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McJuggerNuggets Accidently Implies He's Abusive In Midst Of Weaponized Abortion Spectacle · Papa Gut

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  All right, guys, I'm kind of interested in this, the fallout
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  after the abortion controversy. It's from an old, I guess,
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  fallen YouTube. Really at this point.
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  I watched his original video. I thought it was kind of
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  disgusting. It's called the Disgusting
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  YouTube weaponizes his wife's abortion trauma for clicks and
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  views. I think that gives you a general
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  perspective of what my problem with it is.
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  And here's my thumbnail. I don't know, incredible stuff.
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  But yeah, that was pretty much my issue.
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  I think it's OK to talk about something like this that
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  happens. I totally understand it.
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  But recording your live reaction and then editing it in a way to
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  like sensationalize how upset your wife is is disgusting to
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  me. I find it absolutely nasty.
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  You know, I, I just, I don't know, I find it gross.
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  I think it's so like I said, it's OK to process something and
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  then talk about it. If you're on a live stream and
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  you happen to cry or something like I get it, but I generally
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  don't think that you should be trying to cry as much as
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  possible for your, your content. Like I think that that's
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  ridiculous. This is something that's very
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  traumatic. And frankly, for your wife, it
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  can become more traumatic as time goes on 'cause now not only
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  did you have this problem, the Internet will never let you
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  forget it. So very irresponsible.
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  But yeah, let's see that the fallout of this guy being a, a,
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  a yucky guy. Wow, we received devastating
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  news. Psycho update.
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  Well, that's that's probably not something you want to label it,
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  but OK, incredible. Also, they announce, I'm pretty
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  sure that they ended up losing the baby at like 7 weeks.
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  I want to say it was before, you know, that the before the 12
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  week mark is a pretty, I mean, that's like the most unstable
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  part. My wife and I didn't announce
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  until we like hit 12 weeks and we told our mothers.
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  Then we told started telling some other people at like 13 or
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  14 weeks. I don't think that we told you
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  guys until like 20 weeks. So but anyway, look at might as
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  well talk about this now. I mean, like you know, I do have
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  a podcast channel with my wife. We talk about our baby stuff.
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  We actually just had our baby shower if you want to take a
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  look at it. Link in the description.
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  I'm selling stickers as well. And you know the whole
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  membership thing. I usually try to be clever about
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  it, but this seems like more of an appropriate time to plug it.
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  Small got $2.00 a month full access to the members only.
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  Well, to the Discord, all the members only portions of it.
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  Medium got 5 bucks a month access to a bunch of backlog
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  content. This is all the stuff that I'm
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  showing on screen. EDP 445 is documentary reactors
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  in there. So yeah, you know, take a look.
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  If you don't want to do it on YouTube, you can do it on
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  Patreon. And I recommend doing it through
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  your desktop if you want to do it so that it doesn't inflate,
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  inflate the cost. So yeah, let's get this off
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  already. Sharded sharding commencing.
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  Hey there, jodies Gerald Palma juggernauts here.
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  Sorry, what? Hey here.
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  Who? Oh, juggies.
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  All right, this guy's drunk. It's been a while since we
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  talked and did one of these videos and just want to let you
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  know where I've been, what's been going on with me and Ashley
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  and just our life and especially what's been happening on the
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  Internet over the months and. I think that you you did to the
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  Internet. Yeah, let's do a vibe check
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  because I had to just for mental reasons, emotional, you name it,
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  hasn't. This guy be on YouTube for like
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  45 years, wouldn't you know how people are going to react?
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  And I'm probably going to break down a handful of times
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  throughout this video, which actually is very much how I was
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  during like the movie. It's all just been a very
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  sensitive thing. And there's just been so much
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  drama behind the scenes that if you're if you're here for some
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  spicy zesty tea, we're going to get into it because.
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  Wow, looks like you're just in a constant loop of rage abating
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  for attention on the Internet to maintain relevancy.
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  I've. I've had it up to here with
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  people's actions, actually no real.
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  It's mostly just been words. It's just been people talking
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  shit. I'm glad I feel healthy enough
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  during this window today to to film this and talk about this
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  stuff but generally I've still been struggling everyday with
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  long COVID. Pains me to say that, but.
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  OK, I mean, I'm sure that's real.
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  I just, I don't know, I struggle to, I don't know.
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  I the, the problem is, is like, it's like the boy who cried
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  wolf. You know, when you start doing
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  some dumb, like, you know, the way that he did his whole
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  abortion announcement, which is crazy.
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  I don't know, People start to look at you a little different,
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  you know? Most of my summer these last few
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  months I've been sleeping right here on this couch.
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  I'll sleep like 12 hours a. Day and then I'll come on to the
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  couch and sleep another couple hours and.
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  Is that long COVID or laziness and depression?
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  Maybe a little bit of both. Pretty much if I, I can't do
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  much. Because I need to be doing
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  nothing so my food actually breaks down and digests and I
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  can use the bathroom and then after I use the bathroom I feel
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  like I'm going to pass out so. Sure, OK.
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  Still just neurological. Weird neurological stuff.
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  I've been able to work out Ashley's.
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  OK, you pass out after eat, but you're able to work out and you
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  look pretty fit. You know, I'm not a doctor, but
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  this doesn't seem realistic, but OK.
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  Been doing meal prep actually been fantastic.
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  She's like the rigid home chef prepping meals for months for me
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  and the dogs. I've been operating a Left 4
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  Dead server. That's right, I run it.
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  We've been playing Left 4 Dead 2 with fans.
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  I really love how the entire intro of this is just like feel
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  bad for me and give me money. Like and listen, I plugged
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  something too. Like I understand it's part of
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  the business, but like I'm not performatively giving you.
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  I've long COVID and then and I'm so tired all the time.
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  I have to sleep 12 hours a day and then lay on the couch.
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  By the way, I've been working out a lot.
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  It's like OK, got it. And I have a left for dead
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  server. If you want to join, it's
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  probably like a donation thing or you have to pay or something,
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  you know, it's like OK, or at least a stream plug.
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  It's like, all right, you know, I guess catch your beg.
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  How's the maps I've been playing with Tom?
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  Ashley's been. Sitting right next to me playing
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  and. She got good, dude.
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  She's like, she could have been on the pro team back in like
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  2009 with us. It's funny.
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  The pro team, is that what? We'll like poop on kids and the
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  dudes. Will be like man you so.
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  Poop on kids? What is she gonna have?
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  Seas Island? And then I'm like, yo, that's my
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  wife, bro. And they're like, what?
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  And they're. Brain short circuits because a
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  girl is. Your wife is so good.
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  Playing what video? Game and the girls better than
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  them. It's hilarious.
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  I don't believe any of this. I actually think I hate you
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  right now. We hit the one year since the
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  Survival series, so it's cool to see J Game commemorating that.
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  I was looking at all the props that we have in the basement,
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  like thinking about a season 2 and I've been game, but we
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  haven't been able to get the right people to go into the
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  circle to do another season. Been dabbling in some more film
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  and TV props adding to the collection which has been super
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  dope and really just chill Max and man, we're you know, hanging
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  out by the pool trying to soak up as much time with Jenny and
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  Mason as we can. Now we're in the pool guys.
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  I sleep 12 hours a day and then I have to sit on the couch
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  except when I'm working out and also in the pool.
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  OK, I don't know. I don't really believe you.
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  I don't think that you have long COVID, and if you do, it's not
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  as much of A stressor as you wanted people to think that it
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  is for you specifically. But Oh my God, girl playing
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  video games. Mason's gonna be turning 12 and
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  Jenny just with her stage 4 kidney disease still.
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  Is it your dog? Struggles everyday so.
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  It's a fucking dog. I got it.
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  And Jenny just with her stage 4 kidney disease.
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  OK long COVID is a condition where health symptoms continue
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  and develop four or more weeks. How long does long COVID last
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  for? Still struggles every day so
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  just trying to, you know, make the most out every day and enjoy
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  the time like especially with the pool.
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  Weeks, months or years. I don't believe he has it.
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  I don't know. I've actually been helping my
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  mom with her book. We've been working with an
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  artist. It's been a really cool process.
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  It's been exciting, just like helping somebody else with their
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  creative work. It's been a nice like back seat
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  for me. I still get like that creative
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  inspiration without like all the pressure and I still around with
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  the markets, which I don't like. Guys, I've been a like a full
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  time trader for like over a decade now.
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  If you want to follow me on Robin Hood Social, if you have
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  access to that. I do post all my trades and
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  stuff but really? OK, wow.
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  All right, so this video is about the abortion controversy.
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  Got it. And but here's all my plugs and
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  my socials. This is super serious.
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  I'm going to get really upset. I might cry.
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  My dog's dying of kidneys. He's to have long COVID, but I'm
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  also super productive. OK, got it.
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  Really. I mean this is one of the
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  longest breaks I've taken from videos and it has been super
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  refreshing. What do you do for work trading?
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  For the first. Time and as long as I can
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  remember like I didn't, I haven't felt like this super
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  stressful anxiety to like produce a piece of content or do
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  a post like I'm mostly. So what you're telling us now is
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  that the break was actually really good for you, like you
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  just said? What?
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  Sleeping off my phone and I hate to say it, but I've just felt
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  better because of that. I feel happier.
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  I feel like kind of before YouTube became a job and like
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  having millions of people talk about you and your life, like
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  been writing like 10 dreams down a night.
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  It's just been super, super needed.
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  Just like chronic burnout, man. Like the like I said with like
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  long COVID and just even my nervous system in general, like
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  when you move so fast and so hard for so long, you do
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  eventually fry yourself. True dude.
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  Quite great. It's true.
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  He's right. He's right bro.
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  Well, it sounds like you wouldn't have been able to
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  handle a kid anyway. Sorry, I don't mean to be mean.
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  I don't believe half of what he's saying and I think that
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  he's just kind of a bad person, so.
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  Especially, especially when the Internet.
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  It's chaotic and it. It'll keep becoming more chaotic
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  for everybody, not just me, and for for anyone ever feeling
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  overwhelmed or stressed. Like yo like just chill.
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  Just focus on your mental dude. Get off the Internet.
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  Just do nothing for a while and I mean nothing and you'll feel
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  like. Guys, if you just don't, if you
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  just lay on your couch and lounge around for 12 hours a day
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  for a couple months, you start to feel better.
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  All of you should do that. Wow.
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  Well, you know what? Thank used to be being so
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  relatable, Jesse. Such an accessible thing for all
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  of us to do, I think. A whole reset.
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  I try to I'm I'm very much about that life in this video.
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  I'm not rushing how fast I'm talking just for audience
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  retention. I'm just letting it flow.
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  I'm actually like breathing while I speak.
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  That's what we've been doing. But it's just like, how have I
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  been feeling is the bigger question.
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  Not really a question I had buddy.
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  And admittedly. Not good would be
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  understatement. Didn't you just say you were
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  feeling great? I'm so confused.
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  Of the year, In case you didn't know, Ashley and I announced
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  that we were pregnant earlier this year and we're super
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  excited. Yeah, like 8 weeks, yeah.
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  And then on on vlog, we found out that the baby was going to
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  be a male and we're excited about that, but.
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  A boy, I don't know why I say a male just sounds weird.
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  It's like a baby. A male but.
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  Also that it had a very high probability of having Down
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  syndrome, OK. Well, yeah, that sucks.
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  I guess it. Was a 95% chance.
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  We kept the faith and we're super excited.
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  And then we had an amniocentesis done, which is a definitive
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  diagnostic tool that the baby did have.
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  Down syndrome. Our hearts broke.
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  Because with Down syndrome comes a tremendous amount of health
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  issues, heart abnormalities, vision issues, hearing.
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  Yes, my wife is a behavioral specialist.
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  She works for people with Down syndrome.
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  We understand that. What I want to know is why is
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  this on the Internet? That's the only question.
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  I understand why you got the abortion.
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  I know some people are like, oh, you should have done that.
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  But I, I'm not really. I don't care about that.
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  Why is why is it on the Internet and the way that it's on the
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  Internet, why are you filming your wife crying?
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  Why are you trying to get her to cry?
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  Like, you know what I mean? Like, that's the part that's
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  gross. I think it's fine to talk about,
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  but why would you film this moment?
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  And then why would you for somebody who's been on YouTube
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  for over a decade, right? Why would you expect to not get
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  backlash over this? It makes absolutely no fucking
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  sense. Like none of this makes sense.
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  Like you, you, you come off as like a goofy little doofus.
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  You're being ridiculous. You name it, it just
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  developmentally disabled. And as you know, we're
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  confronted with a very impossible choice and not many
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  people know how they would react in it put in that situation.
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  I definitely never considered it ever.
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  I I never thought that I would be presented.
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  I mean, if you knew that there was a high chance of Down
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  syndrome and this was all before 8 weeks, I don't think like it's
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  still a stressful thing for your wife and like even for you can
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  be a bit stressful. I get it.
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  But like it's, you know, it's not like you're like a late
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  term. I don't know.
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  With a a Down syndrome child and to be honest, when I first
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  found. Out I see a child with Down
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  syndrome but OK. I was ready, you know, I, I
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  signed on to be a parent and I was ready to go.
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  I just did not. If not, I don't mean to be
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  insensitive, but I'm going to be a little insensitive if this guy
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  is so fucking rich that he could just sit down and like fart
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  around for 12 hours a day and do absolutely nothing and just day
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  trade. Like why don't you consider IVF
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  if you guys have some kind of genetic issue, like have the egg
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  curated for you, Make sure that the egg is genetically sound
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  before having like the baby. Let's go.
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  Doesn't that make tremendously more sense to, I think everybody
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  in the world, like you're privileged in the sense that you
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  can do that. So why roll the dice if you can
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  if you keep having these issues? Fully comprehend just how much
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  health turmoil there would be. A lot of people have like
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  glamorized Down syndrome acting like like it's a blessing or or
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  whatever. Like God did this for a reason,
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  but it is an extra chromosome that, that it just happens.
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  We don't fully know what the actual cause is, but it's, it's
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  hard. It's hard.
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  And a lot of people like want to have a child.
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  We did, we certainly did. And, and they'll still have the
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  child and, and they'll make it work.
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  And that's great. And when we were confronted with
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  it, we did the research and I thought about you, imagine what
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  life would be like for the kid, for your, for your family.
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  It just didn't seem right. You know, if you're having a
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  child, you want the absolute best for them.
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  You want to feel like the future is bright for your family.
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  You want to set them up for the best life possible.
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  We get it. Didn't he already make all these
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  points? Like why are you making them
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  again? And it just felt like when
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  you're dealt with that, it's a losing hand.
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  This the system is designed in which there's.
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  That's why we have genetic screening.
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  If you could. Catch abnormalities before they
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  really manifest and detrimentally change your life
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  forever. You can start over.
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  It was such a, such a hard thing to do.
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  And it was even harder that, you know, you guys know I'm an open
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  book that you know, we shared the journey with us.
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  We were excited about the pregnancy and then we were
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  horrified by the result. Yeah, it was stupid to share
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  your journey with people the way that you did it.
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  They're like it. It's just stupid.
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  Like, I don't know what else to tell you.
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  Like you do. You know that?
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  Those are like the most sensitive times, you know that
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  it seems like you had an idea that there might be like a
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  genetic issue. It makes no sense that you would
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  share this journey with people, not the way that you did it.
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  Not like recording your wife sobbing.
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  Makes absolutely no sense. Like it's just irresponsible.
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  I think it's disgusting to be honest with you.
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  And we're like, Oh my God, like there's so many things that I, I
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  want to say, but there's so many things that I've kind of already
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  said. And there's also, like so many
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  things that I can say that it won't matter to a lot of these
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  people that you've seen coming at us with hate, you know, like
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  some very devout religious people.
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  It doesn't matter there. There is no excuse in their
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  mind. Like I'm going to hell
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  supposedly for that. Well, I, I, it's so funny
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  because like the, the like anti abortion crowd is going after
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  him, but then also so are, is everyone else That is like,
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  dude, like what you're doing is gross.
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  It is like a massive lack of boundaries.
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  And to be honest with you, if you're sitting here doing like,
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  hey, guys, basically like day one, we just got pregnant, like
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  crying on the fucking camera and everything, then like, what's
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  your kids life gonna be like? If you have a kid, it sounds
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  like you're going to instantaneously introduce them.
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  It sounds like you're, you're instantly going to introduce
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  them to social media and like they're not going to have a
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  peaceful life. That's what it sounds like to me
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  if you don't understand the reasonable or proper or
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  productive boundaries. So.
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  And. Maybe think about that, I don't
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  know. They only see the world one way
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  and so it's sad that now I'm like conditioned to have to like
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  explain and rationalize every single micro choice I make.
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  But then. You knew that was that.
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  You knew that was what was going to happen when you said what you
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  said in the Internet. Again, that's being a content
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  creator for a huge, huge audience that you're going to
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  have so many questions, so many people commenting, and we saw
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  that, guys, we really, really didn't expect it to blow up.
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  Yeah, you were hoping for it too.
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  Decision to terminate the pregnancy I remember.
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  Yes, you did. Well, OK, so they may not have
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  expected it, but you wanted it. That's why you talked about it.
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  Of course. Like that's why you're saying
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  these things. You want it to blow up.
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  You're that's your whole point. Like you're looking for like
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  that viral moment. Like I listen, I don't mean to
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  be jaded, but the way that this guy talks about content in his
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  like personal life, it makes it makes me feel like like this
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  person isn't really exactly trustworthy.
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  It makes it seem like everything he he wants everything to be a
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  spectacle. And he almost was like, well, I
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  guess we're going to get the abortion, but at least we can
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  make content out of it. I frankly, I wouldn't put that
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  perspective past him. How might that that might sound
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  shitty. I'm sorry but gives me that
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  vibe. Typing my post just being like
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  hey this is what we're doing. This is whatever at what
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  happened. I know everyone would see us in
• 18:48
  the video and be like, where's your child?
• 18:50
  There's so many people being like you should have just lied.
• 18:52
  Like now you guys want me? To go go back to lying and
• 18:56
  pretending even though like this, this wouldn't even be for
• 18:59
  a story. This is just be downright lying.
• 19:02
  Sadly, I need to clear this up because the haters and the
• 19:07
  people that. Whatever that, that's one
• 19:08
  category. But I found that people that are
• 19:12
  fans that are very impressionable when there's a a.
• 19:18
  Vocal minority of people the and and and then it comes in a drove
• 19:22
  come and just very loud. Local there's a minority of
• 19:27
  people coming in a drove. Most people are disagree with
• 19:30
  this guy. He's like fucking coping hard as
• 19:32
  hell. I wonder if he's just trying to
• 19:33
  like fucking psyop his own audience.
• 19:35
  The impressionable people who. The fuck is who the fuck?
• 19:39
  Who even watches this guy, actually?
• 19:40
  Get swept up in it. That's what I don't like is when
• 19:44
  people that have been supportive over many, many.
• 19:46
  Years gets gets swayed by the crowd.
• 19:50
  And suddenly. He's a perpetual victim, dude.
• 19:53
  He's like people that disagree with him that are his fans.
• 19:55
  They're not even like they're not even, they don't even have
• 19:57
  their own agency. You're just being swept up by
• 20:01
  the crowd. And I feel bad for you for
• 20:02
  getting swept up, but like, come on, guys.
• 20:04
  I know you're better than that. Like that's the, that's the
• 20:05
  energy here. Are like adamantly against us.
• 20:09
  This is why I still feel the need to explain these things.
• 20:14
  It was just hell. It was.
• 20:17
  Well, it sounds like he's getting pushed back and instead
• 20:19
  of just like trying to move on and make something else, he's
• 20:21
  just going to continue to talk about it 'cause you just don't
• 20:23
  get it, guys. If you disagree with him, you
• 20:25
  just don't get it. That's it.
• 20:26
  That's his entire perspective. You just don't get it.
• 20:29
  And I, and I have to explain it over and over again, 'cause
• 20:31
  they, it couldn't be that I'm in the wrong.
• 20:32
  It could just, it really just has to be that you don't get it.
• 20:35
  You're too stupid. You don't understand, you're
• 20:37
  being psyopped. I'm giving you an out.
• 20:40
  By the way, it's not your fault that you're stupid.
• 20:42
  Other people have convinced you OK, but stop criticizing me.
• 20:46
  One of the most disappointing. Slash depressing.
• 20:51
  Slash infuriating. Windows of my life thus far
• 20:56
  because we really wanted we really wanted this to work you
• 21:01
  know, we we really wanted to be parents and we wanted the best
• 21:04
  for the kid I I. I think maybe it's better that
• 21:06
  you're not parents right now if this is how you're going to.
• 21:08
  Act found myself finally feeling excited for the future with the
• 21:14
  prospect of this child. Which I never thought Jesse
• 21:16
  Rich, I never thought I'd be. Saying that stuff and on top of
• 21:21
  all the like, dark shit like losing loved ones and, and my
• 21:25
  health and, and just like bad shit happening, finally we had
• 21:30
  like a little glimmer of hope and then it just got rug pulled
• 21:33
  out from under us. And on top of that, not only did
• 21:38
  we lose our kid, but people are like, well, you chose that.
• 21:40
  I was like, we didn't choose the diagnosis.
• 21:42
  You get met with the hard diagnosis.
• 21:44
  What are you going to do? I guess I don't know, I don't
• 21:49
  know how to interact in this moment.
• 21:51
  But like losing the kid, I don't know.
• 21:53
  I don't know if I'd say 8 weeks as a kid, you know?
• 21:56
  Like it's our kid, how you going to tell me that we can't be sad
• 22:01
  about us losing our kid? Even if we made a choice, it was
• 22:07
  still our loss. So yeah, we have every right to
• 22:11
  be upset and sad. And then for the inner.
• 22:13
  Yeah, you don't have to put it online though.
• 22:16
  To come at us, it's like it's not your fucking kid, losers.
• 22:21
  I I don't know how to contend with this.
• 22:22
  Then why did you put it online? This is The thing is, every
• 22:26
  single time somebody puts something online, what you're
• 22:28
  doing is you're asking the Internet to weigh in.
• 22:30
  And you always hope that the Internet weighs in in a positive
• 22:32
  capacity. We hope that they're supportive.
• 22:34
  You know, you hope that they, they, they like what you're
• 22:36
  putting out there. Whatever.
• 22:36
  It doesn't matter what it is that you're putting out.
• 22:38
  That's what you hope you put something out about having a
• 22:41
  kid, you know, with Down syndrome.
• 22:46
  I liked what the 87 or eight week mark and you filmed your
• 22:48
  wife crying, you know, and then you decide to put that on the
• 22:52
  Internet and edit you edited it like insanely like that's what
• 22:55
  you decided to do. And then people are like, this
• 22:57
  is really uncomfortable and gross and like really bad
• 22:59
  boundaries. And they're going to question
• 23:01
  like, how would you interact with your actual kid if they
• 23:04
  were born? Like, would you force them on
• 23:06
  camera if you're going to force your wife to fucking cry on
• 23:08
  camera? You know, these are the
• 23:09
  uncomfortable things that people are are wondering, so shut up.
• 23:14
  It's not your kid. You're not going to be paying
• 23:16
  the bills. Might as well be.
• 23:18
  Doing fucking. Anything really.
• 23:19
  Don't people have to give you money?
• 23:21
  Aren't they paying the bills? What like.
• 23:23
  You all hate the influencers and whatever anyway clearly.
• 23:26
  Like shut the fuck up. OK, don't put it online.
• 23:34
  Baby, if you want to keep your child with developmental issues,
• 23:40
  go for it by all means. That's fine.
• 23:43
  That's your choice, but we can have our choice.
• 23:48
  It's not that complicated. Unfortunately, people want to
• 23:50
  project their onto you and make you out to be the.
• 23:54
  I don't know why people want to think the worst in people.
• 23:58
  Some of the worst stuff was like thinking but like thinking like
• 24:01
  you're using this for views and money.
• 24:04
  Yes, that's what you did. That's not thinking the worst.
• 24:08
  That's just that's just saying water is wet.
• 24:12
  I haven't given a fuck and I haven't needed money since like
• 24:16
  2017. I don't do like the fact that
• 24:19
  you. Yeah, you, you want.
• 24:22
  Then why are you day trading 'cause you want to be, You want
• 24:25
  to be successful. Like, oh, I don't need the
• 24:27
  money. You did it for views then that's
• 24:29
  what you did it for. Regardless, you did it for
• 24:30
  views. You're sitting here plugging a
• 24:32
  bunch of shit. You obviously are doing these
• 24:33
  things for views. You want views, you want likes,
• 24:35
  you want attention, you want people to like you.
• 24:37
  And you thought that this was the right way 'cause you're a
• 24:38
  fucking idiot and you're immature.
• 24:40
  That's what it comes down to. You don't know who I am at all.
• 24:43
  I don't make shit for money and I don't do it for views.
• 24:48
  I can give 2 and you guys know this about me.
• 24:50
  I mean, I literally. He's obviously doing it for
• 24:52
  views. Left YouTube, went on my own
• 24:54
  platform, all about creative, like doing it for the art of it.
• 24:59
  I do these videos because I want to, because I'm trying to share
• 25:03
  my life and the stories that happened within it to help
• 25:07
  people. Who are you helping you?
• 25:10
  You're not helping anybody, like, do you?
• 25:13
  It's so this is the thing. And either he knows that he
• 25:15
  probably doesn't know this because he's stupid.
• 25:17
  He's a YouTube, and like a lot of Youtubers are stupid,
• 25:19
  especially ones that were that were popular young.
• 25:21
  They have a very warped perception of the world.
• 25:24
  Nobody in their entire life gets helped by watching a woman
• 25:30
  breakdown because she's making the decision to have an
• 25:33
  abortion. That is not helpful for anybody.
• 25:37
  That was what your original video was.
• 25:38
  It was recording your wife having a meltdown.
• 25:41
  Valid that she had that that was upset, but you recording her and
• 25:45
  editing it down to find the spiciest moments because she was
• 25:48
  making the decision to have an abortion.
• 25:50
  That doesn't help anybody. That doesn't help anybody.
• 25:52
  That's that's that's just like a reliving like some kind of like
• 25:54
  a if you had to do that, that's just going to make you relive
• 25:57
  it. And for people who might be
• 25:59
  pregnant, they are not like they're they're that's just
• 26:02
  going to make them give them anxiety.
• 26:04
  Talking about it productively afterwards, after you've calmed
• 26:09
  down, that's something that can be very positive and productive.
• 26:13
  But like recording it this gross.
• 26:15
  You're an idiot for even thinking what you just said.
• 26:18
  Yeah, he should have aborted this video.
• 26:20
  So this guy's a fucking goofy doofus.
• 26:22
  And that's been the hardest part about all of.
• 26:25
  It hardest part is. How people have responded and
• 26:30
  received our decision. That's true.
• 26:34
  He keeps mentioning he wants to share his life instead of their
• 26:36
  life. That's true.
• 26:36
  I always say I always use like Wiis with my wife all the time.
• 26:40
  Actually. It's a kind of like normal
• 26:41
  vernacular, you know? It makes me not fuck with most
• 26:45
  people now. And it's crazy in a way that.
• 26:48
  One of the main driving forces behind me making videos is to
• 26:51
  help people. No, it's not.
• 26:54
  And if it is, then you need to stop making videos 'cause you're
• 26:56
  not helping anybody. You actually don't know what
• 26:58
  you're doing. You're actually an idiot.
• 26:59
  Psycho Series, MFE. I'm not putting my I'm not
• 27:02
  sacrificing all this shit, but I'm not putting all that work in
• 27:04
  for the money. For the money.
• 27:06
  Who's doing it to share the story?
• 27:08
  Because. Guys, I just, I just do YouTube
• 27:10
  for guys. I'm going to keep it to cycle
• 27:12
  with you. I do YouTube for money.
• 27:13
  I don't, I mean, I like what I do.
• 27:14
  I enjoy the perspectives that I can give and I like to think
• 27:16
  that some of the things that I say are entertaining and may be
• 27:19
  helpful for some people. But I'm doing it for money,
• 27:21
  baby, I need to make a living. You want to know who I need
• 27:24
  money for? My wife and my daughter.
• 27:28
  So I don't know what the fuck I hate.
• 27:29
  I hate it when people say I don't do this for money.
• 27:31
  Like it's such a fucking virtue signal to shut the fuck up.
• 27:33
  Because it was struggles that I went through growing up and I
• 27:36
  wanted to help all the kids that are dealing with an abusive
• 27:39
  father or dealing with problems. And that's the same bit with an
• 27:43
  abortion is all. I you know what?
• 27:47
  And maybe this is going to sound insensitive.
• 27:48
  I wonder if he realizes that, like the way that he's
• 27:51
  interacting with his abortion situation could be potentially
• 27:56
  considered abuse. I know it sounds strange, right?
• 28:00
  And I, I let's just say he doesn't want to be abusive.
• 28:02
  But if you were abused, like you realize you were you, you grew
• 28:04
  up with incorrect boundaries, right?
• 28:06
  Like you don't you learn things nobody should have had to learn.
• 28:10
  But again, like you put your crying wife who is struggling
• 28:14
  with the idea of having to get an abortion on camera.
• 28:19
  It's you didn't let her have a grieving moment and then talk
• 28:21
  about it when the two of you were more able and capable.
• 28:25
  You put a right on camera. That's what you did.
• 28:29
  OK. And the way that you interacted
• 28:32
  with it, to me again, makes me think, like, how would you
• 28:35
  interact with your kid if you had a kid?
• 28:37
  Like, would you force him on camera?
• 28:39
  I think you would. That's not healthy.
• 28:43
  And you might think, well, I wouldn't do anything that would
• 28:44
  cross a boundary. You don't.
• 28:45
  You clearly have very poor understanding of boundaries.
• 28:49
  So you were just dumb. And it's so funny because in his
• 28:54
  video, he's sitting here and he's like, yeah, I've been
• 28:56
  offline for a while and it's been really good for my mental
• 28:58
  health. And yet you're you're going to
• 29:01
  have a kid and you're probably going to do the best that you
• 29:04
  can do to put that person online as much as possible.
• 29:08
  I don't think that that's an unrealistic thing to say.
• 29:10
  That sounds like what you're going to try to do.
• 29:11
  So it's like, do you understand, are you getting what are you
• 29:15
  getting? Where what I'm, what I'm?
• 29:16
  Do you pick up what I'm putting down here?
• 29:17
  All the women, all the stigma. And you can see now why people
• 29:21
  feel that way, that by sharing the story is, oh, wait, we can
• 29:26
  talk about. This.
• 29:27
  Who's sharing? Oh, we can actually do what's
• 29:29
  best for our family and not give a fuck about anyone else.
• 29:32
  You can actually make a hard decision.
• 29:36
  Thanks man. To have a better outcome.
• 29:39
  And you have to record your wife crying, devastatedly crying.
• 29:42
  You have to do that. It's part of it's part of it,
• 29:44
  guys, just so you know. For your children and your
• 29:47
  family, you can actually try for the best.
• 29:50
  That's what a parent should. Do and.
• 29:52
  So it's funny when people try to be like, wow, your aunt, where'd
• 29:55
  your kid get? Or we're like, what's your, what
• 29:57
  are you going to do? Like you don't even have any
• 29:59
  children. It's like, or like you talk
• 30:01
  about trying to be a father, like, bro, I'll I'll father you
• 30:03
  any day of the fucking week. Why?
• 30:05
  Because I had the best father in the world.
• 30:07
  I. Thought you just said your
• 30:08
  father was abusive. And family means a great deal to
• 30:10
  me. So like all these people trying
• 30:12
  to. Like I'm so confused am I
• 30:13
  fucking stupid? What am I missing here?
• 30:17
  Didn't he just say that he was abused by his father growing up?
• 30:20
  Like what's is? Am I fucking crazy?
• 30:22
  Like virtue signal and think that I'm something I'm not like
• 30:26
  y'all can suck my Dick which is. I am so confused right now.
• 30:29
  Am I misinterpreting something here or is he just go from
• 30:32
  saying that he was abused by his father to saying that he has an
• 30:36
  amazing father? Sorry, let's just.
• 30:38
  Share this story because it was struggles that I went through
• 30:41
  growing up and I wanted to help all the kids that are dealing
• 30:44
  with an abusive father or dealing with problems and that's
• 30:48
  the same bit with an abortion. Oh, so I guess he's not saying
• 30:53
  he had an abuse? What?
• 30:57
  How are you helping people dealing with an abusive father?
• 31:02
  I'm so. All the women.
• 31:04
  Are I'm confused? Yeah.
• 31:05
  He's saying it's struggles he went through growing up.
• 31:08
  Well, this makes no sense. Was doing it to share this story
• 31:11
  because it was struggles that I went through growing up and I
• 31:15
  wanted to help all the kids that are dealing with an abusive
• 31:17
  father or dealing with problems and that's the same bit with an
• 31:21
  abortion. OK, so you had this is
• 31:24
  indicating to everybody that you had an abusive father.
• 31:27
  OK, so now we're like 30 seconds later and let's re listen to
• 31:31
  this. And so it's funny when people
• 31:33
  try to be like, wow, well, your you know, where'd your kid go?
• 31:35
  Or we're like, what's your, what are you going to do?
• 31:37
  Like, you don't even have any children.
• 31:39
  It's like, or like you talk about trying to be a father.
• 31:41
  Like, bro, I'll, I'll father you any day of the fucking week.
• 31:44
  Why? Because I had the best father in
• 31:46
  the world, OK. I just think this guy, I think
• 31:51
  he's just talking at this point. He's just saying things.
• 31:54
  He's just saying words. He's just, I don't know, I guess
• 31:57
  he likes to hear himself talk. What do you the fuck OK.
• 32:01
  He's just, he's just ranting. And family means a great deal to
• 32:04
  me, so like. Thank you, Vin Diesel,
• 32:06
  appreciate. That all these people trying to
• 32:08
  like virtue signal and think. This guy's an idiot.
• 32:11
  That I'm something I'm not like y'all can suck my Dick which is
• 32:14
  brings me. This guy's an actual like one of
• 32:16
  the stupidest fucking people I've ever seen online holy shit.
• 32:19
  To the spicy section of the video.
• 32:22
  What? Are you doing in Onlyfans now?
• 32:24
  There was some people very close to Ashley and I, Oh that can go
• 32:29
  fuck themselves. Yes, for the long time tough
• 32:32
  guy. Fans you guys know Jesse has
• 32:35
  generally always played very cool calm and collected he.
• 32:39
  Didn't have an abuse father, he grew from starting a series
• 32:42
  named psycho dad. Or his dad pretended to be mean
• 32:44
  to this kid. OK but still I don't understand.
• 32:47
  He's the one who just like, insinuated he had an abusive
• 32:49
  father. So none of this makes any sense
• 32:50
  to me. Generally I'm like, hey, you
• 32:52
  know, like I've dealt with a lot of shit.
• 32:54
  People run their mouths, whatever.
• 32:55
  And I usually only respond in defense.
• 32:58
  I'm, I'm never the 1st to go. I'm never the first.
• 33:01
  I don't attack, I don't offend, I don't leave, I don't leave
• 33:04
  hate comments on anything. But now you better check
• 33:06
  yourself before you wreck yourself because I will come
• 33:09
  back now. I will defend myself, listen to
• 33:11
  how crazy I am bro. I used to be friends with
• 33:14
  bullies back in school. I used to be nice to the
• 33:17
  bullies. Because I was so weak and I was
• 33:22
  so worried about how the. Bully felt I'm like if I if I
• 33:25
  clap back I'll hurt the bullies feelings and the bully has no
• 33:29
  parents and the bully is poor. This is so fucking pathetic.
• 33:34
  What are you talking about? What?
• 33:37
  You're just talking. Yeah.
• 33:39
  Used to be friends with the bully.
• 33:41
  I'd let him give me noogies because I felt bad for him
• 33:44
  'cause he didn't have a dad. Like, what the fuck are you
• 33:47
  talking about, dog? Shut the fuck up.
• 33:49
  What I what I find interesting about this is that this guy,
• 33:52
  like, he thinks this sounds tough as fuck.
• 33:55
  This is his, like, this is his fucking taken moment, dude.
• 33:57
  Like, he feels cool as shit. Yeah, I'd get bullied because I
• 34:01
  wanted to 'cause I felt bad for the kids.
• 34:04
  And I have so much empathy. Yeah, Yeah, I I eat.
• 34:10
  I eat. I put nails in my cereal.
• 34:13
  I eat cereal without milk for breakfast.
• 34:15
  I'm fucking tough. You think you could hurt me?
• 34:20
  Fuck you. And.
• 34:21
  The bully has a miserable life. I don't want to make it any
• 34:24
  worse for them. I'm literally 8 years old
• 34:26
  thinking that. So I would get my ass beaten and
• 34:28
  I'd be like, thank you Sir, thank you for my licking today.
• 34:32
  What were all adults beating you up?
• 34:34
  What's happening here? Maybe some of you guys are like
• 34:38
  that or were like that already. Some of you guys are the
• 34:40
  bullies. I don't know.
• 34:40
  That's sad. I cared more about the other
• 34:43
  people, even the bullies. Than myself and standing up for
• 34:47
  myself. MPI fucking Empath final boss
• 34:50
  over here. Did your wife watch this?
• 34:52
  Unless you post this. Fucking Jesus.
• 34:53
  Christ. And now I realized that if
• 34:56
  somebody's running their mouth, they do got to get checked.
• 34:59
  And there's a cute what are you going to do?
• 35:01
  What are you going to do, people that?
• 35:03
  Need to get checked right now. One of the biggest kind of
• 35:06
  shockers to me was like. Yeah, All right.
• 35:09
  You know, everyone's coming out of the woodwork to talk about
• 35:11
  the Mcjuggernuggets abortion like that, like.
• 35:14
  Yeah, you what? You wanted that so.
• 35:16
  That's the Internet, right? And I get it.
• 35:18
  Like if you're just a stranger or an observer onlooker, it's
• 35:22
  fine to talk some shit. Like I get that.
• 35:24
  I get it, just be aware if you are talking shit about somebody
• 35:28
  that they can find out and you can burn that.
• 35:30
  Forever. OK Fucking tell us already.
• 35:32
  You won't stop rambling dude. Fuck.
• 35:34
  Like that that happens so you have to be prepared for the
• 35:36
  repercussions. I know it's the Internet and you
• 35:38
  think you can say whatever you want, but there's other people
• 35:41
  on the receiving end of that. So always keep that in mind if.
• 35:44
  You're going to you're. Going to say shit.
• 35:45
  So yeah, it's like people. Watching in real life?
• 35:47
  Are you going to call out the person that you're going to be a
• 35:50
  fuck? I thought you're going to be a
• 35:51
  big a big top dog. You know, you make fun of people
• 35:53
  from afar. You don't even know them and.
• 35:55
  Oh, all in good fun, but when you're friends with the fucking
• 35:59
  person, you're a piece of shit. OK, who is it, Boogie?
• 36:02
  And you know, I love jokes. I'm here for comedy.
• 36:06
  I'll make some dark comedic jokes all the time.
• 36:09
  What? It's fucked.
• 36:10
  Up to do though is to do it publicly.
• 36:13
  Against a friend. Or who you thought.
• 36:15
  All right, so get to the point dude.
• 36:16
  Jesus fucked. The first person I'm going to
• 36:18
  bring up, and actually two people are brothers and that's
• 36:20
  Waffle Bone. You can go fuck yourselves.
• 36:22
  I don't know what that is. Heinous, heinous shit.
• 36:25
  Heinous coming out of their mouths on their live.
• 36:28
  Streams, you know, it goes beyond I'm.
• 36:30
  Just discussing it, which I think discussing, you know,
• 36:33
  whatever they say, it's oh, it's public, but still, if it's your,
• 36:37
  if it's somebody you talk to in real life that you have a
• 36:39
  relationship with, shoot a message.
• 36:41
  Hey man, sorry, what's going on? It takes 5 seconds, but no
• 36:47
  Wolfgun decides to do multiple live streams.
• 36:49
  I am the subject of. Dude, this is crazy.
• 36:55
  That's actually crazy, this guy. Let's see what we got here.
• 36:59
  But now Wafun decides to do more.
• 37:01
  Stephen Warts, Resident Evil, Requiem and OK.
• 37:06
  Multiple live streams. I am the subject.
• 37:09
  They actually have like a Down syndrome brother.
• 37:11
  Spin the wheel for $20. Of the their thumbnails and.
• 37:15
  Mario Party 2 I don't see how you're in this one.
• 37:19
  They're saying touch about me, my wife.
• 37:22
  What happened making Down syndrome jokes like.
• 37:25
  Oh, DS instead of DK Down syndrome, got it.
• 37:28
  OK, cool. Disgusting shit.
• 37:30
  I'll put some clips here. Looks like he's about to like,
• 37:33
  bust a rock over your head when you aren't looking.
• 37:35
  You are a Down syndrome kid whose dad owns a pizza shop and
• 37:38
  he has you in the back and you've gotten like, really good
• 37:40
  at, like, spitting the crust and stuff like that.
• 37:43
  I look like I could RIP a man's face off.
• 37:46
  And then I watched the movie. Oh they used AI to Down syndrome
• 37:50
  themselves Got. It all right, Thank God we
• 37:52
  weren't a part of that piece of shit.
• 37:53
  No, I'm just kidding. Actually, I did watch the movie.
• 37:55
  It was fantastic. Actually.
• 37:57
  No, I didn't watch the movie. Fuck the movie.
• 38:00
  Fuck the movie, you made a movie.
• 38:01
  Fuck it. Cringe, cringe.
• 38:03
  Well. First we're going to upload it
• 38:05
  and then we're going to monetize it and then we're going to make
• 38:08
  a new series out of it. This is.
• 38:11
  I think these guys are kind of based, you know, I didn't like
• 38:14
  the AI Down syndrome joke. It was a little, you know how it
• 38:16
  wasn't in taste for me personally, but whatever.
• 38:19
  But like, yes, exactly what you guys are doing, bro, who gives a
• 38:22
  fuck? Like your friends, Like frankly,
• 38:24
  you should lose friends over what you've done.
• 38:26
  Just to be clear, not the abortion.
• 38:27
  I understand that. But like, the way that you're
• 38:29
  making content is gross as fuck. It's traumatic for the whole
• 38:32
  community. Tell you what, you know what?
• 38:35
  If something happened to either one of my children, that would
• 38:39
  be traumatic. There's no way I would turn it
• 38:43
  into a waffle pone YouTube. Why does his hair look like a
• 38:47
  Minecraft helmet? Guess what?
• 38:49
  Jack, dude, you're posting this guy's fucking WS, man.
• 38:52
  You're posting this guy's absolute fucking WS.
• 38:55
  What are you doing, idiot doofus?
• 38:57
  I found out yesterday you passed that test.
• 39:00
  You were supposed to have Down syndrome.
• 39:01
  My favorite is when when he first read the results and he
• 39:05
  went, no, make sure you cry on the shot baby.
• 39:08
  Make sure you're on the shot. Dude this is crazy.
• 39:14
  They're fucking roasting you. There's these two are funny.
• 39:16
  What the fuck? I wouldn't do that.
• 39:18
  That would be us joining in on the circus and I in the mood to
• 39:25
  put on clown makeup. My guy.
• 39:26
  What sort of weird, manipulative way he worded that?
• 39:31
  I don't understand why he tried to.
• 39:33
  By the way, this is not autism. My theory.
• 39:37
  Dude, I've been studying this for days.
• 39:39
  I think he said that because he knows he has a lot of autistic
• 39:42
  viewers and he wants to be like, by the way, you autist while
• 39:45
  he's patting their head. This is not autism.
• 39:48
  This is a very different illness.
• 39:49
  You're OK. You're a very special little
• 39:53
  flower. This has nothing to do with you,
• 39:56
  OK? This has nothing to do with you.
• 39:59
  This has to do with him. Go on play.
• 40:05
  This is his reason. That is why you know whenever.
• 40:11
  I watch a series. That's the only thing that I'm
• 40:13
  like, OK, I wouldn't say it's a baby, but.
• 40:16
  Real killer documentary heart. Defects, OK.
• 40:18
  So you're going to kill your baby because it might die early?
• 40:22
  OK, next one. Hearing challenges.
• 40:25
  Your baby might have to wear a hearing aid, so you're going to
• 40:28
  kill it. OK, next.
• 40:30
  Vision problems. OK, they might have to have big,
• 40:33
  thick, goofy glasses that will just make them look more
• 40:35
  adorable. So you're going to kill it.
• 40:37
  OK, go on. Impaired immune function.
• 40:40
  OK, they might have to take some like extra fucking pills or some
• 40:44
  shit immune function. Go on.
• 40:48
  Developmental Disabilities. Yeah, no shit.
• 40:51
  It's Down syndrome. Learning Disabilities.
• 40:54
  Yeah, no shit. I mean, these two obviously, I
• 40:56
  don't understand how difficult it can be and probably will be
• 40:59
  the race of a person with Down syndrome, you know, like their
• 41:02
  base. And if you decide to keep your
• 41:03
  baby with Down syndrome, I think that's, that's perfectly fine.
• 41:05
  And I think that we should have supports there in place.
• 41:06
  Like my wife, she's a behavioral specialist and all that, you
• 41:08
  know, I've never said that before.
• 41:10
  So but you know, I, I, it is a lot, a tremendous amount of
• 41:19
  work. You basically raise somebody and
• 41:21
  they don't like, there's a certain point that they don't
• 41:23
  necessarily get like mentally older and it can be very
• 41:25
  difficult. So.
• 41:26
  It's Down syndrome. You knew that.
• 41:28
  Delayed physical development. Wow, they're not going to be
• 41:31
  captain of the fucking football team.
• 41:33
  Delayed physics. Hey, you never know, dude.
• 41:35
  It's 2020, You never know. Development Jesse, you look like
• 41:40
  a preemie baby. You look like a fetus.
• 41:46
  You're a. Tiny human it's.
• 41:48
  Too. What are?
• 41:50
  You what sort of like physical standard are you trying to live?
• 41:53
  What the fuck are you talking about?
• 41:55
  He came to us. He called us.
• 41:56
  He came to us and he was. Like guys, listen, I'm doing
• 42:01
  this like survivor naked and afraid type thing.
• 42:06
  Before it starts, you're going to need to stay in a hotel for a
• 42:10
  week because I have a weak immune system.
• 42:16
  The thing he killed his child over?
• 42:20
  This well, probably more than that, but dude, I don't know why
• 42:24
  he led with the guy with all these guys WS and then now it's
• 42:26
  like now these these ones are pretty rough.
• 42:28
  I'll say so. Is like Mr. fucking Burns but
• 42:37
  he's like 30. We are excited to try again.
• 42:39
  Oh my God, don't. Don't.
• 42:43
  The way he exploited it, the way he filmed it, the way he
• 42:49
  monetized it, the way he's trying to make content out of it
• 42:55
  is so disgusting. Yeah, well, that part I agree
• 42:59
  with. So yeah, that's true.
• 43:01
  Stopian so Black Mirror, what the fuck are you doing?
• 43:08
  You seem very inhuman to me doing this and I'm going to tell
• 43:15
  you something right now bro. And this is going to be hard for
• 43:18
  you to hear because I know you just can't stop hanging on to
• 43:20
  this. Give it up.
• 43:22
  I'm very disturbed by this. He's lost it.
• 43:25
  He's absolutely lost his fucking mind.
• 43:28
  Boogie or whatever the fuck. He's trying to think of High
• 43:30
  Horse when he faked cancer. It's like him faking cancer is
• 43:35
  disgusting. I don't think it's worse than
• 43:38
  this. Did I?
• 43:39
  It definitely is worse than that, but OK.
• 43:41
  That's incredible. Why not Jack?
• 43:44
  Was I even like? Should we even talk about this?
• 43:48
  Did I not say that multiple times?
• 43:50
  I didn't want to talk about it, but then I I found that like how
• 43:54
  viral it was going. RIP Jesse Junior.
• 43:57
  Oh, that's an interesting admission.
• 43:58
  I didn't want to talk about it. Then I found how viral it's
• 44:00
  going. It's fucking wild to say.
• 44:02
  Rest in peace. For the 50 Harambeck.
• 44:05
  Rest in peace to Jesse Junior. Like let me just thank, thank
• 44:08
  you very much for the 50. Why are they crying?
• 44:17
  Damn dude, is that really Ricky Perfect?
• 44:19
  That's fucking insane. The result we wanted.
• 44:22
  To see you guys, I started. To get kind of a not good
• 44:25
  feeling, yeah. Yeah, let's just say I don't.
• 44:32
  I don't think it was Ashley's choice.
• 44:34
  I think it was Jesse's choice, I think.
• 44:37
  I don't know if I agree with that.
• 44:39
  He sort of dictated that to her. Like my preference is to kill
• 44:45
  tards. Like that's sort of how it comes
• 44:48
  off. Yeah, it does get a lot worse.
• 44:50
  I will say. I will say I don't quite
• 44:52
  understand why they they led with like them looking good.
• 44:58
  Like, why lead with him? Look them looking good, you
• 45:00
  know, seems rather silly to me, but you like abortion.
• 45:07
  I think it's just this guy's an idiot, doesn't understand what
• 45:09
  he's doing or saying. I love abortions, Bree.
• 45:14
  I've given A50. Why a coat, hanging out, all
• 45:16
  that shit. But you can't post the shit
• 45:19
  dude. The sad part is the full circle
• 45:22
  nature of life, or maybe just mine.
• 45:23
  I don't know how weird these guys inspired.
• 45:27
  Guys, I'm playing two years ago. The Psycho series like.
• 45:30
  I went. Out to Indiana to talk with
• 45:32
  these guys, to collab with them, hang out.
• 45:35
  I spent extra days with them to help educate them about how
• 45:39
  YouTube is because they were still work.
• 45:41
  They were working full time jobs like 9 to fives and stuff and
• 45:43
  I'm like you guys are big deal like how is this even possible?
• 45:46
  And they were like unaware of a lot of YouTube monetization
• 45:49
  things. So trying to help them and give
• 45:50
  it back and I think I might even gave them a camera.
• 45:53
  I've supported them and celebrated them over these years
• 45:57
  and we've. I'd personally remember if I
• 45:58
  gave somebody a camera. It's just, it's just my
• 46:01
  excellent memory. Talk and believe it or.
• 46:03
  Not when I spent tremendous amounts of money.
• 46:06
  They were going to be in Survival Series Season 2.
• 46:09
  I was trying to give them a big opportunity, give them a check,
• 46:12
  make it a really good show together.
• 46:13
  But even outside of business, I just thought they were always
• 46:16
  cool. I thought they were funny and I
• 46:18
  thought we were friends. Waffle Pone only follows one
• 46:22
  person on the Internet, and it's me because I helped them set up
• 46:25
  their accounts on like X and shit.
• 46:28
  And so to say, a lot of the shit that they said was fucked up.
• 46:32
  And I felt the need to share that in this video because I
• 46:36
  know our audiences overlap and people are like, hey, how about
• 46:39
  what happened to this and what, are you going to ever film
• 46:41
  videos of this? No, they burn the bridge with me
• 46:43
  forever. They can go fuck off.
• 46:45
  Don't ever talk about me and my fucking family again.
• 46:48
  It's fucking disgusting. It's even sicker too.
• 46:51
  And guys think they're tough and instead of being like oh wait,
• 46:55
  yeah that was fucked up, they double and triple down and get
• 46:58
  even more sick with it. It's just sad.
• 47:00
  In that same camp, this one hurt.
• 47:04
  Boogie 2988. Boogie and I, you guys know
• 47:06
  we've had an off and on relationship for many, many
• 47:08
  years. I've known him now for over a
• 47:10
  decade. Was once a really nice,
• 47:13
  thoughtful guy and he actually cared there was a good.
• 47:16
  Period of time I would have considered one of my closest
• 47:18
  friends. I felt like we had like a deeper
• 47:21
  relationship. Made some amazing stuff
• 47:23
  together. Videos wise like a bunch of
• 47:24
  collabs like. I think the guy in the game
• 47:26
  really wants me to play with the team.
• 47:29
  It's just I felt like we're kindred.
• 47:30
  At least I know they're not bots.
• 47:36
  Holy fuck spirits. We got each other but this
• 47:39
  motherfucker dude on the stupid Keemstar locale live toxic trash
• 47:43
  ass show. Both Keem and Boogie are talking
• 47:47
  about the fucking abortion. Well, yeah, what do you expect
• 47:49
  them to talk about? And obviously they're going to
• 47:51
  talk about. It and the things that they're
• 47:53
  saying, call me evil and murderers.
• 47:55
  You all can go fuck yourself straight up.
• 47:56
  I think this is kind of what evil is.
• 47:59
  I mean this just. What the fuck?
• 48:01
  Who's the guy at the bottom left?
• 48:02
  Who the fuck is that? Somebody's son?
• 48:05
  What the hell? Looks like just what evil would
• 48:07
  be. What you're doing is supporting
• 48:09
  eugenics, which is by definition just straight up fucking evil.
• 48:13
  We're millionaires. We have all the free time in the
• 48:16
  world. What?
• 48:18
  Hey, when did Boogie become a millionaire?
• 48:21
  What the fuck just happened? I don't understand, but when did
• 48:25
  Boogie become a fucking millionaire?
• 48:27
  What the fuck? I thought this guy was begging
• 48:29
  for money every day because. We do social media for a living,
• 48:32
  we have a loving and supporting family and even we're not
• 48:34
  willing to do it. Holy shit it's time for some
• 48:37
  soul searching at that point. Get up here.
• 48:39
  Oh, he's, he's saying that he's them.
• 48:42
  You know, I still agree with them having the abortion.
• 48:44
  It's too bad that Boogie is a cancer faking freak that fucking
• 48:46
  has way too much sympathy for child predators like EDP or
• 48:49
  else. Like I could have a conversation
• 48:51
  with him about why I think he's wrong and it could it could be
• 48:52
  fun and productive, but like he's just such a fucking loser.
• 48:56
  Get up here and speak for yourself.
• 48:58
  I, I I cannot imagine why you wouldn't.
• 49:00
  By posting it this way, it is irrevocably harmed You
• 49:04
  irrevocably harmed your wife. Irrevocably harmed your family.
• 49:07
  Looking from the inside out, it looks like a truly horrific
• 49:11
  choice. So when my friend is being
• 49:13
  cancelled by the entire Internet, I'm going to fucking
• 49:16
  talk about it. And I know how much he's been
• 49:18
  keeping his dog alive. And he shared all of these
• 49:20
  things with me and I he. Dude these players are like
• 49:23
  super toxic. We're losing this game a little
• 49:25
  bit. This is fucking years of the
• 49:27
  storm and they just decided to AFK out.
• 49:29
  Bam. One of the reasons Sammy is
• 49:31
  doing as well as he is still and probably will for some time
• 49:34
  later, it's because Jesse reached out to us and gave us a
• 49:38
  diet plan that has been keeping his dog with kidney issues
• 49:41
  alive. They don't feed him cheese, am I
• 49:45
  right? Guys?
• 49:45
  Don't. Don't be feeding your dogs.
• 49:47
  Jeez. And God bless you Jesse for
• 49:50
  doing that. I really think it might have
• 49:52
  been the right choice to do that.
• 49:54
  Your fucking kid bro. Well, I mean, I don't know if
• 49:57
  you noticed the kid wasn't a kid yet, it was a fetus, so I don't
• 50:02
  think that they needed to get a diet plan for it.
• 50:04
  I do. What I do find interesting about
• 50:06
  this take though, is that Boogie is a wildly, disgustingly
• 50:08
  irresponsible person. He faked having cancer.
• 50:12
  He has a lot of sympathy for EDP 445 where he had a nice pleasant
• 50:16
  conversation with somebody who wants to rape kids, and now he's
• 50:19
  got a virtue signal about how Mcjuggernuggets should have had
• 50:21
  a kid with Down syndrome. I think that the way that
• 50:24
  Mcjuggernuggets like filmed is and recorded everything was
• 50:26
  pretty disgusting. I think it was inappropriate to
• 50:28
  his wife especially. I don't think that it was right.
• 50:33
  But like, Boogie, why are you talking?
• 50:35
  You like you literally said you don't want to have kids because
• 50:38
  of how like how abusive you were when you or you were, how you
• 50:42
  were abused when you grew up. And maybe you just have a really
• 50:44
  bad like interpretation of relationships.
• 50:48
  Like maybe you're just, you shouldn't have any social
• 50:50
  conversation. I mean, you found the most
• 50:54
  vulnerable girl you possibly could have found that was like,
• 50:57
  you. You.
• 50:57
  You said that she's like, yeah, she's like 18 or 19, but she
• 51:00
  can't even leave the house without me.
• 51:01
  And like, she basically, you date, you're dating a mental
• 51:03
  baby, and you're going to sit here and talk about like, hey,
• 51:06
  you should do this for kids. What?
• 51:07
  What? I don't know.
• 51:08
  I don't think that you should be talking at all, but OK.
• 51:11
  We're putting this much effort into our dogs.
• 51:13
  Maybe we put that much effort into our humans that we.
• 51:16
  They're not a human yet, so. We create.
• 51:19
  I hope in the end it's a bit because the I think out of all
• 51:22
  the decisions you've made here today, the second worst decision
• 51:26
  you made here is telling the world about it.
• 51:29
  That part I agree with. God damn that was a bad
• 51:32
  decision. All kids deserve a chance to
• 51:34
  live. God will find a way.
• 51:36
  If that means Jesse doesn't want to talk to me, that's fine.
• 51:38
  We love each other, that's why. Fairly certain Mcjuggernuggets
• 51:42
  would have aborted both of you. So what do you think about
• 51:44
  Mcjuggernuggets aborting his child?
• 51:50
  Oh wait, did he? I didn't.
• 51:51
  Know Imagine killing someone because they have Down syndrome.
• 51:54
  Not bullying them, killing them. What kind of well.
• 51:57
  They're not a person yet, so. If tattoo should turbo get?
• 52:01
  John of an aborted fetus, aborted fetus, aborted fetus.
• 52:04
  Ask him, are you familiar with what Mcjuggernuggets did today?
• 52:08
  And then, if they ask what you say, murder?
• 52:10
  Boogie hurt because just this year we were like mending
• 52:14
  things. Literally the first day of 2026,
• 52:16
  it was like a. 3 hour phone call with Boogie off camera and we're
• 52:20
  just chatting about life. It was like.
• 52:23
  The only boogie was being a dumb little baby.
• 52:25
  Damn, like of course he's going to be.
• 52:27
  He's a fake person. Why are you even trying to be
• 52:28
  his friend, idiot? You would say we're close
• 52:30
  friends. We're having a long call like
• 52:32
  that. But as I've seen, Boogie Doo.
• 52:35
  Time and time again, he goes with the crowd, or at least the
• 52:38
  louder. Crowd and unfortunately.
• 52:41
  Louder with Crowder. Lee Hey, it's my friend's
• 52:45
  sensitive pregnancy. Just lost his son.
• 52:49
  It's a very, very fragile situation.
• 52:53
  Let's talk about it so we can get donations and eBay for our
• 52:57
  show and. We don't know what else to talk.
• 52:59
  About We're not very creative. Let's just fucking talk.
• 53:02
  Shit about our fucking. Friend during the most sensitive
• 53:05
  time of his life. Let's do that.
• 53:08
  That's fucking sick. The sad part is Jesse in the
• 53:12
  past probably would have just rolled over and dealt with it
• 53:14
  and accepting him back in because Boogie's trying to
• 53:16
  cancel me fucking before. And also I'm like, hey, I still
• 53:19
  want to give the fans. What'd you do to deserve that?
• 53:21
  What they want I still want like, I still want to have
• 53:23
  friends in the space, but like bro, there are no fucking like.
• 53:28
  I mean like all your friends are like the worst people in the
• 53:30
  world, so OK. You can't expect friends in this
• 53:36
  fucking YouTube culture shit. At least that's what I fucking
• 53:39
  learned. From all I mean I generally
• 53:40
  agree, but you seem like a bad person so.
• 53:43
  So many 22 faced Mcgee's bro so I blocked.
• 53:48
  Two faced Mcgee's. I love that.
• 53:51
  Thank you. Everything and no respect for
• 53:53
  him. That hurt me very deeply.
• 53:56
  And yeah, again, burn the bridge forever.
• 53:58
  So guys, don't expect any any shit with fucking Boogie.
• 54:01
  I know it fucking sucks. It sucks.
• 54:04
  The fallout was just crazy. And, and I'm even talking about
• 54:08
  just stuff that was like came bubbled up and brought to my
• 54:11
  attention, I'm sure behind closed doors, people saying all
• 54:14
  kinds of shit that if I heard in real life, we probably would not
• 54:18
  have any connection anymore. I've had to block a tremendous
• 54:20
  amount of people. One of these things too.
• 54:22
  It wasn't just YouTube creators, it was fans and I've.
• 54:25
  Had like. The fans can be some of the most
• 54:28
  2 faced something like I can't even say fan they're Fairweather
• 54:31
  fans let's say that long time. Fairweather fans, dude, you
• 54:35
  know, it's so funny with this whole empathy maxing thing.
• 54:37
  I was like, oh, these guys give me I dubs vibes right now.
• 54:40
  And then he fucking he hits us with Fairweather fans, dude.
• 54:42
  That's fucking crazy. That's what I that's what the
• 54:47
  that's what the idubs called Ethan, the Fairweather friends,
• 54:50
  even though they're like very good friends at a certain point.
• 54:52
  So that's funny as fuck. Time fan.
• 54:54
  Some of you guys might might know her know.
• 54:57
  Well I'm gonna put the post here.
• 54:59
  People were just bandwagoning because they feel shitty in
• 55:03
  their lives and projecting all the like.
• 55:05
  This post was disgusting. Are you sure you're not
• 55:08
  projecting? And hurt me deeply.
• 55:11
  I took so much time and energy out of my life to dedicate
• 55:15
  towards this girl because she was such a die hard fan and the
• 55:18
  downright detest. Sounds parasocial.
• 55:20
  That's. Me.
• 55:20
  Just because I fucking had an abortion to try to make me sound
• 55:25
  like I'm some evil character. Like fuck off.
• 55:28
  No, I don't care who you are. Can you see why I'm jaded?
• 55:33
  I've invested so much time, energy and love into so many
• 55:36
  different people, whether that's cameraman, fans, friends, and
• 55:41
  you pour so much and then for the turn, for the bitterness to
• 55:46
  seep in and then the turn happen.
• 55:49
  Like what would compel somebody to write a post like that
• 55:52
  towards me after I've been nothing but good to them and I
• 55:54
  didn't even do anything. I'm just looking out for my
• 55:56
  family and to receive that kind of shit.
• 55:58
  Like fuck you. And The thing is, again, for so
• 56:03
  long, I just would deal with it. I said hey, let's move on and
• 56:08
  you suppress that. I feel like he's lying, like he
• 56:11
  doesn't just he never like just dealt with it, you know what I
• 56:14
  mean? Like he's always been like old
• 56:15
  and annoying little baby bitch, you know?
• 56:17
  Then I realized that as you get older, I'm like, no, actually
• 56:20
  there's times where you have to fight.
• 56:22
  You have to have to. Fight stand up for.
• 56:25
  Yourself, a person like me, it's very hard.
• 56:27
  Stand up because I don't want these people to feel any lesser
• 56:30
  than they clearly already are, but at a certain point I care
• 56:34
  more about my own energy and sanity.
• 56:38
  To now I'm going to speak up and Noel, that was fucking low and
• 56:43
  unfortunately. Well, you told her, huh?
• 56:46
  You got. Her, you don't get to do that
• 56:48
  and say shit like that. That's what people need to get
• 56:51
  checked or else. Check yourself.
• 56:54
  No, you'll ever. Change.
• 56:55
  They'll just keep saying stuff Stuff.
• 56:57
  They'll keep being toxic. True.
• 56:59
  Until they get reprimanded and rehabbed, it's fine.
• 57:04
  Rehab, What the fuck is he talking about?
• 57:06
  Rehab He What the fuck is he talking about?
• 57:10
  This next situation is the most hurtful to me and my wife and
• 57:16
  just one of those things and why you haven't seen us in a few
• 57:18
  months, this one. I love how he came back with
• 57:22
  like, he wasn't like, yeah, you know, we probably shouldn't have
• 57:24
  shared some of this stuff. He's just fucking acting like a
• 57:27
  fucking goofy doofus, you know? Just hurt on a deep, deep level.
• 57:32
  Yeah. And I again, I contemplated
• 57:38
  talking about it, but I'm like no like.
• 57:41
  I'm not fucking hiding anymore. I'm not trying to save.
• 57:44
  These people's asses when they don't fucking deserve it.
• 57:47
  I'm not hiding anymore. Shit was getting crazy and like
• 57:51
  TMZ started covering it. Oh my God, a person had an
• 57:54
  abortion even though there's a million every single year.
• 57:58
  Yeah well they don't all talk about it online like morons and
• 58:01
  film their wifes reaction to it in a weird insensitive fucking
• 58:05
  disgusting way so. And like Down syndrome is like
• 58:09
  literally doesn't even exist in far in other countries like the
• 58:14
  abortion rate in like UK or like Canada or like look at look at
• 58:18
  the stats. It's crazy.
• 58:20
  Let's cover the it's but but it's a YouTube TMZS covering.
• 58:23
  You wanted people to give you attention.
• 58:24
  I don't understand why he's crying.
• 58:25
  You got your attention you asked for.
• 58:27
  You should be criticizing yourself for like for not
• 58:29
  realizing you were going to get negative attention for this,
• 58:31
  especially the way that you did it.
• 58:33
  You know it's just shut up. What are you talking about?
• 58:35
  I have my own thoughts on the the journalistic.
• 58:38
  Media and Oh my God, the click baiting and running which are
• 58:41
  trying to make me look bad. I'm like I'm like texting TMZ.
• 58:44
  I'm like bro you guys are going back on 10 year old videos?
• 58:48
  Trying to like. Paint me out in this like you're
• 58:50
  disgusting. Like oh YouTube, Jesse Ridgeway
• 58:52
  impersonates person with Down syndrome for old series.
• 58:56
  Wow dude, karma. I'm just kidding.
• 58:58
  Just for fucking clicks. I have no respect for you.
• 59:01
  That's not creative. That's not.
• 59:04
  He's he's complaining that TMZ was doing shit just for clicks
• 59:06
  when he does shit just for clicks.
• 59:07
  It's actually kind of funny. Not like that's, that's your
• 59:10
  business. That's what you're providing for
• 59:12
  the world. Predatory, man, predatory just
• 59:16
  like ecosystem. There's fucking buzzer, there's
• 59:19
  scavengers, there's, you know, there's flies and gnats and
• 59:22
  mosquitoes, blood suckers. But you know, things are hitting
• 59:26
  the fan. And I, I have friends texting me
• 59:28
  and they're like, bro, the speaker of the house is talking
• 59:32
  about you or like. Whoa, Mike Johnson.
• 59:34
  Like dude, my parents are seeing you on People magazine and
• 59:39
  you're literally the biggest story in the world right now
• 59:40
  for. You know he's eating this up.
• 59:42
  He loves this. Like this fucked up thing.
• 59:44
  And so it's a lot, right? And for people that are like not
• 59:48
  used to the public eye and, and because it got so big, everyone
• 59:53
  got like really? It's got really polarized,
• 59:56
  right? And the topic itself is just,
• 59:59
  again, it's very controversial. So you're.
• 1:00:02
  It is a clusterfuck during such. Hard times you'd expect your
• 1:00:07
  family to be there. My family was there and you
• 1:00:10
  know, you guys know they show up.
• 1:00:11
  I can't say that for like maybe extended people, you know,
• 1:00:14
  whatever you don't, you don't hear from certain people that.
• 1:00:18
  Usually when you don't hear from certain.
• 1:00:19
  People, that's when it's like, that's when you know.
• 1:00:22
  But my family, fantastic. We've leaned on like my parents
• 1:00:27
  a lot. I received messages from from
• 1:00:30
  family members and everyone was great on my end.
• 1:00:32
  But I did a post back when shit was going down about Ashley's
• 1:00:37
  family are. You going to start to
• 1:00:41
  performatively cry and make sure make sure you keep it in.
• 1:00:45
  And the reason I did a post was because we received a message I
• 1:00:51
  had to be. Honest about everything that
• 1:00:53
  we're dealing with this stuff, but I still was like not fully
• 1:00:57
  upfront about what exactly transpired because like yo.
• 1:01:02
  We were trying to still. Salvage and and mend
• 1:01:05
  relationships. The truth always comes out.
• 1:01:08
  People's real feelings always sort of bubble up over time, as
• 1:01:12
  you're seeing right now with me. But I'm going to read this text
• 1:01:15
  message because it hurt so deep to me and Ashley.
• 1:01:20
  This is 100% real and I I. Well, I definitely trust you,
• 1:01:24
  Mr. Honest Guy. I can't even.
• 1:01:26
  Believe that I'm reading this and and just what is said in
• 1:01:31
  this you guys watching are my family and I've supported
• 1:01:37
  supported me and I've really like.
• 1:01:45
  What are you even crying for? The one time I get like super,
• 1:01:48
  super ready to cry, it's the, it's the relationship I have
• 1:01:51
  with you guys because like, you guys really did save my life.
• 1:01:53
  This is so pathetic. And give me the.
• 1:01:56
  Confidence to be able to share this because this is not like
• 1:02:01
  me. I hate that this is the reality
• 1:02:04
  that we live in, but this? Same here man, same here.
• 1:02:07
  This is from Ashley's brother. Whoa, Ashley's brother.
• 1:02:11
  Wow. You know what's really
• 1:02:12
  interesting? You could have, just not.
• 1:02:14
  Nobody would have weighed in on it if you didn't give them the
• 1:02:16
  opportunity to do so. And keep in mind this message is
• 1:02:21
  representative not just other brothers thoughts and feelings,
• 1:02:25
  it's other family members because these.
• 1:02:31
  Themes have been echoed different times over the years.
• 1:02:35
  But I'm going to read this and and buckle up.
• 1:02:37
  It's fucking insane and you guys will probably be like what the
• 1:02:39
  heck is there something about? Just I probably won't care.
• 1:02:42
  That I don't know how could somebody think this?
• 1:02:44
  I mean, you guys know the. Why are you preambling this by
• 1:02:47
  saying that like, hey, we might like look at this and go like,
• 1:02:49
  oh, Jesse, you want to be like an actual gross person?
• 1:02:51
  What the fuck? What don't we know about this
• 1:02:53
  guy? Sense of my soul and character
• 1:02:55
  and and when you hear this, I think you'll have the same
• 1:02:58
  reaction. I will which is like what the?
• 1:03:00
  Actual Sigma Anyway, What the Sigma?
• 1:03:03
  Is it from the Brother Representative family?
• 1:03:06
  Here we go. Now imagine.
• 1:03:07
  Receiving this, we just had to say goodbye to our prospective
• 1:03:10
  child. The whole world's crashing down.
• 1:03:12
  The whole world hates us. Everything's crashing down and
• 1:03:14
  then you receive this from a family.
• 1:03:16
  Member Ashley, your husband. This guy really just doesn't
• 1:03:19
  know how to get to the fucking point.
• 1:03:20
  I mean I know I like to ramble but holy fuck this guy's like
• 1:03:24
  annoying as shit. Over time has slowly manipulated
• 1:03:28
  you and turned you into someone who has so much anger in your.
• 1:03:33
  Yes, true, it's. Caused so.
• 1:03:35
  Much. Wait, her brother is so based
• 1:03:37
  you you forced her to fucking record her reaction to getting
• 1:03:40
  an abortion? Of course this is valid as fuck.
• 1:03:43
  What? Damage to our family and our
• 1:03:46
  parents, that people. Think.
• 1:03:48
  Wait, this is based as shit? Brainwashed by this man.
• 1:03:52
  Yes, he says. This man, I mean just.
• 1:03:54
  Listen to the words and is why I have tried my best to stay out
• 1:03:58
  of. Everything.
• 1:03:59
  This is actually insane to me because like, yeah, this if, if
• 1:04:03
  the I've already like I've already had like thoughts of
• 1:04:06
  this. If, if the fucking brother is
• 1:04:09
  saying these things, I think it's true that like that lends
• 1:04:13
  credibility to being true. The brothers like, hey, dude, I
• 1:04:17
  don't realize that he's outing himself as like an abusive
• 1:04:20
  partner. Holy fuck.
• 1:04:24
  Yeah, shut the fuck up you haven't done.
• 1:04:26
  Shit, if you're fucking lazy, you were not able to walk for
• 1:04:30
  college graduation at Rowan, come to family events, had to
• 1:04:36
  give up your teaching career which you can never go back to
• 1:04:40
  now. Holy shit.
• 1:04:41
  Dude you stuck in your house for years because of COVID and I
• 1:04:46
  think he dictates everything you do.
• 1:04:49
  People have speculated of abuse in the household.
• 1:04:54
  That's my BAW from the brother. This is real and now he is
• 1:05:05
  making money off the ads on his YouTube channel for the decision
• 1:05:09
  to publicly terminate, publicly announce the termination of a
• 1:05:12
  child, which is absolutely horrible and is why I'm finally
• 1:05:18
  speaking out. You have to make a choice on
• 1:05:23
  what you should do from here on out and I pray that you leave
• 1:05:28
  this man. You have missed out on so many
• 1:05:32
  memories and that's the kid never even met the twins or
• 1:05:36
  acknowledged that they even exist with all that.
• 1:05:42
  What wait? Never even met the twins.
• 1:05:46
  And make a choice on what you should do from here on out.
• 1:05:51
  And I pray that you leave this man.
• 1:05:55
  You have missed out on so many memories.
• 1:05:58
  And that's the kid. Never even met the twins or
• 1:06:01
  acknowledged that they even exist.
• 1:06:04
  Sorry, are you showing us right now that your wife hasn't even
• 1:06:10
  met her own, like nieces or nephews?
• 1:06:13
  Excuse me? And they're like dude, this
• 1:06:17
  looks so bad you better have some fucking insane context to
• 1:06:21
  deliver to us or something because this is insane.
• 1:06:24
  What you're admitting here is not good.
• 1:06:27
  With all that being said, if you ever need a place to go.
• 1:06:34
  This guy's insane. Is always open to you for
• 1:06:38
  however long you may need. If you truly are happy with him
• 1:06:44
  then I hope you have a good life and May God help you.
• 1:06:48
  Love, Nathan. I don't think he understands
• 1:06:53
  that like his this his brother-in-law just like fuck, I
• 1:06:56
  don't know like you're out. You look really bad saying that.
• 1:07:00
  That's fucking insane. What the fuck guys?
• 1:07:07
  Guys real bro? What if your jaw is not?
• 1:07:11
  Hit the floor or the toilet or the desk.
• 1:07:14
  Wherever you're watching it, if your jaw is not dropped and hit
• 1:07:17
  bro. What?
• 1:07:19
  You give us an explanation that makes you sound like a like a
• 1:07:22
  toxic, like abusive fucking husband, so I'd love to hear
• 1:07:25
  your explanation on that. Yeah, You think you're cordial,
• 1:07:27
  you think you're cool with somebody and then you say some
• 1:07:29
  audacious shit like that. Like like it's to the point
• 1:07:31
  where like you see me smiling and making Lat like joking about
• 1:07:34
  it. I would.
• 1:07:34
  Be. Are you being brainwashed?
• 1:07:40
  No. Are you being manipulated,
• 1:07:42
  Ashley? Is the household abusive?
• 1:07:44
  No, I'm fine. OK, you're fine.
• 1:07:47
  Just make look your look into the camera.
• 1:07:50
  Are you being brainwashed? No, I.
• 1:07:53
  Understand they're doing a bit, but like, this just doesn't look
• 1:07:57
  good for you. But I don't know what to tell
• 1:07:58
  you. But OK, Whatever you say, doggy
• 1:08:02
  boy. Whatever makes you happy, buddy,
• 1:08:04
  whatever makes you happy. Wow, incredible stuff.
• 1:08:08
  Beautiful thing. This guy's an idiot.
• 1:08:11
  There you go. OK, good girl, good girl.
• 1:08:15
  And I'll go back. I love how the response was I'm
• 1:08:18
  not abusive. Like there was nothing there.
• 1:08:20
  Specifically there was there's nothing, but there was nothing.
• 1:08:23
  I believe what he was saying is true by the way.
• 1:08:24
  Like that's I just you. Why you read that out?
• 1:08:28
  This guy's an idiot, holy fuck. I told Ashley, like what was
• 1:08:34
  going on because like, bridges are fucking.
• 1:08:37
  Burned forever. You probably have to pop up
• 1:08:39
  right here, but I read the whole text message that we received
• 1:08:43
  and. You know, sadly, I'll unpack
• 1:08:45
  every detail in case anyone has a question.
• 1:08:47
  Because even when, like, cameramen have fallen out,
• 1:08:49
  there's fans that'll be like, there's something wrong with
• 1:08:52
  Jesse. He must be like, shallowly.
• 1:08:54
  Jesse must be this. He must be this, sadly.
• 1:08:58
  Yeah, I agree. Yeah, Jesse must be this, you
• 1:09:01
  know, wouldn't doubt it. OK.
• 1:09:04
  Seeing a text message like that, people might think like, oh,
• 1:09:08
  there's another one who thinks he's stuck.
• 1:09:10
  It must be real. So like, sadly I'm going to have
• 1:09:12
  to explain things, but like, how are you doing?
• 1:09:16
  I mean, at the end of the day, they lost me and they're going
• 1:09:22
  to have to live with that. Wow, spoken like someone who's
• 1:09:26
  truly trapped. You know, so they're going to
• 1:09:29
  have to look themselves in the mirror and, you know, ask
• 1:09:34
  themselves, was it worth it? OK, you whatever you say.
• 1:09:39
  What? Why?
• 1:09:40
  Why? Why did they lose you?
• 1:09:41
  What? I need more context.
• 1:09:43
  I need to hear like, yeah, no, my family is crazy.
• 1:09:45
  They're abusive. They're this that, nothing.
• 1:09:47
  They, well, they just said this thing out of left field and you
• 1:09:49
  have no meaningful contestant to it.
• 1:09:52
  Was it worth not wearing a fucking mask?
• 1:09:56
  Was all of this fucking worth it?
• 1:10:01
  That's what it is. They they they wouldn't wear a
• 1:10:03
  mask. Like I understand not seeing him
• 1:10:06
  during COVID. Their anti mask people got it.
• 1:10:09
  How deep does it go? Are they anti vaxxers?
• 1:10:12
  Do you not feel comfortable? What is it they don't?
• 1:10:13
  Have to live with that. Oh, it's disgusting, absolutely
• 1:10:17
  disgusting. There's.
• 1:10:18
  It's just a mask thing. There is no coming back from
• 1:10:23
  that. I'm absolutely done with that
• 1:10:25
  because that is the most disgusting thing anybody has
• 1:10:28
  ever sent to me. And to think you can fucking say
• 1:10:30
  that like you're fucking dumb. I don't know dude, I think
• 1:10:33
  you're abusive actually at this point, so whatever.
• 1:10:35
  Like you're actually, but it's like, it's so crazy because it's
• 1:10:38
  coming from people that don't support me.
• 1:10:41
  So Jesse has done nothing but support me for years.
• 1:10:46
  And then the people that are unsupportive, they're trying to
• 1:10:49
  pull me and they're. What makes them unsupport?
• 1:10:51
  I don't this is what I'm talking about.
• 1:10:52
  You're just telling us like we're supposed to believe you OK
• 1:10:53
  or whatever. This doesn't.
• 1:10:54
  Matter for what? Make themselves feel better
• 1:10:57
  about their fucking. I don't know.
• 1:11:00
  Every day I ask myself a bunch of these questions.
• 1:11:04
  It's. Sad.
• 1:11:04
  It's sad. It's sad the amount of damage
• 1:11:08
  that her family has done to her. Ironically.
• 1:11:11
  They're saying I did it which which?
• 1:11:13
  What damage were we talking about?
• 1:11:15
  Again, like I feel like I have to clarify I.
• 1:11:16
  Don't know how, because you haven't really.
• 1:11:18
  You haven't spoken to them a lot in a long time.
• 1:11:22
  For good reason people see. What's the reason?
• 1:11:24
  I guess a guy or an influencer or somebody who like puts
• 1:11:29
  himself out, whatever, and they think that I control a
• 1:11:32
  relationship or that I made the decision actually.
• 1:11:37
  It was all my decision. It's her body.
• 1:11:39
  It's her. What the?
• 1:11:40
  Fuck. Like to think that I mean like
• 1:11:42
  the most charitable perspective you can have is these people are
• 1:11:44
  so fucking stupid they have no idea how to communicate.
• 1:11:47
  She had, and actually she was more about the abortion than I
• 1:11:52
  was in the beginning because she knew more about what happening
• 1:11:55
  here. Whereas people were like, Jesse
• 1:11:57
  must have forced her into the like.
• 1:12:00
  Yeah, there was no forcing like. People that think are crazy.
• 1:12:03
  We are together and we're married and we make decisions
• 1:12:09
  together about our family and our future.
• 1:12:13
  And whoa. She's not.
• 1:12:14
  Reading the. Script this is coming from her
• 1:12:17
  own. I know why people believe that
• 1:12:19
  it is only his show. Like no, this is our life.
• 1:12:23
  Well, you know. I'm pretty convinced at this
• 1:12:25
  point that like, he's got some weird control over.
• 1:12:29
  That's what I'm convinced about here as this.
• 1:12:30
  One, well one of the terms he used was brainwashed, which is a
• 1:12:33
  term which brainwash is a term. Have you guys never seen the
• 1:12:37
  dung documentary that Michael made behind a camera?
• 1:12:41
  He has drove a wedge between me and my daughter.
• 1:12:44
  I'd say it's more Michael brainwashing because if you look
• 1:12:47
  at my daughter's pictures before and look at her now, something
• 1:12:53
  happened. This is the thing that happens.
• 1:12:55
  People turn and they for some reason start to think that like
• 1:12:58
  there's some conspiracy. I don't know my I all I got to
• 1:13:02
  say is my favorite line in that was like.
• 1:13:05
  May God help. You May God help you or
• 1:13:07
  whatever. Coming from a family.
• 1:13:10
  My family is not religious at all.
• 1:13:13
  I. Don't want to spend too much so
• 1:13:14
  he doesn't deserve this much time, but I want to I want to
• 1:13:17
  hit I want to hit these points of just like, oh, she'll never
• 1:13:21
  be able to. She didn't walk at Rowan.
• 1:13:24
  There's a fucking pandemic going on.
• 1:13:26
  Millions of people fucking died. Like you just want to rewrite
• 1:13:29
  history on top of it was fervid fucking degree.
• 1:13:33
  She knew at that point she probably wasn't going to use.
• 1:13:35
  I wasn't. Going to use at that point.
• 1:13:38
  But like the. But why?
• 1:13:40
  Why at that point? Because one of the complaints
• 1:13:41
  they had is like, oh, he stopped you from having like a career or
• 1:13:44
  so. Why?
• 1:13:46
  Why are you bringing up something from six years ago
• 1:13:48
  that really had nothing to do with me?
• 1:13:51
  You didn't want to walk. Or then no, it was me, My.
• 1:13:56
  Decision he's like you're never going to be able to go back to
• 1:13:58
  teaching bro she married a multi millionaire she's.
• 1:14:02
  Never going to. Teach she don't have to work a
• 1:14:04
  day in her life because that's what I would want for my fucking
• 1:14:07
  wife. She's never going to do
• 1:14:09
  anything. I paid off her debt.
• 1:14:11
  You think I'm this and that? Why would I do all that?
• 1:14:16
  I'm an. Asshole.
• 1:14:17
  I don't know. They never.
• 1:14:18
  Because he never cared to ask, Because he makes money off the
• 1:14:21
  ads. That's that's he makes money.
• 1:14:23
  He makes the 20. Dollars, that's the biggest
• 1:14:25
  problem. They never, they never thought
• 1:14:30
  to ask. Even then, bro, it's just stupid
• 1:14:33
  people, bro, stupid people. Just all everything in there.
• 1:14:37
  I mean, we could unpack it, but for a lot of you guys watching,
• 1:14:41
  you get to see just how how ridiculous it is.
• 1:14:44
  I don't think we need to go into the weeds.
• 1:14:45
  We're not trying to engage in a discussion with that kind of
• 1:14:48
  short shit. That shit is so far ridiculous
• 1:14:51
  that like, bro, I can't even acknowledge it happened because
• 1:14:53
  it's so like like I'll never fucking speak a word to you
• 1:14:56
  again and I'm going to live a fucking much happier life.
• 1:14:59
  And the sad part is just what Ashley's had to deal with.
• 1:15:02
  A lot of times I. Don't I just, I just feel like
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  this is like a really weird cope.
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  This is just coming like reading as like an insane, fucking
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  bizarre cope. I've I've, I don't know, I mean,
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  like, I don't want to say like, yeah, they're definitely
• 1:15:16
  abusive. He's definitely abusive.
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  But there's something weird going on here.
• 1:15:20
  I mean, it sounds like, OK, on the one hand, they seem like
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  they're kind of like anti, like anti vaxxers.
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  That's what I would get out of that.
• 1:15:27
  They didn't believe Kovu was like real.
• 1:15:29
  And I get that 'cause I have some family that's like that and
• 1:15:31
  they fucking pissed me off. And I think it's valid to not
• 1:15:34
  like connect my to connect myself to them.
• 1:15:36
  But like, you know, he read out this whole ranting text message
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  that was like, dude, you know, you, he's disconnected you from
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  your family and all these different things.
• 1:15:43
  And your response was you wouldn't wear a mask?
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  Like you're not really conveying the severity of like, how bad
• 1:15:50
  your parents are or your family is, like how fucking crazy they
• 1:15:53
  are. Like even if he was like, yeah,
• 1:15:55
  we don't want to hang out with them because they don't
• 1:15:57
  vaccinate and that bothers us or something, but we didn't get
• 1:15:59
  anything. It's just like, they think I'm
• 1:16:01
  bad because I'm a millionaire and that's all we get.
• 1:16:03
  Meanwhile, if they're Moga, they love millionaires.
• 1:16:06
  They literally bend over for them backwards.
• 1:16:09
  They're fucking dumb. So I don't know it it, it's,
• 1:16:14
  there's just something that just doesn't add up to me here.
• 1:16:17
  Even want to talk about it because I'm like that disgusted
• 1:16:20
  by it. By just people in general.
• 1:16:22
  Because it wasn't just family. It was.
• 1:16:23
  Just people in general of how people react and there's people
• 1:16:27
  that you know, hey, how are you doing?
• 1:16:29
  Although I don't align with your values and.
• 1:16:34
  Yeah, there'll be some backhanded passive aggressive.
• 1:16:36
  Stuff and I'll be a listening ear and I'm like.
• 1:16:41
  Well it doesn't really sound that bad.
• 1:16:42
  I'm pretty fucking woke so. What the That was the most
• 1:16:45
  backhanded shit I've ever heard in my life.
• 1:16:48
  No, that that's been happening a lot.
• 1:16:49
  So many of those and even just people that I thought.
• 1:16:53
  I don't necessarily agree with your decision, but.
• 1:16:56
  But at the same time I don't care.
• 1:16:59
  Right. Yeah, I.
• 1:17:00
  Don't care. You shouldn't care about my body
• 1:17:03
  and my decisions on what to do with it as much as I don't care
• 1:17:06
  about what you do in your personal life.
• 1:17:09
  Yeah, people say I don't. Care, yeah.
• 1:17:11
  Whole books, I don't give a shit.
• 1:17:13
  Yeah. I don't care.
• 1:17:14
  Yeah, your opinions erode you. Do what you want to do.
• 1:17:17
  I will do what I want to do. If you don't want to follow
• 1:17:20
  along with what we do, then don't.
• 1:17:23
  I'm not forcing it down your throat.
• 1:17:25
  I finally just wanted to lay it all out there and then move on.
• 1:17:28
  It's been 3 months now. At this point I feel like the
• 1:17:32
  further I get away from it the better.
• 1:17:35
  I'll randomly like go on a like a random rant or post some
• 1:17:39
  things on Instagram. Story.
• 1:17:41
  Or whatever just to get it out. But that's just me.
• 1:17:44
  OK, so I guess they're they're still publicly fighting with
• 1:17:46
  their parents through Instagram stories, OK.
• 1:17:50
  Processing. Yeah right 100% this is the
• 1:17:52
  sweetest, most innocent girl in the entire world.
• 1:17:55
  I'll fucking I bet my life on it to to receive this like
• 1:17:59
  whatever. Hey y'all me sure I'm I'm I'm
• 1:18:01
  sure I'm very hateable. I know my nose is big enough to
• 1:18:04
  punch like what hit it. I know I'm white.
• 1:18:08
  I'm. What?
• 1:18:09
  I'm very white. What the hell is happening?
• 1:18:12
  You're what is What is what is happening right now?
• 1:18:14
  You can make fun of me on that and and why is this little short
• 1:18:17
  boy have such a big ego? You can say show like that.
• 1:18:21
  Why are you coming to her? You're her fucking family you
• 1:18:24
  pathetic fucking shitheads. How could you ever hate?
• 1:18:27
  That what the fuck does him being white have to do with any
• 1:18:30
  I'm super what is what? He's white dude.
• 1:18:34
  He's a mega. He's like a mega loser virtue
• 1:18:37
  signaler. That's what I'm getting out of
• 1:18:38
  this. Is that what we're getting here?
• 1:18:40
  He's just a big old virtue signaling freak.
• 1:18:42
  Like what the fuck's happening here?
• 1:18:43
  This girl especially she's going through one of the hardest
• 1:18:46
  sensitive times your grandchild. It just it doesn't make sense to
• 1:18:49
  me it it it has illuminated though your.
• 1:18:53
  Grandchild what? What were you going to say?
• 1:18:54
  Because she had to be in a boy? I'm so confused, it sounds like
• 1:18:58
  you sound like you're saying something weird there.
• 1:19:00
  This side of human beings that has been very dark and that's
• 1:19:03
  why we've been kind of hiding is it just gives a, it just gives a
• 1:19:08
  dark cloud around your perception of people and it
• 1:19:12
  makes you like if you, if your own family betrays you, then
• 1:19:20
  anyone can. Every, every bad thing, every
• 1:19:24
  single bad thing that has ever happened in our relationship has
• 1:19:28
  made us so much stronger and our relationship so much.
• 1:19:32
  Which is what should happen when family or any relationship
• 1:19:36
  confronts hardship. It should be a for.
• 1:19:39
  It should be forging the bond. More instead, we've only seen
• 1:19:43
  that when things. Get hard people dip and be
• 1:19:46
  actually add to the problem, which is what I talked about
• 1:19:50
  with youtubers. And fans and friends, Fair
• 1:19:53
  weather, fair weather, fair weather.
• 1:19:55
  Every step. Every step of the way, people
• 1:19:57
  don't have the integrity anymore.
• 1:20:00
  They just flip on a dime. And I think Internet culture has
• 1:20:02
  led to a lot of that. Anyway, we are rambling.
• 1:20:08
  We've been starting to. I love the I love the the
• 1:20:11
  reference to like Internet culture being so bad, but like
• 1:20:15
  you, you guys are like the Internet culture problem.
• 1:20:17
  Do you realize that right? You guys are do do farmers, you
• 1:20:21
  know? Post a little.
• 1:20:23
  Bit more like it doesn't mean like suddenly we're, we're,
• 1:20:26
  we're, we're good, we're happy, we're healthy, but we are trying
• 1:20:30
  again and that's what matters. That's so beautiful.
• 1:20:34
  Keep trying, girl, Keep trying. Trying.
• 1:20:37
  Yeah, that's all we can do, whereas before we can.
• 1:20:40
  Do is focus on ourselves, what we want, our future?
• 1:20:44
  Yeah. And that's before we were in the
• 1:20:47
  curl into a ball mode. But we are, we are trying in
• 1:20:50
  many ways and we are excited for the future.
• 1:20:54
  And yeah, I think we're we're coming back.
• 1:20:59
  And it will be a vindicating day when we're pregnant again, you
• 1:21:02
  know? It could be literally.
• 1:21:03
  Within a month or two and then all of a sudden everyone can
• 1:21:06
  shut the fuck up. The sad part is you'll notice
• 1:21:09
  when things are bad in your life people want to cut loose.
• 1:21:12
  I can't not see it like as a stock.
• 1:21:15
  The stock drops tremendously and the price keeps going down to
• 1:21:19
  the bottom and people will panic sell.
• 1:21:21
  We'll do the same thing with a relationship.
• 1:21:24
  Things start getting tough. They're going to sell
• 1:21:26
  immediately. But.
• 1:21:29
  Guys like crypto posting? What the fuck are you talking
• 1:21:31
  about? All of a sudden things are doing
• 1:21:33
  good, awesome. Ashley and I are thriving.
• 1:21:35
  We're fucking kid now. We got a kids on the way.
• 1:21:38
  Oh, we're oh, we got a new project coming out and, and all
• 1:21:41
  of a sudden all these great things are happening in life and
• 1:21:43
  we're sharing about it. Then suddenly all the fair
• 1:21:46
  weather friends and fans come crawling back and and even
• 1:21:49
  family members are like. Are you guys pregnant again?
• 1:21:51
  Is that what you're trying to communicate?
• 1:21:53
  Like, hey, sorry about everything.
• 1:21:54
  I was like, you're fucking showing up at this time when you
• 1:21:58
  weren't there during the hardship.
• 1:22:00
  Fuck off. That's the rules anyway, as I'd
• 1:22:05
  expected this video. Ran longer than I want, but
• 1:22:07
  there's just so much to say. I wanted to, I wanted to do it
• 1:22:10
  in a live stream. I thought it'd be easier but I
• 1:22:12
  just wanted more people to see it and I know that'll happen
• 1:22:15
  with. It you wanted to do it in a live
• 1:22:16
  stream, you don't stop fucking like yapping.
• 1:22:19
  All you do is like talk like all you and you edit so many times
• 1:22:22
  like I can never I could never imagine you're doing this in a
• 1:22:26
  live stream and it being ever like productive.
• 1:22:27
  What? A video version so sorry if this
• 1:22:30
  ran long. Hopefully, you know, it was
• 1:22:32
  still interesting, entertaining and all you guys that have been
• 1:22:36
  supportive. Had our backs through one of the
• 1:22:38
  hardest times of our lives. It means the world.
• 1:22:42
  I've seen your names, I know who you are and, and, and guys, I
• 1:22:46
  know we focus so much on the negative in this video, but we
• 1:22:51
  had to expel that. From our souls.
• 1:22:54
  Like a dookie spell the dookie from your souls.
• 1:22:56
  Well, that's a tremendous amount of support.
• 1:22:59
  It's like even on the original posts, like yeah, there's a lot
• 1:23:03
  of replies that were negative, but if you just look.
• 1:23:06
  At the like. 10s of thousands of likes and shares.
• 1:23:10
  That's the support. The sad part is again.
• 1:23:13
  This is so funny to me though 'cause like he's been doing
• 1:23:16
  content for so long but he doesn't get it.
• 1:23:17
  Just 'cause you get less and nobody likes something doesn't
• 1:23:19
  mean that they liked it. Like some people like something
• 1:23:22
  because they just want to see it on their algorithm again or
• 1:23:24
  something like that. But OK if you say so.
• 1:23:27
  The supporters. Like you see somebody acting
• 1:23:29
  like a goofy little little silly goose hat guy, like you're going
• 1:23:32
  to let you might like that. So you get it in your algorithm
• 1:23:34
  more. So you see, like the update to
• 1:23:35
  it doesn't necessarily mean that you like what they're actually
• 1:23:37
  doing. Have been forced to be quiet and
• 1:23:44
  so where we've received a lot of support is from the messages,
• 1:23:47
  the DMS, the emails, and even like forums.
• 1:23:50
  A lot of people talked about this story and there was still
• 1:23:55
  loud voices and important messages.
• 1:23:58
  The hell is he doing? What?
• 1:24:00
  What is the sound he's making? I'm so confused.
• 1:24:01
  That sent to me and Ashley about thanking us for sharing this
• 1:24:05
  story. I would do it all again in a
• 1:24:07
  heartbeat. And that's why I wanted to make
• 1:24:09
  this video too. I did need some rest and
• 1:24:11
  recharge time. I still focused on my health.
• 1:24:13
  I never want to stay. Hidden and I never want to be
• 1:24:16
  snuffed out and silenced. It's important that all you guys
• 1:24:20
  exercise your voice. Stand up for yourself when.
• 1:24:22
  Yeah, exercise, guys. Matters most and try to stand
• 1:24:26
  up. Even if you're white, you can
• 1:24:27
  still exercise. Isn't that so wonderful?
• 1:24:30
  What a beautiful message, I think.
• 1:24:32
  People that are getting attacked that it's.
• 1:24:36
  Unjustified because this world going to try to beat you down.
• 1:24:38
  People are going to try to take you down.
• 1:24:40
  And you know, it's no different than even when I first started
• 1:24:44
  this YouTube channel, man, people are like, what are you?
• 1:24:46
  Doing that's so weird or like it's never going to amount to
• 1:24:49
  anything. People are just not always.
• 1:24:51
  Just listen to yours. They're just haters, dude.
• 1:24:54
  They're all haters. Self first and foremost and let
• 1:24:57
  that be the thing that dictates your life, not other people's
• 1:25:00
  opinions. Thank you guys.
• 1:25:02
  Hey Jays, drop some likes on this video please please.
• 1:25:04
  Drop some likes this video. I'm surprised he didn't say that
• 1:25:06
  one is on the abortion video. Drop some likes on this video
• 1:25:10
  about this abortion. Do guys please do please leave
• 1:25:14
  some. Love in the comments, it would
• 1:25:16
  really mean a lot on this one. More than more than damn or
• 1:25:19
  anything even. Check out the movie if you
• 1:25:20
  haven't. I poured so much of my heart and
• 1:25:22
  soul into that movie. Check out my wifes abortion
• 1:25:24
  video. It's pretty a lot of effort into
• 1:25:26
  that. A lot of editing went into that.
• 1:25:28
  Over these few years watching movies for free on YouTube for
• 1:25:31
  you guys. You want to watch that?
• 1:25:33
  Don't dream about me. I'm losing my voice again as per
• 1:25:36
  usual. And yeah, I miss you guys.
• 1:25:38
  I miss talking to you guys clearly that's why these videos
• 1:25:40
  run so long. And appreciate y'all having my
• 1:25:42
  back. Hey guys, like, share and
• 1:25:46
  subscribe my wife's abortion. See you later I.
• 1:25:49
  Won't forget it. Love you Jays to death and don't
• 1:25:52
  forget. To keep it rigid, you.
• 1:25:55
  Have no further. I think that was, I think that
• 1:25:57
  was the worst part of the video. And don't forget to keep it
• 1:26:00
  rigid, dude, Hey. Throw some likes on my wife's
• 1:26:03
  fat fucking abortion. Yeah, dude, keep it rigid.
• 1:26:07
  Like, what are you doing? The Hell's the, what the Hell's
• 1:26:09
  the matter with you? Keep it rigid.
• 1:26:11
  Jesus Christ. Anyway, that was a video, just
• 1:26:14
  to be clear.