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- 0:01Speaker 1: Chapter seventeen of the Story of My Life. This LibriVox
- 0:06Speaker 1: recording is in the public domain. The Story of My
- 0:10Speaker 1: Life by Helen Keller, Chapter seventeen. In the summer of
- 0:15Speaker 1: eighteen ninety four, I attended the meeting at Chautauqua of
- 0:19Speaker 1: the American Association to promote the teaching of speech to
- 0:22Speaker 1: the deaf. There it was arranged that I should go
- 0:25Speaker 1: to the Right Homerson School for the Deaf in New
- 0:28Speaker 1: York City. I went there in October eighteen ninety four,
- 0:32Speaker 1: accompanied by Miss Sullivan. This school was chosen especially for
- 0:37Speaker 1: the purpose of obtaining the highest advantages in vocal culture
- 0:41Speaker 1: and training in lip reading. In addition to my work
- 0:45Speaker 1: in these subjects, I studied during the two years I
- 0:48Speaker 1: was in the school arithmetic, physical, geography, French and German.
- 0:54Speaker 1: Miss Remi, my German teacher, could use the manual alphabet,
- 0:58Speaker 1: and after I had acquired as small vocabulary, we talked
- 1:02Speaker 1: together in German whenever we had a chance, and in
- 1:05Speaker 1: a few months I could understand almost everything she said.
- 1:09Speaker 1: Before the end of the first year, I read Wilhelm
- 1:12Speaker 1: Tell with the greatest delight. Indeed, I think I made
- 1:17Speaker 1: more progress in German than in any of my other studies.
- 1:21Speaker 1: I found French much more difficult. I studied it with
- 1:24Speaker 1: Madame Olivier, a French lady who did not know the
- 1:27Speaker 1: manual alphabet, and who was obliged to give her instruction orally.
- 1:33Speaker 1: I could not read her lips easily, so my progress
- 1:36Speaker 1: was much slower than in German. I managed, however, to
- 1:40Speaker 1: read Le Medissain malgray Louis. Again. It was very amusing,
- 1:45Speaker 1: but I did not like it nearly so well. As
- 1:47Speaker 1: Vilhelm tell my progress in lip reading and speech was
- 1:52Speaker 1: not what my teachers and I had hoped and expected
- 1:55Speaker 1: it would be. It was my ambition to speak like
- 1:58Speaker 1: other people, and my teachers believed that this could be accomplished.
- 2:02Speaker 1: But although we worked hard and faithfully, yet we did
- 2:06Speaker 1: not quite reach our goal. I suppose we aimed too high,
- 2:10Speaker 1: and disappointment was therefore inevitable. I still regarded arithmetic as
- 2:16Speaker 1: a system of pitfalls. I hung about the dangerous frontier
- 2:20Speaker 1: of guests, avoiding, with infinite trouble to myself and others,
- 2:24Speaker 1: the broad valley of reason. When I was not guessing,
- 2:28Speaker 1: I was jumping at conclusions, and this fault, in addition
- 2:31Speaker 1: to my dullness, aggravated my difficulties more than was right
- 2:35Speaker 1: or necessary. But although these disappointments caused me great depression
- 2:40Speaker 1: at times, I pursued my other studies with unflagging interest,
- 2:45Speaker 1: especially physical geography. It was a joy to learn the
- 2:49Speaker 1: secrets of nature, how in the picturesque language of the
- 2:53Speaker 1: Old Testament, the winds are made to blow from the
- 2:56Speaker 1: four corners of the heavens, how the vapors ascend from
- 2:59Speaker 1: the ends of the earth, how rivers are cut out
- 3:02Speaker 1: among the rocks and mountains overturned by the roots, And
- 3:06Speaker 1: in what ways man may overcome many forces mightier than himself.
- 3:12Speaker 1: The two years in New York were happy ones, and
- 3:15Speaker 1: I look back to them with genuine pleasure. I remember
- 3:20Speaker 1: especially the walks we all took together every day in
- 3:24Speaker 1: Central Park, the only part of the city that was
- 3:27Speaker 1: congenial to me. I never lost a jot of my
- 3:30Speaker 1: delight in this great park. I loved to have it
- 3:34Speaker 1: described every time I entered it, for it was beautiful
- 3:38Speaker 1: in all its aspects, and these aspects were so many
- 3:42Speaker 1: that it was beautiful in a different way each day
- 3:44Speaker 1: of the nine months I spent in New York. In
- 3:49Speaker 1: the spring, we made excursions to various places of interest.
- 3:52Speaker 1: We sailed on the Hudson River and wandered about on
- 3:55Speaker 1: its green banks, of which Bryant loved to sing. I
- 4:00Speaker 1: liked the simple, wild grandeur of the Palisades. Among the
- 4:04Speaker 1: places I visited were West Point, Tarrytown, the home of
- 4:08Speaker 1: Washington Irving, where I walked through Sleepy Hollow. The teachers
- 4:13Speaker 1: at the right Hommerson School were always planning how they
- 4:17Speaker 1: might give the pupils every advantage that those who here enjoy,
- 4:21Speaker 1: how they might make much of few tendencies and passive
- 4:24Speaker 1: memories in the cases of the little ones, and lead
- 4:27Speaker 1: them out of the cramping circumstances in which their lives
- 4:30Speaker 1: were set. Before I left New York, these bright days
- 4:35Speaker 1: were darkened by the greatest sorrow that I have ever borne,
- 4:38Speaker 1: except the death of my father. Mister John P. Spaulding
- 4:43Speaker 1: of Boston died in February eighteen ninety six. Only those
- 4:48Speaker 1: who knew and loved him best can understand what his
- 4:50Speaker 1: friendship meant to me. He who made every one happy
- 4:55Speaker 1: in a beautiful and obtrusive way, was most kind and
- 4:58Speaker 1: tender to Miss Sullivan than me. So long as we
- 5:02Speaker 1: felt his loving presence, and knew that he took a
- 5:05Speaker 1: watchful interest in our work. Fraught with so many difficulties,
- 5:09Speaker 1: we could not be discouraged. His going away left a
- 5:13Speaker 1: vacancy in our lives that has never been filled. End
- 5:18Speaker 1: of Chapter seventeen.