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E33 Honi: Christmas Presence Over Pressure — The Living Christ Light, Winter Solstice & What The Holidays Really Celebrate · Ascension Alchemists™ — God Led Sacred Marriage For Purpose & Impact. A Couple's Embodied Walk with Presence of God ALMighty

• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: Lessings and welcome to the Ascension Alchemist Podcast.
• 0:06
  SPEAKER_00: Welcoming you all to an incredible week right before the magical and mystical and glorious Christmas Eve and Christmas Day that we are about to have.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for joining me for this solo episode.
• 0:25
  SPEAKER_00: As always, this whole podcast is all about aligning with mighty God's presence and embodying that divine truth within and to live from that blessing, to dare to live from there while we face everyday life with its adversity, challenges, difficulties, yet also all the possibilities.
• 0:52
  SPEAKER_00: So welcome, welcome, welcome.
• 0:54
  SPEAKER_00: How are you all doing?
• 0:57
  SPEAKER_00: I am sure many of you are busy getting the presents ready for your families, getting all the decorations, getting the meals prepared, whether you're going to be traveling or hosting or being hosted.
• 1:16
  SPEAKER_00: Isn't it just amazing to take part in this wonderful celebration?
• 1:22
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, those of you who are not celebrating Christmas, one way or another, you are having some kind of activity take place because everything is closed on Christmas Day.
• 1:37
  SPEAKER_00: And for me, I love I love the essence of Christmas.
• 1:47
  SPEAKER_00: We are going to be having family over for Christmas Eve.
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_00: My sons are coming over with my mom, and they are going to actually spend the night.
• 1:57
  SPEAKER_00: And in the morning, their dad is going to come in.
• 1:59
  SPEAKER_00: We are going to have matching pyjamas, excuse me, lounging and just relaxing, making breakfast in the morning, and then we are going to go to Michael's mother's house to be with the family there.
• 2:16
  SPEAKER_00: So it's a full, full day activity for us.
• 2:22
  SPEAKER_00: And I really enjoy every step of it.
• 2:25
  SPEAKER_00: I love these last two weeks of the year where while things are speeding up, it seems, there's also a slowing down.
• 2:36
  SPEAKER_00: For so many of us, we have had quite quite the year, very active with many different participation in the endeavors of life.
• 2:51
  SPEAKER_00: And when it comes around the holidays, some of us are still pushing towards the last few days, and some of us have chosen to relax back and really be very present.
• 3:06
  SPEAKER_00: As you listen to my last podcast, I had mentioned how I'm choosing to be very present.
• 3:12
  SPEAKER_00: I've been taking this solo of a slower pace and being very, very present.
• 3:18
  SPEAKER_00: For example, today I went to Home Goods and I just really took my time going through the eye, not just going, I needed one thing in and out.
• 3:28
  SPEAKER_00: I went there and I was very present with the shoppers, all the people that were there that were also shopping for the Christmas holidays.
• 3:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I really enjoyed like these different odds and the thoughts that I was having and the joy that I was in, and the curiosity whether I want this or that, and which one brought more satisfaction and joy inside of me, which one, which one was a more of a yes, which one would tickle me and inside the idea of one of my loved ones opening up the present.
• 4:11
  SPEAKER_00: It was so beautiful because I found myself as I was not rushing to buy a present, yet being present with the gifts that I wanted to purchase and buy for my family, being so present with it, I experienced this internal joy coming up.
• 4:38
  SPEAKER_00: And I had my earphone on, listening to this glorious Christmas song, and just singing the song of praise and thanksgiving and the glory of God Almighty, the glory of the spirit of Christmas and the joy of Christmas and the miracle of Christ and all the people that are celebrating and the celebration of that innocence, the celebration of the purity, the celebration of the birth, the celebration of that star, and how how each of us are that star, how each of us have this North Star inside of us, how God Almighty placed that star inside of us, and the sun.
• 5:31
  SPEAKER_00: The galaxy, everything is on the inside of us.
• 5:34
  SPEAKER_00: We're actually made out of the same substance of the universe, multiverse, galaxies, and here we are in this form.
• 5:45
  SPEAKER_00: So I was I was with all of this while I was listening to the most beautiful, glorious Christmas song, being so present.
• 5:55
  SPEAKER_00: And it dawned on me how so many years, I don't know if you ever experienced this, I wasn't present.
• 6:04
  SPEAKER_00: It also dawned on me how so many years I wouldn't necessarily enjoy Christmas because I was experiencing the pressure or the stress of it.
• 6:16
  SPEAKER_00: And it also dawned on me while I was at HomeGoods how I've gone through many different stages of this relationship with Christmas, coming from a background where my family, my mother and father, we didn't celebrate Christmas when we were in the country of origin I was in.
• 6:45
  SPEAKER_00: Yet we had these neighbors that celebrated Christmas.
• 6:49
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember loving their tradition, loving their Christmas trees, loving the lights, loving the, especially there was always this picture of Christ that I was just so infatuated with when I was like six or seven.
• 7:04
  SPEAKER_00: So when we migrated out of our country and uh came to the US in 1985, it was so exciting to celebrate Christmas.
• 7:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yet we didn't have any money because we had lost everything because of war, so we came here empty-handed.
• 7:23
  SPEAKER_00: We were very well off, so suddenly we had nothing.
• 7:27
  SPEAKER_00: And that was a quite culture shark.
• 7:30
  SPEAKER_00: Didn't speak English, didn't know anything here, so we had to start from scratch.
• 7:35
  SPEAKER_00: And I remember for several years we didn't have Christmas, so we had a family member that brought some kind of small tree for us to celebrate yet, still we'd get presents.
• 7:47
  SPEAKER_00: And that was really, there was something so magical about it.
• 7:52
  SPEAKER_00: And as soon as I began working when I was 14, being able to make jewelry as a helper, my neighbor, I was making a dollar or dollar fifty or two an hour.
• 8:07
  SPEAKER_00: I was so excited.
• 8:08
  SPEAKER_00: That brought me a lot of joy to be able to get things, to be able to buy things and the appreciation of that.
• 8:17
  SPEAKER_00: And so Christmas gave me the opportunity to buy things.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: Then when I did get married, when I was 21, I really enjoyed making the Christmas.
• 8:32
  SPEAKER_00: It was very special, creating decorations and bringing that celebration.
• 8:38
  SPEAKER_00: And especially because my former spouse, they were Southern Baptists.
• 8:43
  SPEAKER_00: So I was so excited to go to church.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_00: I remember the very first Southern Baptist church that I went to.
• 8:51
  SPEAKER_00: It was something like out of a movie.
• 8:53
  SPEAKER_00: I'd never ever seen anything like that.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_00: The singing, the praising, the loudness.
• 8:58
  SPEAKER_00: Yet I was in the back of the back of the row and back of the church, and um I was the only non-African American there.
• 9:11
  SPEAKER_00: And there was this interesting um segregation with that, which was very, very fascinating for me.
• 9:19
  SPEAKER_00: Then I went through several years with during those five years of our marriage, I mean, if not Michael Carr and I traveled a lot.
• 9:29
  SPEAKER_00: So we we had we had Christmas, yet I got in this space of over being very upset of the consumerism around Christmas.
• 9:43
  SPEAKER_00: So I decided to boycott Christmas, and that was very challenging.
• 9:50
  SPEAKER_00: And when I did have my first child, the first Christmas I've been nuts.
• 9:57
  SPEAKER_00: So I've gone through all of these different, various stages with Christmas.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_00: However, as soon as I had my children, the beauty of Christmas began to take form, and I wanted them to understand Christmas from a different place.
• 10:15
  SPEAKER_00: And not just the toys.
• 10:16
  SPEAKER_00: I wanted something else, yet I was still very much struggling with that.
• 10:22
  SPEAKER_00: I had some challenge regarding some of the things that Christmas represented, yet also I was embracing the true essence behind it.
• 10:39
  SPEAKER_00: And it wasn't really until 15 years ago when I did have my own direct experience in afterlife.
• 10:46
  SPEAKER_00: 15 years ago this time, Christmas, I was very, you know, I was not well.
• 10:51
  SPEAKER_00: And most of you know what happened on January 8, 2012.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_00: We're coming into the 14 years next month.
• 11:01
  SPEAKER_00: So after that experience, with my direct experience with Yeshua in Spirit Side, my relationship with Christmas really changed.
• 11:13
  SPEAKER_00: And I got to experience the true essence of Christ.
• 11:18
  SPEAKER_00: I got to, I got to really experience what that mighty I am presence was.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_00: The way I experienced that light, the way I experienced moving through the light in that that blinding light, and how beloved Yeshua pulled my consciousness to that which he wanted me to understand and recognize who I am, that I am is as a living, breathing, eternal essence in which the Christ light is birthed out of.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: And the the start of the embodiment journey.
• 12:39
  SPEAKER_00: And it is a journey indeed, it takes many, many years.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_00: Embodiment is not an overnight, isn't embodiment is not a two weeks, get on a call and you learn it.
• 12:50
  SPEAKER_00: It's not like that.
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_00: It's layers and layers and layers and layers, and it is for the rest of the incarnation to embody that essence.
• 13:00
  SPEAKER_00: And the way that essence comes, when we're open to it, when we are open and receptive to that mighty presence within, there is this remembrance what Jesus experienced when he walked amongst us, when he was in communion with that great presence.
• 13:21
  SPEAKER_00: And eventually he became the Christ.
• 13:27
  SPEAKER_00: So he got to experience the fullness of the presence, what it actually is.
• 13:35
  SPEAKER_00: And this is something most people miss that that presence, that essence is in each of us.
• 13:43
  SPEAKER_00: It is the living Holy Spirit.
• 13:46
  SPEAKER_00: It is never outside of us, it's completely in us.
• 13:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yet we haven't been able to be in complete relation with it, most of us.
• 13:57
  SPEAKER_00: So we don't quite get it because our mind is not equipped to fully grasp it because it just cannot be understood in the mind.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_00: It is a direct experience from within that awakens from the inside, and it becomes a knowing from the inside that knows its truth and has a direct relation with the creator that created it in the first place.
• 14:29
  SPEAKER_00: And that essence becomes the everyday muscle to live from the true nature of mighty God's presence, which is the living Christ.
• 14:41
  SPEAKER_00: So for Christmas this year, as we get together, I'm very excited in each part that I'm present with to infuse by being present where the living radiance vibrates out.
• 14:59
  SPEAKER_00: And it is joyous celebration, it gets to be lived as a living, vibrating, eternal frequency.
• 15:10
  SPEAKER_00: And for those of you who are part of our private community, private association, which all of you should absolutely become members, so you get a chance to do our meditation and receive the everyday messages, which is all around this.
• 15:27
  SPEAKER_00: It's all around being so supported as a community to live from the awareness of Christ's presence within you, to actually live from that light, from that love, from that celebration, from that eternal joy, without needing anything happening on the outside, from that full fulfillment from the wholeness, the oneness within, the one that created you on the inside, to actually walk it, to learn as the way that beloved Jesus Christ showed us.
• 16:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yet we are all forgotten because we're still singing on the outside.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_00: So anyway, that that private community, which you can find information on our website, when you go to EssentialAchemist.com backslash association, you will see it there.
• 16:21
  SPEAKER_00: You'll see all the information in there.
• 16:22
  SPEAKER_00: So we get to we get to be supported as a community to live this.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_00: What does it mean?
• 16:29
  SPEAKER_00: To be so present, to be so loving, to be the greatest expression of ourselves, the way God Almighty intended for us to live from that purity, that innocence, that beauty, that clarity, that devotion, that commitment, that discipline, that true resurrection and the light, right?
• 16:49
  SPEAKER_00: So it lives through our life, and we can be a blessing.
• 16:54
  SPEAKER_00: We can really be a blessing in this life in our human form and bring the blessings to others.
• 17:00
  SPEAKER_00: How beautiful life is to actually share the blessings.
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_00: That's what excites me.
• 17:06
  SPEAKER_00: That's what brings so much joy to me when the heaven's door, there is no limitation through the heaven's door.
• 17:14
  SPEAKER_00: And when we open up the heaven's door inside of us in our hearts, while our thoughts are clean, our emotions are clean, there is only overflow of greatness that wants to bless us so that while we're in this human form, we can bring the blessings to each other.
• 17:34
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what Christmas really represents to be this massive celebration of light, the light, the luminosity within, especially today being the winter solstice, where that light shines out of that darkest, and it starts to be the radiance, as we allow that radiance, that radiance does already everything.
• 18:00
  SPEAKER_00: We don't have to carry this life on our own, on our shoulders.
• 18:06
  SPEAKER_00: And this is what I love about Christmas.
• 18:08
  SPEAKER_00: I love, I love the music, I love the time with family, I love checking on others, leaving messages, I love being in the presence of that grace.
• 18:20
  SPEAKER_00: I love I love how there's this magic in the air with the snow.
• 18:55
  SPEAKER_00: And he clearly represented that light.
• 18:59
  SPEAKER_00: And here we are 2000 later.
• 19:01
  SPEAKER_00: It is up to us to carry that torch.
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_00: It is up to us to celebrate the living Christmas on the inside and celebrate it with others.
• 19:13
  SPEAKER_00: And I truly, truly feel it does not matter what background, what religion you come from, all point to the same place of that light.
• 19:25
  SPEAKER_00: There is that life that the Creator, God Almighty, placed in all of us as different names.
• 19:32
  SPEAKER_00: And all points to the same place.
• 19:35
  SPEAKER_00: Follow that light.
• 19:36
  SPEAKER_00: It's not following your heart.
• 19:39
  SPEAKER_00: Following your heart is important, but really follow the light of your heart.
• 19:45
  SPEAKER_00: That deep truth in the heart.
• 19:47
  SPEAKER_00: That deep truth does not, does not.
• 19:51
  SPEAKER_00: It's a silent whisper.
• 19:54
  SPEAKER_00: It never ever betrays you.
• 19:57
  SPEAKER_00: It does not dilute.
• 20:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it doesn't bend its light for anything or anyone unless you close your heart and you decide not to answer it.
• 20:12
  SPEAKER_00: That can happen, absolutely.
• 20:15
  SPEAKER_00: So, what you're all going to be doing this week, how are you preparing?
• 20:23
  SPEAKER_00: Are you doing it with stress?
• 20:25
  SPEAKER_00: Are you doing it under pressure?
• 20:27
  SPEAKER_00: Are you doing it with joy and satisfaction?
• 20:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm curious to know.
• 20:32
  SPEAKER_00: And what will you do differently this Christmas?
• 20:36
  SPEAKER_00: How will you shape things around?
• 20:39
  SPEAKER_00: Shake them all up.
• 20:43
  SPEAKER_00: And how will you show up?
• 20:47
  SPEAKER_00: I've chosen to let God Almighty show out through me with my family.
• 20:55
  SPEAKER_00: That's what I'm choosing.
• 20:57
  SPEAKER_00: And I love being present to that.
• 20:59
  SPEAKER_00: Today I went to a winter solstice class, and it was so beautiful how it was so restful and joyful, restful and peaceful to be even more in rest.
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_00: And uh I said to myself on the inside, I want to be more in this space where it's so calm, so much ease and peace, because that's the true divine feminine and it's Christ when it's so relaxed and ease.
• 21:31
  SPEAKER_00: And that's going to be my more of my attention going to 2026.
• 21:37
  SPEAKER_00: And uh the following week, I'm going to do a master class on this for women to help them remember this space and to also welcome them into my eight weeks with the eight frequency keys of God Almighty that starts on January 5th.
• 22:01
  SPEAKER_00: For those of you that registered by today, you got the early price.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_00: As of tomorrow, it goes up to 1111.
• 22:12
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm really besides myself for you to take part.
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_00: For those of you who are going to join to early start of 2026, adjust yourselves with these frequency keys.
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_00: These are God-given frequency keys that are life-changing with the women who are inside my private group that are experiencing it.
• 22:37
  SPEAKER_00: It's phenomenal, the messages that I receive, like how they have changed, how they're no longer who they were.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: Tomorrow I'm teaching the seventh key, and next Monday is going to be the last key frequency.
• 22:55
  SPEAKER_00: And these key frequencies, they're actually keys.
• 22:59
  SPEAKER_00: When you tune into them, they become the living presence as a quality of God Almighty in you, where you hone into it and you get to embrace that in you.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_00: That the outcome of it is greater authority, greater confidence, greater boldness, the truth, the truth of who God Almighty always said you are.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_00: Not becoming you are, you're just allowing.
• 23:29
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm so excited for that.
• 23:31
  SPEAKER_00: You can certainly sign up for it, and I welcome you to that.
• 23:36
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome you.
• 23:37
  SPEAKER_00: Give yourself the great Christmas gift.
• 23:40
  SPEAKER_00: Give it to yourself and empower yourself.
• 23:44
  SPEAKER_00: This idea of waiting for others doesn't work because it's not other people's responsibility to walk this life with you.
• 23:56
  SPEAKER_00: It's not their responsibility to satisfy you, it's not their responsibility to truly say this, to love you.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: If somebody is loving you, they've opened the door of love in themselves and they're merely sharing it with you.
• 24:19
  SPEAKER_00: Embrace that.
• 24:29
  SPEAKER_00: So I love you as a community.
• 24:32
  SPEAKER_00: And if somebody did not acknowledge you in love today, I love to be the one to acknowledge how loved you are, how much I appreciate you, how much I embrace you, and I thank you for being part of this podcast, being part of this community, being part of this space where you're allowing more of your embodiment of God's presence.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much for those of you who are part of our private community, our Ascension Alchemy Association.
• 25:06
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much for those of you who are going to 2026 even bolder.
• 25:12
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much.
• 25:12
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• 25:23
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• 25:24
  SPEAKER_00: True prosperity is so much bigger than you realize.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: And that's another one coming up end of the month at the last Wednesday of each month.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_00: We are doing live life mentoring on that.
• 25:39
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• 25:46
  SPEAKER_00: We're offering a lot because there is a lot of goodness that's open, and you want to experience it, show up, take a step, take a step and liberate yourself because it awaits you.
• 26:03
  SPEAKER_00: But sitting back isn't going to do anything.
• 26:06
  SPEAKER_00: Taking an actionable step is going to help you, and this is something that I really had to take steps on, and take Michael to take steps on.
• 26:24
  SPEAKER_00: It's amazing.
• 26:26
  SPEAKER_00: And it feels incredible to share it with those who are walking with us.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_00: I love to also say I love you, beautiful friends, beautiful family, beautiful colleagues, beautiful neighbors.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_00: What a beautiful life this is to share it with you.
• 26:47
  SPEAKER_00: I love you all so much.
• 26:49
  SPEAKER_00: Merry Christmas.
• 26:51
  SPEAKER_00: May you have the best, best Christmas with your family, your loved ones.
• 26:57
  SPEAKER_00: Even if you're alone, make it the best.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_00: Nothing stops you.
• 27:03
  SPEAKER_00: And for those of you who are not celebrating, if those are celebrating, wish them the most gorgeous Christmas.
• 27:12
  SPEAKER_00: Let them smile with your beautiful blessings.
• 27:20
  SPEAKER_00: It only comes back to you a hundredfold.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_00: Have a magnificent week.
• 27:27
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my love.
• 27:29
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• 27:31
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• 27:35
  SPEAKER_00: Let them be left as you're uplifted.
• 27:39
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for being amazing, incredible, exquisite, and the child of heaven.
• 27:48
  SPEAKER_00: You're on earth.
• 27:50
  SPEAKER_00: You are seen.
• 27:52
  SPEAKER_00: And you're so, so, so, so, so so deeply valued and loved.
• 28:03
  SPEAKER_00: See you next time.