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Imagine going to the doctor with like a life threatening fever
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and instead of giving you a blood test or an antibiotic they
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tell you your grammar is broken and that the creator of the
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universe is actively crushing your bones.
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Oh wow. Right.
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Welcome to the medical ward of the ancient world.
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Usually when we talk about a medical diagnosis today, there
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is this expectation of precision.
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It is, you know, like engineering, right?
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You break your arm, the X-ray shows that jagged white line and
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the doctor just points at the screen and says there it is
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broken. It's very binary.
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Broken or not broken, it's clean, objective, and I mean
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comforting in a way. We like things to be visible, to
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be categorized, to have a very specific name and a specific
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treatment plan. Yeah, but then you step into the
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world of ancient texts, into the spiritual psychology of human
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suffering, and suddenly that X-ray machine is pretty much
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useless. Totally useless.
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We are looking at a diagnostic landscape that is entirely
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foreign to the modern mind. So welcome to reform thinking.
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We are thrilled you are taking time out of your day to join us.
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We know your time is valuable and if you are listening right
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now, you are looking for a concentrated dose of knowledge.
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Absolutely. You want to bypass the endless
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information overload out there and get straight to the facts,
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to the core of the text. Today we have a very specific
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mission. We are taking a close look at a
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fascinating set of source materials, specifically the
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translation Notes from the NET Bible, 1st Edition, covering
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Psalm 6 and the very beginning of Psalm 7.
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Yeah. And our goal today is to look
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past those smooth, polished English translations we are so
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used to reading, right? We are going to uncover the raw
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grammar, the intense emotion, the physical agony, and the
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really intense theological negotiation happening in the
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original Hebrew syntax. These linguists who worked on
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this text, they pull back the curtain on a worldview that
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clashes violently with our own. OK, let's unpack this.
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We are starting with the first 3 verses of Psalm 6.
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Looking at the raw syntax, the very first note drops a massive
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theological anchor right from the jump.
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Yeah, it really does. It says the implication here is
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that the psalmist has sinned and God responds by bringing a life
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threatening illness upon him as discipline.
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That is a staggering starting point for a modern reader.
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I mean, in our current medical paradigm, if you get a life
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threatening illness, we immediately look for the
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biological 'cause, right? For sure we look for the virus,
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the genetic mutation, the environmental factor.
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We treat the physical body as an isolated system.
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But the ancient Hebrew worldview, and specifically the
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theological framework we see in this text, operates on a
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completely different premise. The text assumes the universe
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where God does not just, you know, watch over creation.
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He governs it actively. Every microscopic detail of the
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universe, including human biology, falls under his
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sovereign jurisdiction. So when the psalmist falls
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deathly, I'll he doesn't just ask what did I catch?
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He asks what did I do? Precisely.
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There is a direct cause and effect link established in his
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mind between his moral failure and his physical breakdown.
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He understands his illness not as random chance, but as the
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active, intentional discipline of God.
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When his covenant people stray, he uses the physical world, even
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sickness, to correct them. It is a terrifying level of
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accountability. It really is.
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And here is where it gets highly interesting, though.
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The notes draw our attention to verses 2 and 3, where the
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psalmist pleads for favor and uses a very specific Hebrew
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verb. I think it's pronounced Bahal.
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Yes, Bahal. The translators render this as
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terrified or trembling with fear, and there is a debate
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happening in the margins about the word bones.
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Here the text literally says his bones are terrified.
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The notes point out that Bones could be viewed as the seat of
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the psalmist's emotions. You know, a poetic way of saying
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he's shaken to his core. Yeah.
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But they also suggest it could be literal.
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It might describe a physical ailment like a violent.
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Fever and the physical manifestation of a spiritual
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reality is the key concept here. The word Behal bridges the gap
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between the internal and the external.
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OK, the source material points us to a cross reference in
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Ezekiel 7.27, which is highly eliminating.
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In that passage, the verb describes how the hands of the
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people will shake with fear when they experience the horrors of
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divine judgement. Oh wow.
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Yeah, the realization of provoking the absolute holiness
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of God combined with the physical sickness God sent
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causes his very skeletal structure to shake.
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I am picturing an analogy here. Have you ever had a fever so
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severe that your teeth are chattering, your whole body is
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convulsing, and no amount of blankets can stop the shivering?
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Yes, it's awful. Now mix that intense,
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uncontrollable physical shaking with the sheer panic of an
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anxiety attack. You know the kind where your
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chest tightens and you feel impending doom, right?
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Add to that panic attack the knowledge, beyond a shadow of a
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doubt, that the Creator of the universe is the one inducing it.
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That seems to be the state of the psalmist.
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His body and his soul are simultaneously collapsing under
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the weight of God's corrective hand.
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The discipline is total. It affects the whole person,
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leaving no compartment of his life untouched, and this total
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collapse is brilliantly reflected in the grammatical
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structure of the text itself. The translation notes for verse
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3 highlight the use of the Hebrew word nephesh, which
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translates to my being or my soul function almost like a
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pronoun. But the most striking detail is
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in note 5. Oh I love this part.
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Right, the linguist point out the broken syntax of the
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suffering psalmist, he cries out.
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And you, Lord, how long? That broken syntax is
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fascinating to me. If poetry is supposed to be
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structured, rhythmic, and orderly, what does it say about
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the author's state of mind that the grammar itself breaks down
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into fragmented questions? Yeah, it just falls apart.
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And you, Lord, how long? It is an incomplete thought.
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It trails off into nothing. It tells us that polished
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theology eventually gives way to raw desperation.
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When the discipline is heavy enough.
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When a person is experiencing the kind of terror described by
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the word behal, they lose the ability to construct elegant
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sentences. The psalmist starts to address
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God, but the pain and the fear interrupt this train of thought.
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He can't even finish the sentence before the agony forces
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him to just ask about the duration.
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How long? It is the cry of a man who knows
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he deserves the discipline but feels his frame cannot endure it
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for another second. He is completely stripped of his
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dignity. He has no elaborate defenses
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left, no excuses for his sin, not even a complete sentence to
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offer the judge of the universe. He is just a trembling pile of
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bones asking for the clock to stop.
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And the purpose of this severe bone shaking discipline is not
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destruction, but correction. God is bringing the Psalmist to
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the absolute end of Himself. The broken syntax proves the
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discipline is working. The illusion of self-sufficiency
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has been shattered. When a person's physical body
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and their very grammatical structure breakdown, they are
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forced to find another foundation to stand on.
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They cannot rely on their health and they cannot rely on their
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own eloquence. But when his grammar fails, what
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does he actually do? Because he shifts from crying
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about his shaking bones to executing a highly calculated
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theological argument. He really does.
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Let's look at Psalm 6, verses four and five.
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In these notes we see the logic of survival and bargaining from
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the edge of Sheel. The shift here is quite
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remarkable. In notes 6 and 7, we see the
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return of the word nefesh, his being or his life.
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But instead of just describing his terror, he now appeals to
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God's faithfulness. The notes are very clear on
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this. Despite experiencing divine
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discipline for his sin, the psalmist relies on a past pledge
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God made to him. He appeals to God's steadfast
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love. So what does this all mean for
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his strategy? He knows he is guilty.
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He knows the illness is a just discipline, so he cannot appeal
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to his own innocence. No, no.
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Instead he points to God's character.
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He essentially says deliver me, not because I am good, but
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because you are faithful. You made a covenant with me.
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This is a cornerstone of the ancient Hebrew understanding of
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their relationship with God. It is based on covenant, and a
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covenant is a legally binding relational agreement.
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The psalmist is invoking the terms of that agreement.
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He is saying that God's own character is on the line.
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If God allows his covenant servant to be completely
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destroyed, what does that say about God's steadfast love?
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But then he takes this argument a step further, and honestly, it
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borders on audacity. It does.
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Notes 8 and 9 focus on the concept of Sheol and the word
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Zeker, which the translators render as remembrance.
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The notes explain that this word refers to the name of the Lord
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as invoked in liturgy and praise.
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And then the psalmist drops this rhetorical question in Sheol.
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Who gives you thanks? The notes state the obvious
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answer. No one.
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We need to unpack the ancient view of Sheol here.
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Sheol is the realm of the dead according to the Old Testament
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mindset detailed in these notes. Those who descend into Sheol are
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cut off from God's mighty deeds, right?
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More specifically, they are cut off from the worshipping
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covenant community that experiences divine intervention.
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The notes explicitly say dead men do not praise God.
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The psalmist is reminding God that he will receive no praise
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or glory if he allows the psalmist to die.
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And the underlying theological logic is striking.
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The psalmist assumes that God desires the praise of his
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people. God's glory is manifested in the
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visible, living, worshipping community.
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The psalmist is pointing out a mutual benefit in the covenant.
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By saving the psalmist, God preserves A worshipper.
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God gets the glory and the psalmist gets his life.
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I have to admit, I read this and I want to push back a little.
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Sure, this feels highly transactional.
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This is like a teenager pointing out to a parent, if you ground
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me for the whole month, who is going to do the chores?
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Who is going to mow the lawn? That's a good comparison.
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Either the bold negotiation tactic, Yeah.
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How does this fit into a view of a God who is supposedly entirely
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self-sufficient? If God needs nothing, why would
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a mortal man think he can bargain with him using praise as
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currency? Well, if we dig into the
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covenantal worldview, it is not about God needing the psalmist
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praise to survive. God is completely
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self-sufficient, right? However, God has ordained that
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His name will be exalted among the nations through His covenant
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people. God has chosen to bind his own
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reputation to the fate of his worshippers.
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Ah, OK, so the psalmist is not offering God something God
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lacks. He is aligning his request for
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physical healing with God's stated desire to be glorified on
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earth. Spot on.
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The psalmist is arguing from God's own priorities.
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He is saying, Lord, your goal is that your name, your zecher, be
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remembered and praised in the liturgy.
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If I go to Sheol, I am silent. You lose a voice in the choir.
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Wow. Therefore, for the sake of your
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own name, heal my body. It is a stunningly bold
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theological argument forged in the fires of physical agony.
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But here's the tragic irony. Right after he makes this
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airtight logical argument about Shoal, his body betrays him
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again. Yeah, it does.
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The logic fails to comfort him. The Hebrew text suddenly pivots
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from this high minded theology into what might be the most
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grotesque, exaggerated description of crying in ancient
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literature. It's very graphic.
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The transition in the text is jarring.
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The psalmist goes from making a sharp theological point about
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Sheol to describing his bed floating in tears.
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Notes 10 and 11 highlight the vivid, exaggerated poetry used
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here. The literal Hebrew says I cause
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to swim through all the night my bed, and with my tears my bed I
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flood or melt. Literal language is insufficient
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to convey the depth of human despair.
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When the discipline of God is heavy and the body is failing,
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polite descriptions fail, right? The text uses hyperbole to
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communicate the sheer volume of his grief.
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His weeping is not a quiet sobbing, it is a catastrophic
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flood. The Knights, which are supposed
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to bring rest, become an ocean of misery.
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The physicality of grief is something these ancient texts
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capture so well. Notes 1213 and 14 draw our
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attention to a very strange anatomical detail.
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Yes, the eye. The literal Hebrew uses the
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singular eye, even though it is translated as plural eyes in
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English. The text describes the singular
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eye as growing old or becoming swollen.
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This specific detail grounds the hyperbole in harsh physical
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reality. We have all seen someone who has
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been crying for hours. Their eyes become red, puffy,
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swollen and their vision blurs. They look aged.
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Yeah, absolutely. The text tones in on this
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singular swollen eye. It is a portrait of complete
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exhaustion. The psalmist has cried until his
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physical vision is literally impaired.
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It is a pathetic state, and right at this moment of maximum
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vulnerability, when his bones are shaking, his grammar is
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broken, his bed is swimming in tears and his eye is swollen
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shut, the enemies arrive. Of course they do.
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Note 15 points out that in this weakened physical and emotional
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state, the Somas becomes entirely vulnerable to the
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taunts and threats of his enemies.
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Sickness was not just a private medical issue, it was a public
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theological statement. Because illness was often viewed
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as developed discipline. Getting sick made you a social
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outcast, right? Your enemies would see your
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suffering and interpret it as God abandoning you.
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Your weakness becomes an invitation for their malice.
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This timing seems incredibly cruel.
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Why introduce enemies right when he is at rock bottom physically?
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Is this like a wounded animal on the Savannah suddenly realizing
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the vultures are circling? That's pretty much it.
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The. Animal is already bleeding out
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from a predator's attack, and now the scavengers arrived to
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pick up the bones. The psalmist is already dealing
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with the heavy hand of God's discipline.
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He is already terrified of dying and going to Sheol.
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And now the vultures are circling.
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Yeah, these workers of wickedness, as they are called,
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see his swollen eye and his shaking frame, and they sense
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blood in the water. They are mocking his faith,
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taunting his weakness and likely plotting his demise.
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It is the ultimate isolation. He is alienated from God by his
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sin, alienated from his own body by the illness, and now
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alienated from society by these enemies.
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He is cornered. He is completely cornered, but
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what happens next is one of the most remarkable features of the
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Psalms. Just as the vultures are closing
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in, the text executes one of the most abrupt and shocking mood
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shifts in all of ancient literature.
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The entire landscape of the poem turns on a dime.
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The source material outlines a massive shift here.
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Note 1617 and 18 address this sudden change.
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The psalmist suddenly addresses these workers of wickedness
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directly, and the reason for his sudden burst of confidence is
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that the Lord heard his prayer. We have to pay very close
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attention to the grammar here because the grammar dictates the
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reality of the situation. Note 18 explains that the
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prefixed verbal form used here acts as a preterite.
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What that means is that the psalmist views God's positive
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response as a completed past action.
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Let me make sure I am grasping this.
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Yeah, he is still physically sick.
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The enemies are still standing right there in his room,
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taunting him. Right.
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Nothing in his external circumstances has actually
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changed yet, but in his mind, because God has spoken or given
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assurance, the deliverance is already a historical fact.
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It is like being stranded on a desert island, starving, and
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suddenly seeing a rescue helicopter on the horizon.
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You are still on the islands, you are still starving, but the
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moment you see that helicopter, the rescue is a completed fact
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in your mind. The assurance is total.
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He moves from pleading for mercy to declaring a completed victory
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based entirely on an internal spiritual assurance that God has
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heard him. The preterite tense is the
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grammar of absolute faith. God has responded favorably.
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The negotiation worked. The discipline is ending.
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So if the discipline is ending, what happens to the enemies who
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were just mocking him? Note 19 says the text shifts to
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4 prefix verbal forms understood as Jessives.
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Wait, hold on, adjust. I'm imagining a lot of listeners
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just glazed over what is adjusted verb in Hebrew.
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So adjustive is not a mere suggestion or a mild request.
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It is a grammatical command or a strong wish.
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Think of it essentially as the language of casting a spell or a
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curse. Oh wow.
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Yeah, When the psalmist uses adjustive here, he is invoking
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the highest authority in the universe to execute a specific
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forceful action against his enemies.
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The notes identify this as an imprecation, calling down
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judgement on those enemies. And the specifics of this
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imprecation are wild. Note 20 brings back our favorite
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Hebrew word from verse 3, Behal, the terrified, Shaking bones.
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The psalmist turns the tables. He asks the Lord to make his
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enemies feel the exact same absolute terror he just
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experienced. He wants the behal transferred
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from his own bones into the bones of his enemies.
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He wants them to know the visceral, paralyzing dread of
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facing the judgement of a holy God.
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This reads like a courtroom drama where the defense attorney
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finds the smoking gun mid trial. It really does.
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The defendant has sweating, shaking, terrified he's going to
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the electric chair. Then the evidence is produced.
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Instantly the terror leaves the defendant and transfers entirely
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onto the prosecution. The tables are completely
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turned. But I have to ask, how does a
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modern listener reconcile this? We just spent 20 minutes talking
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about how the psalmist humbly admitted his sin and beg for
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mercy. Now he is wishing bone shaking
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terror on his enemies. How do we reconcile this desire
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for vengeance with a posture of humility?
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It is a tension that requires A robust understanding of divine
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justice. God is not only a God of
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steadfast love, he's a God of perfect, unyielding justice.
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The psalmist knows he deserved his discipline.
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But these enemies, these workers of wickedness, they are opposing
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God's covenant servant out of cure malice.
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They are mocking the very God the Psalmist serves.
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So the psalmist prayer is not just petty personal revenge, it
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is in alignment with God's own holiness.
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He is not saying I hate these guys, go beat them up.
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He's saying, Lord, vindicate your own righteous 'cause these
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people are rejoicing in the suffering of your servant.
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Show them the reality of your holy terror, just as you showed
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it to me. He is asking God to be
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consistent in His judgement. If God disciplines His own
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children so severely, what should the wicked expect?
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The imprecatory prayer is a plea for the moral order of the
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universe to be visibly upheld. We really need to sit in the
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tension of this idea for a moment.
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This is a massive theological and psychological hurdle for a
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modern audience. It is.
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We live in a culture that prizes empathy above almost everything
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else. The idea of wanting your enemies
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to experience a terror so profound, well, so intense that
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their bone shake feels primitive to us.
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It feels contradictory to the idea of a loving God.
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The modern revulsion to imprecatory prayers often stems
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from a very sanitized view of evil.
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When we are insulated from true malicious wickedness, it is easy
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to say we should just forgive and forget.
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But the psalmist is dealing with people who are actively trying
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to destroy him while he is at his weakest.
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They are predators. In that context, a desire for
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justice is not a character flaw, it is a moral necessity.
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If the psalmist did not want God to judge the wicked, it would
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mean he didn't actually care about righteousness.
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It would mean he was indifferent to evil.
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And indifference to evil is not a virtue.
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The psalmist's plea is for God to act like God.
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He is asking the judge of the earth to do right and the
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specific request that they experienced the Behal is
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actually quite poetic. How so?
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He is asking for a tailored justice.
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Let them taste the medicine they were so eager to watch me
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swallow. It is a request for the scales
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to be perfectly balanced. So the behalf, the terror is a
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tool of God's justice. First it was used to correct the
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psalmist, and now the psalmist asks for it to be used to judge
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the wicked. That is a heavy concept.
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It is very heavy. Psalm 6 shows us a man who knows
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he is guilty, accepting his discipline and begging for
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relief. But the source material also
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gives us a sneak peek at the very next chapter, Psalm 7,
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where the rules of engagement change entirely.
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Moving to note 21, the linguists set up a stark contrast between
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Psalm 6 and Psalm 7. In Psalm 7, the psalmist asks
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for intervention again, but his theological posture is
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completely different. OK.
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He protests his innocence and declares his confidence and
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God's justice. Wait, hold on.
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In Psalm 6, the implication was that his sin caused his
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suffering. Now in Psalm 7, he is suffering,
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but he claims he is innocent. This is a vital nuance in
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reading these texts. Not all suffering is divine
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discipline for a specific sin. Sometimes the righteous suffer
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simply because they are surrounded by the wicked in a
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fallen world. In Psalm 6, the psalmist was
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Dodzy. In Psalm 7, he has been falsely
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accused. His conscience is clear.
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So his prayer changes. He does not ask for mercy, he
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demands A verdict. He just as justice because he
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knows he is in the right regarding this specific
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conflict. This brings us to a fascinating
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detail in the notes about the musical nature of this next
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note. 22 Analyzes the mysterious Hebrew term shigeon, which the
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notes translate as a musical composition.
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The linguistic background of this word is quite debated among
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scholars. The notes point out that it
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might derive from the verbal root shagga, which means to
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swerve or to real. Swerve or real?
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Yeah. Some speculate that a Shigeon is
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a wild, passionate song with rapid changes of rhythm.
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It is not a steady, predictable hymn.
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The notes mention this is highly speculative, and the only the
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other usage is in Habakkuk 3.1, but let's follow that
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speculation for a moment. A song that swerves and reels.
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Could the musical instruction of Shiga on this wild,
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unpredictable rhythm actually be the perfect soundtrack for the
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chaotic emotional swings we just witnessed in Psalm 6 and the
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transition into Psalm 7? I think so.
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The spiritual life documented in these texts is not a flat line.
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It is not a smooth, steady progression of uninterrupted
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peace. It swerves.
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It reels. You go from the terror of
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discipline to the logical bargaining at the edge of the
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grave, to the weeping to the sudden confidence of
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deliverance, to the imprecation against enemies.
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The music matches the theology. The rhythm of the song mimics
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the erratic pulse of a man fighting for his life and his
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soul. Notes 23 and 24 provide the
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historical anchor for this swerving song.
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It is written on account of Cush, one of David's enemies.
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This grounds the poetry in real world conflict.
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Yes it does. David is not just writing
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abstract theology, he's reacting to a literal person trying to
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destroy him. We started with the physical
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reality of a fever and shaking bones.
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We end with the historical reality of a specific enemy
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named Kush. The theology of these texts is
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entirely earthbound. It is forged in sickness and
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conflict and in the wild, swerving rhythms of human
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experience. Let's summarize the progression
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we have tracked through this source material.
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We started with a man experiencing a life threatening
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illness, recognizing it as divine discipline.
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His bones are terrified with the hall and his syntax breaks down
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into fragments. Then we saw him find his footing
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through a logical, albeit transactional sounding
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negotiation from the edge of Sheel, reminding God of his
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covenant. From there, the text plunged
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back into hyperbole, a bed swimming in a flood of tears, a
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single eye swollen shut with grief.
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And just as the social vultures began to circle his weakened
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body, the grammar abruptly shifted.
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The pritterate tense deliverance realized in the mind before it
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is seen with the eyes, followed by the just A verbs calling down
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that same terrifying behall onto his enemies, culminating in the
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wild swerving musical rhythm of the Shigeon as he demands
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justice against Kush. Taking a step back, what these
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translation notes reveal is that the ancient faith was incredibly
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robust. It was not polite.
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It was not detached. It was a messy, bodily, fiercely
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negotiated relationship with a sovereign God.
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And that is the major take away for you listening today.
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Examining the raw mechanics of translation proves that the
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people who wrote these texts were not floating on spiritual
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clouds. No, not at.
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All they were sweating, shaking, crying and arguing.
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They brought their whole complicated selves before God.
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They understood that God's sovereignty over the universe
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included their fevers, their tears, and their enemies.
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They did not try to hide their terror, and they did not try to
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soften God's justice. Which brings me back to the
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thought we started with, and a final provocative thought for
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you to ponder. Think about the physical nature
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of reading ancient texts. When we read a clean modern
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English sentence, we get the clinical X-ray.
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It is smooth. It is legible.
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It makes logical sense. But in doing so, we miss the
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broken syntax, the swerving rhythms, and the single swollen
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eye. We miss the dirt and the tears.
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What else gets smoothed over in our daily lives when we try to
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make raw grief and genuine terror look presentable?
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Are we sanitizing our own suffering, trying to make our
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prayers sound grammatically correct, when God might actually
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be looking for the broken, trembling cry of how long?
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That is a very weighty question. It requires us to look past the
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surface of our own lives, just as we looked past the surface of
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the English text today. We want to thank you for joining
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this deep dives into the source material.
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It's been a heavy, fascinating look at the mechanics of ancient
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poetry in faith. Keep questioning the text you
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read, keep looking for the rough edges, and we will see you next
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time on Reformed thinking.