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- 1:08Like Tom Brady, Andrew Luck, and Ya Tittle are three great quarterbacks whom time has not forgotten.
- 1:17But there are stories and facts about them that have not been told or that time has forgotten.
- 1:23And next on Sports Forgotten Heroes, we're going to explore a few very unique stories, not only about these three great quarterbacks, but of a few other sports figures who just might surprise you.
- 1:39This is Sports Forgotten Heroes, a tribute to the stars who shaped the games we love to watch and the games we love to play.
- 1:46Stars who provided us with many thrills, but when their time was up, they faded away.
- 1:51We'll take a look back at their spectacular careers, their moments of fame, even if it was just, just for one season or just one game.
- 1:58And now, here's your host, Warren Rogan.
- 2:02Hello and welcome to Sports forgotten heroes, episode 173 forgotten and unknown Stories.
- 2:10Today's episode is a little different from what I normally do.
- 2:14Usually I talk about a sports hero whose accomplishments and story have largely been forgotten.
- 2:22Well, nobody has forgotten Tom Brady.
- 2:26Nobody has forgotten YA Tittle.
- 2:28And if you're a football fan, you certainly remember Andrew Luck.
- 2:33But sometimes it isn't the person we forget, sometimes it's part of their story.
- 2:39And that's what we're going to explore today with a terrific sports writer, Seth Wickersham.
- 2:45Seth's new book, beyond that Hill, is actually being released today, September 22, 2026.
- 2:53It's a collection of some of his best long form writing.
- 2:57But what interested me most were the stories behind the people we think we already know.
- 3:04We're going to talk about Andrew Luck and why One of the NFL's brightest young stars walked away from football at just 29 years old.
- 3:13We'll look at Tom Brady and the extraordinary drive that allowed him to keep chasing greatness long after there was seemingly nothing left to prove.
- 3:24We'll talk about Rolando McLean, another enormously talented player who walked away from the game at a young age.
- 3:32And Scott McLuhan, one of football's great talent evaluators, a man whose fingerprints were on successful teams, even though most fans probably never knew his name well.
- 3:46Also talk about Bill Walsh.
- 3:47Remember the genius, the Super Bowls and the west coast offense.
- 3:52But there was another side of Walsh, one filled with doubt, insecurity, and an almost relentless need to prove himself.
- 4:02And finally, YA Tittle, a Hall of Fame quarterback remembered by generations of football Fans for one unforgettable photograph.
- 4:12The famous image of Tittled, bloodied and helmetless on his knees.
- 4:18It's an image he hated.
- 4:21And Seth's story about Tittle late in his life raises a fascinating question about memory.
- 4:27Who gets to decide how an athlete is remembered?
- 4:32That's really what today's show is about.
- 4:34Not necessarily forgotten heroes, but forgotten pieces of people who we thought we knew before we get there.
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- 5:06Okay, let's get into today's show with.
- 5:08My guest, Seth Wickersheim.
- 5:14Seth, welcome to Sports Forgotten Heroes.
- 5:16I am so glad you could join this evening.
- 5:20It's great to be here, man.
- 5:21Yeah.
- 5:22Yeah.
- 5:22This should be a fun one.
- 5:23And I'm gonna do something a little different today.
- 5:27This show is called Sports Forgotten Heroes.
- 5:30And usually I told the story of an athlete or sports figure in history who has largely been forgotten.
- 5:41You are obviously not that, and neither are Tom Brady or Bill Walsh.
- 5:50But reading beyond that hill, something occurred to me.
- 5:57Sometimes we remember the athlete, but forget the person.
- 6:03Sometimes we remember one moment and it becomes their entire story.
- 6:10And sometimes the people who helped build we remember, they sort of disappear altogether.
- 6:22So today I want to talk about some of those people and some of the stories that in your book.
- 6:30And I'd like to start with Andrew Locke.
- 6:36You have a unique perspective on a lot of these stories.
- 6:41What was the ultimate determining factor that led to him saying, I've had enough.
- 6:50And how long did it take him to finally accept the fact that.
- 6:56That he was going to step away from the game?
- 7:01Yeah.
- 7:01Well, first, thanks for having me.
- 7:03And even though, you know, Andrew Luck is a.
- 7:06Is a relative, he's a young man, and he's a relatively contemporary athlete, he's now the general manager for Stanford football.
- 7:14And I think there are kids who come into Stanford who have no idea who he is, even though he's their boss.
- 7:21And so, you know, I think that he.
- 7:24He fits.
- 7:26And, you know, Andrew's interesting because he was first known as a generational quarterback, and then he was known as the generational quarterback who walked away and surprised everybody.
- 7:39And he kind of went underground and when, you know, disappeared from the public eye for a couple years after retiring in 2019.
- 7:49And this is a long way of answering your question, but I think it's the most accurate one.
- 7:55A couple months after he retired, I wrote him a letter, and I kind of guessed some of the things he might be going through.
- 8:04Questioning identity, because you don't play quarterback, you are a quarterback, all of these things.
- 8:11And he wrote me back and he said, maybe we'll talk someday.
- 8:15It might be two weeks, it might be two years.
- 8:18You know, thanks for the note.
- 8:21We just kind of stayed in touch, and I think that when we finally did connect in 2022, and I spent.
- 8:32I visited him a lot that year, I think that he was still trying to figure out why ultimately he walked away.
- 8:41Clearly, injuries were a part of it and just being in pain, how pain changes you, how pain changes decision.
- 8:49But really, I think that the.
- 8:52I think the real answer was more interesting and more complex, and that's that I don't think he liked who he was as a quarterback.
- 9:01You know, everything had to revolve around him for him to think he was giving.
- 9:08Getting the best chance to go out there and play well and win on Sundays.
- 9:11And when he was injured and he had a chance to step away and question assumptions and question who he was and why he was playing football and why he was playing quarterback and what it was doing to him,
- 9:22I think that he came to some answers that helped him as a human, but gave him a world beyond quarterbacking.
- 9:33And so, you know, we talked a lot about it.
- 9:38He said, you know, you can't think about anything else if you're an NFL quarterback.
- 9:43And he said, it's, you know, it's not the healthiest way to live.
- 9:45And it seeps into a lot of other areas.
- 9:47And so I think that, like, that was it.
- 9:49But ultimately, these are still questions that he asks himself.
- 9:53And there was one moment where he was talking about his decision and why he did it and theories, and his wife, Nicole, who had known him since college, they had a newborn girl.
- 10:06And I think that at that point she was realizing that having a newborn baby was easier than having a retired quarterback in the house.
- 10:13And she said, andrew, does anybody talk about themselves more than you?
- 10:19Or how can someone talk about themselves so much?
- 10:21And they both laughed.
- 10:23But it was a.
- 10:23It was a point well taken.
- 10:26You know, here.
- 10:27Here's a really odd question for you.
- 10:32Obviously, he was a star quarterback.
- 10:36He replaced Peyton Manning.
- 10:38I mean, he was the guy that was going to lead Indianapolis to the promised land.
- 10:45Do you think he could have made the choice he did if he didn't have the kind of bank account that he had?
- 10:59That's such an interesting question, and I wish I had asked him that.
- 11:04I mean, I think that like, you know, certainly there was a measure of security that he had, you know, by virtue of the, the compensation that he had had.
- 11:22But, you know, I think that if he were playing in the 50s and getting beaten up, you know, like those players did, I mean, maybe like in the 70s, probably the, probably the most brutal area era of professional
- 11:35football was in the 70s, but wasn't making that kind of money, it might have been easier to walk away in some ways.
- 11:43I don't know.
- 11:44I mean, I think that the contract and the fact that he had signed this big contract made him the game's highest paid player and then retired shortly after that and was injured so much after he signed it.
- 11:55You know, I think those things weighed on him because he had a deep, deep, deep responsibility and ethos and ethic to please people and deliver.
- 12:11And if he started a game, he was finishing it.
- 12:14And I think that it complicated things.
- 12:19What was it like for him at first?
- 12:21First of all, the way you wrote the book, I really enjoyed.
- 12:24I'm reading another book that's somewhat similar in the way you structure it.
- 12:28These are not mammoth, you know, 200 page chapters, you know what I mean?
- 12:35These are stories about different people and different aspects about their careers and, and decisions that they made.
- 12:45And it makes it for a very easy read.
- 12:49And I appreciate that after reading some of the bios I read.
- 12:54Thank you.
- 12:55Well, it was, it's a collections, you know, so I think I was trying to.
- 12:58What's the organizing principle for, you know, what's your most essential work?
- 13:04And so those are the things.
- 13:05I divided them into four categories that I thought, you know, might give it some sort of logical cohesiveness.
- 13:12The jury's out whether I actually accomplished that.
- 13:16Well, what was it like for Andrew at first when he, when he decided to step away?
- 13:21I mean, there's got to be a withdrawal period.
- 13:28It lasted that withdrawal lasted years.
- 13:30I think that like, you know, the first thing he did was he went to Europe, he grew his hair out, he went on a keto diet and, you know, his wife gave birth and so he became a father.
- 13:42And then the world shut down shortly after that.
- 13:47And so there was this.
- 13:48All of these things that, you know, came together to take what was an incredibly busy life that he was at the center of to one that kind of became quiet and more still and smaller.
- 14:06And I think that he didn't regret his decision, but he just was constantly wondering what had he had done and how he fell out of love with a game that he loved so much for so long.
- 14:20And those, you know, he saw a counselor.
- 14:23Those weren't.
- 14:24He journaled a lot, and the answers didn't come easy.
- 14:28And I think that, like, eventually he arrived at what he told me was the clarity that I'm not going to have clarity, and I don't need clarity, because, again, it's like there was one morning I was with him,
- 14:41and he was making an omelet for his daughter.
- 14:44And, you know, he was really trying to make a perfect little omelette for his daughter.
- 14:49And, you know, it was a quiet morning in their house.
- 14:52And, you know, think about all the things he could have been doing right then.
- 14:57He could have been preparing for the next opponent.
- 14:59He could be, you know, getting paid a contract that was probably double what his last one was.
- 15:06He might have been a Super bowl champion.
- 15:09He also might have been alone and not married.
- 15:14So those are the things that we're all kind of going through his head.
- 15:19Do you think it's the competition that a guy like Andrew Luck misses more or the camaraderie with the guys in the locker room?
- 15:34I would probably say, you know, the camaraderie, but the competition's part of it.
- 15:42It's all.
- 15:42It's all wrapped up in the same, you know, mosaic of what drives these guys.
- 15:50But, you know, I think that, like, when he was injured and he was thinking about really for the first time, and it was pretty private, he wasn't even talking to his wife to be a lot about this.
- 16:03But I think that when he was injured and he was really trying to assess what am I doing and why, and why is my identity all wrapped up in being a quarterback and is that healthy?
- 16:15All of these big questions.
- 16:16As he's rehabbing his injured shoulder, you know, he.
- 16:23He boiled it down to his essence and that he liked throwing the ball to his friends.
- 16:29And, you know, he's a really analytical thinker.
- 16:32You know, I think that.
- 16:35How do you.
- 16:36What's the perfect makeup for a quarterback?
- 16:38I mean, there's all kinds of different types of personalities that end up having the same kind of traits.
- 16:44But his.
- 16:45He's the kind of inside his own head that I've met, you know, maybe Steve Young, you know, the 49ers quarterback.
- 16:53You know, those are.
- 16:54Those guys contend with doubt in ways that are different than.
- 16:58I think that maybe more transparent than a lot of quarterbacks.
- 17:03But, you know, it was that he liked throwing the ball to his friends, and so there's A competitive element in that, too, because obviously they're winning the play if he's completing a pass to his friends.
- 17:13But I think that he just loved gifting the ball and, you know, making his friends happy and earning them bonuses in their contracts and all of these things.
- 17:22And so.
- 17:23But there was a lot of moments within the game that I think that, you know, he misses.
- 17:31Part of the cool thing about that story was since he had never talked before, once he was talking to me, all the people that he was confidants with or people that hadn't really talked about him before talked to
- 17:44me for the story, including some of the people at the Colts that he, you know, left, you know, on the eve of a season.
- 17:52And, you know, Frank Reich, who's the.
- 17:56The Colts coach at the time, Andrew started coming by the facility about a year after he retired, and they would talk ball, and Coach Reich didn't really know what to make of it.
- 18:07And there was one day he was driving.
- 18:08He's like, is he telling me he wants to come back?
- 18:10You know, and one day he was driving, and message in a bottle by the police came on.
- 18:15And Frank pulls over on the side of the road and he types out, sending out an sos, and he, you know, asks him to come back.
- 18:23And Andrew, you know, was like, I appreciate the message in the bottle, but I'm not coming back.
- 18:28And I think that it's because there are things he misses, but he didn't miss them enough that he would trade the things in his life that he's gained away from the field.
- 18:38I found it so interesting in how you wrote about Andrew Luck versus how you wrote about Tom Brady.
- 18:47One of the messages, and you sort of alluded to that just a little while ago that I took away from Luck was he didn't want to be known strictly as a quarterback.
- 18:58He wanted more out of life.
- 19:01So he retired when he had so many more years ahead of him so he could experience more in life.
- 19:08And again, you talk about, and you mentioned it just now, how he's the general manager of the Stanford University football team.
- 19:18He didn't want to be just a quarterback.
- 19:21He wanted to be a dad.
- 19:22He wanted to do other things.
- 19:26Again, he didn't want to be measured just as a quarterback.
- 19:29The polar opposite is Tom Brady.
- 19:32His story is about someone who wanted nothing more than to be a quarterback.
- 19:40He saw his life as a quarterback first, and everything else came second.
- 19:49You titled that chapter Tom Brady Always Stood Alone.
- 19:56It's a pretty powerful choice of words.
- 19:59He spent his entire Career, surrounded by teammates, coaches, families, millions of fans, and yet you chose the word alone.
- 20:14What did you come to understand about Tom Brady that made stood alone the way you wanted to describe him?
- 20:24Yeah, it was actually my editor, Eric Neal, who headlined that piece that way.
- 20:30So in 2001, I had.
- 20:34I was a year having graduated from the University of Missouri School of Journalism.
- 20:38I was at ESPN magazine, and they sent me, and I was just, you know, just getting started in my career, and they sent me to go write a story about the quarterback in Foxborough, the sixth round pick from
- 20:49a year earlier, who had come off the bench and was filling in well for Drew Bludsoe, and then would probably go back to the bench, something like that.
- 20:57And so I go to Foxborough and I met with Brady.
- 21:00And, you know, I'm not trying to over dramatize this, but it felt like we were kind of both the same species, like we were both getting our career breaks at the same time.
- 21:10Both graduated from college in 2000.
- 21:12And, you know, he was wearing a sweatsuit and a backpack.
- 21:17He looked like a college student.
- 21:18And, you know, I'll never forget, he said, you know, football's always come really easy to me.
- 21:24And at the time, I didn't have the perspective to kind of take him at his word or even think about what that might mean that he said that.
- 21:33But it always kind of stayed with me.
- 21:35And I think that as I visited with Brady in subsequent years when, you know, we were not the same species because he became, you know, the best player in the game, you know, a target of the paparazzi once
- 21:49he got married and maybe even a little before, and, you know, was someone who's the rare football player whose body outlasted his will, you know, usually it's the opposite.
- 22:08I kept thinking about what motivates him, and I really think that, you know, it was love, you know, and I think that there was nothing really that he wanted to do other than that.
- 22:20And he organized his entire life to accommodate it.
- 22:24He became so ruthlessly efficient at his training and study and practice to try to balance family duties.
- 22:36But, you know, there is a.
- 22:39There's a place where the rubber meets the road with that.
- 22:41But I do think that, like, even when he walked away and nobody had a better Runway, you know, exit out of the game than he did, I mean, he had a huge deal with Fox a year before he
- 22:55had retired.
- 22:56He had all these businesses that he had set up, and he had played, you know, the entire his career on his terms, you know, and even when he walked away.
- 23:09He talked about how, you know, he felt like a sock and a dryer, I think is what he said, because he had just, you know, that was everything to him.
- 23:21The game was everything to him.
- 23:23Being a quarterback was everything to him.
- 23:25He sacrificed so much for it.
- 23:27Maybe paid, you know, maybe too steep of a price.
- 23:30I don't know.
- 23:30You never know.
- 23:31You never know exactly what's going on in someone's marriage.
- 23:33But clearly his ex wife, you know, had been pretty vocal about thinking that.
- 23:41Remember, he won his super bowl with the Bucks.
- 23:43Yeah.
- 23:44Afterwards you write about it, she goes, what more do you have to prove?
- 23:48And your conclusion seems to be that proving something almost wasn't the point anymore.
- 23:57He just simply wanted more.
- 24:00He wanted more.
- 24:00And, you know, it's just competing against yourself and knowing that, you know, this, you're never going to be as alive as you are on a field, you know, on Sundays.
- 24:11And, you know, we've seen people like that.
- 24:15Like, I remember when I was with him in 2013, I was at his apartment in Boston.
- 24:23We were talking and he, he said really nonchalantly, you know, my first 10 years in the league have prepared me for my last 10.
- 24:30And again, it was kind of like the games always come easy to me.
- 24:33You know, it's like I didn't really think about it.
- 24:36But what he was saying was, I'm going 20 years.
- 24:40And when he says stuff like that, even if it's hard to take, he means it to the bottom of his soul.
- 24:46And at the same time, Michael Jordan had just turned 50.
- 24:49My buddy Wright Thompson had written a story about Michael Jordan, a great piece about how tortured Jordan was without the game and how he was still searching for self meaning and identity and something to fill that void and
- 25:04nothing would.
- 25:04And turns out Brady is exactly like that.
- 25:11Andrew Locke was able to step away and do something.
- 25:16He had something.
- 25:17He knew.
- 25:18He, he might not have known what it is he wanted to do, but he knew he wanted more.
- 25:25Brady, of course, like you said, has this contract with Fox, you know, becomes part owner of the Raiders.
- 25:33Do you think he was afraid, do you think he was afraid to step away from the game?
- 25:40I mean, after everything that he had accomplished, what was he still chasing?
- 25:47Immortality?
- 25:48I mean, what.
- 25:50It's just love.
- 25:51It's just, it's that he loves doing it.
- 25:53Why does Jerry Seinfeld do stand up comedy even though he is, you know, he doesn't need to do that.
- 25:59You know, he doesn't need to take the risk of going out there with new material after the legacy that he has, it's like, why does Bruce Springsteen go out and play 3 hour shows at age 75?
- 26:11Whatever, however old he is, it's love at some point.
- 26:15Like there's nothing else that it could be.
- 26:18And you know, that's the, the problem with professional athletes is that the game ends.
- 26:25And it does for everybody.
- 26:27When, when Brady on draft day.
- 26:31So it was the second, the last day of the draft.
- 26:32Brady still hadn't been picked.
- 26:35And Tom senior, his dad said, was starting to think about how to.
- 26:40What to say to his son in the event that, you know, he went undrafted and his career was over and he, he had a speech in his head.
- 26:49And I'm paraphrasing a little bit, it was a really beautiful thing.
- 26:52But he's, you know, he's like, you know, the game ends for everybody.
- 26:55For some it ends.
- 26:56And you know, when there are five, for some it ends in and high school, for some it ends, but it ends for everybody.
- 27:03And the end of an athletic career doesn't mean the end of a life.
- 27:09You know, it's just a transition.
- 27:11And you know, turns out he, he didn't have to give that speech for another quarter century.
- 27:16But, you know, it's just the pure love of the game.
- 27:22Michael Jordan always calls it the game of basketball.
- 27:25I always think that's really interesting.
- 27:27The game of basketball, not basketball.
- 27:30It's just there's an inherent joy with it.
- 27:34Again, luck versus Brady.
- 27:37I think in a way, Luck was able to deal more with knowing when football had taken enough away from him, whereas Brady couldn't come to terms with that in a way.
- 28:00No doubt.
- 28:00And I don't know if football ever took enough from Brady because he talked about coming back a couple years after he was in retirement.
- 28:07So, you know, I think that like Brady could come back and probably be a top 10 quarterback right now.
- 28:17He's 49 years old.
- 28:19Andrew's.
- 28:20They're just different people.
- 28:21And I think that again, it's like Andrew fell out of love with football.
- 28:25Brady's love of football never waned.
- 28:27If anything, it just intensified as he got older.
- 28:32You mentioned Ray Thompson.
- 28:33He writes in the forward of your book that these stories, the stories, we're concentrating mostly on football today.
- 28:40And part of the reason for that is we're getting into the football season.
- 28:46So I'm really concentrating on football stories from your book.
- 28:52And Wright says, you know, these stories are about people willing to lose, suffer, overcome, and collect scars for the possibility of realizing a dream after spending your career, Seth, around these Extraordinary achievers.
- 29:13Does greatness almost always require a price?
- 29:21Oh, without a doubt.
- 29:23And you know, I think that these guys are kind of, can be extraordinarily selfish in the pursuit of that dream.
- 29:31And you know, the question is like how many prices?
- 29:39I think, you know, I, I go back to this.
- 29:42It's not a football story, but Alex Honnold, the rock climber who did that Academy Award winning documentary Free Solo, you know that that documentary was a, was a pretty real look at the ruthlessness and selfishness required to try
- 30:03to do something singular and maybe crazy, but definitely unique, accomplishing a huge goal.
- 30:12And I, I spent some time with him on the tail end of that documentary when, you know, a guy who used to live in a van so that he could go anywhere he wanted at any time was spending
- 30:27the first night in his new house and he was becoming kind of domesticized and that was interesting because he was battling this, these urges that he, the way that he had like hardwired and programmed himself to, you know,
- 30:45be accountable to nobody but himself.
- 30:47And he was having to learn how to be a domestic partner and soon a husband and soon a father and oh by the way, deal with this urge you have inside yourself to top whatever you did.
- 31:01Knowing that if he tries to top what he did in Free Solo, it could easily mean death.
- 31:08And so it was interesting.
- 31:09He was very honest about it.
- 31:10As we were, you know, spending time together, there was a freedom that I think that he was coming to, a loss of freedom that he was coming to terms with.
- 31:19And he kept saying, you know, I don't have to top Free, you know, El Cap, I don't have to do this stuff.
- 31:26I don't want to die.
- 31:27I don't have a death.
- 31:27You know, we talked a lot about it and then of course in January you see him scaling what, the 10th largest building in the world in Thailand.
- 31:38All of which is being live programmed, you know, in one slip with two kids and a wife and one slip and that's it.
- 31:45And you know, he was kind of hammered it up the entire way.
- 31:48And you know, it just shows that sometimes you have to watch what you have to believe what you see and not what you hear with people, no matter how well intentioned they might be.
- 32:00You know, that, that little thing, that worrying inside him that made him want to do extraordinary things.
- 32:08Just that doesn't go away.
- 32:10Well, you know, you played a little football and you're around these again.
- 32:16Great achievers.
- 32:19Have you personally ever thought to yourself, man, I'm not sure I would Want what this person has, if this is what it takes to get it.
- 32:31Yeah, I've thought that a lot.
- 32:33I mean, you'd clearly want their money, right?
- 32:36But I don't know if you would want life living inside their own body where, you know, nothing can top game six in the Delta center for Michael Jordan.
- 32:53Nothing can top these Super Bowls for Tom Brady.
- 32:56And, you know, you can find ways to live a fulfilling life, but you're living without that thing that sustained you for so long.
- 33:03It's why, like Bill Parcells, he calls, you know, football a narcotic.
- 33:10And he doesn't mean it is a necessarily a compliment.
- 33:14He means it exactly as you would define a narcotic.
- 33:17And it's a reason why so many of these coaches, Bill Belichick, Parcell's before him, you know, they.
- 33:22They just struggle to ever walk away because, you know, a kickoff on Sunday afternoon is about as much action as the nervous system can take outside of war and, you know, some other things.
- 33:37And so, yeah, you know, would I trade it for that?
- 33:45I think I'd want a taste of it, but I don't know if I'd want it over the course of a life.
- 33:50Well, there was a guy that you wrote about in your book.
- 33:55Some people might remember him, some might not remember him.
- 33:59Rolando McClain.
- 34:01He stepped away from the game at such a young age.
- 34:04Then he came back and he dealt with injuries and he had his share of off the field issues as well.
- 34:12What makes his story so unique?
- 34:16Well, again, you know, it was pre Andrew Luck, but he walked away from football like, I want to say, a couple years into the game.
- 34:23He took like a year off, which nobody does, you know, and he, he basically was like headed to a point where he had a quote in that story where he was like, I felt like I was just going
- 34:33to kill somebody.
- 34:34Like, he was so consumed with anger and, you know, frustration about things off the field, really.
- 34:42And then on the field they weren't going great either.
- 34:44And so he walked away for a year and, you know, I just never heard of anyone doing that.
- 34:49And so that's why I, I went down to Alabama and spent some time with him to try to like, watch someone in real time try to slow their life down.
- 35:03It just doesn't happen in professional sports.
- 35:08How does he justify walking away from the game and then coming back?
- 35:14He didn't need to because, you know, the, I think it was the Ravens or the Cowboys, you know, they.
- 35:19They signed him to a deal.
- 35:21So, you know, he had a market for his services just barely, but he did have a market.
- 35:30Well, again, there is a price to pay.
- 35:33And, you know, you have a unique perspective on all of this.
- 35:39And like I said, you played the game, albeit at a lower level.
- 35:43But even today, with CTE in the news as often as it is, what are your thoughts on whether or not playing the game of football is worth it?
- 35:56We just saw not too long ago, Roger Craig, the great back for The San Francisco 49ers all those years ago winning those Super Bowls, who's now suffering from dementia.
- 36:11Does a guy like that look back at it and say, yeah, man, it was worth it?
- 36:19You'd have to ask Roger Craig.
- 36:20I mean, I think that, like, It's just such a hard.
- 36:26And it's a personal question.
- 36:31I, I'm fortunate in that, you know, I don't have any injuries from football that's, you know, affecting me now.
- 36:43But, you know, I think those who played professionally, you can always kind of tell something, you know, that whatever it might be, you can.
- 36:50You can sort of tell that maybe they're walking a little funny, maybe their reactions to stuff are just a little off.
- 37:00And I think that, like, you know, the Washington Post did a big story, I think, in 2024 that showed that high school tackle football participation levels were down in every state except Mississippi and Alabama.
- 37:17I think that was the two.
- 37:20Maybe it was Louisiana.
- 37:20I can't remember.
- 37:21It was something like that.
- 37:22And, you know, that's not changing.
- 37:26And so.
- 37:31At the same time, you have this, you know, insatiable public appetite for football.
- 37:38And, you know, what is it, 90 something out of the top 100 programs from last year were foot.
- 37:43Were live football games.
- 37:44And so I can't wrap my head around it.
- 37:51I've tried, but I think that, like, the grassroots problem with football will eventually catch up with college and pro football.
- 38:01And that's why I think you see the NFL trying to get so involved with flag football, because I think they realize they got to get on top of this thing because participation, Participation rates for tackle are declining.
- 38:16And it's, you know, because of those head injuries, the specter of those head injuries.
- 38:22All right, I drifted a little bit too far away from the thesis of the show.
- 38:25Let's bring it.
- 38:26Let's bring it back in here.
- 38:28Let's change the topic and talk about someone who I think most of the listeners of sports forgotten heroes, I would imagine, probably have never heard of, Scott.
- 38:39And I'm going to.
- 38:40I hope I say his last name correctly.
- 38:42McLaughlin.
- 38:43Scott McLaughlin.
- 38:44McLuhan.
- 38:45McLuhan.
- 38:45McLuhaN.
- 38:46Okay.
- 38:46Scott McLuhaN.
- 38:47Yeah.
- 38:48Let's get the big part of the.
- 38:50Out of the way first.
- 38:51You said your story about McLuhan, that there's an old joke in the NFL that everyone is either born again or alcoholic.
- 39:01Scott is not born again, so we got that out of the way.
- 39:05What made him such a.
- 39:08A good evaluator of talent?
- 39:13You know, he.
- 39:13His dad was a scout, his brother was a scout.
- 39:16So there's clearly, clearly like something in the blood and the.
- 39:19The way that he had been raised, but he just kind of, you know, he had a good sense and, you know, he helped assemble these great 49er teams that were just loaded with talent and had some hall of
- 39:32Famers and, you know, Frank Gore, Patrick Willis, you know, you know, he went to the.
- 39:42But even for him, even for someone who was such a savant, you know, there was that.
- 39:50There was that price, that cost, and that was that, you know, he.
- 39:55He struggled with alcohol and, you know, he always would kind of not you.
- 40:03You know, there was three times with the 49ers, with the Seahawks, although he.
- 40:09He disputed that.
- 40:11And then with Washington, which he somewhat disputed, too, that he was let go from a prominent position.
- 40:18And almost every time it was around the draft.
- 40:21And it just shows that, like, as.
- 40:24As diligent and as good of a talent evaluator that he was.
- 40:29The stress, you know, was self destructive.
- 40:36You said it with.
- 40:38About.
- 40:39Brady sort of said it about luck.
- 40:43There's a.
- 40:44A love of this game, I guess, in any sport that maybe the majority of us can never truly understand.
- 40:55This incredible love, passion, an insatiable desire to consume as much of the game as possible, whether.
- 41:06Whether you're in football or baseball, hockey, basketball, whatever it is.
- 41:11And from a very young age, Scott showed this incredible love for the game.
- 41:17You talk about it in your book.
- 41:19Tell us about how he would skip home, skip school, stay home and watch film at a young age.
- 41:27Well, and I think that, like, you know, like Bill Belichick to a certain extent, and like some other guys, you know, whose fathers are prominent figures in the game, you know, you got to.
- 41:37Tell us that, too.
- 41:39Well, his.
- 41:40His dad was just a great scout for the raiders and Kent McLuhan.
- 41:43And so I think that, like, what.
- 41:45He,.
- 41:47You know, that was the world that he grew up in.
- 41:49And he was a really good baseball player, Scott was.
- 41:51And he.
- 41:53He injured his knee, I believe, and I think that that was kind of the end of his baseball career.
- 41:57And so he tried.
- 41:58He transitioned into scouting, and I think that, like, it just.
- 42:02I think it felt like the family business for him.
- 42:05And so it was not only, you know, the language of love in their family, but, you know, it was also competitive.
- 42:20And it was something that he, you know, was very good at from a young age.
- 42:23And so I think that, like, you know, again, you can't.
- 42:29It's that cliche.
- 42:30That's that cliche for coaches.
- 42:31You can't fake want to.
- 42:34And I think that, like, you know, the passion part of it, you know, is there for every character in that book.
- 42:41The question is, like, what is it enough to handle everything else that comes, you know, with professional sports?
- 42:51You write that he had a pretty unique view of Russell Wilson.
- 42:54Talk about that.
- 42:57Well, he was part of the scouting team that drafted Russell Wilson, obviously, GM John Schneider, who's, you know, one of his good friends and, you know, is certainly, I think, the best GM in the game.
- 43:12He's the one who drafted Russell.
- 43:14But I think that, like, again, they all saw something special in him, even though he was only 5, 10.
- 43:20And I think that, like, that's what scouts do.
- 43:22I mean, they have to find.
- 43:24They have to.
- 43:27Scouts need to be able to, like, look at someone's heart and, you know, can they.
- 43:35You know, can they look inside a player and see that ineffable quality of running for a finish line that doesn't exist, for wanting to be great at this thing so bad that it becomes the only thing they chase?
- 43:59And again, in the business of professional sports, how well rounded you are is not the point.
- 44:09The point is how good are you at this particular thing?
- 44:12And, you know, he was good at finding guys who, you know, Adam Timmerman was a.
- 44:19Was a Packer lineman that he found in the sixth round when he was a scout with the Packers.
- 44:23Again, he was just.
- 44:24He had a gift at finding these guys who had that internal motor that was really insatiable.
- 44:32And that all goes back to the time he spent learning from his father and evaluate, watching film and evaluating talent.
- 44:46And, my gosh, he did such a great job of it.
- 44:50He becomes the big wig with The San Francisco 49ers, you know, President of operations, general manager.
- 45:00How does someone like a Scott McLuhan get that role?
- 45:07Well, reputation and, you know, I think that, you know, talent and, you know, all the things that he looks for in players owners were looking for in, you know, who they hire to run their football operations.
- 45:22And so he was hired at a very young age to run the 49ers football operations.
- 45:30And, you know, it was, again, it's like, you know, with these great opportunities, you know, comes that, you know, everybody has that, like, imposter syndrome type thing.
- 45:46And, you know, I think there was just an insecurity with him.
- 45:51And, you know, he.
- 45:53He felt like he had to work every day no matter what.
- 45:56And, you know, that's not atypical for.
- 46:00For football coaches and for football men.
- 46:03But, you know, he had been taught to work hard and play hard, and when in doubt, work harder and play harder, and that's what he did.
- 46:14And it came with a lot of successes and, you know, some big prices to pay.
- 46:21Well, the big prices, I mean, you write about his divorce, then he got engaged, then he got divorced again.
- 46:30How much does.
- 46:31Does.
- 46:31Does the commitment that you need to make to make it in a professional sport again beat the NFL, baseball, the NHL, NBA?
- 46:43How much does that commitment affect the personal life of.
- 46:51Of.
- 46:51Of the guys on the field and the guys in the front office?
- 46:57I mean, it obliterates their personal life.
- 47:00It's not a contest.
- 47:02And so, yeah, I mean, you know, these.
- 47:10There's no.
- 47:12There's so little margin for error in these jobs, and they're so rare that when people get them, you know, that's what they're married to.
- 47:21And, you know, everybody else is kind of along for the ride whenever it ends.
- 47:24And, you know, he embodied that, and other people do, too.
- 47:27And, you know, elsewhere in the book, I have, like, a story about Sean McVeigh, the Rams coach is.
- 47:32He's kind of at a precious age, coming off his super bowl win and kind of weighing whether he kind of wants to keep going to the dark side.
- 47:41Sort of like Andrew Locke.
- 47:42Right.
- 47:42He weighs leaving the game.
- 47:45Yeah.
- 47:46And, you know, I think it's like, again, there's very few people who can step out and just say, is this good for me?
- 47:54Most people don't want to ask that question, don't want to hear the answer, and just want to keep going on the track that they're on.
- 48:03I think that.
- 48:04And that's.
- 48:05That's across sports.
- 48:06Like, I think that, like, it's one of the reasons why you, by and large, you see a lot of former players struggle when they become coaches or GMs, because, number one, they've already spent their lives chasing, especially if
- 48:20they're great players, like Magic Johnson struggled as a coach.
- 48:23You know, they've chased.
- 48:24They spent their lives chasing something, chasing greatness.
- 48:29And, you know, to keep up with the Joneses as an executive or as a coach requires that same effort.
- 48:37And a lot of them are just tired.
- 48:38But I think the other part that's tricky for them is that, like, they can't, they have an innate quality that they can't explain.
- 48:45And it takes someone who, I think failed at sports and is consumed with studying it, who's able to, you know, kind of help become a better teacher, I think, in a lot of ways.
- 48:59But either way, it's just, it's so all consuming.
- 49:02There's a, There's a story that's in the book, in the final version, that is a story I did about Sean Payton and the Denver Broncos.
- 49:11And I spent the entire playoff run with him last January.
- 49:15And I'd never done anything like that.
- 49:17I mean, I was completely embedded with the team.
- 49:19And here he was, like, in his 60s, and he was faced, you know, with.
- 49:25He won a playoff game against the Bills, and then he lo.
- 49:28Found out he lost his starting quarterback within minutes of that game ending.
- 49:31And he had to, like, try to figure out a way to win.
- 49:35You know, nobody's, nobody can relate to what was going through his head right then and that challenge that was posed.
- 49:40And so again, it's like these things are just so all consuming that, you know, as I watched him try to get his team ready to play a game that few thought that they could win, you know, I saw
- 49:54someone almost break themselves because he was, he was.
- 49:58Forget about burning the candle at both ends.
- 50:00I mean, he was destroying the candle.
- 50:03Well, speaking of coaches, one of the more fascinating chapters I read was the book of Coach.
- 50:11Thought about those statements in a different way.
- 50:13You know, while we, we know about Bill Walsh's legendary career as coach of the 49ers, he also doubted himself on the way up.
- 50:24I mean, there are so many chapters of his career that we don't know about and have long been forgotten.
- 50:33Talk about Bill Walsh and his, like, these other guys, his incredible desire to succeed.
- 50:42The part of Bill Walsh that we might not know about.
- 50:46And by the way, I'd love to get a copy of his book, Finding the Winning Edge, but slightly a little too expensive for me.
- 50:56Let me know if you could find one for about.
- 50:58I have one right over my shoulder.
- 51:00I have it right behind me.
- 51:01But no, you know, I, I.
- 51:03There was a book called Finding the Winning Edge, and it was written by Bill Walsh.
- 51:06And I had seen it in the offices of coaches.
- 51:10It seemed like it was like infinite jest for coaches where they all had it, but none of them had read the entire thing.
- 51:17But it was like a coaching Bible.
- 51:20And, you know, when you flip through it it's like such.
- 51:23It's like, you know, hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of pages, and it's like a mind dump.
- 51:29It's like what he would say on day three of training camp in the full squad meeting, how he evaluates centers, methods for firing coaches who aren't performing well, how to deliver the news.
- 51:44Sprint, right option.
- 51:45What are the reads for the quarterback?
- 51:47It was all these things in his head, and I'm like, oh, my God.
- 51:50It's like all this stuff was going on inside him.
- 51:53And so I wanted to write a book about, you know, I wanted to write a story about that book and as a way of writing a story about Bill Walsh.
- 52:02And it turned out, you know, that it was.
- 52:04It was really a tortured football genius who.
- 52:08Who wrote that.
- 52:10And he was, you know, he was so frustrated with how his career ended.
- 52:15He burned himself out and he walked away.
- 52:18And the 49ers won a Super bowl the year after he left.
- 52:20And, you know, he hated his.
- 52:22That he had done that.
- 52:23And, you know, again, he needed somewhere to put all of that energy that he had once put into coaching, and he decided to write a book.
- 52:33And, you know, the book is at once a window into, you know, once in a generation, football mind who had, you know, maybe the most influential coach, him and Paul Brown, maybe ever.
- 52:47And then also it was a look at someone.
- 52:50It had like.
- 52:51It was like a guide for ruining your life.
- 52:53Because I paralleled.
- 52:54I paralleled the story of how he wrote the book and what he was putting into it and the torture involved with that with a young coach who was reading it.
- 53:01He was in high school.
- 53:02He was a high school coach, and, you know, how he was trying to implement parts of it that he could to his high school team as you're supposed to.
- 53:11But what he was really kind of wiring himself with was this, you know, formatting of never being satisfied with anything and always thinking that perfection can be achieved at what's really a random game.
- 53:28So it's like really a manual to drive yourself crazy.
- 53:31And Walsh did.
- 53:32And a lot of coaches have.
- 53:34Did.
- 53:34Did.
- 53:35Did any of his genius.
- 53:39Let me say that again, did any of his genius actually come from his insecurity?
- 53:50You know, I think it always does.
- 53:51You know, I think anyone's does, but I think that, like, came.
- 53:55He was just a really, you know, a lot of coaches are kind of glorified gym teachers.
- 54:01And he was a real thinker.
- 54:03And, you know, he would always.
- 54:04He'd always been a thinker, and he kind of looked like a professor even Though he didn't.
- 54:09He looked like one.
- 54:09He didn't always carry himself like one, but he looked like one.
- 54:12And I think that, you know, insecurity, pragmatic, problem solving, you know, all of these things that come up, but he revolutionized football.
- 54:24I mean, you know, by the time he retired out of the NFL, or maybe by the time the book came out, I think, you know, half the league was running his west coast offense.
- 54:32I mean, he was such a.
- 54:34A towering figure.
- 54:36Talk about like a legend that probably a lot of people have forgotten about.
- 54:40I mean, you know, he was so powerful and potent across the game of football and, you know, yet there was always a little hole in his personality that could never be filled, no matter how many Super Bowls they
- 54:55won, no matter how proficient his offense was.
- 54:58Yeah, you know, it's interesting on another level, we talk about, again, going all the way back to Andrew Luck.
- 55:05He didn't want to just be known as a quarterback for his whole life.
- 55:10And Tom Brady, that's all he wanted out of life.
- 55:13And then we look at Bill Walsh.
- 55:15He was so consumed with being Bill Walsh, the genius, that he didn't know who he was when he wasn't coaching.
- 55:27You know, it's just strange.
- 55:30It's such a different mentality that I think, I hate to use this term, us everyday people just don't know.
- 55:40Well, it's an identity thing.
- 55:42And, you know, maybe that's, you know, where you trace the roots to.
- 55:45But, you know, it's people who choose to define themselves by this thing that they do, not by who they are.
- 55:51And, you know, it's led to some of the greatest sports moments that we could imagine.
- 55:57And it's also, you know, you look at like, Pat Riley, you know what I mean?
- 56:01Like, look at these guys.
- 56:02They can't walk away.
- 56:06You know, they just get used to that way of life and really can't imagine anything else.
- 56:14All right, let's talk about YA Tittle.
- 56:18I love that story.
- 56:19That's such a.
- 56:20Well, talk about a forgotten hero.
- 56:22Yeah, I mean, he is.
- 56:24He's the guy, right?
- 56:25Ya Tittle, you know, he was with the 49ers in the AAFC.
- 56:32Ultimately played with my team, the Giants, for a little bit.
- 56:38And you talk a lot about.
- 56:40Well, the story really starts off with that famous photograph of him on his knees, helmet off, blood running down his face.
- 56:50He didn't like that photograph, did he?
- 56:53No.
- 56:54You know, and I think that, like, what made Wyatt Hittle so interesting is he was the first quarterback, first great quarterback who was kind of tagged with can't win the big one.
- 57:05And you know this photo of him after he threw an interception where he got hit and his helmet got knocked off and it shows him bleeding from the head and you know he looks like a defeated, broken, broken
- 57:18man.
- 57:18And he hated it because you know, that wasn't who he was.
- 57:23He was actually like a fighter.
- 57:25And you know, it, it, you know you talk about forgotten moments.
- 57:31I mean he, I want to say it was the 1963 NFL championship game, the New York Giants against the Bears.
- 57:40It was freezing in Chicago, I think it was at Wrigley Field, but it was freezing.
- 57:46And you know again, tittles knock had been that, you know, he didn't come through in championship moments.
- 57:55And I think they were ahead at that in the second quarter.
- 58:01They got a turnover and he threw to the end zone and he had a receiver open on like a, a seam route and he hit him right in the hands and the receiver dropped the ball.
- 58:13I think that would have put them, if I remember right, I think it would have made the score 14 nothing.
- 58:20And you know that score would have held and instead they lost the game.
- 58:25He threw five interceptions.
- 58:28Miserable day.
- 58:29He hurt his knee but.
- 58:31And so like he couldn't really move but like you know, that's how, that's how legacies are defined.
- 58:37And you know, stuff like that.
- 58:38He never, I never, in the years I knew him, he never once blamed a teammate for dropping the ball.
- 58:46You know, he was a quarterback until the very end.
- 58:48But again, it's like those little moments end up defining how we see these people.
- 58:56And so does a photograph like that.
- 58:58When in fact like, you know, White Hittle was an astounding quarterback.
- 59:01Completed 60 some percent of his passes.
- 59:03In 1963, I think he threw 36 touchdown passes in 12 games.
- 59:09A record that lasted.
- 59:11He retired.
- 59:12He might have been the all time leading passer in the history of the NFL.
- 59:16I think he might have thrown for more yards than anybody else in the history of the NFL when he retired.
- 59:21I mean he threw 36 touchdown passes in 12 games.
- 59:24In that era of football.
- 59:26First of all, it took Dan marino.
- 59:28It was 20 years before Dan Marino broke that record.
- 59:31John Elway never threw 36 touchdown passes in a 16 game season.
- 59:35I mean it just shows how good he was.
- 59:38And he threw seven touchdown passes in one game and you know, easily could have had eight but chose to, to hand the ball off instead.
- 59:47And so, you know, spending time with him, this story was kind of about this party that he threw at his hometown in East Texas.
- 1:00:00And he was getting older in life.
- 1:00:02He had dementia.
- 1:00:03He had some breathing problems.
- 1:00:05And, you know, there was a question about whether he'd be able to do this party one last time.
- 1:00:11And, you know, my story kind of traced him trying to do this party one last time, even though he was facing all of these obstacles and his daughter was trying to make it happen for him, because, you know,
- 1:00:26that.
- 1:00:26That party was kind of like a win for him.
- 1:00:29It was like, what, the championship of a.
- 1:00:31You know, because he never won a championship, I think he always looked at that party as like a moment of victory.
- 1:00:36And it was.
- 1:00:38You don't get stories like that very often.
- 1:00:41And that was like a really beautiful story to.
- 1:00:44To.
- 1:00:44To.
- 1:00:45To report and to write and to just witness.
- 1:00:49You know, it's.
- 1:00:50It's.
- 1:00:51It's sort of cruel in a way.
- 1:00:52I mean, these guys just.
- 1:00:57They mean so much to us in something that is.
- 1:01:03When you think about it, it's really insignificant.
- 1:01:06But we live our lives through.
- 1:01:09Through a lot of these guys.
- 1:01:11And it's funny, all the stuff that.
- 1:01:15All the records that Y.A.
- 1:01:16Tittle set, the wins, the touchdown passes, it's that photo that.
- 1:01:25That we remember most about YA Tittle.
- 1:01:28And that's sort of cruel.
- 1:01:30Totally.
- 1:01:31And it's also, you know, that photo is emblematic of football and the brutality of the game, but he called it the blood picture.
- 1:01:37And he, you know, he had it in his house.
- 1:01:39It was.
- 1:01:39He had like a wall with all these mementos and trophies and stuff, and it was there.
- 1:01:44But he didn't define himself by that photo.
- 1:01:49Even though, you know, he had dementia, even though, you know, his.
- 1:01:55His health was failing him, he was able to look at it in a way that, you know, sports fans, by and large, you know, didn't.
- 1:02:08And I think that, like, that was.
- 1:02:10It was just kind of beautiful to watch.
- 1:02:13Well, Seth, I want to thank you so much for taking an hour out of your evening to spend with me on Sports Forgotten Heroes.
- 1:02:22Your book beyond that Hill is really a terrific read, and I encourage everybody out there to grab a copy of it.
- 1:02:33Again, I enjoyed it a lot and I enjoyed having you on Sports Forgotten Heroes.
- 1:02:38Man, I had a great time.
- 1:02:39Thank you so much, Warren.
- 1:02:41Hey, anytime.
- 1:02:44This was certainly a unique episode for sure, but next week we get back to the heart of what Sports Forgotten Heroes is all about.
- 1:02:53With a story of a team that time has forgotten.
- 1:02:56A story of a team that I am quite sure that many of you have never heard of, a team that came up just short of making the NFL playoffs.
- 1:03:07And that would have been one of the most historic events to ever occur in the history of the NFL.
- 1:03:14For now, thanks for tuning in, and I'll see you next time on Sports Forgotten heroes.