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- 0:18Speaker 1: Satanic Youth Kenya Episode 64 Vamp Cheek Diaries Welcome back
- 0:26Speaker 1: to Satanic Youth Kenya I'm your guest host Alicia Today
- 0:31Speaker 1: in Amalhost's Satanist Creek, Jermaine is not around.
- 0:34Speaker 2: He may remind you a true crime story.
- 0:39Speaker 3: As many of you might recognize or remember Ashley, who
- 0:43Speaker 3: was the blogger behind Bump Chick Diaries. Or others who
- 0:47Speaker 3: might have considered her some kind of goth.
- 0:51Speaker 4: But the morbid blog posts, the dark sketches, were they
- 0:55Speaker 4: all signs of.
- 0:57Speaker 3: Who was wearing heavy black makeups, dark clothes. Some consider
- 1:03Speaker 3: she had darker thoughts.
- 1:07Speaker 2: This man talks about a real life story that happened.
- 1:10Speaker 2: Ashley killed her own parents but didn't kill her siblings
- 1:13Speaker 2: and fled away, ending.
- 1:15Speaker 6: Up being caught by police later on.
- 1:23Speaker 4: Moments later, police are racing to the home of Ashley Martinson.
- 1:31Speaker 7: With guns drawn.
- 1:43Speaker 3: We do not advocate for criminal activities, but safe justice
- 1:48Speaker 3: if need be. Before continuing, I was reminded of this
- 1:55Speaker 3: story by your host, Sudanist Craig Jermaine, who also wrote
- 1:59Speaker 3: a poem to one chick back in the year 55, Nosatanas,
- 2:06Speaker 3: on his outdated website.
- 2:10Speaker 2: The link is right below dalidali.com.
- 2:15Speaker 3: This poem was written for Ashley to read after the
- 2:20Speaker 3: real-life experiences that befell on her life. For as many
- 2:26Speaker 3: as you might recognize her as Vamchik of Vamchik Diaries,
- 2:31Speaker 3: who also used to write dark poems and paint weird
- 2:34Speaker 3: dark paintings. Let's read one of Vamchik's poems. And I
- 2:42Speaker 3: will begin. They say one of us is to blame.
- 2:46Speaker 3: We're holding that knife covered in blood. I'm laughing of
- 2:50Speaker 3: the pain. Wondering which one of us is guilty if
- 2:54Speaker 3: we are both totally insane.
- 2:56Speaker 4: Two times.
- 2:58Speaker 5: How come you didn't run? Two would have been enough.
- 3:03Speaker 8: You could have got away.
- 3:07Speaker 5: Why 52?
- 3:09Speaker 9: 52 times isn't, I'm afraid that I'm going.
- 3:20Speaker 1: To die.
- 3:20Speaker 5: 52 times is, I know you're going to die.
- 3:24Speaker 3: Now let's read the poem in response to Ashley by
- 3:27Speaker 3: your original host, Southern East Creek, Germany. The poem for
- 3:32Speaker 3: Ashley is named from Chic Nightmares. It's one of the
- 3:37Speaker 3: poems from poetry collection named Nightmare Warfare and it goes
- 3:43Speaker 3: as follows.
- 3:45Speaker 2: Before you break.
- 3:46Speaker 1: Down, listen.
- 3:48Speaker 3: You will first be a victim. First, do the unthinkable.
- 3:54Speaker 3: Your word will fall into contradictions. When you will be done,
- 4:00Speaker 3: you will.
- 4:01Speaker 2: Be free from unfree, don't.
- 4:04Speaker 3: You delivered yourself from your nightmares which lasted longer.
- 4:09Speaker 2: So long. Longer than two years. The blood is nothing.
- 4:14Speaker 3: Your reaction proved your strength. Strength for the will to live.
- 4:20Speaker 3: Pray for the first time in your life. Your artistic
- 4:51Speaker 3: nature is so powerful. The world will understand that you
- 4:56Speaker 3: are not a monster. If they experienced your nightmares, the warfare,
- 5:04Speaker 3: the hopelessness.
- 5:06Speaker 4: Ashley wrote, even though I have made my sisters into orphans,
- 5:10Speaker 4: I know deep down that they are now in a
- 5:12Speaker 4: more safe and loving environment. I do hope that one
- 5:16Speaker 4: day they will be able.
- 5:18Speaker 3: To forgive me.
- 5:19Speaker 2: Subtle nightmare.
- 5:21Speaker 3: It's over, bump cheeks. Wake up from this nightmare. The
- 5:27Speaker 3: scales have fallen off. All from the eyes of the world.
- 5:32Speaker 6: I'm happy.
- 5:34Speaker 10: And I know this sounds crazy, because I'm in prison.
- 5:38Speaker 6: But I feel like I'm free. I can wake up
- 5:41Speaker 6: every day and know that I'm safe.
- 5:47Speaker 3: I was ready to see you paint the streets red
- 5:50Speaker 3: for yourself.
- 5:54Speaker 2: Welcome to Nightmare.
- 5:55Speaker 3: Check out more information about.
- 5:57Speaker 2: The first story of the true crime of Ashley.
- 6:01Speaker 3: A.k.a. Von Chip Diaries to learn more about the true
- 6:04Speaker 3: crime story.
- 6:06Speaker 2: You can find the information anywhere on the internet.
- 6:10Speaker 4: He would keep you in line, you said, by beating
- 6:13Speaker 4: your mother and beating your little sisters.
- 6:15Speaker 5: Is that correct?
- 6:16Speaker 6: Yes.
- 6:17Speaker 10: That is exactly what he did.
- 6:20Speaker 6: That was my punishment. That was the way he knew
- 6:25Speaker 6: he could hurt me.
- 6:30Speaker 10: I was supposed to move out in with one of
- 6:34Speaker 10: my friends. So I was all packed up and.
- 6:38Speaker 6: Ready to go that day.
- 6:40Speaker 8: But my stepdad stopped me.
- 6:44Speaker 10: He worked in school with my freedom. He was going
- 6:47Speaker 10: to take it all away.
- 6:49Speaker 8: I was going to be 100% imprisoned in that house.
- 6:54Speaker 8: And I believed him.
- 6:58Speaker 6: And I was sitting on my bed.
- 7:00Speaker 10: I even had the end of it.
- 7:04Speaker 6: In my mouth, playing with the trigger.
- 7:08Speaker 10: And then I heard my stepdad.
- 7:13Speaker 8: I was scared of him.
- 7:15Speaker 10: I am pressing with his gun one of his precious belongings.
- 7:20Speaker 10: And I thought he was going to snap on me.
- 7:24Speaker 10: And I just reacted. What did you do? I raised
- 7:29Speaker 10: the gun. And I pulled the trigger.
- 7:35Speaker 8: And I started running down the stairs.
- 7:38Speaker 10: Until I was on the first landing. And that's when
- 7:42Speaker 10: I saw my mom.
- 7:43Speaker 8: She ended up grabbing this decorative knife that was on
- 7:47Speaker 8: a shelf.
- 7:48Speaker 10: And the next thing I knew, the knife was in
- 7:53Speaker 10: my leg. It was like a movie reel went off
- 7:59Speaker 10: inside my head. It was like a flash of an image.
- 8:04Speaker 8: Memories of all the bad things that.
- 8:06Speaker 10: Happened to me that she put me through. And I
- 8:10Speaker 10: remember stabbing her once and twice.
- 8:13Speaker 6: And then I blacked out.
- 8:16Speaker 8: And the next thing I knew, there was blood everywhere.
- 8:20Speaker 8: And seeing him scared me more. I thought he was.
- 8:26Speaker 6: Going to get up and he was going to see
- 8:29Speaker 6: what I did.
- 8:31Speaker 8: I was scared what.
- 8:32Speaker 10: He was going to do. I remember pointing the tip
- 8:36Speaker 10: of the gun against Ed and I pulled the trigger.
- 8:42Speaker 7: Ooh.
- 8:42Speaker 8: In that moment, I felt the chain.
- 8:49Speaker 6: Break around me.
- 8:52Speaker 10: I was free.
- 8:54Speaker 8: First time in my life I felt that.
- 8:57Speaker 10: I was free. I couldn't hurt my sisters anymore.
- 9:01Speaker 6: He couldn't hurt me anymore. He couldn't hurt anyone.
- 9:10Speaker 10: I hope that one day that they can come to
- 9:13Speaker 10: me and I can tell them what really happened. The truth,
- 9:20Speaker 10: I do.
- 9:21Speaker 8: Want a relationship with them. I miss them so much.
- 9:27Speaker 10: That was probably the first time I felt safe, cared for.
- 9:35Speaker 8: Like, everything was going.
- 9:38Speaker 5: To be okay.
- 9:43Speaker 10: Everything was going to be okay.
- 9:49Speaker 6: I'm not a monster. I never meant any of this
- 9:54Speaker 6: to happen.
- 9:55Speaker 8: It doesn't make it right, what happened.
- 10:00Speaker 2: But I.
- 10:02Speaker 8: Was just a girl, a huge girl, forced to make
- 10:07Speaker 8: a decision.
- 10:09Speaker 10: I'm not the monster that they portrayed me to be.
- 10:12Speaker 6: I'm not the monster.
- 10:33Speaker 5: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
- 12:15Speaker 3: Thank you for joining us again on our episode 64
- 12:19Speaker 3: of Satanic Youth Kenya. I am your guest host, Aisha.
- 12:25Speaker 3: Have a nightmarish life. And cheers, witches.
- 12:32Speaker 2: Welcome to the end of episode 64 of.
- 12:41Speaker 5: Thank you for watching. Thank you. I'm going to take
- 14:02Speaker 5: a picture. Thank you.
- 15:02Speaker 9: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
- 16:58Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 17:26Speaker 5: This is the first time I've been here. It's been
- 17:28Speaker 5: a long time since I've been here.
- 17:56Speaker 9: This is the first time I've been here.
- 17:57Speaker 5: It's been a long time since I've been here. This
- 18:25Speaker 5: is one of the most popular restaurants in the city.
- 18:42Speaker 5: Thank you. THE END