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- 0:00Speaker 1: I make diamonds acquaintance. Mister Raymond's house was called the
- 0:06Speaker 1: Mound because it stood upon a little steep knoll, so
- 0:10Speaker 1: smooth and symmetrical that it showed itself at once to
- 0:13Speaker 1: be artificial. It had, beyond doubt been built for Queen
- 0:17Speaker 1: Elizabeth as a hunting tower, a place, namely, from the
- 0:21Speaker 1: top of which you could see the country for miles
- 0:24Speaker 1: on all sides, and so be able to follow with
- 0:27Speaker 1: your eyes the flying deer and the pursuing hounds and horsemen.
- 0:31Speaker 1: The mound had been cast out to give a good
- 0:33Speaker 1: basement advantage over the neighboring heights and woods. There was
- 0:37Speaker 1: a great quarry hole not far off, brim full of water,
- 0:41Speaker 1: from which, as the current legend stated, the materials forming
- 0:45Speaker 1: the heart of the mound, a kind of stone unfit
- 0:48Speaker 1: for building, had been dug. The house itself was of brick,
- 0:52Speaker 1: and they said the foundations were first laid in the
- 0:55Speaker 1: natural level, and then the stones at the earth of
- 0:58Speaker 1: the mound were heaped about and between them, so that
- 1:01Speaker 1: its great height should be well buttressed. Joseph and his
- 1:06Speaker 1: wife lived in a little cottage a short way from
- 1:09Speaker 1: the house. It was a real cottage with the roof
- 1:12Speaker 1: of thick thatch, which in June and July the wind
- 1:16Speaker 1: sprinkled with red and white petals. It shook from the
- 1:18Speaker 1: loose topmost sprays of the rose trees climbing the walls.
- 1:23Speaker 1: At first Diamond had a nest under this thatch, a
- 1:26Speaker 1: pretty little room with white muslin curtains. But afterwards mister
- 1:31Speaker 1: and missus Raymond wanted to have him for a page
- 1:33Speaker 1: in the house, and his father and mother were quite
- 1:36Speaker 1: pleased to have him employed without his leaving them. So
- 1:40Speaker 1: he was dressed in a suit of blue, from which
- 1:42Speaker 1: his pale face and fair hair came out like the
- 1:45Speaker 1: loveliest blossom, and took up his abode in the house.
- 1:50Speaker 1: Would you be afraid to sleep alone, Diamond asked his mistress.
- 1:55Speaker 1: I don't know what you mean, ma'am, said Diamond. I
- 1:58Speaker 1: never was afraid of anything that I can recollect, not much.
- 2:01Speaker 1: At least, there's a little room at the top of
- 2:05Speaker 1: the house, all alone. She returned, Perhaps you would not
- 2:09Speaker 1: mind sleeping there. I can sleep anywhere, and I like
- 2:13Speaker 1: best to be high up. Should I be able to
- 2:15Speaker 1: see out, I will show you the place, she answered,
- 2:20Speaker 1: and taking him by the hand, she led him up
- 2:23Speaker 1: and up the oval winding stair. In one of the
- 2:25Speaker 1: two towers. Near the top, they entered a tiny little
- 2:29Speaker 1: room with two windows, from which you could see over
- 2:32Speaker 1: the whole country. Diamond clapped his hands with delight. You
- 2:37Speaker 1: would like this room, then, Diamond, said his mistress. It's
- 2:41Speaker 1: the grandest room in the house. He answered, I shall
- 2:45Speaker 1: be near the stars, and yet not far from the
- 2:48Speaker 1: tops of the trees. That's just what I like, I
- 2:52Speaker 1: dare say. He thought also that it would be a
- 2:55Speaker 1: nice place for north Wind to call at in passing,
- 2:58Speaker 1: but he said nothing of that sort. Below him spread
- 3:02Speaker 1: a lake of green leaves, with glimpses of grass here
- 3:05Speaker 1: and there at the bottom of it. As he looked down,
- 3:08Speaker 1: he saw a squirrel appear suddenly and as suddenly vanish
- 3:12Speaker 1: amongst the topmost branches. Aha, little squirrel, he cried. My
- 3:18Speaker 1: nest is built higher than yours. You can be up
- 3:22Speaker 1: here with your books as much as you like, said
- 3:24Speaker 1: his mistress. I will have a little bell hung at
- 3:27Speaker 1: the door, which I can ring when I want you.
- 3:30Speaker 1: Half Way down the stair is the drawing room. So
- 3:34Speaker 1: Diamond was installed as page, and his new room got
- 3:37Speaker 1: ready for him. It was very soon after this that
- 3:41Speaker 1: I came to no Diamond. I was then a tutor
- 3:44Speaker 1: in a family whose estate adjoined the little property belonging
- 3:47Speaker 1: to the mound. I had made the acquaintance of mister
- 3:50Speaker 1: Raymond in London some time before, and was walking up
- 3:53Speaker 1: the drive towards the house to call upon him one
- 3:56Speaker 1: fine warm evening when I saw Diamond for the first time.
- 4:00Speaker 1: He was sitting at the foot of a great beech
- 4:02Speaker 1: tree a few yards from the road, with a book
- 4:05Speaker 1: on his knees. He did not see me. I walked
- 4:08Speaker 1: up behind a tree, and, peeping over his shoulder, saw
- 4:12Speaker 1: that he was reading a fairy book. What are you reading?
- 4:15Speaker 1: I said, and spoke suddenly, with the hope of seeing
- 4:19Speaker 1: a startled little face look round at me. Diamond turned
- 4:22Speaker 1: his head as quietly as if he were only obeying
- 4:25Speaker 1: his mother's voice, and the calmness of his face rebuked
- 4:29Speaker 1: my unkind desire and made me ashamed of it. I
- 4:33Speaker 1: am reading the story of the Little Lady and the
- 4:35Speaker 1: Goblin Prince, said Diamond. I am sorry, I don't know
- 4:40Speaker 1: the story. I returned, who is it by? Mister Raymond
- 4:44Speaker 1: made it? Is he your uncle? I asked? At a guess. No,
- 4:50Speaker 1: he's my master. What do you do for him? I asked, respectfully,
- 4:55Speaker 1: anything he wishes me to do? He answered, I am
- 4:58Speaker 1: busy for him. Now. He gave me this story to read.
- 5:02Speaker 1: He wants my opinion upon it. Don't you find it
- 5:05Speaker 1: rather hard to make up your mind? Oh, dear, No,
- 5:09Speaker 1: Any story always tells me itself when I'm to think
- 5:12Speaker 1: about it. Mister Raymond doesn't want me to say whether
- 5:15Speaker 1: it is a clever story or not, but whether I
- 5:18Speaker 1: like it and why I like it. I can never
- 5:20Speaker 1: tell what they call clever from what they call silly.
- 5:24Speaker 1: But I always know whether I like a story or not.
- 5:28Speaker 1: And can you always tell why you like it or not? No?
- 5:32Speaker 1: Very often I can't at all. Sometimes I can. I
- 5:35Speaker 1: always know, but I can't always tell why. Mister Raymond
- 5:39Speaker 1: writes the stories and then tries them on me. Mother
- 5:42Speaker 1: does the same when she makes jam. She's made such
- 5:46Speaker 1: a lot of jam since we came here, and she
- 5:48Speaker 1: always makes me taste it to see if it'll do.
- 5:51Speaker 1: Mother knows by the face I make whether it will
- 5:54Speaker 1: or not. At this moment, I caught sight of two
- 5:57Speaker 1: more children approaching. One was a handsome girl, the other,
- 6:01Speaker 1: a pale faced, awkward looking boy who limped much on
- 6:04Speaker 1: one leg. I withdrew a little to see what would follow,
- 6:08Speaker 1: for they seemed in some consternation. After a few hurried words,
- 6:13Speaker 1: they went off together, and I pursued my way to
- 6:15Speaker 1: the house, where I was kindly received by mister and
- 6:19Speaker 1: missus Raymond. As I could have desired from them. I
- 6:22Speaker 1: learned something of Diamond, and was, in consequence the more
- 6:25Speaker 1: glad to find him when I returned, seated in the
- 6:28Speaker 1: same place as before. What did the boy and girl
- 6:32Speaker 1: want with you, Diamond, I asked. They had seen a
- 6:36Speaker 1: creature that frightened them, and they came to tell you
- 6:40Speaker 1: about it. They couldn't get water out of the well
- 6:44Speaker 1: for it, so they wanted me to go with them.
- 6:47Speaker 1: They're both bigger than you, Yes, but they were frightened
- 6:51Speaker 1: at it. And weren't you frightened at it? No? Why?
- 6:58Speaker 1: Because I'm silly. I'm ever frightened the things. I could
- 7:02Speaker 1: not help thinking of the old meaning of the word city.
- 7:06Speaker 1: And what was it? I asked. I think it was
- 7:10Speaker 1: a kind of an angel, a very little one. It
- 7:13Speaker 1: had a long body and great wings, which it drove
- 7:16Speaker 1: about so fast that they grew a thin cloud all
- 7:19Speaker 1: round it. It flew backwards and forwards over the well,
- 7:23Speaker 1: or hung right in the middle, making a mist of
- 7:25Speaker 1: its wings, as if its business was to take care
- 7:28Speaker 1: of the water. And what did you do to drive
- 7:31Speaker 1: it away? I didn't drive it away. I knew whatever
- 7:36Speaker 1: the creature was the well was to get water out
- 7:38Speaker 1: of So I took the jug, dipped it in, and
- 7:41Speaker 1: drew the water. And what did the creature do? Flew about?
- 7:48Speaker 1: And it did it hurt you? No? Why should it?
- 7:52Speaker 1: I wasn't doing anything wrong. What did your companion say? Then?
- 7:57Speaker 1: They said, thank you, diamond? What dear silly you are?
- 8:02Speaker 1: And weren't you angry with him? No? Why should I?
- 8:06Speaker 1: I should like if they would play with me a little,
- 8:08Speaker 1: But they always like better to go away together when
- 8:11Speaker 1: their work is over. They never heed me. I don't
- 8:14Speaker 1: mind it much. Though the other creatures are friendly. They
- 8:17Speaker 1: don't run away from me. Only they're all so busy
- 8:20Speaker 1: with their own work. They don't mind me much. Do
- 8:24Speaker 1: you feel lonely? Then? No? No, When nobody minds me,
- 8:28Speaker 1: I get into my nest and look up, and then
- 8:31Speaker 1: the sky does mind me and thinks about me. Where
- 8:36Speaker 1: is your nest. He rose, saying I will show you,
- 8:40Speaker 1: and led me to the other side of the tree.
- 8:43Speaker 1: There hung a little rope ladder from one of the
- 8:45Speaker 1: lower boughs. The boy climbed up the ladder and got
- 8:49Speaker 1: upon the bough. Then he climbed farther into the leafy
- 8:52Speaker 1: branches and went out of sight. After a little while,
- 8:56Speaker 1: I heard his voice coming down out of the tree.
- 8:59Speaker 1: I'm in my nest now, said the voice. I can't
- 9:03Speaker 1: see you, I returned. I can't see you either, but
- 9:07Speaker 1: I can see the first star peeping out of the sky.
- 9:11Speaker 1: I should like to get up into the sky, don't
- 9:13Speaker 1: you think I shall some day? Yes? I do. Tell
- 9:18Speaker 1: me what more you see up there? I don't see
- 9:21Speaker 1: anything more except a few leaves and the big sky
- 9:24Speaker 1: over me. It goes swinging about. The earth is all
- 9:28Speaker 1: behind my back. There comes another star. The wind is
- 9:32Speaker 1: like kisses from a big lady. When I get up here,
- 9:36Speaker 1: I feel as if I were in north Wind's arms.
- 9:40Speaker 1: This was the first I heard of north Wind. The
- 9:43Speaker 1: whole ways and look of the child, so full of
- 9:46Speaker 1: quiet wisdom, yet so ready to accept the judgment of
- 9:49Speaker 1: others in his own disprays, took hold of my heart,
- 9:53Speaker 1: and I felt myself wonderfully drawn towards him. It seemed
- 9:57Speaker 1: to me, somehow, as if little Diamond was says the
- 10:00Speaker 1: secrets of life, and was himself was what he was
- 10:03Speaker 1: so ready to think, the lowest living thing, an angel
- 10:07Speaker 1: of God with something special to say or do. A
- 10:11Speaker 1: gush of reverence came over me, and with a single
- 10:14Speaker 1: good night, I turned and left him in his nest.
- 10:18Speaker 1: I saw him often after this, and gained so much
- 10:21Speaker 1: of his confidence that he told me all I have
- 10:23Speaker 1: told you, I cannot pretend to account for it. I
- 10:27Speaker 1: leave that for each philosophical reader to do after his
- 10:31Speaker 1: own fashion. The easiest way is that of Nanny and Jim,
- 10:34Speaker 1: who said often to each other that Diamond had a
- 10:37Speaker 1: tile loose. But mister Raymond was much of my opinion
- 10:41Speaker 1: concerning the boy, while Missus Raymond confessed that she often
- 10:45Speaker 1: rang her bell just to have once more the pleasure
- 10:48Speaker 1: of seeing the lovely stillness of the boy's face, with
- 10:52Speaker 1: those blue eyes, which seemed rather made for other people
- 10:55Speaker 1: to look into than for himself to look out of.
- 10:59Speaker 1: It was plainer to others than to himself that he
- 11:02Speaker 1: felt the desertion of Nanny and Jim. They appeared to
- 11:06Speaker 1: regard him as a mere toy, except when they found
- 11:09Speaker 1: he could minister to the scruple of using him generally
- 11:12Speaker 1: with success. They were, however, well behaved to a wonderful degree,
- 11:18Speaker 1: while I have little doubt that much of their good
- 11:20Speaker 1: behavior was owing to the unconscious influence of the boy
- 11:24Speaker 1: they called God's Baby. One very strange thing is that
- 11:29Speaker 1: I could never find out where he got some of
- 11:31Speaker 1: his many songs. At times they would be but bubbles
- 11:34Speaker 1: blown out of a nursery rhyme, as was the following
- 11:38Speaker 1: which I heard him sing one evening to his little dulcimer.
- 11:42Speaker 1: There were about a score of sheep feeding in a
- 11:44Speaker 1: paddock near him. Their white wool dyed a pale rose
- 11:47Speaker 1: in the light of the setting sun. Those in the
- 11:50Speaker 1: long shadows from the trees were dead white. Those in
- 11:54Speaker 1: the sunlight were half glorified with pale rose. Little Bope
- 12:00Speaker 1: she lost her sheep and didn't know where to find them.
- 12:03Speaker 1: They were over the height and out of sight, trailing
- 12:06Speaker 1: their tails behind them. Little bo Peep woke out of
- 12:10Speaker 1: her sleep, jumped up, and set out to find them.
- 12:13Speaker 1: The silly things they've got no wings, and they've left
- 12:16Speaker 1: their trails behind them. They've taken their tails, but they've
- 12:20Speaker 1: left their trails, And so I shall follow and find them.
- 12:25Speaker 1: For wherever a tail had dragged a trail, the long
- 12:28Speaker 1: grass grew behind them, and day's eyes and buttercups, cowslips,
- 12:33Speaker 1: and crows feet were glittering in the sun. She threw
- 12:36Speaker 1: down her book and caught up her crook, and after
- 12:40Speaker 1: her sheep did run. She ran, and she ran, and
- 12:44Speaker 1: ever as she ran, the grass grew higher and higher.
- 12:47Speaker 1: Tail over the hill, the sun began to set in
- 12:50Speaker 1: a flame of fire. She ran on still up the
- 12:54Speaker 1: grassy hill, and the grass grew higher and higher. When
- 12:58Speaker 1: she reached its ground, the sun was down and had
- 13:01Speaker 1: left a trail of fire. The sheep and her tails
- 13:04Speaker 1: were gone, all gone, and no more trail behind them. Yes, yes,
- 13:09Speaker 1: they were there, long tailed and fair, but alas she
- 13:12Speaker 1: could not find them, purple and gold and rosy and blue,
- 13:17Speaker 1: with their tails all white behind them, her sheep. They
- 13:21Speaker 1: did run in the trail of the sun. She saw them,
- 13:24Speaker 1: but could not find them after the sun. Like clouds,
- 13:28Speaker 1: they did run, but she knew they were her sheep.
- 13:31Speaker 1: She sat down to cry and look up at the sky.
- 13:34Speaker 1: But she cried herself asleep, and as she slept, the
- 13:38Speaker 1: dew fell fast, and the wind blew from the sky,
- 13:42Speaker 1: and strange things took place that shunned the day's face.
- 13:45Speaker 1: Because they are sweet and shy. Nibble nibble crop, she
- 13:49Speaker 1: heard as she woke. A hundred little lambs did pluck
- 13:52Speaker 1: and eat the grass so sweet that grew in the
- 13:55Speaker 1: trails of their dams. Little bo peep caught up her
- 13:59Speaker 1: crook and white the tears that did blind her, and
- 14:02Speaker 1: nibble nibble crop without a stop, the lambs came eating
- 14:06Speaker 1: behind her home home. She came both tired and lame,
- 14:10Speaker 1: with three times as many sheep. In a month or more,
- 14:14Speaker 1: they'll be as big as before, And then she'll laugh
- 14:17Speaker 1: in her sleep. But what would you say if one
- 14:20Speaker 1: fine day, when they've got their bushy as tails, their
- 14:24Speaker 1: grown up games should be just the same, and she
- 14:27Speaker 1: have to follow their trails. Never weep, bo peep, though
- 14:31Speaker 1: you lose your sheep and do not know where to
- 14:33Speaker 1: find them. Tis after the sun the mothers have run,
- 14:37Speaker 1: and there are their lambs behind them. I confess again
- 14:42Speaker 1: to having touched up a little, but it loses far
- 14:45Speaker 1: more in Diamond's sweet voice singing it than it gains
- 14:48Speaker 1: by a rhyme here and there. Some of them were
- 14:51Speaker 1: out of books mister Raymond had given him. These he
- 14:54Speaker 1: always knew, but about the others he could seldom tell.
- 14:57Speaker 1: Sometimes he would say I made that one, but generally
- 15:01Speaker 1: he would say I don't know. I found it somewhere,
- 15:05Speaker 1: or I got it at the back of the north wind.
- 15:09Speaker 1: One evening I found him sitting on the grassy slope
- 15:12Speaker 1: under the house, with his dulcimer in his arms, and
- 15:14Speaker 1: his little brother rolling on the grass beside them. He
- 15:17Speaker 1: was chanting in his usual way, more like the sound
- 15:21Speaker 1: of a brook than anything else I can think of.
- 15:23Speaker 1: When I went up to them, he seized his chant.
- 15:27Speaker 1: Do go on, Diamond, don't mind me, I said. He
- 15:31Speaker 1: began again at once while he sang. Nanny and Jim
- 15:34Speaker 1: sank a little way off, one hemming a pocket handkerchief,
- 15:38Speaker 1: and the other reading a story to her. But they
- 15:41Speaker 1: never heeded Diamond. This is as near what he sang
- 15:44Speaker 1: as I can recollect or reproduce. Rather, what would you
- 15:49Speaker 1: see if I took you up to my little nest
- 15:52Speaker 1: in the air, You would see the sky like a
- 15:55Speaker 1: clear blue cup turned upside downwards? There? What would ye
- 15:59Speaker 1: do if I took you there? To my little nest
- 16:02Speaker 1: in the tree? My child, with cries would trouble the
- 16:05Speaker 1: air to get what she could. But see, what would
- 16:09Speaker 1: you get in the top of the tree for all
- 16:11Speaker 1: your crying and grief? Not a star? Would you clutch?
- 16:15Speaker 1: Of all you see? You could only gather a leaf.
- 16:19Speaker 1: But when you had lost your greedy grief, content to
- 16:22Speaker 1: see from afar, you would find in your hand a
- 16:25Speaker 1: withering leaf, in your heart a shining star. As Diamond
- 16:31Speaker 1: went on singing, it grew very dark, and just as
- 16:34Speaker 1: he ceased, there came a great flash of lightning that
- 16:37Speaker 1: blinded us all for a moment. Dulcimer crowed with pleasure,
- 16:41Speaker 1: but when the roar of the thunder came after it,
- 16:44Speaker 1: the little brother gave a loud cry of terror. Nanny
- 16:47Speaker 1: and Jim came running up to us, pale with fear.
- 16:50Speaker 1: Diamond's face too, was paler than usual, but with delight.
- 16:54Speaker 1: Some of the glory seemed to have clung to it
- 16:56Speaker 1: and remained shining. You're not fright, are you, Diamond? I said? No?
- 17:03Speaker 1: Why should I be? He answered with his usual question,
- 17:06Speaker 1: looking up in my face with calm, shining eyes. He
- 17:10Speaker 1: ain't got sense to be frightened, said Nanny, going up
- 17:13Speaker 1: to him and giving him a pitying hug. Perhaps there's
- 17:17Speaker 1: more sense in not being frightened, Nanny I returned. Do
- 17:20Speaker 1: you think the lightning can do as it likes? It
- 17:24Speaker 1: might kill you, said Jim. Oh no, it mightn't, said Diamond.
- 17:29Speaker 1: As he spoke, there came another great flash and a
- 17:32Speaker 1: tearing crack. There's a tree struck, I said, And when
- 17:37Speaker 1: we looked round, after the blinding of the flash had
- 17:39Speaker 1: left our eyes, we saw a huge bough of the
- 17:42Speaker 1: beech tree, in which was Diamond's nest, hanging to the
- 17:45Speaker 1: ground like the broken wing of a bird. There, cried Nanny.
- 17:50Speaker 1: I told you so. If you had been up there,
- 17:53Speaker 1: you see what would have happened, you little silly. No,
- 17:57Speaker 1: I don't, said Diamond, and began to sing to dulcimer.
- 18:01Speaker 1: All I could hear of the song, for the other
- 18:03Speaker 1: children were going on with their chatter. Was the clock
- 18:07Speaker 1: struck one, and the mouse came down, dickery, dickery, dock.
- 18:12Speaker 1: Then there came a blast of wind, and the rain
- 18:15Speaker 1: followed in straight pouring lines, as if out of a
- 18:19Speaker 1: watering pot. Diamond jumped up with his little dulcimer in
- 18:22Speaker 1: his arms, and Nanny caught up the little boy, and
- 18:25Speaker 1: they ran for the cottage. Jim vanished with a double shuffle,
- 18:29Speaker 1: and I went into the house. When I came out
- 18:32Speaker 1: again to return home, the clouds were gone, and the
- 18:35Speaker 1: evening sky glimmered through the trees blue and pale green
- 18:38Speaker 1: towards the west. I turned my steps a little aside
- 18:41Speaker 1: to look at the stricken beech. I saw the bough
- 18:44Speaker 1: torn from the stem, and that was all the twilight
- 18:47Speaker 1: would allow me to see. While I stood gazing down
- 18:51Speaker 1: from the sky came a sound of singing. But the
- 18:53Speaker 1: voice was neither of lark nor of nightingale. It was
- 18:57Speaker 1: sweeter than either. It was the voice of Diamond up
- 19:00Speaker 1: in his airy nest. The lightning and thunder they go
- 19:06Speaker 1: and they come, but the stars and the stillness are
- 19:09Speaker 1: always at home. And then the voice ceased. Good night, Diamond,
- 19:14Speaker 1: I said, good night, sir, answered Diamond. As I walked away, pondering,
- 19:20Speaker 1: I saw the great black top of the beach swaying
- 19:23Speaker 1: about against the sky in an upper wind, and heard
- 19:26Speaker 1: the murmur of as many dim half articulate voices filling
- 19:30Speaker 1: the solitude around diamond's nest. End of Chapter thirty five.
- 19:37Speaker 1: Recording by maricel Qui