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- 0:00This is a story about a queen who had kept her people a secret, and about the morning
- 0:04she was told that the secret would not save her.
- 0:08Behind the Bible Verse. This is made with the assistance of AI.
- 0:12Our reading is from the book of Esther, chapter four, verses one to seventeen, in
- 0:17the World English Bible, British Edition. It sits in the middle of the book.
- 0:21We'll go back to the beginning in a moment, and then follow Esther through the
- 0:24door she is afraid to open.
- 0:27Now when Mordecai found out all that was done, Mordecai tore his clothes and put on
- 0:31sackcloth with ashes, and went out into the middle of the city, and wailed loudly
- 0:36and bitterly. He came even before the king’s gate, for no one is allowed inside
- 0:41the king’s gate clothed with sackcloth. In every province, wherever the king’s
- 0:45commandment and his decree came, there was great mourning amongst the Jews, and
- 0:50fasting, and weeping, and wailing; and many lay in sackcloth and ashes.
- 0:55Esther’s maidens and her eunuchs came and told her this, and the queen was
- 0:58exceedingly grieved. She sent clothing to Mordecai, to replace his sackcloth, but he
- 1:03didn’t receive it. Then Esther called for Hathach, one of the king’s eunuchs, whom
- 1:08he had appointed to attend her, and commanded him to go to Mordecai, to find
- 1:12out what this was, and why it was. So Hathach went out to Mordecai, to the city
- 1:16square which was before the king’s gate. Mordecai told him of all that had happened
- 1:21to him, and the exact sum of the money that Haman had promised to pay to the
- 1:24king’s treasuries for the destruction of the Jews.
- 1:27He also gave him the copy of the writing of the decree that was given out in Susa
- 1:31to destroy them, to show it to Esther, and to declare it to her, and to urge her to
- 1:36go in to the king to make supplication to him, and to make request before him for
- 1:40her people.
- 1:41Hathach came and told Esther the words of Mordecai.
- 1:44Then Esther spoke to Hathach, and gave him a message to Mordecai: “All the king’s
- 1:48servants and the people of the king’s provinces know that whoever, whether man
- 1:53or woman, comes to the king into the inner court without being called, there is one
- 1:57law for him, that he be put to death, except those to whom the king might hold
- 2:02out the golden sceptre, that he may live. I have not been called to come in to the
- 2:06king these thirty days.”
- 2:08They told Esther’s words to Mordecai. Then Mordecai asked them to return this answer
- 2:13to Esther: “Don’t think to yourself that you will escape in the king’s house any
- 2:17more than all the Jews. For if you remain silent now, then relief and deliverance
- 2:21will come to the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will
- 2:25perish. Who knows if you haven’t come to the kingdom for such a time as this?”
- 2:31Then Esther asked them to answer Mordecai, “Go, gather together all the Jews who are
- 2:36present in Susa, and fast for me, and neither eat nor drink three days, night or
- 2:41day. I and my maidens will also fast the same way.
- 2:45Then I will go in to the king, which is against the law; and if I perish, I
- 2:49perish.” So Mordecai went his way, and did according to all that Esther had commanded
- 2:54him.
- 2:56So that's the choice. A law that kills anyone who walks in uninvited.
- 3:00A queen who has not been called for thirty days. And her answer, sent back to the man
- 3:05in sackcloth at the gate: if I perish, I perish.
- 3:09To feel how sharp that is, we need the court she is walking into.
- 3:14The book opens with King Ahasuerus, who reigns from India even to Ethiopia, over
- 3:19one hundred and twenty-seven provinces. His throne is at Susa, the palace city.
- 3:24Most scholars identify him with the Persian king the Greeks called Xerxes, in
- 3:28the fifth century BCE. The old Greek translation of Esther calls him Artaxerxes
- 3:33instead. The Hebrew name is the clue people follow toward Xerxes.
- 3:37I'll leave the argument there, except to say it is a real one, and it isn't settled
- 3:42by the story itself.
- 3:43When the book was written is a separate question, and scholars differ.
- 3:47Many place it after the Persian period, perhaps in the third or second century
- 3:51BCE, among Jews living far from Judah. Others argue for earlier.
- 3:56Some readers take the book as court history with a festival attached.
- 3:59Others hear a story shaped to be told at that festival.
- 4:02Both kinds of reading are old. I won't pick a winner.
- 4:06In the third year of his reign the king gives a feast.
- 4:09On the seventh day, merry with wine, he sends for Queen Vashti, wearing her crown,
- 4:14so the princes can see her beauty. She refuses to come.
- 4:17The king is very angry, and Vashti is set aside. A search begins for another queen.
- 4:23Young women are gathered to the citadel of Susa, into the care of Hegai, keeper of
- 4:27the women.
- 4:28One of them is Esther, whose Hebrew name is Hadassah.
- 4:32She is an orphan. Her cousin Mordecai, a Benjamite, has brought her up as his own
- 4:36daughter. His family had been carried away from Jerusalem with Jeconiah, king of
- 4:41Judah, when Nebuchadnezzar took captives to Babylon.
- 4:44Esther pleases Hegai. She is taken into the king's house.
- 4:47And she does not tell anyone her people or her family, because Mordecai has told her
- 4:52not to. He walks every day in front of the women's house, to learn how she is.
- 4:56That secret is the hinge of chapter four. She is queen, and she is hidden.
- 5:02The book also gives Mordecai a moment of loyalty that will matter later.
- 5:06While he sits in the king's gate, two doorkeepers, Bigthan and Teresh, plot
- 5:10against the king. Mordecai hears of it, tells Esther, and Esther tells the king in
- 5:15Mordecai's name. The plot is investigated. The two men are hanged.
- 5:19The thing is written in the book of the chronicles, in the king's presence.
- 5:23Then everyone seems to forget it. The book doesn't.
- 5:26After this, the king promotes Haman, son of Hammedatha, the Agagite, and sets his
- 5:31seat above the other princes. Everyone at the gate bows to Haman.
- 5:35Mordecai does not. The servants ask why. He tells them he is a Jew.
- 5:40Haman is full of wrath, and he scorns the thought of punishing Mordecai alone.
- 5:44He looks for a way to destroy all the Jews in the kingdom.
- 5:47They cast Pur, that is, the lot, and the lot falls on the twelfth month, the month
- 5:52Adar. Haman goes to the king. There is a certain people, he says, scattered through
- 5:57your provinces, with laws different from everyone else's.
- 6:00It is not for the king's profit to let them remain.
- 6:03Let it be written that they be destroyed. He offers to pay ten thousand talents of
- 6:07silver into the treasury. A note in this translation puts a talent at about thirty
- 6:12kilograms. The sum is huge. The king gives Haman his ring and says the silver is
- 6:17given to him, and the people also, to do with as seems good.
- 6:20Haman's name for them is not spoken in that meeting.
- 6:23The decree goes out. In every province there is mourning, fasting, weeping.
- 6:28Mordecai puts on sackcloth and ashes and goes as far as the king's gate.
- 6:33Sackcloth is not allowed inside it. That is where our reading began.
- 6:37Notice what Esther does first. She doesn't yet know the decree.
- 6:41She knows her cousin is in sackcloth, and she sends him ordinary clothes, so he can
- 6:45take the sackcloth off. He won't receive them. Grief, in this scene, refuses to be
- 6:50tidied away. Only then does she send Hathach to ask what it means, and why.
- 6:55Mordecai sends back the copy of the writing itself, and the sum of money Haman
- 6:59promised, and a charge: go in to the king and plead for your people.
- 7:04Esther's reply is the law of the inner court. Uncalled, you die, unless the king
- 7:09holds out the golden sceptre. She has not been called these thirty days.
- 7:14Mordecai's answer is the line the book is famous for.
- 7:17Don't think you will escape in the king's house any more than the other Jews.
- 7:21If you stay silent, relief and deliverance will come from another place, and you and
- 7:25your father's house will perish. Who knows if you haven't come to the kingdom for
- 7:30such a time as this?
- 7:31"Who knows." He doesn't claim to see the future. He refuses her the comfort of
- 7:36thinking the palace is a hiding place. And he leaves her a choice.
- 7:40She takes it. Gather the Jews in Susa. Fast for me, three days, night and day.
- 7:46My maidens and I will fast too. Then I will go in, which is against the law.
- 7:51If I perish, I perish. Mordecai goes and does what she has commanded.
- 7:55The cousin who has been giving the orders is now taking them.
- 7:59That small reversal is easy to miss, and it matters.
- 8:02Esther has become the one who decides.
- 8:04A word about God, because many listeners wait for him to be named, and in this book
- 8:09they will wait in vain. I checked all ten chapters of Esther in this edition.
- 8:14The words God and the LORD do not appear. Not in the danger, not in the deliverance,
- 8:19not in the feast at the end. In a story about a people under a death sentence,
- 8:23that silence is one of the strangest things in the Hebrew Bible.
- 8:27Many readers of faith hear a trust in Mordecai's "another place," as if he means
- 8:31God and will not say so. The sentence doesn't say it.
- 8:35It says "another place." I'll leave it as written.
- 8:38On the third day Esther puts on her royal clothing and stands in the inner court.
- 8:43The king sees her. She obtains favour. He holds out the golden sceptre, and she
- 8:48touches the top of it. He offers her up to half the kingdom.
- 8:52She doesn't make her request yet. She asks the king and Haman to a banquet.
- 8:56At the banquet he asks again, and she asks them to a second one, tomorrow.
- 9:00The delay is hers. The book doesn't explain it. What it shows is Haman leaving
- 9:05that first banquet happy, until he sees Mordecai at the gate, still not bowing.
- 9:10He goes home and boasts, and the boasting doesn't satisfy him.
- 9:14His wife Zeresh and his friends tell him to build a gallows.
- 9:18The note in this translation says the gallows Haman makes is fifty cubits high,
- 9:22and a cubit is about eighteen inches. Do the sum if you like.
- 9:25It is a height meant to be seen.
- 9:28That night the king can't sleep. He has the book of records read to him, and they
- 9:32come to the place where Mordecai uncovered the doorkeepers' plot.
- 9:35What honour has been given for this? Nothing, the servants say.
- 9:39And at that moment Haman is in the outer court, come to ask permission to hang
- 9:43Mordecai. The king calls him in and asks, what shall be done for the man the king
- 9:48delights to honour? Haman, sure the man is himself, describes royal robes, the king's
- 9:53horse, a crown, and a prince to lead him through the city square proclaiming the
- 9:57honour. The king says, do all of it for Mordecai the Jew, who sits at the gate.
- 10:02Let nothing fail. Haman has to lead him. The man he came to hang is the man he has
- 10:07to praise in the street.
- 10:09At the second banquet the king asks a third time. Esther answers.
- 10:13Let my life be given me, and my people. We are sold, I and my people, to be
- 10:19destroyed, to be slain, and to perish. The king asks who.
- 10:23"An adversary and an enemy, even this wicked Haman!"
- 10:26Haman is afraid. The king rises in wrath and goes into the palace garden.
- 10:31Haman stays to beg Esther for his life, and falls on the couch where she is.
- 10:35The king comes back and says, "Will he even assault the queen in front of me in
- 10:39the house?" They cover Haman's face. A eunuch, Harbonah, points to the gallows
- 10:44Haman built for Mordecai. The king says, "Hang him on it!"
- 10:48And they do.
- 10:49The danger doesn't end with Haman, and the book doesn't pretend it does.
- 10:53A decree signed with the king's ring is not simply torn up.
- 10:56A second decree goes out. It lets the Jews gather and defend their lives, and the
- 11:01wording also speaks of destroying and killing. There is fighting.
- 11:05Haman's sons are hanged. The book tells this plainly, and then it tells of rest,
- 11:11and of a feast. Mordecai writes to the Jews of the provinces that they should
- 11:15keep the fourteenth and fifteenth days of Adar, days of feasting and gladness, of
- 11:20sending food to one another and gifts to the needy.
- 11:23They call the feast Purim, from Pur, the lot Haman cast.
- 11:27The day chosen for their destruction becomes the day they remember.
- 11:31In Jewish practice the scroll of Esther, the Megillah, is read on Purim, in the
- 11:35evening and again in the morning. It is one of the five short scrolls.
- 11:39People come to hear a story in which the villain's lot is reversed, and in which a
- 11:44hidden queen speaks at the moment silence would have been safer.
- 11:47Esther and Ruth are the only two books of the Hebrew Bible named for women.
- 11:52Ruth's story is a family and a field. Esther's is an empire and a law.
- 11:57Both turn on a woman who could have stayed where she was.
- 12:00Mordecai asked, who knows if you haven't come to the kingdom for such a time as
- 12:05this? Esther's answer isn't a claim that she was born for greatness.
- 12:09It is a fast, and a door, and a sentence she may not survive.
- 12:13The book lets her live. It doesn't promise that everyone who speaks will.
- 12:18So here's a question to sit with, and there's no right answer to it.
- 12:22What would you risk saying, if staying quiet might keep you safe?
- 12:27Thanks for listening to Behind the Bible Verse. Scripture readings are from the
- 12:31World English Bible, British Edition, which is in the public domain.
- 12:34Every episode is checked against the text and the historical record.