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- 0:12Speaker 1: The Dream a novel by H. G. Wells. Chapter the
- 0:16Speaker 1: fourth The Widow Smith moves to London, Parts six and seven.
- 0:22Speaker 1: Part six next morning revealed a new Matilda good active,
- 0:27Speaker 1: an urgent in a loose and rather unclean mauve cotton wrapper,
- 0:31Speaker 1: and a head wrapped up in a sort of turban
- 0:33Speaker 1: of figured silk. This cost him. She wore most of
- 0:36Speaker 1: the day, except that she did her hand put on
- 0:39Speaker 1: a cotton lace cap in the afternoon. The black dress
- 0:43Speaker 1: and the real lace cap and the brooch I was
- 0:45Speaker 1: to learn, were full Sundays and full week day evenings
- 0:48Speaker 1: of distinction. My mother and Prue were arrayed in rough aprons,
- 0:53Speaker 1: which Matilda had very thoughtfully brought for them. There was
- 0:56Speaker 1: a great bustle in the basement of the house, and Prue,
- 0:59Speaker 1: a little four eight, went up with Matilda to learn
- 1:02Speaker 1: how to set out breakfast for mister Place. I made
- 1:06Speaker 1: his acquaintance later in the day when I took up
- 1:08Speaker 1: the late edition of the evening standard to him. I
- 1:11Speaker 1: found him stooping, tall gentleman with a cadaverous face that
- 1:14Speaker 1: was mostly profile, and he made great play with my
- 1:17Speaker 1: Christian name, Moltimer, he said, and made his knee. Well,
- 1:25Speaker 1: it might have been Norfolk Howard. There was an obscure
- 1:29Speaker 1: illusion in that, for once upon a time ran the
- 1:31Speaker 1: popular legend a certain mister Bug, seeking a less entomological name,
- 1:36Speaker 1: had changed his name to Norfolk Howard, which was in
- 1:40Speaker 1: those days a very aristocratic one. Whereupon vulgar people had
- 1:44Speaker 1: equalized matters by calling the offensive bed bugs that abounded
- 1:48Speaker 1: in London Norfolk Howards. Before many weeks were passed, it
- 1:52Speaker 1: became evident that Matilda Good had made an excellent bargain
- 1:55Speaker 1: in her annexation of our family. She had secured my
- 1:58Speaker 1: mother's services for nothing, and it was manifest that my
- 2:01Speaker 1: mother was a born lodging housewoman. She behaved like a
- 2:04Speaker 1: partner in the concern, and the only money Matilda ever
- 2:07Speaker 1: gave her was to pay her expenses upon some specific
- 2:10Speaker 1: errand or to buy some specific things. Prue, however, with
- 2:14Speaker 1: unexpected firmness, insisted upon wages and enforced her claim by
- 2:19Speaker 1: going out and nearly getting employment at a dressmaker's In
- 2:23Speaker 1: a little while, Matilda became to the lodgers an unseen
- 2:25Speaker 1: power for righteousness in the basement, and all the staircase
- 2:29Speaker 1: work was left to my mother and Prue. Often Matilda
- 2:32Speaker 1: did not go up above the ground level once all
- 2:34Speaker 1: day until, as she said, she toddled up to bed.
- 2:38Speaker 1: Matilda made some ingenious attempts to utilize me also in
- 2:41Speaker 1: the service of the household. I was exhortered to carry
- 2:44Speaker 1: up scuttles of coal, clean boots and knives, and make
- 2:47Speaker 1: myself useful generally. She even put it to me one
- 2:50Speaker 1: day whether I wouldn't like a nice suit with buttons.
- 2:53Speaker 1: In those days they still used to put small serving
- 2:55Speaker 1: boys in tight suits of green or brown cloth, with
- 2:58Speaker 1: rows of gilt buttons as close together as possible over
- 3:01Speaker 1: the little chests and stomachs. But the very thought of
- 3:04Speaker 1: it sent my mind to Chessing Hanger, where I had
- 3:07Speaker 1: conceived an intense hatred and dread of service and livery,
- 3:11Speaker 1: and determined me to find some other employment before Matilda
- 3:14Speaker 1: Good's large and insidious will enveloped and overcame me, and
- 3:18Speaker 1: oddly enough, a talk I had with Miss Beatrius Bumpus
- 3:21Speaker 1: helped me greatly in my determination. Miss Bumpus was a
- 3:25Speaker 1: slender young woman, about five and twenty. I suppose. She
- 3:28Speaker 1: had short brown hair brushed back rather prettily from a
- 3:31Speaker 1: broad forehead, and she had freckles on her nose and
- 3:34Speaker 1: quick red brown eyes. She generally wore a plaid tweed costume,
- 3:38Speaker 1: rather short in the skirt and with a coat cut
- 3:40Speaker 1: like a man's. She wore green stockings and brown shoes.
- 3:44Speaker 1: I had never seen green stockings before. And she would
- 3:48Speaker 1: stand on her hearth rug in exactly the attitude mister
- 3:50Speaker 1: Place adopted on his hearth rug downstairs, or she would
- 3:54Speaker 1: be sitting at a writing desk against the window, smoking cigarettes.
- 3:58Speaker 1: She asked me what sort of man I to be?
- 4:00Speaker 1: And I said, with the sort of modesty I had
- 4:02Speaker 1: been taught to assume as becoming my station that I
- 4:05Speaker 1: hadn't thought yet, to which Miss Bumpus answered, liar, that
- 4:10Speaker 1: was the sort of remark that either kills or cures.
- 4:14Speaker 1: I said, well, miss, I want to get educated, and
- 4:18Speaker 1: I don't know how to do it, and I don't
- 4:20Speaker 1: know what I ought to do. Miss Bumpus held me
- 4:23Speaker 1: with a gesture while she showed how nicely she could
- 4:25Speaker 1: send out smoke through her nose. Then she said, avoid
- 4:28Speaker 1: blind ally occupations, yes, miss, but you don't know what
- 4:34Speaker 1: blind ally occupations are. No, Miss, occupations that in a
- 4:40Speaker 1: boy wages and lead nowhere. One of the endless pitfalls
- 4:43Speaker 1: of this silly man made pseudo civilization. Never do anything
- 4:47Speaker 1: that doesn't lead somewhere, Aim high. I must think your
- 4:50Speaker 1: case out, mister Harry Mortimer. I might be able to
- 4:53Speaker 1: help you. This was the opening of quite a number
- 4:57Speaker 1: of conversations between myself and Miss Bumpus. She was a
- 5:01Speaker 1: very stimulating influence in my adolescence. She pointed out that
- 5:05Speaker 1: although it was now late in the year, there were
- 5:07Speaker 1: many evening classes of various sorts that I might attend
- 5:10Speaker 1: with profit. She told me, all sorts of prominent and
- 5:13Speaker 1: successful people who had begun their careers from beginnings as
- 5:16Speaker 1: humble and hopeless as mine. She said, I was unhampered
- 5:20Speaker 1: by my sex. She asked me if I was interested
- 5:23Speaker 1: in the suffrage movement, and gave me tickets for two
- 5:25Speaker 1: meetings at which I heard her speak. And she spoke,
- 5:28Speaker 1: I thought very well. She answered some interrupters with extreme effectiveness,
- 5:33Speaker 1: and I cheered myself hoarse for her. Something about her
- 5:37Speaker 1: light and gallant attitude at life reminded me of Fanny.
- 5:40Speaker 1: I said so one day, and found myself before I
- 5:42Speaker 1: knew it, telling her reluctantly and shamefully the story of
- 5:46Speaker 1: our family disgrace. Miss Bumpus was much interested. She wasn't
- 5:52Speaker 1: like her sister Prue, No miss prettier, A lot prettier.
- 5:57Speaker 1: Of course, you could hardly call Prue pretty. Miss. I
- 6:02Speaker 1: hope she's got on all right, said Miss Bumpus. I
- 6:05Speaker 1: don't blame her a bit, but I hope she's got
- 6:07Speaker 1: the best of it. I'd give anything, Miss, to hear
- 6:11Speaker 1: Fanny was all right. I did care for Fanny. Miss.
- 6:15Speaker 1: I'd give anything almost to see Fanny again. You won't
- 6:18Speaker 1: tell my mother, Miss, I told you anything about Fanny.
- 6:21Speaker 1: It kind of slipped out, like Mortimer said, Miss Bumpus,
- 6:27Speaker 1: you're a sticker. I wish I had a little brother
- 6:30Speaker 1: like you. There, I won't breathe a word. I felt
- 6:34Speaker 1: I had sealed a glorious friendship. I adopted votes for
- 6:37Speaker 1: women as the first plank of my political platform. No firefly,
- 6:41Speaker 1: I won't explain. I won't explain anything. You must guess
- 6:44Speaker 1: what a political platform was and what its planks were.
- 6:48Speaker 1: I followed up her indications and found out about classes
- 6:52Speaker 1: in the district where I could learn geology and chemistry
- 6:55Speaker 1: and how to speak French and German. Very timidly, I
- 6:58Speaker 1: mooted the subject of my further edge in the basement
- 7:01Speaker 1: living room, Part seven, Sarnak looked round at the firelit
- 7:07Speaker 1: faces of his listeners. I know how topsy turvy the
- 7:10Speaker 1: story must seem to you, but it is a fact.
- 7:13Speaker 1: Before I was fourteen, I had to plead for education
- 7:15Speaker 1: against the ideas and wishes of my own family. And
- 7:18Speaker 1: the whole household, from top to bottom, was brought into
- 7:21Speaker 1: the discussion by Matilda or my mother. Except for Miss
- 7:24Speaker 1: Bumpus and frou Buckholtz, everyone was against the idea education,
- 7:30Speaker 1: said Matilda, shaking her head slowly from side to side
- 7:33Speaker 1: and smiling deprecatingly. Education. That's all very well for those
- 7:38Speaker 1: who have nothing better to do. But you want to
- 7:40Speaker 1: get out in the world. You've got to be earning,
- 7:43Speaker 1: young man. But if I have an education, I'll be
- 7:46Speaker 1: able to earn more. Matilda screwed up her mouth in
- 7:49Speaker 1: a portentous manner and pointed to the ceiling to indicate,
- 7:52Speaker 1: mister place, that's what comes of education, young man. A
- 7:56Speaker 1: room frowsy with books and just enough salary not to
- 7:58Speaker 1: be able to do a blessed thing you want to do,
- 8:01Speaker 1: and giving yourself airs business is what you want, young man,
- 8:05Speaker 1: Not education. And who's to pay for all these classes?
- 8:09Speaker 1: Said my mother. That's what I want to know. That's
- 8:13Speaker 1: what we all want to know, said Matilda. Good If
- 8:17Speaker 1: I can't get education, I said, and left the desperate
- 8:20Speaker 1: sentence unfinished. I am afraid I was near weeping to learn.
- 8:25Speaker 1: Nothing beyond my present ignorance seemed to me like a
- 8:27Speaker 1: sentence of imprisonment for life. It wasn't I who suffered
- 8:31Speaker 1: that alone. Thousands of poor youngsters of fourteen or fifteen
- 8:34Speaker 1: in those days new enough to see clearly that the
- 8:37Speaker 1: doors of practical illiteracy were closing in upon them, and
- 8:40Speaker 1: yet did not know enough to find a way of
- 8:42Speaker 1: escape from this mental extinction. Look here, I said, If
- 8:47Speaker 1: I can get some sort of job during the day,
- 8:50Speaker 1: may I pay for classes in the evening? If you
- 8:53Speaker 1: can earn enough, said Matilda. It's no worse, I suppose,
- 8:56Speaker 1: than going to these new cinema shows buying suits for
- 8:59Speaker 1: girls you've got to pay in for your room here
- 9:01Speaker 1: and your keep. Marty first, said my mother. It isn't
- 9:05Speaker 1: fair on miss Good if you don't I know, I said,
- 9:08Speaker 1: with my heart sinking, I'll pay in my board and
- 9:11Speaker 1: lodging somehow. I don't want to be dependent. What good
- 9:15Speaker 1: you think it will do, you, said Matildagood. I don't know.
- 9:20Speaker 1: You'll pick up a certain amount of learnings, perhaps get
- 9:23Speaker 1: a certificate or something in ideas above your station. You'll
- 9:26Speaker 1: give all the energy you might use in shoving your
- 9:29Speaker 1: way up in some useful employment. You'll get round shouldered
- 9:32Speaker 1: and near sighted, and just to grow up a discontented misfit.
- 9:37Speaker 1: We'll have it your way if you must. If you
- 9:39Speaker 1: earn the money yourself, it's yours to spend. Mister Place
- 9:43Speaker 1: was no more encouraging. Well, my noble Mortimer, he said,
- 9:47Speaker 1: tell me ah that you aspire to university honors. I
- 9:52Speaker 1: want to learn a little more than I know, sir,
- 9:55Speaker 1: and join the ranks of the half educated proletariat. It
- 9:59Speaker 1: sounded bad, I hope not, I said, And what classes
- 10:04Speaker 1: do you propose to attend, Maltimer? Whatever? There are no plan,
- 10:08Speaker 1: No aim, I thought they'd know whatever they give you, eh,
- 10:13Speaker 1: a promiscuous appetite. And while you, while you are indulged
- 10:18Speaker 1: in this mixed feast of learning, this futile rivalry with
- 10:22Speaker 1: the children of the leisure classes, somebody, I suppose will
- 10:26Speaker 1: have to keep you. Don't you think it's a bit
- 10:28Speaker 1: hard on that kind mother of yours, who toils day
- 10:31Speaker 1: and night for you, that you shouldn't work and do
- 10:33Speaker 1: your bit, eh. One of the things Maltima we used
- 10:36Speaker 1: to learn in our much maligned public schools was something
- 10:39Speaker 1: we called plane cricket. Well, I ask you, is this
- 10:44Speaker 1: this disinclination to do a bit of the yearning er?
- 10:48Speaker 1: Is it playing cricket? I could expect such behavior from
- 10:51Speaker 1: an aera, you know, but not from a Maltima. No,
- 10:54Speaker 1: bless oblige you think it over, my boy. There's such
- 10:58Speaker 1: a thing as learning, but such a thing as duty.
- 11:01Speaker 1: Many of us have to be content with lives of
- 11:04Speaker 1: unassuming labor, many of us men who, under happier circumstances
- 11:08Speaker 1: might have done great things. The mortgarages were generally persuasive
- 11:12Speaker 1: in the same strain my mother had put a case
- 11:14Speaker 1: to them. Also, usually I was indisposed to linger in
- 11:18Speaker 1: the mortgarage atmosphere. They had old fashioned ideas about drafts,
- 11:21Speaker 1: and there was a peculiar aged flavor about them. They were,
- 11:25Speaker 1: to be plain, a very dirty old couple. Indeed, with
- 11:29Speaker 1: declining strength, they had relaxed by imperceptible degrees from the
- 11:32Speaker 1: not very exacting standards of their youth. I used to
- 11:36Speaker 1: cut into the room and out of it again as
- 11:38Speaker 1: quickly as I could. But half a century of the
- 11:40Speaker 1: clerical life among yielding country folk had given these bent, decaying,
- 11:44Speaker 1: pitiful creatures a wonderful way with their social inferiors. Morning,
- 11:50Speaker 1: Sir and ma'am, I said, and put down the coals
- 11:53Speaker 1: I had brought them, and took up the empty scut
- 11:55Speaker 1: lining eye had replaced. Miss Morgaridge advanced shakily so as
- 11:59Speaker 1: to intercept to my retreat. She had silvery hair, a
- 12:02Speaker 1: wrinkled face, and screwed up, red rimmed eyes. She was
- 12:06Speaker 1: short sighted and came peering up very close to me.
- 12:08Speaker 1: Whenever she spoke to me, breathing in my face, she
- 12:12Speaker 1: held out a quivering hand to arrest me. She spoke
- 12:14Speaker 1: with a quavering voice. And how is Master Morty this morning?
- 12:19Speaker 1: She said, with kindly condescending intonations. Very well, thank you, ma'am,
- 12:24Speaker 1: I said, I've been hearing rather a sad account of you, Morty,
- 12:28Speaker 1: rather a sad account sorry, mum, I said, and wished
- 12:33Speaker 1: I had the courage to tell her that my life
- 12:34Speaker 1: was no business of hers. They say you're discontented, Morty,
- 12:39Speaker 1: They say you complain of God's mercies. Mister Moulgiridge had
- 12:43Speaker 1: been sitting in the arm chair by the fireplace. He
- 12:46Speaker 1: was in his slippers and shirt sleeves, and he had
- 12:48Speaker 1: been reading a newspaper. Now he looked at me over
- 12:51Speaker 1: his silver rimmed spectacles and spoke in a rich, succulent voice.
- 12:56Speaker 1: I'm sorry you should be giving trouble to that dear
- 12:58Speaker 1: mother of yours, he said, very sorry, she's a devoted,
- 13:02Speaker 1: saintly woman. Yes, Sir, I said, very few boys nowadays
- 13:07Speaker 1: have the privilege of such an upbringing as yours. Some
- 13:10Speaker 1: day you may understand what you owe her. I begin
- 13:13Speaker 1: to interjected, Sarnak, it seems you want to launch out
- 13:18Speaker 1: upon some extravagant plan of classes instead of settling down
- 13:21Speaker 1: quietly in your proper sphere. Is that so? I don't
- 13:25Speaker 1: feel I know enough yet, Sir I said, I feel
- 13:29Speaker 1: I'd like to learn more. Knowledge isn't always happiness, Marty,
- 13:33Speaker 1: said missus Mulgarridge, close to me, much too close to me.
- 13:37Speaker 1: And what may these classes be that are tempting you
- 13:40Speaker 1: to forget the honor you owe your dear mother, said
- 13:42Speaker 1: mister Mulgarridge. I don't know yet, sir. They say this
- 13:47Speaker 1: classes and geology and French and things like that. Old
- 13:50Speaker 1: mister Muggeridge waved his hand in front of himself with
- 13:53Speaker 1: an expression of face, as though it was I who
- 13:56Speaker 1: admitted an evil odor. Geology, he said, French, the language
- 14:01Speaker 1: of Voltaire. Let me tell you one thing, plainly, my boy.
- 14:05Speaker 1: Your mother is quite right in objecting to these classes. Geology.
- 14:09Speaker 1: Geology is all wrong. It has done more harm in
- 14:14Speaker 1: the last fifty years than any other single influence. Whatever
- 14:18Speaker 1: it undermines faith, it sows doubt. I do not speak ignorantly, Mortimer.
- 14:23Speaker 1: I have seen lives wrecked and destroyed, in souls lost
- 14:26Speaker 1: by this same geology. I am an old learned man,
- 14:29Speaker 1: and I have examined the work of many of these
- 14:32Speaker 1: so called geologists, Huxley, Darwin and the like. I have
- 14:36Speaker 1: examined it very very carefully, and very very tolerantly. And
- 14:40Speaker 1: I tell you they are all, all of them hopelessly
- 14:43Speaker 1: mistaken men. And what good will such knowledge do you?
- 14:47Speaker 1: Will it make you happier? Will it make you better? No,
- 14:50Speaker 1: my lad, But I know of something that will, something
- 14:54Speaker 1: older than geology, older and better. Sarah, dear give me
- 14:58Speaker 1: that book there, please, yes, reverently the book. His wife
- 15:05Speaker 1: handed him, a black bound bible with its cover protected
- 15:08Speaker 1: against rough usage by a metal edge. Now, my boy,
- 15:11Speaker 1: he said, let me give you this, this old, familiar
- 15:14Speaker 1: book with an old man's blessing. In that is all
- 15:18Speaker 1: the knowledge worth having, all the knowledge you will ever need.
- 15:22Speaker 1: You will always find something fresh in it, and always
- 15:24Speaker 1: something beautiful. He held it out to me, accepting. It
- 15:28Speaker 1: seemed the shortest way out of the room, so I
- 15:30Speaker 1: took it. Thank you, sir, I said, Promise me you
- 15:34Speaker 1: will read it. Oh, yes, sir. I turned to go,
- 15:38Speaker 1: but giving was in the air. Now, Mortimer said, missus Mulgarridge,
- 15:43Speaker 1: do you please promise to seek strength where strength is
- 15:45Speaker 1: to be found and try to be a better son
- 15:48Speaker 1: to that dear struggling woman. And as she spoke, she
- 15:51Speaker 1: proffered for my acceptance an extremely hard, small yellow orange
- 15:55Speaker 1: Thank you, ma'am, I said, made shift to stow her
- 15:58Speaker 1: gift in my pocket, and with the Bible in one
- 16:00Speaker 1: hand and the empty coal scuttle lining in the other, escaped.
- 16:04Speaker 1: I returned wrathfully to the basement and deposited my presence
- 16:06Speaker 1: on the window sill. Some impulse made me open the Bible,
- 16:10Speaker 1: and inside the cover I found imperfectly erased the shadowy
- 16:14Speaker 1: outlines of these words printed in violet ink, not to
- 16:17Speaker 1: be removed from the waiting room. I puzzled over the
- 16:20Speaker 1: significance of this for some time. And what did it signify,
- 16:25Speaker 1: asked Firefly. I do not know to this day, said Sarnak,
- 16:30Speaker 1: But apparently the reverend Gentleman had acquired that book at
- 16:33Speaker 1: a railway station during one of his journeys as a
- 16:35Speaker 1: Sunday supply you mean, said Firefly, No more than I say.
- 16:41Speaker 1: He was, in many ways a peculiar old gentleman, and
- 16:44Speaker 1: his piety was, I fancy, an essentially superficial exudation. He was,
- 16:49Speaker 1: I will not say, dishonest, but spasmodically acquisitive, and like
- 16:55Speaker 1: many old people in those days, he preferred his refreshment
- 16:57Speaker 1: to be stimulating rather the nutritious, and so he may
- 17:01Speaker 1: have blured his ethical perceptions. An odd thing about him,
- 17:05Speaker 1: Matil the Good was the first to point it out,
- 17:08Speaker 1: was that he rarely took an umbrella away with him
- 17:10Speaker 1: whenever he went on supply, and almost always came back
- 17:13Speaker 1: with one, and once he came back with two. But
- 17:16Speaker 1: he never kept his umbrellas. He would take them off
- 17:19Speaker 1: for long walks and return without them, looking all the
- 17:22Speaker 1: brighter fort I remember one day I was in the
- 17:24Speaker 1: room when he returned from such an expedition. There had
- 17:27Speaker 1: been a shower, and his coat was wet. Miss Margaridge
- 17:30Speaker 1: made him change it and lamented that he had lost
- 17:33Speaker 1: his umbrella again. Not lost, I heard the old men say,
- 17:37Speaker 1: in a whisper of infinite gentleness, not lost, dear, not lost,
- 17:41Speaker 1: but gone before, gone before the rain came. The Lord gave,
- 17:46Speaker 1: Lord hath taken away. For a time he was silent,
- 17:48Speaker 1: coat in hand. He stood with his shirt sleeve resting
- 17:51Speaker 1: on the mantel shelf, his foot upon the fender, and
- 17:55Speaker 1: his venerable hairy face gazing down into the fire. He
- 17:58Speaker 1: seemed to be thinking deep sad. Then he remarked, in
- 18:01Speaker 1: a thoughtful, less obituary tone ten and sixpence a jolly
- 18:06Speaker 1: good umbrella. End of Section eleven, read by Cris Buchanan, Springfield, Illinois,
- 18:14Speaker 1: August twenty fifth, two thousand and twenty three.