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- 0:05Speaker 1: Apoche Production. Welcome to Real Crime with Adam Shand. I'm
- 0:15Speaker 1: your host Adam Shand.
- 0:17Speaker 2: This is a special episode coming to you from Hiraris, Zimbabwe.
- 0:21Speaker 2: It deals with the topic we've touched on many times.
- 0:24Speaker 2: People affected by crime often deal with post traumatic stress injuries,
- 0:28Speaker 2: traumatic brain injuries, substance abuse, anxiety and depression. Experts warn
- 0:34Speaker 2: the hidden injuries of crime and conflict can last a lifetime,
- 0:38Speaker 2: with PTSD and brain trauma affecting thousands long after events end.
- 0:44Speaker 2: This includes law enforcement, victims of crime, and even the
- 0:47Speaker 2: perpetrators in some cases, even if we don't feel much.
- 0:50Speaker 1: Sympathy for them.
- 0:52Speaker 2: Sufferers live with their injuries for decades, medicated themselves with
- 0:55Speaker 2: pharmaceuticals both legal and illegal, and psychotherapy. Many are told
- 1:01Speaker 2: this will be their future and the lasting legacy of
- 1:04Speaker 2: their experiences a diminished quality of life. Many trauma sufferers
- 1:09Speaker 2: report decades of medication use with limited long term relief.
- 1:14Speaker 1: For some, trauma becomes a life sentence. But what if
- 1:18Speaker 1: there was another way to deal with this?
- 1:20Speaker 2: You may have seen a Netflix documentary called Waves and War,
- 1:24Speaker 2: which came out in November twenty twenty five, about a
- 1:27Speaker 2: group of US Navy seals who underwent treatment with a
- 1:30Speaker 2: psychedelic drug called Ibergain to deal with their invisible injuries.
- 1:35Speaker 2: He was doing all the things he was told to
- 1:37Speaker 2: do and he was actually getting worse. Psychooic medicines proved
- 1:41Speaker 2: to be effective, but both are illegal in the United States.
- 1:46Speaker 2: I began is just one of thirteen alkaloids found in Iboga,
- 1:49Speaker 2: and I was recently invited to a tender treatment retreat
- 1:52Speaker 2: here in Zimbabwe with three Australian Special Forces soldiers. The
- 1:57Speaker 2: difference here was the treatment was carried out with all
- 2:00Speaker 2: thirteen alkaloids of the Aboga bark.
- 2:03Speaker 1: This was not the fruit. This was the route practitioners worn.
- 2:07Speaker 2: The Ibergain treatment is intense, confronting and not suitable for everyone.
- 2:13Speaker 2: I was supposed to be there as a fly on
- 2:14Speaker 2: the wall, but I ended up taking Iberger and I
- 2:17Speaker 2: want to share with you the remarkable impact it had
- 2:20Speaker 2: on me, but also it's potential to assist in the
- 2:24Speaker 2: healing of deep seated trauma. My guest today is Lewis
- 2:27Speaker 2: and Bweller, who is an I Burger practitioner based in Zimbabwe,
- 2:31Speaker 2: who was my guide into this remarkable medicine.
- 2:34Speaker 1: Welcome to real crime Lewis. Thank you, Adam, thank you
- 2:38Speaker 1: for having me.
- 2:39Speaker 2: When you walked into a little cabin up in the
- 2:42Speaker 2: mountains at younger, I said to you, here was a
- 2:45Speaker 2: flyer on the wall, and you said, there were no
- 2:47Speaker 2: flies on the wall with this medicine. Why did you
- 2:51Speaker 2: say that?
- 2:52Speaker 3: Well, what I meant was the medicine immerses you into
- 2:55Speaker 3: the whole process, you know.
- 2:57Speaker 1: I mean, it's not just the medicine. You know.
- 2:59Speaker 3: What I delivered as well at night was what we
- 3:03Speaker 3: call the fire talk, which is lather fifty percent off
- 3:06Speaker 3: the healing. These are the teachings. Nothing you haven't heard before.
- 3:11Speaker 3: But I think what I meant was it becomes a
- 3:15Speaker 3: spiritual space. You know, we believe that we are spiritual
- 3:18Speaker 3: before we are physical, and it affects everybody. So definitely,
- 3:23Speaker 3: you couldn't just be a fly on the wall.
- 3:26Speaker 2: And I was quickly aware of that because we had
- 3:27Speaker 2: our three ex special Force of soldiers. I'm not going
- 3:29Speaker 2: to use their names, by the way, in this because
- 3:31Speaker 2: I think it's for their privacy and I think it
- 3:33Speaker 2: doesn't really matter what their names are. So our three guys,
- 3:37Speaker 2: they had the medicine, and I could see vicariously what
- 3:42Speaker 2: was going on, and I could feel something of what
- 3:44Speaker 2: was happening in their lives at that moment, and I
- 3:48Speaker 2: quickly realized that this was like going to the beach
- 3:52Speaker 2: and not having a swim. So I decided to have
- 3:54Speaker 2: the medicine not the next night, but the following night.
- 3:58Speaker 2: We'll talk about the effects of that, but let's quickly
- 4:00Speaker 2: deal with the difference between iber Gain and Iboga as
- 4:03Speaker 2: we had it.
- 4:04Speaker 1: What is the difference.
- 4:06Speaker 3: Iboga comes from Gabon. These are from pretty much the
- 4:11Speaker 3: forests of northern Congo into Gabon and south of Cameroon.
- 4:15Speaker 3: The medicine grows deeply along the equator in Africa, and
- 4:19Speaker 3: as we've learned and as it's been passed on from
- 4:22Speaker 3: generation to generation, the custodians of this medicine are the
- 4:26Speaker 3: wheaty we also know as the pigmies. And this medicine
- 4:31Speaker 3: has been used since millennia for healing, for ceremony, and
- 4:36Speaker 3: when the medicine was created, when the tree of Iboga's created,
- 4:40Speaker 3: addiction wasn't there. So they only use it purely for
- 4:44Speaker 3: self mastery, to know about life, about nature, and to
- 4:48Speaker 3: connect with themselves deeply, which we rarely do in our
- 4:51Speaker 3: current lives. So Iboga itself comes from a very short
- 4:56Speaker 3: bushy tree. The medicine of iboga comes from the bark.
- 5:01Speaker 3: The root bark now iber gain is an extraction off
- 5:06Speaker 3: this buk. Buk itself carries thirteen alkaloids, as you mentioned earlier,
- 5:11Speaker 3: and one of the strong ones is i begin, which
- 5:14Speaker 3: has a very strong effect on receptors that effect anything
- 5:19Speaker 3: you're addicted to. That's the difference. Clinically, it's been used
- 5:23Speaker 3: specifically for addictions in the West and many other parts
- 5:26Speaker 3: of the world, but we have traditionally just kept it
- 5:30Speaker 3: as authentic as we can.
- 5:32Speaker 1: We work with the Baccali right, and that's the difference.
- 5:35Speaker 2: And for those who don't know about it, and you
- 5:36Speaker 2: can look at the documentary on Netflix and you get
- 5:38Speaker 2: more insight on what's going on there.
- 5:40Speaker 1: But it's in a clinical setting.
- 5:41Speaker 2: It's still a controlled drug in the US, so it's
- 5:43Speaker 2: done in Mexico and people are going into clinics they're
- 5:46Speaker 2: having the treatment plus magnesium to counteract any issues with
- 5:50Speaker 2: the heart. But what you're talking about is a return
- 5:53Speaker 2: to the traditional approach to it that happens in Gabond
- 5:56Speaker 2: with the Buitty people, and you talk about the other
- 6:01Speaker 2: alkaloids in iboga being the spiritual ones I began is
- 6:07Speaker 2: one element, but what's going on with those spiritual alcohoids.
- 6:11Speaker 3: So with all the alkaloids, they affect both the physical
- 6:15Speaker 3: and the spiritual. What you have done is you've removed
- 6:18Speaker 3: one and other twelve are missing. So sometimes you don't
- 6:23Speaker 3: get a full authentic experience. There's some things that are missing.
- 6:28Speaker 3: You don't want to get a full spiritual healing. And
- 6:31Speaker 3: some of the aspects we're dealing with are more spiritual
- 6:34Speaker 3: than physical. So when we work with the raw bark,
- 6:38Speaker 3: we allow the medicine to go where it's supposed to go,
- 6:41Speaker 3: to work on the physical aspects and to work on
- 6:43Speaker 3: the spiritual aspects that have affected us over our lives.
- 6:47Speaker 3: And the results of that are they're more and I
- 6:52Speaker 3: think everyone deserves to get a full experience off the medicine.
- 6:56Speaker 3: I am not ruling out how much you know, I
- 6:58Speaker 3: begain clinically has done well for people. It's done extremely well,
- 7:04Speaker 3: and I think it's bonus. And I think you know,
- 7:06Speaker 3: some of these treatments work differently for for different people.
- 7:10Speaker 3: It's brilliant what you know scientists have managed to do
- 7:13Speaker 3: with it. We've just decided we've just kept it as
- 7:17Speaker 3: traditional and we served the medicine out of respect as
- 7:20Speaker 3: well for the medicine itself and for the custodians of
- 7:24Speaker 3: this medicine.
- 7:25Speaker 2: And IB again has now undergone some clinical studies Stanford University.
- 7:31Speaker 2: I think is something else happening in Texas at the moment,
- 7:33Speaker 2: and they are getting remarkable results with traumatic brain injuries
- 7:38Speaker 2: with PTSD, with substance abuse, and it is slowly coming
- 7:42Speaker 2: on the radar. So folks, if you're listening, this is
- 7:45Speaker 2: not a psychedelic drug you take can go to the
- 7:47Speaker 2: disco and dance all night.
- 7:49Speaker 1: I'm sorry, it's not that at all. This is medicine.
- 7:52Speaker 2: And I guess I could take you through what I
- 7:54Speaker 2: saw and what I experienced. I saw the guys going
- 7:58Speaker 2: into themselves, having intense internal dialogue with themselves, seeing some visions,
- 8:07Speaker 2: seeing some and they did it over two weeks. I
- 8:09Speaker 2: did for one night, so my experience is quite limited.
- 8:11Speaker 2: But what I saw. First off, I had pins and
- 8:14Speaker 2: needles down my arms and legs. I began to feel
- 8:18Speaker 2: a little bit nauseous. I thought, if I can keep
- 8:20Speaker 2: this down a long enough, it'll be good. And I
- 8:22Speaker 2: didn't really see any visual hallucinations or anything. But what
- 8:25Speaker 2: I did see when I closed my eyes was green places,
- 8:30Speaker 2: ponds with lily pads and beautiful soft surroundings. But then
- 8:35Speaker 2: they would sort of stand up vertically become wallpaper, and
- 8:38Speaker 2: I was moving through these layers of wallpaper. Then my
- 8:43Speaker 2: legs went very wobbly. I could hardly stand up. I
- 8:46Speaker 2: felt like my souls had become round, and I thought
- 8:49Speaker 2: I better lie down here, and so I did lie down,
- 8:52Speaker 2: and at a certain point I started to see words,
- 8:56Speaker 2: thousands and thousands of words. I was coming so fast
- 8:59Speaker 2: I couldn't read them in different fonts and typefaces. And
- 9:02Speaker 2: I thought, let's let this happen, but fearful.
- 9:05Speaker 1: In the beginning, you know.
- 9:07Speaker 2: And then I suddenly realized that these were my own words.
- 9:10Speaker 1: I've been a.
- 9:11Speaker 2: Journalists for forty years, and I suddenly realized, Wow, there's
- 9:15Speaker 2: I'm looking into my own psyche. And then I started
- 9:19Speaker 2: to see like reptile eyes.
- 9:23Speaker 1: That was a bit scary. Out of this thing.
- 9:25Speaker 2: I suddenly a reptile eye would come and what I also,
- 9:29Speaker 2: anyone familiar with tacolashes in African culture, I thought, what
- 9:32Speaker 2: I said, I'm seeing what I thought were tacoloshes, you know,
- 9:35Speaker 2: little stout strong a bit with this kind of crazy
- 9:39Speaker 2: leering smiles and things like that.
- 9:41Speaker 1: That was a bit out of control in my opinion.
- 9:44Speaker 2: But then as it evolved, I started seeing images of
- 9:48Speaker 2: a lady I've just started seeing, and it was like
- 9:50Speaker 2: a photo stream, like a thousand pictures of flash face, face, flace, face,
- 9:54Speaker 2: flas face, every single expression, every mood until the final one,
- 10:00Speaker 2: which sort of stopped there was with her with this
- 10:02Speaker 2: lovely contented smile on her face, and I'm focusing on
- 10:07Speaker 2: that one.
- 10:09Speaker 1: But it was a.
- 10:10Speaker 2: Tremendous and you know, just to finish off. And then
- 10:12Speaker 2: I had a certain point, I said, I've just got
- 10:14Speaker 2: to go to sleep.
- 10:14Speaker 1: You know.
- 10:15Speaker 2: Well I didn't sleep, actually, but I separate myself from
- 10:17Speaker 2: everybody else and just kind of go with it. And
- 10:19Speaker 2: I felt terrible. The next day, I felt absolutely terrible.
- 10:21Speaker 2: I purged numerous times. I both ends. This is someone
- 10:25Speaker 2: called it a soul ass kicking. I just as a
- 10:27Speaker 2: body ass kicker as well. And I got back to
- 10:30Speaker 2: town the following day and I was feeling better. But
- 10:33Speaker 2: the next day I felt absolutely fantastic, and I could
- 10:37Speaker 2: see some of the attachments that I'd had previously were looser.
- 10:42Speaker 2: But the most remarkable thing to me, I had a
- 10:44Speaker 2: knee injury. I'm going on here, listeners, you'll have to
- 10:46Speaker 2: be with me, but I think this is useful. I
- 10:48Speaker 2: had a knee injury that I've been carrying for several months,
- 10:51Speaker 2: but also an upper respiratory kind of inflammation which came
- 10:54Speaker 2: up on scans, even because.
- 10:55Speaker 1: I had bronchittess and things.
- 10:57Speaker 2: Anyway, and the following days after that, my inflammation in
- 11:00Speaker 2: my body seemed to go and my knee is actually fixed. Remarkable.
- 11:06Speaker 2: I don't think it's magic. I think it's actually a
- 11:07Speaker 2: lessening of inflammation. And also my upper respiratory issues are
- 11:10Speaker 2: also fixed. So I had a prety positive experience from
- 11:13Speaker 2: one from one, so my eyes and ears are definitely
- 11:17Speaker 2: open to its potential as a medicine. And I also
- 11:21Speaker 2: saw the way that you approached it as Yes, the
- 11:26Speaker 2: traditional atmosphere around it. You had music and you had
- 11:29Speaker 2: your garb, and it was very much in an African tradition,
- 11:33Speaker 2: but there were clinical safeguards with it. Yes, you take
- 11:37Speaker 2: this seriously. This is not just a voodoo juju moment.
- 11:40Speaker 2: This is something steeped in your own experience. How the
- 11:44Speaker 2: hell did you get involved in this?
- 11:47Speaker 3: That's a beautiful question, but I just want to add
- 11:50Speaker 3: on to what you said earlier. It Bill has not
- 11:53Speaker 3: a recreational experience. You cannot be addicted to it simply
- 11:59Speaker 3: because of its nature. It's a very intimate and a
- 12:04Speaker 3: very serious medicine. And I think you know what I
- 12:11Speaker 3: wilways try to do is to educate people about the medicine.
- 12:14Speaker 3: I have these sit downs with all the clients, with
- 12:18Speaker 3: everyone who's keen to go into this process, to prepare them,
- 12:23Speaker 3: but also to educate because once you're in that process,
- 12:27Speaker 3: you realize that it's not recreational, it's very intimate, it's
- 12:31Speaker 3: very serious. Iboga's one intention is truth. It goes to
- 12:36Speaker 3: the truth. So the pins and needles that you're experiencing,
- 12:39Speaker 3: that's the medicine, scanning, scanning every fiber, every cell in
- 12:44Speaker 3: your body. It will intelligently know when you suffered pain
- 12:48Speaker 3: when you're five years old, what's happening with your liver,
- 12:51Speaker 3: what's happening with inflammation in different parts of your body.
- 12:55Speaker 3: And it starts to do the work slowly. Then it
- 12:59Speaker 3: goes to your mind and it flips through all the files.
- 13:03Speaker 3: It does what is called a life view, not from
- 13:06Speaker 3: the day you're born, but from the day you're concede
- 13:09Speaker 3: because there's so much that happens to us while we're
- 13:12Speaker 3: in our mother's roombs that affects us. So I just
- 13:17Speaker 3: wanted to touch on that, on how the medicine is
- 13:19Speaker 3: actually working. And yeah, my journey with with with with
- 13:25Speaker 3: the medicine of fiboga I come from, you know, seventeen
- 13:29Speaker 3: years of addiction to alcohol. I did experiment with other substances,
- 13:33Speaker 3: but alcohol became my go to. There was a lot
- 13:37Speaker 3: of pain in that journey and at some point I
- 13:41Speaker 3: threw in the towel and you know, rescue came and
- 13:45Speaker 3: I started a recovery journey. And just through that time,
- 13:49Speaker 3: I started to explore, you know, my spiritual side. I
- 13:53Speaker 3: started to dream. I started to be curious about, you know,
- 13:57Speaker 3: what's going on with the spirit what's my truth about
- 14:00Speaker 3: the spirit world. And after visiting two very hippie friends
- 14:05Speaker 3: of mine who are on some plant medicine journey, you know,
- 14:08Speaker 3: at the time, I thought they were crazy, you know,
- 14:10Speaker 3: and they just suggested, you know, Louis, you're doing a
- 14:12Speaker 3: lot of work in the recovery space. You're working with people.
- 14:15Speaker 3: You know, there's a medicine that we have discovered that
- 14:18Speaker 3: we are on that we feel might benefit you. And
- 14:22Speaker 3: that kind of threw me into an Iboga retreat, you know,
- 14:25Speaker 3: the very following week.
- 14:27Speaker 1: My first experience with.
- 14:29Speaker 3: Iboga was you know, and I will say this countless times,
- 14:34Speaker 3: was overwhelmingly magical. It was overwhelmingly magical because the medicine
- 14:41Speaker 3: was able to not only physically go to places in me,
- 14:44Speaker 3: but I'd say visually, I had.
- 14:48Speaker 1: A very beautiful journey where.
- 14:51Speaker 3: I was shown who I truly am, because that has
- 14:54Speaker 3: always been my question, who am i? You know, what
- 14:57Speaker 3: am I doing on this beautiful green earth? And where
- 15:00Speaker 3: am I going? And I think this is one of
- 15:02Speaker 3: the biggest questions that everyone, a lot of people asked
- 15:05Speaker 3: struggling with. You know, people are making lots of money,
- 15:08Speaker 3: you know, they're so successful, but they're still not happy.
- 15:11Speaker 3: They're not connected with the plan, with the purpose. So
- 15:17Speaker 3: coming out of that experience, for me, you know, it
- 15:20Speaker 3: left me bewildered, confused, like what is this medicine? Where
- 15:25Speaker 3: is it from? So my curiosity really pushed me. I
- 15:30Speaker 3: did months and months of research. I wanted to know
- 15:34Speaker 3: the source. I wanted to know, you know, the carriers
- 15:37Speaker 3: of this medicine. Who are they and what kind of
- 15:40Speaker 3: people are they? So connected me to Gabon and I
- 15:44Speaker 3: found these charmans and specifically attend Generation Charman, you know,
- 15:49Speaker 3: and I found his number, connected with them. He became
- 15:53Speaker 3: like a brother and I finally asked him, you know,
- 15:55Speaker 3: I'd love to come to Gabon and I'd love you
- 15:57Speaker 3: to train me how to work with this medicine. But
- 16:00Speaker 3: at the back of my head, I wanted to go
- 16:02Speaker 3: and confirm could this be that thing I was born
- 16:06Speaker 3: to do? So with no French, because you know West
- 16:11Speaker 3: Africa's Francophone.
- 16:13Speaker 1: I was on a.
- 16:14Speaker 3: Plane to Gabon and I went there and I spent
- 16:17Speaker 3: a couple of months, which was the most intense process
- 16:21Speaker 3: I've ever embarked on. It was tough, it was intense,
- 16:25Speaker 3: but it was such a gift because I connected with
- 16:29Speaker 3: the medicine of Iboga. I connected with the wheaty and
- 16:33Speaker 3: realized it's more than just a plant. When they look
- 16:36Speaker 3: at the jungle, they say, that's our pharmacy. We get
- 16:39Speaker 3: our food from there, we get our medicine from me.
- 16:42Speaker 3: And I also learned that iboga is not just for healing.
- 16:46Speaker 3: You know, the healing is something we need to get
- 16:48Speaker 3: out of the way real quick. You know, life is
- 16:50Speaker 3: not a healing journey. We have to live. We're here
- 16:53Speaker 3: to live life. That opened my mind to a lot,
- 16:57Speaker 3: and as I was on this course, I kept on,
- 17:02Speaker 3: you know, thinking there's so many like mere there, friends, family,
- 17:06Speaker 3: or just people I know who were addicted to something.
- 17:10Speaker 3: And those definitely were not addicted to anything. But we're
- 17:13Speaker 3: just lost and we're trying to find themselves. But here's
- 17:18Speaker 3: one medicine that allows you to go within, to really look,
- 17:23Speaker 3: because what we're actually looking for is right here, It's.
- 17:27Speaker 1: Right within us. That's true. I think it's absolutely true.
- 17:31Speaker 2: And I think people have related to say marijuana as
- 17:35Speaker 2: another sacred plant medicine that can give them peace of mind,
- 17:40Speaker 2: in sight some of the things you're talking about. But
- 17:43Speaker 2: in my own case, I've been a weed smoker for years,
- 17:46Speaker 2: and I think it was a habit growing up, and
- 17:48Speaker 2: I decided that it was better than alcohol because I've
- 17:50Speaker 2: seen what had happened in my family various parts with alcohol.
- 17:53Speaker 1: I thought that was the thing, But over time it.
- 17:56Speaker 2: Became a crutch and then particularly during times of stress.
- 18:00Speaker 2: In recent years, it actually flipped to something else completely.
- 18:04Speaker 2: And we talked about different states of these plant medicines,
- 18:07Speaker 2: and a lot of people listening will be using marijuana
- 18:10Speaker 2: right now. And something you said to me is that
- 18:12Speaker 2: when you put fire to marijuana, it changes its status.
- 18:17Speaker 3: What happens, so, fire is an element, it's got its
- 18:21Speaker 3: own life. If we were to put a live flame
- 18:25Speaker 3: on your skin, you're going to feel it.
- 18:28Speaker 1: It's going to burn.
- 18:29Speaker 3: And the medicine of marijuana, it's medicine, it's an herb.
- 18:34Speaker 3: Now applying another element of fire on it, it does
- 18:38Speaker 3: shift the nature of the medicine. If we were to
- 18:42Speaker 3: put a burning flame onto volga and consume it, the
- 18:46Speaker 3: nature of the plant of the medicine doesn't remain the same.
- 18:49Speaker 3: It goes into for the purpose of the conversation, into
- 18:53Speaker 3: his alter ego and it becomes another nature, which.
- 18:58Speaker 2: In the case of marijuana, is a possible mood swings
- 19:02Speaker 2: even anger.
- 19:03Speaker 1: Even anger.
- 19:04Speaker 3: Yeah, there's there's a lot of attachments and detachment as well,
- 19:08Speaker 3: and detachment as well, you know, you know, it's so
- 19:11Speaker 3: interesting you say this because I've sat down with a
- 19:14Speaker 3: lot of elders, who are you know, spiritual healers, sharmans,
- 19:18Speaker 3: and they speak about understanding the nature, understanding the medicine,
- 19:23Speaker 3: the plant, Okay, And they're different uses. Now, if you're
- 19:29Speaker 3: going to take it recreationally, there's an effect. But if
- 19:33Speaker 3: you're taking it purely for healing, for consciousness, you're not
- 19:38Speaker 3: going to spend the whole day smoking joint after joint
- 19:41Speaker 3: after joint after joint. You know, maybe all you actually
- 19:44Speaker 3: need are you know, two or three puffs? Because there
- 19:48Speaker 3: is a spiritual element to all nature, to all plants,
- 19:52Speaker 3: and you know, are you going excessive?
- 19:55Speaker 1: You know? What's the intention? We all speak about intention
- 19:57Speaker 1: when we when.
- 19:58Speaker 3: We sit with the boga, as with many medicines, because
- 20:03Speaker 3: all medicines have physical healing elements, some have spiritual healing elements,
- 20:09Speaker 3: and some are just purely for spiritual discovery.
- 20:13Speaker 1: You have to know.
- 20:15Speaker 3: Unfortunately, you know, we're in a world where we don't
- 20:18Speaker 3: ask questions, We don't seek these these questions about what
- 20:24Speaker 3: is the nature of the mushroom, what is the nature
- 20:28Speaker 3: of ayahuaska, what is the nature of iboga? And am
- 20:32Speaker 3: I taking it through physical healing only? What do I need?
- 20:37Speaker 3: We go into all these processes and there's a massive
- 20:40Speaker 3: plant medicine tourism going on out there where we are
- 20:44Speaker 3: taking multiple medicines. These are all beautiful medicines, but what's
- 20:49Speaker 3: the intention? Are you not crossing, you know, addicting yourself
- 20:53Speaker 3: to to the medicines because I want to be super clean,
- 20:58Speaker 3: super conscious, But the medicines are also carrying their own intentions.
- 21:04Speaker 3: And then but what is the one nature for you?
- 21:08Speaker 3: What is the intention for you? What are you seeking?
- 21:11Speaker 1: Right?
- 21:11Speaker 2: And what we've seen with marijuana, without digressing too much,
- 21:14Speaker 2: I think is an important point.
- 21:15Speaker 1: What we've seen in marijuana and Australia.
- 21:17Speaker 2: It's become a highly commercial illegal drug which under hydroponic
- 21:22Speaker 2: conditions have grown very quickly, many crops per year, and
- 21:26Speaker 2: it's becoming the cash flow for other illegal activities, particularly
- 21:32Speaker 2: myth and things like that. So and people talk about
- 21:36Speaker 2: the strength of that marijuana now is much much higher
- 21:39Speaker 2: than it was in the past or what you would
- 21:41Speaker 2: find naturally occurring. So it's causing a lot of issues
- 21:44Speaker 2: for people, the chemicals used around it, plus some of
- 21:47Speaker 2: the issues that you talk about. So people are finding
- 21:49Speaker 2: they call it a green smack is one of the
- 21:52Speaker 2: terms for it in Australia these days. So I think
- 21:55Speaker 2: it's been derailed and I think it's a problem for
- 21:57Speaker 2: people and those listening out that wh've got a problem
- 22:00Speaker 2: with pots do something about it. Because the returns are diminishing,
- 22:04Speaker 2: there's no doubt, and I think to refocus around the
- 22:06Speaker 2: intention of it.
- 22:08Speaker 1: So you've dealt with all.
- 22:10Speaker 2: These sorts of issues, I'm sure hanging a little bit here,
- 22:12Speaker 2: and you've set up your practice in Zimbabwe. Correct what
- 22:16Speaker 2: kinds of people are you treating now with eboga?
- 22:20Speaker 3: Everyone is suffering from an illness of the mind, trauma, PTSD,
- 22:28Speaker 3: substance abuse, depression, and some are just seeking to self master.
- 22:36Speaker 3: It's different cases, but at the top of it, it's
- 22:40Speaker 3: an illness of the mind. The human kind in today's
- 22:44Speaker 3: world is suffering from the illness of the mind. Some
- 22:48Speaker 3: of us who get on, you know, antidepressants, some will
- 22:52Speaker 3: you find whatever substance, but it is to try and
- 22:56Speaker 3: quieten the noise, and it's not working. And what we
- 22:59Speaker 3: do we try and put more and more, take more medications,
- 23:05Speaker 3: seek the strongest drug, the strongest train of anything in
- 23:10Speaker 3: the Wheaty teaching is they try to simplify a lot
- 23:12Speaker 3: of these things. And we speak about nature and that
- 23:17Speaker 3: nature has two conditions. Don't abuse it, don't attach you know.
- 23:21Speaker 3: That's why we try not to manipulate plants. We try
- 23:24Speaker 3: not to attach ourselves to them, and it becomes easier
- 23:31Speaker 3: for us. But we always find the you know, we
- 23:33Speaker 3: always want the hard way, you know. But predominantly I
- 23:37Speaker 3: would say it's people that have just gone through, you know,
- 23:40Speaker 3: a tough experience of life. We're not taking breaks to
- 23:43Speaker 3: process and just you know, cut off what's not working,
- 23:47Speaker 3: what's not serving you well. And this is the work
- 23:51Speaker 3: that we're doing here in Zibabwe. And we've opened up
- 23:55Speaker 3: the space too pretty much locals, internationals, young and old.
- 24:00Speaker 3: It's a medicine that requires a very strict protocol. Some
- 24:04Speaker 3: people are not they don't qualify as good candidates, so
- 24:08Speaker 3: we do stay away from certain cases. And yeah, it's
- 24:13Speaker 3: a very strict screening process because in that space there's
- 24:18Speaker 3: so much going on to the body, to the mind,
- 24:22Speaker 3: to the heart. So I do take very very strong
- 24:25Speaker 3: precautions with every individual, including.
- 24:29Speaker 2: ECGs with the heart, because I know in Mexico with ebagaine,
- 24:33Speaker 2: they are getting it with magnesium to address any possible
- 24:37Speaker 2: and I think people should always consult physicians and do
- 24:39Speaker 2: their due diligence and all that sort of stuff. In
- 24:41Speaker 2: the case of the guys that you work with on
- 24:43Speaker 2: this trip, they were guys.
- 24:46Speaker 4: Who had been in Iraq and Afghanistan, had been in
- 24:49Speaker 4: very vivid, dramatic traumatic situations, and they were using ketamine, yes,
- 24:54Speaker 4: which is freely available almost about the world.
- 24:57Speaker 1: I was amazed to hear how available it is actually now.
- 24:59Speaker 2: Were using that as a way of going into what
- 25:01Speaker 2: they called airplane mode God and their patrols in the
- 25:04Speaker 2: streets of Dad or Kabul or whatever, and then come
- 25:07Speaker 2: home and take the ketamine and just cease to be
- 25:10Speaker 2: who they were for that period of time, then wake
- 25:12Speaker 2: up in the morning do it all again. How long
- 25:15Speaker 2: can you do that sort of thing without, I guess,
- 25:19Speaker 2: detaching from your reality in a way, And how do
- 25:21Speaker 2: you deal with that beyond those experiences? And a lot
- 25:25Speaker 2: of police officers I know have done exactly the same
- 25:28Speaker 2: thing with alcohol or prescription drugs or whatever it is.
- 25:32Speaker 2: So what I saw there was that one of our
- 25:34Speaker 2: guys had done it before, and he'd seized his kedamene
- 25:37Speaker 2: use instantly. He still had more issused to deal with
- 25:41Speaker 2: another chap. Former Army medic was deep into the antidepressant regime,
- 25:45Speaker 2: had ceased those anty depressants weeks before, was extremely dizzy
- 25:50Speaker 2: and was ruminating about everything in his past and I
- 25:54Speaker 2: couldn't believe how many people he'd saved and all the
- 25:56Speaker 2: positive things that he'd done in his career. He also
- 25:59Speaker 2: worked with the ambulance service as well in New South Wales,
- 26:02Speaker 2: which is and I thought, this guy's a glutton for punishment,
- 26:04Speaker 2: but he could not say all the good things in
- 26:09Speaker 2: his service in his life. And I think talking to
- 26:13Speaker 2: him now, I think he's been able to get some
- 26:15Speaker 2: distance and some insight having gone through the treatment.
- 26:18Speaker 3: Yeah, I'll definitely say all the three gentlemen that were
- 26:23Speaker 3: in our retreat recently did extremely well. I think all
- 26:29Speaker 3: three of them went through one of the toughest, you know.
- 26:33Speaker 1: Life experiences I've ever heard.
- 26:36Speaker 3: And I think in our journey, we you know, we
- 26:40Speaker 3: decided we were gonna scrape off layer by layer.
- 26:44Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't all have to happen at once.
- 26:47Speaker 3: It's a huge chunk of trauma that they were sitting on,
- 26:51Speaker 3: but bravely so, you know, they showed up with such
- 26:54Speaker 3: authenticity and willingness. That's what the medicine looks at, you know,
- 26:59Speaker 3: is their willingness to let go, let go of the pain,
- 27:03Speaker 3: let go of not loving yourself, you know, hating yourself.
- 27:09Speaker 3: And I think it allows medicine to go, you know,
- 27:12Speaker 3: into the mind and start to delete certain files that
- 27:17Speaker 3: we've been so attached to because those life experiences, we
- 27:22Speaker 3: tend to make them our not only our reality, but
- 27:26Speaker 3: our identity. But that's not who you are. You're a
- 27:30Speaker 3: paramedic in the military. You are there to serve and
- 27:32Speaker 3: you're saving so many people's lives. But you know, whatever
- 27:36Speaker 3: you take on, that's not you, that's the residue.
- 27:40Speaker 1: From the work.
- 27:41Speaker 3: But when you allow those attachments to affect your daily
- 27:44Speaker 3: life and you know you cannot sleep at night, you
- 27:48Speaker 3: keep staying locked into what happened, you know how it happened,
- 27:53Speaker 3: and you know why it happened. Maybe in some cases
- 27:57Speaker 3: you're blaming yourself that story. When it goes into a loop,
- 28:01Speaker 3: it becomes you know, mainly sleepless nights. It's not eating well,
- 28:07Speaker 3: not looking after yourself, and you know you're probably on
- 28:11Speaker 3: so many vendors, you know, on and off you're slowly
- 28:15Speaker 3: killing yourself, you know. So when we sit with the Boga,
- 28:19Speaker 3: we take a pause, a very deep pause, and like
- 28:23Speaker 3: you're saying earlier, you know, you're seeing very different you know, visuals, pictures.
- 28:29Speaker 3: That's the medicine, going through your files and also seeing
- 28:32Speaker 3: what files are not supposed to be here and slowly
- 28:36Speaker 3: deleting some of them and showing you what to focus
- 28:39Speaker 3: on the things that really matter. It sounds magical, you know,
- 28:43Speaker 3: when you're speaking to someone who has not done this before.
- 28:46Speaker 3: But it's as real. And I think one of the
- 28:48Speaker 3: things that it's taught me is plants are real.
- 28:52Speaker 2: Of course they are, you know. And my dad was
- 28:55Speaker 2: a psychiatrist. I'm always reminding the listeners of that. I
- 28:57Speaker 2: feel like this is therapy in some ways, this podcast.
- 29:00Speaker 2: But he worked in John Hopkins University in Baltimore in
- 29:03Speaker 2: the late fifties. It's psilocybin mushrooms as a way of
- 29:08Speaker 2: addressing depression, and there was great hope and expectation about psilocybin,
- 29:12Speaker 2: and of course the War on Drugs happened and this
- 29:15Speaker 2: was now regarded as something illegal and dangerous and so forth,
- 29:19Speaker 2: and I think he felt a certain shame that he
- 29:21Speaker 2: hadn't been involved, and it hardly talked about it ever again.
- 29:24Speaker 2: But here we are now in twenty twenty six and
- 29:26Speaker 2: psilocybin is back on the therapeutic list. People in our
- 29:29Speaker 2: experimenting and so I think we people's eyes are being
- 29:32Speaker 2: open to this and it's far beyond a recreational thing.
- 29:35Speaker 2: We are seeing transformations. And you've called it magic. I
- 29:39Speaker 2: don't want to call it magic because it sort of
- 29:41Speaker 2: diminishes it into something that's I think people have preconceptions
- 29:44Speaker 2: about Africa generally and level of civilization and blah blah
- 29:48Speaker 2: like that.
- 29:48Speaker 1: So I want to put it in the.
- 29:50Speaker 2: Space so it is medicine, and it does also what
- 29:54Speaker 2: good cognitive therapy will do as well, where people can
- 29:57Speaker 2: get a safe space where they can account their inventory
- 30:01Speaker 2: of experiences in emotions and find a way forward.
- 30:05Speaker 1: I'm skeptical only.
- 30:08Speaker 2: To this extent about it that can it transform someone
- 30:12Speaker 2: overnight or can it help them accept their issues and
- 30:17Speaker 2: have some insight to do the work which will ultimately
- 30:21Speaker 2: address their problems.
- 30:22Speaker 1: I don't think so. Am I being too cautious? I
- 30:26Speaker 1: think you're being real.
- 30:27Speaker 3: A lot of us want a quick fix out there,
- 30:31Speaker 3: and iboga is not a quick fix. It opens you
- 30:35Speaker 3: up to the reality. It opens you up to the
- 30:37Speaker 3: truth and once you've been open to the truth, the
- 30:40Speaker 3: next thing is to face it.
- 30:43Speaker 1: You know what to let go.
- 30:44Speaker 3: Then you're making decisions so apart from feeling and going
- 30:49Speaker 3: through the pins and needles, but you are actually being
- 30:54Speaker 3: brought right in front of your live TV that you've
- 30:58Speaker 3: been running from in such a gentle and loving way,
- 31:03Speaker 3: a nature way, and it puts you on a journey.
- 31:05Speaker 3: But now you have the tools, and I think a
- 31:09Speaker 3: lot of us don't have tools. Not that we want
- 31:12Speaker 3: to stay in a depressed state. It's not that we
- 31:14Speaker 3: don't want to stop drinking alcohol excessively, we don't want
- 31:17Speaker 3: to stop the drugs, but we lack the tools. And
- 31:21Speaker 3: not everyone wants to go to rehab. Not everyone wants
- 31:23Speaker 3: to go through a clinical process. So out of whatever
- 31:28Speaker 3: stigma or you know, whatever the reason may be, it
- 31:32Speaker 3: sets you on a journey. It's not a quick fix,
- 31:35Speaker 3: but it just gets you on a real path. Eboga
- 31:37Speaker 3: medicine is a serious medicine and it confronts everything that
- 31:42Speaker 3: you feel you cannot confront or you don't want to confront. Hence,
- 31:47Speaker 3: I prepare people that this is a serious process, you know,
- 31:51Speaker 3: and it has to be taken as serious. I always
- 31:56Speaker 3: give this picture that sitting with the Boga is like
- 31:59Speaker 3: sitting with your great great great grandfather or your great
- 32:02Speaker 3: great grandmother. They're not here to you know, play with
- 32:06Speaker 3: you and about very serious issues that are affecting your family, yourself,
- 32:11Speaker 3: your future, the generation. They're going to tell you like
- 32:14Speaker 3: it is. Googa is very direct. It will show you
- 32:17Speaker 3: like it is. And you know, I see people sometimes
- 32:22Speaker 3: they struggle with the truth, but in such a gentle way.
- 32:26Speaker 3: And I always get these calls even six months after
- 32:29Speaker 3: someone is set in ceremony with me and they tell me,
- 32:33Speaker 3: Lewis I get it. The medicine just showed me something.
- 32:36Speaker 3: You know it now it makes sense. It's so intelligent.
- 32:40Speaker 3: It will know what you're ready to see and deal
- 32:43Speaker 3: with now and what you're not. But again it comes,
- 32:47Speaker 3: you know, with are you willing, you know, to start
- 32:50Speaker 3: that journey.
- 32:52Speaker 1: Yes, it's definitely a reckoning.
- 32:54Speaker 2: I'm not gonna say it's a dark knight of the soul,
- 32:56Speaker 2: but it certainly, I mean, they're not the first night
- 32:59Speaker 2: when we're up in this remote cabin in the mountains
- 33:01Speaker 2: and the winds blowing and the rhine's pouring, it's coming
- 33:04Speaker 2: out of the door. It was very dramatic scene, lightning
- 33:07Speaker 2: flashing outside the whole thing. Oh my goodness, you come
- 33:11Speaker 2: with your own light show.
- 33:12Speaker 1: You know. It's fear, and we're all afraid, you know.
- 33:17Speaker 3: And I only say to them, Okay, why don't we
- 33:20Speaker 3: talk about what we're actually afraid of and what's on
- 33:24Speaker 3: the other side of the fear. It's your piece, it's
- 33:27Speaker 3: your joy, it's you feeling a peace of mind.
- 33:32Speaker 2: Tell me what are the the most cherished moments you've
- 33:36Speaker 2: had dealing with patients that I guess typify what this
- 33:40Speaker 2: medicine is all about.
- 33:41Speaker 3: I think most cherish moments would be Yes, someone who's
- 33:46Speaker 3: almost you know, who's just giving up on their life.
- 33:49Speaker 3: And you know, I remember she said to me, Lewis,
- 33:54Speaker 3: this is my last stop. I've bought a nine millimeter
- 33:58Speaker 3: gun and then I'm going to kill myself, so this
- 34:02Speaker 3: is my last stop. And I said to Okay, let's go.
- 34:08Speaker 3: And she spent a week with me. You know, it's
- 34:12Speaker 3: it's a very emotional story for me because it's been
- 34:15Speaker 3: a beautiful journey to watch. It's not easy for her,
- 34:18Speaker 3: but she showed up not just for herself but for
- 34:21Speaker 3: her children, and she gave it one hundred percent. And
- 34:26Speaker 3: I saw a surrender every day, every moment, just surrender
- 34:31Speaker 3: a lot. So there's lots of tears, lots of lots
- 34:35Speaker 3: of sobbing, and she made it to the other side.
- 34:38Speaker 3: She's still here doing amazing. You know, We're working on
- 34:42Speaker 3: so many other areas of her life. But these are
- 34:44Speaker 3: things that I work upon. I ask him, you know,
- 34:47Speaker 3: are you are you more at peace? Are you more happy?
- 34:49Speaker 3: And she says, my children are. So what fulfills me more.
- 34:52Speaker 3: It's not just the people that I work with, but
- 34:54Speaker 3: seeing how their families benefit from their loved ones coming back.
- 34:59Speaker 3: And they're more sane, they're more at peace, they're more present.
- 35:05Speaker 3: Just being present. That's a huge thing.
- 35:07Speaker 2: I mean, I know plenty of police officers who I
- 35:09Speaker 2: deal with and come on the show as well, who
- 35:12Speaker 2: still struggle. One guy's turning eighty now and he still
- 35:14Speaker 2: has night terrors about the time he shot a suspect.
- 35:18Speaker 2: His wife can't sleep in the same bed because he
- 35:20Speaker 2: strikes out another night, and it's still affecting every aspect.
- 35:23Speaker 2: And he's one of the most brave, wonderful human beings
- 35:28Speaker 2: who just can't shake off his experience in the service.
- 35:33Speaker 1: And one thing also, which.
- 35:34Speaker 2: Is a I think is very relevant in the recent experience,
- 35:37Speaker 2: is one of the guys there was treated unfairly in
- 35:41Speaker 2: his job, which exacerbated the.
- 35:42Speaker 1: PTSD symptoms from his service.
- 35:45Speaker 2: He's thinking, I did all these things for the people,
- 35:47Speaker 2: for all these people I saved, then I get treated
- 35:50Speaker 2: like this by my superiors, and his sense of worth
- 35:53Speaker 2: just caved in through that. I really hope in his
- 35:56Speaker 2: case that that's going to be addressed, and his feelings
- 35:59Speaker 2: of anger.
- 36:00Speaker 1: But I think that's common to many, particularly.
- 36:03Speaker 2: Police for but I've also known criminal There's one guy
- 36:06Speaker 2: who is he interviewed recently, who was he didn't robbery
- 36:09Speaker 2: on an airport, trying to steal bags of money, and
- 36:10Speaker 2: he's almost shot dead. He was shot in the shelves,
- 36:12Speaker 2: shot in the back, and he should have died. He
- 36:14Speaker 2: lives with that trauma every day, you know. And yeah,
- 36:16Speaker 2: she can say you don't feel sorry for him, but
- 36:18Speaker 2: when you look at the ripple effect in his life
- 36:20Speaker 2: and he's still trying. He said to me in our interview,
- 36:23Speaker 2: I just want to feel like a good person, you know.
- 36:26Speaker 1: I think we all want to feel like that.
- 36:28Speaker 3: We all want to feel like that, and we don't
- 36:31Speaker 3: know the full story of anyone until you know, we
- 36:34Speaker 3: really sat with them and you know, and you ask,
- 36:38Speaker 3: you know, what went wrong? When did it go wrong?
- 36:41Speaker 3: Some people starts from childhood, you know. Some people grew
- 36:44Speaker 3: up with no parents, with no support and they had
- 36:48Speaker 3: to find their own way, and it starts there.
- 36:51Speaker 1: You know.
- 36:53Speaker 3: That's what I love about this medicine. It goes to
- 36:56Speaker 3: the route when did things go wrong? You know, you
- 36:59Speaker 3: don't just wake up, you know, and you're stealing bags
- 37:01Speaker 3: of money at an airport. Something went wrong somewhere. Let's
- 37:05Speaker 3: go and have that conversation. You can only heal from
- 37:08Speaker 3: the route. So it's not just you know about the incident,
- 37:12Speaker 3: what happened five years ago?
- 37:14Speaker 1: You know, maybe let's talk about the child or what
- 37:16Speaker 1: was happening at home. Maybe there was.
- 37:18Speaker 3: Chaos at home where your father and mother were not
- 37:21Speaker 3: you know, the relationship wasn't good, and it affects children.
- 37:25Speaker 3: And when a child has no support, they don't feel
- 37:28Speaker 3: love and they're not getting you know, some of the
- 37:31Speaker 3: basic emotional support. Just being listened to, how do we
- 37:36Speaker 3: expect that person to be a fully present and you know,
- 37:41Speaker 3: functioning effectively adult. So just looking at you know, where
- 37:47Speaker 3: we are as human beings.
- 37:48Speaker 1: We are struggling.
- 37:51Speaker 3: You know, when you look at everything we've discussed, PTSD,
- 37:54Speaker 3: the depression, you know, whatever traumas, it comes back to
- 37:57Speaker 3: the mind.
- 37:59Speaker 1: It really does.
- 37:59Speaker 2: Another example, actually, a friend of mine has a podcast
- 38:02Speaker 2: called The Clink Brent Simpson. Check it out. It's fantastic.
- 38:05Speaker 2: Brent was sexually abused as a child severely and had
- 38:10Speaker 2: no sense of safety at home, ended up as a criminal,
- 38:13Speaker 2: went into the outlaw Biki scene, got out of that,
- 38:16Speaker 2: but was now seeking a way to purge himself of
- 38:20Speaker 2: all his experiences. In his way was incredible feats of
- 38:23Speaker 2: endurance and strength where he rode a bicycle across Australia.
- 38:28Speaker 1: Crazy. You know, I did that.
- 38:30Speaker 2: And he's doing other things on marathon running and all
- 38:32Speaker 2: that sort of stuff, and I love him, but he's
- 38:34Speaker 2: constantly still seeking, and I think as soon as he
- 38:38Speaker 2: slows down, those negative feelings catch up with him again.
- 38:41Speaker 2: So he's a hide and seek, chased me sort of situation.
- 38:44Speaker 2: And I think some people like that and they're looking
- 38:47Speaker 2: for something and they've been through everything. They've been through everything,
- 38:50Speaker 2: and we have all these diagnoses now of attention deficit
- 38:53Speaker 2: disorder and anxiety and stress and things, and we medicate
- 38:58Speaker 2: for those things without ever getting to the source.
- 39:00Speaker 1: And I really feel.
- 39:01Speaker 2: And I again I think will be regarded as something
- 39:05Speaker 2: that is a new pathway. I sound like an evangelist
- 39:09Speaker 2: for this, but having read the material as well, not
- 39:12Speaker 2: just for what you tell it, read the material as well,
- 39:15Speaker 2: seeing the documentary, this does offer something for people across
- 39:20Speaker 2: the spectrum.
- 39:21Speaker 1: It does.
- 39:22Speaker 3: I think, you know, when people are open to it,
- 39:26Speaker 3: and you know they're open to to going through you
- 39:30Speaker 3: know what we call the deep dive. You know, the
- 39:32Speaker 3: research that is being extensively done now is showing it.
- 39:37Speaker 3: And yeah, like I wouldys say to people, you know,
- 39:39Speaker 3: when when the time has come for you, you know,
- 39:42Speaker 3: and you really get that opportunity to sit with iboga,
- 39:47Speaker 3: to sit with ayahuasca, you know, anything that can just
- 39:50Speaker 3: take you to your truth and just process. It's so
- 39:54Speaker 3: hard for us to move forward when we have that
- 39:58Speaker 3: process what happened in the past and making a decision
- 40:02Speaker 3: to let it go or keeping it.
- 40:05Speaker 1: It's hard to move forward.
- 40:07Speaker 3: And I think, you know, these medicines I borg have
- 40:11Speaker 3: been one of them, are such brilliant gifts from nature
- 40:14Speaker 3: that are here to help us as long as we
- 40:17Speaker 3: are willing.
- 40:18Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 40:18Speaker 2: I think that people are willing to now take this
- 40:20Speaker 2: step because they've tried everything else and it's not working
- 40:23Speaker 2: for them. So we could talk all day about this,
- 40:26Speaker 2: but I think you talk about a deep dive. I'll
- 40:28Speaker 2: call it a shallow dive, and one one night. So
- 40:31Speaker 2: I'm keen to explore this further with you looking forward
- 40:35Speaker 2: to it. Yeah, and take it again, and it'll be
- 40:38Speaker 2: an honor as Luis, thank you, And I think it's
- 40:41Speaker 2: got a lot to offer people. So I think i'd
- 40:43Speaker 2: like to be able to take this back home and
- 40:45Speaker 2: talk to my friends who've been involved in these violent, dangerous,
- 40:48Speaker 2: dramatic moments that they can I'm speaking to you guys
- 40:52Speaker 2: right now.
- 40:52Speaker 1: You know who I'm talking about.
- 40:54Speaker 2: There's probably half a dozen people I'm talking to right
- 40:56Speaker 2: now that you need to accept that what you did
- 40:59Speaker 2: was heroic and virtuous, and you served your community, and
- 41:02Speaker 2: it's time that you got to come home, love yourself more,
- 41:06Speaker 2: spend the rest of your days in contentment. I think
- 41:09Speaker 2: this is something to explore. Let's leave it there, Lewis.
- 41:12Speaker 2: It's been absolute pleasure talking to you. I'se thank you,
- 41:19Speaker 2: It's Lewis and bueller there. We'll put some links in
- 41:22Speaker 2: the show notes where you can look at more resources
- 41:25Speaker 2: to understand this more fully, but do your own research,
- 41:29Speaker 2: check it out, ask questions. But I think also don't
- 41:32Speaker 2: just accept that your trauma is your life sentence. Something
- 41:37Speaker 2: else you can do, and I think this is a
- 41:38Speaker 2: good example of it. So I'm also very happy to
- 41:41Speaker 2: talk to people. If you want to contact me Adam Shann,
- 41:44Speaker 2: writer at gmail dot com and your experiences of trauma,
- 41:47Speaker 2: I'll try to direct you to Lewis talk through whether
- 41:50Speaker 2: this might be something for you, but also want to
- 41:52Speaker 2: hear your stories. That's what this podcast is all about.
- 41:55Speaker 2: So Adam Shann, writer at gmail dot com. If you
- 41:58Speaker 2: want to report a crime, please call Crimestoppers. Wanted to
- 42:01Speaker 2: have a triple three, triple zero man not trust the
- 42:03Speaker 2: police though, so I'll talk you through it and we'll
- 42:06Speaker 2: get some confidential assistance for you.
- 42:08Speaker 1: Thank you once again for listening. This has been Adam
- 42:11Speaker 1: Shanfer Real Crime.
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