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B. bordem - ASMR Anuskatzz · Anuskatzz stays curious

• 0:00
  Speaker 0: Hey, hey.
• 0:02
  Speaker 0: So nice to see you here!
• 0:06
  Speaker 0: You are at the serious ASMR alphabet with me as ASMR cuts and fly-dee-fly flying around when it shouldn't because this is a high quality recording.
• 0:26
  Speaker 0: This is why I wear earphones...you should do too.
• 0:29
  Speaker 0: And now we will speak about The B in Alphabet.
• 0:35
  Speaker 0: the A we already discussed in one episode before.
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  Speaker 0: Feel free to check it out or listen carefully to B, B for boredom!
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• 1:17
  Speaker 0: The topic boredom.
• 1:21
  Speaker 0: Maybe you are watching this right now because Or maybe you're watching this because you are not bored at all.
• 1:39
  Speaker 0: I don't know, i only know that boredom is very important emotion when I wouldn't have to be bored in my whole life!
• 2:19
  Speaker 0: easy to be bored.
• 2:21
  Speaker 0: And this was always a big problem started that I was so bored, but i don't know what to do.
• 2:43
  Speaker 0: So I needed To find myself A hobby and believe me when would Be able to be myself back to my young years Child years teenage years.
• 3:09
  Speaker 0: I would make a lot of things different and the first thing of all, Would be to stick To a hobby when i was young!
• 3:31
  Speaker 0: I had so much time in my head And I had So many abilities to do A LOT Of Things and I Was sitting more around Thinking how bored I am.
• 3:51
  Speaker 0: Not use the opportunities I get to not be bored anymore.
• 4:02
  Speaker 0: I remember that i learned a lot.
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  Speaker 0: My family always tried too.
• 4:13
  Speaker 0: Bring me to the ballet.
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  Speaker 0: Let's learn an instrument.
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  Speaker 0: To the young Anna, to the young Mi.
• 4:25
  Speaker 0: Why did l learnt oboe?
• 4:30
  Speaker 0: What was going on with you?
• 4:34
  Speaker 0: I learned it and there was not bad in it, but at some point.
• 4:39
  Speaker 0: I needed to go into a big band In the place where i can share The instrument with other musicians together And they don't wanted that because then I'm also while teenager and had other things.
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  Speaker 0: But when would actually have already earned their piano Then I would not sit now here and had to learn so hard piano that i can play this instrument.
• 5:19
  Speaker 0: Believable, like seriously!
• 5:25
  Speaker 0: Boredom was happily NOT THAT bored because... ...I WAS ABLE TO PUT MY MIND IN A LOT OF THINGS AND DISTRACT MYSELF FROM BORDOM Now where I sit here.
• 5:49
  Speaker 0: there was nothing teached in school That I knew how to make ASMR the right way.
• 6:06
  Speaker 0: Is able to learn English?
• 6:08
  Speaker 0: Because it's not my native language and now I can speak in English with you, yay!
• 6:22
  Speaker 0: So yeah, boredom is actually a crazy emotion because happiness... ...is very good emotions.
• 6:36
  Speaker 0: You want feel a lot of times happy And sadness is a bad emotion.
• 6:41
  Speaker 0: You don't want to feel often sad, but to be bored.
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  Speaker 0: What does this for emotion?
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  Speaker 0: Is it good or is it bad?
• 6:51
  Speaker 0: because nowadays I'm like Wow when i would feel bored Then I could enjoy It Because I have so much that I not often feel bored.
• 7:08
  Speaker 0: and When I would feel Bored I Could do A lot of other things.
• 7:14
  Speaker 0: But right now I'm in the process of not being bored.
• 7:18
  Speaker 0: Believe me!
• 7:20
  Speaker 0: Right now, i wake up every morning and think why does this day have only twenty four hours?
• 7:28
  Speaker 0: And when i go to bed... ...I think the same because it is so
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  Speaker 0: short!!
• 7:40
  Speaker 0: I even have to enforce myself to calm a little bit down.. ..and enjoy boredom.
• 7:49
  Speaker 0: Then It's very nice feeling But it often don't last long, because then I have so much other things in my mind.
• 8:09
  Speaker 0: Don't even know if the others things are distractions could be.
• 8:24
  Speaker 0: when i was young and had So Much Time In My Hands!
• 8:27
  Speaker 0: I Was A Lot Bored.
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  Speaker 0: Through My Boredom In My Younger Days I Made Some Very Unique Experiences.
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  Speaker 0: They Not All Were Very Good but some of them were awesome.
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  Speaker 0: And the most awesome thing I got till yet out-of-the-border was that i really hate to be bored and there's nothing worse for me than being bored because when im bored, i don't like it at all.
• 9:15
  Speaker 0: The life that was given to me as a healthy person living In a great generation without war, having the opportunity to speak in the camera with you.
• 9:43
  Speaker 0: Living was nice roof over my head and having food on table every day very well treated from this universe.
• 10:00
  Speaker 0: To make best out of life I have and not let boredom overcome my full way and let me not live my life to the fullest.
• 10:18
  Speaker 0: I can say that i always try to leave my life for the fullest.
• 10:25
  Speaker 0: Right now, I seriously work very hard To be able to live a life to it's fullest But when I would have this I'd be bored And make mistakes.
• 10:45
  Speaker 0: maybe not live my life to the fullest like I do at the moment.
• 10:56
  Speaker 0: So when i was young and I was bored, I for sure learned instrument... ...was going to The Belay but also met with a lot of friends!
• 11:06
  Speaker 0: He would say that he had an amazing life full of very valuable friendships.. ..I felt in love , had relationships And explored friendship & love in a very intense way, because I really like to don't be that much at home and bored.
• 11:41
  Speaker 0: I really liked being outside somewhere.
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  Speaker 0: Now where i look back... ...I never had less friends than now Because when you get older Being less bored has the goal of working towards too.
• 12:17
  Speaker 0: You dont have that much time anymore to be bored and have not much time, To meet with so many friends.
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  Speaker 0: It's something I did the most in my young years.
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  Speaker 0: And now for sure i live In a community With lots of people together But still we meet For dinner When something special is going on.
• 12:46
  Speaker 0: We celebrate this occasion in an amazing way But it's not that I always be on my phone, right with friends.
• 12:57
  Speaker 0: And also love when i would just have a little tiny piece of time where I worked everything off the to-do list lean back and be bored but with life choose to live because I hate boredom so much go away from self-employment.
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  Speaker 0: Everything what I do, everything that I create... ...I do by myself and work very hard for it.
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  Speaker 0: And its fine like this For sure.
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  Speaker 0: But at the moment i really think so often about how amazing would be when I'd sit somewhere bored and have time in my hands.
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  Speaker 0: Right now I learn to play piano And I really don't have much time for that.
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  Speaker 0: What really bothers me, how amazing it would be when i'd have more time to take more space For my hobby to practice piano and make music.
• 14:24
  Speaker 0: And sure...I HAVE TO TAKE MY TIME!
• 14:30
  Speaker 0: I HAVE TO MAKE MY OWN SHADOW!
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  Speaker 0: AND THAT'S ABSOLUTELY FINE!
• 14:36
  Speaker 0: But..i also really want to make some content for you.
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  Speaker 0: Let your little bit of my thoughts and when I would have to choose what i want to do then,I know... ...i'd like a mix out-of everything that i really love.
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  Speaker 0: so You also have priority And My ASMRtion has priority.
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  Speaker 0: So in the time off boredom..you learn what u like and have priority, but it's actually pretty amazing.
• 15:21
  Speaker 0: And sometimes that is also the worst!
• 15:27
  Speaker 0: I know through times of smartphones TVs and everything what we can get distracted with.
• 15:39
  Speaker 0: We really can waste our time away with boredom...I haven't thought this episode will be so philosophical.
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  Speaker 0: When I was young, i grew up without a television and without a playstation or whatever.
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  Speaker 0: At that time in life ,I wasn't happy about it but now im really am!
• 16:15
  Speaker 0: I couldn´t live my life sitting infront of the Playstation... ...and playing games.
• 16:25
  Speaker 0: Im more into boardgames.. ..and ummm....i even heard from someone that it's really hard to play PlayStation with others together.
• 16:40
  Speaker 0: I heard, sometimes people invite even friends and then they're friends watching other while playing the Playstation.
• 16:53
  Speaker 0: Very happy that i'm more of a board game type where you have people around me who are playing against each other or with one another... ...and we spend this time together!
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  Speaker 0: It is very precious time you have.
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  Speaker 0: Also in the digital world, watching so much on this screen like I live in a little village has not much to do with other people but sometimes i go into bigger city and when i see that people don't take any step without their phone...in their hands!
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  Speaker 0: And then they just thumb scrolling in Instagram or whatever, then I think if they actually know how valuable the time is and that boredom can be something very amazing you really should enjoy instead of distracting yourself from it because You really can grow from this boredom.
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  Speaker 0: I was fourteen days on a meditation called Vipassana.
• 18:52
  Speaker 0: I heard from a friend of this because, usually...I don't do meditating, why not?
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  Speaker 0: ...I'm not that person for it but i was curious Because the person told me It's fourteen days without book Without phone Without contact to humans Without speaking Just you and meditation.
• 19:30
  Speaker 0: In this time where you have nothing except of the repetition, of the meditation.
• 19:41
  Speaker 0: Where you for sure get bored.
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  Speaker 0: You learn that time is something so crazy because when you're bored usually go on your phone read a book speak with friends or whatever make sports I don't know And the time flies, but when you can do all of this a minute becomes an hour.
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  Speaker 0: Who was so impatient with that?
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  Speaker 0: Seriously!
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  Speaker 0: This minute what it became to one hour or a day and you know... That today have even more time and you stuck In this challenge, mind-blowing.
• 21:14
  Speaker 0: I am so happy that i was curious enough to go there and see how far can push my board.
• 21:38
  Speaker 0: And it opened me a world I never had witnessed before.
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  Speaker 0: It gave me completely new idea of time And when I was at this retreat and was twenty-four hours there,I had the ability to go through this process.
• 22:14
  Speaker 0: but now where i'm back a minute feels like ten seconds.
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  Speaker 0: What would I wish?
• 22:29
  Speaker 0: To be that bored!
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  Speaker 0: That it feels longer again?
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  Speaker 0: time is so irrelevant.
• 22:35
  Speaker 0: all of these...and the boredom becomes at some point to such a crazy emotion.
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  Speaker 0: The craziest emotion I could ever feel.
• 22:55
  Speaker 0: on the one side it was so needed and under other sides, It is so easy in our time To fight against boredom with social media boards with everything what our heart desires.
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  Speaker 0: We can do so much and the time is running away, but to be bored.
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  Speaker 0: I don't even know if any one of us would able just let this moment as it thing that could happen to me.
• 23:56
  Speaker 0: And when I watch in my past, it was the worst thing happened to me.
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  Speaker 0: It is so crazy at a time change completely.
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  Speaker 0: What would i do?
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  Speaker 0: When I would be My younger self again sitting in the room and don't know what to do because I Don't have any idea how To make a hobby, how to manifesting it and be productive.
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  Speaker 0: It was good time.
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  Speaker 0: Do you have the same?
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  Speaker 0: Like seriously Am I only one who had this or do you have that same?
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  Speaker 0: Seriously interest me.
• 25:06
  Speaker 0: Maybe can write down in comments.
• 25:14
  Speaker 0: Is there something what would like for change when your bored?
• 25:22
  Speaker 0: For example Would you like to be able To enjoy more the boredom instead of doing something against it?
• 25:38
  Speaker 0: Do you feel constantly bored and if yes, what are You're doing about it?
• 25:48
  Speaker 0: because I really have to say.
• 25:51
  Speaker 0: I would not sit here Would not be person when i wouldn't haven been that bored in my life as a kid.
• 26:04
  Speaker 0: But I also would say that boredom was one of the main emotions i felt.
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  Speaker 0: And,I can imagine everyone from us is different and maybe you felt something completely different most time in your life.
• 26:27
  Speaker 0: but for me when i look back ,i was happy .and then i was bored.. i was sad.
• 26:33
  Speaker 0: ..and than i was bought... ...i was with friends and then I got bored.
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  Speaker 0: Now, i worked so hard to don't be bored again.
• 26:47
  Speaker 0: that boredom for me is the most luxurious emotion i would like to feel again in that way i did in a park.
• 27:00
  Speaker 0: but i also know that when i would be bored... ...i would go play piano it would not be bored.
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  Speaker 0: So to really hold onto the boredom, take it as is and enjoy because there you get some ideas a clear mind.
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  Speaker 0: Make them so visible!
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  Speaker 0: It's also very important.
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  Speaker 0: when I wouldn't have done the Bipassana... ...I would not have this strength right now for everything I do now.
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  Speaker 0: So, this boredom was so monumental for me in the full process because i was able to have these clear pure thoughts that helped me see what needed to be seen and know what wanted it.
• 28:26
  Speaker 0: to see boredom as this present because it gives new life and strength.
• 28:35
  Speaker 0: No willpower, no willingness... It's a gift!
• 28:42
  Speaker 0: And I think boredom is such an important emotion ...and i don't know why we do not face that boredom anymore.
• 28:53
  Speaker 0: Why?
• 28:54
  Speaker 0: We always try to manipulate us away from the boredom and having such fear of this feeling.
• 29:09
  Speaker 0: And why we not can face it, enjoy it learn form it?
• 29:16
  Speaker 0: Let us just be there.
• 29:31
  Speaker 0: That was very intense!
• 29:37
  Speaker 0: So when you have own thoughts feel free to write them down in comments.
• 29:44
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• 29:55
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• 30:43
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• 30:50
  Speaker 0: See And I hope that this episode helped your lot With your own thoughts about boredom.
• 30:59
  Speaker 0: It maybe gave another little input About this crazy emotion.
• 31:06
  Speaker 0: Wherever you are in this world right now, have a lovely time.
• 31:13
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