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- 0:00I felt the drops of acrid rain against the rusted
- 0:05exterior of the makeshift sanctuary I had carved
- 0:08from the bowels of this decrepit place, falling
- 0:11like vague broken promises. I couldn't help but
- 0:17trace the sound back to the steadier ocean of
- 0:21myself, my failings as a friend, as a colleague,
- 0:27and... Ink, are you okay? Neon's hands settled
- 0:32upon my shoulder. Her touch was gentle and surprisingly
- 0:36warm. Artificial, yes, but seeming so much more
- 0:42human than whatever was behind my own skin. I
- 0:47am fine, I replied. Her fingers caught slowly
- 0:52back into her palm as she withdrew. Lately, she
- 0:56had grown far bolder with touch, seeking out
- 1:00excuses to reach across the desk. to steady a
- 1:03hand or brush a sleeve at every chance she got,
- 1:06or was I just simply looking too much into it?
- 1:11Early on I had taken note of the draw and drag
- 1:14of this place, the ceaseless ebb and flow, the
- 1:18brutal dichotomy of coral city and the trenches.
- 1:22Now effortlessly the rot could seep into a man,
- 1:27yet neon, innocently enough, still believed in
- 1:32the goodness In the goodness that might be salvaged.
- 1:37In the fun that could still be found deep within
- 1:41its cracks. How I wished my eyes could catch
- 1:45even the faintest glimpse of the hope she saw.
- 1:49Oh, how I would revel in its color, its splendor.
- 1:53My monitor began to flicker and warp. The signal
- 1:57stuttering just as I'd barely started to unravel
- 1:59the latest reporting. What's that? Neon asked,
- 2:05stepping into my shadow with an anxious flutter
- 2:08and a static. Could be nothing, I murmured, but
- 2:13to lie would be reckless. Especially to myself.
- 2:17Stay here, let me investigate. My words fell
- 2:23on Neon's impatient frightened ears like shadows
- 2:26thrown across a cracked mirror. Wait, please!
- 2:30Her soft buzzing hands clamped down around my
- 2:33wrists. I didn't fight the kinetic grip of her
- 2:37nanites. I simply stopped and turned to face
- 2:41her. Copy everything. My voice low and stripped
- 2:45of panic. Doesn't matter the order. If I don't
- 2:49come back, delete the petition and leave. Run.
- 2:54I wanted to console her in some small way. Maybe
- 2:58a hand on her shoulder, a palm against her cheek.
- 3:01But instead I forced a sharp scar against her
- 3:05hesitation. Now, neon. I tore my arm from hers
- 3:09and dragged open the heavy hideout door. My hunters
- 3:14had finally come for me. The ping rattling through
- 3:18my audio senses was a customary execution order.
- 3:23Come out or we will burn Foundation. There was
- 3:27only one person who knew me well enough not to
- 3:31fear me, yet remained foolish enough to believe
- 3:35he could take me alive. A heavy quiet gripped
- 3:38the perimeter. Hello, old friend. into the harsh
- 4:09yellow pool of an auxiliary generator. Vance,
- 4:14I spat. Foolish, as always. My words tore through
- 4:18a thin veil of an old operational history, a
- 4:22camaraderie that had never been more than a convenient
- 4:26mask for corporate sycophants. Ink, was it now?
- 4:32I must ask, did I ever actually know your true
- 4:37name? Vance's combat ringed hiss as his hydraulic
- 4:42joints took up the slack. He pulled a deep, final
- 4:46lungful of smoke before tossing the butt to the
- 4:49wet ground and grinding it out beneath his heel.
- 4:54Why have you come? I asked, keeping my center
- 4:58low. Your brief was likely to capture me, but
- 5:03you brought such dull blades and roots. Behind
- 5:07him, the shadows stirred with hostility. But
- 5:10Vance raised a single open hand, snapping their
- 5:14bickering mouths shut like leashed kennel hounds.
- 5:19If your mother never teaches you, Link, you're
- 5:22far more likely to get cut on a dull blade. Enough
- 5:27memetics. We both know how this ends for you.
- 5:30My index finger tapped a rhythmic count against
- 5:33my thumb, sinking to the feet of the hideout's
- 5:37final dying sensor line. verifying Neon's compliance
- 5:42in the terminal deck. No wonder. Do you even
- 5:45know the fate of your family? Vance's words spewed
- 5:49like venom from a sack. I am aware. Such cruel
- 5:55words do not do you any dignity. You are but
- 5:59the child desperate to carve your path through
- 6:02the shadow of your better. Vance took a single
- 6:06step forward, ensuring I could see him in his
- 6:09full transformed state. It matters not what I
- 6:13achieve, who I silence, whom I kill. That the
- 6:17UCPA would take you back in a heartbeat is a
- 6:21sting like no other. But I fear for your family.
- 6:26What is even left of them to save? A silent message
- 6:29thrown to my companion went thankfully unheard.
- 6:35Parents chose euthanization. Your brothers exiled
- 6:39here to the trenches? I wonder if you even recognize
- 6:43them now. And your dear, sweet sisters. Three,
- 6:49was it? Oh, well, I hear the Wildcat Mining Company
- 6:55is just so delighted to take them off our hands.
- 6:59The words run like a bell down a lonely mineshaft.
- 7:04Long have I carved the feelings of anger and
- 7:07regret from those walls. Time had repined my
- 7:11emotions more than any old friend's hate -filled
- 7:14words. I'm done, Link. Her voice whispered directly
- 7:21across my comms, a clean pin popping loose from
- 7:24a live grenade. Now, Vance barked. I dropped
- 7:29behind, the fight still generated a housing,
- 7:32just as a deafening wall of shrapnel spewed through
- 7:35the concrete and corrugated paneling above me.
- 7:38Like fire hammered the alley. gouging trenches
- 7:41into the pavement. Blindly, I raised my sidearm
- 7:44and squeezed three rapid rounds around the bulkhead.
- 7:48Come on, you're better than that. Vance bellowed
- 7:50over the roaring of shredding lead. I didn't
- 7:54answer. A command prompt flooded my retinal display
- 7:57and I fired off an archaic execution string.
- 8:01Overhead, the white deployment canisters ruptured
- 8:04with a concussive blast, dumping a blinding wall
- 8:07of smoke and president's char. but the smoke
- 8:11was just a distraction. Deep beneath Vance's
- 8:14boots, the hydraulic seals in the lower containment
- 8:16grates released with a deafening metallic screech.
- 8:21The swarm of gremlins had been skimming off for
- 8:23months. Starved, feral, and maddened by the sudden
- 8:27sense of eight high -voltage combat chassis surged
- 8:31out the sewer pipes. In an instant, Vance's ordered
- 8:35firing line dissolved into screams. Wild, blind
- 8:39firing into the fog, and a wet, tearing crunch
- 8:42of feral husks ripping through powered armor.
- 8:47I turned and bolted back inside the cabin, slamming
- 8:50the reinforced door shut. What? What happened?
- 8:53Neons swirled around me, violet static pulsing
- 8:58erratically across their form. They're occupied,
- 9:01but not for long. I didn't hesitate. I reached
- 9:03across the terminal and flipped the red protective
- 9:06cover off. primary breaker console. I drove my
- 9:09thumb down the thermal overload switch. The console
- 9:13screens flared white as hot as the system began
- 9:16a silent countdown. I grabbed my pre -packed
- 9:19supplier duffel, rattling heavy with a dozen
- 9:21fresh battery cells for my glowing companion,
- 9:25then kicked the rear egress panel open. The false
- 9:28metal backing fell away with a hollow clang.
- 9:32Take my hand, I ordered. Neon's fingers interlocked
- 9:36around mine. We threw ourselves out into the
- 9:38rear drainage alley, smashing through torn sheets
- 9:42of industrial utility plastic. Behind us, through
- 9:46a storm, the screams of Ansa Squad grew louder.
- 9:50Think what is that? Gremlins, keep moving. We
- 9:52don't have time. Neon's blinding hard light radiance
- 9:55drew one of the stragglers up from the unsealed
- 9:58storm drain ahead of us. It lunged, neural cables
- 10:02whipping wildly from its cracked chassis. I hauled
- 10:05her sideways of everything I had. The sheer momentum
- 10:09tore her hard, light arm clean off at the elbow,
- 10:12lingering in my grip like cold liquid static
- 10:14before snapping back into her frame. Up ahead,
- 10:19a circular maintenance intake blocked our path.
- 10:22I threw the lock lever and hauled the latch open.
- 10:25Down, neon, go. She surrendered, her solid form
- 10:29flowing down the dark throat of the pipe like
- 10:32a beam of water. The charging gremlin snapped
- 10:35at my collar, chlorine scraping against my augmentations.
- 10:38I drove the palm of my hand into its cranial
- 10:41casing, jamming its logic array and tripping
- 10:45its pins into a diagnostic restart loop. It froze
- 10:48mid -bite and would bias the final seconds we
- 10:51needed. I dropped into the pipe, hauling the
- 10:55heavy circular hatch shut behind me. Just as
- 10:58the latch locked, time had expired. Through feet
- 11:02of solid concrete and steel pipes, a deep incusive
- 11:06whomp rattled the entire drainage network. Power
- 11:11core detonated in a white -hot electric inferno,
- 11:15scouring the sanctuary, the terminal, and whatever
- 11:18was left in that alley into absolute slag. The
- 11:22shockwave sent me skinning down the slick curvature
- 11:25of the industrial duct. Halfway down, I collided
- 11:28directly into neon. We had waited in the dark
- 11:31chute to ensure I had made it. A buzzing form
- 11:35braced against mine, and together we tumbled,
- 11:38clattered and scraped through the roaring throat
- 11:41of the drainage system, until finally the dark
- 11:45gave way to a cold, pale light at the end. The
- 11:49smell of freshly seasoned proteins filled the
- 11:52air, as dark oil bubbled from a busy kitchen,
- 11:57the clattering of my feet. Having hit a bakery
- 12:00stack went unnoticed as I rushed to slam close
- 12:04the pipe. Wow, what is this place? Neon's eyes
- 12:07and body wandered. It quickly occurred to me
- 12:10that she hadn't been outside. I hadn't seen the
- 12:14world. But more troubling, the world hadn't seen
- 12:18her. Need to adjust a hard line. Right now, I
- 12:22ordered. Stripping my jacket from my shoulders,
- 12:25Neon's body began to solidify. The once -loose
- 12:27pinks and blue coalesced into stronger, darker
- 12:30colors. I wrapped my jacket around her and buttoned
- 12:35up the midsection. Just keep your head down.
- 12:38You shouldn't stand out. I hesitated, but then
- 12:41I moved to the corridor's end. My steps were
- 12:44interrupted by a large, imposing woman with cybernetic
- 12:48joints slick with oil, and a surprised smile
- 12:51rose on her face. Dean! What a surprise! Why
- 12:59you sco - The woman stopped, looking over my
- 13:02shoulder at the anxious neon clutching her coat.
- 13:07Who's the dame? Are you two? Are you two in trouble?
- 13:12A smile turned into a hard expression of worry
- 13:14as she opened the office door beside us. Margaret,
- 13:20I am sorry to impose on you like this. I answered
- 13:24her question. As I walked with neon into the
- 13:26room, neon smiled as she waved. So, are you guys
- 13:33drunk, or sleeping off a high? Why are you doing
- 13:36it in my pipes?" Margaret approached her long
- 13:39silver bench. Various recipes hung from the walls,
- 13:44with ingredients of enigmatic origins laid there.
- 13:48Neither, but if anyone asks, then yes, I replied.
- 13:53Her unease not at all placated as she shuffled
- 13:57in her chair. Who is she? I realized now that
- 14:02Margaret's attention was on nothing but Neon,
- 14:05the faint glow with her body radiating from beneath
- 14:07the jacket and onto the walls as she examined
- 14:10their contents. Neon, she's a friend, I answered.
- 14:18Well, I'm Ink's friend. Neon turned with a grateful
- 14:22expression. Ink? Margaret sighed, taking a bottle
- 14:26from her desk and loading three glasses. My name's
- 14:31not Dean. You know that Margaret Yeah, but it's
- 14:36a comfortable line Thinks even less of a name.
- 14:39She smiled, but I placed my hand over the offered
- 14:43glass We can't stay. It's dangerous. Oh, I suppose
- 14:49this means I'll need to get another to look for
- 14:51the sensations for me then Margaret let out a
- 14:54long breath as she rolled her fingers through
- 14:57her hair. I'm sorry. I watched as Margaret nodded
- 15:02chugging back mouthfuls of the liquor as she
- 15:04rummaged down the back of her desk. It's alright,
- 15:08team. I was saving this for when you finally
- 15:12came around on that hash brown software, but
- 15:16I guess your birthday came early. Margaret slid
- 15:19towards me a small metallic box, beckoning me
- 15:22to open it. The neon walked over, ears pricked
- 15:26at the word birthday, and the thought of a mysterious
- 15:30box. I opened the box slowly with Neon beside
- 15:34me to reveal a vehicle key alongside a cache
- 15:39of Ace and five battery cells. Hey, I know those
- 15:42things. Neon said happily, her hand taking one
- 15:46of the batteries and quickly nanites from somewhere
- 15:49within her absorbed the entire construct. Huh,
- 15:55well, you sure know how to pick them. Margaret
- 15:58smiled, her finger wagging in the air. as she
- 16:01disappeared through a curtain out back neon you've
- 16:06got to be more more clandestine about your nature
- 16:10i closed the box and tucked it into the satchel
- 16:13at my side i'm sorry i thought she was a friend
- 16:18or two i was foolish to bring neon along not
- 16:22foolish to save her but to have not prepared
- 16:26her for this moment as well as i should have
- 16:29thanks margaret i really do appreciate it My
- 16:32words that reached her at the back were soon
- 16:34followed by a welcome and the rattling of the
- 16:38beaded curtain as she returned. Here, in clothes
- 16:43that will make your friend look a little less,
- 16:46a little less like a stripper. Margaret revealed
- 16:49clothes that were far too small to be her own,
- 16:53but were very neatly packed, seam pressed and
- 16:57cared for. Where? Why? I asked. Concerned, welting
- 17:04in my mind about her kindness. I might surprise
- 17:09you I had a daughter once until this dreadful
- 17:12city took her from me. Margaret went through
- 17:16the clothes with a gleefully happy neon. I'm
- 17:19sorry. I'm sorry. I never do. Of course not.
- 17:23I never told you. But I think she would approve.
- 17:29You'd best take care of him. Margaret helped
- 17:31neon undo the jacket and toss it my way. I kept
- 17:35my anxieties to myself. I watched as Neon happily
- 17:39interchanged clothes with Margaret, learning
- 17:41how to fold them and pack them back into the
- 17:44sleeves, and how she learned colour palettes.
- 17:51It was surprising not only to watch Neon interact
- 17:54with someone human, but to see Margaret as someone
- 17:59so new. I had thought myself a master of disguise,
- 18:06but not once. Did I think such a secret hid behind
- 18:10her? So what do you think? Neon asked, standing
- 18:16before me, breaking my concentration in that
- 18:19dark set of clothes, long boots, and thick stockings
- 18:23that hid most her legs. Practical, I nodded,
- 18:27but from behind Neon's quiet sigh, I seen a Margaret
- 18:31rolling her hands. You look great. Beautiful.
- 18:37The neon's face lit up shyly, hiding under the
- 18:41collar of the cut half jacket. Alright, the vehicle
- 18:45was at the service entrance. It's marked for
- 18:49all zones but the industrial area. It should
- 18:52get you someplace safe. With one final, excruciatingly
- 18:56tight hug, Margaret reluctantly let us go. I'd
- 19:01moved around a lot in my time, both before and
- 19:05after the UCPA. But leaving behind Margaret in
- 19:09that dingy cafe was by far the hardest. I owed
- 19:13that feeling to Neon. Watching her interact and
- 19:17enjoy such trivial matters, I worked something
- 19:20in me. Something I was afraid of. Something I
- 19:25wish had stayed buried. Not one customer or worker
- 19:28gave Neon and I a second look. To them, we were
- 19:32just another set of drifters. Neon understood
- 19:36quickly to keep her eyes forward. but it came
- 19:39at the cost of her arm wrapped around mine, a
- 19:43trade I had to take to ensure we got out of there.
- 19:46The atmosphere opened to us as the door slung
- 19:49open. The sounds of foundries bursting in the
- 19:53distance were smothered in that of the rolling
- 19:56sounds of transit lines going back and forth.
- 20:00Other cars and vehicles drove along the streets
- 20:02in front of us, speeds that proved to me that
- 20:06there was no immediate danger, no lockdown in
- 20:09place. Whatever powers that had allowed Vance
- 20:12to track me down, held none over the residents
- 20:16of Coral City. I didn't realize there was so
- 20:20much space. Neon held me tighter as she nervously
- 20:24tracked lightbeds that moved along the upper
- 20:26railings. I'll get you someplace safe, and you
- 20:30won't have to seek it all again. I said, hoping
- 20:33to comfort her, but my words seemed to cause
- 20:37her grip to loosen. i would like to see it she
- 20:42replied as i began to match the vehicle's keys
- 20:45with its id look it's not safe out here i replied
- 20:50as i found the matching vehicle it was a type
- 20:535 pickup van nothing special but held enough
- 20:56space for us both with change it also came with
- 21:00the additional benefit of archaic software meaning
- 21:04it was nil trackable i know you're lying neon
- 21:08stopped between myself and the door of the car
- 21:11What? I know you're looking for your family,
- 21:14and that you hate yourself for it, and that you're
- 21:17hiding just like me. Neon innocently traced her
- 21:21finger over the dust of the van's door. You don't
- 21:24know what you're talking about. I gently placed
- 21:27my hand on Neon's hip and moved her aside, unlocking
- 21:30the van door. Come on, get in. I wanted to say
- 21:35it in a way that was gentle, but I had marked
- 21:39it like an order. I feel like every time you
- 21:42talk to me you lie. I don't know who you are.
- 21:45You don't talk to me about things and I just
- 21:49don't know if I can do it anymore. Neon didn't
- 21:51budge. Instead she clutched a bag of clothes
- 21:55to her chest. There's a difference, Neon, between
- 22:00a liar and being dishonest. Any lie I have told
- 22:04is to protect people. When you're up against
- 22:08a corporation that weaponizes the truth. It's
- 22:11all I have. I'm grateful you saved me, but...
- 22:14I don't know you. You never tell me these things.
- 22:19You just... I do everything you ask, and still,
- 22:23we've got nowhere. Neon took a step back, her
- 22:26eyes just connected from mine. Neon? If you wanna
- 22:30go your own way, that's fine. But not like this.
- 22:35It's too dangerous. I just wish you would have
- 22:39talked to me more. Like... like a person not
- 22:43like this thing neon turned and for the first
- 22:48time since i met her i seen her back wait i raised
- 22:52my hand and pulled myself from the car yes neon
- 22:56asked her eyes looked everywhere but at me aside
- 23:01taking in a deep long breath stop kidding yourself
- 23:07what you're not a person wearing the clothes
- 23:11of a dead girl doesn't give you the same rights.
- 23:15I watched as her shoulders dropped, her face
- 23:18twisted. What are you saying? I'm telling you
- 23:23the truth. If you leave now, I'll give you the
- 23:27cells I have, but you won't last long. Do you
- 23:30know how much power you consume? I captured the
- 23:34gremlins to charge the batteries. Rare as they
- 23:37are, I risked everything to ensure you could
- 23:40be maintained. No, you're lying. You needed it
- 23:46for the setup, the station. Neon staggered backwards.
- 23:50I could charge everything I own, including myself
- 23:54on just one cellar gear. You go through one a
- 23:58week, and that's at your lowest capacity. Maybe
- 24:03in a few weeks, you'll fade away into nothing.
- 24:07So if you want to live like a regular person,
- 24:12then you'll have about a week. But in that time...
- 24:16Well, a woman like Margaret lost her daughter.
- 24:21You don't stand a chance. Why are you saying
- 24:24it like that? Why do you have to be so cruel?
- 24:27I watched my sisters get dragged away. I have
- 24:32to sleep listening to their screams in my head.
- 24:35I have to hear the voices of my parents gargle
- 24:38and die as a malefico code flooded their veins.
- 24:43I go every day. wondering if I just killed one
- 24:47of my own brothers. I approached Neon with my
- 24:51hands grabbing her shoulders. She pushed back
- 24:54but I held on, gently covering my forehead to
- 24:57hers. All because I told them the truth. I thought
- 25:03I was doing the right thing, but had I been cruel,
- 25:08had I lied, they might still be alive, and I
- 25:14will not lose you too. Neon. I pulled her in
- 25:19close. My arms wrapped around her back, holding
- 25:21her tightly. Neon didn't fight back. Her arms
- 25:26wrapped around me, squeezing. I leaned to her
- 25:30side and whispered my real name. I know. Boring,
- 25:38right? Yeah, kind of on her down. Neon smiled.
- 25:44We sat down in the van, Neon opposite me, enjoying
- 25:48the last few minutes we had with this... Small
- 25:51but familiar landscape the vans engine rubble
- 25:55as neon lean against a window We merged with
- 25:59the swarm vehicles You didn't mean it right when
- 26:05you said I wasn't a human her eyes drifted into
- 26:10the distance Talking each and every car that
- 26:13moved past us. I said you weren't a person neon
- 26:19I never once doubted your humanity My words reached
- 26:23Neil as she faded off into sleep. Absorbing that
- 26:26cell must have taken it out of her and remain
- 26:30in a hard light mode couldn't have helped. Good
- 26:37night and good luck.