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Episode #224: Inner Dialogue Awareness · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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  Speaker 1: Hey, everybody, welcome to Tea Time with Amy and Bev
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  Speaker 1: sub sister.
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  Speaker 2: Good day. Great, is wonderful. It is great. Yeah, I
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  Speaker 2: got to see you three times in one day.
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  Speaker 1: You know, we're like, okay, record, okay stop, okay, record
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  Speaker 1: okay stop. So we're we're on this. Bev and I
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  Speaker 1: have things coming up in our life, so we're doing
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  Speaker 1: like three short videos and that will cover the next
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  Speaker 1: three weeks of content until we can come back together
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  Speaker 1: because of time constraints with what we have going on,
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  Speaker 1: So her and I will actually, I mean we made
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  Speaker 1: text or talk in the next few weeks, but not
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  Speaker 1: doing the Tea Time recordings.
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  Speaker 2: That will be in about three weeks.
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  Speaker 1: So this is this is like yeah, like we were
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  Speaker 1: getting to see each other three even Anyway, it's fun fun.
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  Speaker 1: So what's going on?
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  Speaker 2: Well, Oh, I was going to talk to you about meditation.
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  Speaker 2: I've been meditating every single day and it's like, it's
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  Speaker 2: interesting because as I've in group where we've got one
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  Speaker 2: galvis she's trained in meditation and all that stuff too,
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  Speaker 2: And I know you've trained and you've also taught a
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  Speaker 2: lot of meditation, but it's really learning and it's really
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  Speaker 2: interpreting it for yourself because it's it's different reasons. Like
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  Speaker 2: for a while, it was just I'm just listening to
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  Speaker 2: receive right, and then then it's like now it's uh.
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  Speaker 2: Now it's where I'm out of space where I'm fine tuning,
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  Speaker 2: and I'm staying tuned into that space without falling the sleep,
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  Speaker 2: and I'm there's I've had some crazy stuff. I say
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  Speaker 2: crazy because it's not something we experience on a daily
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  Speaker 2: but we can. And so I will see all kinds
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  Speaker 2: of different people's faces. I'll hear all kinds. There's been
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  Speaker 2: a couple of times where I've heard so many voices
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  Speaker 2: talking and and I'm in awareness of it, and that's
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  Speaker 2: how I know I'm not asleep. I'm in awareness of it.
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  Speaker 2: Well that's not even true, because even when I go
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  Speaker 2: into my dream state what we call dream state, I'm
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  Speaker 2: aware and making decisions and stuff, but I'm feeling things
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  Speaker 2: and I'm interpreting in them, and I'm like, oh, I
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  Speaker 2: don't recognize that person's face. I wonder who that is.
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  Speaker 2: Like I'm going through this whole thing, and it's like
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  Speaker 2: I wouldn't have known those things without meditation, and it
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  Speaker 2: wasn't I kept looking at meditation from a different standpoint,
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  Speaker 2: I feel like, you know, like like people look at
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  Speaker 2: the gym, I don't want to go to the gym.
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  Speaker 2: I don't feel like working out and doing that stuff.
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  Speaker 2: And I just didn't feel like doing it. I'd be
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  Speaker 2: quite honest with you. I just didn't feel like doing it.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't have the time. I didn't make the time
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  Speaker 2: for it. But more I get connected, and it's not
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  Speaker 2: just for the experience, but it's for the realization that
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  Speaker 2: I'm tuning in because we're in tennis, and so we
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  Speaker 2: can tune into whatever we want to tune into. We
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  Speaker 2: talked about in the last one. My analogy was you
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  Speaker 2: have a whole library withinside of you, and each book
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  Speaker 2: has a gift or it has information in it for
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  Speaker 2: you for that gift or that knowledge or whatever. But
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  Speaker 2: it's like, we have all this stuff, and it's like,
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  Speaker 2: unless I have the experience of even allowing myself to
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  Speaker 2: go into meditation with guided meditation, without guided meditation, it
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  Speaker 2: doesn't matter. I lately, I just I have my ear
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  Speaker 2: plugs that I sleep in with at night, so I
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  Speaker 2: can cut down any sounds, but I'll hear like a
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  Speaker 2: humming or a wine in my own ears, and so
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  Speaker 2: I'll listen to that and I'll tune into that, or
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  Speaker 2: I'll just I'm just paying attention to my body. We've
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  Speaker 2: been talking about that, Like I'm meditating a couple of
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  Speaker 2: nights ago, and I could feel the energy coming up
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  Speaker 2: through the root chakra, and I could feel it coming
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  Speaker 2: up and I could fill it in my solar plexus.
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  Speaker 2: But it was almost as if someone had tied a
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  Speaker 2: rope around my whole solar plexus area, and that's our
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  Speaker 2: power center, but filling tied down, almost severed. I would
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  Speaker 2: always say that I was completely cut off in that space,
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  Speaker 2: because that's how it felt. But staying in that space,
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  Speaker 2: and it's like, in a lot of ways, when I
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  Speaker 2: was in that space, it was like the reason I'm
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  Speaker 2: experiencing all these things because there's layers of stuff that
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  Speaker 2: I have on me, that I put on me, restrictions,
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  Speaker 2: not allowing my flow, fear, whatever. All these things have
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  Speaker 2: kind of made it kind of suck in and close
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  Speaker 2: off and kind of protect itself. I guess you could say,
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  Speaker 2: but I've talked about before. When we're protecting ourselves, we're
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  Speaker 2: not allowing anything in. And if I have faith, I
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  Speaker 2: know that I'm always protected. I was even told this
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  Speaker 2: in a dream recently. There was someone I don't know
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  Speaker 2: if I mentioned that, but there was a person that
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  Speaker 2: was a contractor and he kind of reminded me of
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  Speaker 2: mafia or whatever. But he's trying to bully me, and
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, I'm protected. In my dream, I'm telling him
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  Speaker 2: I'm protected, and it's like, I've heard so many readings
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  Speaker 2: about me being you are protected. I'm like, here, motherfucker,
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  Speaker 2: I I haven't protected. I heard that I was totld
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  Speaker 2: Peter when I was sleeping. But so with this meditation stuff,
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  Speaker 2: I'm having all these experiences and it's I just kind
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  Speaker 2: of wanted to bring it forward because I feel like
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  Speaker 2: a lot of people are try to cut things off
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  Speaker 2: in it and I don't know that it was my
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  Speaker 2: intention to get to that place, because I feel like
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  Speaker 2: I've been being drawn to this direction. But it's like
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  Speaker 2: it's so easy now, it's fine tuning. It's again having
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  Speaker 2: clarity of what I'm having this experience. What do I
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  Speaker 2: want out of it? Well, like, listen, I can only
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  Speaker 2: have one person talking at a time, and this in
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  Speaker 2: order for me to work properly, but even takes me
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  Speaker 2: back to dreams that I had, probably I don't know
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  Speaker 2: eight years ago, seven years ago, that I had all
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  Speaker 2: these spirits coming to me, like I couldn't see them
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  Speaker 2: in front of me, but then I looked in the
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  Speaker 2: mirror and they were all around me, and it's like
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  Speaker 2: everybody's talking on it one time, and I was like, here,
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  Speaker 2: you can't be all telling me everything at one time.
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  Speaker 2: I can't do this, And it's like in that energy,
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  Speaker 2: I'm not in that space anymore. Now I'm in a
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  Speaker 2: space like I can only handle one person at a time,
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  Speaker 2: maybe too, It just depends, especially if it's related to
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  Speaker 2: one person, maybe a couple, as long as it's related
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  Speaker 2: to that one person. But it's being in that flow
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  Speaker 2: of that information. And I couldn't have gotten there. I
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  Speaker 2: couldn't have quieted down enough. I couldn't have listened enough
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  Speaker 2: until I got into meditation. So it's like, what if
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  Speaker 2: you find yourself that you're blocking yourself for meditating, like
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  Speaker 2: there's something on the other side of that. It's not
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  Speaker 2: a have to, And maybe it was like a fair thing.
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  Speaker 2: Maybe it was you know, something you know pre recorded
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  Speaker 2: or or in my subconscious somewhere from another lifetime or
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  Speaker 2: something that was already there. It was already instilled in
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  Speaker 2: me to be afraid of it, or maybe it was
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  Speaker 2: something I've heard my mom's day or you know, who knows,
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  Speaker 2: but it's like I kind of went past that place,
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  Speaker 2: and it's not even having I don't have a set time,
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  Speaker 2: a set date, or set whatever. I try to do
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  Speaker 2: it in the morning when I wake up, I do
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  Speaker 2: it at night, and if I have time in the
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  Speaker 2: middle of the day, I'll do it then. So that's
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  Speaker 2: kind of one of those things I wanted to bring
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  Speaker 2: forward because it's just it's been so valuable and I'm
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  Speaker 2: receiving so much information and then hearing the conversation, like
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  Speaker 2: if I ask a question, I'm hearing a conversation. I'll
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  Speaker 2: notice I'm hearing a conversation or something that's being said
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  Speaker 2: to me, and it's like it's not it doesn't seem
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  Speaker 2: to be direct all the time. It seems to be
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  Speaker 2: almost like we're playing charades a lot, like even the
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  Speaker 2: information might come through as an example or an experience
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  Speaker 2: or whatever how it's being brought to me. So it's
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  Speaker 2: like it's just interesting. But now with me saying that,
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  Speaker 2: I can fine tune that well, I want you to
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  Speaker 2: be more direct. I'd like it to be more you know,
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  Speaker 2: you guys know my filtration system. Let's work past those
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  Speaker 2: barriers or remove those barriers, and let's get this information
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  Speaker 2: and so that I can bring forward whatever needs to
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  Speaker 2: be said at any given moment to whomever I'm speaking to, borrow,
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  Speaker 2: whomever I'm thinking of, or if I'm healing or sending energy.
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  Speaker 2: I want to be able to flow that information through
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  Speaker 2: without my subconscious that's been programmed for Planet Earth.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, meditation is a valuable tool when we learn to
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  Speaker 1: sit with ourselves and tune into that guidance that's being
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  Speaker 1: presented to us. As you were talking about having all
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  Speaker 1: those spirits around and they're all talking at the same time,
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  Speaker 1: and you're like, stop right, I having it in and
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  Speaker 1: that actual physical experience was a great as you were
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  Speaker 1: talking and me taking what you were saying and applying
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  Speaker 1: it to the actual physical experience. Because I had a
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  Speaker 1: meeting not too long ago, in fact, two meetings this
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  Speaker 1: month where I was facilitating the meeting and you had
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  Speaker 1: and I had like six people in the room and
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  Speaker 1: there's a conversation here, and there's a conversation here, and
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  Speaker 1: you're trying to talk to the person across the table,
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  Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, one conversation at a time, please,
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  Speaker 1: and everybody stopped, okay, And so I continue with the conversation.
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  Speaker 1: And as that person's talking to me to answer my question,
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  Speaker 1: I have a person on this side of me who's
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  Speaker 1: chiming in everyone. So a while, and now they're trying
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  Speaker 1: to talk over each I'm like, stop, one at a time, please,
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  Speaker 1: so I can hear what is being said. And it was.
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  Speaker 1: It's similar because spirits can when you sit to to
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  Speaker 1: not I'm not going to say be quiet, but when
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  Speaker 1: you sit to relax and to be in your meditation,
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  Speaker 1: that does open you up if you choose, because you
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  Speaker 1: can turn it off as well, but if you choose
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  Speaker 1: to be open to spirit, meaning open to the guidance,
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  Speaker 1: that's that's the universal guidance, the collective consciousness guidance, God's guidance.
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  Speaker 1: However you want to interpret it. That that information comes
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  Speaker 1: to you, it can seem overwhelming because so much is coming.
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  Speaker 1: And I've had the experience several times early in my
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  Speaker 1: early in my process about learning about this stuff, and
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  Speaker 1: I would say, Okay, I can't handle all this. We
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  Speaker 1: need to tone it down a little bit so I
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  Speaker 1: can receive it in a good way and you can
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  Speaker 1: talk to spirit that way. You can have you know,
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  Speaker 1: like just I would tell beb BEV bring it down
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  Speaker 1: a notch so I can understand you. So you know,
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  Speaker 1: whatever relationship you have with your spiritual guidance, that's up
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  Speaker 1: between you and that. And I love humor. I love
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  Speaker 1: to to to think about how our angels are or
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  Speaker 1: our spirit guides are, like is she getting it? But yeah,
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  Speaker 1: So I had a physical experience where I needed to
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  Speaker 1: tell people pretty much zip it so that I could
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  Speaker 1: hear the information I needed to hear. When you sit
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  Speaker 1: in meditation, it's to quiet the self down because our
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  Speaker 1: mind chatter too.
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  Speaker 2: Our brain just.
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  Speaker 1: Blah blah blah blah blah blah. Okay, just take a breath.
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  Speaker 1: It's okay. I'll deal with all those thoughts later. I
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  Speaker 1: can come back to them later. You can come back,
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  Speaker 1: you know, revisit if you want to. I can pick
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  Speaker 1: it up if I want to. But it right now,
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to sit here. I'm going to breathe, and
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to be still. I'm going to attempt to
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  Speaker 1: be quiet. I'm gonna I'm gonna open myself up to information.
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  Speaker 1: But a lot of times it's our own inner dialogue
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  Speaker 1: that is being noisy and h having that awareness we
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  Speaker 1: we it's something that we do so much through our
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  Speaker 1: day is we're thinking people. That's our human side. We
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  Speaker 1: think and think, thing think, and it's just constant. It's constant.
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  Speaker 1: If you ever really given any awareness to your thoughts,
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  Speaker 1: you would be amazed at what you actually think in
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  Speaker 1: a day. Seriously, when I started doing that, I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: where did that come from? It? Why would you think that?
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  Speaker 1: And why would you think that about yourself? What is?
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  Speaker 1: What do you think? Cause it's just like one continuous
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  Speaker 1: thought on all kinds of subjects all day long, and
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  Speaker 1: it's exhausting once you actually give awareness to it. So
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  Speaker 1: be aware when you're sitting for your meditation about your
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  Speaker 1: own inner dialogue because whow be heavy, it could be comical,
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  Speaker 1: it could be straining, it can be damaging like so
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  Speaker 1: many things. So having that that inner dialogue awareness super important.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, And the whole the whole process of getting to
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  Speaker 2: the point where I'm at right now was a process.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: And so if I said and look at all of
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  Speaker 2: it now, as you were saying all this stuff. I'm
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  Speaker 2: sitting here going through the experiences. I had to go
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  Speaker 2: through those experiences because I was tuning in, I was
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  Speaker 2: catching my thoughts because it was it was like, why
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  Speaker 2: aren't you what, like, really you're thinking that kind of stuff.
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  Speaker 2: And it's like even recognizing when I do it with myself,
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  Speaker 2: or if I feel like a conversation doesn't feel good
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  Speaker 2: that I'm receiving from someone else and I go to respond,
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  Speaker 2: it's like, that's not in alignment with Joy. That doesn't
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  Speaker 2: feel good for me, that's not in alignment with Joy.
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  Speaker 2: So if it's not in alignment with Joy, I'm probably
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  Speaker 2: gonna go I'm gonna go over here with Joy. I'm
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  Speaker 2: gonna go hang out with Joy. And then you it
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  Speaker 2: doesn't matter where everyone else is at until you decide
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  Speaker 2: to find your space. Because I didn't have that overnight
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  Speaker 2: and I couldn't meditate for the longest time at least
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  Speaker 2: I and then I then I had my There were
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  Speaker 2: so many layers to it because then there was like
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  Speaker 2: I just don't want to do it, and then oh,
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  Speaker 2: but it's like it constantly kept hearing every single thing
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  Speaker 2: I listened to, I read or whatever you gotta meditate
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  Speaker 2: like all the stuff all the time. And I was like, no, no,
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  Speaker 2: And now it's like I've surrendered, right, So I've surrendered
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  Speaker 2: to this stuff. And then when I say this surrender,
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  Speaker 2: I surrender to my higher self all the time. I
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  Speaker 2: surrender to your creator because we get in our ideas
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  Speaker 2: in our mind from this experience. Since we've been here,
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  Speaker 2: our ego and everything else has ideas of how things
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  Speaker 2: should be and how we want things to be, and
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  Speaker 2: it's so much bigger than that. It's it's still much
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  Speaker 2: we're so if we're creating from that space and not
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  Speaker 2: being open to anything else, we're limiting ourselves. And I
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  Speaker 2: have been limiting myself for so long, and this, like
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  Speaker 2: I've even asked, I'm surrendering my limits. I'm surrendering. People
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  Speaker 2: sometimes say it, you're going to surrender to the Christ within.
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  Speaker 2: It's like whatever, but it's like I'm literally I'm really surrendering.
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  Speaker 2: So even when I'm in my meditations and I'm feeling
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  Speaker 2: that constrain across my solar plexus and I'm surrendering it
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  Speaker 2: because I don't know what it is. I don't have
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  Speaker 2: to go dig in and find out exactly what it
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  Speaker 2: was if it's something that I just need to let
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  Speaker 2: go of, I just let go of it. But it's
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  Speaker 2: like I ask and I don't. Before I always felt
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  Speaker 2: like I knew what I didn't know, And so now
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  Speaker 2: it's like, instead of thinking that I know how to
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  Speaker 2: let go of these things or I know how to
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  Speaker 2: handle these things, I'm asking God, I'm asking Joy, I'm
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  Speaker 2: asking the angels, I'm asking my spirit team, like holy crap,
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  Speaker 2: I need your help. I don't know what to do
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  Speaker 2: with this right now. Or Hey, this feels like shit.
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  Speaker 2: And then I'm tired of feeling like shit and I
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  Speaker 2: want to feel happy. Aren't we supposed to be in
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  Speaker 2: the space joy all the time? Because I feel like
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  Speaker 2: we can be, really we can be. It's when you're
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  Speaker 2: in the space of joy all the time, you're still
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  Speaker 2: going to have circumstances that present themselves to you. What
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  Speaker 2: you're going to the perspective, is from a space of joy.
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  Speaker 2: So you're not going to be from a space of victim.
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  Speaker 2: You're not going to be from a space of anger
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  Speaker 2: and hate and all this other stuff opposition. You're in
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  Speaker 2: a space of joy and love and all the amazing
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  Speaker 2: feeling words that come along with that. But it's it's
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  Speaker 2: that you feel those things, and it's recognizing where you
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  Speaker 2: want to be at and I recognize I like to
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  Speaker 2: be in the space of joy. We talked before, you
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  Speaker 2: talked about being in that angry space. Well, that's where
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  Speaker 2: I spent most of my life, and it's like it's
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  Speaker 2: still there's still a lingering of it, so I have
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  Speaker 2: to kind of check in. That's when I have to
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  Speaker 2: be like, oh, I see you and I love you,
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  Speaker 2: but I'm gonna go hang out with joy. You want
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  Speaker 2: to come with me because because I'm going to go,
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  Speaker 2: I'm going this direction because this is what feels good
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  Speaker 2: for me. And it's really just recognizing all that what
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  Speaker 2: feels good for you, because when it really genuinely feels
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  Speaker 2: good for you, it's never gonna hurt another. It's never
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  Speaker 2: gonna it's never gonna create lack for another. Speaking of lack,
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  Speaker 2: you know, we've got these orchards in town and people
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  Speaker 2: are there's there's such an there's there's two different sides
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  Speaker 2: of a stick, right, Like Abraham says, you got one people,
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  Speaker 2: you get this group of people over here, but it's
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  Speaker 2: all about lack, and you got all these people over
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  Speaker 2: here about abundance when I drive through, because I drive
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  Speaker 2: through this this area daily, I look at it because weird.
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  Speaker 2: I was talking to my grandkids and they're like, oh, well,
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  Speaker 2: probably a lot of water, and I'm like, well, you
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  Speaker 2: could think that, But I said, what did trees bring,
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  Speaker 2: traines bring more water to us? I said, so we
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  Speaker 2: could sit here and look at one side of the
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  Speaker 2: coin and say, hey, these people are taking all of
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  Speaker 2: our water, or on the other side of the coin,
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  Speaker 2: they're presenting something that's an opportunity for our earth to
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  Speaker 2: kind of bring more water here to us to feed
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  Speaker 2: the supply. So from my perspective, I'm always going to
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: see the glass half full. Actually it's usually overflowing, but
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  Speaker 2: it can be with joy, so it can be overflowing
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  Speaker 2: and knowing that all that stuff that's being created there
• 17:07
  Speaker 2: is only going to create more of abundance. So it's
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  Speaker 2: really being in a space of paying attention to how
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  Speaker 2: you feel and guess what somebody on the opposite side
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  Speaker 2: of stick might say, Oh, she's ignoring things or and
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  Speaker 2: she's pretending and she's doing these things. I just know
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  Speaker 2: it feels better, and I'm going to continue doing what
• 17:23
  Speaker 2: feels better. For me. And sometimes people think that they're
• 17:26
  Speaker 2: happy in the space they are. I hear people all
• 17:28
  Speaker 2: the time. Jimmy's to do it all the time. I said,
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  Speaker 2: you're not happy with your job, but I love helping people. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: so for my outside space, I know you love helping people.
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: But I never see you happy, very, very seldom do
• 17:40
  Speaker 2: I see you happy and carry such a weight upon yourself.
• 17:43
  Speaker 2: And it's recognizing that stuff. We've been telling ourselves we're
• 17:46
  Speaker 2: happy in the situations like that, because that feels like
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: it's the best we're going to get right now, right
• 17:51
  Speaker 2: like we're not good enough to get anything more that
• 17:53
  Speaker 2: like that, we're not good enough to have everything move
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: smoothly all the time. We are we are. But it's
• 17:58
  Speaker 2: knowing that you're worthy of it. We're back to that
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: whole confidence thing. It's having the confidence and knowing and
• 18:04
  Speaker 2: then if you don't have it, God, why where do
• 18:06
  Speaker 2: I have these blocks? Where do I have Why am
• 18:09
  Speaker 2: I not allowing myself this free flowing of abundance? And
• 18:13
  Speaker 2: it's never just about money. It's never just about money.
• 18:16
  Speaker 2: It's about everything. Just like I said before, When we're
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: blocking something out, when we're shielding something we're protecting ourselves.
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: We're keeping everything away from us. We're allowing a small
• 18:25
  Speaker 2: trickle to come in and our accounts can reflect it.
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: Absolutely. Kind of wrapping this up, I want to just
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: come back to resisting, causing resistance, or facing resistance in
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: things that we know would be beneficial for ourselves. So,
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: like you said, working out or meditation, doing things that
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: we know would feel good or feel better than what
• 18:55
  Speaker 1: we're experiencing that when notice those things, notice those circumstances
• 19:01
  Speaker 1: where you know it would be something that would feel
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  Speaker 1: good to you, but because of your habits, your programming,
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  Speaker 1: your belief systems, and all the things that you're resisting
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: the idea of even the idea of doing it, which
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: like BEV talked about meditation, you're resisting the idea of
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: doing it, but you know in your soul that it
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: would be beneficial. These are the things that would be
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: important to schedule with yourself to do, even just practicing
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: being happy or experiencing joy more often, or acknowledging those
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: moments of joy moving your body more. It doesn't mean
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: you have to go to the gym for an hour
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: hour and a half at least, just maybe go for
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: a walk for ten minutes, or just dance around the
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: house for ten minutes, or do something fun for ten minutes.
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: That's going to move your body. So notice what kinds
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: of things you're resisting that you know would be beneficial
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: for you and to help you be and do better
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: with you in yourself, in how you show up in
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: this world when you're when you're better within yourself, then
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: you automatically show up differently in the world. So, which
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: is huge with the energy, collective consciousness and all the things,
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: but it's it's a self awareness. So do you have
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: anything to wrap that up.
• 20:17
  Speaker 2: With you deserve simply because you are there, you go.
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: The wise wisdom words from bed. Thank you ny so
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: thank you all right, my friends, Thanks for hanging out
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: with that sea time with Amy and Bev. There's a
• 20:35
  Speaker 1: lot of information in this video to me as always,
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: because we come with these conversations there for us, we
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: do them selfishly because we know we grow from having
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: these conversations with each other. That helps us have our
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: own aha moments, It helps us have a mindset shift,
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: It opens us up to other information and ideas. Just
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: like Bev talking about the trees and the water and
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: the black mentality, that comparison, that shift seeing things differently.
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: So this is why we do this, and so we
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: would encourage you to do this as well out in
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: your life with your friends and family, your coworkers, to
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: have these conversations, plant these seeds that feel good. And
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: that's what we want to move towards is feeling better
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: within ourselves so that we feel better as we show
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: up in this world.
• 21:23
  Speaker 2: And we are.
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: We're found on Facebook, YouTube, Google podcasts, podcast, attic, iHeartRadio,
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: all these platforms where you can find us and share
• 21:34
  Speaker 1: the content or listen to the content, have the conversations
• 21:37
  Speaker 1: whatever you feel comfortable with. So and it may not
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: even be us, Maybe we're just a stepping stone to
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: the next people person that you listen to or or visit,
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: get coaching or therapy or whatever it might be. Doesn't matter.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: Share whatever you're learning in your life that's working for
• 21:58
  Speaker 1: you to help you feel better. That is what's important.
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: So thank you so much for hanging out with us, Bev.
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: Thank you for these conversations. We've been doing this for like.
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: Over four years now.
• 22:08
  Speaker 1: It blows my mind every time I say it, and
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: I just love that we are growing with each other.
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: Together and on this journey.
• 22:17
  Speaker 2: So thank you so much. Thank you. I'll say ditto
• 22:21
  Speaker 2: to all that.
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: Thank you all right, my friends, Thanks for hanging out
• 22:26
  Speaker 1: with us, tea time with Amy and babb and we'll
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: see you next time.
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: Bye,