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- 0:00I've been working nights at Riverside Mortuary for three
- 0:02years by then. That's long enough to get used
- 0:06to pretty much anything. And I thought I had the chemical
- 0:10smell of embalming fluid that used to make my eyes water.
- 0:14Barely noticed it anymore. The silence that felt like it
- 0:19was pressing down on me those first few weeks.
- 0:23Kind of peaceful, actually. I figured I had the place
- 0:27figured out. The building itself was this old
- 0:31Victorian thing on the edge of town, all dark brick and iron
- 0:35gates that probably looked intimidating to most people.
- 0:39Shawn Casey, my boss, like to say it had character.
- 0:44I just called it old. Three stories with the business
- 0:48stuff on the 1st floor, storage and prep rooms in the basement,
- 0:52and Shawn's apartment up top where I never went.
- 0:55The whole place felt like it was built to last forever, which I
- 0:59guess made sense for the death business.
- 1:02My routine was pretty simple. Show up at 11:00 PM, walk my
- 1:07circuit every hour until dawn, preparation rooms, Chapel,
- 1:11administrative offices, then back to my desk in the front
- 1:14lobby where I'd read or mess around on my phone.
- 1:18Not exactly exciting, but the pay was decent and nobody
- 1:22bothered me. That was the main thing tonight.
- 1:27Started wrong. From the minute I got there, my
- 1:31key stuck in the front door lock.
- 1:34I'd use the same key for three years, turned it in that same
- 1:37lock probably 1000 times, and it always went smooth.
- 1:43Tonight it felt like the metal was grinding against something.
- 1:47I had to wiggle it and push hard before it finally turned.
- 1:51Probably nothing, but it bugged me a little.
- 1:55Inside was worse. The temperature had dropped
- 1:59maybe 20° from what it should have been.
- 2:02The heating system was working fine.
- 2:04I could hear it running, that low hum it always made, but my
- 2:09breath was coming out in little puffs like I was outside in
- 2:12January. This was November in Montana,
- 2:16sure, but the building was heated, had been every single
- 2:20night I'd worked there. I pulled my flannel shirt
- 2:24tighter and started my first round.
- 2:27The prep rooms looked normal. Stainless steel tables, cabinets
- 2:31full of supplies, that weird blue lighting.
- 2:34Sean insisted on using everything in its place.
- 2:39The Chapel was fine too, rows of chairs facing the front where
- 2:43they'd set up for services. Nothing out of place there.
- 2:48I checked doors and windows out of habit.
- 2:51All locked, same as always. The administrative offices were
- 2:55empty and cold, but that wasn't unusual.
- 3:00Sean kept those locked up tight when he wasn't around.
- 3:03Everything was secure until I got to the embalming suite.
- 3:07That's where Sean did the actual work, down in the basement.
- 3:12I usually just stuck my head in, made sure nobody had broken in
- 3:15through the back entrance, then moved on.
- 3:19Tonight I walked all the way inside because something felt
- 3:22off. I can't really explain what,
- 3:25just this feeling that something was different.
- 3:29The room was set up the same as always, 2 examination tables,
- 3:33one against each wall, cabinets full of chemicals and tools, a
- 3:38sink in the corner. The smell was stronger down
- 3:42here, that sharp medicinal scent that cut right through your
- 3:45nose. One of the tables had a body on
- 3:48it. That wasn't unusual by itself.
- 3:52Sean often left bodies prepped for the next day's work, but
- 3:57this one made me stop walking. I recognized the face.
- 4:01It was mine, not like a resemblance or someone who
- 4:05looked similar. My face.
- 4:09My exact face, down to the scar above my left eyebrow from when
- 4:13I crashed my bike into a tree when I was 12.
- 4:17Same angular cheekbones, same pale skin, same brown hair that
- 4:21never stayed where I wanted it to.
- 4:24The body was wearing my clothes, too.
- 4:27The exact flannel shirt I'd put on that evening.
- 4:30Blue and green Plaid with a small tear near the left cuff
- 4:34from where I'd caught it on a fence post last month.
- 4:37Same jeans with a faded spot on the right knee.
- 4:40Even the same boots, scuffed brown leather I'd been wearing
- 4:44for two years. I just stood there for maybe 30
- 4:47seconds, not really processing what I was seeing.
- 4:52My brain kept trying to make it make sense.
- 4:55Maybe it was someone who looked like me.
- 4:58Maybe I was more tired than I thought and seeing things wrong.
- 5:02But then I saw the toe tag. White paper tied around the big
- 5:06toe with string procedure for everybody that came through.
- 5:11I'd seen Sean fill out hundreds of them over the years.
- 5:15This one had my name on it. Phoenix Tran, my birth date,
- 5:20March 15th, 1995, and today's date listed as time of death.
- 5:27Today, as in a few hours ago. I reached out and touched the
- 5:32tag just to make sure it was real.
- 5:36The paper felt normal under my fingers.
- 5:39The ink was Sean's handwriting, that careful script he used for
- 5:43all the official paperwork. The body, my body was cold.
- 5:49I could feel that without touching it, the way cold
- 5:51radiates off something when you get close enough.
- 5:55But I touched the hand anyway. Just the fingertips.
- 5:58Definitely dead, definitely cold.
- 6:02Definitely me. I stepped back and tried to
- 6:06think. This wasn't possible.
- 6:09Obviously it wasn't possible, but there it was, right in front
- 6:13of me, my own corpse tagged and ready for whatever came next.
- 6:19My hands were shaking a little, not for the cold anymore.
- 6:24I looked around the room, trying to find some explanation.
- 6:28Maybe this was some kind of joke.
- 6:31Sean had a weird sense of humor sometimes, though this seemed
- 6:35pretty extreme even for him. Maybe it was some kind of
- 6:38training thing I didn't know about, but the body looked too
- 6:42real for that. The skin had that waxy quality
- 6:45dead people got. The clothes were definitely
- 6:48mine. I could see the exact pattern of
- 6:51wear and tear I knew by heart. And the smell.
- 6:56Dead bodies had a particular smell, even when they were fresh
- 6:59and embalmed. This one had it.
- 7:03I backed toward the door, keeping my eyes on the table.
- 7:08Part of me wanted to run upstairs and call Sean, wake him
- 7:11up and ask what the hell was going on.
- 7:14Another part wanted to just leave, walk out of the building
- 7:17and never come back. But I didn't do either of those
- 7:21things. I just stood there in the
- 7:24doorway, staring at my own dead face and trying to figure out
- 7:28how something like this could happen.
- 7:31The heating system kicked on again, that familiar hum filling
- 7:35the silence. My breath was still misting in
- 7:38the cold air. The fluorescent lights buzzed
- 7:42overhead, casting that harsh white light that made everything
- 7:45look a little unreal. I kept staring at the body, at
- 7:49myself, dead on a table with a toe tag that said I died today.
- 7:55I mean, the detail was insane. The scar above my left eyebrow
- 8:00from when I crashed my bike into Missus Patterson's fence when I
- 8:03was 8. The tear in my flannel shirt
- 8:06that I got caught on the loading dock gate about two months ago.
- 8:10Even the faded spot on my right knee from when I spilled bleach
- 8:14doing laundry last year. Everything was perfect.
- 8:18Too perfect. Sean wouldn't do this.
- 8:21No way. The guy's been running this
- 8:23place for 20 years, and he takes his work seriously.
- 8:26Like, really seriously. He gets upset when people make
- 8:30funeral director jokes. There's no chance he'd authorize
- 8:34something this twisted. Even if he could somehow pull it
- 8:36off, which he couldn't. Nobody could.
- 8:41But there it was. Me dead.
- 8:43Me with a toe tag in Sean's handwriting.
- 8:48I needed to call someone. Police, probably.
- 8:50Or an ambulance. I don't know.
- 8:54What do you even say? Hey, I found my own corpse at
- 8:58work. They'd think I was having some
- 9:00kind of breakdown. I pulled out my phone and hit
- 9:03the emergency call button. These are on the screen, lit up,
- 9:08but where the signal bars usually were, it just showed
- 9:11nothing. No bars, no no service message,
- 9:16just empty space. That bugged me.
- 9:20This building gets perfect reception.
- 9:23I've made calls from the basement before, no problem.
- 9:27Hell, I stream music during my shift sometimes.
- 9:31I held the phone up, moved it around, nothing.
- 9:36The screen showed it was 11:51 PM, but no signal anywhere.
- 9:42Figured I'd check the security footage, maybe I could see
- 9:46something that would explain this whole situation.
- 9:50I headed back upstairs to the front office, my boots echoing
- 9:53in the hallway. The cold was getting worse.
- 9:57I could see my breath every time I exhaled.
- 10:01The security monitor sits on the desk next to the main computer.
- 10:054 camera feeds on one screen. Front lobby, back entrance,
- 10:09basement, hallway, and preparation room.
- 10:13I looked at the timestamp in the corner of each feed. 11:47 PM.
- 10:20All four cameras. That was weird.
- 10:23The feeds should show different times, since they cycle through
- 10:26their recording loops at slightly different intervals,
- 10:30but all four showed the exact same timestamp. 11:47 PM.
- 10:37The exact moment I'd walked into that embalming suite and found
- 10:41myself lying dead on the table. I clicked on the playback
- 10:44controls, rewound the footage. Maybe 10 minutes.
- 10:49Watched myself walking backward through the building in fast
- 10:52reverse, my movements jerky and strange.
- 10:56Saw myself exit the embalming suite backward.
- 10:59Walked backward up the stairs, sit backward at my desk.
- 11:03Then I let it play forward again.
- 11:06The feet jumped. Skipped right back to 1147 PMI.
- 11:11Tried again, same thing. No matter what I did, no matter
- 11:16how far back I rewound the footage, it always jumped
- 11:19forward to that same moment. 11:47 PM.
- 11:24Me standing in that doorway, staring at my own corpse.
- 11:29That's when I started to panic a little.
- 11:32Not full panic, but that tight feeling in your chest when
- 11:36things stopped making sense. I kept clicking through the
- 11:39controls, trying to access earlier footage from my shift.
- 11:44The system should have hours of video stored, but every attempt
- 11:48brought me back to the same timestamp. 11:47 PM.
- 11:54Then I heard a door slam somewhere in the building.
- 11:57The sound came from below basement level, probably a heavy
- 12:02door slamming shut, the kind of sound that echoes through the
- 12:05whole building. I grabbed my flashlight from the
- 12:08desk, this big mag light that weighs about 2 lbs, and headed
- 12:12for the stairs. My radio crackled.
- 12:16I pulled it from my belt and tried to reach the dispatch
- 12:19center. Security to base.
- 12:21Do you copy? Static.
- 12:24Just white noise and crackling. I tried again.
- 12:29This is Phoenix at Riverside Mortuary, requesting backup.
- 12:33More static. The radio worked fine earlier
- 12:37when I checked in at the start of my shift.
- 12:40Now it sounded like I was trying to communicate through a
- 12:43blender. The basement felt even colder
- 12:46than before. My breath was coming out in
- 12:50thick puffs now, like I was standing outside in January.
- 12:54I clicked on the flashlight, even though the hallway lights
- 12:57were still working. Something about having it in my
- 13:01hand made me feel a little better.
- 13:04I walked toward the preparation room where I'd found the body.
- 13:08The door was standing wide open. That stopped me cold.
- 13:12I'd left that door closed, I was sure of it.
- 13:16When I backed out of the room after seeing myself on that
- 13:19table, I'd pulled the door shut behind me.
- 13:23It didn't slam it or anything, but I definitely closed it now.
- 13:26It was open, completely open. I stepped into the doorway and
- 13:31shined my flashlight around the room.
- 13:34The examination table was empty. No body, no me.
- 13:40Just bare stainless steel under the blue fluorescent lights.
- 13:45But there were footprints on the floor, wet footprints leading
- 13:49from the examination table toward the back of the room,
- 13:52where another door LED deeper into the basement, toward the
- 13:56crematorium. I knelt down and looked at the
- 14:00prints more closely. They were bare feet, about my
- 14:04size, but the liquid wasn't water.
- 14:08Too dark, too thick. It looked almost black under my
- 14:12flashlight beam, and it had this weird consistency, like motor
- 14:17oil, but thinner. Each footprint was perfectly
- 14:20formed. You could see the outline of
- 14:22toes, the arch, the heel, and they led in a straight line from
- 14:28where the body had been lying toward the crematorium door.
- 14:32That door was closed, but the wet footprint stopped right in
- 14:36front of it. That's me, I guess.
- 14:39Always got to know what's behind the door.
- 14:42The trail led to another set of stairs going down deeper
- 14:46basement level I'd never seen before in three years of working
- 14:49here. Sean never mentioned it.
- 14:53The footprints kept going. Still wet, still that weird dark
- 14:58liquid that looked like motor oil, but thinner.
- 15:01I hit the light switch at the top of the stairs.
- 15:04Nothing. Flipped it a couple times, still
- 15:08nothing. Figured maybe the bulb was out,
- 15:12so I pulled out my phone and turned on the flashlight.
- 15:15Nope. Dead.
- 15:17Not the battery. The whole thing was just black,
- 15:20wouldn't turn on at all. That was new.
- 15:22Good thing I had my mag light. The wooden steps creaked under
- 15:26my boots. Old building, you know.
- 15:30Everything creaks. But these sounded different,
- 15:33sharper, like they were complaining about something.
- 15:38I kept the flashlight beam aimed down at those prints.
- 15:41They were perfect. 2 perfect. You could see every toe, the
- 15:45exact curve of the arch, and they were still wet after, what,
- 15:5010 minutes? 15 That didn't make sense
- 15:54either. The basement smelled like
- 15:57concrete, and that chemical smell from upstairs, but
- 16:00stronger, more concentrated. And underneath that, something
- 16:06else, something sweet and wrong that made my stomach turn a
- 16:10little. About halfway down, I stopped.
- 16:15The footprints were there, but I could hear something moving at
- 16:18the bottom of the stairs. Not footsteps, exactly, more
- 16:23like shuffling, like someone dragging their feet.
- 16:28I almost turned around then, should have turned around, but
- 16:34the flashlight beam caught something moving and I had to
- 16:37look. It was standing at the bottom of
- 16:39the stairs. My corpse, my body, whatever the
- 16:44hell it was just standing there with its head tilted to the side
- 16:49at an angle that would have snapped my neck.
- 16:52The eyes were open, staring right up at me, and they weren't
- 16:57dead eyes anymore. They were focused, watching me
- 17:01like a cat watches a bird. That part bugged me more than a
- 17:05little. I froze on the steps, couldn't
- 17:09move, couldn't breathe. The thing at the bottom just
- 17:12kept staring, and I kept staring back.
- 17:16Its mouth was slightly open, and I could see its chest moving up
- 17:20and down. Breathing.
- 17:22Dead bodies don't breathe. That's like Mortuary Science
- 17:26101. Then it smiled.
- 17:30I ran, dropped the flashlight, spun around, and ran back up
- 17:35those stairs faster than I'd moved since high school.
- 17:37Track. My boots slipped on the third
- 17:40step and I caught myself with my hands, scrambled up the rest of
- 17:44the way, and kept going through the basement hallway up to the
- 17:49main floor, straight toward the front door.
- 17:53I could hear it behind me. Not footsteps, that shuffling
- 17:58sound, but faster now, getting closer.
- 18:02The front lobby felt like it was a mile away.
- 18:06My lungs burned and my legs felt like rubber, but I kept running.
- 18:11Hit the front door at full speed and grabbed the deadbolt.
- 18:15It turned. The handle moved, but the door
- 18:19wouldn't open. I yanked on it, pulled with
- 18:22everything I had. The deadbolt was definitely
- 18:26unlocked. I could see it retracted all the
- 18:28way. The handle turned smooth as
- 18:31butter, but the door might as well have been welded shut.
- 18:36Come on, I said out loud, first time I'd heard my own voice
- 18:40since finding the body, and it sounded wrong.
- 18:44Too high, too scared. I looked around the lobby.
- 18:49There was a metal folding chair by the reception desk that we
- 18:52used for overflow during busy days.
- 18:55I grabbed it, held it over my head and threw it at the front
- 18:59windows as hard as I could. The chair hit the glass and
- 19:03bounced off. Didn't even make a sound, it
- 19:07just hit and fell to the floor like I'd thrown it at a
- 19:10mattress. I tried again, same thing.
- 19:14The glass didn't crack, didn't scratch, didn't even vibrate.
- 19:19The chair just bounced off silently and clattered to the
- 19:22floor. That's when I saw it at the end
- 19:25of the hallway. My doppelganger was standing
- 19:29there, maybe 50 feet away, but it wasn't walking normal.
- 19:34It moved like someone was pulling strings, attached to its
- 19:37arms and legs, jerky, uncoordinated, like a puppet.
- 19:42When the puppeteer's drunk, it got closer and I could see its
- 19:46face better. Same scar above the eyebrow,
- 19:50same everything. But the expression was wrong,
- 19:54too focused, too aware. When it got about 10 feet away,
- 19:59it stopped, tilted its head again, and that impossible
- 20:03angle. Then it opened its mouth.
- 20:08This is the 14th loop, it said, but it was my voice layered with
- 20:13something else, like someone had recorded me talking and played
- 20:17it back through a broken radio. There were echoes in static
- 20:21underneath, and it sounded like multiple versions of me talking
- 20:25at the same time. I didn't say anything.
- 20:29Couldn't You've died 13 different ways already tonight,
- 20:35it continued. Same broken radio voice.
- 20:39Each time you wake up at 11:00 PM, start your shift again, try
- 20:44to figure out what's happening. And each time you die, the thing
- 20:48that looked like me took a step closer.
- 20:51Shawn Casey's experimental preservation technique created a
- 20:55temporal wound in the Mortuary. You're trapped in recursive
- 20:59death cycles. Every time you die, the loop
- 21:03resets. But we remember.
- 21:06All of us remember. I opened my mouth to ask what
- 21:10the hell that meant, but no sound came out.
- 21:15This time will be different, it said, and smiled with my face.
- 21:21This time you're going to understand.
- 21:24I didn't think, just dove sideways toward the Chapel doors
- 21:28and threw myself inside, slamming the door behind me.
- 21:33My hands were shaking so bad I could barely turn the lock, and
- 21:37I knew that flimsy thing wouldn't hold for more than a
- 21:40few seconds. The Chapel was dark except for
- 21:43some light coming through the stained glass windows from the
- 21:46street lamps outside. Rows of wooden pews stretched
- 21:50out in front of me, and I grabbed the closest one and
- 21:53started dragging it toward the door.
- 21:56The thing was heavy as hell. Solid oak probably weighs 200
- 22:01lbs, but adrenaline's a weird drug, you know?
- 22:06I got it moving. Something slammed against the
- 22:09door from the other side hard enough that I felt the vibration
- 22:13through the floor. Then again, the door frame
- 22:18started creaking. I dragged another Pew over and
- 22:21wedged it against the first one, then another.
- 22:25By the time I had three of them stacked up against the door, I
- 22:28was breathing hard and my flannel was soaked with sweat.
- 22:31Despite the cold, these banging stopped.
- 22:35That's when I noticed the smell. The Chapel always smelled like
- 22:39old wood and furniture Polish, with maybe a hint of the flowers
- 22:42they kept on the altar for services.
- 22:46But now there was something else, something sweet and
- 22:50rotten, like fruit left too long in the sun.
- 22:54It was coming from the front of the room.
- 22:57I turned around and saw the altar.
- 23:01The flowers were wrong. I mean, they were the same
- 23:05flowers that had been there when I started my shift.
- 23:08White lilies and some kind of purple things I didn't know the
- 23:11name of arranged in two big vases on either side of the
- 23:14wooden cross. But now some of them looked like
- 23:18they've been dead for weeks. Brown withered petals falling
- 23:23off and littering the altar cloth.
- 23:26The weird part was, it wasn't all of them.
- 23:29Some flowers in each vase were still perfect.
- 23:32Bright white petals, green stems like they'd just been cut.
- 23:37But right next to them would be these completely dead ones,
- 23:41black at the edges and curled up like burned paper.
- 23:45I walked closer, my boots echoing in the empty space.
- 23:49The pattern didn't make sense. You'd expect the flowers to wilt
- 23:53evenly, right? All of them getting old
- 23:56together, But these looked like someone had gone through with a
- 24:00blowtorch and only hit certain ones.
- 24:04When I got to the front of the Chapel, I could see the altar
- 24:07from above. That's when my stomach dropped.
- 24:12The dead flowers spelled something out.
- 24:15Numbers 11471147. The same timestamp that kept
- 24:23showing up on the security cameras the moment everything
- 24:27froze. I stared at those wilted flowers
- 24:31arranged in perfect numeric shapes, and something clicked in
- 24:35my brain like a lock turning. It wasn't when I arrived at
- 24:39work. The loop wasn't starting at
- 24:4211:00 PM when I walked through the front door.
- 24:45It was starting at 11:47 when I first saw my own body on that
- 24:50examination table. That was the moment everything
- 24:53went wrong. The anchor point.
- 24:57My phone had died at 11:47. The security footage stopped at
- 25:0111:47. Even now, trapped in this Chapel
- 25:05with that thing outside, I bet if I had a working clock it
- 25:08would say 1147. Which meant maybe, just maybe,
- 25:13if I could prevent myself from ever walking into that embalming
- 25:17suite. If I could avoid seeing my own
- 25:19corpse in the first place, the whole thing would never start.
- 25:24The loop would never begin. I was still staring at the dead
- 25:28flowers when I heard breathing behind me.
- 25:32Slow, deliberate breathing. In and out, in and out.
- 25:38I turned around. It was standing in the middle of
- 25:41the aisle, maybe 20 feet away, still wearing my face, still had
- 25:46its head cocked at that broken angle, but the pews I'd stacked
- 25:50against the door were still there, hadn't moved.
- 25:55The door was still closed, unlocked.
- 25:58How did you get in here? It smiled with my mouth.
- 26:04This is my building now, Phoenix.
- 26:07I don't need doors. The voice was still mine, but
- 26:10wrong, like listening to a recording of yourself played
- 26:13back through a broken speaker. All the tones were right, but
- 26:18there was something underneath, something hungry.
- 26:23You figured it out, didn't you? It said, taking a step closer.
- 26:28The flowers. Very good, but you're thinking
- 26:31too small. Another step.
- 26:34I backed up against the altar, felt the wooden edge against my
- 26:37lower back. You think if you don't go into
- 26:40that room, this all stops? But Phoenix.
- 26:46It tilted its head the other way.
- 26:48I heard vertebrae crack. We've been through this 13
- 26:53times. You've tried everything.
- 26:56I haven't tried leaving. I said.
- 26:58My voice came out as a whisper. Oh, but you have.
- 27:04It laughed, and the sound echoed off the Chapel walls like
- 27:07breaking glass. Loop #7 you never went inside.
- 27:12Drove straight home. Know what happened?
- 27:15You woke up the next morning with your throat slit, found
- 27:19yourself in your own bathtub, still wearing your work clothes.
- 27:24It was close enough now that I could see the details of its
- 27:26face, My face, every line, every freckle, even the small scar
- 27:33above my left eyebrow from when I crashed my bike into Missus
- 27:36Patterson's fence when I was 8. Loop #9 You called in sick,
- 27:42stayed in bed all night with the covers over your head.
- 27:45Know where you woke up? Right back in your car at 10:58.
- 27:48Because, Phoenix. It reached out with my own hand.
- 27:53You can't escape what's already happened.
- 27:56Its fingers touched my throat, ice cold, like it had been
- 28:00sitting in a freezer. The skin felt wrong too, too
- 28:05soft, like it was starting to decompose.
- 28:08This time is different, though, it whispered.
- 28:12This time you're going to stop fighting.
- 28:15The fingers tightened, just a little pressure at 1st, and then
- 28:19more. I grabbed its wrist and tried to
- 28:22pull the hand away, but it was like trying to move a steel bar.
- 28:26The thing was impossibly strong. You want to know what's really
- 28:32funny? Its face was inches from mine
- 28:35now. I'm not even the one killing
- 28:38you. You are every single time.
- 28:42It's your own hands around your throat.
- 28:45I'm just the part of you that remembers.
- 28:48The pressure increased. I couldn't breathe, couldn't
- 28:51swallow. The Chapel started getting dark
- 28:55around the edges, and I could hear my pulse hammering in my
- 28:58ears. See you at 10:58, it said.
- 29:03My windpipe collapsed. Everything went black.
- 29:07I gasped awake in my Honda Civic, jerking forward against
- 29:11the seat belt so hard it burned across my chest.
- 29:15The radio was playing some classic rock song I didn't
- 29:18recognize. My throat felt like I'd been
- 29:20screaming for hours. The dashboard clock said 1058.
- 29:25PMI was parked in the lot outside Riverside Mortuary,
- 29:30engines still running, my keys dangling from the ignition.
- 29:35Through the windshield I could see the Victorian building
- 29:38sitting there looking perfectly normal, lights on in the front
- 29:42office, everything exactly like it should be, except I could
- 29:47still feel those ice cold fingers around my neck.
- 29:51I sat there for maybe 30 seconds, touching my throat,
- 29:55trying to convince myself it had been a dream.
- 29:58But the pain was too real, too specific, and I could remember
- 30:04every detail. The wilted flowers, the broken
- 30:07neck, the way it had smiled with my own mouth.
- 30:11Fuck this. I put the car in reverse and
- 30:15backed out of the parking space. Didn't look at the building,
- 30:20didn't think about Sean wondering where I was or what
- 30:23kind of trouble I'd get in for. No showing my shift, just drove
- 30:29in the rearview mirror. I watched Riverside Mortuary get
- 30:32smaller and smaller until it disappeared behind a line of
- 30:36trees and something strange happened.
- 30:40As I drove away, I felt this sensation like a rubber band
- 30:45snapping, like something that had been stretched tight
- 30:49suddenly let go. The radio static cleared up.
- 30:54The street lights got brighter. Even the air felt different,
- 30:58less thick. Somehow.
- 31:01By the time I got home, it was like waking up from a fever
- 31:05dream. Everything's sharp and real
- 31:07again. I never went back to that job.
- 31:11I found out about the fire three days later.
- 31:14Was scrolling through the local news website while drinking
- 31:17coffee that tasted like burnt rubber.
- 31:20You know how it is when you can't sleep for days straight.
- 31:23Everything tastes wrong. The headline caught my eye.
- 31:27Historic Mortuary destroyed an overnight blaze.
- 31:31Riverside Mortuary gone. The article said the fire
- 31:35started at 11:47 PM, exactly 1147.
- 31:41I read that line probably 6 times before it sank in.
- 31:44Same time stamp from the security footage.
- 31:47Same time the flowers spelled out on the altar, the anchor
- 31:51point. I called the fire department.
- 31:54Don't know why. Maybe I wanted to hear someone
- 31:57official tell me it was real. Total loss.
- 32:00The guy said his voice sounded tired, like he'd been answering
- 32:04the same questions all morning. Started in the basement level,
- 32:09spread fast. Old building, you know, a lot of
- 32:12wood and chemicals down there. Anyone hurt?
- 32:16I asked. Found one body building owner,
- 32:20Shawn Casey. That's when it got weird.
- 32:24Well, weirder. The fire investigator I talked
- 32:28to later, this woman named Rodriguez, who had coffee stains
- 32:32on her uniform and looked like she hadn't slept either.
- 32:35She told me things that didn't add up.
- 32:38Sean's body was in the embalming suite.
- 32:42Been dead for at least a week, she said.
- 32:44Maybe longer advanced decomposition, but the security
- 32:49footage from the day before the fire showed him leaving work at
- 32:52his usual time around 6:00 PM. How's that possible?
- 32:57I asked. She shrugged.
- 33:00We're still looking into it. I never followed up.
- 33:04Figured some questions don't have answers you want to hear.
- 33:08The thing is, I kept digging anyway.
- 33:11Couldn't help myself. Found out Sean had been ordering
- 33:15weird chemicals for months. Stuff that wasn't in any
- 33:18Mortuary supply catalog. Industrial solvents, rare earth
- 33:23compounds, things with names I couldn't pronounce, his supplier
- 33:28said Sean claimed he was working on an experimental preservation
- 33:32technique. Revolutionary, he called it.
- 33:37Going to change the whole industry, but that's all I ever
- 33:41learned. But the technique actually was
- 33:44whose body he'd been working on before mine showed up on that
- 33:48table. None of that came out.
- 33:52The fire destroyed everything. Files, computers, all his
- 33:56equipment. Just ash and melted metal when
- 33:58the smoke cleared. Sometimes I wonder if that was
- 34:02the point. Maybe the fire wasn't an
- 34:05accident, maybe the building knew it was sick and burned
- 34:08itself clean. That sounds crazy, I know how
- 34:12that sounds. But you didn't see what I saw.
- 34:17You didn't feel those cold fingers around your throat.
- 34:21The psychological stuff hit me later.
- 34:24Took about two weeks before I could sleep through the night
- 34:26again. Had to change jobs because every
- 34:30time someone mentioned security work my hands started shaking.
- 34:35Ended up stocking shelves at a 24 hour grocery store.
- 34:40Different kind of night shift. Fluorescent lights and muzak
- 34:44instead of dark hallways and silence.
- 34:47Better trade off than you'd think.
- 34:49The worst part isn't the nightmares, it's the timing.
- 34:54Every night at 11:47 PM, no matter where I am or what I'm
- 34:58doing, I feel it. Those fingers closing around my
- 35:02throat, just for a second, just long enough to remind me I'll be
- 35:10watching TV or reading a book or talking to someone, and suddenly
- 35:14my windpipe feels like it's collapsing.
- 35:18I can't breathe, can't swallow. Then it passes and I'm fine
- 35:23again. But I always check the clock
- 35:26afterward. Always 1147.
- 35:29Been happening for eight months now.
- 35:31Every single night. My doctor says it's PTSD trauma
- 35:36response, gave me pills that make me drowsy and told me to
- 35:40avoid stressful situations like that.
- 35:43Helps when the stress lives in your head and shows up on
- 35:45schedule. What he doesn't understand is
- 35:49that it's not just a memory. It's not just my brain messing
- 35:53with me. It's real.
- 35:56Somewhere out there, in some timeline that got twisted and
- 35:59broken, I'm still trapped in that building, still dying over
- 36:05and over while my corpse hunts me through those halls.
- 36:08The fire might have destroyed the physical building, but it
- 36:12didn't fix the temporal wound, It just sealed it off.
- 36:16Like putting a lid on a pot that's still boiling.
- 36:20I know this sounds insane. Trust me, I've considered the
- 36:24possibility that I had some kind of breakdown.
- 36:28Maybe I never left the building that night.
- 36:31Maybe I'm in a psychiatric ward somewhere, drooling on myself
- 36:35while nurses check my vitals. But then I think about the
- 36:39specifics. The way the footprints looked on
- 36:42that floor, wet and perfect and wrong.
- 36:46The sound my doppelganger's neck made when it tilted its head,
- 36:50the exact temperature of its fingers.
- 36:54You don't imagine details like that.
- 36:57Not unless you felt them. And there's this thing that
- 37:00happens sometimes late at night when the grocery store is empty
- 37:05except for me and the overnight manager.
- 37:08I'll be restocking the cereal aisle or whatever, and I'll
- 37:11catch movement in my peripheral vision just for a second.
- 37:17Something that moves wrong too fast or at the wrong angle.
- 37:22When I turn to look, there's never anything there, but the
- 37:27air feels colder for a minute, like someone opened a door to
- 37:31somewhere that shouldn't exist. That's when I know.
- 37:35Somewhere in the space between what happened and what could
- 37:38have happened, infinite versions of me are still running through
- 37:42those halls, still trying to escape while their own corpses
- 37:46chase them through the dark, still dying in new ways every
- 37:50loop while the timestamp stays frozen.
- 37:53At 11:47. The fire sealed the wound, but
- 37:57it didn't heal it. Those timelines are still out
- 38:00there, collapsed but not destroyed.
- 38:05And every night at 11:47 I feel the echo of their hands around
- 38:10my throat. Makes me think about how close I
- 38:13came. One wrong decision, one moment
- 38:16of hesitation, and I would have been trapped there forever.
- 38:21Just another ghost in a building that shouldn't exist, dying in
- 38:26ways that don't make sense. The knowledge sits with me like
- 38:30a weight I can't put down, that there are versions of me who
- 38:34never made it out, who are still making it out and failing over
- 38:39and over while their own corpses smile at them with familiar
- 38:43faces. Sometimes I wonder if they can
- 38:47feel me too, if somewhere in those broken timelines, they
- 38:52catch glimpses of the version that escaped, the one who drove
- 38:56away and never looked back. I hope they can't.
- 39:00I hope they don't know what they're missing.
- 39:03But mostly, I hope the fire was enough, that whatever Sean Casey
- 39:07unleashed down there burned up completely and won't spread to
- 39:11anywhere else. Because if it does, if that
- 39:15temporal wound opens up again somewhere new, I don't think
- 39:19I'll be lucky enough to escape twice.
- 39:22The scars are permanent now. Every night at 11:47, I'm
- 39:28reminded of how thin the line is between the world that makes
- 39:30sense and the one that doesn't. How easy it is to slip through a
- 39:35crack in time and get lost in a place where cause and effect
- 39:39breakdown and your own death becomes just another thing that
- 39:42happens on repeat. That's the real horror, not the
- 39:47corpse or the cold fingers or even the endless dying.
- 39:52It's knowing that infinite versions of myself are still
- 39:56trapped in that recursive nightmare, and there's nothing I
- 40:00can do to help them. Nothing, except remember how
- 40:04close I came to joining them and be grateful every morning that
- 40:08I'm still here to feel afraid.