Latest / The Baller Alert Show / Episode 195 "Derez De'Shon"
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- 0:01Speaker 1: Hold up, Hold up, and welcome to The Ballers Show podcast,
- 0:14Speaker 1: available everywhere you get your podcast. I go for the
- 0:16Speaker 1: name of Ferry Simmons. It's usually you know, you always
- 0:20Speaker 1: go second. You always go second, so you always best solo.
- 0:26Speaker 1: I know, you know, BT. I'm in the building on
- 0:29Speaker 1: just so off. Okay, it's I don't know what the
- 0:32Speaker 1: hell happened. I think Sudon took some edibles or something
- 0:35Speaker 1: before she came in here. Well, she just beat our
- 0:38Speaker 1: our guest today, thered de Sean what's up man said
- 0:43Speaker 1: beat him? I would just say we had a friendly
- 0:45Speaker 1: game and his points didn't add. You know, I guess
- 0:51Speaker 1: gotta play suit solo in basketball. When they arrived, we
- 0:57Speaker 1: have a runoff with Mr war Knock and herschel Walker.
- 1:02Speaker 1: Did you hear him do that? That movie? I already
- 1:06Speaker 1: know first? Did you vote the rest? I don't want
- 1:10Speaker 1: to be jobed by my answer, but yeah I didn't.
- 1:14Speaker 1: But you know I don't. I ain't into that. Well
- 1:16Speaker 1: why not, I just ain't never been into it whatever,
- 1:20Speaker 1: be honest. Yeah, I'm in a group chat with people
- 1:24Speaker 1: that said, what the hell did I vote for? That's
- 1:27Speaker 1: what I'm in a group chat. Fuller being honest, but
- 1:30Speaker 1: we do want to encourage you to get Yeah, I'm encouraged.
- 1:33Speaker 1: You know the people, you know what I'm saying that
- 1:34Speaker 1: I can informence to do it, but you know they's
- 1:36Speaker 1: just on my never. You gotta lead by example though,
- 1:39Speaker 1: and I'm gonna lead him in the right direction. Uh.
- 1:45Speaker 1: Stacey Abram's lost. I just hope she doesn't feel discouraged.
- 1:49Speaker 1: Good work because she has put in so much work
- 1:52Speaker 1: for us, and I just hope that she continues to
- 1:54Speaker 1: do it. And girl, we got you. Next time around,
- 1:56Speaker 1: please do that what we said last time. I said
- 2:00Speaker 1: that I'll be trying to tell y'all, y'all be thinking.
- 2:02Speaker 1: People think Atlanta is Georgia. Atlanta is not Georgia. It's
- 2:06Speaker 1: a lot of white people in Georgia that went out
- 2:09Speaker 1: and voted. Well that we know, sir. Okay, most people
- 2:14Speaker 1: they come to Georgia and they just think of Atlanta,
- 2:18Speaker 1: Atlanta the capital. Is there more people in Atlanta the
- 2:21Speaker 1: Birmingham thousand per cent here? Alright? Alright? Uh? Moving right along?
- 2:30Speaker 1: Take off sold out funeral updates. Alicia keys And said
- 2:33Speaker 1: to perform along justin Bieber and the event will not
- 2:37Speaker 1: be live stream no pictures, no media allowed, no phones allowed. Well,
- 2:42Speaker 1: I think the world would have wanted to see that.
- 2:44Speaker 1: I'm surprised that they're not gonna So they're not gonna
- 2:46Speaker 1: stream and completely private but open to the public, which
- 2:49Speaker 1: is now closed. It's over. So if you got in,
- 2:53Speaker 1: you got in. I didn't even gotta I didn't even
- 2:55Speaker 1: get a notification to set it up to go. So
- 2:58Speaker 1: I'm not going not the that's the man is love.
- 3:00Speaker 1: He lived a great life, and I hope that wherever,
- 3:03Speaker 1: you know, wherever his family is, that they found some
- 3:05Speaker 1: type of peace, especially knowing that there's such a big
- 3:07Speaker 1: community that that loves him. Um, Chris Brown says he's
- 3:12Speaker 1: making a new Christmas song. Can we get some snaps
- 3:14Speaker 1: from Chris Brown? Please, because I'm tired of here in
- 3:16Speaker 1: the same damn goddamn Christmas songs all carry Your song
- 3:19Speaker 1: is five? Yeah, but damn we get some new Christmas music?
- 3:23Speaker 1: Are you guys in Christmas? Chris Chris Brown's this Christmas
- 3:27Speaker 1: was cool? That was that one time? So how many seasons?
- 3:34Speaker 1: Is it too early? It's not, It's actually on time,
- 3:37Speaker 1: because you know you're blinking, we're gonna be next next year.
- 3:40Speaker 1: No that's true. That's true. Time you had a Christmas tree,
- 3:43Speaker 1: real Christmas tree. He's still up. But you know we
- 3:47Speaker 1: did leave it up too long, we did. But I
- 3:49Speaker 1: think it was like, um, probably two years ago. Okay,
- 3:54Speaker 1: real big old tall Chrismas tree are Yeah, I don't
- 3:58Speaker 1: even know what to do with it, so we just
- 4:00Speaker 1: threw it over the lady the change of the season.
- 4:07Speaker 1: Growing up in your family, let you decorate the trie
- 4:09Speaker 1: or was that like sacred kids can't touch the tree? Yeah,
- 4:11Speaker 1: we usually do it. Um, it was for us to do,
- 4:15Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. You know, they just wanted
- 4:16Speaker 1: us to be in the spirit, and you know he was,
- 4:22Speaker 1: y'all put that trie up. It's okay. A future legally
- 4:29Speaker 1: changes his last name from will Burn to Cash. I
- 4:32Speaker 1: think that's a great thing. I think that getting a
- 4:34Speaker 1: lot of cash. Yeah, yeah, seven million? Is that his
- 4:37Speaker 1: dad last name is will Burn? Is he like not
- 4:39Speaker 1: close to his that? I think. I think it's justified.
- 4:43Speaker 1: I think he changed the last name cash because he's
- 4:45Speaker 1: getting a whole bunch of ury. He should have just
- 4:48Speaker 1: changed his first name to Future cash. First name is
- 4:54Speaker 1: Demon Cash. I wonder if he has a strained relationship
- 4:58Speaker 1: with his father, so it was like easy to get
- 4:59Speaker 1: rid of his last name, because that's kind of tough
- 5:01Speaker 1: to do. I think he just is so driven by
- 5:04Speaker 1: the money. He just, you know, want to just put
- 5:06Speaker 1: it in his name. He should just do it easy,
- 5:08Speaker 1: like Kanye. You know, he's just Yah. Future, just just
- 5:12Speaker 1: be future. Imagine if your son changed his last name, Like,
- 5:15Speaker 1: how would you feel, man? Why would you say that
- 5:16Speaker 1: that's what's good as dad? I don't know what relationship
- 5:23Speaker 1: he has with his dad, but yeah, I would definitely
- 5:25Speaker 1: feel a way. If you all could change your last names,
- 5:27Speaker 1: would would it be Coulde? Or if you wanted to,
- 5:31Speaker 1: you can? But if you wanted to, what would they be? Favari? Okay,
- 5:36Speaker 1: I'm changing mind to one of these royal families. I'm
- 5:38Speaker 1: gonna start geting some spells of treatment. Okay, Wins, I'm
- 5:42Speaker 1: gonna start gonna change you. I'm gonna go to England
- 5:44Speaker 1: or somewhere. They're gonna be like, hey, you're gonna last
- 5:46Speaker 1: name is Frank fan. I am Frank for the fifth
- 5:52Speaker 1: I'm gonna get all type of free ship. You wanna
- 5:55Speaker 1: be a winsdor hood? No, you don't want to be
- 5:58Speaker 1: related to the queen. Then you don't want to be royal.
- 6:01Speaker 1: There's plenty of the royal family who don't. Don't. Don't
- 6:05Speaker 1: have to go do it. I how to google it.
- 6:07Speaker 1: You so trying to set me up. You set your
- 6:12Speaker 1: damn stelf up with that one. I never thought about that.
- 6:15Speaker 1: I love my last name. I love Solomon. It feels royal,
- 6:17Speaker 1: like strong, I love like mine. March is very strong,
- 6:22Speaker 1: very moved forward. Moving the rest strong about you? The
- 6:27Speaker 1: rest to show your real name? Yeah, and I just
- 6:29Speaker 1: got a last name. So that's it. You know what
- 6:31Speaker 1: I'm saying, school with mine. You know what I'm saying.
- 6:34Speaker 1: I used the red, the red, and then my last name. Okay,
- 6:40Speaker 1: so the Redshan is your middle name. Yeah, that's what's up.
- 6:43Speaker 1: Yeah so your last name, yeah yeah, it will be
- 7:01Speaker 1: so popped up your last day but incident old google
- 7:09Speaker 1: an Yeah yeah yeah, okay, okay, Well this is this
- 7:16Speaker 1: is two BT. Uh tom Brady's uh soon to be
- 7:19Speaker 1: ex wife Giselle just closed on the eleven point five
- 7:22Speaker 1: million dollar home in Miami, right across the creek where
- 7:25Speaker 1: Tom Brady is building a house. BT. Remember we had
- 7:29Speaker 1: that argument that uh just sale didn't make more money
- 7:31Speaker 1: than time. Apologize she got the back, he pumed, he
- 7:37Speaker 1: fumbled the bag, He damn did. She looked good too.
- 7:41Speaker 1: You know how many you know how many dudes probably
- 7:43Speaker 1: her dms right now? How do you do that? Well?
- 7:49Speaker 1: Tom Brady decided to go play football again and m
- 7:54Speaker 1: and then she divorced him because he was supposed to
- 7:56Speaker 1: retire from football and he didn't. He went back, and
- 7:58Speaker 1: then she filed with the voice. Yikes, and they're having
- 8:03Speaker 1: a bad season probably like baby, yeah, we've ben travel
- 8:06Speaker 1: the world football ship. We gotta do not. I think
- 8:11Speaker 1: that's what I would have bed football. If your ex
- 8:15Speaker 1: wife builds a house that right across the street from
- 8:17Speaker 1: your house, is that offer eight years? Awkward? But it
- 8:21Speaker 1: means she still want me obviously. Yeah, she trying to
- 8:24Speaker 1: skip across screek like like she might got a new buddy,
- 8:29Speaker 1: but she won't me still a little bit. You know,
- 8:32Speaker 1: she does want to drop the kids off when the
- 8:33Speaker 1: time ago that school drop them all, you know the
- 8:36Speaker 1: same thing. It's cool, they're right girl, you know once
- 8:40Speaker 1: string the night the night, y'all go there. This will
- 8:42Speaker 1: be on the nerd gold MoMA. You might have nothing
- 8:44Speaker 1: to do. That's cool. Yeah, see your dad's house right
- 8:47Speaker 1: right his house? That yeah, okay, Bill, we don't get
- 8:56Speaker 1: into business. Let's take quick commercial banks. We'll be right back,
- 8:59Speaker 1: but more of the Baller Alert Show. You're listening to
- 9:05Speaker 1: a special edition of The Baller Alert Show. This is
- 9:08Speaker 1: a special cloth Alert and we are back with the
- 9:11Speaker 1: Bailer Show podcast available everywhere you get your podcast. The
- 9:14Speaker 1: Red Shot is in the building. How it's going, sir good?
- 9:17Speaker 1: Every time I see your jury just gets bigger and
- 9:19Speaker 1: bigger and bigger. This PGF What does PGF mean? First?
- 9:24Speaker 1: I didn't know that. Okay, Yeah, we have some steps
- 9:27Speaker 1: for that. Slim Duncan is on one and uh is
- 9:29Speaker 1: there something on the other side of Slim Duncan Jurassic Park?
- 9:34Speaker 1: And is that the Red Sean underdep the pgu the
- 9:37Speaker 1: first one? Why do you that Jurassic Park? That's what
- 9:43Speaker 1: they call from their name. For the second, I'm born
- 9:45Speaker 1: to resident and I never heard that. Yeah, you must
- 9:49Speaker 1: probably what they say. And the Lion King you must
- 9:51Speaker 1: never go there, don't. And so now that we are
- 10:04Speaker 1: talking about this, I want to put this on the record. Uh.
- 10:06Speaker 1: Me and I got d C got suspended for the
- 10:08Speaker 1: radio for playing your record ten times in the row.
- 10:11Speaker 1: Do you remember when we played Hardaway on the record,
- 10:15Speaker 1: you came up there, Uh, we won't post then interview,
- 10:18Speaker 1: you won't post to play the song time played it. Yeah,
- 10:21Speaker 1: we had got written up and suspended for that's real little,
- 10:24Speaker 1: that's real little. I'm very thankful for that a lot part.
- 10:30Speaker 1: It's part of the pros. Damn to get suspending for
- 10:35Speaker 1: my boy. Now now we're good man, we're good now.
- 10:37Speaker 1: But I ain't coming up. Yeah. I didn't know what
- 10:40Speaker 1: we was doing at the time, man, But you know,
- 10:42Speaker 1: I just knew that you had the hidest record in
- 10:44Speaker 1: the city. And I remember because I remember that's DJ
- 10:47Speaker 1: Y came to and he asked he came with your
- 10:51Speaker 1: holiday and he was like, yo, what is this song?
- 10:53Speaker 1: Holliday asked me what the song was and I said,
- 10:56Speaker 1: that's the residng he's right over there. Yeah, I remember
- 10:58Speaker 1: that night too. That's or Mac. Yes, Yo, we show
- 11:04Speaker 1: did yeah so far as but not my radio mentor.
- 11:09Speaker 1: For years, I used to work at the club. I
- 11:11Speaker 1: was a doorgirl for Age Entertainment. Used to charge Ferrari
- 11:13Speaker 1: when he was coming to the club because we weren't
- 11:15Speaker 1: crazy yet to charge him to get into the club. Facts,
- 11:19Speaker 1: but you know, I had to get the money. So
- 11:22Speaker 1: my first memory, my first encounter, I believe, was you
- 11:26Speaker 1: were running around the city with Ferrari, Like I think
- 11:28Speaker 1: he was showing you around of different clubs, like getting
- 11:30Speaker 1: your record played, or maybe you were just coming to
- 11:31Speaker 1: the club. Yeah, yeah, So I just remember, like as
- 11:36Speaker 1: an intern, just like watching new artists engaged with them
- 11:39Speaker 1: and like how those relationships were built. I thought that
- 11:42Speaker 1: you were very like solid. You just came in, you networked,
- 11:46Speaker 1: you made sure that you met the right people, and
- 11:48Speaker 1: then you went on about your business like you weren't.
- 11:50Speaker 1: I'm trying to keep it, you know, I'll try to
- 11:52Speaker 1: keep it right. I can't go in there with brother
- 11:55Speaker 1: on face card and not do the right, you know
- 11:57Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Sometimes maybe all the way wrong. Now listen,
- 12:01Speaker 1: I see you got rich Gang Tat are you still
- 12:03Speaker 1: with rich game? I mean, um, you know that's just
- 12:06Speaker 1: a feminine thing, you know what I'm saying. It's forever
- 12:08Speaker 1: a little. When I got it, it was love and
- 12:11Speaker 1: it's gonna forever be love. So you was really looking
- 12:13Speaker 1: for Charlotte, man, I mean, that's what it turned out
- 12:17Speaker 1: to be. I want to well what we were doing.
- 12:19Speaker 1: So when you walked in the room, it was Birdman,
- 12:22Speaker 1: you and Rollo and uh so what did Birdman? Did
- 12:27Speaker 1: he say anything to y'all before he walked in that room? Man,
- 12:31Speaker 1: I'd be in my own head man if he did,
- 12:34Speaker 1: I don't even know, Like I'll just be in my
- 12:36Speaker 1: own man, Like I can't believe at the time, I
- 12:38Speaker 1: can't even believe I was there, Like it was a
- 12:41Speaker 1: blessing just to beat up, you know what I'm saying.
- 12:43Speaker 1: Grew up listening to him and watching them and knowing
- 12:46Speaker 1: what he did. You know what I'm saying, I couldn't
- 12:48Speaker 1: believe I was there, Like I was in my heads.
- 12:50Speaker 1: I don't know talking about the breakfast club when um,
- 12:53Speaker 1: you know, when Birdman walked in, he just went left.
- 12:57Speaker 1: And that's why it was like, did he say something
- 13:00Speaker 1: in the beginning that he just like walked in and
- 13:02Speaker 1: just stop playing with my fucking name. Do it on camera.
- 13:06Speaker 1: Stop playing with my name? Uh with my name? Come up,
- 13:14Speaker 1: respecting a stop playing with my fucking name. All thrill
- 13:18Speaker 1: of y'all. Stopped playing with my name. I ain't gonna
- 13:20Speaker 1: say no more. Say to hit you and hit me, okay,
- 13:26Speaker 1: all right, So now when y'all left, what did he say? Then?
- 13:30Speaker 1: He didn't say nothing. I still was in my head.
- 13:33Speaker 1: I'm being on it like no because I'm in my
- 13:35Speaker 1: head like oh Ship, we hear right right? And then
- 13:37Speaker 1: when that happened, I'm like, oh Ship, we weren't. What's
- 13:40Speaker 1: gonna happen? Like I don't know, let me just my
- 13:43Speaker 1: business and what we're doing that what we're doing like
- 13:46Speaker 1: because the Harder Way I heard, you know, the Harder
- 13:49Speaker 1: Way to the song, it was just going so crazy
- 13:51Speaker 1: and then you said I didn't know what you said
- 13:53Speaker 1: on the song. It was like I was in a
- 13:54Speaker 1: looking for respect and I'm like, wait what it's a
- 13:58Speaker 1: charlot man. I'm like, oh, Ship, that was really looking
- 14:01Speaker 1: for him in New Year. So it wasn't my idea
- 14:02Speaker 1: for them to slow that down. Oh you know what
- 14:05Speaker 1: I'm saying. I wanted trip because I know it's like
- 14:09Speaker 1: it ain't like this music. How soon did you record
- 14:12Speaker 1: Hardaway after that that happened? So what I did was
- 14:16Speaker 1: I recorded Hardaway first verse, right, okay, and then I
- 14:21Speaker 1: ain't know what to do with it at first, like
- 14:23Speaker 1: I don't know, like that happened before that. So when
- 14:26Speaker 1: I did put that in there, it was like when
- 14:28Speaker 1: I went back to Atlanta. Whenever I went back to them,
- 14:31Speaker 1: immediately got in the studio and everybody like, you need
- 14:33Speaker 1: to finish the song. And that's what I came over. Okay,
- 14:36Speaker 1: now the resist You're the first of your kind. Um.
- 14:39Speaker 1: And I say that because I believe, I don't know
- 14:41Speaker 1: if you know this, that you kind of created the
- 14:43Speaker 1: genre called pain music very emotional, um, very uh stressful,
- 14:50Speaker 1: you're stressed out talking going on. Um, And a couple
- 14:54Speaker 1: of people came from what you kind of created the
- 14:57Speaker 1: genre and uh we had rod Waves Moray my can
- 15:02Speaker 1: name a couple of others. Now my question to you
- 15:05Speaker 1: is are are are these people? Do you think these
- 15:09Speaker 1: people were more so took your style and created their
- 15:12Speaker 1: own form of love it or are they inspired by
- 15:14Speaker 1: what you? I think personally, everybody got their own style.
- 15:18Speaker 1: It is unique. But I think maybe I inspired and
- 15:21Speaker 1: inspired them to be comfortable with doing that. You know
- 15:25Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Um, we all got our own different,
- 15:28Speaker 1: unique sound. I mean, but we all and this is
- 15:31Speaker 1: our running We all fat and sang and rap. You
- 15:34Speaker 1: know what I'm saying? Yeah, are we gonna have some
- 15:37Speaker 1: collapse because more is on the project. Shout out, We're
- 15:40Speaker 1: gonna ever see it the reds Sean Rodway song. I've
- 15:43Speaker 1: been trying to get it. I've been pushing the issue
- 15:45Speaker 1: since the day one, like I've been racking Roadway. You
- 15:48Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like when he first dropped, I'll
- 15:50Speaker 1: never forget the first time he dropped. I went to
- 15:52Speaker 1: manhouse and I don't like man, listen to this nigga Man,
- 15:54Speaker 1: this nigga five and every elver I've been rocking in
- 15:58Speaker 1: supporting and since day one, even with whatever they say,
- 16:02Speaker 1: I communicate, No, I ain't ever talking to him. I
- 16:05Speaker 1: thought I thought road Way. When I first heard his music,
- 16:07Speaker 1: I thought it was you. A lot of people just
- 16:10Speaker 1: a lot more raspier. I thought it was like that.
- 16:13Speaker 1: Ain't the RESI shun like. I honestly thought it was
- 16:16Speaker 1: you when when he first started coming out with music.
- 16:18Speaker 1: You know, how do you deal with that though? Because
- 16:20Speaker 1: I feel like it didn't give you a chance, you know,
- 16:23Speaker 1: as a new artist and your your your your leg work.
- 16:26Speaker 1: At that time, I main't have what I needed around
- 16:28Speaker 1: me to continue to go forward with it. You know
- 16:31Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So now, it's like, I respect it's
- 16:34Speaker 1: it's it's a game, it's a business, it's an industry.
- 16:36Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, I ain't triving. I ain't
- 16:38Speaker 1: I'm I'm proud of bro Like you know what I'm saying.
- 16:42Speaker 1: I respect that because I think so many people feel
- 16:44Speaker 1: like someone took their style and ran with it, whereas
- 16:48Speaker 1: y'all probably had similar styles to begin with. Y'all were
- 16:50Speaker 1: both just grinding unknown artists at the time, and it
- 16:52Speaker 1: just so happened somebody got the more, somebody had more problems, right, Yeah,
- 16:57Speaker 1: But I love this ans. I think it really speaks
- 16:59Speaker 1: volumes as the like just the type of person that
- 17:01Speaker 1: you are. And I think it's dope that you can
- 17:02Speaker 1: express yourself in your music because a lot of black
- 17:04Speaker 1: men have a hard time doing that. And that's what
- 17:06Speaker 1: I'm doing for a little noise. Okay, man, you ain't
- 17:08Speaker 1: gotta be gagst all day. All right, So I do
- 17:11Speaker 1: have to talk about something series with you. Man, we
- 17:13Speaker 1: was I was DJ in the club one time, I
- 17:16Speaker 1: was at five one time for Manny DJ was sucked
- 17:20Speaker 1: and I've seen the rid Sean just quiet and I'm
- 17:23Speaker 1: gonna tell you all this, this is crazy. You're just
- 17:25Speaker 1: quiet as fun. I'm just trying to figure out what's
- 17:28Speaker 1: going on. I have my young boy, young frowd star
- 17:32Speaker 1: DJ and and me. You go talking to Patio and
- 17:34Speaker 1: you tell me someone just tried to kill you and
- 17:42Speaker 1: the detail that you gave me, I mean you talked
- 17:46Speaker 1: for our outside. Um I want to know because I
- 17:53Speaker 1: I'm listening to the music obviously I'm a fan and
- 17:56Speaker 1: I hear lyrics. Um does that situation still bother you? Yeah?
- 18:04Speaker 1: Spoken about this, I mean, you know, to a counselor,
- 18:08Speaker 1: but I ain't really like it's old with like I
- 18:10Speaker 1: put the pad like it is what it is. It
- 18:14Speaker 1: just hit me by surprise that it came like that,
- 18:16Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But um, yeah, he bothered me.
- 18:19Speaker 1: Fuck me up like it do something mentally to me,
- 18:21Speaker 1: Like I don't trust ship no more. Like you notice
- 18:25Speaker 1: I move around damn neil by myself. Maybe people, Yeah,
- 18:29Speaker 1: very more militant, like I'm observing their thing. As soon
- 18:32Speaker 1: as I don't feel right on out, I don't give
- 18:34Speaker 1: a funk with nobody gotta say. You know what I'm saying.
- 18:36Speaker 1: I gotta get on my kids, like so yeah, that
- 18:40Speaker 1: ship did funk with me though, and uh and and
- 18:43Speaker 1: I know you said you went to a counselor um
- 18:46Speaker 1: because I've been seeing you've been talking about mental health
- 18:48Speaker 1: a lot, and a lot of people don't speak about
- 18:50Speaker 1: mental health very mental health, Uh going forward driven And
- 18:56Speaker 1: that's a very do you think a lot of rapper
- 18:58Speaker 1: ship go seek mental mental health like awareness, like by
- 19:02Speaker 1: speaking to somebody that counselt It's often often I think why.
- 19:07Speaker 1: I think artists for one, I think artists for want
- 19:10Speaker 1: to see it because when you transition from I'm gonna
- 19:14Speaker 1: just say my my situation, when you transition from nobody
- 19:17Speaker 1: to somebody in the whole world just at your feet,
- 19:19Speaker 1: and like you don't if you don't know how to
- 19:22Speaker 1: adapt to that, if you don't know how to accept that,
- 19:24Speaker 1: it can mentally funk you up too. So you need
- 19:26Speaker 1: to have somebody to talk to to understand, like, hey,
- 19:28Speaker 1: you know this is going on, that's going on. I
- 19:31Speaker 1: don't understand this. I don't know how to move forward
- 19:34Speaker 1: this like I find myself even to this day still
- 19:37Speaker 1: I'd be telling like man in Rocking Life, bro, I
- 19:39Speaker 1: can't be no asshole to the volte bro. I can't
- 19:42Speaker 1: tell a nigger, not even though on the inside I
- 19:44Speaker 1: want to be like, hell no, you feel but that
- 19:48Speaker 1: folk with you then is the money. When the money
- 19:50Speaker 1: comes in, the money change. You start seeing people change.
- 19:53Speaker 1: You don't understand how to adapt to that, or you
- 19:55Speaker 1: don't understand how to tell your uncle like you ain't
- 19:58Speaker 1: never asking me for a dollar? What you mean, bask
- 20:00Speaker 1: in your company or you know, all the bitches come
- 20:03Speaker 1: through now your emotion getting mixed up, peeping that he
- 20:06Speaker 1: holds or want the money. You know what I'm saying.
- 20:09Speaker 1: Your partners go from being niggas that didn't even call
- 20:13Speaker 1: you until goddamn it was trying to go out of
- 20:16Speaker 1: some ship to now every day is something like you
- 20:19Speaker 1: really need somebody to talk to the coach dough with
- 20:21Speaker 1: that because you can't talk to your partners because they
- 20:23Speaker 1: don't thank you weak or they're gonna think like, oh,
- 20:25Speaker 1: he's catching on, he might we might lose him right now,
- 20:28Speaker 1: like we can't let him know we got damn you
- 20:30Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Method Man recently said that he
- 20:33Speaker 1: feels that a lot of rappers are good actors because
- 20:37Speaker 1: they're good liars. Do you think that you know rappers
- 20:40Speaker 1: in our community lie about either the hype like they
- 20:44Speaker 1: glorify you know, sex, money, drugs. Do you think they
- 20:49Speaker 1: actually live those lives they like? So I believe, especially today,
- 20:54Speaker 1: like the new artist today, I believe a lot of them,
- 20:56Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, actually live exactly like how
- 20:59Speaker 1: they rapping. And I just feel like, you know what
- 21:01Speaker 1: I'm saying, Um, it's different from like that then it was.
- 21:08Speaker 1: It was hellicat back then, you know what I'm saying,
- 21:11Speaker 1: But now it's like, yeah, I believe that ship. You
- 21:14Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. You can hear. You can go
- 21:16Speaker 1: to niggas hear their stories. You can go to you know,
- 21:19Speaker 1: the other side, people who don't vote with them, you
- 21:20Speaker 1: can hear. Yeah, I don't know like that. They moved
- 21:22Speaker 1: around like that, you know what I'm saying. So today
- 21:26Speaker 1: I don't really see too much fabricated ship. But back then,
- 21:30Speaker 1: you know, you can look at the nigga and be like, nigga,
- 21:32Speaker 1: what you was not? Come over? Yeah? Yeah, So like
- 21:36Speaker 1: your childhood friends are like people that you knew before
- 21:39Speaker 1: your name was a household name, but they support you
- 21:41Speaker 1: in therapy or counseling or the type of music that
- 21:44Speaker 1: you make that put them votes on. I don't even
- 21:47Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, because the Joe would beat jokes.
- 21:49Speaker 1: Of course, Nigga's joke all the time. Um So I
- 21:52Speaker 1: don't mean that's just for me. That's my personal ideal
- 21:55Speaker 1: that on my own time and I come back however,
- 21:58Speaker 1: like you know what I'm saying, that bus feel kind
- 21:59Speaker 1: of bad though in a way that you can't talk
- 22:02Speaker 1: to your people the way that you would want to
- 22:04Speaker 1: talk to them. It do, but I learned that some
- 22:07Speaker 1: people just can't handle that type of conversation, you know
- 22:10Speaker 1: what I'm saying. They might need help too, but they
- 22:12Speaker 1: won't admit it. They're too scared in meeting so they
- 22:14Speaker 1: make a joke out of it. More at Yeah, it's crazy.
- 22:18Speaker 1: Every time I talk to this guy, we talked for
- 22:20Speaker 1: like an hour fast with your music, now, do you
- 22:23Speaker 1: feel like you have to hold back a lot of
- 22:25Speaker 1: the things you want to say into your music because
- 22:29Speaker 1: of you know, all the things were going on with
- 22:31Speaker 1: indictments and you know, with the artists and everything like that.
- 22:34Speaker 1: Like do you feel like, man, I can't talk about
- 22:37Speaker 1: this because this is true, No, Coulon, I ain't never
- 22:40Speaker 1: been No shoot them up, bang bang raver. You know
- 22:43Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I'm rapping about real life like dealing
- 22:46Speaker 1: with losing friends, dealing with losing the family men was
- 22:49Speaker 1: dealing with, you know, like real life problems that everybody
- 22:53Speaker 1: dealing with. You know what I'm saying. So I ain't
- 22:55Speaker 1: worried about that because I ain't on that. I'm a rapper.
- 22:57Speaker 1: I ain't knowing nothing but wrapping, rapping this on, right,
- 23:03Speaker 1: you feel me? I ain't. Ye Now, I'm definitely a
- 23:08Speaker 1: big fan of bro. I want to say I'm proud
- 23:09Speaker 1: of you. But why every time I see you? I
- 23:12Speaker 1: saw you the airport, he was on the train. You
- 23:14Speaker 1: had on all your jear Bro, Why do you wear
- 23:18Speaker 1: all your jury all the time. I don't wear it
- 23:21Speaker 1: all the time. It's just every time I see you
- 23:23Speaker 1: hear it, all right? So yeah, when I see you
- 23:25Speaker 1: at the airport right there, we had the airport, got
- 23:28Speaker 1: the whole shot. Dude, I'm gonna tell you why you
- 23:32Speaker 1: saw that? That was just you right now and I
- 23:34Speaker 1: still had the mask on without you know what I'm like.
- 23:37Speaker 1: But this is the thing, what do you miss? Look
- 23:44Speaker 1: it me? Because like sometimes I'll be rushing right and
- 23:47Speaker 1: then a lot of times too, when I go through
- 23:49Speaker 1: the airport and they my jury in the bag and
- 23:52Speaker 1: I slided you there, I'm trying to make sure my
- 23:55Speaker 1: ship ain't getting funt with him. So you keep it on, yeah,
- 24:00Speaker 1: and I try to keep me inside. But you know
- 24:03Speaker 1: then when you get to take your jacket off and
- 24:05Speaker 1: ship and now it's damn it's out. Like when they
- 24:08Speaker 1: get to touching me and watch that. Damn right, I'm chained, man,
- 24:12Speaker 1: don't make me pull that out, bro. I just try.
- 24:15Speaker 1: I try to be left. Okay. Do you regret any
- 24:19Speaker 1: of your jewelry purposes? Is that one you could have
- 24:22Speaker 1: done without? Um U? I could have done with all
- 24:25Speaker 1: of it personally, But I know it's just the costume.
- 24:28Speaker 1: It's the uniform, you know what I'm saying as an artists,
- 24:31Speaker 1: So I don't regret none of it. It's just showing
- 24:33Speaker 1: my success down presidential, you know what I'm saying. That's
- 24:37Speaker 1: first of all, without the bus down, it's already h
- 24:40Speaker 1: and go for the high. You got busted down Cuba.
- 24:43Speaker 1: I had a headache for three days. When there's no kill,
- 24:47Speaker 1: I am not put it to the camera, So just
- 24:48Speaker 1: put it to the I'm not lying. I had a
- 24:50Speaker 1: headache for Why did you feel like you had to
- 24:53Speaker 1: buy it? Why do you feel that it's so necessary
- 24:56Speaker 1: for you to have a headache for three days. I'm
- 24:59Speaker 1: gonna be I was straight. But when they get to talking,
- 25:02Speaker 1: this is this is another thing with the mental health.
- 25:04Speaker 1: Like when they get the talking, Hey, big man, you're rapping. Man,
- 25:07Speaker 1: you gotta have the d get Yeah, they're doing this,
- 25:09Speaker 1: and then you're like and then you're managing them looking like, man,
- 25:13Speaker 1: you gotta pay that mother gonna make me a little crazy,
- 25:15Speaker 1: and like, uh, you got to pull it out. You
- 25:18Speaker 1: gotta hold you. You know what I'm saying, And that
- 25:20Speaker 1: he got one on too. Dad. You feel me. You
- 25:24Speaker 1: can always use my advice. My family called me l
- 25:27Speaker 1: cheap of Yeah, you're almost simple person. I know, bro,
- 25:31Speaker 1: I am too in real life, but I can't be
- 25:33Speaker 1: that at you. I understand, I understand. But you could
- 25:38Speaker 1: also say I ain't trying to do that right now
- 25:40Speaker 1: and safe to say you're not gonna buy anything new. Yeah,
- 25:46Speaker 1: that's right. That it's it's it majurius coming. Yeah, not
- 25:50Speaker 1: right now, you know what I'm saying, But I'm gonna
- 25:52Speaker 1: do it a little different. I'm gonna get a new set,
- 25:54Speaker 1: but a different a long set, like you know what
- 25:57Speaker 1: I'm saying, something I can put on when i'm leading,
- 25:59Speaker 1: like casual, some nice, like some you know a couple
- 26:04Speaker 1: of them tenants, you know a couple of them that's
- 26:07Speaker 1: terrible that I was trying to do the grow this
- 26:11Speaker 1: you can you dress your man up. I'm trying to
- 26:14Speaker 1: come out like, yeah, this is me that I really
- 26:21Speaker 1: hate that black man field, that type of pressure, like
- 26:24Speaker 1: to to make big purchases that they really don't care
- 26:27Speaker 1: just for I mean now, I mean me personally. The
- 26:30Speaker 1: Red I'm like, cool, I don't need your but the
- 26:34Speaker 1: Red Sean it was like, yeah, I'm having to nigga.
- 26:38Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I talked about the project
- 26:41Speaker 1: real quick. You dropped to do project came out from
- 26:43Speaker 1: before Oh my Doughter Burgler, Like y'all shout out legacy.
- 26:47Speaker 1: She just turned to Bigger at Me. It's just exactly
- 26:50Speaker 1: what it is, Bigger at Me. Like I came in
- 26:55Speaker 1: this game with intentions of being myself. I kind of
- 27:00Speaker 1: in the beginning got like what's the word? Yeah, like
- 27:04Speaker 1: navigated on what to do. So now this album is
- 27:08Speaker 1: more of me breaking loose on. I'm gonna show you
- 27:10Speaker 1: I can really do this, Like, don't don't box me
- 27:12Speaker 1: in plain even though I'm I'm thankful for being you know,
- 27:16Speaker 1: credited for influencing and all of that. I appreciate that.
- 27:20Speaker 1: But I'm bigger than that. You know what I'm saying, Um,
- 27:23Speaker 1: my struggle is bigger than that. My my, my, the
- 27:25Speaker 1: people who depend on me, the people who listen to
- 27:27Speaker 1: my music for therapy, is bigger than that. It's bigger
- 27:29Speaker 1: than me. It's just any kind of way, it's bigger
- 27:32Speaker 1: than me, you know what I'm saying. Like, I ain't
- 27:34Speaker 1: just doing this for me, I'm doing this for everybody.
- 27:37Speaker 1: And if it's if it's one thing that you could
- 27:39Speaker 1: change when you first started in the business, what would
- 27:42Speaker 1: you change. I want to listen to certain people like
- 27:45Speaker 1: I would continue to be myself. I want to let
- 27:48Speaker 1: nobody tell me like, um, this ain't it or that
- 27:51Speaker 1: ain't it, because that's what got your attention in the
- 27:54Speaker 1: first place. So I would tell myself that, I mean,
- 27:58Speaker 1: I would change that. Okay, we're gonna take us a break.
- 28:03Speaker 1: Uh yeah, but first, but first it's time for baller Blitz.
- 28:07Speaker 1: The Reds Shine in the building on the ball Alert Show,
- 28:09Speaker 1: we got a game for you. Okay, we call it
- 28:11Speaker 1: the baller Blitz. Watch. Just fire off some questions and
- 28:13Speaker 1: you give me your first answer as soon as you
- 28:15Speaker 1: think of it. Okay, So I know your your style,
- 28:18Speaker 1: like was saying, it's kind of like a singing rap
- 28:21Speaker 1: type of thing. Um. You have influenced a lot of people,
- 28:25Speaker 1: you know, um in this generation, but before you, there
- 28:29Speaker 1: were a lot of rappers singers. So I'm gonna name
- 28:32Speaker 1: a few. I'm gonna name five and uh, as soon
- 28:35Speaker 1: as I say their name, then you tell me a
- 28:38Speaker 1: song by them, perfectly, one that they kind of sang
- 28:42Speaker 1: rap on. All right. First up, ja Rule. Who would
- 28:48Speaker 1: that be without you? I think? Okay, yeah rap a singer?
- 28:53Speaker 1: All right? Uh? Next we got slick Rick se Rick.
- 29:01Speaker 1: What's the one he had? No? Yeah, yeah, yeah, all right,
- 29:13Speaker 1: all right? Next, both ducks I mean my uncle, yeah
- 29:23Speaker 1: for real, for real, dud dude. How what what's that
- 29:33Speaker 1: little state board? P state board? When he had a
- 29:43Speaker 1: long do that song with jay Z the way he
- 29:45Speaker 1: had with I was just front in yeah, but he
- 29:49Speaker 1: had a compass on yeahs doing Yeah. I know, I
- 29:52Speaker 1: know what you know. But when he did, just talking
- 29:55Speaker 1: about a dropping like it's hot. No, that was that dude,
- 30:00Speaker 1: dude because he was in the group. Yeah yeah, yeah,
- 30:05Speaker 1: it's the Neptune song, but there was. It was something
- 30:08Speaker 1: skateboarding up. All right, we got one more? Last one? No,
- 30:15Speaker 1: I can I get another chance? Right quick? Happy, let's
- 30:19Speaker 1: be happy. This last one is kind of hard. So
- 30:29Speaker 1: Nate Dog, Nate Dog. Shoot? Uh no, I know, Hello,
- 30:33Speaker 1: Nate Dog. It's so much night dog going through my head.
- 30:46Speaker 1: Man him and the snoop that was the hook king
- 30:48Speaker 1: right now? Can't wrap us? Yes, yes he would, man,
- 30:52Speaker 1: Yes he would. I used to game. Don't way that
- 30:56Speaker 1: ship there has a shot on the bottle. Place this
- 31:00Speaker 1: ball right back the bather Alert Show. We'll be right back.
- 31:04Speaker 1: Stay tuned with more of the Baller Alert Show. That's
- 31:12Speaker 1: it is now time for baller mail. Dear ball Alert.
- 31:16Speaker 1: I know for a fact my significant other is stealing
- 31:19Speaker 1: money from his job. My only issue is that he
- 31:21Speaker 1: works for the government and so do I. So if
- 31:24Speaker 1: he gets caught, we both go to jail. I love
- 31:26Speaker 1: my man, but not enough to go jail. Not not
- 31:29Speaker 1: enough to go to jail for him. How do I
- 31:31Speaker 1: get myself out of this with him. You got to
- 31:35Speaker 1: get out of here. The fact that you said my
- 31:38Speaker 1: only problem with it is that we both work for
- 31:41Speaker 1: the government. Since you are terrible like you, you're probably
- 31:44Speaker 1: stilling too, and you just feel like you wouldn't get caught,
- 31:47Speaker 1: but he would either way. Just break up if he's scared.
- 31:49Speaker 1: If you're really scared, man, listen, my ain't been in it.
- 31:52Speaker 1: I ain't need it. But one thing I'm doing, I'm snitching.
- 31:54Speaker 1: I ain't even I ain't losing my job and going
- 31:55Speaker 1: to jail. I am snitching. You're stilling from the government.
- 32:00Speaker 1: Going to jail, big fella, you're going down. Yeah, it
- 32:04Speaker 1: was a code and that My only issue is that
- 32:06Speaker 1: means the money has been going coming in and you've
- 32:08Speaker 1: been blowing it to damn. Now you realize he worked,
- 32:12Speaker 1: You realize that he's stealing from his chold and y'all
- 32:15Speaker 1: both going to go to jail. Yes, sir, it's a
- 32:17Speaker 1: wrapping ten. It's over because everybody got to get gifts
- 32:21Speaker 1: of Christmas. Man, That's when people. People start stealing around
- 32:23Speaker 1: Christmas time. Everybody can watching friends. Man, People start stealing,
- 32:29Speaker 1: ship start coming up missing at your house around Christmas time.
- 32:32Speaker 1: Ain't about in my own play. I don't even want
- 32:37Speaker 1: nobody really knowing why I stayed. It's a handsome Let
- 32:40Speaker 1: people know why I stayed once I get building this
- 32:44Speaker 1: new joint. I don't think nobody's going like real talk
- 32:47Speaker 1: like that boy, that boy moving the game Oklahoma. Yeah, Bro,
- 32:52Speaker 1: they'd be asking me one. I'm ago. I'm trying to
- 32:54Speaker 1: go with. Nobody goes like I want to be hurt
- 32:58Speaker 1: in street, in WiFi, the gas station ten miles off.
- 33:02Speaker 1: I'm trying to go somewhere like that. I ain't laying
- 33:04Speaker 1: the Arkansas him see mood. Arkansas ain't number waltmarted out there.
- 33:09Speaker 1: I've been in Arkansas. Like that's too Yeah, I ain't
- 33:11Speaker 1: see that. Like I'm trying to go with the little Rock.
- 33:14Speaker 1: You ever been to Birmingham? Yeah? You ever see any
- 33:17Speaker 1: black people there? Yeah? So our last show, BT said,
- 33:28Speaker 1: he said, ain't no day of black folks out there. Listen, man,
- 33:34Speaker 1: I ain't go to the inn of the city. I
- 33:36Speaker 1: told you I'll stopped at the gas station. I ain't
- 33:38Speaker 1: see no black people there. You probably please do a
- 33:42Speaker 1: close up solo roll of her eyes. That's why you
- 33:44Speaker 1: should have shut up. You should have shut up on
- 33:47Speaker 1: that because you got dragged two weeks in a row.
- 33:51Speaker 1: I can't wait till you say some fucked up ship
- 33:54Speaker 1: I'll post on my main page. I think we all
- 33:58Speaker 1: got we all do it. It happens to happen. It
- 34:01Speaker 1: just takes a moment, it takes bad. You know who
- 34:04Speaker 1: Share is from Sunny and Share. Hey, man, dude, not
- 34:09Speaker 1: set my boy like that. You know what the red
- 34:12Speaker 1: We appreciate you pulling up on Yeah, we're not even
- 34:16Speaker 1: gonna do that. You know what that was? Another episode?
- 34:23Speaker 1: Was killing you? Never Also, everybody in comment, you know
- 34:29Speaker 1: what it is? You never heard? Do you believe in
- 34:32Speaker 1: love after life? Do you believe looking like clowns? I
- 34:41Speaker 1: never heard it? See that's man, thank you. I'm not
- 34:44Speaker 1: the only person. That's why I keep trying to tell that.
- 34:46Speaker 1: You gotta started listening to h radio time broen to
- 34:49Speaker 1: the radio. That is this point one, but just this
- 34:55Speaker 1: point one. Cat. We appreciate you, man. We do got
- 35:11Speaker 1: some something called pep talk. Check it out. How you
- 35:13Speaker 1: doing this? She bought red Sean here. Let me give
- 35:16Speaker 1: you a pep talk. Don't be afraid do your thing.
- 35:20Speaker 1: You're right, You're not wrong, day wrong. You believe and
- 35:23Speaker 1: as long as you stay believing you can achieve it.
- 35:26Speaker 1: I promise you. Look at me. They told me I
- 35:28Speaker 1: wasn't gonna do it, and I influenced many others. All
- 35:31Speaker 1: you have to do is stay tintoes down and it's
- 35:34Speaker 1: all gonna work out. Keep God first, stay focused. I
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