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Life After Life feat. Nikki Valentine · We Talk Back

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  Speaker 1: Hey y'all, it's Nikki Valentine. Join me on the We
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  Speaker 1: Talk Back podcast. This week we're getting into NDEs, leaving
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  Speaker 1: your body, spooky stories, and quantum manifesting. So join us there.
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  Speaker 2: Love you guys.
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  Speaker 3: Welcome to We Talk Back podcast, a production of iHeartRadio
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  Speaker 3: and the Black Effect Network.
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  Speaker 2: We're just two unapologetically Black women with an opinion who
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  Speaker 2: talk back.
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  Speaker 1: What's up y'all?
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  Speaker 2: It's your girl AJ Holiday.
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  Speaker 1: What's up T?
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  Speaker 4: Y'all, it's me, TMM. I love y'all so much. Thank
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  Speaker 4: y'all for coming back again this week. I feel like
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  Speaker 4: Russell Simmons at this point. Thank y'all for coming back.
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  Speaker 4: Y'all bless you.
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  Speaker 2: Good night. I love y'all. If I don't say it
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  Speaker 2: for the rest of the year, just know it. Okay?
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  Speaker 2: How was your weekend? Uneventful, for real.
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  Speaker 3: I was supposed to do so many different things this weekend.
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  Speaker 3: I was supposed to go to State Homecoming.
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  Speaker 2: Bingo.
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  Speaker 3: When I tell y'all... I had the worst. I thought
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  Speaker 3: I was 18 or I don't know. My period started
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  Speaker 3: when I was like 14, 13. That's what I felt
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  Speaker 3: like this weekend. I literally couldn't do shit, bitch. I
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  Speaker 3: was down for the count because of womanhood.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, yeah.
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  Speaker 3: I didn't want to do nothing. And I'm just watching
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  Speaker 3: all the videos. I miss all the festivities.
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  Speaker 2: Dang. That'll happen to you.
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  Speaker 3: I didn't do shit, but And I don't want to
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  Speaker 3: tell y'all what I did actually have to keep doing,
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  Speaker 3: but it was just bad.
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  Speaker 2: Masturbating?
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  Speaker 1: No, girl, with my period on?
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  Speaker 2: I masturbate during my period because it helps with cramps. Oh, no,
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  Speaker 2: I don't. Shit.
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  Speaker 3: Now, you do be like super horny when you period on.
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  Speaker 2: But it also helps with your cramps.
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  Speaker 3: Well, my cramps was so fucking bad. I thought I
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  Speaker 3: was going to die.
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  Speaker 2: Damn. For real.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know what's going on, child. I'm like, damn,
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  Speaker 3: is this my last period? Is a bitch about to
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  Speaker 3: go through menopause? Like, I'm scared as hell.
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  Speaker 2: Like, why the fuck is my period so bad? Did
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  Speaker 2: you take a plan B? No! Now they gotta have
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  Speaker 2: sex to get pregnant. That'll make your period worse. What
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  Speaker 2: did I do this weekend? I worked and then I
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  Speaker 2: just worked all weekend like a dog. And then on Sunday,
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  Speaker 2: I went to the South Carolina State Fair.
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  Speaker 4: As soon as I walked through the door, I turned
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  Speaker 4: instantly six years old. I want an elephant ear, especially
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  Speaker 4: I was on a nigga money and not my own.
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  Speaker 4: I want a candy apple. I want some cutting candy. Oh,
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  Speaker 4: you had a date to the fair?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I did. Interesting. It's so cute. He bought me
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  Speaker 2: a bear. He want me a mini cow. It's so cute.
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  Speaker 2: We had a good time. We didn't get on the rides, though.
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  Speaker 2: I was scared.
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  Speaker 4: It's just been too much shit about people dying on
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  Speaker 4: rides lately that just kind of like.
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  Speaker 3: I stopped getting on roller coasters and shit like that
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  Speaker 3: a long time ago. Because I remember one time, maybe
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  Speaker 3: the last time I was on a roller coaster, I
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  Speaker 3: was speaking a different language. Like, every time that shit
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  Speaker 3: was fucking dropping, I swear to.
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  Speaker 1: God, it's like.
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  Speaker 2: AJ. I swear to.
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  Speaker 1: It's almost like my brain was skipping.
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  Speaker 3: And so, in my mind, like, after I got off
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  Speaker 3: the ride, I'm like, what if that's what dying is like?
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  Speaker 3: And what if we fucking dying every time this shit
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  Speaker 3: go down and come back up? Like, we don't know, like,
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  Speaker 3: what's really happening to your brain and your heart and.
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  Speaker 2: All that shit.
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  Speaker 3: Like, you really could be that scared to it, like
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  Speaker 3: you dying and coming back.
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  Speaker 2: And you think you start speaking another language when you die?
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  Speaker 1: I swear to God, like.
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  Speaker 2: What language are you speaking? I don't know. I don't know.
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  Speaker 3: Like, imagine gibberish. Imagine trying to talk, right?
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  Speaker 2: Or imagine... I wasn't even intentionally trying to talk.
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  Speaker 3: It was the weirdest thing ever, but something was coming
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  Speaker 3: out my mouth that I wasn't trying to say.
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  Speaker 2: There's a joke in there. There's a joke in there.
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  Speaker 2: I just can't think of what it is. Something was
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  Speaker 2: coming out of my mouth. I just can't think of
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  Speaker 2: what it was. I have a joke. I can't put
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  Speaker 2: my finger on it right now.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know the joke, but girl, from that point,
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, I ain't getting back on.
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  Speaker 4: I stopped getting on roller coasters a long time ago
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  Speaker 4: because I faint. I faint immediately. It's a waste of
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  Speaker 4: money for me. I just wake up like, is it over?
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  Speaker 4: So you actually faint? You think that's normal?
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  Speaker 2: That's not normal. What's causing you to faint? No, that's
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  Speaker 2: a response to fear. Our body shuts down.
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  Speaker 1: But what if it don't power back up? Did you die?
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  Speaker 2: I mean, if you don't wake up, you definitely die.
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  Speaker 1: You know, my sister's so fucking crazy.
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  Speaker 3: Like, she had a few people die in her, like,
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  Speaker 3: her friend group recently. And she keeps saying shit like,
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  Speaker 3: I cannot believe they woke up dead.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, wait, what? How do you wake up dead?
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  Speaker 2: So you wake up somewhere else. Dead. I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: Maybe you wake up coming out of somebody else's coochie.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: That'd be crazy. You was at the club getting fucked up,
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  Speaker 2: went to sleep, woke up like... I'd be crying too.
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  Speaker 1: What the fuck? Exactly. What the fuck happened?
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  Speaker 2: That shit tastes funny. I'm white.
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  Speaker 1: I'm white.
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  Speaker 2: I'm white.
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  Speaker 3: Yo that's hilarious man you just never know how.
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  Speaker 2: It happens you never know let's get into this all.
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  Speaker 3: Right um so i saw this article online it was
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  Speaker 3: about a 23 year old milwaukee woman accused of posing
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  Speaker 3: as a substitute teacher to insult students says she was
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  Speaker 3: bored and hates kids Now, she's 23, and this is
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  Speaker 3: her former high school.
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  Speaker 1: So she allegedly.
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  Speaker 3: Walked into the Milwaukee High School, signed in as a substitute,
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  Speaker 3: and ended up running a classroom.
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  Speaker 2: According to channel complaint.
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  Speaker 3: Excuse me, according to the criminal complaint, 23-year-old Amy Jones
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  Speaker 3: posed as a substitute at Rufus King International High School
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  Speaker 3: in September of Students reported that she cursed at them,
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  Speaker 3: used racial slurs, mopped their appearances, and asked inappropriate questions
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  Speaker 3: about their sex lives. The complaint says Jones told police
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  Speaker 3: she was bored, hated kids, and wanted to mess around.
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  Speaker 3: She faces felony charges for impersonating a public employee and
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  Speaker 3: exposing children to harmful descriptions. Milwaukee Public Schools says its
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  Speaker 3: investigation is ongoing.
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  Speaker 2: Girl, what? Girl, you don't have nothing to do.
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  Speaker 4: I admire that level of petty, though. I do admire that,
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  Speaker 4: that you go to great lengths to get back at children.
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  Speaker 2: But, I mean, like, to talk teenagers. But that's a while.
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  Speaker 2: You need a job, sis. Yeah, like, you could have
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  Speaker 2: really just got a paycheck. Kids are awful, though. Sometimes
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  Speaker 2: they need a little reckoning.
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  Speaker 3: Especially like these new kids, like whatever generation they're called now.
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  Speaker 3: It's almost like, I don't know, like everybody is not
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  Speaker 3: a winner. I want them to know that.
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  Speaker 2: Okay.
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  Speaker 3: You're not going to always win. You've seen the story,
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  Speaker 3: the viral story of this little boy playing soccer.
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  Speaker 2: And the little black boy? Yes.
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  Speaker 3: The coach calls the police. The coach, who's also a
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  Speaker 3: black man. See, all y'all thought it was a Karen.
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  Speaker 3: It's actually a black man who called the police on
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  Speaker 3: this little boy.
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  Speaker 2: Why? Because he wasn't passing a ball. Right.
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  Speaker 3: But it's not that he wasn't. I didn't see a
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  Speaker 3: kid not passing a ball. Maybe there wasn't anybody that
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  Speaker 3: he could pass the ball to that would actually make
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  Speaker 3: it to the goal. And what I'm confused about is
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  Speaker 3: why did he call the police about not passing the ball?
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  Speaker 1: I have no idea.
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  Speaker 2: So the parents said like they huddled up.
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  Speaker 3: The parents of the little boy said that the other
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  Speaker 3: parents and the coach like huddled up and then eventually
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  Speaker 3: like police was called.
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  Speaker 2: On this little boy for not, like literally for not
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  Speaker 2: giving him the ball. Was the police call on the
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  Speaker 2: parents because they was popping shit in the audience or something?
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  Speaker 2: I just can't imagine calling the police on a three-year-old.
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  Speaker 1: The report was the kid wouldn't give the ball up.
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  Speaker 2: That's wild.
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  Speaker 3: And he was hitting it, like he, he's a professional
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  Speaker 3: soccer player as far as I'm concerned.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, he was cute. He looked so cute running that ball.
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  Speaker 2: He's three playing with five-year-olds. Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: So people in the comments was like, oh, you need
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  Speaker 3: to teach him how to share the ball. It's, But
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  Speaker 3: maybe he understands that part of playing soccer. Maybe these
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  Speaker 3: kids are not going to get it to the goal, though.
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  Speaker 3: He knows that, so he's like, I'm going to just
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  Speaker 3: get it all the way there.
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  Speaker 1: Sure, we're going to win.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know.
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  Speaker 4: All I know is the police was a waste of
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  Speaker 4: tax dollars, honestly, for calling on a three-year-old who winning.
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  Speaker 2: It's weird.
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  Speaker 3: Everybody is not a winner, and the rest of those
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  Speaker 3: kids is losers on those scenes.
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  Speaker 2: Speaking of winning and not winning... What's going.
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  Speaker 4: On with our good sister Keisha Cole right now?
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  Speaker 2: Damn, she losing? She looked like she was losing it
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  Speaker 2: on the stage. Singing.
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  Speaker 4: She looked like she high. She looked like she's drunk.
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  Speaker 4: I don't know if it was just a one-off. Well, no,
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  Speaker 4: it's not one-off because we've seen it more than once
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  Speaker 4: where she seems like she's highly inebriated while she's performing now.
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  Speaker 2: She's dating.
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  Speaker 4: Skrilla, her and this gentleman who's 27 years old. They
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  Speaker 4: posted pictures in July 2026, including.
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  Speaker 2: A bathroom selfie and club photos. Pretty much heart-launching their
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  Speaker 2: relationship for the world to see. And since she's been
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  Speaker 2: with this young man, it just seems like... she might
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  Speaker 2: be under the influence of drugs and alcohol more heavily.
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  Speaker 1: She might have had a spirit of Frankie on her.
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  Speaker 2: Her mama. Mm-hmm. Who knows?
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  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying? Like, you know, addiction is
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  Speaker 1: definitely like hereditary.
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  Speaker 2: Hereditary.
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  Speaker 3: You got to be real careful because you are predisposed
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  Speaker 3: to To, you know, whatever your parents had going on.
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  Speaker 1: So it's possible. I mean, I just think Keisha Coles
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  Speaker 1: has a broken heart.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah. And instead of fixing herself, she tries to fix
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  Speaker 3: herself through other people, through men in particular.
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  Speaker 2: Right.
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  Speaker 3: I mean, you remember her baby daddy, one of the
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  Speaker 3: baby dads is young as hell. You know, it's almost like, yeah,
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  Speaker 3: she just she needs to she needs to be by herself.
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  Speaker 3: She doesn't seem like somebody who can actually be alone.
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  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.
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  Speaker 1: Right?
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  Speaker 3: And you letting these random ass... Bitch, you're Keisha Cole.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know if you know that or not. But
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  Speaker 3: stand up for Keisha Cole.
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  Speaker 2: Skrilla? That ain't even the type of young nigga I
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  Speaker 2: just see her with. She like hood, hood, hoodie, hood.
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  Speaker 1: He's a Philly nigga, dusty. I think that nigga's a warlock.
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  Speaker 3: So we talk about her being under the influence of drugs.
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  Speaker 1: He probably got voodoo on her ass.
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  Speaker 3: This is the same little dude who had that 6'7 song,
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  Speaker 3: all the kids singing that shit, chanting 6'7 for the
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  Speaker 3: whole summer.
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  Speaker 2: Are you sure? That is this guy. Yes, that's this guy.
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  Speaker 1: So Keisha Cole fucking with a whole warlock, y'all.
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  Speaker 2: I'm convinced. Well, we just need to lift her up
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  Speaker 2: in prayer that she is delivered from this. I don't
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  Speaker 2: feel like it.
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  Speaker 1: Some people be exactly where the fuck they want to
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  Speaker 1: be at.
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  Speaker 3: Like, I'm not using my prayers on people who doing
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  Speaker 3: what the fuck they want to do.
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  Speaker 1: Like, You're not even going to actually pray for her.
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  Speaker 1: You know, people say that and don't actually pray for people.
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  Speaker 2: I'm going to add her to my prayers. For real.
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  Speaker 3: So when you're praying, you're going to be like, and God,
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  Speaker 3: please watch after Keisha.
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  Speaker 2: You're not doing that. Yes, I will. I literally will.
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  Speaker 1: Girl, okay.
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  Speaker 2: I literally will.
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  Speaker 4: I'm going to put a camera in your room. In
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  Speaker 4: my mind, it won't be verbally out loud.
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  Speaker 3: But in the middle of your prayers.
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  Speaker 1: So say, for instance, you say.
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  Speaker 2: If I say, hey, I'm going to pray for you,
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  Speaker 2: then I really pray for you. You don't? No, because
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  Speaker 2: I don't tell people I'm going to pray for them.
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  Speaker 3: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: No. You don't pray for people? No, I don't. Oh. No,
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  Speaker 2: I do that all the time. I got a prayer list.
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  Speaker 2: I'm going to add a motherfucker to my prayer. Excuse me, God.
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  Speaker 2: I'm going to add somebody to my prayer list real quick.
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  Speaker 4: Well, if y'all are prayer warriors, please add Keisha Cole
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  Speaker 4: to your prayer list this evening in.
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  Speaker 2: Jesus' name. Amen. What else happened?
• 13:02
  Speaker 3: Detroit funeral home VP found dead days after family said
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  Speaker 3: their mother was mistakenly cremated and another woman was dressed
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  Speaker 3: in her clothes. The vice president of operations at Hutchison
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  Speaker 3: Funeral Home in Detroit, Joseph Hutchison Jr., was found dead
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  Speaker 3: Thursday at an apartment complex, according to Metro Detroit News.
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  Speaker 3: His death came just days after his funeral home was
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  Speaker 3: accused by the family of Kimberly Moore of mistakenly cremating
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  Speaker 3: before her scheduled viewing and presenting another woman's body dressed
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  Speaker 3: in Moore's clothes. A cause of death has not been
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  Speaker 3: publicly confirmed and there is currently no verified connection between
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  Speaker 3: his death and the funeral home controversy. So why I
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  Speaker 3: got the pictures of these people, family members out there,
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  Speaker 3: obviously they were outraged because y'all cremated my mama.
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  Speaker 2: Right.
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  Speaker 4: And I didn't even get to say goodbye. And then
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  Speaker 4: got another woman in her dress in the casket at
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  Speaker 4: the funeral? Or this was at the viewing?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, at the viewing.
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  Speaker 2: Dang, that is crazy. Mm-hmm. That is a mistake. That's
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  Speaker 2: a huge mistake to make. Yeah, shit happens. I don't know, man.
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  Speaker 1: So now, yeah, they found him dead.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know. You think the family killed him?
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  Speaker 1: Absolutely.
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  Speaker 3: You think maybe he was like, I'm not refunding y'all
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  Speaker 3: for the burial?
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  Speaker 2: I know something happened.
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  Speaker 4: I don't think he was as remorseful as that family
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  Speaker 4: would have liked. And I think one of them cousins,
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  Speaker 4: Cousin Gertie, Get Gertie.
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  Speaker 2: Get Gertie. And Gertie did.
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  Speaker 4: Something to his ass, I think. Which is not okay either,
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  Speaker 4: you know, but that's what I believe happened.
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  Speaker 2: I might be wrong. He might have just, it was
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  Speaker 2: his number was up.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, because they said they don't have a cause of
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  Speaker 3: death yet, but it's just, maybe he was stressed about it.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know. Yeah, he might have been sick about
• 15:00
  Speaker 2: making that mistake and had a heart attack. Who knows?
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: All right. What are we talking about today? Okay.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know, Halloween this week.
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  Speaker 2: I know. Are you going outside this weekend? You know,
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  Speaker 2: I keep saying I am. I just don't know.
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  Speaker 1: I don't have a costume. You know, and Halloween is
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  Speaker 1: on a Saturday. Yeah. You got something planned?
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  Speaker 4: I've got this outfit from Naked Wardrobe that look good
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  Speaker 4: on me. I'm just going to go as a bad bitch.
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  Speaker 4: I'm taking my locks out. I'm about to put my
• 15:30
  Speaker 4: tracks back in tomorrow, and I just might be a
• 15:32
  Speaker 4: bad bitch this weekend because the Hornets are playing the 76ers,
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  Speaker 4: so LeBron going to be in town this weekend.
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  Speaker 2: So I'm coming outside. I just don't think I'm dressing
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  Speaker 2: as no character.
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  Speaker 1: We'll see.
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  Speaker 2: I might pull up on my guy kids earlier and
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  Speaker 2: paint my face a little bit. We'll see. Who knows?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't got nothing planned for real. You know,
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  Speaker 3: my homegirl, Chris Kaelin, she's supposed to be having a
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  Speaker 3: hemathy party Saturday. Like, everybody dressing up like the niggas.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, yeah. Dressed as dudes.
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  Speaker 1: But it's not really dressed like dudes. Like, they be
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  Speaker 1: looking like butches.
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  Speaker 2: They be looking like dykes. Yeah, I think that's the
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  Speaker 2: whole point.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's not hemathy. But how they gonna look?
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  Speaker 2: It's not like they could look like a nigga for real,
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  Speaker 2: you know?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, but the fashion, the fashion that they be wearing,
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  Speaker 3: like the boots and the shorts and the tube socks
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  Speaker 3: kind of up, like all the jewelry, the hat.
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  Speaker 2: Like, that's how, like, butches be dressed.
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  Speaker 1: Oftentimes.
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  Speaker 2: That's not really how, like, hemathees dress. No? I don't know.
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  Speaker 2: I don't. I guess. What do dudes wear? Like, what
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  Speaker 2: would you wear? If I were, like, a man? Mm-hmm.
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  Speaker 3: I think I would be, like, more, like, casual, like,
• 16:47
  Speaker 3: slacks and button-ups and shit like that.
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: I think that's how I would.
• 16:51
  Speaker 2: Dress if I were a man. I mean, if you
• 16:51
  Speaker 2: were going to a party, not if you really were
• 16:53
  Speaker 2: a man. But I thought like this.
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: Slacks?
• 16:56
  Speaker 2: I'm going to be him with you. I would like
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: to wear slacks and Stacey Adams. Face ass.
• 17:06
  Speaker 3: If I was dressing up like Hemothy, I would put
• 17:08
  Speaker 3: that shit on. Like, I'm not about to put on, like,
• 17:11
  Speaker 3: looking like the St.
• 17:13
  Speaker 2: Lunatics.
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: They probably just asked.
• 17:16
  Speaker 4: The nigga they know for a little bit of something
• 17:18
  Speaker 4: that they could wear that could fit their size.
• 17:20
  Speaker 2: You going to buy shit to wear that?
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. Like, that's all I'm not about
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: to do. So I don't know.
• 17:25
  Speaker 3: I'm probably not even attending that either.
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: I don't know. I'll probably be in the fucking house again.
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: Come outside.
• 17:32
  Speaker 2: Come to Charlotte.
• 17:32
  Speaker 4: We outside this weekend. Just come as a bad bitch.
• 17:35
  Speaker 4: That's what, if anybody asks me.
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: We'll be right back. All right, y'all.
• 17:44
  Speaker 3: So we are back and we have a very special
• 17:47
  Speaker 3: guest on We Talk Back this evening.
• 17:49
  Speaker 1: She, God sent her right quick. Okay. Miss Nikki Valentine.
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: Welcome to We Talk Back.
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: Hey girl. Hey. Hello. Hello. How y'all doing? Good, good, good.
• 18:02
  Speaker 3: And sorry, usually I have like a whole like, you know,
• 18:05
  Speaker 3: spiel a nice intro for our guests, but I literally
• 18:08
  Speaker 3: did not have enough time to put together one nice,
• 18:12
  Speaker 3: a nice one for you.
• 18:13
  Speaker 2: So if you could tell our listeners.
• 18:15
  Speaker 4: Tell the audience why you don't have it though. Like
• 18:18
  Speaker 4: the backstory of what happened. No, I'm not doing that.
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: No, you're not going to tell them?
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: No, no.
• 18:23
  Speaker 2: Okay, okay.
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: I'll tell.
• 18:25
  Speaker 3: So we were supposed to have another guest on the
• 18:27
  Speaker 3: show today, but we got stood up.
• 18:30
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: We got ghosted.
• 18:32
  Speaker 2: Halloween. Right.
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: We got ghosted by our guest.
• 18:36
  Speaker 3: And last minute, Tam was able to find the amazing
• 18:41
  Speaker 3: Nikki Valentine.
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: And she pulled up last minute.
• 18:44
  Speaker 2: But it's not circumstantial. It happens for a reason. Everything
• 18:48
  Speaker 2: happens for a reason. Exactly.
• 18:51
  Speaker 3: Before you came on, I said, watch this be a
• 18:53
  Speaker 3: good-ass episode.
• 18:54
  Speaker 2: It will be amazing. I love when things work out
• 18:58
  Speaker 2: like that. Yes. Okay.
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: Supposed to.
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: And here we are. So Nikki, tell us about yourself. Absolutely.
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: So I'm Nikki Valentine.
• 19:06
  Speaker 2: Hi, everybody.
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: Nice to virtually meet you guys. I am an alchemist
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: and transformation coach. I've been coaching for about eight years.
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: helping people raise their frequency and manifest a life they
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: actually want, not the one you think you're supposed to have.
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: So that is where you'll probably see a lot of
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: my spiritual or healing content on the Internet. I'm not
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: an influencer, but I am here to influence people to
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: live a better lifestyle.
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: Yes. Thank you.
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: Thank you, God.
• 19:29
  Speaker 2: Thank you, God. You see.
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: Look, I already feel something.
• 19:34
  Speaker 3: So our original guest was coming on to talk about
• 19:37
  Speaker 3: her NDE, her near-death experience.
• 19:42
  Speaker 2: And literally, we were finding another.
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: Guest, you know, because it's Halloween.
• 19:45
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: So, I mean, it's not really a scary thing. We
• 19:48
  Speaker 3: talked about on an episode, we recorded about death and
• 19:52
  Speaker 3: all the things.
• 19:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: So I don't know.
• 19:55
  Speaker 2: What happened to you girl? Well, here's what happened to
• 19:58
  Speaker 2: me girl.
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: You want to know what's crazy? So I always tell
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: people the wildest thing about this story is that this
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: happened to me on the way to church. you know,
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: figure that you would find out about life, death and
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: spirituality on your way to a church. I was 17.
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: I was on the way to youth group with two.
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: Of my friends.
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: So I was in the front passenger side. A friend
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: of mine was driving. We had a friend behind her.
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: And we crossed through an intersection at a green light,
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: as you do, listening to our little Christian music, you know,
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: feeling good. I was a very goody two shoes in
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: high school. And A guy ran a red light. So
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: imagine you're going this way. I'm this way. The car
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: literally runs a red light and slams into my door.
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: So he was going about 50 miles an hour. Here's
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: what's weird is as he passed and hit my door,
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: he was in slow motion for me. And I had
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: to do research for many, many years on NDEs to
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: understand what happened to me. But that's actually something that
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: people say is very common, that you start to see
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: the scene in slow motion right before you actually die
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: and then come back. So he hits my car.
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: He keeps going. It's a hit and run. So he's gone.
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: No one's ever found him. I still to this day
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: couldn't tell you who actually changed my life and everything.
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: Killed me.
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: But essentially our car spun out into the intersection and
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: stopped moving, but we happened to be hit right in
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: front of a fire station. So there was an EMT
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: that was pulling out at the same time that we
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: got hit to go on another call. So they actually
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: rerouted that call and pulled up to our car, which
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: is where things got a little weird. When the car
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: hit me, I remember that everything went black, but not
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: in the way of my eyes are closed or I
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: got knocked out or I passed out. I distinctly remember
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: being knocked out of my body and the only thing
• 21:46
  Speaker 1: that was left was the sound of my voice.
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: So imagine.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: The entire world is there and you're you. And just
• 21:52
  Speaker 1: like that, there was absolutely nothing. It was darker than
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: the way I describe it to people is the abyss.
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: It's black you've ever seen because it was the absence
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: of anything. And I will never forget it. I'm 41 now.
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: And this happened when I was 17. But I'll never
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: forget this thought of I could hear the sound of
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: my own voice. And it was so smooth that the
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: voice said, oh, I'm dead. And I remember in that moment,
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: like waiting for me to be scared of it.
• 22:20
  Speaker 2: But I wasn't.
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: And I just sat there in the void. And interestingly,
• 22:24
  Speaker 1: it took me many years of spiritual research and reading
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: the Bhagavad Gita and all kinds of Buddhist texts to
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: figure out. that there is an other side, but the
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: void is sort of the waiting room before the other side.
• 22:35
  Speaker 1: So all the people who say they went back and
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: they saw family members and they saw angels and fields
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: of green, they actually made it all the way to
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: the other side. I made it to like, you know,
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: when people say they went through the tunnel and saw
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: the light, like it was very black and then they
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: saw light, I was in the black. And the reason
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: I know that is different than being knocked out, concussed, asleep,
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: any of that, is I remember coming back into my body.
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: And that is actually the wildest experience because when I
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: came back into my body, it was dark, but I
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: could hear traffic. I could hear the people in the car.
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: Everything came back, even though my eyes were still closed.
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: And my first thought was, oh, I'm not dead anymore.
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: My glasses must be broken because I wore glasses when
• 23:18
  Speaker 1: I was 17 because the car hit so hard that
• 23:20
  Speaker 1: my entire window exploded, the door crushed and everything.
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, okay, if.
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: I'm no longer dead, then I must be in terrible
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: condition and everything must be broken into my eyes.
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: I opened my eyes.
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: And I'm like, wait, I'm pretty sure I was dead
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: for like five minutes. How am I here and I'm
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: not dead? And this is where things get interesting. Before
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: I could finish that thought, my door was snatched open
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: by an EMT. They didn't let me walk away from
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: that car accident. They put a neck brace on me
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: in the car and two of them lifted me out
• 23:48
  Speaker 1: into a stretcher. The driver was lifted out and put
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: in the same stretcher as me. Here's what's weird. I
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: have a full memory and so does the driver of
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: of me walking out of that car accident completely fine
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: and calling my mom. And I actually remember what I said,
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: which is, hey, mom, I got in a car accident,
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: but I'm fine.
• 24:09
  Speaker 2: Meet me at St. Anthony's Hospital, which is in St. Petersburg, Florida.
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: My mom met me at that hospital. No one called her.
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: No one could have called her. No one had her
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: phone number.
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: I was in a stretcher, unable to speak because a
• 24:22
  Speaker 1: neck brace actually comes up to like your chin.
• 24:24
  Speaker 2: You can't move.
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: And it took me 20 years to piece together what
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: was what happened. And actually, the way I piece it
• 24:31
  Speaker 1: together is I finally I'd been doing some therapy and
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: shadow work of my own. I reached out to the
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: driver and I said, I don't want to ask you this,
• 24:38
  Speaker 1: but I'm going to ask you this. Can you tell
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: me what you remember of this car accident? I didn't
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: tell her what my theory was. I just wanted her
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: pure recollection. She sends me like seven voice notes, all
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: the same details I remember. But she also says, I
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: have two memories of that car accident.
• 24:53
  Speaker 2: I said, what do you mean?
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: Because now I'm like shaking like, oh, Jesus Christ. Okay,
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: maybe I'm not crazy. She said, Nikki, I was driving
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: that car. I remember you walking out of the car
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: and calling your mom. But I know that's impossible because
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: I was in the same stretcher with you. And we
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: were both lifted out of the car. And there is
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: no way you could have walked away from that accident
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: nor called your mom. But I remember it. You remember it.
• 25:18
  Speaker 1: And my mom arrived at the hospital without anybody calling her.
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: The exact hospital I told her to be at, she
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: was there in like 10 minutes. And when the people,
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: they were like, wait, who are you here to see?
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: How did you get here? She said, my daughter called me.
• 25:31
  Speaker 1: And they were like, that's impossible. Your daughter couldn't have
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: called you. I was on a gurney for an hour
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: and a half strapped to that stretcher. So even when
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: I got to the hospital, I couldn't have called her.
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: I had no access to my phone, to anything. And
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: it took us so long to piece together what happened
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: and I needed the driver's information because for 20 years
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: I was like I'm nuts I didn't tell anybody I
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: knew when I made that video on TikTok and Instagram
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: that was the first time people in my own life
• 26:00
  Speaker 1: had heard the story because I was like they're gonna
• 26:02
  Speaker 1: put me in a mental hospital there is no way
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: so for the last two or three or four years
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: I've been studying NDE videos I've watched thousands of NDE
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: videos I've read books about Journey of Souls all kinds
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: of books before I realized I'm not the only person
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: this happened to and that the void is actually a place.
• 26:20
  Speaker 1: And what happened is it's it's weird because it's an NDE,
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: but it's also like a quantum timeline jump of there
• 26:29
  Speaker 1: is a reality in which I died at 17.
• 26:33
  Speaker 2: And there's one in which I lived.
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: Here's where it gets really weird. I was in a
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: dance team. I had a job, a bunch of things.
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: I was like super involved. When I got out of
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: that car accident, I quit everything the following week. Quit
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: my job, quit my dance club. I was like captain
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: of a whatever. I quit everything. And that wasn't the
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: weird part. The weird part is people I had been
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: best friends with walked by me like we had never spoken.
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: A guy I was dating for like two years long
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: distance disappeared, couldn't reach him on the phone. Three years later,
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: we found out that he had been trying to send
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: me letters because he was so concerned that I disappeared.
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: He had 30 letters that got sent back to his house,
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: returned to sender. My parents have lived in the same
• 27:17
  Speaker 1: house for 30 years. There is no way he could
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: have sent that to a house. And he showed me
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: the letters. The address was right. Everything, all of them
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: got sent back. 30 of them got sent back. And
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: over that next year, A bunch of little things in
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: my life were completely different. Like I said, best friends
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: were no longer my best friend. A person that I
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: knew who was like my obscure friend became the homecoming queen.
• 27:40
  Speaker 1: Like things that just, it wasn't my life. Most of
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: it was still the same. But there were parts of
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: it that were completely different that nobody had an explanation for.
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: I didn't know why these people disappeared, stopped talking to me.
• 27:53
  Speaker 2: And I just had to hold on to that for
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: 20 years. Hold on, Nikki. I got a question. Please.
• 28:01
  Speaker 2: I love your face right now. She's like, what? So
• 28:04
  Speaker 2: your best homegirl walked past you like she didn't know
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: who you was after you got in a car accident. Yes.
• 28:11
  Speaker 2: And what did you say to her?
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: Girl, hey.
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: Like, and she was like, I mean, we weren't that close.
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, what do you mean?
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: I was at your house every week. Me and your
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: mom are like this. I've slept over at your house. Like,
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: she had a completely different group of friends who she
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: swore she had.
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: But she remembered you though, right?
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: She remembered that I existed. She never remembered that we
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: were best friends.
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: Hold on, y'all.
• 28:33
  Speaker 3: I'm not going to be, listen. You remember my friend, Xavier,
• 28:36
  Speaker 3: the one who got in a bad car accident?
• 28:38
  Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.
• 28:39
  Speaker 3: This literally sounds like, you know, how, like, our relationship
• 28:44
  Speaker 3: ended after her car accident.
• 28:48
  Speaker 2: No way.
• 28:48
  Speaker 3: And it was, it was so, like, devastating to me. Like, it's,
• 28:52
  Speaker 3: I'm almost feeling like something right now. It was so
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: devastating to me because I'm like, what the fuck is
• 28:56
  Speaker 3: going on?
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: Oh.
• 28:58
  Speaker 3: But it was after this accident that she started acting like.
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: We were never fucking friends.
• 29:06
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: So it was like in reverse, basically.
• 29:08
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying?
• 29:09
  Speaker 3: So maybe in the timeline that she is in right now,
• 29:12
  Speaker 3: I don't exist in it.
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: Or you guys weren't that close.
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: I swear to you, because that guy I was dating,
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: and I will never forget, that sent me into like
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: a spiral of depression when he showed me those return envelopes.
• 29:22
  Speaker 1: Because literally, we would talk every day. And after that accident,
• 29:25
  Speaker 1: I couldn't reach him on the phone. It was like
• 29:26
  Speaker 1: being ghosted. And I was like, How do you go
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: from being in a relationship with someone to being ghost?
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: Like that actually doesn't make any sense. And so I
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: just had to move on, go to college, didn't know
• 29:35
  Speaker 1: where this guy disappeared to. And for a year and
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: a half later for him to find me on AOL.
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: of all places back in the day. And he's like,
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: I'm like, you've been looking for me. I've been looking
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: for you.
• 29:47
  Speaker 2: What an a-hole. You just ghost me. He was like, no,
• 29:49
  Speaker 2: I didn't. I'm like, what do you mean? No, you didn't.
• 29:51
  Speaker 1: He said, Nikki, I have sent you 30 letters and
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: I can prove it. I've been trying to contact you.
• 29:55
  Speaker 2: So we just....
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: Switched to two different timelines where he could not contact
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: me for years and I couldn't contact him for years
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: like there. And there were so many of those things.
• 30:06
  Speaker 1: I was a very passionate dancer for me to just
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: quit my dancing. It's like I didn't even know those girls.
• 30:11
  Speaker 2: I didn't care. I was the president of my surface club.
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: I was a senior.
• 30:15
  Speaker 1: It was my second second semester of my senior year.
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: So imagine you've done things for four years and I
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: just quit because I was like, Why am I signing
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: up for any of this? I don't care about any
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: of this. And people were shocked. They were like, what
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: are you doing? We're about to do like, you're about
• 30:30
  Speaker 1: to get all your senior letters and your Parsi jacket
• 30:32
  Speaker 1: and everything. And I was like, I don't really care
• 30:34
  Speaker 1: about any of this. I don't know who y'all are
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: talking to, but like it was never important to me.
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: And it took me so long. Like you said, it's
• 30:40
  Speaker 1: very devastating. That friendship loss, I didn't have any explanation
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: for that for years. And I finally, once I put
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: two and two together, I was like, oh my God.
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: That's also how that same friend went from what I'm
• 30:54
  Speaker 1: telling you, like we she was a very obscure person
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: in our high school. And that year, right after the
• 30:59
  Speaker 1: car accident, she won homecoming queen. And I remember thinking
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: like her. Does anyone not see that this is crazy?
• 31:07
  Speaker 1: Like this person. would have never been homecoming queen. Like,
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: wasn't friends with the popular kids, wasn't in the in crowd, nothing.
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: And when I tell you she won by a landslide,
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: that's how I knew something was wrong. She won like 95%
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: to 5%. And I just kept looking around my high
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: school like, okay, so I'm the only crazy one that
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: doesn't see that this would have never happened.
• 31:30
  Speaker 2: So we all fucking with Becky now. We all fucking
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: with her now.
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: Like, yeah, she's just cool. And it made me, I
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: actually had two therapists within that year tell me that
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: I was bipolar because my mom sent me to therapy
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: in high school after it. And then in college, they
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: sent me again. And both of them were like, oh,
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: I think you were having a manic episode.
• 31:47
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, no.
• 31:49
  Speaker 3: That's my problem with the mental health industry. It's almost
• 31:53
  Speaker 3: like I believe people when they say they see things,
• 31:57
  Speaker 3: you know, they're tapping into something and you medicate them
• 31:59
  Speaker 3: and then you cut off that source.
• 32:02
  Speaker 1: That's the other part is that most people who have
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: an NDE come back with something. And I did too. And.
• 32:11
  Speaker 1: I think that was the hardest part of like within,
• 32:14
  Speaker 1: I would say.
• 32:15
  Speaker 2: Most people who got an STD come back with something. Well,
• 32:18
  Speaker 2: go ahead.
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: You're going to come back with a few gifts that.
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: You don't want, right? And so spicy.
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: A little spicy.
• 32:26
  Speaker 2: Go ahead. I'm sorry. A little spicy, yeah.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: And so that was also a layer of why I
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: kept this a secret because when I got out of
• 32:36
  Speaker 1: the car accident, it started with like migraines. I started
• 32:38
  Speaker 1: getting migraines. And then I started getting body pain and
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: that turned into fibromyalgia over time. And so like my
• 32:44
  Speaker 1: body started getting sicker, but my psychic intuition went off
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: the charts.
• 32:51
  Speaker 2: And I didn't have.
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: A word for any of that. So I'll give you
• 32:56
  Speaker 1: an example. So I'm clairsentient and claircognizant, which means I
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: just get information, right? And there were so many things
• 33:05
  Speaker 1: that people would kind of look at me like, this
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: is weird, but we can't put our finger on why,
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: you know, any of that. Like, for example, I would
• 33:12
  Speaker 1: fill out crossword puzzles. Like, you know how in the
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: big newspaper, there's like the big crossword puzzle, New York times.
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: I would fill it out to a hundred percent completion
• 33:21
  Speaker 1: and then look back at it and not know half
• 33:23
  Speaker 1: the words. Like I hadn't actually known those words vocabulary wise,
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: but I filled out the entire thing. And when I
• 33:29
  Speaker 1: would check the back, it's right. And my friends and
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: family would be like, well, how did you complete it?
• 33:33
  Speaker 1: If you don't know those words, I'm like, I don't know.
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: Like I saw the clue and a word just came
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: to my head and I filled it.
• 33:39
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 33:40
  Speaker 1: Like, and that turned into me getting visited by some
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: of my, you know, ancestors. Then I started channeling and
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: then I started getting downloads. And like for 20 years,
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: I was like, I'm a cuckoo bird.
• 33:52
  Speaker 2: I'm nuts.
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: And if I tell anybody, they're going to put me
• 33:54
  Speaker 1: in a big house. I'm going to be in a
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: grippy sock and it's over for me. But the more
• 33:59
  Speaker 1: I dug into spirituality and Shout out to my parents
• 34:01
  Speaker 1: for letting me study like every world religion, shamanism. I've
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: been searching for answers for so long that I like
• 34:07
  Speaker 1: deep dove into it. And what I figured out is
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: this thing is a big quantum computer. There is more
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: than we know. The dead are here and they can
• 34:16
  Speaker 1: leave and come back. There's also such a thing as
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: and I've been told this by a couple of shamans
• 34:20
  Speaker 1: that I'm a walk in soul.
• 34:21
  Speaker 2: So essentially the soul. What did we just talk about?
• 34:24
  Speaker 2: We just got finished talking about that. Mm hmm.
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: And it has been hard to accept. It's actually, this
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: is like the hurtful part. I don't know if you've
• 34:36
  Speaker 1: ever seen the show, The OA.
• 34:38
  Speaker 2: Yes. Yes. I did not. The original Angel. Yes.
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: Can I tell you that I had never seen that
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: show till I posted it.
• 34:44
  Speaker 2: That, yes.
• 34:45
  Speaker 3: That's like on my list of shows I'd be like
• 34:48
  Speaker 3: telling people to watch this. Because I only watch TV,
• 34:51
  Speaker 3: not for entertainment. It's all educational TV.
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: Right. So when I watch, I'm like, yo, this, that
• 34:57
  Speaker 1: shit is different.
• 34:58
  Speaker 2: It is.
• 34:59
  Speaker 1: And can I tell you what's weird? I had never
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: even heard of the show until I made this video.
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: And a bunch of people in my comments were like,
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: oh my God, the OA, the OA. And I'm like,
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: what are you talking about? So after that video went viral,
• 35:10
  Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, hundreds of people are telling me about
• 35:12
  Speaker 1: the show. Let me go watch it. You guys, I
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: cried so hard because I was like, holy shit, this
• 35:19
  Speaker 1: is a show about what happened to me. Like the
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: whole show, I was like, oh my God, oh my God,
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: like this is what happened. And I've been trying to
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: explain this to people. But the same way that like,
• 35:30
  Speaker 1: that second family she wasn't very close to, that's the
• 35:34
  Speaker 1: part that sucks. Is many of my extended family will
• 35:39
  Speaker 1: tell you that I'm not really around and I'm not
• 35:41
  Speaker 1: close and I'm not really locked in, but it's because
• 35:44
  Speaker 1: there is a weird feeling like outside of my immediate family,
• 35:47
  Speaker 1: it feels like I don't know those people. And like,
• 35:51
  Speaker 1: I know I do, but there's something that I'm like,
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: I just can't get there. And watching that show, it
• 35:59
  Speaker 1: broke my heart because I'm like, that's what this is.
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: Like that's, it's not that you don't like them or
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: you don't care. It's that something is different than the
• 36:08
  Speaker 1: soul that got here with these people. It's not the same.
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: You can still love them, but you're not going to
• 36:14
  Speaker 1: feel that same.
• 36:16
  Speaker 2: So you feel like you, all right. You cracked me
• 36:22
  Speaker 2: up so bad. No, no, listen. So you feel like,
• 36:25
  Speaker 2: Your soul bounced into another body or a new soul
• 36:29
  Speaker 2: bounced into your body?
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: Well, I'll tell you this. The idea of a walk-in,
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: I haven't 100% accepted that as what happened to me.
• 36:37
  Speaker 1: What I do know is my soul left my body
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: for a short amount of time and then came back.
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: I don't know if it's the same soul because who
• 36:46
  Speaker 1: can tell? I didn't make myself, right? So I don't
• 36:48
  Speaker 1: have like a compare to compare. But I know that
• 36:51
  Speaker 1: I'm on a different timeline. than when I entered that
• 36:54
  Speaker 1: car accident and I know that I was not here.
• 36:58
  Speaker 1: The best way I can describe it is I got
• 37:00
  Speaker 1: to experience what it was like to not have a body.
• 37:04
  Speaker 2: And to just be pure consciousness.
• 37:05
  Speaker 1: That's the thing that has stuck with me for the
• 37:07
  Speaker 1: last 20 years of like, we do exist without this
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: because I got to experience it.
• 37:13
  Speaker 2: And I think that is what made.
• 37:14
  Speaker 1: Me have a completely different view of my spirituality of like,
• 37:17
  Speaker 1: when they say your consciousness existed before you and after you,
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: it really does. Because I heard my own same voice
• 37:24
  Speaker 1: and I didn't exist.
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: Me, like this. But what if that 17-year-old consciousness is
• 37:30
  Speaker 2: still sitting in the black and it's another consciousness within
• 37:34
  Speaker 2: your body?
• 37:35
  Speaker 1: Ooh, that's a movie, bitch.
• 37:35
  Speaker 2: Let me put that in my notes.
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: Can I tell you why I entertain that? It's really
• 37:39
  Speaker 1: freaky and ooh, here's why I don't doubt that. And
• 37:42
  Speaker 1: I still leave it open as a possibility. Have you
• 37:44
  Speaker 1: ever heard of people getting moles out of nowhere throughout
• 37:47
  Speaker 1: their life as like a spiritual initiation?
• 37:50
  Speaker 2: Have you guys ever heard of that whole thing? Again,
• 37:51
  Speaker 2: let me ask. I'm getting a bunch of them on
• 37:56
  Speaker 2: my cheeks right now. I think I'm just getting old, bitch. Oh, yeah.
• 38:00
  Speaker 2: I have those too.
• 38:01
  Speaker 1: But if you ever hear white moles.
• 38:06
  Speaker 2: No. Yes.
• 38:07
  Speaker 1: So white moles are usually like they appear later in
• 38:11
  Speaker 1: your life as a remembrance of where your soul was
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: from before. In 2023, I had three white moles in
• 38:17
  Speaker 1: the shape of a triangle appear on my leg. And
• 38:21
  Speaker 1: I asked my mom because I woke up one day
• 38:23
  Speaker 1: and I was like, I may enjoy cannabis from time
• 38:26
  Speaker 1: to time, but I'm 100% certain those weren't there. I
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: know I was never that high in my life to
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: miss that on my leg. And I called her and
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: I sent her a picture. She was like, Nikki, I
• 38:34
  Speaker 1: birthed you. You've never had those. What's interesting is when
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: I did a bunch of research about it, it is
• 38:40
  Speaker 1: the mark of people who come from the planet Sirius B.
• 38:45
  Speaker 1: I always tell people I'm from Series B.
• 38:47
  Speaker 2: Come on, sister. Come on, sister.
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: That's why you felt that connection.
• 38:51
  Speaker 2: Maybe you on the show because y'all is cousins.
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: Come on, cousins.
• 38:57
  Speaker 3: One of my friends, she was like, you know, you've
• 38:59
  Speaker 3: been saying you not from earth since we've been in
• 39:02
  Speaker 3: middle school, like since she's known me. Like I've never felt,
• 39:05
  Speaker 3: and I died in the 70s also, right? And then
• 39:07
  Speaker 3: I was reborn. And I can remember like the music,
• 39:11
  Speaker 3: what I was doing.
• 39:12
  Speaker 2: I had kids.
• 39:13
  Speaker 3: And that's why, like, I'm not I'm like, OK, if
• 39:15
  Speaker 3: I don't have any this life, because maybe I'm not
• 39:16
  Speaker 3: supposed to because it's my last life.
• 39:18
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 39:19
  Speaker 1: So it's whatever. Right.
• 39:20
  Speaker 3: But I remember things all the time. And what I
• 39:24
  Speaker 3: was about to ask you is before your accident, did you.
• 39:28
  Speaker 2: Used to astral travel at all? Yeah. I astral traveled
• 39:33
  Speaker 2: a lot as a kid.
• 39:34
  Speaker 3: So when you talk about the out-of-body, I used to
• 39:36
  Speaker 3: be out of my body all the time.
• 39:38
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 39:39
  Speaker 3: Had a near-death experience where I died. We would talk
• 39:42
  Speaker 3: about roller coasters and shit.
• 39:43
  Speaker 2: But those are cousins.
• 39:44
  Speaker 1: An OBE and an NDER are literally cousins because you're
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: exiting and coming back.
• 39:48
  Speaker 3: Yeah, and remember when, what was the psychic we had
• 39:50
  Speaker 3: on the show? The guy, the white guy, Tammy, who
• 39:53
  Speaker 3: told you he was going to have the basketball player.
• 39:55
  Speaker 4: He told me I was going to marry a rich
• 39:56
  Speaker 4: athlete and it ain't happened yet. Not only did I
• 40:00
  Speaker 4: not marry it, I've been single the entire time.
• 40:03
  Speaker 2: It was something Tanner. Something Tanner. Yeah. Something Tanner.
• 40:07
  Speaker 3: But, I remember him telling me because I told him
• 40:10
  Speaker 3: that he said, you know, I need to meditate on
• 40:14
  Speaker 3: like before bed chant that I want to remember my
• 40:17
  Speaker 3: astral travels. I want to remember before I go to
• 40:20
  Speaker 3: bed at night and I just don't be doing the thing.
• 40:22
  Speaker 2: Because I know what I started doing.
• 40:23
  Speaker 1: I've been putting a journal by my bed because I
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: astral travel to this day a lot in my sleep.
• 40:28
  Speaker 2: I visit other timelines. I don't.
• 40:29
  Speaker 1: It's not like I'm. I don't usually leave the Earth
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: and see other star systems. I visit other timelines of
• 40:35
  Speaker 1: my own life. And the only way I figured this
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: out is like because I'm lucid in them. And I'm like, wait,
• 40:40
  Speaker 1: that's wrong.
• 40:41
  Speaker 2: That's wrong.
• 40:42
  Speaker 1: I remember in one, I was drinking Coca-Cola and I
• 40:44
  Speaker 1: stopped drinking soda two years ago because of my dentist.
• 40:45
  Speaker 1: And I was like, you guys know I don't do.
• 40:48
  Speaker 1: And then I was like, they don't know that. You
• 40:51
  Speaker 1: shut the heck up because you ain't supposed to be here.
• 40:53
  Speaker 2: So be quiet.
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: But I do think, and to your point, I wasn't gifted.
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: And I started doing a lot of research on kids
• 40:59
  Speaker 1: in the gate program of like, have traveled.
• 41:02
  Speaker 2: They picked us out.
• 41:03
  Speaker 1: We thought it was just like, oh, you have a
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: high IQ.
• 41:05
  Speaker 2: You're gifted.
• 41:06
  Speaker 1: They knew that like, we had extra.
• 41:10
  Speaker 3: Those are the people that end up in the CIA
• 41:13
  Speaker 3: and all these different... Yes, they go to, like, the
• 41:15
  Speaker 3: Ivy League colleges. They pick them up. And they follow
• 41:18
  Speaker 3: these kids through our life.
• 41:20
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 41:20
  Speaker 3: So it's not a bad thing, but I would be
• 41:22
  Speaker 3: careful if somebody said they want to put my kid
• 41:24
  Speaker 3: in a gifted and talented... Were you engaged, like, gay programs.
• 41:29
  Speaker 2: Sammy, in school? Yeah. Yeah, I was.
• 41:33
  Speaker 1: And when you.
• 41:33
  Speaker 4: I remember my mom taking me... Like, I remember my
• 41:36
  Speaker 4: mom taking me to some... Something that they had, right?
• 41:40
  Speaker 2: And it was supposed to be to start kids for
• 41:43
  Speaker 2: school if they weren't, if they were slow, if they
• 41:45
  Speaker 2: were behind.
• 41:46
  Speaker 4: Because my mom didn't want to pay for daycare anymore.
• 41:48
  Speaker 4: She was like, I'm going to just try to get
• 41:50
  Speaker 4: her in school early. And she said when I was
• 41:52
  Speaker 4: in there, I was just raising my hand for every
• 41:54
  Speaker 4: question and answering everything. And she was like, shut the
• 41:58
  Speaker 4: fuck up because I don't want to pay daycare anymore.
• 42:01
  Speaker 4: But instead, they sent me to the gifted classes instead.
• 42:05
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 42:06
  Speaker 1: And I really think that's not a coincidence that folks
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: start off that way and end up spiritually inclined.
• 42:12
  Speaker 2: I really don't.
• 42:13
  Speaker 1: And even like neurodivergence, you know, like I'm autistic and
• 42:17
  Speaker 1: it's taken me many years to understand. I didn't speak
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: until I was like three. And my mother and I
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: figured out because my mother is extremely spiritually gifted. We
• 42:25
  Speaker 1: figured out that like we can hear each other. Even
• 42:27
  Speaker 1: my sister, I asked my sister once because she's older
• 42:29
  Speaker 1: than me by four years. And I said, how did
• 42:31
  Speaker 1: you talk to me all the years that I didn't speak?
• 42:33
  Speaker 1: And she was like, I don't know. We just understood
• 42:35
  Speaker 1: each other. And I'm like, do you know what you're saying?
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: Like I didn't physically speak and you were just, she
• 42:41
  Speaker 1: was like, oh, I would talk to you all day.
• 42:42
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, oh, okay.
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: So this is like a thing, but I will say
• 42:48
  Speaker 1: like the reason that I did the video and it's
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: so interesting that spirit will push you to do things.
• 42:54
  Speaker 1: That's a different story for another day of why I
• 42:56
  Speaker 1: was low key forced by my spirit guides to do
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: that video.
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: I was never going to talk about.
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: It, but. What won my heart is the amount of
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: people worldwide who were like, this happened to me and
• 43:06
  Speaker 1: I swore I was nuts. That to me is the
• 43:09
  Speaker 1: thing that meant the most of people that were like,
• 43:11
  Speaker 1: people have tried to put me on medication for this.
• 43:14
  Speaker 1: I've been outcasted for this. I thought I was nuts.
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: And I'm like, you just accessed a part of this
• 43:19
  Speaker 1: thing that they try to keep us from realizing is
• 43:22
  Speaker 1: a thing. because even like outer body experiences if people
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: realize because technically we all have the wiring to do
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: it right if people realize.
• 43:30
  Speaker 3: Looking glass project is an actual government project and president
• 43:35
  Speaker 3: obama was actually a part of and some of these
• 43:37
  Speaker 3: people are time travelers through this project they know they
• 43:42
  Speaker 3: put people in yeah position.
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: Right and that's the thing it's too is like thankfully
• 43:48
  Speaker 1: back then when I was in school, we didn't have
• 43:50
  Speaker 1: access to this much.
• 43:51
  Speaker 2: We barely had the internet. It was floppy disks. You
• 43:53
  Speaker 2: know what I mean?
• 43:53
  Speaker 1: It was like, but now that we're able to see,
• 43:56
  Speaker 1: like you said, CIA redacted files that prove you can manifest,
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: that prove that we have a quantum electromagnetic field we
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: can impress upon, that prove you can do remote viewing,
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: that prove you can have outer body experiences. It's like,
• 44:08
  Speaker 1: oh yeah, take that tinfoil hat off. You actually were
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: not crazy. This is, this is earth. Like this is,
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean? But I'm so grateful that
• 44:17
  Speaker 1: we have social media and platforms like this that can
• 44:20
  Speaker 1: share these messages with people so they know like, guys,
• 44:23
  Speaker 1: this is actually a this is a thing. You're not
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: an anomaly. You're not crazy. And it's interesting even hearing
• 44:30
  Speaker 1: about your friend coming out of that accident, because even
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: people it hasn't happened to, they've interacted with a person
• 44:36
  Speaker 1: that happened to and they didn't understand what that was.
• 44:39
  Speaker 3: Yeah, because she was saying things that didn't happen. And actually,
• 44:42
  Speaker 3: the things that she was saying, she did to me.
• 44:45
  Speaker 2: No.
• 44:45
  Speaker 1: The things she was saying I did to her, she
• 44:47
  Speaker 1: literally did those.
• 44:48
  Speaker 2: Things to me.
• 44:48
  Speaker 3: And the shit fucked me up. Like, I'm never confused.
• 44:51
  Speaker 3: My mind is hella fortified.
• 44:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah. Okay?
• 44:54
  Speaker 3: Like, I'm not ever getting anything fucked up. The shit
• 44:58
  Speaker 3: was so weird to me. And this really gives me
• 45:00
  Speaker 3: a different perspective on what transpired. I can forgive her
• 45:04
  Speaker 3: at this point.
• 45:04
  Speaker 1: Like, for real.
• 45:05
  Speaker 3: Like, I really feel like that's what the fuck happened
• 45:07
  Speaker 3: because this shit was weird as no other way to
• 45:10
  Speaker 3: explain what happened in our relationship. There's no other way
• 45:14
  Speaker 3: to explain it.
• 45:15
  Speaker 2: So I don't know. I don't know.
• 45:16
  Speaker 1: Maybe she just, she just got knocked out. And here's
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: the thing that I found out from research. Car accidents
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: are actually the most common type of NDE because essentially
• 45:25
  Speaker 1: it's like your soul gets knocked out. Like the impact,
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: because what I found out is that if it's not
• 45:32
  Speaker 1: your destined time to pass, your soul actually exit the
• 45:36
  Speaker 1: split second before impact so that you don't actually experience it,
• 45:39
  Speaker 1: which is why when the car hit me, it's like
• 45:41
  Speaker 1: I shifted out and came back in because if it's
• 45:43
  Speaker 1: not your time, your soul doesn't want to actually take
• 45:46
  Speaker 1: the impact of like being damaged.
• 45:49
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 45:49
  Speaker 1: So it, but it's interesting when I read, for example,
• 45:52
  Speaker 1: I've read stories of people who like, oh, I got
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: in a car accident And when I read the obituaries
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: for that day, like they've seen, it is wild the
• 46:01
  Speaker 1: stories of people that are like, not only did I
• 46:03
  Speaker 1: die and come back, there are people who have died
• 46:05
  Speaker 1: and come back as someone else. Like the amount of
• 46:09
  Speaker 1: stories I've seen of people that were like, I got
• 46:11
  Speaker 1: in a car accident, I came back and I'm now
• 46:13
  Speaker 1: in the body of a different person. I don't know
• 46:15
  Speaker 1: my family. I don't know any of these people. And
• 46:17
  Speaker 1: I just have to live like this now for the
• 46:18
  Speaker 1: rest of my life. And I'm like, okay, like what?
• 46:23
  Speaker 1: Thankfully that didn't happen to me, but. That's how complex
• 46:26
  Speaker 1: the soul is, and we don't know that.
• 46:28
  Speaker 4: I've heard stories of that, but, like, with children, like,
• 46:30
  Speaker 4: crying about a life that they had that they remember
• 46:34
  Speaker 4: and that they said that they can't go to their
• 46:36
  Speaker 4: own life.
• 46:37
  Speaker 2: I saw this. It was a white lady.
• 46:38
  Speaker 4: She had her child, and they were riding down the street,
• 46:41
  Speaker 4: and he was like, I want my old family back.
• 46:43
  Speaker 2: I want my black.
• 46:44
  Speaker 1: Well, he's saying he was black, right?
• 46:45
  Speaker 2: Yeah, he said he was black, and he had a family,
• 46:48
  Speaker 2: and he missed his mama. Yes.
• 46:50
  Speaker 1: So the veil for children is thin up until about
• 46:53
  Speaker 1: the age five or six. Because the idea is if
• 46:56
  Speaker 1: you came back in with full memory of everything, it
• 46:59
  Speaker 1: would be very hard to live each lifetime. There are
• 47:02
  Speaker 1: some of us who remember, like you said, pieces, you know,
• 47:05
  Speaker 1: there are people who some of that comes through, but
• 47:07
  Speaker 1: all kids, it's also why kids can see the dead
• 47:10
  Speaker 1: until about five or six, because their frequency is technically
• 47:13
  Speaker 1: so high coming from the other side that they can
• 47:15
  Speaker 1: see other beings on their same frequency. And then you
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: lose that by the age of like five or six.
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: But it's fascinating to me, even like, the amount of
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: parents who have said things like I had a miscarriage
• 47:25
  Speaker 1: and then I had another kid and the kid said
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: to me, I had to come back to you.
• 47:30
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
• 47:31
  Speaker 3: It's a post I got on my page. You know,
• 47:33
  Speaker 3: the only, the first post on my page that says,
• 47:36
  Speaker 3: where are you, where are you from? And it's from God, right?
• 47:39
  Speaker 3: But the song on it is common. Don't forget who
• 47:42
  Speaker 3: you are. And when my friend had her son, he's,
• 47:44
  Speaker 3: he just turned, he's, he's only one, but I kept
• 47:47
  Speaker 3: telling her like, listen, when you.
• 47:48
  Speaker 1: Have the baby, Every day, tell him, don't forget who
• 47:51
  Speaker 1: you are.
• 47:52
  Speaker 2: Remember who you are. Don't forget who you are.
• 47:53
  Speaker 3: And I think that adults cause us to forget who
• 47:58
  Speaker 3: we are.
• 47:59
  Speaker 2: Like I said, we recorded an episode already today.
• 48:02
  Speaker 1: But earth is a school.
• 48:03
  Speaker 3: So you're going to have to keep coming back until
• 48:04
  Speaker 3: you learn the lessons. But if you keep forgetting who
• 48:07
  Speaker 3: you are, you got to start from the bottom every time.
• 48:10
  Speaker 3: That's why in the Bible, people lived longer. So they
• 48:13
  Speaker 3: had an actual lifetime to learn life.
• 48:17
  Speaker 1: Earth.
• 48:18
  Speaker 3: But because we're mortal beings now, we got to keep
• 48:21
  Speaker 3: fucking coming back to learn.
• 48:23
  Speaker 2: Because it's so short. Yes.
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: Because I found out that, and Journey of Souls is
• 48:27
  Speaker 1: one of my favorite books. He did a series, but
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: basically it's a doctor that hypnotized thousands of people who
• 48:33
  Speaker 1: have had NDEs or they have soul memories and like
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: synthesize all the things they remember to basically tell you
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: what happens after you die. And it's so interesting to
• 48:41
  Speaker 1: me that time on the other side, let's say you
• 48:43
  Speaker 1: live to 85 years, it's the equivalent of three months
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: on the other side. which is why our soul keeps
• 48:49
  Speaker 1: coming back and doing it because it's like, oh, it's
• 48:50
  Speaker 1: only a couple of months. I'll only be down there
• 48:51
  Speaker 1: for a little bit. But it's so long for us
• 48:54
  Speaker 1: down here because our interpretation of time is different. But
• 48:58
  Speaker 1: to your point, these are the things that I wish
• 49:00
  Speaker 1: they would teach people in school because it is literally
• 49:03
  Speaker 1: part of being a human being. No one explains to
• 49:05
  Speaker 1: you how it works down here. Like, no, your kid
• 49:08
  Speaker 1: isn't crazy. They do remember you. They probably were your
• 49:10
  Speaker 1: grandfather before. I always tell.
• 49:13
  Speaker 3: My mom, I was her mom in another life, most likely. Like,
• 49:16
  Speaker 3: I feel like that.
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: One of my mentors did, and this is like still
• 49:19
  Speaker 1: so fascinating to this day one of my mentors is
• 49:21
  Speaker 1: a death doula and she did a meditation with her
• 49:25
  Speaker 1: mom as her mom was passing and she was able
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: to see as her mom's soul was passing over she
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: got to see their previous life and she was the
• 49:33
  Speaker 1: mom the time hold on slow down slow down one
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: more time.
• 49:39
  Speaker 2: She was a what now?
• 49:41
  Speaker 1: So, she was watching her mother pass.
• 49:43
  Speaker 2: Away and they were doing... No, no, no, no. Back
• 49:45
  Speaker 2: up a little bit more. Death doula.
• 49:47
  Speaker 3: Yes.
• 49:48
  Speaker 1: So, same as a birth doula. Same as a birth doula. So,
• 49:51
  Speaker 1: you know how a doula helps welcome the child into
• 49:54
  Speaker 1: the earth? So, Erykah Badu is very famously a birth doula.
• 49:58
  Speaker 1: A death doula... ushers you to the other side. Like Anubis,
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: like the Egyptian.
• 50:03
  Speaker 2: Correct.
• 50:04
  Speaker 3: Yeah, the dog in Egyptian. Yeah, he is the guardian
• 50:08
  Speaker 3: to the afterlife.
• 50:09
  Speaker 2: Yep.
• 50:10
  Speaker 1: So you go through him and then you do Ma,
• 50:12
  Speaker 1: you get your heart.
• 50:12
  Speaker 2: I've never heard of that. Like someone who is a pastor, perhaps.
• 50:18
  Speaker 2: Is that true?
• 50:19
  Speaker 1: It's like the, basically it's like the non-religious version of
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: a chaplain. So you know how when someone is dying
• 50:24
  Speaker 1: in a hospital, they bring in the chaplain? A death
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: doula is basically that, but not tied to a religion.
• 50:29
  Speaker 2: Okay, fair.
• 50:30
  Speaker 1: Deep thing to take on. But she said she did
• 50:32
  Speaker 1: it because the process of death, she said, is actually
• 50:36
  Speaker 1: even more beautiful than the process of birth. And I
• 50:39
  Speaker 1: didn't know that when you do meditations with people that
• 50:41
  Speaker 1: are actively dying, there's like so much information that you
• 50:44
  Speaker 1: can see. And so that's how she was able to
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: see that her mom was her daughter in their previous lifetime.
• 50:49
  Speaker 2: I'm still so fascinated by that.
• 50:52
  Speaker 4: You know, this is interesting. And I don't know, like,
• 50:55
  Speaker 4: this is just my interpretation. My little sister is pregnant
• 50:58
  Speaker 4: right now. And her boyfriend, his brother, passed away on
• 51:05
  Speaker 4: Christmas Day. And my sister, the due date for the
• 51:10
  Speaker 4: baby is Christmas Day.
• 51:12
  Speaker 1: No.
• 51:14
  Speaker 2: And she's having a boy.
• 51:15
  Speaker 4: And our family has not had boys in over 100 years.
• 51:20
  Speaker 2: Nobody's had a boy. And this is the first boy.
• 51:22
  Speaker 2: And I just feel like she's having.
• 51:23
  Speaker 1: And that's her first baby, too.
• 51:25
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and I just feel like she's having his brother.
• 51:27
  Speaker 2: You know, because I do.
• 51:30
  Speaker 3: Believe that we are, like, When we reincarnate, when we
• 51:33
  Speaker 3: come back, you do come back to the same people. Like,
• 51:36
  Speaker 3: I have friends that I know I've been friends with
• 51:39
  Speaker 3: through many lifetimes.
• 51:40
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 51:40
  Speaker 3: But we just come back. And then, like, with family,
• 51:42
  Speaker 3: you just come back in different roles, though. So, like,
• 51:44
  Speaker 3: when I said, like, she was saying about her friend,
• 51:46
  Speaker 3: the mama being the daughter, vice versa. Like, you come
• 51:50
  Speaker 3: back to the same people. Like, me and you have
• 51:51
  Speaker 3: probably been friends throughout many lifetimes.
• 51:53
  Speaker 2: You know it. In just different ways.
• 51:55
  Speaker 1: We could have been boys before. I feel like that.
• 51:57
  Speaker 2: I was a real nigga in another life. Yeah.
• 52:01
  Speaker 1: I might be a boy right now.
• 52:03
  Speaker 2: True.
• 52:04
  Speaker 1: I got a past life reading and one of my
• 52:06
  Speaker 1: past lives, I was like, you know, like the Native
• 52:08
  Speaker 1: American hoop dancers, but I was a boy. And I
• 52:10
  Speaker 1: was like, that makes sense. I have felt that my
• 52:12
  Speaker 1: whole life. I'm like something in there is like, yeah,
• 52:14
  Speaker 1: there's a little why and there's something.
• 52:16
  Speaker 3: One of my homegirls, she's a rich white man and
• 52:20
  Speaker 3: she like, she's a rich black woman now, but she
• 52:22
  Speaker 3: is a rich white man.
• 52:24
  Speaker 2: Her energy is rich. White man.
• 52:29
  Speaker 1: You can tell when it's not just something that was
• 52:30
  Speaker 1: like picked up from the environment. And that's the thing
• 52:33
  Speaker 1: I find so interesting is like our souls keep the
• 52:36
  Speaker 1: imprint of all of our past lives and it influences.
• 52:39
  Speaker 1: Because when I had that past life reading, it was
• 52:41
  Speaker 1: only a couple of years ago, but it made so
• 52:43
  Speaker 1: much sense because I literally have a dream catcher tattoo.
• 52:47
  Speaker 1: When he told me that, I was like, oh, yeah,
• 52:50
  Speaker 1: of course. Of course I was because I've been drawn
• 52:52
  Speaker 1: to like Native tribes my entire life.
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: I'm Jamaican.
• 52:55
  Speaker 1: That has nothing to do with price of tea in China.
• 52:57
  Speaker 1: But he was like, oh yeah, that dream catcher wasn't
• 53:00
  Speaker 1: out of nowhere.
• 53:01
  Speaker 2: I was like, huh.
• 53:02
  Speaker 4: What would you say to people that would suggest that
• 53:04
  Speaker 4: this whole episode is ungodly and evil?
• 53:08
  Speaker 1: It actually brought me closer to God. So here's the
• 53:12
  Speaker 1: irony of it. First of all, my father was a
• 53:14
  Speaker 1: pastor for like 30 years.
• 53:15
  Speaker 2: I'm a PK.
• 53:17
  Speaker 1: Interestingly, though, my mother is a mystic and very spiritual,
• 53:19
  Speaker 1: but it brought me closer to God because it made
• 53:21
  Speaker 1: me realize that this specific part of the Bible is
• 53:24
  Speaker 1: very true.
• 53:25
  Speaker 2: When it says that God knew.
• 53:27
  Speaker 1: You before you were knit in your mother's womb, it's
• 53:30
  Speaker 1: because you existed without that body. And what I experienced
• 53:34
  Speaker 1: was being without that body. And so it made me
• 53:37
  Speaker 1: realize like, wait, this is the consciousness they've been talking
• 53:41
  Speaker 1: about that God knew before I was a body. Because
• 53:44
  Speaker 1: if I can still hear the sound of my voice
• 53:46
  Speaker 1: without my body, It exists.
• 53:48
  Speaker 2: It's real. And that's what God knew.
• 53:51
  Speaker 1: Like God literally does know our soul and our consciousness
• 53:54
  Speaker 1: before we get here. And it actually made me, I
• 53:57
  Speaker 1: will say it made me an omni-theorist because I now
• 54:01
  Speaker 1: see the rightness in all world religions. They actually all
• 54:04
  Speaker 1: lead to the same place. So I may be Christian based,
• 54:07
  Speaker 1: but I do see the validity in all religions because
• 54:09
  Speaker 1: it made me realize we all come from one source
• 54:12
  Speaker 1: and we go back to the same source.
• 54:13
  Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.
• 54:14
  Speaker 2: And when you're in.
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: That void, there is no color, race, culture, nothing. You're
• 54:19
  Speaker 1: just back to pure source energy. And source energy can't
• 54:23
  Speaker 1: come from nowhere. It has to come from God. It
• 54:25
  Speaker 1: has to come from a higher frequency. So it actually
• 54:27
  Speaker 1: made me more spiritual than less. And I also say
• 54:30
  Speaker 1: this to the Christians who say like, oh, that's demonic.
• 54:34
  Speaker 2: Didn't Jesus die and come back? Was that an MDE
• 54:36
  Speaker 2: or nah? I'm just saying. Hey, y'all be eating him
• 54:39
  Speaker 2: in church. More than low-key MDE. He died.
• 54:41
  Speaker 1: He was gone. He came on back.
• 54:43
  Speaker 2: It's giving MDE. Same thing.
• 54:45
  Speaker 1: So I'm like, it's in the good book.
• 54:48
  Speaker 2: I'm not saying. Everything.
• 54:49
  Speaker 1: Yeah, everything is a reference in there for sure. Exactly.
• 54:53
  Speaker 1: And maybe people didn't think They thought only Jesus had
• 54:56
  Speaker 1: that ability. Maybe we were being shown an example of, no,
• 55:00
  Speaker 1: as a human being, there are multiple ways off of
• 55:02
  Speaker 1: this planet.
• 55:03
  Speaker 2: Enoch didn't die. He ascended. Yes.
• 55:06
  Speaker 1: Out-of-body experience.
• 55:07
  Speaker 2: Peaced out.
• 55:08
  Speaker 1: Didn't even have to go through the whole pesky death thing.
• 55:11
  Speaker 1: So I think you're right.
• 55:12
  Speaker 2: God didn't want to kill him.
• 55:13
  Speaker 1: Pesky death thing is hilarious. I like that nigga.
• 55:17
  Speaker 2: Bring that nigga up. Come on. You know what?
• 55:20
  Speaker 1: You all right with me.
• 55:21
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 55:22
  Speaker 1: But it's like, those are the things. And that's why
• 55:24
  Speaker 1: that book is not in the Bible.
• 55:26
  Speaker 2: Hello. Because then we would really know what's possible.
• 55:29
  Speaker 1: And that's the stuff I started researching of like, wait
• 55:32
  Speaker 1: a minute. They purposefully didn't want us to know this
• 55:35
  Speaker 1: is possible. They made it seem like, oh, only Jesus
• 55:37
  Speaker 1: can die and be raised again.
• 55:39
  Speaker 2: No, babe. Many of us have gone beyond that.
• 55:40
  Speaker 1: That's literally our whole.
• 55:41
  Speaker 3: Conversation from the last episode.
• 55:45
  Speaker 2: Literally.
• 55:45
  Speaker 1: Are you serious?
• 55:47
  Speaker 3: Yeah, because I was saying how... and not to get
• 55:50
  Speaker 3: into religion, but Jesus, the guy, Yahshua, whoever, whoever you
• 55:55
  Speaker 3: want to say this person was, he came to show
• 55:58
  Speaker 3: everybody that they too can be like God.
• 56:01
  Speaker 2: Correct. He's not just the son of God and the
• 56:03
  Speaker 2: rest of us are bastards.
• 56:05
  Speaker 1: Right.
• 56:05
  Speaker 3: We are children of God. If you accept God, you know,
• 56:09
  Speaker 3: into your life, like you are.
• 56:11
  Speaker 2: I don't need to go.
• 56:12
  Speaker 3: Through the father to get to the son. You don't
• 56:14
  Speaker 3: need to go through the son.
• 56:15
  Speaker 1: To get to the father. Right.
• 56:16
  Speaker 2: Yeah, like I have.
• 56:18
  Speaker 3: Connection directly to the... Especially as a woman. You know
• 56:21
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying? It's the mother, the father, the son.
• 56:26
  Speaker 2: Correct.
• 56:26
  Speaker 1: Okay?
• 56:27
  Speaker 3: But they want to, you know, take, you know, God,
• 56:30
  Speaker 3: the Holy Trinity. The mother comes first.
• 56:34
  Speaker 2: 100%. I always say.
• 56:35
  Speaker 1: If God wanted to, he could have made Mary have
• 56:39
  Speaker 1: to have sex to do this whole thing. He said,
• 56:40
  Speaker 1: we don't need y'all. No, no, no.
• 56:42
  Speaker 2: Well, I just need her. Partheogenesis.
• 56:44
  Speaker 3: That was part of my argument with the 82-year-old Tammy.
• 56:48
  Speaker 3: You know, because if y'all niggas can make women from ribs,
• 56:52
  Speaker 3: make some more bitches.
• 56:53
  Speaker 1: I'm not a side bitch from a nigga rib. He
• 56:59
  Speaker 1: only needed a woman to come through. He said, I
• 57:01
  Speaker 1: am already the father.
• 57:02
  Speaker 2: I got the spurt.
• 57:03
  Speaker 1: I'm cool.
• 57:04
  Speaker 2: We good.
• 57:05
  Speaker 1: But I think to your point, I hope experiences like
• 57:09
  Speaker 1: this help people deconstruct the religious part and get in
• 57:14
  Speaker 1: and zoom in on the part where they were trying
• 57:16
  Speaker 1: to explain to you how it works down here.
• 57:17
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: And I think sometimes when we look at religious texts
• 57:21
  Speaker 1: through the wrong lens, we don't see that it's kind
• 57:24
  Speaker 1: of giving us the playbook. When I see things like, oh,
• 57:26
  Speaker 1: Peter jumped out of the boat and walked. People don't
• 57:28
  Speaker 1: know that there are monks in Nepal who go out
• 57:31
  Speaker 1: on the coldest night of the year, which in Mongolia
• 57:34
  Speaker 1: is like 70 below, some wild shit. And they take
• 57:38
  Speaker 1: teacups that are boiling when they're inside the monastery. As
• 57:41
  Speaker 1: soon as they walk outside, the cups freeze. They go
• 57:43
  Speaker 1: to the middle of the forest and meditate with the
• 57:46
  Speaker 1: cups in their hand Till the water is boiling again.
• 57:49
  Speaker 1: Like people don't know how ill we are designed as
• 57:53
  Speaker 1: human beings that we can do things that seem miraculous
• 57:56
  Speaker 1: or right. It's not demonic. None of that is demonic.
• 57:59
  Speaker 1: It's just that powers that be would hate for you
• 58:02
  Speaker 1: to know that you can do all this stuff.
• 58:04
  Speaker 2: You know, they're doing all the things.
• 58:06
  Speaker 3: And Bible is just basic instructions before leaving Earth.
• 58:10
  Speaker 1: Is what it stands for.
• 58:13
  Speaker 3: It's a good instruction guide on how to live. And
• 58:16
  Speaker 3: it really just boils down to being love.
• 58:18
  Speaker 2: That's it. Love. That's it.
• 58:19
  Speaker 1: It's a love frequency. And even when I tell people,
• 58:22
  Speaker 1: I'm like, it's not about who you believe in and
• 58:23
  Speaker 1: what profit and whatever. If you want to get crazy,
• 58:26
  Speaker 1: they all studied at the same school. If we really
• 58:28
  Speaker 1: want to, you know what I mean, get into it.
• 58:29
  Speaker 1: Like Jesus and Buddha and all of them were in
• 58:31
  Speaker 1: the same, Muhammad, they were all in the same school
• 58:33
  Speaker 1: learning the keys of the universe and how this thing works.
• 58:36
  Speaker 1: Like maybe it didn't get sprinkled down into every text,
• 58:39
  Speaker 1: But that was the seed of understanding the universe, like
• 58:43
  Speaker 1: the script still exists. So I think the coolest thing
• 58:46
  Speaker 1: for me that has come out of telling my NDE
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: story or any NDE stories is helping people deconstruct religion
• 58:52
  Speaker 1: and realize you can love God, you can love Jesus
• 58:55
  Speaker 1: and know that there's more going.
• 58:57
  Speaker 2: On out here.
• 58:58
  Speaker 1: Those two don't compete with each other. It's kind of
• 59:01
  Speaker 1: like manifesting isn't demonic if God made a world in
• 59:05
  Speaker 1: which you can impress your thoughts on a quantum field.
• 59:07
  Speaker 1: He made it like that. That's not me doing anything.
• 59:10
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 59:10
  Speaker 1: If a human being can die and come back, it
• 59:13
  Speaker 1: means you designed it that way. There's nothing demonic about it.
• 59:16
  Speaker 1: So I just invite people to, you know, read more books.
• 59:19
  Speaker 1: The Bible is only one book. Read all the books.
• 59:22
  Speaker 2: There's more.
• 59:23
  Speaker 4: Now, let me ask you this. You said you teach
• 59:26
  Speaker 4: people how to manifest. Can you give our listeners some
• 59:28
  Speaker 4: tools to manifest? Test their best lives and best selves?
• 59:32
  Speaker 2: I love this question.
• 59:33
  Speaker 1: The first is get around people or content that will
• 59:36
  Speaker 1: expand your consciousness. You can't manifest anything that you don't
• 59:39
  Speaker 1: think is possible, which is why it's so important to
• 59:44
  Speaker 1: weed out anything that makes you think you can't do
• 59:47
  Speaker 1: something and start dialing into. I was actually having this
• 59:50
  Speaker 1: conversation earlier today. If you want more money, for example,
• 59:53
  Speaker 1: to manifest more money, go talk to the person at
• 59:55
  Speaker 1: your job that makes more than me. Not to ask
• 59:58
  Speaker 1: them how they did it, just to ask how much
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 1: do they make? Because once your brain and your consciousness
• 1:00:03
  Speaker 1: has expanded to understand that it's achievable, that's the first
• 1:00:07
  Speaker 1: step of manifesting anything. It's why I share so much
• 1:00:09
  Speaker 1: with people because it's like, did you know you can
• 1:00:11
  Speaker 1: have that? Because if you don't, you can't even start
• 1:00:15
  Speaker 1: off manifesting anything. So it's one, expose yourself to as
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 1: much as possible. But two, understand this. Manifesting is what
• 1:00:23
  Speaker 1: people use that don't have privileges. It's actually why I
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 1: am so passionate about teaching it to black and brown people.
• 1:00:29
  Speaker 1: If you don't have nepotism in your favor, if you
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 1: don't have generational wealth, if you don't have a leg up,
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 1: you know what you do have?
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  Speaker 2: Spiritual magic. You have magic. Fucking use it. It is
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 2: your cheat code. It is your hack.
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  Speaker 1: Nothing I've achieved in this life was just because of
• 1:00:44
  Speaker 1: hard work.
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 3: And those people have the things because they're using our
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 3: magic because we think everything is demonic and evil. while
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 3: they're usurping our natural God-given ability. And that's why they
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 3: seem so abundant on this planet.
• 1:00:58
  Speaker 1: That's not even their shit. It's not.
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 2: That's our shit.
• 1:01:01
  Speaker 1: Any millionaire and billionaire, they use astrologists.
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 3: Yes.
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  Speaker 1: Spiritualists. They're timing their launches around, right? Like they're tapped
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 1: in and then they tell you it's demonic so you
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 1: don't benefit. I had to travel through Europe extensively for
• 1:01:16
  Speaker 1: work a bunch of years ago and every country I
• 1:01:18
  Speaker 1: went to in Europe had a little crystal shop in
• 1:01:20
  Speaker 1: the corner. Selling spells, selling manifestations, selling crystals. And I
• 1:01:25
  Speaker 1: was like, oh, so France, Spain, Germany, Portugal, Berlin, you
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 1: guys are all doing this. And no one's talking about
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 1: it because it's tucked into a little side street. But
• 1:01:35
  Speaker 1: I'm like, that's why as black and brown people, we
• 1:01:37
  Speaker 1: have to talk about this stuff because it's like, again,
• 1:01:40
  Speaker 1: it started with us.
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  Speaker 2: We started this. We were the seed. We don't even
• 1:01:44
  Speaker 2: need the things.
• 1:01:45
  Speaker 1: Like we don't really need altars. Like we are literally
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 1: the altar.
• 1:01:48
  Speaker 2: We are the altar.
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  Speaker 1: And that's the other thing that, so here's the other
• 1:01:51
  Speaker 1: thing when, when you, to answer your question, expand your consciousness, A,
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 1: to think of more and think of what you can have.
• 1:01:59
  Speaker 1: But here's really, for me, like the biggest thing with
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 1: manifesting that I don't see a lot of people say,
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 1: which is prime your nervous system for it. And you
• 1:02:07
  Speaker 1: do that by how you live your life. I'm a
• 1:02:15
  Speaker 1: spiritual coach, but a lot of what I teach is
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 1: practical because here's the thing. If your body isn't primed
• 1:02:21
  Speaker 1: for that frequency, you'll be fried. You can't manifest or
• 1:02:25
  Speaker 1: hold a thing that you're not ready for.
• 1:02:28
  Speaker 2: Damn, we just had this conversation too. She was trying
• 1:02:31
  Speaker 2: to say this and I.
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  Speaker 1: Ain't got no money, bitch.
• 1:02:33
  Speaker 2: I'm ready. Come on. You have to get yourself energetically
• 1:02:36
  Speaker 2: ready for a thing. So, for example, if.
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 3: You can be ready outward, but like subconscious, that's what
• 1:02:41
  Speaker 3: you got to work on, right? The subconscious mind is
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 3: telling you, you're not ready for it. And that's what
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 3: you got to like, you got to change. That's why
• 1:02:50
  Speaker 3: I'm always working on my mind.
• 1:02:54
  Speaker 2: And this is where I really focus with my clients. Identity.
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 1: Our identity is the seat of what we think we
• 1:03:00
  Speaker 1: can have, our habits, what we achieve for, what we
• 1:03:03
  Speaker 1: put ourselves out of the running for. Because you have
• 1:03:05
  Speaker 1: a survival identity. There is an operating system that is old.
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 1: And it's based on what you thought you had to
• 1:03:10
  Speaker 1: be to survive. When you change who you think you are. So,
• 1:03:13
  Speaker 1: for example, when people tell me they want to be entrepreneurs,
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 1: before you put together a business plan, do you identify
• 1:03:18
  Speaker 1: as entrepreneur?
• 1:03:20
  Speaker 2: Do you feel like one?
• 1:03:21
  Speaker 1: Because everything you do, think and feel comes from your identity.
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 1: If you don't identify with it first, it's never going
• 1:03:27
  Speaker 1: to happen. It's like people who want to make content, podcasts.
• 1:03:31
  Speaker 1: You don't think you're that. You still think you're a
• 1:03:32
  Speaker 1: corporate Barbara who has a side hustle. You can't. That's
• 1:03:35
  Speaker 1: what the fuck I was saying about the job. Girl, like,
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 1: I can't.
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 2: Like, I know I'm great.
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: What the fuck am I doing working here?
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 2: That was a bar, man. That was a bar right there.
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 1: It's a bar because it's how you identify. You want
• 1:03:50
  Speaker 1: to know the crazy part? I've been a coach for
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 1: eight years. I've been an operations consultant or in corporations.
• 1:03:55
  Speaker 2: The entire time. You know why?
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 1: Because I call that the bill payer. My identity is
• 1:03:59
  Speaker 1: a coach. I work at these people's stuff over there.
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 1: And this is me having worked for companies like Spotify
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 1: and huge companies. I never identified with that as my identity.
• 1:04:09
  Speaker 1: My identity is me and my purpose and what God
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 1: brought me here to do. They just pay the bills
• 1:04:14
  Speaker 1: because we like nice things.
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 1: We like a little couple few things.
• 1:04:17
  Speaker 2: That's what that's for. I don't identify with that.
• 1:04:19
  Speaker 3: So when you show up every day and make content
• 1:04:23
  Speaker 3: because I identify as a business owner and a business
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 3: owner shows up on the Internet.
• 1:04:27
  Speaker 1: It's not about who I was. It's about who I am.
• 1:04:30
  Speaker 1: Whether it's, oh, you want to go to the gym?
• 1:04:32
  Speaker 1: Are you a gym girly or are you just trying
• 1:04:34
  Speaker 1: to go to the gym?
• 1:04:35
  Speaker 2: Identify. How does body image tie into this? That's what
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 2: I was about to ask.
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 1: Body image ties into this because we came here.
• 1:04:46
  Speaker 2: Think about it.
• 1:04:46
  Speaker 1: You were a non-physical energy. You never had to come here.
• 1:04:49
  Speaker 1: You chose to come to earth. Meaning you chose to
• 1:04:52
  Speaker 1: come here and master physical reality. The number one thing
• 1:04:55
  Speaker 1: to master in your physical reality is your body. And
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 1: it's your instrument of manifestation. Think about if you had
• 1:05:01
  Speaker 1: a guitar, you'd tune it, you would change the strings,
• 1:05:04
  Speaker 1: you'd clean it, you'd make sure it, right? If you
• 1:05:06
  Speaker 1: were an F1 car driver, your car would be on
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 1: point because it's the vehicle of how you make your money.
• 1:05:11
  Speaker 1: It's why vocalists, they never talk loud and they don't
• 1:05:14
  Speaker 1: smoke cigarettes and they don't cough a certain way because
• 1:05:16
  Speaker 1: the voice is.
• 1:05:17
  Speaker 2: The money, right?
• 1:05:18
  Speaker 1: If I'm a manifester, this vessel is my tuning fork.
• 1:05:23
  Speaker 1: So I have to keep it vibrating high So that
• 1:05:26
  Speaker 1: the manifestations can always roll in. I tell people all
• 1:05:28
  Speaker 1: the time, I reject reality. Your reality isn't my reality.
• 1:05:31
  Speaker 1: But the reason I can do that is because I
• 1:05:34
  Speaker 1: keep my nervous system in a constant place where I'm always,
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 1: shit is always happening in my life. It be shambles
• 1:05:39
  Speaker 1: like everybody else. But I'm so laser focused on my vibration.
• 1:05:43
  Speaker 1: And what am I putting into my body? Whether that's food, music, content, movies.
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 1: I don't have cable. I watch YouTube, Netflix, and like
• 1:05:50
  Speaker 1: you said, things that educate and uplift me. I don't
• 1:05:52
  Speaker 1: even like ads. I'm going to put it on mute.
• 1:05:54
  Speaker 1: I don't even want that concept in my head. That's
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: going to fuck with my vibration. I don't like horror movies.
• 1:05:59
  Speaker 1: It's going to make my nervous system feel afraid. So
• 1:06:02
  Speaker 1: I'm always so tuned on what is happening in my body.
• 1:06:05
  Speaker 1: And I tell women, especially this, your beauty is part
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 1: of that. Your soul actually had three or four different
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 1: people to choose from.
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 2: Did you know that?
• 1:06:14
  Speaker 1: Because time doesn't exist. So you as AJ or as
• 1:06:18
  Speaker 1: Tam existed and your soul went, I think she would
• 1:06:21
  Speaker 1: be perfect. Meaning you chose your body, your face, your hair,
• 1:06:25
  Speaker 1: your style, your all of that. So it is part
• 1:06:27
  Speaker 1: of our divine right to do that to the max.
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 1: We spirit mags are on assignment to be fine as
• 1:06:37
  Speaker 1: hell and rich as hell and enjoy life to the fullest.
• 1:06:41
  Speaker 2: You don't feel good? I feel good. Me neither.
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel great.
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 2: That is our divine assignment. It's why we came here.
• 1:06:51
  Speaker 1: Because, of course, we came here to learn about hurt
• 1:06:54
  Speaker 1: and pain and suffering and all the stuff you can't
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 1: learn about on the other side. But also, God can't
• 1:06:58
  Speaker 1: taste mango.
• 1:06:58
  Speaker 2: How sad.
• 1:06:59
  Speaker 1: How sad. God ain't never had no eggplant. You don't
• 1:07:03
  Speaker 1: know what it's like. I get to, though, because I'm human.
• 1:07:06
  Speaker 1: Which eggplant?
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 2: You know, one. Not the food. Not the food. But
• 1:07:10
  Speaker 2: do you see what I'm saying? How do you know
• 1:07:11
  Speaker 2: what God had? God probably somewhere like, girl, please, I
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 2: made that shit.
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 1: Don't talk about me now.
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 2: You don't know what I had going on. Hold on.
• 1:07:18
  Speaker 1: I made this up.
• 1:07:19
  Speaker 2: So, you know, y'all, I'm beef rickiest one.
• 1:07:21
  Speaker 1: Y'all don't know.
• 1:07:22
  Speaker 2: I made up beef.
• 1:07:23
  Speaker 1: I made it to go like that. I made the
• 1:07:25
  Speaker 1: lock and key.
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 2: Right. Why do you think I did that? I ate that,
• 1:07:28
  Speaker 2: didn't I? Yeah, I did.
• 1:07:30
  Speaker 1: But it's like any of those. That's why people say
• 1:07:34
  Speaker 1: manifesting through sexuality. Every time your orgasm is a powerful
• 1:07:38
  Speaker 1: portal to be able to manifest something into this earth. Meanwhile,
• 1:07:40
  Speaker 1: the people are trying to tell.
• 1:07:42
  Speaker 2: You, be shameful.
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 1: Why are you playing with yourself?
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 2: Don't do that.
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 3: What?
• 1:07:45
  Speaker 2: Do you know how much money I've made? Do you
• 1:07:47
  Speaker 2: know that.
• 1:07:48
  Speaker 1: When I engage with successful men, I'm actually intentionally thinking
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 1: about what I want to think about at the end?
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 1: Because I'm harnessing his energy too. I'm siphoning from you
• 1:07:56
  Speaker 1: because we can do that. But the amount of shame,
• 1:08:01
  Speaker 1: That's put on your beauty, your body, your desires, your experience.
• 1:08:06
  Speaker 2: That's why people don't manifest.
• 1:08:09
  Speaker 1: So that's why I always say those affirmations ain't going
• 1:08:11
  Speaker 1: to do it. That stuff they teach people is very one, two, three.
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 2: Oh, just write it down.
• 1:08:16
  Speaker 1: Three, six, nine. Just visualize it.
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 2: Okay. But you don't identify.
• 1:08:20
  Speaker 1: You don't feel safe. Your nervous system is not regulated.
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 2: How are we going to get there? We're not.
• 1:08:25
  Speaker 3: You're just going to keep writing them affirmations down. I've
• 1:08:28
  Speaker 3: seen this post and it resonated with me. It said
• 1:08:31
  Speaker 3: a girl, she was saying how bad men are put
• 1:08:35
  Speaker 3: in some witches, some queen's lives, right? So they can
• 1:08:40
  Speaker 3: reach their higher self because that disturbing disturbance of the,
• 1:08:44
  Speaker 3: of the.
• 1:08:44
  Speaker 1: Of your system.
• 1:08:46
  Speaker 2: Wolf is fight or flight at that point. So, right.
• 1:08:49
  Speaker 3: You, you're looking at all these bad relationships, but really
• 1:08:52
  Speaker 3: these relationships pushed you to your higher self for real.
• 1:08:58
  Speaker 2: A hundred percent. You know why?
• 1:09:00
  Speaker 1: People who are spiritually inclined have to learn boundaries. And typically,
• 1:09:05
  Speaker 1: especially for spiritual women, the only way we really take
• 1:09:09
  Speaker 1: in that lesson is to learn it through relationships. But
• 1:09:11
  Speaker 1: if you think about it, you have to have strong
• 1:09:13
  Speaker 1: boundaries to protect such a delicate gift. So I actually
• 1:09:18
  Speaker 1: am grateful for all the narcissists I've dated and all
• 1:09:20
  Speaker 1: the cheating on that has occurred to me and all
• 1:09:22
  Speaker 1: the things, you know, because it built a version of
• 1:09:26
  Speaker 1: me that could have never existed. My engagement ended five
• 1:09:31
  Speaker 1: years ago after like almost 15 years of being together.
• 1:09:34
  Speaker 1: That's when I started making content. That's when I started
• 1:09:36
  Speaker 1: going viral. That is when my coaching exploded. I had
• 1:09:39
  Speaker 1: already been in business, but it took off.
• 1:09:41
  Speaker 3: Why?
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 1: Because the lessons I learned from that, taught me how
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 1: to protect this vessel so fiercely that I was able
• 1:09:50
  Speaker 1: to have a clear enough frequency to do all those things.
• 1:09:53
  Speaker 2: Think about it.
• 1:09:54
  Speaker 1: Once a person breaks your heart, your walls are up,
• 1:09:56
  Speaker 1: you're guarded, you're now you're, but that's good because all
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 1: the other things that were taken away from your frequency
• 1:10:01
  Speaker 1: can't get in now. So I'm actually very grateful for,
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 1: I always joke and say, anyone that's ever dated me,
• 1:10:06
  Speaker 1: you'd hate to see me now. You don't want this
• 1:10:08
  Speaker 1: version because you ain't getting away with nothing.
• 1:10:09
  Speaker 2: Strict program. The girls be like, I'm ready. Send that
• 1:10:14
  Speaker 2: nigga back one more time. I'm ready. That's time.
• 1:10:17
  Speaker 1: But it's like you needed that. You needed to learn
• 1:10:20
  Speaker 1: how to protect yourself. You needed to learn how to
• 1:10:23
  Speaker 1: see yourself as sacred. And sometimes you don't see yourself
• 1:10:26
  Speaker 1: as sacred until somebody plays with you and tries to
• 1:10:28
  Speaker 1: act like you're not. Then your divinity becomes very obvious
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 1: to you.
• 1:10:31
  Speaker 2: Okay.
• 1:10:32
  Speaker 1: Let's be clear. Come on.
• 1:10:34
  Speaker 3: I feel like that's why they created the term witches.
• 1:10:37
  Speaker 3: It's just to make women... Our natural powers, men are
• 1:10:40
  Speaker 3: jealous of it because they just don't possess it. So
• 1:10:44
  Speaker 3: they have to demonize it, right? We naturally use.
• 1:10:48
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 1:10:49
  Speaker 1: The elements of the earth to make shit happen.
• 1:10:52
  Speaker 3: They usurp our energy all the time.
• 1:10:54
  Speaker 2: 100%.
• 1:10:55
  Speaker 1: And that was.
• 1:10:56
  Speaker 3: Now we so bad and witches, but y'all can't do
• 1:10:58
  Speaker 3: what we do naturally.
• 1:10:59
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 1:11:00
  Speaker 1: And a lot of women don't realize that that's a
• 1:11:02
  Speaker 1: biological defense. So if you think about it, a man's
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 1: bones are 80% more dense than a woman. So even
• 1:11:07
  Speaker 1: if we both weighed the same, if you pack a punch,
• 1:11:09
  Speaker 1: your bones have 80% more density.
• 1:11:12
  Speaker 2: Heft.
• 1:11:13
  Speaker 1: We were given intuition. Here's how that works. We can't
• 1:11:16
  Speaker 1: fight the bear off when it comes. We can sense
• 1:11:18
  Speaker 1: the bear coming and get the fuck out of there.
• 1:11:20
  Speaker 1: That is what we were given to keep ourselves safe,
• 1:11:23
  Speaker 1: is to perceive danger, to perceive any changes in the environment, anything.
• 1:11:28
  Speaker 1: And when we are ripped away from that, that's also
• 1:11:31
  Speaker 1: what is causing the failure in manifestation. A lot of
• 1:11:34
  Speaker 1: times we don't manifest because spirit is sending you intuitive
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 1: things to do to get to the manifest and you
• 1:11:39
  Speaker 1: keep ignoring it. Your intuition is part of the vehicle
• 1:11:44
  Speaker 1: towards you manifesting something. And when we shut that off,
• 1:11:47
  Speaker 1: God is sending you the signals and he's like, hello,
• 1:11:49
  Speaker 1: can you hear?
• 1:11:50
  Speaker 2: Like, if you can, huh, you can hear.
• 1:11:52
  Speaker 1: I've been trying to tell you and you're just shutting
• 1:11:54
  Speaker 1: it off, you know? So it's like when we reactivate
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 1: all the things that were ours, like you said, remember
• 1:12:00
  Speaker 1: who you are. You had intuition. You had spiritual practices.
• 1:12:03
  Speaker 1: You had connection to nature. You had grounding.
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 2: You had all those things.
• 1:12:06
  Speaker 1: Once we remember that that's who we are and it's
• 1:12:08
  Speaker 1: not demonic, crazy or weird. I always say anybody who
• 1:12:12
  Speaker 1: dates me, you're going to see me sage my house.
• 1:12:14
  Speaker 1: You're going to see me probably chant, meditate and do
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 1: all kinds of things that you're going to have to
• 1:12:17
  Speaker 1: get into it because I will not let anyone reduce
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 1: my spiritual power. It's how I'm going to have dreams
• 1:12:21
  Speaker 1: about your ass and see you coming. If you try
• 1:12:24
  Speaker 1: to mess around.
• 1:12:25
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 1:12:26
  Speaker 1: So that is like the super tools that we have.
• 1:12:29
  Speaker 1: So I love that you guys have these conversations because frankly,
• 1:12:33
  Speaker 1: it needs to be brought to the culture.
• 1:12:36
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 1:12:36
  Speaker 1: Like we're arguing about the wrong things, not realizing also
• 1:12:39
  Speaker 1: that as melanated people, we have like a supercharged battery
• 1:12:43
  Speaker 1: pack to achieve this shit. We can manifest faster than
• 1:12:45
  Speaker 1: anybody on the planet.
• 1:12:47
  Speaker 2: Period. I used to go to conferences. I don't know
• 1:12:49
  Speaker 2: if you've heard of Dr.
• 1:12:50
  Speaker 1: Laila Africa and like people like Queen Afua. And I
• 1:12:53
  Speaker 1: used to go to a lot of their conferences and
• 1:12:54
  Speaker 1: like just to learn about the spiritual power that we
• 1:12:58
  Speaker 1: have and the remembering who we are part is so
• 1:13:01
  Speaker 1: powerful that I, that's why when you hit me, I'm like,
• 1:13:03
  Speaker 1: you know what?
• 1:13:04
  Speaker 2: Yes. Immediately.
• 1:13:05
  Speaker 1: Because You guys are beautiful women in the culture who
• 1:13:08
  Speaker 1: are bringing topics that aren't common but need to be discussed.
• 1:13:11
  Speaker 1: So shout out to you guys. And thank you so
• 1:13:14
  Speaker 1: much for having me because these are conversations.
• 1:13:17
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I would love to have more conversations like this
• 1:13:19
  Speaker 3: when we talk back.
• 1:13:20
  Speaker 1: The people think I'm crazy. So I am the crazy one.
• 1:13:24
  Speaker 1: And I don't care.
• 1:13:26
  Speaker 2: Like, I'm made for this shit.
• 1:13:27
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying? I'm made for it. I
• 1:13:29
  Speaker 1: don't really give a fuck what people say or think.
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 3: Because I know me and the people who love me
• 1:13:33
  Speaker 3: know exactly who I am.
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 2: And it's truth. 100%.
• 1:13:37
  Speaker 1: All the things that you are saying to me are
• 1:13:39
  Speaker 1: things that I have researched and I know to be true.
• 1:13:41
  Speaker 1: And I can tell that that's only the scratch of
• 1:13:43
  Speaker 1: the surface of what you've researched. But I think this
• 1:13:47
  Speaker 1: is actually a time for lightworkers. Because if you think
• 1:13:50
  Speaker 1: about it, people like us are here to raise the
• 1:13:53
  Speaker 1: frequency of the planet by having these conversations and by
• 1:13:56
  Speaker 1: having these experiences. We're here to look a little crazy
• 1:14:00
  Speaker 1: until this conversation becomes normal. Because in another hundred years,
• 1:14:04
  Speaker 1: everybody will be like, oh, yeah, girl, I died and
• 1:14:05
  Speaker 1: came back, girl, you know, yesterday.
• 1:14:07
  Speaker 2: Bye, what's the plan?
• 1:14:08
  Speaker 1: You feel a couple, two hours and came on back.
• 1:14:09
  Speaker 1: Like there will be a generation of people who this
• 1:14:12
  Speaker 1: is normal for because we're allowing all of this information
• 1:14:15
  Speaker 1: to surface.
• 1:14:17
  Speaker 2: Yeah. This is so good. I'm so glad you came on.
• 1:14:23
  Speaker 4: I'm actually reading a book and I haven't been sharing
• 1:14:26
  Speaker 4: it with people because I just thought people would think, you.
• 1:14:29
  Speaker 2: Know, What are you into? I want to hear now.
• 1:14:31
  Speaker 2: I'm nosy. What's the book? It's called, hold on. The
• 1:14:37
  Speaker 2: Conjuring of America. Ooh. Yes. Is that about Uda? I
• 1:14:43
  Speaker 2: don't know yet. I just started it. But it's about
• 1:14:46
  Speaker 2: Black women in America.
• 1:14:48
  Speaker 4: And it's mojos, mermaids, medicine, and 400 years of Black
• 1:14:52
  Speaker 4: women's magic.
• 1:14:54
  Speaker 2: And it's called The Conjuring of America. And I just
• 1:14:56
  Speaker 2: started it. Oh, I like that.
• 1:14:58
  Speaker 4: But I know, like, even the word conjuring will send
• 1:15:01
  Speaker 4: people into a frenzy.
• 1:15:03
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 1:15:05
  Speaker 1: You know what's funny? A prayer is a conjure.
• 1:15:07
  Speaker 2: Is it not?
• 1:15:08
  Speaker 1: You're setting an intention of what you wish to come about.
• 1:15:11
  Speaker 1: When you celebrate a birthday, you sing and you put
• 1:15:13
  Speaker 1: your wishes or you put a condolence. You're drumming up energy.
• 1:15:17
  Speaker 1: I always say praying is begging.
• 1:15:19
  Speaker 2: A little. A little.
• 1:15:22
  Speaker 3: Because when I meditate or when I pray, I'm showing
• 1:15:27
  Speaker 3: gratitude for the things I already have.
• 1:15:29
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 1:15:30
  Speaker 3: That's how I do my meditation. That's how I do
• 1:15:32
  Speaker 3: my prayer. I don't be asking for anything. It's always
• 1:15:34
  Speaker 3: thank you, God. I say thank you, God, from the
• 1:15:36
  Speaker 3: time my feet hit the floor at least a hundred
• 1:15:38
  Speaker 3: times a day.
• 1:15:39
  Speaker 2: So then why do you say it's begging?
• 1:15:41
  Speaker 1: Because when people pray, like, please God, please God.
• 1:15:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah. The actual, how most people pray. Yeah.
• 1:15:47
  Speaker 1: People don't pray with authority. People don't realize that a
• 1:15:50
  Speaker 1: prayer is a request, but it's more a command. I am.
• 1:15:55
  Speaker 2: Correct.
• 1:15:56
  Speaker 1: So it's not, please.
• 1:15:57
  Speaker 2: God, give me a job.
• 1:15:58
  Speaker 1: It's, I'm thankful and I'm sending the intention that I'm
• 1:16:01
  Speaker 1: going to be employed and I thank you for working
• 1:16:03
  Speaker 1: with me on that. And again, we get to say
• 1:16:06
  Speaker 1: all of our emotions to God, but to your point
• 1:16:09
  Speaker 1: is we're not an impoverished beggar. It's not, please, sir,
• 1:16:14
  Speaker 1: if you can find it in your heart to bless me.
• 1:16:16
  Speaker 1: He want us to be good. Yes. My favorite phrase
• 1:16:20
  Speaker 1: I've been taught over many years of spiritual research is
• 1:16:23
  Speaker 1: the universe wants you to have what you want more
• 1:16:25
  Speaker 1: than you do. The answer is always yes. But it's
• 1:16:28
  Speaker 1: what are you saying? If you're saying I'm gonna be late?
• 1:16:31
  Speaker 2: Yes. The answer is yes. If you say I would
• 1:16:33
  Speaker 2: love to be on time? Yes. The answer is yes.
• 1:16:36
  Speaker 1: So what are we saying? What are we asking? What
• 1:16:38
  Speaker 1: are we putting out there?
• 1:16:39
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 1:16:40
  Speaker 3: So my last tattoo, and it takes me years to
• 1:16:43
  Speaker 3: get a tattoo, okay? So I randomly got this tattoo, yeah, before.
• 1:16:48
  Speaker 1: Last now, I think.
• 1:16:48
  Speaker 2: What is this? 2024. Is abracadabra. No way. The Hebrew. Yeah.
• 1:16:53
  Speaker 1: And, you know, abracadabra is as I speak, I create.
• 1:16:58
  Speaker 2: Correct. Is what it is. Correct. Yes, you got to
• 1:17:02
  Speaker 2: be careful with them words, man.
• 1:17:03
  Speaker 1: Yes, because they're spells, and that's why spelling, you know,
• 1:17:06
  Speaker 1: and the whole thing. But, like, people, like you said,
• 1:17:08
  Speaker 1: that's not just... magic and weird mysticism, it's very real.
• 1:17:13
  Speaker 1: And when I read up on the history of Abracadabra,
• 1:17:15
  Speaker 1: I was like, they've been playing in our face this
• 1:17:16
  Speaker 1: whole time. It's Ibra Kadibra or something. How do you
• 1:17:19
  Speaker 1: pronounce it? Ibra Kadibra. It's spelled different.
• 1:17:22
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 1:17:22
  Speaker 1: It's even spelled different from.
• 1:17:24
  Speaker 2: The Hebrew spelling.
• 1:17:26
  Speaker 1: No way.
• 1:17:27
  Speaker 3: The Disney Abracadabra is not even spelled that way.
• 1:17:31
  Speaker 2: The AB whatever is not spelled that way. My God.
• 1:17:34
  Speaker 1: So they literally are hiding the things in our face.
• 1:17:37
  Speaker 1: But you know, you got to just.
• 1:17:39
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 1:17:39
  Speaker 3: And sometimes some things I just already know it. So
• 1:17:41
  Speaker 3: when I read it, it's just like confirmation.
• 1:17:44
  Speaker 2: Yes. Like I knew that already.
• 1:17:47
  Speaker 1: It's like it's like a remembering.
• 1:17:48
  Speaker 2: I always say that.
• 1:17:49
  Speaker 1: I think that given that we hold the whole Akashic library,
• 1:17:53
  Speaker 1: most things aren't learning.
• 1:17:54
  Speaker 2: It's remembering.
• 1:17:55
  Speaker 1: You know, that's why I love the thing you said
• 1:17:58
  Speaker 1: about remembering who you are is like there is such
• 1:18:00
  Speaker 1: a library of information.
• 1:18:01
  Speaker 2: It's why.
• 1:18:02
  Speaker 1: Michael Jackson used to joke that when I get ideas
• 1:18:04
  Speaker 1: for a song, if I don't write it down, it'll
• 1:18:06
  Speaker 1: be given to Prince. He used to say that all
• 1:18:07
  Speaker 1: the time.
• 1:18:08
  Speaker 2: And it go through the ethers. Yes.
• 1:18:10
  Speaker 1: And if you read like The Artist's Way or like
• 1:18:13
  Speaker 1: any of those type of books, they talk about how
• 1:18:16
  Speaker 1: ideas are given to the collective and whoever responds to
• 1:18:20
  Speaker 1: that call is who gets it.
• 1:18:27
  Speaker 2: And as creating.
• 1:18:27
  Speaker 1: Don't say that, man.
• 1:18:28
  Speaker 2: Oh, it's annoying.
• 1:18:30
  Speaker 3: I have literally have like I like I was telling
• 1:18:34
  Speaker 3: Tam on another episode how I got million trillion dollar ideas.
• 1:18:38
  Speaker 2: And I just don't.
• 1:18:38
  Speaker 1: And so we whatever your services is, bitch, I'm paying
• 1:18:41
  Speaker 1: for it.
• 1:18:41
  Speaker 2: OK, Nikki.
• 1:18:44
  Speaker 1: I do not be executing.
• 1:18:46
  Speaker 2: Right.
• 1:18:47
  Speaker 3: And I literally had started writing a book in 2000.
• 1:18:52
  Speaker 3: like 2009 2010 yeah haven't finished a book okay obviously
• 1:18:57
  Speaker 3: it's 2026 the reason why I didn't finish because in
• 1:19:01
  Speaker 3: 2015 a man came out with the book my title
• 1:19:04
  Speaker 3: of my book and the same same content And I
• 1:19:08
  Speaker 3: got discouraged.
• 1:19:10
  Speaker 2: Oh, my God.
• 1:19:11
  Speaker 3: And to me, like, either I put, you know, because
• 1:19:13
  Speaker 3: God answers prayers with ideas, right? So if you don't execute,
• 1:19:17
  Speaker 3: like you said, he puts it out there, and whoever
• 1:19:19
  Speaker 3: grabs it, if you don't do it, somebody else is
• 1:19:20
  Speaker 3: going to do it. So when you think of something,
• 1:19:22
  Speaker 3: you need to do it right now.
• 1:19:23
  Speaker 2: Do not delay.
• 1:19:25
  Speaker 1: And I delayed, and somebody else picked up my thought.
• 1:19:28
  Speaker 2: Boy, so fuck that, because.
• 1:19:30
  Speaker 4: If you go on that bread aisle, it's how many,
• 1:19:33
  Speaker 4: everybody got bread.
• 1:19:34
  Speaker 3: No, I definitely can still do it. I would do
• 1:19:36
  Speaker 3: it better also. But I just, I got discouraged and
• 1:19:40
  Speaker 3: I never finished. But I have like some shit I've
• 1:19:43
  Speaker 3: been working on now for the last year.
• 1:19:46
  Speaker 2: I haven't finished.
• 1:19:47
  Speaker 3: And I just be, anytime I see like something slightly
• 1:19:50
  Speaker 3: somebody saying online, I'm like, oh my God, somebody about
• 1:19:53
  Speaker 3: to take my shit.
• 1:19:54
  Speaker 1: Somebody about to take my shit, bitch, hurry up.
• 1:19:56
  Speaker 2: But don't manifest that either. Right. But it's like, good job.
• 1:19:59
  Speaker 1: I mean, what's for me? But then it's what's for
• 1:20:00
  Speaker 1: me is for me, right?
• 1:20:02
  Speaker 2: Also.
• 1:20:02
  Speaker 1: So I don't know.
• 1:20:04
  Speaker 2: Yes.
• 1:20:04
  Speaker 1: And can I tell you the tricky thing about what's
• 1:20:06
  Speaker 1: for me is for me? What's for me is for me,
• 1:20:09
  Speaker 1: but it requires me to meet it. I have to
• 1:20:13
  Speaker 1: walk towards it. And that is a quantum leap towards it.
• 1:20:17
  Speaker 2: That's it.
• 1:20:19
  Speaker 1: And what I figured out is readiness is not required.
• 1:20:23
  Speaker 1: Things being good are, this is the biggest spoiler alert
• 1:20:26
  Speaker 1: I've ever figured out. It doesn't have to actually be good.
• 1:20:29
  Speaker 1: When God gives you an idea, he just wants you
• 1:20:30
  Speaker 1: to execute it. You don't have to actually like do
• 1:20:33
  Speaker 1: it well because he will take the rest. He just
• 1:20:36
  Speaker 1: needed you to meet him at the thing. And a
• 1:20:38
  Speaker 1: lot of times we think if we can't execute it
• 1:20:40
  Speaker 1: perfectly or if it doesn't look like what we've seen
• 1:20:42
  Speaker 1: come out or whatever. You know that hinders.
• 1:20:45
  Speaker 2: Me a lot.
• 1:20:46
  Speaker 4: AJ, let me tell you something. AJ will make a
• 1:20:48
  Speaker 4: video for We Talk Back. And she will make it
• 1:20:52
  Speaker 4: 17,000 times until it's perfect.
• 1:20:54
  Speaker 2: Oh, I need you in session. I need you in session.
• 1:20:56
  Speaker 4: I mean, I'd be like, you know what? That seventh
• 1:20:59
  Speaker 4: time you did it, it was really good.
• 1:21:01
  Speaker 2: It was really good. Okay, I'll see you in 26
• 1:21:04
  Speaker 2: more takes.
• 1:21:04
  Speaker 1: And even the imperfect, can I tell you? Like, my first,
• 1:21:08
  Speaker 1: or I should say maybe like second or third viral
• 1:21:10
  Speaker 1: video on TikTok, I had a robe on. One eyebrow
• 1:21:15
  Speaker 1: because this one wasn't drawn in and a towel on
• 1:21:17
  Speaker 1: my head. Can I tell you how angry I was
• 1:21:19
  Speaker 1: that that was the video that went viral? I was like, y'all,
• 1:21:22
  Speaker 1: you would wait for me to not have no eyebrow.
• 1:21:24
  Speaker 2: Really, God? Come on.
• 1:21:25
  Speaker 1: But that's when I learned perfection isn't required. It's just
• 1:21:29
  Speaker 1: doing what he says. And you know what?
• 1:21:31
  Speaker 2: I'll tell you this as a as a wrap up.
• 1:21:33
  Speaker 1: Do you know why I actually made that video about
• 1:21:36
  Speaker 1: my NDEs? I do coaching, group coaching. I do classes
• 1:21:39
  Speaker 1: every year. And I always do a Healing the Mother
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 1: Rule class. And so in May, I put the class up.
• 1:21:45
  Speaker 1: Class always sells out good times. This year, two people
• 1:21:47
  Speaker 1: bought it.
• 1:21:49
  Speaker 2: Two.
• 1:21:50
  Speaker 1: And neither of them showed up. I literally got to
• 1:21:53
  Speaker 1: the live stream and no one was there. And I
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 1: was like, huh, wow, I have officially meet the end
• 1:21:57
  Speaker 1: of the road. I don't know what's happening right now.
• 1:22:00
  Speaker 1: And I remember coming off of the Zoom call because
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 1: I waited 15 minutes and I was like, damn, really?
• 1:22:04
  Speaker 1: Nobody's gonna show up. Even the two people who paid
• 1:22:06
  Speaker 1: me aren't gonna be here. And I heard God say,
• 1:22:08
  Speaker 1: this is crazy. I recorded that video in February. I
• 1:22:11
  Speaker 1: released it in May because I thought I was too crazy.
• 1:22:14
  Speaker 1: Same thing, made the video, left it in the drafts.
• 1:22:16
  Speaker 1: And I was like, nah, I can't tell this story.
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 2: That's insane.
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 1: And literally after I came off that Zoom, I heard
• 1:22:21
  Speaker 1: God loud and clear be like, are.
• 1:22:22
  Speaker 2: You gonna do what I said now?
• 1:22:25
  Speaker 1: Like, and I could just see the face of like,
• 1:22:27
  Speaker 1: You've been delaying doing this video and doing what I said.
• 1:22:30
  Speaker 1: I told you to do this three months ago. Now
• 1:22:32
  Speaker 1: I'm going to stop all your sales. You're not going
• 1:22:34
  Speaker 1: to do nothing.
• 1:22:35
  Speaker 2: You will not achieve.
• 1:22:36
  Speaker 1: A thing until you do what I say. And I'm
• 1:22:37
  Speaker 1: telling you, I posted that video that afternoon. It is
• 1:22:41
  Speaker 1: now at like 6 million, 7 million views. That's not
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 1: even the part that I care about. What I care
• 1:22:44
  Speaker 1: about is my calendar was booked solid for three and
• 1:22:48
  Speaker 1: a half months after that. Only with people who, and
• 1:22:52
  Speaker 1: mind you, I never spoke about that kind of spirituality online.
• 1:22:54
  Speaker 1: I always spoke about healing and attachment styles, all of
• 1:22:57
  Speaker 1: the kind of traditional stuff that I can put my
• 1:23:00
  Speaker 1: degree towards, right? Because I don't like to do too
• 1:23:02
  Speaker 1: much online. That changed my audience completely. And so here's
• 1:23:06
  Speaker 1: why I'm telling you this story. Sometimes part of your
• 1:23:09
  Speaker 1: purpose is doing the thing that doesn't make sense or
• 1:23:12
  Speaker 1: seems crazy or isn't perfect. Because the amount of people
• 1:23:16
  Speaker 1: who came into session after that video that were like,
• 1:23:19
  Speaker 1: I've been looking for you. And I'm like, what do
• 1:23:20
  Speaker 1: you mean? And they're like, I don't know how to
• 1:23:22
  Speaker 1: describe it. But as soon as I saw you, I
• 1:23:23
  Speaker 1: knew I needed to book a session. I didn't even
• 1:23:24
  Speaker 1: look at your about page. I've been looking for you.
• 1:23:28
  Speaker 1: Meaning there are people waiting for your gift.
• 1:23:31
  Speaker 2: Waiting.
• 1:23:32
  Speaker 1: And we hold up the damn line because we're waiting
• 1:23:35
  Speaker 1: to be fucking perfect. There were people who needed me
• 1:23:37
  Speaker 1: back in February when God told me to post the
• 1:23:38
  Speaker 1: damn video. And I waited till May. I probably missed
• 1:23:41
  Speaker 1: some people. You see what I mean?
• 1:23:43
  Speaker 2: You ready? You ready to do a live show, bitch?
• 1:23:46
  Speaker 2: Are you ready? Come on, girl. Don't hold up the line.
• 1:23:51
  Speaker 1: Because we're here to impact people.
• 1:23:52
  Speaker 2: Come on. And stop waiting. I ain't scared to do
• 1:23:57
  Speaker 2: a live show.
• 1:23:58
  Speaker 1: What the hell?
• 1:24:00
  Speaker 2: No, I just remember you, like, in the.
• 1:24:02
  Speaker 4: Patreon last week, you were saying some things about what
• 1:24:06
  Speaker 4: was keeping you back, you know?
• 1:24:09
  Speaker 2: So I figured that applied to us going. Okay.
• 1:24:13
  Speaker 1: That's like my little, my, no. But I think in general,
• 1:24:17
  Speaker 1: anything that you want to do, just when you get
• 1:24:19
  Speaker 1: caught in that spiral of perfection, always remember, my only
• 1:24:23
  Speaker 1: job is to not hold up the line, not be perfect. Because,
• 1:24:28
  Speaker 1: and there's a book called Bringers of the Dawn by
• 1:24:29
  Speaker 1: Barbara Marciniak that has the single most powerful sentence I've
• 1:24:32
  Speaker 1: ever read in my life, which is, there are people
• 1:24:35
  Speaker 1: who are coded to only hear something from the sound
• 1:24:38
  Speaker 1: of your voice. A million people could say it. When
• 1:24:45
  Speaker 1: they hear your voice, they know. And I'm telling you,
• 1:24:47
  Speaker 1: I've had people, the amount of people who book sessions
• 1:24:49
  Speaker 1: that were like, I don't even know who you are.
• 1:24:51
  Speaker 2: I didn't even look you up.
• 1:24:53
  Speaker 1: My boyfriend said it was my voice. Not Indian people, right?
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 1: It's not like random Indian people on TikTok. These are
• 1:24:58
  Speaker 1: like grown professional people who make sound decisions. But literally
• 1:25:02
  Speaker 1: they felt in their DNA something that they had to
• 1:25:05
  Speaker 1: receive from me. And it's not because I'm special. It
• 1:25:08
  Speaker 1: was just designed that way.
• 1:25:10
  Speaker 4: Girl, I messaged you after hearing one sentence. I was like,
• 1:25:13
  Speaker 4: I didn't even listen to what you really had to say.
• 1:25:15
  Speaker 1: Are you serious?
• 1:25:17
  Speaker 2: One sentence. And I was like, let me DM her.
• 1:25:18
  Speaker 2: God will make sure I'm not a liar. Damn.
• 1:25:21
  Speaker 4: It was one sentence, for real. We were literally, the
• 1:25:24
  Speaker 4: girl didn't show up. I put that in Instagram. You
• 1:25:27
  Speaker 4: said one sentence. I sent you a DM.
• 1:25:30
  Speaker 3: And she's like that, too. That's why I wanted her
• 1:25:33
  Speaker 3: on here. Because when I met her, I met her at... Jessica,
• 1:25:36
  Speaker 3: Charlemagne wife, birthday party. And she's been in my heart
• 1:25:42
  Speaker 3: ever since.
• 1:25:42
  Speaker 2: Oh, I love that.
• 1:25:43
  Speaker 3: Like I met her and she said all these things
• 1:25:45
  Speaker 3: to me and I'm like, girl, what? Bitch, we supposed
• 1:25:48
  Speaker 3: to be, well, they eating burgers. It was a burger
• 1:25:50
  Speaker 3: place we was in. She bought out the burger place.
• 1:25:53
  Speaker 3: But yeah, that like, she's like that. And she definitely
• 1:25:56
  Speaker 3: came back with some shit.
• 1:25:58
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I was going to say.
• 1:25:59
  Speaker 3: So maybe it just wasn't in her spirit to do
• 1:26:01
  Speaker 3: this today.
• 1:26:02
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying?
• 1:26:02
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's why I said it may not even be
• 1:26:04
  Speaker 1: a negative thing. Some things just line up the way
• 1:26:06
  Speaker 1: they should.
• 1:26:07
  Speaker 2: Well, it wasn't meant for her to do it today
• 1:26:09
  Speaker 2: because it was meant for Nikki. You know, that's why.
• 1:26:12
  Speaker 2: It's not personal to her. But I'm so glad that
• 1:26:16
  Speaker 2: you can.
• 1:26:16
  Speaker 1: You have such an energy and a warm energy.
• 1:26:18
  Speaker 2: I appreciate it. Yes, this was very enlightening. And fun.
• 1:26:23
  Speaker 2: And I did have my moments that I was like,
• 1:26:26
  Speaker 2: hold up, bitch. One second.
• 1:26:27
  Speaker 1: Where you going with this?
• 1:26:29
  Speaker 2: But everything had like, you know, an answer to it
• 1:26:32
  Speaker 2: that is very plausible and very possible for me. You know,
• 1:26:36
  Speaker 2: I still have, you know, my skepticism about things. And,
• 1:26:40
  Speaker 2: you know, I mean. And I think that's natural.
• 1:26:42
  Speaker 1: Listen, I'm a big believer in don't just believe something
• 1:26:46
  Speaker 1: because other people believe it. big believer in that so
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  Speaker 1: that's why even any reactions people have had to my
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  Speaker 1: story I'm like let it sit with you it may
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  Speaker 1: be another 20 years that you meet another person that
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  Speaker 1: you're like holy shit that lady did say that 20
• 1:26:58
  Speaker 1: years ago I leave room for that or for people
• 1:27:00
  Speaker 1: to walk away and be like she a little cuckoo
• 1:27:01
  Speaker 1: but we like.
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  Speaker 2: Her though it's okay.
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  Speaker 3: That's I just appreciate the opportunity to let me tell it.
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  Speaker 1: So, thank you guys so much.
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  Speaker 2: And, you know, when I invited, I thought you were like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: this is going to be scary for Halloween. This was
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  Speaker 2: not scary at all. I know. I shouldn't be the spookier.
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  Speaker 2: I know.
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  Speaker 1: It's not very scary. I didn't see any, like, ghost
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  Speaker 1: jump out or anything.
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  Speaker 4: You should have just, like, thrown that in your, like,
• 1:27:25
  Speaker 4: and then this nigga in a black outfit jumped out
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  Speaker 4: and he.
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  Speaker 1: Was like, go back to your body, bitch. And he.
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  Speaker 2: Scared me back into my soul, y'all. My body, my body.
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  Speaker 1: I know for real. I think the darkness is in me.
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  Speaker 2: I was like, yeah, okay, I'm out. This ain't it.
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  Speaker 1: I can't see shit.
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  Speaker 2: Tell everybody where they can find you.
• 1:27:54
  Speaker 1: I can be found everywhere.
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  Speaker 2: Hold up, Nikki. Yes. We have a segment on our show.
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  Speaker 1: Ooh, God.
• 1:28:00
  Speaker 2: It's called Dumb Bitch Story. And you got to tell
• 1:28:03
  Speaker 2: the time where you were played by the opposite sex. Oh,
• 1:28:06
  Speaker 2: my God. Okay. I love this.
• 1:28:08
  Speaker 1: Or same, whatever you into.
• 1:28:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah. I like this. Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Can I tell you that a few years ago when
• 1:28:15
  Speaker 1: I became single, I thought, ooh, I'm going to have
• 1:28:18
  Speaker 1: a brat summer or whatever the girls call it. So
• 1:28:20
  Speaker 1: I found myself on a dating app and decided at
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  Speaker 1: my ripe age of almost 40 years old to talk
• 1:28:24
  Speaker 1: to a 26 year old. Until I figured out why
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  Speaker 1: you don't do that, because here's the dumb bitchness of
• 1:28:29
  Speaker 1: it all.
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  Speaker 2: First of all, he's 26. What did you think he wanted? Right. OK.
• 1:28:33
  Speaker 1: But he came in so mature that I was like, OK, maybe. Baby,
• 1:28:37
  Speaker 1: when I tell you he hit me with that hot
• 1:28:38
  Speaker 1: and cold so fast. that I found myself curled up
• 1:28:43
  Speaker 1: upset trying to figure out and then I was like
• 1:28:45
  Speaker 1: oh my god Did I just get turned into a
• 1:28:47
  Speaker 1: stupid bitch by a 26-year-old?
• 1:28:48
  Speaker 2: Wait a minute. Not you have me.
• 1:28:50
  Speaker 1: Folded up trying to figure out why you didn't call me.
• 1:28:52
  Speaker 2: That's crazy. And Markeisha Cole right there. God damn it,
• 1:28:56
  Speaker 2: Markeisha Cole.
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  Speaker 3: He gave a little.
• 1:28:58
  Speaker 2: Bit of Keisha. Thank God he wasn't like a drug dealer.
• 1:29:00
  Speaker 1: But like, that's when I figured out my cougar days
• 1:29:04
  Speaker 1: were short-lived.
• 1:29:05
  Speaker 2: These young boys are wild. Listen, they don't care about nobody.
• 1:29:08
  Speaker 1: And once he told me, he was like, you know,
• 1:29:09
  Speaker 1: the last girl I dated, she'd still be crying every
• 1:29:11
  Speaker 1: day and calling me.
• 1:29:11
  Speaker 2: And I was like, Warlock. He told you that. Not
• 1:29:15
  Speaker 2: I was tricked by a 26-year-old warlock, but that was my....
• 1:29:20
  Speaker 1: Did you give him some money?
• 1:29:21
  Speaker 2: No. Or did you not?
• 1:29:23
  Speaker 1: Because once he started assessing my items is when I
• 1:29:26
  Speaker 1: knew I was heading into.
• 1:29:27
  Speaker 2: The big circle. Oh, big money. Big money.
• 1:29:30
  Speaker 1: Trying to look at my jewelry, different things, assessing prices.
• 1:29:33
  Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, I'm about to get got
• 1:29:34
  Speaker 2: in it.
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  Speaker 1: Okay. Yeah.
• 1:29:38
  Speaker 2: That's not really it.
• 1:29:39
  Speaker 1: You just got smashed real good.
• 1:29:41
  Speaker 2: You just got put through the mattress. That happened to you.
• 1:29:44
  Speaker 1: I actually did date a guy that... told me he
• 1:29:47
  Speaker 1: worked in IT. And after a month of dating him,
• 1:29:49
  Speaker 1: I found out that he was like one of the
• 1:29:51
  Speaker 1: biggest crack dealers in the city. And the only reason
• 1:29:52
  Speaker 1: I found out is that he called me from a hotel.
• 1:29:55
  Speaker 1: And when I called it back, the front desk was like,
• 1:29:58
  Speaker 1: we've been getting a lot of calls from this room.
• 1:30:00
  Speaker 1: And I think we're going to put this individual out.
• 1:30:02
  Speaker 1: And then I found out that he literally got locked
• 1:30:04
  Speaker 1: up in the feds. And I felt like an idiot
• 1:30:06
  Speaker 1: bitch for not knowing that and believing he really worked
• 1:30:08
  Speaker 1: in IT. Because How do you, I don't know how
• 1:30:12
  Speaker 1: he pulled that off. But yeah, I thought he was
• 1:30:15
  Speaker 1: the friendly IT man until I saw all of the
• 1:30:17
  Speaker 1: news reports, hotel activity, lockup.
• 1:30:20
  Speaker 2: Federal record. He could have did both. Right. You think so?
• 1:30:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah, very possible. I don't know how.
• 1:30:27
  Speaker 2: You'd have a full-time job. Crack's still a self.
• 1:30:31
  Speaker 1: Yeah, he can't have to do nothing.
• 1:30:34
  Speaker 2: Especially if you say he was the biggest crack dealer
• 1:30:38
  Speaker 2: in the city probably didn't even touch no crack one
• 1:30:42
  Speaker 2: of my ex-boyfriends literally only got a job at a
• 1:30:45
  Speaker 2: restaurant to sell drugs.
• 1:30:48
  Speaker 1: This is why that was my dumb bitch moment because
• 1:30:52
  Speaker 1: i had no idea because i was like there's no
• 1:30:54
  Speaker 1: way a person could sell crack and work in it
• 1:30:56
  Speaker 1: you can't do.
• 1:30:56
  Speaker 2: Both there's no way Didn't know.
• 1:30:59
  Speaker 1: See, this is... I had no idea, girl. I didn't know.
• 1:31:03
  Speaker 2: Men can multitask. I did not know that.
• 1:31:06
  Speaker 1: I said, this man is on a computer.
• 1:31:08
  Speaker 2: He couldn't be doing drugs. He could never do that.
• 1:31:10
  Speaker 2: That's crazy.
• 1:31:11
  Speaker 1: He was ordering that shit from China, probably. He was
• 1:31:15
  Speaker 1: on a dark web. Oh, my God.
• 1:31:19
  Speaker 2: But, you know, I blame him on being a Scorpio.
• 1:31:21
  Speaker 2: We do things for the plot sometimes. It can lead to...
• 1:31:24
  Speaker 2: That means you got a birthday coming up. I do.
• 1:31:26
  Speaker 2: When is it? The 12th of November. 12th of November.
• 1:31:30
  Speaker 1: I'm officially in the 40s now, Lord.
• 1:31:32
  Speaker 2: Once you hit 41, you're in it. So now I
• 1:31:35
  Speaker 2: have to accept life. Well, listen, tell everybody where they
• 1:31:39
  Speaker 2: can find all your things. Plug everything. Absolutely.
• 1:31:42
  Speaker 1: You can find me on any socials at iNikkiValentine. That's
• 1:31:45
  Speaker 1: I-N-I-K-K-I Valentine. Or you can visit my website at nikki-valentine.com.
• 1:31:51
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• 1:31:53
  Speaker 1: have a story, a question, or you need a session.
• 1:31:55
  Speaker 2: Hit me up. All right. Well, I'm definitely going to
• 1:31:58
  Speaker 2: hit you up, girl. This is good.
• 1:31:59
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• 1:32:01
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• 1:32:03
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• 1:32:04
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• 1:32:06
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• 1:32:08
  Speaker 2: All right. Thank you. Yes, y'all.
• 1:32:11
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• 1:32:14
  Speaker 3: did you plug all your things? Did she plug all
• 1:32:16
  Speaker 3: her things?
• 1:32:16
  Speaker 2: Yeah, she did. Yes. Okay. You did?
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  Speaker 1: Okay. All right.
• 1:32:19
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• 1:32:43
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• 1:32:48
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