- 39:00kind of what was it like for you and how did you overcome that?
- 39:03Because clearly you did, right? You're here and you're you're
- 39:06envisioning new futures. But it's, yeah, I'm just, you
- 39:09know, blown away whenever I hear like when I have an opportunity
- 39:12to meet a founder like you and being like, wow, that's
- 39:15incredible. In this state of transition I've
- 39:20asked myself a lot around. To your point.
- 39:22I think 1-2 line on self be true.
- 39:25I was talking to a friend the other day and I was trying to
- 39:28have her do something like I do it and she's a hard introvert
- 39:33and I'm an extrovert. One of my gifts and knowing
- 39:37myself, I've called it now a consolation.
- 39:41But to your point, I have Co conspirators and people who I go
- 39:45and I consult with and I talked to.
- 39:47And so when I started change the tune, I would go to Scott and
- 39:49say, Scott, here's what I'm going to do.
- 39:53That internal conviction. I've told Scott what I'm going
- 39:55to do. So I need to follow through on
- 39:56my words. So that propels me to get things
- 39:59done. Or I might say, Scott, can you
- 40:01help me with this piece? And then you and I are working
- 40:04on these pieces together. So change the Tune is kind of
- 40:07I've had many like. For example, when I got to
- 40:09Harvard, or just me, I started changing tune.
- 40:12Before I went to the doctoral program, I probably had like 4
- 40:15people help me write my essay to get in.
- 40:16Like full stop. Like it.
- 40:18By the time I got done, I was like, this is my story.
- 40:21Oh this sounds very polished and very nice.
- 40:23Is my story, my genuine story. But like grant applications,
- 40:27there's a Maya Angelou amazing videos, like 2 1/2 minutes and
- 40:33she's that The thing is put a rainbow in someone's cloud.
- 40:36And she says when she goes on stage, she brings her ancestors
- 40:39and she says, come with me, I'm going.
- 40:41And so for me, the way I as a founder have gone forward is to
- 40:46bring people with me to not do it alone.
- 40:49Although I feel like I'm the core in doing a lot of it, I've
- 40:52never done any of it alone. And I'm very, very clear on
- 40:55that. Like, I've had my community give
- 40:58money when we first started our after school space.
- 41:01There's a cafe in LA, it's called Aura Cafe.
- 41:04They gave me space and free food for kids.
- 41:07They literally have food and they would allow us to cook
- 41:09upstairs like tacos, like a whole other smell inside their
- 41:12restaurant with the kids. Like, but that's the gift of
- 41:16bringing people along with you. And so even as I go forward, I
- 41:22think is is bringing people along.
- 41:24The other piece I'll say as a founder that I've had to realize
- 41:29that's critical for us right now is like, I need to learn to
- 41:34like, give more to people. Like I if, if this doesn't live
- 41:38and I can't, like at one point my blood pressure started to go
- 41:42up. I had gained a lot of weight.
- 41:45Like things were rough. And I have learned though, to
- 41:51this point, like I'm very heady, so I carry a lot in my head, but
- 41:55then it manifests in my body. But if you're not taking care of
- 41:57your body, then eventually your head starts to like erode, if
- 42:00you will, and you get less clear and you're not doing the things.
- 42:04And so learning to balance and release to others like, and it
- 42:09doesn't have to, I think the other thing is a founder that
- 42:12I'm getting into is it doesn't need to look though.
- 42:14I'm the visionary, doesn't have to look like the vision.
- 42:17Did it get done? That's really a bigger question
- 42:20and figuring out I think the gift of another gift I have is
- 42:25identifying people's gifts. Oh, you're good at this.
- 42:27OK, well then you do this. You're good at this.
- 42:29Then you do this and also holding people accountable.
- 42:33You said you're going to do this.
- 42:34Tell me why I got didn't get done or or help me understand
- 42:37like this is what I and then also learning when to cut your
- 42:40losses and like this isn't a fit.
- 42:43You don't want to be a part of the movement.
- 42:45OK, not every dead, everybody can't always go you, I want
- 42:49everyone to go, but like time and space in place, like
- 42:52somebody might not have the energy or the capacity.
- 42:57Wow, thank you so much. That was like super insightful
- 43:01and and super honest as well. I appreciate that.
- 43:03And it's just so evident that, you know, part of, I think this,
- 43:10you know, what it takes to be a founder.
- 43:13And this is coming from, from, from your own lived experience.
- 43:16But it sounds like high level of integrity is important courage
- 43:21terms of believing your vision, but also wisdom and knowing that
- 43:26it's not going to be necessarily that full vision as like your
- 43:29whole imagination, you know, was kind of like taking you, but
- 43:32that, you know, you need to like go along with with with others,
- 43:35right? And build this, this sense of
- 43:38camaraderie, right? There's a song called better
- 43:41than I Imagined When you I had a friend, April in my program.
- 43:46When you lean on your own understanding, you're limited
- 43:50insight. But if I'm able to bring in
- 43:52Scott's piece, if I really get honest with myself, it's better
- 43:57than I imagined. But if I just stay with myself,
- 44:02then I'm I'm it's limited and, and what I want to create is
- 44:05like a mosaic, which is not just this narrow view.
- 44:08So I just want to name that too. As a founder, you need to
- 44:11understand that like true change does not come from the single
- 44:17vision of 1. Wow, I love that.
- 44:20Yeah, and, and, and also kind of gets to the, I think the
- 44:23difficult part of like as a founder, yeah, you, you find
- 44:25yourself in the spotlight and yeah, there's a lot of your
- 44:28vision. But then what you're saying
- 44:29about like, you know, when you bring other people on and then
- 44:32you see that vision take, you know, shape and, you know, it
- 44:36may become something even better.
- 44:38Then I think it it falls on the founder to have that that
- 44:40humility, right to say to call it and being like like that was
- 44:44because of so and so or I'm so glad that we have you know, you
- 44:48know, this person and and like really kind of like it sounds
- 44:51like, you know, lifting up everyone and recognizing like,
- 44:54yeah, you know, we're we're all on this this ship going, you
- 44:57know, in this direction. And then where will we go next
- 45:01kind of thing. And so I think that's that's
- 45:03really beautiful and you know it.
- 45:05And again, like the I just, yeah, I appreciate how like the
- 45:09rain, like the the Maya Angelou, like, you know, reference and
- 45:12like the rainbow. I think, you know, everyone
- 45:16should, should consider themselves a leader in that
- 45:18regards when they have that kind of power within them to make a
- 45:23decision that is more hopeful, that is meant to inspire, that
- 45:26is meant to, yeah, uplift in that way.
- 45:29Because sometimes, right, people, people's visions are
- 45:33just stormy clouds. And but then that one rainbow
- 45:36will catch their attention And that's all you need, right?
- 45:39Just kind of breakthrough those difficult storm clouds.
- 45:43So you know, this, everything that you shared about and, and,
- 45:46and like the work that you're doing right now and even this
- 45:48transition period, I find very beautiful.
- 45:51And like how you're really like giving yourself this time and
- 45:54considering, you know, where you've been, where you're at and
- 45:56where you're going to go. It, it's just, it's, it's really
- 46:00powerful stuff and it's rooted in change and making, you know,
- 46:04transforming the world into a better version and, and the one
- 46:07where the future generations can thrive.
- 46:11I'm just thinking back to like the beginning of the, the, the
- 46:14conversation, you know, when, when you were sharing about your
- 46:16mom saying life's not fair. Have you had any recent
- 46:19conversations with, with your mom in regards to the work that
- 46:23you're doing? And, and would you, do you think
- 46:26you've that, do you think that maybe she's changed her tune a
- 46:29little bit or, or has she given to say, but like as, or any,
- 46:34like, you know, other pearls of, of wisdom that she's offered?
- 46:37But I'm I'm sure she's undoubtedly proud of the work
- 46:40that you're doing. But I'm just curious like,
- 46:42because like, you know, it sounds like you two were kind of
- 46:44coming at it from, you know, some that there's that tension
- 46:47that you you mentioned, right. So I'm just kind of wondering
- 46:50where she's at. I think so, yeah.
- 46:54I talk to her all the time. I we don't talk about
- 46:58specifically the life's not fair.
- 46:59I think for better or worse, I think there's a level of
- 47:05rigidity in everyone. And like when you're a founder
- 47:08and you have this conviction, like you're like, this is right,
- 47:11this is wrong. And I think what she's shown me
- 47:14in life, like you watch people's experience and people don't
- 47:18always do people well. So I've seen my mom like be
- 47:22friends with someone or like something happened in the family
- 47:24and it's not the kindest, warmest.
- 47:26And yet she still loves and cares for people.
- 47:29And I think the greatest lesson in the fairness is like, it's
- 47:35not, it's not even about fairness.
- 47:36It's actually about love and like caring for one another and
- 47:40understanding the complexity, which I kind of have.
- 47:43I have a New York dad and he said something similar to me
- 47:45recently. And it's like it's, it's really
- 47:50grounding and rooting yourself in love and life's not going to
- 47:55be fair, but like you get to choose how you show up in
- 48:00fairness, if you will. You get to choose how you
- 48:04forgive or give grace to or be the person.
- 48:07So that I think is what she's modeled as of late.
- 48:11And I got to see her be a grandma and like she's a whole
- 48:16another person. So it's it's fun because the
- 48:21complexity of humans also we get to change.
- 48:27We are constantly evolving and changing and we're not the same
- 48:30people. So fairness changes to the
- 48:32barometer of fairness changes. Beautiful.
- 48:37I love, I love that, you know, these lessons learned from those
- 48:40closest to us. You know, the message about like
- 48:43being rooted in love, I think is so profound and and the fact
- 48:48that, yeah, people can change, especially I think with our
- 48:51parents, we we, we're closest to them.
- 48:54And so we think we know them best, but that we put them in
- 48:57these boxes and then we realize, well, maybe the rigidity that we
- 49:01see in them can also reflect back certain aspects of
- 49:03ourselves. So being having that openness to
- 49:06like admit, wow, is this, you know, like there's something
- 49:10more to this or like the leaning into the complexity piece of it
- 49:14that like, you know, in this moment, it's it's different,
- 49:16right? Or life, life events happen and,
- 49:19and they responded differently. It's like, are we actually
- 49:22taking note of that? Are we, you know, vigilant and
- 49:26and really picking up on those nuances?
- 49:28I think that's the challenge that we have.
- 49:31And then, yeah, and I just really appreciate, you know,
- 49:33you, you sharing that. And I'm congratulations on on,
- 49:37you know, your mom becoming a grandmother and I'm sure she's,
- 49:39you know, very happy in this new stage of, of her life.
- 49:43And, you know, I just really appreciate you, Charlie, for
- 49:46sharing so much of like, you know, your experiences and the
- 49:48work that you're doing. It's just been truly like
- 49:52inspiring and makes me have my own conviction about like the
- 49:55work that I do and, and really trying to, you know, do the work
- 49:59joyfully, but bring along the whole community, like you were
- 50:02saying and rooting it in love. So I wanted to ask the final
- 50:06question, and this is one that I ask all my guests.
- 50:08Any kind of recommendation you'd like to offer up for our
- 50:12listeners? Yes, I was thinking about this.
- 50:16I think so. We are called Change the Tune is
- 50:19the name of the company. And I am obsessed with music.
- 50:22And so if you're not, if you're on Spotify, I don't know why my
- 50:25names are on the other platinum platforms, but you can look me
- 50:28up on Spotify under Charlie Kemp, the song of the rest of
- 50:32the year, especially as I navigate Jamaica.
- 50:35And please look out if there's a way for you all to support it.
- 50:38It's Soldier of love, It's by Sade.
- 50:41And I don't know what this, I don't know what I call the
- 50:45playlist, but Soldier of Love by Sade.
- 50:48Like I think we all need to kind of armor up with love and think
- 50:51about how do we show up with love?
- 50:53How do we give love? How do we be loved?
- 50:54How do we embody love? My next project is going to be
- 50:58coming out around this, but I would say Soldier of Love, Check
- 51:03it out. Awesome.
- 51:05Yeah, I'll, I'll definitely be checking it out.
- 51:07And thank you so much for that music recommendation, Charlie.
- 51:11And yeah, this is this kind of wrapping up our our
- 51:14conversation. I, I wanted to give you the last
- 51:16words. Any final send off or like final
- 51:19reflection as we're yeah, kind of like winding down.
- 51:23Yeah, I think I want to stay on the mode of soldier of love for
- 51:29people. Like I think right now more than
- 51:31ever, every day we turn on the news and people are like, we're
- 51:35in uncharted times since the pandemic.
- 51:37I think that's like, and it gets like the stakes any up.
- 51:41And I, I just want to say if you have two minutes today, the
- 51:46question I would like for you to ask yourself is how am I showing
- 51:50up and leading with love in my life for yourself, to yourself
- 51:55and also to others. Music.