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- 0:06Speaker 1: Amy Robach and TJ Holmes present.
- 0:09Speaker 2: Killer Thriller with your host, Alisa Donovan. Hey, everybody.
- 0:15Speaker 3: Alisa Donovan here, and this is Killer Thriller. Today, we
- 0:19Speaker 3: are going inside the mind of one of America's most
- 0:22Speaker 3: notorious killers, Ted Kaczynski, the Unabomber. The film Ted K
- 0:29Speaker 3: takes us inside the Montana cabin where Kaczynski lived in
- 0:32Speaker 3: isolation while launching a bombing campaign... that killed three people
- 0:37Speaker 3: and injured nearly two dozen more. Using his own writings,
- 0:41Speaker 3: the film explores his rage at modern society and his
- 0:44Speaker 3: evolution from recluse to killer. Our guest is Sharlto Copley,
- 0:50Speaker 3: who starred as Kaczynski and also produced the film, immersing
- 0:54Speaker 3: himself in Ted's writings and filming on the actual Montana
- 0:58Speaker 3: land where his cabin once stood. Sharlto, welcome to Killer Thriller.
- 1:03Speaker 3: Thank you so much for talking with me today.
- 1:05Speaker 1: Thanks for having me.
- 1:07Speaker 3: I really, this movie is sneakily very, very compelling. And
- 1:17Speaker 3: I appreciated so much of it, which we'll get into.
- 1:20Speaker 3: But I'm curious if the filmmaker intentionally.
- 1:25Speaker 3: Made this film very, uh, the pace very slow at
- 1:30Speaker 3: the start. So we're actually really feeling like we are
- 1:33Speaker 3: in nature and in the environment that Ted, you know,
- 1:40Speaker 3: sort of what he was fighting against, kind of like
- 1:42Speaker 3: what he was leaning into, you know?
- 1:44Speaker 1: Yes, absolutely.
- 1:46Speaker 4: Um, I think that was Tony's approach the whole time,
- 1:50Speaker 4: you know, right from the beginning, from the get go
- 1:52Speaker 4: was to sort of make it like a documentary.
- 1:55Speaker 1: And to really just let me live in the woods.
- 2:00Speaker 4: It was pretty crazy that we managed to get the
- 2:03Speaker 4: actual land that Ted lived on and they built the
- 2:06Speaker 4: cabin back on the actual.
- 2:08Speaker 1: Feet where his cabin was.
- 2:10Speaker 4: So it was very much, the idea was to very
- 2:13Speaker 4: much immerse the audience into his world and in a.
- 2:17Speaker 1: More, I guess, arthouse movie manner, just live with the guy.
- 2:22Speaker 4: And to feel the environment was, obviously, the two characters
- 2:26Speaker 4: are Ted and the environment in the moon.
- 2:29Speaker 3: It's very powerful in that way. And the idea that
- 2:36Speaker 3: you were literally physically on the plot where he was.
- 2:40Speaker 3: I mean, I get, you know, this is for a
- 2:41Speaker 3: different podcast, but I feel like very... you know, from
- 2:45Speaker 3: a spiritual perspective and an energetic perspective, that is super intense.
- 2:50Speaker 3: So we don't have to go there, but I just
- 2:51Speaker 3: feel like I need to say that out loud.
- 2:53Speaker 4: No, I mean, it was because there were still cans
- 2:59Speaker 4: of food that he'd been eating. You know, he had
- 3:02Speaker 4: his cans that he kept in one particular area. I
- 3:05Speaker 4: was looking at the exact stuff he was looking at.
- 3:07Speaker 4: His garden hose system that he had was still there.
- 3:10Speaker 4: His vegetable patch fence was still there.
- 3:12Speaker 1: Wow. there was like, I don't know what you call
- 3:14Speaker 1: those things anymore.
- 3:15Speaker 4: The American term for it, but like where you, where
- 3:17Speaker 4: you basically make a little underground place to keep food
- 3:19Speaker 4: and vegetables.
- 3:20Speaker 1: He had one of those that you crawl into. Um, and, uh,
- 3:25Speaker 1: and that's, was still there.
- 3:26Speaker 4: It had his old shirts that he'd used to kind
- 3:28Speaker 4: of seal it up with, but I was amazed that
- 3:30Speaker 4: that stuff was still there, but I guess, you know,
- 3:32Speaker 4: the FBI was done with it. They didn't remove every
- 3:34Speaker 4: single trace. And, uh, You could definitely, you know, there
- 3:39Speaker 4: was definitely something going on. That's just the most method
- 3:42Speaker 4: poem I've ever done in many respects.
- 3:45Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 3:46Speaker 3: So you've said that when Ted Kaye first came to you,
- 3:50Speaker 3: your reaction was basically not, you know, another serial killer.
- 3:53Speaker 2: I don't want to do it. So what did you
- 3:56Speaker 2: read that completely changed your mind?
- 3:57Speaker 1: It was... Two things.
- 3:59Speaker 4: I mean, it was reading the manifesto because I didn't,
- 4:02Speaker 4: I remember something I was in South Africa at the
- 4:04Speaker 4: time when that was happening. And I remember he made
- 4:06Speaker 4: international news. I remembered something about the Unabomber, but I
- 4:09Speaker 4: couldn't remember what he was. I just thought he'd like
- 4:11Speaker 4: blown up a plane or something, but I, I didn't
- 4:14Speaker 4: know anything about him. And so reading the manifesto changed, obviously, well,
- 4:19Speaker 4: not obviously, but changed my whole view on him and,
- 4:23Speaker 4: And I realized this isn't a normal serial killer, just
- 4:27Speaker 4: crazy psychopath who's just gone mad.
- 4:30Speaker 1: Although he was portrayed that way by the media for
- 4:32Speaker 1: a long time. Just this madman. You don't need to
- 4:34Speaker 1: hear anything more about him. Like we got him. Goodbye.
- 4:36Speaker 1: Let's let's not talk about him anymore.
- 4:39Speaker 4: But when I read it, it certainly made a lot
- 4:41Speaker 4: of most of it made a lot of sense to me.
- 4:44Speaker 4: And I thought, well, this is an interesting story. And
- 4:47Speaker 4: then I watched him speak. And what was interesting about
- 4:51Speaker 4: him speaking, one of the main reasons I got the
- 4:54Speaker 4: role is I could kind of pretty accurately imitate the
- 4:57Speaker 4: way he spoke and his voice and his way of speaking,
- 5:00Speaker 4: which is very.
- 5:02Speaker 1: Unusual. It's not what you sort of expect from the cliched,
- 5:05Speaker 1: quiet serial killer who's really standing and looking at you.
- 5:08Speaker 4: He was this high-energy, nerdy guy who was actually quite
- 5:13Speaker 4: interesting to listen to, to talk.
- 5:16Speaker 1: So I thought, okay, that's... That's interesting.
- 5:19Speaker 4: He was quiet and solitary, but also was able to
- 5:22Speaker 4: speak if you gave him a microphone. Right.
- 5:25Speaker 3: Is there something bizarrely seductive about that? Because he is
- 5:32Speaker 3: so smart and just exactly what you said, sort of
- 5:35Speaker 3: contrary to what we would think. And you've described his
- 5:40Speaker 3: diaries as extraordinarily self-aware. What did Ted admit about himself
- 5:45Speaker 3: that most surprised you?
- 5:48Speaker 4: Well, I guess the things that there were so many
- 5:52Speaker 4: things that surprised me about him. The real stuff that
- 5:57Speaker 4: was the most revealing, I guess, was his desperation for
- 6:01Speaker 4: female companionship and company.
- 6:04Speaker 1: So there were.
- 6:05Speaker 4: Things like he so desperately wanted female energy in his
- 6:09Speaker 4: life that he sometimes when he was masturbating, he would
- 6:15Speaker 4: imagine himself.
- 6:16Speaker 1: As a woman.
- 6:18Speaker 4: To try to feel femininity within himself.
- 6:23Speaker 1: Uh, it was stuff like that where you sort of went,
- 6:26Speaker 1: Oh wow. That's yeah. You really do need a date, bro.
- 6:29Speaker 1: Like you do.
- 6:32Speaker 2: Oh my gosh.
- 6:33Speaker 1: Yeah. And there were a lot of things, you know,
- 6:36Speaker 1: actually I've, I was quite, and Tony Stone, the director
- 6:40Speaker 1: of the movie knows this. I was a producer of
- 6:41Speaker 1: the film. I helped it, you know, I helped raise.
- 6:43Speaker 4: The money and I really wanted to back Tony to
- 6:46Speaker 4: do his version at the end of the day. But
- 6:48Speaker 4: I was personally a little frustrated because I felt, and disappointed,
- 6:53Speaker 4: because I felt we didn't really do justice to portraying
- 6:57Speaker 4: Ted as I got to know him and as we
- 7:00Speaker 4: got to know him in the movie. And there was
- 7:03Speaker 4: definitely the opportunity to go more into the humanity of
- 7:08Speaker 4: the man than we did. And we shot it and
- 7:10Speaker 4: I played it, but it didn't wind up in the
- 7:12Speaker 4: final movie for whatever reason, I think, whatever Tony's reasons
- 7:15Speaker 4: were of not.
- 7:17Speaker 1: wanting to show that side of him. But there was
- 7:20Speaker 1: a lot more to the man.
- 7:22Speaker 4: I think our movie basically portrays him still within the
- 7:25Speaker 4: lens that most people see him, and most other projects
- 7:28Speaker 4: that I'd seen, seen him in. But for example, there
- 7:31Speaker 4: were things like when we went, we were shooting in Lincoln, Montana,
- 7:34Speaker 4: and we met people who had met him.
- 7:36Speaker 1: And most people were like, he was weird, he was creepy,
- 7:38Speaker 1: he was quiet.
- 7:40Speaker 4: There was one person who was his friend who was
- 7:42Speaker 4: the librarian and she, she really liked it.
- 7:45Speaker 1: I think her name was Sherry. We met her.
- 7:47Speaker 4: And had fascinating conversation with her.
- 7:50Speaker 1: I said, what did you, what did you like about him? What,
- 7:53Speaker 1: what do you remember? What did you miss? He said,
- 7:56Speaker 1: she said his sense of humor. He was one of
- 7:57Speaker 1: the funniest men I've ever known. And we would sit
- 8:00Speaker 1: and we would tell, he would tell jokes and we
- 8:02Speaker 1: were talking, we would laugh for hours together. I was like, okay,
- 8:06Speaker 1: this was part of the research. So we shot all
- 8:09Speaker 1: this kind of stuff. He could compose classical music. So
- 8:14Speaker 1: he did that. He could draw.
- 8:16Speaker 4: He had a sort of real renaissance man aspect to himself.
- 8:20Speaker 4: He was kind of a, I would joke, he was
- 8:22Speaker 4: kind of a wilderness nerd.
- 8:25Speaker 1: You know, my girlfriend would probably call me the same thing.
- 8:27Speaker 1: So he was kind of this like weird alpha wild man,
- 8:32Speaker 1: but also a complete.
- 8:34Speaker 4: you know, nerd boffin with a, what was it, 169
- 8:37Speaker 4: or something crazy IQ.
- 8:38Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 8:40Speaker 3: So that, I mean, there's just so much in what
- 8:43Speaker 3: you just said.
- 8:46Speaker 2: First of all, I do feel like there is, you.
- 8:49Speaker 3: Portray a full person and it's very poignant at moments
- 8:54Speaker 3: and I feel the deep, deep loneliness of this person. And,
- 8:58Speaker 3: you know, I'm sure there's a fine line, there always
- 9:00Speaker 3: is a fine line between kind of glamorizing and exploitation
- 9:05Speaker 3: and really, you know, sending a different message. And I don't,
- 9:08Speaker 3: perhaps that's a part of it, like the fear of
- 9:11Speaker 3: kind of making him too human or something. But I
- 9:14Speaker 3: feel like you really do. There's that feeling of just
- 9:19Speaker 3: such deep, deep, extreme loneliness and how that is such
- 9:22Speaker 3: a part of, of humanity to be alive. Like we
- 9:27Speaker 3: deeply need to be connected to other people and, and,
- 9:31Speaker 3: It does feel like this is a very extreme direction
- 9:37Speaker 3: for a person to go, but it does show that
- 9:39Speaker 3: that's what can happen.
- 9:41Speaker 1: Yeah, it was interesting.
- 9:43Speaker 4: I've always found it interesting that actors love to talk
- 9:47Speaker 4: about politics and who you should vote for and what
- 9:49Speaker 4: policy is a good policy or not or whatever. But
- 9:53Speaker 4: I don't really think we qualify to talk about that
- 9:56Speaker 4: too much, but I do think actors are qualified to
- 9:59Speaker 4: talk about human nature because kind of your job is
- 10:03Speaker 4: like learn about humans you studying humans right you're doing
- 10:06Speaker 4: a case study on human and.
- 10:08Speaker 1: My experience of playing somebody and.
- 10:12Speaker 4: Really going to live as this guy as best I
- 10:15Speaker 4: could is it was quite profound playing somebody with an
- 10:20Speaker 4: IQ of like, you know, nearly 170 and living.
- 10:24Speaker 1: In his world, reading his diaries.
- 10:26Speaker 4: And you start to realize that one of the revelations
- 10:30Speaker 4: I had, and I'll come to a point of like
- 10:32Speaker 4: connecting with people. There's a huge difference in the human
- 10:38Speaker 4: brain across people. We all kind of feel like we're
- 10:42Speaker 4: the same, you know, we're all very similar, but If
- 10:44Speaker 4: I say to you, for example, there's a Kenyan marathon
- 10:47Speaker 4: runner just ran the London marathon in.
- 10:49Speaker 1: Under two hours. The man is running almost 22 kilometers
- 10:53Speaker 1: an hour. I don't know what that is in miles.
- 10:55Speaker 1: It's crazy.
- 10:56Speaker 4: It's basically a maximum sprint for most people. A good
- 11:01Speaker 4: majority of people couldn't even sprint that fast at all
- 11:04Speaker 4: for five seconds. He's doing it for two hours. And
- 11:08Speaker 4: if you're an athlete or if you ever, you know,
- 11:10Speaker 4: most people would, would lose to him on a bicycle
- 11:12Speaker 4: if it was a flat surface. And we accept the
- 11:15Speaker 4: fact that there's a huge difference in physical capability amongst
- 11:20Speaker 4: homo sapiens, but we struggle myself included with the idea
- 11:25Speaker 4: that perhaps a guy who has that kind of IQ,
- 11:28Speaker 4: these massively high IQ individuals are living almost a different
- 11:33Speaker 4: life from us. They experiencing things differently. They, they, they
- 11:37Speaker 4: are seeing themselves as above us because it would be like,
- 11:40Speaker 4: you know, it's sort of like you're reading an article
- 11:43Speaker 4: about what you think about Ted or somebody says what
- 11:45Speaker 4: they think about Elon or, you know, and it's kind
- 11:48Speaker 4: of like, well, from his point of view, it's like
- 11:51Speaker 4: he doesn't care because he's in a different space. It's
- 11:54Speaker 4: like me giving advice to Sebastian Sauer.
- 11:57Speaker 1: On like how he should run. You know, it's like, well,
- 11:59Speaker 1: I really appreciated how you ran in the beginning, but
- 12:01Speaker 1: I feel like you're being a little bit, you know,
- 12:02Speaker 1: it's like, whatever, man.
- 12:03Speaker 4: Like Ted, when you get into Ted's head, that's what
- 12:06Speaker 4: you see. You see a person who is smarter than
- 12:10Speaker 4: most people around him, probably more right than he is
- 12:13Speaker 4: wrong most of the time.
- 12:14Speaker 1: And this is true with smart people. Of course, the
- 12:17Speaker 1: flip side of that is the one time you wrong
- 12:19Speaker 1: can be absolutely devastating.
- 12:21Speaker 4: But, you know, he's smarter than most people. And so
- 12:24Speaker 4: that difference, you know, that ability of, you know, his
- 12:28Speaker 4: brain is running the marathon in under two hours is
- 12:32Speaker 4: separating him from people.
- 12:34Speaker 1: Yes. And you hear this with people like Elon Musk
- 12:37Speaker 1: talking about I'm unhappy. I'm not a happy person. Death
- 12:40Speaker 1: would be a relief, you know.
- 12:43Speaker 4: And it's like with that genius, with these giant people
- 12:47Speaker 4: that come along, from time to time. And I do
- 12:50Speaker 4: see Ted as that sort of person. They do struggle
- 12:55Speaker 4: to live quote unquote normal life and form quote unquote
- 12:58Speaker 4: normal relationships. They have this mammalian desperate drive and Ted
- 13:01Speaker 4: more than most understood that drive. He was desperate to
- 13:05Speaker 4: find his partner.
- 13:05Speaker 1: He talks about it. He went to a.
- 13:10Speaker 4: Female friend of his and he made a little dossier
- 13:13Speaker 4: asking her, what am I doing wrong with women?
- 13:16Speaker 1: Why can I not get a girl? And we shot
- 13:19Speaker 1: all this, by the way. That's why I'm kind of
- 13:20Speaker 1: frustrated that it's not in the movie. But it's heartbreaking.
- 13:24Speaker 1: It had this sort of almost like Charlize's movie, Monster.
- 13:27Speaker 4: It had this thing of like, oh, God, there's a
- 13:30Speaker 4: human being under here. He loves the environment. He loves nature.
- 13:34Speaker 4: He sees this danger happening. He wants to fight for it.
- 13:39Speaker 4: and he can't connect with people, especially connect with women.
- 13:42Speaker 3: And, um, yeah, it was, uh, he really had those,
- 13:45Speaker 3: he had those conversations with the friend about like, so the,
- 13:51Speaker 3: the character in that's in the film that is she,
- 13:56Speaker 3: she's meant to be the librarian friend of his.
- 13:59Speaker 2: Yes. But then some of those things are fantastical. They're
- 14:02Speaker 2: his imaginings right in the movie.
- 14:05Speaker 4: Yes, that was Tony's version of like just showing, you know,
- 14:09Speaker 4: in the film that he really was seeking this.
- 14:11Speaker 1: He was, his real dream was, and then, you know,
- 14:14Speaker 1: if you know, he started, he had.
- 14:16Speaker 4: A relationship with a partner when he went to jail.
- 14:20Speaker 4: So he actually had, he dated while he was in jail. Ironically,
- 14:24Speaker 4: this act of his, you know, brought national attention to him.
- 14:30Speaker 4: And some woman said, I actually respect what you're trying
- 14:32Speaker 4: to do. And they formed a relationship.
- 14:34Speaker 1: Right.
- 14:35Speaker 3: I mean, this is the fascinating thing about him. I
- 14:37Speaker 3: was going to bring this up later, but we're here now.
- 14:42Speaker 3: Did you find yourself, because I find myself, it's a
- 14:47Speaker 3: very uncomfortable place to... There are a lot of things
- 14:51Speaker 3: that he was talking about and fearful of and trying
- 14:56Speaker 3: to make people understand that I happen.
- 14:59Speaker 2: To agree with. But of course.
- 15:02Speaker 3: the extreme nature to which he took those ideas and
- 15:06Speaker 3: is obviously wrong. But how do you, how did, did
- 15:11Speaker 3: you find yourself at moments being like, we should have
- 15:14Speaker 3: listened to this guy?
- 15:16Speaker 1: I had a worse time than that because I was,
- 15:20Speaker 1: I was playing him.
- 15:21Speaker 4: I had a more conflicting stuff than you because, you know,
- 15:25Speaker 4: you start, I started with, look, he's, he definitely, he's.
- 15:30Speaker 1: Got a good argument. Like, and already at that time,
- 15:32Speaker 1: when we.
- 15:32Speaker 4: Were working on the movie, the mainstream opinion was turning
- 15:35Speaker 4: into like, this guy was right about most of what
- 15:37Speaker 4: he wrote in his manifesto. Like that wasn't, that wasn't
- 15:40Speaker 4: a politically incorrect view or anything. It was like, well, but,
- 15:44Speaker 4: but exactly as you said, but you know, he was
- 15:46Speaker 4: very smart. He knew what he was doing, but he
- 15:47Speaker 4: went about it the wrong way.
- 15:49Speaker 1: Obviously, you know, he didn't know what he was doing there,
- 15:51Speaker 1: but he knew what he was doing about the other stuff. And,
- 15:55Speaker 1: I was like, and that's how I went in.
- 15:57Speaker 4: I was like, okay, you know, and then segueing back
- 16:01Speaker 4: into my thing of how do you deal with someone
- 16:03Speaker 4: who's a lot smarter than you? There I was going, Ted,
- 16:08Speaker 4: you know, if only you had just, you know, started
- 16:12Speaker 4: a little political party or gone to talk to people,
- 16:14Speaker 4: because he spoke about that in his records. He's like,
- 16:16Speaker 4: I thought I'm either going to, you know, fight the
- 16:18Speaker 4: system or I'm going to start a movement. I'm going
- 16:20Speaker 4: to try to start a revolution. And he was the
- 16:23Speaker 4: kind of speaker that actually probably could have led people ironically.
- 16:26Speaker 4: So he's not the normal serial killer loner. He didn't,
- 16:29Speaker 4: he lived alone. He was a complete loner, but then
- 16:32Speaker 4: there was absolutely an aspect of his personality that if
- 16:35Speaker 4: you'd given him the pedestal and said, you can be
- 16:37Speaker 4: the leader of this revolutionary environmental group, he would have
- 16:41Speaker 4: taken that up. You know, that was his other option.
- 16:43Speaker 4: And he was considered, he considered those. And so as
- 16:46Speaker 4: I'm learning this, I'm like, ah.
- 16:47Speaker 1: Ted, you know, why don't you go for that version?
- 16:49Speaker 1: And then as he keeps.
- 16:50Speaker 4: Going, his whole thing was the violence is the point.
- 16:57Speaker 4: And this is the non-PC part. This is the tough
- 17:01Speaker 4: part to wrestle with.
- 17:02Speaker 1: This is where everybody at our sort of average IQ
- 17:07Speaker 1: levels are going like, yes, but you shouldn't kill. And
- 17:09Speaker 1: he's going, the only way that will actually have.
- 17:13Speaker 4: Any impact on this technological system is that people would
- 17:16Speaker 4: have to become violent because it is the.
- 17:20Speaker 1: One thing that the technological system cannot do. And I
- 17:23Speaker 1: was like, wait, what? Say that again. I'm like, just
- 17:27Speaker 1: say that.
- 17:27Speaker 4: He's like, he's like the technological system needs to make
- 17:32Speaker 4: you into a sheep.
- 17:33Speaker 1: It needs to make you.
- 17:34Speaker 4: Nonviolent because as long as you are nonviolent, you can,
- 17:40Speaker 4: It can control you. The only thing it cannot control
- 17:44Speaker 4: is mammalian violence. So, like, gangs are a problem. He
- 17:47Speaker 4: goes into all of this. This is why society can't
- 17:49Speaker 4: deal with gangs. The main thing they need to do
- 17:52Speaker 4: is get you to be like, we understand you're unhappy
- 17:54Speaker 4: about this, sir, but, you know, you're only going to
- 17:56Speaker 4: get this much money in Social Security.
- 17:58Speaker 1: Please be nice. Or whatever it is.
- 18:00Speaker 4: It's like, we understand you're frustrated at the bank, you know,
- 18:03Speaker 4: and you don't have a jet, but.
- 18:05Speaker 1: you know, this is how life is going to work
- 18:07Speaker 1: for you.
- 18:08Speaker 4: And everybody just be peaceful and be calm. So he
- 18:11Speaker 4: makes this leap and then he struggles. And we also
- 18:14Speaker 4: don't show this in the movie.
- 18:15Speaker 1: He struggles to actually commit violent acts because he has
- 18:19Speaker 1: been so well brought up, quote unquote.
- 18:22Speaker 4: With being a middle American, well-behaved, typical family. You don't
- 18:28Speaker 4: scratch someone's car.
- 18:29Speaker 1: You don't.
- 18:29Speaker 4: And he talks about that, like the difficulty of, in
- 18:32Speaker 4: his diaries, he talks, he reflects about the difficulty that
- 18:36Speaker 4: it took to vandalize somebody's property and then talking about, well,
- 18:40Speaker 4: afterwards I felt actually.
- 18:41Speaker 1: Very satisfied, you know?
- 18:43Speaker 4: So there's this kind of like emotional component and there's
- 18:46Speaker 4: a rational component on top. So it was, it was,
- 18:50Speaker 4: it was extremely, it was extremely confronting to answer that,
- 18:53Speaker 4: that question of really looking and being, you know, I
- 18:57Speaker 4: guess judgmental of him in the sense of saying, oh,
- 18:59Speaker 4: you were smart, but you weren't that smart. And then
- 19:01Speaker 4: reading his article and he kind of goes, And he talks,
- 19:05Speaker 4: you know, I think we had it in the trailer
- 19:06Speaker 4: even where he says, you know, a lot of people
- 19:08Speaker 4: say violence isn't the way to solve problems. And he's like,
- 19:10Speaker 4: as a matter of fact, you know, it's often very effective.
- 19:13Speaker 4: And history shows that that's often what happens. And so
- 19:17Speaker 4: I guess he's living at that reality where he's like,
- 19:23Speaker 4: this is actually, there's a layer of the world that
- 19:26Speaker 4: is totally run by whoever's got the biggest guns.
- 19:29Speaker 1: I mean, you can just turn on the news and
- 19:30Speaker 1: you see that now.
- 19:31Speaker 4: So it's like we have this veneer of civility, but
- 19:34Speaker 4: actually who's got the biggest gun is actually controlling everything.
- 19:38Speaker 4: And he's talking at that level and he's saying the
- 19:40Speaker 4: technological system is never going to fold and it's just
- 19:44Speaker 4: going to increasingly turn you into a domesticated.
- 19:46Speaker 1: Cow and you're not going to be able to do it.
- 19:50Speaker 1: a deal with it. You can't talk nicely to it.
- 19:52Speaker 4: It's not going to work to say, I'm only going
- 19:54Speaker 4: to use my phone for two hours a day.
- 19:56Speaker 1: It's going to get you.
- 19:57Speaker 3: I mean, I'm literally feeling nauseous as you're saying these things.
- 20:01Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I mean, it's disturbing. It's not what you
- 20:03Speaker 1: were expecting.
- 20:04Speaker 3: But it's very, you know, this is very timely. It's
- 20:08Speaker 3: important to what is happening right now. I mean, we
- 20:11Speaker 3: don't even need to talk about AI and all of
- 20:13Speaker 3: these other things that there are these pretty clear and
- 20:17Speaker 3: deep parallels. And there's a fascinating contradiction with him this
- 20:22Speaker 3: so far. This is a man who he deliberately removes
- 20:26Speaker 3: himself from society, but he also seems so desperate for
- 20:30Speaker 3: human connection. Did you come to believe that Ted actually
- 20:35Speaker 3: wanted to be alone?
- 20:36Speaker 4: He wanted to be alone with a woman. So he
- 20:39Speaker 4: found most people were sort of idiots. He wanted to be,
- 20:43Speaker 4: but he desperately would have liked to be, or he
- 20:46Speaker 4: would have liked to live. He was a big fan
- 20:49Speaker 4: of indigenous American tribes, native American Indian tribes. He loved
- 20:55Speaker 4: that hunter-gatherer mindset. His whole way of thinking was, and
- 21:01Speaker 4: this is quite a popular idea, I had been interested
- 21:03Speaker 4: in this before I came across the project, about how
- 21:06Speaker 4: I'd been interested in writers like Desmond Morris, who wrote
- 21:08Speaker 4: The Human Zoo in the 70s, and was talking about
- 21:13Speaker 4: how Basically, society, technology.
- 21:16Speaker 1: Has developed faster than human biology.
- 21:19Speaker 4: And we're designed, so it's this theory, as you might
- 21:21Speaker 4: have heard of, there's lots of versions of them. You know,
- 21:23Speaker 4: we're supposed to be living in the wild with tribes
- 21:25Speaker 4: of 75 to 150 people.
- 21:28Speaker 1: We knew everybody.
- 21:29Speaker 4: We did something every day that helped everybody stay alive.
- 21:33Speaker 4: That was human satisfaction. Human happiness biologically was I did
- 21:39Speaker 4: something every day to keep me and my tribe alive.
- 21:43Speaker 4: He was very much in line with all of those
- 21:46Speaker 4: types of thinking. So, I mean, in all this, obviously,
- 21:49Speaker 4: as technology is going up, the suicide rate goes up.
- 21:52Speaker 4: You know, there's a lot of evidence to show that
- 21:54Speaker 4: this is correct. The human brain is malleable and adaptable,
- 21:57Speaker 4: but it doesn't particularly dig what's happening to it right now.
- 22:02Speaker 4: It's probably going to freak out, if I don't know
- 22:05Speaker 4: if I'm allowed to swear in the podcast, but if
- 22:07Speaker 4: Elon's theory, for example, is right that, you know, no
- 22:10Speaker 4: one will need to work, or do anything in the
- 22:13Speaker 4: future because of AI, humans are going to struggle with that.
- 22:16Speaker 1: It's like, we don't care. You know, you can be
- 22:18Speaker 1: here and have fun. We don't care what you have
- 22:20Speaker 1: to offer. We don't need you. Oh, you sing. Oh,
- 22:22Speaker 1: that's sweet. But I'm listening to my AI singer. Oh, look,
- 22:24Speaker 1: she sings, you know, like you can, you can build stuff.
- 22:28Speaker 1: It's fine. My robot builds it. It's cool.
- 22:30Speaker 4: We don't need you. Let's just go sit on the
- 22:31Speaker 4: beach guys. You know, it's like, go, go have another cappuccino.
- 22:36Speaker 4: You know, what are we going to do this morning?
- 22:37Speaker 4: Let's go do our nails. You know, let's go, go
- 22:40Speaker 4: to the gym guys.
- 22:40Speaker 1: Okay.
- 22:41Speaker 4: Like whatever, whatever it is.
- 22:46Speaker 1: So, yeah, I think there's this. So he would have
- 22:51Speaker 1: liked to live like that. So that was a long
- 22:54Speaker 1: answer to your question.
- 22:55Speaker 4: He would have liked to live with 50 to 150
- 22:58Speaker 4: people in a tribe.
- 23:00Speaker 1: And I think he would have liked to be the
- 23:01Speaker 1: leader of that tribe. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
- 23:18Speaker 3: So you filmed the movie, as we said, on the
- 23:20Speaker 3: actual Montana land where Ted's cabin once stood. And you
- 23:25Speaker 3: shot there over the course of different seasons, yes, and
- 23:28Speaker 3: spent significant time living in that environment. Did Montana itself
- 23:33Speaker 3: become part of your understanding of Ted? And what was
- 23:36Speaker 3: it like when you stood there for the first time?
- 23:38Speaker 1: It was deeply peaceful.
- 23:40Speaker 4: It takes you into the present moment again.
- 23:45Speaker 1: In an absolute way. I've always loved being in nature.
- 23:48Speaker 4: Uh, and this film we shot in a way that
- 23:53Speaker 4: we had a small crew and a way that allowed
- 23:57Speaker 4: me to basically while I was filming sort of live
- 24:02Speaker 4: mostly like I was him during the day. So at
- 24:05Speaker 4: the end of a take, the guys would just come
- 24:07Speaker 4: in and go like, okay, Ted, we're just going to
- 24:09Speaker 4: set up here.
- 24:09Speaker 1: And I would just wander off. I wouldn't speak.
- 24:11Speaker 4: I would just kind of wander off and I'd go
- 24:13Speaker 4: and sit. I had a little tent if I needed it.
- 24:14Speaker 4: I thought I'd just go sit by a stream while
- 24:17Speaker 4: I was setting up the next thing for an hour.
- 24:19Speaker 4: And then I would just sit there by myself, just.
- 24:21Speaker 1: Watching the stream and like watching butterflies and watching the
- 24:24Speaker 1: grass move. And then someone would come and go, Ted,
- 24:27Speaker 1: we ready for you? And then I would just walk
- 24:28Speaker 1: back to the thing. It's the only time I've ever
- 24:31Speaker 1: been called by my character name. I wasn't like methoding.
- 24:34Speaker 1: I wasn't like, you have to call me Ted.
- 24:37Speaker 4: I wasn't into the whole thing. It happened sort of
- 24:40Speaker 4: organically because it was very serious. It was very in
- 24:43Speaker 4: the moment and people would just be sort of, it
- 24:45Speaker 4: was quite a reverence happening.
- 24:46Speaker 1: We were just kind of.
- 24:47Speaker 4: Like, And people were sort of gave me a bit
- 24:49Speaker 4: of a wide berth most of the time until the.
- 24:51Speaker 1: End of the day. Wow.
- 24:52Speaker 3: I mean, so for people who are listening that don't
- 24:54Speaker 3: understand what a film set is like, it is not
- 24:57Speaker 3: like that.
- 24:58Speaker 2: There's a lot of people. There is a lot of movement.
- 25:01Speaker 2: There are lights.
- 25:02Speaker 3: People are like picking at you and telling you where
- 25:04Speaker 3: to stand. And then you're like, there is just a
- 25:06Speaker 3: lot that is going on. So that is pretty extraordinary.
- 25:10Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 25:10Speaker 4: And you're retreating on a normal set to a trailer.
- 25:13Speaker 4: You've got your condiments. You've got everything. You're getting snacks.
- 25:16Speaker 1: People are serving you. You're doing what you're doing. whatever
- 25:19Speaker 1: it's you, you treat it way too nicely. But, but yeah.
- 25:24Speaker 1: And the amazing thing was I, I would start to,
- 25:28Speaker 1: I spent so much time quietly in the environment that
- 25:32Speaker 1: I genuinely would get annoyed when I heard a plane
- 25:36Speaker 1: come over or something. It actually started to, I was
- 25:38Speaker 1: living in that space so much, especially when we did
- 25:41Speaker 1: some of the hiking stuff and you would just be
- 25:43Speaker 1: in this absolute bliss.
- 25:44Speaker 4: And then you just hear this like, Oh, And it
- 25:46Speaker 4: was weird. I was like, wow, this is, I'm really,
- 25:48Speaker 4: this is getting a little method. My friends would tease
- 25:51Speaker 4: me and be like, please don't mail anything.
- 25:52Speaker 1: I'd be like, don't worry. I'm fine.
- 25:54Speaker 3: I was honestly, my next question was going to be,
- 25:58Speaker 3: did it, you know, that was literally going to be
- 26:00Speaker 3: my question. Did you start to understand on a visceral
- 26:03Speaker 3: level why those intrusions enraged him so much?
- 26:08Speaker 1: I really did.
- 26:09Speaker 4: And I, the thing is I had one point of, difference.
- 26:13Speaker 4: And I wrote to Ted, he never wrote.
- 26:15Speaker 1: Back because I knew he wouldn't, you know, before the movie,
- 26:17Speaker 1: I had sort of already researched him enough to know
- 26:19Speaker 1: the odds of him writing back as tiny or tiny.
- 26:23Speaker 4: I had one question that I wanted to ask him
- 26:28Speaker 4: if I'd ever met him, which was, I buy everything
- 26:31Speaker 4: that you're saying in this. And I even understand it
- 26:36Speaker 4: His main argument, for example, no, he actually didn't make
- 26:38Speaker 4: this argument.
- 26:39Speaker 1: I think I made this argument for him. That's right. See,
- 26:41Speaker 1: now I'm getting my arguments and he's confused. But when
- 26:43Speaker 1: I was talking to people, I said, listen, he killed people.
- 26:46Speaker 1: But in his mind and his actual writings, he was
- 26:50Speaker 1: absolutely going to war for the sake of the environment
- 26:54Speaker 1: and humanity. He was prepared to kill for that reason.
- 26:58Speaker 4: Now people kill for gold, for another 20 feet of territory,
- 27:01Speaker 4: for a little bit of oil, for, you know, of
- 27:04Speaker 4: the reasons to go to war for the environment and
- 27:07Speaker 4: for the betterment of humanity.
- 27:09Speaker 1: So they're not enslaved by machines.
- 27:11Speaker 4: Isn't it, you know, any worse than I want the
- 27:15Speaker 4: gold or I want another feet of, you know, I
- 27:16Speaker 4: want more territory because my ancestors had it or something.
- 27:19Speaker 4: It's like, I was like, well, it didn't go crazy
- 27:22Speaker 4: and just rape and kill women.
- 27:23Speaker 1: Do you know what I mean? There was an actual logic.
- 27:25Speaker 1: It's like, no, no, I am going to war. I
- 27:26Speaker 1: have a cause.
- 27:27Speaker 4: I'm going to kill for that cause. Innocent people will die,
- 27:30Speaker 4: but I'm prepared to do that. So I bought all
- 27:33Speaker 4: of that. I understood it. I personally, Sholto, couldn't understand
- 27:36Speaker 4: that because I was like, or couldn't get behind that.
- 27:40Speaker 1: Firstly, because I'm not interested in sort of warfare. I'm
- 27:43Speaker 1: an artist.
- 27:43Speaker 4: I have the luxury of other men and women fighting
- 27:48Speaker 4: and protecting and keeping me safe. which I acknowledge, but I,
- 27:54Speaker 4: I felt the question I would have asked him would
- 27:57Speaker 4: have been, wasn't, isn't what's happening still evolution. So if
- 28:04Speaker 4: you take a homo sapien and a homo sapien makes
- 28:08Speaker 4: plastic bottles and throws, if I had a little ant
- 28:10Speaker 4: farm and the ants suddenly started making plastic Coke, metal
- 28:13Speaker 4: Coca-Cola bottles, I'd be like, Oh, look at this little
- 28:15Speaker 4: nature reserve.
- 28:16Speaker 1: Like that's so weird. They throw their little Coke bottles out.
- 28:19Speaker 4: You know, it's, I don't think you can remove yourself
- 28:22Speaker 4: from evolution and say, that's my question that I would
- 28:25Speaker 4: have had to him. I'm like, are you saying that
- 28:27Speaker 4: the entire design of the universe, whatever has made evolution
- 28:30Speaker 4: happened is somehow gone wrong and we need to try
- 28:34Speaker 4: and turn back its clock and humans should stay the
- 28:36Speaker 4: way they were, you know, And when they were hunter gatherers,
- 28:39Speaker 4: cause like it seems blatantly obvious, it seems manifestly obvious
- 28:44Speaker 4: that for example, AI, you know, knocking down trees and
- 28:47Speaker 4: building buildings is part of an evolution. It's just, unfortunately
- 28:52Speaker 4: from a certain perspective, and I think it's somewhat unfortunate,
- 28:54Speaker 4: but also it's nature. It's still nature. It's like you
- 28:58Speaker 4: build a steel building and you know, car it's still.
- 29:01Speaker 4: on this planet naturally happening? So that's what I would
- 29:04Speaker 4: have asked him. And that's why I could never get
- 29:06Speaker 4: behind the idea of why would you be fighting against
- 29:09Speaker 4: evolutionary impulses.
- 29:12Speaker 1: On the planet? I mean, I.
- 29:16Speaker 2: Think he would have loved to answer that question.
- 29:19Speaker 3: I feel like he would have had a lot to
- 29:21Speaker 3: say about that. And it's also, you know, his whole
- 29:25Speaker 3: endeavor is really quite what struck me when you were
- 29:28Speaker 3: describing all of that is that it's really, it's quite
- 29:31Speaker 3: a selfless intention. I'm doing this for maybe a little megalomaniacal,
- 29:40Speaker 3: but still like selfless for other, you know, it isn't
- 29:45Speaker 3: really for his own satisfaction, it seems, you know?
- 29:49Speaker 1: There was both. I think the fair answer to that
- 29:52Speaker 1: is both.
- 29:53Speaker 4: I think he, what took him over to the edge is,
- 29:58Speaker 4: was that he personally got angry.
- 30:02Speaker 1: So he often spoke about this.
- 30:03Speaker 4: If you had just left me alone, he went to
- 30:05Speaker 4: live on the edge of society in Montana. And really
- 30:09Speaker 4: what started the whole thing was that a logging company,
- 30:12Speaker 4: a mom and pop logging shop started up on a
- 30:17Speaker 4: nearby farm right by his land that he bought. So
- 30:21Speaker 4: he would listen every day to me. Now this is
- 30:24Speaker 4: the worst. He's literally like, okay, I'm out of the system.
- 30:27Speaker 1: Just leave me alone. And so that's the first stuff
- 30:30Speaker 1: he starts vandalizing. And we went and met those people.
- 30:32Speaker 1: And he... So he gets.
- 30:38Speaker 1: Furious himself.
- 30:39Speaker 4: And then snowmobiles come, you see this in the movie,
- 30:42Speaker 4: snowmobiles come during the holidays and they snowmobiling around him
- 30:44Speaker 4: and he gets angry and he starts vandalizing the snowmobiles.
- 30:48Speaker 4: He just starts small. He starts personal angry, like you're
- 30:52Speaker 4: coming to me. So he was an angry, frustrated man.
- 30:56Speaker 4: There was definitely a, it wasn't, you know, a virtuous,
- 31:01Speaker 4: I've thought about this. I'm going to, as much as
- 31:03Speaker 4: he would try to present that, As part of it, underneath,
- 31:07Speaker 4: if you look at the diaries, he was an angry
- 31:09Speaker 4: man and he lashed out, firstly at individuals, and then
- 31:12Speaker 4: he thought, well, I'm going to make this a bigger cause.
- 31:16Speaker 4: I might as well actually devote myself to this. And
- 31:19Speaker 4: all of those bigger arguments of I'm doing it for society,
- 31:21Speaker 4: et cetera, all then come into play. But the seed
- 31:25Speaker 4: is he's personally angry. If he'd just been in quiet
- 31:27Speaker 4: and he'd had a girlfriend, I don't think we would
- 31:29Speaker 4: be talking about this today.
- 31:30Speaker 1: Right, right. That's my personal opinion.
- 31:34Speaker 3: Did meeting the people who actually interacted with him change
- 31:38Speaker 3: anything about the performance that you gave?
- 31:41Speaker 4: Only meeting the librarian, only meeting the librarian, because the
- 31:45Speaker 4: others did describe him pretty much as the cliched version
- 31:50Speaker 4: of he was quiet.
- 31:51Speaker 1: He was he didn't speak much and he was antisocial.
- 31:57Speaker 4: The librarian's whole description of him was like you're describing a.
- 32:00Speaker 1: Completely different person.
- 32:02Speaker 4: He would tutor her child because he was super bright.
- 32:07Speaker 4: He would offer to help the kids. He had just
- 32:10Speaker 4: another whole side of his personality. And it seems that
- 32:13Speaker 4: if he trusted somebody.
- 32:14Speaker 1: He would reveal that. If he didn't, he would stay
- 32:17Speaker 1: very closed off.
- 32:18Speaker 2: Right.
- 32:19Speaker 3: Not to sound too reductive, but that is pretty heartbreaking
- 32:22Speaker 3: when you think about it.
- 32:24Speaker 2: It's just.
- 32:25Speaker 1: It was incredibly heartbreaking.
- 32:27Speaker 4: And I, like I say, the part that's missing for
- 32:29Speaker 4: me and that, that was always a little bit painful
- 32:31Speaker 4: with the finished film was that, that those, all of
- 32:35Speaker 4: those scenes and we shot like most of them weren't
- 32:38Speaker 4: included in the film, you know, and even while we
- 32:40Speaker 4: were going, Tony was shooting these moments and we were
- 32:42Speaker 4: sending them back to investors and people.
- 32:45Speaker 1: And everyone was like, this is so moving. I did stuff,
- 32:47Speaker 1: you know, I was trying to pick up a girl
- 32:49Speaker 1: at a, at a, at a garage sale.
- 32:52Speaker 4: And, you know, he's trying to make conversation and he's trying,
- 32:54Speaker 4: it was, It was just brutal. But, yeah, it's definitely
- 33:00Speaker 4: sad at a certain level. It's obviously sad for, you know,
- 33:05Speaker 4: very much the families and the people that he killed.
- 33:08Speaker 1: Yes, yes. You know, you can't justify still, for me, like,
- 33:16Speaker 1: as I say, even as I think I'm one of
- 33:18Speaker 1: the people who would justify him the most, having played him,
- 33:21Speaker 1: having understood it, I still, like I said, my own
- 33:23Speaker 1: view of, like, you know, where are you going with this? Like,
- 33:27Speaker 1: why do you think you can stop evolution in its
- 33:29Speaker 1: tracks is what made me go like, I can't justify
- 33:33Speaker 1: what this guy's doing. If you could have convinced me
- 33:35Speaker 1: somehow that you could have saved us, it may well
- 33:39Speaker 1: be that we are going to become domesticated cows or
- 33:42Speaker 1: we're going to be, we're going to go extinct and
- 33:45Speaker 1: an artificial form of intelligence, what we call artificial comes out,
- 33:49Speaker 1: but that's nature in its own.
- 33:51Speaker 4: It used this species to make this thing. It's not
- 33:55Speaker 4: impossible that that's the case. I mean, I find that depressing, but.
- 34:13Speaker 3: Did doing this film and playing the Unabomber actually change
- 34:18Speaker 3: the way you use technology?
- 34:20Speaker 1: I've always had a love-hate relationship with technology, which I
- 34:22Speaker 1: think lots of people have. And I think I just have,
- 34:25Speaker 1: I have that same love-hate relationship.
- 34:28Speaker 4: I miss the fact that when I was shooting the film,
- 34:32Speaker 4: I used my phone the least that I've ever used it.
- 34:34Speaker 4: But I would have to say, no, it ultimately didn't.
- 34:38Speaker 4: And that's Ted's whole point. It's like the technology has you.
- 34:42Speaker 4: It's almost, I mean, I think he would say the
- 34:44Speaker 4: other way around. Technology uses you. you know, and the
- 34:48Speaker 4: techno-industrial system uses you. And even at– there's obvious levels
- 34:54Speaker 4: where that's happening. You're posting on Facebook. You're posting on TikTok.
- 34:58Speaker 4: The algorithm is using you. The corporation is using you.
- 35:01Speaker 4: You think you're getting the benefit.
- 35:03Speaker 1: Oh, look at me on TikTok.
- 35:04Speaker 4: Even if you've got lots of followers. But the corporation
- 35:08Speaker 4: has you. Like you don't have a say. You don't
- 35:10Speaker 4: get to– delete your account you don't get to go
- 35:15Speaker 4: like I'm not going to answer my phone you know
- 35:18Speaker 4: you serve the phone when the phone needs you you
- 35:22Speaker 4: answer that thing and it's like it's becoming increasingly like
- 35:25Speaker 4: that and it's a strange time I mean it's a
- 35:29Speaker 4: fascinating time to live in I you know we're getting
- 35:32Speaker 4: to see what.
- 35:32Speaker 3: Happens we sure are I mean if we're paying attention
- 35:37Speaker 3: at all Was there a moment in his writings where
- 35:41Speaker 3: you could see the line being crossed, like from a
- 35:45Speaker 3: man who's furious about what was happening around him to
- 35:47Speaker 3: someone who was willing to actually hurt and kill strangers?
- 35:51Speaker 1: Yeah, he writes about it. So he goes on a hike.
- 35:54Speaker 1: He used to hike.
- 35:56Speaker 4: He would spend hours hiking and often just for food
- 36:00Speaker 4: was the most common reason.
- 36:02Speaker 1: He, in his diaries, you see the.
- 36:04Speaker 4: Life of that, by the way, of a person like that.
- 36:06Speaker 4: I mean, it takes you seven hours to go get lunch.
- 36:08Speaker 1: It's amazing. And then obviously how satisfying that lunch is,
- 36:12Speaker 1: that's totally different from the drive-thru. Yes.
- 36:15Speaker 4: Anyway, so he goes on a hike and there's a
- 36:20Speaker 4: trail that he likes to do. And the one time
- 36:22Speaker 4: he goes out there and he gets to a spring
- 36:26Speaker 4: that he would always stop and sit and drink at.
- 36:31Speaker 4: And the one day he goes, there's a road that's
- 36:34Speaker 4: been constructed by right by the spring or right through
- 36:38Speaker 4: this land that was like the most sacred place that
- 36:41Speaker 4: he used to go to and by his spring. So
- 36:44Speaker 4: he writes that, and this was his defining moment in
- 36:47Speaker 4: his diary, I went and I said a kind of
- 36:50Speaker 4: prayer to the spirit of the spring and I vowed
- 36:54Speaker 4: that I would take revenge for what was happening to
- 36:57Speaker 4: the planet. And that was his moment where he decided
- 37:02Speaker 4: I will start bombing, I will start attacking people. Before that,
- 37:06Speaker 4: he was just vandalizing stuff in his area. Then in
- 37:09Speaker 4: that moment, he decides he's going to defend the environment
- 37:14Speaker 4: and he's going to fight for the environment and he's
- 37:18Speaker 4: going to kill, if necessary, attack, you know, maim whatever
- 37:21Speaker 4: other people. So that was, that is clear. He makes
- 37:24Speaker 4: a clear definitive decision at that time.
- 37:27Speaker 1: Wow.
- 37:31Speaker 2: It's very chilling.
- 37:33Speaker 3: So after, uh, After all of this, reading thousands of
- 37:37Speaker 3: pages of his thoughts and living on the land and
- 37:40Speaker 3: making this film and seeing the world through his eyes
- 37:43Speaker 3: for months, what do you think the rest of us
- 37:47Speaker 3: still fundamentally misunderstand about Ted Kaczynski?
- 37:52Speaker 1: Probably some of those things I was touching on earlier,
- 37:54Speaker 1: that he was desperately seeking female affection and love and
- 38:00Speaker 1: trying to work out how to get it and what
- 38:01Speaker 1: he was doing wrong. One of the reasons we can
- 38:04Speaker 1: talk about that. One of the reasons was that he
- 38:05Speaker 1: was too honest in how he would speak to women
- 38:09Speaker 1: early on, which was fascinating.
- 38:12Speaker 4: He was, he was much more of a Renaissance man
- 38:16Speaker 4: in terms of his ability to make music, draw art,
- 38:21Speaker 4: high level art, write comedic satire.
- 38:26Speaker 1: And he was a funny guy to some people. They
- 38:28Speaker 1: really experienced him as very, very funny. Like, like hilariously fun.
- 38:33Speaker 4: Like my favorite thing about Ted is how much he
- 38:36Speaker 4: makes me laugh. When you go like, what are your
- 38:37Speaker 4: favorite things about Ted? Oh, it's how much we laugh
- 38:40Speaker 4: together and how funny he is like that. I think
- 38:43Speaker 4: the society doesn't know.
- 38:44Speaker 2: I mean, I certainly knew none of those things about him.
- 38:48Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 38:49Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 38:50Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 38:50Speaker 4: And he, it was, it was another interesting part is
- 38:54Speaker 4: just a, just a interesting experience because, The other thing
- 38:57Speaker 4: I would have asked him, maybe I would have asked
- 39:01Speaker 4: one other question, but I know the answer to this.
- 39:05Speaker 4: He gets caught because there's a bomb under his bed.
- 39:10Speaker 4: He literally left a bomb that he was making under
- 39:13Speaker 4: his bed. But they've been chasing him for 17 years.
- 39:17Speaker 1: And what he had been doing for years before that
- 39:20Speaker 1: is he would hike about eight kilometers away from his
- 39:23Speaker 1: cabin into deep, thick bush.
- 39:25Speaker 4: And he made another cabin. And that's where he had
- 39:28Speaker 4: all his bomb stuff. and he used gloves and he
- 39:31Speaker 4: used everything. So if they come into his house, this
- 39:34Speaker 4: is big ways back to my open opening comment of,
- 39:37Speaker 4: you know, you have these hyper intelligent people. If you
- 39:41Speaker 4: make one mistake, if you, if you, if you, you
- 39:44Speaker 4: become so sure that you are so smart, he becomes smart.
- 39:47Speaker 4: So sure that he's so much smarter than the dumb
- 39:51Speaker 4: FBI trying to catch him, that he becomes complacent and
- 39:54Speaker 4: he just leaves his bomb making stuff in his cabin.
- 39:57Speaker 4: Cause he's like, these guys are never going to get me.
- 39:59Speaker 4: His original plan was incredibly smart. So what would have
- 40:02Speaker 4: happened is they would have gone to his cabin, suspected him.
- 40:05Speaker 4: He would have gone, I don't know what you're talking
- 40:06Speaker 4: about officer.
- 40:08Speaker 1: If they'd even found the cabin, which they might never have,
- 40:10Speaker 1: but let's assume they do now. There's no trace of
- 40:13Speaker 1: his prints or anything. There's no proof that he made
- 40:15Speaker 1: that stuff. So he had developed, he'd burned every, after
- 40:20Speaker 1: he'd made it, he'd burn all the pieces. He was
- 40:23Speaker 1: unbelievably meticulous. He's painstakingly meticulous.
- 40:27Speaker 4: His diaries have like every single component he uses in
- 40:30Speaker 4: a bomb, how you get rid of that so that
- 40:32Speaker 4: there's no trace. And he writes all of this in
- 40:35Speaker 4: a code. Like it's complicated. It is unbelievably detailed. He
- 40:40Speaker 4: was very, very detailed. He would always win competitions regularly.
- 40:43Speaker 4: for like spotting spelling mistakes in something or whatever.
- 40:46Speaker 1: He had a ridiculous ability to focus on detail, but
- 40:51Speaker 1: he leaves the bomb under his bed, you know, and
- 40:53Speaker 1: it's that one thing where you, you thought you, you
- 40:55Speaker 1: got so smart that you could just, you know, just
- 40:59Speaker 1: make your bombs at home now. They're never going to
- 41:01Speaker 1: get me. So that was, you know, just a little,
- 41:03Speaker 1: a little interesting thing that I, that I noticed, you know,
- 41:07Speaker 1: playing him.
- 41:08Speaker 2: Yes.
- 41:08Speaker 1: Yes.
- 41:09Speaker 3: Oh my gosh, this Charlton, this has been so fascinating. I,
- 41:13Speaker 3: I just, I'm so thrilled that I got to speak
- 41:16Speaker 3: with you. And this movie, again, it's called Ted K.
- 41:20Speaker 3: It is streaming online and it's really, I always feel
- 41:24Speaker 3: strange saying things are beautiful when it's about something so,
- 41:28Speaker 3: you know, disturbing, but it truly is.
- 41:31Speaker 2: It's beautiful. And, and your work in it is beautiful.
- 41:35Speaker 2: So thank you so much for talking with me today.
- 41:38Speaker 1: Thank you so much. It's been a good chat. And
- 41:40Speaker 1: I think it's kind of like life, isn't it?
- 41:42Speaker 4: It's beautiful and horrific at the same time, this whole
- 41:46Speaker 4: human experience, you know?
- 41:48Speaker 2: That is correct. That is correct. We have to take
- 41:52Speaker 2: all of it.
- 41:53Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 41:55Speaker 2: Well, I wish you the best. Thank you. I hope
- 41:57Speaker 2: we cross paths in person sometime. Me too.