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- 1:55Speaker 5: This week's episode of the podcast, My Next Guest is
- 1:58Speaker 5: a filmmaker from North Carolina. Her TV series A Chef's
- 2:01Speaker 5: Life is now in its fifth season. The HPO documentary
- 2:05Speaker 5: Private Violence and PBS documentary Tobacco Money Feeds My Family.
- 2:11Speaker 3: Are just two of the credits to under her belt.
- 2:14Speaker 5: Her current project is an eight part docu series Road
- 2:18Speaker 5: to Race Day, which follows Hendrick's motorsports.
- 2:20Speaker 3: The most winning team in.
- 2:22Speaker 5: Professional stock car history, and it's all going to be
- 2:25Speaker 5: about this twenty seventeen NASCAR season.
- 2:29Speaker 3: And she also teamed.
- 2:30Speaker 5: Up with Peter Berg's film forty five to sell this
- 2:32Speaker 5: thing to Complex Networks.
- 2:33Speaker 3: Which is unbelievable.
- 2:34Speaker 5: We're going to talk all about how she did all
- 2:36Speaker 5: that good stuff with guests.
- 2:38Speaker 3: Cynthia Hill.
- 2:39Speaker 6: It's easy to access the equipment. There's not that hurdle
- 2:45Speaker 6: of it just being too expensive for people to access.
- 2:48Speaker 6: I mean, you can shoot a film on your iPhone now,
- 2:52Speaker 6: so if you really have a story to tell, you
- 2:55Speaker 6: can pretty much tell it no matter what your socioeconomic
- 3:00Speaker 6: situation is, which means that there are a lot more
- 3:03Speaker 6: people out there telling stories. And again it's still trying
- 3:06Speaker 6: to get the stories out there that I think probably
- 3:08Speaker 6: is the biggest hurdle. Not necessarily making it, but getting
- 3:12Speaker 6: in out there take the masses still becomes a bit
- 3:15Speaker 6: of a hurdle.
- 3:16Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, very very true. And that's something also we
- 3:18Speaker 3: touch upon the podcast.
- 3:20Speaker 5: But you know, before you and I talk about, you know,
- 3:22Speaker 5: distribution stuff like that, which I'm actually very interested in
- 3:25Speaker 5: hearing your point of view with I wanted to ask,
- 3:27Speaker 5: you know, Cynthia how you got involved in the film industry,
- 3:30Speaker 5: you know, So the question I have to start with
- 3:33Speaker 5: is did you go to film school, Cynthia.
- 3:36Speaker 6: I did not go to the film school. I went
- 3:38Speaker 6: to pharmacy school. So the natural logical transition or the
- 3:44Speaker 6: next path from pharmacy school is filmmaking right now. It's
- 3:48Speaker 6: you know, I grew up in a really remote area
- 3:52Speaker 6: of eastern North Carolina, you know, agricultural based economy, and
- 4:00Speaker 6: the thing that you would do if you went to
- 4:02Speaker 6: college is you would for a woman in particular, as
- 4:05Speaker 6: you would do nursing or teaching. So me, even going
- 4:10Speaker 6: into pharmacy school was kind of risky.
- 4:14Speaker 1: And.
- 4:17Speaker 6: I really didn't know what I wanted to do, to
- 4:19Speaker 6: be honest with you, I didn't have a particular calling.
- 4:22Speaker 6: But I knew that the pharmacist in town made the
- 4:25Speaker 6: most money, or seemed to make the most money, and
- 4:27Speaker 6: so I thought that at least he had one of
- 4:29Speaker 6: the biggest houses. So I thought, you know, if that's
- 4:32Speaker 6: that was going to be my profession. And then when
- 4:35Speaker 6: you look at the starting salaries of undergraduate degrees, especially
- 4:39Speaker 6: when I was going in the late eighties, the pharmacist
- 4:42Speaker 6: was number one, and so I just was ready to
- 4:45Speaker 6: get out of a poor town and make some money.
- 4:48Speaker 6: And so I was going to be a pharmacist. But
- 4:51Speaker 6: that was not what was in store for me.
- 4:56Speaker 5: You know, you mentioned about the link between pharmacists and filmmaker,
- 4:59Speaker 5: and I was, and you know what, I can actually
- 5:01Speaker 5: see it, you know, because you know, I've known some
- 5:04Speaker 5: people who've gone in the in the midfield and they've
- 5:07Speaker 5: gone right into filmmaking. I actually had a friend of
- 5:09Speaker 5: mine who was a spinal surgeon, and he was in
- 5:13Speaker 5: the morning before surgery. He sat at his kitchen table
- 5:17Speaker 5: and he was writing a TV pilot and.
- 5:22Speaker 6: Basically, yeah, it's surprising that right brain left brain kind
- 5:27Speaker 6: of thing. And the healthcare profession I think is more
- 5:32Speaker 6: maybe artistic then we we know, or at least maybe
- 5:35Speaker 6: some of the folks that are in it maybe so
- 5:37Speaker 6: I don't know, but for me, it was definitely a
- 5:40Speaker 6: strange kind of diversion when it happened. But I wasn't
- 5:46Speaker 6: I wasn't necessarily the best pharmacy student. I wasn't necessarily engaged,
- 5:52Speaker 6: but you know, I was, you know, out there I
- 5:55Speaker 6: was looking for something and I met these folks working
- 5:57Speaker 6: on this TV show. They were traveling to Chapel Hill.
- 6:01Speaker 6: I went to UNC Chapel Hill and they were doing
- 6:05Speaker 6: this accident reconstruction show that was that type of show
- 6:09Speaker 6: that was really popular in the early nineties, and it
- 6:12Speaker 6: just seems so fascinating and way more fascinating than being
- 6:15Speaker 6: in a pharmacy counting pills all day long. So I thought,
- 6:18Speaker 6: you know, I'm gonna hang out with these people. And
- 6:21Speaker 6: I ended up going out to LA because I made
- 6:23Speaker 6: some good friends and spending some time in LA and
- 6:26Speaker 6: I would just hang out with these people. And storytelling
- 6:30Speaker 6: was not necessarily something that I thought that I was
- 6:33Speaker 6: good at, because I was not a good writer. But
- 6:36Speaker 6: if you're in the South, storytelling is just ingrained in
- 6:40Speaker 6: you because you hear your grandmama, your granddaddy, everybody tells stories,
- 6:45Speaker 6: and so you're just it's just a part of who
- 6:48Speaker 6: you are. And so I had this knack for telling
- 6:52Speaker 6: stories that I did not know was there because I
- 6:55Speaker 6: was just driven into math and science because I was
- 6:59Speaker 6: obviously good at those things. And I found this whole
- 7:04Speaker 6: world that really was intriguing. And I came back to
- 7:08Speaker 6: pharmacy school the next year and for every project I
- 7:11Speaker 6: could possibly do, papers presentations. I would make videos for
- 7:16Speaker 6: it instead of actually doing the thing I was supposed
- 7:19Speaker 6: to do. And for my rotation when I was working
- 7:22Speaker 6: in different locations, like I had a retail rotation, and
- 7:25Speaker 6: instead of doing a paper, which you were supposed to do,
- 7:28Speaker 6: I made two commercials for the pharmacy for a local cable.
- 7:33Speaker 6: So I found my niche in pharmacy school in this
- 7:38Speaker 6: really strange sort of way. And the dean of the
- 7:40Speaker 6: pharmacy school called me aside and was like, Cynthia, you're
- 7:43Speaker 6: not exactly the best pharmacy student, but you got something,
- 7:50Speaker 6: you got some talent here, and I want to try
- 7:52Speaker 6: to help you. And so he encouraged me to go
- 7:55Speaker 6: to graduate school at Auburn University in the pharmacy administration department,
- 8:01Speaker 6: which sounds like another kind of strange thing, but they
- 8:04Speaker 6: had a production studio in the graduate school there, and
- 8:09Speaker 6: any communications department would have salivated at the equipment that
- 8:12Speaker 6: we had access to. But because we had access to
- 8:15Speaker 6: pharmaceutical money, we had all this equipment and they were
- 8:20Speaker 6: doing this health education media and they were one of
- 8:24Speaker 6: the first schools, especially pharmacy school, that was getting into
- 8:29Speaker 6: interactive healthcare. And so I found a surprising home there
- 8:36Speaker 6: and another sort of entree into deeper into the television world.
- 8:41Speaker 6: And I did this study with Primetime Live in New
- 8:44Speaker 6: York City, where we as the Pharmacy School, took the
- 8:49Speaker 6: study component of medication dispensing errors and we helped Primetime
- 8:54Speaker 6: Live do an undercover report on pharmacist making dispensing mistake.
- 9:00Speaker 6: And so I flew up to New York and spent
- 9:02Speaker 6: a lot of time up there, and I became the
- 9:04Speaker 6: undercover shopper because I could control the medication and I
- 9:07Speaker 6: became a part of that study. And then after that
- 9:10Speaker 6: I was just really completely just spoiled. I was not
- 9:14Speaker 6: going to end up in a pharmacy counting pills after that.
- 9:18Speaker 6: So then I had to figure out how to become
- 9:20Speaker 6: a filmmaker.
- 9:22Speaker 5: I was going to ask you, when you were the
- 9:23Speaker 5: mystery shopper if you had like a hidden camera somewhere
- 9:26Speaker 5: or something.
- 9:27Speaker 6: I had somebody that was behind me with a camera.
- 9:30Speaker 6: I was mind. And then I had my companion had
- 9:34Speaker 6: a camera in his wig or in his hat, depending
- 9:37Speaker 6: on what set up we were using that day. So
- 9:41Speaker 6: it was this little girl from this rural town in
- 9:46Speaker 6: eastern North Carolina was not in eastern North Carolina anymore.
- 9:50Speaker 6: It was rather funny.
- 9:53Speaker 5: I imagine there's hard copy or there's twenty twenty things
- 9:56Speaker 5: where they would have those hidden cameras.
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- 10:08Speaker 5: And uh, you know, and again that that's sort of
- 10:11Speaker 5: like now how everything's changed. You know, cameras have become
- 10:14Speaker 5: so miniaturized. You know, you can have your phone out
- 10:17Speaker 5: and that's a camera. You have these little spy cameras
- 10:20Speaker 5: that I see sometimes online. Uh you know, I imagine when
- 10:23Speaker 5: you when you shot that was it? When was it
- 10:25Speaker 5: one of those big sort of like mini DV cameras
- 10:28Speaker 5: or or something or something different.
- 10:30Speaker 6: Well, it had a big pack, so you had a backpack,
- 10:33Speaker 6: but the lens like he was able to bring it
- 10:36Speaker 6: up into his wig or his hat, so it was
- 10:39Speaker 6: easier to hide. But it was definitely a much larger
- 10:44Speaker 6: rig than what you would find today.
- 10:48Speaker 5: So and you know that that's where I imagine there
- 10:50Speaker 5: had to be a lot of like creativity, a lot
- 10:52Speaker 5: of ingenuity to hide that, you know what I mean?
- 10:55Speaker 6: So, uh, yeah, for sure.
- 10:58Speaker 5: So when you were talking about storytelling, just to sort
- 11:00Speaker 5: of take a step back, I mean, you were talking
- 11:02Speaker 5: about growing up and in the South, and and you
- 11:05Speaker 5: uh and you were you heard stories from you know,
- 11:07Speaker 5: your your grandmother. What were some of the things that
- 11:10Speaker 5: you like really stuck out with you, like in terms
- 11:12Speaker 5: of story I mean, was it was it maybe how
- 11:15Speaker 5: the person was telling it, or maybe what was it
- 11:17Speaker 5: some of the characters involved. I mean, because I imagine
- 11:20Speaker 5: a lot of that is what really sort of molded
- 11:23Speaker 5: your uh, your way of storytelling, that that that you
- 11:27Speaker 5: for when you make your own projects.
- 11:29Speaker 6: Yeah, it's definitely. There are a lot of characters in
- 11:32Speaker 6: the South, so I gravitate to eccentric personalities. I think too,
- 11:37Speaker 6: It's that's one thing that you know, being in the South,
- 11:40Speaker 6: you're never short of somebody who's really interesting. You know,
- 11:44Speaker 6: they're all around you. And I think too, like my
- 11:51Speaker 6: my grandma's brother, uncle James, he was always good for stories,
- 11:55Speaker 6: and they're always long and elaborate, and I think I
- 11:59Speaker 6: maybe in here a bit of that and it takes
- 12:02Speaker 6: you a while to get to the point, but they're
- 12:05Speaker 6: always really good stories. And I have sort of this
- 12:10Speaker 6: this problem of ending stories. My first film that I made,
- 12:16Speaker 6: one of my favorite compliments, I guess you could say
- 12:22Speaker 6: is from Da Pennebaker. He said he was using it
- 12:24Speaker 6: in his classroom. But he's like, it's a really good
- 12:28Speaker 6: film with all of its three endings. So it's like, yeah,
- 12:33Speaker 6: I know what you're saying. So actually ending something is
- 12:39Speaker 6: difficult for me, you know, wrapping it up and coming
- 12:43Speaker 6: to a close, you know, because there's always something else
- 12:46Speaker 6: you can say that, you know, you helps make your point.
- 12:50Speaker 6: So trying to get it all in there has been
- 12:54Speaker 6: a challenge for me and something that has taken me
- 12:56Speaker 6: a while to perfect, which I still have. But you know,
- 13:00Speaker 6: being able to concisely tell a story without rambling on
- 13:05Speaker 6: is a bit difficult for Southerners.
- 13:10Speaker 5: No, No, I think that's fine, Cynthia. I mean did
- 13:12Speaker 5: you see Lord of the Rings, Return of the King.
- 13:14Speaker 5: I mean that had a lot that had like seven
- 13:16Speaker 5: different endings, you know that.
- 13:17Speaker 6: Just no. I remember being to the best of them
- 13:22Speaker 6: with my endings, my multiple endings.
- 13:26Speaker 5: I remember being in the theater with that movie and
- 13:28Speaker 5: people were like, oh is that it? Oh no, there's more,
- 13:30Speaker 5: and then they kept getting up and down. I was
- 13:33Speaker 5: that was like, either either there was something that this
- 13:36Speaker 5: was a unique way of storytelling or Peter Jackson was
- 13:39Speaker 5: just trolling everybody, you know.
- 13:41Speaker 3: But but you know.
- 13:43Speaker 6: Where he is in his career. I mean, he can
- 13:45Speaker 6: keep going if he's got something else to say. So
- 13:48Speaker 6: I think that that's kind of it too. You know,
- 13:50Speaker 6: you have the luxury at certain at a certain point
- 13:53Speaker 6: where you know you can keep telling the story you
- 13:55Speaker 6: want to tell. But I didn't that with my first film,
- 13:59Speaker 6: even though I thought I did, so yeah, yeah.
- 14:04Speaker 5: And I want to, you know, get into into talking
- 14:07Speaker 5: about all your films too, And I just want to
- 14:09Speaker 5: touch one more thing about storytelling, you know, because I
- 14:12Speaker 5: love hearing like all the different unique point of views
- 14:14Speaker 5: and everything about storytelling. And you know, there was a
- 14:17Speaker 5: movie that was out recently I didn't see. I think
- 14:20Speaker 5: it was maybe out a year or two ago, called
- 14:21Speaker 5: Blue Ruin, and the tagline really stuck out to me
- 14:25Speaker 5: because I think it was it was something along the
- 14:26Speaker 5: lines of a Southern revenge tale or the Southern Gothic
- 14:30Speaker 5: revenge tale. And I sort of kind of, you know,
- 14:32Speaker 5: stuck with me because I started to see a couple
- 14:35Speaker 5: of the articles you know about the the how the
- 14:37Speaker 5: the Southern revenge tale is kind of different and and basically,
- 14:41Speaker 5: you know, as we tell stories, you know, you know,
- 14:44Speaker 5: you tell me it's story, I tell you a story.
- 14:46Speaker 5: There there's all different components to them, and usually a
- 14:49Speaker 5: story is to reveal a transformation. You know, usually there's
- 14:53Speaker 5: you know something inside uh, you know, of the of
- 14:56Speaker 5: the society, of the culture that the the of ideals
- 14:59Speaker 5: that they true or ideals that they really value. So
- 15:03Speaker 5: you know, and it's different too because you know, for people,
- 15:07Speaker 5: you know, I have a lot of listeners who aren't
- 15:09Speaker 5: from America and they still don't understand. You know, America
- 15:12Speaker 5: is huge. I mean, this country is absolutely huge, and
- 15:14Speaker 5: we have so many different you know, different regions. You
- 15:18Speaker 5: have the East Coast, you have the West Coast, you
- 15:20Speaker 5: have the Midwest, you have you know, the Northeast, you
- 15:22Speaker 5: have this, you have the South, and I mean all
- 15:25Speaker 5: of these different ways of.
- 15:26Speaker 3: Telling stories and you know, all these unique points of view.
- 15:29Speaker 5: So you know, Cynthia, when when you take your movies out,
- 15:33Speaker 5: do you notice that, you know, you tell the you
- 15:35Speaker 5: know different, do you notice that maybe your stories have
- 15:38Speaker 5: that that sort of like unique vantage point.
- 15:42Speaker 3: But it's something that's sort of there's like a parallel.
- 15:44Speaker 5: That can be drawn through all all through all different
- 15:46Speaker 5: types of regions and stuff like that.
- 15:48Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't know. I mean, I've never really looked
- 15:51Speaker 6: at it that way. I do feel very much like
- 15:52Speaker 6: it is southern, But what does southern mean? You know?
- 15:55Speaker 6: I think for me, and when it comes to storytelling,
- 15:59Speaker 6: it's about character. It's about character, and it's also about
- 16:03Speaker 6: the small moments. And you know, I when I am
- 16:08Speaker 6: in the field, in working in the documentary medium, it's
- 16:13Speaker 6: you know, I don't necessarily have a set agenda. You know,
- 16:17Speaker 6: you go out to if you've got something that you know,
- 16:22Speaker 6: you're making a film about a certain topic or whatever,
- 16:25Speaker 6: You've got some agenda. You kind of know what world
- 16:29Speaker 6: you're entering. But I like to be fluid in wait
- 16:33Speaker 6: for things to happen and for characters to reveal themselves,
- 16:37Speaker 6: and moments that let the characters become human just happen
- 16:41Speaker 6: and unfold. And so I spend a lot of time
- 16:45Speaker 6: with nothing happening, waiting for those moments to happen. And
- 16:49Speaker 6: a lot of what I say, especially when I work
- 16:52Speaker 6: with new editors, is that what ends up on the
- 16:55Speaker 6: screen with me a lot of the time are things
- 16:58Speaker 6: that other I feel like other filmmakers or maybe other editors,
- 17:03Speaker 6: especially like in older kinds of TV Dot formats where
- 17:09Speaker 6: that stuff would end up on the editing room floor typically,
- 17:12Speaker 6: But I like those moments that are subtle, that take
- 17:15Speaker 6: the audience a little bit more time tay. You know,
- 17:18Speaker 6: you've got to pay closer attention to them and those
- 17:21Speaker 6: things that are going to build so that by the
- 17:23Speaker 6: time I make my point, I have teased it out
- 17:27Speaker 6: a long time, and so that it becomes even more
- 17:31Speaker 6: meaningful to the audience by the time you see that revealed.
- 17:35Speaker 6: And so that's what I'm doing when I'm in the
- 17:38Speaker 6: field a lot is just waiting for those moments. And
- 17:42Speaker 6: when you're you're with me and I work with new
- 17:44Speaker 6: folks in the field, they think I'm not doing anything
- 17:47Speaker 6: because I look like I'm not doing anything, But I'm
- 17:50Speaker 6: listening and I'm playing, paying close attention and waiting for
- 17:54Speaker 6: that moment. And usually that moment happens when everybody kind
- 17:58Speaker 6: of lets their guard down. Maybe you know, the moment
- 18:02Speaker 6: after another moment is usually the moment that I'm after.
- 18:06Speaker 6: So it's kind of it's hard to explain, but when
- 18:11Speaker 6: you add all those things together, it just really helps
- 18:15Speaker 6: with you know, it helps with the really building who
- 18:22Speaker 6: those characters are. That you're with and those narratives because
- 18:26Speaker 6: those small moments, I feel like are they're really the
- 18:28Speaker 6: important things that are happening.
- 18:31Speaker 5: Oh and I see exactly what you mean too. It's
- 18:33Speaker 5: like a slow burn, you know, and rather than sort
- 18:35Speaker 5: of like the fast paced sort of MTV style of
- 18:38Speaker 5: sort of editing or you know, and honestly I've seen
- 18:41Speaker 5: you know, that's good to have because I don't ever
- 18:45Speaker 5: want to see where filmmaking or anything becomes homogenized where
- 18:48Speaker 5: everybody shoots and edits and et cetera the same way.
- 18:51Speaker 5: And you know, just just as we get started talking
- 18:53Speaker 5: about your career, Cynthia, you know, you mentioned how do
- 18:55Speaker 5: you go from pharmacist to filmmaker? So you know what
- 18:59Speaker 5: was what was this step that you took so that
- 19:01Speaker 5: way you said, Look, I'm not going to do pharmacy
- 19:03Speaker 5: tech work anymore. I'm going to do filmmaking full time.
- 19:06Speaker 5: So you know what was that step that you took?
- 19:10Speaker 6: Well, until this year, I still was employed by Walmart
- 19:14Speaker 6: as a pharmacist, so I was canned unceremoniously as of late.
- 19:22Speaker 6: I'd only worked two days, so it was it was coming.
- 19:26Speaker 6: But it's I and just not that I have it.
- 19:31Speaker 6: I apologize up front. I have a tendency to answer
- 19:34Speaker 6: the question that I want to answer, So I'm going
- 19:38Speaker 6: going to backstep just a little bit. Pharmacy to me
- 19:41Speaker 6: gave me permission to experiment. It gave me that solid
- 19:46Speaker 6: foundation and that financial security that I needed to take risks.
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- 20:04Speaker 6: And so I knew I could always go and work
- 20:06Speaker 6: as a pharmacist. So it allowed me to not go
- 20:10Speaker 6: and have to work on other people's projects if I
- 20:12Speaker 6: didn't want to. You know, I wasn't out there using
- 20:15Speaker 6: that creative side of my brain to you know, do
- 20:19Speaker 6: ad work or you know, do something that I that
- 20:23Speaker 6: wasn't coming from inside of me in that medium, So
- 20:25Speaker 6: I could devote all of that energy to working on
- 20:29Speaker 6: what I wanted to work on. So that's what I've
- 20:31Speaker 6: always done. And it's also I mean, it's it's been
- 20:34Speaker 6: really great for me because I have a very distinctive
- 20:37Speaker 6: style and you would you know when you see something
- 20:41Speaker 6: that I work on. But the downfall is that I
- 20:46Speaker 6: do create my stuff kind of in a vacuum, and
- 20:50Speaker 6: I don't have a lot of mentors and stuff like that,
- 20:52Speaker 6: because I've never worked for anybody else. I've always just
- 20:55Speaker 6: done what I wanted to do. But when I first
- 20:58Speaker 6: started out, you know, I had this one story that
- 21:02Speaker 6: was burning inside of me that I knew I had
- 21:05Speaker 6: to tell, and that was the story of tobacco farming
- 21:08Speaker 6: and growing up in the South and in this region
- 21:11Speaker 6: of the country. Tobacco was the one crop that small
- 21:16Speaker 6: farmers and families could rely on. And yes, it kills people,
- 21:20Speaker 6: but it also sent a lot of us to college
- 21:23Speaker 6: and created opportunities that would not have otherwise existed, and
- 21:29Speaker 6: also kept small farms intact in the South when when
- 21:33Speaker 6: it was no longer possible or viable with other commodities.
- 21:38Speaker 6: So I had this this strange relationship with this crop
- 21:45Speaker 6: that kills people, but it also is something that I
- 21:51Speaker 6: had a lot of fondness for. You know, it was
- 21:56Speaker 6: a lot of memories with the family working and it
- 21:59Speaker 6: was very much a family kind of business and operation
- 22:03Speaker 6: where we would we would help each other, you know,
- 22:06Speaker 6: harvest the crop every summer. And that's what I did
- 22:08Speaker 6: up until I went to college. And so I knew
- 22:12Speaker 6: that that was a story I wanted to tell because
- 22:14Speaker 6: I could see the demise of that small family farm
- 22:18Speaker 6: happening in front of my eyes, and I had to
- 22:21Speaker 6: tell that story. And so when I first started out,
- 22:24Speaker 6: it was like, I'm just going to tell this story.
- 22:26Speaker 6: I didn't consider myself an artist or a filmmaker. I
- 22:30Speaker 6: just knew I was going to do that. So I
- 22:32Speaker 6: was going to raise ten thousand dollars and film for
- 22:35Speaker 6: one season and that was going to be my film.
- 22:40Speaker 6: But instead I filmed for over three years and raised
- 22:44Speaker 6: over one hundred thousand dollars, and it took me another
- 22:47Speaker 6: two years to edit the film to make my first film,
- 22:51Speaker 6: and I still couldn't call myself a filmmaker after that.
- 22:54Speaker 6: I didn't have enough confidence in myself. But that began
- 22:59Speaker 6: my path. And each time I start a film, I
- 23:01Speaker 6: swear I'm going to make it in less than five years.
- 23:04Speaker 6: But I still have a hard time making a film
- 23:06Speaker 6: in less than five years.
- 23:08Speaker 7: So maybe one day, Well, so let me ask you
- 23:13Speaker 7: said that when you decided to raise that money, you
- 23:16Speaker 7: know that that's sort of like the million dollar question.
- 23:19Speaker 5: No plun intended for a lot of filmmakers, is they
- 23:22Speaker 5: always say, you know, what steps do you go to
- 23:24Speaker 5: raise funds? Some people say it's crowdfunding. Some people say
- 23:27Speaker 5: it's private equity. So you know, what what methods did
- 23:30Speaker 5: you use to to to sort of, you know, raise
- 23:33Speaker 5: these funds to help make your documentary.
- 23:36Speaker 6: Yeah, for this one, it was all foundation money. And
- 23:41Speaker 6: the first two grant proposals I sent out were funded,
- 23:46Speaker 6: which is completely unheard of. I had already shot some
- 23:51Speaker 6: so I had something to show, you know, So I
- 23:54Speaker 6: was I was able to show proof of concept and
- 23:57Speaker 6: what I was trying to do. But if I had
- 24:01Speaker 6: not have had that kind of success out of the gate,
- 24:04Speaker 6: I probably wouldn't have continued because it would have been
- 24:06Speaker 6: just too depressing. But then after those first two, I
- 24:10Speaker 6: probably probably the next twenty five were not funded. So
- 24:15Speaker 6: you know, it was really one of those things where
- 24:20Speaker 6: it's it's so difficult and there's no magic answer to it.
- 24:25Speaker 6: You know, there's one of those. If it's a social
- 24:27Speaker 6: issue film, you know, you can try the foundation route.
- 24:31Speaker 6: If it's you know, you can try the crowdfunding route.
- 24:35Speaker 6: And I've done that twice now and I never want
- 24:37Speaker 6: to do that again. It says it's a special kind
- 24:40Speaker 6: of torture crowdfunding, or at least the process of actually,
- 24:45Speaker 6: you know, during the campaign is torture, and then it's
- 24:49Speaker 6: even more torture when you have to fulfill all this
- 24:51Speaker 6: bullshit that you've promised people during your crowdfunding campaign. You
- 24:57Speaker 6: actually have to make good on all these promises. So
- 25:01Speaker 6: it's really, you know, there's no magic answer. The equity thing.
- 25:05Speaker 6: I still have a hard time with that. I've had
- 25:09Speaker 6: this one really amazing woman who's been trying to give
- 25:12Speaker 6: me money for this project that I'm currently working on,
- 25:15Speaker 6: and I don't don't. I don't know how I feel
- 25:18Speaker 6: about that, because you know, once you have somebody that's
- 25:21Speaker 6: invested in you, then it's like you feel like you
- 25:23Speaker 6: got to make money, and too you feel like you
- 25:26Speaker 6: got somebody looking over your shoulder. And so I'm contemplating
- 25:30Speaker 6: that now. You know, I'm to a point in my
- 25:32Speaker 6: career that I need to be able to do that.
- 25:35Speaker 6: You know, this last project that we're the I have
- 25:39Speaker 6: a development deal with HBO and some development money from
- 25:43Speaker 6: sun Dance for it, but I need to be able
- 25:46Speaker 6: to have some additional funds in place before I can
- 25:50Speaker 6: go back to try to show what the project really is.
- 25:54Speaker 6: And so what do I do in the meantime, because
- 25:56Speaker 6: it's not really a social issue film that I can
- 25:58Speaker 6: go out and do the foundation out again. So I'm
- 26:01Speaker 6: sitting here thinking I really need to call that lady
- 26:04Speaker 6: back and take her money. It's hard, Yeah, this whole
- 26:10Speaker 6: legal thing with you know, sale securities, bloody the blah
- 26:14Speaker 6: blah blah. But yeah, it's you know, I feel like
- 26:18Speaker 6: I've got to grow up and and you know, this
- 26:21Speaker 6: is this is my business now, this is this is
- 26:23Speaker 6: how I make a living. I am to that point
- 26:26Speaker 6: where I actually can say that. And I have a
- 26:30Speaker 6: lot of folks that now work with me or for me,
- 26:33Speaker 6: and you know, I've got to also be mindful of
- 26:37Speaker 6: their their well being too, not just my own.
- 26:40Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, it is tricky.
- 26:42Speaker 5: I mean, you know that's something we will talk a
- 26:43Speaker 5: lot about on this podcast, is you know, the whole
- 26:46Speaker 5: legal aspect of taking people's money. Uh, you know, private equity, crowdfunding,
- 26:50Speaker 5: all those different routes and uh you know, and I've
- 26:53Speaker 5: heard everything from hey, we did it for free, by uh.
- 26:56Speaker 3: I mean that's what I did too. You know, I
- 26:58Speaker 3: didn't go to film school.
- 26:59Speaker 5: My My first student film was me making a feature
- 27:02Speaker 5: film and we borrowed every set.
- 27:04Speaker 3: Everything, Everything was all borrowed.
- 27:06Speaker 5: Uh, you know, do you know a friend of mine
- 27:08Speaker 5: had a house we could shoot in, and we've had
- 27:10Speaker 5: that all the way to you know, very.
- 27:12Speaker 3: Expensive movies on here.
- 27:13Speaker 5: So you know, it's just always interesting to hear you
- 27:15Speaker 5: know everything, you know, all those two extremes and everything between.
- 27:19Speaker 5: And you know, as we talk more, you know about
- 27:21Speaker 5: you know, making documentaries and everything else. You know, making
- 27:25Speaker 5: it into a living is something special, Cynthia, because you
- 27:28Speaker 5: know that that takes a lot of hard work, It
- 27:30Speaker 5: takes a lot of talent, it takes a lot of patience, uh,
- 27:33Speaker 5: you know, and and a lot of times, you know,
- 27:35Speaker 5: you know, filmmakers maybe make one film or two and
- 27:38Speaker 5: they get kind of burned out from the whole process.
- 27:41Speaker 6: Well that's it's true. And I think I'm struggling with
- 27:43Speaker 6: that right now. You know, is it a business or
- 27:45Speaker 6: is it still a passion? You know, so trying to
- 27:50Speaker 6: straddle still wanting to do this work because it's something
- 27:54Speaker 6: that you know, burns inside of me versus like just
- 27:58Speaker 6: making content because I've got a lot of mouths to
- 28:01Speaker 6: feed and I don't want to be in that place,
- 28:04Speaker 6: you know, and it's new for me to manage people,
- 28:08Speaker 6: you know, because I have finally accepted that I'm an
- 28:12Speaker 6: artist that comes with artist tendencies, which means that I'm
- 28:16Speaker 6: not great at necessarily manage people. And so but you know,
- 28:20Speaker 6: when you have this kind of operation where we have
- 28:25Speaker 6: right now, where this past year we produced an eight
- 28:29Speaker 6: part series that were hour long. Each was an hour long,
- 28:34Speaker 6: so eight hours of that and then another ten part
- 28:37Speaker 6: half hour series. We're producing a lot of content and
- 28:41Speaker 6: it takes a lot of people to pull that off.
- 28:44Speaker 6: And you know, we're doing this in a part of
- 28:47Speaker 6: the country that doesn't have the infrastructure and you know,
- 28:51Speaker 6: the the depth of talent and stuff. So you know,
- 28:54Speaker 6: we're training our own where we're making it work even
- 29:01Speaker 6: when the odds are completely against us. And that in
- 29:04Speaker 6: and of itself, to me is something that I'm really
- 29:06Speaker 6: proud of and proud of the team that we have
- 29:09Speaker 6: in place for that. But then how do you keep
- 29:11Speaker 6: that going? You know, how much of inside of me
- 29:15Speaker 6: has to come out to keep that those creative juices going,
- 29:19Speaker 6: because so far that those stories are all coming from me,
- 29:24Speaker 6: you know, like just the creative part of it, you know,
- 29:27Speaker 6: putting it together, and that is really that's hard to
- 29:33Speaker 6: keep that going and to fill that burden of that
- 29:36Speaker 6: and then like, is that really what I want to
- 29:39Speaker 6: do moving forward? Or do I want to like quit
- 29:42Speaker 6: all that and go back and you know, make a
- 29:44Speaker 6: narrative film, which I've been contemplating for a long time.
- 29:48Speaker 6: So you know, it's I'm struggling a bit. I don't
- 29:51Speaker 6: know if it's midlife bullshit mess.
- 29:54Speaker 4: But we'll be right back after a word from our
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- 30:05Speaker 6: Yeah, you know you the success is great, but it's
- 30:08Speaker 6: also like is this really what I want? And you know,
- 30:13Speaker 6: are we? Are we happy? Lord? Am I therapy? Yeah?
- 30:18Speaker 5: This podcast is like therapy for a lot of people,
- 30:20Speaker 5: myself included. But uh no, I'm just joking, Synthy, but no,
- 30:24Speaker 5: it's this is what it is. It's a discussion, you know,
- 30:26Speaker 5: uh and that's you know, some of the things that
- 30:28Speaker 5: we discussed on this podcasts is stuff you don't hear
- 30:30Speaker 5: other you know, any other place.
- 30:32Speaker 3: And what I mean by that is, you.
- 30:34Speaker 5: Know, the things that affect filmmakers, things that they go through,
- 30:37Speaker 5: stuff like that. You know, too many podcasts, too many articles.
- 30:40Speaker 5: They they paint either a rosy picture or they paint
- 30:43Speaker 5: this very bleak picture and and it's really you know,
- 30:47Speaker 5: it's not really one or the other. It's usually in between,
- 30:50Speaker 5: you know, the ones that paint the rosy picture, like
- 30:52Speaker 5: oh yeah, I submitted to sun Dance and we wanted
- 30:55Speaker 5: ten billion dollars and then we're all rich now, and
- 30:57Speaker 5: the and the and the the bleak pictures like, oh
- 30:59Speaker 5: I I try to submit the Sun Dance.
- 31:01Speaker 3: That's all bullshit. I couldn't get any other film festival.
- 31:05Speaker 3: There was all bullshit. And I thowt up on YouTube
- 31:08Speaker 3: and nobody watched it. And now I'm you know, one
- 31:10Speaker 3: hundred grand in the whole.
- 31:11Speaker 5: And I hate my life, and you know, so it's
- 31:13Speaker 5: kind of like, you know, trying to find this happy
- 31:16Speaker 5: medium because I believe me. I you know, when I
- 31:19Speaker 5: started doing this, Even before I started doing this podcast,
- 31:21Speaker 5: I I met so many different people doing so many
- 31:25Speaker 5: different things on so many different film sets, and I
- 31:27Speaker 5: heard so many different stories about successes and failures, successes
- 31:31Speaker 5: and failures. And that's why I wanted to do this podcast,
- 31:33Speaker 5: you know, because it's it's I've noticed the common thread
- 31:36Speaker 5: among a lot of filmmakers.
- 31:37Speaker 3: That's why I started this podcast.
- 31:39Speaker 5: So, you know, when you made your tobacco documentary about
- 31:42Speaker 5: you know, obviously it's focused on the South, you know,
- 31:45Speaker 5: but you you kept going and you turned it into
- 31:47Speaker 5: other projects, you know. So if your the documentary aired,
- 31:52Speaker 5: you know and was completed, you know what. You know,
- 31:55Speaker 5: what what was your next step in continuing your filmography?
- 31:59Speaker 6: Well, I was helping work on another film at the
- 32:02Speaker 6: same time, some other film makers here in Durham, and
- 32:08Speaker 6: so it's I was that was February one, which was
- 32:12Speaker 6: about the Greensboro lunch counter sit in. So I was
- 32:14Speaker 6: able to see a little bit about, you know what
- 32:18Speaker 6: else could be opportunities. And then this story came along
- 32:23Speaker 6: as I was finishing up the tobacco film that was
- 32:27Speaker 6: about the farm workers that were coming from Mexico. And
- 32:33Speaker 6: can we start that over again, because I feel like
- 32:35Speaker 6: the February one thing is kind of like left field. Sure.
- 32:39Speaker 3: Absolutely, we were just yeah, I'll.
- 32:41Speaker 6: Just tell about the tobacco. I mean, I'll ask me
- 32:45Speaker 6: the question again.
- 32:46Speaker 3: Sure, sure, no problem. So so you know, you kept
- 32:50Speaker 3: on going.
- 32:51Speaker 5: So you know, after you made your tobacco documentary, you
- 32:54Speaker 5: know what was the next step, do you you you
- 32:57Speaker 5: made to continue your filmography.
- 33:00Speaker 6: Well, when I was finishing up tobacco, money fees my
- 33:03Speaker 6: family one of the farmers that I had been profiling
- 33:07Speaker 6: was getting farm workers from Mexico in this guest worker program.
- 33:13Speaker 6: And he got farm workers that were being bussed directly
- 33:19Speaker 6: from Mexico straight to his farm. They would open the
- 33:25Speaker 6: door from the bus and they would get out on
- 33:27Speaker 6: his farm in North Carolina, and I was like, WHOA,
- 33:31Speaker 6: what the hell is that. You know, when I was
- 33:35Speaker 6: growing up, I remember when we had the first Mexicans
- 33:39Speaker 6: that showed up in our community to harvest cucumbers, and
- 33:45Speaker 6: that was the first time we locked our doors because
- 33:51Speaker 6: the Mexicans were in town. And so there's this thing
- 33:55Speaker 6: with we don't want figners in our communities doing our work,
- 34:00Speaker 6: is taking our work, But then we are actively bussing
- 34:06Speaker 6: folks in to do the work that we don't want
- 34:09Speaker 6: to do. And I thought, oh my goodness, this is
- 34:12Speaker 6: so fascinating. And so then I spent the next two
- 34:17Speaker 6: years filming a story of these farm workers that were
- 34:22Speaker 6: coming from Mexico in this guestworker program. I was able
- 34:25Speaker 6: to find a farm in North Carolina that would let
- 34:28Speaker 6: me film, and that in and of itself was a
- 34:31Speaker 6: huge hurdle because there was so much suspicion about this
- 34:37Speaker 6: program and folks trying to do this gotcha kind of
- 34:40Speaker 6: filmmaking at the time and still to this day. And
- 34:44Speaker 6: so getting a farmer comfortable with us being there to
- 34:48Speaker 6: do a story about farm workers was really was not
- 34:54Speaker 6: an easy feed. But when we finally latched onto this
- 34:57Speaker 6: one guy who was willing to do to willing to
- 35:00Speaker 6: let us stay on his farm, it was so eye
- 35:05Speaker 6: opening to spend a whole season with this one farm worker. Well,
- 35:10Speaker 6: we had several, but we ended up going back home
- 35:13Speaker 6: with two of them, and we took that bus ride
- 35:16Speaker 6: back home to Mexico on bus after bus to the
- 35:21Speaker 6: back of a pickup truck to get to his home
- 35:24Speaker 6: back in his village in Durango, Mexico. And you know,
- 35:30Speaker 6: it's not that they know, especially for this guest worker program,
- 35:35Speaker 6: they're not trying to move to to the US. You know,
- 35:40Speaker 6: they were here to make money to bring back home.
- 35:42Speaker 6: And you know, I'd always hear these things about the
- 35:47Speaker 6: excuses for the horrible living conditions that the farm workers
- 35:50Speaker 6: had to live in, about how so much better than
- 35:53Speaker 6: what they got back in Mexico, and that how we're
- 35:55Speaker 6: you know, we're doing them such a favor. But then
- 35:58Speaker 6: when we got back to his home and Mexico. He
- 36:01Speaker 6: lived in this beautiful villa that it was very modest
- 36:06Speaker 6: but had a lot of outdoor space and it was
- 36:08Speaker 6: on the side you could see his cows often the horizon.
- 36:14Speaker 6: And I know, it's just like, these are people who
- 36:18Speaker 6: want to support their family, just like these farmers wanted
- 36:21Speaker 6: to support their families. And it was important for me
- 36:24Speaker 6: to after telling the farmer's story, to also tell that
- 36:27Speaker 6: farm worker story. And I couldn't not do that, you know,
- 36:33Speaker 6: I felt like it was a disservice just to tell
- 36:35Speaker 6: the farmer's story without completing that that story. So that
- 36:40Speaker 6: was my second film.
- 36:42Speaker 5: So when you released that, that film you sort of
- 36:45Speaker 5: back to back with you tell the farmers, you know,
- 36:48Speaker 5: the farmer's story, you tell the workers story. You know,
- 36:52Speaker 5: how was that Did that change any perceptions?
- 36:56Speaker 6: You hope that it does. I mean, I think that
- 36:58Speaker 6: the folks that that saw it, you know, that's really
- 37:01Speaker 6: the key is like getting folks to watch stuff. And
- 37:04Speaker 6: I think the one of the main accomplishments for me
- 37:08Speaker 6: and that with that film was that we had this
- 37:10Speaker 6: one screening where we had farm workers and farmers in
- 37:14Speaker 6: the room at the same time watching the film at
- 37:16Speaker 6: the same time, and it was it was kind of funny,
- 37:20Speaker 6: like there would be moments where they would laugh at
- 37:24Speaker 6: the same things and they could see the humanity in
- 37:27Speaker 6: each other. And to me, that's what it was about,
- 37:31Speaker 6: you know, trying to bridge that gap. And I feel
- 37:35Speaker 6: like I do that quite a bit as trying to
- 37:37Speaker 6: bridge that gap of understanding. And you know, I'm not
- 37:41Speaker 6: I don't consider myself an activist filmmaker per se, but
- 37:45Speaker 6: I do tend to tackle topics that are important and
- 37:50Speaker 6: or at least I like to, but I like to
- 37:53Speaker 6: do it with story and really about understanding the you know,
- 37:58Speaker 6: the human condition and you know, really getting into characters
- 38:04Speaker 6: and understanding the plight and trying to walk in their
- 38:08Speaker 6: shoes for a little bit.
- 38:10Speaker 5: Yeah, And I think that's something that you know, a
- 38:13Speaker 5: lot of filmmakers have sort of missed, not only filmmakers,
- 38:16Speaker 5: but you know, producers and TV show owners and you know,
- 38:19Speaker 5: you tune in because you want to see characters. You know,
- 38:22Speaker 5: you see these characters and these sort of you know,
- 38:23Speaker 5: predicaments and in you know, a couple episodes ago, I
- 38:27Speaker 5: interviewed Ranna Sheer, and Randa Shear was you know, on
- 38:30Speaker 5: you the host of usays up all night and you know,
- 38:33Speaker 5: something I spoke to her about was into in today's
- 38:37Speaker 5: sort of uh, you know, entertainment environment. A lot of
- 38:40Speaker 5: the people when they start putting money into things, whether
- 38:42Speaker 5: it be a TV show, you know, everything becomes very mechanical.
- 38:46Speaker 3: Now everything has an algorithm.
- 38:47Speaker 5: Oh well, hey, you know what you say, this script
- 38:49Speaker 5: and don't deviate from the script.
- 38:51Speaker 3: And I think it really takes away a lot.
- 38:52Speaker 5: Of character, and it's more about like situations, if you
- 38:56Speaker 5: know what I mean. So let's and I think with
- 38:58Speaker 5: documentaries especially, you have to have those characters. And I
- 39:02Speaker 5: just wanted to touch on that topic because it's so
- 39:05Speaker 5: important anymore, you know, just finding films that have characters
- 39:08Speaker 5: in them that you know, people can relate to.
- 39:11Speaker 6: Yeah, I think that's that's important. You know, you can
- 39:13Speaker 6: have somebody telling you all day long that about this
- 39:18Speaker 6: person's plight, or you can interview them about their their
- 39:21Speaker 6: own plight and they can tell you certain things. But
- 39:24Speaker 6: if you're with them and you experience it with them,
- 39:28Speaker 6: I think that's a whole other level of understanding. And that,
- 39:32Speaker 6: to me was was what was important about making The
- 39:35Speaker 6: Guestworker film, was that you know, I did not understand it.
- 39:38Speaker 6: You know, I drive by a field and I see
- 39:41Speaker 6: people picking my produce, but I go to the grocery
- 39:44Speaker 6: store and I buy it, you know, and I'm not
- 39:46Speaker 6: really thinking about them when I'm I'm going to Whole
- 39:49Speaker 6: Foods and buying my five dollars piece of lettuce.
- 39:54Speaker 4: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
- 40:00Speaker 4: and now back to the show, you know.
- 40:03Speaker 6: So it's it was important for me to give them
- 40:10Speaker 6: not just the face, but to also tell part of
- 40:14Speaker 6: their story and let them tell their own story, not
- 40:18Speaker 6: you know, through interview, but to witness it with them,
- 40:22Speaker 6: to be a true witness of that that experience. And
- 40:29Speaker 6: that's that's the kind of filmmaking that I like. It's
- 40:32Speaker 6: what I like to watch heavily. Interview interview driven kinds
- 40:37Speaker 6: of films don't usually do it for me. Every now
- 40:41Speaker 6: and then I'll see what I'm like. Okay, I take
- 40:43Speaker 6: it back. I'm okay with interviews, but typically that's not
- 40:47Speaker 6: what I want. I have this thing where I say,
- 40:50Speaker 6: show me, don't tell me. You can tell me all
- 40:53Speaker 6: day long, but if I see it and I feel
- 40:57Speaker 6: it and I'm witnessing it, it's going to have so
- 41:00Speaker 6: much more impact on me. And I feel like that's
- 41:02Speaker 6: what it is for an audience too.
- 41:05Speaker 3: Yeah, you're experiencing with that.
- 41:07Speaker 5: I really like that because you know, again, you know,
- 41:10Speaker 5: when when people try to sort of force the sort
- 41:13Speaker 5: of force the issue or even make you know, uh,
- 41:15Speaker 5: you know these these sit down interview car you know, uh.
- 41:18Speaker 3: TV shows or movies, they're taking away the character.
- 41:21Speaker 5: They're sort of just trying to sort of make everything happen,
- 41:24Speaker 5: you know, along these sort of beats. And again, you
- 41:27Speaker 5: know that that's why, Yeah, you know, that's what it's.
- 41:29Speaker 6: Telling it down to, you know, just the that topic
- 41:33Speaker 6: or that issue and trying to hit that home. And
- 41:36Speaker 6: and I spend a lot more time kind of beating
- 41:38Speaker 6: around the bush hoping that people see my subtle hints
- 41:42Speaker 6: at what the issue is. You know. So I think
- 41:45Speaker 6: that there's room for both kinds of storytelling. It just
- 41:48Speaker 6: as I prefer the kind that doesn't beat you over
- 41:51Speaker 6: the head, you know, I prefer the kind that takes
- 41:55Speaker 6: me on a journey and lets me decide for myself.
- 41:58Speaker 6: And that's that's the kind of filming I want to do.
- 42:00Speaker 6: Is I want to take the viewer on a journey
- 42:03Speaker 6: and let them decide for themselves. Obviously I have a
- 42:06Speaker 6: point of view, and so as I am laying out
- 42:09Speaker 6: the scenes and showing the audience that the moments that
- 42:13Speaker 6: I choose, I am, you know, obviously have a certain
- 42:16Speaker 6: point of view that's that they're watching. But I do
- 42:19Speaker 6: try to be very subtle in it, you know, even
- 42:22Speaker 6: if it's issue oriented, and let the viewer decide for themselves,
- 42:28Speaker 6: because I don't know what the hell I'm talking about
- 42:30Speaker 6: half the time.
- 42:34Speaker 3: Uh it's the you know.
- 42:35Speaker 5: I noticed on the clock where we're we're starting to
- 42:38Speaker 5: get a little press for time. So I wanted to
- 42:40Speaker 5: make sure I asked you what about one project, which
- 42:42Speaker 5: is actually how we started talking, which is your your
- 42:45Speaker 5: actual your eight part series on NASCAR Motorsports. So I
- 42:49Speaker 5: wanted to ask you how how did you get involved,
- 42:52Speaker 5: you know, with the with the with the project.
- 42:55Speaker 6: Well, I have this short list of Southern things that
- 42:59Speaker 6: I I would love to one day be able to film.
- 43:03Speaker 6: You know, it's I try to stay in my region,
- 43:08Speaker 6: even if it's not necessarily Southern. Like my filmmaking, I
- 43:11Speaker 6: feel like my backyard is just as interesting as getting
- 43:14Speaker 6: on a plane and going somewhere else. So also I
- 43:16Speaker 6: feel like I have permission to film once here too.
- 43:19Speaker 6: You know, I don't feel like I'm an interloper and
- 43:21Speaker 6: going in and trying to tell somebody else's story. So,
- 43:25Speaker 6: you know, I try to stay based here in the South.
- 43:27Speaker 6: And so NASCAR has been on that list of things
- 43:31Speaker 6: that I would love to do, and for no other
- 43:34Speaker 6: reason that it's something that I grew up with. It
- 43:38Speaker 6: was very much a part of my family. My granddad
- 43:42Speaker 6: was a huge Richard Petty fan, and so every Sunday
- 43:45Speaker 6: we were watching a race whether we wanted to or not.
- 43:48Speaker 6: And so I, you know, I wasn't a NASCAR fan
- 43:52Speaker 6: growing when I got when I became an adult, but
- 43:54Speaker 6: it still fascinated me. And also how people from outside
- 43:59Speaker 6: of the South perceived it and perceived the fan base
- 44:02Speaker 6: and the sport itself, like it's not really a sport.
- 44:04Speaker 6: And there's lots of things people say about stock car racing,
- 44:08Speaker 6: and so if you're gonna you know, I like to
- 44:12Speaker 6: admire myself in stuff that has a bit of controversy,
- 44:17Speaker 6: I feel like sometimes and this was kind of one
- 44:19Speaker 6: of those things. But I wasn't in it for the controversy.
- 44:22Speaker 6: I just was wanting just to see that world from
- 44:25Speaker 6: the inside, and we just had the opportunity to approach
- 44:29Speaker 6: Hendrick Motorsports with the idea of coming in and doing
- 44:34Speaker 6: you an inside look at it. And they are really
- 44:39Speaker 6: the giants in the sport. You know, they have driving
- 44:43Speaker 6: for them, Dell and Hurt Junior, Jimmy Johnson who just
- 44:46Speaker 6: won the championship last year, Casey Kine, and also Chase
- 44:51Speaker 6: Elliott who's Bill Elliott's son, and he was getting into
- 44:56Speaker 6: Jeff Gordon's carcasse. Jeff Jordon had just retired, and so
- 45:01Speaker 6: we wanted to enter the world with Chase because he
- 45:05Speaker 6: was he was new to the team and he just
- 45:08Speaker 6: turned twenty, and we thought it would be a really
- 45:10Speaker 6: interesting perspective starting the series with a newbie, and especially
- 45:17Speaker 6: one with that kind of pedigree. And surprisingly Hendrick agreed.
- 45:22Speaker 6: And after the fact, I found out that they get
- 45:26Speaker 6: pitched a lot and never say yes, So I feel
- 45:28Speaker 6: really honored that they said yes. But I think it
- 45:31Speaker 6: was because I'm from the South. My ideas of what
- 45:35Speaker 6: I wanted to do and what I wanted to tell
- 45:37Speaker 6: were you not any kind of again gotcha thing. I
- 45:40Speaker 6: just wanted to just go in. I wanted to embed
- 45:44Speaker 6: my team into their team and really see what it
- 45:47Speaker 6: was like to be, you know, in NASCAR and you know,
- 45:51Speaker 6: race every weekend. So I mean that's what we did.
- 45:55Speaker 6: We filmed with them for six months, and we filmed
- 45:58Speaker 6: with all the drivers, not just Chase. They opened the
- 46:00Speaker 6: doors and said, hey, you want to film these other
- 46:03Speaker 6: drivers too, and we're like, oh yeah, So it was.
- 46:07Speaker 6: It was an amazing experience. You know. The unfortunate thing
- 46:12Speaker 6: is my ears are still ringing because it's so loud,
- 46:15Speaker 6: and but it's it was I hate this word and
- 46:22Speaker 6: I hate to even say it, but it was truly
- 46:24Speaker 6: unprecedented the access that they gave us. You know, they
- 46:28Speaker 6: they allowed us inside their facilities. NASCAR allowed us to
- 46:32Speaker 6: film at the race tracks with basically what we not
- 46:38Speaker 6: really telling us, you know, don't go there, don't go there,
- 46:41Speaker 6: and there are a few places we couldn't go. But
- 46:44Speaker 6: really we had the access that I didn't know that
- 46:48Speaker 6: we could have, and we had an amazing working relationship
- 46:51Speaker 6: with NASCAR and NASCAR Productions where we knew that we
- 46:54Speaker 6: would be able to get access to the race footage,
- 46:57Speaker 6: so we weren't always focused on trying to film the
- 47:00Speaker 6: race but we were you know, we were turning. We
- 47:02Speaker 6: would focus on the teams so that we could really
- 47:06Speaker 6: see what the inner workings are like and when something
- 47:09Speaker 6: happens on the track, what's the reaction of the team,
- 47:12Speaker 6: and what's the build up to the race, and so
- 47:16Speaker 6: it you know, the race races were important, but they
- 47:19Speaker 6: just became just more of a dramatic narrative tool for
- 47:22Speaker 6: me to be able to understand the pressure. So the
- 47:26Speaker 6: outcome of the race was less important because you know,
- 47:28Speaker 6: we're not doing race coverage, not sports coverage TV. We're
- 47:34Speaker 6: really telling stories about people, and you know, that's what
- 47:37Speaker 6: we do. And so you know, we focused on you
- 47:40Speaker 6: know again on the characters and those small moments, and
- 47:44Speaker 6: I think what we were able to accomplish is pretty unique,
- 47:47Speaker 6: especially for that sport. I don't think you ever see
- 47:49Speaker 6: it really presented that way. Yeah.
- 47:52Speaker 5: I was going to ask too if they actually got
- 47:55Speaker 5: pitched a lot, because I can I can imagine the
- 47:57Speaker 5: answer would have been yes, you know, just because you know,
- 48:00Speaker 5: whenever you're in that position, wheneverver you're like the leader
- 48:03Speaker 5: or you know, you're involved in the a level, you
- 48:06Speaker 5: know kind of like you know, how in the NFL
- 48:08Speaker 5: every team just gets pitched unbelievably amount. You know, Hey,
- 48:13Speaker 5: do you know could we do a documentary?
- 48:14Speaker 6: Hey?
- 48:15Speaker 3: Could we do this?
- 48:16Speaker 6: Uh?
- 48:16Speaker 3: You know, hey, could you help out this charity?
- 48:18Speaker 5: So that's why, you know, I think you did have
- 48:20Speaker 5: that unique sort of way to sort of get your
- 48:23Speaker 5: foot in the door by saying I'm from the South
- 48:25Speaker 5: and you know, and I'm sure they wanted to see
- 48:27Speaker 5: your other to your other documentaries before they said yes,
- 48:31Speaker 5: you know, yeah, and.
- 48:32Speaker 6: It was really nice. We got to the meeting and
- 48:35Speaker 6: the head of the marketing team, Uh, he had already
- 48:39Speaker 6: seen my last film that was on HBO and was
- 48:43Speaker 6: a huge fan of the television series that I direct
- 48:46Speaker 6: called A Chef's Life, and so he already knew my
- 48:50Speaker 6: style and he saw how our team operated and felt
- 48:55Speaker 6: really comfortable with what we were presenting and the ideas
- 49:00Speaker 6: that we came to the table, and he he knew
- 49:03Speaker 6: that what I said when I was in that meeting
- 49:05Speaker 6: was true. You know that I was not you know,
- 49:09Speaker 6: I wasn't trying to get in to do another kind
- 49:11Speaker 6: of story because the body of work that we came
- 49:13Speaker 6: in with showed what we were trying to do, and
- 49:18Speaker 6: you know, it did open those doors. And so it
- 49:21Speaker 6: does prove that eventually things do get a little easier.
- 49:26Speaker 6: Other things don't. But that door opening definitely was much
- 49:31Speaker 6: easier than I had anticipated. And that was nice, you
- 49:35Speaker 6: know that that came at a time in my career
- 49:38Speaker 6: where you know, I've been making films for twenty years now,
- 49:40Speaker 6: and so it's nice to finally say, hey, you know,
- 49:45Speaker 6: it does work out sometimes.
- 49:48Speaker 5: Yeah, and I think you know, you're it did get
- 49:50Speaker 5: easier because you know, people can you start to build
- 49:52Speaker 5: a portfolio, and you start to build a reputation, and
- 49:55Speaker 5: I think and that is key. You know, something I
- 49:57Speaker 5: always say here on the podcast is your net worth
- 49:59Speaker 5: is your network.
- 50:02Speaker 4: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
- 50:08Speaker 4: and now back to the show.
- 50:10Speaker 3: Where your network is your net worth.
- 50:12Speaker 5: And basically, you know, you were able to open those
- 50:15Speaker 5: doors because of your network. And it's it's all about
- 50:17Speaker 5: you know, being professional, you know, doing good work, you know,
- 50:21Speaker 5: not being crazy, you know, not being you know, because
- 50:25Speaker 5: sometimes you know, people get their foot in the door
- 50:27Speaker 5: and they shoot themselves in the foot.
- 50:28Speaker 7: You know.
- 50:29Speaker 5: It's it's it's almost comical because a lot of filmmakers,
- 50:31Speaker 5: you know, they get themselves in the door and then
- 50:33Speaker 5: they just start, you know, immediately start making all these mistakes,
- 50:37Speaker 5: and you know, it just it really compounds, you know,
- 50:39Speaker 5: and that's why you really want to make sure because
- 50:41Speaker 5: I mean, now after you've done this, I mean it's like,
- 50:43Speaker 5: you know, hey, hey, Cynthia, what was your last project?
- 50:46Speaker 3: Oh?
- 50:46Speaker 5: Hey, I worked with Hendrick Motorsports and you know we
- 50:49Speaker 5: did this and this and this, and you know, I
- 50:51Speaker 5: mean that that's just that's huge.
- 50:53Speaker 3: You know, that's absolutely huge.
- 50:55Speaker 6: Filmed with with Dale Junior, who everybody told me that
- 50:57Speaker 6: he would never wear a wireless mic, and we you know,
- 51:00Speaker 6: sometimes you would agree, you know. So we spent really
- 51:04Speaker 6: nice time with them, and you know that to me,
- 51:07Speaker 6: is is meaningful to be able to develop those kinds
- 51:09Speaker 6: of relationships and it is important. You know. The downside
- 51:15Speaker 6: to being in North Carolina is that my network is
- 51:18Speaker 6: not extensive. I joke that I have a lot of
- 51:22Speaker 6: pig farmers in my network, which they're really important and
- 51:26Speaker 6: I appreciate them, but it's you know, it's it's difficult
- 51:31Speaker 6: because we are here. But you know, the benefits are
- 51:35Speaker 6: that I do have an extensive network here and the
- 51:39Speaker 6: folks here do trust, do trust me and and trust
- 51:44Speaker 6: the team that we have in place, and so when
- 51:46Speaker 6: we show up that does mean a lot.
- 51:49Speaker 3: Yeah, and you know, again you never know what door
- 51:53Speaker 3: is going to open, you know.
- 51:53Speaker 5: And again I like how you know you mentioned again
- 51:56Speaker 5: where you were because you know, every everything's different again,
- 51:59Speaker 5: everything has change, which sort of you know, brings us
- 52:01Speaker 5: back the full circle which I was, which was what
- 52:03Speaker 5: you know. We open up the podcast with you could
- 52:06Speaker 5: be a filmmaker now, you know, across the America and
- 52:09Speaker 5: it's it's opened a lot of doors, Cynthia. I know,
- 52:12Speaker 5: we've actually just run out of time. So where can
- 52:15Speaker 5: people find you out online?
- 52:16Speaker 3: Cynthia?
- 52:18Speaker 6: You made me or just My company name is Mark
- 52:23Speaker 6: Media m A r k A y Media dot com.
- 52:27Speaker 6: And The Road to Race Day, which is the NASCAR series,
- 52:31Speaker 6: was just released on the Complex Next Complex Networks platform
- 52:37Speaker 6: Go ninety and so it's currently streaming the next The
- 52:42Speaker 6: last episode is premiering tomorrow, so all all the episodes
- 52:46Speaker 6: will be up after tomorrow. And my other films are
- 52:52Speaker 6: Someone Harder Is Fine, Private Violence, which was the last
- 52:56Speaker 6: film with HBO. That one. I think you can find
- 53:00Speaker 6: mind on Amazon and Hulu, and A Chef's Life is
- 53:08Speaker 6: on PBS. Season five is premiering in October, so that
- 53:12Speaker 6: one's still going strong.
- 53:14Speaker 5: Yeah, so we got to talk in Cynthia, and we
- 53:16Speaker 5: ran out of time with uh because I was going
- 53:18Speaker 5: to talk.
- 53:18Speaker 3: I had notes to talk about, you.
- 53:20Speaker 5: Know, all of your all of your work, and you know,
- 53:22Speaker 5: we just you know, one of those things right out
- 53:25Speaker 5: of time. But but I'm going to link to everything
- 53:27Speaker 5: in the show notes everyone at Dave Bulls dot com. Twitter,
- 53:30Speaker 5: it's at dave Underscore Bullets, and I'm going to link
- 53:33Speaker 5: to all of Cynthia's social media as well, so you
- 53:35Speaker 5: could follow her and see all the really cool stuff
- 53:38Speaker 5: that she's up to.
- 53:40Speaker 6: Thanks day. I really appreciate it.
- 53:43Speaker 3: Oh my pleasure, Cynthia.
- 53:44Speaker 5: And if you ever want to come back sometime we talk,
- 53:47Speaker 5: you know, more about your next projects and you know,
- 53:49Speaker 5: and then the other projects we didn't get a chance
- 53:51Speaker 5: to talk about.
- 53:51Speaker 3: Let me know, you know, and you know, I love
- 53:53Speaker 3: to have you back on Happy too.
- 53:55Speaker 6: It's fun. It is kind of like therapy. And maybe
- 53:58Speaker 6: just listen to that because I I have a tendency
- 54:02Speaker 6: not to be PC, so maybe listen to the guest
- 54:05Speaker 6: worker stuff. Just to make sure I didn't say something
- 54:10Speaker 6: too offensive because sometimes I say things that I don't
- 54:13Speaker 6: know offensive and they become offensive without me knowing it.
- 54:16Speaker 5: So no, it's all good. So everything's offensive nowadays.
- 54:24Speaker 6: It's true, it can be, but you know, I think
- 54:27Speaker 6: it's like for me, it's it's you know, we work
- 54:31Speaker 6: really hard to be inclusive and the team I have
- 54:34Speaker 6: in place, you know, we've we've built a diverse team,
- 54:37Speaker 6: and we work with a lot of women too, and
- 54:41Speaker 6: so we we spend a lot of time trying to
- 54:45Speaker 6: tell stories that have meaning and beyond just you know,
- 54:49Speaker 6: the meaning of my demographic. So we try.
- 54:57Speaker 5: No and I and I think you do very well,
- 55:00Speaker 5: I honestly, And uh that's why I wanted to have
- 55:02Speaker 5: you on this podcast. And again I want to link
- 55:04Speaker 5: to everything of yours in the show notes, and you know,
- 55:07Speaker 5: people can check out your work and uh, you know,
- 55:09Speaker 5: I want to see and obviously I hope you continue
- 55:12Speaker 5: to move forward with this and and you continue, uh
- 55:15Speaker 5: to build that philmography.
- 55:17Speaker 6: Thank you. I appreciate. I hope so hopefully I won't
- 55:20Speaker 6: burn out.
- 55:21Speaker 3: Don't go back to pharmacy.
- 55:22Speaker 5: That's what I'm go That's the message of this whole
- 55:24Speaker 5: podcast is, don't go back to pharmacy.
- 55:26Speaker 6: I don't know if I can anymore. I lost my job.
- 55:31Speaker 6: That's all right. I needed it. I needed that kicking
- 55:33Speaker 6: the butt.
- 55:34Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly right.
- 55:35Speaker 5: It's it's like, uh, the old Roman Army when they
- 55:38Speaker 5: got to a new country, they'd burned their boats.
- 55:42Speaker 6: Yeah, this is it. You gotta yeah, there's no yeah. Yeah,
- 55:46Speaker 6: we're swimming.
- 55:50Speaker 3: Cynthia, Cynthia Hill.
- 55:51Speaker 5: I want to say thank you so much for coming
- 55:53Speaker 5: on and I do wish you the best of luck.
- 55:55Speaker 6: Thank you, thanks so much, Dave.
- 55:58Speaker 4: I want to thank Dave so much for doing that's
- 56:00Speaker 4: a great job on this episode. If you want to
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