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AAAARGH · Dits & Dahs

Sue: There was a time in my life when I was thinking about all of the outstanding tasks that had to be completed, you know, setting up a vet appointment for Rita or making certain that I had the cash and the right account for a big payment that needed to go out by a certain time, blah, blah, blah, right? All these things that are sort of stressors in your world until they're done. And I have those little undone tasks, whether it be in my work, personal life. will build up a little bit of stress so that our some mornings like this morning where I will actually make a vocal guttural utterance like, you know, when I'm thinking about what I need to do, sort of like a dough, I forgot to do that or I haven't done that yet. Thing is, unlike past experiences, today's guttural expressions of frustration, purely an illusion. Yeah, the outstanding tasks that are yet to be done are real. But compared to my past, when I experienced those utterances, this morning's tasks undone aren't that sort of deadline. I have this phase of reliving those stresses for no reason because in reality, I don't have any stress amount on. You look at yourself and you say, well, okay, this just doesn't happen for, know, grins and giggles. What stresses are you not dealing with in your life? And of course, very quickly I realized none. Well, that was an incoming energetic projection. meant to elicit a sort of anger response. Now, I've spoken before about the power of your internal energy that you express when you physically love yourself. And when you experience that energy while you're fantasizing or visualizing another person, whether it be the sound of their voice, whether it be an image, whether you know them or not, whether they're alive or dead, that's where that energy is going to be predicted in the world of me. Well, I've learned not to fantasize when I love myself, but others do. And it's a, I think we're taught that it's a fairly innocuous thing to do, except that your energy is real. You feel it. You feel darn exhilarated when everything comes to fruition. That's a powerful energy. And when you're visualizing an image of someone or thinking of someone, that's where that energy will go. Whether that will be felt, it's really dependent on how aware they are about. themselves. In my case, I do feel those energies and hope that they're not mine. Others that might receive them might not have an explanation why all of a sudden they got themselves a little arousal or just a jolt of positive vibes or jolt of anger, jolt of frustration. It all can be transmitted energetically through the most powerful energy that you contain within yourself. For me personally, I take all of that energy, given that I live solo, and project it into my music. doesn't have to be music that you're projected into. It's the whole reason of having interest in your life that you spend time passionately with, whether it be knitting, sewing. When you're aware, as I often chat about, of feeling off, and it could be in a good way, that's a potential cause. And of course, energetically, there's nothing you can do about it except to recognize it as not being your energy and then decide what do you do with that gift of that energy. Particularly when somebody is sending out negative vibes, you certainly don't want to send those back as negative vibes. The best thing you can do is make it a positive. But this morning's string of guttural utterances reminded me that you have to look at yourself all the time and the scrutiny of where your heart space is at the moment. And what I mean more specifically about the heart space is, know, what's your vibe? Are you feeling okay? Are you relaxed? Are you enjoying things? Or are you allowing yourself for a moment to allow things to pass through you without holding on to them or acknowledging them? All of that is going to help guide you to understand that being proactive about how you deal with those energies that come in that are projected at you is going to be key based on which your vibe is. This kind of put me out of sorts momentarily to have all of these frustrated utterances for things that aren't real. Things that are not emergencies, not panics, know, time sensitive things. Because in the past, legitimately, I would feel those stresses because I created them. But receiving those energies this morning is telling me that with compassion, there's somebody feeling at a very that that is. And of course, if they're being done with intent, which I have no way to determine, but if it's being done