Latest / Chef's PSA Podcast / Oseyo’s Chefs Laura Sawicki and Mike Diaz on Creativity, Business, and the Future of Dining | Ep 146
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- 0:00Hello chefs, this is Chefs PSA. I'm your host Andre Natera.
- 0:03On today's episode my guests are Laura Suwicki and Mike Diaz.
- 0:07Mike's been on the show before Laura's first time they run Oseo
- 0:12Restaurant in Austin, TX. Laura is a pastry chef, Mike is
- 0:16the savory show. There are a couple and we have a
- 0:18fun conversation talking about restaurants, pastries and Laura
- 0:23gives some very specific advice for future pastry chefs.
- 0:26I hope you enjoyed this episode. Stay tuned.
- 0:40So Mike, it's good to have you back, man.
- 0:42You got a story on. I'm just, I'm just kidding, but
- 0:48I'm glad that finally we got both of you on because there's
- 0:51so much that I want to talk about today.
- 0:53But one of the things that's interesting, we were talking a
- 0:55little bit off camera is like when you look at the the dining
- 0:59landscape today, specifically here we are in Austin, TX.
- 1:03And I feel like Austin's one of the hottest food cities.
- 1:05They got, they got every type of restaurant that exists,
- 1:08especially with the Michelin Guide getting here, it's going
- 1:09to lift everyone up to start pushing a little bit harder.
- 1:12But what do you think is missing right now in Austin?
- 1:16Like if you if you had a magic wand and you said we're going to
- 1:18open up these types of restaurants.
- 1:20What do you think is missing in Austin right now?
- 1:22And then what do you think is missing like nationally?
- 1:26Well, I think the landscape has changed a lot.
- 1:28I moved here 16 years ago and I always had this idea of opening
- 1:33a Jewish deli and it never felt like it was the right time.
- 1:37And at some point in the last few years, I really feel like
- 1:39the shift is there and it's just, it's like wide open and
- 1:43it's the time, you know? And I think there's a lot of
- 1:47opportunity to do a lot of cool stuff, but I think we're moving
- 1:50in a direction where back towards that kind of side of
- 1:53comfort. I think we all need to feel
- 1:57supported and loved in lots of ways.
- 1:59And restaurants can bring that kind of nostalgia and that
- 2:01comfort. There's so much, there's just
- 2:04such a realm of every kind of restaurant now.
- 2:07But I do think that there's this sort of niche that's missing in
- 2:09this kind of like way. I don't know what I'm trying to
- 2:13say. I'm sorry.
- 2:13No, I mean, it's it, you're, no, you're right.
- 2:16It's like there's, there's a lot of things that are here now, but
- 2:21then there's a lot of room for other things that we just don't
- 2:25have here. Like, you know, proper, like New
- 2:28York style bagel shop or, or, you know, like the Jewish deli
- 2:32that we're we're, you know, we're talking about is something
- 2:35that we we've been wanting to realize for a long time.
- 2:39And I think that there's a few attempts at doing it, but like
- 2:43nothing like like what you would get in New York.
- 2:45And I think that there's, there's, there's a lot more room
- 2:49for just, I don't know, just a different type of deli, you
- 2:58know, like more New York, NY. Style what What makes a good New
- 3:02York style Jewish deli I. Think at the core, it's the
- 3:05matzo ball soup that is like the backbone and the good bagels,
- 3:09you know, But we're going to have, we've talked about doing
- 3:11like a smoked fish program, all the brisket, pastrami, all of
- 3:15that. But I think at the core, like
- 3:18for me, when we travelled and we were, we went to Montreal, we
- 3:22went to Chicago, we went to, we've obviously gone in back
- 3:25east, we went to LA. And always the thing that I
- 3:28gravitate to is wanting to try the matzo soup because I do
- 3:30think that gives the back when there isn't a spot to get a
- 3:33proper. Mike was actually asking when I
- 3:36started making, like when I was perfecting my matzo ball soup.
- 3:38And I said, I think it actually started when I moved here
- 3:41because back home when I was living in Brooklyn, NY, you
- 3:44could just go to a deli, you know, it's a dime a dozen.
- 3:46Like everyone's got a great matzo ball soup, but here you
- 3:49just can't find it. So I think it was like born out
- 3:52of necessity. I was missing that.
- 3:56And yeah, I mean, it's a place, it's a, it's a really like
- 3:59convivial environment. You know, it's the deli that I
- 4:02grew up going to in Connecticut was I think every single person
- 4:06there was a regular. What was the?
- 4:07Name like Gold's Deli, Gold's Delicatessen.
- 4:11Westport. Gold's Delicatessen.
- 4:12I mean, it's an institution and everyone there is a regular.
- 4:15The people that work there are about 185 years old.
- 4:18My mom. Knows each other.
- 4:20Everyone knows each other. Everyone's a regular Saturday
- 4:22mornings. We went and we sat at that.
- 4:23We sat at the deli in the back. It's like grab and go stuff up
- 4:26front and then like proper service in the back.
- 4:28But the two servers have been there for probably 95 years and
- 4:33my mom has her, you know, she loves one more than the other.
- 4:35She knows how to make a proper iced tea.
- 4:37And then the other one's better at serving the matzo balls.
- 4:39So I don't know. What do you mean a proper iced
- 4:41tea like? What's like the right amount of
- 4:42ice Lemon And yeah, I mean, but it's so.
- 4:46Specific are we using like Lipton?
- 4:48Oh, for sure, Yeah. No, no, it's, it's, it's not, I
- 4:51mean, I don't want to say it's, it's not great.
- 4:53It's just, you know, they're not elevating it.
- 4:56It is just, you know, but they've got like jars of Jelly
- 4:59beans in the back shell, like everything about it, It's just.
- 5:01Perfect the the right Pickles. The Pickles are phenomenal, but
- 5:05their muscle soup is, is just, you know, out of this world.
- 5:09And it's, you know, it's Jewish. Like, yeah, you can get a ham
- 5:12sandwich there. You know, it's taboo, but like,
- 5:15yeah, no, it's just delicious. Everything is perfect.
- 5:17They're tuna salad. They're whitefish salad.
- 5:19And I get excited thinking about it.
- 5:21And I feel like, you know, we talk about what we're going to
- 5:23go have for lunch after this. And I'm like, man, I really wish
- 5:26I wanted to call it Goldie's. I just thought it was an homage
- 5:28to Gold's Delicatessen. You know, every time we go back
- 5:31to visit my family, we got to hit up Gold's to go.
- 5:34There's there's a Goldie's here. Though there's AI know that's
- 5:36why it's kind of a it's not That was the that was the original
- 5:39name that I that I held in my heart and I, you know, I went
- 5:43ahead and bought all the. Do you remember like Coming to
- 5:47America with Eddie Murphy? Yes, like they have McDonald's.
- 5:50Yes, like they have McDonald's. Gold you want to get into Yeah
- 5:58naming stuff 1 little thing you change and then.
- 6:02Well, I bought like every URL 'cause I was like it's.
- 6:04And then when we started actually realizing the concept,
- 6:06I realized that it's super saturated as a names.
- 6:09Yeah, we've kind of, we had some other, you know, and it's sort
- 6:12of. So this like embryonic stages of
- 6:14wanting to do this. You're like early stages of
- 6:16thinking about. Yeah, yeah.
- 6:17Yeah, I've already done the business plan.
- 6:19I mean, I worked on that all summer.
- 6:20Like we have a couple years of traction, but it's just really
- 6:24taking the plunge. So, so for my billions of
- 6:26listeners, billions. Billions, right?
- 6:28Billions. I'm huge in the Philippines and
- 6:30huge in Dubai for some reason. Oh wow.
- 6:32Like, not kidding. You have friends in Dubai, so if
- 6:34you're listening. I was running numbers on like
- 6:37the analytics on the show and some and I saw that like #1 food
- 6:40podcast in the Philippines #1 food podcast in Dubai.
- 6:44At one point I was like #1 food podcast in Hong Kong.
- 6:46I have no idea what's listening but but you can shout out to my.
- 6:51Plug that Filipino. In Dubai and Hong Kong fans.
- 6:54The the actor, what's his name from Baywatch and Knight Rider.
- 6:57That was huge. Hasselhoff, David.
- 6:59You're the David. Hasselhoff, David Hasselhoff.
- 7:01Of the Philippines. Shout out to all my Filipino
- 7:06friends. No but I used to work with a ton
- 7:08of Filipinos so I think that's why.
- 7:09Realistically I think that's why.
- 7:10I think they just listen to it and share it, so shout out to
- 7:12those. Things.
- 7:14Yeah, that's awesome. But anyway, back to my point to
- 7:17the billions of listeners that are out there, if I mean you're
- 7:21starting out, but I mean are you like you have investors behind
- 7:24you? We started that, yes, we
- 7:26started, I mean, we yes, no, we were getting some traction.
- 7:29We sort of decided to take a different turn from some
- 7:32partners that we were kind of working with.
- 7:34So it's it's got traction, it's got legs, but it's yeah, I need.
- 7:40To push myself, I need to push myself.
- 7:42We need to push ourselves more. I need to push myself more.
- 7:44I met with a friend a couple around the time that I was
- 7:47leaving my previous restaurant group and she said, whatever you
- 7:50do, Lori, just don't drag your feet.
- 7:52And I hear her voice telling me that.
- 7:53And I really, for whatever reason, I'm dragging my feet.
- 7:57I think probably just out of fear and apprehension, but I
- 8:01know in my heart this thing already exists and I'm super
- 8:04confident that it's going to be wildly successful.
- 8:06Yeah, we're, we just need to raise some money and, and, and
- 8:09get, you know, get the right backing and then just go for it.
- 8:12But yeah. Yeah, we were looking at
- 8:14property. I mean, it's it's.
- 8:15Here's something anecdotal, but it's it's relevant to you.
- 8:18It's the last podcast that we did together with Gabe and and
- 8:21Rico. We were talking about opening up
- 8:23a Mexican steakhouse. Oh, that's what I was going to
- 8:25say. Yeah.
- 8:26I, I love the idea. I was going to bring that up
- 8:28too, that there needs to be more of that, like Mexican
- 8:31Steakhouse. I don't know exactly what that
- 8:35would be like. I don't know.
- 8:36I just you brought that up last time and I thought it was a
- 8:40great idea. But then I thought about like
- 8:43what I would go as a kid with my dad, like when he would take us
- 8:47out to dinner and it was like El Tenampa in in Juarez, you know,
- 8:52and it, it was a big ass steakhouse, but it was very much
- 8:55like like a Salos kind of, you know, like it was just like a
- 8:59little hearth piggy with like a bunch of meat on top with like
- 9:04coals underneath to keep it warm.
- 9:06And that's what I thought of when you said Mexican
- 9:08steakhouse, but. So many people reached out
- 9:11really said that yeah, I got a lot.
- 9:12I mean, people that know me personally reached out and like,
- 9:14hey, that's a good idea. And I won't say who, but someone
- 9:17connected me with like some big billionaire recently, like, hey,
- 9:21you guys should talk. Lives in Austin.
- 9:23And I was like, oh shit, I haven't.
- 9:25And so I sent I sent a text. I was like, maybe you want to
- 9:28talk. But anyway, so the reason I
- 9:29bring this up is because I don't know who's people are listening.
- 9:31Like a lot of times, a lot of the consulting that I do on the
- 9:34side, it's usually people sending me their business plans
- 9:37and stuff like that. Like I've become really
- 9:39efficient at looking at business plans.
- 9:40But anyway, the the reason I bring that up is because, yeah,
- 9:44if you want to send me your business plan for the Jewish
- 9:46deli, I'd be happy to to. Look at it.
- 9:48Yeah, yeah. For.
- 9:50Sure. I, I, I want, I'm more of like
- 9:53a, like a trade, like a Frenchy kind of like steakhouse, you
- 9:59know, like. You have the vision we have we.
- 10:02I like, toy with ideas all the time.
- 10:04We've got so many ideas we're kicking around.
- 10:05Mike wants to do a Tavern. I want to do an Argentinian
- 10:08steakhouse because. Yeah, but Azada, because I'm
- 10:10from Argentina and I think but there.
- 10:12Is like, I mean, we could talk about like, oh, I want to do
- 10:14this. I want to do that like you know.
- 10:16Nothing's doing, nothing's happening.
- 10:17There's fucking money. Yeah, but but like, but money
- 10:21was an object. Yes, of course I do like 10
- 10:23different. Yeah, that's the most fun part,
- 10:26right? That's, I mean, building the
- 10:27deck, it's all the fantasy, right?
- 10:29So like I've already put together all the menus I need.
- 10:31I've got all, you know, picked out everything.
- 10:33And then it's like actually getting to the nitty gritty and
- 10:35doing the financials and running the numbers.
- 10:36I mean like, oh, now it's now this is like not the sexy stuff,
- 10:40right? This is the logistics, but it's
- 10:42the most important. At the end of the day, it's
- 10:43like, what's the bottom line? What's that number?
- 10:46That's that's all that matters. Like all that's great, but how
- 10:47much are you gonna how much are we making?
- 10:49Yeah, At the end of how much are we that that when you paying me
- 10:52back? That brings up a good point.
- 10:54You we were talking about it off before we hit record.
- 10:59It was, you know how hard it is to open up a restaurant.
- 11:04And I think last time we were talking about it and it doesn't
- 11:08make money. It's it's really hard to make
- 11:10money and be successful at it. So that that's as a veteran of
- 11:15like almost like 30 years. No, I mean you that's the
- 11:20hardest part is like realizing, oh, like, you know, you can be a
- 11:24young listener, young aspiring chef and just like me when I was
- 11:29a kid and I want to just own my own restaurant or I want to open
- 11:33my own restaurant. And it's really shitty to find
- 11:40out that like, oh, like it's really hard to make money just
- 11:44owning one restaurant. Yeah, you know, and and it.
- 11:47And you might sometimes you might not make any money.
- 11:49You might be losing money. And yeah, that's the worst,
- 11:52right? Like the you shut down but and
- 11:55you go out of business, but that is that is a deterring factor in
- 11:59in trying to do another the. End of the day, we're all
- 12:02artists and romantics, right? So there's this fantasy of what
- 12:05the restaurant industry is that's really beautiful.
- 12:07And it's when you're young and spry and like nothing's aching
- 12:11yet in your body, all of that, you know, it's that there's the
- 12:14romanticism, there's the sexiness of it, but then the
- 12:16reality sets in when you actually are the one operating
- 12:20the business. So today's chefs, I haven't
- 12:22posted yet. I'm going to post it as soon as
- 12:23we're done. This is the one I wrote today is
- 12:25like every chef believes in their food, but if no one buys
- 12:28it, the guests don't believe in it.
- 12:31Every chef thinks they have the right idea, but if no one buys
- 12:33it? It's literally a business.
- 12:36That's the that's the part that like as when you're younger and
- 12:38you're aspiring, you don't really fixate on that.
- 12:41And you think, you know, I've worked at this one place, I've
- 12:43learned as much as I can learn from them.
- 12:45But have you stopped to actually look deeper into like how the
- 12:48business is operating and how a business is success with success
- 12:52is not just the food it puts on the plate, It's how lean, you
- 12:56know, how lean and smart and, and how much money I mean at the
- 13:00end of the day. You learned that early on, like
- 13:02if you're, if you're young and, and, and you have all the tools
- 13:05nowadays to like find it, which we didn't like.
- 13:09Now everything's Google everything, and so learn the
- 13:13business 1st and then the creativity will flow naturally,
- 13:17right? But yeah, it's really difficult.
- 13:21I think culinary schools in general and anyone that's
- 13:24teaching hospitality or culinary right now, I think they have to
- 13:27rethink how they're teaching. And I think a larger portion
- 13:31needs to be on the business side of it.
- 13:33Like, I almost think because of YouTube and how quickly people
- 13:36can learn how to cook. You know, they have chef steps
- 13:37there. YouTube, you know, you could
- 13:39watch Instagram and learn a ton of new techniques much quicker
- 13:43than we could back then because we had to wait for the shiny
- 13:45cookbook and you couldn't watch it.
- 13:46You just had to say, I think I know how you got that right.
- 13:48Yeah, yeah, yeah. But but now you could learn so
- 13:50quick online. I think they need to spend
- 13:52probably half of the curriculum, I would say is the business
- 13:54side. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 13:56Yeah. I'm curious to see how, because
- 13:59I went to the CIA in 2003 and it felt like it was such a
- 14:04regimented, you know, like they, they didn't evolve, they didn't
- 14:07shift their programming. It was like this is how we do
- 14:10it. And I'm sure over the course of
- 14:11like every 10 years or something, I'm sure they've,
- 14:14they've made edits to their and they're always updating and, and
- 14:17adapting. But I would be curious how the
- 14:19curriculum has changed from 2003 to 2025.
- 14:22Well, some something like a like an interesting thought
- 14:25experiment and I don't know the answer.
- 14:26I'm just, I just thought of it right now.
- 14:27So I had to put too much thought into it.
- 14:30But like, if you look at the amount of restaurants that exist
- 14:33out there and how many of the owners went to culinary school
- 14:35versus how many of the owners went to Business School.
- 14:38And, and, and if you saw the split, I'd be, I would guess
- 14:41that it's probably like 20% of the owners went to cooking
- 14:45school and about 80% went to Business School or have some
- 14:48sort of business background. And, and a lot of chefs,
- 14:52especially when you're young, when you're 17 years old and
- 14:55you're in high school and you think, okay, I want, I want to
- 14:57open my own restaurant. What should I do?
- 14:59The first thing that pops in your mind is I should go to
- 15:00culinary school. Yeah, it's not.
- 15:02I should go to business. Schools, right?
- 15:04I studied art history in college and undergrad, and so I was
- 15:07never a pragmatic person. I'm like, I don't know, I'm do
- 15:09that, but it's I'm expanding my mind.
- 15:12The thought of taking a business class in undergrad was like
- 15:14revolting to me. I'd be like, why would I do
- 15:18that? And now, and I'm not a
- 15:21pragmatist and I don't have regrets, but I there is a tinge
- 15:24of like, I wish that, you know, the 25 years or God, I'm 45.
- 15:29It's wild. I think all these years later,
- 15:31you know, there is a tinge of a moment where I'm like, I wish I
- 15:34could have listened to myself a little bit and been like, maybe
- 15:39just take a, just take one little class, just take one
- 15:42little class. And thankfully three years of
- 15:45working and then I'm owning my own businesses and being a
- 15:47partner and really successful restaurants.
- 15:49I did learn so much. But had I been afforded that
- 15:53opportunity, had I afforded it to myself, I recognize that that
- 15:56was super important back then. Who knows where I could have
- 15:59been? You know, it's sort of late to
- 16:00the game to understand. Not too late, but.
- 16:03No, I I just mean. I think it is.
- 16:06We find it, like I said, it's it was like revolt.
- 16:08The idea of it was revolting. And now I realize how absolutely
- 16:10essential and critical. Yeah, having that, that wealth
- 16:14of knowledge. A lot of a lot of chefs,
- 16:15especially younger chefs and cooks that I talk to, especially
- 16:17on the mentorship side, a lot of them have this this view that,
- 16:22well, I'm selling out. If I learn the business, it's
- 16:24all about the food and it's all about the passion and it's all
- 16:27about what's on the plate and soul.
- 16:28And it's like, yeah, that's great, but it's not a
- 16:32playground, and the doors won't remain open for long if that's
- 16:35all you think about. Yeah, I've, I've, I've seen that
- 16:40happen where chefs, you know, like owners are dealing with a
- 16:44chef maybe who's like hyper creative.
- 16:48And then, you know, like, unfortunately, like this is like
- 16:52totally like, like anecdotal for a friend of ours who like, I
- 16:57feel like the chef was probably like, you know, responsible for
- 17:04not, you know, not, you know, it's just like, not like, like
- 17:08you got to hold somebody accountable for just their job
- 17:11and right. Like costing food is like like.
- 17:14Boring. It's boring, but you got to do
- 17:16it. Like, you got to do it.
- 17:17Yeah. And so it's just like, like,
- 17:19don't get caught up in like just the like the frou frou like.
- 17:23The theatrics and. Yeah, that's that's fun.
- 17:25Like that's all gravy. But like, the thing that matters
- 17:29is having the doors stay open. Someone said to me the other
- 17:32day, like being a chef is like spending all your time looking
- 17:36in the mirror. Flexing your muscles is the fun
- 17:38part, but working out is the hard part.
- 17:40That's the costing and the systems and setting up and
- 17:42understanding the business. Like that's the daily lifting
- 17:45weights, looking at yourself in the mirrors, the results of all
- 17:48that. Other stuff it's the flowers on
- 17:50the. With the yeah, the vanity, like
- 17:52we would talk about building vanity projects once we were
- 17:55getting the restaurants like up and running and they were
- 17:57successful. And then that's the part that
- 17:58really, like, feeds our soul, but it's not the thing that's
- 18:02going to keep the doors open and.
- 18:04I'm like, I think as a, as a, you know, veteran, I feel like
- 18:10I'm more interested in like the business side.
- 18:14It's just like for me, naturally, I just.
- 18:16Like I wanted to be. Yeah, yeah, like, like I really
- 18:19like, you know, working with Laura.
- 18:21She's hyper creative and there's, you know, we have
- 18:26meetings where sometimes it's like I'm dealing with Laura and
- 18:29our and Lynn, you know, we're, we're talking ideas and, and
- 18:33it's like. And I'm like.
- 18:34All right, all right, let's. How's that going to be picked
- 18:37up? Like who's like, how's the salad
- 18:40guy going to like do that on a Friday night?
- 18:42And I'm more of like focused on like systems and like logistics
- 18:47of, of business. So I, I, I feel more passionate
- 18:52about like seeing a business succeed versus like, it's just
- 18:56like the next trendy restaurant. You know, I, I, I do, I do feel
- 19:01more interested in that part of businesses right now.
- 19:06You, you, you guys are on the, the food circuit.
- 19:09I used to be on the food circuit also, like Food and wine
- 19:11festival. This festival, that festival,
- 19:13especially in Austin, it's like there was a festival once a
- 19:16month, every month, right? Yeah, Yeah.
- 19:19And one of the things I used to do, like when I first started
- 19:21going to these food festivals, like, I'm going to make the most
- 19:23bad ass shit because I viewed it as a competition.
- 19:25Oh. Yeah, like I hate competition,
- 19:27but I always want to win. Right, right, right.
- 19:29I thought you got to do 1000 of. Them right, right, right and
- 19:32now, like back then I was like, I'm going to do the most
- 19:34complicated swanier shit because I'm I'm not only going to
- 19:37impress the guest, but I'm going to show all these other chefs
- 19:39that there's a there's a new sheriff in town now it's like,
- 19:42let's make sure we run out. I don't want to take anything
- 19:45back. Make sure.
- 19:46So when they say 1000 pieces, you give them 600.
- 19:49Right, right. Yeah.
- 19:50To the Food and Wine Festival. Don't ask chefs to bring 12. 100
- 19:55Well, all the chefs know like 1200 Goddess, yeah, so 500.
- 20:00Yeah, yeah, that's the thing. Still, yeah, I say, I always say
- 20:04I hate competition, but I want to be, I want to win and I just.
- 20:07Thought about it. Like that.
- 20:08It's my own, I guess, ego. I'm not an egomaniacal person,
- 20:12but I always want to be the best.
- 20:13Yeah. Yeah.
- 20:14It's a strife or perfection, and it's never good enough.
- 20:16You're tortured by my creativity.
- 20:20That sounds like every shot. Yeah, that's really brutal.
- 20:24I was interviewed for it was a magazine, I guess it was online
- 20:28magazine Dark Rye years ago. And they did this really
- 20:30beautiful. They filmed for like two or
- 20:32three days at my house and they we want to, we want to film your
- 20:35creative process. And I was like, I don't think
- 20:37you want to film that pretty tortured.
- 20:41I go through this. Whole.
- 20:42Psychological. What is the creative process?
- 20:44I mean, there's, you know, there's like drawing and there's
- 20:47lots of like drawing and painting and all that that comes
- 20:50with it. But there's a lot of like
- 20:52imposter syndrome that plays a role.
- 20:55There's a lot of self deprecation.
- 20:57And I go through this whole cycle.
- 20:58Mike and Lynn have both learned this the last three years.
- 21:01I go through this point where I'm like hating the brink of
- 21:04like despair. And then I cross that threshold
- 21:08and I and I start to see the light ahead and I'm like, and
- 21:12it's cyclical. It's the same.
- 21:13It was every single time my sous chefs would learn that I would
- 21:17go through this process. So they'd sort of like casually
- 21:18roll their eyes like she's going through this again.
- 21:21And then it's like they just wait with bated breath until I
- 21:25finally crossed that threshold. Well, I had forgotten about her
- 21:28process in in, in a while, right.
- 21:31Like, and we were we were getting ready to we're doing a
- 21:38dish for this dinner. We did a dinner with Gabe and it
- 21:43was like, oh, I forgot about your process.
- 21:46I was like, I thought she was just like sleepless.
- 21:48Throw it in the towel. She was like.
- 21:50In the morning texting. Myself like work, it was like,
- 21:53it was like a technique she hadn't done before, so she
- 21:57didn't have enough time to figure it out.
- 21:58Like if she had like another day, she would have figured it
- 22:00out and then and then she was just so beat up about it.
- 22:03And I was just like. What was the dish?
- 22:05I was nixtomalizing kobocha squash, but I was trying so many
- 22:08different kinds of squash and different.
- 22:11Like, like to serve like like they do in Mexico, like the
- 22:13candied. So I was It was a gorgeous dish,
- 22:15It was. I had a thought about that the
- 22:17other day actually. I was talking to someone about
- 22:18like nixtomalizing fruit and squash like that.
- 22:21I was like, yeah, it's, it's underutilized so.
- 22:23I so. She was doing that. 25 years or
- 22:25whatever it was, I home feed a whole pumpkin.
- 22:29So that was kind of this like in, in, in in Argentina, we eat
- 22:32candied sweet potato or. Can I jump in?
- 22:34Sure, yeah. Can you explain to people that
- 22:36are listening, like what is nixtmalize?
- 22:38What does the process look like to nixtmalize a squash or fruit
- 22:41or something like that? You could probably better speak
- 22:45to like the scientific reasoning, but the process is
- 22:50you soak. In this case it was kabocha
- 22:53squash in a lime powder. Was it calcium hydroxide
- 23:00solution and through trial and error different Some people will
- 23:04say it's a percentage of the weight of the squash.
- 23:06I did a weight of the water. Gabe actually bestowed that
- 23:09knowledge 3% of the weight of the water to the cow, to the
- 23:13cow. And, and so is a series of just,
- 23:18I tried a few, just a few hours. I tried 12 hours.
- 23:21I tried 24 hours. But then I would cook the squash
- 23:24for another six hours the next day in a Palencio Pasilla
- 23:29situation. But you know, then it's by day
- 23:33three, you're finally seeing what the results are.
- 23:35And so that was the part was I don't have enough time to wait
- 23:37three days. I'm a very impatient pastry chef
- 23:43to find out that I don't love the way that something turned
- 23:46out. And that's really devastating.
- 23:47I don't usually put something in the oven, cross my fingers and
- 23:50hope it works out. You know, I there's so much
- 23:51study and understanding that happens on the front end of it
- 23:55before I ever get to the place where I'm putting the thing.
- 23:58For for people that are listening, can you explain what
- 23:59happens after you calcify the the the food?
- 24:03So in simplest terms, in terms of like this process with the
- 24:07squash, it sets it, it changes the chemical structure of the
- 24:11fruit. So it's set the structure quite
- 24:13firm, which then allowed the slow cooking in the poaching
- 24:17syrup to create like a custard center.
- 24:20Yeah. But in terms of like the
- 24:21niximizing process? It just helps improve the
- 24:23structure of the vegetable and kind of like keeps the inside
- 24:28like nice and creamy versus like just kind of mushy.
- 24:32And you see there's a lot of Mexican food.
- 24:34Yeah, right. Like so I think the people that
- 24:35are listening like you could go into like sometimes like Mexican
- 24:38grocery stores and you have like the the nextimalized calcified
- 24:42cooked in syrup, sweet potato or squash or or fruit or something
- 24:46like that. I don't know if.
- 24:47If I'm seeing if if you would see that like with.
- 24:52You'd see it in markets in Mexico, but not.
- 24:54Yeah, like I I think that like like like comfy, like like can
- 25:00candied like like squash, like in Mexico.
- 25:04I don't know if they do the nextimalization on that, but I I
- 25:07don't know. I don't believe so because
- 25:10typically it's gonna. It's got so much sugar in it,
- 25:12which preserves. It fans loosening.
- 25:14Yeah, it's. Looks like the compressed yeah.
- 25:16Yeah, it looks. Great.
- 25:17And then the center is almost. This one, just when you do the
- 25:21process, I think they do that more.
- 25:23I mean, it's more like for the for corn, you know, like the,
- 25:28you know, you associate Nick Stamolisation with corn most of
- 25:32the time. But I think chefs have figured
- 25:34out like recently, like in the last few years, I don't know how
- 25:38how long 10 years they've they've been using it to like,
- 25:42you know, comfy apples or squashes to to maintain the
- 25:47structure and and kind of. Aesthetically, it was absolutely
- 25:50gorgeous. And so fruit being the perfect
- 25:54imperfect, I mean veg, everything, you know, nothing is
- 25:57perfect. So each squash that I was trying
- 26:00was a complete literally from one vegetable to the next, from
- 26:03one day to the next was a different process.
- 26:04So I tried butter kin kabocha acorn.
- 26:07And while it was, it wasn't, I just wasn't yielding the results
- 26:12that I'd imagined in my brain, you know, but it was, it was
- 26:15such a stunning dish. When I finally got it to come
- 26:18together, it literally was like, you know, like finally it just
- 26:23took, it took so much work and I was so tortured by the, by all
- 26:27the lack of success along the way.
- 26:29But that's the joy of it, right? It's learning and teaching
- 26:31yourself. And I don't have, I other than
- 26:36going to culinary school 25 years ago, I'm, I consider
- 26:39myself self-taught, you know, because I've always been the
- 26:42boss. I I was thrown into a role at
- 26:45some restaurants in Brooklyn way back when, where I took on the
- 26:49role of a pastry chef. I was 25 years old and I was
- 26:51running 2 restaurants, bakery by day and then two restaurants at
- 26:55night. So it was a tremendous learning
- 26:57curve. I just had to throw myself into
- 26:59it and. Which by the way, I'll, I'll say
- 27:01this right now because I, I think it doesn't get talked
- 27:03about enough. I think that's almost more
- 27:05impressive. Like a lot of people are like,
- 27:08what's your pedigree? It's like, well, that person
- 27:10doesn't have a pedigree, but look how successful they are.
- 27:12Like to me, that's more impressive.
- 27:13I. I'm I've built the restaurants.
- 27:16I've been the chef that other people have learned from, which
- 27:18is I always wanted that. I wanted to be the kind of chef
- 27:20I never had, especially I had a pastry chef that berated me.
- 27:25She called me all sorts of horrendous names and I was like,
- 27:27OK, this is not the person I'm going to grow up to be
- 27:30professionally. I'm going to create a really
- 27:32healthy, nurturing, learning, tender, compassionate
- 27:37environment for my staff to work in.
- 27:39You do have an impressive like set of of old chefs that have
- 27:45worked for you that have gone on to do.
- 27:47I mean around the globe, like, yeah, yeah, it's really
- 27:50impressive. One thing that's interesting I
- 27:52was thinking about this earlier is when we were opening we were
- 27:58we rented an Airbnb. This is like 2017 rented an
- 28:01Airbnb behind longer. I remember, yeah.
- 28:04And so like I had like 8 chefs crammed in there we were.
- 28:07We had to write like 800 dishes, like it was just crazy.
- 28:11If we were all cooking it out of her B&B behind launderette we
- 28:13could go there often. Throw shit in the dumpster.
- 28:15I remember, I remember you guys took some meetings on the patio.
- 28:19I was like, we aren't even open it.
- 28:23Was like what were you all working on?
- 28:25So we were opening Garrison rules and regs review, the pizza
- 28:28restaurant like we were opening all of that.
- 28:30It's so wild that we do that because you also rented an
- 28:33Airbnb when you were when you were doing the R&D for a sale.
- 28:35Like why we think that's a great idea because it doesn't
- 28:37translate. Yeah, to a professional kitchen,
- 28:40right. Like there you work on dishes at
- 28:42home, but they don't translate. You don't have.
- 28:44I mean, I'm. Always like happy to be allotted
- 28:47that time to fuck around. Like, yeah.
- 28:49I remember you guys had like a little workshop.
- 28:51It was like 8 little, you know, we always see everyone chef
- 28:53coats and like running around. It's like Harry Potter.
- 28:56Yeah, Yeah, it was, it was wild. Like we had to do a ton of
- 28:59recipes we used to eat at every day with like go eat at the BBQ.
- 29:04That was our lunch. Like they used to be in the
- 29:06quickie pickie right there, right.
- 29:07So Michelin, one star barbecued lunch every day.
- 29:09Yeah. Not too shabby.
- 29:11I wish I could eat that every day.
- 29:12Yeah, that Mac and cheese. But anyway, the reason I bring
- 29:16that up is what is your R&D process look like?
- 29:22I know you just said you also rented an Airbnb, but like right
- 29:24now in Osseo, what does the R&D process look like?
- 29:26What's I, I? It's a lot of fun, actually.
- 29:29And we were, you know. I so I conceptualize everything
- 29:34that knew that we were working on.
- 29:36I have really wild ideas and I just journal and just write,
- 29:39write, write. And then it's a lot of just
- 29:42conversations between Lynn, Mike and I try to tell, you know, our
- 29:45story and then I throw out, I vomit all sorts of ideas and
- 29:51something, you know, piques Mike's interest.
- 29:53And then it's just a fun process of cooking together.
- 29:56He takes my feedback incredibly well.
- 29:59It took his feedback incredibly well.
- 30:00It's just really. Fun.
- 30:01I always like, don't want to ever do it like I'm always like,
- 30:05Nah, I don't want to do that. The.
- 30:08Creative process I've learned with Mike is that he will always
- 30:11first be seem disinterested or perhaps a little worrisome
- 30:18maybe, and then he starts to listen to my coaxing and
- 30:22excitement that I can I can get behind.
- 30:24I mean, I really could. I'm sure there's an expression
- 30:26I'm terrible with idioms, but I could sell, I'm sure sell soap
- 30:31to someone. I don't know what that
- 30:34expression I. Mean don't stop, just stop.
- 30:38This is a family friendly show. Here's a friendly Sell a ketchup
- 30:42popsicle to a man in white gloves.
- 30:44OK, there you go. So I so do some careful coaxing
- 30:50and and and and excitement he finally gets.
- 30:53On the the PG. Sell a ketchup popsicle to a man
- 30:56in white gloves. I.
- 30:57Could definitely and I could probably make that ketchup.
- 30:59I know I could make that ketchup popsicle taste.
- 31:01Really, what about our process is that like it?
- 31:04It goes back and forth until it's it's perfect and we're
- 31:09happy with it and it always tastes great and it tastes
- 31:12amazing. Do you do you write it down
- 31:14first before you start working on it?
- 31:15Or do you start working on stuff and then go back and?
- 31:18I tend to yeah, notebooks first. I do a lot of.
- 31:22I'm thinking before I'm more free form, I like to just like
- 31:26kind of research first the recipe and then I'll just put my
- 31:32version or my recipe together and and I always write it down.
- 31:38But you, I'm not going to say you do what I do.
- 31:44No, you could say. That's different.
- 31:45No, no, no, I just, I mean, it's, I think your process has
- 31:48changed now that we're doing this together.
- 31:50So it's no longer about like what Mike does in the kitchen,
- 31:52what I do. Like it's a collective situation
- 31:55now, so I try to make every day just a blast.
- 31:59Like I'm singing and dancing in that in whatever kitchen I'm in
- 32:02all day long because I'm my own best friend.
- 32:04You play music in the kitchen? Yeah, how dare you?
- 32:07Not during service. I can't agree I'm.
- 32:10Just gonna say last time that for distracting never would let
- 32:12people play music. In So I had a chef in New York
- 32:15that only let us listen to. Sandstorm on repeat.
- 32:20No, no, it was. My cook did that.
- 32:24No now I just forgot it was Rush.
- 32:27He was like he was anti music in the kitchen.
- 32:29But unless it was Rush so we can listen, you know it was super
- 32:33heady and nerdy. Rush, come on.
- 32:34So when? I started working at Marla and
- 32:36Sons. We listened to a ton of Billy
- 32:38Joel and that just was like, it was like NPR at 4:00 in the
- 32:40morning and then right into Billy.
- 32:41Joel is great, yeah. So you love bopping around.
- 32:44It's not getting in the way if you're grooving with it, You're
- 32:46it's just, you know, it's, it's makes sense.
- 32:49But the prep cooks will listen to like Lumias and all that in
- 32:51the morning. They're.
- 32:52Funny and once. Service starts, I don't want.
- 32:54See, I don't listen to music in the kitchen, but during COVID,
- 32:59you know, we came back and, like, the kitchens were empty.
- 33:01We're not really serving guests. We're just kind of prepping to
- 33:03get back to open. Yeah.
- 33:05So like, we could put music on. They're like, chef, you pick the
- 33:07music and I'm like, like, you want to listen to what I listen
- 33:10to? I'm like, all right.
- 33:11So I put on the Raekwon. The chef only built for Cuban
- 33:14leaks. And it starts out with like him
- 33:16doing lines of coke, like you guys ready for this?
- 33:20Welcome to the 90s, bitches. That's why.
- 33:24Maybe that's why you don't listen to.
- 33:29Our kitchen's funny because the one cook will have music in the
- 33:32back and then like on the line, they'll be like listening to a
- 33:36different like they have their own little speaker.
- 33:38So now they and so. The prep cooks in mind.
- 33:41You're like. Listening to this like like
- 33:44mashup mashup of like Gumbia and Billy Joel and like, it's great,
- 33:49whatever. Let me ask you because I think
- 33:52it's an important piece to today's culinary world.
- 33:55What do you think chefs need to do to remain relevant?
- 33:59Like to still be at the front of everyone's mind and and keep
- 34:02their restaurants busy and do they have a responsibility?
- 34:04Do you remember that that toy, it was probably like from the
- 34:0750s and it's like a monkey with like, symbols and like, yeah,
- 34:09yeah, yeah, yeah. One man band, basically.
- 34:11And it's in every horror movie now you.
- 34:14Gotta make a lot of noise. No, I mean, I joke about that,
- 34:17but like it's it's a really competitive landscape right now,
- 34:20you know, there's so much noise, there's so much noise.
- 34:23Instagram, TikTok, every other facet.
- 34:25So, you know, I think authenticity is a is a tricky
- 34:30word, but I think being authentic to yourself and just
- 34:32being honest and I think just having, I think presenting a
- 34:38different perspective. That's for me, I mean fun.
- 34:41I want to make sure that there's joy and fun and that you connect
- 34:45with the food in a way that's really just it's special.
- 34:49And I think it's more than just not that can be through service,
- 34:52that can be through the actual dishes.
- 34:54But I think, I don't know, I get, I feel.
- 34:58Like I feel like, I feel like we get, you know, sometimes mixed
- 35:04up and like the things we need to do in order to stay relevant
- 35:08meant, you know, like, you know, you called it the circuit and
- 35:11doing that like that whole thing where it's like you do the food
- 35:15and wine, you do hot luck, you do the live fire, you do all
- 35:19these like things around town. And it feels like you're like
- 35:23that monkey that's just like making noise and you're and, and
- 35:28when you stay true to what you're doing and just keep
- 35:32making good food and, and putting out good product and
- 35:36not, not like letting that suffer because that, that can
- 35:40get, you know, forgotten, you know, like you have a dish on
- 35:43the menu and it's been there since day one.
- 35:45And then you're just like, oh, I never worry about that dish.
- 35:48No, I worry about that dish because it's got to be as good
- 35:50as it was on day one, right? And so like, as long as you're
- 35:53doing that, I think that that that's a good way to to stay
- 35:57relevant. But yeah, it's hard.
- 35:58Now you have to like do all way more stuff like you got to do
- 36:02like behind the scenes video at you know, on Instagram or you.
- 36:06Got to be corny. Sometimes, yeah, you got to be
- 36:08corny and, and, and then you follow trends and, you know, and
- 36:13you, you do all of that. But then you're, you're now
- 36:17you're like, you're competing with like the four new
- 36:21restaurants that open this month or, you know, like people,
- 36:26people just like moving into town that just don't know
- 36:29anything. It's really tricky.
- 36:30I mean it's like 4 new restaurants.
- 36:32Used to have like there was like a six month when maybe six
- 36:35months feels like launderette was like hot for like 2 1/2
- 36:38years after we first opened. But now that window is like 3
- 36:40weeks because we're on a constant cycle of restaurants
- 36:43opening, which is incredible for the city and incredible for the
- 36:46guests, but also such a saturation that it, it becomes
- 36:50really noisy. It's hard to say.
- 36:51It's, I think the most important part, I guess when I say
- 36:55authenticity is like remembering to believe in yourself.
- 36:59And that's how the relevance will come to play because you
- 37:02can get really distracted by all that noise and you get in your
- 37:04head and start to feel, I, you know, I'm older.
- 37:08I'm not in the spotlight anymore.
- 37:09I sort of have, I, I talk myself off the ledge constantly about
- 37:13me. Like, am I even relevant
- 37:14anymore? Do people Remember Me?
- 37:16Billions of listeners. Billions.
- 37:19Billions. Now I've got billions.
- 37:20You're going to be huge in Hong Kong.
- 37:23Philippines #1 In. The Philippines.
- 37:25So yeah, I've always wanted to be.
- 37:28You know, it's like, sorry, it feels as though like restaurants
- 37:31like it's, it's, it's a, it's like a huge thing to like make
- 37:36it to five years now, you know, and like places like, like we're
- 37:41going on our 6th year. I think like Nick said, just had
- 37:44their fifth year and there's, you know, there's you still have
- 37:47to kind of put yourself out there and, and still try harder
- 37:52to get those people that like weren't here five years.
- 37:54Ago, right. And it's hard to get sometimes
- 37:56you get pigeonholed. And so as a chef, you evolved.
- 37:59Like the food that you were doing five years ago is not
- 38:01necessarily the food that you want to do today.
- 38:02But people don't want you to change either.
- 38:04Yeah, right. They still want to come in for
- 38:05this. Yeah.
- 38:06And it's like, well, my ideas have evolved and I know like,
- 38:09maybe that was good five years ago.
- 38:10Today it's different. Let me introduce you this.
- 38:11No, no, no, no. Don't introduce me to anything
- 38:13now. Yeah.
- 38:14I want to keep eating that. Yeah.
- 38:15It's the, you know, the Jon Favreau chocolates?
- 38:21Yeah. Was it flowerless?
- 38:22Flowerless chocolate cake from the movie Chef.
- 38:25Yeah, honestly, that I'm shocked at how good that Flowerless was.
- 38:29We went to Vegas over the summer and Mike went down to the chef
- 38:33food truck in our hotel and brought a little.
- 38:36Chef food truck? Is that like from the movie
- 38:37show? Yeah, yeah.
- 38:39Like Roy Choi has a restaurant in in the at the hotel we stayed
- 38:43at and it's called Best Friend. Phenomenal.
- 38:46It's really cool. It's like Korean, Mexican, OK,
- 38:50but near next next to that there was the chef truck from the
- 38:54movie they would sell. They were selling Cubanos and
- 38:59and like I got the flourless chocolate cake.
- 39:04Yeah, when it's I bring it up to the room and leave it there for
- 39:07a little bit and. 30 minutes later, that's.
- 39:10Still, the powerless chocolate cake is like one of the one of
- 39:13the goats of, of, of desserts, you know, like let me it's, it's
- 39:18rare that I have a pastry chef on very rare.
- 39:20So. I know what's up with that.
- 39:23There's not a lot of them, right?
- 39:24That that's that's problem number one is I think, you know,
- 39:27like people come to me and be like, hey, I want to become a
- 39:29pastry chef. I'll give you, I'll tell you
- 39:31what I tell people is like, just keep this in mind.
- 39:34Like not every restaurant that has a chef also has a pastry
- 39:38chef. So keep that in mind that
- 39:39there's going to be fewer opportunities for you.
- 39:41So that's one of the reasons why I tell people like really think
- 39:43this through because you don't have as much opportunity, but
- 39:47because I don't have. I wanted to ask you about
- 39:50desserts specifically. But now maybe we talk about
- 39:53advice for pastry chefs that are just getting in the game.
- 39:56So remind me to come back to like the goats of desserts.
- 39:59But like, if someone was coming into the game right now and they
- 40:01want to be and you're one of the the legendary pastry chefs, what
- 40:05advice would you give to someone that is like, OK, I'm 18 years
- 40:08old. I want to go to culinary school
- 40:10and I want to be a pastry chef. How do I make it in the world
- 40:12today? How?
- 40:14Much time do I have, I don't know.
- 40:17I mean, it's so hard. I think I would never want to
- 40:19deter anyone from it. But you know, you have to give
- 40:21the, the sound sage advice, like it's not an easy game to get
- 40:26into. But I think just really trusting
- 40:29yourself. And I guess I'll circle back to
- 40:31like being honest and authentic with yourself.
- 40:34Like it's a really, really difficult industry to break into
- 40:38and to be really successful at. It's not for the faint of heart.
- 40:42So it's, I don't know, I wish I had some like sound sage advice,
- 40:47but take risks. Don't be afraid to have doors
- 40:52closed before you so more doors can open like it's.
- 40:56You just really have to to be passionate about it, commit to
- 40:59it, give it your all. Let let me pretend I'm the 18
- 41:03year old and I'm asking you questions so I want very
- 41:05specific answers. OK OK I'm 18, new new culinary
- 41:09student. What school should I go to?
- 41:14The CIA was incredible for pastry.
- 41:17I mean, it's an incredible school to everyone who has been
- 41:20and is continuing thing to think about going there.
- 41:23I had an 18 year old cook at launderette that wanted to go
- 41:27for savory, so I advised her to continue to cook whether it was
- 41:33with us or in other restaurants around town before she made that
- 41:36commitment to truly decide. I think from the savory end of
- 41:39things you can get a really incredible education just
- 41:42working with dedicated chefs that are willing to teach for
- 41:46pastry. I think it's very useful and
- 41:51instrumental to have that wealth of knowledge because you get
- 41:54exposed to so many things that you wouldn't have the
- 41:57opportunity to be exposed to. Like I was blowing, pulling like
- 42:01sugar roses, you know, and making three tiered wedding
- 42:05cakes. Like those are things I never
- 42:06want to do again. But I was super thrilled to have
- 42:08the opportunity. So does the CIA have, and I
- 42:11don't know this, but like who has the most comprehensive
- 42:14pastry program that when you've worked with a lot of pastry
- 42:17students, like they're, they're, they're coming out with the most
- 42:20well-rounded skill set usually. Yes, for sure.
- 42:22Well is in the the program two years.
- 42:24Yeah, it's a two year associates program.
- 42:26You can do bachelor's as well. It's the way that it's designed.
- 42:31It's it's basically in in 3rd. So you do your first you went to
- 42:35the CIA. Did you know?
- 42:36No, I've been to the CIA, but not for like my main education.
- 42:38So it's like the first semester, if you will, which is a lot of
- 42:41the academics, and then you get your start getting your hands
- 42:45dirty and then your ex friendship is in the middle and
- 42:48then you go back for the remaining.
- 42:51And OK, so let's say they graduate from CIA and it's like,
- 42:53OK, where do I go? Do I go the hotel route?
- 42:55Do I go the Country Club route? Do I go independent restaurants?
- 42:57I. Do have to say the Culinary
- 42:59Institute, definitely at least 25 years ago when I was there
- 43:03was geared more towards the hotel route.
- 43:06For pastry. For pastry, for sure it's.
- 43:09Because they have a lot more opportunities usually, yeah.
- 43:12And so I felt, I knew that I want, I was living in in
- 43:15Brooklyn and I went up to school for that hiatus and then went
- 43:18back to Brooklyn. I knew that I was going back to
- 43:21New York. I didn't come out of that
- 43:22program thinking I was feeling super well connected.
- 43:25The chefs didn't have that same connection with chefs in New
- 43:28York restaurants and fine dining restaurants that they have with
- 43:32hotel organizations and larger or larger corporate groups.
- 43:36That's just the nature of it. I'm sure that's since changed,
- 43:39but there's other more specialized, you know, French
- 43:42culinary. Are they still the French
- 43:43culinary or they change their name?
- 43:44I don't know if that's open anymore.
- 43:45I think they changed their name to like, but there's also ICE
- 43:48International Culinary Education in in Manhattan.
- 43:52So there's two great schools in Manhattan.
- 43:55In hindsight, I absolutely love the program and I lose
- 44:01invaluable wealth of knowledge. But from a pragmatist
- 44:05perspective, sure, I probably could have stayed in the city
- 44:09and continued to work full time and gone to school and had an
- 44:11incredible education. So you don't have to go to the
- 44:14CIA. There's incredible schools and I
- 44:16think there's but. If you didn't want to go the CIA
- 44:19route, you would tell them, maybe get into a place where
- 44:21there's a very successful Patriot chef that you could
- 44:23learn under with a large pastry department.
- 44:26Yeah, and I think, you know, I, the only hotel I ever worked at
- 44:29was Canyon Ranch and it's a spa, so it was different, learned a
- 44:33lot. But in terms of pastry was there
- 44:35was some limitations because of the cuisine.
- 44:38But I think that's a great exposure for young cooks because
- 44:41it does give you structure. There is opportunity to do much
- 44:45like a culinary school. You have access to so much more
- 44:47than you do bigger machines. Yeah.
- 44:49More toys to play with, larger kitchen, larger like a crew of
- 44:55of teammates to to learn from as well which I think is super.
- 44:58Important as opposed to a small restaurant where it's just like
- 45:00you you. We, we, you mentioned going the
- 45:05Country Club route. I did my internship at a Country
- 45:07Club in Florida and for pastry, like the, the pastry department
- 45:13was like insane. Like, yeah, it had their own,
- 45:16like their own floor. It was like they had a French
- 45:19pastry stuff. So I feel like for pastry, it's
- 45:23it's it's very much like repetition and like you get a
- 45:26lot more reps and practice going that route.
- 45:29I I think I thought it was like kind of awesome that I did my
- 45:32internship because I got to see that I was like, hell no, I
- 45:35don't want to do that. I want to be in restaurant,
- 45:37right. I mean, and it was like, good,
- 45:38you know? Yeah, yeah, it was like it was
- 45:40the opposite effect. Yeah, we had.
- 45:41Stuck. There we had a bakery we had, so
- 45:43we had bread programs, we had a bakery, we had two restaurants.
- 45:46Like it was great for me to have that experience.
- 45:49I'm super glad it was a great learning experience.
- 45:52What about like a? High end grocery store now,
- 45:54because like some high end grocery stores, like they make
- 45:56great bread, they make great pastries, make cakes.
- 45:59I mean, is that like, like would you tell an 18 year old CIA
- 46:04culinary graduate that wants to be a pastry chef?
- 46:06Like, hey, why don't you go work in Whole Foods and work in their
- 46:09bread department for a while? We actually had one of my bread
- 46:13chefs, two of them actually were alums from Whole Foods, like way
- 46:17back when, you know, this was 2003.
- 46:20So they, they spoke so highly of Whole Foods in general, but just
- 46:26of that learning the bread program, like I think it's an
- 46:28incredible route to take. I think when, when I was in
- 46:31culinary school, I think we were all really wanting to get into
- 46:33like food writing and styling because that was sort of on the
- 46:37precipice of what was happening, right?
- 46:39The Food Network was blowing up back then.
- 46:43I think it was important for me to have exposure and to
- 46:46understand that there was much more than just going the
- 46:49traditional restaurant route or hotel route, that there's
- 46:52opportunities in this industry to do so much more.
- 46:54And I think, yeah, I mean high in grocery stores, food styling,
- 46:58all of that. There's so many opportunities to
- 47:00do to be a pastry chef in a non traditional way.
- 47:03OK, last question. I'm a young pastry chef and I'm
- 47:06just thinking about money. Where can I go to get paid the
- 47:08most? Like what kind of pastry chef do
- 47:10I need to become if I want to make the most amount of money I.
- 47:13Need to. I'm going to ask you that
- 47:14question. I have no idea.
- 47:16I'm still not making money. I know what I would say.
- 47:17I'm just curious if you agree. I would say like work your way
- 47:21up the biggest casinos in Vegas or Macau or something like that.
- 47:27Like they they pay their pastry chefs tons, but there's a lot of
- 47:30theatrics. There I did a couple events in
- 47:33Vegas and cooking in Vegas hotel kitchens were was an incredible
- 47:37experience. That was mind blowing.
- 47:39I mean, they had any gadget you want, it's there.
- 47:42They have access to all of the toys.
- 47:44So I think, yeah, if you're going to go that route and you
- 47:45want, I mean, it's, it's a hustle.
- 47:47It's a lot of hard work and then you're living in a place like
- 47:49Vegas. To make money like yeah, that
- 47:52and and the theatrics to do it, I think they'll be.
- 47:55Take those risks when you're young.
- 47:56I mean, it's a lot. It's it's easy to reinvent
- 47:59yourself and to move to a new city and make new community for
- 48:02yourself when you're young. It gets a lot more challenging
- 48:04as you get older. It's still worked on a yacht.
- 48:08We are obsessed with Below Deck, so what's?
- 48:10Below deck What? Below deck.
- 48:12Yeah, what is that? It's like the it's a reality
- 48:14show about the people that work on super yachts below deck.
- 48:18So it's the deckies, the deckhands and the interior and
- 48:22the chef and the IT and captain. It is wild.
- 48:25But I mean, of course, because it's Rob or whatever.
- 48:27I don't know if I should say that Channel, but did you like
- 48:31he loves it? And there's there's a sailing
- 48:34yacht version. There's the Med there in the
- 48:36Caribbean. I mean, it's wild and
- 48:37shenanigans and it's tawdry and it's a skizzy and disgusting.
- 48:40But but when you actually like take all that, yes, when you did
- 48:44all the trash out of it and you actually just think of like the
- 48:47structure of the show, they are, you know, there's 3 or 4
- 48:50deckhands and there's 3 or 4 interior and they are it's
- 48:53they're in hospitality, they're dealing with like different
- 48:56client based energies every three days.
- 48:58The only reason I like it is because they have to work.
- 49:02Yeah, they like, they can't. They can't be bullshitting.
- 49:05Like it's like it's not a. Like 20 hours a day, yeah.
- 49:08Literally. For four and they've got cameras
- 49:10in their face the. Whole day anyway, I was just
- 49:13saying like before Laura, they. Went up, sorry.
- 49:17About how she rolled a billion, loves the show.
- 49:19It's just so good, like taking those like those risks when
- 49:23you're younger, like versus, you know, thinking that you got to
- 49:26like grind. I, I did the opposite.
- 49:29I, I, you know, grunted it out in kitchens for, you know, 20
- 49:35years, keeping my head down before I was like, like this,
- 49:40this kind of sucks, you know, and like reserve your energy
- 49:43when you're young. I don't know, it feels like
- 49:47weird for me to say that now because like my younger self is
- 49:50just like no bullshit. I want to just do whatever I
- 49:53want and. But now your back hurts.
- 49:55And you're right, that's what I mean.
- 49:57If I would have told myself like, hey you know what, chill
- 49:59out dude. Like.
- 50:00You're going to be save some money.
- 50:02Yeah, like so buy a property in Austin.
- 50:06Kind of weird. I never thought that I would,
- 50:09like, say some of the things that I'm saying.
- 50:11But now that I'm actually in this point in my life and I, I
- 50:13hear myself speak like an older human being and I'm like, wow,
- 50:16it's actually happening. Yeah, but yeah, and you take
- 50:19those risks when you're young, it's not as easy to, I feel.
- 50:22Pretty good. I'm 45.
- 50:23You said you're 45 and, and yeah, we're, we're, we're sore
- 50:27and that. But like, you know, I still have
- 50:29a lot of fun. Doing I can cook circles around
- 50:32the 25 year olds so. Look at I for about 10 minutes.
- 50:35Yeah, like 10 minutes. I'm fucking good.
- 50:37After that I'm a. After they're like help me and
- 50:42after food. Someone asked me, They did.
- 50:46One of my friends, he's like one of my friends.
- 50:48We talk shit to each other all the time, as as close friends
- 50:52do. And he's like, you've been
- 50:53fucking retired for three years, you can't even cook anymore, I
- 50:56said. But I can still fucking tell
- 50:57people how to cook really well. That's what it should.
- 51:01But you can still tell you you're fucking doing it wrong.
- 51:03Better than the, better than all of them?
- 51:05Absolutely. So you're saying you're
- 51:06officially retired? Yeah, Three years.
- 51:08Three years. Three years, yeah.
- 51:09Yeah, three years. It's been three years that I
- 51:11haven't worked. I mean, I do a lot of
- 51:13consulting. I'll go in and write menus and
- 51:14teach people, but like being a chef, it's been 3.
- 51:17Years do we get to interview in this you in this moment.
- 51:19What what did that feel like for you to finally make that shift?
- 51:25Because I've I've sort of sorry, I'm going to turn this question
- 51:28on to myself. I've reached that crossroads
- 51:31many times where I'm like, I don't know if I want to do this
- 51:35anymore. Yeah.
- 51:36What else would I possibly do though?
- 51:38I'm a I'm a chef. I've been a chef for for.
- 51:41Me it was trying to figure out how to monetize my knowledge,
- 51:43right, because you still got bills to pay and you know,
- 51:46lifestyle to support. So I had to figure out like, OK,
- 51:48everything that I know is a chef.
- 51:49How can I take that knowledge and monetize it a different way
- 51:52through books, podcasts, you know, endorsement deals,
- 51:54consulting, stuff like that. So that was that was a challenge
- 51:58figuring that out. But the other challenge is I
- 52:02didn't, I didn't realize how lonely it would be not being a
- 52:05chef because I'm naturally introverted.
- 52:07Like I, I, I like, I like, I like stay home.
- 52:09I'm like quiet. I'm shy.
- 52:11I, I avoid people. I'm like people.
- 52:14But I thought that's what I wanted because I was always
- 52:18around people, hundreds of employees.
- 52:19You know, the last job I had, I had like 200 employees, right?
- 52:23And, you know, always dealing with problems.
- 52:25Like my mind was just always on. And the second that it turned
- 52:28off, when I say turned off, I mean like, there's no one to
- 52:31interact with and it's just me and my computer.
- 52:34I'm like, fuck, this is there's no one to talk to.
- 52:37There's no one to brainstorm with.
- 52:38There's no one to bullshit with. There's no one to just let me
- 52:40just go crack a joke with my susha that didn't exist.
- 52:43And then like when I reach out to friends, like, hey, what are
- 52:45you doing? Like, we're fucking working.
- 52:46Yeah. What are you doing?
- 52:49Like, nothing. You want to hang out?
- 52:51They're like, no, I'm at work. That was probably like.
- 52:54Yeah, that makes a. Lot of that's the hardest part
- 52:56is like going from constantly being around people, constantly
- 53:00just working by yourself. Yeah, and be having to, you
- 53:04know, it's one thing when you're in a kitchen, you're self
- 53:05motivated, but there's still people around you.
- 53:07It's another thing to have to be self motivated when no one's
- 53:09around, dude. You're you're ready for your own
- 53:12cooking show. Yeah.
- 53:14I think so. Man, maybe.
- 53:16You'd be great. Yeah, I mean.
- 53:18It's, I mean, I don't know what you would.
- 53:19Cook, you just set an induction burner here and do I.
- 53:21Have an idea, You know what I would do if like magic wand I
- 53:25could do whatever I want. I have two ideas but one I one I
- 53:27enjoy. So first idea would be like go
- 53:30into my recipe books. I started cooking in 1995 so get
- 53:34all my recipe books from 1995 to when I retired and just make
- 53:38those dishes exactly like we did.
- 53:40That would be like parsley on the ring, you know, fucking like
- 53:44zigzag balsamic, like just all the cheesy shit to the more
- 53:47modern stuff and like and like and like played it for everyone
- 53:51to say like I know this looks bad, but this was great in in
- 53:542000. I would do that.
- 53:56The other idea I would have and people could steal this idea.
- 53:59Just give me credit. I would love for someone to say,
- 54:03here's a restaurant, make the menu and cook every dish like
- 54:05randomly like OK, open a Takadia go and I'd have to make every
- 54:10dish okay. Open an Italian restaurant, go.
- 54:12And I want to see if I could like how good can I make food
- 54:14with random concepts that people throw at me?
- 54:17Like, could it be, you know, for TV, could it be as good as the
- 54:21best of the best? I'm really seeing this this
- 54:25evolution of your recipes, but in the.
- 54:27I'm thinking of the frost. I think that's gonna make a
- 54:29beautiful cookbook. Frosted tips.
- 54:32What about your hair? You're gonna.
- 54:33No, you turn it into the next guy, Fietti.
- 54:37I didn't wear Frost. I used to wear the big ass FUBU.
- 54:40Yeah, Pelli Pell. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I was, I was,
- 54:42I was definitely rocking that. I had my my my low rider cholo
- 54:46phase. You know, I was, I was doing all
- 54:48that. It's funny because the, the eras
- 54:49that we grew up in, you know, we're all kind of, you know,
- 54:51from the same era. It's like, man, it was so good
- 54:55when there was no cell phones. Oh yeah, it was so good when
- 54:57there was no social media and like the if you wanted privacy,
- 55:00you just went to the pay phone. So no, listen to the other
- 55:03phone. Right.
- 55:04You know what we're talking about the other day, talking
- 55:05about about party line. Did you?
- 55:07Oh yes, for those of you who didn't grow up with a landline
- 55:12party line was you could call somebody and then put them on
- 55:18hold by hanging up once, dialing another number and then you
- 55:22click on the hang up again and it if it combines the so it's a
- 55:27three-way call and then you would like.
- 55:31That's how you would catch the callers I.
- 55:33Told you like yeah, it's like those little things that we grew
- 55:39up with that like I love and like Laura grew up in
- 55:43Connecticut and I grew up in El Paso and like around the same
- 55:47time so we have these like shared moments even though we're
- 55:50like in the opposite side, you know the country we.
- 55:54Were both watching cartoons at 6:00 in the morning on a
- 55:56Saturday? Fucking cartoons back then were
- 55:57the best. Yeah.
- 55:58Same cartoon and like so we have these like oh.
- 56:00Remember that? Oh, look.
- 56:01At that oh that toy Oh yeah so like I love that about like pre
- 56:06cell phone like pre. Having to talk to.
- 56:08The Internet having to talk to people.
- 56:11We were just talking about that on in the a friend of ours who
- 56:15was like on this dating app and like had an amazing like 48
- 56:20hours and then all of a sudden it was like the guy like ghosted
- 56:24ghosted me. And I was just like talking
- 56:26about like how weird it is for me to even think about that
- 56:30because we started dating before there was any dating apps.
- 56:34So like that, that like that one thing is just like, so, so it's
- 56:37like I'm like trying to like theorize like, well, maybe
- 56:41because, you know, the apps are making guys too much of like,
- 56:46you know. It's too easy.
- 56:48Yeah, and then and then like me. Back in our day, we had me.
- 56:51When I first moved to Austin, like thinking like I'm gonna
- 56:55like, you know, crush it in the dating game and as a young 25
- 56:59year old and like getting rejected in like to your face,
- 57:03you know, right. Not like without not knowing
- 57:06anything about wiping in the Yeah.
- 57:07Not like she's 29 and you know, like this like there's like
- 57:12information that you have about a person before they reject you.
- 57:15And then like, like me remembering going up to like
- 57:20random person and like trying to like, you know.
- 57:23For lack of a better word, we had to.
- 57:25We had to raw dog it. You had to go to a bar and you
- 57:29had to talk to somebody and you know.
- 57:32I get the courage to to like walk over there.
- 57:36I don't know. Now it's like.
- 57:38We met we met through a friend and I was actually you were
- 57:42dating somebody, but I. But we knew.
- 57:44We knew. Like I knew you as a chef when
- 57:46you moved into town. I was like, man, fucking Renee
- 57:49and Laura are bad ass, you know, like, yeah, yeah.
- 57:51New York chefs like I back then, there wasn't back then, there
- 57:55was no building next to La Canessa.
- 57:58There was like a parking lot. A parking lot, right?
- 58:00You remember that? Yeah.
- 58:02And. And yeah.
- 58:03I remember, I remember using their their dumpster.
- 58:05Yeah, yeah. They did have a beautiful
- 58:08gigantic dumpster. But yeah, but then like, you
- 58:11know. Time string.
- 58:12Oh man, it was yeah, that was the W was just a hole in the
- 58:15ground. And then they started building
- 58:17it and it was scaffolding and it just, we watched that whole
- 58:19thing go up. But it was a totally different,
- 58:21you know, even just say 16 years ago when I moved here, it was a
- 58:24totally different fiddy, totally different culinary landscape for
- 58:28sure. I mean, there was just one of
- 58:30everything, you know? So normally when we wrap up the
- 58:33show, I asked just a couple of questions to the guests.
- 58:35So one of the questions is like if there was a Mount Rushmore of
- 58:39chefs. But because I didn't get to this
- 58:42question earlier, if there was a Mount Rushmore of desserts, like
- 58:454 desserts that you think are the most important desserts.
- 58:49Pressure. Pressure is on.
- 58:51Precious dish. What are the four most important
- 58:55desserts to you? Well, this could be a round
- 58:57table, I don't know. If it's I, I, I don't know.
- 59:00Let's see. Like you're talking classic.
- 59:02Classic. So the goats we're talking.
- 59:03Like like what are the four goats that will last that were
- 59:07popular then and will be popular moving forward?
- 59:10I mean, you got to throw in like a creme brulee.
- 59:13Yeah, I mean any custard. So any custard creme brulee for
- 59:16sure. That's true.
- 59:19I prefer flan over a creme brulee.
- 59:21But I know that's kind of divisive and people will have
- 59:23their opinions on it, but I like I like flan.
- 59:25I think it's just yeah, old school.
- 59:27I mean, I think a flowerless classic.
- 59:28Flan is perfect. Great chocolate flour.
- 59:32Perfect scoop of ice cream. No, no, no, yes.
- 59:35No, no. What flavor?
- 59:38So here's the thing, my family being from Argentina gulselechi
- 59:42ice cream is like is our goat. It's my sister and my mom are
- 59:45obsessed with it. My dad on the other hand likes
- 59:47chocolate and vanilla. He's old school.
- 59:49He's chocolate or vanilla. I sort of find myself leaning in
- 59:52that chocolate or vanilla. So when I was still back at
- 59:55launderette, I made what I think is truly the most perfect ice
- 59:58cream I've ever made in my life. And it was marbled chocolate and
- 1:00:01vanilla squirrel with a ribbon and fudge.
- 1:00:04Because it was also inspired, was inspired by my dad, but also
- 1:00:07because as a kid, my favorite. Baskin-robbins ice cream was
- 1:00:12world class chocolate and it was white, dark and milk chocolate
- 1:00:15all marbled together. It's, it's like we tried it
- 1:00:18together like back in El Paso a couple years ago.
- 1:00:20It's like chewy and there's just, you know, from the, the,
- 1:00:23the scoop going in the scoop going in, there was little bits
- 1:00:25of ice that would form in it. So it's a little, it was so
- 1:00:27good. Anyway, So I at launderette, I
- 1:00:29did my homage to that was chocolate vanilla.
- 1:00:32So I think I'm right down. I don't think.
- 1:00:33I could keep we have flan, we have ice cream, we have
- 1:00:36flourless chocolate, and then what's the fork?
- 1:00:39Like probably I'd have to go in like a croissant route, you
- 1:00:43know, I'd have to think of croissant or maybe we throw a
- 1:00:46fifth one in perfect doughnut. Yeah, perfect and fuck.
- 1:00:50Yeah, I mean a cake. Perfect.
- 1:00:52Old fashioned I want to say like New York style cheesecake with
- 1:00:56Raspberry cooling. Yes, okay, and let's take the
- 1:01:00doughnut out. Yes.
- 1:01:01So we're just naming desserts from the 80s that were really
- 1:01:03popular. Basically, yeah, yeah.
- 1:01:05Dude, I love old cuisine. It's like my favorite, my
- 1:01:08favorite chefs Marco Pierre White and.
- 1:01:10We've since restarted watching the the old school OG Iron Chef
- 1:01:16and it is blast aesthetically. Wild The food is strange.
- 1:01:20You're. Like, oh.
- 1:01:21What is this? What is it's?
- 1:01:22Wild. It's we actually we've enjoyed
- 1:01:24it quite a bit. It's a real like visual
- 1:01:26throwback. We might have to audit the the
- 1:01:29the one episode we watched was the the Japanese chef that
- 1:01:33trained in Mexico and so he was. You could do a whole you made.
- 1:01:36Tortillas and shit, really and, and, but he was up against the
- 1:01:40Italian chef and the Italian chef erroneously was fucking
- 1:01:45talking, talking shit about like how Italian Peppers are better
- 1:01:49than Mexican Peppers. Like what the?
- 1:01:52Fuck they were. They were throwing so much shade
- 1:01:54towards Mexico. We were like, this is.
- 1:01:56History lesson. History lesson, folks.
- 1:01:58In a culinary. Arena Chili's were brought to
- 1:02:01Italy from Mexico. Yeah, yeah.
- 1:02:03Yeah, Well, well, chef, last, last question.
- 1:02:06If you had a chef's PSA out there, what would what would you
- 1:02:08tell? What would you tell the young
- 1:02:09cooks? I say, I like to say like, own
- 1:02:15your shit, you know, like your own your shit.
- 1:02:19Like if you make a mistake, fess up to it, learn from it, move on
- 1:02:24and just don't do it again. I love that.
- 1:02:25Own your shit. That that, that is perfect,
- 1:02:28Succinct, short. Own your shit.
- 1:02:29Yeah, well, where can people find you?
- 1:02:33At So wakey wakey wakey wakey No At so wakey wakey on Instagram
- 1:02:37and. At oseo touch your table.
- 1:02:43If you want to see me, I'll touch your table at Oseo.
- 1:02:45Yes, there you. Go at cantinflado, can't see me
- 1:02:51at oseo and. It's stand up.
- 1:02:54And it's hopefully doing stand up.
- 1:02:55Yeah, well, I might, I might have another show coming up.
- 1:02:58We'll see you on Kill Tony soon enough.
- 1:03:00I gotta, yeah, I gotta work my way up to that.
- 1:03:03I know they're brutal. No, let's do some open mic.
- 1:03:06We'll do an open mic circuit and for sure.
- 1:03:08We'll got to do that. Yeah.
- 1:03:10All right. We'll eat a comedy club near
- 1:03:11you. Thank you guys.
- 1:03:12It was great. It was a great talk.
- 1:03:13Thanks. Super fun.
- 1:03:14Thanks for having us. Thanks for having us dude.
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