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E106 Honi: Spiritual & Emotional Heaviness When Life Feels 'All Is Well' As Rev. HoniB Explains Causes & Healing · Ascension Alchemists™ — God Led Sacred Marriage For Purpose & Impact. A Couple's Embodied Walk with Presence of God ALMighty

• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: Blessings and welcome to the Ascension Alchemist Podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's your host, Reverend Honey Boden, and I am delighted to come to you today on this beautiful episode that is really heartfelt that I want to share with you truly from my own heart.
• 0:19
  SPEAKER_00: And welcoming those of you who are returning to this podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: It is really because of you that Michael and I come every week and share a part of our heart with you that is part of this ascension embodiment walk and how we're really embodying it with what we're experiencing that we know many of you are also experiencing.
• 0:41
  SPEAKER_00: As this walk is very special.
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  SPEAKER_00: It is the walk of our true purpose, the mission, and and when we're governed by the presence of God, how we walk it, and you know, are we a good steward?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are we obedient?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are we disciplined?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are we committed?
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  SPEAKER_00: Are we devoted?
• 1:01
  SPEAKER_00: These are all the conversations that we have here.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not under any the religious dogma, just straight direct connection with the presence of God Almighty and that Christ's light.
• 1:14
  SPEAKER_00: So thank you so much.
• 1:16
  SPEAKER_00: And those of you who are new to our podcast, we really welcome you.
• 1:20
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much.
• 1:22
  SPEAKER_00: I am sure some of you are finding us through the referrals, referrals in terms of other people posting our podcasts as it's starting to get a lot of attention, as people want to hear about these conversations, or some of you may be coming into us randomly from a place of those who are couples who are in committed sacred marriage, and it's not about twin flame, it's not about soulmates, it's not about any of that, it's about mission.
• 1:52
  SPEAKER_00: You've come together to serve the presence of God and your marriages on holy grounds because it's under God.
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  SPEAKER_00: And you know, how how are you handling it?
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, how are you moving through the different realms of understanding how you, you know, you've gone through your spiritual awakening, you've experienced all sorts of modalities, yet you're still not fulfilled.
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  SPEAKER_00: So you know you want to have a direct relationship with the presence of God, and you found us where it is all about having that strong faith and conviction and living, living a pure life.
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  SPEAKER_00: So if that's you, you've come to the right place, you've come to the right home, and we really welcome you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And today's topic, I want to share a part of my heart with you.
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  SPEAKER_00: I say a part of my heart because it's been a part of my heart on a personal level to walk through.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I have a strong feeling that many of you have also experienced this.
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  SPEAKER_00: More than a strong feeling, I have a strong sense that you've also experienced this, and you've often wondered, well, what is that?
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  SPEAKER_00: So today's topic is about when everything is going so well in your life.
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  SPEAKER_00: So well, I mean, things are going very well, you're genuinely in the greatest place between your let's say family member, let's say your spouse, let's say your clients, things are going really well, and out of nowhere, absolutely nowhere, you experience this heavy emotion of grief and sadness that suddenly consumes you and it confuses you, and then you don't know what to do with that, and then it takes you like a couple of days to move out of it, and you you can't even understand what just happened, and you think something's wrong, but you know something is not wrong, and here you are in it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I want to really speak about this because it's a topic that I have found very, very few, if anyone really talks about it, yet it is something that does come up with the clients, the women that I do mentor, women who are entrepreneurs, high-achieving women, they're creating large impacts in this world, and you know, there are mothers and their partners after businesses and very busy lives, and they are you know, they have a strong spiritual life, yet and they're successful, then they run into these, and then it throws them off.
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  SPEAKER_00: What is actually taking place, and it's happened to me, so this is why I want to bring it up, so that way it can shine some light on it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if you're experiencing this, to know it's okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I will speak from my my lens that I actually experienced this week.
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  SPEAKER_00: So this has been an amazing week in many levels.
• 5:11
  SPEAKER_00: This week has been a beautiful, blessed week of lots of wonderful celebrations.
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  SPEAKER_00: My son's birthday is tomorrow.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've had a chance to spend time with my other son.
• 5:25
  SPEAKER_00: Michael is getting ready to go with his mother to England tomorrow.
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  SPEAKER_00: And also, it's been Restaurant Week in DC.
• 5:36
  SPEAKER_00: So, for those of you who are living in Washington, DC, or if you're in like Miami or New York or LA, you know Restaurant Week is amazing where all these amazing Michelin-rated restaurants have their food.
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  SPEAKER_00: They put together the three-course meal or seven-course meal or five-course, and you get to go exquisitely experience different tastes.
• 5:56
  SPEAKER_00: Now, for those of you that know me, you know I'm a foodie.
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  SPEAKER_00: I love, I love, love experiencing different foods and just the taste and and the flavors, the the exquisite way it's been put together.
• 6:12
  SPEAKER_00: And what what I usually experience when I'm tasting those, it's like I'm always in awe and wonder of God's profound blessing behind the chef's hand.
• 6:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I've actually been in a situation where I have demanded to meet the chef, I've actually kissed the chef's hand because I've just had to thank those hands.
• 6:33
  SPEAKER_00: That was a lot because it's moved me.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've had tears, like I've been so blown away with some flavors I couldn't even put it into words.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's it truly transcends transport.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when it comes to restaurant week, I'm so excited.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I wonder if any of you are like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Foodies, that just this this just makes you feel so giddy.
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  SPEAKER_00: So this week I told Michael, I was like, Michael, we are gonna go literally every day to restaurant week.
• 7:02
  SPEAKER_00: And out of the seven days, uh, five of it, I would have to say we did.
• 7:07
  SPEAKER_00: It was restaurant week, different restaurants, and just fantastic.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, in the midst of all of this wonderful experience and celebration, and there was another part where, for example, when we went to Seven Reasons with Michael, it was so amazing.
• 7:27
  SPEAKER_00: Where Michael and I got this and this conversation, and I really wanted to bring this up about the next sort of like the destiny that we're going into to be able to work with couples more because we keep getting more couples coming into our life, and we know God Almighty is pushing us towards working with couples, especially as we're coming into our 10-year anniversary this November.
• 7:56
  SPEAKER_00: We've gone through so much experience together as a couple, as somebody who's committed to living a mission life, purpose, someone that is committed and actually serving a higher call and is under the guidance of God Almighty.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the way we're stretched through it has been remarkable.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we have a lot of compassion understanding, working with other couples or supporting other couples or helping others, and even preparing individuals that want to be in a relationship.
• 8:31
  SPEAKER_00: Again, we're not talking about twin flames, we don't believe in that, we're not talking about soulmates, we don't believe we don't believe in any of that, Michael and I.
• 8:38
  SPEAKER_00: So we that doesn't resonate to us.
• 8:42
  SPEAKER_00: We believe from day one, I've said the hand of God Almighty brought us together for a purpose, and our purpose was to bring our missions together and serve it together, exactly what was shown to me in afterlife.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_00: So that's where we stand.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so with this, we were talking, we were having exquisite dinner at seven seven reasons restaurant in Washington, DC.
• 9:08
  SPEAKER_00: If you have not gone, if you're in Washington, DC, you have to go experience it.
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  SPEAKER_00: It is out of this world, out of this world, truly incredible.
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  SPEAKER_00: I can't express enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this week we got a chance to go to their other restaurants such as the saga, which we hadn't been before, but an Imperfecto, Imperfecto we had been before, and just phenomenal.
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_00: Anyway, back to the story.
• 9:34
  SPEAKER_00: So out of this was just all this, all this love expressed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Michael and I are in this space where somehow it seems like as we're coming to our 10 years, there's this there's this other presence of love that is really coming forward.
• 9:50
  SPEAKER_00: And it is a love that Michael and I always wanted to experience ourselves.
• 9:55
  SPEAKER_00: We knew it existed, but it seemed like a lot of the hurts and challenges that was through us, that those were meeting us first before this level of love.
• 10:08
  SPEAKER_00: And as I went through this first two and a half years ago, started really cultivating my relationship with God Almighty, even greater.
• 10:18
  SPEAKER_00: I put God first above everything else, and I became even deeper dedicated every day, every single day, journaling, writing, talking to God, making time throughout the day, and even starting reading the scriptures and applying and having a personal relationship with Christ.
• 10:38
  SPEAKER_00: And out of all of that, one of the things that happened, I started going through a transformation.
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_00: And as a result of it, this affected my relationship with Michael in such a positive way that Michael was then inspired to go through it himself.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_00: So as we came into this year, we knew we were going to work with couples.
• 11:00
  SPEAKER_00: And out of this, he started, he started allowing himself to be more responsible, more committed, being a greater steward of our relationship, not for us, but because the presence of God Almighty is really shining upon us, so it's seeing everything through.
• 11:23
  SPEAKER_00: So what came out of this was he started allowing his heart to come more into our relationship.
• 11:31
  SPEAKER_00: And but it's he started pouring it more into himself first, and the byproduct was it being poured effortlessly into our relationship, so that God's love was pouring into us individually, into the space between us so beautifully.
• 11:50
  SPEAKER_00: Something that from day one I knew this is the way it's supposed to be, and we struggled to have it be this way because that's not what was being displayed through the behavior.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_00: So it's so beautiful to experience it and the elevated level of love, true love.
• 12:10
  SPEAKER_00: So we started talking about it.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_00: We're like, wow, you know, the path of true love, there is a specific path to it, and it is true love truly exists, and how sad we feel that there's so many people that have given up on love, they've given up on believing love exists, they have shut the door, they have closed off because they were hurt, and of course, naturally, so this was something with Michael and I.
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  SPEAKER_00: We both had gotten hurt before.
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  SPEAKER_00: We had to stretch ourselves and open up to love again.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it is a risk you have to take, but it's so worth it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And as long as you closed off, you're never going to experience the love that God Almighty has for you to experience.
• 12:55
  SPEAKER_00: So, because we knew we knew our path is to experience this level of love so that we can allow it in ourselves, we can embody it, and then bring it out to help others and allow this love to be the source of everything that we lead from, teach from, live from, embody from.
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  SPEAKER_00: This has been magnificent to experience.
• 13:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yet the challenge of it has been is when you're in it, and this is where I'm now talking about the point of this podcast.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when you're in this, it's so beautiful.
• 13:36
  SPEAKER_00: It is it is so magnificent that that space shared.
• 13:42
  SPEAKER_00: And it is not just about physical intimacy, it's so beyond.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's like physical intimacy is one tiny part of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: We're talking about the nurturing, the nourishment of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's so expanded and so glorious and amazing.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when you're in this space, one of the things that happens is suddenly, somewhere on the inside, you begin to experience these underlying kind of like current of sadness of grief coming up.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, for me, I noticed this grief in the midst of this.
• 14:26
  SPEAKER_00: It was unusual, and I knew some part of it had to do with my friend Lisa transitioning last, you know, when we had the end of life celebration for her last Saturday, which I talked about last week in my podcast.
• 14:44
  SPEAKER_00: I have full understanding where she is.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yet this week, the sadness that I experienced was so heavy on my heart.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I woke up two or three nights in the middle of the night, and it's like, what is this?
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  SPEAKER_00: And I couldn't shake it off.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had such a trouble with it, and and there's this confusion like, why am I feeling this way?
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  SPEAKER_00: This this we experience when there's something catastrophe has happened, or really something is wrong, but everything is great.
• 15:17
  SPEAKER_00: My sons are great, my mom is great, my brother is doing well, Michael and I are doing amazing, things are going well.
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_00: Why am I feeling this?
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  SPEAKER_00: So sometimes we look within and we're we're confused.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I found myself sitting in this place and journaling, being aware that in my awareness, these are just very heavy emotions.
• 15:45
  SPEAKER_00: They're not my truth, yet my human is experiencing it, and I can't escape it.
• 15:52
  SPEAKER_00: It's like as if I'm being invited to have permission to actually really feel it, but not be able to identify where it's really coming from, or not be able to fully have a great understanding what's happening.
• 16:08
  SPEAKER_00: So I found myself being so present with it and just allow it and letting the tears shed away, middle of the night, and then in the morning, journaling it with God, journaling all of it, just letting tears shed.
• 16:22
  SPEAKER_00: And Michael asked me the day before yesterday, he said, honey, why don't we just, why don't we go to paddleboard?
• 16:30
  SPEAKER_00: I said, sure, because we love going on paddleboard and we move through a lot of emotions whenever we're, you know, we've it's been 10 years when we get on the water, that nurturing place really helps us move things through.
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  SPEAKER_00: So as we were in the water, I just, you know, he's like, just talk to me.
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  SPEAKER_00: What's underneath?
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  SPEAKER_00: And I don't know if you've ever been in this space where you can't even like touch it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know it's there, but you don't know where.
• 16:58
  SPEAKER_00: But you have to find courage in a neutral place to just start talking.
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_00: Because the things that you're talking about are at surface level, those are not it, but they're just somehow, yeah, it's it's an ability to start talking.
• 17:14
  SPEAKER_00: So I could find myself difficulty to just start verbalizing anything and and begin because Michael and I have done this enough between each other, we can hold that space.
• 17:25
  SPEAKER_00: He's like, honey, just go ahead, go ahead.
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_00: I hold this space, go ahead and talk it.
• 17:29
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, okay, I just start talking.
• 17:31
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like, you know, this is this.
• 17:34
  SPEAKER_00: I'm a little bit sad about this, and a little bit sad about this as I keep going.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_00: What's underneath it?
• 17:39
  SPEAKER_00: Keep going, what's underneath it?
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_00: And this is a process that I taught Michael myself.
• 17:44
  SPEAKER_00: So when Michael goes through it, he would, he would find a courage to talk through it so the emotions can move out of it.
• 17:53
  SPEAKER_00: And I would always remind him, these are just your emotions, they're not your truth.
• 17:58
  SPEAKER_00: You know who you are.
• 17:59
  SPEAKER_00: God's truth is in you.
• 18:01
  SPEAKER_00: These are just they're just like thunderstorm, like right now, they're just passing by.
• 18:05
  SPEAKER_00: So as we stayed with it for a while, I also expressed, I said, I feel really, I feel very strange that while everything's going so good, that it's not feeling guilty, but I feel I feel strange that I'm there's this level of sadness that here's my son's birthday coming up.
• 18:26
  SPEAKER_00: I'm always so excited.
• 18:28
  SPEAKER_00: We're going to this, you know, we're going to this space, we're going to be the family.
• 18:33
  SPEAKER_00: Like, why is there such heaviness?
• 18:36
  SPEAKER_00: And and as we were there, began to really speak through it.
• 18:40
  SPEAKER_00: I found myself being able to finally touch a few things in my childhood.
• 18:46
  SPEAKER_00: I was also able to touch this space for my friend Lisa because her because of her children are my my children's age, and being able to just really feel a lot for her children.
• 19:03
  SPEAKER_00: And I was also able to just acknowledge that as Michael and his mom are going to England, I was supposed to go with them.
• 19:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I decided to take a step back and give this opportunity to Michael and his mom to experience this once-in-a-lifetime experience, mother and son.
• 19:26
  SPEAKER_00: And then how how much that desire exists in me for me to have this opportunity with my sons to be able to go with them and have this amazing once-in-a-lifetime mom and son experience.
• 19:38
  SPEAKER_00: So I found myself touching some of these areas as well.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, how much like I would like to be supported in that.
• 19:51
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I gave him a thousand dollars to be able to just indulge and experience and supported in that way, and how beautiful that felt to be so supportive.
• 20:01
  SPEAKER_00: And and then I found myself the space of like, like there are these desires I have in my heart, and this this grief and sadness wants to be lifted so the desires of the heart that wants to experience life can come into this space, and then even to then I touched all these other areas in me that I actually hadn't touched before.
• 20:32
  SPEAKER_00: And all of this on the powderboard began talking about it, crying it out, and you know, just being in a hell in a safe space, help.
• 20:42
  SPEAKER_00: So if you ever have experienced this, first don't judge it.
• 20:48
  SPEAKER_00: If you're going through an amazing period of your life and suddenly out of like literally nowhere, it's like a black cloud comes over you.
• 20:56
  SPEAKER_00: You're like, what's going on?
• 20:58
  SPEAKER_00: You can't find your bearing, and you don't know why you're feeling the way you do, and you're trying to scramble.
• 21:06
  SPEAKER_00: Is it this, is it this, is it this?
• 21:09
  SPEAKER_00: I would recommend just be present, just say, okay, it's okay, it's just okay.
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_00: Give yourself permission that it's okay that your human is experiencing heavy emotion, and don't label it, that there's something wrong.
• 21:28
  SPEAKER_00: That's very important.
• 21:30
  SPEAKER_00: The next is to to just notice is the emotion, is it anger, is it grief, is it sadness, is it despair, is it disempower?
• 21:43
  SPEAKER_00: What what is that?
• 21:44
  SPEAKER_00: Whatever that heavy emotion is.
• 21:48
  SPEAKER_00: Notice because so much goodness and love has poured in, and that's because of God Almighty's poured out that blessing, it suddenly shines.
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  SPEAKER_00: On an area that was so deep buried inside that you couldn't touch it, and that's sunny surface.
• 22:07
  SPEAKER_00: So if it's if you're experiencing it, it's on its way out.
• 22:11
  SPEAKER_00: The most important part of this is not to make any decisions during this state, not to act out from it, not to behave in any way from here.
• 22:24
  SPEAKER_00: Be present to it and and only talk to somebody that can hold this space for you, not judge you, not try to correct you, not try to fix you.
• 22:35
  SPEAKER_00: So you can have permission to actually feel the emotion.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_00: Because one of the things that happened, a lot of these have been buried in us as a child, but we've never been able to face the emotion.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_00: So later in life, when we're finding a safe space, we have we have the permission to actually face emotion that was so heavy at one point in our childhood, but now we can't.
• 23:04
  SPEAKER_00: But when it comes over us, it it doesn't feel good at all.
• 23:09
  SPEAKER_00: In any way, I'm sure for those of you listening, if you've experienced it, you know it's awful.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_00: You if anything, you want to run away from it.
• 23:17
  SPEAKER_00: And the natural tendencies to again to bury it, to suppress it, to run away from it, to escape from it, numb it.
• 23:26
  SPEAKER_00: However, when you are embodying the presence of God Almighty, you can't.
• 23:32
  SPEAKER_00: You're transparent.
• 23:33
  SPEAKER_00: So the presence of God Almighty wants to shine on it, but wants to behold it and wants to actually transform it.
• 23:41
  SPEAKER_00: So your job, responsibility, is to just be present with it and not go anywhere.
• 23:46
  SPEAKER_00: And that's the most difficult thing to do.
• 23:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I just went through it and dare to little by little speak it out.
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_00: You go walk it if you need to.
• 23:56
  SPEAKER_00: Go by water, go cry it, journal it.
• 23:59
  SPEAKER_00: Just don't judge it and be able to say, I am experiencing this heaviness, and this is what's coming up for me.
• 24:08
  SPEAKER_00: That's all.
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: And allow it to move through and allow yourself to cry it out.
• 24:14
  SPEAKER_00: I have these little Jesus pockets, I love it.
• 24:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like so I held, I said, and I was like, Yes, sure, you are amazing.
• 24:23
  SPEAKER_00: Just hold me, hold me as I go through this.
• 24:26
  SPEAKER_00: And that's what I had to do.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: And once you say that, then you can actually move through it.
• 24:32
  SPEAKER_00: And then you you're on the other side.
• 24:34
  SPEAKER_00: Then there's then you feel light, then you feel like lifted, then it's transformed, it's moved over, and you're back to your wonderful self, and then everything is clear.
• 24:45
  SPEAKER_00: It's exactly like a black cloud.
• 24:47
  SPEAKER_00: That's all it is, and it's thundering, so it's gonna rain on it, and it's gonna pass.
• 24:53
  SPEAKER_00: But it is going to pass.
• 24:56
  SPEAKER_00: The thing is, you have to be able to withstand that moment.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: And this is your maturity and this is your passing the test.
• 25:06
  SPEAKER_00: And I wish this is something that people talked about, hardly ever talks about it.
• 25:11
  SPEAKER_00: So when my clients go through it, because I've gone through it, because I know how to move through it, and it's not easy, nobody said this is easy, and for years I wouldn't allow myself to even go through it.
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_00: So, what would happen?
• 25:26
  SPEAKER_00: It would just all back up through my nervous system around, and then I couldn't even be a good steward to God Almighty.
• 25:33
  SPEAKER_00: But because I've learned what to do, and because I allow the presence of God Almighty to hold me so much in its love and and grace and be supported, I can move through it better.
• 25:46
  SPEAKER_00: And Michael has learned how to hold the space the way I hold the space for him.
• 25:51
  SPEAKER_00: So he's like, Wow, I know what to do with this.
• 25:54
  SPEAKER_00: So when if it comes up, he's able to assist.
• 25:57
  SPEAKER_00: So be sure you're in supportive, supportive place during this.
• 26:02
  SPEAKER_00: This is why community is so important, and this is why Michael and I, for example, we have our private community of members, and our members are going through something, you know, like I can leave an audio message for them.
• 26:16
  SPEAKER_00: I'm going through this and just be so supportive, so so supportive.
• 26:22
  SPEAKER_00: Be in a very strong, non-judgmental community that cares for you, that loves you, that wants to see the best, that is not going to take sides of things, that's not going to tell you something's wrong with you.
• 26:35
  SPEAKER_00: We certainly don't do that.
• 26:36
  SPEAKER_00: We are very supportive and we're selective with who's part of our association, part of our members, because we want to be able to support those who truly understand their walk with the presence of God.
• 26:50
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, they're godly people and they're devoted, so they are more responsible and committed.
• 26:57
  SPEAKER_00: So if that's you, reach out to us.
• 27:00
  SPEAKER_00: We can tell you, we can show you how to join us.
• 27:02
  SPEAKER_00: And if you're in a relationship, you need help in this area, this is the area that Michael and I shine the greatest.
• 27:10
  SPEAKER_00: For example, we had a couple, a friend that was going through this, and we were able to individually message them and support them.
• 27:17
  SPEAKER_00: And this is also the value of people that have walked this before, they are able to show you.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_00: In this, for example, on this podcast today, we are a community here, and the reason why I'm sharing it live and openly is because I feel it's important as a community.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_00: You expect you you hear this, so it's seated in you, so that way you don't think something's wrong with you.
• 27:43
  SPEAKER_00: We live in a society that they try to make you feel something's wrong with you left and right, through social media, through music, through film, through TV, through radio, through anything, you know, even going down the street, shopping mall, whatever.
• 28:04
  SPEAKER_00: And there's nothing wrong with you.
• 28:06
  SPEAKER_00: You are a sacred blessing from God, you are a gift from God.
• 28:11
  SPEAKER_00: Don't give your power away just like that.
• 28:16
  SPEAKER_00: And if you are leaking your energy like that, your precious life force energy, hire mentors to help you come back.
• 28:28
  SPEAKER_00: That's like me, my call.
• 28:30
  SPEAKER_00: We can help other ones, not even us.
• 28:34
  SPEAKER_00: Get your power back because you don't need to, you don't need to be told something's wrong with you.
• 28:40
  SPEAKER_00: The only reason why I open this up to you, and this is free podcast gifting this out so that you can see the value of this.
• 28:50
  SPEAKER_00: Me going through it also is a demonstration that these things are an experience for all of us, but it doesn't mean something's wrong.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_00: If anything, everything is right about it.
• 29:06
  SPEAKER_00: You just have to know how to navigate.
• 29:08
  SPEAKER_00: And there are people that have navigated, that walked through it before, so they can have a language for it.
• 29:13
  SPEAKER_00: So the best I can do is put it out here for you so you can see if it resonates with you.
• 29:19
  SPEAKER_00: Oh wow, this is amazing! Thank you so much, Rav Honeybee, that you're helping me see this so that way if it comes, I can handle it better.
• 29:28
  SPEAKER_00: And if you then can't handle it better, then it's like you can reach out, schedule us for sessions, schedule us a private mentoring with us so we can really help you, especially so it doesn't affect your business, it doesn't affect your relationship.
• 29:43
  SPEAKER_00: When you're a good steward of this, your relationship is the best, your work is the best, your impact is the greatest.
• 29:50
  SPEAKER_00: So we work with high-level clients that are part of making large impacts.
• 29:56
  SPEAKER_00: But if you don't manage this well, you're gonna have a disaster and damage to every area of your life, including your marriage, including your partnership, including your children, including your health, including every area.
• 30:10
  SPEAKER_00: And this is the whole purpose why I opened this up publicly, openly, so that way you see it's okay.
• 30:20
  SPEAKER_00: Give yourself permission, it's okay if you experience it, and I know this is gonna land really well with you, and I'm really grateful that you received it.
• 30:29
  SPEAKER_00: I know in your heart you received it, and once you go through it, everything's okay.
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_00: Like me, things are really, really it's beautiful, it just needed to be experienced to move through, and now I'm going into an amazing week.
• 30:47
  SPEAKER_00: That started with my son's birthday tonight, or actually, tomorrow when this podcast comes out, and he's my living miracle.
• 30:57
  SPEAKER_00: He's the one, remember that 26 years ago, doctors said, you know, all kinds of horrible things they said to me when he was born, and I found myself in this place of absolute despair.
• 31:12
  SPEAKER_00: And I turned to God, I said, God, you did this, you better have answers for me.
• 31:17
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna turn into prayer.
• 31:19
  SPEAKER_00: I started praying, and my son was completely healed over things that were supposedly not even possible.
• 31:27
  SPEAKER_00: So he's my miracle child, and it is a living testament of praying and putting God first over my life 26 years ago.
• 31:37
  SPEAKER_00: And for those of you that want to really know more, I have my realized prayer method, my own method of 26 years that I have formulated and I use myself, and that's$488.
• 31:51
  SPEAKER_00: I have a PDF for it that I can send you.
• 31:55
  SPEAKER_00: So feel free to reach out, email me, info at ascensionalchemists.com, so I can share with you the lived experience I have had and why I do the prayers that I do and how these prayers are so effective because they are so cultivated with the presence of God.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_00: So bring that out there for you too.
• 32:21
  SPEAKER_00: It's up to you.
• 32:22
  SPEAKER_00: Everything is always available.
• 32:23
  SPEAKER_00: You just gotta take this step and taking care of yourself, greater.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_00: So, having said that to you, I'm very grateful to be with you here in this moment as you receive these words in your spirit, and I thank the presence of God Almighty that is reaching you and it's reaching the hearts of those that are ready to receive these lived experience shares.
• 32:48
  SPEAKER_00: And as a community, we are all uplifted, we are walking in greater faith, greater trust, and we're realizing that nothing is wrong, we're believing everything's actually right, and we just have to be able to learn how to navigate some of these heavier emotions when they do show up.
• 33:08
  SPEAKER_00: I trust you'll be able to do it very well now that I you also heard these words.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_00: So it's giving you permission to be okay when you face it, and if you can't, it's also okay.
• 33:22
  SPEAKER_00: There's always help around.
• 33:24
  SPEAKER_00: I know it's been said in a sea of lifeguards, it's not right for you to not raise your hand and ask for help so you easily drown.
• 33:37
  SPEAKER_00: Why?
• 33:38
  SPEAKER_00: There's so much help out here.
• 33:40
  SPEAKER_00: You have to love yourself to receive the help.
• 33:43
  SPEAKER_00: So reach out.
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_00: There are many that are here to help.
• 33:47
  SPEAKER_00: Much love to all of you.
• 33:49
  SPEAKER_00: Looking forward in seeing you in the next podcast.
• 33:53
  SPEAKER_00: And stay tuned.
• 33:55
  SPEAKER_00: Changes are coming up.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_00: My car and I are going to be announcing those soon as we're getting ready to go into our 10th year.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_00: Much love, everyone.
• 34:03
  SPEAKER_00: Have a beautiful, beautiful, beautiful night.
• 34:06
  SPEAKER_00: And it will be Dave that you're receiving this.