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Game Time: Say It Without Saying It with Sasha Alexander · The Iconic Midlife with Roxy Manning

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  As
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  much
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  as
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  we'd
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  like
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  to
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  believe
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  so
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  much
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  is
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  for
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  the
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  creative
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  process,
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  the
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  truth
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  is
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  that
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  the
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  business
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  part
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  of
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  it
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  is
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  not.
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  It's
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  about
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  money.
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  It's
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  about
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  making
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  money.
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  It's
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  about
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  being
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  successful,
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  making
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  money.
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  And
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  with
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  that
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  comes
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  the
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  power
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  to
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  be
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  able
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  to
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  make
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  creative
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  choices.
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  It
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  comes
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  down
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  to
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  the
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  dollar.
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  Yeah.
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  A
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  list,
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  whatever.
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  The
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  minute
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  you
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  stop
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  doing
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  that,
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  you're
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  back
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  at
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  the
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  bottom,
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  starting
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  again
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  and
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  starting
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  again.
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  What
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  I
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  wish
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  someone
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  had
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  told
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  me
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  about
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  the
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  industry
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  before
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  I
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  jumped
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  in
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  is
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  blank.
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  How
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  crazy
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  everyone
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  is.
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  Big
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  egos
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  and
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  personalities.
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  I
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  needed,
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  like,
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  10
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  years
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  of
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  psychology
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  before
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  I
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  entered
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  it.
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  Okay,
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  my
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  friend,
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  so
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  before
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  we
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  wrap
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  up,
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  we
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  always
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  like
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  to
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  play
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  a
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  little
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  game
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  on
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  the
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  show.
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  Okay.
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  If
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  you're
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  up
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  for
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  it.
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  Okay.
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  All
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  right,
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  my
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  friend,
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  this
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  game
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  is
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  a
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  fill
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  in
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  the
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  blank
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  game,
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  and
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  it's
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  called
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  say
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  it
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  without.
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  Say
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  it
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  without
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  saying
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  it.
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  So
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  basically,
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  we're
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  going
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  to
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  play
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  a
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  fill
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  in
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  the
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  blank
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  game.
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  It's
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  a
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  quick
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  fire
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  round
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  and
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  just
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  no
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  overthinking.
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  Just
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  say
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  what
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  comes
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  to
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  mind.
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  Okay?
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  Okay.
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  The
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  moment
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  I
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  realized
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  adulthood
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  is
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  nothing
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  like
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  what
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  I
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  had
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  imagined
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  at
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  USC
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  was
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  blank.
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  When
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  I.
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  Honestly,
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  when
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  I
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  was
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  working,
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  like,
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  my
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  first
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  job
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  at
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  Sony
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  Pictures
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  in
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  a
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  crappy
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  office
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  and
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  working
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  crazy
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  hours
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  for
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  no
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  money,
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  wow,
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  this
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  is
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  not
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  usc.
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  Yeah.
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  This
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  is
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  not
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  the
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  Theta
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  house.
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  No.
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  Okay.
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  The
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  part
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  of
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  my
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  marriage
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  I
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  never
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  talk
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  about
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  publicly
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  but
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  matters
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  the
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  most.
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  Is
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  link,
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  I
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  guess
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  I
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  would
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  say.
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  The
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  quiet
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  conversations,
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  like,
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  I
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  think
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  the
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  intimate
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  conversations,
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  the
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  ones
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  that
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  are
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  the
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  glue
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  between
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  people
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  that
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  we
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  never.
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  That
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  we.
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  We
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  never
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  know.
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  Right.
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  Only.
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  Only
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  the
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  two
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  people
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  know.
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  So,
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  Yeah,
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  I
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  treasure
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  this.
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  Yeah.
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  That
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  is
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  the
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  glue.
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  You're
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  right.
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  The
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  thing
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  motherhood
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  forced
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  me
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  to
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  grow
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  out
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  of
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  was
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  blank.
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  Holding
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  a
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  grudge.
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  That's
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  a
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  good
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  one.
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  Yeah.
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  Yeah.
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  Holding
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  a
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  grudge
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  about
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  something,
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  carrying
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  it
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  on,
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  just
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  learning
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  to
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  forgive
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  quickly
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  and
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  move
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  on
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  and
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  not
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  that
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  even.
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  And
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  I
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  don't
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  mean
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  forgive
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  because
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  you're
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  not,
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  like.
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  As
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  an
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  adult,
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  I'm
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  not,
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  like,
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  angry
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  at
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  the
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  kid,
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  but,
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  like,
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  let's.
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  Let's
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  say
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  for
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  an
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  example,
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  I
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  had
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  a
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  friend
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  recently.
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  They
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  took
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  their
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  kid
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  to
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  something.
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  The
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  kid
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  was
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  misbehaving.
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  They
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  had
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  to
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  leave
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  the
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  event,
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  and
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  the
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  parent
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  was
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  really
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  resentful
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  that
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  the
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  kid
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  made
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  them
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  leave
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  the
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  event.
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  So
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  in
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  parenting,
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  all
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  these
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  kinds
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  of
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  things
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  happen.
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  And
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  you
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  can
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  hold
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  that
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  in.
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  You
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  can
• 2:52
  hold
• 2:52
  in
• 2:52
  a
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  feeling
• 2:53
  like,
• 2:53
  I
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  don't
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  have
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  a
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  life,
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  I
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  resemble
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  my
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  kid,
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  that
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  they
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  don't
• 2:56
  know
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  how
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  to,
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  you
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  know,
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  all
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  these
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  things.
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  And
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  I
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  think
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  like,
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  letting
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  that
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  go.
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  Not
• 3:00
  holding
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  on
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  to
• 3:01
  things
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  any
• 3:02
  longer
• 3:02
  than
• 3:02
  they
• 3:03
  need
• 3:03
  to
• 3:03
  be.
• 3:04
  You
• 3:04
  know,
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  just
• 3:06
  really,
• 3:06
  like,
• 3:07
  finding
• 3:07
  a
• 3:08
  solution
• 3:08
  and
• 3:08
  moving
• 3:08
  forward
• 3:09
  positively.
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  Yeah.
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  You
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  really
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  have
• 3:11
  to
• 3:11
  learn
• 3:11
  how
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  to
• 3:11
  move
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  through
• 3:12
  things
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  quickly.
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  Yeah.
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  I
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  think
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  I
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  was
• 3:14
  more
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  like,
• 3:14
  I
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  was
• 3:15
  definitely
• 3:15
  a
• 3:15
  grudge
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  person.
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  I'm
• 3:16
  a
• 3:16
  Taurus.
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  I
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  was
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  an
• 3:17
  only
• 3:17
  child.
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  Like,
• 3:18
  I
• 3:18
  definitely
• 3:19
  think
• 3:19
  I
• 3:19
  was
• 3:19
  someone
• 3:19
  that
• 3:19
  could
• 3:20
  hold
• 3:20
  onto
• 3:20
  it
• 3:21
  for
• 3:21
  a
• 3:21
  while
• 3:21
  and
• 3:22
  stew
• 3:22
  in
• 3:23
  it
• 3:23
  and
• 3:23
  marinate
• 3:24
  in
• 3:24
  it.
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  And
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  I
• 3:25
  just
• 3:25
  remember
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  just
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  having
• 3:27
  a
• 3:27
  moment
• 3:27
  where
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  it
• 3:28
  was
• 3:28
  like,
• 3:29
  you
• 3:29
  can't
• 3:29
  do
• 3:29
  that
• 3:29
  anymore.
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  Like,
• 3:30
  you
• 3:30
  have
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  to.
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  You
• 3:31
  have
• 3:31
  to
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  be
• 3:32
  the
• 3:32
  example
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  of
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  it's
• 3:34
  forgiven.
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  And
• 3:35
  that
• 3:35
  really
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  means
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  it's
• 3:36
  forgiven,
• 3:36
  which
• 3:36
  means
• 3:37
  move
• 3:37
  on.
• 3:37
  No
• 3:37
  grudges.
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  Yes,
• 3:39
  no
• 3:39
  grudges.
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  It's
• 3:40
  life
• 3:40
  lessons,
• 3:41
  you
• 3:41
  know?
• 3:41
  Yeah.
• 3:42
  Okay.
• 3:42
  A
• 3:43
  truth
• 3:43
  about
• 3:43
  friendship
• 3:44
  I
• 3:45
  only
• 3:45
  learned
• 3:45
  in
• 3:46
  midlife
• 3:47
  is
• 3:47
  blank.
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  Love.
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  Your
• 3:53
  friend.
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  To
• 3:55
  love
• 3:56
  a
• 3:56
  friend
• 3:57
  means
• 3:57
  giving
• 3:57
  them
• 3:58
  the
• 3:58
  space
• 3:58
  to
• 3:58
  make
• 3:59
  their
• 3:59
  decisions
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  the
• 4:01
  way
• 4:01
  they
• 4:01
  want
• 4:01
  to
• 4:01
  make
• 4:01
  them.
• 4:03
  So
• 4:04
  letting
• 4:05
  your
• 4:05
  friend
• 4:06
  move
• 4:06
  through
• 4:06
  what
• 4:07
  they
• 4:07
  need
• 4:07
  to
• 4:07
  move
• 4:08
  through.
• 4:10
  In
• 4:10
  the
• 4:10
  way
• 4:10
  that
• 4:11
  they
• 4:11
  need
• 4:11
  to
• 4:11
  go
• 4:11
  through
• 4:11
  it,
• 4:12
  and
• 4:12
  you
• 4:12
  can
• 4:13
  still
• 4:13
  love
• 4:13
  them
• 4:13
  through
• 4:14
  it
• 4:14
  without
• 4:14
  being.
• 4:14
  Without
• 4:15
  judging
• 4:15
  them,
• 4:16
  without
• 4:16
  stepping
• 4:17
  in
• 4:17
  to
• 4:17
  give
• 4:17
  them
• 4:18
  advice
• 4:18
  if
• 4:18
  they
• 4:18
  don't
• 4:18
  want
• 4:18
  to
• 4:19
  hear
• 4:19
  it.
• 4:19
  And
• 4:20
  not
• 4:20
  necessarily
• 4:21
  on
• 4:21
  your
• 4:21
  timeline.
• 4:21
  Right.
• 4:22
  Like,
• 4:22
  letting
• 4:22
  them
• 4:23
  take
• 4:23
  their
• 4:23
  time
• 4:23
  or.
• 4:24
  Timeline
• 4:25
  is
• 4:25
  a
• 4:25
  big
• 4:25
  one.
• 4:26
  Yes.
• 4:26
  Like,
• 4:27
  you
• 4:27
  can
• 4:27
  love
• 4:27
  someone
• 4:28
  and
• 4:28
  sort
• 4:28
  of
• 4:28
  see
• 4:29
  that
• 4:29
  they've
• 4:29
  made
• 4:29
  a
• 4:29
  shitstorm
• 4:30
  of
• 4:30
  something
• 4:31
  and
• 4:32
  they're
• 4:32
  going
• 4:32
  to
• 4:33
  figure
• 4:33
  it
• 4:33
  out.
• 4:33
  And
• 4:33
  if
• 4:33
  they
• 4:34
  ask
• 4:34
  you
• 4:34
  for
• 4:35
  advice,
• 4:35
  then
• 4:35
  you
• 4:36
  can
• 4:36
  say,
• 4:36
  this
• 4:36
  is
• 4:37
  my
• 4:37
  experience
• 4:37
  and
• 4:38
  how
• 4:38
  I
• 4:38
  would
• 4:38
  do
• 4:38
  it.
• 4:39
  But
• 4:39
  I
• 4:40
  really
• 4:40
  don't
• 4:41
  think
• 4:42
  that.
• 4:44
  I
• 4:44
  think
• 4:44
  everyone
• 4:45
  has
• 4:45
  to
• 4:45
  find
• 4:45
  their
• 4:46
  path.
• 4:47
  And
• 4:47
  so
• 4:47
  even
• 4:48
  if
• 4:48
  they're
• 4:48
  doing
• 4:48
  it
• 4:49
  in
• 4:49
  a
• 4:49
  way
• 4:49
  that
• 4:49
  you
• 4:49
  wouldn't
• 4:50
  do
• 4:50
  it.
• 4:52
  You
• 4:52
  don't
• 4:52
  have
• 4:53
  to
• 4:53
  necessarily
• 4:53
  be
• 4:53
  like,
• 4:54
  you
• 4:54
  know,
• 4:54
  ringing
• 4:55
  the
• 4:55
  bell,
• 4:55
  going,
• 4:55
  what
• 4:56
  are
• 4:56
  you
• 4:56
  doing?
• 4:56
  Why
• 4:56
  are
• 4:56
  you
• 4:57
  doing
• 4:57
  that?
• 4:57
  I
• 4:57
  think
• 4:57
  it's
• 4:58
  more
• 4:58
  like,
• 4:58
  hey,
• 4:59
  like,
• 5:00
  you
• 5:00
  know,
• 5:00
  have
• 5:00
  a
• 5:00
  conversation
• 5:01
  about
• 5:01
  it.
• 5:01
  But
• 5:01
  I
• 5:02
  also
• 5:02
  have
• 5:02
  found
• 5:02
  that
• 5:03
  sometimes
• 5:03
  being
• 5:04
  a
• 5:04
  good
• 5:04
  friend
• 5:04
  means
• 5:05
  just
• 5:05
  listening
• 5:06
  and
• 5:06
  loving
• 5:07
  them
• 5:07
  and
• 5:07
  letting
• 5:07
  them
• 5:07
  work
• 5:08
  through
• 5:08
  it
• 5:08
  on
• 5:08
  their
• 5:08
  timeline.
• 5:09
  Good
• 5:10
  point.
• 5:10
  A
• 5:11
  lot
• 5:11
  like
• 5:11
  kids,
• 5:11
  you
• 5:12
  know,
• 5:12
  you
• 5:12
  listen
• 5:12
  to
• 5:13
  them
• 5:13
  and
• 5:13
  let
• 5:13
  them
• 5:13
  work
• 5:13
  through
• 5:14
  it
• 5:14
  sometimes.
• 5:14
  Yeah.
• 5:16
  The
• 5:16
  role
• 5:17
  I
• 5:17
  took
• 5:17
  for
• 5:18
  the
• 5:18
  paycheck
• 5:18
  but
• 5:19
  ended
• 5:19
  up
• 5:19
  changing
• 5:20
  me
• 5:20
  was
• 5:21
  blank.
• 5:23
  Trying
• 5:23
  to
• 5:23
  think
• 5:23
  about
• 5:23
  my
• 5:24
  last
• 5:24
  paycheck,
• 5:25
  but
• 5:25
  ended
• 5:26
  up
• 5:26
  changing
• 5:26
  me.
• 5:28
  Were
• 5:28
  there
• 5:28
  some
• 5:28
  that
• 5:28
  you.
• 5:29
  You
• 5:29
  almost
• 5:30
  didn't
• 5:30
  take,
• 5:30
  but
• 5:31
  that
• 5:31
  you
• 5:31
  took
• 5:31
  and
• 5:32
  you
• 5:32
  were
• 5:32
  glad
• 5:32
  you
• 5:33
  took?
• 5:34
  I,
• 5:34
  I.
• 5:35
  The
• 5:35
  most
• 5:36
  recent
• 5:36
  is
• 5:36
  Lincoln
• 5:37
  Lawyer,
• 5:37
  but
• 5:37
  again,
• 5:37
  it's
• 5:38
  not
• 5:38
  a
• 5:38
  paycheck
• 5:38
  thing.
• 5:39
  But,
• 5:40
  But
• 5:41
  I
• 5:41
  definitely,
• 5:42
  for
• 5:42
  a
• 5:42
  moment,
• 5:43
  just
• 5:43
  because
• 5:43
  I'm
• 5:43
  Working
• 5:43
  on
• 5:44
  real
• 5:44
  life
• 5:44
  co
• 5:44
  was
• 5:45
  sort
• 5:45
  of
• 5:45
  like,
• 5:45
  do
• 5:45
  I
• 5:45
  do
• 5:46
  this?
• 5:46
  And
• 5:46
  I'm
• 5:46
  taking
• 5:47
  this
• 5:47
  other
• 5:47
  thing
• 5:47
  on.
• 5:48
  But
• 5:49
  I
• 5:49
  had
• 5:49
  such
• 5:49
  a
• 5:50
  great
• 5:50
  time
• 5:50
  because
• 5:51
  the
• 5:51
  people
• 5:51
  involved
• 5:52
  in
• 5:52
  it
• 5:52
  are
• 5:52
  so.
• 5:53
  So
• 5:54
  they
• 5:54
  just
• 5:54
  are
• 5:55
  such
• 5:55
  pros.
• 5:56
  And
• 5:56
  there
• 5:56
  were
• 5:56
  so
• 5:57
  many
• 5:57
  great
• 5:57
  women
• 5:57
  on
• 5:57
  the
• 5:58
  show
• 5:58
  as
• 5:58
  well
• 5:58
  as
• 5:58
  the
• 5:59
  lead
• 5:59
  Manuel.
• 5:59
  And
• 6:00
  I
• 6:00
  just,
• 6:00
  like,
• 6:00
  love
• 6:00
  the
• 6:01
  producers.
• 6:02
  So
• 6:02
  through
• 6:02
  the
• 6:02
  process
• 6:03
  of
• 6:03
  that,
• 6:03
  I
• 6:03
  actually.
• 6:04
  That
• 6:04
  was
• 6:05
  more
• 6:05
  than
• 6:05
  I
• 6:05
  anticipated
• 6:06
  it
• 6:06
  would
• 6:06
  be.
• 6:07
  That's
• 6:08
  always
• 6:08
  a
• 6:08
  nice
• 6:08
  feeling,
• 6:09
  huh?
• 6:09
  So
• 6:10
  that
• 6:10
  was
• 6:10
  a
• 6:10
  really
• 6:10
  nice
• 6:11
  feeling.
• 6:11
  Yeah,
• 6:11
  I
• 6:12
  would
• 6:12
  say.
• 6:12
  I
• 6:13
  would
• 6:13
  say
• 6:13
  that's
• 6:13
  the
• 6:13
  most
• 6:13
  recent
• 6:14
  thing
• 6:16
  that
• 6:16
  felt
• 6:17
  to
• 6:17
  me
• 6:17
  like
• 6:17
  I
• 6:18
  got.
• 6:18
  I
• 6:18
  got
• 6:19
  something
• 6:19
  like
• 6:19
  more
• 6:20
  out
• 6:20
  of
• 6:20
  it.
• 6:21
  The
• 6:21
  quiet
• 6:22
  fear
• 6:22
  I
• 6:22
  had
• 6:23
  about
• 6:23
  starting
• 6:23
  a
• 6:24
  company
• 6:24
  at
• 6:25
  this
• 6:25
  stage
• 6:25
  in
• 6:25
  my
• 6:25
  life
• 6:26
  was
• 6:26
  blank.
• 6:28
  The
• 6:29
  time
• 6:29
  commitment,
• 6:31
  you
• 6:31
  know,
• 6:31
  the
• 6:31
  time
• 6:32
  commitment
• 6:32
  and
• 6:32
  just
• 6:34
  potentially
• 6:34
  the
• 6:35
  stress
• 6:35
  of
• 6:35
  that,
• 6:35
  not
• 6:36
  having
• 6:36
  time
• 6:37
  for
• 6:37
  other
• 6:37
  things
• 6:38
  in
• 6:38
  my
• 6:38
  life
• 6:39
  which.
• 6:39
  Which
• 6:39
  has
• 6:40
  happened.
• 6:40
  I
• 6:40
  don't
• 6:41
  have
• 6:41
  as
• 6:41
  much
• 6:41
  time
• 6:41
  for
• 6:42
  some
• 6:43
  friends.
• 6:43
  I
• 6:43
  don't
• 6:43
  have
• 6:43
  as
• 6:44
  much
• 6:44
  time
• 6:44
  for,
• 6:44
  like,
• 6:44
  I
• 6:45
  really
• 6:45
  have
• 6:45
  to
• 6:45
  schedule
• 6:45
  myself.
• 6:46
  I
• 6:46
  have
• 6:46
  to
• 6:46
  say
• 6:47
  no
• 6:47
  to
• 6:47
  a
• 6:47
  lot
• 6:47
  of
• 6:47
  things.
• 6:49
  That.
• 6:49
  That's
• 6:50
  been
• 6:50
  the
• 6:50
  toughest.
• 6:51
  Yeah,
• 6:51
  no,
• 6:51
  it's
• 6:52
  true.
• 6:52
  You
• 6:52
  really
• 6:52
  have
• 6:53
  to
• 6:53
  become
• 6:53
  a
• 6:53
  time
• 6:53
  management,
• 6:54
  you
• 6:54
  know,
• 6:55
  aficionado.
• 6:57
  What
• 6:57
  I
• 6:57
  wish
• 6:57
  someone
• 6:58
  had
• 6:58
  told
• 6:58
  me
• 6:58
  about
• 6:59
  the
• 6:59
  industry
• 7:00
  before
• 7:00
  I
• 7:01
  jumped
• 7:01
  in
• 7:01
  is
• 7:02
  blank.
• 7:04
  How
• 7:05
  crazy
• 7:06
  everyone
• 7:06
  is.
• 7:09
  That.
• 7:09
  It's
• 7:10
  like
• 7:10
  I
• 7:10
  needed.
• 7:11
  I
• 7:11
  needed
• 7:11
  a
• 7:11
  psych.
• 7:12
  I
• 7:12
  needed
• 7:12
  like
• 7:12
  10
• 7:13
  years
• 7:13
  of
• 7:13
  psychology
• 7:13
  before
• 7:14
  I
• 7:14
  entered
• 7:14
  it.
• 7:15
  That
• 7:15
  you're
• 7:15
  going
• 7:15
  to
• 7:16
  be
• 7:16
  like,
• 7:16
  literally
• 7:16
  in
• 7:17
  a,
• 7:17
  you
• 7:17
  know,
• 7:18
  in
• 7:18
  a
• 7:18
  complete
• 7:19
  minefield
• 7:20
  of
• 7:22
  big
• 7:22
  egos
• 7:23
  and
• 7:23
  personalities
• 7:25
  and.
• 7:28
  Managing
• 7:29
  your
• 7:29
  own
• 7:29
  and
• 7:30
  everybody
• 7:30
  else's
• 7:30
  around
• 7:31
  you.
• 7:32
  If
• 7:32
  you're
• 7:32
  an
• 7:32
  empathic
• 7:33
  person,
• 7:33
  a
• 7:34
  lot
• 7:34
  of
• 7:34
  creative
• 7:34
  people
• 7:34
  are
• 7:35
  insensitive.
• 7:35
  You're
• 7:36
  surrounded
• 7:36
  by
• 7:36
  so
• 7:36
  many
• 7:37
  people
• 7:37
  and
• 7:37
  how
• 7:37
  to
• 7:38
  manage
• 7:38
  all
• 7:38
  that
• 7:39
  energy
• 7:39
  and
• 7:40
  stay.
• 7:43
  Focused
• 7:43
  and
• 7:43
  in
• 7:44
  alignment
• 7:44
  with
• 7:44
  your
• 7:45
  values
• 7:45
  in
• 7:46
  the
• 7:46
  midst
• 7:46
  of
• 7:46
  it.
• 7:46
  The
• 7:47
  other
• 7:47
  big
• 7:47
  one
• 7:47
  I'll
• 7:48
  say
• 7:48
  is
• 7:48
  that,
• 7:49
  you
• 7:49
  know,
• 7:49
  as
• 7:50
  much
• 7:50
  as
• 7:50
  we'd
• 7:50
  like
• 7:50
  to
• 7:50
  believe
• 7:51
  so
• 7:51
  much
• 7:51
  as
• 7:51
  for
• 7:51
  the
• 7:52
  creative
• 7:52
  process,
• 7:52
  the
• 7:53
  truth
• 7:53
  is
• 7:53
  that
• 7:53
  the
• 7:53
  business
• 7:54
  part
• 7:54
  of
• 7:54
  it
• 7:54
  is
• 7:54
  not.
• 7:54
  It's
• 7:55
  about
• 7:55
  money.
• 7:55
  It's
• 7:56
  about
• 7:56
  making
• 7:56
  money.
• 7:56
  It's
• 7:57
  about
• 7:57
  being
• 7:57
  successful,
• 7:58
  making
• 7:58
  money.
• 7:58
  And
• 7:58
  with
• 7:58
  that
• 7:59
  comes
• 7:59
  the
• 7:59
  power
• 7:59
  to
• 8:00
  be
• 8:00
  able
• 8:00
  to
• 8:00
  make
• 8:00
  creative
• 8:01
  choices.
• 8:02
  But
• 8:02
  truthfully,
• 8:03
  that's
• 8:04
  like
• 8:04
  such
• 8:04
  a
• 8:04
  huge
• 8:05
  piece
• 8:05
  of
• 8:05
  it
• 8:06
  that.
• 8:08
  That.
• 8:08
  That's
• 8:08
  the
• 8:08
  hardest
• 8:09
  part
• 8:09
  to
• 8:09
  navigate.
• 8:10
  Yeah,
• 8:10
  it
• 8:11
  comes
• 8:11
  down
• 8:11
  to
• 8:11
  the
• 8:11
  dollar.
• 8:12
  Yeah,
• 8:12
  yeah,
• 8:13
  it
• 8:13
  really,
• 8:13
  really
• 8:13
  does.
• 8:14
  And
• 8:14
  once
• 8:14
  that.
• 8:15
  Once.
• 8:15
  Once.
• 8:15
  That's
• 8:16
  sort
• 8:16
  of
• 8:16
  not
• 8:16
  a
• 8:17
  piece
• 8:17
  of
• 8:17
  it.
• 8:17
  You
• 8:17
  don't.
• 8:18
  Any.
• 8:18
  Anybody,
• 8:18
  no
• 8:19
  matter
• 8:19
  if
• 8:19
  you
• 8:19
  were,
• 8:20
  you
• 8:20
  know,
• 8:21
  a
• 8:21
  list,
• 8:22
  whatever,
• 8:22
  the
• 8:22
  minute
• 8:23
  you
• 8:23
  stop
• 8:23
  doing
• 8:23
  that,
• 8:24
  you're
• 8:24
  back
• 8:24
  at
• 8:24
  the
• 8:25
  bottom,
• 8:25
  Starting
• 8:25
  again
• 8:26
  and
• 8:26
  starting
• 8:26
  again.
• 8:27
  I
• 8:27
  guess
• 8:27
  I
• 8:27
  always
• 8:27
  just
• 8:27
  thought,
• 8:28
  like,
• 8:28
  if
• 8:28
  you
• 8:28
  reach
• 8:28
  a
• 8:28
  certain
• 8:29
  level,
• 8:29
  that
• 8:30
  you
• 8:30
  would
• 8:30
  always
• 8:30
  continue
• 8:31
  to
• 8:31
  build
• 8:31
  on
• 8:32
  that
• 8:32
  level,
• 8:33
  but
• 8:33
  it's
• 8:33
  always
• 8:34
  up
• 8:34
  and
• 8:34
  down,
• 8:35
  and
• 8:35
  that's
• 8:35
  brutal.
• 8:36
  Just
• 8:37
  brutal.
• 8:38
  It
• 8:38
  is.
• 8:38
  It
• 8:39
  is.
• 8:40
  One
• 8:40
  thing
• 8:41
  people
• 8:41
  get
• 8:41
  completely
• 8:42
  wrong
• 8:42
  about
• 8:42
  me
• 8:43
  is
• 8:43
  blank
• 8:45
  that
• 8:45
  I'm
• 8:46
  as.
• 8:47
  Like.
• 8:50
  I
• 8:50
  don't
• 8:50
  want
• 8:50
  to
• 8:51
  say.
• 8:51
  I
• 8:51
  think
• 8:52
  that
• 8:52
  I'm
• 8:53
  more
• 8:54
  like.
• 8:55
  Like,
• 8:55
  I'm
• 8:55
  a
• 8:55
  Taurus
• 8:56
  with
• 8:56
  a
• 8:56
  Sagittarius
• 8:57
  rising,
• 8:58
  so
• 8:58
  I
• 8:58
  have,
• 8:59
  like,
• 8:59
  parts
• 9:00
  that
• 9:00
  are
• 9:00
  completely
• 9:00
  kooky.
• 9:01
  Like,
• 9:01
  Eduardo
• 9:02
  always
• 9:02
  says
• 9:02
  to
• 9:02
  me
• 9:02
  that
• 9:03
  I'm,
• 9:03
  like,
• 9:03
  such
• 9:03
  a
• 9:04
  funny
• 9:04
  person
• 9:04
  because
• 9:05
  he's
• 9:05
  just
• 9:05
  like,
• 9:05
  you
• 9:05
  are,
• 9:06
  like,
• 9:06
  such
• 9:07
  a
• 9:07
  goofball.
• 9:08
  So,
• 9:08
  like,
• 9:08
  I
• 9:09
  think
• 9:09
  that
• 9:09
  I'm
• 9:09
  more
• 9:11
  eccentric
• 9:11
  than
• 9:11
  people
• 9:12
  think
• 9:12
  that
• 9:12
  I
• 9:12
  am.
• 9:13
  I
• 9:14
  think
• 9:14
  that
• 9:14
  I.
• 9:14
  I
• 9:15
  think
• 9:15
  I'm
• 9:15
  have
• 9:15
  more
• 9:16
  of
• 9:16
  a.
• 9:17
  Like,
• 9:17
  a
• 9:17
  put
• 9:18
  together,
• 9:18
  like.
• 9:19
  Like,
• 9:19
  I
• 9:19
  am.
• 9:20
  I.
• 9:20
  I
• 9:20
  am
• 9:21
  a
• 9:21
  very,
• 9:21
  like,
• 9:21
  rational,
• 9:22
  grounded
• 9:22
  person.
• 9:23
  But
• 9:23
  then
• 9:24
  I
• 9:24
  also
• 9:24
  am,
• 9:25
  like,
• 9:25
  a
• 9:25
  bit
• 9:25
  like,
• 9:26
  I
• 9:26
  like
• 9:26
  to
• 9:26
  be
• 9:26
  in
• 9:26
  the
• 9:27
  stars.
• 9:27
  I
• 9:27
  like
• 9:27
  to,
• 9:28
  like,
• 9:28
  I'm
• 9:29
  not
• 9:29
  ocd.
• 9:29
  Like,
• 9:30
  I
• 9:30
  do
• 9:30
  not
• 9:30
  want
• 9:31
  things
• 9:31
  to
• 9:31
  be
• 9:31
  perfectly
• 9:32
  ordered.
• 9:32
  I
• 9:33
  like
• 9:33
  to
• 9:33
  be
• 9:33
  able
• 9:33
  to
• 9:33
  have
• 9:33
  spontaneity.
• 9:34
  I
• 9:35
  like
• 9:35
  to
• 9:35
  be
• 9:35
  able
• 9:35
  to
• 9:36
  have,
• 9:36
  like,
• 9:36
  a
• 9:36
  freshness
• 9:37
  to
• 9:37
  my
• 9:37
  day,
• 9:38
  to
• 9:38
  my
• 9:38
  life.
• 9:39
  So
• 9:39
  I'm
• 9:40
  not
• 9:40
  as
• 9:40
  organized.
• 9:43
  As
• 9:44
  I
• 9:44
  think
• 9:44
  people
• 9:45
  think
• 9:45
  I
• 9:45
  am.
• 9:46
  I
• 9:46
  am
• 9:46
  not.
• 9:47
  You
• 9:47
  do
• 9:47
  come
• 9:47
  across
• 9:48
  as
• 9:48
  organized.
• 9:49
  I'm
• 9:49
  not.
• 9:50
  I'm
• 9:50
  not.
• 9:51
  I'm
• 9:51
  not.
• 9:51
  Not.
• 9:52
  But
• 9:52
  I'm
• 9:53
  not.
• 9:53
  Compared
• 9:53
  to
• 9:53
  people
• 9:54
  that
• 9:54
  I
• 9:54
  know
• 9:54
  or
• 9:54
  what
• 9:55
  people
• 9:55
  think.
• 9:55
  They
• 9:55
  think
• 9:55
  they're
• 9:56
  like,
• 9:56
  I'm
• 9:56
  really
• 9:56
  super
• 9:56
  organized
• 9:57
  about.
• 9:57
  I'm
• 9:57
  like,
• 9:57
  no,
• 9:57
  I'm
• 9:58
  really
• 9:58
  not.
• 9:58
  I
• 9:58
  just
• 9:58
  honestly
• 9:59
  just
• 9:59
  did
• 9:59
  this
• 10:00
  five
• 10:00
  minutes
• 10:00
  ago.
• 10:01
  Like,
• 10:01
  I.
• 10:01
  When
• 10:02
  I
• 10:02
  have
• 10:02
  to
• 10:02
  do
• 10:02
  it,
• 10:02
  I
• 10:03
  get
• 10:03
  it
• 10:03
  done.
• 10:03
  I
• 10:03
  was
• 10:03
  like
• 10:04
  the
• 10:04
  person
• 10:04
  who
• 10:04
  took
• 10:04
  the
• 10:04
  test
• 10:05
  at
• 10:05
  the
• 10:05
  last
• 10:05
  sex
• 10:06
  study
• 10:06
  that
• 10:06
  late.
• 10:06
  The
• 10:07
  last
• 10:07
  possible
• 10:07
  moment,
• 10:08
  and
• 10:08
  it
• 10:09
  stayed
• 10:09
  in
• 10:09
  here.
• 10:10
  I
• 10:10
  was
• 10:10
  able
• 10:10
  to
• 10:10
  get
• 10:11
  through
• 10:11
  it,
• 10:11
  but
• 10:11
  I
• 10:12
  was
• 10:12
  not
• 10:12
  a
• 10:12
  person
• 10:12
  that
• 10:13
  planned
• 10:13
  on
• 10:14
  things
• 10:16
  as
• 10:16
  much
• 10:17
  as
• 10:17
  I
• 10:18
  may
• 10:18
  appear
• 10:19
  to.
• 10:20
  Interesting.
• 10:21
  Okay.
• 10:21
  Because
• 10:21
  you
• 10:22
  definitely
• 10:22
  come
• 10:22
  across
• 10:23
  as,
• 10:23
  like,
• 10:24
  organized.
• 10:24
  And
• 10:24
  for
• 10:24
  as
• 10:25
  long
• 10:25
  as
• 10:25
  I've
• 10:25
  known
• 10:25
  you,
• 10:26
  I
• 10:26
  mean,
• 10:26
  I
• 10:26
  feel
• 10:26
  like
• 10:26
  you
• 10:27
  always
• 10:27
  came
• 10:27
  across
• 10:27
  as
• 10:27
  organized,
• 10:28
  but
• 10:29
  I'm
• 10:29
  really,
• 10:29
  really
• 10:29
  not.
• 10:30
  I
• 10:30
  know.
• 10:31
  And
• 10:31
  I
• 10:31
  think
• 10:31
  that
• 10:31
  that's,
• 10:32
  like,
• 10:32
  a
• 10:32
  strange,
• 10:33
  like,
• 10:34
  unexpected,
• 10:35
  like,
• 10:35
  it's.
• 10:35
  I'm
• 10:36
  not.
• 10:36
  I
• 10:37
  like
• 10:37
  that.
• 10:37
  I
• 10:37
  like
• 10:37
  that
• 10:38
  little
• 10:38
  spontaneity,
• 10:39
  you
• 10:39
  know,
• 10:40
  Side
• 10:40
  of
• 10:40
  you.
• 10:40
  Sash.
• 10:44
  Okay.
• 10:44
  If
• 10:45
  there's
• 10:45
  one
• 10:45
  thing
• 10:46
  I
• 10:46
  refuse
• 10:46
  to
• 10:47
  apologize
• 10:47
  for
• 10:48
  in
• 10:48
  this
• 10:48
  midlife
• 10:49
  chapter,
• 10:50
  it's
• 10:51
  my
• 10:51
  honesty.
• 10:52
  That's
• 10:53
  a
• 10:53
  good
• 10:53
  one.
• 10:54
  That's
• 10:54
  a
• 10:54
  good
• 10:54
  one.
• 10:54
  Why
• 10:55
  shouldn't
• 10:55
  you
• 10:55
  be?
• 10:56
  Because
• 10:56
  not
• 10:57
  everybody
• 10:57
  wants
• 10:57
  to
• 10:57
  hear
• 10:57
  it.
• 10:59
  People
• 11:00
  don't
• 11:00
  always
• 11:00
  want
• 11:00
  the
• 11:00
  truth.
• 11:01
  They
• 11:01
  mostly
• 11:01
  don't.
• 11:02
  So,
• 11:03
  yeah.
• 11:04
  So
• 11:04
  I
• 11:04
  would
• 11:04
  say
• 11:04
  my
• 11:04
  honesty,
• 11:05
  I'm
• 11:05
  not
• 11:05
  going
• 11:05
  to
• 11:05
  apologize
• 11:06
  for.
• 11:06
  I
• 11:07
  may
• 11:07
  not
• 11:07
  give
• 11:07
  it
• 11:07
  to
• 11:07
  you
• 11:08
  if
• 11:08
  you
• 11:08
  don't
• 11:08
  want
• 11:08
  it,
• 11:08
  but
• 11:09
  I'm.
• 11:09
  But
• 11:09
  I'm
• 11:09
  not
• 11:09
  going
• 11:09
  to
• 11:10
  apologize
• 11:10
  for
• 11:10
  it
• 11:11
  if
• 11:11
  I
• 11:11
  do.
• 11:11
  Yes.
• 11:13
  The
• 11:13
  older
• 11:13
  I
• 11:14
  get,
• 11:14
  the
• 11:14
  less
• 11:15
  I
• 11:15
  have
• 11:15
  patience
• 11:16
  for
• 11:16
  blank.
• 11:18
  It's
• 11:18
  probably.
• 11:22
  I
• 11:22
  mean,
• 11:22
  I
• 11:22
  have
• 11:23
  an
• 11:23
  issue
• 11:23
  at
• 11:23
  restaurants
• 11:25
  when,
• 11:25
  like,
• 11:26
  it's
• 11:26
  a
• 11:26
  problem
• 11:26
  when
• 11:27
  food,
• 11:27
  like,
• 11:27
  takes
• 11:27
  too
• 11:28
  long.
• 11:29
  Like,
• 11:29
  I
• 11:30
  waitressed,
• 11:31
  and
• 11:31
  so
• 11:31
  I
• 11:31
  feel
• 11:31
  like
• 11:32
  I'm
• 11:32
  becoming
• 11:32
  one
• 11:32
  of
• 11:32
  those
• 11:33
  people
• 11:33
  who
• 11:34
  is
• 11:34
  just
• 11:34
  like,
• 11:34
  yeah,
• 11:35
  they
• 11:35
  didn't
• 11:35
  handle
• 11:35
  this
• 11:36
  right.
• 11:36
  They
• 11:36
  didn't
• 11:36
  take
• 11:36
  the
• 11:36
  order
• 11:37
  right.
• 11:37
  They
• 11:37
  could
• 11:37
  have
• 11:37
  done
• 11:37
  that.
• 11:38
  They
• 11:38
  could
• 11:38
  have
• 11:38
  done
• 11:38
  that.
• 11:39
  It's
• 11:39
  not
• 11:39
  cool.
• 11:40
  Like,
• 11:40
  it's
• 11:40
  like,
• 11:40
  just
• 11:41
  let
• 11:41
  them
• 11:41
  go.
• 11:41
  But
• 11:41
  for
• 11:42
  some
• 11:42
  reason,
• 11:42
  I
• 11:42
  micromanaged
• 11:43
  that.
• 11:44
  And
• 11:44
  also
• 11:45
  driving,
• 11:45
  if
• 11:46
  I'm
• 11:46
  not
• 11:46
  driving,
• 11:47
  I've
• 11:48
  become
• 11:48
  a
• 11:48
  little
• 11:48
  bit,
• 11:49
  like,
• 11:49
  impatient
• 11:49
  about,
• 11:50
  like,
• 11:50
  what
• 11:51
  roads
• 11:51
  to
• 11:51
  take
• 11:52
  and
• 11:52
  what
• 11:52
  back
• 11:53
  channels
• 11:53
  this
• 11:53
  take.
• 11:53
  Like,
• 11:54
  I
• 11:54
  just.
• 11:55
  That
• 11:55
  those
• 11:55
  two
• 11:55
  things
• 11:56
  are
• 11:56
  not
• 11:56
  that
• 11:56
  good.
• 11:58
  You
• 11:59
  know?
• 11:59
  You
• 11:59
  know,
• 12:00
  being
• 12:00
  a
• 12:00
  waiter
• 12:01
  or
• 12:01
  a.
• 12:01
  Waitress
• 12:01
  is
• 12:02
  probably
• 12:02
  one
• 12:02
  of
• 12:03
  the
• 12:03
  best
• 12:03
  jobs
• 12:03
  you
• 12:03
  can
• 12:04
  have.
• 12:04
  I
• 12:04
  love
• 12:04
  to
• 12:05
  prepare
• 12:05
  you.
• 12:06
  To
• 12:06
  prepare
• 12:06
  you
• 12:06
  for
• 12:07
  life.
• 12:07
  I
• 12:07
  loved
• 12:08
  it.
• 12:08
  I
• 12:08
  loved
• 12:09
  it.
• 12:09
  I
• 12:09
  really
• 12:10
  did.
• 12:10
  Italian
• 12:11
  rest,
• 12:11
  A
• 12:11
  couple
• 12:11
  Italian
• 12:12
  restaurants,
• 12:12
  Good
• 12:12
  Italian
• 12:13
  restaurants
• 12:13
  in
• 12:13
  L.
• 12:13
  A.
• 12:14
  I
• 12:14
  loved
• 12:14
  it.
• 12:14
  I.
• 12:16
  I
• 12:16
  loved
• 12:16
  it.
• 12:16
  I
• 12:16
  learned
• 12:17
  so
• 12:17
  much.
• 12:17
  I
• 12:17
  think
• 12:17
  everyone
• 12:17
  should
• 12:18
  be
• 12:18
  a
• 12:18
  waiter.
• 12:18
  I
• 12:19
  really
• 12:19
  do.
• 12:19
  You
• 12:19
  learn
• 12:20
  about
• 12:20
  people.
• 12:20
  It's
• 12:21
  fun
• 12:21
  to
• 12:21
  feed
• 12:21
  people.
• 12:22
  Like,
• 12:22
  you
• 12:22
  learn
• 12:23
  tradition
• 12:23
  and
• 12:24
  routine.
• 12:24
  Like,
• 12:24
  there's
• 12:25
  so
• 12:25
  much
• 12:25
  you
• 12:25
  have
• 12:25
  to
• 12:25
  organize.
• 12:25
  You
• 12:26
  have
• 12:26
  get
• 12:26
  it
• 12:26
  done
• 12:26
  quickly.
• 12:27
  Cleanliness.
• 12:28
  There's
• 12:28
  so
• 12:28
  much.
• 12:28
  I
• 12:29
  think
• 12:29
  it's
• 12:29
  great.
• 12:30
  But
• 12:30
  now
• 12:30
  I'm
• 12:30
  super
• 12:31
  judgy
• 12:31
  about
• 12:32
  bad
• 12:32
  waiters.
• 12:33
  Yeah.
• 12:33
  Because,
• 12:33
  you
• 12:34
  know,
• 12:34
  girl,
• 12:34
  you're
• 12:35
  like,
• 12:35
  no.
• 12:35
  This
• 12:36
  is
• 12:36
  not
• 12:36
  gonna
• 12:36
  fly.
• 12:38
  I'm
• 12:39
  like,
• 12:39
  come
• 12:39
  on,
• 12:39
  we
• 12:39
  gotta
• 12:39
  go.
• 12:39
  Let's
• 12:40
  go,
• 12:40
  let's
• 12:40
  go.
• 12:40
  Yeah,
• 12:41
  exactly.
• 12:42
  And
• 12:42
  I'm
• 12:43
  hungry.
• 12:43
  I'm
• 12:43
  hungry,
• 12:44
  and
• 12:44
  I'm
• 12:44
  getting
• 12:44
  hungry.
• 12:45
  I
• 12:45
  don't
• 12:45
  wanna,
• 12:45
  like,
• 12:46
  be,
• 12:46
  like,
• 12:46
  not
• 12:46
  have
• 12:46
  a
• 12:46
  big
• 12:47
  guy.
• 12:48
  I
• 12:48
  know.
• 12:48
  Once
• 12:49
  we've
• 12:49
  reached
• 12:49
  the
• 12:49
  hangry.
• 12:50
  The
• 12:51
  hangry
• 12:51
  point.
• 12:52
  Turning
• 12:52
  back.
• 12:53
  Yeah.
• 12:53
  Yeah.
• 12:54
  Everybody
• 12:54
  out
• 12:54
  there,
• 12:55
  don't
• 12:55
  forget
• 12:55
  to
• 12:55
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• 12:55
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• 13:00
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• 13:01
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• 13:01
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• 13:02
  so
• 13:02
  sweet.
• 13:02
  Well,
• 13:02
  I
• 13:03
  love
• 13:03
  you.
• 13:03
  Thank
• 13:03
  you
• 13:03
  for
• 13:03
  doing
• 13:04
  this.
• 13:04
  Super
• 13:05
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  Always
• 13:06
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• 13:07
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• 13:07
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• 13:07
  you.