Latest / Bulletproof Screenwriting™ Podcast / BPS 418: Drugs, Sex and Higher Love with Slamdance Winner Hasan Oswald
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- 1:34Speaker 2: today on the show, we have filmmaker Hassan Osweld and
- 1:39Speaker 2: Hassan won the Grand Jury Prize at this year's slam
- 1:45Speaker 2: Dance Film Festival with his first feature film, Higher Love Now.
- 1:50Speaker 2: Hassan's story is extremely inspirational because he took a page
- 1:55Speaker 2: out of Robert Rodriguez's book Rebel Without a Crew and
- 1:59Speaker 2: sold his plays to help finance his film. It is
- 2:04Speaker 2: a very touching and gut wrenching film. So in this episode,
- 2:08Speaker 2: Hassan and I talk about how he made his film,
- 2:12Speaker 2: all the journeys and craziness that happened while he was
- 2:16Speaker 2: making his film, what it was like to win the
- 2:19Speaker 2: slam Dance Film Festival and get the Grand Jury Prize there,
- 2:23Speaker 2: and how the industry reacted to him winning that festival,
- 2:27Speaker 2: and how it helped him get his film out into
- 2:30Speaker 2: the world. So, without any further ado, please enjoy my
- 2:34Speaker 2: conversation with Hassan oswald I'd like to welcome to the show,
- 2:38Speaker 2: Hassan oswald Man. Thank you so much for being on
- 2:40Speaker 2: the show.
- 2:40Speaker 4: Brother of course, Alex, longtime fan. Thanks for having me.
- 2:43Speaker 3: Oh Man, thank you for being on the show.
- 2:45Speaker 2: And you are the first filmmaker that I am interviewing
- 2:50Speaker 2: from not only the other side of the world.
- 2:51Speaker 3: But can you tell the audience where you're at right now?
- 2:54Speaker 2: Sir?
- 2:55Speaker 5: Sure, I'm in northern Iraq, the Kurdish region of Iraq, vacationing, vacation, vacationing.
- 3:01Speaker 5: It's really beautiful at time of year. It's one hundred
- 3:05Speaker 5: and five at sunrise, it's peak.
- 3:07Speaker 4: It's awesome.
- 3:08Speaker 5: No, I'm working on my next project and I've been
- 3:12Speaker 5: working on on and off for the last year, and it
- 3:14Speaker 5: came back in February for what was supposed to be
- 3:16Speaker 5: a three week wrap trip and going on four months
- 3:19Speaker 5: with really no end in sight. Is all the airports
- 3:22Speaker 5: are shut, all the borders are shut. So yeah, that's
- 3:25Speaker 5: where I'm calling from.
- 3:26Speaker 2: You're like, you're basically trapped in a hotel bag Dad,
- 3:30Speaker 2: if you will, you can check it.
- 3:32Speaker 3: You can check in, but you just can't check out.
- 3:34Speaker 4: You can't check out.
- 3:36Speaker 3: So before we get to your movie, it's your movie.
- 3:38Speaker 3: How did you enter the business?
- 3:39Speaker 4: Man? How I got in?
- 3:43Speaker 5: So I actually my film background is very I'm definitely
- 3:50Speaker 5: a new face in the business. I went to something,
- 3:55Speaker 5: I know if you've heard it as a Waldorf school, it's
- 3:58Speaker 5: kind of like Montessori based. Yeah, so I went to
- 4:02Speaker 5: Waller School in upstate New York, just right outside the city. Actually,
- 4:06Speaker 5: and you've actually you're not about to watch movies, no media.
- 4:10Speaker 5: So my whole childhood I watched very few movies. We
- 4:14Speaker 5: didn't have a TV in our house, and when we
- 4:17Speaker 5: finally got one, I remember I used to when my
- 4:20Speaker 5: parents were out, I used to watch TV and then
- 4:22Speaker 5: I'd put an ice pack on the TV because they
- 4:24Speaker 5: would come home and feel it to see if I'd
- 4:26Speaker 5: been watching TV. So that's that's how little exposure I
- 4:28Speaker 5: had to movies. So I wasn't this movie buff who
- 4:33Speaker 5: you know.
- 4:33Speaker 4: Had.
- 4:35Speaker 5: A camera, his dad's camera and he learned how to
- 4:37Speaker 5: edit on TWVCR. That wasn't me, I remember, I was.
- 4:40Speaker 5: I was about to watch one movie a month, and
- 4:42Speaker 5: we used to go to this video store, giant video
- 4:45Speaker 5: that was before like Hollywood video.
- 4:47Speaker 4: Mom and pop owned.
- 4:49Speaker 5: Little place, and every time I'd go in there with
- 4:51Speaker 5: these big ideas and I'm going to watch this new movie,
- 4:54Speaker 5: and nine times out of ten I'd come home with
- 4:56Speaker 5: water World. And I have no idea why, but water
- 4:59Speaker 5: World was my was my go to and I just
- 5:04Speaker 5: absolutely loved it and I still and I still love it.
- 5:08Speaker 4: So I didn't have any kind of a background in film.
- 5:11Speaker 5: I would go to Costco and had all the TVs
- 5:14Speaker 5: lined up, and my mom would go shopping and I'd
- 5:15Speaker 5: get my TV in there. Uh, and I was So
- 5:19Speaker 5: it was really a precious, precious, fin finite resource for me.
- 5:25Speaker 4: So I didn't have that background.
- 5:28Speaker 5: And after I went to school at Villanova, studied creative
- 5:32Speaker 5: I was an English major, but studied creative writing and
- 5:35Speaker 5: had some journalism, uh journalism minor or concentration. And so
- 5:41Speaker 5: I always had an interest in storytelling. I wrote a
- 5:46Speaker 5: good bit of novel, novella, short story, that kind of stuff.
- 5:50Speaker 5: Never any screenwriting, but it's always fascinated with storytelling and
- 5:54Speaker 5: h when I graduated, I had no idea what I
- 5:56Speaker 5: was gonna do. I applied and was accepted to work
- 5:59Speaker 5: on a cat ranch in Australia.
- 6:02Speaker 4: They still have these.
- 6:03Speaker 5: You can still be a cowboy in Australia a million
- 6:06Speaker 5: cattle ranches.
- 6:08Speaker 4: And then my visa got.
- 6:09Speaker 5: Messed up, so kind of on a whim, I moved
- 6:13Speaker 5: to Thailand to become an English teacher. I just had
- 6:17Speaker 5: no idea what I wanted to do, and there goes,
- 6:19Speaker 5: Here's blair Witch time.
- 6:20Speaker 4: So I had no idea.
- 6:21Speaker 2: So so for people living, yeah, for people listening, since
- 6:24Speaker 2: he's in Iraq, there are power sword surges or outages
- 6:28Speaker 2: every every yeah, so every few minutes. But everything is
- 6:31Speaker 2: on a jenny, so we won't lose his connection.
- 6:34Speaker 3: But if you're watching, he will go blair Witch exactly.
- 6:37Speaker 5: So only my favaits is lit off about every fifteen minutes.
- 6:42Speaker 5: So yes, So in Thailand I.
- 6:48Speaker 4: Went to be an English teacher.
- 6:50Speaker 5: So I wanted to do this kind of European gap year.
- 6:51Speaker 5: I'd spent a lot of time abroad as a child,
- 6:54Speaker 5: and I wanted to do this kind of gap year
- 6:56Speaker 5: and find out what I was doing.
- 6:58Speaker 4: Really film, I still film was not a big part
- 7:01Speaker 4: of my life.
- 7:03Speaker 5: I you know, I loved and loved love actually, like
- 7:08Speaker 5: up until.
- 7:08Speaker 4: Then, I was certainly not watching, certainly.
- 7:12Speaker 5: Not watching old classics if it was in the theater,
- 7:16Speaker 5: if it was.
- 7:18Speaker 2: You're not sitting there watching like Corosawa and Scorse who
- 7:22Speaker 2: who Who Away.
- 7:26Speaker 5: So we as a teacher in Thailand, we would take
- 7:31Speaker 5: a lot of trips and I mean it was just
- 7:33Speaker 5: it was an incredible life. We lived there and we
- 7:34Speaker 5: had a GoPro and so we would film everything. And
- 7:39Speaker 5: this is right about the time where you could get
- 7:43Speaker 5: ten eighty on I think.
- 7:44Speaker 4: I had an android.
- 7:46Speaker 5: Uh so really in your pocket you had a bunch
- 7:49Speaker 5: of good resources for pretty cheap. And so all my
- 7:52Speaker 5: friends had these GoPros and cameras, and so we take trips,
- 7:55Speaker 5: weekend trips to Vietnam, bus trips to Lao, and we'd
- 7:59Speaker 5: just gathered to and then at the end we were like,
- 8:01Speaker 5: all right, what are we going to do with this?
- 8:02Speaker 5: And so I was like, all right, I think I
- 8:04Speaker 5: can do this on iMovie.
- 8:06Speaker 4: I can do something. So I just I remember I
- 8:09Speaker 4: laid a track down.
- 8:10Speaker 5: It was movie Play, which is gotta be the most overused.
- 8:17Speaker 3: Most sampled album in history.
- 8:21Speaker 5: Yes, and it was glorious. So it was that that
- 8:24Speaker 5: paradise song from.
- 8:25Speaker 3: This the Beach it's in my head right now.
- 8:29Speaker 2: I don't have the rights to it, and I can't
- 8:30Speaker 2: play it on the show, but I have it in
- 8:31Speaker 2: my head, sir.
- 8:32Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 8:33Speaker 5: So The Beach, the film The Beach with Leo Uh,
- 8:37Speaker 5: that was the soundtrack, so that's why we used it.
- 8:39Speaker 5: And I remember I remember cutting to the music and
- 8:43Speaker 5: loving it, like I thought, this is really cool. I
- 8:46Speaker 5: mean it was trash footage, I mean trash, but we
- 8:51Speaker 5: liked it. It was we were creating something. So we
- 8:56Speaker 5: were just doing that on the side and teaching. I
- 8:59Speaker 5: still had no I had given up my journalism roots
- 9:01Speaker 5: as well. I was through and through an English teacher
- 9:05Speaker 5: I had.
- 9:05Speaker 4: I fell in.
- 9:06Speaker 5: I was teaching second grades in grade and I fell
- 9:08Speaker 5: in love with my class. So I thought I got
- 9:13Speaker 5: I applied and got accepted to Columbia to do my
- 9:15Speaker 5: master's in education. I was going to come back to
- 9:17Speaker 5: New York City and become an English teacher, and that
- 9:19Speaker 5: was my career. About a year and a half in,
- 9:25Speaker 5: we were set to renew our contracts and instead, my
- 9:30Speaker 5: friends and I we quit or didn't renew our contracts
- 9:34Speaker 5: and just traveled throughout the region. We tried to go
- 9:38Speaker 5: by train from Southeast Asia all the way to Europe,
- 9:42Speaker 5: so there's trains all the way up, and then we
- 9:44Speaker 5: took the Trans Siberian across and we recorded the whole thing.
- 9:49Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
- 9:56Speaker 2: and now back to the show.
- 9:59Speaker 5: When I got back to your up, I had a
- 10:01Speaker 5: bunch of new footage.
- 10:02Speaker 4: And I edited.
- 10:05Speaker 5: We called it or I called it eighteen Countries in
- 10:09Speaker 5: eighteen minutes, and it was an eighteen minute.
- 10:10Speaker 4: Video that went on Vimeo and it made the front page.
- 10:15Speaker 5: Or a front page I think the travel front page
- 10:18Speaker 5: of Reddit ten thousand years, I think, which was I
- 10:23Speaker 5: can't imagine. I still can't imagine. I can see people
- 10:25Speaker 5: watched it, and it's still one of my favorite things
- 10:28Speaker 5: I've ever created. It was the first thing I ever created,
- 10:30Speaker 5: and just the feedback from that and the kind of
- 10:34Speaker 5: the creative process that went into it, I just I
- 10:38Speaker 5: fell in love with I guess then editing, and I
- 10:41Speaker 5: still had no idea how to shoot.
- 10:43Speaker 4: But because I taught myself.
- 10:45Speaker 5: Editing through YouTube tutorials, just books, podcasts, I.
- 10:55Speaker 4: Could edit. I just couldn't shoot it all.
- 10:57Speaker 5: But I knew I could teach myself to shoot, and
- 10:59Speaker 5: of course That's when I found rebble without a crew,
- 11:02Speaker 5: and I thought, oh wow.
- 11:04Speaker 4: Like this can be done.
- 11:07Speaker 5: And of course it was stupid travel videos, but those
- 11:12Speaker 5: travel videos turned into kind of my education, and so
- 11:16Speaker 5: I didn't go home when I got to Europe and
- 11:19Speaker 5: do my master's in education. I stayed in Barcelona and
- 11:25Speaker 5: started doing these freelance gigs totally fake it to you
- 11:29Speaker 5: make it. I remember, I connected. I remember I went
- 11:33Speaker 5: to different hostels and I'm still teaching part time at
- 11:36Speaker 5: an international school in Barcelona at this time to kind
- 11:38Speaker 5: of make ends meet. But I remember I went to
- 11:41Speaker 5: a hostel and I said, oh, I make these promo videos.
- 11:45Speaker 4: Can I do one for you?
- 11:46Speaker 5: Because each hospital in Barcelona have got a party night
- 11:48Speaker 5: and I don't know, so they said, sure, just send
- 11:52Speaker 5: over your reel.
- 11:53Speaker 4: I was like, my what.
- 11:55Speaker 5: So I remember doing my first kind of franking cut off,
- 12:00Speaker 5: rip cut off of different people's videos on YouTube. Oh
- 12:03Speaker 5: I mean it was that will never see the later
- 12:07Speaker 5: day again. And so and then I did another kind
- 12:11Speaker 5: of similar thing to with. My friend had an apartment
- 12:15Speaker 5: complex he used to rent to students, and I remember
- 12:17Speaker 5: pulling my camera on a string across marble countertops.
- 12:21Speaker 4: My pants my pan shot. So that was kind of
- 12:25Speaker 4: the genesis.
- 12:26Speaker 5: Of of how I got into film.
- 12:29Speaker 3: And that's awesome.
- 12:32Speaker 2: Yeah, now that's a really that's a that's I always
- 12:34Speaker 2: loved hearing these stories because everyone has a different path
- 12:37Speaker 2: in and obviously you found your path in kind of
- 12:40Speaker 2: mirandered around literally continents. I'm trying to figure to find
- 12:44Speaker 2: this out. So let's get to your film, Higher Love.
- 12:48Speaker 2: Tell me about Higher Love and how it came about.
- 12:52Speaker 4: Sure, so, I guess. Just kind of a brief synopsis.
- 12:56Speaker 5: It follows a man named Darryl Gant in Camden, New Jersey.
- 13:00Speaker 5: Darryl's a factory man from Camden and his long term
- 13:05Speaker 5: girlfriend Nanny or Denitza. She is a heroin addict on
- 13:10Speaker 5: the streets of Camden, and how she pays for that
- 13:13Speaker 5: habit through various while she lives and works the streets,
- 13:18Speaker 5: and she becomes pregnant, and so the first half of
- 13:21Speaker 5: the film follows his obstacles, his.
- 13:24Speaker 4: Journey while every morning he.
- 13:26Speaker 5: Leaves, she she leaves the house, runs away to Camden,
- 13:29Speaker 5: and it's his journey to find her over two years,
- 13:33Speaker 5: and then once the baby is born, a different journey begins.
- 13:37Speaker 4: So it's on the surface, it's.
- 13:39Speaker 5: This this search for the love of his life and
- 13:43Speaker 5: he as he tries to protect his unborn baby, but
- 13:47Speaker 5: also each obstacle that Darryl faces it it's kind of
- 13:51Speaker 5: an obstacle that a lot of these cities face. It's
- 13:53Speaker 5: not just Camden, it's you know, Flint, Michigan, Cleveland, these
- 13:58Speaker 5: post industrial cities that the American dream is kind of
- 14:02Speaker 5: crashed and burned in. So that's kind of what the
- 14:05Speaker 5: movie is about. And it came about kind of in
- 14:10Speaker 5: an interesting way. So if we backtrack a little bit,
- 14:14Speaker 5: I still was doing travel films, but they.
- 14:19Speaker 4: Were kind of turning into uh more more interview based
- 14:26Speaker 4: we're doing.
- 14:28Speaker 5: I remember they're getting darker and the people were filming
- 14:30Speaker 5: these travel films for We're like, we don't want to
- 14:32Speaker 5: listen to this Sri Lankan lady about losing our family
- 14:35Speaker 5: and the tsunami, Like we will, yeah, we wanna, we
- 14:39Speaker 5: want to. We want to hear about the best beaches
- 14:41Speaker 5: in Sri Lanka. So, uh already the disconnect was beginning.
- 14:47Speaker 5: Uh So, at the end of filming that travel show,
- 14:50Speaker 5: it was my now ex girlfriend and I we both
- 14:56Speaker 5: both things were coming to an end. Uh So it
- 14:58Speaker 5: was time to do something different, and so at the
- 15:00Speaker 5: end of that travel show, I went to Lesbos, Greece,
- 15:05Speaker 5: where the refugee So that's where the Syrian refugees where
- 15:09Speaker 5: they kept drowning in the Mediterranean doing that crossing into
- 15:13Speaker 5: Europe and their rafts, and so I went there with
- 15:18Speaker 5: more skills than I had and better cameras, but still
- 15:21Speaker 5: very new. And this was kind of my first documentary
- 15:25Speaker 5: and I made I joined a rescue squad there, the
- 15:29Speaker 5: ones who pulled the rafts and the people from the
- 15:32Speaker 5: from the ocean.
- 15:33Speaker 4: So I joined a rescue squad there and did a fifteen.
- 15:35Speaker 5: Minute short and came back edited myself, colored it myself
- 15:41Speaker 5: figured out that color was a thing, So.
- 15:44Speaker 4: Why didn't do that?
- 15:45Speaker 5: Yeah, and I thought, all right, here we go, like,
- 15:48Speaker 5: I have a fifteen minute doc This is good.
- 15:52Speaker 4: I don't know, seven hundred views. Maybe it was.
- 15:55Speaker 5: It was that was going to be my big ticket
- 15:58Speaker 5: and I'm living, I'm out of money. I don't know
- 16:04Speaker 5: if this film thing is going to be you know,
- 16:07Speaker 5: if this is my way.
- 16:09Speaker 2: Right, But then you decided to go to do a
- 16:12Speaker 2: very not uplifting documentary in the streets of Camden.
- 16:17Speaker 5: Right, So well, how that came Obroun was maybe a
- 16:21Speaker 5: month after this film's publish.
- 16:23Speaker 4: The Refugee film was published.
- 16:24Speaker 5: Stephen Fry tweets it, and then a few more Neil Gaiman, guy,
- 16:32Speaker 5: I mean the author tweets it, a few bigger names
- 16:35Speaker 5: tweets it, tweet it, and then I get, you know,
- 16:37Speaker 5: one hundred thousand views under its views. And from that
- 16:41Speaker 5: so National Geographics saw that I saw a tweet and
- 16:46Speaker 5: they call me and I'm living in Boulder at the
- 16:48Speaker 5: time with my with my girlfriend, and they so Goldcrests
- 16:53Speaker 5: Films was contracted by Nacchio, So they're making a film
- 16:56Speaker 5: for Naccio and the director Nick Quested and Sebastian you know,
- 17:00Speaker 5: they call me and or the assistant calls me and says, hey,
- 17:04Speaker 5: can you come do that?
- 17:05Speaker 4: Can you the director would like to meet you? And
- 17:08Speaker 4: so I'm thinking, oh, great, this is an interview.
- 17:11Speaker 5: So I get up, packed up, and then right before
- 17:15Speaker 5: I leave, I email them. I say, hey, just making
- 17:17Speaker 5: sure we're on for tomorrow and interviews in New York.
- 17:19Speaker 5: So we're on for tomorrow. No response, so I'm like,
- 17:22Speaker 5: all right.
- 17:22Speaker 4: I gotta go.
- 17:23Speaker 5: So I just fly to New York on miles get
- 17:26Speaker 5: out of the airport, go to the interview, go to
- 17:28Speaker 5: the interview spot, and I'm just thinking, like, I don't
- 17:32Speaker 5: think I have an interview, And so I go and
- 17:35Speaker 5: like five minutes before they respond to my email, they're like, yeah,
- 17:37Speaker 5: he's still planning on meeting you. And from there, within
- 17:41Speaker 5: a week we hit it off. And within a week
- 17:44Speaker 5: it was my first kind of film job ever. I
- 17:46Speaker 5: had ten thousand dollars taped to my chest heading across Turkey,
- 17:51Speaker 5: meeting with smugglers.
- 17:52Speaker 4: I'm with the.
- 17:52Speaker 5: Director, he's teaching me all these things, all these cameras,
- 17:56Speaker 5: and so this is my first documentary, real documentary appearance,
- 18:00Speaker 5: and I just I fell in love with it, and
- 18:04Speaker 5: I came back and I continued working for them and
- 18:08Speaker 5: learned a lot of great stuff. But after about a
- 18:10Speaker 5: year it was time to move on. And that's where
- 18:13Speaker 5: I knew that I wanted the whole time, I knew
- 18:15Speaker 5: that I would eventually if I was going to fail.
- 18:18Speaker 5: I was Gonnail big, So I knew I wanted to direct,
- 18:20Speaker 5: and my father's from Camden, New Jersey, where Hire Lovel
- 18:23Speaker 5: takes place.
- 18:24Speaker 4: Got it and it was I had.
- 18:26Speaker 5: No budget, I had sun saving some savings for my
- 18:29Speaker 5: time with on the Natio film. Camden's only a two
- 18:32Speaker 5: hour drive from New York because my family, my dad's family,
- 18:36Speaker 5: is all from there, they all still live in the
- 18:38Speaker 5: surrounding area. So I knew that all I was going
- 18:41Speaker 5: to have to pay for.
- 18:41Speaker 4: Was gas money.
- 18:44Speaker 5: I had a strong enough backing in editing and filming
- 18:47Speaker 5: and producing.
- 18:48Speaker 4: That well, I didn't have a choice.
- 18:50Speaker 5: I had to wear all all the hats. But I
- 18:52Speaker 5: knew that I could make this movie. And Camden kind
- 18:57Speaker 5: of had this throughout my life, just from my dad's
- 19:02Speaker 5: background there.
- 19:03Speaker 4: I've kind of had this.
- 19:04Speaker 5: Morbid curiosity with that city and cities like it, as
- 19:06Speaker 5: you mentioned, like the post industrial decline, the empty factories.
- 19:10Speaker 5: It's America's most dangerous city or one of them for
- 19:13Speaker 5: the last decade. So I thought, you know, this is
- 19:15Speaker 5: a story that needs to be told now.
- 19:18Speaker 3: So what was the budget of this film? If you
- 19:20Speaker 3: don't want me.
- 19:21Speaker 5: Asking, The budget was less than zero, okay, So to
- 19:27Speaker 5: start it was.
- 19:30Speaker 3: I knew that a camera and a dream basically a camera.
- 19:34Speaker 5: And a dream, So I knew I was going to
- 19:36Speaker 5: have to do everything to start, at least before I
- 19:39Speaker 5: could kind of show people that this was a project
- 19:42Speaker 5: worth investing in, This was a project worth joining.
- 19:45Speaker 4: So I had some savings.
- 19:48Speaker 2: As I mentioned, we'll be right back after a word
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- 20:00Speaker 5: But I would so there are still expenses, just food,
- 20:06Speaker 5: although my uncle was amazing with that.
- 20:08Speaker 4: He's an associate producer on it in the film. He
- 20:11Speaker 4: took great care of me.
- 20:12Speaker 5: But there's still food, there's still gas, there's still there's
- 20:15Speaker 5: a lot of stuff to go into it. And so
- 20:18Speaker 5: to make ends meet, there is a lot of tricks
- 20:20Speaker 5: that I used to start.
- 20:23Speaker 4: I knew right away I could sell my blood.
- 20:26Speaker 5: So I sold my blood plasma twice a week, fifty
- 20:30Speaker 5: bucks a pop.
- 20:31Speaker 4: And that was more than enough to make ends meet,
- 20:34Speaker 4: to get going.
- 20:36Speaker 5: And then and then I needed a drone, and then
- 20:41Speaker 5: I needed another lens, zoom lens, and then I needed
- 20:45Speaker 5: other things.
- 20:46Speaker 4: So we would.
- 20:48Speaker 2: It's it's not a lot of blood, but it's a
- 20:51Speaker 2: lot of blood.
- 20:51Speaker 4: So we're out of blood. The blood he's literally bank.
- 20:57Speaker 3: He literally sucked the blood out of me to make this.
- 21:00Speaker 4: The foot out of me.
- 21:00Speaker 5: Yes, So the next step was I figured out that
- 21:04Speaker 5: and I had nothing to edit. Four CA I made
- 21:05Speaker 5: the mistake of filming, and well it turned out fine,
- 21:08Speaker 5: but I couldn't edit four cam my laptop, so I
- 21:10Speaker 5: needed a new laptop. So what I would do was,
- 21:13Speaker 5: and this is frowned upon, but I would go to
- 21:16Speaker 5: Apple and I'd buy their best system and then i'd
- 21:21Speaker 5: edit for thirty days straight, twenty nine days straight, and
- 21:24Speaker 5: then I would return the system because there was no
- 21:27Speaker 5: reef stocking fee, there was no anything right, and so
- 21:30Speaker 5: that's how I was doing the edit. And then I
- 21:32Speaker 5: would the next thirty days when I didn't have an
- 21:34Speaker 5: editing system and I didn't want the local Apple store
- 21:37Speaker 5: to become wary, I would shoot that whole time the
- 21:40Speaker 5: next month.
- 21:41Speaker 3: So what I would do, You go thirty on, thirty on.
- 21:45Speaker 5: And then the next thirty on was for lenses. Do
- 21:48Speaker 5: the same thing for lenses, camera body steady cams at
- 21:51Speaker 5: best Buy twenty nine day rental for free.
- 21:55Speaker 4: So that's how I was. That's how I had an
- 21:57Speaker 4: amazing kit. You know, top of the line stuff.
- 22:03Speaker 5: Rented, and I know, you know it skirts the bounds
- 22:07Speaker 5: of ethicacy, but you know.
- 22:09Speaker 6: Look, sometimes you've got to as a as a as
- 22:14Speaker 6: the as the the glorious AXLEFOLI once said, sometimes you've
- 22:18Speaker 6: got to fracture an occasional law, and.
- 22:22Speaker 3: Uh, you don't break it. It just kind of bended
- 22:25Speaker 3: a bit.
- 22:25Speaker 2: And look, you are working within those guidelines. Look, when
- 22:31Speaker 2: you're starting out, you do what you gotta do to
- 22:33Speaker 2: make it happen. You're not the first person I've ever
- 22:35Speaker 2: heard that did the best buy deal. I'm sure people
- 22:38Speaker 2: listening now they're like, wait a minute, you could do
- 22:40Speaker 2: what a best Buy. I'm like, yes, you can go
- 22:42Speaker 2: to best Buy, buy the best camera you want and
- 22:45Speaker 2: use it for thirty days.
- 22:46Speaker 3: I did not think about app Don't drop it, Yeah,
- 22:48Speaker 3: don't drop.
- 22:49Speaker 2: It, don't scuff it. It's got to be it's got
- 22:52Speaker 2: to be pristine because they will check. But if you're good,
- 22:57Speaker 2: you've got a hell of a kid. I never thought
- 22:58Speaker 2: about Apple because I've never There was no Apple computers
- 23:03Speaker 2: when I was coming up anyway, not like that that
- 23:05Speaker 2: there was no Apple stores. Let's say, so that's interesting,
- 23:09Speaker 2: so that you would edit and what did you edit
- 23:11Speaker 2: in just out of here, like Final Cut or Vinci.
- 23:13Speaker 4: Yeah, so I learned.
- 23:14Speaker 5: I learned in Thailand on iMovie, and then I taught
- 23:18Speaker 5: myself Final Cut, Final Cut ten and then quickly moved
- 23:22Speaker 5: into Premiere because I remember I was back in the
- 23:24Speaker 5: studio one day and they were like, what are you
- 23:26Speaker 5: using Final Cut? I was like, what am I using
- 23:28Speaker 5: final Cut? I have no I still don't know what
- 23:30Speaker 5: I prefer what's better. But now, yeah, we did the
- 23:33Speaker 5: whole edit in in Premiere.
- 23:35Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, that's that's amazing.
- 23:39Speaker 2: So so you would you would edit one month, the
- 23:42Speaker 2: go shoot footage for another month, then go back and
- 23:44Speaker 2: buy another laptop and edit for the next thirty days.
- 23:48Speaker 3: How long did you keep this up?
- 23:51Speaker 4: Yeah? Too long?
- 23:53Speaker 5: And we used to use different credit cards. We used
- 23:57Speaker 5: to use like I'd borrow my mom's credit card and
- 23:59Speaker 5: then and venmo her the money and then she when
- 24:02Speaker 5: she'd get the money, would turn on her account, and
- 24:04Speaker 5: then we'd use my uncle's credit It was.
- 24:07Speaker 4: It was bad.
- 24:07Speaker 5: So I mean I probably did that on an offer
- 24:09Speaker 5: about eight months.
- 24:11Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's amazing.
- 24:14Speaker 4: So probably four rentals from each I like that.
- 24:19Speaker 3: I like the rentals. I love that.
- 24:21Speaker 2: I love that you've now just automatically just called it
- 24:23Speaker 2: a rental even though it is absolutely not a rental.
- 24:26Speaker 5: But yes, yes, the zero budget rental geeses.
- 24:33Speaker 2: No, well, I mean look like I said, sometimes you
- 24:35Speaker 2: gotta do what you gotta do to make it happen,
- 24:37Speaker 2: and and it's it's it.
- 24:39Speaker 3: It worked, it worked. Did you keep any of it
- 24:44Speaker 3: ever or is it all gone?
- 24:46Speaker 4: No?
- 24:46Speaker 5: So, I mean we we eventually kept once we brought
- 24:49Speaker 5: on a little bit of money, we kept stuff that
- 24:52Speaker 5: I'm still using. And but it also, I mean it
- 24:56Speaker 5: really caught. I think having zero that zero budget kind
- 25:00Speaker 5: of made the movie what it was. We were going
- 25:02Speaker 5: to there are other we would go to. If you
- 25:06Speaker 5: go to eBay eBay YouTube, you can learn how to
- 25:10Speaker 5: make a one dollar two dollars a rig with PVC piping.
- 25:13Speaker 5: Oh yeah, and so we learned all that stuff too.
- 25:18Speaker 5: We would do buy all our stuff after market on eBay.
- 25:22Speaker 5: It would take you know, four weeks to get there
- 25:24Speaker 5: from from China, so we could never have anything that
- 25:27Speaker 5: we really needed.
- 25:28Speaker 4: But so we use those tricks also.
- 25:31Speaker 5: And then yeah, once we found out kind of our
- 25:34Speaker 5: go to kit essentials, we kept those.
- 25:39Speaker 4: I got a laptop that could handle four K.
- 25:43Speaker 5: And so while we were coming up, we were, you know,
- 25:47Speaker 5: playing with some ethical boundaries, but we eventually got on
- 25:51Speaker 5: the straight and narrow and did it the right way.
- 25:54Speaker 3: Look, I mean, I'm assuming you know who wanted to
- 25:56Speaker 3: hurt sog Is of course.
- 25:58Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 25:58Speaker 3: Okay, so you heard that story of him with the
- 26:01Speaker 3: with the.
- 26:01Speaker 4: Papers, Yeah, yeah, with forgrinks.
- 26:05Speaker 2: Yeah, he literally forged his papers to get when the
- 26:08Speaker 2: police came to where he was shooting. He forged papers
- 26:12Speaker 2: proving that he was able to shoot there.
- 26:14Speaker 3: You do what you gotta do.
- 26:16Speaker 2: You know, as long as you're not hurting anybody or
- 26:18Speaker 2: literally stealing literally stealing.
- 26:21Speaker 3: Yeah, you do what you gotta do.
- 26:23Speaker 4: Yeah, And we did a lot of that stuff too.
- 26:25Speaker 5: I mean, Werner Vanner was one of my original inspirations,
- 26:29Speaker 5: So yeah, we copied a lot of that stuff with
- 26:33Speaker 5: just fake it to you make it. And if they're
- 26:35Speaker 5: going to assume something going into a shoot, you know,
- 26:38Speaker 5: I guess I didn't tell him I was with HBO.
- 26:40Speaker 5: But if they're gonna call me the HBO boys, I
- 26:43Speaker 5: didn't say it, someone else said it. So like we
- 26:45Speaker 5: we faked it till we made it with a lot
- 26:47Speaker 5: of those tricks.
- 26:48Speaker 3: Did you have an HBO shirt? Answer?
- 26:50Speaker 2: Is that.
- 26:52Speaker 4: Per Se?
- 26:54Speaker 2: That HBO hat that you bought it that the souvenir
- 26:58Speaker 2: shopped in downtown Manhattan.
- 27:00Speaker 5: Yeah, not per Se yeah.
- 27:04Speaker 2: Look look, I mean, look, I can tell you stories
- 27:05Speaker 2: and stuff I did and when I was coming up.
- 27:08Speaker 2: I mean, I think I've told this story on this
- 27:09Speaker 2: show before. But when my first edit reel was based
- 27:12Speaker 2: off of raw footage that I got from a from
- 27:17Speaker 2: a European group of filmmakers that came into my commercial
- 27:21Speaker 2: house that I was in Miami, and I grabbed all
- 27:23Speaker 2: their footage and I re edited. This was insane, like
- 27:26Speaker 2: million dollar budget footage. Re edited it all slapped the
- 27:30Speaker 2: Nike Nike logo at the end of it, and I
- 27:32Speaker 2: cut together five or six reels and then I quit
- 27:35Speaker 2: and I went out with that reel and people were
- 27:38Speaker 2: like they assumed that I was that guy. When they asked,
- 27:41Speaker 2: I would go, no, no, no, that's just a spec spot.
- 27:43Speaker 2: But if they didn't ask, there.
- 27:46Speaker 4: You go yes exactly.
- 27:50Speaker 2: You know, it's if you assume that's up to you,
- 27:53Speaker 2: you know, it's uh, like I always say, asked for forgiveness,
- 27:57Speaker 2: not for.
- 27:57Speaker 4: Permission, yes, shoot, shoot first, ask later.
- 28:02Speaker 3: Yes, as my entire in my entire last film.
- 28:04Speaker 4: Was exactly yes, exactly.
- 28:08Speaker 3: All right.
- 28:08Speaker 2: So all right, so you've sold plasma, you have you
- 28:13Speaker 2: have skirted the line of of the return policies over
- 28:16Speaker 2: at Apple and Best Buy for eight months, and and
- 28:21Speaker 2: then you've gotten you finally got some money together. And
- 28:23Speaker 2: then how did you remember you saying to me that
- 28:26Speaker 2: you kind of Mariachid camed in a little bit in
- 28:29Speaker 2: the sense that you became very well known in the area.
- 28:33Speaker 2: Can you tell us a little bit about how you
- 28:35Speaker 2: kind of started having almost free reigned in that in
- 28:38Speaker 2: that town.
- 28:40Speaker 5: Yeah, So, I think having no money helped us in
- 28:44Speaker 5: a bunch of ways. Like, for example, I mentioned that
- 28:46Speaker 5: we didn't have a zoo, I didn't have a zoom lens.
- 28:48Speaker 5: I was filming everything with a fixed lens, and so
- 28:50Speaker 5: there are some really great shots where we wouldn't have gotten.
- 28:56Speaker 5: And I had this incredible access to my characters, and
- 28:59Speaker 5: I would be that I had to be. I was
- 29:01Speaker 5: a foot away from them, and it lends this kind
- 29:03Speaker 5: of like raw, this pure veritale almost that I wouldn't
- 29:08Speaker 5: have gotten if I could afford a zoom lens.
- 29:10Speaker 4: I had to go in within a foot of all
- 29:12Speaker 4: my characters.
- 29:13Speaker 5: And I think that kind of was the case in
- 29:17Speaker 5: one way or another with a lot of these things.
- 29:19Speaker 5: I didn't have a producer, I didn't have anybody. So
- 29:21Speaker 5: I had to go to Camden, which is, you know,
- 29:24Speaker 5: it's one of the most dangerous cities in America, and
- 29:26Speaker 5: I was terrified, and I had to go knock on
- 29:29Speaker 5: doors and meet these characters where they were. So I
- 29:34Speaker 5: would go, you know, I'd start out, I'd go to town
- 29:38Speaker 5: meetings and kind of find out who the town leaders
- 29:42Speaker 5: were and the different advocacy groups, and then I would
- 29:46Speaker 5: branch out to I would go knock on.
- 29:49Speaker 4: The doors of.
- 29:51Speaker 5: Where known drug houses, but I would be with one
- 29:55Speaker 5: of those town advocates, so they would kind of give
- 29:58Speaker 5: me an ounce of credibility.
- 30:01Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
- 30:07Speaker 2: and now back to the show. It's like Donny Braska.
- 30:11Speaker 2: They were Donny brascoing you like, he's a good guy.
- 30:13Speaker 5: That's fine, he's a good guy exactly, he's the HBO guy.
- 30:19Speaker 4: Yeah, trust him, got the sure.
- 30:22Speaker 5: So they, I mean, they really appreciated that Camden has
- 30:29Speaker 5: been a drive by, yesid drive by city, but also
- 30:33Speaker 5: a drive past the city, a flyover city. One of
- 30:36Speaker 5: the first titles for our film, actually for a long
- 30:39Speaker 5: time it was titled below the Brine. It's it's after
- 30:42Speaker 5: a poem by Walt Whitman, who's actually from Camden, and
- 30:46Speaker 5: it's about this world that exists below the brine, below
- 30:49Speaker 5: the surface of the ocean that nobody ever sees. But
- 30:52Speaker 5: there's life down there, there's heartbreak down there's society down there,
- 30:55Speaker 5: and that's Camden.
- 30:57Speaker 4: They you know, they build.
- 30:58Speaker 5: The retaining Walldon Highway so you can't see into it.
- 31:02Speaker 5: No one goes into this place. No one talks to
- 31:05Speaker 5: these people and learns their stories. So when I was
- 31:07Speaker 5: knocking on doors just because I had to, I didn't have.
- 31:09Speaker 4: A producer, they really appreciated that. And so like, how
- 31:14Speaker 4: did you?
- 31:15Speaker 3: How did you?
- 31:15Speaker 2: Because I mean from watching portions of the film, like
- 31:20Speaker 2: they're doing not only illegal things that you and but
- 31:24Speaker 2: they're allowing you to come in film this some of
- 31:27Speaker 2: it's extremely personal and yeah, I mean there's characters who
- 31:32Speaker 2: are high on screen. There are characters who are pregnant
- 31:35Speaker 2: and high, and there's there's so many like how did
- 31:38Speaker 2: you get them to agree to do this?
- 31:41Speaker 3: Like what what.
- 31:42Speaker 2: Was in it for them for them to be able
- 31:44Speaker 2: to allow such access to their lives?
- 31:47Speaker 5: Yeah, and yeah, A portion of why they did that
- 31:51Speaker 5: always comes down to an aspect of the people want
- 31:56Speaker 5: to be on TV. You know, the second camera turns on,
- 31:59Speaker 5: no matter what any one says, it changes the dynamic.
- 32:02Speaker 4: However, I think.
- 32:03Speaker 5: Because I went and met them where they were, talked
- 32:06Speaker 5: to them first, and really I didn't just come in
- 32:09Speaker 5: for a weekend and film a bunch.
- 32:10Speaker 4: Of people shooting up.
- 32:12Speaker 5: I knew them became really entrenched in their lives night
- 32:17Speaker 5: after night, day after day. They respected that I wanted
- 32:24Speaker 5: to and this is how I approached it. I wanted
- 32:26Speaker 5: to tell their story, the story of Camden, the story
- 32:29Speaker 5: of this opioid epidemic. I wanted them to tell it,
- 32:32Speaker 5: so I wanted to see it through their eyes.
- 32:34Speaker 4: And they right away kind of were open to that.
- 32:38Speaker 5: And one of the first scenes in the motel, where
- 32:41Speaker 5: our pregnant character is injecting, was my first kind of
- 32:48Speaker 5: realization of what trust and what access they had given me,
- 32:52Speaker 5: and that carried for the next year and a half.
- 32:55Speaker 5: And after that motel scene, I received a very angry
- 32:58Speaker 5: phone call from who turned out to be the protagonist
- 33:01Speaker 5: of the film, Darryl, about filming with his pregnant drug
- 33:05Speaker 5: addicted wife long term girlfriend, and he.
- 33:09Speaker 4: Was very angry. He said meet me the next day.
- 33:10Speaker 5: I thought the film's over, maybe in my life is over.
- 33:14Speaker 5: And he basically just he pulled up. He said, listen,
- 33:17Speaker 5: let me tell you my side of the story. And
- 33:19Speaker 5: so that's where we learned his side of the story.
- 33:22Speaker 5: Every morning he wakes up, he goes to search for Nannie.
- 33:25Speaker 5: He's trying to save his unborn child. And so when
- 33:28Speaker 5: he said, let me tell you my side of the story,
- 33:30Speaker 5: I think that's why I was so embraced by Camden Nights,
- 33:33Speaker 5: because nobody's given these cities a second look.
- 33:37Speaker 4: No one's you know, no one, no one ever.
- 33:40Speaker 5: Stops to say, oh, you're living on the streets in
- 33:45Speaker 5: on Heroin Highway as they call it, in America's most
- 33:48Speaker 5: dangerous on one of America's most dangerous cities.
- 33:52Speaker 4: You know, how did you get here? What went wrong?
- 33:57Speaker 4: People think? You know? Who is right?
- 34:00Speaker 5: Mind says I want to give up everything, lose my kids,
- 34:04Speaker 5: my house, my car. I want to give that all
- 34:07Speaker 5: up and live in a gutter for fifteen ten years.
- 34:11Speaker 5: If I'm lucky. No one stopped to ask the question
- 34:14Speaker 5: of how they got there. They just treat them, you know,
- 34:17Speaker 5: as animals almost, And so that trust was kind of
- 34:24Speaker 5: achieved right from the beginning of me even coming into
- 34:27Speaker 5: their doorstep, and then they just gave me the permission
- 34:31Speaker 5: almost to give the means the agency to tell their
- 34:35Speaker 5: own story.
- 34:37Speaker 3: That's fascinating.
- 34:39Speaker 2: You're right, these stories are a little too few and
- 34:42Speaker 2: far between, and a lot of the stuff that's going
- 34:45Speaker 2: on right now back here in the States that you
- 34:47Speaker 2: have been safely in Iraq avoiding, which is Corona and
- 34:54Speaker 2: what's going on with the death of George Floyd. I
- 34:58Speaker 2: think that's one of the reasons why these there is
- 35:02Speaker 2: such uprising here now. It's because it's because of stories
- 35:06Speaker 2: like this that that these these people have been handicapped
- 35:11Speaker 2: from the moment they were you know, they were evicted
- 35:13Speaker 2: from their womb, their mother's womb. Yes, yes, you know,
- 35:18Speaker 2: there's no doubt about it. And these stories are so
- 35:20Speaker 2: so important and that's why it's so much more beautiful
- 35:24Speaker 2: on the way how you did it, which like if
- 35:26Speaker 2: you told me like, yeah, yeah, we had like two
- 35:27Speaker 2: three hundred thousand, we had an Alexa, we shot with
- 35:31Speaker 2: cook lenses, we had a full rig.
- 35:33Speaker 3: It wouldn't You can't make this movie like that. You
- 35:36Speaker 3: need to You need to go to Best Buy an
- 35:38Speaker 3: Apple and do what you did.
- 35:41Speaker 4: Exactly.
- 35:42Speaker 3: It goes the whole story. Now, now this is your
- 35:44Speaker 3: first feature, right, this was your first feature.
- 35:47Speaker 5: Yeah, it's my first feature. It's only the second on
- 35:52Speaker 5: my second credit. So I worked on that National Geographic film.
- 35:55Speaker 5: So I was really I'm still, of course learning everything
- 35:58Speaker 5: as I go. But that was my film school that year,
- 36:04Speaker 5: a year and half in Camden.
- 36:05Speaker 4: That was my film school.
- 36:06Speaker 5: You'll see, I mean, if you look at our Instagram,
- 36:09Speaker 5: you'll see some funny things of a first time director.
- 36:12Speaker 5: But also there's so many stories of I had no
- 36:14Speaker 5: idea what was what I was.
- 36:15Speaker 4: Doing at the beginning.
- 36:16Speaker 5: Especially you'll notice things in the film if you watch
- 36:19Speaker 5: it with a close eye that I can point out
- 36:21Speaker 5: after you watch it it's a first time filmmaker if
- 36:25Speaker 5: But we did do an amazing They did an amazing
- 36:28Speaker 5: job of saving a lot in post and it looks incredible.
- 36:30Speaker 4: But there's some funny things that I learned the hard way.
- 36:33Speaker 2: But did you But the question is did you wear
- 36:35Speaker 2: a director hat or a director T shirt?
- 36:39Speaker 4: No? I just carried the chair around and just.
- 36:42Speaker 5: You know, like that that gift where the guy just
- 36:45Speaker 5: unfolds the chair and straight stairs everywhere went.
- 36:48Speaker 4: I had my director's chair on.
- 36:50Speaker 2: I always make a joke because when I was first
- 36:53Speaker 2: coming up, I had the director hat and a director
- 36:55Speaker 2: t shirt on, because that's what just a pompous film.
- 36:59Speaker 3: Student would do.
- 37:00Speaker 2: So anytime I see a director walk on set with
- 37:03Speaker 2: a director shirt on, I'm like, oh God, oh no,
- 37:05Speaker 2: this is not going well.
- 37:07Speaker 3: This is not going to go well.
- 37:09Speaker 2: And every single time that's ever happened, I've never been disappointed.
- 37:14Speaker 3: Let's just put it that way.
- 37:18Speaker 2: So you submit your films all these film festivals, right,
- 37:21Speaker 2: and not only did you get it into slam Dance,
- 37:24Speaker 2: but you also got some interest from south By this
- 37:28Speaker 2: of this last year. So can you tell me what
- 37:30Speaker 2: happened between slam Dance and south By? And then how
- 37:32Speaker 2: did it actually? How did it all work out?
- 37:35Speaker 4: Sure?
- 37:36Speaker 5: So we we really I'm not the only young filmmaker
- 37:41Speaker 5: on this team. It's really an inexperienced team of four
- 37:45Speaker 5: people probably still is.
- 37:46Speaker 4: Which I love. And now we're actually really good.
- 37:49Speaker 5: So we really didn't really even though what we were
- 37:52Speaker 5: doing going to festival season either.
- 37:53Speaker 4: So we got into.
- 37:58Speaker 5: Slam Dance that was our first Well, first we got
- 38:01Speaker 5: rejected by Sundance obviously, and then I yes, exactly. It
- 38:07Speaker 5: was our first uh uh, you.
- 38:09Speaker 4: Know, welcome to the Welcome to the show.
- 38:11Speaker 1: Uh.
- 38:13Speaker 5: And then we got into slam By, which we were
- 38:15Speaker 5: really blown away. And for those we were unfamiliar, I
- 38:21Speaker 5: was unfamiliar. But it happens the same exact week, the
- 38:23Speaker 5: same time as Sundance. So actually, if you say it
- 38:26Speaker 5: fast enough, uh yeah. And honestly, a lot of people
- 38:32Speaker 5: think so we post on social media and a lot
- 38:35Speaker 5: of my university friends, Uh, they just assume I wants Sundance,
- 38:41Speaker 5: and there's no I'm not gonna correct them again.
- 38:43Speaker 4: It's yeah, we're who want Sundance.
- 38:48Speaker 5: So we got into slam Dance and it was just
- 38:51Speaker 5: it was an incredible, incredible week, but we had so
- 38:55Speaker 5: Sundance slam Dance. Uh. Deadline to accept was right around
- 39:01Speaker 5: the same time that south By their deadline was for
- 39:06Speaker 5: their notification deadline was and in our minds, my mind
- 39:11Speaker 5: at least, I would lean toward not anymore, of course,
- 39:15Speaker 5: but I was going to lean toward our premiere at
- 39:18Speaker 5: south By just it has the big name and just
- 39:21Speaker 5: as the first time filmmaker, I just was going by
- 39:23Speaker 5: the name.
- 39:24Speaker 4: So there was disagreement within the group.
- 39:28Speaker 5: Eventually we decided we're going to premiere at slam Dance.
- 39:33Speaker 5: We ended up not getting into south By. So we're
- 39:37Speaker 5: at these parties and everything, and we're retelling the story and.
- 39:42Speaker 4: How we chose to premiere at slam Dance. And it
- 39:44Speaker 4: turned out that.
- 39:47Speaker 5: Through various programmers, I guess and I'm not one hundred
- 39:50Speaker 5: percent sure on this.
- 39:51Speaker 3: But the rumors on the street, the rumors on the street, the.
- 39:55Speaker 5: Rumors on the street that south By does not take
- 39:59Speaker 5: kindly to slam Dance.
- 40:01Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor,
- 40:08Speaker 2: and now back to the.
- 40:09Speaker 5: Show, especially if you're wanting to choose between the two.
- 40:15Speaker 4: And we had gotten kind of a cryptic.
- 40:17Speaker 5: Email from south By that before we got the rejection email,
- 40:23Speaker 5: and so they knew we were choosing between the two.
- 40:26Speaker 4: Uh.
- 40:27Speaker 5: And we chose slam Dance and didn't end up being
- 40:31Speaker 5: accepted to south By, which turned out.
- 40:34Speaker 4: So we won Grandeur a slam Dance. So it's amazing
- 40:37Speaker 4: the best choice. Uh.
- 40:39Speaker 5: And then a week after we come home, COVID hits
- 40:43Speaker 5: and south By is the first one to go.
- 40:45Speaker 4: So it really was the right the right decision.
- 40:48Speaker 5: Uh.
- 40:49Speaker 4: Yeah, it all worked out at the end.
- 40:50Speaker 2: Now what was your what was your Sundance slash slam
- 40:54Speaker 2: dance Park City experience?
- 40:57Speaker 3: Like because you were you were like a fresh sh
- 41:00Speaker 3: off the boat.
- 41:00Speaker 2: This is your first movie, You've never been your first
- 41:04Speaker 2: film festival.
- 41:05Speaker 3: If I'm not mistaken, right like this is yeah.
- 41:07Speaker 4: I didn't even, I couldn't even.
- 41:10Speaker 5: I wasn't exactly sure what I knew what a film
- 41:12Speaker 5: festival was. Obviously, I thought of it more as like
- 41:15Speaker 5: a market. And then my only background is the Entourage
- 41:19Speaker 5: episode which I watched, you know again, right before I left, right,
- 41:23Speaker 5: and I'm this, I'm a director, I'm going to a
- 41:24Speaker 5: major film festival. I'm picturing a lot of Entourage stuff.
- 41:31Speaker 5: And there was a lot of Entourage stuff. I mean,
- 41:34Speaker 5: we amazing parties. Yeah, we had a great PR team
- 41:38Speaker 5: that hooked us up. We went to like the Scenetic party.
- 41:40Speaker 5: We went to the HBO HBO party.
- 41:42Speaker 3: Of course, obviously because you're Thebo guys.
- 41:46Speaker 4: So we had a great time. It was you know,
- 41:48Speaker 4: the hot tubs, the late nights. It was amazing.
- 41:50Speaker 5: But then there was also the side, So that was
- 41:53Speaker 5: the Entourage side. And then your film comes to mind
- 41:56Speaker 5: at the corner of ego and desire. So these for
- 42:02Speaker 5: those unfamiliar, you shouldn't be. It's a great movie, go
- 42:05Speaker 5: watch it. But it's three young filmmakers go to Sundance
- 42:08Speaker 5: to try to pitch their film and everything kind of
- 42:11Speaker 5: falls apart.
- 42:12Speaker 4: And so we had a lot of those moments too.
- 42:15Speaker 5: We you know, we're just first time everything, and I
- 42:19Speaker 5: didn't and I just didn't know anything.
- 42:21Speaker 4: So there's a lot of mistakes made. You know, what's
- 42:25Speaker 4: a sales agent? You need one.
- 42:26Speaker 5: We went in very very green, exciting, but dumb, excited
- 42:31Speaker 5: and greed. So it was a brilliant mix of the
- 42:34Speaker 5: entrage episode and your film and your film you no.
- 42:38Speaker 2: And I mean I've been there, as you know if
- 42:40Speaker 2: I've been at slam and Sundance many many times over
- 42:43Speaker 2: the years, and slam Dance is an experience, and I
- 42:48Speaker 2: love slam Dance as you can see. I have my
- 42:50Speaker 2: I represent the Slam Dance shirt all the time. I
- 42:52Speaker 2: do love them.
- 42:53Speaker 3: I always found myself even though.
- 42:54Speaker 2: I was rejected from slam Dance, and I'll call them
- 42:58Speaker 2: out all the time because Dan co owner, co founder
- 43:02Speaker 2: was in it and I still got reached Dan. Yeah,
- 43:05Speaker 2: but to be fair, I think I said the word
- 43:06Speaker 2: sun Dance like fifty thousand times in the movie, so
- 43:10Speaker 2: they probably didn't want to promote Sundance so much.
- 43:13Speaker 4: You should have gone with slam dance.
- 43:15Speaker 2: We were talking about that earlier, were like, you know,
- 43:16Speaker 2: maybe I would have just said slam dance, slam dance,
- 43:18Speaker 2: slam dance. Oh, they would have accepted it in a heartbeat.
- 43:21Speaker 2: But of course we always go for the for the
- 43:24Speaker 2: girl that.
- 43:24Speaker 3: Doesn't want us.
- 43:26Speaker 2: Yes, the hot girl that teases us constantly, that is
- 43:31Speaker 2: that's the relationship with ninety nine point nine percent of
- 43:33Speaker 2: every filmmaker ever, independent filmmaker ever.
- 43:37Speaker 5: And then we keep saying that, so south By was
- 43:40Speaker 5: the hot girl that didn't want us, and then it
- 43:41Speaker 5: got canceled. So every time we don't get one and
- 43:43Speaker 5: we're like, well, that hot girl is about to go
- 43:45Speaker 5: down because it's gonna get canceled, and it keeps happening.
- 43:47Speaker 2: So yeah, yeah, God knows what's going to happen in
- 43:50Speaker 2: the future. You know, I'm still in the in the
- 43:52Speaker 2: camp of I don't think Sundance is going to happen
- 43:56Speaker 2: in twenty twenty one in not the same way. I can't,
- 43:59Speaker 2: you know, I can't even imagine it happening. But we'll see,
- 44:02Speaker 2: but you won, so you won South.
- 44:05Speaker 3: Excuse me, you you you excuse me. You want slam dance.
- 44:09Speaker 3: You won the jury. The grand jury prices slam dance.
- 44:11Speaker 3: So that's a big that's a big.
- 44:13Speaker 5: Yeah.
- 44:14Speaker 4: We were just uh, it was really just a dream.
- 44:18Speaker 5: It was I'll never forget when they call her name
- 44:21Speaker 5: like it was. I mean, i blacked out just from
- 44:24Speaker 5: the adrenaline. I'm not even sure what I ran out there.
- 44:27Speaker 5: I'll never look at what what that acceptance speech was.
- 44:29Speaker 5: I'll tell you that Alex was not good.
- 44:31Speaker 4: It was it was.
- 44:34Speaker 5: Ft mouth, it was bad, but it was Yeah, it
- 44:37Speaker 5: was just it was a dream contrue Uh, win that
- 44:41Speaker 5: and then we So that was our first festival to
- 44:45Speaker 5: you know, the first festival, one of the first festivals
- 44:47Speaker 5: of the year, and.
- 44:49Speaker 4: So from that we got waiver.
- 44:52Speaker 5: Waivers to you know, maybe everywhere, and it was so
- 44:56Speaker 5: strange being contacted to show your film.
- 44:59Speaker 4: So we just we just this weekend we did.
- 45:02Speaker 5: Our European premiere at Crackout in Poland, which is an
- 45:05Speaker 5: amazing festival. Yeah, and we were I think one or
- 45:10Speaker 5: if not the only North American film selected for competition.
- 45:14Speaker 4: Uh. And it was online, which was a new experience.
- 45:17Speaker 5: But so that was right off of we actually got
- 45:20Speaker 5: the news about krackout right after the Grand Jury win.
- 45:23Speaker 5: And then also we were accepted this past week. Uh sorry,
- 45:27Speaker 5: we were in this past week in Brooklyn where we
- 45:31Speaker 5: won Best New Director and Spirit Award for for a
- 45:35Speaker 5: documentary feature. And so that Grand Jury win just yeah,
- 45:39Speaker 5: that snowball into everything. And we have a bunch of
- 45:42Speaker 5: festivals coming up that are either going to go online
- 45:46Speaker 5: or be canceled.
- 45:47Speaker 2: So I want, so I want to clear exactly who
- 45:49Speaker 2: knows what's going to happen.
- 45:50Speaker 3: So I want, I want to be real clear.
- 45:52Speaker 2: So I want to bring this and you've been listening
- 45:53Speaker 2: to my podcast now for a while and everyone who's
- 45:57Speaker 2: listening automatically, but he won slam Dance, like he won
- 46:00Speaker 2: the Grand Jury Prize at slam Dance. So so when
- 46:04Speaker 2: the when the trucks of money came, did they just
- 46:08Speaker 2: did they unload by the palette or did they just
- 46:12Speaker 2: dump it all on your front yard?
- 46:13Speaker 3: How does that work?
- 46:16Speaker 5: They just they delivered it in their hands a little bit.
- 46:19Speaker 3: Oh a little, little by little.
- 46:20Speaker 4: Just like a little fourteen the fourteen quarters.
- 46:23Speaker 3: The fourteen the fourteenth quarters that they gave you.
- 46:26Speaker 2: I want I want people to just understand that just
- 46:28Speaker 2: because you win the grand Jury prize at a major
- 46:31Speaker 2: festival like Slam Dance, it does not mean that you
- 46:35Speaker 2: automatically get checks.
- 46:36Speaker 3: It's not nineteen ninety four anymore.
- 46:39Speaker 4: No, uh.
- 46:40Speaker 5: And we had that kind of uh lotto ticket dream,
- 46:44Speaker 5: and I will stick by that. It is important to
- 46:46Speaker 5: have a dream that dreams, but it's also it's also
- 46:49Speaker 5: important and I'm so happy I didn't have any money,
- 46:52Speaker 5: so I actually had to build up technical skills along
- 46:56Speaker 5: the way while maintaining that lot of ticket dream. So yeah,
- 47:00Speaker 5: when when we won Grand Jury, I thought, you know,
- 47:03Speaker 5: here comes HBO again again, here comes uh, here comes
- 47:07Speaker 5: the big.
- 47:08Speaker 4: Deal like Netflix, Netflix, and we did.
- 47:11Speaker 5: Yeah, and we got all those calls and uh, it's
- 47:17Speaker 5: a lot less money than you would think, a lot
- 47:21Speaker 5: less money to any deal, any offer that.
- 47:23Speaker 4: You would think.
- 47:24Speaker 5: There's no truckloads of money coming, and we found that
- 47:27Speaker 5: out pretty quickly.
- 47:29Speaker 4: However, I will say that.
- 47:33Speaker 5: It not only did it open up doors further festivals,
- 47:36Speaker 5: which is really really important for a young team such
- 47:39Speaker 5: as ours.
- 47:41Speaker 4: And I know festivals. I learned this the hard ware festivals.
- 47:45Speaker 5: You know, they don't we can win the grand jury,
- 47:47Speaker 5: and still that's not going to move the needle on
- 47:49Speaker 5: a higher. You can win three grand juries, it's not
- 47:51Speaker 5: gonna move the needle on a higher. It doesn't make
- 47:54Speaker 5: sense like people like your movie, but it's not gonna
- 47:57Speaker 5: move the needle on your your your distribution. So festivals
- 48:01Speaker 5: really aren't gonna do much for that. We found that out,
- 48:04Speaker 5: but it really did. These festivals are great for myself
- 48:08Speaker 5: and the team. Even so, I'm in Iraq filming now
- 48:13Speaker 5: and we have some really big names attached to this film.
- 48:16Speaker 5: This is my second film I'm directing, and that's all
- 48:20Speaker 5: from i'd say ninety from these festival wins. It lends credibility,
- 48:26Speaker 5: so no, they were not. We're gonna be lucky, in
- 48:30Speaker 5: all honesty right now to break even even though our
- 48:33Speaker 5: budget was so so we kept it so low and
- 48:37Speaker 5: down the road.
- 48:38Speaker 4: Hopefully we're turning it. We're working on.
- 48:40Speaker 5: A narrative version as well, so hopefully that will drive
- 48:43Speaker 5: interest that way as well. But it pays off in
- 48:48Speaker 5: ways such as now I'm over here filming, as I
- 48:52Speaker 5: like to call it, my real directorial debut, since I
- 48:56Speaker 5: actually know what I'm doing now and I couldn't have
- 48:59Speaker 5: done that. I couldn't have attached these names to it
- 49:02Speaker 5: without that grand jury wind.
- 49:04Speaker 3: Yeah, and that's that's the thing.
- 49:06Speaker 2: Filmmakers need to understand that the film festivals, especially if
- 49:09Speaker 2: you're a new filmmaker.
- 49:10Speaker 3: Oh, my film festivals are the best. Like, yeah, you
- 49:12Speaker 3: gotta go and do the red carpet and do the
- 49:14Speaker 3: parties and meet other people. It's amazing. It's wonderful.
- 49:17Speaker 2: Take you know, go to those seminars, go to those workshops,
- 49:20Speaker 2: you know, meet people, network, it's great for all that.
- 49:23Speaker 2: Obviously that's been put on hold right now for the
- 49:26Speaker 2: next foreseeable future because of COVID, but when it comes back,
- 49:30Speaker 2: it's still a wonderful experience to go through. But I
- 49:34Speaker 2: am just constantly beating my audience over the head that
- 49:38Speaker 2: it is not nineteen ninety four anymore. This is not
- 49:41Speaker 2: what it was. They don't have the same kind of
- 49:45Speaker 2: poll as they did before, so, but they do have
- 49:46Speaker 2: a place in the ecosystem without question. And I would
- 49:49Speaker 2: have killed to go through your experience, Like I've never
- 49:51Speaker 2: gone through that experience. Like come, I've been to hundreds
- 49:53Speaker 2: of festivals and won wards and all that kind of stuff,
- 49:56Speaker 2: but I've never won a grand jury prize at slam
- 49:58Speaker 2: d Ask nor have ever been.
- 49:59Speaker 3: Yeah, at slam Dance.
- 50:02Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor
- 50:08Speaker 2: and now back to the show, or it's accepted into
- 50:14Speaker 2: slam Dance. But that's amazing, dude, that's an amazing story
- 50:18Speaker 2: and I'm glad that that you did it the way
- 50:21Speaker 2: you did it. And you're trying to get this story
- 50:23Speaker 2: told and get it out there, and it's not over yet.
- 50:26Speaker 2: The story is still continue. You still got to figure
- 50:27Speaker 2: out how you're going to make money back with this.
- 50:29Speaker 2: With hype of distribution deal you're going to finally land
- 50:31Speaker 2: on if you're going to self distribute. There's a lot
- 50:33Speaker 2: of different avenues you can go down.
- 50:34Speaker 4: Yep. So yeah, definitely, it's Yeah, it's exciting.
- 50:39Speaker 5: It's still very exciting, and mistakes still will be made,
- 50:44Speaker 5: but at least there is going to be we have
- 50:46Speaker 5: more people on the team who know what they're doing,
- 50:48Speaker 5: a celld agent, good pr good good everything, so mistakes
- 50:51Speaker 5: will be made and it's it's still a learning curve.
- 50:54Speaker 5: But yeah, it was definitely a great experience.
- 50:58Speaker 3: Awesome, man. I'm gonna ask you a few questions.
- 51:00Speaker 2: All the guests, what advice would you give a filmmaker
- 51:02Speaker 2: wanting to break into the business today. Obviously, go to
- 51:05Speaker 2: Best Buy an Apple and do your trick.
- 51:06Speaker 5: But besides that, Yeah, so I guess for advice for
- 51:14Speaker 5: someone who did it like myself with no zero film
- 51:16Speaker 5: background besides water World.
- 51:19Speaker 4: Uh and uh as an English teacher.
- 51:23Speaker 2: By the way, side note, I did have the screenwriter
- 51:27Speaker 2: of water World on the show, but we never he
- 51:29Speaker 2: had done a documentary. I had never talked to him
- 51:32Speaker 2: about water World once.
- 51:33Speaker 3: But I found out later a failure. It's a complete failure.
- 51:36Speaker 2: I have to I have to get him back Peter.
- 51:38Speaker 2: I have to get Peter back on just to talk
- 51:39Speaker 2: about water World. But yes, I found out later after
- 51:42Speaker 2: I interviewed him because we were just focused on his
- 51:45Speaker 2: documentary that I did. But yes, so water World is
- 51:48Speaker 2: like your godfather. It's kind of like your Star Wars.
- 51:50Speaker 4: It is my godfather.
- 51:51Speaker 5: Yes, So I guess advice for a real, real new
- 51:56Speaker 5: I was an English teacher, so I had my baseline
- 51:59Speaker 5: was zero.
- 51:59Speaker 4: So for someone and you can.
- 52:02Speaker 5: Right now as a brand new filmmaker, I mean you
- 52:04Speaker 5: can buy amazing four K, you know, five D or
- 52:11Speaker 5: a seven S. You know, you can get those bodies
- 52:14Speaker 5: for how to use for a thousand right now, even
- 52:18Speaker 5: if you don't want to do the return trick, you
- 52:20Speaker 5: can film four K amazing four K in your cell
- 52:23Speaker 5: phone as everyone knows so.
- 52:25Speaker 3: To look like a Panasonic GH four. You can get
- 52:29Speaker 3: that used for like four and fifty.
- 52:30Speaker 5: Bucks yep, yep, And then you can also learn how
- 52:34Speaker 5: to You can learn everything. And so not only did
- 52:37Speaker 5: I learn the three different editing software is just on YouTube.
- 52:42Speaker 5: But still when I have a problem, you know, I
- 52:45Speaker 5: was trying to figure out how to pin a graphic
- 52:49Speaker 5: in Premiere the other day, and I just googled those
- 52:53Speaker 5: words how to pin da da da in Premiere, and
- 52:58Speaker 5: there's fifty tutorials how to do it. So really all
- 53:02Speaker 5: the resources are right there.
- 53:04Speaker 4: The gear for the.
- 53:05Speaker 5: First time is available. So if you're a brand new filmmaker,
- 53:09Speaker 5: just kind of.
- 53:10Speaker 4: Do what I did.
- 53:11Speaker 5: Just get a camera and go do it. Now, keep
- 53:14Speaker 5: your expensive expence as low, so choose a story. Everyone
- 53:19Speaker 5: wants to tell a story that you know really really
- 53:22Speaker 5: moves them, but meet in the middle. Do one that
- 53:26Speaker 5: you care about that's also doable. So I, you know,
- 53:29Speaker 5: I stayed with family, I could drive to and from Camden.
- 53:35Speaker 4: So yeah, I would say just kind of go do it, and.
- 53:41Speaker 5: There is this kind of I don't know how to
- 53:45Speaker 5: say it not there's a hierarchy in film and a
- 53:48Speaker 5: lot of the older generation, especially if you get into
- 53:52Speaker 5: these editing houses that have been around for a while,
- 53:56Speaker 5: they're gonna want you to pay your dues.
- 53:59Speaker 4: And I ran in that a lot. I was told after.
- 54:05Speaker 5: I guess two months that I had to pay my
- 54:09Speaker 5: dues before and I quote, I was allowed to sit
- 54:11Speaker 5: at the big boys table who said this like, sorry,
- 54:15Speaker 5: this was the job I was working.
- 54:16Speaker 4: I won't say names, but.
- 54:19Speaker 5: Basically, you're getting to you're you're getting way ahead of
- 54:24Speaker 5: your pay grade with your I was bringing story ideas.
- 54:29Speaker 4: I was I.
- 54:30Speaker 5: Wanted to really go, go go, and I was in
- 54:35Speaker 5: my in uh in reality, I was, you know, assistant
- 54:38Speaker 5: to the assistant to the assistant editor coffee coffee getter.
- 54:43Speaker 4: So I was basically told to go and I had skilled,
- 54:47Speaker 4: I had, I really knew what I was doing.
- 54:50Speaker 5: So I was told and I quote, uh, you're not
- 54:54Speaker 5: you can't say at the big boys table yet. So
- 54:56Speaker 5: I've kind of carried that with me forever. I think
- 55:01Speaker 5: that this pay your dues thing is nonsense. I think
- 55:05Speaker 5: you can go do it. You if you can. If
- 55:09Speaker 5: you don't have that thousand dollars, that five hundred dollars
- 55:12Speaker 5: to get the camera, go do that.
- 55:14Speaker 3: Go sell your plasma. You go sell plasma, say.
- 55:16Speaker 5: About your blood plasma. If you really want to learn,
- 55:18Speaker 5: you can learn on YouTube. So there's kind of.
- 55:22Speaker 4: Not that many excuses why you can't go do it.
- 55:25Speaker 3: And I want to just add something to that. That's excellent.
- 55:27Speaker 2: I agree that there is the old system of you
- 55:31Speaker 2: have to pay your dues in order to play that game.
- 55:34Speaker 2: If you want to play that game, you've got to
- 55:35Speaker 2: pay your dues. If you want to play in those
- 55:37Speaker 2: in other people's sandboxes. Yeah, but then what you did
- 55:40Speaker 2: is you still paid your dues, but you paid your
- 55:43Speaker 2: dues in your own sandbox, creating it on your own
- 55:47Speaker 2: project and learning along the way yourself. So you, no
- 55:50Speaker 2: matter what, you're going to have to pay your dues
- 55:53Speaker 2: one way, shape or form. But I would much rather
- 55:56Speaker 2: learn it in my own world that I control and
- 55:59Speaker 2: I have all the power in and it's my own
- 56:01Speaker 2: big boy table, then playing in someone else's sandbox.
- 56:05Speaker 3: At the beginning.
- 56:07Speaker 1: Yeah, and I.
- 56:07Speaker 5: Read a great quote somewhere it said film scorer. Sorry,
- 56:13Speaker 5: film school has never been more expensive, and film gear,
- 56:17Speaker 5: film gear has never been cheaper.
- 56:19Speaker 4: So use that. And the reason these kind of.
- 56:24Speaker 5: Pay your dues hierarchies are starting to shake is because
- 56:28Speaker 5: anyone can kind of go out and make a film
- 56:30Speaker 5: right now. I just went out and made a film,
- 56:33Speaker 5: So I understand that they kind of want to hold
- 56:35Speaker 5: on to this control they have. But as you said,
- 56:38Speaker 5: go play in your own sandbox and make that sandbox
- 56:40Speaker 5: something and you can be at the big boys table
- 56:46Speaker 5: after not that much not that much time.
- 56:48Speaker 2: I mean you won, you won the Grand Jury Prizes,
- 56:51Speaker 2: sime Dance with your very first film, sir. So, I mean,
- 56:54Speaker 2: if that's not the big boy table, I know there's
- 56:57Speaker 2: guys and gals who've been working fifteen to twenty years
- 57:00Speaker 2: who've never gotten that opportunity. So yeah, there's something to
- 57:04Speaker 2: be said about that. Now, what is the lesson that
- 57:06Speaker 2: took you the longest to learn, whether in the film
- 57:08Speaker 2: business or in life.
- 57:11Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I guess, and I'm still definitely definitely learning,
- 57:18Speaker 5: especially during this lockdown. There is a lot of time
- 57:24Speaker 5: to do a lot of stuff. You don't waste that time.
- 57:28Speaker 5: I so when I was wrapping up my time at
- 57:32Speaker 5: this post house, I knew I wanted to go and
- 57:34Speaker 5: direct something. But also at the same time, I was,
- 57:38Speaker 5: you know, physically addicted to every app on my phone.
- 57:41Speaker 5: I went out three times a week in Manhattan. I
- 57:46Speaker 5: just wasted time. I was buried in things that weren't
- 57:50Speaker 5: going to benefit this dream I had to direct.
- 57:53Speaker 4: And I realized.
- 57:54Speaker 5: I realized that, and so I moved out of my
- 57:58Speaker 5: Harlem apartment Airbn beat it because somehow you can make
- 58:03Speaker 5: a lot of money doing that, move back in with
- 58:05Speaker 5: my parents, and I remember the first few times, and
- 58:08Speaker 5: this is that age. So I'm thirty one now, so
- 58:11Speaker 5: I guess two or three years ago I was too
- 58:13Speaker 5: old to be living back with my parents. But I
- 58:15Speaker 5: knew that I had to fund I had to save
- 58:18Speaker 5: up a little money to go do this.
- 58:20Speaker 4: When I eventually left the post house.
- 58:22Speaker 5: So and I remember when guests would come over, family friends,
- 58:25Speaker 5: i'd you know, not come out because I was so
- 58:28Speaker 5: embarrassed you.
- 58:28Speaker 4: Back at home. But I kind of retreated from everything.
- 58:33Speaker 4: I gave up.
- 58:34Speaker 5: I gave up actually alcohol and partying for a year.
- 58:38Speaker 5: I deleted all the apps in my phone, barely ever
- 58:42Speaker 5: use my phone.
- 58:43Speaker 4: And that might not sound like a lot, but.
- 58:45Speaker 5: You'll be surprised if you look at that screen time thing,
- 58:47Speaker 5: how much time you waste. So I had so much
- 58:53Speaker 5: time to dedicate toward screenwriting books, every movie that I
- 58:59Speaker 5: missed out of watching because I wasn't allowed to have
- 59:01Speaker 5: a TV, and I can now watch them with a
- 59:03Speaker 5: critical eye, and I could. I mean, I just learn
- 59:08Speaker 5: podcasts like yours, all the no film school type websites.
- 59:14Speaker 5: I just absorbed everything, everything, everything, and within not too
- 59:19Speaker 5: long I had enough skills to head to Camden. So
- 59:25Speaker 5: I guess, and I'm still learning it. And this, this
- 59:29Speaker 5: lockdown has made it extra The issue is even more
- 59:34Speaker 5: magnified because there just is so much time on my hands.
- 59:37Speaker 4: Lockdown in Iraq, but that's.
- 59:40Speaker 3: The name of your next two move, Lockdown in Iraq.
- 59:43Speaker 5: Yeah, So I guess the lesson is that there is
- 59:48Speaker 5: enough time to make this happen. Whatever that dream, that
- 59:51Speaker 5: end goal is for you, there is enough time in
- 59:54Speaker 5: the day to.
- 59:55Speaker 4: Make that happen. There are going to be some sacrifices.
- 59:58Speaker 3: We'll be right back.
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- 1:00:10Speaker 5: There is time to get this stuff done now.
- 1:00:14Speaker 2: And last question, what are the three favorite films of
- 1:00:17Speaker 2: your of all time?
- 1:00:18Speaker 3: Besides water World? Obviously is one?
- 1:00:19Speaker 5: So oh yeah, water World's one A and one B.
- 1:00:27Speaker 4: Let's see three favorite movies of all time.
- 1:00:29Speaker 5: Okay, there's a Swedish movie called Let the Right One In? Yes,
- 1:00:34Speaker 5: pre movie, yes, oh it is absolutely. I don't like
- 1:00:38Speaker 5: I don't like vampire movies. I don't like horror. Do
- 1:00:41Speaker 5: not watch the trailer if you want to watch this movie,
- 1:00:43Speaker 5: because you'll never You'll never turn it on. Uh, the
- 1:00:46Speaker 5: trailer is nothing like the movie. But yeah, Let the
- 1:00:49Speaker 5: Right One In is definitely top three. And also, don't
- 1:00:52Speaker 5: watch the American version. It's good, but not nearly as
- 1:00:55Speaker 5: good as the Swedish version. Let's see the Lives of others.
- 1:01:02Speaker 5: The German film Fantastic Film District nine.
- 1:01:10Speaker 4: That really I love the idea.
- 1:01:12Speaker 5: So I love documentary obviously, but I'm actually starting to
- 1:01:17Speaker 5: move into narrative. I mentioned I wrote a screenplay for
- 1:01:21Speaker 5: Higher Love, and that's moving forward, and so I really
- 1:01:23Speaker 5: love the idea of mocumentary, bridging the gap between what's
- 1:01:27Speaker 5: what's narrative, what's documentary?
- 1:01:29Speaker 4: And so.
- 1:01:31Speaker 5: Yet District nine is definitely definitely up there for me,
- 1:01:36Speaker 5: and I guess a close close fourth.
- 1:01:40Speaker 4: You were never really here is great.
- 1:01:43Speaker 5: I just saw that with Phoenix, really dark film.
- 1:01:49Speaker 4: Yeah, so that's a that's a top four for your
- 1:01:51Speaker 4: top three.
- 1:01:51Speaker 2: And I forgot one other question I have to ask
- 1:01:54Speaker 2: you because you're such a water World fan. Have you
- 1:01:56Speaker 2: been to the water World ride at Universal?
- 1:01:59Speaker 4: No?
- 1:02:00Speaker 5: And I actually was this is gonna sound I remember
- 1:02:03Speaker 5: when I was talking about don't waste time and you'll
- 1:02:05Speaker 5: have a lot of time. I was wasting a lot
- 1:02:07Speaker 5: of time the other day and was researching water World
- 1:02:10Speaker 5: because I mean, it's actually you know it, it deserves
- 1:02:14Speaker 5: a laugh or two at its expense. But there's a
- 1:02:17Speaker 5: lot of people who really do deep dives on the
- 1:02:19Speaker 5: internet about this.
- 1:02:20Speaker 2: Oh, don't don't question, no question. Yeah, I mean it
- 1:02:23Speaker 2: just let's be clear real quick about water World. And
- 1:02:26Speaker 2: this is a topic I haven't talked about in all
- 1:02:28Speaker 2: of my episodes that never water World has never come up.
- 1:02:31Speaker 5: But water World is honestly, yes, you absolutely can laugh
- 1:02:39Speaker 5: at it.
- 1:02:39Speaker 2: There's definitely things you can laugh about it without question.
- 1:02:43Speaker 2: But it was a fairly successful film.
- 1:02:46Speaker 3: It is done.
- 1:02:47Speaker 2: It did really actually did well box office wise. It
- 1:02:52Speaker 2: launched two rides at both Universal Parks. It has a
- 1:02:57Speaker 2: lot of merch that it's sold like quietly, It's it's
- 1:03:00Speaker 2: not cats.
- 1:03:01Speaker 3: Let's just put it that way.
- 1:03:02Speaker 2: It's not as bad as like cats, you know, it's
- 1:03:05Speaker 2: or anything like that. It's it's not Showgirls, because Showgirls
- 1:03:09Speaker 2: is a perfect film obviously, but yeah, but but so
- 1:03:15Speaker 2: people might make fun of it. But it's not as
- 1:03:18Speaker 2: you know, it's not as a cologne. It's not as
- 1:03:19Speaker 2: bad as The Postman. Now, if you watch The Postman,
- 1:03:22Speaker 2: that is a horrendous piece of film.
- 1:03:26Speaker 5: Right, And it's certain wi World certainly did well at
- 1:03:29Speaker 5: my local videos rental.
- 1:03:30Speaker 3: Story, Oh yes, rented like crazy.
- 1:03:34Speaker 5: And I also, I mean, I I think everyone carries
- 1:03:40Speaker 5: this kind of For example, I don't think six months ago,
- 1:03:44Speaker 5: a year, I would be on a podcast admitting to h.
- 1:03:50Speaker 4: Loving water World or I guess basically, I.
- 1:03:53Speaker 5: Think everyone carries this kind of imposter syndrome that they
- 1:03:57Speaker 5: feel like they don't belong. And I certainly felt and
- 1:04:01Speaker 5: feel to an extent that I don't belong. And I
- 1:04:03Speaker 5: think it's natural for all humans in that way, but
- 1:04:05Speaker 5: especially in the film industry.
- 1:04:07Speaker 4: Especially in artistic endeavors.
- 1:04:10Speaker 5: And so while we're laughing about water World, I don't
- 1:04:13Speaker 5: think I would have talked about it that.
- 1:04:15Speaker 4: I loved it.
- 1:04:15Speaker 5: I would have made up something, you know, to make
- 1:04:19Speaker 5: me sound like I knew what I was talking about.
- 1:04:21Speaker 3: I don't seven Samurai seven, Samurai taxi.
- 1:04:25Speaker 5: Driver, taxi driver this, you know, these black and white casablanca.
- 1:04:32Speaker 4: I just you know, I would have gone that.
- 1:04:34Speaker 5: Route because I think this imposter syndrome is is really real,
- 1:04:37Speaker 5: and it still.
- 1:04:38Speaker 4: Is really real for me.
- 1:04:39Speaker 5: But I think that no one, really everyone's got it.
- 1:04:45Speaker 5: You just got to kind of remember that. Uh you
- 1:04:48Speaker 5: got to remember that not only in this kind of
- 1:04:51Speaker 5: gorilla indie filmmaking, especially documentary filmmaking, where you know, I.
- 1:04:56Speaker 4: Really didn't belong. So I guess now I've along a
- 1:05:00Speaker 4: little more than that.
- 1:05:01Speaker 2: But it look like at the end of the day,
- 1:05:04Speaker 2: we all have that imposter syndrome. I think we all
- 1:05:07Speaker 2: have it at a certain level, different levels of it.
- 1:05:09Speaker 2: I mean, I even you know, speaking to some of
- 1:05:12Speaker 2: these big giant directors and writers, they have it, you know,
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: and they have billion dollar movies behind them and they
- 1:05:18Speaker 2: still have it.
- 1:05:19Speaker 3: So it's in all of us.
- 1:05:21Speaker 2: But I think as you get older, you start becoming
- 1:05:24Speaker 2: a little bit more comfortable in your skin. So I
- 1:05:26Speaker 2: have no problem saying that The Room is a fantastic
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: film and I would watch it, not by myself, ever,
- 1:05:32Speaker 2: but with a group of people.
- 1:05:34Speaker 3: That Showgirls is.
- 1:05:35Speaker 2: Great again not I could probably watch show Girls by
- 1:05:39Speaker 2: itself because it's it transcends how good it is. There's
- 1:05:44Speaker 2: a new documentary out about it, by the way, I
- 1:05:46Speaker 2: don't know if you know that there's a Showgirls documentary
- 1:05:48Speaker 2: that they just broke down what Showgirls is. And I'm like,
- 1:05:54Speaker 2: I still haven't seen Cats, but I'm actually dying to
- 1:05:57Speaker 2: watch it because and something is that bad it will
- 1:06:03Speaker 2: eventually transcend itself.
- 1:06:06Speaker 5: Yes, it's a more bid curiosity for the same reason
- 1:06:08Speaker 5: I went to Camden.
- 1:06:12Speaker 4: Well.
- 1:06:12Speaker 3: Cats and Canada. We can't connect those two. I don't
- 1:06:14Speaker 3: know how we connect those two. But you haven't. So
- 1:06:18Speaker 3: you haven't gone to the water World ride yet?
- 1:06:21Speaker 5: No, So yes, I have not gone to the water
- 1:06:23Speaker 5: World ride yet. And I actually just assumed what I
- 1:06:27Speaker 5: was saying. I was doing a deep dive, and before that,
- 1:06:29Speaker 5: I just assumed, why would that still be open?
- 1:06:30Speaker 3: Oh it's everywhere, of course, Yeah.
- 1:06:32Speaker 5: It's still open. Yeah, so that's definitely on the on
- 1:06:35Speaker 5: the bucket list.
- 1:06:37Speaker 2: I saw it in LA and I saw it at
- 1:06:40Speaker 2: Florida when I was in Orlando back in the day
- 1:06:42Speaker 2: as well, so it's still there. It's actually a fantastic show.
- 1:06:46Speaker 2: I have to say, it's a fantastic show.
- 1:06:48Speaker 5: You.
- 1:06:48Speaker 3: I think you will enjoy it even more than most.
- 1:06:53Speaker 4: Definitely for sure.
- 1:06:54Speaker 2: And then where can people find you find about more
- 1:06:58Speaker 2: of a Higher Love and what your other project's going
- 1:06:59Speaker 2: to be.
- 1:07:00Speaker 5: Yeah, sure, so I guess the best way to find
- 1:07:05Speaker 5: So for Higher Love, that's the feature documentary. It's Higher
- 1:07:09Speaker 5: Love Film on Instagram, and then higherlovefilm dot com we
- 1:07:14Speaker 5: post all of our screenings. We have a bunch of
- 1:07:17Speaker 5: festivals coming up the next yeah six months at least
- 1:07:21Speaker 5: a bunch of festivals that will be online, which actually
- 1:07:24Speaker 5: makes it more accessible for a lot of viewers around
- 1:07:25Speaker 5: the world. So yeah, Hire Love Film the website and
- 1:07:30Speaker 5: the Instagram, and then if you just go to the Instagram,
- 1:07:32Speaker 5: you can under the info that's you can find me
- 1:07:35Speaker 5: under the director Hassan O that's my Instagram handle. And
- 1:07:39Speaker 5: then for the film I'm working on now, that'll be
- 1:07:42Speaker 5: it's just briefly it follows a certain sect of the
- 1:07:51Speaker 5: Iraqi population is Yazdi. It's an ancient religion and there's
- 1:07:55Speaker 5: still after so Isis was brutal to everyone in the
- 1:07:59Speaker 5: region in two thousand, during their reign of terror around
- 1:08:03Speaker 5: twenty fourteen, but especially brutal to this sect of Uzds, and.
- 1:08:09Speaker 4: They took.
- 1:08:11Speaker 5: Three to six thousand of them as slaves, and two
- 1:08:16Speaker 5: to three thousand of those are still missing and in
- 1:08:18Speaker 5: ice ices captivity and no one's really doing anything.
- 1:08:22Speaker 4: So I've embedded with.
- 1:08:24Speaker 5: A group of rescuers and smugglers trying to get those
- 1:08:30Speaker 5: those mostly women and children back, and because of the
- 1:08:35Speaker 5: sensitivity of the material, we cannot as of yet put
- 1:08:39Speaker 5: anything social media wise, but we are approaching that point
- 1:08:45Speaker 5: where we can so well. Definitely if you follow the
- 1:08:49Speaker 5: other page, the Higher Love page, or my personal Instagram,
- 1:08:52Speaker 5: which I'd love I'd love to I love connecting with
- 1:08:55Speaker 5: fellow filmmakers, especially.
- 1:08:57Speaker 4: Members of the tribe.
- 1:08:58Speaker 5: I'd love to start dialogues on my first on Instagram page.
- 1:09:02Speaker 5: So yeah, we'll update that with my current project as well.
- 1:09:06Speaker 2: Hassan Man, it has been an adventure talking to you.
- 1:09:09Speaker 2: It's been a very inspiring story. I'd love hearing these
- 1:09:15Speaker 2: kind of stories, man, I really really do, because anytime
- 1:09:19Speaker 2: I hear someone hustling and hustling without any understanding of
- 1:09:23Speaker 2: what they were doing, it's even better. And that you
- 1:09:25Speaker 2: at the end of that it wasn't a disaster and
- 1:09:28Speaker 2: you actually created a fantastic film is a rarity.
- 1:09:32Speaker 3: So what you have done is no small feet, my friend.
- 1:09:36Speaker 2: Seriously, So congratulations on all your success, and that stay safe
- 1:09:41Speaker 2: in Iraq until you get back here, because here in
- 1:09:43Speaker 2: the States we're much safer than it is in Iraq.
- 1:09:46Speaker 3: Obviously we're good in COVID. There are no riots. That's
- 1:09:50Speaker 3: all fake news. Don't worry.
- 1:09:53Speaker 2: We'll be right back after a word from our sponsor.
- 1:09:59Speaker 5: And now to the show, right, I'll bide my time
- 1:10:03Speaker 5: to get back, don't worry. And also else, I wanted
- 1:10:07Speaker 5: to thank you not only for having me on, but
- 1:10:09Speaker 5: just what you do is incredible.
- 1:10:11Speaker 4: I don't think thank you.
- 1:10:13Speaker 5: I don't know if I'm here without your podcast coming
- 1:10:16Speaker 5: on seen in twenty fifteen, which is the same time
- 1:10:18Speaker 5: I came onto the scene. And you know, there's great,
- 1:10:22Speaker 5: great resources out there, of which you know you're one
- 1:10:25Speaker 5: of the best. So I'm proud to call myself one
- 1:10:28Speaker 5: of the tribe, and I don't think this, this hustle
- 1:10:31Speaker 5: would have would have happened without Indie hustle.
- 1:10:34Speaker 3: Thank you. I truly appreciate that, and I'll pay you
- 1:10:36Speaker 3: later for that. So thank you.
- 1:10:39Speaker 4: All right, sounds good out.
- 1:10:41Speaker 2: I want to thank Hassan for coming on the show
- 1:10:44Speaker 2: and just sharing his story on his new film Higher
- 1:10:49Speaker 2: Love and hopefully inspiring a few members of the tribe
- 1:10:53Speaker 2: out there to go out and make their own film.
- 1:10:56Speaker 4: Now.
- 1:10:56Speaker 2: If you want to get links to anything we spoke
- 1:10:57Speaker 2: about in this episode, head over to the show notes
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- 1:11:06Speaker 2: writing no matter what.
- 1:11:08Speaker 3: I'll talk to you soon.
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