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Episode 26: We're Back!!! Life Updates | Britney Spears: The Woman In Me | Micah Miller Case | Hollyweird · This Is My Circus

• 0:00
  Hi, I'm Stephanie.
• 0:01
  And I am Meredith.
• 0:02
  And welcome to This is My Circus.
• 0:04
  Yeah! We're back.
• 0:08
  Laughter It felt so good to say that.
• 0:11
  I know.
• 0:12
  So, it's been like nine months and, um, we have both just had a lot of life.
• 0:19
  Going on.
• 0:20
  Yep.
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  And you know, I was thinking about that when we decided that we were going to chat again and just, you know, we, we told everybody from the beginning and I think most of the people that listen to us know us really well and they know that we are all over the place these days.
• 0:33
  So if you're listening, thank you for joining us again.
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  We love you.
• 0:38
  Yes, yes we do.
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  So how has life been?
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  I know there's all the things.
• 0:44
  Yeah.
• 0:44
  So life's been, busy, you know, in retrospect, looking back, I'm like, well, nothing's really happened.
• 0:49
  But then like day to day is like everything happens, you know?
• 0:52
  So, I, finished the job contract that I had gotten and that finished early.
• 0:57
  So that was an unexpected early finish.
• 1:00
  and then I just a couple of weeks ago started a new role.
• 1:04
  Doing the same thing doing documentation and all that kind of stuff.
• 1:07
  and that's back in health care.
• 1:08
  So I feel like I'm back in my realm.
• 1:10
  I'm not messing with the government stuff like I was before.
• 1:14
  Not that that was interesting, but yeah, so I've been doing that.
• 1:19
  I've umped a little bit this spring, not too much, but a little bit.
• 1:23
  so that's, you know, that's always, that's always fun.
• 1:26
  Jackson's been doing all the sports every season.
• 1:29
  Oh, listen to this.
• 1:30
  So he is track and field wrapping up right now.
• 1:33
  He actually holds the record at Clover High School as a freshman with throws and shot put and discus.
• 1:40
  That's awesome.
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  And, yeah, he's, he's done really well and he's actually ranked in the state Like in high school, not just as a freshman.
• 1:47
  so he's going this weekend.
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  He qualified to go to, I think it's upper state this weekend.
• 1:54
  So it's going to South Carolina upper state to throw and we'll see if he continues to go to state after that.
• 2:00
  Yeah, I don't anticipate it.
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  There's some of these kids that are.
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  I mean, it's crazy how far they can throw this 12 pound ball.
• 2:09
  But, so doing that, spring football is, you know, getting started and wrapping up the school year, first year as a freshman.
• 2:15
  I had a little bit of a panic attack the other day because I was like, only take him to school one more year and then he's going to be driving the rest.
• 2:22
  So, yeah, um.
• 2:24
  I hear that.
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  Yeah.
• 2:26
  So, uh, I mean, you know, like I said, like busy.
• 2:30
  But busy doing what?
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  I don't know.
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  Yeah.
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  Brian's doing well.
• 2:33
  He's, took busy season at Lowe's.
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  Everybody buying stuff to fix their yards up and all that kind of stuff.
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  So I was actually there last night and I think he was like walking out as I was checking him.
• 2:44
  Did he light it on fire?
• 2:45
  no, Lowe's has been really good to, to him.
• 2:48
  It's been a great career for him, but it's just, it's this time of year is a lot.
• 2:51
  Yeah.
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  And with all the storms, Like people are, yeah, it's crazy.
• 2:56
  so I mean, life's just moving on by nothing, nothing exciting on my end, other than, you know, Jackson being amazing, but I already told you guys that, um, yeah, but, but we're good.
• 3:10
  So, how's business, how's life?
• 3:13
  Well, my whole life has gone up in flames, but like a phoenix, absolutely in recovery.
• 3:21
  Absolutely.
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  so Brandon and I are currently separated.
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  that's been since like the beginning of February.
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  but I think like, you know, business just took over our lives.
• 3:30
  We were working like 90 hours a week and, you just like kind of lose yourself and you lose.
• 3:37
  Definitely do.
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  So I have been working really hard on me and focusing on, like, coming back to myself, I guess.
• 3:45
  which, we had Nicole on.
• 3:47
  Yes.
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  Nicole Eaton.
• 3:48
  Yeah.
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  Um, who we've had on our podcast.
• 3:51
  I absolutely, like, adore Nicole Eaton.
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  Everything she does.
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  I joined her group.
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  I have done some therapy sessions with her And I just feel so much lighter after talking to her and that's what it's about.
• 4:07
  Yeah even just like listening to like she has like these little like pick me up messages on the group app Just listening to that like if i'm having like a Horrible day.
• 4:15
  It's just like, listen to this when, um, you have a hard decision to make.
• 4:19
  Listen to this when you're feeling like horrible.
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  We could all do that.
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  Not going necessarily through even traumatic life experiences like you've been going through, but just all of us that need some pick me up sometimes.
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  So like, that's been like a tremendous help.
• 4:34
  Good.
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  I, I don't think this was like the worst year of my life.
• 4:38
  I will.
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  I'm one of them.
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  Yeah.
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  Yeah.
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  Top three.
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  Um, but I, you know, I'm starting to feel a little bit more like me again.
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  And, um, yeah, it's just, I think, I hope nobody else gets to that point, but like, I've really just like completely lost who I was.
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  And, um, I feel a lot better now.
• 5:00
  So yeah, good.
• 5:01
  We're doing this.
• 5:01
  Well, you know, you and I have talked on and off, even though we've not recorded in nine months.
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  It's not like you and I haven't seen each other in nine months.
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  But I, you look really good today.
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  Thank you.
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  You look really, I can tell like you feel better.
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  Like I feel like it's shown in your face.
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  So I'm glad that Nicole is, is helping and you're starting to get your bearings a little bit because that's, that's tough.
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  I have, you know, obviously never gone through that, but just, you know, being on the outside looking in of other friends or family members that have gone through situations like that, just to have the rug pulled out from underneath you, for, you know, for whatever reason is crazy.
• 5:39
  You know, traumatic events, they, they really, they weigh on us physically too.
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  And you look really good today.
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  Thank you.
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  I'm not hitting on you.
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  I'm glad that, that Nicole, that man, what perfect timing for us to have met her and You to being able to talk to her.
• 6:05
  Yeah.
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  Christie forth.
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  Right.
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  I think her name is, she, um, used to be Nicole's partner, like when they had their own, therapy.
• 6:14
  I wanted to say studio, but that's not what it is.
• 6:17
  Yeah.
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  Okay.
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  Um, but so Nicole is more of like the scientific based, like manifesting, like feeling, you know, like intuition and that kind of thing, but she is it like more or less don't like the science of it.
• 6:31
  Yeah.
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  And then Christie is more like the woo side.
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  There's another awesome one.
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  I love them.
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  Yeah.
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  So it's cool to hear like their different perspectives on the same topic.
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  Yeah.
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  so that was pretty cool to, um, see that side of it.
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  I just, you know, I've just learned a lot, about, um, I guess myself more than anything, um, the past couple of months.
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  Yeah.
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  So, well I just, and I want to say too, I think that it's pretty common.
• 6:59
  I mean, we know that the, you know, separation and divorce rates are high, but I think, you know, when you're like us and most of our listeners, when you have children who your world revolves around and I will not ever take that back.
• 7:13
  I will always have Jackson as, you know, my top priority.
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  I mean, God and you know, whatever, but, but like, you know, when they start to, and I'm not saying this is your situation, but you kind of drift apart because you're both focused on them.
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  And when then they start doing other things, you're like, what do I have in common with this person?
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  I'm my roommate.
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  Yeah.
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  Yeah.
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  So, um, I know that's really tough.
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  That's just a reminder for You know, me and for all of us to remember that there's, yeah.
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  And I'm not saying it's forever.
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  I think this is needed, for now.
• 7:52
  Yeah.
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  but you know, I think that, I don't know, I think me being in the, in the state that I was in wasn't healthy.
• 8:00
  Yeah.
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  him being in the same he was in was not healthy.
• 8:03
  Right.
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  It wasn't good for me, him, or Dylan.
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  Yeah.
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  so.
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  I don't know.
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  I, I, I'm starting to feel better.
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  So yeah, that's a step in the right direction.
• 8:11
  Yes, it is.
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  And like you said, who knows what the future holds for any of us and I'm just seeing you being better.
• 8:19
  Like seriously, your face is going on today.
• 8:23
  Um, but, but just like seeing it's because we're doing the Uh,.
• 8:27
  Um, but yeah, it's not healthy for anybody and having all the, that.
• 8:31
  Together is just compounds it and makes it worse.
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  So yeah, let everybody twist their heads on right and figure out what's going on from there.
• 8:37
  Yeah.
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  So yeah.
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  But, Dylan is doing good.
• 8:41
  He's about to go into his junior year.
• 8:43
  Oh my gosh.
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  How did this happen?
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  I know.
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  Oh my gosh.
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  I saw him, um, I told you this, I saw him at his job the other day and I was like, how are you even old enough to be, I know, um, And you're doing this, like he's not a grown up, but he's a responsible human.
• 9:03
  Yeah, I know.
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  It's insane.
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  He has done so good with like working and the balance.
• 9:09
  You know, yeah, he loves the school.
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  He didn't get that from us.
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  No, obviously not.
• 9:17
  Well, good.
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  He loves this school.
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  Yeah.
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  And he's got a girlfriend.
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  They've been dating for four months.
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  Yes.
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  And you know her.
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  I do know her.
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  That's so funny.
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  That's so funny.
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  Her and Jackson were friends.
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  so yeah, she's a, she's a sweet girl.
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  Yes.
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  so finished up lacrosse season.
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  Yes.
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  they have their banquet tomorrow, and then I asked him if he wanted to do like a travel team or anything over the summer.
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  He said that he just wants a break.
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  I get that.
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  I do too.
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  you know, they start lacrosse as soon as school starts.
• 9:43
  Yeah.
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  And so it's been that like all year.
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  this team, I'm not even gonna get into it because yeah, parents listen.
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  That's okay.
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  You don't have to.
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  I mean, it's been a different team.
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  It's been an adjustment, a very big adjustment.
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  And, so, um, He just wants to work and like hang out over the summer.
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  And I don't blame him.
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  He did the same thing when I was in high school.
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  Like junior year is like, that's one of the best.
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  It's like, you don't have the responsibility of being the senior yet where you've got to make huge life choices, but you have enough freedom and maturity that you can drive and you've got your own money.
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  And Oh, I want to be 17, 16, 17 again.
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  You know, he says stuff about like, Don't rush it.
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  Just enjoy this time.
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  I'm like, I wish I could go back to that time.
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  If you could go back, if you could go back, would you?
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  Just answer yes or no.
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  Don't think about it.
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  Cause I've got a follow up question.
• 10:35
  That's such a hard question.
• 10:37
  Then I'll go ahead and throw this.
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  If you could go back now and what you know now, would you go back?
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  And like, not necessarily me.
• 10:43
  Different choices, but just know how things are going to come out or you could make different choices if you want to.
• 10:48
  I would, I think I would go back, because I had so much fun.
• 10:55
  This fun, like carefree fun where you didn't have to like adult or you didn't have to worry about another, like keeping a human alive or, um, you know, cooking dinner or whatever.
• 11:05
  And paying bills and making sure that the car doesn't break down and that the roof's not leaking.
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  And yeah.
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  Um, I don't think I would necessarily change very much.
• 11:15
  Um, because like, I, I loved my life.
• 11:19
  I mean, I had an amazing life.
• 11:21
  I'm going to change like how I got to my career path.
• 11:24
  I might change like never starting a business because I freaking rocked before we started.
• 11:32
  But, um, I, I think I would, I don't really think I would change very much.
• 11:37
  I think like, I loved my life.
• 11:39
  Right.
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  I made no poor decisions.
• 11:41
  I'm just kidding.
• 11:42
  I mean, that's the good part, but I had fun.
• 11:44
  That's the fun part.
• 11:45
  Um, yeah I might change like how I got into my career like how I you know Some of the steps I took like that way but like socially and stuff.
• 11:52
  I'm with you I had I traveled by myself before I got married cuz I got married when I was a little bit older and Yeah, I had a good time.
• 12:00
  Yeah, I had a blast.
• 12:01
  Yeah.
• 12:02
  Yeah Speaking of poor life choices, this leads us right into what we were discussing this week and we wanted to review because we've talked about this before on the podcast.
• 12:15
  So, I listened to the Britney Spears memoir.
• 12:18
  Yes! did you listen to it or did you read it?
• 12:21
  Listened.
• 12:22
  Okay, and I listened to it twice.
• 12:23
  Same.
• 12:24
  I listened when it first came out and then I listened to it yesterday.
• 12:26
  Yeah.
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  Thoughts?
• 12:29
  Okay.
• 12:29
  Okay.
• 12:29
  Sounds great.
• 12:30
  So just focus on the audio book for a minute, and we've talked about this before.
• 12:33
  I love it when, the person who wrote the book, the author gives like the preview or whatever, or when they read the book out loud.
• 12:41
  so I loved hearing Brittany's little voice in it, but it's read by Michelle Williams, and she is Heath Ledger's Ex, whatever.
• 12:49
  I don't know, would I?
• 12:50
  She's from Dawson's Creek.
• 12:51
  Yes.
• 12:51
  The blonde girl from Dawson's Creek.
• 12:52
  Yes, exactly.
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  And I hope I'm not like aging myself.
• 12:55
  No, no, not at all.
• 12:58
  No.
• 12:58
  Gosh.
• 12:58
  Wait, were you, were you Team Dawson or Team Percy?
• 13:01
  I was Percy, yeah.
• 13:02
  Okay.
• 13:03
  Um, I always go for the bad guy.
• 13:05
  I too, for the one down.
• 13:07
  I know.
• 13:08
  Hmm.
• 13:09
  Says a lot about us.
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  Um, Nicole don't analyze that.
• 13:13
  Life choices.
• 13:14
  Yeah.
• 13:15
  Um, okay.
• 13:15
  So that book.
• 13:18
  So the book goes through pretty much her whole childhood and, but it's a short book.
• 13:24
  It was, it was on like a five hour listen compared to like some of them.
• 13:27
  They're like 15 hours.
• 13:28
  I've listened to before 24 hours.
• 13:30
  Right.
• 13:32
  Um, but it goes from her childhood up until gosh, basically like 2023.
• 13:37
  I enjoyed it because I'm not a huge Britney fan, but I'm fascinated if that makes sense.
• 13:43
  It was very sad.
• 13:45
  Yeah.
• 13:45
  It was very sad.
• 13:47
  And I'm taking it at the value that everything was true that she said, you know, I could write a book and say, you know, whatever, but I'm assuming that most of her things are true that she's talking about in there.
• 13:57
  but yeah, very sad.
• 13:58
  I thought when there were moments of levity, when she was like happy and stuff, it was almost like she was reverting to her childhood.
• 14:06
  I thought she's very immature.
• 14:07
  Yeah.
• 14:08
  says me who like wants to go back to Harry Potter world, but, I don't know.
• 14:14
  I, it was very interesting.
• 14:15
  I learned things in there that I wish I never would have learned.
• 14:18
  It gave me a whole new perspective to, and I think about this from time to time, just how men and women are treated differently in quote, the industry.
• 14:27
  And I enjoyed it.
• 14:29
  Very sad.
• 14:30
  but interesting.
• 14:31
  I will say, how about you?
• 14:32
  What do you think?
• 14:33
  Well, I am a huge Britney Spears fan.
• 14:35
  Since she came out, like I have loved her and So this, okay, let me start over because I did not like Michelle Williams reading this.
• 14:45
  I saw your face when I said that.
• 14:46
  You weren't a fan?
• 14:47
  I, I don't know.
• 14:48
  I, it just didn't like click for me for her to like, I don't know, just, I think they should have found somebody like, Neutral.
• 14:57
  Yeah.
• 14:57
  I don't know.
• 14:58
  Like I just something about that.
• 14:59
  I didn't love it.
• 15:00
  I had that feeling too.
• 15:02
  Just that like she's in one celebrity reading another celebrity story.
• 15:05
  I felt like we needed an unknown or to not have Brittany's voice in the beginning because I did have a hard time putting those two together.
• 15:14
  The same person, even, you know, just, you know, And subconsciously, but you weren't a fan.
• 15:18
  No, I mean, and I don't know what it was.
• 15:21
  I heard voices a little bit deeper.
• 15:22
  Like, I just, Britney's is just so sweet.
• 15:24
  Yeah.
• 15:25
  And, and that, and hers isn't.
• 15:27
  Yeah.
• 15:27
  She's, I'm sure she's a lovely person.
• 15:29
  Right.
• 15:30
  We don't know one way or the other.
• 15:31
  It worked for me for this book.
• 15:32
  Yeah.
• 15:33
  Okay.
• 15:33
  Um, but I, I felt so bad for her.
• 15:39
  and then like, you know, you don't know all like the, the awful details behind the scenes, whatever.
• 15:44
  so I think that for the most part she handled herself other than when she like had her, you know, public breakdown.
• 15:52
  God, could you imagine If this last three months of my life was in the public, like y'all would have had me committed.
• 16:00
  No, I get it.
• 16:01
  And she explains that well in the book too.
• 16:03
  Like, she's like, you know, imagine going through this, this and this, but you're doing it with everybody watching you.
• 16:08
  So, I, after my life, you know, kind of going up in flames, um, over the last couple of minutes, like I felt so differently in this book than the first time I read it.
• 16:20
  I did really think that her thought on when she shaved her head.
• 16:24
  Yes.
• 16:25
  she had, um, said that everybody has like, you know, based all of their thoughts on her looks on her, you know, everything has been like basically like sexualized since she was a young, young child.
• 16:36
  Yes.
• 16:37
  And,, that was her rebelling and saying, like, giving the whole world the bird, basically saying, like, like, yep.
• 16:44
  I'm not beautiful and sexy anymore, even though she still was, but that's what, what she was trying to portray with that is that basically F you.
• 16:51
  Yeah.
• 16:52
  I agree.
• 16:53
  So, you know, she was portrayed like, don't get me wrong when she was going through it and whatever, but I thought that her, you know, saying that and putting all that all together was like, I see it.
• 17:05
  It clicked, but in that moment when just like I saw on Us Weekly or whatever magazine, the picture of her with her bald head and whatever, I was like, homie has lost it.
• 17:15
  Yeah.
• 17:16
  And she had.
• 17:16
  Yeah.
• 17:17
  But.
• 17:17
  Hearing her reasoning, like you said, behind it and you, I, I don't blame her.
• 17:23
  Yeah.
• 17:23
  I would've done that a long time ago.
• 17:25
  Yeah.
• 17:25
  Or something.
• 17:25
  Taken the umbrella to a car or paparazzi or, I have done much worse than an umbrella to the car.
• 17:32
  Okay.
• 17:35
  Well, okay.
• 17:35
  Side note, I'm gonna need details on that.
• 17:37
  Well, next po.
• 17:39
  Next spot.
• 17:40
  Next spot.
• 17:41
  So I did not, I mean, you know, you know, the Mickey Mouse club stories and all that, you know, her and Justin Timberlake and, and all of that stuff.
• 17:49
  But, hearing even just like her relationship with her sister, that was eye opening to me and the dynamic between her and her sister and then her mom and her sister.
• 17:58
  And then the, they were using workhorse pretty much.
• 18:02
  Yeah.
• 18:03
  And, So Jamie Lynn, the sister, did you catch the part where, you know, she was telling Britney that on set, um, the girl was like bullying.
• 18:13
  Yes.
• 18:14
  And then it wasn't true.
• 18:15
  So I had watched the documentary on HBO max and believe it's called quiet on the set.
• 18:20
  And it tells like the horrible stuff that went on on Nickelodeon.
• 18:23
  Oh, okay.
• 18:24
  So Jamie Lynn had Zoey one on one that was her show.
• 18:27
  And on the, I don't think it was on the actual, The documentary, but like all over TikTok that people were like, yeah, talking about it.
• 18:36
  And the girl that this happened to, they showed a podcast clip that she was on and she talked about this, about how like Jamie Lynn and the other girl like tortured her on set, like physically, verbally, they were horrible, mean, like just like girly and haze and kind of.
• 18:55
  And that was Jamie Lynn's best friend on the show.
• 18:57
  Oh, so she had gone on like, you know, Could you imagine being like 11 12 years old and having britney spears in your face?
• 19:06
  Yelling at you about make you go into a trailer and start yelling at you And then she did say britney came back and apologized profusely.
• 19:13
  Oh good.
• 19:13
  Oh like, you know, I'm, you know, whatever So that was good to hear.
• 19:17
  Yeah, and she did go into that in the book, but like it was it was Confirmed by the actual person.
• 19:22
  Wow, but yeah that little I know which I know I don't like her and she's on steel magnolias.
• 19:30
  Is that what it's called?
• 19:31
  It's on netflix and like I almost don't want to watch it now because I think she's such an awful person I do too, but I don't know how much of that is just from her parents making her be that way.
• 19:42
  I mean I know.
• 19:45
  I know.
• 19:46
  Yeah, I know.
• 19:46
  But I mean, like, in that time.
• 19:49
  She came out with a book right before.
• 19:51
  Oh, did she?
• 19:52
  All about Brittany.
• 19:54
  It was like, her, her, whatever.
• 19:56
  I should have said or something.
• 19:57
  I forgot what the book was.
• 19:58
  Like OJ's.
• 19:59
  If I'd have done it or whatever.
• 20:02
  But like, you know, she.
• 20:04
  Said it wasn't about Britney Spears.
• 20:05
  It was about her, but like I think they said that she's mentioned Britney's name 330 times throughout the book.
• 20:12
  She's still trying to make money off of her sister is what I'm hearing.
• 20:15
  and it was right, like right when the conservatorship stuff was happening.
• 20:18
  So let's talk about the conservatorship because I mean I kind of, her, oh, that's her guardian.
• 20:25
  I did not realize the details and how long that went on.
• 20:29
  I did when, when the whole free Britney thing came out, I did not really realize that that was still in effect to the extreme that it was.
• 20:38
  She's a 40 year old woman and they were still controlling where she lived, what she ate, what she went to the bathroom.
• 20:47
  That is crazy.
• 20:49
  I want to know, there's got to be a story there on the judge or whatever that granted that and he was greased somehow or something.
• 20:56
  Yeah.
• 20:56
  So, side note.
• 20:58
  Yeah.
• 20:58
  The same lady or the person that got this conservatorship through was also the same person that the Kardashians were trying to get Kanye under a conservatorship.
• 21:10
  For really, she makes a percentage of whatever the conservatorship fee is.
• 21:16
  Wow.
• 21:17
  So it's like a whole business.
• 21:18
  It's not like, so I just thought that he basically was the executive of her estate, like her accounts.
• 21:25
  Like I thought he had control of her money and he told her when she could spend something and not, Oh, and that story she told about.
• 21:32
  When she went out to dinner and she was trying to treat everybody and it was a thousand dollars and that's a lot of money But for her that was not I was like us going to McDonald's and saying 20 piece on me but when she couldn't make that purchase because she didn't have permission and her cards wouldn't let her that is in freaking sane Yeah, and then the amount of money he took for his, like, fee to handle the conservatorship, like, Right, you paid yourself to torture and rob your daughter.
• 22:02
  Yeah, and then the mom going back with the, ugh, the whole thing, like, I don't know, like, The only part that I got really almost envious of was when they were talking about a house in Destin, Florida.
• 22:14
  Cause I love that spot.
• 22:16
  That's a nice place.
• 22:17
  What did you think about the Justin section, Justin Timberlake?
• 22:19
  Okay.
• 22:21
  I had a huge crush on, crush on Justin and not the ramen hair stage, but a little bit older when he, yeah.
• 22:28
  And he could dance.
• 22:30
  Oh my gosh.
• 22:32
  Pissed off.
• 22:32
  Me too.
• 22:33
  Really frustrated and mad.
• 22:36
  Um, yeah, I don't even know really where to start with it.
• 22:38
  Very disappointed and not disappointed that, you know, okay.
• 22:42
  So the big whole thing with them was, is that they quote were having sex.
• 22:46
  Right?
• 22:47
  Can we say that on here?
• 22:47
  Yeah.
• 22:50
  And, you know, you don't, I didn't care one way or the other.
• 22:53
  I just, like I said, I like to watch him dance.
• 22:55
  She could dance too, but I like to watch him dance.
• 22:59
  so like, it's not that that whole thing came out.
• 23:02
  I liked hearing the story about like the denim.
• 23:05
  when they were the, the twins wearing the denim.
• 23:08
  I liked hearing the backstory on that, that, that she talked about, but I was just really disappointed.
• 23:16
  And I'm still disappointed that since the book came out, he's not really said, has he?
• 23:21
  He's not said anything.
• 23:22
  And he said he was going to Sue her..
• 23:23
  Did he really?
• 23:25
  For like slander or something.
• 23:26
  Yeah, but he didn't because it's probably all true.
• 23:29
  I'm sure it is.
• 23:30
  Yeah I said and that was very sad too.
• 23:33
  So the part where I mean we can say it right so She had apparently in the book.
• 23:39
  She says that she had gotten pregnant by Justin Timberlake and She wanted the baby.
• 23:44
  He didn't.
• 23:44
  And, they decided that she was going to abort her pregnancy.
• 23:48
  They didn't want her to go to the doctor because the records and public and all that kind of stuff.
• 23:53
  So they did it at home with, I'm guessing like a pill.
• 23:56
  Yeah.
• 23:57
  Okay.
• 23:57
  Okay.
• 23:58
  I'm assuming it's very early in the pregnancy.
• 24:00
  Yes, very early in the pregnancy.
• 24:02
  And she said it was very painful and I'm sure emotionally painful and all the things.
• 24:06
  And basically he was not phased one bit and she was traumatized from that point on.
• 24:13
  And just the way that, he's portrayed in that part, you know, I just, no sympathy.
• 24:20
  No, I don't know.
• 24:21
  For somebody that you love and you're in that state, Situation with you should have a little more respect for and just as a human being let's have just a little bit of compassion for somebody.
• 24:32
  Yeah.
• 24:32
  I think that after this, you know, the tables definitely turned this came out and he lost a lot of his fan base, I guess.
• 24:45
  I did, I kind of giggled because I was like scrolling on Facebook one night and it said, I guess he's going on tour again.
• 24:50
  Okay.
• 24:50
  And it was like, get Justin Timberlake tickets starting at 16.
• 24:57
  That's funny.
• 24:58
  So I laughed a little bit.
• 25:00
  like he had, you know, multiple affairs, like, yes, sometimes.
• 25:03
  And you know, she, she was such a, so kind about it.
• 25:05
  Like, I'm not going to say the name because she has a family.
• 25:08
  She has a children now.
• 25:09
  Yeah.
• 25:09
  And like, I don't want to do that to other people.
• 25:10
  I want to know me too, but yeah, she was classy with it.
• 25:14
  Yes, I agree.
• 25:15
  She was.
• 25:16
  And, yeah, I, you know, uh, and I, so that leads us to is Brittany, like, This social media, Brittany, I don't think that's her.
• 25:25
  I don't think it's her either.
• 25:27
  Like the AI stuff is too.
• 25:29
  Yeah, it's like glitching all the time.
• 25:31
  Well, between that and I just don't think, well, maybe it's just the circles.
• 25:36
  I run it like, I can't see anybody around my age.
• 25:41
  Posting the things that she posts constantly.
• 25:43
  I think well I could see her Kind of doing it because I think she was so suppressed for so long and like yeah Able to be a kid or she wasn't able to be like a stupid like 20 year old and that is how she gets attention By doing her.
• 25:54
  Yeah, but I don't think that's her like I don't I 100.
• 25:57
  So do you think she's dead?
• 25:58
  I don't know or like just hidden or I don't know.
• 26:02
  I has she been seen in public Oh, please i'm gonna google.
• 26:07
  Um, so you think do you think it's ai?
• 26:09
  I, I do like they, they broken down like the last like year of her videos and you went down the rabbit hole.
• 26:15
  I did.
• 26:16
  And you know, they, they talk about this green screen that she, she's never like in front of her house.
• 26:21
  Like it's always like portrayed.
• 26:22
  She's like outside in front of her house or she's in like whatever rooms in her house.
• 26:25
  But yeah, the ones I've seen, it's like, she's always in like the foyer.
• 26:28
  Yeah.
• 26:28
  And it's a green screen.
• 26:30
  And when she like does her twirls or whatever, it's parts of the room like disappear.
• 26:34
  Like, like the flowers.
• 26:35
  Oh.
• 26:37
  Or and like her eye color glitches all the time.
• 26:40
  Um, they were talking about like her teeth like how like even just her base smile Like she's a very toothy like smile like your bottom teeth show Yeah And like a lot of her stuff now when she smiles like like you don't see her bottom It's like a weird like her teeth have changed her facial structure has changed.
• 26:56
  I don't think it's her So that doesn't look like her.
• 26:59
  No No I just googled Britney Spears in public and yeah, yeah, that doesn't look like her.
• 27:07
  It's, it's weird, so I don't believe.
• 27:10
  It does, but it doesn't, like that doesn't.
• 27:12
  What does a Vegas look like?
• 27:14
  She's always had, like, something about her head has looked flat to me.
• 27:21
  I'm not a judge.
• 27:22
  I'm the queen of pop here.
• 27:24
  But, anyway, I don't know.
• 27:26
  I don't know either.
• 27:27
  I don't think that that's her.
• 27:29
  Like, I think.
• 27:30
  Oh, and her family is now saying that she should be put back under conservatorship because she's blowing their money and she's making flight reservations and not showing up and like losing all this like money or whatever.
• 27:39
  But they somebody else like some other like.
• 27:42
  I don't know TikTok or whoever goes down these like super rabbit holes said that they think it's her family booking these things to make her look crazy to get control again to take her money because they're all broke now.
• 27:55
  Oh, probably.
• 27:58
  But what business is, well, I mean, I guess like, like in perspective, if my sister was all of a sudden just acting crazy and doing like, I would want to do something to protect her.
• 28:06
  So like in a real situation, yes.
• 28:08
  I was going to say, what does it matter to them?
• 28:10
  If she's, that's her money.
• 28:12
  Cause they want a piece of it again.
• 28:15
  What happened to his millions that he stole from her?
• 28:18
  I don't know, whatever, he probably used them on horse.
• 28:25
  Divorce! Horse divorce! Come on, hypnotizers! What are those?
• 28:31
  Um, wow.
• 28:31
  Speaking of, uh, not being alive, um, How about this South Carolina case that just started in Little Beach?
• 28:41
  Micah Miller?
• 28:42
  Yes.
• 28:43
  Thoughts, because I don't think that she unalived herself.
• 28:47
  I wouldn't have thought so either, but have you heard the 911 call?
• 28:51
  I did, but have you, like, gone down this rabbit hole the last few days?
• 28:54
  A little bit.
• 28:54
  Okay, so I was up like, This, we had really bad storms last night and I was up all night long between recs and just like the sounds and whatever.
• 29:03
  So of course I was scrolling on TikTok and Facebook.
• 29:06
  And, so they are, you know, like there's all these AI voice things now.
• 29:10
  And so when she went into supposedly.
• 29:14
  Purchase.
• 29:15
  Okay.
• 29:16
  Let's start over.
• 29:16
  Let's talk.
• 29:16
  Okay.
• 29:17
  Okay.
• 29:17
  Before we go into all that.
• 29:18
  Yeah.
• 29:19
  Um, so this lady is, was married or is, was trying to divorce her husband who was a pastor.
• 29:25
  Yes.
• 29:25
  In a church in Myrtle beach.
• 29:27
  Yes.
• 29:28
  he portrayed himself very much like the victim.
• 29:33
  Yes.
• 29:33
  Her, yes.
• 29:34
  calling her, mentally unstable and, just done, did several things To make her look took a gaslight.
• 29:43
  I believe he's a narcissist.
• 29:44
  Yeah, but whatever, right?
• 29:46
  I'm not a doctor.
• 29:47
  So I can't diagnose You should be Then we could turn this into like a podcast where we'd like diagnose people I know Nobody would like that.
• 29:59
  Nobody would believe me.
• 30:02
  Just try and sell it.
• 30:04
  Okay, so back to So she had kept a log of all of the abuse that he did to her, physical, mental, sexual abuse.
• 30:12
  All of the things.
• 30:13
  Financial abuse, everything.
• 30:15
  So, she Left him.
• 30:18
  Yep.
• 30:19
  Finally, but he kept all the money for like, yes.
• 30:22
  Let her have any money.
• 30:23
  And prior to this, it had gone back and forth where like he was trying to get spousal support from her.
• 30:28
  Like they were still together and I guess she had moved out and I don't know what her employment was or what her income was, but he was trying to get that from her.
• 30:36
  Yeah.
• 30:36
  So just all kinds of random strangeness.
• 30:39
  Yeah.
• 30:40
  Yeah.
• 30:41
  So, she had served in divorce papers two days before her death.
• 30:46
  And weird timing, right?
• 30:48
  All of her friends said that they had spoke to her.
• 30:50
  She was making plants.
• 30:51
  She was making plants to get her hair cut.
• 30:52
  She was making all these, these plants, not somebody that's planning on not being here.
• 30:58
  so fast forward.
• 31:00
  You know, he goes to his church the day after she was found, right.
• 31:07
  He was found saying that she committed suicide and she had been.
• 31:11
  So this is before any, anything was ever said, but he preached his sermon, right?
• 31:16
  Like he was normal.
• 31:18
  He spoke to his people.
• 31:19
  He gave his whatever.
• 31:21
  And then at the end is when he said she, it was self inflicted.
• 31:26
  I think is what the words were.
• 31:28
  And so that wasn't released to anybody yet.
• 31:31
  Yep.
• 31:32
  So this all occurs in whichever town, which is supposed to be like the most corrupt town ever.
• 31:39
  And that's where he has ties to.
• 31:40
  Of course, probably related to the Murdoch's.
• 31:43
  So yeah, exactly.
• 31:45
  So they had evidence that she went into a store to buy a gun.
• 31:50
  She has a tattoo on her hand.
• 31:51
  There was no tattoo on the hand of the person in the video.
• 31:54
  And like the video, like, you know, like AI, like always like messes up hands, like hands never look like human hands.
• 32:01
  So like these fingers were like super long and there was no tattoo on the hand.
• 32:06
  Ooh.
• 32:07
  So there's that.
• 32:10
  And then like the person was a little heavier than she was in the video.
• 32:13
  So is it like a video?
• 32:15
  I don't know.
• 32:15
  Yeah.
• 32:16
  So there's that.
• 32:17
  And she did that.
• 32:18
  She, she made that quote.
• 32:20
  Yeah.
• 32:20
  She made that purchase on the day that she used the weapon.
• 32:24
  Right.
• 32:25
  Okay.
• 32:25
  She purchased it and then went to a supposedly a gas station.
• 32:29
  Okay.
• 32:29
  And then to the parties, it was like a, yeah, national natural nature thing.
• 32:35
  Yeah.
• 32:35
  Yeah.
• 32:36
  So, She goes there, makes this supposed 9 1 1 call and saying, like, can you find my location?
• 32:43
  I'm going to do this and I don't want, I want my family to be able to find me.
• 32:49
  And then she hangs up, but listening to it, like, there's so many, like, weird pauses.
• 32:55
  And so that's why people are now thinking that it was an AI.
• 32:58
  It's pulled on her, like our conversation now, people would take the words that they want, make it what they want it to be.
• 33:04
  That, yeah.
• 33:05
  So like, you know, you can, uh, download an app where Snoop Dogg reads all of your text for you.
• 33:09
  Oh, I need to do that though.
• 33:12
  But like, so it's like all like AI generated, right?
• 33:14
  Like, so there's that.
• 33:16
  and then, I mean, just like making all these like future plans, like who does that?
• 33:21
  Which that is, that is like one of the huge things that they say, in our, my crime obsession is that, if, if people are making plans and, arrangements for the future, then they do not intend to, take their own life.
• 33:36
  Right.
• 33:37
  So, I think there's so much more to this.
• 33:40
  the police have closed the case in that crooked little town.
• 33:43
  That's very fast.
• 33:45
  Yes.
• 33:46
  But, so, okay, so I read something that where the police person, I don't know if it was the chief or whatever, but he said, We know it's not the news everybody wanted to hear, but we are declaring this a yeah.
• 33:57
  So suicide, I think you said suicide.
• 33:58
  Yeah.
• 33:59
  so, but that like, I guess is like one of the most crooked towns in all of the United States.
• 34:05
  what town is, is it Myrtle Beach?
• 34:06
  No, it's like an hour and a half away.
• 34:08
  Oh, okay.
• 34:08
  And that's where they're like, well, she's gonna do it.
• 34:10
  Like, why go an hour and a half away?
• 34:11
  Like, yeah.
• 34:12
  There's plenty of places closer.
• 34:14
  Yeah.
• 34:14
  That it wasn't like she was going a slow route, right.
• 34:18
  To do this.
• 34:20
  So I, yeah.
• 34:21
  And it was like one of his like favorite.
• 34:24
  Oh, that sounds just like, that sounds really weird.
• 34:27
  plus then there was in like her little notebook or whatever she had kept of all the abuse.
• 34:33
  He was grooming her from the time she was like 13 or 14.
• 34:37
  Oh, really?
• 34:37
  Much older than her.
• 34:38
  Oh, I didn't know that.
• 34:39
  Yeah.
• 34:40
  he was like, whatever in the church, youth pastor or something or other.
• 34:43
  Oh, sweetie.
• 34:43
  And so he started grooming her at the age of like 13, 14.
• 34:47
  Oh my gosh.
• 34:48
  Even he was married with like five kids.
• 34:50
  Oh.
• 34:51
  Yeah, even if he did not actually was the one that, you know, physically did it.
• 34:57
  He was the driving force behind it.
• 34:58
  And I don't know how that'll work.
• 35:01
  But, but if the police aren't, I mean, I don't know if there's like another police that can like, Yeah, I mean they closed it.
• 35:12
  But can like the FBI come in?
• 35:15
  Like I don't know, I don't know like how all like the chain of According to my experience on Criminal Minds.
• 35:22
  Hello Shamar Moore.
• 35:24
  That's your boy.
• 35:25
  That is my boy.
• 35:27
  I got distracted.
• 35:28
  according, yeah, all kinds of distracted.
• 35:33
  Let's call him.
• 35:34
  You have his number?
• 35:35
  I don't, but I wish.
• 35:37
  FaceTime him right now.
• 35:39
  Um, yeah, just, you don't have to say anything.
• 35:42
  Just let us know.
• 35:43
  You can say, hey baby girl.
• 35:45
  Yeah.
• 35:46
  anyway, I'm pretty sure that like the local law enforcement agency has to call in the FBI.
• 35:52
  I think.
• 35:53
  I think our FBI is crooked now too.
• 35:55
  I think everybody is crooked except for me and you, everybody in this whole world.
• 35:58
  Yeah, not our listeners, most of our listeners.
• 36:00
  I know some of you are crooked, maybe.
• 36:04
  As long as you're crooked in my favor, it is what it is.
• 36:07
  Just keep downloading them.
• 36:09
  Thanks for those downloads, guys.
• 36:12
  No, I mean, people are, humans are, you know, we try to be good, but life is tough.
• 36:17
  Hard.
• 36:18
  I know and I'm not, whatever, I'm not even gonna go to that train.
• 36:21
  But, speaking of crooked people, Um, have you been following this Drake and Kendrick Lamar beef?
• 36:28
  Yes.
• 36:30
  Okay, I have to know, are you, are you team Drake or Kendrick?
• 36:33
  I don't really, like, care one way or the other.
• 36:36
  I don't know.
• 36:38
  I just think fans of either.
• 36:39
  I'm not fans, but I think Kendrick Lamar's better.
• 36:43
  Okay, so that's all this and then there was the shooting this week.
• 36:47
  So I told Jackson like the day before because he was filling me in and telling me how they keep dropping whatever and they're going back and forth and he made me listen to him.
• 36:54
  I can't understand most of what they say anymore.
• 36:57
  Um, and I told him, I was like, Jackson, this is going to escalate.
• 37:00
  And somebody's going to die.
• 37:02
  I mean, that's just what happens.
• 37:04
  And, um, first of all, I didn't know Drake was like that.
• 37:07
  Like, I thought he was like a Listen, like, he was on the, like, what was that TV show he was on?
• 37:12
  In a wheelchair, like, when he was younger.
• 37:14
  Yeah.
• 37:14
  He's not no gangster.
• 37:16
  No.
• 37:17
  And then all of a sudden he's releasing all kinds of videos.
• 37:21
  But anyway, so I told him that and the next thing I know like a, people news flash pops up that there was a shooting and I'll, I'd send it to him and I was like, I told you bro, I told you it started.
• 37:32
  Yeah.
• 37:32
  Oh, that's nothing compared to the P.
• 37:34
  Diddy.
• 37:35
  Oh my gosh.
• 37:37
  Yeah.
• 37:38
  What in the, that is so crazy.
• 37:41
  Yeah.
• 37:41
  And then, like, he's, everybody's going down now, like.
• 37:45
  Everybody is.
• 37:46
  Smith.
• 37:48
  No.
• 37:48
  Yes, Will Smith.
• 37:49
  He don't even have to cuss in his raps to make records.
• 37:53
  Will Smith.
• 37:55
  That's what Eminem says.
• 37:56
  Supposedly, I don't know, this is allegedly.
• 37:59
  Mm hmm.
• 38:00
  Um, abused.
• 38:02
  Like kids and so I am like not Will Smith.
• 38:07
  I mean, I'm not Fresh Prince of Bel Air.
• 38:10
  That's crazy.
• 38:11
  Yes, but like there's like, he had video, his entire house was like, like had cameras everywhere.
• 38:17
  And so all these tapes were confiscated.
• 38:20
  the Kardashians were involved.
• 38:22
  Really?
• 38:23
  Yeah.
• 38:24
  I remember Jay Z and Beyonce.
• 38:26
  I knew them.
• 38:27
  I knew that.
• 38:28
  Well, okay, so, you know, there was rumors, and I don't even know if it was ever proven true, a few years ago about, Jada Pinkett Smith and Will Smith and their relationship and Open and all kinds of stuff.
• 38:38
  Well, she went very in detail, I think, in her book.
• 38:41
  We need to read that 1 or did you already read it and read it?
• 38:43
  Because I don't really like her.
• 38:44
  I don't either, but I just want to draw.
• 38:47
  Yeah, drama.
• 38:49
  That's not mine.
• 38:50
  I was going to, yeah, I'll have to look that look into that and read that and get that.
• 38:55
  So, do you ever, like, see the clips from what's her name?
• 38:57
  Jaguar or something?
• 38:59
  She's like in the industry and she's the one that like started all this.
• 39:02
  Oh, really?
• 39:03
  Yeah she was a Singer at some point Jack Jaguar, right?
• 39:11
  So you're on tick tock.
• 39:12
  Okay, she Is that how the whole thing started getting uncovered?
• 39:17
  She started it with the, bad boy records.
• 39:20
  Like there was a lot of people that started bad boy and all, but P Diddy, is either dead or, um, like locked up that, severely sick, whatever.
• 39:32
  Yeah.
• 39:32
  So she started like, All of that.
• 39:36
  And she's like, I don't know how she's alive still.
• 39:38
  Like, I don't know how she's like, some, like, I mean, she spills all, I'm going to have to find her.
• 39:43
  And then people are right.
• 39:45
  Yeah.
• 39:45
  P Diddy's bodyguard is out there just a yapping away.
• 39:50
  Oh, it's ex bodyguard, right?
• 39:53
  You're finding all these on the TikTok.
• 39:54
  Oh yeah.
• 39:55
  See on my TikTok feed right now, it's pretty much just puppies, book haul, but I think I need to dig a little deeper.
• 40:03
  When all this kind of started, I searched.
• 40:06
  Yes.
• 40:06
  And that's how I saw all the things.
• 40:10
  Oh my gosh.
• 40:11
  I'm definitely gonna have to,'cause that's, he is such a creep.
• 40:14
  Yeah.
• 40:15
  And then did you watch making the band when Mm-Hmm.
• 40:18
  It was on tv on NM TV, you know, I was, that what O Town was on way back, a long time ago.
• 40:24
  I watched it and it was, um, the, the girl group got started.
• 40:27
  Okay.
• 40:28
  Okay, I don't think I watched it.
• 40:31
  So, we, were I think in college still, and so we watched it, and the one girl, Aubrey, was like very, like, defiant almost, like, but like, I don't know, like the way the show made it out it was like his favorite, but like she wasn't.
• 40:44
  Yeah.
• 40:44
  And she has said for years, and nobody would believe her, nobody listened to her, that he was, super, creepy, like, just.
• 40:52
  You know, wanted to traffic them basically.
• 40:56
  and nobody believed her for years and now everybody believes her because all of the things came out, but oh, my gosh, I'm gonna have to do some more digging on my gosh, just prepare yourself.
• 41:05
  Cause I was like, nauseous.
• 41:07
  It's that bad.
• 41:07
  It's disgusting.
• 41:08
  Okay.
• 41:09
  But I, I want to, I know it's like a train wreck.
• 41:12
  Yes.
• 41:12
  Oh, I got sucked down this hole.
• 41:17
  That's funny.
• 41:17
  Yeah.
• 41:18
  So the amount of people that like must be on these tapes.
• 41:22
  Yeah.
• 41:23
  That's what's crazy is that there's so many people involved.
• 41:29
  I'm surprised it's taken this long for things to finally escalate.
• 41:32
  But it's all the elite.
• 41:34
  That's true.
• 41:34
  Like Beyonce and Jay Z.
• 41:36
  I mean, it's all the elite.
• 41:38
  I don't like them.
• 41:39
  I liked Jay Z's music and I, I mean, I've listened to it forever.
• 41:44
  I was never like a super Beyonce fan.
• 41:46
  Yeah.
• 41:46
  but well, now that they're saying that they murdered, What?
• 41:51
  Oh God.
• 41:52
  Okay.
• 41:52
  Okay.
• 41:53
  I'm going to have to, I'm going to have to look.
• 41:57
  Oh my gosh.
• 41:58
  Yeah.
• 41:58
  Supposedly that Beyonce, the mistress who was having a baby and you know how she, they said that, we're going like deep into gossip today, guys.
• 42:09
  Enjoy the rap.
• 42:10
  They, you know, when, when she was pregnant and they kept saying she wasn't really pregnant and like, there was like a picture of like her belly deflated when she bent over.
• 42:17
  So his mistress was pregnant at that time.
• 42:20
  They think she stole the baby.
• 42:21
  They think the, the, this girl was like young, no health issues, nothing.
• 42:27
  And had the baby and then all of a sudden one of their kids, Beyonce had the baby.
• 42:33
  And I think it's because the kid looks just like Jay-Z Yeah.
• 42:37
  Poor thing, But they're saying that he was involved in Aaliyah's death.
• 42:44
  Um, oh, I do remember hearing that.
• 42:46
  I mean like all these things that, they're all so intertwined in this whole Illuminati thing and like, yeah.
• 42:52
  Oh yeah.
• 42:52
  I'm gonna have to go.
• 42:53
  I'm gonna have to.
• 42:54
  Okay.
• 42:54
  No sleepless.
• 42:55
  Or a lot of sleepless nights, rather.
• 42:57
  So I can dig into all this then as I was like going down this whole Uhhuh thing.
• 43:04
  Um, so a guy did a like TikTok series on having been invited to an Illuminati party Ooh.
• 43:13
  Of like being initiated and like he like got out before like smart man.
• 43:18
  It was like all these like different rooms.
• 43:19
  It was like levels of initiation and it was the seven deadly sins.
• 43:24
  Oh my gosh, that's crazy.
• 43:27
  And, yeah, he's like, got out of there.
• 43:30
  When he got like, whatever, level four or something like that, he was like, uh, no.
• 43:34
  Oh my gosh.
• 43:35
  but he goes into like super detail of this, the craziness of it all.
• 43:39
  And then his friend that was, he went there with, continued the yeah, So if you if you are going down your rabbit hole, that's a good search too.
• 43:47
  It's like a story time for Yeah Oh my gosh.
• 43:53
  Yeah, that's a crazy world, isn't it?
• 43:55
  My god And so, you know, like i'm like, you know, dylan, you know the same thing like oh, did you hear about that?
• 44:00
  Yeah, and I'm like, dude, but it's the Will Smith.
• 44:04
  And Dylan was like, no.
• 44:06
  And I'm like, he's a bad guy.
• 44:09
  Yeah.
• 44:10
  So that made my heart hurt.
• 44:13
  Yeah, it does.
• 44:14
  And it, I don't know.
• 44:15
  I'm not, I'm just going to stop with that.
• 44:17
  I mean, I, I, I hope it's not true, but I kind of feel like it is because his son's now coming out and saying stuff.
• 44:21
  His son is?
• 44:22
  Well, That might explain why the son's had such a crazy life up until this point.
• 44:31
  Yeah.
• 44:31
  And, and things that he's, Demonstrated.
• 44:34
  Yeah.
• 44:35
  Oh, thanks for that.
• 44:36
  I've got some work to do.
• 44:38
  Excuse me.
• 44:38
  Let me put my goggles on so I can dive deep into this.
• 44:42
  That was cheesy.
• 44:43
  I'm sorry, Oh, this has been so much fun though.
• 44:48
  This is what I needed, so, yay.
• 44:51
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• 44:54
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• 44:55
  So, okay.
• 44:56
  We hadn't even talked about this.
• 44:57
  So we might describe this.
• 44:59
  Are we back?
• 45:00
  I think so.
• 45:01
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  Okay.
• 45:03
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• 45:04
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• 45:05
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• 45:05
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• 45:06
  Me too.
• 45:07
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• 45:10
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• 45:12
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• 45:33
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• 45:34
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• 45:35
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• 45:36
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• 45:37
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