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Ep. 10. Interview with the incredible. Elsa Janey. Multi-Dimensional Animal Communicator, Nature Witch, · The Liminal Lounge Mediums

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_00: Hello, hello, Soul to Earth podcast listeners.
• 0:07
  SPEAKER_00: You guys are in for the most amazing treat today.
• 0:12
  SPEAKER_00: I have as a guest the incredible Elsa Jamie.
• 0:17
  SPEAKER_00: She is what we like to refer to as an animal and nature witch, an incredible quantum intuitive healer.
• 0:27
  SPEAKER_00: And she is going to break down for you all the magic that she does so that you can be introduced to her incredible world and how she works in tandem with her coven, which is her group of animals.
• 0:43
  SPEAKER_00: And I have been so drawn to this incredible spirit.
• 0:46
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm excited that you're here.
• 0:49
  SPEAKER_00: And I just want to welcome you to the podcast.
• 0:51
  SPEAKER_00: Elsa, thank you so much for agreeing to meet with me and be here.
• 0:57
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, Carrie, thank you so much.
• 0:59
  SPEAKER_01: I was so excited when you reached out because we've been in each other's fields, you know, for over a year.
• 1:04
  SPEAKER_01: You know, we've been on orbit and stuff.
• 1:07
  SPEAKER_01: And it's uh so funny.
• 1:08
  SPEAKER_01: One of my favorite memes that I've ever seen about podcasts is like like um it's like this billboard of like these girls like chatting and like laughing, and then like and then somebody like standing next to it, like laughing along with them.
• 1:20
  SPEAKER_01: And they're like, like, like what I envision a podcast to be, you know, kind of like how it's but what I love about us coming together today is it kind of actually creates more of like a whole scope because your viewers are getting to know me, but we're actually getting to know each other, you know, for the first time, um, you know, actually speaking, you know, not just seeing each other's orbit and energy, you know, through social media, but just actually getting to speak.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm so I think that just adds another level of like rooted, you know, grounding where it's like, wow, this is like an actual first introduction, isn't that?
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_00: It is.
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_00: And I that's why I was like, when we first connected, I was like, okay, I don't want to say too much for the when we first started talking, because I want everyone to experience the energy and feel into your energy.
• 2:02
  SPEAKER_00: So okay, there's so much I want to unpack with you.
• 2:05
  SPEAKER_00: You're just so multidimensional and multifaceted.
• 2:08
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm gonna do this in the most linear mystical way I know how to do, and that is on a timeline of this lifetime.
• 2:19
  SPEAKER_00: So anyway, um, because I really want to like I'm so excited.
• 2:22
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like I'm fangirling you a little too much, and so I have to like breathe and get grounded, which is a great, which is so exciting, which obviously means I need to connect with your work.
• 2:31
  SPEAKER_00: So, okay, let's start in the in the beginning, if you don't mind, because you're you have so much to offer.
• 2:37
  SPEAKER_00: And so talk to me about the beginning of your life, your first, say, 10 years in your journey of being, you know, a kid and then opening up to if you know what the world around you.
• 2:50
  SPEAKER_00: Tell me about that.
• 2:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, so I was born in the city of Butte, Montana, which if you Google it, it is like one of the, if not the most haunted city in America.
• 3:03
  SPEAKER_01: I never knew that.
• 3:04
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh, I'm gonna, I'm booking my flight.
• 3:07
  SPEAKER_01: So you have to come visit sometime.
• 3:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it is an incredibly rich historical community.
• 3:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, back in old mining days, um, you know, we're kind of uh back, you know, in the uh turn of the century, we were kind of referred to as um the the New York of the West, and it's just got this really rich, beautiful history.
• 3:27
  SPEAKER_01: But even naturally, so we are a mile deep.
• 3:30
  SPEAKER_01: Our mining, you know, goes down a mile, but we're also a mile high.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_01: We are right on the Rocky Mountains on the Continental Divide, and so our elevation is a mile high, but we also go a mile deep, which it's so funny, you know, just being where I'm at now and looking back, you know, oh, of course I was born here.
• 3:45
  SPEAKER_01: You know, there's this huge nature connection.
• 3:47
  SPEAKER_01: There's this huge, it's a very large portal for you know, any of your listeners who do, you know, nature portals, you know, earth portals, things like that.
• 3:54
  SPEAKER_01: This is a huge one.
• 3:56
  SPEAKER_01: There's a lot of energy here and really rich elemental magic.
• 3:59
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but I was born here and I hated it.
• 4:02
  SPEAKER_01: I hated being from this town.
• 4:04
  SPEAKER_01: And that, you know, goes more into you know my um early or my later adolescent life and stuff.
• 4:09
  SPEAKER_01: But one through 10 was you know pretty magical.
• 4:12
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I have two other sisters, I'm the middle of three, and it's funny because we're an heir, a water, and a fire sign uh for our sun sign, which is really fun.
• 4:20
  SPEAKER_01: Um and you know, I'm being the middle child, I was very much that classic people pleasing, making sure everybody was happy ahead of me because I had an air older sister and a fire younger sister.
• 4:31
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I was water, just wanting to smooth everything out, make sure everybody got along.
• 4:36
  SPEAKER_01: We're also three years apart.
• 4:37
  SPEAKER_01: Like there's so we're this beautiful.
• 4:39
  SPEAKER_01: There's so much symmetry in there.
• 4:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 4:41
  SPEAKER_01: So much fun.
• 4:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but you know, we three girls, we grew up in town without any animals.
• 4:46
  SPEAKER_01: I did not grow up with dogs or cats or any of the animals that I begged my parents daily for.
• 4:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um, when I was a little kid for Christmas, I asked for a giraffe for Christmas and I got a stuffed animal giraffe.
• 4:56
  SPEAKER_01: And I still like am pissed about it.
• 4:58
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, are you kidding me?
• 5:00
  SPEAKER_01: Like I didn't get a real giraffe.
• 5:03
  SPEAKER_01: Like, you have to be joking.
• 5:04
  SPEAKER_01: And my mom, I mean, for months was like, a giraffe wouldn't live in Montana.
• 5:09
  SPEAKER_01: It's not good weather for it, like it wouldn't be healthy or safe.
• 5:12
  SPEAKER_01: And I just I didn't, I wouldn't listen.
• 5:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but my sisters and I had beanie babies.
• 5:18
  SPEAKER_01: We had tons of beanie babies, and my older sister is incredibly creative, and she would write plays for them that we would then act out.
• 5:26
  SPEAKER_01: And so I always give credit to my sisters and my beanie baby excursions uh when we were little because it made me it or it didn't make it, it it instilled the belief in me the animals could talk.
• 5:40
  SPEAKER_01: It was never a thing that they couldn't speak.
• 5:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I was incredibly intuitive as a child, um, very claire cognizant, um, incredibly claircognizant, just knowing these things.
• 5:52
  SPEAKER_01: And um, you know, my mom did um uh a lot of anatomy and physiology work when she was in college, and I was a little child flipping through her anatomy and physiology books and being like, oh, I get this, and just looking at, you know, the structure of the muscles, the layout of the, you know, uh integumentary system and our skeletal systems, and being like, I get it.
• 6:10
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I just I knew these things, I knew it very well.
• 6:13
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then was a physically active child.
• 6:15
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I was that kid that crawled up the walls that would just run laps around the house, tons of energy to burn.
• 6:20
  SPEAKER_01: And my mom was incredibly supportive of that, which was lovely.
• 6:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um, we were raised Lutheran though, and I never got it.
• 6:28
  SPEAKER_01: Never under, I never understood what what the hype was.
• 6:33
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember, I think my older sister at one point asked, and so that kind of just became the thing, you know, like what's the difference, you know, between Lutheran and Catholics?
• 6:41
  SPEAKER_01: My dad's side is a very Irish Catholic family.
• 6:44
  SPEAKER_01: And my mom said, you know, Lutherans are like the hipsters of Catholicism, you know, they kind of are, you know, a little more welcoming and open to everybody and stuff.
• 6:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, okay, I get that, but you know, I still, I just I didn't, I couldn't sit still in a church.
• 6:58
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't want to do the things, I didn't want to put my clothes on, um, you know, to go to church or just to be either naked, um, or you know, running around in dirty clothes with my hair down, running around wild.
• 7:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but my mom was very supportive of that to a point.
• 7:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and what I love about my mother, she and I have an incredibly special bond and connection, is um she, you know, definitely raised my sisters and I the way that she wasn't.
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_01: You know, she did a really great job of not following that ancestral uh wounding and keeping up with, oh, just because I was raised that way, it means I have to do it that way, even if I didn't like it.
• 7:36
  SPEAKER_01: She didn't like necessarily that she wasn't raised in the most emotionally outspoken family.
• 7:41
  SPEAKER_01: And so she gave my sisters and I a place to play and be girls and you know, even though we were all tomboys, um, but just to see our emotions.
• 7:49
  SPEAKER_01: She said, if you have something to share, you share it.
• 7:51
  SPEAKER_01: So we were very an emotionally outspoken family, but we didn't argue, we didn't fight, you know, but we also didn't do it a lot, like we weren't angry kids.
• 8:01
  SPEAKER_01: We didn't hardly fight, you know, we did get along really well, but also it was never because we didn't do it, it was never shown to us in a healthy way.
• 8:08
  SPEAKER_01: And so it was like, oh, well, I'll just anytime I feel angry, I'll just bottle it up.
• 8:13
  SPEAKER_01: That's okay.
• 8:15
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, mom, you know, knowing what she knew, my dad was there.
• 8:18
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, they're still married, but he didn't do a whole lot with us as kids.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_01: He worked and stuff and worked very hard, um, you know, to give us everything we needed.
• 8:26
  SPEAKER_01: And uh, but she saw just how athletic I was.
• 8:31
  SPEAKER_01: She saw how smart I was in knowing everything about the body, but not taking it a step farther and going, oh, she gets it.
• 8:40
  SPEAKER_01: Maybe there's more to it than just what I can see.
• 8:43
  SPEAKER_01: Which nothing wrong with that.
• 8:44
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, she's my mom.
• 8:45
  SPEAKER_01: She, you know, I didn't know she did a wonderful job um raising us and stuff.
• 8:51
  SPEAKER_01: But it's funny though, because uh my very first memory I ever have as I was two years old.
• 8:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, uh, and my mom came home from the hospital crying.
• 8:59
  SPEAKER_01: She was pregnant with my younger sister, and I remember walking up to my mom, and like I can like still see it just so clear as day.
• 9:06
  SPEAKER_01: Me taking my little tiny Elsa hand and like stroking her face and going, Don't be sad.
• 9:12
  SPEAKER_01: Wow.
• 9:13
  SPEAKER_01: And just don't be sad.
• 9:14
  SPEAKER_01: And it's uh, you know, it's like okay, cool.
• 9:17
  SPEAKER_01: And so, like, you know, I break it down and it's like, okay, touch compassion, empathy.
• 9:23
  SPEAKER_01: However, though, I have learned uh through speaking with an old business coach of mine who studied a lot in childhood psychology and like inner child programming, is it's not good for children that young to see their parents crying.
• 9:34
  SPEAKER_01: Right, right.
• 9:35
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_01: And so I definitely see where that has, you know, um inhibited or hindered and suppressed parts of my intuitive gifts growing up.
• 9:45
  SPEAKER_01: But, you know, again, looking back, it's like, wow, you know, that still, you know, was a catalyst for me that now I get to love and grow upon.
• 9:53
  SPEAKER_01: It really helped to solidify what used to be my mother's and my emeshment, but now is our strength and our interdependence with one another.
• 10:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um, that's about one through 10.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_00: That's what I love that.
• 10:03
  SPEAKER_00: Well, also, I feel like you're talking about that primary gift of that clear with the clear cognizance and that knowing that she was going to be okay from a higher perspective, even at your very young age, which is very impressive.
• 10:16
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, um, the embodiment of that.
• 10:19
  SPEAKER_00: Because to me, when I feel you into your when I'm looking in your space, it's like the embodiment is so important, like this is essential for you.
• 10:26
  SPEAKER_00: So then take me up to like teen.
• 10:28
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so first up, this is just a personal thing, but I at the Irish dancing part, just as a side note, my daughter, who is 18, was an Irish dancer, and so I know how competitive that sport is.
• 10:42
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody thinks it's just like oh, dancing in a bar.
• 10:46
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, you guys have no idea.
• 10:48
  SPEAKER_00: This is like at this is Olympic athlete level training and discipline and and precision.
• 10:54
  SPEAKER_00: So, and and I do want to then from then branch into like some of the things you felt as a teen, and then you know, not feeling like yourself.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_00: I do want to hear about that too.
• 11:04
  SPEAKER_00: So, but tell me a little bit about the Irish and then because I know I could see when I saw you dancing on an on a TikTok review, I go, holy shit, that girl knows how to ri do a jig like nobody.
• 11:15
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I mean a real jig.
• 11:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, with perfect form.
• 11:19
  SPEAKER_00: Anyway, I digress.
• 11:21
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I love that your daughter was a dancer too.
• 11:24
  SPEAKER_01: Anytime I connect with it's it's like this special bond that we all have.
• 11:27
  SPEAKER_01: It's like, oh my god, you're an Irish dancer, like and like everyone just like like like we like uh the whole world fades away except for whoever's there to talk about it.
• 11:35
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 11:35
  SPEAKER_00: It's so it's of that little subculture.
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_00: I know it.
• 11:39
  SPEAKER_01: And I I mean, yeah, so I loved that part of my life.
• 11:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um you know, growing up, I Irish danced for 13 years, from what was it, six years old to you know, in half uh 18 and a half or so.
• 11:52
  SPEAKER_01: I Irish danced.
• 11:53
  SPEAKER_01: And um, we did it, we didn't do a a lot of competitions here in Butte, you know, but uh Butte is an incredible, it's also statistically the most Irish city in America.
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um my gosh.
• 12:01
  SPEAKER_01: It beats out Boston and Chicago.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_01: So you gotta try to see.
• 12:05
  SPEAKER_00: I would have never known that.
• 12:06
  SPEAKER_01: I have the idea.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh.
• 12:12
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I'll email you dates.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, please do, and I'll link it on with all the other portal activations and healing work with you.
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_00: So I'll put that in the retreat.
• 12:24
  SPEAKER_01: Here it comes.
• 12:25
  SPEAKER_01: Let's make it happen.
• 12:27
  SPEAKER_01: I love it.
• 12:27
  SPEAKER_01: Um yeah, so grew up Irish dancing, and just um my mom got me into it one because I loved dancing.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_01: I loved, you know, like you know, just crazy athletic kid.
• 12:37
  SPEAKER_01: My mom said, you know, like the moment I was born, I was dense.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_01: And so just this really dense body at these, you know, long limbs, already like pretty muscular, um, you know, came out just ready to run.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_01: And I was apparently an incredibly unhappy baby until I could crawl, pretty unhappy until I could walk.
• 12:55
  SPEAKER_01: And then I didn't choose like I hardly saw you smile until you could run.
• 12:59
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I just wasn't a happy kid until I could move.
• 13:02
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but yeah, started dancing, and that was such a place for me to express myself um and just to feel that energetic connection that I didn't feel with the other sports that I did.
• 13:16
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I ran uh track, volleyball, and swimming, you know, big three sport varsity um, you know, athlete growing up, but it was really, I attribute dance to my coordination, to my body connection, you know, can my kinesthetic bodily awareness was so enhanced by being an Irish dancer, um, you know, growing up and learning all of that and just the the the muscle, you know, movement, the fast twitch muscle fibers, the the um you know endurance that you have to build up.
• 13:45
  SPEAKER_01: Uh and then learning to perform.
• 13:47
  SPEAKER_01: I I love performing.
• 13:49
  SPEAKER_01: I public speaking is one of my favorite things to do, and I definitely attribute that to growing up, being on stage from a very young age, um, and stuff.
• 13:57
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember, you know, when I got my first solo dress and just being like, oh my God, like, you know, like and just how unique that was.
• 14:04
  SPEAKER_01: Because that was the first time.
• 14:05
  SPEAKER_01: Wow, I've never, this is a big breakthrough.
• 14:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, here we go.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_01: Bring it into the press.
• 14:11
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah, we just talk about it.
• 14:13
  SPEAKER_01: But you know, when I got my solo dress, I think I was 16, 16 maybe.
• 14:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I think that was like the first time where I was like, wow, this is mine.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_01: And I did, I paid for it myself, I remember.
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_01: It was expensive.
• 14:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I think I'd worked really hard and um, you know, done a bunch of stuff around the house that summer to raise money for it.
• 14:31
  SPEAKER_01: And it was one, the first thing I'd ever owned that was mine, that meant something to me, really meant something to me.
• 14:38
  SPEAKER_01: And it was the first thing that showed that showed not just me and like the little voice in my head saying, Hey, you're different.
• 14:45
  SPEAKER_01: It showed everybody else.
• 14:47
  SPEAKER_01: You know, that's what I love about solo dresses, is no two dresses are exactly alike.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_01: And oh my goodness, that's like the biggest breakthrough.
• 14:54
  SPEAKER_01: I need a journal about this more.
• 14:55
  SPEAKER_01: There, you should.
• 14:56
  SPEAKER_00: That is, yeah.
• 14:57
  SPEAKER_00: And then also uh owning that identity of that, that too, that there's something about that.
• 15:02
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, that I can totally see that.
• 15:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's like a signature, it's like your signature.
• 15:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's just this you go up on stage and you're not dressed the same, you know, you you everybody looks different.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_01: And it's and I love that because I definitely, you know, growing up and you being the weird one, the one that just wanted to be outside all the time, playing, um, and you know, talking, you know, hugging trees, talking to birds, you know, very, very in my own fantasy world.
• 15:30
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I was from my whole whole life, and I never I never lost that part of me.
• 15:35
  SPEAKER_01: I just didn't always share it a lot that you know to me, to me, Disney was real, to me, fantasy was real, you know, and you know, I would have these internal conflicts with myself of um, you know, and it wasn't even a conflict, it was an internal conflict against the world of how can you say that's fantasy?
• 15:52
  SPEAKER_01: If someone's created it, obviously it exists.
• 15:55
  SPEAKER_00: And it's the same thing that you had that kind of um, I would say tenacity about your experience in reality and ownership of like beyond the third dimension.
• 16:06
  SPEAKER_00: And like, and then you didn't like really cut it off because that is there's I feel like for most of us who have incarnated around this time, there's a time when we've split, you know, from being able to see, feel, sense the other dimensions.
• 16:21
  SPEAKER_00: And or we just pretend, you know, there's a lot of things we do to cope, you know, in on these streets, as one of my teachers says, she's all these streets are not easy, you know, spiritual streets.
• 16:32
  SPEAKER_00: Um, these aren't easy, but for you to be so um embracing of that is incredible to me.
• 16:39
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, and and I'm sure obviously activates your work so much.
• 16:42
  SPEAKER_00: So that's a whole nother thing.
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_00: So then tell me about this part.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I know you're saying, and I I totally get this because I think obviously you're a starseed and you're, you know, from another dimension came here to try and like wake everybody up.
• 16:58
  SPEAKER_00: But tell me about feeling different because I think obviously people that are listening to this and are looking for you know validation on their journey, we know this, especially if you're just start opening up to your gifts or what have you, feeling not like everybody else and different.
• 17:13
  SPEAKER_00: Can you talk about that a little more?
• 17:15
  SPEAKER_01: I would love to, because I think that um my story is very similar to most people's in that it doesn't get talked about.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I did not have friends growing up, but I being the athlete, people knew who I was.
• 17:31
  SPEAKER_01: They ex because I was the athlete, because you know, um people knew you know knew my name, they assumed I was happy.
• 17:40
  SPEAKER_01: They assumed I had all the friends, they, you know, they assumed everything about me.
• 17:46
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that's where I really started to disassociate from my body.
• 17:51
  SPEAKER_01: And it's funny, I um a lot of the work in my upcoming course is getting back into your body to be safe, not to be safe.
• 17:58
  SPEAKER_00: I cannot wait to talk about your course.
• 18:00
  SPEAKER_00: I'm so excited.
• 18:01
  SPEAKER_00: Multi.
• 18:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, we're definitely gonna get into that, you guys, too.
• 18:04
  SPEAKER_00: 12 weeks of magic and multi-dimensionalism, but Elsa's gonna get all into the meat of that too.
• 18:10
  SPEAKER_01: So But I think um, you know, uh, you know, what I loved that I never lost that imagination and my connection to spirit, but I did it actually from a place of trauma response because I didn't feel safe in my body because nobody saw me.
• 18:26
  SPEAKER_01: They saw they saw an athlete, they saw someone really beautiful.
• 18:29
  SPEAKER_01: But it's funny because I only thought I was beautiful from the neck down until I met my twin flame at 21.
• 18:35
  SPEAKER_01: Right, right.
• 18:36
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, you know, I was a very smart child, but nobody ever told me I was smart because I was so athletic.
• 18:42
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't have friends, I was bullied because I tried really hard.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: I was a chronic people pleaser.
• 18:47
  SPEAKER_01: Heck, I was the middle child.
• 18:48
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted to make everybody happy.
• 18:49
  SPEAKER_01: You know, coaches, including everybody, and I was very serious, um, you know, in school and at sports, but also I couldn't talk.
• 18:57
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I could talk with people, but I didn't want to talk with people.
• 19:01
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted to talk.
• 19:03
  SPEAKER_00: I wanted to telltale sign of a healer, right?
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, let's get to what's real and not play around.
• 19:10
  SPEAKER_00: Well, especially you being a Scorpio.
• 19:13
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, that is the superficial stuff, just would you just probably found no place there?
• 19:19
  SPEAKER_00: How do I possibly start a small talk conversation about something that's so inconsequential, has nothing to do with what's real.
• 19:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yep, exactly.
• 19:27
  SPEAKER_01: And I was very quiet.
• 19:28
  SPEAKER_01: I was a, you know, decently introverted child growing up and kind of shy, you know, apart from dance.
• 19:33
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, and you know, whether I was on the court or something, that was my place to shine.
• 19:36
  SPEAKER_01: But anywhere else, I just would step back and observe, you know, I love observing um and stuff, but yeah, I was bullied just for being different.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's funny because I still, you know, I've spoken with my inner child and we can't quite like we don't know why we were bullied.
• 19:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 19:53
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, no one really does, you know, and it was more of I was excluded.
• 19:57
  SPEAKER_01: Um, people knew that I was already very good at touch.
• 20:00
  SPEAKER_01: And so they would almost, you know, monopolize my presence for my ability to massage, my ability to already know, you know, oh, how do you have shin splints?
• 20:09
  SPEAKER_01: Here, let's do this, let's do that, let's, you know, work through here.
• 20:12
  SPEAKER_01: And then once my once once their services were met by me, I was, you know, oh, we don't need her anymore.
• 20:18
  SPEAKER_01: So I was very felt very used.
• 20:21
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and so I my my safety was in my spirit.
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_01: My safety was talking to, you know, fairies and everything that was around.
• 20:29
  SPEAKER_01: My safety was my mom and coming home and studying herbs um and hair growth and skincare and you know the the body.
• 20:36
  SPEAKER_01: I I mean, yeah, my entire you know, senior year of high school, I didn't, I think I went out maybe once or twice.
• 20:44
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 20:44
  SPEAKER_01: And like every every Friday night I was spent at home with my parents watching movies, and I just I didn't care.
• 20:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I reached the point too where I was like, you know, I'm not gonna try anymore.
• 20:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 20:53
  SPEAKER_01: Because I like, you know, it to me it wasn't worth trying.
• 20:56
  SPEAKER_01: I don't want to be pounding on someone's door to go play if they're not taking it.
• 21:01
  SPEAKER_03: Oh, I mean with you, yeah, I'm sure.
• 21:04
  SPEAKER_01: And it's funny though, I do have a couple of friends that are still very dear to me that we've gotten closer after we graduated, which has been really fun.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_01: And it's you know, it's funny hearing their side of things.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_01: They were like, well, you never called.
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, well, I did to a point.
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_01: I did to a point.
• 21:17
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, again, we you know moved on, we're great friends now and stuff, which has been really fun.
• 21:22
  SPEAKER_01: But I definitely, you know, just people that grow up where it's like, you know, we just they assume they're they are assumed happy because absolutely their life are met.
• 21:32
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 21:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um yeah, and so I reached 18 years old, graduated uh high school, and ran away to California.
• 21:41
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, wait a minute.
• 21:43
  SPEAKER_00: Because I saw that you went to Cow Poly.
• 21:45
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I'm just calling out all the things that are just normal, boring, earthy things, but that's obvious.
• 21:51
  SPEAKER_00: Earthy things are great.
• 21:52
  SPEAKER_00: That's uh earthy things are cool, and and earthy things help us understand the framework.
• 21:56
  SPEAKER_00: So, okay, one thing first of all, I just want to say.
• 22:01
  SPEAKER_00: That, you know, I actually have two teenagers.
• 22:03
  SPEAKER_00: Well, one's now, sorry, 21, I should say, and an 18.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I know generation, I'm in that demographic.
• 22:09
  SPEAKER_00: And I see how kids, you know, we they're just so mod molded to have to like fit in with the groups and instead of being seen for the gifts they have, which are more often, you know, sublime and like I said, intuitive, connected, spiritual, and they're not celebrated for that.
• 22:30
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and instead they're can they're they're labeled all these other things.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm really hopeful that not it's gonna take a while, but that as we all raise in consciousness, that this will be understood, that things like developing your intuition when you're really young and connecting in with energy and self-care, at least those basic things will be in woven through so that um kids can really be celebrated for like take having boundaries and being honest and being who they really are.
• 22:59
  SPEAKER_00: And if they see something, they can share it, you know.
• 23:03
  SPEAKER_00: Um I mean, I get that, really, really, I get that.
• 23:07
  SPEAKER_00: So um, but anyway, so you ran off to California.
• 23:10
  SPEAKER_00: That was pretty brave too, I have to say.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, you know, yeah, it was either California.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_01: I had actually, I was gonna because I didn't know what I wanted to do.
• 23:18
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, well, I'm fast, I could run track, I can, you know, I'm really, you know, good at the human body.
• 23:24
  SPEAKER_01: And I love the human body.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_01: It's something, you know, I never regret that I didn't finish school, but there's still always a part of it.
• 23:29
  SPEAKER_01: It's like it would have been cool to have seen and like just to learn.
• 23:32
  SPEAKER_01: I love learning more than anything, but I hate the organization and constitution of school.
• 23:37
  SPEAKER_01: I hate it.
• 23:38
  SPEAKER_01: It was not for me.
• 23:39
  SPEAKER_01: I am like, nope.
• 23:40
  SPEAKER_01: And so I act, you know, I wasn't gonna go to college.
• 23:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but then I basically I went to college because I didn't know what else to do.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_01: And I wasn't I wasn't openly encouraged to go try something new or take a year off or do whatever.
• 23:52
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, at that point I wish that I had a bit more of a backbone.
• 23:55
  SPEAKER_01: Um, that was definitely a coping mechanism for me, was just to do what everybody else wanted instead because they probably knew better.
• 24:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I didn't want to like for as out of the box as I was within myself, yeah, you know, with the rest of the family, I was very in, I was very in the box just to be safe, to be safe.
• 24:13
  SPEAKER_00: Um and like you would have been you would have done well going to school to learn the art of witch and um craft and also all the things that have to do with healing and all the things you're doing now.
• 24:25
  SPEAKER_00: Wouldn't that be amazing if that was a uh growth trajectory, a career path?
• 24:29
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, like solidly.
• 24:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it should which it should be.
• 24:32
  SPEAKER_00: It'll be there.
• 24:33
  SPEAKER_01: It will be, it will be.
• 24:35
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_01: We can be uh the the the head mistresses of the first.
• 24:39
  SPEAKER_01: That's right, we can.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely right.
• 24:42
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 24:43
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so when you're in this whole process, tell me about the activation of like you're already in that world, because I know you mentioned that you're already connecting with fairy realm and you know, elementals and things like that.
• 24:55
  SPEAKER_00: Give me a little snippet of how that worked for you in like when you were say a young teen and then going into college.
• 25:02
  SPEAKER_00: How was that?
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: Tell everybody how that worked, just a little snippet of how that worked in your life.
• 25:08
  SPEAKER_00: Like, how did that manifest itself?
• 25:10
  SPEAKER_00: Just because I know people are talking to fairies out there.
• 25:12
  SPEAKER_00: Oh yes.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_01: One always talk to fairies.
• 25:18
  SPEAKER_01: Always.
• 25:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 25:20
  SPEAKER_01: That should be like everybody's like in the first five minutes of your morning, you should probably talk to fairies.
• 25:25
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, you probably should.
• 25:27
  SPEAKER_01: I reached a point, and I don't I don't remember if I was still in high school or I was visiting back.
• 25:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I'm out.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_01: I guess the first story I kind of want to share is actually when I made it to California.
• 25:39
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's okay, a couple.
• 25:43
  SPEAKER_01: We're gonna go from my seat, my actually we're gonna jump backwards to my freshman year of high school when I broke my foot.
• 25:49
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I broke my foot because I ran too, I went too hard.
• 25:52
  SPEAKER_01: My physical body couldn't take it.
• 25:53
  SPEAKER_01: And I learned, you know, 15 years later, that that is my that's spirit's way of telling me to stop, to knock it off.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_01: Stop.
• 26:03
  SPEAKER_01: You have to stop.
• 26:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I yeah, broke my foot, um, my freshman year a track, um, which sucked because I, you know, wanted to please everybody as a freshman, doing really good, um, and broke my foot from an overuse injury.
• 26:16
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember um, you know, being, you know, out on the track in my boot, um, watching everybody else run and just devastated, so ashamed, so guilty, so heartbroken, and just pissed at the world.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_01: And but it was like, well, there's nothing I could do about it, so I might as well find what I can.
• 26:38
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and just you know, deep breathing.
• 26:40
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I would always just look out on the grass.
• 26:44
  SPEAKER_01: And even though, you know, it's the football field, it's still grass, it's still grass, and I would just do, you know, color therapy.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_01: I'd gaze out of the grass and just find that serenity where it was available.
• 26:58
  SPEAKER_01: Um, again, because at that point too, it's like, wow, now my body really isn't safe crap, you know.
• 27:04
  SPEAKER_01: So at that point, too, you know, working with the fairies and the elementals, they they they honored that, you know.
• 27:14
  SPEAKER_01: You uh you'll definitely reach a point, you know, wherever some somewhere along your spiritual journey where, you know, your fairies and your guides will say, Okay, I can't baby you anymore.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: I'll always support you, but I can't baby you anymore.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_01: And when I was in high school, they definitely were still babying me, which thank God they were, you know.
• 27:29
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but then when I was in finally made it to California, um I really was not happy there.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_01: And I would just that from a place of I need to connect to something, I would just go outside and I'd sit under the trees.
• 27:44
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I remember one day um there was an injured hummingbird uh that was there and picked her up and just sat with her, you know, in my lap and stuff and pet her and played with her.
• 27:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's funny because I was uh you know, I read through your emails, like this is what we kind of want to talk about and stuff.
• 28:01
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, I was like, when did I start doing that?
• 28:04
  SPEAKER_00: When was the activation and was it telepathic?
• 28:08
  SPEAKER_00: That's when I I always like because I'm super technical in how like so when you're connecting with elementals, I know you said you have that clear cognizance kicking in.
• 28:18
  SPEAKER_00: Were you also telepathing?
• 28:20
  SPEAKER_00: How did that be?
• 28:21
  SPEAKER_01: Clairvoyant, yeah, very clairvoyant.
• 28:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um and it's funny because again, I think I was I actually have a very hard time recalling my adolescence.
• 28:31
  SPEAKER_01: I think because I was so detached, I was so disassociated and just hiding in my soul awareness that was only even half there.
• 28:39
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I've had a soul retrieval since then, luckily.
• 28:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um but I can't I can't remember not not I can't I've I've never not been claire cognizant, but yeah, but I did I did run away from it for a while in my early 20s because then um that was when my eating disorder got really bad and I didn't feel safe anywhere.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, Oh crap, you know, like this just sucks.
• 29:06
  SPEAKER_01: Like well, one, I'm I'm awful, I'm horrible, you know, I'm fat, all these things and stuff, which I wasn't by any means.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_01: But I'm you know you know lived in California and I thought the only way that people would like me was, you know, if I was skittier.
• 29:17
  SPEAKER_01: Um and you know, so that was the whole rabbit hole.
• 29:22
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but then again, I got hurt.
• 29:24
  SPEAKER_01: I pushed my body too hard.
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_01: And my guide said, You have to stop.
• 29:29
  SPEAKER_01: And so I did.
• 29:30
  SPEAKER_01: I stopped and I mean I cut I I I pumped the brakes.
• 29:34
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't stop.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_01: Um way too hard-headed for that at that point.
• 29:38
  SPEAKER_01: And that that was the thing is I didn't, I didn't always, I was really bad at listening.
• 29:41
  SPEAKER_01: I will say that I've never turned it off.
• 29:43
  SPEAKER_01: I just haven't always been good at been good at listening to it.
• 29:46
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_01: I think that's where you know a lot of us, it's it's it's some for some of us, it's just huge activation.
• 29:52
  SPEAKER_01: And for a lot of us, it's finally surrendering and going, I have to listen because where I'm at right now, I can't keep doing this.
• 29:58
  SPEAKER_00: Everything there's no paradigm to go to.
• 30:01
  SPEAKER_00: There's no structure, there's no infrastructure.
• 30:03
  SPEAKER_00: It's like your soul set it up that way.
• 30:05
  SPEAKER_00: That's like uh you and I have a lot of parallels, which I will go into another time, but very similarly, like I had no infrastructure to like hide in.
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_00: I had the same thing, everything was falling apart.
• 30:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and I think that's a real indicator of when you came on mission that you had one or more of those uh intuitive or psychic abilities, which we call declares, activated and guiding you, whether you said this is my guides or not, you just knew, and then trying to make sense of a human life and trying to fabricate something that was just not on mission at all.
• 30:40
  SPEAKER_00: So having all these things kick in.
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_00: Incredible.
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 30:43
  SPEAKER_01: But I will say at 20 after I moved back to Montana and dropped out of school, I had like my my first like poignant, like earth-shattering spiritual awakening.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_00: Uh yeah, tell me about that.
• 30:55
  SPEAKER_00: I want to hear about that.
• 30:57
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 30:57
  SPEAKER_01: So um I was dating this very handsome fella.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um was this your twin flame, which we call the twin flame?
• 31:04
  SPEAKER_01: No, uh, he was not my twin flame.
• 31:05
  SPEAKER_01: My twin flame and I never dated.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um we just had one wonderful ruckus of a night, which yeah, that was I know.
• 31:13
  SPEAKER_01: I know, I know.
• 31:15
  SPEAKER_01: But but he was my twin flame, you know.
• 31:16
  SPEAKER_01: I was 21.
• 31:17
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and he was the first first male that I ever recall in my life ever saying to me, Oh, you're not just a hot body, you're really smart.
• 31:26
  SPEAKER_01: And it it shook me to my core.
• 31:29
  SPEAKER_03: Yeah.
• 31:29
  SPEAKER_01: Like, oh my God, someone sees that.
• 31:32
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 31:33
  SPEAKER_01: And and he and I would have these incredible philosophical existential conversations.
• 31:37
  SPEAKER_01: It was amazing.
• 31:39
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but yeah, we, you know, if he we ever we haven't spoken in years, and if he, you know, keep tabs on Instagram and stuff, but that's exactly those sometimes those twin flame things they just are not meant to be on the earth scale because they you'd be too distracted with each other.
• 31:53
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 31:54
  SPEAKER_01: Like uh yeah, I love it.
• 31:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but no, I was dating my first soulmate.
• 31:59
  SPEAKER_01: I was dating my first soulmate.
• 32:01
  SPEAKER_01: Uh and um I had just actually finished aesthetic school.
• 32:04
  SPEAKER_01: So you're a hairdresser, I was an aesthetician.
• 32:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um, yes, another parallel that we have.
• 32:09
  SPEAKER_01: Amazing.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm also just quickly saying, I'm the middle of three daughters, and my mother was the middle of three daughters.
• 32:15
  SPEAKER_00: So my mom was the second to four kids.
• 32:18
  SPEAKER_00: That's great.
• 32:18
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my god, that's great.
• 32:19
  SPEAKER_00: Anyway, we digress.
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_00: So much to talk about.
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 32:22
  SPEAKER_01: We're gonna have to look at our soul connect then.
• 32:23
  SPEAKER_00: We totally will.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_00: It's happening.
• 32:25
  SPEAKER_00: We'll geek out.
• 32:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and he and I were hiking uh summer of like 2015, 2014 or so, and I had a near-death experience.
• 32:36
  SPEAKER_01: Um and I actually just posted about this yesterday, and it's funny because it it just it's in the last 48 hours, it's been this big point of contact for me that like I've had three it's three different conversations about it now, including I'm getting the chills, I'm getting the chills.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_01: And so we were hiking and I fell, and I had that go across my mind of I can't die.
• 32:56
  SPEAKER_01: It's it's not time.
• 32:58
  SPEAKER_01: Like, and like one, I was like, he's gonna have to carry my body out of here.
• 33:01
  SPEAKER_01: I don't want him to have to do that.
• 33:03
  SPEAKER_01: Oh no.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_01: And the last thing I said though was like, I love you.
• 33:07
  SPEAKER_01: Uh in my all in my head.
• 33:09
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I didn't, I say my my my legs, you know, my body saved me.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_01: Um, because I was falling down this chute and my legs just splayed out and caught me.
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_01: And um, you know, that was incredibly horrific.
• 33:21
  SPEAKER_01: But I just remember being like, I can't die.
• 33:23
  SPEAKER_01: I'm I'm not no, no.
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I got too much to do.
• 33:27
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 33:27
  SPEAKER_01: And it was um, but I guess like a very, a very clairvoyant instance I had with him earlier that spring when we had first started dating, is we were watching the movie Cloud Atlas, which is you know about past or you know, soul connections, past life, different incarnations overlapping in quantum timelines.
• 33:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember watching it and we were very intoxicated, you know, briefing that.
• 33:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but we were falling, and I will say, like in my early 20s, alcohol was a point of psychic in inducing for me.
• 33:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 33:55
  SPEAKER_01: I would I'd get inebriated and I would open up.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_01: It was because it because my body just relaxed everything.
• 34:01
  SPEAKER_03: Yep.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and uh I remember falling asleep and my in the back of my mind, oh, that's us.
• 34:08
  SPEAKER_01: Well, then I fell asleep, fell asleep in his arms.
• 34:11
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, that's us.
• 34:12
  SPEAKER_01: And so that was like another, that was a big like, oh, that was a cool clairvoyance.
• 34:16
  SPEAKER_01: Someone else was talking to me where I actually noticed it and like listened and led with that, um, had my near death experience.
• 34:23
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but then a few months later, he passed away in a ski accident and broke me, completely broke me.
• 34:32
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but it was funny because he was down in New Zealand and I was up here in Montana, and the, you know, so it was like, you know, the night the day before, or technically it was, you know, the next day for him, but when it happened, I was up in the mountains with my dog.
• 34:45
  SPEAKER_01: And it we it was the most I I call it like my last perfect day because it was.
• 34:50
  SPEAKER_01: It was gorgeous, incredibly crisp fall afternoon, you know, with a warm coat when you hiked up to this mountain lake.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_01: And at one point during the hike, I'm sitting on this, you know, rock and I look over my shoulder and I went, some I went, Hey, like someone was there.
• 35:05
  SPEAKER_01: Someone was there, and but it wasn't scary.
• 35:08
  SPEAKER_01: And I even remember saying, Hey, hey, buddy, like, are you okay?
• 35:14
  SPEAKER_01: You know, but again, then I kind of like checked out, but I took this photograph of my dog, and I didn't even realize at the time, uh, so like the keys kind of off on you know, this rock, and the sunbeam is coming and touching him.
• 35:28
  SPEAKER_01: And it's like, I will send you the picture.
• 35:30
  SPEAKER_01: Um it is the I mean, people see it and they stop.
• 35:34
  SPEAKER_01: Like uh it's my it's my home phone picture, and people all the time go, Oh my god, what is that?
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_01: Like, oh that's filling, but like the sun, you know, my partner was touching him.
• 35:45
  SPEAKER_01: And so then I went home, woke up the next morning, and he was gone.
• 35:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and after that, everything opened up.
• 35:52
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_01: I broke open.
• 35:55
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, I completely broke open.
• 35:57
  SPEAKER_01: And um, you know, at that point, I mean, we always talked about different spirit animals and things like that.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_01: And I'd had a couple, you know, meetings with healers and different, you know, psychics at some, you know, throughout my lifetime, and they said, Oh, your connection to animals is incredible, all these things and stuff.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_01: But I never really, you know, went down that path yet.
• 36:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it definitely was already calling me, um, even with aesthetics.
• 36:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but I said his his spirit animal was a skunk.
• 36:22
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, she had gorgeous black hair, pale skin, but also, I mean, just he didn't care what anybody thought of him.
• 36:29
  SPEAKER_01: He knew his worth, he knew his power, and was just like, I'm going this way.
• 36:33
  SPEAKER_01: Are you coming with me?
• 36:34
  SPEAKER_01: It was never that he granted himself permission to do anything, and it was incredible.
• 36:39
  SPEAKER_01: Very, that's very skunk energy.
• 36:41
  SPEAKER_01: Um, very sure of yourself, very, you know, you don't people don't have to know you to for you to know yourself.
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I started seeing them everywhere, and not just like dead ones on the side of the road, but live ones.
• 36:53
  SPEAKER_01: And that's not very common just because they're quite nocturnal to see them during the day wandering down the road.
• 36:58
  SPEAKER_01: Also, the smell of skunks became somewhat of an aphrodisiac for me.
• 37:01
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, I love the smell so much.
• 37:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_00: It was like his his signature perfume or cologne, rather.
• 37:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, which is yeah.
• 37:11
  SPEAKER_01: Which so I love so I love skunks.
• 37:13
  SPEAKER_01: I love the smell of skunks.
• 37:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and um, but then I shortly after that, um, you know, a couple different like big, big breaks were, you know, I had a piece of his rock climbing equipment in my house and I was in the shower one night and my dog lost it.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_01: My dog fill in, he and I had the same birthday, also a soulmate, but my first animal soulmate.
• 37:33
  SPEAKER_01: And he lost it and starts barking at this thing.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_01: And I went, something's in there that's not good because I started shouting to my partner.
• 37:39
  SPEAKER_01: I said, Hey, you can't do this, you wouldn't do this to me.
• 37:42
  SPEAKER_01: It's not you, is it?
• 37:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I just was like, Nope, that's not him.
• 37:45
  SPEAKER_01: Something, something malicious was there.
• 37:47
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just got out of the shower.
• 37:49
  SPEAKER_01: My hair is wet, I'm in my towel, I'm had you know, balling my eyes out.
• 37:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I grab his, you know, his piece of climbing equipment, put it on the ground, sacred circle, crystals, and sage.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_01: And nobody taught me this.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_01: I just started doing these things again.
• 38:02
  SPEAKER_01: I you know, I just knew and started doing them.
• 38:04
  SPEAKER_01: And also, too, like for anybody listening, is don't question it, don't, don't doubt.
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_01: Don't don't go asking other people if it's okay to do if you like something.
• 38:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I spent 45 minutes saging, crying while my dog is barking.
• 38:21
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, teeth bared.
• 38:22
  SPEAKER_01: He's like the most gentle giant you've ever met.
• 38:24
  SPEAKER_01: And he has tackles raised, he like I'd go to touch it and he'd lunge at it.
• 38:28
  SPEAKER_01: He like wouldn't let me near it.
• 38:30
  SPEAKER_01: And so cleansed it, clean.
• 38:31
  SPEAKER_01: I wasn't, I never I knew what Reiki was, I never had it done at that point, but I knew that I had magic hands and started just energy, you know, intention clear this.
• 38:40
  SPEAKER_01: You have to leave, you are going right now.
• 38:42
  SPEAKER_01: Like, you know, and I basically did a whole entity release.
• 38:45
  SPEAKER_00: Amazing.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_00: Did you ever identify like what the energy was or what what was up?
• 38:51
  SPEAKER_01: Really not nice, was all I know.
• 38:53
  SPEAKER_01: And it basically, like, I mean, if I were to like even kind of tune back into that time, is it was an a malicious entity just teasing me, like giving me like hey, like you that sucks to suck that you're grieving this much.
• 39:04
  SPEAKER_01: And right there's there's there's entities like that out there that aren't nice.
• 39:08
  SPEAKER_01: You don't have to be scared of them, you don't have to be scared of them.
• 39:11
  SPEAKER_01: I yeah, teach people that a lot, especially living in a town that's so haunted, is don't don't be fearful of the entity.
• 39:16
  SPEAKER_01: You have your, you know, you gotta protect yourself, yeah.
• 39:19
  SPEAKER_01: But um, and so I did have that, and then I had my first Reiki session from a gentleman.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I worked in the spa and he had come in and offered all of us Reiki because he kind of wanted to start working with us, and it was the most it I I attuned it to having a Dementor's kiss.
• 39:37
  SPEAKER_01: The most painful experience of my life was my very first Reiki session.
• 39:42
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted to cry, but I couldn't because my jaw was locked, my muscles were rigid, it was so painful, physically, everything.
• 39:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and so I always warn people with Reiki in any energy work.
• 39:55
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, hey, if you're you're in a tough spot, don't expect this to feel good.
• 40:00
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it's good for you, but it doesn't always, you have to, you know, the beautiful part about energy work and anything holistic is it exacerbates your pain, like a deep tanking spiritual cleanse.
• 40:11
  SPEAKER_01: So it's like your pain and it throws it in your face in the best way, but yeah, that's not gonna feel good.
• 40:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um not to scare anybody from Reiki.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_01: I was grieving the loss of a soulmate at 22, guys.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_01: That's right.
• 40:24
  SPEAKER_01: That's a whole different journey, y'all.
• 40:26
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, exactly.
• 40:27
  SPEAKER_00: I wish that was more.
• 40:28
  SPEAKER_00: She should have felt pain.
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: That's the point.
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: You're releasing it.
• 40:32
  SPEAKER_00: You're so you're releasing it and you're not holding it in.
• 40:34
  SPEAKER_00: So you're truly holistic healing, which she of course I was.
• 40:38
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so talk tune in to me about I love it when you're starting to open up your really that uh like connection with animals on a much more of a like psychic spiritual, you know, ascension level.
• 40:50
  SPEAKER_00: Talk about that.
• 40:51
  SPEAKER_03: Oh, okay.
• 40:53
  SPEAKER_01: So um, yeah, always been, let's see, I'm trying to think back.
• 40:57
  SPEAKER_01: I always was very close with birds, um, you know, ravens.
• 41:00
  SPEAKER_01: We have like even magpies and pigeons around here.
• 41:02
  SPEAKER_01: I love them.
• 41:03
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, you guys are the yeah.
• 41:05
  SPEAKER_01: Um I remember getting um around that time too, you know, when Jeff passed and Reiki and everything.
• 41:12
  SPEAKER_01: Um who gave who gave recommended that to me?
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_01: I don't remember.
• 41:17
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it was like a spirit animal book.
• 41:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's Ted Andrews, you know, spirit animal book, animals.
• 41:22
  SPEAKER_01: Amazing.
• 41:23
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I read that thing cover to cover and highlighted and dove in and was like, oh my god, I've never eaten up such good stuff.
• 41:29
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but always, I mean, I live in Montana.
• 41:32
  SPEAKER_01: I'm very blessed to have close encounters with animals.
• 41:35
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and uh it's funny too, because that day that I almost died, um, Jeff and I had gotten to our camping spot.
• 41:42
  SPEAKER_01: And it's funny, he opened you know, looking back, he opened up before he passed, he already started to open up so much for me.
• 41:49
  SPEAKER_01: Um just because one, he saw me.
• 41:52
  SPEAKER_01: Like he was the first person to say, wow, like you make me want to be a better person.
• 41:56
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Oh my god, like that's the best compliment I could ever receive.
• 41:59
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 41:59
  SPEAKER_01: Because he saw that good in me.
• 42:01
  SPEAKER_01: He saw how well I took care of my dog that I had.
• 42:03
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but we were, you know, we'd go hiking, and every time we'd be out hiking or rock climbing, we'd come across these deer.
• 42:09
  SPEAKER_01: And more often than not, I would be able to be within like a finger touch away from this deer, about ready to pet them.
• 42:15
  SPEAKER_01: Um, walk right up to me.
• 42:17
  SPEAKER_01: And he just was like blown away.
• 42:19
  SPEAKER_01: And I just was like, Oh, yeah.
• 42:22
  SPEAKER_01: No, natural.
• 42:25
  SPEAKER_01: Why wouldn't I?
• 42:26
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but yeah, so always been very akin to animals.
• 42:30
  SPEAKER_01: Also, when I finally told my mother that, hey, I'm never going to church again, you know, except for like funerals and stuff, because it's not, it makes me angry, it makes me feel ill to be in there.
• 42:38
  SPEAKER_01: I can't, that's not sanctuary to me.
• 42:40
  SPEAKER_01: So you go to church and I'll go hike.
• 42:42
  SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna go pounds.
• 42:43
  SPEAKER_01: And so, you know, she'd go to church on her Sundays and I'd go hiking, and I would stop and I'd sit in meditation.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I go up and I'd just sit and I list and I'd hear the birds and I just would talk to them.
• 42:55
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I was like, I need someone to talk to.
• 42:58
  SPEAKER_01: Can someone listen?
• 42:59
  SPEAKER_01: And the animals would.
• 43:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, and bugs, I'd see, you know, bees all the time, and they'd come and they'd dance and do like a little spin for me and stuff.
• 43:07
  SPEAKER_01: And it was just so, so precious and so beautiful.
• 43:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, and see uh, let's see, that was a couple years ago, but um, yeah, I just oh foxes, foxes for me were very special.
• 43:22
  SPEAKER_01: Foxes to me as a totem animal are very, hey, look at your relationships, where shouldn't someone be?
• 43:29
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 43:31
  SPEAKER_01: I would see when I really started opening up too, just to be like and not just to myself, but to the to the possibility of how much more there was in the world.
• 43:40
  SPEAKER_01: I saw badgers all the time.
• 43:41
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, well, badgers are the spirit keepers, they're the ones that that hold the stories of mysticism and myth and folklore.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and so saw badger live ones again during the day all the time.
• 43:53
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, right.
• 43:54
  SPEAKER_01: And stuff.
• 43:55
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember this one fox in particular, and I was it was after my partner had passed, and I was kind.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_01: Getting back, like, oh, you know, I'm just gonna go out, you know, and start being social again.
• 44:03
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, kind of started dating this guy a little bit, nothing serious, but I knew I wouldn't want it.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_01: And of course, boom, every day for like you know, weeks, saw this fox, saw fox, saw fox, saw fox.
• 44:15
  SPEAKER_01: Same one, like you know, the same spot and everything.
• 44:17
  SPEAKER_01: And one day when I finally kind of was like, All right, I need to tell him that like this isn't something I'm ready for.
• 44:22
  SPEAKER_01: I was driving home, and my truck pulled itself over, and the fox was hit by a truck dead in the middle of the road.
• 44:29
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, rolled over, just bawling my eyes out.
• 44:32
  SPEAKER_01: And I went and I picked him up and I brought him off to the side of the road and I curled him up because he could just be sleeping.
• 44:38
  SPEAKER_01: He could just and I always I had some dried flowers on my dashboard, and I went and I grabbed the dried flowers and I placed them on him and just did like a little prayer and just you know, um, and too.
• 44:49
  SPEAKER_01: I'm very I'm very lucky, you know, just where I live geographically, um, that I live outside, you know, I live in nature.
• 44:55
  SPEAKER_01: It's easy.
• 44:56
  SPEAKER_01: I can walk, you know, well, where I'm at right now, I can walk half a mile and be up in the mountain, like in the Rocky Mountains, you know, it's very yeah.
• 45:03
  SPEAKER_01: So that connection, and that's you know, any Montana kit for the most part, depending on your upbringing, that's instilled into you to a point, you know, just to honor and respect nature.
• 45:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then, you know, from there, you know, that's your own spirit and soul mission and doing, you know, how much you're gonna interact and love on it.
• 45:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and you know, my family, uh, my mom's side owns a cattle ranch.
• 45:22
  SPEAKER_01: So, you know, we group around cows and stuff and group around horses.
• 45:26
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I'd go there in the summertime, that's all I wanted to do.
• 45:28
  SPEAKER_01: And it, you know, broke my heart to I had really bad allergies, so I couldn't go there all the time.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but was always very close to them and just always so yeah, tell us about the evolution of you with horses because um, well, just obviously again, I'm tripping out because I remember telling my parents I wanted a chimpanzee and I had to have a chimpanzee, and then I got the stuff chimpanzee and I was like, what's this?
• 45:50
  SPEAKER_00: But with horses too, I was obsessed with horses and I did riding camps, ranch camp for seven years, and I always felt so much more connected to them than I did to humans because I thought they were their heart chakras were so much more in balance and they were so unjudgmental.
• 46:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I still still have that with the larger mammals personally, but that's another story.
• 46:12
  SPEAKER_00: But tell me about you with horses and then how you evolve because I know a big part of the work you do is also I don't think I can even explain it as eloquently as you could about your horse.
• 46:23
  SPEAKER_00: It's not even equine care, it's like this whole multidimensional relationship with horses, and I'd love to know all about that.
• 46:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 46:31
  SPEAKER_01: Um let's see.
• 46:33
  SPEAKER_01: So my story with horses, we have to go back to when I was in Alaska.
• 46:37
  SPEAKER_01: I ran so after I went, so I uh became a Reiki master, I ran away to Indonesia and did my yoga teacher training.
• 46:44
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god.
• 46:45
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 46:46
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_01: I know.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like the whole idea.
• 46:48
  SPEAKER_00: I love your journey.
• 46:50
  SPEAKER_00: You're so my girl.
• 46:52
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I love how out of the box you are.
• 46:54
  SPEAKER_00: This is so I'm feeling I just I feel so like I'm in my spirit family with you when I hear this because I'm like, yeah, I went to here and I did that thing.
• 47:01
  SPEAKER_00: And oh yeah, that's it.
• 47:03
  SPEAKER_00: Love it, love it.
• 47:04
  SPEAKER_00: This should be like a three-part interview anyway.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_01: That maybe it will be, but yeah, we'll do it.
• 47:09
  SPEAKER_01: We'll just work it out, figuring it out.
• 47:11
  SPEAKER_01: But um, yeah, so I had ran like um I had left the town that I was living in after the fox and after Jeff had passed.
• 47:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I actually like lost or I went to Indonesia.
• 47:20
  SPEAKER_01: I was still working there and I was gonna go back and start teaching yoga there.
• 47:22
  SPEAKER_01: And I came back from Indonesia, which was the most incredible, the first like spiritual journey, you know, physical traveling of spiritual journey in the human realm.
• 47:31
  SPEAKER_01: Um that I was done in this lifetime where I was like, no, this is for me.
• 47:34
  SPEAKER_01: I'd been down to Peru with my sisters, and that was phenomenal and loved that.
• 47:38
  SPEAKER_01: But yeah, going to Indonesia by myself to become a yoga teacher, just to really start letting my grief work through my body.
• 47:44
  SPEAKER_01: That's why I went, that's why I became a yoga teacher, is I was like, I need to move this grief and I love teaching and I love yoga, and let's go.
• 47:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um I started doing yoga after I quit Irish dance too.
• 47:54
  SPEAKER_01: That was kind of my keep flexible, keep that movement.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_01: Um but then I came back and I, you know, moved all over Montana and stuff.
• 48:02
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, okay.
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_01: Another big spiritual intervention um was I lost my job when I came back from Indonesia.
• 48:09
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it was like this whole big, like dramatic thing.
• 48:11
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, whoa, really not safe, trauma response, like I'm in the wrong.
• 48:16
  SPEAKER_01: And my life again unfolded before me.
• 48:19
  SPEAKER_01: I had my one dog fill in.
• 48:21
  SPEAKER_01: I was in Indonesia, and I said, um, I'm ready for another dog.
• 48:25
  SPEAKER_01: I know she's coming.
• 48:26
  SPEAKER_01: What's gonna happen?
• 48:27
  SPEAKER_01: I won't, I need to get another one.
• 48:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I was originally gonna travel down to Colorado to get um a puppy.
• 48:32
  SPEAKER_01: Well, the mother didn't have a liter take her litter, and so she didn't have it.
• 48:36
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm just scrolling through Facebook in Indonesia by this pool, and it's gorgeous.
• 48:40
  SPEAKER_01: And um, I come across this woman who lives like two hours from me back in Montana, who's about to have a litter of husky puppies.
• 48:48
  SPEAKER_01: And I went, oh, okay.
• 48:50
  SPEAKER_01: So I message her and it just was like perfect alignment.
• 48:52
  SPEAKER_01: Boom, boom, boom, everything lined up.
• 48:54
  SPEAKER_01: So I went and I got her, and I got back to Montana, got her, went and lost my job, and I said, Okay, what am I gonna do with my life?
• 49:05
  SPEAKER_01: I don't really want to do what I'm doing right now.
• 49:09
  SPEAKER_01: I'm really opening up to my spiritual gifts, you know, crap.
• 49:12
  SPEAKER_01: I go, but I because also the Olympics had just uh announced that they were gonna be letting rock climbing be in the 20 um 2020 Olympics.
• 49:22
  SPEAKER_01: And it was four years, and I was like, oh, it's 2016.
• 49:24
  SPEAKER_01: I could bust my butt for four years and go be in the Olympics.
• 49:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I went, but I've got two dogs, and I've always wanted to be a dog musher.
• 49:33
  SPEAKER_01: I grew up watching balto, and you know, I just always wanted to do any any opportunity to be outside with an animal, it's like that's all I want to do.
• 49:40
  SPEAKER_01: And I went to babysit, a friend of mine's little girl, and like and so like basically like those two thoughts were plaguing my mind, you know, dogs are rock climbing, dogs are rock climbing.
• 49:49
  SPEAKER_01: And um, I walk into the house and the little girl goes, Elsa, Elsa, let's go watch balto.
• 49:55
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, head to toe create goosebumps, the whole shebang of there we go.
• 50:02
  SPEAKER_01: That's so direct.
• 50:03
  SPEAKER_00: There's no even wishy-washy, like no, just to be so channeled.
• 50:08
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, but what I love, you know, it's well, I put it this way, it's like a pleasure pain that I like to call it is um, you know, working through, you know, my Scorpio, like you know, masochistic self, and like all, you know, just these other like little soul, you know, boxes I've got to tick is my I'll be given, you know, and this, you know, this should not deter anybody from following their intuition.
• 50:30
  SPEAKER_01: It is all the more reason to go with it.
• 50:32
  SPEAKER_01: Is my journey, even though I knew what I was doing, was not easy.
• 50:35
  SPEAKER_01: It was really hard.
• 50:37
  SPEAKER_01: I got a job running sled dogs in northern Montana.
• 50:40
  SPEAKER_01: I was sexually harassed by a coworker, wasn't safe, and had to quit.
• 50:43
  SPEAKER_01: I was broke.
• 50:43
  SPEAKER_01: I had to have my mother, you know, pay my rent for months.
• 50:46
  SPEAKER_01: And then I was like, fine, I'm moving to Alaska.
• 50:48
  SPEAKER_01: Moved up to Alaska, still wasn't working with horses yet.
• 50:51
  SPEAKER_01: Packed up my things, moved to Alaska, ran sled dogs on a glacier all summer.
• 50:56
  SPEAKER_01: I lived on a glacier, got a fly around in helicopters all the time.
• 50:59
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, you know, whales, seals, otters, all of these animals just really starting to fill me up.
• 51:06
  SPEAKER_00: You know, caramba and oh my god.
• 51:08
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my god.
• 51:09
  SPEAKER_01: And bang with the dog.
• 51:10
  SPEAKER_00: Let me get your now.
• 51:11
  SPEAKER_00: How old were you at that point?
• 51:12
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just doing this.
• 51:13
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 51:14
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I'm currently 29 and I was 26.
• 51:18
  SPEAKER_00: 26 when I moved.
• 51:19
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, because you probably, it's like you're eking towards your Saturn return.
• 51:23
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
• 51:23
  SPEAKER_00: But you weren't quite, but you're always I'm at you're just like Saturn return, which many of us sidebar for everyone.
• 51:29
  SPEAKER_00: That's really when you do this huge plunge into this is my mission, what am I doing, where am I headed?
• 51:35
  SPEAKER_00: But you did that obviously early.
• 51:38
  SPEAKER_01: Partially.
• 51:39
  SPEAKER_01: We're like partially half the puzzle.
• 51:41
  SPEAKER_01: I was starting to piece it together.
• 51:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 51:44
  SPEAKER_01: And so yeah, ran dogs uh for the first summer.
• 51:46
  SPEAKER_01: And then I was like, well, I'm not going home.
• 51:48
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I love this.
• 51:49
  SPEAKER_01: I loved Alaska.
• 51:50
  SPEAKER_01: So it's funny.
• 51:51
  SPEAKER_01: I ran away to Alaska to find myself, and that's what we do.
• 51:55
  SPEAKER_01: We run away to find ourselves, right?
• 51:56
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 51:57
  SPEAKER_01: And I just I ran away from, I mean, I wasn't at that point.
• 52:00
  SPEAKER_01: I had been teaching yoga.
• 52:02
  SPEAKER_01: Do I had my, you know, I'd been doing aesthetics, you know, and I was like a facial specialist.
• 52:05
  SPEAKER_01: So I love the facials getting in there.
• 52:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I ran away from Reiki even.
• 52:09
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, I'm gonna go be dogs.
• 52:10
  SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna go do dogs.
• 52:11
  SPEAKER_03: I want to do this.
• 52:13
  SPEAKER_01: And it was, it was basically I was done working with humans.
• 52:16
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, there's enough humans being humans.
• 52:19
  SPEAKER_01: I want to go be an animal.
• 52:21
  SPEAKER_01: I want to go be with them.
• 52:22
  SPEAKER_01: And so I did, and it was incredible.
• 52:24
  SPEAKER_01: I made some the first phenomena, okay, not not the first, um, but just another group of very close, phenomenal friendships in this lifetime and and and healthy male friendships.
• 52:35
  SPEAKER_01: That's very important to me.
• 52:36
  SPEAKER_01: I haven't had many of those in my life, healthy male friendships, and I guess I just talked to one of them the other day, and it would make me so happy to hear from him.
• 52:44
  SPEAKER_01: And then I moved up to Fairbanks um with a guy, with a guy we ended up dating, um, and I did my very first sled dog race.
• 52:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um it was incredible.
• 52:54
  SPEAKER_01: And um, you know, just getting to live off grid, no running water, no electricity, in the woods, watching the northern lights every night when I'm out there, two, three in the morning, running dogs, and there's this stillness.
• 53:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I think I think that's what I needed to start immersing myself into my gifts was to get to nature in full.
• 53:17
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I couldn't just go be in nature, you know, half the day.
• 53:20
  SPEAKER_01: I needed to be there all day.
• 53:21
  SPEAKER_01: I need to eat, live and breathe it.
• 53:23
  SPEAKER_01: And the animals brought me back to myself.
• 53:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um uh, you know, because little side note, soul history-wise, is I'm far more animal than I am human.
• 53:31
  SPEAKER_01: Most of my times have been lived as animals.
• 53:34
  SPEAKER_00: And so I now this is a such a cool thing because and for me, um, this is still this new, uh, even for my journey, like not that I I definitely don't have it all figured out, but I am just now even tapping into parts of my Kashic story where I'm out to tap into realize, oh, I started out with the dragon energy and this whole split.
• 53:58
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, wow, this is incredible.
• 54:01
  SPEAKER_00: So tell break that down for people because I know this is a as people begin to open up and then they explore things like their Kashic records and things of that nature, and then blowing everyone's mind, realizing that your consciousness is actually also animal, not just a humanoid or um, well, extraterrestrial is another part, right?
• 54:24
  SPEAKER_00: Future self, past self.
• 54:25
  SPEAKER_00: We're trying to break this down in a way so that people can start realizing, oh, I actually have that's why I feel so connected to animals, is because I was an animal.
• 54:35
  SPEAKER_00: So tell us about that, because I love that.
• 54:39
  SPEAKER_01: And it's so so funny before I go.
• 54:41
  SPEAKER_01: Remember, guys, I'm gonna end up telling you about how I work with horses.
• 54:45
  SPEAKER_01: This is how big this story is.
• 54:46
  SPEAKER_01: This and for team, like, like exactly, you know, as as listeners are sitting here, maybe listening to this, maybe even with like a little bit of overwhelmed headache, going, Oh my god, like you know, there's so much to sift through.
• 55:00
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, don't be overwhelmed by it, be inspired by it.
• 55:03
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 55:03
  SPEAKER_01: Let it wash over you, just let it wash over you.
• 55:07
  SPEAKER_01: Even all of the hardships, any grief you have to go through, let it inspire you.
• 55:12
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 55:13
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, girl, I think that's I think that's part of why also my gifts and never really shut down and why I always to a point accepted them was because I am so animal.
• 55:22
  SPEAKER_01: It's instinctual.
• 55:23
  SPEAKER_01: An animal is gonna more often is is going to first and foremost honor their instincts.
• 55:29
  SPEAKER_01: And anytime in this human, current human incarnation, I didn't, something bad happened.
• 55:34
  SPEAKER_01: I would get injured.
• 55:35
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, you know, um it's usually an injury for me because that's the only way I listen is if I can't move my body, then I have to listen.
• 55:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and you know, even as an as an animal animal, I'm very connected to my body.
• 55:47
  SPEAKER_01: I love my body.
• 55:48
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I do now.
• 55:49
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but even then I used to love my body from a place of fear and ego, um, you know, an unhealthy love for it.
• 55:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, so those of you just, you know, for our throughout our entire soul history, and I'm primarily a Syrian starseed as well.
• 56:03
  SPEAKER_01: So, you know, us Syrian starseeds are meant to be.
• 56:06
  SPEAKER_01: Me too, stop it.
• 56:07
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 56:11
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, wasn't expecting that, but yes.
• 56:14
  SPEAKER_01: We are meant to bring down, you know, higher, higher vibrational frequency codes, you know, uh gifts, you know, awareness, ascension of the animal, the flora and fauna mentality as a Syrian star seed.
• 56:27
  SPEAKER_01: We bring it down into this earth, this human realm and incarnation.
• 56:30
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but yeah, throughout our soul history, we have a soul experience, and part of the soul experience is to experience everything.
• 56:39
  SPEAKER_01: Why would we think that we were just human if we're human in this incarnation?
• 56:42
  SPEAKER_01: We have been plant, we have been animal, we have been mountain, we have been tree, we have been insect, we have been a factory-farmed animal.
• 56:50
  SPEAKER_01: We also have been mythical beings, we have been dragons, we have been unicorns, we have been fairies, and you know, if someone's, you know, and it's funny because it's we we categorize it because we're human, but don't let the category or the humanity define the soul.
• 57:08
  SPEAKER_00: Oh girl, you just gotta put that in, put that on a tattoo, boom.
• 57:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's so expansive, and just let that wash over you because I think that that's that, you know, you're like you said, your human logical mind is like trying to like put together facts right now, saying, How could that be actually possible?
• 57:28
  SPEAKER_00: Just let it wash over you, but continue.
• 57:30
  SPEAKER_01: This is so good.
• 57:31
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and even think back, you know, like what are animals that you really connect with?
• 57:35
  SPEAKER_01: What are mythical beings that you really connect with?
• 57:37
  SPEAKER_01: What are your favorite flowers?
• 57:38
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, it all it's all connected.
• 57:41
  SPEAKER_01: And again, all these interconnections and these webs and bridges are not meant to overwhelm.
• 57:46
  SPEAKER_01: They're meant to be the magic and the inspiration of that which makes you you love it, like all the bits, all of it.
• 57:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and so yeah, finally, the part of my soul that was ready to begin the ascent into my Saturn return said, Hey, it's time for animals.
• 58:03
  SPEAKER_01: And it's so funny because again, part of my journey, unfortunately, was I had or I was taken from everything I wanted as a child.
• 58:10
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted animals, I didn't get them.
• 58:12
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted the ranch, I didn't get it.
• 58:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I wanted friends, I didn't have them.
• 58:15
  SPEAKER_01: I um not only did I self-isolate, but part of my journey, you know, and I've learned this in my records, was to actually be pushed away from everything that I wanted.
• 58:25
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and some of that was some darkness in me and, you know, bad stuff that I had, you know, been attached with and things growing up and um, you know, needing the soul retrieval and the trauma healing and everything.
• 58:35
  SPEAKER_01: But um I was, you know, so I was locked away from everything I ever wanted.
• 58:40
  SPEAKER_01: And finally, 26 years old, I said, I can't do this.
• 58:44
  SPEAKER_01: So I ran away to Alaska, found dogs, and you know, talk about, you know, coming home to yourself and it's even our soul history and our past lives as animals is I've actually had a lot of past lives as sled dogs, as you know, dogs in general and as racehorses.
• 58:59
  SPEAKER_01: But when I was working in Fairbanks running sled dogs, I you know, was actually just racing sled dogs and training them.
• 59:05
  SPEAKER_01: I needed a job.
• 59:06
  SPEAKER_01: Sled dogs are very expensive.
• 59:08
  SPEAKER_01: There was a woman in very divine alignment to find me that she owned a herd of reindeer.
• 59:15
  SPEAKER_03: Oh my gosh.
• 59:16
  SPEAKER_01: Um I emailed her.
• 59:18
  SPEAKER_01: She wasn't even hiring at the time.
• 59:19
  SPEAKER_01: I emailed her and said, My name is Elsa.
• 59:22
  SPEAKER_01: So also Frozen was already out.
• 59:24
  SPEAKER_01: My name's Elsa.
• 59:25
  SPEAKER_00: Of course.
• 59:26
  SPEAKER_01: And I run sled dogs and I have some large animal experience.
• 59:31
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I had worked with cattle and um, you know, horses a bit growing up and stuff.
• 59:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, I'm also a yoga teacher.
• 59:37
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and you know, these are my skills.
• 59:39
  SPEAKER_01: I've worked in the tourism and service industry for, you know, the last seven years, and I'm very experienced in about everything.
• 59:45
  SPEAKER_01: If you'd like, I'd like to come work with you.
• 59:48
  SPEAKER_01: And she said, emailed me back and was kind of just like blown away, uh, like, oh, you know, my doorstep.
• 59:55
  SPEAKER_01: And she said, Well, we want to learn train the reindeer to pull a sled, and you've got some sled dog experience.
• 1:00:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and like um, she kind of made a comment about the yoga, being a yoga teacher.
• 1:00:06
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Yeah, we could do some really cool stuff with reindeer yoga.
• 1:00:10
  SPEAKER_01: And next thing I know, I'm working there seven days a week, 40 hours a week.
• 1:00:15
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my gosh.
• 1:00:16
  SPEAKER_01: And when I met those reindeer, so people would ask me this question all the time, you know, what do you like better, the dogs or the reindeer?
• 1:00:22
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, Well, they're two different, they're two different energies, they're two different families.
• 1:00:26
  SPEAKER_01: I go, but when I'm with the dogs, I'm safe.
• 1:00:28
  SPEAKER_01: But when I'm with the reindeer, I'm home.
• 1:00:30
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember the first day that I met them, I walked into their pen and she had uh eight reindeer at the time, and my heart stopped.
• 1:00:39
  SPEAKER_01: And I have this flood of, oh, I'm home washed over me.
• 1:00:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I just got them.
• 1:00:48
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it took me a while.
• 1:00:49
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, learning a new animal is always takes, you know, learning curve and stuff.
• 1:00:53
  SPEAKER_01: But they for the dogs bringing me back to, hey, it's the animals that need you.
• 1:00:59
  SPEAKER_01: And the reindeer said, Here's all of the magic that's been within you this whole time.
• 1:01:05
  SPEAKER_00: Wow.
• 1:01:06
  SPEAKER_01: And so I, you know, taught or I led, you know, two hour-long reindeer tours, telling tourists all the you know anatomical and physiological adaptations of reindeer and stuff.
• 1:01:15
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, they're the coolest animals in the world, you know, trained them, you know, a little bit of liberty work, you know, gift kisses, you know, fault lead rope, you know, halters and everything.
• 1:01:23
  SPEAKER_01: I milked reindeer.
• 1:01:24
  SPEAKER_01: I've drank reindeer milk ice cream.
• 1:01:26
  SPEAKER_01: Um best in the world.
• 1:01:29
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but so kind of we're working towards horses, guys.
• 1:01:32
  SPEAKER_01: It's coming.
• 1:01:34
  SPEAKER_01: At this point, I at this point I had learned what the Akashic records were.
• 1:01:38
  SPEAKER_01: I had heard Ashley Wood on either either the Almost 30 or the Tube Bang Medic podcast.
• 1:01:43
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, right.
• 1:01:43
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 1:01:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, oh dang.
• 1:01:45
  SPEAKER_01: Oh dang.
• 1:01:46
  SPEAKER_01: Like, okay.
• 1:01:48
  SPEAKER_01: I get it.
• 1:01:49
  SPEAKER_01: I get it.
• 1:01:50
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 1:01:50
  SPEAKER_01: And at this point, too, was already very connecting with the animals.
• 1:01:54
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, um, not just the dogs and the care or the reindeer, but I mean moose.
• 1:01:57
  SPEAKER_01: I had some very intense, very scary run-ins with moose while I was there.
• 1:02:01
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and yeah, looking, you know, learning, like, oh, you know, totem animals, and like they were trying to tell me things, links.
• 1:02:06
  SPEAKER_01: I see lynx a lot, um, you know, foxes and things, and it was just so incredible being there.
• 1:02:12
  SPEAKER_01: But learned what the Akashic record records were, and was about, I was like 28 at this point, like almost 28, like getting there.
• 1:02:21
  SPEAKER_01: And um, and slowly too, like the job started to wear on me.
• 1:02:26
  SPEAKER_01: Like the humans I wasn't healthy with, the animals I was, and I and I knew that I was staying there for the reindeer because I loved them so much that I didn't think that they'd be okay without me and that I wouldn't be okay without them.
• 1:02:38
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, I'm not safe without these reindeer, I need them.
• 1:02:40
  SPEAKER_01: Um and I had my first Akashic record session, and I just remember being like, wow, you know, I mean, anybody can, you know, we talk about our our first Akashic session, you know, and someone sees, you know, it's like, wow, like I'm being so poetically described and being so poetically written and understood in a way that I didn't know was possible in this human existence.
• 1:03:05
  SPEAKER_01: Um and it was from a wonderful woman.
• 1:03:08
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I just and all and then all of a sudden, and then I found Ashley Woods podcast, bidged the whole thing, and then it started, you know, basically I hit 28, and it was like, here we go, all these little things are lining up for you to really sink into your psychic gifts.
• 1:03:22
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then though that summer of 2019, I got uh injured a lot.
• 1:03:30
  SPEAKER_01: All of a sudden, my body was like, Nope, nope.
• 1:03:33
  SPEAKER_00: Have you looked in your human design?
• 1:03:35
  SPEAKER_00: I have a friend named Ren Brightman, and she introduced me to there's it's there's a gate in human design called the gate of shock.
• 1:03:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I don't remember because I'm I'm just learning human design the details.
• 1:03:49
  SPEAKER_00: I wonder if you have that in your chart because I do, she does, my friend, and it's like if you're it's your spirit, if you go too far, your body's like F you, I'm taking some.
• 1:04:00
  SPEAKER_00: I bet you have that in your chart.
• 1:04:02
  SPEAKER_01: Just I have to because Oh, you have to gate of shock, yep.
• 1:04:06
  SPEAKER_01: Everything.
• 1:04:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um yeah.
• 1:04:08
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I sprained the same ankle three times in like a three month in like a month and a half.
• 1:04:14
  SPEAKER_01: Like just boom, boom.
• 1:04:16
  SPEAKER_01: And like, and I was just walking, like I wasn't even hiking, I wasn't doing things hard, and I just was like trip and I'd slip, and I'm like, oh my god.
• 1:04:22
  SPEAKER_01: And then we went paddle boarding in a pond and I got an infection in my knee, and like they were worried about it going septic.
• 1:04:28
  SPEAKER_01: I did two rounds of antibiotics and was like, oh my god, now I can't walk for like five weeks.
• 1:04:34
  SPEAKER_01: I still was like, I have to stay at this job, but again, it was becoming very emotionally toxic, very unhealthy.
• 1:04:41
  SPEAKER_01: I would didn't feel good.
• 1:04:43
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and the reindeer started saying, like, and that and so animal communication, the reindeer were the ones that really were like, honey, we are talking to you, listen.
• 1:04:53
  SPEAKER_01: Hello.
• 1:04:54
  SPEAKER_00: Now tell people, um, do you how does that experience manifest for you in your in your pre like do you are you connecting with them?
• 1:05:03
  SPEAKER_00: You just and you have a um, yeah, what's the vibration?
• 1:05:07
  SPEAKER_00: Tell everybody about how that manifests itself.
• 1:05:10
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, so I'm very clairvoyant, and then um with some animals, it depends on the animal.
• 1:05:15
  SPEAKER_01: Like, like I kind of like to say like each animal is like a different channel, like reindeer have a certain channel, the dogs have a certain channel, horses have a certain channel, and they'll tune into me through my different clair senses.
• 1:05:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um and I do have, you know, all of them are pretty, pretty strong.
• 1:05:28
  SPEAKER_01: I work with I I make it a practice, you know, I exercise my clairvoyant muscles.
• 1:05:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but my strongest ones are my clair cognizant and clairvoyance.
• 1:05:36
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but the reindeer really liked Claire audience.
• 1:05:39
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and they loved talk.
• 1:05:41
  SPEAKER_01: But also, too, I mean, like reindeer have antenna, they got their antlers.
• 1:05:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 1:05:45
  SPEAKER_01: They're really good at like accessing that frequency and like going right into my ears, like you would a radio.
• 1:05:50
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and uh this one reindeer particular rocket.
• 1:05:55
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I think too with the reindeer, what I loved so much was I I uh they Made you see them, you know, and so it wasn't just that um, you know, it we always talk about uh, you know, it's very easy to be present around your animals, they help you drop into yourself and into your surroundings and everything.
• 1:06:11
  SPEAKER_01: Reindeer, I take it to a whole other level of being present because they they have almost 360 vision, and so they're constantly looking at their surroundings and their body language, I mean, uh apart from a horse, is almost like from what I've seen so far, my you know, experience with um, you know, especially herd animals and prey animals is unmatched.
• 1:06:32
  SPEAKER_01: Um, the the a flick of an ear, uh uh uh I mean, they give each other, you know, like um a side eye, and that means a whole host of emotions and words to them.
• 1:06:43
  SPEAKER_01: And so spending a year and a half intimately, I mean, spending 40 hours a week or more with these animals, just watching them, observing them, being a part of their herd.
• 1:06:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I think that really helped me open up my animal communication gifts to another level, right?
• 1:06:58
  SPEAKER_01: Right rather than just the sentience or like, hey, I can see what they're communicating through their body language, therefore I know what they're expressing to me, which is all part of it.
• 1:07:06
  SPEAKER_01: But because I spent so much time in the in the body language, intimately in their space, in that form of bodily expression, they said, Okay, you're ready.
• 1:07:14
  SPEAKER_01: And they'd start dropping in in my ears.
• 1:07:16
  SPEAKER_01: And it was uh Rocket was my best buddy.
• 1:07:20
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, I used to go in like after work and I he'd be they'd all be lying down, sleeping, and I'd go and lay on him and just take a nap or read or something, or even just like take like a couple minutes to myself because we still had other work to do.
• 1:07:31
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and he was just the sweetest, and he was definitely the one that started nudging me to leave and was like, you have to like like I love you more than anything, but you have to go.
• 1:07:41
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and then again, I didn't listen.
• 1:07:43
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, I can't leave you.
• 1:07:45
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, still human, unhealthy, animal, like desperate um to be with them.
• 1:07:50
  SPEAKER_01: And then another reindeer uh had a little bit of a hormonal upheaval and attacked me, dislocated my shoulder.
• 1:07:56
  SPEAKER_01: And um, it's funny because I went back, like even after I moved to Montana, it was like months later.
• 1:08:00
  SPEAKER_01: I wouldn't check in with him, and he's like, You weren't listening, you had to go, and so I got went after you.
• 1:08:06
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, thank you, thank you.
• 1:08:08
  SPEAKER_01: Um yeah, so at this point, it's the you know winter of 2019, and all of a sudden, I start having horses everywhere.
• 1:08:21
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, I'm about Alaska, horses aren't that big of a thing, right?
• 1:08:25
  SPEAKER_03: Right.
• 1:08:26
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I mean, I would be aimlessly scrolling on Instagram, and people who weren't even horse people were like posting pictures of horses, and I was like, the hell?
• 1:08:35
  SPEAKER_01: I started having dreams about them.
• 1:08:38
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I had other friends like that I that aren't even horse people, like we're talking about them, just like an overwhelming influx of of equine messaging.
• 1:08:47
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, I was very uncomfortable.
• 1:08:49
  SPEAKER_01: Like I was literally physically uncomfortable because I'm like, I can't access this and I know it needs me.
• 1:08:53
  SPEAKER_01: I know I need it.
• 1:08:55
  SPEAKER_01: So I had another traffic record session.
• 1:08:57
  SPEAKER_01: And the gal, I was at this point too, I was like, I need to leave, I can't be here.
• 1:09:01
  SPEAKER_01: It just was, and again, people, you know, their listeners, listen to what your body, to your mind, to everything around you is telling you because there's a reason that it is.
• 1:09:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, the interconnectedness is unfathomable, yet the most beautiful and poignant thing you'll ever access, and grant yourself permission to play with.
• 1:09:20
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's all the horse messages, and but I was like, oh my god, if I have to move back to Montana for this, it's gonna be such a pain in the butt.
• 1:09:27
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, and at this point too, pandemic A.
• 1:09:30
  SPEAKER_00: Like it was like, Yeah, I was gonna say you were becoming in tune with your probably your soul contract and how things what you needed to do to show up as a teacher and a healer, and all the things.
• 1:09:42
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, all the things and she goes, I go, Well, I can move to Talkitna, I can move to Homer, I can move, you know, down to Willow, like all these other places.
• 1:09:51
  SPEAKER_01: And she just looks at me and she's kind of talking to my guides and especially Rocket and the reindeer, and she's like, You don't want to be here though.
• 1:10:01
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, No, I don't.
• 1:10:04
  SPEAKER_01: She goes, Where do you want to be?
• 1:10:05
  SPEAKER_01: I would be on B Montana.
• 1:10:06
  SPEAKER_01: And I go, Well, what's the horses for?
• 1:10:08
  SPEAKER_01: And she goes, and so also there's something even in your horse chart and in your soul history try to find out like simultaneously where there are those of us that are deeply connected to not just animals, but large animals in particular.
• 1:10:23
  SPEAKER_00: Um was it just the reindeer or oh Elsa, I'm gonna hold you.
• 1:10:28
  SPEAKER_00: Can you check your mic?
• 1:10:29
  SPEAKER_00: Because I want to hear every little word.
• 1:10:31
  SPEAKER_00: And it kind of tuned out a little, got a little dip changed a little in the frequency.
• 1:10:37
  SPEAKER_00: Is that any better?
• 1:10:39
  SPEAKER_00: No, it's about the same.
• 1:10:40
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not sure what switch, but I was hanging on every word.
• 1:10:42
  SPEAKER_00: I want to make sure I got like we everybody can hear everything you're saying.
• 1:10:51
  SPEAKER_00: It's a little bit better.
• 1:10:52
  SPEAKER_00: It's still it's sort of like it switched a little.
• 1:10:55
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not quite sure why.
• 1:10:56
  unknown: Okay.
• 1:10:57
  SPEAKER_02: Sometimes I'll be in sessions and someone's like, oh, wait, and I'm like, oh, it's just a light language.
• 1:11:01
  SPEAKER_00: And they're like, nope, sometimes it does just kind of queue out on back up in a sec.
• 1:11:05
  SPEAKER_00: I'll come closer.
• 1:11:06
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, we'll keep going.
• 1:11:07
  SPEAKER_00: I can hear you still, so that's the important thing.
• 1:11:09
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah.
• 1:11:09
  SPEAKER_00: And I want to tell you, um, so we have about 10 minutes left.
• 1:11:14
  SPEAKER_00: And I definitely, I mean, I'm I'm gonna have you back on another time.
• 1:11:18
  SPEAKER_00: There, I mean, I can't get enough of your whole journey.
• 1:11:21
  SPEAKER_00: I want to hear about you going to Montana, and then we're gonna just switch because of the time frame we're in now, just because I know you have this amazing course launching, so we can dovetail it.
• 1:11:30
  SPEAKER_00: So going to Montana and then um tell me about multi because everyone's gonna want to know.
• 1:11:35
  unknown: Okay, yeah.
• 1:11:36
  SPEAKER_02: So basically having a costume record session to Montana.
• 1:11:40
  SPEAKER_02: Uh, and again, same thing like that.
• 1:11:42
  SPEAKER_02: Like, oh do you know this is what we need to do.
• 1:11:45
  SPEAKER_02: Um, a bunch of other things happen in the meantime, you know.
• 1:12:42
  SPEAKER_02: Twenty-four hours later, I he went to when I was in contact with about this pony.
• 1:12:49
  SPEAKER_02: Twenty twenty April, twenty twenty-one.
• 1:12:52
  SPEAKER_02: He said, I um uh the pony is for sale.
• 1:12:57
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my gosh.
• 1:13:01
  SPEAKER_01: Trust me.
• 1:13:02
  SPEAKER_01: And I did.
• 1:13:03
  SPEAKER_01: I went out and I said, you know, kind of shouted to the full moon.
• 1:13:05
  SPEAKER_01: It was full moon and did a little offering and said, I'm ready for her, bring her home to me.
• 1:13:10
  SPEAKER_01: It's 24 hours.
• 1:13:12
  SPEAKER_01: And I had heard from the woman and I had heard from her in months.
• 1:13:15
  SPEAKER_01: So finally, horses are showing up, and you know, I had to go through all that to start doing a big deep healing work, everything.
• 1:13:22
  SPEAKER_01: But it's so funny to have gone through this.
• 1:13:25
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I went through a huge body extreme from ages, you know, zero through 23, 24, to a deep soul, extreme soul awareness, soul healing from 26 to you know, 29 now.
• 1:13:40
  SPEAKER_01: And now I'm starting to allow them and grant them permission to blend, to see the importance of the interconnection and not just like not just like, you know, like a or not just one plus one being connected, but my muscle fibers, my intestinal organs and all the little malia that make up those folds, my heart muscle, my lungs and the capillaries within them, every cell and fiber of my being and all of our beings are connected to our soul and hold so much merit that is our magic of the soul-body connection.
• 1:14:13
  SPEAKER_01: But we have to feel safe doing this.
• 1:14:16
  SPEAKER_01: We have to know that we can love and still be scared, but we still love from a place of love, um, to stop surviving and to f start thriving and actually learn what that looks like.
• 1:14:28
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, you don't have to be living the life of your dreams to be happy.
• 1:14:31
  SPEAKER_01: You can be doing that beforehand and still be, you know, or you can still be happy before you get all of the manifestations.
• 1:14:37
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and that's you know, getting into multi.
• 1:14:40
  SPEAKER_00: Um, yes, yes, I can't wait to hear all about and let me ask you one quick question because we might have to say this for another conversation.
• 1:14:47
  SPEAKER_00: But let me ask you about Sasquatch because Sasquatch is really big for me.
• 1:14:53
  SPEAKER_00: And so I always feel like Sasquatch is bordering, you know, between both of those places you're talking about.
• 1:15:00
  SPEAKER_00: And so all you need to do to me is say yes, and then we'll have a whole nother con a whole nother podcast episode about Sasquatch.
• 1:15:06
  SPEAKER_01: But anyway, I haven't personally connected with him, however, I'm very much in agreement that he's out there.
• 1:15:12
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, good.
• 1:15:13
  SPEAKER_01: Just a thought.
• 1:15:14
  SPEAKER_01: We'll we'll revisit that later.
• 1:15:16
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 1:15:17
  SPEAKER_01: I love it.
• 1:15:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and so um, yeah, multi is uh an ode to our interdimensional or our multidimensionality, our multi-facetedness, our multi-aspectual aspects of self, um, our multi-giftedness or multi-talentedness, just the fact that this universe is multidimensional as well.
• 1:15:39
  SPEAKER_01: Like everything is multitude.
• 1:15:42
  SPEAKER_01: There is a multitude of everything, and that is what multi is really an ode to.
• 1:15:47
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's for anybody who's ready for them to be their own answer.
• 1:15:54
  SPEAKER_01: For dilemma, for them to be their own magic, to see that one magic exists, but they fall under that category, air quotes, um, that they are magic as well.
• 1:16:06
  SPEAKER_01: I for the longest time believed in magic, but didn't believe that I myself was, that I had access to magic, not that just because I am me incarnate in this lifetime believing in magic, I too hold magic within me.
• 1:16:21
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's intuitive development, it is past life um aha moments, not only healing past lives um and you know, honor or giving them the emotional release that those past lives need, but also honoring a lot of our past lives.
• 1:16:36
  SPEAKER_01: I love looking at past lives that were beautiful, that were really special, and that there's, you know, parts of our soul that are within that past life that want to support us in this one.
• 1:16:47
  SPEAKER_01: And we look at our past lives as humans, animals, and mythical being because part of accepting all of you is one to a point, knowing all of you, not all the details, but just knowing that you're more than human.
• 1:16:58
  SPEAKER_01: Right.
• 1:16:59
  SPEAKER_01: And I know I've worked with a lot of clients though as well, you know, whether it's like they're trying to work with their money story.
• 1:17:04
  SPEAKER_01: And it's like, well, you've healed all the human stuff, but guess what?
• 1:17:06
  SPEAKER_01: You've got a past life, you know, you you have part of your animal soul and even your mythical soul that's like, hell no, I don't agree with that.
• 1:17:12
  SPEAKER_01: And so there's still gonna be duality and juxtaposition with how in this human reality you're playing out your life.
• 1:17:18
  SPEAKER_01: You can't necessarily create this, uh, I call it sacred endurance, yeah.
• 1:17:23
  SPEAKER_01: Where it's the consistency in which you actively engage and live your life through magic and enchantment, your intuitive get intuitive gifts, the quantum awareness uh that is this universe is magnificent, is incredible.
• 1:17:39
  SPEAKER_01: That even through all of the muck, the dust, dirt, and debris, you know, we are meant to be here to have fun and to thrive and to experience joy and love.
• 1:17:48
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but you have to, yeah, look at all of your different past lives as animals and as mythical beings.
• 1:17:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, and we do a whole foundational rewrite.
• 1:17:58
  SPEAKER_01: Um, because you know, a lot of us are living our foundations, you know, like uh from you know, uh mud and muck and like soil, you know, just for like uh metaphors.
• 1:18:07
  SPEAKER_00: Carbon, carbon.
• 1:18:08
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's what my guys told me the other day.
• 1:18:10
  SPEAKER_00: They said, You're still in carbon.
• 1:18:12
  SPEAKER_00: I want F you.
• 1:18:14
  SPEAKER_00: I'm working on it.
• 1:18:15
  SPEAKER_00: Yep.
• 1:18:16
  SPEAKER_01: I want crystalline.
• 1:18:17
  SPEAKER_01: And so, yeah, I mean I'm working on that.
• 1:18:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, that's uh and we do like um, you know, when I work through my quantum healings with people in the records, we we um I don't I heal across all timelines, you know, past, present, future, across all realms, human, animal, mythical, throughout all body systems, which means every cell and fiber of your being.
• 1:18:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I even say including your hair and the crystalline structure of water in your body, because it all is a part of it.
• 1:18:41
  SPEAKER_01: And that's that's what multi is is it's a 12-week portal to your radical self-transformation, self-discovery, compassion, healing, and empowerment.
• 1:18:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I don't want people to have to always go and seek out a mentor because and I mean, always go seek out a mentor, but don't seek out a mentor because you don't think you are, you don't think you're capable of doing it yourself.
• 1:19:05
  SPEAKER_01: You should always know you're capable of doing it yourself, but you seek support.
• 1:19:09
  SPEAKER_01: You seek someone to see you.
• 1:19:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I want, I don't, I mean, I love hand holding, but I'm not gonna hold your hand and do it for you.
• 1:19:16
  SPEAKER_01: I'll guide you, I'll be with you, I'll witness you.
• 1:19:18
  SPEAKER_01: I might be on top of you, I might be beside you, I might be by you know, underneath you, lifting you up.
• 1:19:23
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, the whole quantum place that I can come find you in and then show you that everything's already there.
• 1:19:30
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yes.
• 1:19:31
  SPEAKER_01: Already up there.
• 1:19:32
  SPEAKER_00: You are your own guru oracle and all exactly wisdom keep off.
• 1:19:38
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 1:19:38
  SPEAKER_01: It's funny.
• 1:19:39
  SPEAKER_01: So the other, like like last note, kind of just like like for like people to be inspired is well, two.
• 1:19:44
  SPEAKER_01: One, you should always inspire yourself.
• 1:19:46
  SPEAKER_01: I want everyone to inspire themselves.
• 1:19:48
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that that's something, like even going back to like children, that we should teach children to be inspired by themselves, not just seek outside themselves to be inspired.
• 1:19:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but also the other night in my records is I've been doing a lot of like actually crystalline activation in my body and like these different attunements and magic's been coming in and like, but ancient magic.
• 1:20:05
  SPEAKER_01: And then also the other day, it was it my power animal or my unicorn guide, uh, looks at me and goes, you know, if you're this magical, and like again, yes, you know, everything's already within you, but don't think that you can't create something new.
• 1:20:19
  SPEAKER_01: I yes.
• 1:20:21
  SPEAKER_01: And that's like I know that a lot of us, you know, spiritual teachers, healers, um, and those of us in this world, I mean, and that is it's such a huge pillar and part of the foundation to accept that you are already everything you need to be and can and can create and manifest everything that you are and desire to be.
• 1:20:38
  SPEAKER_01: However, again, don't be so human as to allow that acceptance for you to play small.
• 1:20:46
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 1:20:47
  SPEAKER_01: You can still create something from nothing.
• 1:20:51
  SPEAKER_01: As we exactly from carbon to crystalline, as we reach this momentous place of elemental urgency, as this you know, kind of collective ascension starts moving up.
• 1:21:02
  SPEAKER_01: Allow yourself the place to play within your imagination, within your records, within wherever you find harmonious spiritual sanctuary to say, I can create something that which doesn't exist.
• 1:21:15
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:21:16
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 1:21:17
  SPEAKER_00: Bringing something and creating it out of nothing.
• 1:21:20
  SPEAKER_00: I I so vibe with you.
• 1:21:22
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I could go on talking to you for hours.
• 1:21:23
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 1:21:24
  SPEAKER_00: This is so in alignment for me.
• 1:21:26
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, also to there's just so many parallels.
• 1:21:29
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, um, and the crazy thing is on Earth Lives, I'm so I'm quite a bit older than you, but this is so similar to my journey.
• 1:21:37
  SPEAKER_00: And then um, you know, I can't even tell you on so many levels.
• 1:21:41
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm so excited to meet you.
• 1:21:43
  SPEAKER_00: And you guys better get your arses over and sign up for multi.
• 1:21:47
  SPEAKER_00: You better get yourself some multi, girl.
• 1:21:49
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I was like so many levels, and the fact that your um consciousness is at that point where you're embracing all these parts, it's like so expansive, so needed.
• 1:22:00
  SPEAKER_00: Your your um bravery and your courage to like put this out uh unabashedly into the world.
• 1:22:06
  SPEAKER_00: Y'all better get to it, people.
• 1:22:08
  SPEAKER_00: All I'm saying.
• 1:22:10
  SPEAKER_00: Believe me, you're so beautiful.
• 1:22:12
  SPEAKER_00: I can't wait to work with you more.
• 1:22:14
  SPEAKER_00: Like I can totally I have so many things to talk to you about, but um I would love to be able to like do work with you in in per in real life in person and to be able to, because um, I've got some ideas, you know, for us girls to well, maybe guys, non-binary, if you're there too.
• 1:22:29
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not excluding you.
• 1:22:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just saying I'm with Elsin.
• 1:22:32
  SPEAKER_00: And in this moment, we're looking at each other in this incarnation this way.
• 1:22:35
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, so I have some ideas, but I am so inspired by you.
• 1:22:39
  SPEAKER_00: And I want to thank you so much for sharing your heart and your journey so magically and beautifully, and also for really going along with me for the whole ride.
• 1:22:47
  SPEAKER_00: Because I feel like this way people really get to know your journey.
• 1:22:52
  SPEAKER_00: And yes, you are at this point where you've got all this ignited magic, but you went through some yeah, real challenges and real tough stuff.
• 1:22:59
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, I mean, to have you as a guide and a mentor would be like a privilege.
• 1:23:04
  SPEAKER_00: So I I think people should just run right over and then um tell everybody where they can find you if they want to do a session with you or if they want to follow you or whatever.
• 1:23:15
  SPEAKER_00: Tell everybody all the things, and I will post it too, literally in the episode page.
• 1:23:19
  SPEAKER_00: But tell us.
• 1:23:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, thank you so much.
• 1:23:21
  SPEAKER_01: And just also thank you for having me on here.
• 1:23:23
  SPEAKER_01: I know it's it's so funny.
• 1:23:24
  SPEAKER_01: I like I love talking about my story, but it's a lot.
• 1:23:27
  SPEAKER_00: So I oh I love it.
• 1:23:28
  SPEAKER_00: No, I love it.
• 1:23:29
  SPEAKER_00: I love hearing I love hearing the enfoldment and I love hearing the the progression because I feel like people can say, Oh, that happened to me, and I felt that way.
• 1:23:37
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, that's our story and how we connect.
• 1:23:40
  SPEAKER_01: So you can find me on Instagram.
• 1:23:43
  SPEAKER_01: It's the best place to find me.
• 1:23:44
  SPEAKER_01: Uh Wolf Like the Animal underscore wins like the element, W-I-N-D-S.
• 1:23:50
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I have and then everything is through there.
• 1:23:52
  SPEAKER_01: You can get to my website and everything.
• 1:23:54
  SPEAKER_01: My website is definitely not up to par right now.
• 1:23:56
  SPEAKER_01: Um, if you have any questions, I mean whether it's animal communications, speaking with an animal who has since passed, um, injured animal, you know, your own if you want to meet an animal guide um for anything.
• 1:24:05
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, you can always email me.
• 1:24:06
  SPEAKER_01: I my inbox is always open.
• 1:24:08
  SPEAKER_01: I have people message me all the time.
• 1:24:10
  SPEAKER_01: And, you know, depending on where my boundaries are at for the day, I'm happy to engage.
• 1:24:14
  SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I've got 20 minute consultations, I've got, you know, um, we've got a lot coming this year.
• 1:24:19
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so just stay tuned.
• 1:24:20
  SPEAKER_01: There's a lot more magic more accessible uh in person as well as online.
• 1:24:25
  SPEAKER_01: So very excited to see how that comes.
• 1:24:27
  SPEAKER_01: But Instagram is the best place to keep tabs.
• 1:24:29
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 1:24:30
  SPEAKER_00: Well, listen, I love you, girl.
• 1:24:32
  SPEAKER_00: I know you like a Syrian sister.
• 1:24:35
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 1:24:36
  SPEAKER_00: We got so much to talk about.
• 1:24:38
  SPEAKER_00: All right, too.
• 1:24:38
  SPEAKER_00: I love you, and I'll definitely look forward to hearing more.
• 1:24:41
  SPEAKER_00: And we'll be having you back on the podcast as soon as possible.
• 1:24:45
  SPEAKER_00: Awesome.
• 1:24:45
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much.
• 1:24:46
  SPEAKER_00: Send you love, girl.
• 1:24:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'll tune out.
• 1:24:48
  SPEAKER_00: See you soon.
• 1:24:49
  SPEAKER_00: Take care.
• 1:24:50
  SPEAKER_00: Thanks.
• 1:24:50
  SPEAKER_00: Bye.