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warming up · An ASMR Practice

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Speaker 1: So, I'm here with my Vermont coffee. I'm here with
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Speaker 1: my sweet cream Vermont maple syrup coffee. And it is
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Speaker 1: extremely possible, and it would also be extremely, maybe not extremely,
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Speaker 1: it would be legal if someone shot me right now.
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Speaker 1: Because I'm definitely committing a crime. Um... I have faith
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Speaker 1: it's not going to happen. I think they might just
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Speaker 1: come yell at me or come speak to me or something.
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Speaker 1: I'm in a similar spot. Last time I was also
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Speaker 1: doing this, I was sitting on the bench. Today I'm
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Speaker 1: sitting on a slightly soggy ramp.
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Speaker 2: Like a boat ramp.
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Speaker 1: And I'm not going to lie, it was kind of
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Speaker 1: like feeling like it might collapse underneath me. So I
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Speaker 1: was like, okay, just back it up. We're just going
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Speaker 1: to sit at the top.
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Speaker 2: And we're going to hope that.
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Speaker 2: Superseding the the weight capacity of the soggy wood um that's.
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Speaker 1: That's literal that is like literal description there.
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Speaker 2: I'm like personally.
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Speaker 1: Enjoying my vacation this place is it it's weird it's
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Speaker 1: like chilly today It's, like, a little cold. Aw, man,
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Speaker 1: I should have put on my... My jacket that I
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Speaker 1: just got. Ugh.
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Speaker 2: I wasn't expecting this.
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Speaker 1: So, I wanted to talk about jealousy. I feel like
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Speaker 1: I just have, like, a bone to pick. And this is, like,
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Speaker 1: a theme of this vacation I've been coming back to. Because, like,
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Speaker 1: a person that I don't really speak to anymore.
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Speaker 1: I had said, I had expressed jealousies towards them. I
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Speaker 1: was being open, and in my opinion, I was being vulnerable.
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Speaker 1: I was like, I feel jealous that you essentially take
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Speaker 1: my intellectual assets and you take them to Min. And
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Speaker 1: you're like trying to impress Min with the philosophical questions
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Speaker 1: I'm posing.
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Speaker 2: To you, baby girl. Like, what?
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Speaker 1: And then she's like bitching to me. Like, oh, these
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Speaker 1: men don't even have good answers. It's like, yeah, maybe
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Speaker 1: talk to me. Talk to daddy. What, the actual hell?
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Speaker 2: And so this was one of my jealousies.
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Speaker 1: Another one of my jealousies was, like, that she, like,
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Speaker 1: directly asks her father for advice. Meanwhile, she actively, or
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Speaker 1: I don't know about currently.
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Speaker 2: I don't keep up. I could. I could. I don't.
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Speaker 2: I don't want to. I don't want to know.
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Speaker 1: My therapist said, is she still posting about you? Is
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Speaker 1: she still talking about you on the freaking YouTube channel?
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Speaker 1: My therapist said that. I said, wouldn't know.
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Speaker 2: Haven't looked. I don't care. This shit is stupid.
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Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure she's stealing my intellectual assets. Everybody seems
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Speaker 1: pretty interested in doing this.
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Speaker 2: You know, and it comes back to bite me.
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Speaker 1: This is the hard part about philosophy and, like, Or
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Speaker 1: I don't even know if it's philosophy, but this is
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Speaker 1: the hard part about being a person who thinks. I
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Speaker 1: wouldn't say too much. I think a hater ass bitch
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Speaker 1: would say too much. I would just say I think
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Speaker 1: a lot. Me and Marco are in the think a
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Speaker 1: lot gang. And me and Marco have good conversations. I
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Speaker 1: don't know what y'all are talking about.
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Speaker 2: Like, we're not thinking too much. I don't think.
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Speaker 1: Listen, he's busy. He's literally being a busy bee. He's, like,
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Speaker 1: extremely busy. I'm sitting on a soggy dock. I'm sitting
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Speaker 1: on a soggy ramp. I didn't make it soggy. It
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Speaker 1: was already soggy. My understanding is there might have been
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Speaker 1: a flood recently. Like, everything is looking pretty flooded out.
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Speaker 2: Okay, I think I want to walk. It's a little cold.
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Speaker 2: I got my coffee here. I got it in a
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Speaker 2: metal cup, which is very smart because....
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Speaker 1: I don't think I could be trusted with something delicate
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Speaker 1: while I'm walking. Oh, and I just spilled it on myself. Awesome.
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Speaker 2: Awesome. Awesome possum. So I expressed some jealousies. This was
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Speaker 2: my way of being vulnerable.
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Speaker 1: I was like, I feel like you give me the
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Speaker 1: fucking scraps of your goddamn life, bitch.
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Speaker 2: And you're taking my intellectual assets to men?
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Speaker 1: You're taking my intellectual assets to, like, Dudes who just,
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Speaker 1: they're really busy.
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Speaker 2: They're extremely busy. And fuck them. Literally fuck them.
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Speaker 1: Everybody's pretty busy these days. And so the thing she
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Speaker 1: said to me, she was like, she was like, she.
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Speaker 2: Was like, Jealousy is the antithesis of friendship. You can't
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Speaker 2: be jealous of a friend. She said that shit. I
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Speaker 2: said blocked. I said perma-ghosting.
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Speaker 1: Bye.
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Speaker 2: What the actual fuck? What the actual fuck?
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Speaker 1: I think at the time I was like, what the
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Speaker 1: actual hell and fuck are you talking about? You've never
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Speaker 1: been jealous of a friend? And mind you, this is
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Speaker 1: the same bitch. I sent her this video. I want
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Speaker 1: to say it was probably freaking Modern Wisdom guy... And
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Speaker 1: he was talking about like. Intrasexual competition.
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Speaker 2: Which is like.
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Speaker 1: Um.
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Speaker 2: The way that like. Women compete with each other. And men.
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Speaker 2: I think it was mostly about women. Because of course.
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Speaker 2: It's always fucking about women. But I think men do
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Speaker 2: it too. I think men do it in a way more.
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Speaker 2: Like visible way. Like they be like. Hitting each other.
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Speaker 1: Um.
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Speaker 2: And so that's not ideal. Dude. The guy I was with.
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Speaker 2: I was hanging out with this guy. And this other guy.
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Speaker 1: Like.
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Speaker 2: Hollered at me. He was like, show me your boobs.
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Speaker 2: And he has, like, a bunch of boys with him.
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Speaker 2: And I was like.
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Speaker 2: I didn't say anything.
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Speaker 1: I just walked away. I'm, like, not trying to interact with, like,
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Speaker 1: five dudes right now. Who are asking to see my boobs. Like,
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Speaker 1: I'm busy with this guy. And... And I think I
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Speaker 1: was immediately kind of looking a little off-putting.
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Speaker 2: And the guy was like, what did he say? And
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Speaker 2: I was like, he... Said to show me my boobs.
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Speaker 2: And he's like. Do you want me to fight him?
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Speaker 2: I was like.
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Speaker 1: No.
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Speaker 2: I do not. I was like. He's got five dudes
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Speaker 2: over there. I don't know.
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Speaker 1: And then he told me a story. Which may or
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Speaker 1: may not be true. I'm not really sure.
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Speaker 2: He was like. Me and my sister kicked a bunch
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Speaker 2: of dudes asses once. I was like. Maybe. I mean.
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Speaker 2: I don't know. It could be. It could be true.
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Speaker 1: But ultimately I was like, I don't want to watch this.
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Speaker 1: If I'm going to watch a sport, it's going to
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Speaker 1: be like the gay wrestling sport.
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Speaker 2: Okay.
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Speaker 1: I need some sparkles. I need some like, you know,
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Speaker 1: who's that girl? Everybody called her muscle mommy. What's her name?
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Speaker 2: I don't remember. I liked her.
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Speaker 1: And I like when the bar is playing wrestling. They
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Speaker 1: don't do it very often. I wish they did it more. Okay,
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Speaker 1: somebody just.
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Speaker 2: TP'd the fuck out of this shit.
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Speaker 1: It's kind of beautiful in the wind, though. But why
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Speaker 1: would they do that? Maybe they did it for me.
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Speaker 1: I TP'd a house once. I don't think it was
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Speaker 1: my idea, though.
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Speaker 2: I think it was... Maybe it was my idea.
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Speaker 1: I don't know. I was just tagging along. I was
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Speaker 1: like ultimately probably with fear. I was having fear. We
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Speaker 1: were just discussing at breakfast the separating the subject.
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Speaker 2: From the emotion. Right? In different languages. I don't know.
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Speaker 1: I got like a brief lesson in Mandarin.
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Speaker 2: Which was cool. And then I got a little bit
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Speaker 2: of Belarusian language.
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Speaker 1: And, you know, we were just discussing the languages and
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Speaker 1: I was learning a little bit and they were talking
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Speaker 1: about separating the subject from the emotion, which obviously this
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Speaker 1: is not something we like naturally do in English. Like,
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Speaker 1: I think you would just say I'm scared as opposed
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Speaker 1: to I have fear. Like in French, they would say,
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Speaker 1: I have fear as opposed to I'm scared. And like,
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Speaker 1: I think sometimes I choose to do that. Like since
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Speaker 1: I learned about it in French, sometimes I will willingly.
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Speaker 2: Choose to do that. But I don't know.
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Speaker 1: Why are we separating the subject from the emotion, guys?
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Speaker 1: Can we just be emotional beings? Can I be jealous?
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Speaker 1: Instead of having jealousy, can I just be jealous?
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Speaker 2: Is that okay? And I think you.
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Speaker 1: Can be jealous of your friends. I think that's like
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Speaker 1: pretty normal. Okay, so this is what I was saying
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Speaker 1: about the freaking podcast. I shared this podcast with her
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Speaker 1: about intersexual competition. I hated it. I hated this podcast.
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Speaker 1: I was like, this bothers me. I am with bothers.
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Speaker 1: I am with bothers right now.
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Speaker 2: And bothers is saying I'm bothered. I'm literally bothered. Because
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Speaker 2: I just... I'm trying to remember what the fuck the
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Speaker 2: content of this was even about. I think I blacked
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Speaker 2: it out. I was like, this is some, like... You
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Speaker 2: gotta be.
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Speaker 1: Something's gotta be wrong with you if you're relating to this.
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Speaker 2: And so maybe we've come full circle.
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Speaker 1: Maybe... this is just a contradiction this is one of
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Speaker 1: the endless contradictions of like first she said because she
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Speaker 1: got all excited about the intersexual competition thing she was
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Speaker 1: like this is so relevant this helps me understand myself
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Speaker 1: so much and then later when I'm like hey I
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Speaker 1: don't you know I would rather not listen to you
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Speaker 1: bitch about how men aren't like philosophically satisfying you um Like,
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Speaker 1: I would rather just be the one that you consult
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Speaker 1: about philosophy.
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Speaker 2: Since I literally studied that shit.
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Speaker 1: And I literally, like, gave you all the questions you're
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Speaker 1: giving to all these men. I would literally just rather that. Hey,
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Speaker 1: I'm feeling a little, like, left out. And now I'm
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Speaker 1: just listening to you bitch about men. Me?
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Speaker 2: I'm celebrating men. Men like me.
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Speaker 1: I don't know what to say. I get them to speak.
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Speaker 1: i can make men speak sometimes i.
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Speaker 2: Don't know it's just stupid and it's.
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Speaker 1: Not even like a prize it's literally not even a
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Speaker 1: prize at this point like it means nothing to me
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Speaker 1: like a man being interested in me is like the
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Speaker 1: least interesting thing that.
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Speaker 2: Could happen frankly when a man rejects me i'm like
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Speaker 2: tell me more why baby boy What did I do wrong?
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Speaker 2: I don't know. But at this point, I'm also just like,
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Speaker 2: I don't even care. I don't even care. I'm literally
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Speaker 2: just here to have fun. This shit is not that serious.
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Speaker 2: Y'all literally. Okay, but the thing about.
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Speaker 1: Jealousy is I know I'm here with my friend and
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Speaker 1: her man. And in a way, I'm like, this is
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Speaker 1: a nice setup she's got here.
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Speaker 2: Like, this is a nice, like, little weekend option.
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Speaker 1: And what, he just lets me stay, too? He's like, oh,
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Speaker 1: bring your friend, yeah. And he's been nothing but respectful
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Speaker 1: to me. I wake up every morning, he's, like, playing
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Speaker 1: the piano. I feel like I'm in Bridgerton. And I
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Speaker 1: go out there, and it's, like, a beautiful man on
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Speaker 1: the piano. And he's not even trying to, like, do
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Speaker 1: anything to me. It's, like, kind of wonderful. And the
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Speaker 1: guest bed is, like, exquisite, dude. It's literally, the sheets
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Speaker 1: are my favorite color. And the blanket is like, just fabulous.
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Speaker 1: There's an abundance of freaking fresh fruits and vegetables. And
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Speaker 1: they understand, like they offer me, if they're cooking, they
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Speaker 1: offer me something. And they also understand that sometimes I'm
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Speaker 1: a little picky and they, you know, like last night
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Speaker 1: we cooked dinner next to each other because I was
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Speaker 1: like I.
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Speaker 2: Don't know about the shit you're making you guys I
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Speaker 2: don't know.
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Speaker 1: I'm not feeling I just I'm very I don't want
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Speaker 1: to eat meat all the time they were eating a
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Speaker 1: kind of meat and I was like it looks good
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Speaker 1: it smelled good but ultimately I was like I think
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Speaker 1: I think I want to wait for my next meat
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Speaker 1: I'm fasting for me okay And I think that's pretty healthy.
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Speaker 1: I think it's pretty healthy to fast for a couple
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Speaker 1: days from meat. That reminds me of a story that,
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Speaker 1: so my aunts, I think all, okay, not all of them,
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Speaker 1: like three of my aunts on my maternal.
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Speaker 2: Side all worked at this place.
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Speaker 1: Which I also saw on Instagram that this is the
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Speaker 1: place where my friend I went to Montreal with the
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Speaker 1: very first time. This is where she got married. And
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Speaker 1: I'm not shouting them out because they haunted my life.
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Speaker 1: They literally haunted my life.
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Speaker 2: First of all, no. I'm not even going to complain
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Speaker 2: about that. This is what haunted my life. One time I.
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Speaker 1: Walked in there where I was helping out. I was
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Speaker 1: helping out in some way. I was like a literal child.
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Speaker 1: And I was opening a door.
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Speaker 2: I don't know.
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Speaker 1: I was just like looking around. I was like touring myself.
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Speaker 1: I think I was not being supervised. And so I
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Speaker 1: was like, whatever. I open a door. And it's like
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Speaker 1: an all like concrete room. And there's just blood all
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Speaker 1: over the walls.
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Speaker 2: Seriously. I'm not lying.
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Speaker 1: And so then I had to seek an adult. I
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Speaker 1: was like, can someone please explain to me why this
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Speaker 1: concrete room is full of blood? And they were like, oh,
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Speaker 1: that's the butcher's room. This is where they slaughter the animals.
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Speaker 2: I was like, what? Literally, what? I was like, y'all
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Speaker 2: got a room for that? I mean, I guess it's...
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Speaker 2: Is it better than doing it outside? I don't know.
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Speaker 1: I got blood on the floor of this house. I
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Speaker 1: was free bleeding yesterday because I just didn't even care. Um,
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Speaker 1: and then, yeah, today I was like, oh boy, I'm
16:18
Speaker 1: going to have to ask someone. I ran out of supplies. And, uh, fortunately,
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Speaker 1: fortunately my lady here was like, yeah, yeah, I think
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Speaker 1: I left some cause you know, in case, cause I'm, I'm,
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Speaker 1: I'm here a lot and she pulls it out. It's
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Speaker 1: like the same brand I use and everything. I was like, okay,
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Speaker 1: let's go.
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Speaker 2: Let's literally go.
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Speaker 1: I was like, by the way, I think I bled
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Speaker 1: on this dude's floor. I was like, I'm going to
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Speaker 1: clean it though. She's like, no worries. I do it
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Speaker 1: all the time.
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Speaker 2: I was like, lol. Okay. Literally, let's go.
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Speaker 1: I don't know if these people want me up in
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Speaker 1: their trailers, but I really want to sit on one.
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Speaker 1: It's like a boat trailer. I don't think it's going
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Speaker 1: to break. It looks pretty sturdy.
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Speaker 2: It's like a bench oh wow oh i'm all up
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Speaker 2: in these people's trailers right now.
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Speaker 1: I wish they'd come talk to me you know i've
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Speaker 1: been thinking about like okay i'm gonna sound like a
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Speaker 1: jehovah's witness but i've been thinking about like.
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Speaker 2: I feel like.
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Speaker 1: You can just walk up to people's... Door.
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Speaker 2: And, like, knock. And, like, this is, like, the freedom...
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Speaker 2: That is, like, heavily slept on, I think.
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Speaker 1: Because I used to do this... Well, first of all,
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Speaker 1: at my last job. But I don't even want to
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Speaker 1: talk about all that. But I used to do this
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Speaker 1: when I was doing political work. So I got very
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Speaker 1: accustomed to just knocking on doors... You know, and like
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Speaker 1: I would say 90 percent of people don't freaking answer.
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Speaker 1: And then like probably like five percent of them.
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Speaker 2: Are like, I already know who I'm voting for. Get
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Speaker 2: the fuck off my property. And then like the other
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Speaker 2: five percent is like, oh, tell me more. Tell me more.
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Speaker 2: Why are you here? They're like, you're a little young
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Speaker 2: to be doing this, don't you think? And I'm like, no.
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Speaker 2: I'm just having fun. It's fun. They're not even paying me.
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Speaker 1: I'm just here knocking on doors for free. If I'm
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Speaker 1: going to start knocking on doors for free, like, there
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Speaker 1: better be something good in there.
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Speaker 2: That's all I know. But yeah, I think....
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Speaker 1: I wish I could remember the intersexual competition, but I
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Speaker 1: blocked it out. And then, you know, she just got
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Speaker 1: so hyped.
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Speaker 2: Up about it. She was like, this is revolutionizing my mind.
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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, yikes.
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Speaker 1: I think that was like the first time that I
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Speaker 1: was really like, oh, yikes. Because I watched that video...
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Speaker 1: I almost sent it to her thinking, like.
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Speaker 1: Because I was just, like, I couldn't even process it emotionally.
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Speaker 1: It just, like, bothered me. And then she loved it.
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Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, well, I'm glad you loved it,
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Speaker 1: I guess. Now I gotta listen to you.
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Speaker 2: Talk about this, too. Great. Oh, boy. I mean, I
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Speaker 2: thought it was a little interesting. I can't remember what
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Speaker 2: the hell it's about. I can't remember. Somebody look up
19:57
Speaker 2: intrasexual competition. It's not gonna be me. I don't wanna know.
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Speaker 2: I'm not competing with women. If anything, I'm competing with men. And.
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Speaker 1: And at this point, if I am competing with Min,
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Speaker 1: I don't think anybody's winning. I think we're all losing
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Speaker 1: pretty bad.
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Speaker 2: My quote.
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Speaker 1: I want to say I came up with this quote,
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Speaker 1: but I don't know. I used to always say, this
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Speaker 1: is how I would reassure myself.
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Speaker 2: There's no winning.
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Speaker 1: There's only losing slightly less than yesterday.
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Speaker 2: There's no winning. There's no winning. Why are we trying
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Speaker 2: to win? Guys, stop. Stop. Why are we so competitive?
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Speaker 2: What is this? The whole, like, being into sports thing.
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Speaker 1: What?
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Speaker 2: Shut up. Shut up. I mean, sports are fine.
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Speaker 1: Like, if there's a lull in, like, social interaction at
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Speaker 1: the bar, then, like, in those moments, I'm like, okay, sports, yes. But, like,
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Speaker 1: going to the bar to, like, tone out people and
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Speaker 1: to watch sports.
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Speaker 2: is like kind of weird to me. All right.
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Speaker 1: Duvant!
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Speaker 2: Bring it on, baby. It's kind of cold.
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Speaker 1: You're chilling me out. I just, I would like to
21:27
Speaker 1: be paid for being annoying. I think this is like what,
21:30
Speaker 1: if I could have any job in the world, it
21:32
Speaker 1: would be somebody paying me to be annoying. And so unfortunately,
21:35
Speaker 1: I think that might mean that I ought to get
21:39
Speaker 1: a job being a boss. I think I have to
21:42
Speaker 1: manage someone. And I think I just have to annoy
21:46
Speaker 1: the ever-loving fuck out of them. But the problem is,
21:51
Speaker 1: I don't want to annoy the regular guys. I want
21:55
Speaker 1: to annoy the bosses. How do I get a job
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Speaker 1: where I can.
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Speaker 2: Just stomp on people in power? Does anybody know? How
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Speaker 2: do I do this?
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Speaker 1: I'll never forget my dad's friend at his funeral came
22:19
Speaker 1: up to me at his funeral and he said, your
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Speaker 1: dad said you're going to be president of the United States.
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Speaker 2: I said, please no. And now I'm like, show me
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Speaker 2: the politicians.
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Speaker 1: I want to stomp them. I want to kick their
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Speaker 1: fucking asses. Better yet, I want to duel them.
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Speaker 2: I don't even need Alexander Burr. Wait, wait, wait. Wait.
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Speaker 1: See, the thing is with Alexander Burr and Alexander Hamilton is, like,
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Speaker 1: neither of those guys were really in that much of power.
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Speaker 1: My understanding is Alexander Hamilton had a little bit more.
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Speaker 2: Power because he.
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Speaker 1: you know was charismatic or whatever but and so he
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Speaker 1: was friendly with the guys who were in power he
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Speaker 1: was kind of on and off friendly with like George
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Speaker 1: Washington is my understanding and um and I think I
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Speaker 1: think like.
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Speaker 2: Aaron Burr was probably like.
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Speaker 1: You know he was telling Alexander like you got to
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Speaker 1: keep this shit in you got to repress this shit
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Speaker 1: He's like, you're not being wise. You're not being wise enough.
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Speaker 1: This is what Aaron Burr said. He said, Alexander, you're
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Speaker 1: acting childish.
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Speaker 2: Ugh. You know, I got my own freaking Aaron Burr, okay?
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Speaker 2: Fuck that guy. Fuck that guy.
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Speaker 1: And the thing is, that guy is highly desired. He
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Speaker 1: doesn't even like women. And so he's like taking it
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Speaker 1: out on, I don't know, somebody. He's taking it out
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Speaker 1: on the television screens at the bar.
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Speaker 2: Like, it's kind of just sad that he's doing all that.
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Speaker 1: He makes me sad. And, you know, this is another thing.
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Speaker 1: I actually meant to make a chart about this. I
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Speaker 1: think this is better in the charts. So maybe I'll
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Speaker 1: go home and do that. But the moment when I
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Speaker 1: became really, because I never pitied this guy. I don't
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Speaker 1: think I ever pitied this guy at all. And then
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Speaker 1: I did, because he sent me an image, and it
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Speaker 1: reminded me of another image I had received from, like,
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Speaker 1: the first guy I ever hooked up with.
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Speaker 2: And.
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Speaker 2: See, that guy was not right in the head. And
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Speaker 2: I'm sure... I don't know. He's going to end up
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Speaker 2: in jail. He's white, and he's still going to end
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Speaker 2: up in jail, that guy, because... He just is. I
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Speaker 2: tried to warn him too. I mean because he was committing.
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Speaker 2: He was committing sex crimes. Straight up. Like he was
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Speaker 2: soliciting nudes from minors. Straight up. And I saw it.
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Speaker 2: And I was like. Dude. You cannot. This is a crime.
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Speaker 2: You're going to go to jail. And I'm not a cop.
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Speaker 2: I'm not a cop. And for some reason. I was like.
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Speaker 1: And my understanding is, I've heard through the freaking grapevine
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Speaker 1: that this guy is still doing this.
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Speaker 2: And I think he's a teacher. My understanding is this
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Speaker 2: guy is an educator. I don't know where.
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Speaker 1: I blocked his ass on everything. I don't want to
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Speaker 1: talk to this guy. He's kind of gross. And not
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Speaker 1: in a good way. Not in a good way.
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Speaker 2: And I did talk to him for a while. And
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Speaker 2: I don't know why. I literally don't know why. I
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Speaker 2: think he was very, like, forthcoming. And.
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Speaker 1: Yeah.
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Speaker 2: Okay, is this the time when I get in trouble? Alright,
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Speaker 2: he didn't see me. I'm camouflaged. And so then there
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Speaker 2: was a third piece of this puzzle.
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Speaker 1: Oh, oh.
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Speaker 2: The angels are telling me I should not speak on this. Okay.
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Speaker 2: It's better off in the charts, I think. I got
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Speaker 2: a diagram I need to make. But it's just like,
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Speaker 2: this is not good. This is not good, the way
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Speaker 2: men are. And I'm still dying on the hill.
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Speaker 1: Why me?
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Speaker 2: Why me? But I get it now. I think I
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Speaker 2: do get it, actually. I know why it's me. I
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Speaker 2: have a good relationship with my dad.
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Speaker 1: I literally, motherfuckers will say I have daddy issues, and
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Speaker 1: this is simply not true.
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Speaker 2: I had a.
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Speaker 1: Very good relationship with my dad. And as a result,
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Speaker 1: I don't hate men. My understanding is a lot of
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Speaker 1: women don't really like men. A lot of women, as
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Speaker 1: a default, are ignoring and not acknowledging men.
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Speaker 2: I'll acknowledge you until you piss me off. And they're
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Speaker 2: pretty fucking good at doing that. I'll tell you that
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Speaker 2: right now. I'll tell you that. They're pretty fucking good
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Speaker 2: at that.
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Speaker 1: And so this guy that reminds me of this other guy,
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Speaker 1: he's no longer speaking to me. We'll see how long
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Speaker 1: that lasts. I don't really care. I think, oh, okay,
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Speaker 1: I'm going to start a new one. I'm going to
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Speaker 1: start a new one because I have a different topic
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Speaker 1: I want to talk about. Okay, I don't know what
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Speaker 1: we're titling this, but anyways.