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Episode 187: Murder Was The Case · Talk Shit Or Get Off The Pod

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  What it do, what it do, what it do It is your boy Andrew Schultz
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  AKA Mr. Goody 2 Shoes and who am I with?
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  As always, Joseph Huggins AKA old man Huggy.
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  Talk shit or get off the pod. Episode 187 Murder was the case
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  that they gave me. Welcome mother fuckers.
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  Is that why you said 187? I mean, murder was the case.
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  Yeah, because, because it's like, you know.
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  Yeah, OK, I just got it. I thought, you know, I don't
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  know. Notes came in late.
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  My God. So y'all, how are you doing
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  Joseph? Pretty good man I think.
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  Did we fix my mic? Is it?
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  It feels fixed. I don't know what.
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  If you if if you stop like going back and forth.
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  Yeah, I got to find the right position.
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  Well, you just got to look at the fucking mic.
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  I don't know what you're doing on the computer.
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  I'm. I have all of this stuff I got
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  to. Get.
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  I know, but I'm just saying like here we are.
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  There. How are you man?
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  What is your shirt? I'm trying to see your shirt.
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  It's actually only the second time I've ever worn it and
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  thought about not wearing it, but 'cause like there's like
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  some footage. It was just like that.
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  I've already worn this and, and like I, I wore it at the Postman
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  Chef. That's that's what I'll just
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  say. OK, Posty.
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  I mean what is a Post Malone Malone concert like now?
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  Is it like calf country hap rap? Like I don't know, I'm no what
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  is. It no, it's all country.
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  This one was at least. It's like the big ass stadium
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  tour with Jelly. Roll.
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  See, I feel like that's smart. If you do both and you kind of
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  double dip, then it's like. No, like, to be honest, like he
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  did play like like White Iverson.
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  I think that's what the song is called, right?
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  Yeah, yeah, there's white I ever.
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  Said yeah, no, like he played some hits like from back, but it
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  wasn't like. Then he's like jamming out
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  country style. Yeah, and having his dad come
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  and bring him beers. But then, like, say he's sober.
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  Like, it's weird, OK. But no, it was fun.
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  Like, shout out. Like the only thing is it's
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  like, I'd much rather see him in like a club, you know?
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  Yeah, I mean, I feel like stadium is just unless you're
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  paying it's. Just tough.
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  Yeah, stadium is just tough. Like I feel for everybody.
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  Like it was like like awesome, like great time.
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  Not not shitting on it, like, but it's just like I just it's
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  because it was cool in a stadium.
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  It was like I thought about like, what if this was like in a
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  fucking club, like, or not in, you know, not maybe not a club
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  like, like, just like, because they, well, the reason why I say
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  club is like they have like the Nokia Theater or used to be
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  called that. I think it might be the
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  Microsoft thing. And it's under the Staples
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  Center. And that's where I saw Wu Tang.
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  So it's like, it's like more of like an intimate vibe.
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  Yeah, yeah. And it would just be like, dude,
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  like he would just fucking crush.
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  Yeah, there's some that are like worth that you would rather see
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  in a smaller setting. And there's some places, some
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  performers, it's like, I'd rather see him at like a
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  stadium. But even then, I feel like it's
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  so arbitrary. It depends on what seat you get.
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  You're really just like how much money you're willing to spend.
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  I mean, we talked a couple episodes about people taking out
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  pay now later loans. That was the last episode bro.
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  Or 4 concert Tickets No. It's and I and I kind of get it,
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  like, I mean like some of the best times of my life are at
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  like shows, you know, for sure, or like definitely raves.
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  But you know, that might have been cause of the ecstasy.
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  I don't know. But like no, like, you know what
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  I'm saying though, like like those experiences, like might be
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  worth like pay now or, or, or, or buy now, pay later, I don't
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  know. But it wasn't like I wasn't
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  willing to take out money. It was just, I'd like literally
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  pulled the fucking trigger like on these seeds, 'cause we just
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  like we're, I don't know, it just I, I just got the like,
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  hey, these look good. And then I was like, boom, let's
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  just make it happen. And our seats were cool.
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  Like, let's not even get twisted.
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  It just wasn't like on the floor.
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  But I also didn't even know if like that would have made it
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  like, it doesn't make my point different.
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  Like it's like seeing him like in a smaller environment would
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  have been better. Yeah, even though it was still
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  good. Even though yeah, it was worth
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  it, but I would have rather if I get a pick somewhere else to see
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  you, I would have it would have been smaller.
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  It would have been like a 5000 person concert.
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  And not even that. Oh damn, like I'm talking about.
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  Like unplugged. Not even yeah, just like yeah,
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  him show up. I'm trying to think of like.
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  A that that was a fucking. Like the Troubadour?
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  Wild time in like the World, whenever there was like just MTV
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  Unplugged and at some point everybody did some like acoustic
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  set and then that album would come out and there's like
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  bangers like. I just watched.
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  I just watched like the Goo Dolls play an acoustic set like
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  from back in the day like with. A lot of candles in the.
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  Room And no, there was a rain. It was raining on them.
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  Oh of course, I was surprised it wasn't raining with candles
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  around them that it's keeping us warm.
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  And like the like amount of respect that they're giving,
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  like the crowd is like for this, you know, and it's like, I don't
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  know, like, I like the Goo Goo Dolls.
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  It's fine. They're fine.
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  I. Mean I guess.
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  But but, but, but like no, I was just like thinking about like
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  how this is like y'all are at the top of the world right now
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  and it's weird 'cause like your shit's OK.
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  Like it's fine. Well, but that's.
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  I fuck with it. But but like, you're literally
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  the biggest rock stars in the fucking world and everybody
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  believes that and it's raining and you're playing this acoustic
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  set right the fuck now. And it's just like, to me, it
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  was just like wild. It's like, that must be a crazy
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  fucking feeling. Well, when you really think
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  about it though, I mean, that's like at one point like train,
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  there's all there's. Always been, trust me, I've gone
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  down a train. There's trains, there's all all
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  of the. I I, I'm not, I have to cut you
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  up. I fucking googled the lyrics to
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  train and sent it to my group text recently and and be like
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  and I was just like look how stupid this shit is seriously.
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  Like drops of Jeep, drops of Jupiter.
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  That's what I'm talking about exactly.
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  He's like, he's like he's talking about like he's talking
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  about like the best like Esprescio Macchiato like that
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  you could get or whatever the fuck.
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  He says like it's like some some caffeinated drink, like specific
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  like before it was even like a thing.
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  And it like, yeah, but like has no correlation to the like the
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  previous line or the next line. And I'm just like, I was like,
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  dude, if this guy can drop hits, I can drop hits.
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  Well, I can drop drop to Jupiter, that's for sure.
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  That's that's a genre music. Goo Goo Dolls.
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  No, that was yeah, I agree. No, but like that was all I'm
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  just. Goo Goo Dolls, separate them
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  from train please. For the fucking no.
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  They were just no Train had one song, Goo Goo Dolls had more,
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  but they all fall into the the. Goo Dolls are just better.
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  Like the same category, they all fall in this because then what's
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  what's their name? What's the it's three.
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  AMI must be lonely. That's that's different.
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  That's Matchbox 20. Matchbox 20 falls into the same
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  basket. No, no.
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  Not all white people. No, no, no.
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  Matchbox 20 is like with three doors down and like there is. 3
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  Doors Down would be in the right.
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  Right, right. But those are different.
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  Those are OK Train and Goo Goo Dolls you had right are in a
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  category you could throw. Matchbox 20 is not.
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  Is in a different category. What category?
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  Very similar, Very similar, but no out of here.
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  No, no. It's the, it's the, it's not
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  even that voice. It's that voice.
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  It's the lyrics and what they're talking about.
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  No, it's the voice. Every single song.
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  Every single song is just like. Disagree because?
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  Super simpy, mushy, gushy stuff, which is fine, but it's a whole.
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  It's a whole. There's a there's a genre.
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  Of voice that matchbox 20 and 3 Doors Down dead and and let
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  there's other bands like I I'm typing some songs actively like
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  make fun of them, like because I could just sing like that like
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  before I even started. Goo Goo Dolls, Goo Goo Dolls
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  matchbox 20 and I mean 3 Doors Down not even no the song and
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  like in train those 3 bands there's who the fuck out their
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  songs. Like the theme of their songs
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  are the same. I'm not saying they all sound.
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  There's no, no, I am saying that sounds sad one.
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  Of them's talking, one of them's comparing a girl to space, the
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  other one's comparing her to like what?
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  Something else? Like get the fuck?
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  Out. You're talking to me, That's the
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  same. No, what I'm saying is like,
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  that's what he's saying. It's all drops to Jupiter, head
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  back to the Milky Way, bitch. I'm talking about the.
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  Style The style, like Savage Garden you could throw in with
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  the goo at all. No because Savage Garden had way
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  more of like a techno like house dance style as this is like
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  white dudes with acoustic guitars singing songs with goofy
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  little like Ellen DeGeneres Bob cuts and They're Out there and
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  Goo Doll and Goo Dolls. No, they all have the same
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  haircut. They don't sound the same.
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  That they're all dressed the same.
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  Train and Google dolls and. Train that dudes got the same
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  haircut and it was later like that we were past.
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  That cares if they look alike we move past white guys look alike
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  they're. Appealing.
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  They're appealing to a certain group of people.
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  I agree with that. It's like, so now I'm just
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  saying that I make fun of the bands.
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  Like just. Like I can.
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  Lay it just like when I. Hear When I hear the song Betty
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  Davis Eyes, I can picture the type that song is.
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  It's like this. I mean, it's, I don't know, it's
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  a fairly popular song from like the 80s or late 70s.
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  It's a it's not a good song. She's not that.
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  Her voice is not that great. I know that's like blasphemous
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  and somebody's like mom and grandma would slap me, but it's
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  not that good of a song. I guess.
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  Suggest you look it up when you hear that song.
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  You can imagine the type I I can imagine.
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  I understand that these all bands were were all white dudes
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  who were all around at the same time who all gave everybody the
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  same vibe, no? Just like, if you listen to, I
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  just want to get a picture of what he looks like without ever
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  seeing Rick James. And if there was like, pick
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  somebody out of this lineup who you think sang that song, they'd
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  be like. That fucking guy.
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  Like it right off the bat. It's it's it's applicable like
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  there is something I'm just. Saying like this is the most
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  racist shit. It's not at all.
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  What are you talking about? If I said this in reverse about.
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  It could. It could be all it could be.
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  It could be nothing but black dudes.
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  And you could ask a black guy and he'd pick the guy out.
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  OK, but he could be. The Jerry curl braids with
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  beads. I could just be saying this
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  about rap and then this guy, oh, which dude fucking did this?
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  Oh, it's that. I mean, I it's that dude with
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  the Afro. Like, no, there's some guys.
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  That'll throw you off. No, there's some that'll their
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  voices will throw you off. I'm saying no, I'm not I.
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  Know that you think that and I'm telling you that their voices
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  are throwing me off. I think exact same thing that
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  you're saying like if there's nuance here, like I'm telling
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  you that you were right with the Goo Goo Dolls in train even
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  though Goo Goo Dolls are obviously better and I'm telling
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  you there's a separation there between matchbox 20 and 3 Doors
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  Down who also sound the same. They just don't sound the same
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  as the Goo Goo Dolls in train, even though they came out at the
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  same time and the same people who like.
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  They're definitely better for sure.
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  And yes. And Matchbox 20, you know
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  matchbox 20 are the are the two best.
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  Matchbox 20 is the best set of all of them.
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  But you know, like those are the two and the three doors down had
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  one hit and train 2. Dolls is more like softy mom
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  shit now. Edgy.
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  I want an edgy guy but I'm still going to let my parents meet
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  him. He's like matchbox 20 and 3
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  Doors Down because he's rough around the edges, but I think I
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  could. 3 Doors Down. So I was like Canadian, but I
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  guess so is Bieber and yeah, Drake.
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  He could be Canadian and hold it down.
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  There's nothing wrong with that. Do you have?
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  Hey, you know, it's not that big of a deal.
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  I'm just. You know, I'm just saying like
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  I. Got a couple of bars.
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  How about this? Canada runs first of all.
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  Canada jumped in the rankings, took over the UK.
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  Shout out I'd like. I was actually surprised to see
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  the difference. However, I will shout out
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  Canadian comedians all day. Like they run the world, like
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  like Canada brings out the comedians.
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  Are we sure that they have good musicians besides Bieber and
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  Drake? And are we sure that we're into
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  Bieber and Drake? I mean, I like, they're great.
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  Like to be honest, obviously. Across Canadian Ragweed is
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  Canadian. Obviously Rush.
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  Rush is from Canada. OK, who else?
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  Come on, Like this was an honest question.
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  Like I'm like, it's not me shitting on Canada.
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  I'm just saying like, let's. Think of anymore like right off
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  the top of my head, but I mean fucking.
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  Céline Dion maybe? And maybe if he's French
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  Canadian. You know, it's like I feel like
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  they do have. Bangers, dude.
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  They do have stars, but it's like, I guess what I'm saying is
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  like, to me it's Drake and Bieber, and they're problematic
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  right now in America at least. Well, and Bieber just dropped
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  another. He just dropped an album.
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  Josh dropped his album, I mean. Have you listened to it?
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  No, I have to see all the weird shit he like posts.
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  On me neither I'm I'm planning on it though.
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  I just see all the weird shitty posts on Twitter and I'm just
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  like, dude, this guy's crazy. Well, dude, are you?
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  You're not clocking it, bro. You're not standing on business,
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  dude. Like that's why you don't get
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  it. Oh God, yeah, dude.
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  Céline Dion, get out of here. Go.
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  OK, but she's like successful like.
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  No, I know, I'm just saying like she's awesome.
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  Céline Dion was the shit. Oh, I thought you were talking
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  shit when you were like hit. No Celine Dion's got bangers
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  were there. OK, OK.
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  I thought you were saying the opposite when you're like.
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  No, I was just saying like in the GOAT.
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  Yeah, I don't know about Goat, but she's up there.
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  She's up there for sure. I mean, she's got some hits and
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  Titanic. I mean she'll be rich.
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  She is singing a song in one of the most like in a movie that is
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  while insane. I remember then they were like
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  this movie cost like $300 million and now we got movies
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  that cost so much money compared to that.
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  That was like the most expensive movie at the time because of the
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  CGI. Do we?
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  I think it's like actually still around the same.
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  Depends, like Avatar and some of those movies cost more.
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  But which are also by James Cameron.
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  Yeah, so there you go. There's a theme.
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  And he's also been to, like what, the bottom of the Marianas
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  Trench? And he also, fucking like, made
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  me think how he died and everybody else died because I
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  went and saw Avatar 2 on mushrooms by myself and like,
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  yeah. What about whenever Avatar 3
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  comes out? What are you going to do then?
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  Pretend like it doesn't happen. Disassociate.
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  Dude I have PTSD from it bro I like.
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  I believe it. For real.
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  I believe you. I don't doubt it.
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  I would too. So y'all, I haven't even told
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  Joseph this, but your boy got hired for a new job.
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  Oh nice. Running the sales and marketing
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  team for a company on Friday, well on Fridays when we had the
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  negotiation. Then yesterday officially they
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  came back with a full ask and I accepted the deal start in two
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  weeks. Shout out.
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  Nice man, so you're are you just did you already with the pool
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  now like? Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah, I gave
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  them the two weeks. Don't even really know why.
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  I mean, like, no, I do know why. It's like some respectable
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  motherfucker but but it but it's just like, yeah, so it'll be
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  exactly 2 weeks from yesterday like when I start.
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  It was awesome. Well, Congrats man.
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  Fuck yeah. Good shit.
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  I know it was awesome, like 'cause I was like hard on them,
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  but like what? Like, like during the salary
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  negotiations, like 'cause like I used to like on the podcast,
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  like, like when it in the very, very beginning, talk to people
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  about like, like what you need to do in that situation.
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  Like, like, just like it's going to be a negotiation.
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  You want to make it work, but you like need to like.
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  And so I'm not even kidding. I said this to the guy.
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  Yeah, I got listen, dude, I'm willing to walk away.
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  But are you willing to walk away from making the best hire of
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  your career? And he goes, I love that.
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  I swear to God I said that. That's pretty epic.
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  I know and then and then a whole weekend goes by where I'm like
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  thinking like, do I hit him up and like TikTok bro TikTok and
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  like I'm watching my dad the whole weekend.
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  My mom's out of town like with my sister, like at a wedding, so
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  and my dad's recovering from a stroke, y'all.
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  So like I'm taking care of them like literally from Friday to
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  Sunday. And I'm just like thinking about
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  my brother's there and my brother's like no, don't say
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  anything. And I'm like, it's like it's a
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  sales job. But they might want to see like,
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  like, you know this. And then I just, I just refrain,
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  don't say shit. And then it comes to like Monday
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  at noon and I just like just said I'm just like, I got to say
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  something. So I just call him and he's like
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  well, because the whole thing was the the reason why like they
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  hadn't already agreed to it because they give me the offer
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  but I just told them like no, this is what it is.
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  Was because he had to talk to his CFO.
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  But it was like going to be at like 2 hours later like when
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  after I called him, which is like at noon Monday and then he
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  calls me back and then hits me with exactly what I asked for.
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  Nice. Well, Congrats man.
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  That's good for fuck yeah. Happy for you, Sir.
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  Yeah, it's weird that I hadn't told you this before, but but I
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  realized I hadn't before we started the podcast.
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  And I was like, I'll just, I'll just drop it on like, Dang.
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  Well, you know you're well now that you've got it.
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  But I'm also going through it emotionally, bro.
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  Like, shit's not fun, to be honest.
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  Like with. You know, like with.
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  Everything that's just going on. Yeah, we'll just like everything
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  is fine except for that's the other thing.
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  It's like, I just want to just be honest.
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  It's like like just I'm just going through it with like this
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  girl and it it just, it's like losing your best friend and it's
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  just so fucking tough, like beyond tough.
• 20:56
  Like so like it's been fucking me up.
• 20:58
  No, man. And I mean, I'm sorry to hear
• 21:01
  that you're still going through. I mean, I know that you have
• 21:03
  been. And yeah, that's never easy,
• 21:06
  especially whenever you're like, it's someone you confide in and
• 21:10
  you talk to and, you know, like when those dynamics change.
• 21:14
  Yeah, that's super fucking difficult, man.
• 21:16
  Totally. That's really fucking difficult
• 21:19
  to like find your bearings after that.
• 21:23
  But I mean, you've worked really hard over the past few years to
• 21:26
  put your years to put yourself in a great position.
• 21:29
  Just got a new gig. I mean, things are have been on
• 21:32
  the up and the up climb for you and they're only going to
• 21:35
  continue. So you just got to really stay
• 21:37
  the course and with that, you know, whatever comes of that
• 21:41
  time will be a better judge of that then like right now.
• 21:45
  So it's really like living in the moment, but live in the
• 21:47
  moment of just like trying to get a little bit better everyday
• 21:50
  or do something different, you know, like you should, you know,
• 21:54
  try not to spend your downtime not doing something constructive
• 21:57
  that's going to distract you, you know, like come up with shit
• 22:00
  like go get. And well, that's why I've been
• 22:02
  like put like like you just like really working on music.
• 22:05
  Like that's like that's been like really helpful to be
• 22:09
  honest, like, but but I just can't help it.
• 22:11
  Like it's just like I just get sad sometimes, you know, but and
• 22:16
  I and I just and I don't even want to necessarily bring it up
• 22:20
  back up on the podcast. It's just like I feel like
• 22:22
  people listen like sometimes like they don't want to like
• 22:25
  just necessarily hear our take like on fucking like the massage
• 22:30
  or like Diddy, they want to like care about us.
• 22:34
  So it's like, so that's why I'm bringing it up.
• 22:37
  It's just like, I'm just going like, shit's been tough, but
• 22:42
  things are looking up. I mean, everything else is like,
• 22:44
  fine. It's just how I feel.
• 22:47
  No, I mean, sometimes you can be.
• 22:49
  I mean, there is a period of time like it's not like
• 22:53
  comparable and I'm not trying to like make comparisons, but for
• 22:57
  me, there was a period of time when I was younger where I had a
• 23:01
  lot of stuff going on that was really, really good.
• 23:04
  And I was really starting to kind of like just, you know,
• 23:07
  like whatever you texted me the other way the other day.
• 23:09
  It's like, you know, I've overcome a lot to get to this
• 23:11
  point in my life. And like, if you've known me
• 23:14
  that long, if you knew me when I was like 10 until now, it's
• 23:18
  like, you know you, I've, I've worked my ass off for everything
• 23:23
  that I've had to put myself in a position that's better.
• 23:26
  And they're at one point whenever things are really
• 23:29
  starting to get better. Man, I was fucking miserable.
• 23:32
  Like I was miserable. I felt like I was super alone
• 23:35
  because I kind of was, I kind of isolated myself to like really
• 23:38
  just grind it out. And it was super frustrating and
• 23:42
  I didn't feel I had a lot of things going right, but I didn't
• 23:45
  feel good at all about anything necessarily.
• 23:50
  It was more just my mindset and my take on things, my take on
• 23:54
  letting people be close to me because I felt kind of, I don't
• 23:58
  know, guarded and insecure whenever I was, we were like all
• 24:03
  dispersing and getting into our adult lives.
• 24:06
  A lot of you guys had your shit kind of figured out or there
• 24:09
  was, you know, like kind of I. Wouldn't say it at least seemed
• 24:12
  like it. At least, like, yeah, yeah.
• 24:14
  Income. Because mine was chaos.
• 24:16
  So it was, you know, like, I mean, I think I lived at your
• 24:19
  house every summer, I mean every day for 2 summers until you
• 24:24
  dipped and went to California. Because if I wasn't at work, I
• 24:27
  was like, well, like I was in my car.
• 24:30
  Just like not doing shit like roaming the fuck around, getting
• 24:33
  in fucking trouble. Which sounds laughable at this
• 24:36
  point, but I mean, that's really like, you know what it was.
• 24:38
  But you can be, you can have a lot of things going well for
• 24:41
  you. To bring it back to my point,
• 24:43
  you can have a lot of things going well and be at some of the
• 24:46
  lowest points. You can feel like you're at some
• 24:48
  of the lowest points, whether it's because of relationships,
• 24:51
  friendships, or just other exterior factors.
• 24:54
  Those things can really, like, chop the legs out from under
• 24:58
  you. Yeah, I just, you know, like,
• 25:02
  it's just mostly because it's like, I've never been like sober
• 25:07
  like this and felt feelings like this and lost a person like
• 25:12
  this, you know, And that's what it is.
• 25:16
  No. But but then also just the way
• 25:19
  that it's like happened like just confuses me.
• 25:23
  So it's like fucks me up. Yeah, I mean, we talked, this
• 25:27
  was off air. I mean, you just kind of said
• 25:29
  it, but I, I, but I brought that up to you and I told you that I
• 25:33
  was like, hey, like, you know, like you're in a different
• 25:36
  mindset now with just where you're at with your sobriety and
• 25:40
  everything that like this is a little, this is going to be
• 25:44
  different. Whenever y'all were like
• 25:45
  starting to separate, I, I was like, hey, man, like this is
• 25:48
  going to, and you kind of downplayed it.
• 25:50
  You were like, no, no, no, like that's not it.
• 25:53
  And you were like kind of talking.
• 25:54
  No, OK, well, this is the thing I will like always defend like
• 25:57
  I'd always been defending her and I spent like, you know, it's
• 26:01
  like it's always been like my fault, right?
• 26:03
  That's what I always thought. Well, not my fault, but like my
• 26:07
  fault for like it continuing this long.
• 26:12
  And it's weird because it's like we almost got like closer like
• 26:18
  like basically because it just didn't stop.
• 26:20
  So of course we we got closer the longer that we would be
• 26:23
  talking and it just felt like, and then it was just like kind
• 26:26
  of some off shit like that happened and and then now it's
• 26:32
  like just, I don't know, it just it's like break up 2.0 and it
• 26:36
  sucks. Well, yeah, and no.
• 26:38
  And I was just. I mean, I'm not trying to tell
• 26:41
  you to not defend her or any of that you did anything wrong.
• 26:44
  I'm just saying that like the feelings that you have around it
• 26:47
  with the point that you're at at this point in your life is
• 26:50
  different than other ones because like you like you said
• 26:53
  like you're like, you know, like with you've been sober going
• 26:56
  through it. So it feels different.
• 26:58
  The emotions are a little bit different, the intentions a
• 27:01
  little bit different. And whenever this first started
• 27:03
  and you were like upset, but you were trying to figure it out and
• 27:06
  I was telling you like, Hey, but this is going to like, it's
• 27:09
  going to feel different be just because you're at a different
• 27:12
  point in your life right now. So your intention and your
• 27:15
  approach and a lot of things about it were different.
• 27:17
  But you know, I mean, there are positives to take away from it.
• 27:21
  And there is like always, you know, life's a double edged
• 27:24
  sword. So I mean, you have learned that
• 27:26
  more about yourself, more about what you're willing to tolerate,
• 27:29
  not tolerate, the things that you're going to require from
• 27:35
  somebody on a communication level or anything like that.
• 27:38
  You've learned more about what sober Mr. Goody needs from their
• 27:43
  partner and what you want from a relationship than you did when
• 27:46
  you got into this. So at least you've got a little
• 27:49
  bit more of your bearing if you already were headed in the right
• 27:51
  direction. Your compass is a little more
• 27:53
  true. Do you know what I'm saying?
• 27:55
  Like no. Totally, totally, totally.
• 27:56
  It's just. It fucking sucks.
• 27:59
  Yeah, it's just so hard to get there.
• 28:01
  It's so. Fucking hard.
• 28:04
  No, I totally know what you're saying.
• 28:05
  Like like I'll like I'm going to live.
• 28:09
  Like, it's not like, you know? No, and it's not even like
• 28:11
  didn't. Know but no but but like I'm
• 28:13
  telling you, it feels sometimes like I'm not going to.
• 28:16
  It's like, it's like so hard, dude.
• 28:19
  No, no. And that's where, but then
• 28:21
  that's part of like how just life works in general.
• 28:24
  And I'm not like, I don't like saying that like, oh, like
• 28:26
  you're going to live because that's being dismissive of your
• 28:28
  feelings. No, no, that's what.
• 28:29
  No, I'm serious. Like, no, I know.
• 28:33
  No, I have to like remind myself of that.
• 28:35
  Oh my God damn bro. Well, no.
• 28:37
  And I mean, and I'm just hearing, and I'm just saying
• 28:39
  like, you know, everyone's feelings are valid.
• 28:41
  Whether you agree with them or not, or you think they're too
• 28:43
  extreme or not, they're still, they're still somebody's
• 28:45
  feelings. And if they could control it,
• 28:47
  they would probably feel differently.
• 28:49
  So we always, always take that, you know, into consideration
• 28:52
  with others. But like, no, like it's, it
• 28:55
  sucks. And because you're going through
• 28:57
  this and you know how this feels, that's how what I'm
• 29:00
  saying is you will avoid this feeling again by making
• 29:04
  different decisions, different approaches, whatever, you know,
• 29:07
  we're requiring more from the beginning or whatever it is, you
• 29:12
  know, I don't know. That's the awesome.
• 29:14
  The other thing she's I'm a fucking heroin addict right now.
• 29:17
  It's like who that like who even says it's over?
• 29:21
  Like, yeah. But it's, it should be, yeah.
• 29:24
  No. Shit.
• 29:26
  Have you seen Basketball Diaries?
• 29:28
  No. Yeah, no, You got to go.
• 29:30
  Your mom's got to let you in. She's got to lock you in a room.
• 29:33
  She wants to, she wants to, she wants to.
• 29:36
  I literally have a conversation dude.
• 29:38
  Like just, it's a lot. It's really a lot.
• 29:44
  Well, let's get into therapy questions.
• 29:46
  All right, y'all. So for the first time in maybe a
• 29:48
  year, I think, Yeah, I think so. Yeah.
• 29:52
  Like I am in charge of therapy questions.
• 29:57
  Swapped. Swapped it back.
• 29:59
  We used to do, I used to do them and then we swapped and then now
• 30:03
  I like we said we were like I was going to do it but the boys
• 30:06
  been struggling. So I've been doing both.
• 30:09
  Yeah, he's been actually, like, writing all of it.
• 30:12
  So today, murder was the case. Therapy question #1 Would you
• 30:20
  rather be stuck in a group therapy session with your exes
• 30:26
  or your childhood bullies? See, for me it'd be childhood
• 30:37
  bullies. And not that there's anything
• 30:39
  about wrong about being in a room with all of your exes, but
• 30:42
  like a lot of like your childhood bullies or or even
• 30:46
  people that like I necessarily was a Dick to that's I would
• 30:49
  want to see them especially like my bullies as adults and figure
• 30:54
  out what the fuck was up because we were.
• 30:56
  So funny because I have the exact opposite answer, but see.
• 31:00
  See, I would much rather sit down because I mean, if you, if
• 31:04
  they're your exes, a they're your ex for a reason.
• 31:06
  And then you've also like hashed out so much shit, like how much
• 31:09
  are you? Are you just going to be
• 31:10
  rehashing old shit? And.
• 31:13
  No, OK, no, I think it's like, I don't.
• 31:16
  I know I got bullied. It was because like these dudes
• 31:19
  are like fucking intimidated by me.
• 31:21
  Like being like some fucking kid from California who could like
• 31:24
  swoop their girlfriend. Like I get it.
• 31:27
  Like that's fine with my exes. I don't know, I just want to be
• 31:34
  in a row with my exes dude. I'm just toxic like that.
• 31:38
  See, and I guess maybe maybe for me too, I mean, and like,
• 31:42
  because I growing up where we grew up, I mean, there's some
• 31:46
  people that like you so say some crazy racist shit that I've.
• 31:49
  Yeah, but it's like, why do you even give a fuck what they take
• 31:52
  down? I I guarantee you, but why would
• 31:54
  the therapy session would be like, hey dude, we're dumb.
• 31:58
  We were fucking 16. Like yeah, cool.
• 32:01
  Like no problem. Like that's the thing I like.
• 32:03
  I don't hold anything against any.
• 32:05
  I don't either, but it would still be interesting.
• 32:08
  I don't hold anything against my exes either to be honest.
• 32:10
  No, I don't. To me, like who do I want to be
• 32:13
  in a room with? Like like hot chicks that I used
• 32:16
  to like hang out with or. But you're in a, you're in.
• 32:19
  A a bunch of assholes. Yeah, but then it'd be either a
• 32:22
  bunch of people trying to figure out their differences and come
• 32:24
  together, or all of your exes in a room telling you what's wrong
• 32:29
  with you. That's how.
• 32:30
  I'd be fine with that, and you would.
• 32:32
  Because you're toxic like that? Because you would love to hear
• 32:35
  that and you'd have something to say back, no?
• 32:37
  I just need closure bro you. Don't already have it?
• 32:41
  No, obviously not. Obviously, yeah, you never do.
• 32:44
  That's obvious. Now bullies would be more
• 32:46
  interesting because there's but like I think I talked about it
• 32:49
  on the pod where there was someone that we went to school
• 32:51
  with who was like my nemesis growing up and then he ended up
• 32:55
  like passing away. I think I talked about this
• 32:57
  maybe like a year or two years ago on the podcast.
• 33:00
  And that was probably like the person that I had the most
• 33:03
  issues with because he would make fun of my sister on the bus
• 33:07
  and then he would like show up at the bus stop, try to like
• 33:09
  fist fight me, call me the N word, all this goofy shit.
• 33:12
  And this is when we were in like first, second, third, 4th, 5th
• 33:16
  grade. So like I become 7th, 8th grade
• 33:19
  when we knew him, like I despised this dude.
• 33:21
  We did not like each other at all.
• 33:23
  It was like Nemesis, you know what I'm saying?
• 33:26
  And it was always. You would rather be in a therapy
• 33:28
  session with him than your ex-girlfriend.
• 33:31
  Well, I mean, I remember actually maybe on the part I was
• 33:36
  talking about just who's your nemesis?
• 33:39
  And I brought it up and then I found out like maybe like a
• 33:44
  month or two later, he ended up like taking his own life.
• 33:47
  Like it was like super sad. Like it fucked me up for a
• 33:51
  little while because I was talking about it and like, oh
• 33:53
  man, if I could bump into this guy.
• 33:55
  And I've always wondered, he joined the the military like he
• 33:58
  always wanted to 2 Silver Stars. Like was like kind of a fucking
• 34:02
  badass. Not lost on who we're talking
• 34:04
  about. I don't know if you knew who
• 34:07
  Andrew Marcasano was. Yes, I do.
• 34:10
  Yeah, so that's, that's who it was like we used to get into it
• 34:13
  all the fucking time. And like it's crazy to say it,
• 34:16
  but like RIP. But like we had like battles,
• 34:19
  bro, like battles. And he would.
• 34:23
  I don't think you have brought this up to be honest, because I
• 34:26
  always remembered. Because and then so then I found
• 34:29
  out later that he ended up like came back.
• 34:31
  He we did like two or three tours, like I said, when like 2
• 34:34
  Silver Stars and a bronze star and was like married with a
• 34:38
  couple kids, ended up taking his own life.
• 34:40
  It's like super sad. He had like mad issues with PTSD
• 34:42
  and all sorts of stuff and like we just used to get into it and
• 34:47
  I've always it just fucked me up because for years I thought
• 34:50
  like, oh man, I'd love to like just like bump into that Dick
• 34:54
  and be like, fuck you, dude, you know, like and in reality, this
• 34:58
  dude's like lived a whole nother life, could probably completely
• 35:01
  changed, went and like sacrificed his life.
• 35:04
  You know what I'm saying? And I'm sitting over here being
• 35:08
  like fuck this dude. Like on some stupid pet stupid
• 35:11
  garage. Petition you want to have the
• 35:13
  the session so. I I would want to have closure
• 35:16
  and my closure with that has changed over time as I look back
• 35:19
  at it. So like what?
• 35:20
  Like I learned like when I was going through group therapy was
• 35:24
  like forgiving people isn't like for them, it's for you so that
• 35:30
  you can stop. It's like basically like with
• 35:32
  that like holding on to that like a resentment in ship.
• 35:37
  It's like giving yourself poison and then expecting the other
• 35:41
  person to die. It's like you're the one who's
• 35:44
  just like, so when you get to like forgive somebody for
• 35:48
  whatever the fuck they did for you or to you, then you get
• 35:53
  relief. It's not, it's so like people, I
• 35:56
  think like they're like, I have, they don't deserve forgiveness.
• 35:58
  It's like, Nah, it's like for you, like you just, you gotta
• 36:02
  get like this shit off of your mind 'cause it's, it's
• 36:05
  intoxicating you and. No.
• 36:07
  And that's that's part of. Yeah, I think that's what you're
• 36:10
  exactly what? You're saying, like, it, it
• 36:12
  like, and, you know, I found that out because someone was
• 36:15
  like, hey, did you hear about this?
• 36:17
  And I was like, oh, no, like what's up with that dude?
• 36:19
  You know, like, and then they like told me all that and I was
• 36:22
  like, oh, shit. And it really like fucked with
• 36:25
  my head to think about that. And it's like, nobody deserves
• 36:28
  that. Nobody's family deserves to
• 36:30
  like, you know, should ever have to go through something like
• 36:32
  that. And we hear a lot about that
• 36:34
  when it comes to, you know, military vets and people who,
• 36:38
  you know, especially during that era.
• 36:41
  I mean, it just like, really fucked me up.
• 36:43
  So that's where it's like, like those people like.
• 36:47
  Those people. I mean saying like, like, like
• 36:50
  the, the bullies and stuff like that, like that.
• 36:54
  I would that would those would be interesting conversations
• 36:56
  'cause it's like for me, 'cause. In my head, it's like, who do I
• 37:00
  want to be in A room? With I know I.
• 37:02
  Know women that I love or a bunch of dudes that I.
• 37:07
  But it's a therapy session. I don't care, I'm just picking
• 37:14
  the better crowd. That's true that I'm wanting the
• 37:18
  more the more like enlightening experience.
• 37:21
  I know classic, classic US there'd be question #2 would you
• 37:30
  rather poop confetti or burp glitter for the rest of your
• 37:38
  life? Poop confetti for sure.
• 37:41
  Obviously. Because, like, at least that's
• 37:44
  in private. That's exactly what I was.
• 37:46
  Thinking and I could like flush it and like.
• 37:48
  Nobody ever gets to see what you poop unless they're like in your
• 37:53
  like unless you're like 2G1C up in.
• 37:56
  Here and if you get like caught, you could like, you know, like
• 37:59
  blame it on like your kids be like, who the fuck's got
• 38:01
  confetti? Confetti in the toilet?
• 38:05
  Who left confetti in the toilet? Yeah, I'm thinking like
• 38:08
  somebody's seeing you poop confetti.
• 38:11
  Like no. But what if, like, you don't?
• 38:12
  What? If this remnants remnants.
• 38:14
  Yeah, remnants, I mean, cause glitter is not coming out.
• 38:16
  Glitter. Never goes anywhere dude.
• 38:17
  It's the herpes of the arts and crafts.
• 38:19
  Burp. Burp and glitter on people.
• 38:21
  That's terrible. Everyone would know when you
• 38:23
  burp you'd be covered in glitter.
• 38:25
  That's terrible. Not kidding, Not kidding.
• 38:28
  Ran this by the iron, he said. Burp glitter.
• 38:31
  That's the craziest shit I've ever heard.
• 38:33
  That makes no sense. Absolutely.
• 38:38
  Hard our retarded just say something like that.
• 38:43
  Yeah, I guess. Therapy question #3.
• 38:46
  Good Lord. Would you rather never be able
• 38:51
  to lie again, or have everyone always think that you're lying?
• 39:00
  Oh, it'd probably be never tell a lie again that.
• 39:03
  'D be so obviously. That would be more comfortable
• 39:06
  and in the long run it would be like.
• 39:08
  Like does it even matter anymore?
• 39:11
  Like. And lie if everything you say
• 39:14
  people think is a lie. You're fucked.
• 39:17
  It's like, I will. I've seen there's a movie, Liar
• 39:19
  Liar, and it's a perfect example where it's like, yeah, his life
• 39:23
  was less fulfilling and as he told the truth throughout time,
• 39:26
  he ended up having a more fulfilling life and a better
• 39:28
  relationship. Right.
• 39:29
  And like, there are times where you probably need to lie like
• 39:33
  just like specifically like some dudes like, yo, here's a gun in
• 39:38
  your face giving your wallet. I don't have a wallet.
• 39:41
  I mean, that's not actually a lie.
• 39:42
  I threw mine out like at the Post Malone concert because it
• 39:45
  smell like tobacco and it's not my fault.
• 39:48
  And here we are. But that doesn't matter.
• 39:51
  My point is there are times where you might need to lie,
• 39:55
  where it's not like insidious and like, you know, it's like.
• 39:59
  Well, yeah, I mean. There's a that, that's that's
• 40:02
  all. You would you would rather but
• 40:04
  to have everyone think you're lying.
• 40:06
  All the time. Is it insane?
• 40:07
  Like is it insane? Like that would be the most
• 40:08
  unhealthy, the worst. Fucking place.
• 40:10
  To go so, so neurotic. Yeah, OK, well we agree there.
• 40:16
  Therapy question #4 Would you rather confess your darkest
• 40:23
  secrets to a room of strangers or hear your crushes thoughts
• 40:31
  about you unfiltered? It's like that's I've gone back.
• 40:38
  I've gone back and forth on this.
• 40:41
  I mean, confess your darkest secret in a room to a room of
• 40:44
  strangers. Seems like meaningless to me.
• 40:47
  It's like fuck it, I don't care. And then you just walk out I.
• 40:53
  Don't. I don't.
• 40:54
  I mean, either way it's a room of strangers.
• 40:57
  Like why would you even care about doing?
• 41:00
  That but like I I but to know somebody's like inner thoughts
• 41:04
  about you. That would be the.
• 41:06
  Intriguing part is would you rather do that?
• 41:11
  Like would you rather actually like know what your precious
• 41:15
  thoughts are unfiltered? It's not it's not like which one
• 41:20
  would suck more. It's no, it's it's like, it's
• 41:23
  like 1. You could do, in my opinion,
• 41:28
  tell your darker secrets to a group of strangers and yeah, and
• 41:31
  then just walk the fuck out. Whatever you want to say, who
• 41:35
  cares? But would you rather?
• 41:38
  Cool see, but if you were if you have like a dark to secret like
• 41:42
  I secretly eat like rocks. Or like all those weird.
• 41:45
  People on tablet. I'm assuming that you don't have
• 41:48
  weird ass fucking secrets like that Joseph, but maybe you don't
• 41:51
  I. Don't eat rocks or anything, but
• 41:53
  I'm just saying is for for somebody else because I view it
• 41:55
  just from my perspective, but from another person's.
• 41:58
  So knowing your crush is thought that would be like validating
• 42:01
  and you'd be able to be like up and know their inner thoughts
• 42:03
  which would be cool in that one. Instance it could be cool or
• 42:06
  devastating. But what if, like you like peed,
• 42:09
  that's what. I'm saying like I guess.
• 42:12
  Then that that might be freeing. That might be like a freeing
• 42:15
  moment where you say something. Literally like when you pee the
• 42:17
  bed you. Just no.
• 42:18
  You freeze your. Bladder.
• 42:20
  Dark, embarrassing secret about yourself to a bunch of strangers
• 42:23
  and walk away. Something that you're like, I
• 42:25
  don't think anybody knows. I don't have that like I feel
• 42:29
  like it's maybe it's because I've gone through like the, the,
• 42:33
  the addiction recovery process, whatever.
• 42:36
  Yeah, that's like, I don't. It's like I couldn't even
• 42:39
  imagine like what I would even what?
• 42:42
  Like somebody. But you would say that you
• 42:44
  haven't already said. Some Yeah, exactly.
• 42:46
  It's like somebody like asked me what my favorite food was Boomer
• 42:51
  hanging out and and I was like, I'm Anthony Bourdain.
• 42:56
  Like I was like, favorite food sounds just like weird to me.
• 43:00
  It's like you hit me with like lasagna.
• 43:03
  Yeah, that sounds good. Steak sounds good.
• 43:07
  Am I going to say 1's better than the other?
• 43:09
  I don't think so. And it's like I don't like know,
• 43:14
  like if you ask me what's my darkest secret like I literally
• 43:18
  could like no, I couldn't even come up with like AI don't know
• 43:25
  like literally like what? Well.
• 43:26
  There's, I mean, anything that I would say I've probably it's
• 43:30
  embarrassing. You know, yeah, we've also had a
• 43:32
  we. Just have a costume here, yeah,
• 43:34
  like the five where it's like. It's like just go back and check
• 43:37
  the tapes. Yeah, like, yeah.
• 43:39
  It's like, I mean, how much more deep do we need to fucking get?
• 43:43
  Like it's like there's just like, I mean, and again, if it's
• 43:47
  a deep jar secret, Joseph could be lying to us right now, but
• 43:50
  I'm just letting the audience know.
• 43:53
  I have no idea what that would be because I don't really have
• 43:56
  those. No, I'm not saying I'm an open
• 43:59
  fucking no. No, no, no.
• 44:00
  It's fine if you do, but we wouldn't know if he did 'cause
• 44:04
  that's why it's. A Oh yeah that makes sense.
• 44:06
  But see for me it's like hearing your crushes thoughts about you
• 44:11
  would be weird. So it'd be like, what if you,
• 44:13
  like you had to reveal your? Gamble.
• 44:14
  It's a gamble. Would you?
• 44:16
  But it'd be like, so would you rather be in the room and hear
• 44:18
  somebody else's, or be in a room and share yours deep, darkest
• 44:23
  secrets? That's what I'm that's the
• 44:25
  question. Yeah, like that.
• 44:26
  Was the question. I don't give a shit about
• 44:29
  sharing mine. But you.
• 44:31
  But you. I'm.
• 44:32
  I'm just. I'm just.
• 44:33
  Curious I'm. Just yeah, that's what I'm
• 44:35
  saying. I'm wondering.
• 44:36
  If I I'm just wondering if I want to know that.
• 44:39
  That's all. That's all I'm saying.
• 44:41
  Well, yeah, if it's some random person you don't know and they
• 44:43
  tell you some. Deep.
• 44:44
  OK well my could be. It's not a random person bro.
• 44:48
  But they're but you're there or your crushes thoughts about even
• 44:52
  if they're terrible, that would be just.
• 44:53
  That's what I'm saying. That's why, that's why it's the
• 44:56
  gamble. I don't give a shit about doing
• 44:58
  the other thing. I'm just wondering if I, if I'm
• 45:01
  prepared for hearing that, you know what I'm saying?
• 45:05
  That that's all it is. It's like I either get to like
• 45:10
  listen to this and I don't know if.
• 45:12
  There's a movie for that Mel Gibson.
• 45:14
  What Women Want. Oh.
• 45:15
  My God. But it's not.
• 45:18
  I've seen it. I've seen.
• 45:19
  How many movies did you you just watching movies all week and
• 45:23
  coming up with therapy questions for movies would you rather?
• 45:28
  I hate you with four you would you rather?
• 45:30
  Because that's classic. That's classic therapy.
• 45:32
  One Dalmatian puppies or I. Brought it back.
• 45:36
  I brought it back to the like. Or have a hairy.
• 45:39
  Cousin, some 100 episodes of a hair Would you rather?
• 45:43
  Have a hairy cousin. He's like covered in hair and
• 45:45
  him cousin it. I have more trust me like like
• 45:49
  we're not done like Oh no, we're done here y'all what's the
• 45:52
  therapy questions, but I'm telling you like I've.
• 45:54
  Got more in the in loaded, locked and loaded.
• 45:56
  Yeah, that's right. They're in the chamber, they're
• 45:59
  in the. Chamber, a little Harry Met
• 46:00
  Sally a little Sleepless in Seattle.
• 46:02
  No, I had like I had a hard time.
• 46:06
  They're hard. It's a no, no, no.
• 46:07
  No, I had a no Excuse me? I had a hard time picking which
• 46:11
  one because I had so many good ones and I wanted to get AI,
• 46:15
  wanted to get a variety. That's the poop fucking confetti
• 46:19
  shit. Confetti was here are let's get
• 46:21
  into articles or do you need a break?
• 46:23
  It's just. Real quick.
• 46:26
  OK, we'll be back. Oh my God, this shade.
• 46:33
  All right, y'all time to start with the topics, just with lead
• 46:36
  us offsets. It's not like you haven't been
• 46:40
  doing topics, but it was the first time I did therapy
• 46:43
  questions and you any year. You got a read the third one,
• 46:49
  the article you sent me because you always send me Apple News
• 46:54
  and it's like. I just thought, yeah, I just
• 46:56
  knew I wasn't doing articles, but I read that and I was like,
• 46:59
  holy shit. Yeah, so you're going to have to
• 47:01
  read that one. This one comes from NPRKERA.
• 47:06
  Shout out. Brought to view, brought by
• 47:08
  viewers like you. Shout out.
• 47:11
  And actually, NPR is like battling it out with Trump.
• 47:15
  So I kind of liked using them. Attorney General Bondy Brushes.
• 47:19
  I think no, I think they're calling her Blondie now.
• 47:21
  Oh, OK, Blondie or Bondy brushes aside questions about her
• 47:25
  handling of Epstein files. So there's been all sorts of
• 47:30
  blow up about this shit. It's gotten even weirder.
• 47:33
  It gets weirder by the minute and kind of funny that this is
• 47:36
  all tearing it down. I'm going to read some of this.
• 47:38
  It's from by Ryan Lucas. And like I said, it's on NPR.
• 47:41
  Attorney General Pam Bondi on Tuesday refused to address
• 47:45
  questions about the handling of the Justice Department's files
• 47:48
  of of from the Jeffrey Epstein investigation or about her
• 47:52
  reported riff with FBI Director Dan Bongino.
• 47:56
  Bondi has come under intense criticism for many in the MAGA
• 48:00
  movement since the Justice Department released a memo last
• 48:04
  week detailing its review of the Epstein files.
• 48:06
  The two page document said the department found no evidence of
• 48:09
  any Epstein client list and that no additional files from the
• 48:14
  investigation would be made made public.
• 48:16
  Those findings, which contradicted Bondi's own past
• 48:19
  statements and promises of transparency.
• 48:22
  Transparency touched off fury among many supporters and
• 48:26
  president of President Trump. Some prominent figures in the
• 48:30
  mag of Faithful, including far right activist God Crazy as Shit
• 48:34
  Laura Loomer, have called for Bondi to resign.
• 48:38
  And what's really crazy about Laura Loomer?
• 48:40
  Like sidebar real quick. So she was like, you know,
• 48:43
  they're trying to cancel me. She ran, I think for Congress or
• 48:46
  like said something, she ran for something and got blown out.
• 48:49
  And she is. She's gotten a lot of people
• 48:53
  fucking fired already. In the National Security
• 48:56
  Council, OK, Like, like I'm telling you, this is like, this
• 49:02
  is like the people that the the American government has said do
• 49:09
  not need to be confirmed by Congress because the president
• 49:14
  needs people he can trust by his side.
• 49:19
  These are the people. It's like fucking 10 people.
• 49:23
  And, and, and Laura Loomer comes out and says that they're wack.
• 49:28
  At one point. She was.
• 49:29
  She was. Banned from Mar a Lago, There's
• 49:32
  rumors about her and Trump hooking up.
• 49:34
  He literally sucked his Dick. At least she's been fucking him.
• 49:39
  Like it's like that's not even a rumor at all.
• 49:45
  That's why she got banned, because fucking Melania got
• 49:48
  upset about it. She's riding around on Air Force
• 49:53
  One, dude. Wow.
• 49:57
  Side chick. Wow.
• 50:02
  At a news conference Tuesday, the DEA at the DEA, Vondi was
• 50:07
  asked how she would respond to Maggie's frustrations with her
• 50:10
  specifically. We're going to fight to keep
• 50:13
  America safe again, and we're fighting together as a team.
• 50:18
  That's what's so important right now, Bondi replied.
• 50:20
  We've got a war on drugs, we've got a war on human trafficking,
• 50:24
  we've got cartels in this country, and we've got foreign
• 50:26
  adversaries around this world as well as we're all going or as
• 50:31
  well. We're all going to work together
• 50:32
  as a team to fight and keep America safe again.
• 50:35
  And I can tell you that's what we're committed to.
• 50:38
  So what's wild is there's been I mean, there's no way if you even
• 50:42
  pay attention, you haven't seen these clips.
• 50:44
  But I mean, she them asking her, are you guys?
• 50:47
  I think it was fucking Doocy from Fox News.
• 50:50
  It's like, are you guys going to release The Client List?
• 50:52
  And she's like, yeah, it's sitting on, it's like, Rob, it's
• 50:54
  on my desk right now and I'm reviewing it like some of the
• 50:57
  did. You see what AOC said?
• 50:59
  What? Our girl, AOC said tweeted.
• 51:06
  What a surprise that putting a rapist in the White House was
• 51:11
  going to be problematic for the release of the Epstein files.
• 51:15
  Oh, yeah, I think I saw something about that.
• 51:18
  But I mean, but what's what's wild is so Dan allegedly for
• 51:21
  deputy director Dan Bongino, like was a podcaster,
• 51:25
  conservative voice was always on like Fox, he's big into like,
• 51:30
  you know, he was deep into the Epstein files.
• 51:32
  Him wanting to release his stuff is partially why he has the job
• 51:36
  that he has. Same with Cash Patel.
• 51:38
  I mean these guys created platforms on election denial and
• 51:42
  Epstein elite. Pedocols.
• 51:44
  Q Anon, but not Even so much Q as.
• 51:47
  Kind of kind of though. Like no, you're right though
• 51:49
  with the Epstein files with with damn.
• 51:51
  But. They but they, but they but they
• 51:53
  but they correlated the. Totally, totally.
• 51:55
  But that's the thing. It's like, it's like Trump like
• 51:58
  played into it, you know, and, and so it's like, and it's so
• 52:03
  obvious, obvious that Trump like did some fucking stupid shit
• 52:09
  like that, like. Or or he was there so much?
• 52:14
  That no, it's like 60 fucking 100 photos of them.
• 52:18
  Like with Epstein, 19 years. Yeah, it's it's it's and he's on
• 52:23
  the flight logs. We already know that.
• 52:26
  We know he's done it. Like, well, he's a fucking
• 52:29
  rapist, but like, are you kidding me?
• 52:31
  Are you kidding me? But all these other people hold
• 52:37
  on, all these other people within the administration who
• 52:41
  are in these positions of power. I mean, Cash Patel's being
• 52:45
  interviewed and they say who has the Epstein files?
• 52:47
  And he says the deputy, he's like the director of the FBI has
• 52:50
  them or who has the black book? He says the director of the FBI.
• 52:54
  And it's like, like, well, what do you mean?
• 52:55
  He's like all those things they would have.
• 52:57
  That's the person who has access to that stuff.
• 53:00
  He is now the director of the FBI.
• 53:02
  So it's like they they've ran on this platform of, of like, you
• 53:08
  know, and it was used as a indicator of how evil the left
• 53:14
  is. It was like, look at how evil
• 53:15
  the left is. They're doing this stuff and we
• 53:17
  need to stop them. Yeah.
• 53:19
  And we need to stop them. We need to.
• 53:21
  So now for some of the supporters, they flipped.
• 53:23
  And now it's like, well, is Trump part of the deep state
• 53:25
  now? And it's like Dan Bongino.
• 53:28
  No, I'm serious. Damn.
• 53:28
  No. No, I know.
• 53:29
  It just makes me laugh because it's like, is he part of the
• 53:32
  deep day? Obviously he what are you
• 53:34
  talking about? If.
• 53:34
  Dave Damon Gino didn't show up to work Friday.
• 53:38
  Didn't show up, no. Yeah, which what does that even
• 53:41
  mean? I didn't, I didn't know that
• 53:44
  like the FBI deputy director needed to show up at the office
• 53:50
  like. Well, the deputy director does,
• 53:52
  because he basically runs everything.
• 53:53
  No, I know. I get what the Deputy.
• 53:55
  Director does, yeah, the day-to-day OPS.
• 53:56
  Totally, totally. It's like like the FBI director
• 53:59
  is the face deputy director is actually the one doing shit,
• 54:03
  except for this guy's completely unqualified.
• 54:07
  But my point is just like what he didn't come into like the
• 54:10
  fucking office, like at the fucking what is it called?
• 54:15
  I know what it's called. The who's the FBI director from
• 54:22
  back in the day that like. Comedy no.
• 54:25
  No, no, no, no. Like early, early, early.
• 54:28
  Oh, Hoover. Yeah, yeah, yeah, He just.
• 54:31
  Started the FBI. He would dress like a woman,
• 54:34
  often just like Giuliani, by the way.
• 54:39
  But yeah, the Hoover Building is like where the FBI like, it's
• 54:43
  like, I didn't know he had to show up there every day.
• 54:46
  Well, I think it's well, so this is there.
• 54:49
  Well, there's more to that, but, and he hasn't been reachable for
• 54:52
  comment or he wasn't yesterday. But so the next part of the
• 54:56
  article, I'm sorry, what does it say?
• 55:01
  There's a war on drugs. Despite Bondy's effort to move,
• 55:03
  the absent matter does not appear to be going away.
• 55:05
  Mike Johnson, House Speaker, a top Trump ally, threw his weight
• 55:09
  behind releasing the files. I'm for transparency.
• 55:12
  It's a very delicate subject. But we would put everything out
• 55:15
  there and let the people decide. But people decided the White
• 55:18
  House and the White House team are Privy to facts.
• 55:21
  I do not know. I mean, this isn't my lane.
• 55:23
  I haven't been involved with that.
• 55:25
  But I agree with the sentiment that we need to put it out
• 55:27
  there. So this is like what I, this is
• 55:29
  what I was. This is related to the bond.
• 55:31
  Gino not showing up Friday. Bondi said she spent the morning
• 55:35
  working with FBI Director Cash Patel, but she would not address
• 55:38
  reports of a clash last week. It was last Wednesday or he
• 55:42
  hasn't been supposedly Thursday, Friday or Monday last week with
• 55:46
  Bongino. The FB is number 2 official.
• 55:49
  Asked whether Bongino would stay in his job, she said I'm not
• 55:52
  going to discuss personal matters.
• 55:53
  I think we all are committed to working together now to make
• 55:56
  America safe again and that's what we're going to do.
• 55:58
  Damn, this bitch says that a lot.
• 56:00
  But apparently they got into it at the White House over this,
• 56:04
  where Bongino's fucking pissed because he's like, dude, he's
• 56:09
  like, you realize, like by taking this stance by me going
• 56:11
  on because he went on Fox News 1st and said like he didn't kill
• 56:15
  himself. It was.
• 56:16
  OK but like also it's hilarious that he's pissed.
• 56:20
  Well, he first said he's crazy like you guys ruined my career
• 56:23
  with this. Well guess what?
• 56:24
  You should have built your career on some dumb shit
• 56:27
  Bongino. Like you just went and worked
• 56:29
  for a dude who used to fucking kick it with him for years and
• 56:35
  he's on the flight logs and thought it was going to be good.
• 56:38
  Like what are you talking about? It's like you would never even
• 56:41
  be even close. Couldn't even snip, couldn't
• 56:44
  even pass an FBI background check, which your boy did over
• 56:48
  here. Like when I got became a
• 56:49
  financial advisor, he couldn't do that.
• 56:52
  Like it like unless Trump was involved, like I mean get the
• 56:55
  fuck out of here dude Like. No, I'm not.
• 56:57
  No, I'm. But it's in.
• 56:59
  It's funny because he was so passionate about it that he
• 57:04
  believed and that's why he got involved in the 1st place.
• 57:08
  And same with Cash Patel. So a lot of it is let's say, but
• 57:12
  there's only, like they say, there's only a couple options
• 57:14
  here. And in some of these scenarios,
• 57:16
  there's really only two. So either they're lying now or
• 57:18
  they're lying then. So because then it became there.
• 57:21
  Is only two. I don't get it.
• 57:23
  When it comes to this Epstein files and a client list, either
• 57:27
  they were lying when they said they had it and it didn't exist
• 57:29
  or. They're lying.
• 57:30
  Who's that? Who's that?
• 57:33
  President Trump, Kash Patel, Dan Bongino, these people that
• 57:38
  either ran on this platform had insider information or have been
• 57:42
  in this job since January talking about how they have the
• 57:46
  files, they're looking through them.
• 57:47
  There's 10,000 hours of video, there's 300 something victims
• 57:53
  like this specificity that they use to describe the evidence
• 57:57
  they have let lead you to believe that it exists as well
• 58:01
  as Josane Max or just. Gilane.
• 58:04
  Gilane or Gilane or whatever? No, I forgot I called her the
• 58:08
  last week. It's Jizzy Lane.
• 58:10
  Jizzy Lane being in prison for 20 years.
• 58:12
  What was she convicted on in evidence?
• 58:15
  Makes you wonder. But she didn't really say that
• 58:16
  much. But they had enough to convict
• 58:18
  her. She didn't testify.
• 58:19
  She didn't say shit. She just kept her mouth shut.
• 58:22
  So she didn't really say much? She didn't.
• 58:24
  That was the previous administration.
• 58:26
  True, but I mean regardless of it, she didn't say anything to
• 58:28
  anybody. She just but but the point is is
• 58:30
  like, why the fuck is she in jail if there is no crimes and
• 58:34
  there's so there's no crimes, but there's a list of victims,
• 58:38
  yeah. You describe all this stuff and
• 58:40
  say you have it, and then you say or they're lying.
• 58:42
  Now when they say it, it's it doesn't exist at all.
• 58:46
  So either they were lying in one of these scenarios.
• 58:48
  One of them was the truth and one of them wasn't.
• 58:50
  Either way, they're fucked. It's the same.
• 58:52
  And then then Trump tries to spin it and say it was written
• 58:55
  by the same people who wrote the Russia hoax and the the dossier
• 59:01
  with him and the P tape and all that stuff that was supposedly
• 59:06
  this is made by the exact same people and the Obama, Obama
• 59:10
  Biden decided to make this. I know it's like crazy.
• 59:13
  So then he tried to make it. He added to to another
• 59:15
  conspiracy because whenever a conspiracy catches hold like
• 59:18
  this, it keeps going. And the more you try to justify
• 59:21
  it, the deeper and deeper it gets.
• 59:23
  And it doesn't stop. It just keeps going.
• 59:25
  Like that's how conspiracies work.
• 59:27
  So now they're all. Theories work.
• 59:30
  Yeah, conspiracy theories work. So now they've they're all
• 59:32
  eating themselves alive because they all have different
• 59:35
  interests, they all want different things out of this,
• 59:37
  but they all use this information.
• 59:39
  They all hate each other. They all hate each other.
• 59:42
  It's like, and this just proves my point, like I forget if I
• 59:45
  said it on the Potter, if I was saying it's a Diana, but it's
• 59:48
  just like as soon as our president passes away, hopefully
• 59:56
  from natural causes, God willing, this whole thing
• 1:00:02
  crumbles dude and it is over for everybody.
• 1:00:05
  People are fucking leaving the country to go to Belarus,
• 1:00:11
  including the fucking sons. Of the Trump's like, like all
• 1:00:16
  these crimes, all this like rift, all this bullshit
• 1:00:20
  collapses in one fucking second if this dude dies.
• 1:00:27
  Well. Trust there's nobody.
• 1:00:30
  Nobody. No, I'm going to disagree, but
• 1:00:32
  that's something that we saw. But we're just.
• 1:00:34
  Watching it happen already. With the most recent Turning
• 1:00:37
  Point USA, but not just with them, but it's the people, these
• 1:00:42
  pundits, these people taking these stances where they're like
• 1:00:45
  holding the administration accountable.
• 1:00:47
  Either they over promise and they're under delivering or
• 1:00:51
  they're, or they told the truth and now they don't want to
• 1:00:54
  deliver because it's damning. Not because if it was all just a
• 1:00:57
  bunch of Democrats and Tom Hanks and you know, all this thing,
• 1:01:00
  Chris Tucker and all this wild shit, then they would have
• 1:01:03
  released it, right? But the fact that it's they
• 1:01:05
  haven't, if it does exist, means that there's incriminating
• 1:01:08
  evidence against other people. So it's not in their best
• 1:01:11
  interest to release it. So they're not.
• 1:01:14
  So then they're just going to be like, well, fuck you, we're not
• 1:01:16
  going to release. It it's not other people, it's
• 1:01:18
  the motherfucking dude who's at the fucking but he's.
• 1:01:22
  Included, but he's included in the list of.
• 1:01:25
  People only reason. No, I mean, you realize that
• 1:01:29
  like anything that these people do is be is at the helm of the
• 1:01:35
  motherfucking want to be autocrat.
• 1:01:37
  Like that's it. But no.
• 1:01:39
  But if you like. It's not like like if nobody
• 1:01:43
  else was involved besides Trump, they're going to release it.
• 1:01:45
  Get the fuck out of here. No, because I mean no, there's,
• 1:01:48
  I mean, obviously if there's, it depends on who those people are.
• 1:01:52
  I'm saying nobody. How about nobody?
• 1:01:54
  Just Trump. No, I don't think.
• 1:01:56
  I think there's way more than this.
• 1:01:58
  No, I'm just saying, even if nobody else was involved, of
• 1:02:02
  course they're not going to release it if Trump's involved.
• 1:02:07
  Well, no, exactly, sorry. Exactly.
• 1:02:10
  That's like that's. The That's it, that's it.
• 1:02:12
  They don't give a shit about anybody else because he doesn't
• 1:02:14
  give a shit about anybody else besides.
• 1:02:16
  Himself not disagreeing, I'm just saying that's there's
• 1:02:18
  obviously more people so there's a vested interest by a lot of
• 1:02:21
  people to not totally. Come out with.
• 1:02:24
  Him with him being it so so they're going to say like no,
• 1:02:27
  because if they're let's say Lindsey Graham's on it and let's
• 1:02:30
  say fucking. Graham's on it.
• 1:02:33
  I'm just saying, let's just say there's all these other
• 1:02:36
  prominent political figures across allegedly across both
• 1:02:40
  sides of the aisle. Let's say fucking allegedly.
• 1:02:44
  Let's just randomly say like some of these billionaires
• 1:02:46
  around the world are on this. They could be have a ripple
• 1:02:49
  effect. No, I get that.
• 1:02:50
  I totally get that. But it just like none of it
• 1:02:53
  matters if Trump's on the fucking list.
• 1:02:55
  That's the reason why anybody and that's why the Blondie would
• 1:03:00
  not release it like, and the fact that like Dan Bongino like
• 1:03:05
  doesn't like get, it is fucking terrifying that he's like in a
• 1:03:09
  position of power like this. Oh, but he could have.
• 1:03:12
  But he could have gotten that information and looked at it and
• 1:03:15
  realized that the information isn't like what he thought it
• 1:03:18
  was. So maybe no, hold on, no.
• 1:03:22
  Do you got to play? You have to be devil's advocate.
• 1:03:24
  Because you're go ahead, go ahead.
• 1:03:25
  Because because at the end of the day, we don't know what it
• 1:03:27
  is. We don't know what they have,
• 1:03:29
  what they don't have. So we're making assumptions.
• 1:03:31
  We don't. No, we do know enough.
• 1:03:33
  We know enough, but we don't know exactly.
• 1:03:35
  We don't know. Who's on the flight logs bro?
• 1:03:37
  No, OK, he's. On the flight logs.
• 1:03:40
  But he's a good sexual abuser. If there is a client, there is a
• 1:03:45
  Black. I'm not disagreeing on those
• 1:03:47
  things. I'm saying there's a Black book
• 1:03:49
  list of people who are clients. That Maxwell is hooking up with
• 1:03:54
  these people 'cause that's what she's convicted of is being the
• 1:03:57
  middleman and facilitating this stuff and bring and procuring
• 1:04:01
  and bringing these people, these girls to these people.
• 1:04:04
  If that list of those people exist, that's a big fucking
• 1:04:08
  deal. But we don't know if it exists
• 1:04:10
  or not until we see it like we're at that point.
• 1:04:12
  We're just assuming like I'm just saying for the world, does
• 1:04:17
  it make probable sense that we have a dude who has sexual
• 1:04:24
  improprieties? 3 wives, children from three
• 1:04:30
  different women. No one's going to disagree with.
• 1:04:32
  That no one's sex with the porn star is on a flight log going to
• 1:04:37
  an island where a dude is sex trafficking women who are
• 1:04:43
  underage and you're telling me Donald Trump just did not and
• 1:04:49
  partake in in this fucking crime?
• 1:04:52
  Nobody's saying that if. That's what I'm saying, and
• 1:04:55
  that's the only reason why we didn't get the fucking list.
• 1:04:58
  But that's, I don't know. I'm not.
• 1:05:00
  It's obvious. That's why that he's blogging
• 1:05:02
  me. That's.
• 1:05:02
  Crazy that it's so obvious but people fucking still.
• 1:05:06
  But what if? What if the information is what
• 1:05:11
  if they over promised and are under delivering and they've
• 1:05:14
  looked at everything that they had?
• 1:05:15
  They didn't over prompt. This is what they did.
• 1:05:18
  They just were playing the politics.
• 1:05:21
  What if no like a Dan Bongino and what he's going to be able
• 1:05:25
  to do, not the administration I'm.
• 1:05:27
  Talking about I think Dan Bongino is either hard or
• 1:05:30
  retarded and did not. Cash Patel, Cash Patel sat up
• 1:05:35
  there on Joe. They're liars.
• 1:05:37
  They're liars are. Stupid dude.
• 1:05:38
  I don't know which one. But OK, exactly, all I'm saying,
• 1:05:41
  the point I'm trying to make is, is what if the information that
• 1:05:45
  they thought that the FBI had wasn't as complete as they
• 1:05:49
  thought it was, but they've ran on a platform that it is and
• 1:05:53
  they're going to release it and then they're over.
• 1:05:54
  We're going to deliver on this, We're going to give it to y'all.
• 1:05:57
  When they get into it, they realize that it's not.
• 1:06:00
  And now they're trying to back on.
• 1:06:02
  And now if they're trying to backtrack and let's say there's
• 1:06:04
  six people on this list and there's like 8 people on these
• 1:06:08
  videos, but they say it's this person, that person, it's Tom
• 1:06:12
  Hanks, it's fucking all, it's all these liberals and it's all
• 1:06:16
  these other. And then let's say there's a
• 1:06:18
  bunch of conservatives on this list.
• 1:06:19
  And there's some like what I'm saying is if they're, if the
• 1:06:22
  list actually doesn't exist, they've promoted it so hardcore
• 1:06:27
  that it fucking does that even if right now they are telling
• 1:06:32
  the truth, they're full of shit and they've lost everybody
• 1:06:35
  because they've they've. No, I get that dude, but do you
• 1:06:38
  actually believe that? Do you believe that there's
• 1:06:41
  nobody on the fucking? List.
• 1:06:42
  I'm not, no, I'm not sitting here saying that there's not
• 1:06:44
  some. There's not more information.
• 1:06:46
  That we're going. To know I guarantee you it's
• 1:06:48
  bigger than we even think it is. I don't, I just don't think it's
• 1:06:51
  going to be in the form of what we.
• 1:06:52
  Think I already know that. Like the fucking dude from
• 1:06:55
  Google, Sergey Brinoff and his fucking wife went out there and
• 1:06:59
  his wife saw what was happening and said let's get the fuck out
• 1:07:02
  of here, dude. Like, like there's it.
• 1:07:04
  Like there's stories and stories and stories.
• 1:07:07
  Like there's a fucking list for sure.
• 1:07:12
  I bet it's bigger than we know. Definitely not smaller.
• 1:07:16
  I think Dan Bongino is either a fucking moron and actually
• 1:07:21
  believed his own bullshit, or he was selling a conspiracy theory
• 1:07:25
  because he got rich on it, which it seems more likely.
• 1:07:30
  And now he's got caught with his fucking pants down and doesn't
• 1:07:33
  know what to do about it. No, I think that.
• 1:07:36
  I think that some of them like a Cash Patel, like a Mike Lindell,
• 1:07:40
  some of these fucking lunatics to a certain extent.
• 1:07:43
  Believable. The FBI Director of the United
• 1:07:46
  States, by the way. Yeah, but and Cash Patel did
• 1:07:49
  what 2000 Camels was the was the documentary that he was
• 1:07:52
  partially responsible. Dude, he wrote a fucking
• 1:07:55
  children's book about Donald Trump being a king in like
• 1:07:59
  saving like a Princess dude. Like I'm not like.
• 1:08:02
  No, I know so but. I'm just saying, I just, I just,
• 1:08:05
  it just makes me upset that he's our FBI director.
• 1:08:07
  If you believe, if you believe in that stuff so much, then they
• 1:08:10
  would sign up to go be. I'll do that because then I'm
• 1:08:13
  going to fix stuff, but I'm going to shut down the Hoover.
• 1:08:15
  Building right, no, and that's what I mean by that's that's
• 1:08:18
  exactly what I mean by they're either really stupid or they're
• 1:08:21
  liars. It's like, like if like you
• 1:08:24
  believe this, that's like you believe you're on bullshit.
• 1:08:27
  That's crazy to me, but maybe that's true.
• 1:08:32
  Or and. Or you're full of shit.
• 1:08:34
  The way Trump talks about it makes you think that like,
• 1:08:38
  obviously it's not getting out. But he's he spoke to reporters
• 1:08:41
  again later in the day. He didn't know why some of his
• 1:08:43
  supporters were interested in the Epstein story and
• 1:08:46
  frustrated. And there's there's videos of
• 1:08:48
  Bongino on his like 810,000,000 dollar 10 million subscriber
• 1:08:52
  podcast being like, don't ever let this go.
• 1:08:54
  We can't let this issue, we have to get to the bottom of it.
• 1:08:58
  Period. Which is also weird.
• 1:09:00
  But I mean, well, I mean. Even if even if it was exactly
• 1:09:04
  what he'd been saying, like it's like, why do you even care so
• 1:09:08
  much, dude? And it's only because he built
• 1:09:11
  his career on this stand. Like it's only a money grab.
• 1:09:16
  He would never have been in the FBI.
• 1:09:19
  He didn't have a podcast like this like like no, he would
• 1:09:23
  never have a podcast like this if he didn't fucking like.
• 1:09:26
  But if he conspiracy theories. But if he wholeheartedly
• 1:09:29
  believed the conspiracy theory, then I think, I think that's
• 1:09:33
  just, I think that's equally as possible.
• 1:09:35
  I don't. Believe no, because there's
• 1:09:37
  people who believe some of this shit that they spelled out that
• 1:09:40
  these people are telling. I think that some of them.
• 1:09:42
  Truly. Do you think that?
• 1:09:43
  OK, Can I ask you this then? Do you think that if he like
• 1:09:49
  halfway through this, before he even became the deputy FBI
• 1:09:52
  director, got information that it was different, that he would
• 1:09:57
  have changed his tune on it? Or is he now so locked in
• 1:10:05
  because he got so rich? This is a fucking cop.
• 1:10:08
  Like, you know what I'm saying? Like that's all he was like now
• 1:10:12
  he's so rich because of of him pumping this shit that he he
• 1:10:17
  just has to keep going with it if he wants to continue his
• 1:10:22
  lifestyle. That's what it feels like.
• 1:10:24
  Yeah, and that's possible. I mean, that's partially why he
• 1:10:28
  hasn't like resigned in his job. Exactly dude, it's like you
• 1:10:32
  couldn't tell him like anything different.
• 1:10:36
  But if you, if you get there and the information is not what you
• 1:10:39
  think it is and all you've been doing is telling people and
• 1:10:41
  you're, if they are even telling the truth, nobody's going to
• 1:10:44
  believe them because they've overinflated it so much that
• 1:10:48
  like it it if they don't produce a list with names on it and
• 1:10:53
  evidence, they're fucked. Like, like, that's what I'm
• 1:10:57
  saying. No, I know.
• 1:10:58
  And to be honest, I I enjoy it like I'm enjoying this like
• 1:11:01
  eating and with the big beautiful bill where they're
• 1:11:04
  just like add more debt to like the country like more than
• 1:11:07
  anybody. Ever.
• 1:11:08
  What's fucked up about a lot of these conspiracies?
• 1:11:11
  Because these all kind of come from the same realm.
• 1:11:14
  Whenever you get into like the Clinton Foundation, Pizzagate,
• 1:11:18
  Jeffrey Epstein, you know, adrenochrome, all this weird.
• 1:11:24
  Stuff rattling off like this shit.
• 1:11:27
  They will, they all like, fall into the city they all play on
• 1:11:33
  if you're not a monster. Our inherent like natural
• 1:11:38
  response to want to protect children, to want to protect
• 1:11:41
  like the defenseless, the weak and innocent people.
• 1:11:43
  And I'll say this for the thousandth type on the podcast.
• 1:11:46
  The Catholic Church exists. You don't need to make up so.
• 1:11:51
  OK, so well that would be that would be you just lump that shit
• 1:11:56
  right in doesn't. Need to be lumped in.
• 1:11:58
  That's what that's what Q Anon actual fact.
• 1:12:00
  No, but that's what Q Anon pizzagate, all of those are an
• 1:12:05
  amount like they all touch together.
• 1:12:07
  That's why, like Q Anon was super crazy is because it
• 1:12:10
  connects all of these other conspiracies into one big
• 1:12:13
  conspiracy. So they will play on other
• 1:12:16
  conspiracies. I've heard stuff shit about the
• 1:12:18
  Catholic Church. I mean, they'll say some weird
• 1:12:22
  stuff about the Pope and stuff like that, but they were kind
• 1:12:25
  of, but it's not. But there's just like hard
• 1:12:27
  evidence that this is actually happening.
• 1:12:32
  But they're like making up shit like about a pizza basement.
• 1:12:37
  Well, they're over inflating it. So like this has been building
• 1:12:41
  up for a while. So then catching somebody like
• 1:12:43
  Epstein can read confirms for a lot of those Pizzagate people
• 1:12:48
  like see, I told you, yadda, yadda.
• 1:12:51
  And those there's a whole swath of those people who voted for
• 1:12:54
  Trump because he ran on the platform of crushing that group
• 1:12:58
  of people. So if they don't know who that
• 1:13:00
  group of people is, they're fucked.
• 1:13:02
  If they know who that group of people is and they don't want to
• 1:13:05
  tell anybody because some of them are a part of it, they're
• 1:13:08
  fucked. And if they and if they don't
• 1:13:10
  tell everybody who the group of people is because it doesn't
• 1:13:13
  exist, they're fucked. There's no there's.
• 1:13:17
  No, yeah, yeah, yeah. They back themselves into a
• 1:13:19
  fucking corner and it is actually kind of nice to watch
• 1:13:23
  that. Like we're not even they're.
• 1:13:25
  Eating. They're eating each other.
• 1:13:27
  We're not even a year end, so now there's.
• 1:13:29
  Already imploding. And now you got Mike Johnson
• 1:13:32
  saying, I don't know what it is, but they should release it.
• 1:13:34
  So there's a lot of, I mean, Kevin Spacey came out and was
• 1:13:38
  like, they should release the Epstein files, blah, blah, blah,
• 1:13:41
  blah, blah, blah, blah. And it's like you need to sit
• 1:13:43
  down. Is he OK?
• 1:13:45
  Like you need to. I didn't.
• 1:13:46
  Even know he was still in the United States.
• 1:13:48
  Yeah, I know he is. He was found not guilty.
• 1:13:51
  To be honest I feel like he kind of did get caught up like in
• 1:13:54
  some me too shit like that probably shouldn't have happened
• 1:13:58
  like. There's AI.
• 1:14:00
  Watched this documentary about Kevin Spacey.
• 1:14:03
  It's pretty fucked up. Oh really?
• 1:14:05
  I so I haven't. Seen so so it's on HBO.
• 1:14:08
  It's like my. It's like like how like they try
• 1:14:10
  to get on both my two favorite comedians, Aziz Asari and Louis
• 1:14:16
  CK, and it's like when you like hear about what they did, you're
• 1:14:20
  like like a couple years later, like out of like when you get
• 1:14:24
  out of the me too shit, you're like, wait, what, like Louis CK
• 1:14:28
  like. Well, we don't have to get into
• 1:14:30
  details because that one, because that one, I mean that
• 1:14:33
  one, but. Even.
• 1:14:33
  But disease is even like less. It's like, it's like.
• 1:14:36
  Yeah, that was just like a bad date.
• 1:14:38
  I know. Like, but, but I mean, at the at
• 1:14:41
  the end of the day, I mean, they've backed themselves into a
• 1:14:44
  corner. They're all trying to.
• 1:14:49
  Basically everybody's calling for Bondi to be fired.
• 1:14:51
  There's got to be some scapegoat because they're blaming her for
• 1:14:55
  it not being released, but then Trump is praising her for not
• 1:14:57
  releasing it. Then last night, Republicans
• 1:15:01
  voted to block the release of the files.
• 1:15:05
  So now Congress decided that they're going to block it and
• 1:15:08
  not let anybody look at it anyways.
• 1:15:10
  Shit's goofy. So if they're not going to let
• 1:15:12
  anybody look at it, it's just like you're compounding it and
• 1:15:14
  making it fucking worse. So if it's, not if it.
• 1:15:19
  The thing is, it's like this is a cult and it doesn't even
• 1:15:22
  matter. Like they're just going to go
• 1:15:24
  with it like whatever the fuck like, he says.
• 1:15:27
  Some of them are because, like I said, those types of
• 1:15:29
  conspiracies play on people's inherent what want to nurture
• 1:15:34
  people. So like we're like care for the
• 1:15:36
  innocent. So like if there is some crazy
• 1:15:38
  suburban mom who goes hardcore Q Anon because she thinks kids are
• 1:15:42
  being sold on Wayfair online, like which we talked about years
• 1:15:47
  ago on the podcast, that was a wild conspiracy theory that came
• 1:15:50
  out where they're selling people on Wayfair.
• 1:15:52
  And like if they believe that those people like fucking full
• 1:15:57
  heartedly believe it. They believe that shit.
• 1:16:00
  They believe. And I this is how how we know,
• 1:16:03
  this is how I know you didn't grow up in the Catholic Church
• 1:16:06
  like I did because that thing, because that actually does
• 1:16:10
  happen. Everybody I know in my family
• 1:16:19
  wants to protect children, but reps the Catholic Church and
• 1:16:24
  like would never, ever want you to say anything bad about it,
• 1:16:27
  even if it was like that. So it's like.
• 1:16:30
  No, I'm not talking about some. There's a.
• 1:16:32
  Cognitive dissonance between like I'm saying people can get
• 1:16:38
  caught up in this like where it's like cult type thing where
• 1:16:42
  like where it's like you just just justify actual bad shit.
• 1:16:49
  No, but also I mean you're talking about someone's like
• 1:16:52
  religious beliefs that's. What I'm telling you that people
• 1:16:56
  think about Trump. And I'm saying is if you're,
• 1:16:59
  let's say there's somebody who wasn't voting for Trump or they
• 1:17:02
  were undecided and they went down a red pill rabbit hole, we
• 1:17:05
  see people come out believing the crazy shit that's said on
• 1:17:08
  Earth. That's all I'm saying.
• 1:17:10
  OK, you're right. I I just don't know anybody who
• 1:17:14
  goes down that rabbit hole and is not voting for him.
• 1:17:19
  Exactly. So you would if you come, if you
• 1:17:22
  go down that rabbit hole, you're going to vote for him because
• 1:17:24
  it's going to tell you that he's going to save you from it.
• 1:17:28
  But if he's on the list which he which he is on like the flight
• 1:17:32
  logs. And stuff.
• 1:17:34
  That's that's why the last episode was like the list.
• 1:17:38
  That's not a list anymore. I thought I had it better, but
• 1:17:41
  you know, it's fine. But it's like, well, it's just
• 1:17:43
  like that. This is absurd.
• 1:17:44
  Like the? List ain't listening is pretty
• 1:17:46
  solid. Yeah, like, this is just fucking
• 1:17:48
  absurd at this point. So it's only getting worse.
• 1:17:51
  Only getting worse. Second article.
• 1:17:56
  This is from CNN, everyone's favorite U.S.
• 1:18:03
  Department of Defense awards contracts to Google and Musk's
• 1:18:08
  XAI. This is like via Reuter,
• 1:18:11
  Reuters, Reuters. Open it, open AI alphabets
• 1:18:16
  Google Anthropic and Elon Musk's AI company X AI have won
• 1:18:21
  contracts up to 200 million each and that upscaling the adoption
• 1:18:26
  of artificial intelligence capabilities in the US
• 1:18:28
  Department of Defense, the government agency said Monday.
• 1:18:31
  The contracts will enable the DoD to develop agenic AI
• 1:18:36
  workflows and use them to address critical national
• 1:18:39
  security challenges, the department's chief digital and
• 1:18:42
  artificial intelligence officer said.
• 1:18:44
  Office said The adoption of the AI is transforming the DoD's
• 1:18:48
  ability to support our war fighters and maintain strategic
• 1:18:52
  advantages over our adversaries. So agenic is a new word.
• 1:18:57
  It means like a agent like that would be an AI agent is like the
• 1:19:03
  term. And so basically it'd be like
• 1:19:06
  kind of like like you have an assistant, but it's AI.
• 1:19:11
  So it's like, it's like going through your emails without you
• 1:19:17
  having to do it and just like letting you know if something's
• 1:19:20
  important or just like giving you a summary.
• 1:19:23
  It's scheduling shit for you. Like if you need like a haircut,
• 1:19:27
  it already knows. So that's what Agenic means.
• 1:19:30
  And it's going to get crazier and crazier and crazier, but
• 1:19:33
  like that, like just for the listeners, like that's a new
• 1:19:36
  term. So don't feel weird that you've
• 1:19:38
  never heard that before because they these fucking tech Bros
• 1:19:41
  just came up with. It so it's.
• 1:19:44
  Reid Hoffman came up with it. Who actually like?
• 1:19:48
  So it's just going to be like Department of Defense Siri, like
• 1:19:52
  I don't like. No, it's different.
• 1:19:55
  It's like it'd be like if you hired an intern.
• 1:20:02
  And then and then just like gave your intern like, you know, like
• 1:20:08
  like just be like, yeah, this is what I need.
• 1:20:11
  And then just go do it. Separately from on, U.S.
• 1:20:18
  government agencies have been expanding their use of AI,
• 1:20:20
  driven by the White House order in April promoting the adoption.
• 1:20:24
  President Donald Trump has moved to soften regulation on
• 1:20:28
  technology by revoking a Biden 2023 executive order was sought
• 1:20:33
  to reduce a IS risks through mandatory data disclosures.
• 1:20:37
  Separately on Monday, XAI announced a suite of its
• 1:20:41
  products called Gronk for Government, making it making its
• 1:20:45
  advanced AI models, including its latest flagship Gronk For,
• 1:20:48
  available to federal, local, state and national security
• 1:20:51
  customers. Gross, gross, gross.
• 1:20:54
  There's been like articles recently like that gronk xai
• 1:21:01
  fucking like goes in like sees what Elon thinks before spitting
• 1:21:06
  it out. Also just continuingly
• 1:21:08
  continuously puts out anti-Semitic shit just like at
• 1:21:13
  it like hallucinates and just says like some anti Jewish shit
• 1:21:16
  all the time just like this week and it happened like months ago.
• 1:21:21
  It's like fucking crazy that the government is still relying on
• 1:21:27
  Elon when SpaceX has 60% of all the low orbit satellites in the
• 1:21:35
  world is owned by Elon Musk, A private company.
• 1:21:39
  SpaceX, not a publicly traded company.
• 1:21:42
  Nuts like the the the people who just came from the International
• 1:21:48
  Space Station landed in San Diego yesterday on a SpaceX
• 1:21:53
  module. Like like the amount of fucking
• 1:21:58
  shit that we like rely on for this motherfucker is wild when
• 1:22:04
  his AI is spitting out anti-Semitic shit and going to
• 1:22:07
  check to see what Elon thinks before giving you a fucking
• 1:22:11
  answer. Like it's so nuts.
• 1:22:14
  Well, I think I mean, 'cause you're on XM, I think I.
• 1:22:17
  I'm not at all. Like I am, I still have mine.
• 1:22:21
  I don't really do much on it but maybe check for news and sports
• 1:22:24
  shit, it's good for stuff. No, I'm not heading.
• 1:22:26
  I just but I just got hacked so many times like when in like
• 1:22:29
  2009 that I just stopped. Gronk is pretty stupid.
• 1:22:34
  And it what's funny is overtime. So people, people were
• 1:22:38
  complaining on X that the AI was getting too woke because it was
• 1:22:44
  giving answers to stuff that they didn't like the way it
• 1:22:47
  described things the way it would like.
• 1:22:49
  Is this true or not true? Or what's the context behind
• 1:22:52
  this? Because someone will like leave
• 1:22:53
  it in the comments like, hey, what happened here?
• 1:22:55
  Or hey, what's this about? And it'll go get all the
• 1:22:58
  information from the video that you're watching and then like
• 1:23:01
  tell you about it. And people weren't liking the
• 1:23:03
  responses because they weren't like pro conservative bullshit
• 1:23:08
  or like some weird shit with a racist spin.
• 1:23:11
  So he's updated this multiple times.
• 1:23:14
  Like 4 just dropped because like 3 or 4 days ago on there wild
• 1:23:18
  shit was going on and he's he'd updated it from 2:00 to 3:00.
• 1:23:22
  And when he made the jump from 2:00 to 3:00, three started
• 1:23:25
  saying like weird shit, weird conspiracy things where it was
• 1:23:29
  like they'd obviously fucked with it and tinkered and like
• 1:23:33
  kind of leaned the direction they wanted it because they had
• 1:23:35
  it pretty down the middle. They'd just give you facts and
• 1:23:38
  with without the opinion, but it would give you like a synopsis
• 1:23:41
  and be like, actually, this is more likely like not true.
• 1:23:43
  This is like the context or whatever.
• 1:23:45
  And now it's like, Oh yeah, And like it'll say weird shit like
• 1:23:50
  like you were. Saying like scary that like that
• 1:23:52
  they can like just like fuck with it like that.
• 1:23:56
  And then like our government is just like cool because Elon's
• 1:24:00
  cool with Trump. Like it's so stupid.
• 1:24:05
  Like that's really how we're going to get fucked here, dude,
• 1:24:08
  by AI. It's it's not having the right
• 1:24:11
  people at the helm of it. It's like AI can like be really,
• 1:24:16
  really, really good for society. But it's like when you have this
• 1:24:21
  concentration of wealth and these megalomaniacs like,
• 1:24:26
  running it and then, like, and then a fucking like, wannabe
• 1:24:29
  autocrat in the White House regulating it, like, that's how
• 1:24:34
  we're going to get fucked, yeah. Don't disagree.
• 1:24:42
  Next article. You got to read that one.
• 1:24:44
  That's. No, no, I got it pulled up.
• 1:24:47
  So this is from Popular Mechanics by Stoff
• 1:24:52
  Demetriopolis. Death isn't the final off
• 1:24:57
  switch. There's a mysterious third state
• 1:25:00
  between life and decay. Scientists say after clinical
• 1:25:05
  deaths, some of your cells refused to quit or even attempt
• 1:25:10
  to reconfigure into strange emerging forms.
• 1:25:14
  And I'm just going to hit with the bold points.
• 1:25:18
  Groundbreaking research revealed that many genes in mice,
• 1:25:22
  zebrafish, and humans actually become more active after
• 1:25:27
  clinical death. This suggests that we need to
• 1:25:29
  redefine death because it's not a simple switch.
• 1:25:33
  Instead, cells enter a sort of twilight zone when the Organism
• 1:25:39
  dies. Related research also raises
• 1:25:42
  profound questions about consciousness and dying, and
• 1:25:46
  also may yield medical knowledge about the death process.
• 1:25:50
  After a long day in the lab, 2 biologists joked over Beers
• 1:25:55
  after about studying what happens to genes, the body's
• 1:25:59
  protein based hereditary DNA sequences after death.
• 1:26:04
  Well, of course all the genes stop, said Peter Noble, PhD, who
• 1:26:10
  was then splitting time between the University of Washington and
• 1:26:13
  the Max Planck Society, a pre eminent research organization in
• 1:26:17
  Germany. That'd be an interesting
• 1:26:20
  experiment to do, replied Alex Postgadolph, PhD, who was based
• 1:26:26
  at Max Planck. What began as a playful exchange
• 1:26:30
  soon took on a life of its own, however.
• 1:26:33
  The pair spent the next year doggedly pursuing funding and
• 1:26:37
  fielding plenty of skepticism. People thought we were crazy,
• 1:26:41
  Nobel says. Or recalls.
• 1:26:44
  But Max Planck eventually came through.
• 1:26:47
  The team ran experiments on mice and zebrafish.
• 1:26:51
  What they discovered and published in 2017 was startling.
• 1:26:55
  Around 1000, genes didn't just linger, they became more active
• 1:27:01
  after clinical death at distinct intervals ranging from 30
• 1:27:06
  minutes to 48 hours. Many of the activated genes
• 1:27:09
  regulated inflammation, immune defense, embryonic development,
• 1:27:14
  and even cancer. This unexpected activity became
• 1:27:18
  known as the And this is going to be like hard ass word to say
• 1:27:23
  Santo transcriptome from the the Natos, the Greek God of death
• 1:27:31
  and transcriptome a full set of RNA in a cell.
• 1:27:36
  It refers to genes that turn on post mortem, as if cells were
• 1:27:39
  trying to mount a final biological response.
• 1:27:43
  Death, Nobel concluded, isn't a biological switch, but more of a
• 1:27:48
  dimmer, ushering in what he calls a twilight third state
• 1:27:52
  between life and full cellular decay.
• 1:27:56
  In 2018 from Barcelona's Center for Geonomic Regulation, genomic
• 1:28:04
  sorry regulation reinforces VIEW researchers.
• 1:28:07
  They analyzed over 7000 RNA samples from 540 deceased human
• 1:28:12
  donors that found that gene expression ramps up in a tissue
• 1:28:16
  dependent manner. Their work, published in Nature
• 1:28:19
  Communications, even suggested that posthumous activity could
• 1:28:25
  help estimate time of death. There have been multiple papers
• 1:28:29
  published after hours, and they found similar trends.
• 1:28:32
  Nobel says these findings suggest that we meet We may be
• 1:28:36
  on the verge of a renaissance in how we define death.
• 1:28:40
  Recent breakthroughs certainly point in that direction.
• 1:28:44
  In 2019, researchers at Yale use the system called Brain Acts to
• 1:28:49
  restore cellular and synaptic activity in pig brains 4 hours
• 1:28:53
  after death without restoring consciousness, suggesting that
• 1:28:58
  death may not be a singular, irreversible moment.
• 1:29:03
  Meanwhile, researchers at the University of Michigan observed
• 1:29:06
  surgeries surges of electrical electrical activity in human
• 1:29:11
  brains following cardiac arrest, prompting new questions about
• 1:29:16
  what the brain is doing in its final moments.
• 1:29:18
  What do you think about this? I mean, that's not that
• 1:29:24
  surprising 'cause they've, you know, there's that old thing
• 1:29:27
  like when you cut somebody's head off with the guillotine,
• 1:29:30
  they could still. See, that's kind of what I was
• 1:29:32
  thinking too. 10 or 15 like, yeah, I mean.
• 1:29:34
  Like a snake like, you know, like still moves like yeah, but
• 1:29:38
  but. What's that movie like 23g or
• 1:29:41
  something like you lose like everybody loses the weight of.
• 1:29:43
  23 different. That's.
• 1:29:47
  Yeah. Well, it's with Benicio El Toro,
• 1:29:50
  I think. Yeah, it might be 20.
• 1:29:51
  Is it 23? Maybe?
• 1:29:53
  That sounds right. That sounds right, but no, yeah,
• 1:29:57
  that's about like your soul leaving your body.
• 1:30:00
  As. Soon as you die you lose a
• 1:30:04
  specific amount of weight. That's just a fact.
• 1:30:12
  Makes me think the boy got spiritual over the last few
• 1:30:16
  years too. I mean, but I mean that there's
• 1:30:21
  still activity. That's not surprising.
• 1:30:23
  I mean just because our consciousness is left.
• 1:30:25
  But it's yourself. Like, this isn't like, you know
• 1:30:30
  what I'm saying? It's your body.
• 1:30:33
  So like, OK, but you're dead. Yeah, but your shit's still
• 1:30:38
  alive. Yeah.
• 1:30:41
  So I do agree, like the reason why I put this in here it is it
• 1:30:45
  is trippy to think about. Yeah, but like, it's weird if
• 1:30:48
  you've ever been on the country and someone is about to cook a
• 1:30:51
  fresh chicken and pluck it and then cut its head off and it
• 1:30:53
  runs around for 4 minutes. Totally, totally get that,
• 1:30:57
  Totally get that. But what I'm saying is to me, it
• 1:31:02
  just shows like how little we really know about consciousness.
• 1:31:09
  And like, if you know, it's like if I don't know what you think,
• 1:31:15
  like what happens to you when you die, I don't know what I
• 1:31:19
  think, but kind of thing something.
• 1:31:28
  And so it's like it to me, it's just like, like it just proves
• 1:31:32
  that like we have no fucking clue like what happens and, and
• 1:31:37
  like, and like we're going to find out like more and more and
• 1:31:39
  more. Yeah, find out more before we
• 1:31:44
  before it happens 'cause you're like when it happens and you're
• 1:31:47
  like, oh shit, this is what it is, but then it's too late.
• 1:31:51
  Oh well, yeah, no, no, I. Don't die and come back and tell
• 1:31:53
  you about it. Yeah, that's exactly what I
• 1:31:56
  mean. It's just like we're going to
• 1:31:57
  realize, like realize like, you know, like squid came from a
• 1:32:02
  different asteroid than humans did and like whatever microbes
• 1:32:07
  and like that, that's what I was just trying to sell the iron ape
• 1:32:09
  on. It's just like, 'cause we always
• 1:32:11
  talk about they're aliens and it's like we're going to find
• 1:32:13
  out like the reason why they seem like aliens is cause like
• 1:32:20
  an asteroid hit with microbes from like one place.
• 1:32:26
  Then they became fucking giant squid and sharks.
• 1:32:29
  By the way, by the way, y'all just found this out.
• 1:32:33
  Sharks have been on the planet longer than trees.
• 1:32:38
  I didn't even know the earth existed without trees.
• 1:32:42
  Sharks have been here longer. Longer than dinosaurs. 500
• 1:32:49
  million years. Crazy stat Crazy aliens if you
• 1:32:57
  want to consider aliens to be something different than humans.
• 1:33:04
  Yeah. I don't think mammals, any
• 1:33:07
  mammal on the earth is different than from the like microbe that
• 1:33:11
  humans start from, or birds or reptiles to be honest.
• 1:33:16
  I'm talk, I'm talking specifically.
• 1:33:20
  Sharks are not a mammal. Right, birds, and I mean birds
• 1:33:23
  and. Dolphins are mammals.
• 1:33:24
  Sharks aren't right 'cause they got gills.
• 1:33:26
  No, yeah, they're not. They're not mammals, Yeah.
• 1:33:29
  Whales are mammals. Yeah, whales are mammals.
• 1:33:32
  That's. What I'm saying again?
• 1:33:36
  Squid, sharks, Zebra fish. Unless it's a whale shark.
• 1:33:43
  Good point. Anomaly Onomatopoeia No.
• 1:33:49
  That's with an onomatopoeia. And I just wanted to say that.
• 1:33:52
  So if I were to say something, I'm.
• 1:33:53
  Just throwing shit out there like it's just interesting to
• 1:33:56
  me. No, I'm not disagreeing.
• 1:33:59
  I think it's super interesting. And I mean, obviously we're
• 1:34:01
  going to hopefully we do understand more that way.
• 1:34:05
  Maybe it'll give people some kind of solace and understanding
• 1:34:08
  what happens when they do go. I think that there's something
• 1:34:11
  like this, the fear of not knowing what happens is what
• 1:34:13
  scares people more is that they don't know.
• 1:34:16
  So I mean, there's a whole, you know.
• 1:34:18
  I think what scares me the most is leaving because I've kind of
• 1:34:21
  went through that whole experience where I did think
• 1:34:25
  that I had died and everybody else did and the IT wasn't me
• 1:34:30
  dying, it was losing everybody else.
• 1:34:34
  I think that's what fucks me up. Yeah.
• 1:34:37
  Like I don't really give a shit what happens.
• 1:34:39
  Like I like I have AI have thoughts on what might happen,
• 1:34:43
  but it's just like losing the people of your in your life is
• 1:34:49
  what I think is like the scariest.
• 1:34:52
  Well, and we go through that in our lives.
• 1:34:55
  Going through No. No, like when it comes to like,
• 1:34:59
  people and individuals throughout our lives.
• 1:35:03
  So to be losing everybody like that at once would be like,
• 1:35:07
  yeah. And then go, yeah.
• 1:35:09
  And then, like, be able to know that that happened.
• 1:35:13
  Like that's because that's what kind of happened to me when I
• 1:35:15
  like went through that crazy mushroom trip, like where it was
• 1:35:19
  just like, not only am I good, but everybody's dead and fucked
• 1:35:23
  me up. Like it was just like whoa.
• 1:35:27
  I'm better pee. That's not actual what happened,
• 1:35:34
  I said. I don't know if this is real and
• 1:35:41
  I'm going to act like I'm going to pee in this middle of this
• 1:35:50
  theater and see if anybody stops me, because if they do then I
• 1:35:55
  know that I'm just tripping and if they don't I know I'm fucked
• 1:36:02
  and nobody stopped me. Dude it's a wild ass.
• 1:36:14
  If I don't. Yeah, you want to go to the
• 1:36:16
  final? One, Oh yeah, just the final one
• 1:36:17
  is Trump launches A probe into Brazil's unfair trade, unfair
• 1:36:20
  trade practices. So last week, President Donald
• 1:36:24
  Trump urged Brazilian authorities to end their
• 1:36:26
  prosecution of the country's former president, Jair.
• 1:36:32
  Olsonaro, Olsonaro, like he's a he Bolsonaro's a fucking they
• 1:36:37
  call him the Trump's of the tropics.
• 1:36:39
  This like Brazil's prosecuting him.
• 1:36:41
  And so Trump's putting on the fucking biggest tariffs if he
• 1:36:45
  like of his life on Brazil because they're prosecuting
• 1:36:48
  their fucking dictator. Also they had a January 6th type
• 1:36:52
  fucking instrument. That's what got, that's what he
• 1:36:54
  got arrested. For exactly dude like fine.
• 1:36:56
  Like yeah, at least he got arrested.
• 1:36:59
  Like it's like this dude fled to fucking Florida for for a while
• 1:37:03
  in exile was like cut out of Chick-fil-A fuck.
• 1:37:07
  This dude, people saw him walking around like Whole Foods.
• 1:37:10
  And unbelievable, Unbelievable. The United States let's one
• 1:37:14
  person put tariffs on any country.
• 1:37:19
  If if we're going to if we're going to do stuff like this,
• 1:37:21
  then let's Santos out dude, like.
• 1:37:23
  Let's just shout out. If you're going to do, if we're
• 1:37:26
  going to go through all of this, let our board George out.
• 1:37:29
  That's right, because he needs to get back down to Brazil, run
• 1:37:32
  for president as a drag queen. Wins.
• 1:37:37
  Do you remember his drag queen name?
• 1:37:39
  Oh, I don't remember what was. Me neither, I feel.
• 1:37:41
  Really bad. It was something, it was
• 1:37:43
  something, it was something good.
• 1:37:44
  It was like, it was like, that's spicy.
• 1:37:47
  We see you, George. We see you, George, you spicy
• 1:37:49
  ass. You're crazy, dude.
• 1:37:52
  So many aliases like. I mean, I'm all I'm here, I'm
• 1:37:54
  all for it. I love.
• 1:37:55
  It I mean you fucking Mr. Goody. Anybody, anybody who's going to
• 1:38:00
  run for public office and claim they live in a big house with a
• 1:38:03
  pool while in turn they're just sleeping on their sister's
• 1:38:05
  couch. Like, come on, that's fucking
• 1:38:07
  awesome. And.
• 1:38:08
  People will back the fuck up because because Mayor Eric Adams
• 1:38:14
  over in New York was saying he was living in New York but
• 1:38:17
  sleeping on somebody's couch in New Jersey, so it's not making
• 1:38:19
  it all cool. No, I know, but I'm just saying
• 1:38:22
  he was. Nobody knew who he was.
• 1:38:24
  Like yeah, but. If.
• 1:38:30
  Anybody shouldn't be locked up at Santos.
• 1:38:33
  For sure, but we're throwing tariffs down on like the sixth
• 1:38:38
  biggest economy in the world because Trump doesn't like that
• 1:38:43
  they're prosecuting their insurrectionist fucking
• 1:38:47
  president. Like it's insanity, dude.
• 1:38:49
  Yeah, the we've reached a level of fucking crazy.
• 1:38:54
  Yeah, and. We're not even a year in.
• 1:38:56
  Nope, not even close to. It that's why they say people
• 1:38:59
  like Bondi, Bondi, Bonnie and Patel have already said they're
• 1:39:03
  going to stay. They're saying that Bongino has
• 1:39:06
  a choice to make. Is it because like Trump doesn't
• 1:39:10
  care what they do? He wants people that are loyal
• 1:39:12
  to him. He doesn't want what happened
• 1:39:14
  the first time and people to like stop him from doing crazy
• 1:39:18
  shit. He wants people that are going
• 1:39:19
  to enable his crazy shit. Pam Bondi's enabling his crazy
• 1:39:22
  shit. So if he doesn't want people to
• 1:39:24
  see the evidence because he's all over it.
• 1:39:26
  She did exactly what he wanted. She didn't.
• 1:39:28
  He's not. Going to fire.
• 1:39:31
  Her the dictator playbook. You put people who are
• 1:39:35
  unqualified into positions of power, not because they're
• 1:39:39
  unqualified, but it's because they know they would never,
• 1:39:44
  ever, ever be there unless it was for him.
• 1:39:49
  So then they're like addicted to the job.
• 1:39:51
  It's like Pam Bondi has no place to be the Attorney General of
• 1:39:55
  the United States and would only be there if Donald Trump put her
• 1:40:00
  there. And so now, so that's how you
• 1:40:02
  get people to be loyal to you. It's like literally like how you
• 1:40:07
  get this shit done. And he just didn't know that in
• 1:40:10
  the first term. Yeah.
• 1:40:12
  Same with Dan Bongino, same with Cash Patel, same with Pete
• 1:40:16
  Hegseth. You know it's scary.
• 1:40:22
  You got anything else man? Might have to say bitches.
• 1:40:25
  Well, like always, we appreciate y'all stopping by listen, like,
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  follow, subscribe, share, whatever.
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  That's such a good song. A a sidebar.
• 1:40:44
  That music video scared the fuck out of me when I was a kid.
• 1:40:47
  I saw it at like 1:00 in the morning on MTV and it's just
• 1:40:51
  like Snoop Dogg is like in like a black suit with like the
• 1:40:55
  devil. And he's also in the hospital
• 1:40:57
  bed. And I was like, bro, what the
• 1:40:59
  fuck is going on and with them? And like Satan's talking to him
• 1:41:03
  like that shit fucked me. It's.
• 1:41:05
  Terrible. You should go back and look at
• 1:41:06
  it because it's corny now. Oh no, I've gone back and
• 1:41:09
  watched it and I'm like, this is dope as fuck.
• 1:41:11
  Like it's corny. But it's great.
• 1:41:12
  But yeah, that's what I'm saying.
• 1:41:14
  It's. Not but I was like, I get it, I.
• 1:41:15
  Get it though. I get it though.
• 1:41:17
  Like terrified me just like old Busta Rhymes music videos used
• 1:41:20
  to scare me. I think it was the Woo Ha music
• 1:41:23
  video. I remember how vividly at my
• 1:41:25
  dad's yeah, I was just confused because of the angles and all
• 1:41:29
  the weird costumes. I was like, what is going on
• 1:41:32
  with this shit? I bet Missy, I bet Missy Elliott
• 1:41:35
  fucked your shit 'cause. It was like weird costume,
• 1:41:37
  'cause it was like what, 929393 Woohawk came out.
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• 1:41:46
  I remember. Watching you I wanna say 9697.
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  Just looking it up, yeah, I love.
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  That song 96 January 96, so 96. I was January 96.
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  No, it's January. So I was 8.
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  No, I was nine. No, no, I was about to be 9.
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  I was about to turn 9. Look up.
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  March. Right.
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  You were born OK. But that music video fucked me
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  up. Watching it at my dad's house I
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  was like super confused. More so murder was the case then
• 1:42:36
  Buster rhymes with Buster rhymes.
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  I was like what is this? This is the craziest shit I've
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  ever seen in my entire life. I have no idea what's going on.
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  And now he's like popping up and there's fire everywhere.
• 1:42:47
  I saw I saw Buster Rhymes down in Santa Monica one time.
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  Fucking tall. Oh, it's huge.
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  I know I didn't realize that. He's a big, he's a huge fucking
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  DS. Man literally just standing
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  there and Busta Rhymes just next to me and I'm just like did not
• 1:43:02
  know you're like a giant bro. Yeah, he's like 6, something
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  like 6-6, something massive, like fucking huge.
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  And he's like, when he's all ripped, you're like, holy shit
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  that this dude would. Be just was.
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  I was just surprised. All right, well y'all like
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  follow, subscribe, be good, be safe as always, go fuck
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  yourselves. Shout out.