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SEASON2 EPISODE_134_DA CREW PODCAST_HOST SHANETTE W JOHNSON · DA CREW Podcast

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  Speaker 5: Yeah, good evening everyone. I am so sorry.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't I'm I'm late.
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  Speaker 5: I just.
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  Speaker 1: I just woke up from a nap. I've been tired.
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  Speaker 1: I am thank you for tuning into another episode and
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  Speaker 1: let's talk about it.
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  Speaker 5: I'm not gonna be before you.
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  Speaker 1: Long because I'm still feel a little tired front yesterday
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  Speaker 1: event yesterday.
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  Speaker 2: Let me get it.
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  Speaker 1: Out the library we had, as you know, we had
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  Speaker 1: the A A A L A C x I Spoke
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  Speaker 1: book Tour come to California yesterday out here since Tuesday,
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  Speaker 1: enjoying the California weather out here, and it's been hot
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  Speaker 1: out here.
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  Speaker 5: I would just like to.
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  Speaker 1: Thank the Chamber Los Angeles South Chamber for co sponsoring
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  Speaker 1: with us, for joined joining in with us, the Hope Foundation,
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  Speaker 1: the Friends of the Loud Library. We thank you guys
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  Speaker 1: for partnership and with us on yesterday. It was an
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  Speaker 1: amazing We had an amazing time yesterday Simone and Mss
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  Speaker 1: Brent's And I'm sorry I'm going through it today. It's
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  Speaker 1: not a good day for me, so I'm all over
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  Speaker 1: the place. But you guys just pray for me, Just
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  Speaker 1: keep in your prayers as I try to maneuver through
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  Speaker 1: this little segment. Real quick, I want to bring up
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  Speaker 1: I had a young lady yesterday. I forgot her name,
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  Speaker 1: but she's with the whole foundation. And yesterday when I
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  Speaker 1: was giving my testimony on the things that I was
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  Speaker 1: how I was dealing with grief with my son. She
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  Speaker 1: came out to the table where I was at and
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  Speaker 1: she was telling me about her organ organization, which is
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  Speaker 1: Hunter Hearts.
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  Speaker 2: It deals with.
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  Speaker 1: Children that's battle in d m D. And that's her foundation.
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  Speaker 1: And she asked me, did I do am I a
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  Speaker 1: grief counselor? And I was like, no, I just shared
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  Speaker 1: my story about what I'm going through because I know
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  Speaker 1: what some of the parents are dealing with. They just
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  Speaker 1: lost the child. I know that feeling, I know how
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  Speaker 1: they're feeling. So I just shared that experience on yesterday, and.
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  Speaker 5: She wanted me to.
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  Speaker 1: See if I can share my experience with other parents
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  Speaker 1: that just recently lost their children.
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  Speaker 5: And you know, I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do it.
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  Speaker 1: I believe that this is my calling. I believe that
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  Speaker 1: God is putting me in this position to be able
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  Speaker 1: to use my voice during this season.
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  Speaker 5: It been nine months.
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  Speaker 1: Since my son transition, and each day is a struggle
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  Speaker 1: for me. You know, and people you know really doesn't
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  Speaker 1: understand what it is to have a child that transition,
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  Speaker 1: to have a birth certificate of that child and then
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  Speaker 1: have that child's death certificate. It's like being it's like
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  Speaker 1: having your your heart ripped out, That's what it feels like,
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  Speaker 1: or the like you're being punched in the stomach, like
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  Speaker 1: somebody just like you got to somebody wait on you,
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  Speaker 1: and you don't. You want to breathe, you want to function,
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  Speaker 1: you want to keep going, but you can't. It's just
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  Speaker 1: like your everything just comes to a complete stop. Everything,
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  Speaker 1: just like your life just stopped right then and there.
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  Speaker 1: And you know, family members and friends they mean well
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  Speaker 1: and stuff. They try to keep you, try to keep
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  Speaker 1: you encouraged, and you listen, and you keep going and
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  Speaker 1: you keep pressing, and then you you dealing with grief.
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  Speaker 1: You dealing with other situations that arise and in your life.
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  Speaker 1: Like for me, I'm dealing with my son's.
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  Speaker 5: Passing.
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  Speaker 1: My husband is currently incarcerated on a wrong for conviction
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  Speaker 1: and in Denver. You know, I gotta I gotta move
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  Speaker 1: by Saturday, you know, and I'm dealing with a lot.
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  Speaker 1: So today it was one of those days. My days
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  Speaker 1: or sometimes start at three o'clock in the morning and
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  Speaker 1: sometimes I don't go to sleep until late. Angela been
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  Speaker 1: here with me since she been in town, and she
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  Speaker 1: she would tell you how how I move You know
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  Speaker 1: I'm up and I'm just I'm constantly going hm. And
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  Speaker 1: you know when people tell a person that's grieving, you
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  Speaker 1: got to keep busy. But sometimes we burn out. And
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  Speaker 1: I think today it was what was a burnout day
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  Speaker 1: that sometimes I just wanted to just like curl up
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  Speaker 1: boat to my mother's house and just curl.
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  Speaker 8: Up up under her and just just ask her, mom,
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  Speaker 8: can you make this feel better for me? Can you
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  Speaker 8: make it feel okay?
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  Speaker 3: Paul?
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  Speaker 2: Because this is a mark. I am so sorry.
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  Speaker 8: This is what I go through all that.
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  Speaker 5: On a daily basis.
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  Speaker 1: This is grief.
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  Speaker 8: This is what grief of a parent looked like. And
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  Speaker 8: my Bady was he was thirty one years old. This
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  Speaker 8: is this is this is the real me. I'm not
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  Speaker 8: a covert any man. Yeah that from Its different when
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  Speaker 8: you know your child is laying in that in that box,
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  Speaker 8: in that that think.
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  Speaker 5: Uh, Angela, if you can, can you can you step
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  Speaker 5: in for me please? Hm? You know, it's.
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  Speaker 1: Just one of these days for me and I and
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  Speaker 1: I truly apologize to you guys. I truly apologize, but
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  Speaker 1: I definitely don't get myself back together. I'm gonna ask
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  Speaker 1: Angela to wrap this up for me.
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  Speaker 5: I will be back tomorrow with my co host Cornell.
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  Speaker 1: We will have James legate on speaking to him. But
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  Speaker 1: I do sincerely apologize for coming on here like this.
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  Speaker 1: I hope that you guys tune in tomorrow, but I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna turn it over to Angela. Angela take Can you
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  Speaker 1: take this take over for me?
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  Speaker 5: Please?
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  Speaker 1: All right? Can you hear me?
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  Speaker 5: All right, y'all?
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  Speaker 1: Can hear me? I? Well, first of all, there's no
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  Speaker 1: need for Shanek to apologize. You know, she is experiencing
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  Speaker 1: a lot, and she's going through a lot of emotions,
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  Speaker 1: and okay, it's okay for her to feel how she feels.
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  Speaker 1: All we can do is just continue to pray for her.
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  Speaker 1: She's experiencing a lot. You know, she a husband that's incarcerated,
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  Speaker 1: wrongfully incarcerated, and then she's dealing with the loss of
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  Speaker 1: a son, you know, someone that she carried for nine months,
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  Speaker 1: someone that she loved and took care of for over
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  Speaker 1: thirty years. You know, so you miss things and sometimes,
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  Speaker 1: you know, having these people in your life sometime they
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  Speaker 1: can make these things better, you know, just their presence
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  Speaker 1: and not having them. You know, I don't know what
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  Speaker 1: it's like to experience the loss of a thun or
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  Speaker 1: a child. But tell you when I lost my cousin
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  Speaker 1: and it still or when when I People don't understand
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  Speaker 1: when someone is so close to you and someone that
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  Speaker 1: you talk to every day, like every time I go
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  Speaker 1: to trying to pick up the phone and call him
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  Speaker 1: and not even doubt it's not what and realize that
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  Speaker 1: my baby's not here, my best friend's not here no more,
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  Speaker 1: my brother's not here no more, my cousin's not here
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  Speaker 1: no more. He was so much to me. So I understand.
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  Speaker 2: But we all.
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  Speaker 1: Experience and go through different and then we have different
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  Speaker 1: things that add to what we're going through. So sometimes
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  Speaker 1: we just have to be a listening here and be
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  Speaker 1: willing to pray for your friends and your family members
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  Speaker 1: and not always telling them to push forward. You know,
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  Speaker 1: sometime they may need to stay where they are for
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  Speaker 1: a minute so that they can get over where they are,
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  Speaker 1: you know, let them process how they process, and sometimes
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  Speaker 1: you just gotta be there.
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  Speaker 3: You know.
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  Speaker 1: Sometimes you may not understand it. But I thank God
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  Speaker 1: for you know, the prayer group. I thank them for
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  Speaker 1: the event on yesterday, Like I'm out here in California,
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  Speaker 1: I'm out here with Channette, you know, and I see
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  Speaker 1: what she's going through. I see what she's experiencing, and
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  Speaker 1: to not really be able to do anything but be
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  Speaker 1: here to hear her cries and to let her know
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  Speaker 1: that it's gonna be okay, you know, even though right
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  Speaker 1: now it don't seem like it's gonna be okay. It's
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  Speaker 1: gonna be okay. And I'm here, you know, I'm glad
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  Speaker 1: that I'm I'm able to be here with her. You know,
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  Speaker 1: things may not be going the way we want them
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  Speaker 1: to go, but we just hold on to faith even
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  Speaker 1: when we can't see that must to see working. We
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  Speaker 1: just hold on to you know, and I'm gonna be
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  Speaker 1: here to encourage her. You know, God put people in
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  Speaker 1: your life for a reason, and sometimes you just gotta
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  Speaker 1: be that rock, You gotta be that that tree. So
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  Speaker 1: y'all just keep my friend and our host in prayer.
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  Speaker 1: Shanette is an amazing individual. She stood up yesterday and
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  Speaker 1: shared her testimony, and she's she's getting better at, you know,
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  Speaker 1: releasing and allowing people to come into her space. So
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  Speaker 1: I'm thankful for how God is, you know, navigating her
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  Speaker 1: life and moving in her life. And I know things
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  Speaker 1: are gonna work out for her, you know, and we
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  Speaker 1: just keep holding on to faith that we keep praying
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  Speaker 1: for her and lifting her up. So y'all, thank y'all
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  Speaker 1: for tuning in. Like you say, she just need a
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  Speaker 1: moment to get herself together. She will be back on tomorrow.
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  Speaker 1: If not, y'all know, I got her back, and we
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  Speaker 1: keep pushing and we keep doing what we do until
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  Speaker 1: she's able to come back out and do what she
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  Speaker 1: needs to do. So y'all tune in tomorrow night. Y'all know,
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  Speaker 1: we on every night except for Tuesdays. We were trying
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  Speaker 1: to drop something place. You know. I hope that something
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  Speaker 1: that will share tonight will help somebody because you never
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  Speaker 1: know what the next person may be going through because
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  Speaker 1: at some point in life, we all experience lost and
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  Speaker 1: we all deal with it different. So and I'm wanting
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  Speaker 1: to tell you that that it never goes anywhere. It's
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  Speaker 1: just how you navigate. So with that being said, I
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  Speaker 1: want to thank you guys for tuning in tonight to
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  Speaker 1: let's talk about it. Keep my sister in prayer, Keep
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  Speaker 1: Scheanette lifted up in prayer, y'all. We love y'all. We
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  Speaker 1: appreciate y'all, and tune in tomorrow night. She's gonna try
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  Speaker 1: to press her way back with her co host and
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  Speaker 1: they're gonna be touching on the James Legate Show Games
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  Speaker 1: James Legates Case on the show tomorrow. Shanette is very
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  Speaker 1: passionate about what she does, and one of her things
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  Speaker 1: is social injustice. So that's what she does to try,
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  Speaker 1: you know, occupy some of her time and to keep
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  Speaker 1: her mind preoccupied. But again, y'all, that too can and
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  Speaker 1: be wearing on her too. So y'all keep my sister
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  Speaker 1: lifted in prayer and I will see y'all back on
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  Speaker 1: here tomorrow night. Y'all be blessed and make sure that
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  Speaker 1: y'all are following and sharing the Crew podcast because we
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  Speaker 1: have some amazing things coming up over the next few months.
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  Speaker 1: And again shout out to the LA South Chamber of
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  Speaker 1: Commerce and the whole Foundation, also Friends of the Library,
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  Speaker 1: the AC Billbrew Library, and all of the participants on yesterday.
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  Speaker 1: I tell you, it truly was a blessing. I enjoyed it.
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  Speaker 1: It was nothing shot of amazing. I tell you every
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  Speaker 1: time AA LAC show up, God show out. And I'm
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  Speaker 1: grateful for all of the author's business owners, community leaders,
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  Speaker 1: of it and to come out and allow their talents
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  Speaker 1: a little bit it. So shout out to all the
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  Speaker 1: individuals in that Los Angeles community for just being a
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  Speaker 1: blessing to their community. If you guys missed yesterday, y'all,
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  Speaker 1: we're going to be back in twenty twenty five, so
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  Speaker 1: make sure you stay connected to AA L a C,
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  Speaker 1: the Chasing Your Dream Book tour and all of the
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  Speaker 1: amazing things that we're doing. So y'all have a good night.
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  Speaker 1: Thank you for those that don't know who I am,
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  Speaker 1: because I just jump on here sometimes and just get
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  Speaker 1: to talk and I am the visionary of the Crew podcast.
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  Speaker 1: And again I thank you guys for tuning in. I
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  Speaker 1: hope that there was something dropped tonight that will be
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  Speaker 1: a blessing to you guys. That a good night.
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  Speaker 2: Oh where all.
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  Speaker 2: Well. Percy Mercy